#that is the worst tag ive ever made thank you

[hexados-on-a-string]

i had to rewatch this episode of mechtanium surge again just to see if this actually happened and wasnt some sort of fever dream. and it was real. why are they like this.

[izzy-b-hands]

im sitting here, first edible of the day kicking in, and i just realised i haven't been yelled at for picking my lips in months. im safe here, i can stim like that and Housemate doesn't care and that's

really really lovely. wish I'd realised it sooner!

[ms0milk]

✧ forget-me-nots ✧

trying to pass on some of the appreciation I receive here because it's crazy to break the 4th wall for a second and really internalize how this community is driven by creativity and mutual loving. here's a list in random order of my most dear to me loves + a few nonmutuals whose work i think of often, and the pieces that remind me most of them

when they come for you in the night (thorfinn x reader) | @gardenofnoah

the depth of dive i had to take through your blog to find this is just.. the moment i hit "when you’ve known nothing but cruelty, kindness would surely be terrifying" it was game over. thorfinn came so so to life and this was such a stunnning introduction to your style. youve written so much now and i find myself always totally stunned! but i still always think of this one first. (i give it all to you also spills out of my brain sometimes while im trying to go about the world and was a close contender + this bkg x feral creature little piece of wonderful)

you. that's what happened, you (maki x reader) | @neiptune

you already know, i would be a godless liar if said i didn't think about this weekly; the maki rizz is heretofore unmatched, this piece went above and beyond all req expectations, “hold my hand, they’ll think something’s wrong if you don’t” will be the epitaph on my tombstone. you have the power to make me love all those boys ive never even thought about, and when it was time to write for my actual wife you cracked your knuckles and made sure id never be satisfied by another! (aint that the worst thing you ever heard also reminds me of you sm, eren aot of all people)

unsubtle pro shinsou drabble | @moonbeamwritings

i can feel the heat of shinsou's crush through both our screens it is just perfection!!! what a dweeb. love to send this to myself so its easy to find and reread on the regular

To Shape a Home (bkg x reader) | @kweenkatsuki-fics

not only do the stardew vibes shine through every corner, this fic was carved out with such care it makes the relationship + bkg's growth all the more precious! "yer nothin’ to go nuts over." was an insane introduction and the two of them only got better and better and sweeter and stickier with time (ao3 tagged bc i cant find your beautiful masterlist marquie sosrrrrry)

bittersweet (vash x reader) | @heich0e

i remember exactly where i was when i read this for the first time and I remember how excited I was to find a vash fic after so long loving trigun! i didn't even know the new series had been released yet! this was agonizing, such a soft characterization for both, and the desert was so palpable-- the setting really added so much spice to an already seasoned piece

hanafuda (tanjiro x reader) | @cherryblossomsenpai

way way back in 2022 this was one of the first tanjiro pieces i ever read that really made a romantic argument for him. love his exhaustion, exasperation, fear and relief all wrapped up in one hug "The rest of his lecture is indecipherable," bc he's just crying so hard! total sweetheart, so in character

kirishima drunk girl wrangler | @mechamedusa

dusa🫱🏻‍🫲🏼kirishima ofc your kiri thoughts are unmatched and this one is so quintessential, when i think of him i think of you. he is so wrangler shaped! the perfect boyfriend, your mind is a treasure trove

wedding vows (hashira x reader) | @meowzfordayz

to my very first friend <3 you'd think the piece i associate most with you would be one of giyuus and you write so so impressively much it was hard to decide, but this hashira drabble wrung me by the neck when I first read it, and it still crushes me that your kyojuro isn't a real man i can go outside and hunt for sport. "I have an energy bar in my suit pocket — just in case." a snack for his partner at their own wedding put me down, love your mind always

sleepy rengoku drabble | @vampcubus

my femdom queen! why was it so hard for me to remember which character this was written for? reader's rizz blinded me, thank you for introducing me to dom!reader works bc now every sexy hc i have is filtered through the puppysub filter to make all those big strong boys tastefully more submissive

anything to do with anika~ | @ltadoriyuujl

love your oc, she's such a caring nuclear bomb! loved reading your wonderful chara exploration piece and being able to write for her myself! what a trust fall

the only exception (yuuji x reader) | @touyangel

yuuji is such a boyscout at the end of the world, even in total tragedy he is kind and calm and caring. thinking about "If he wasn’t teaching you how to decapitate something that used to be human, it might have been romantic." this one hurts so so good and very easily convinced me love on him. even with all the choso pieces of yours I adore, this yuuji piece reminds me most of you (this sick choso drabble is a close second!)

menthol (aki x reader) | @cyancherub

the smut hall of fame all time champion on my knees on the floor kicking my feet and smiling, love the characterization in this piece! car guy/childhood friend/overprotective/smoke sess/ so intimate and perfectly filthy. a tried and true classic, this is a blessing

fill my little world right up (aizawa x reader) | @shibaraki

the fic of all time yeah, WHAT a way to be introduced to your writing and what a privilege! this piece is just a beating heart, every action and character introduction felt like a memory, the love was so palpable. reread this one all the time, can't believe it's free, want to bind a copy for my bookshelf

cor unum (sukuna x reader) | @vampyrsm

this was the first writing i ever saw from you and in an effort of solidarity (im finishing a longform fic as well and holy fuck) i've very recently started reading and can already tell how much care you had for this world and its characters. the dedication to setting and history is so cool and rare in reader fics, can't believe you're letting us read all this for free! what a tome, seriously looking forward to it (and this bkg thought abt crowded places! mmm)

i love you more than being seventeen (nanami x reader) | @strawberrystepmom

this fucking guy oh my god, this fic almost put me in the hospital, so so glad you reposted. "hey. I love you." OOhhhHHGoowwAWAWAAAA this is such a timeless character piece-- nanami running away from this word he hates, job he hates, girl he loves, and coming back to it all knowing he'll die and knowing its worth it. i get chills

strawberry stars on my lips (bkg x reader) | @willowser

breaking the rules of speed dating is insanely romantic, probably the most romantic thing someone has ever thought of and this is the piece i think of when i think of your blog. bkg is simultaneously so constipated and so vulnerable i almost feel like i have to cover my eyes for him and it is sugary sweet in the best way. happy hiatus!

[littlespacereader]

Ive been in such a silly little baby mode lately, i'm wondering if you could write cg!natasha with baby!reader playing together, natty has been stressed with work lately and all she needed was some quality time with her baby. (I'm all in with the cute lil baby details- rattles, play mats, diapers- ) thank you!!

AHHHHH!!! Such a cute idea!! I love me a baby Regressor fic! And with Natasha?! *chef kiss*

Back In Your Arms

Caregiver! Natasha Romanoff & GN Little! Reader (SFW)

Tags - cuddle, diapers, mention of an accident, bottles, rattles, and tons of fluff!

Nicknames - sweetheart, little one, little rascal, & little monster

This mission did NOT go as planned. But then again, when you’re an the Avengers when does it?

It was a rough mission. A long and difficult mission. On the jet back to the tower the team sat exhausted in their seats. Thor and Tony planned on having a drink together after their victory, Steve and Bruce planning on calling it a night. But Natasha couldn’t wait to spend the evening with her little one.

There was nothing that relaxed Natasha more than spending time with her little one Y/N. They were perfect in every way, the sweetest and kindest baby. Just as Natasha took care for them when they regressed, they took care of Natasha just as much.

Natasha was no stranger to a difficult past. Missions like these bring the worst memories to mind. So coming home to her little one always pushed horrible memories and thoughts far far away. It brought out a side of her that only her little one was allowed to see, a kind of maternal instinct she didn’t know she had until them.

But just as she was daydreaming about what her little one was up too at the moment, Nick Fury’s voice rang through the jet. “After you arrive back at the tower I want you all in the conference room to talk about the next possible location of the enemy.”

Everyone groaned in frustration. But knowing Fury, there was no getting out of it. So, once they landed they all made their way to the meeting.

Natasha paused for a second, staring longingly down the hallway to her room. Just a couple more minutes, she said to herself, just a couple more minutes and then I’ll see Y/N. She turned and walked towards the conference hall.

The meeting was going on for FAR too long. Bruce was half asleep, and Steve wasn’t far behind. Tony and Thor were hanging on by a thread too. Natasha just sat there, stubbornly waiting to the meeting to be over so she could see her little one. But her little one decided if she couldn’t come to them, they would simply come to her.

“Wait Y/N!” Natasha heard Clint say before the door to the meeting swung open.

Natasha sat up and looked over to see the red tear stained face of Y/N. They held their stuffed animal rattle in hand and a little bow in their hair to complete their look.

The moment they saw Natasha they took off, running around the table and right over to her. “Mama!!”

Immediately Natasha pushed her chair back and pulled her upset little one into her lap. “Awwww! What’s wrong baby? Mama’s here, no need to be upset.”

She immediately looked at Clint for an answer. Staring at him with daggers in her eyes. He threw his hands up in defense “They were fine the whole time you were gone. I even did their hair! But the moment Jarvis told them you were back they were upset. I tried to explain that you would be a minute but as you can tell they didn’t want to wait a minute.”

Everyone in the meeting was now awake as ever and smiling at the adorable sight. All of them knowing Natasha’s relationship with her Regressor. And all of them behind completely accepting of it.

Speaking of that regressor, the tears had stopped all together now that Y/N was happily in their mama’s arms. Just a little sniffle here and a eye rub there.

Natasha stood up and put Y/N on her hip. “I think this is my sign to call it a night.” She bounced Y/N a little, “Say good night to everyone.”

Y/N, instead of saying good night, held out their rattle and showed everyone. They shake it a couple of times for all the Avengers to see. They all smiled at the sight.

“Wow! What an amazing rattle!” Uncle Steve commented.

“What a lovely sound.” Uncle Tony joked.

“It looks quite fun young one!” Uncle Thor smiled.

With that adorable interaction, Natasha and Y/N left the meet and went back to their room in the tower.

“Did you enjoy hanging out with Uncle Clint?” She asked on the way.

Y/N shrugged, “Missed you mama.” Wrapping their arms around her tightly.

“I know sweetheart, Mama missed you too.” She hugged them back just as tight. “But I can see you had a nice time with Uncle Clint. He did your hair so nice.”

Y/N smiled back at Natasha, “I gotta bow!” They pointed out the bow on their head which happened to be their favorite color. When Clint ran into the room Natasha noticed he also had a matching bow in his hair. It seems the two had a hairstyle party.

Natasha smirked, “You look so beautiful sweetheart.”

Once in their room Natasha walked into the bedroom to get the two of them changed. Lounge clothes for Natasha and comfy pjs and a fresh diaper for Y/N. Natasha’s set them down on the bed as she went to grab their supplies from their room.

When she returned she could see her little one’s mood had dropped. Before she got a chance to wonder why, Y/N spoke up.

“I’m sorry Mama.” They said softly

Natasha looked confused, “For what sweetheart.”

Y/N looked away, trying to hold back tears of embarrassment. “Had a accident.” They said back, barley a whisper.

“Y/N, you never have to be sorry for having an accident. That’s why you’re wearing diapers. They’re meant to help you, to comfort you. I will never be mad at you for something like an accident. You know that right?”

Y/N looked up and into Natasha’s eyes, almost searching for whether or not she was lying. But she wasn’t. She may have been a spy but she would never lie to her little one. So after a moment Y/N nodded.

“Good, now let’s get you changed into a fresh diaper. Then we can get something to eat and watch a show. Sound good my little rascal?” She smirked.

Y/N smiled back at the nickname, “Yeah!”

And so Natasha helped Y/N into the soft fluffy diaper and the heart patterned pajamas. After she got herself changed.

“Oh no,” Natasha stood up. “I feel a monster taking over me!”

Y/N gasped and tried to squirm away knowing their impending doom.

“It’s the tickle monster!!” Natasha yelled out before tickling her sweet little one. Y/N giggled and giggled, kicking and squirming to get away from the tickle monster.

“No tickle monster no!” Y/N said between giggles.

Finally the tickle monster seemed to leave Natasha. “Alright you little monster, let’s get something for our tummies.”

Up Y/N went back into their Mama’s arms. Natasha walked back into her mini living room. The room was a mix between a Little’s playroom and a living room.

On the floors laid the colorful playmats, and scattered across them were the many toys Y/N had been playing with. Most were soft toys like plushies and others were toys like rattles, little people figures and more.

Natasha set Y/N down on the mat. She handed them their rattle back which they happily accepted.“Alright sweetheart, I’m going to make something quick for us to eat tonight and then we’ll watch a show and head to bed. Sound good? A nice easy night for the two of us.” Natasha smiled down at her little one, and they smile back. With a little nod from her Little, she goes off to the kitchen.

Natasha watches her little one from the kitchen as she gathers a bottle for them and a pb&j sandwich for herself. She had her back to her little one for a little bit while she warmed the milk for Y/N and toasted some bread for herself.

When she turned around her little one was missing from the living room. She grabbed the plate and bottle and went to investigate.

“Y/N?” She called as she entered. But in return she just got giggles. Oh, a game of hide and seek it was!

Natasha set the plate and bottle down and looked around the living room for Y/N. She smiled to herself and she stalked around looking for Y/N.

“Oh no! Where did Y/N go? They were just here a minute ago! Are they…under this pillow? No, not there. What about under this blanket! No not there either…”

Y/N tried to hold back their giggles as they watch Natasha lift up objects and looked under them. They found the perfect spot! Right behind the recliner chair!

But then mama got very quiet… Y/N was just about to lift their head and look when they were lifted up into the air and into their Mama’s arms.

“There you are! I thought I lost you forever!” Natasha said hugging her little one close.

They giggled “Mama I found the best spot!”

“You did! I couldn’t find you for ages!”

Natasha set the two of them down on the couch. She handed Y/N their bottle and grabbed the remote. “What show do you wanna watch tonight sweetheart?”

Y/N pointed to the icon for Bluey. Natasha smiled, “Another Bluey night it is.”

Y/N curled up in Natasha’s lap as Bluey started to play on the tv. Natasha wrapped one arm around their shoulders while she ate her sandwich with the other.

By the time the third Bluey episode was over, Y/N’s bottle was empty and they were fast asleep on the couch cuddling Natasha closely. Natasha couldn’t help but smile and hold them closer.

They’re what made coming home so special. Natasha didn’t know what she’d do if she didn’t have her little bundle of joy to be there for her after tough missions. She didn’t know what she’d do is she didn’t have them in her life.

But there was no point in dwelling on something terrible like that. Because Natasha did have Y/N in her life, and she’s never been more grateful for it. To have someone to care for, to have someone to love.

Natasha picked up Y/N and carried them to her bedroom. Although Y/N had their own room with their own crib to sleep in, tonight just felt like a Mama’s bed type of night.

Natasha gently put Y/N in her bed before climbing in herself. She cuddled Y/N close to her, kissing the top of their head. “Good night sweetheart. I love you so much.”

Y/N stirred a little before finding a comfortable spot cuddled close to Natasha. “Good night mama, love you too.”

And so the two of them fell asleep peacefully, the worries and stress of the mission long forgotten.

[the-kr8tor]

PLEASE, PLEASE FAE HOBIE X READER PLEASE I NEED IT AGAIN YOUR SERIES KILLED ME EVEN IF I LOVED IT AND I NEED MORE FAE HOBIE X READER. I NEED POSSESSIVE FAE HOBIE X READER PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE (IVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOUR REQUEST TO BE OPEN PLEASE I BEG OF YOU MORE FAE HOBIE HES PLAGUED MY THOUGHS BC OF YOU.)

IT CAN BE ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING WITH FAE HOBIE (BESIDES ANGST I HAD ENOUGH OF THAT WITH YOUR SERIES/HJ /PF)

I UTTERLY NEED TO KISS AND JUST NEED FAE HOBIE. YOU GOT ME OBSESSED WITH FAE HOBIE GUENGUENAHJFSBIAHDNSHSNFUD 🩷🩷🩷

Hi, bestie! I blacked out while writing this (a side effect of writing for fae Hobie 🤣🤣 he does things to me) I tried my best at making this as fluffy as possible but if you want it fluffier pls feel free to send another prompt! (Fae Hobie still has my heart) thank you for requesting!! 🫶

Pairing: Fae! Hobie Brown x Fem! Reader

Tags: No use of Y/N, no specific physical description of the reader, cw food mentions, Fae AU, Fae! Hobie Brown, a bit of hurt/comfort, fluff.

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You definitely remember planting your tulips just yesterday. At first it was your cabbages growing large just after a few days of planting, then the tomatoes and now the tulips. The colorful bulbs sway in the breeze, the fragrant flowery smell relaxes your bones. Yet you can't help but feel creeped out by the weird phenomena.

You just moved in recently to a quaint town that's settled right on the edge of a dense woodland area. You've heard of the stories when a human has captured a fae’s attention, and it looks like this is the case for you. All the stories don't always end well for the former. But if the extremely fast growth of your garden says anything, it's that this particular fae means well. Hopefully.

So as a thank you to the kind entity, you place a bowl of milk and honey right under where your tulips are planted. You've even left a plate of salad all made from the crops you've lovingly planted and bloomed after just a few days of planting. You think for a second that maybe the soil under your feet is healthy and bountiful but there's no harm done if there isn't any mythical creature helping you. The worst case is a raccoon eating your offerings.

Bewildered is an understatement, your eyes are the size of dinner plates once you see something shimmering on the ground. Whatever you did, the fae seems to like it. They left a crown of daisies on your doorstep the next morning, the petals are all adorned with flecks of gold. The flowers run like silk under your fingers.

You look past your garden to the woods, the fog swirls around the edge. In your vision you see the mist form and shape into a tall slim figure. Your hand tightens around the crown of flowers, hands shaking in disbelief.

You didn't go out that day.

More gifts appear outside your home, tiny trinkets woven carefully to create something beautiful. A bouquet of flowers on your windowsill, a figurine of a spider made from vines that's left hanging by the large oak in your backyard. They all appear outside your house so there's no cause for actual fear. If only you stop feeling eyes on you whenever you go outside.

A friend from the city visited you one day, telling you how much they've missed you, gushing on how much you've missed while away. They ask if you ever feel lonely out in the outskirts of the country you could always come visit them.

The same eyes you feel outside can be felt in your bedroom that night.

Whatever latched on to you seems benevolent, watchful, yes but not evil or controlling. You've gotten used to the presence after a few months of living at your cottage. You've even started talking to them during the day when you have no one to turn to. You tell them stories of your almost forgotten childhood and your old life where the houses are made of glass and grey stone, where they stood high above, almost touching the heavens. They've never responded, always listening and ever present.

He wants to respond though, tell you tales of old, where the flowers used to sing and dance, where the woods reigned supreme above all. He misses them, yes, but he misses your voice more. Is it possible to miss your touch too even though he's only imagined it before? Perhaps your hands feel like the finest silk spun upon his skin, your fingers weaving through his like a glittering river, waking him up from his centuries of stagnant waters.

He's seen you laugh and cry, and tend to your garden like it’s your own children. He wants nothing more but to join you in harvesting your bounty, to converse with you and listen to you mumble about your day. Gradually he appears behind you when your back is turned, watching as you make your dinner, observing you plant something new. Then in a flash, he vanishes when you turn around. Leaving you feeling empty

You enter the gates of your garden with tears in your eyes, words barely coherent by your sobs. Kneeling in front of your tulips, you grasp the grass underneath, pulling and ripping out the blades. A sudden hand circles around your wrist, warmth enveloping you in a crashing wave.

He appears just behind the tulips, your eyes soften when your vision focuses on his handsome and otherworldly face. He doesn't know what's gotten you upset but what he does know is that it'll be alright for now on. Because he's—

“Here, ‘m here” His voice calms you down like a thick blanket in the winter.

Without hesitation, you embrace him, the smell of sandalwood and flowers almost stops your heart. You grip him tight, his strong arms envelope you securely, his face nuzzled right between the space over your neck. You do the same, already feeling at home on his skin.

“You're here. You’re real, aren't you?”

“As real as you” he leans back to look at your tear stained cheeks, wiping it with his thumbs. “And here to stay if you want me to”

“Please” you lean on his touch.

He nods, placing a weighted kiss on your forehead. Suddenly you know his name. You call it sweetly amidst the tears, it feels welcome on your tongue.

For the first time in years, Hobie smiles and chuckles, kissing you atop your eyelids with a promise to never leave your side.

[room-on-broom]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Tug by @marvellouslymadmim thank you so much me luv

Tagging @heathtrash @teapotteringabout @holdmecloser-gandydancer @womble1 @janetm74 @kiwi-cackles and YOU! and who else wants to do it! more questions under the read more

1. How many works do you have on A03?

48 (60 on fanfic)

2. What's your total A03 word count?

I've no idea, i messed up on my calculator and dont have the pactience to go back over it

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently Stingray and Thunderbirds. and worst witch. its always worst witch

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Jabberjay-ded (128 vs 4 comments lol) Little Wizard, The Broken Hand mirror, Mildred's Monstrous Misadventures, (ah yeah witching kind!) and I saw Seven Idiots.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Fanfic.net dosnt let me reply any more??? but I do try to. even if its just a key smash and a thankyou. or if its an emoji spam i emoji spam back. I love those.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Hm. The closest ones I could think of are Death's acquaintance and In grief we bake. I don't tend to do agnsty endings. even the sad ish ones are kind hopeful.

EDIT: JABBERYJAYED! I forgot!? litreally a hunger games fic ends up in devistation?? fool.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I couldnt narrow it down so top 2: I saw 7 Dogs and Christmas Cards

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Onlya few times in the past. two of those times were Worst witch ship trolls and just deleted them. one was my fault, i got uppity with an 'UPDATE NOW' comment and user just went a few my other fics being rude. againn deleted.

9. Do you write smut?

write yes. post no. (not yet-!) :o

10. Do you write crossovers?

yes. Ive have a good half a dozen under my belt and a couple in the works.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

angain no not that i know of.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No but I would count @teapotteringabout @kiwi-collideoscope and Princess Sammi as , the amount i've bouced ideas about with them.

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

Mary Poppins and Bert. the OTP before i knew what the internet was.

15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Froot, SEASICK and Cherrytree Carol. plus a bunch of WW ones. I keep picking them up but i feel like they might be left on the shelf a little longer.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Dialogue and character voices. I also love mixing humour in too, even just a little sprinkle into sad bits and I think i do that quite well.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Plot bunnies. and not finishing current WIPS. Ive made a mountain of improvement on that frount but yeah posting chapters before before the fics even 50% done. To the point ive sequeals to fics that are only two lines of an epic.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Massivise kudos who can do that. not my forte. The closest I've come is writing the odd burst of ASL and BSL for Unshackled and Chest Compressions, and a pinch of welsh for Lucretia’s Baller but as yet Hypothetical Birthday Cake.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Corpse Bride (2005). a sad little fic for a le sad victor van dort.

20. Favourite fic you've ever written?

Ever? Probably have to Mildred's Montorus adventures. but Your mother and Mine's got a special place in my heartjust cos family and the catharisis .

Thank you!!

[artisticmenace]

Hii!! I keep forgetting but I always wanted to ask! On your intro page(?) it mentioned a project of yours called ‘those days’?

I’m REEEEAAALLY interested on learning more about it!!! Lore drop?

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR CENTURIES

so basically Those Days is a comic that i am currently making. its about two guys, Scott and Rodney who are both 58 and live in the midwest(because i do). Scotts sister Deb has just passed away so his great nephew, Danny comes down. The story is them telling him(and this chick named Candy, which im still figuring out how to introduce) about their life and how they met. I have over fifty issues written, but none released because after a while, it was kind of a chore, and i wasn't sure if anyone was interested! so THANK YOU SOOOOO MMUCH for asking about it!

Scott is based off of those "bad" kids that are actually really nice and are sort of vigilantes. Rodney is an easy bullying victim and even though he could totally do something about it, he doesnt.

this is very much a story about people and what they are and how your initial judgment is not always the correct assumption. its also very much how the key word in the last part of that is ALWAYS. its about life.

ill leave some character intros under the cut i case you want those too bc i could blab all day about them. scott and rodney may or may not be my sons. my boys. there will be art too. probably silly art. mostly the main group of characters. not their families though because i have barely drawn them(character design is tricky)

if you want to see all my silly drawings, they'll be tagged #those days comic or with the characters full name. but yeah THANK YOU FOR ASKING ABOUT THAT!!! I HAVE MOTIVATION NOW!!!! ok character rant under the more heeeheee

This is Scott

Scott has quite possibly the worst rbf ever and he looks like a scary mean guy. he steals his moms makeup because he can and he wears black eyeshadow 24/7. in reality, hes very nice and also has depression. hes a male MANIPULATED and has 6 semi terrible ex gfs. he is sort of homophobic at the beginning which is important to his lore. but even being a sad son of a bitch he can still beat the hell out of someone with a baseball bat. which leads to my next point. hes an adrenaline junkie. another design thing im slowly figuring out is simplifying his tattoos. theyre all on his torso and theyre all flowers. he loves flowers.

ROOOODNEYYYYY!!!!!

a lot of the time im trying to figure out how to draw him better tbh. Rodney has a prey animal stare. and he behaves much the same. hes pretty chubby but hes also fairly strong. he is very much a victim of child abuse but instead of becoming a bully, he just kinda gives up. he doesnt really have motivations outside of survival and hes not sure why. in fact, the primary reason he stuck around scott after meeting him was because scott believed him immediately after he said he didnt do something and made him feel safe. under the surface of being a prey animal, hes also incredibly angry. angry about a lot.

LUCY CAMPBELL EVERYBODY!!!

i dont draw her a lot...

Lucy is scotts lesbian ex gf and best friend ever. she kind of pushes them together because she knows too much. shes incredibly easy to talk to and people would confess to basically anything to her. design wise she also has a terrible rbf and DONT BE FOOLED!!! SCOTT STOLE HER LOOK WITH THE EYESHADOW!!! she also has lots of tattoos and actually gave scott all of his.

JORDAN AND DIANE (theyre kind of a set)

again. barely draw them and diane has had a few revisions.

diane and jordan are very much gay and in love. diane's family is like. the only immigrant family for miles. shes very nice but fairly cynical. shes very used to the notion that she has to find her way in the world and that if she doesnt fight, she wont survive. jordan is anxious as hell and dianes sister HATES her because she knows that jordan is a lesbian and is in love with diane. jordan also doesnt know why or how shes alive.

edward! ive only drawn him once.

eddie is lucys adopted brother. hes brilliant and silly. also gay as hell. idk if youve realized but almost none of these people are straight. edward isnt a very developed character because he is very much a supporting static character.

clyde and parker

clyde and parker are the two main members of scotts gang. its not really a gang but it might as well be. they dont really become important until the whole 1992 thing. youll find out. clyde was scotts best friend for a long time before he started hanging out with rodney. they have some very complicated history. diversity win! clyde finds out that he, too, is bisexual and gets with eddie! i dont know if ill wver bring that up in comic.

so thats basically the main cast of characters youll see in the comic. THANK YOU FOR ASKING!!! SORRY I YAPPED SO MUCH HAHA.

the comic will be release on a separate blog called @thosedayscomic there isnt really much on there except a mini comic that takes place around 1996, scott and rodneys thirties. its just scott getting home from work and going to sleep haha.

[iheartyouyou]

SWEETHEART | Jeremiah Fisher

Summary: After your parents file for a divorce, you’re forced to move in with your mom’s friend until the divorce is finalized. You wished you could stay with your dad and your friends, but when you meet Jeremiah Fisher, that changes. And now you’re wanting to stay in the Cousins. Too bad things don’t last forever.

Word Count:

Part: 5

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Authors Note: I’m so so so so sorry it has taken me this long to get part 5 now. Ive been pretty busy and haven’t had the motivation to write, but i’m slowly getting it back!! Not proofread (like always) but please let me know if you want to be on the taglist or if I missed you! (it wouldn’t let me tag some ppl for some odd reason.)

You pressed your lips into a tight line, opening the door wider for Jeremiah to come in. He does, placing the slushies on the nightstand. He throws all the goodies on your the bed.

Taking a deep breathe in, you close the door before hesitantly turning around. There he stood— looking hotter than ever, his cheeks ever so slightly pink and a small smile on his lips. It turns into a frown, noticing the look on your face.

“What?”

I was supposed to be getting over my dumb little crush on you even though I’ve only known you for a few days and instead you decide to come over here with your kissable lips and perfect face and enough snacks to make me gain three pounds and now i’m mentally trying to prepare myself for either the worst or best night of my life and i really need to get over you because you have that girlfriend from the other night and you probably just see me as a charity case. You wanted to say that, but instead you forced yourself to smile.

“I’m just not really looking forward to watching a stupid movie about time traveling.” You joked, collapsing next to the pile of his snacks and grabbing the first thing you see— skittles.

Jeremiah scoffs, rolling his eyes. “C’mon! You’re being dramatic— look, if you get bored by the hour mark we can stop and you’ll get your” he brings his fingers up, using them as quotations, “free slushies for the rest of summer.”

You pop a few skittles into your mouth, nodding your head. “Free slushies. I’m making my childhood dreams come true.”

“Except you’re not because you’re gonna love the movie!”

“Whatever.” You mumbled, sitting up as you made your way to the Headboard.

-

Jeremiah was right.

You LOVED, the movie.

And you were only 30 minutes in. 30:16 to be exact.

But you didn’t want him to win, so you stared at the TV with crossed arms and flushed face.

The two of you were sitting on the bed. Pretty close to each other. Like, your thighs were less than an inch away from touching.

“Can you hand me my water?” Jeremiah asked, eyes glued to the TV as he bumped his thigh with yours. You didn’t know if it was on purpose or if it was on accident, but you did know that all these touches were making you flustered.

“mhm.” You grabbed his water, handing it to him as his fingers brushed against yours. Your eyes widened, turning your head quickly to stare at the movie.

Why are you overreacting? He didn’t mean to. He was just grabbing his water. And all the other times his thigh brushed up against yours or his hand brushed up against your hand? Accidents. Or maybe they weren’t— maybe he was just doing it in a friendly way.

Your body felt like it was on fire.

But you SWORE you saw him smirk at you after his fingers brushed along yours. Or maybe it was a smile? Maybe he was thanking you?

You were so caught up with your feelings that you didn’t even realize that it was the end of the movie, AND that Jeremiah was closer to the point where your guys’ thighs were touching.

“So, what’d you think of the movie?” He asked excitedly, a grin on his face. You eyes lingered on his thigh before turning to stare at him. And gosh— his face was closer, inches apart from yours, you could smell his blueberry slushie and all the other junk he had.

“Uhm…. what?”

He softly chuckled, “The movie?”

“What about it?”

“Did you like it?”

“No.” You deadpanned, looking back at the TV. You can still see him staring at you from your peripheral vision.

“That’s such a lie!” He stated. “I saw you! You were all smiling and shit… it’s cause of Michael J. Fox, huh?”

Yeah he’s cute, but you’re cuter….

“Yeah, yeah. I was only paying attention to him, didn’t really like the movie.”

Jeremiah hummed, “Looks like I lost the bet.”

You turn to look at him, smiling. “Yup. Free slushies for the rest of summer— how many flavors do you have again? I know there’s blueberry, blue raspberry— oh! How does the strawberry lemonade taste? I might visit tomorrow to try that. Or what about th…” Your voice trailed off as he brought his hand up, moving some of your hair behind your ear. You freeze.

It felt like your heart was beating in your ears, you’re pretty sure he could hear it too. Oh gosh, was he gonna kiss you? What if you had something on your face and he was just trying to tell you? What about in your hair? Does your breathe smell?

“Can I—“

“Oh my god, Y/N! You will NOT believe what Con—what are you doing here?” She shoots a glare towards Jeremiah. “Anyway, you will NOT believe what they did! They totally crashed my date!” Belly rambled, storming into your the room without warning.

You guys jump away from each other, putting more distance between each other than you guys have all night.

“Really?” You ask after a moment, of awkward silence.

Belly looked between you and Jeremiah skeptically, before taking her shoes off and plopping herself in the big space between you guys. “Yeah! It was so fucking embarrassing, I cant believe you would do that, Jeremiah. I never crash any of your dates.” She grumbled, grabbing a Laffy Taffy from the pile of junk.

“We were just messing around, Belly!” Jeremiah spoke, looking at you quickly.

“No! You guys are so annoying, ugh! Hey— I love Back to the Future!” She said, grabbing the remote and starting the movie over again.

“It’s like, everything was going so well! We were about to kiss-“

Jeremiah chuckles, “ironic.” What did that mean?

Belly didn’t seem to hear him, so she continued rambling, “Im so going to drown you first, then Steven, then Conrad!”

“Mhm.” You mumbled, slouching into your spot. What the hell just happened? Was he going to kiss you? Maybe it’s a good thing Belly came in.

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[notedchampagne]

20 questions for 20 writers!

tagged by @waitineedaname i am surprised i qualify for this game thank you

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

15 :] thats a good number can we all pretend like thats all im going to write forever now

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

148,323 oh my god

3. What fandoms do you write for?

homestuck before, tlt now. i had one haikyuu draft i was too embarrassed to post or finish

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

intern the sixth - 975 kudos (holy crap)

songs made on the meteor - 636 kudos

love in its disrepute - 587 kudos

secondhand confession - 485 kudos

first kiss second time around - 433 kudos

5. Do you respond to comments?

i try to reply to all of them but i lose steam Very Easily

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

M.I.L.F! it is also the ONLY fic i wrote with what i consider an angsty ending. im ridiculous for putting only hideous fluff out there im sorry someone has got to put me down

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

i cant answer this because all my fics were engineered to rot your teeth with sweet stuff. i cant reread my old fics to determine which is the worst because they make me embarrassed

8. Do you get hate on fics?

i got hate exactly once but it was more like unwarranted criticism of intern the sixth - someone complained that they felt the dialogue was complicated and that harrowhark was swearing at the age of 12 because she has been running the ninth for 2 years. personally i just disagree with their interpretations of the characters so haha

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

no and if i ever do take it as a red flag ok?

10. Do you write crossovers?

i actually hate crossover fics most of the time im sorry daljfsjacio30

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

nope

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

dont think so

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no but @/thatneoncrisis revises + writes dialogue chunks for intern the sixth sometimes

14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

haha. [gritted teeth] grdlhrk..

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

i have a wip where gideon and harrow undergo perfect lyctorhood and live forever. i hope i PRAY i finish it one day. i also wrote 3328 words for that one sakuatsu fic and i dont think ill finish it but it TORMENTS me that noones read it. if you wanna read it just dm me

16. What are your writing strengths?

i know uhm... how to sway the algorithm. ive read enough fanfic to know the exact diction and order of words that will get people hooked. sometimes i edit my friends' fanfic summaries so that theyll get more clout on ao3

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

finishing the damn writing. i write so slow ok its a miracle if i can make 200 words in one day. also i write dialogue in 'my' voice before translating it into character voices so i struggle with keeping things in character

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

impressive! could never do it though

19. First fandom you wrote for?

[gritted teeth] hmstck....

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

im really proud of MILF because i wrote that thing in one fevered afternoon and i dont know what came over me

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WIP questionnaire tag game

THANK U FOR THE TAG @astramachina

umm the wip in question is TMNTDT aka Tell Me Not to Do This aka teenage mutant ninja turtle...dookie time

What’s the first part of your WIP that you created?

oough that was back in like... 2016? 2014? and i started with the first chapter right away which ended up being the fourth chapter and then became Nothing At All because i have wrecked this thang beyond recognition <3

If your story was a TV show, what would the theme song/intro be?

definitely Burn a Church by Coma Cinema bc it's been in my mock-soundtrack playlist for years and fits the vibes really well :3 the playlist in question is kind of a mess and old as hell but i'll link that too just in case ^_^

What are your favorite characters that you made? Why?

curtis definitely, i think i get caught up on the details of everyone but he is the most wholly developed and also umm. very similar to me so i love him dearly. he is the worst.

What other pieces of media do you think your fanbase would share?

if you like weird indie movies about young mentally unwell people that may or may not be queer and/or on da spectrum... you will enjoy my garbage and such movies as I Am Not a Serial Killer, As You Are, Super Dark Times, etc. ALSO magnus archives fans maybe bc of the whole Mold Cult thing that is still under development

What has been your biggest struggle with your WIP?

settling on a format was and is still my number one struggle lol. i have switched between a book, comic, videogame, screenplay, website... i have like 50000 drafts scattered across different websites and applications and if this thing ever comes to life i think i will actually fucking ascend

Are there any animals in your story? Talk about them!

ssssssssssort of. there are a lot of dead animals. and fungi. and mold. there have been some minor pet ideas thrown around for the more. Safe Environment characters but for the time being no actual lovable creatures :/ maybe eventually!

How do your characters travel/get around?

Juno's car because mr. dumbass dumped his murder truck into a river ^_^

What part of your WIP are you working on right now?

....yes. in all seriousness i have so many different versions in different POVs and tenses it's a toss up as to what i work on and if it will even make it to the next round of editing LOL

What aspects (tropes, maybe?) will you think draw your audience in?

its not quite explicitly queer (in the latest version) but heavily HEAVILY implied and i feel like the stories that are sort of ambiguous about their queerness tend to draw more people in ?? or they're more popular anyway LOL. so trope: queerbaiting ????

deeply unwell man who has not slept properly in 600 years. the ladies love that shit

^ unreliable narrator ?

religious horror sort of?

bury your gays except. is he actually dead?? .....

What are your hopes for your WIP?

to settle on a fucking medium LMAO. i cannot for the life of me stick to one, or a point of view, OR a tense so um . makin a goddamn decision would probbaly make the writing process like 600 times easier

tagging UM. shaking my brain for writer mutuals ik ive tagged yall before but i cannot think rn so @hammity-hammer @aether-friskets @xxdrowninglessonsxx @deviantartidentitydisorder

anyway if anyone else wants do this just pretend u have been personally tagged ily THANK U AGAIN MITCH ♡♡♡

[copias-sewer-rat]

THE BLOOD DROPPING FROM THE DARK ROSE IS ALWAYS THE SWEETEST

Danger is afoot...

⸸tags: PTSD symptoms, foul language, mentions of self harm and blood. Around 4.8K words.

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Enjoy!

IV - LOSING MY RELIGION

There had been no rest for you when Wednesday started. There had been plenty of nightmares though. Father Tebbit’s carcass had risen from the depths of your mind, haunting you during the entirety of the night. There was no escape from him. You had heard the rhythmic sound of his cane beating in your head as he walked right behind you, in the end catching up and dragging your screaming body to the shadows with him.

You trusted Copia to take care of the situation. However, he hadn’t lived what Tebbit was able to do as you had. That was what scared you the most. Bones hurting and head aching, you managed to get up from your bed, going towards your bathroom. The image that the mirror reflected seemed haunted. Remnants of tears running through the face, purple bags under the eyes, a very messy hair that looked almost like a bird’s nest. Then, there were the hands. Some blood had come out of the wounds during the night, but nothing severe. You touched the gauze, a very light black stain laid over the part the covered the knuckles. The kiss that Copia had left there the night before had been the gentlest one that no one had ever given you, not your family, not your previous friends, not even the few exes you’d had. He was truly an oddity, at least in your eyes. Maybe there were more people like him around the world, maybe you just had the worst luck in existence.

Very reluctantly you stepped into the shower, the lukewarm water a welcome sensation. It didn’t only clean your hair, your face and your hands, but also a bit of your worry. Despite that, there was something in the back of your mind, something that you hadn’t been able to shake since the previous day. If everything went wrong, if Tebbit indeed found you, there was no other option than to escape and start over. You thought of leaving all that you had built here: your store, your friendships, your routines and your… relationships. You had been happy for a while, more than you remember ever being, and that thought broke your heart, tears falling down your cheeks, their salty taste on your lips mixing with the water from the shower. You needed to trust Copia, he was your pigeon protector after all.

When you got out of the shower you got greeted with a message from the Cardinal himself:

CC: “Buongiorno, Claire. How are you feeling?” A slight smiled rose from your lips.

Claire🌹: “Honestly? I have been better, but I have also been worse. It is an unexpected middle ground.”

CC: “That is a bit concerning, cara. If there is anything I can do to help, just ask ok?” You thought to yourself that another one of his kisses to your knuckles would make you feel much better, but your brain restrained your fingers from sending a message of the sort.

Claire🌹: “Thank you, Copia. I think I just need time to compose myself. If Tebbit fucked off from this city, that also would help my mental health a lot.”

CC: “It seems to be more difficult than that, sadly. As you said, he has lots of connections that make him untouchable. Nothing is lost however. We are working very hard to kick him out, for good.” There was a sharp feeling in your chest, almost agonizing while reading Copia’s message. You knew that Tebbit was a cockroach, a pest, so nasty and persistent that made you want to run away from your home and never come back.

Claire🌹: “I trust you… but there is a feeling in my chest that tells me that something is going to go wrong.”

CC: “We will take extra precautions. You will be safe from him, I promise.” You needed to believe him, for your sake. It had to be true. “A proposito (by the way), in half an hour or so my assistants will be picking you up to get the flowers, so be ready.” You mentally thanked Copia for changing the subject.

Claire🌹: “Oh! Then I need to hurry. You got me just getting out of the shower so I am nowhere near ready.” In your imagination, Copia was blushing at the idea of you getting out of the shower, naked, dripping water with a small towel trying to cover your body.

CC: “Then I will leave you be, cara. We will talk later.”

Claire🌹: “Sure, have a good morning, Copia.”

CC: “You too.”

With that, the phone was discarded and it was time to get ready. The choice of clothing was pretty obvious to you: jeans and a hoodie. You didn’t even try to match socks, one had little pizzas and the other was literally the pride flag. However, the idea of your face looking like one taken from a Tim Burton movie was not the most appealing, so a little makeup was needed. After trying unsuccessfully not to look like a zombie, there were still ten minutes left to spare until the cardinal’s assistants would arrive to your apartment, so you decided to make yourself a cup of coffee. There was still a little instant coffee left in the kitchen, but once it was done you regretted preparing it instantly, longing for a coffee from The Rest and Be Thankful. There was no time for that though. Nonetheless, there was time to get a bit of insight on Tebbit’s whereabouts and wrongdoings during the last few years. You would do anything you could to help Copia get the monster that was Tebbit out of the streets, hopefully rotting in a cell if you found something that was juicy enough.

Even searching for his name turned your stomach upside down, the coffee you just drank in danger of going down the drain. There were articles about how he was an upstanding member of the Catholic church, of his investigations on demonic possession, some misunderstandings he had had with a Cardinal from the Vatican for his less than unorthodox methods of exorcism. You also found some pictures of him with some outstanding members of the government, high members of the church as well as some noticeable criminals and drug lords. Those last ones truly shocked you, they were not difficult to find and in them Tebbit could be seen hugging human trash with almost entirely naked women behind them and trails of what you imagined to be cocaine on a table next to them. Of course Tebbit did not indulge in those pleasures, but he did give special permits to those who did so they could still go to heaven. Of course you could be a narc and also a catholic if you offered the right price, duh.

Tebbit’s face was making you even more nauseous, so you let it be for the time being. Just in time because you heard the downstairs bell being called. You rushed downstairs, hoping to be distracted for a few hours.

————

Copia’s ‘assistants’ were two of those silver-masked people you had seen when you first had met him a couple of days ago. You were still not used to those looks. They were in front of a very classy black delivery van. The assistants were silent, you hadn’t crossed a word with them at all so you almost jumped back when one of them spoke.

“Good morning, miss Claire. Cardinal Copia asked very fervently for us to be nice to you, so we will do just that.” Fervently? What an odd choice of word. “My name is Mountain, this is Swiss.” The person which name was supposedly Swiss just tilted their head to the side, as if to find something in you that wasn’t quite obvious at first glance. They reminded you of a black cat. You nodded and without exchanging any more words you entered the vehicle.

The van was nice, there were some seats in the back so you seated there. Swiss and Mountain sat on the front so the back felt a bit lonely. Nonetheless, the trip to Matty’s was nice. Mountain left you in charge of the music, so you pulled your trip playlist from Spotify and you three jammed to the music all the way there. You sang very low, there was not enough energy in you to give a full performance. Mountain was lightly tapping the wheel and Swiss was trying to play some string instrument made of air, probably a guitar or a bass, you were not sure from the back of the car. Curiosity got the better of you and you decided to ask Mountain and Swiss about their odd masks.

“Why? Are you curious? You would not like what is behind here, doll.” Swiss responded and you raised your eyebrow. “We are not precisely your type.”

“What is that supposed to mean?” You regretted asking just as the words left your mouth.

“Oh, don’t act so innocent. You and I know that you aren’t. The Cardinal wouldn’t have chosen you if that were the ca-.” Swiss was interrupted by a very strong punch by Mountain.

“You dumb-fucking-ass! Shut your mouth!” As much as you tried to make Swiss talk about the meaning of their words, they just wouldn’t budge. You pouted the rest of the way to Matty’s. You would ask Copia the next time you talked to him, for sure.

————

When you got to the terrain, Matty was rightfully surprised to see you with such… individuals. You introduced Mountain and Swiss, but Matty’s expression noted that he was having none of it. Once you finished talking, he asked for a word in private. Mountain and Swiss left to pack the flowers in the van.

“Jesus, Clarire, what are you doing with those… weirdos?” Matty asked, brow furrowed. You were not going to lie to him, he was too important to you, so you told him everything. He knew about certain parts of your childhood, but you had your reservations while talking about specific parts of it. You told him about Tebbit, about what had happened the previous night and about what you thought was coming your way.

“My dear girl, you should not face this alone. Let me help, let me talk to rest of the members of the committee. Fuck Shack!” Matty shouted the last part and you jumped.

“Matty, it is too risky. I don’t want you to get hurt. Please, don’t do it, stay here. I have the help of Cardinal Copia and his church, they also have their methods. I trust him.” He lowered his face, took off the glasses he was wearing and rubbed his eyes in a tired manner.

“You are old enough to do what you think best, dear. I just want to give you a piece of advice: trust those that give you the truth. That Cardinal of yours might be hiding something, you don’t know him at all.” Now it was time for you to lower your head. He was right, you had been too careless. Copia had charmed you with nice words and gentle touches, but you didn’t actually know him.

“I-I know, Matty. I-” Tears were starting to sting your eyes. “It just felt nice to find someone that cared for once. He has been so nice to me, and he is so nice to talk to… I feel like I am truly myself when I am around him.”

“My dear, it seems to me that you are falling for him…” You tilted your face upwards, the tears that were about to fall stopped in their attempt. Matty saw your slow nod to his words and then the dry laugh that escaped your lips.

“It seems that way…yes. For now is just a tiny crush, I think.” You lied.

“In that case, take care. Follow both your heart and your brain, as there is truth in both of them.” You launched forward, hugging Matty in an instant. He hugged back. Both of you stayed like that for a minute or so and then parted.

Mountain and Swiss finished putting the flowers in the van and Swiss waved at you. Matty hugged you once more before you left and you told him that you would text him later.

————

As you saw Mountain and Swiss unpacking the flowers and storing them in your shop, you told them that you needed a real coffee and offered to buy them some for their help with the flowers, which they accepted. Mountain asked for a large americano with some caramel syrup and Swiss opted for an iced peach tea.

There was a feeling of tranquility when you entered The Rest and Be Thankful. Sam waved at you when she saw you coming in and you gave her a small smile back. You had a lot of explaining to give to her. You made your order, Sam raised an eyebrow to the large number of beverages.

“Are you trying to sweeten someone up? Maybe a certain member of the committee?” Shit.

“About that… something happened…” There was a worried looked in Sam’s face when you said that. “I couldn’t talk to Mr. Shack. There was someone else with him when I tried to have a meeting about… the thing…” You needed to tell her, but you had talked about Tebbit enough for a lifetime in a single day. You decided to push through the pain in your chest and tell her the truth. “Shack has made a dangerous arrangement with a man from my past.”

“What? Claire I-” You didn’t even let her finish.

“He is a Catholic priest, a high ranking one as well, but he isn’t a good person.” Sam stopped trying to interrupt you and just listened. “His name is father Tebbit. He used to try to ‘take the demons out of me’ when I was a child. Shack has hired him to end the Satanic church that resides in this city. And I know it sounds crazy, and that I should not involve myself and you less in something like that, but Father Tebbit is bad news… I am sorry if you hate me because the hole isn’t going to be fixed, or if you think I am insane…” You were ranting now.

“I believe you, Claire. My relationship with the Catholic church isn’t the best either. I hold them plenty of resentment on my side… I cannot even imagine what you went through. I am sorry for that.” You were about to cry again. It seemed that that was the only thing you could do at the moment. “Is there anyway I can help?” Sam asked, a gentle smile on her face.

“I don’t think so, just be careful.” It hadn’t crossed you mind, but if Tebbit found you, you were probably putting Sam and Matty in danger just by talking to them. “Thinking about it… give me your phone.” Sam blinked a few times but gave you her phone. “If anything happens, if Tebbit by any chance tries to do anything, call this number.”

“Whose is it?” Some heat rose to your cheeks, a bit embarrassed to be answering a question like that.

“Cardinal Copia, a member of the Satanic church. He is a… friend, and he is also helping me with the Tebbit situation…” Sam gave you a cheeky smile.

“So you like a man in the collar, but in an evil way, got it.” You turned from a slight shade of pink to a red tomato.

“It isn’t like that, Sam, please.” There was no use hiding your face, but you at least tried by putting your hands over your eyes.

“Ok, ok, whatever you s-” Suddenly Sam went pale. “Claire... how does that asshole of Father Tebbit look like?” All the hairs on your back suddenly rose, a chilling sensation freezing your bones.

You knew he was close, Sam didn’t even need a description from you to know it was him. Tebbit entered the coffee shop and there was a solemn air following him, as if a funeral was being held in the cafeteria. You turned, you wish you didn’t, but you turned. He looked the same as you remembered him, a short bitter old man, menacing brown orbs, receding black hairline that was turning white in several spots. Some things in him were different though, now he wore metallic frame glasses and he had grown a bit of a mustache and a goatee. There were also things that you would have liked to be different about him, like the limping you had caused him so long ago, instead you wanted him dead. The trusting cane he had sent to be handcrafted for him always by his side, the wasp in the amber looking as menacing as ever, a reminder of your failure to cause him a more serious injury.

Tebbit looked directly at you, as if he had known that you were there. He couldn’t have known, but you were sure that he somehow knew. You froze, beads of sweat falling from your forehead and neck. Maybe you could turn invisible and run if you wished it very hard… it didn’t work when you were a child, but maybe in that moment it would work…

“So… it was you who I saw yesterday running away from Mr. Shack’s office. It is good to see you again Claire.” No words could come out from you, even if Tebbit opened your mouth himself and forced you to move your vocal cords to produce any kind of sound. “Not even a ‘hello’ to an old family friend? Your parents raised you better than that, little bird.” His nickname for you almost made you puke, but you resisted the urge. “Speaking of your parents… I am still in contact with them, they miss you dearly. They will be very happy to know your whereabouts…” He stopped speaking for a second as if he were assessing his options. There was no restrain from you as you dig your nails in your hands once again, letting the blood flow down your hands, little drops falling to the pristine wooden flooring of the cafeteria. Sam took notice of your struggle and grabbed one of your hands, trying to calm you down by drawing circles on the back of your hand, but there was no use. “You know… you could even come with me to see them. I am sure that they will be more than happy to have you home again.” A scream was about to leave your mouth when Sam stepped in.

“Look, sir… I don’t know who you think you are, but my friend here is not going anywhere with you or near you. For all I know you are a drug dealer or a kidnapper, so you better get out of my establishment at once.” You looked at Sam, worry on your face. She was putting herself on the line for you. Even after everything you said about Tebbit and she didn’t even flinch at him. You wished you could have been more like her, but you were not. Tebbit still had you caged, a little bird trapped and trembling just for his amusement.

“I just told you, young lady. I am a friend of the family…” Sam’s eyes were now flickering with anger.

“Yeah, yeah, pedophiles also use that line to lure children. Do you also own an ice-cream truck by any chance?” Tebbit chuckled, but he looked annoyed. The grip on his cane tightening as Sam devilishly smiled.

“You should not annoy people that you don’t know, miss. Maybe their intentions are not the best.” Sam’s grip of your hand tightened a bit, and you slightly hissed from the pain. “Well, it was good seeing you little bird. We will surely meet soon.” Then, Father Tebbit left.

Sam looked worriedly at you and with reason. As much as you tried to, you were not able to breathe, or at least that’s what it felt like to you. Sam’s voice turned into a muffled sound. You heard words that’s sounded like help and phone but nothing else. She helped you seat on a nearby chair and then started calling someone on her phone.

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“Hello? Who is this?”

“Hi! Em- you don’t know me, but something happened with Claire. Are you Cardinal Copia?”

“Excuse me? Who the hell are you?”

“I am Claire’s… friend, Sam. I own the coffee shop on the same street as her flower shop. She gave your number in case something bad happened. But there is no time for that! Father Tebbit has found out that Claire is in this town. He has made some disturbing comments about him getting her back to her parents and has threatened me. I told him to fuck off, but I am guessing it is not safe for her to leave the establishment alone.”

“Figlio di puttana! (son of a bitch) Ok… some of my assistants are nearby, they will pick Claire up and take her to a safe place.”

“Please, take care of her. She is very shaken up at the moment.”

“I can imagine. Grazie for calling Sam, you are a good friend to Claire.”

“… Bye.”

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Mountain and Swiss were there to get you five minutes later. Sam was at your side, kneeling down, hand on your leg, squeezing gently. There was no memory of you getting back into the van, no recollection of your trip to the Abbey. Suddenly you were in Copia’s arms, clinging to his red cassock as if your life was about to end. Tears streaming down without any control.

With all the gentleness possible, Copia was there grabbing your side, helping you walk towards your destination. The next thing you remembered was a small room dimly lit with a small bed to the side. He let you sit on it and in an instant you were putting your hands on your face, trying to cover the sobbing mess that you had become.

Copia knelt in front of you, overwhelming worry on his face. You couldn’t tell with your hands covering your eyes, but tears were starting to flourish from his own. Sadness wasn’t the only expression on his face though, there was also unadulterated and pure anger. Anger for the man that had made you cry and feel like that. If he could, he would tear him apart limb by limb if that made you smile.

“Cara, per favore, look at me…” A sob escaped your lips but you complied his request. “Eccoti qua… Per favore non essere triste mia dolce (there you are… please don’t be sad my sweet)”. You blinked, not understanding a word of what he was saying, but it sounded romantic enough to make you stop crying. “That’s it, good girl. I am sorry about you encountering Tebbit like that, but…” He stopped speaking, not sure on how to explain what was going to happen next. He then started cleaning your hands and putting them in bandages, you hadn’t even noticed that they were there. “Listen, Claire… you are going to need to stay here in the Ministry for a few days, only until we figure out what to do with Father Tebbit. All your needs and even all your desires will be our utmost priority, I promise.” Your hands were now completely cleaned and protected as if soft white gloves were covering them.

“B-but…” Copia looked at you with big, glassy eyes as you suddenly spoke. “W- what about the f-flower arrangement, all the flowers are in m-my shop…” You managed to say between sobs. Copia laughed, a compassionate and warm laugh that made your chest flutter.

“Oh, cara. You still worry about your job even during the most unfortunate of times, you are very responsible. Adoro questo di te (I love that about you).” You blinked, once again not knowing what that last part meant, but somehow you could feel it in you. Maybe it was that your emotions were already exposed, maybe letting Copia seeing you cry a few times had made you not care about what he thought of you or maybe you were desperate for the comfort. You leaned forward just a bit, so you were at face level with Copia. Your hands went mindlessly to cup his cheeks, and you looked into his eyes. Copia’s face matched his cassock and he felt like melting butter under your grasp. His expression was that of a lost pup that didn’t know what to do. You were expecting for him to pull back, a reason to convince yourself that it was a mistake, but Copia looked at your lips and then back at your eyes with a new found hunger. Convinced, you closed the gap between you.

The kiss was gentle and sweet, the lingering aroma of coffee and mint present in Copia’s mouth. He tasted so familiar and sweet that a lonely tear escaped your eye. The newfound salty taste almost made you pull back, afraid of what Copia might have thought. Surprisingly, his response was to deepen the kiss, as if doing that he could take your sadness away, and in some way it did. When you finally parted in need of air, the look on Copia’s face was one of worry. Maybe he thought that you would regret the kiss, but you smiled at him.

“I have been wanting to do that the entire week.” His face relaxed at your words.

“…Me too, cara.” His words came with a hint of hesitation, but his expression was the sweetest. A slight smile adorning his mouth, his hair a bit messy, some of his lipstick smudged and a blush adorning his cheeks and… freckles? You were surprised that you hadn’t notice until that very moment, but you couldn’t stop looking at them. There were like a map of the night sky and you wanted to kiss every single one of them. With a newfound confidence after the kiss you proposed something.

“I don’t want to sleep alone, can you stay?” Copia blinked very quickly, surprised at your request.

“Are you sure?” Copia asked.

“I just need someone to hold me, and I need it to be you…” Copia’s red tint reached his ears.

“As you wish, mia principessa (my princess).”

You both took off your shoes, Copia helped you with yours, not wanting to reopen the wounds on your hands. He left the cape of his cassock over a chair on the other corner of the room and you took off your hoodie. Copia went back to your side and put your hoodie beside his cape.

Once everything was in place, Copia held your hand and helped you lie on the tiny bed. Your back was pressed to the wall but you didn’t mind. He soon followed you into it, his back facing the room. Very gently Copia pulled a blanket that was at the feet of the bed over the both of you and he grunted due to the effort and the little room to maneuver. Once he was pleased with how covered you both were, you reached for his hands and got even closer to him.

“Thank you, again. This time for staying here with me.” Copia sighed.

“Dear, there is no need to thank me. I would do whatever you asked of me.” Copia’s fingers gently brushed your knuckles. “I know you worry about what others think of you and about how you present yourself as a very professional and competent person, which you are, but cara, you shouldn’t worry at all if that puts your happiness in danger.” You exhaled deeply and when you were about to speak Copia continued talking. “However… I have asked Mountain and Swiss to bring all the flowers for the arrangement here, to the Ministry. You can work on it tomorrow if you desire, with help, of course.” Hearing such good news made you launch yourself forward, hugging Copia as best as you could. He hugged you back, smiling into your neck.

“You are perfect, you know that, right?” A giggle escapes Copia and he tickles your cheek with his moustache when he speaks again.

“By no means, you on the other hand…” Rolling your eyes you broke the hug to look at Copia with a serious expression.

“I appreciate the sentiment, but I am the most faulted person to exist.”

“Then we can be faulted together…”

“I would actually really like that…” You smiled.

“It is a deal then, cara.”

Everything gets silent after that, only the even sounds of Copia’s breath can be heard. You allow yourself to relax, getting closer and closer to him, setting into his broad chest, your ear close to his beating heart. The steady beat became a nice rythmic lullaby that sent you into the deepest of slumbers. For the first time in a very long time there were no nightmares, just peaceful dreams.

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Next chapter is going to be very nice *winks without shame* and the following one is the ritual... Who is excited!?😈

Hope you enjoyed this chapter and as always let me know what you thought of it.

SR🐀

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[disneyprincemuke]

✨3k celebration post✨

right before the new year, i hit 3k followers on this blog!!! while i've had this account for years (literally since i was 14 i think, i'm 23 now) i definitely cheated a bit to get here and be celebrating it with this new fandom i'm in <3 but this is the most interaction i've gotten, after years here, and i cannot be any more on my knees for the new friends i've made i returned to this account with a max verstappen fic that i'm still very proud of and fell in love with writing again after taking a long long four year break from it and i've met so many of you that i'm sOOO glad to now be associated to <3 let's forget the fact that i tried celebrating 2k (failed horribly) and focus on this one ok <3 please stick around, i do have a celebration post that i'm currently drafting out as you read this

the biggest shoutout to @angsthology for stumbling into my life this year (i still remember being in the club drinking with my friends when she tagged me in rvstw and being so curious as to who tagged me at like 11pm on tumblr) and now we're mutuals on tiktok and just make each other sad with the most random f1 tiktoks, like i ALWAYS look forward to seeing her notification after i post because she's truly just so so funny,, tine, you have no idea how much you made me enjoy being on tumblr this year

and i guess also @localwhoore for terrorising my dash with sad edits that make me fear for my life, i appreciate you being so funny and sometimes giggling at my fics <3

AND ALL MY ANONS FOR ENTERTAINING MY LOGAN ERa and always supporting my fics (i dont think ive ever had this many people talk to me about my fics) and giving me the best ideas to post while i'm in the worst writers block of my life right now <3 i always look at my inbox first thing in the morning to see if you guys were being deranged in my sleep and you guys always put a smile to my face and make my day feel so lovely (also, thank you so much for being just as invested in femdriver and logan as i am because those two are our kids fr)

never forgetting to thank @renarots for picking up the courage to dm me first and striking up at friendship because i'd been too timid to start one with her after lurking on her tumblr account since i started my f1blr journey and now we cry about our fucked sleeping schedules ugh

i'm SURE there are more people i'm forgetting to name drop right now, and if i did forget you, please don't think i'm not appreciative of your presence on my blog!!! i've seen a lot of recurring names in my notifications with comments and consistently liking my posts, and i want you all to know that i see you and i love you and that i also want to kiss you :* please stick around and giggle with me because the holidays are over and that means my sleeping schedule will be fixed very soon

[rabbitmotifs]

fav movies i watched for the first time this 2023! tagged by @vonlipvig TYSM

january: tangerine (2015) <333 i love her forever and ever and ever

february: the deer hunter (1978)

march: the banshees of inisherin (2022)

april: buffalo '66 (1998) like. Worst person in the world made a good movie what can i say

may: FIGHT CLUB (1999) HELLLOOO

june: on the count of three (2021)

july: oppenheimer (2023) OR trainspotting (1996) OR come and see (1989) (this was the hardest month by far, i watched so many classics)

august: 10 things i hate about you (1999) (the best romcom ive ever seen personally)

september: minari (2020) OR little miss sunshine (2006) (both of these destroyed me)

october: perfect blue (1997)

november: to wong foo, thanks for everything! julie newmar (1995)

december: the big lebowski (1998) (for now... theres still time)

tagging sadie whenever you see this, @corvids-corner, @monstressmasc, myps whenever you see this, and UHHH i cannot for the life of me remember your url im so sorry but GRACE on LETTERBOXD WAIT I REMEMBER @grave-the-demon hi

and any other moviehead who wants to do this!!!!

[woodswolf]

Me before attempting to write Olimar again, one year ago: "Okay, this'll be interesting. Writing a character who isn't severely fucked up on two or five levels (but will be by the time I'm done with him). This will be nice a little experiment for myself."

Me now, having catapulted down the character study rabbit hole as I tend to: "Oh dear god, wait a minute: this guy is as deeply fucked up on the level of whom I usually write for! And I don't think that was my fault for once! I've been deceived! What the fuck?!"

(TL;DR: Your tags and ramblings made me Think, thank you. I'm certain you are having a blast tearing him to shreds in some terrible way I've yet to think of myself lol.)

(RE: all of this shit probably)

i have only really truly known this guy for a bit over a year and every little bit ive learned about him has only pushed me ever deeper into this endless well of fascination with whatever the fuck is wrong with him. this guy is a pathological liar as a method of self-soothing. who DOES that. how the fuck did he arrive in this scenario.

really when you get down to it olimar is like, perhaps one of the most depressed characters of all time, it's just that he's carefully crafted a presentation of symptoms that very cleverly hides this from both the audience and himself. this guy is literally miserable. he viscerally hates his boss and is frustrated with his coworkers where they're even relevant. he has somewhere in the range of mixed feelings on his job but generally wishes that it allowed him more time with his family. his family, which has so many undeniable problems it's difficult to even list them. where to start: his kids? his wife? his parents? every happy memory he has involves his family and most of those memories are brief glimpses at Connection that otherwise seems so absent from the rest of his life. he's a middle-aged man with a house and a yard and a wife and two-kids-and-a-dog and probably a white picket fence for good measure. he's ticking all the boxes that he was raised* to think were a one-way ticket to happiness. so why is he still so lonely? why isn't he happy? what is this general malaise that's hanging over his entire life? what's wrong with him?

(*whether or not he was actually raised on a variant of the american dream is a really interesting question but honestly not relevant here. there's a lot of interesting evidence in his logs supporting something more nuanced, but again. irrelevant)

and olimar's answer is that Actually! there's Nothing wrong! he's perfectly fine and perfectly happy and perfectly satisfied with everything in his life. nothing is wrong and he's perfectly happy and even if he weren't (which he is!!!!) he still has so many things that would make up for it. he has so many good memories that are just his that he can hold on to as hard as he possibly can for as long as he needs to until he feels better. he can write them down and read them back as a reminder until it sticks in his brain that He Is Happy. There Is Nothing Wrong. He Is Happy And There Is Nothing Wrong. because he did everything right, didn't he!! he made his choices and for the all the love of everything he holds dear he is going to stick by them. because he needs to. because if he doesn't, where would he even be?

and then this guy has the worst "vacation" of his entire life (DEFINITELY another blatant self-soothing lie btw, you CANNOT convince me that this guy would spend any more time away from his family than he absolutely has to what with his career) and the cracks actually kind of start to show. because he is very quickly launched into the worst series of circumstances he's ever experienced. and through it all he's just!! completely fucking Normal about it!! utterly fucking accepting of any outcome that happens to him because he doesn't feel like he really has any control. like he ever had any control. he should have fucking died. even before the thirty days are up he's just passively accepting of whatever happens. there are tons and tons of treasure descriptions or other entries where he expresses very explicit passive suicidality through things that could be jokes or offhand comments but really don't read like that. pikmin 1's entry for day 29 reads more like a reminder that he should at least try to not let himself die than an earnest attempt to actually do so.

and it's like, if he does survive pikmin 1, what does he even win? ever-increasing stakes at his job and ever-fewer ways to pretend that everything's fine. an ever-brighter flashing neon sign reading QUIT YOUR FUCKING JOB that he has to try increasingly hard to ignore. the job that keeps sending him back to the planet that almost killed him. the job that keeps sending him back to the planet where he barely survived by only his wits and the skin of his teeth. the job that keeps sending him back to the planet where he will die, because no one was supposed to save olimar.

and through it all you can see! you can SEE the way he gets increasingly stressed out as things go along. but he's still just going along trying his damnedest to pretend that everything is fine and he is happy and he doesn't need any help, that he shouldn't be trying to make an exit as quickly as he can and to maybe ask his wife to pick up a job so they can be a dual-income household now that their kids are a bit older. he doesn't need to be looking for anything better because he has the best he's going to get right here, and isn't that wonderful? shouldn't that make him happy?

and it's like, the way things are going he's never going to get there, and on some level he knows that. but olimar's whole fucking deal is that if he can't solve something he's going to throw himself at the problem over and over until either it gets solved or his skull splits open, a pattern that is only reenforced by the events of pikmin 1 and 2 and 3. so he knows that he's never going to be happy, but he's going to try this impossible task of being happy over and over until he either fakes it till he makes it or something kills him. so far it hasn't worked out for him, but maybe the NEXT time he blows up at somebody for no reason because he just can't take the stress of it all anymore!

as it turns out i have no idea how to end this, so on a tangentially related note: olimar is not a biologist by any standard and i will die on this hill. ALL of his piklopedia entries are creative writing exercises and i can ALMOST prove this. but that's a whole other post honestly. just kind of adds to the whole thing about how much olimar lies to the reader and himself.

[zephyrchama]

Hello!

Made a new side blog because I've been on a big OM kick this month and wanted to try writing stuff. But I wanted to type this up before posting anything.

I've never been very involved in Fandom or Fandom works so I don't really know tagging etiquette. I can probably count the number of fanfic ive ever read on one hand but decided i wanted to try writing some, how do you say, drabbles? I have a bad habit of typing too much all the time so short ideas wind up becoming longer than intended. This is mostly for my own self indulgence, but I'm always happy to get critique and if im doing something wrong I'll try to fix it. I wanted to try writing to blow off steam and because i haven't written in years, and thought maybe someone out there might also like to waste time reading it.

From what I've seen at a glance in the tags, hopefully this info will come in handy for people that come across my blog:

I'm late 20s but an ace with no dating experience and no desire for the nasty so everything I post is sfw (suggestive at worst). I guess i want to post mostly fluff??

I've been playing OM since the day OG was released. I don't know how the Fandom characterizes characters, I have some headcanons. I switch between playing in English and Japanese.

I like Levi most but I'm a hakooshi. (Is there an English term for that? Like, all the characters are my favorite.)

I'll try and keep what I write appearance and gender neutral but I'm basically self inserting and I'm a tiny woman.

Username is based off the official OM manga's name for MC.

I'm not really gonna proof read it. I get embarrassed at my own writing ghhh

I'll post whenever. If people miraculously like my writing I'd be happy to take requests but no guarantee I'll write it, sorry. I like to think i stay close to canon (im probably way off though lol). I'm an avid cosplayer and most of my free time will be spent sewing, writing is just to rest my hands for a while.

I probably sound full of myself but I just want to avoid offending anyone. Thanks for getting through this post!

(⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃━⭑･ﾟﾟ･*:༅｡.｡༅:*ﾟ:*:✼poof

[anachronistic-falsehood]

Hi Weird Question, but how many followers would you ballpark say you have gotten from posting about qsmp?

I ask this because Ive been on tumblr for a LONG while, I have run multiple fandom blogs and this is the worst follow to notes ratio I have ever gotten for a blog (it is relativity new as well though). I don't want to sound weird and complain about the number of followers I have, but of the 523 posts in my blog, 38 are original posts. I have 236 notes total from those 38. and zero followers. compared to when one of my other blogs was at this size I would have somewhere of a ballpark of 10ish especially with a few posts chilling way above the average of 6 notes

I feel like this could be an issue much like the issue pertaining to people not reblogging stuff, but also I may need to reevaluate the way im interacting with people on this site >_<.

that's kind of a hard question bc i was gaining followers from the trigun fandom very shortly before i started posting about qsmp, so there was a period of overlap, but i guess when i switched to posting primarily about qsmp i would say i've gained approx. 350-400 followers. i typically get anywhere between 100-1000 notes on any qsmp post i make (excluding liveblogging) and i am apparently a more popular blog because i write fanfiction and make analysis posts on occasion which has made me weirdly well known in some places of the fandom and that is terrifying i hate being perceived HELP

ANYWAY i think a better blog to use as an example would be when i had to use a new blog because this one was unfairly flagged for a couple weeks. i used a previously unused sideblog to liveblog and make posts on since posts on my main wouldn't show up in the main tags. i typically got a fair amount of notes, anywhere between 50 to 200 on each post, but i only ended up with maybe 4 or 5 followers on that blog (excluding mutuals i had advised to follow that blog as a backup in case my main went down forever [which it didn't thank fuck]).

honestly?? i assume the lack of following is because a lot of people in this fandom are very wary. qsmpblr likes to hail itself as better than twitter (and it is in some respects for sure, i'm not denying that), but it feels like everyone in this fandom has some kind of Opinion on Something at all times. there's always something to complain about or criticize about anything, whether it be the admins, an event, another cc's character, a cc themself, etc etc. if you follow a person you will be subjected to all of their opinions on every single issue that pops up, even if it's just a dismissal of whatever current discourse is making its way through the tag (and i'm guilty of this myself sometimes, i'm no angel here). there is not a single day that goes by without something negative crossing my dash regarding something that's going on with the smp. doesn't matter what it is, someone will have something to say about some kind of issue no matter what, and that shit gets tiring. sometimes it's better not to follow people lest you find yourself bombarded with opinions. that way you can still scroll your dash without worrying about seeing untagged discourse and infighting and criticism.