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fitzselfships · 1 month ago

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WHY did I just now get a notification for a message I got last friday

#I'M LOSING MY MIND tumblr pls notify me about things #that was a week ago wtf </3 #I thought it would've been from like. right now but nope. actually it's from last friday lol #to the person who sent that message I'm so sorry #tumblr truly is a functioning app

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crescentfool · 1 year ago

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#persona 3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #lizzy does art #a brief break from the oc rainbow stuff. i present a minato to soothe everyone's souls. he is my favorite ever!!!#i'm so so happy to be drawing him again you have no idea #i've found my mojo again!!! rahh!!! my drive to create!! you're back!! i missed you!! and i will take you in stride!!#truly minato will always be such a comfort to draw he's like my favorite protagonist in anything ever he's just so!!#wahhhh i love him...#i realized a few days ago that i keep making sketches that i dont bother to color even if they're niceys #and im like damn dude wtf. let's go color these!!!#so there may be a bit more art than usual because HNNGH I MISS COLORING. i am going to drown you all in art 😈#anyways happy friday! congratulations everyone. you made it to the end of the week. give urself a pat on the back!! woo!! yeah!!!

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moonfulmoony · 2 months ago

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GUYS IM LATE BUT LOGAN TO INDYCAR JUST BECAME REAL

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago

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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting #with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though #you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would #think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page #disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol #THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended #(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever #so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with #no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know #EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably #It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end #point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc #I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc #rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is #not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school #but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia #and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like #the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot #or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are #familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them #Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol

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ninkaku · 9 days ago

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dazai arcane verse........chainsaw man verse.......

#i briefly went over his arcane verse like a week ago #chainsaw man verse........#the despair devil is the embodiment of the feelings of hopelessness and existential dread that plague humanity - that plague dazai #dazai whilst working as a devil hunter made a pact with the despair devil who found it fascinating the way in which dazai craved his own #perfect end. the despair devil being picky had taken on very few pacts in its time under capture but the pacts exist as the promise #that dazai will one day end his life - handing over his very being to the despair devil #the power it grants him comes in three forms. 1) th ability to induce feelings of deep hopelessness within others sapping their will to fig #which immobilises them as their own mental strengths are tested #2) dazai own inner feelings towards suicide manifest in a physical form - as spectral chains and nooses that can bind opponents at his will #3) the evasion of life and death. as he has signed the end of his life to the despair devil dazai cannot die unless it is at his own hand #and unless all of his conditions are met (yadda yadda double suicide with a beautiful women yadda yadda) BUT #dazai can “die” by the hand of an opponent but he will just be brought back within minutes thus i think its funny bcs he'll be sat there li #wtf......not again...... but this is like embodiment of his own lost soul and his own hopelessness #as he's forced to wander the earth without really ever feeling anything. he can also read emotion in others - those that are negative that #is and will likely be able to tell you a person/devil's worst fear (if they have one) but one of the less - impressive abilities would be #this.....#anyway..... yeah <3 #still covered in bandages and still SHIT at hand to hand combat...but very good at his evasive manoeuvres and will put people out of action #using the skills he does have.........anyway <3

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nostalgia-tblr · 2 months ago

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What do English people call a close? You know, the stairwell bit where all the flats are in a tenement? If you go to visit someone at their flat, what do you call the bit where you wait for them to answer their door? That communal stairs… area?

("Modern AUs don't require research" MAYBE IF YOU'RE ENGLISH THEY DON'T 😭)

#no i can't google it that just gets me “word that mean the same as close: near; next-to; intimate” and so on #godddd it was bad enough to be reminded that they don't call juice 'juice' wasn't it #i think i should try to cut a chapter or two from my outline - at this rate when i finish 12 chapters there'll be 3 readers left for it 💀#but the POV alternates which complicates cutting whole chapters out. hrm.#...wait there's no rule that says you can only post one part at a time is there? i could do it in sets of 3 or something couldn't it?#and that way nobody's forced to wait a week or whatever for the crucial Actually They Are Scamming Each Other reveal at the start #also i am starting to rethink the 'finish it all first' approach as it turns out i hate sitting on finished chapters and just get impatient #SO WHAT IF... what if i write the first three chapters and post those and then worry about the rest of it later?#it leaves the scary chance of it staying a WIP forever but i don't think anyone's on the edge of their seats for a sylki scammer AU anyway #OKAY I'LL DO THAT (feel free to try to convince me not to tho)#wait do they even have tenements in that london #a while ago i found out my address contains an unacceptable character because tenements are mostly just a scottish thing #and i was like “oh so THAT'S why websites refuse to believe it could be a real flat number?” nae tenements ootside the central belt! wtf!#...how do you even fit flats into buildings there then? do yous just arrange them in some weird tardislike liminal space?#where do you keep the stairs then? D:#*strange hand movements as i attempt to map out this bizarre topology that is apparently normal everywhere else in the uk*

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screamingay · 2 months ago

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was tagged by beloved mutual @skywitchmaja !! to shuffle my on repeat and post the first 5 songs in a poll so

gonna tag more beloved mutuals @glitteratti @billspreston-esq @shadow-banned-the-hedgehog @heaventouch @wormpool @rccat @femmehysteria

#tysm!! i love these things bc i get to 1 hear everyone elses music 2 hear new music!! and 3 see wtf ive been listening to lately #time has been passing so strangely lately i can remember like 'oh i listened to this album recently' but was it actually recent or was it #3 months ago yknow #anyway yes i listen to anime ops for fun sometimes. yui is a genuis #hot knife by fiona apple should be on here btw it's been stuck in my head for DAYSSS. weeks possibly

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britneyshakespeare · 1 year ago

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why is big brother so insensitive to people who live on the east coast

#i cant watch a new episode at 10 tonight i have work in the morning #i like to be tucked in bed at like 10:30 😟#text post #bb25 #also fuck cbs anyway for this last week bc wtf is this #i was thinking about not watching this episode on premiere night anyway #kaily and i have paramount plus #also ive been rewatching jane howell's wars of the roses tetralogy for the past 2 days #i finished part 2 a few hours ago and i was thinking of starting part 3 #and finishing that when i get home from work tomorrow #and im not working on tuesday so thatd be perfect for... richard iii 😳#ron cook is the definitive richard iii. argue with a wall.

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scarlettfevor · 13 days ago

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Uninstalling genshin was lowkey the best thing to ever happen to me because that game was a real drag to play even before the racism pushed me completely away from it and it's community, but since I wasn't playing it anymore I needed another game to get obsessed with, which is why I've been playing all these different games. And so far I've 100% cleared both south park games, I'm still obsessed with the sims 3, and now I'm downloading Yakuza. Peace and love on the planet earth <3

#the pyre #I actully uninstalled genshin months ago #this push to play a bunch of new games is bc I got sick of playing minecraft everyday #honestly don't know wtf I'm going to play after I finish yakuza but as I'm typing this the game is still downloading #idk if it's gonna take a week or like a month to finish #I think that once I actually play then I'll know #I did pick up the first 3 ace attorney games (I think...idk anything about that series but from the title I think thats what it is)#so maybe I'll crack that open #I don't rly want to play a visual novel rn but I'm been playing fighting games back to back #so maybe a change of pace can rejuvenate me

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meyonherown · 7 months ago

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thoughts on being a newbie fan of WoT

Joining the fandom of WoT right now feels two faced :

On one hand, I feel excited over all the amazing characters arcs, plot devices, political plotting, battles.... that I have yet to read.

But at the same time, as a very secluded fan (idk like WoT is not z big thing in France), I feel on a minefield because every time I go on Tumblr or whatever to find some fan interaction / fan thoughts, I get frckg spoiled. I mean I'm the one at fault clearly but I can't imagine reading the books and not sharing anything. But I want to take the time to read them and not rush the process just to be able to go on the internet.

#wot #books #robert jordan #the wheel of time #Finished book 2 like two weeks ago #read two books in 3 months #and every other book seems now insignificant to me wtf #Reader issue

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early-october-skies · 7 months ago

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Me when we don't speak anymore by bears in trees

#lizzierants #had a sudden unplanned job interview today. i wanted to cry the whole time but managed to keep it together and now the anxiety has suddenly #caught up to me and it feels BAD the sudden thought of that what if my friends just dont actually like me and they like me purely because #theyre worried for what would become of me if they stopped being friends with me when purely of course id be fine eventually but i worry #that cause im on antidepressants people just think im automatically suicidal when something bad goes wrong which is not the case im doing #good i dont want to die but what if all my friends hate me what if this whole time i have loved them so so much and they just tolerate me #someday my friends will die and i had that i hate that someday we wont be friends even if its decades in the future i love all of them with #my heart that sometimes i feel it is overfilling i love them i love them and what am i without them i am everything i have ever loved i am #overthinking however i cannot stop this what if my own best friend is avoiding me? why am i thinking this? what evidence do i have to back #this up? nothing only for the fact my own brain feels as though i love people too much and they are uncomfortable with it i feel awful wtf #i have learned to keep my emotions from people because i dont want them to worry. i dont want people to do something or not do something bec #ause they think it will upset me i want people do do as they please i want to be open for my friends to share their issues i want to help #and im sitting here wirrying if they hate me so i turn here to shout in the void because the only person i know irl who follows me on here #most likely doesnt read these tags and if you are please ingore this i misjudged your terrible attention span also i love you very much #anyway a few weeks ago i realised my worst fear is no longer death. but the death of my friendship with my beloved friend. and thats fucking #terrifying prospect however if they were to be like yo i dont like you anymore id respect that decision and id be okay because their happine #is the most important thing to me and thats okay but i couldnt bare with the fact that they feel like they had to be ffiends with me because #they have to. i hate the prospect of them feeling trapped in a friendship theh dont want to be in. all the while i feel i cannot communicate #this to anyone because how would i go about it im very anxious i am shaking i am having a bad time very bad time actually im going to start #crying but its okay <3 crying is good for stress and health and its been a while since ive cried so maybe this will help me feel better <3 #i will heal and ill be okay <3

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astrxealis · 1 year ago

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i am so obnoxious over bg3 but like. privately. bcs i'm still urgehafsjsh over how astarion is literally everything to me now and i really adore him but hi: i haven't played bg3. anyway. half-elf + bard maybe!