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i survived pandemonium but i fucking died to the searchlights
#rambles#I THOUGHT I HAD MORE TIME. IM BEING FR#IT WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE MAP I CANNNNTTTTT#i wasn't even rushing the whole thing........#also pandemonium got my hands feeling prickly n cold after that minigame jesus fuck#i was delirious bro i was giggling afterwards n shit#that gave me a fucking heart attack#when i saw the light flicker in door51 i was like#oh okay theres a locker here no biggie#and i waited#and i was like huh this is probs chainsmoker... or im lagging#then i saw the screen getting foggy (cuz i use deaf mode)#and i was like huh.... pinkie?? but NO it was motherfucking red and it's PANDEMONIUM#IT SLAMMED MY FUCKING LOCKER MULTIPLE TIMES#I WAS YELLING NNNIOOOOO#NOOO DONT#DONT TAKE ME#NIOOOO .NOOOO#but i survived yay and seb is in the next room over telling me abt ransacking my corpse the last time i saw him#keep in mind seb is like. the next room over.#and i cant take it anymore and i used my flash so he could slam me#but i realized i cant buy a flash beacon off of him and have him kill me#and so i justwent and did the run#he was mas at me....... he wasnt saying anything when i was buying anything off of him after that#m sorry seb..... sobs.. sssob.. IM SORRRYYY AUGGGHHBHXBF
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The scariest thing was the man had the window down, the front of his car was totaled. As he drove by my older friend asked if he was okay, we thought he had just lost control, and was gonna stop here. He just said “I’m okay” pretty much without looking at her and sped off. And we were just like wtf???????? And he just kept going.
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Pactw are you /s or /j right now
#like#do i just delete everything????#have i been perceived (highly unlikely but still)#gave me a fucking heart attack though#pactw
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I’m at my theater job rn and it’s my first shift all by myself. Super nervous!!! But I’m planning to make!!!! hundreds of dollars!!!! so I can!!!! buy myself a cameo for my birthday!!!!! (That’s the hope anyway lol) wish me luck!!!!!
#woof#I’m not having any anxiety attacks in the parking lot so that’s a GREAT improvement LOL#when I met the BrBa actor IRL I'm getting a cameo from (again) he was so excited and even#remembered me by name from cameo requests 😭💖#and held my hands and gave me hugs and said the Salamanca brothers would 100% protect me from ANYONE#he was like ‘ptsd is so fucked up girl :( dw me and my boy gotchu’ the way he phrased that is so funny#every other day I think to myself ‘ptsd is so fucked up girl :(‘ djfjdhdjhfkdh#if I reach out for a birthday cameo I would love to hear Marco say he loves his princesa. again. hehe#he was so so chill with the nickname ooghghghh he was so kind#I paid for one video in person with the twins but they both gave me two videos and wouldn’t let me leave until I got what I wanted#they spent 17 minutes with me the first day and almost 30 the second day 😭💖#I WANT A CAMEO FROM HIM AGAIN!!!! I gotta make money!!!!!#I don’t wanna go inside. I have to go inside now. AAAAAHHHHHH#I HATE THIS JOB I CANT EVEN BEACH HERE#HERE I GO!!! I brought my ken heart shaped pin in my pocket to give me strength#time to make so much money cmon let’s go let’s GO!!!!!!!!!!!!
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root canal complete, it only took a full blown panic attack in the chair and the ems being call on me but we got there in the end after three doses of tranquilizer👍
#all i could say was im so sorry#never had one that bad but i have extreme health anxiety that triggers spiraling thoughts like#you show me my blood pressure is like 194 sistolic im like oh. hypertensive crisis. that's stroke or heart attack territory#then i think about how my hemoglobin levels have been high which can increase risk of blood clots#so naturally when my heart kicks up and my chest squeezes i think im dying#anyway im not dying. im just anxious and stressed the fuck out#anyway the staff was incredibly kind and understanding.#they even gave me a ride home because i had to walk there... given the hold flooded neighborhood thing
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FINALLY FUCKED BAILEY!!!!!!!!
#im so happy#I DID IT#I FINALLY DID IT#I GAVE HIM A FUCKING HEART ATTACK#EAT SHIT OLD MAN#now if you could please yank eri's hair more often i'd be so happy-#degrees of lewdity#dol#dol bailey#dol related#bailey the caretaker#bailey's troublemaker JHBERFBHJERFERFHEBF#NOT ME GIGGLING TO MYSELF
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It’s the same energy as the “I’m just the dirty old drummer” bit
#where’s swan for this one#the way Luke GRABBED the phone gave me a heart attack#also fucking Calum and those damn glasses#I feel like I’m looking at my parents#luke hemmings#lrh#ashton irwin#calum hood#cth#lashton#otp: i’m fond of you#afi#5sos
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The walking dead managed to get me so invested in hetero couples it's not even funny. I love these freaks.
#this epsiode gave me a fucking HEART ATTACK by the way#I'm so sure Rick is gonna die and then they did me like that. you fucking kidding me? TWICE. twice they've done that same bait and switch!#''show em getting literally eaten from the inside out then have it be something else. It'll be so funny. Ok do it again the next season''#speaking of being shockingly invested in straight people#gnashing my teeth for just a crumb of Caryl over here#what happened!! did I miss something? I thought they were together!#just a situationship I guess??#the walking dead#also I think this is the first time I've heard Rick actually laugh beyond a nose-exhale
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I think Chappell Roan likes men too?
From her Wikipedia:
She is a queer woman,[63][18][64] has expressed disinterest in dating men,[65][66] and said that those who called her a lesbian "weren't wrong."[67]
#gave me a fucking heart attack with this ask#thought i was doing bi erasure like i did with mitski again
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April 2, 2024 | PP Krit
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I've never seen Ratatouille before so we're watching it now, and it's been giving me horrific anxiety from my old cook days
#the way the restaurant is so realistic while also being so fucking unrealistic is fascinating#yeah cooks ARE like that no the kitchen would be significantly more hectic and messy during working hours also they're mad understaffed#remy first being in the kitchen trying to escape nearly gave me a heart attack it was so stressful to watch#anyway can't believe this movie is almost 20yrs old I definitely thought it came out mid 2010s#the controlling the body with hair thing is also a bit unsettling
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I love when spiders descend from on high like a heist movie infiltrator. It's so melodramatic, and for what. Do you need a soundtrack to go with that, bro?
#I did try to get this spider out of my fucking office as i was leaving to go to a meeting and she would NOT get onto my tablet case#I'd love it even a hair and she'd step off#i was like 'well alright stay in here then. not like there are bugs around for you to eat.'#(i hope anyway lmfao)#this is also how i feel about the spider i had to shoo out of the MIDDLE OF MY KITCHEN#who then gave me a heart attack cuz she took up residence in my elephant ear and fern pot and the webs looked really fine#so i was like 'SPIDER MITES???? 🔫' but no. i saw her later just chilling. only AFTER id put peppermint oil around just in case.#she has since moved to the pothos but i was like 'well SORry'#cw spiders
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I could have sworn you wrote the “I’ve Always Wanted a Son” fanfic? That’s the one I was referring to?
Uh so yeah I also wrote
This
Because the fnaf movie is rotting my brain. Um. So yeah. I'm the one giving out the nickles. Apparently. Welcome!
I didn't think you'd be able to find my weird lil ask blog but here we are! Enjoy yourself, you get a sticker for your fantastic detective work friend!
#im laughing my ass off#fnaf#fnaf ask blog#fnaf fanfic#you gave me a fucking heart attack with the first ask#I apparently write only one thing but i write it well?#jk
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BIG ANNOUNCEMENT IN A FEW WEEKS LADS 😭
#😭#if it’s a tour i will lose my fucking MIND Ive wanted to see them live my whole life and now i have adult money to waste lol#dan and phil#this stream gave me like nine heart attacks#the WHISKERS
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#oh wow...#i just had an oh shit fuck moment#wow#i usually complain about the one therapist i had in my entire life and how she wouldn't just listen to what i was saying#if it didn't fit her textbook definition of whatever she was thinking at the time#and how i talked to her about my anxiety and how that made me feel and she would only focus on how i acted#so the example i gave her was the one time i went into a shop to buy something by myself#because my mom didn't want to go in for me and arguing with my mom in front of the shop in public and then inevitably have to#go in myself either way was way worse to me#because of the embarrassement of arguing in public. the fact that my mom was gonna spend the entire walk home telling me how i have to#''just suck it up and learn and just overcome my anxiety because i don't have a problem'' or whatever#and then having to go into the shop where the lady had been watching me from inside the entire time how i clearly didn't want to go in#and possibly be even more awkward with teary eyes because of the anxiety and awkwardness i already bring to the table any day...#all of those things that were going inside my head were trumped by the fact that i did go in and did buy what i needed#although my heart was coming out of my chest the entire time... all that didn't matter to my therapist because in her words:#''if you had anxiety. you simply wouldn't have gone in''#which is ridiculous#but anyways... i just had an epiphany... that was masking wasn't it?#forcing myself to do something that brings me major discomfort to make my mother and the shop lady not judge me?#pretend i'm a normal human being just doing normal things instead of someone who's about to have a heart attack buying embroidery thread?#panicking the entire time because i wasn't prepeared and hadn't scripted the entire transaction in my head?#yet still going in and putting on my ''normal person'' mask to try to seem like i wasn't just dying seconds ago (and still was)?#isn't that literally what masking is?!#and the ''autism specialist'' ass therapist was like ''if you did it then you don't have a problem''#when i'm literally telling her how much of a problem it actually WAS?!#you know what's the best part about all this#that when i told my mom after i left that therapist that she didn't listen to me because [insert everything above]#my mom's response was ''well sometimes therapist will say things that you don't want to hear but you have to accept them''....#same woman who's always saying how much she hates therapists because they ''will say whatever and pretend they know shit''#ok so it's only The Truth when I tell you it isn't...
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WHAT. AXEL? WHAT???
No.
What????
WHAT????????
#chapter 24 just gave me a fucking heart attack#there’s gotta be a double double cross coming#but omg I’m so stressed#star wars#the high republic#convergence#what the fuuuuuuuuck
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