#that being said i want to start doing daily headcanons of just whatever idea i have so i'll try and get that up today!

[lvebug]

hey yall sending lots of love to the dash! busy end of the week and weekend so probably not a lot of activity or writing for a bit !

[ghoulfuckersincorporated]

Joshua Graham (Fallout: New Vegas, Honest Hearts DLC) NSFW Headcanons

Massive voyeur. He's attracted to you the moment he meets you, but his religious beliefs/the probable age gap/the circumstances/his own fucked up self-image keep him from saying anything. It doesn't keep him from watching you closely, though, from studying your habits and your daily schedule. Especially interested in what times you usually leave camp. He already disappears sometimes without anyone really knowing where he's gone; despite his positive working relationship with the Dead Horses, Joshua's energy is off-putting overall, and he's intimidating. It makes people nervous if they have to interact with him one-on-one for too long. Due to this, he has the freedom of sort of coming and going as he pleases, since no one wants to be the person to question him, though more often than not he can be found working away at weapons in the Angel Cave. That said, he is prone to sneaking away for an hour or so in the evenings (to stretch his legs and occasionally sneak a cigarette), slipping out unnoticed amid the hustle of the busy camp; his schedule for this changes once you come around, but, he'd swear it has nothing to do with you if confronted. He just so happens to want to take a little stroll right around the time you go to find somewhere private to bathe. The commitment to promptness only increases when he realizes that you sometimes use this little bit of "alone time" to masturbate.

He won't even touch himself 95% of the time; seems the type to get off on denying himself. Trust me, he desperately wants to, though. On a day where he gets especially worked up watching you, he might stroke himself over his clothing, or even cum untouched, but he won't take the risk of exposing himself fully. This usually happens on days where he gets to watch you touch yourself, caught up in studying every detail of how to bring you pleasure while openly lusting over your body. However, most of the time he'll simply sit in silence, hidden away out of your line of vision as he takes in every ounce of your beauty.

If he notices you starting to get close with someone, it'll be enough to prompt him to reveal his own feelings. The man is deeply jealous in an ugly way, and the idea that someone else would have you just because he failed to ever say anything is repellent to him. Doubly so if that person is Daniel. Once he's confessed his interest, he'll be quite possessive, even if you're still weighing your feelings for him against your feelings for someone else. Knowing this will drive him crazy, and he'll be quickly desperate to "mark his territory" in some way.

In terms of your intimate life, he doesn't have much energy for sex despite his sex drive and attraction to you being quite high. As long as his wounds go unhealed, he's in a lot of pain, and pain is exhausting. He may want to bend you over every flat surface in Zion pretty much every second of the day, but he simply does not have the energy.

He's sinned a lot in the past, so he's not exactly sexually inexperienced (his faith has clearly always been important to him, but I think the level of fervor we see in him in current day is a result of him seeking some feeling of salvation from all the things he's done/a doubling down after his incident), but it has been a long time since he's done anything with anyone. When you two grow close and eventually start dating, he'll fully intend to wait until you get married to have sex. It won't work out that way. At the very most, you two may be able to resist penetrative sex until after you fully commit, but you won't be able to keep your hands off of one another overall. He chastises himself (and, when he's in a darker mood, you) for failing to resist temptation, but ultimately he thinks that God likely has more of an issue with other things he's done than not waiting until marriage to let you blow him or whatever.

Absolutely knows what "soaking" is. Shocked and quite taken aback if you also know what "soaking" is.

That Legion history of his starts to poke through once you start spending a lot of alone time with him, once he feels comfortable showing his true face. He isn't abusive, but he is still quite controlling in some aspects. It's not that he denies you of options, but he does have a tendency to make it difficult for you to make choices he doesn't agree with. More often than not, he exercises control when he worries for your wellbeing, but there are times when he exercises control over you simply because he wants to see you bend to his will. Sex is one of the aspects of your relationship he often uses to this end. He'll make you cum until you can't see, but make no mistake; he's making you cum because he wants to, because it feeds his ego to see how you react when he breaks you down completely and commands your body. He also knows that it'll be easier to keep you around if he tries his best to make you happy, to ensure your needs are fulfilled, including the intimate ones. Yes, he will take very good care of you in bed, but know that ultimately it's sort of a form of control. I mean...you're still allowed to enjoy it. But keep that in mind.

Does it even need to be said that the Mormon former Legionary has a massive breeding kink? I don't think he believes he deserves to have children, but that doesn't stop him from fantasizing about seeing you so swollen with his child that you can't effectively get away from him. Definitely buys into the idea that adults are supposed to procreate as much as they can stand; in his ideal world, he'd have you pregnant every two or so years for a good portion of your life. He'll worship every inch of your body before he fucks you, fantasizing silently about how a pregnancy would change it.

[writefightandflightclub]

Blorbo thought of the day #1

More: Steven Grant x GN! reader

Author’s note: Wanted to start doing a “Blorbo thought of the day” thing. Idea is that I will share a snippet of one of the many blorbo scenarios which pop into my head on the daily, but which I don’t have time to develop into a full fic. Sometimes it will be smut, sometimes fluff, sometimes angst, sometimes… a surprise? And I don’t mean literally every day, but whenever I can! This one turned into more of a smutty blurb, but I intend for others to be much shorter snippets, bits of dialogue, headcanons etc..

Who better to start with than Steven?

Steven is a gentle lover; until he isn’t. (In which you gag on Steven’s cock and it sends him FERAL.)

NSFW/18+ Minors interacting will be blocked.

Steven Grant is a gentle lover.

Until he isn’t.

You are on your knees for him as he stands in front of you. Hadn’t even managed to strip off his work clothes yet before you were stripping them for him. Undoing his belt, and peeling away his trousers and boxers. Pushing his back up against the thick wooden beam of his attic room and taking him eagerly into your mouth.

He’s soft. Careful. Always. Let’s you take the lead.

Tonight is no exception.

Steven rests his hand gingerly on the crown of your head as you suck him - nothing but a gentle, reassuring weight. His long eyelashes flutter as he flits his gaze over you; the angel -divine being- making him feel so good.

You didn’t care who came through the door, you’d said. Whether it was him or Marc or Jake - you were getting down on your knees. Had been thinking about it all day.

But you’d told him, when he walked through the door, that you’d been glad it was him.

He’s still not used to this. To being wanted. To how good your mouth feels wrapped around him. Being buried in you.

Steven is a gentle lover. Makes a point of it. Never wants to hurt you. Push you. Take anything you don’t want to give. Has never even considered getting rough with you.

But tonight, he can’t help but think about what it would be like… just to take a little more.

Maybe because he’s had a stressful day at the museum. Maybe because he’s been thinking about coming home to you all day too and relieving his frustrations.

Whatever the reason, Steven can’t help but think about it; because he knows that the others are rougher with you, sometimes. That they don’t treat you like you’re about to break - like he does.

What were the words he’d heard?

Jake: soft dom. Marc: service top. Him: vanilla, submissive.

And so, he can’t help but think about it, because if they’d arrived tonight instead of him, wouldn’t this all be different?

The thought of that, combined with the feel of your velvet lips and the welcoming, warm wet cave of your mouth makes Steven so hard he can see stars blur the edge of his vision. Makes him grow over eager as you work your pretty mouth on him, bucking his hips and driving his length enthusiastically home, deeper into the cave of you. His hand gripping the back of your head just a little tighter than usual in his desperation to come undone.

He didn’t mean to. Didn’t mean to translate this desire from out of his head into the real world. You didn’t expect it.

It takes you a little by surprise.

Enough, to make you gag on Steven’s cock, just for a second; until you are surging off of him, eyelashes wet as you blink away the instant, spiking surge of tears.

Steven means to say something. He really does. Feels awful. Means to say “sorry, love, I’m so sorry”.

To soothe you. To do something.

But he… doesn’t.

Because…. Fuck.

He liked it.

A lot.

To his great relief, you seem unphased too, your lips curling up into a little smile before you curl them once again around his girth.

You continue: still gentle, still soft. Still in control. Setting your own pace.

Except this time Steven is inwardly going feral.

The thought of you gagging on him again. The thought of you surging off of him because he’s too big. The noises you made. The feeling of your throat convulsing around his cock. Even the tears in your eyes and the thought that you want him so much you’ll try so valiantly to take him all.

He’s panting. It’s awoken something in him. He’s throwing his head back against the beam. Eyes are screwing shut. His teeth are biting into his lower lip. His fingers are curling into your hair and - oh God. It feels divinely good but he wants…

Oh God.

He wants to push you down on him until you heave with the swell of him and he’s resisting the urge and you’re sucking him so deep and he can’t take it because he wants -needs to- bury himself even deeper.

Needs more and he’s aching for it.

“-Steven,” you purr, looking up at him, lips plumped and glistening with spit and god. “If you don’t want to make me gag on you again, you can always just ask. I can tell you liked it.”

He opens his eyes. Looks down at you on your knees. His mouth dropped open in surprise, and his legs nervy and trembling. A wracked, disbelieving moan spools from his chest, his cock almost bursting at the thought of it. Of making you choke on him. “W-would you d-do that for me, love?”

Your eyes glint with mischief. With want. “Steven.” You kiss the swollen head of his cock, swirling your tongue around the contours of him until he twitches, nearly spilling himself right then. “I’d do anything for you.”

He releases a shaky breath.

Steven is a gentle lover; until he isn’t.

Until he fists his hand in your hair and drives you down on his shaft, losing all composure as he hears you, feels you, sees you gagging on his size, your hands pressed calmly to his bared thighs as he holds you there and you let him.

And, as he does you fold the flat of your tongue around him. Let him take you, fill you, fuck into the circle of you, your throat resisting; gagging on him.

Steven can’t take it.

Didn’t know he would like this. Never would have guessed.

But within moments, he is emitting a ragged moan. He is pulsing his hot release down your throat. Giving you everything, as you eagerly take it. Swallow him down, until he’s drained; empty. Your hands smoothing up and down his shuddering thighs. Your tongue cleaning every last drop of mess from him. Humming against his softening shaft.

“Was that good, baby?”

He thinks he might black out. Can’t speak.

Can’t speak; until he can. “Love. C-Can we do it again?”

Your mouth curls into a smile; before you wrap it all the way around him.

When it comes to you, Steven can never get enough. He always want more.

At the same time though, you’re more than enough for him.

You’re everything, and he’s so happy he was the one to walk through the door.

[iguessigotta]

Eddie gluskin with a pregnant darling maybe

you know what's funny about Eddie Gluskin being one of my faves? i am terrified of pregnancy just headcanons for now - this ended up being more an exploration of the inherent horror of this situation than anything shippy, whoops. also kind of an au where Waylon does not survive his encounter with Eddie 18+ just in case CW: injuries, noncon, hostage, pregnancy, suicide mention cannibalism(?) probably more i missed. (no r*** - it is alluded to tho) i mean it's Eddie. the man is a walking billboard for "dead dove do not eat" ok lmao

being Eddie’s darling wife was a living nightmare

you’d been one of the few employees allowed near Eddie, and he’d developed a….thing…for you. well, not you, really, more the idea of you

and when the Mount Massive asylum fell into chaos, you were one of the unlucky people trapped inside

when Eddie found you he was quick to make his image of you your new reality

whether you wanted it or not

you’d initially fought him at every turn. unfortunately, Eddie had a temper, and was prone to snapping with no warning

you’d learned that lesson the hard way - your forearm was still in a makeshift splint, a dull ache where he’d fractured the bone in a fit of anger. or had he broken it? you weren’t sure. all you knew is it hurt like hell and made it nearly impossible for you to fight back

after that incident, you thought keeping your head down and quietly obeying him was the smart choice. that you’d be safe enough to ride out this mess until someone arrived to help

you had to believe that someone was coming. you told yourself you’d be rescued within the week, that there was no way a facility as large as Mount Massive could go down in flames like this without someone noticing

days turned into weeks, weeks into months (how many had it been? 3? 4?)

every night you sat, ankles bound to your chair at the end of some wobbly, bloodstained table, Eddie at the opposite end, a makeshift dinner spread between the two of you

occasionally there would be some sort of meat among the sawdust-flavored rations - Eddie was always vague when you asked him what kind of meat it was 

you resisted for the first month, but your resolve broke a week into the second, the hunger pains driving you to tears and forcing you to make a choice

so you ate. and you tried not to think about where he got it from

it was like the two of you playing some sick game of house

Eddie kept a close eye on you when he was around, restraining you when he wasn’t

you’d be tied to a chair. strapped down on your back atop some bloodstained hospital mattress. arms bound behind you, tied to a support beam and forced to sit on the cold concrete floor

all of it was miserable

Eddie said it was for your safety, but you knew better. especially after he’d found you with a knife you’d managed to get your hands on. he’d stopped you from trying to slash your own throat, spewing some bullshit about his darling preferring death over a blissful life as the proud mother of his many, many children 

 he wasn’t going to let you leave him in any way

some part of you thought about pleading with Eddie to “think of the baby” and untie you - but that only reminded you that you were, in fact, pregnant

and it was starting to show

whatever mental energy you could spare went to trying (and failing) to block that fact out of your mind

you felt like you were trapped in two horror stories simultaneously - one, enduring whatever Eddie decided to do to you on a daily basis, and two, the unwanted life growing inside you against your will

not to mention the mental anguish of what to do after the…birth. would you even survive that? would you want to? 

should  you try to raise and protect it? or would it be more merciful if you…

it was a horrifying decision to make, one that you flinched away from whenever you found yourself thinking about it

every day you wondered if it would be better to piss him off, have him kill you in a fit of rage. it wouldn't be hard to do, but for some reason the knowledge that you were pregnant stopped you

well, you told yourself, at least you got to skip Eddie’s “operation table”. all the men who came before you weren’t so lucky, if the video on that camera you found was to be believed….

[koogl001]

Ok so i absolutely LOVE your damaged mind hc 🤩🤩 could you make part 3 pleaseeeeeeeeee 🥺 thanks 🥰🥰🥰

One-Shots and Headcanons Masterlist

This is part 3 of the Damaged Mind Headcanon

Part 1 HERE Part 2 HERE

After so long, you finally feel like you are safe

You agreed with Alastor that the both of you should move back into his old place

It was practically a mansion in the middle of a forest with not a soul around, a perfect place to enjoy the peacefulness with a good book in hand

As stated in your deal, Alastor was to protect you no matter what in exchange for your loyalty and obedience

He was slowly making you into a perfect stay at home wife

You would clean, cook, take care of him and his clothes and do all those mundane things to take care of the house and its residents

As you were prohibited from venturing further than 500 meters from the mansion (which wasn’t a problem since your paranoia mainly prevented you from even venturing outside at all), Alastor was the only one whom could get into the city, so he was in change of shopping be it for food, or your clothes

Using this to his advantage, he started buying you clothes similar in style to what women wore during his time alive

Personality wise, you were already a perfect partner in his eyes

Even without the contract you were reserved, submissive, obedient and never have you raised your tone at him, nor have you been aggressive towards him in any way shape or form

After weeks holed up at Alastor’s place, you started developing something similar to a Stockholm syndrome

Of course in your mind, you weren’t a captive but seeing as he is the only source of socialization, you would miss him tremendously whenever he had to visit the Hazbin Hotel to discuss whatever matters with Charlie

You became overly clingy and constantly wanted his attention when he was at home

You’d wrap your arms around his hand and rest your head on his shoulder, just enjoying the fact you were able to be with him and he loved every second of the attention you were giving him

Soon, you also started developing romantic feelings for said deer demon and would drop small hints

Alastor, being quite intellectually superior to most picked up on them sooner than later and would be honestly surprised at how perfectly his plan worked out without him even having to do anything more than leave for a few hours only to have you stick to him like glue

He decided to court you, as a proper gentleman should

He would get you flowers and extravagant gifts daily, shower you with compliments, cater to your every whim, and show you lots of affection

If you were feeling up to it, he’ll take you out on the most romantic date of your life

If you don’t (probably because of your paranoia) he’ll bring the date to you, serenading you while you two are having a candle lit dinner at the porch of his mansion with flower petals scattered all around you and a single rose on the table

It would be virtually impossible not to completely fall in love with him at that point

Despite his hatred for post 30’s technology (especially for televisions because of Vox), he’ll purchase a TV just so you two can watch movies together

He especially loves romantic ones as he gets ideas from them for what to do for you next and horrors because whenever there’s a scary tense part, you’ll cling onto him like a cute little fawn who is scared and is looking for protection

He doesn’t like to talk about his feelings so when the time finally comes for him to confess and propose to be lovers, he’ll probably blush so red it will put his hair to shame

And when he finally asks, there’s no hesitation, just you two loving each other with everything you have

[dyke-stuck]

hey :3 this blog is inching close to the one year anniversary (and possibly the start of a break/end of my posting daily here lol) and as such, i wanted to send it off with a bang!!

soooo for the last 8 days of this year of dyke-stuck (8/6-8/13) ill be doing a prompt list; free to use by anyone else who so desires (and i encourage that!!! pls!!) if you only want to participate on some of the days, thats awesome too! i wanted do to at least a little collaborative stuff on here so any engagement is good engagement :3

having said that, my inbox will be open from here on out- not for requests until stated otherwise- but just to chat! feel free to ask me about my headcanons, my opinions on yours, about ship opinions, or whatever you feel like :D!

the prompts themselves are as follows:

day one, 8/6 - transfeminine

day two, 8/7 - transmasculine

day three, 8/8 - transxenic

day four, 8/9 - transneutral

day five, 8/10 - multigender OR genderqueer (or both!)

day six, 8/11 - wlw ship

day seven, 8/12 - t4t ship

day eight, 8/13 - fave ship/headcanon that fits the blog theme (being either trans or wlw)

hope everyone has fun with this :D! please @ me in your posts i would love to see your ideas & WILL reblog it to my main (@arqdyke)

(temporarily taking over my pinned post; regular pinned post is here)

[siriusly-sapphic]

thoughts on nobleflower i need to know i have so much in my brain

Oh oh oh! Yes!

Okay so I'm a little sick and my thoughts about anything Narcissa femslash related are usually already all over the place so? Bear with me while I type this on my phone?

First: let me establish the specific setting. Since I tend to mess about with Narcissa's age a little depending on the ship bc the canon Black family tree is a right mess that I've decided I can do whatever I want with. For alicissa tho, I tend to just go with Narcissa being 4/5 years older than the marauders, and Alice being like a year older than Narcissa.

And as for any Narcissa headcanon I have, I'm writing this with the idea of trans!narcissa in mind, though it works very similarly if you imagine her as cis. If you want more context for how I see trans!narcissa in canon compliant settings, I have a 7K meta post here but it's not necessary for this (I just like linking it).

Also we're going with some canon compliancy here. No happy endings today.

So.

Alicissa is one of those ships that, for me, starts out genuinely cute. Like... dorcissa starts out as denial and rivalry, narlily can end cute but starts messy. Alicissa starts sweet. It starts hopeful.

It starts in an icecream shop.

I'd say it starts the summer before Narcissa's 5th year, which is the time I headcanon she comes out as trans and has begun her transition. Which means 1. She is quite terrified of making 'another' mistake to embarrass her family and 2. The scariest moments of her life have just been blasted over Witch Weekly and the Daily Prophet. She is scared, she's being very brave about it, and she gets mean when she's nervous. (Well. Meaner than usual.)

Alice has a type of girl she loves and that type is brave and mean and a little sassy.

So you know, when Narcissa comes into Florean Fortescue's, ignores all the stares she gets, and gets snappy when Alice teases her about mint-chocolate chip being the worst flavour to order.... what choice does she really have except to fall in love right then and there?

And I think on Narcissa's side, developing any crush on a girl will always come with a bit of angst. Because from the moment she transitions, she has a very clear path in mind of what to do and what to be in order to make her family proud of them again. (I could go into more detail, but honestly for that if you're interested see the meta linked above.) And dating girls... not a part of that plan.

But she wants to.

And Alice makes it easier to be brave.

They're prefects in different years and different houses and they're good at keeping secrets and Narcissa can get Kingsley, the head boy, to move the prefect schedule so that she and Alice have rounds together. (She knows that Kingsley's into Rodolphus Lestrange like no other, and like I said. She can be a little mean.)

And I think that for that first year. The first two years, even, when they’re still at school and life hasn't gotten quite so tainted with war yet? They're happy. And they're cute. And it feels good. Like it can last.

It can't. Obviously.

One headcanon is that Narcissa starts struggling in school bc yknow she's going through some shit, and maybe there's a subject or two she's never been a natural at and is now falling behind in, and it just so happens that Alice is really good at that. So they can meet publicly in the library while Alice tutors her and Narcissa struggles to get over her embarrassment for needing a tutor.

Narcissa has only ever missed one quidditch game (she hates the game, but her best friends are the Lestrange brothers (oh yes that gets painful later) and they play on the team, sonshe has to go). That's the game Alice convinces her to come into the Gryffindor common room while everyone is gone and they make out in front of the fireplace.

They almost get caught. Narcissa avoids her for about a week. They never take that risk again.

And then the war. Alice graduates first, and I see her as being quite determined to make a difference in the war and unsure how to do it. Obviously the Order is a very secret organisation, and she doesn't know about it immediately, so she becomes an auror.

That's also where she meets her future husband Frank Longbottom (bless that man).

Meanwhile Narcissa is a seventh year, her best friends are losing their parents and are drowning in it and she is trying to balance NEWTs and helping the Lestrange twins and the ever important thing of Not Disappointing Her Parents (Again).

I think, however unjustly so, she starts blaming it on Alice for leaving. Which is obviously not actually Alice's fault bc that's just how gradustion works, but it's easier to blame a girl with who it never could've worked out (and maybe shouldn't have worked out as long as it did), than it is to realise that this is just a shitty collection of circumstances. Or worse, to blame her family. She can never blame her family. (She feels she owes her family too much to blame them)

So by the time Narcissa graduates, she's planning an engagement with Rabastan Lestrange that will fall through soon enough and she hasn't told Alice about yet. Alice, at that point, is an auror who's working together with Frank and feels so very betrayed when she does find out about Narcissa's engagement.

It's one of those things that has always been inevitable. But that Alice couldn't help but secretly hope wouldn't happen anyway.

And I think that's where it goes wrong.

Because Alice tells her not to marry Rabastan, around the same time that Rabastan is trying very hard to destroy everything good in his life because grief isn't kind, and Narcissa is the best damn thing to have happened to him. Druella Black ("you should do better than a miserable second son"), Alice Fortescue ("just get away from all of it"), and Rabastan Lestrange ("why are we bothering anyway?") himself, all tell her to break off an engagement that brought her SO much joy when it became reality.

And so Narcissa decides to hate all of them for it.

Except she can’t. Obviously. But she decides she does anyway.

Because Druella is still the mother she wants to be proud of her, and Rabastan is still her best friend who she wants to protect, and Alice is still the first person she ever really fell in love with. She can’t hate them. But she wants to.

But I think that strains alicissa's relationship a lot. Because it shows that Narcissa isn't just mean, she can be cruel and delusional. And it makes it clear that it doesn’t really matter how much Narcissa loves Alice (because she does. She really does.) Because as brave as Narcissa can be, she's a scared young woman who seeks to protect herself. And protecting herself in pureblood society means marrying a suitable pureblood wizard. It doesn’t mean running away with a halfblood witch and hoping life turns out alright.

Narcissa has always protected herself by planning ahead and following her plan. Alice doesn’t fit into that. And Alice isn't the type of woman who will wait around to see if Narcissa's plans change.

So when Narcissa gets engaged to Lucius Malfoy, and her happy and perfect smile is all over the Daily Prophet, Alice accepts Frank's invitation for a date.

And for a while that's that.

There's some looks, because Frank is a Longbottom and while he's on his way to become a traitor, his great aunt was a Black and he still gets invited to notable pureblood events. Not for long, but long enough. There are some strained conversations and longing glances and even, once or twice, guilt-ridden hookups when their respective husbands are out.

Alice feels a whole lot more terrible about that than Narcissa does. She loves Frank. I swear she does.

Alice is a renowned auror and joins the Order and is a genuine danger to any death eater who comes her way. Narcissa is terrified every day that her husband might die at her lover's hands — or god forbid the other way around.

Alice grows to hate Narcissa during that war. Because how dare she attend charity galas to safekeep the victims of a war, when she damn well knows it's her friends and family waging that war. The hypocrisy and the cruelty too much.

Alice likes her women brave and a little mean. Not cowardly and cruel.

They become mothers around the same time. Two months apart. When they’re both pregnant, they see each other occasionally in the same maternity shops and healer waiting rooms. There's a kinship there and this very strong desire for a closer bond, that ultimately can't withstand the hatred and the mistrust that the war and Narcissa's choices have brought upon them.

And then the war is over.

Narcissa and Lucius manage to escape any time in azkaban. Alice and Frank can finally settle and mourn their loved ones. All four of them can look at these beautiful young boys in their arms and hope with all their might that their lives will be easier.

(It’s unclear when the attack on the Longbottoms happened. We know it happened after the war, and we know it happened when people had just begun feeling safe again. We know there was enough time for Crouch sr to start greying by the time the Lestranges were put on trial.)

But that wrecks Narcissa.

I wanna say that Alice and Narcissa stopped actively seeing each other when the war ended. Alice doesn't want to have an affair when she is genuinely happily married and she has a son. Maybe she's trying for a second child.

But Narcissa’s best friends in the world. The family I tend to describe as "what the Potters and James were to Sirius, the Lestranges and Rodolphus were to Narcissa". And her sister. Two of whom knew just how fucking important Alice Fortescue was to Narcissa, once upon a time.

I genuinely don't think Narcissa believed it, when the Lestranges were first accused of that crime. I don't think she wanted to believe them capable of it. And when it turned out to be true.... I have so many thoughts about that connection I could fill another and longer post. But it wrecks her.

Narcissa only visits Alice once.

It's under the guise of "seeing what her sister has done, to put it behind her". Augusta Longbottom is there, in absolute pieces because her only son is gone. Neville is there, Draco's age. Alice doesn't recognise her. Narcissa thinks it might be better that way.

Narcissa just really doesn't belong there. And she doesn't belong there because of her own choices, her own mistakes. And I think that realisation breaks her even further.

Only one of them remembere what they used to be, and Narcissa selfishly wishes that it wasn't her.

Okay and this is getting long so. The rest is just little moments of pain. Draco writing home about how stupid this Longbottom kid is? The absolute guilt of knowing her darling boy is bullying the son of the woman Narcissa loved most? Post war, when maybe Neville is old enough to want to know more about Alice and find out that there aren’t many people alive who remember Alice when she was young. But Narcissa does.

And don't even get me started on the Lestranges escaping Azkaban. That's agony right there. I have no time. But also I have SO many thoughts and all of them heard more than the other so one day I'll inflict them on others.

This became so long I'm sorry lmao, but I hope you like the thoughts. This is why happier fix it AUs exists.

[lexyscross]

Kirsch family headcanons! 💕 (Pt. 2)

(Reposting this in parts because Tumblr changed their shit and won't let me edit the original post now.)

All of them were upset when Richie told them he was moving to California (they’re from the Midwest, so that’s way across the country), but Quinn especially, who yelled at him and then stomped up to her room, slamming the door shut. Ethan just sat on the couch, pouting with his arms crossed, saying nothing. (Richie, of course, knew why he was going, but he couldn’t give them an answer other than that he wanted to, which is probably what hurt the most. It felt like he was just abandoning the family; that he had his own life now and was ready to move on from them.)

Once Richie moved to California, he FaceTimed/Skyped/whatever with them all of the time. Like, almost every day. They certainly texted daily. A lot of memes and stuff like that, especially between Quinn and Richie.

I don’t even- ...I don’t even know how to describe what it was like when they got the news that Richie was murdered and was involved in a killing spree in California. It was... it was sad is all I know. I imagine they were all home together when they got the news. They were definitely breaking down, mixed with denial. Wayne fell to the floor and sobbed once it hit him; his first baby was gone. Quinn practically had a panic attack right then; in fact, she probably did. And Ethan simply shut down; he just stood there against the wall for about 10 minutes, wordless, showing no reaction, staring at nothing, likely in a state of shock.

Ethan had a bit of a Roman Roy moment at Richie’s funeral. If you know, you know.

Wayne was so deep in his grief that the kids (more so Quinn, the Eldest Daughter™/now Eldest Child™) had to start taking care of him, making sure that he ate and got some sleep.

Quinn and Ethan saw the pictures that Wayne saw of Richie. I have varying theories about this that I enjoy, but all I know is that they saw those pictures. Did Wayne show them the pictures to motivate them? I like to think he tried to keep them from seeing them, but the man was so far gone in his devastation that who’s to say?

Wayne was so sleep-deprived that, when Ethan came to visit him in his office (home office, not at work) before bed one night, standing in the doorway, Wayne accidently called him Richie before realizing and correcting his mistake. He apologized, and Ethan just said it was okay. He wanted to be upset, but he knew it was a simple sleep-deprived mistake; he also knew that it had to be hard for his father to look at him and not see his first son.

Mom/Wife didn't want to talk about Richie after the funeral. She wanted to pretend that he'd never existed. Furthermore, she became cold (or colder, since he sounds like he really hated her in the script) toward Ethan because look at him. How was she supposed to forget her eldest son when her youngest looks and acts so much like him?

When Wayne brought up the revenge idea, and Mrs. Kirsch refused, freaking out and all (as one would do), Ethan knew they had to get rid of her, and he was so angry that she would betray Richie like that. He stormed off to the kitchen, grabbed a large knife, came back to the living room, and just stabbed the shit outta her! All of his rage toward her and about the entire situation just poured out. Quinn and Wayne were in shock. I have no idea how they handled that afterward.

Wayne actually misses his wife, which is why he still wears his wedding ring.

On Richie’s first birthday after his death (which would also end up being the only one they’d be alive for), they “celebrated” with a small chocolate cake (his favorite) and blew out the candles together. 🥺 (Richie is a September baby, to me. A Virgo.)

(Part 1)

[crestfallercanyon]

hi!! 3, 9 and 17 for the fic writer asks? i love your fics btw :)

Ahhh hello! That's so sweet of you to say, I'm glad you enjoy what I write. And thank you so much for asking!! You picked some tough questions, but I'm excited to answer.

3. What's your favorite fic you've written?

Oof, this is an impossible question, I um... it often depends on the day? I mean I have 64 fics and I've loved writing every single one of them, even ones that I wish I could go back and change or even ones that I'd debated getting rid of entirely. So, I'm not even sure how I'd quantify this. That being said, Conflicts of Interest (The Maze Runner, thomally) is my child. It's a story I adore and rotted my mind for a year. I have so many headcanons so many branch off ideas that will likely never see the light of day, but I love thinking about thomally in that context.

Otherwise, I guess... I guess I might quantify it as stories that played out as a near perfect representation as to what was on my brain (or better than what was on my brain). Not to say that other stories are better or worse or whatever, but, like, it's kind of a nirvana when what you read on a page truly rings out like how you dreamt it up. I think those honorable mentions would go to: Something Out of Nothing (The Flash CW, coldflash); Red Lights, They Blink Your Name (The Maze Runner, minally); The Last Eye to Open (Bandersnatch); it'd be better if you flayed me alive (Shameless, gallavich); and -- ironically for how much I griped about the writing of it -- Something Like Sentiment (tmr, thomally).

This was a hard question! Maybe in a few days I'd think differently, but this is my answer for now (long and rambly as it is, lol)

9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written! I write pretty much daily! Sometimes it's not much more than a few lines, but I usually have something whether it be a full-blown scrivener start up or just a little line I put in my notes app or in my journal. Writing is kind of my freedom time. Today was one of those days where I only jotted one short scene in my notes I knew I didn't want to forget. Here's the line that I knew I had to get down:

“Doesn’t matter what I think. He thinks he’s going to hell, and you know the devil — he’ll never turn away a volunteer.”

Maybe one day I'll finish the fic for this bad boy, we shall see <3

17. What’s something you’ve learned about while doing research for a fic?

I've looked up a lot of stuff for fics. Lately I've been learning a lot more about bipolar disorder because I've been wanting to write a manic Ian fic for Shameless.

I also learned a lot about buses, how much fuel they can hold, and how people remodel the insides in order to make them into livable places for my fic Eyes on the Road Ahead (The Maze Runner, brenderesa).

I also learned a little bit about the paternity/adoption/foster system of Missouri for Lullabies for Little Criminals (coldflash).

I'm sure I've learned more interesting things for fic, but that's what first comes to mind about stuff I had to research specifically for fic.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING! Here are the questions, for reference. These were very fun, so thank you so much!

[boypussydilf]

sherlock. what is it's gender. what is their deal. speak your trutg

oh dear with the state of my blog its now hard to tell when people walk up to me and say sherlock if they mean dgs sherlock the og or any of the several others ive started talking about. we need to like. color code them. anyway im gonna talk about dgs sherlock bc hes the one im most likely to have proper thoughts on and then probably also do one for mostly just. like. the general concept actually thinking about it i do have many thoughts on Non-DGS Sherlock i dont know why i allowed myself to think i didnt . i just get caught up in the bimbo dad but i like the entire folder hes stored in

dgs first tho <333333

Sexuality Headcanon: gay. Just gay

Gender Headcanon: If i had to make 1 decision. genderfluid <3 Sherlock Holmes (DGS) can fit so much gender in her !!!!!!!!!

A ship I have with said character: *looks at my blog* *looks at my pinned post* um i think you guys know . already. the only one i have . do i need to say it

A BROTP I have with said character: i mean. Iris. they r best friends for real ! they r like the most important people to each other ! they r this guy and their 10 year old daughter who packs peanut butter jelly sandwiches for them !!!

A NOTP I have with said character: im gonna be petty and say vanlock. i blocked the tag bc i got tired of seeing it. actually even moreso i like physically recoil when i see ppl shipping him with ryuu, it fucking. completely baffles me. like. nothing wrong with that. people who ship them aren’t weird in That sense. but theyre weird as in I can’t understand what compels you to do this . i dont like vanlock but i can Understand why people do i just got extra sick of it bc its semi common. i cant understand why people ship sherlock and ryuu. like youve misread the vibe badly. this is not it. oh dear god this just got 5 times as long as all the other sections of this fucking ask meme. power of being slightly annoyed sorry

A random headcanon: UHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD . I KNOW i have headcanons abou t this bitch he swarms around in my mind all the time. I am imagining Random Exploits of the DGS Cast on a daily basis where did the fucking Concepts and Ideas go. ill return to this once ive done everything else and see if i havent thought of anything fun by then. ive thought about it some more and my most recent thought on him has been like. she knows some russian and japanese right? actually a fucking lot of russian to be able to read entire newspaper articles but thats besides the point i just think that sherlock knowing several different languages is neat but, Like. its pure chance if she ever manages to learn enough to be able to …. use it. once every several months sherlock will get really really excited about a new foreign language and put in like 2 weeks of work before forgetting about it completely. he has the vocabulary of a very young toddler in half a dozen different languages and is remembering those vocabularies by sheer luck

General Opinion over said character: Im normal iam normal normal im normal and regular . im normal and im normal about him and i dont intend to put him under a microscope or anything. i am not putting him in a little plastic box and shaking him to find out what happens . *extends my hand ibuprofen style* who wants to speculate about dgs in hyperspecific ways with me. hello my like 3 dgs followers do you have thoughts on sherlock holmes. tell them to me. lets all be normal. Anyway uh hes funny

IVE GOTTEN THAT BITCH OUT OF THE WAY LETS TALK ABOUT …… im not even sure. The General Concept of Sherlock Holmes on a Wide Scale, which, like, ultimately probably just boils down to: acd holmes. time to get philosophical with it. thats not the right word.

Sexuality Headcanon: sherlock is either gay or aroace or some more specific combination of all previous terms. Hey does that… even count as headcanon? Ultimately my stance is “whatever as long as sherlock holmes is not interested in women” and it is stated very clearly explicitly and repeatedly in canon that sherlock holmes is not interested in women so . like.

Gender Headcanon: You know what’s funny is expressing disdain for women is an effective way to distance yourself from femininity in general, for instance, to assert masculinity as a trans man, or as a negative reaction to being a trans woman. So. Like.

A ship I have with said character: at first i was like “its just kind of an objective fact that sherlock and watson are gay but i dont have emotional investment in it” but that was a fucking lie

A BROTP I have with said character: SHERLOCK HOLMES DOES NOT HAVE FRIENDS. I DONT FUCKING KNOW, TOBY THE DOG?

A NOTP I have with said character: The next time an adaptation tries to make him and irene adler straight together im going to thr authors house and shooting them point blank. shut up shut up shut up shut up. they would NOT

A random headcanon: man i dont even fucking know. he probably eats food off the floor and i mean this genuinely

General Opinion over said character: Sherlock Holmes is the ultimate Little Freak. Like 80% of the joy of any sherlock holmes media is “Watch this Freak Behave Oddly”. Some people think he would be hard to get along with personally i think we would make very good friends and i would love to hang out with the Freak.

Man. I hope this post isn’t actually as long and hard to look at as it looks in the mobile post editor. Unfortunately it probably is

[queenscodex]

Mornings with them

Charatcers: Dorm Leaders; Riddle, Leona, Azul, Kalim, Vil, Idia, Malleus

- Gender Neutral Reader

- Headcanons

So sorry for taking so long to post something new. I also want to apologize if these seem rushed, I might redo this in the future. Not proofread

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Riddle Rosehearts

Mornings with Riddle are fleeting. Its also a symbol of trust. He has never allowed himself to be seen so vulnerable to anyone before and so he can become awkward some days, easily becoming flustered when he finds you beside him.

As a Dorm leader, it's often common for him to be awake before you. Because of his punctual nature and living by a strict routine every morning, his brain is accustomed to automatically waking him during the early hours of the day. Usually, he is quick to get up and prepare for his day.

But on some occasions, he lingers in bed for a little longer, melting into the aura you radiate as you sleep. His eyes are gazing over the features of your face as he can feel the butterflies flutter around his stomach at the sight of his partner resting.

At some point he reluctantly retreats from the bed and proceeds with his daily morning rituals. Afterwards his attention is shifted on you.

Riddle likes to prepare some sweet tea to start his day off, of course he also prepares you a cup to your liking and places it on the bed side table. He leaves you to rest for a little while longer before going to press a delicate kiss on your cheek with the intentions to stir you out of your dreaming state.

The rest of the morning is spent sipping on the tea and conversing on whatever is running through your mind. Riddle can't help but smile whenever he gets to share moments like these with you.

Unfortunately due to this responsibilities, Riddle is unable to linger by his partners side for too long. Though he does savor those last few moments he has before being dragged off to perform his duties.

Before he leaves, he presses a quick kiss your cheek, a promise to return to you as soon as he can.

" Good morning my rose, did you sleep well? I prepared you some tea, let me know if it's to your liking."

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Leona Kingscholar

Leona dislikes mornings as he's aware there's going to be something that wakes him from his rest. That said, mornings with him can also be a bit unpredictable.

He would sleep in for hours if it didn't hold any consequences. Though he also dreads the idea of being held back another year. He tends to wake up whenever he likes and as a result, it's pretty common to wake up at various different times, though most tend to be late in the day. It's also quite common for Ruggie to storm into Leona's room and wake the lion out of his rest.

You both tend to be in a tangle of limbs when you awaken; his arms are wrapped around your waist, his head buried within your chest or shoulder- and if you try to get out of bed his grip only tightens, refusing to let go of his herbivore. Safe to say, you're going to be late for whatever you had planned that morning. For Leona, he feels a sense of comfort feeling your body besides his own, knowing you're there and not just a figment of his imagination.

He will only get up if you struggle enough to escape his grasp or if Ruggie chews his ears off about being late for class- though if it were up to him, he'd be sleeping until that evening in the day, much to the displeasure of his professors.

After a long period of cuddling, he finally let's you go, allowing you to carry out your morning routine. He himself doesn't do much, he's pretty lazy and does little to prepare- probably even sneaks in a few more minutes of rest.

Leona may send Ruggie off to snatch some snacks for the both of you if you're feeling particularly hungry for something. But it's very likely that he will drag you back to bed for more cuddling and rest. Safe to say that you're going to be late for class, but that's the price you pay for dating the lazy lion that is Leona

" Where do you think you're going, herbivore? Class doesn't start for another thirty minutes."

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Azul Ashengrotto

Azul is another one who tends to wake up before you do. He has a lot of responsibilities being the dorm leader of Octavinelle, running a business, handling contracts AND juggling school studies. He has a pretty tedious work style so it's not a surprise that he wakes up at the crack of dawn every day to get a start on work and unfortunately he tends to be gone when you awake yourself- however, on the weekends and days when he is not plauged with too much work, you may catch a glimpse of his snuggling into your embrace.

Seeing you in his arms when he first wakes up never fails to surprise and fluster him. His heart is exploding at the mere sight of you cradled in his arms, sleeping peacefully. He can't help but lean into your touch, his eyes closing momentarily as he allows a wave of sleepiness to wash over him for a brief second. Despite that, his duties beckon for his attention and he knows he'll only end up falling alseep if he lingers for too long as much as he desires for that to happen

He is very careful not to wake you. He's pulling away from your embrace without causing too much disturbance while still making sure you're still comfortable as he retreats from the bed- even readjusting the blanket to cover your form better. He would gingerly press a kiss against your temples before he gets ready for the day.

Before he leaves, he sometimes finds himself staring longingly at your form, part of him wishing to linger by your side and cuddle for a few moments longer.

When you awake yourself, you're first met with a freshly brewed cup of coffee(or any beverage you prefer to start your morning with) of your liking on the bed side table. Meanwhile Azul is quick to wish you a good morning, pressing some kisses to your face as a greeting, his own face heating up in the process

He will help you prepare for the day if you allow him. Afterwards he likes to take you to get some breakfast at lounge before you are both dragged away by your respective duties

" Good morning Angelfish, did you rest well? Hmm? Would you like to accompany me to the lounge? I had the twins make breakfast for us. It's just the way you like it"

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Kalim Al-Asim

Mornings with Kalim are enduring and wholesome. He is someone who likes to start his day off with a happy start and a lot of it comes from simply waking up to see his partner beside him. It's enough to make him feel giddy and cheerful on the inside.

However it's also quite common for you to be awake before him. When you do, you're greeted with the sight of him holding onto you like a teddy bear that he never wants to lose. Meanwhile his face holds a lovestruck smile only reserved for his partner as tries to snuggle into you

He sleeps like a rock, in which he is very still and takes more than a few nudges to wake. He's similar to Leona in that he would rather stay in bed all day if he could, wanting to stay by his lovers side for as long as he could- but sooner or later Jamil will come to wake him up.

Kalim is very doting in the morning and showers his partner with a lot of affection and physical gestures. One of his favorite ways of waking you up is kissing you all over the face while his thumbs graze your cheeks until you wake up. Other times he resorts to rubbing his cheek or nose against your own until you stir out of your rest. Regardless you are always met with a wide grin belonging to the dorm leader.

His wholesome and caring nature doesn't end there. If you're feeling hungry then he'll glady run to the dorm's kitchen to get you a morning snack. And if you want anything special like pancakes or toast then he will take some time to prepare a tray of food made by the best chefs he can find, ready at your bedside table. As for himself, like to start the day with coconut juice and he'll give you some too in exchange for a kiss

Kalim ultimately drags you for more cuddles before you head off for class, he wants nothing more than to be close to you, his smile only widening when you grant him that wish

" Y/n~! Did you like the pancakes? I asked Jamil to make it for you. Wait, don't go yet, let's cuddle for a little longer, okay?"

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Vil Schoenheit

Vil is an early riser; similar to Riddle, he follows a strict routine for his mornings. Upon opening his eyes and seeing you beside him, he can't help but smile to himself. It's among the rare moments when one can see the pure love the Pomefiore dorm leader holds for you.

For Vil, the mornings are a rare opportunity where he can relax without the prying eyes of his fans or other fellow media outlets wishing to capture his personal life. Instead he can place his attention on his sweet potato without interference.

Before he leaves to follow his sophisticated beauty routine, he is sure to press a quick kiss against the cheek of his lover, his eyes lingering on them before pulling away. He leaves you to rest but at some point he'll wake you up as well, having a prepared fruit smoothie in hand for you to drink.

Vil is fond of starting the day with some simple yoga before doing anything else. He encourages you to participate in it too. He's very patient and guides you through the more complicated poses and if you don't want to do yoga then he won't push it on you either

He adores it when you let him help you get ready for the day. Vil loves to do your makeup if you wear any, though he is more reserved when it comes to himself; but at some point in your relationship, he'll let you do some parts of his makeup as well, it's a way he shows that he truly loves and trusts you

There are some mornings though when he pulls out some face masks. He enjoys conversing on your plans for the day as you both wait for the mask to settle, relishing in the peaceful atmosphere of each other's presence

After your long preparation, and even if both your makeup is freshly done, Vill can't stop himself from giving a quick and feathery peck on the lips of his partner before he leaves.

" Sweet potato, it's time to wake up~ I have some face masks I want to try today. Afterwards I can make us some smoothies, how does that sound?"

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Idia Shroud

Idia goes to sleep really late and wakes up around later in the day but not as late as Leona does. He really only wakes up early if something important calls for his attention, although it's more common for him to wake up mere minutes before his classes starts. On weekends however, he tends to sleep in longer, trying to snuggle into your figure as much as he could- and sometimes he doesn't go to sleep all

Idia tends to linger in bed for a few moments. He catches himself gazing at his partner's sleeping form, his mind still finding it hard to believe that there is someone who loves him as you do. If you happen to catch him staring, you'll be met with a flaming and flustered Idia- he'll be feeling embarrassedfor the remainder of the morning.

He doesn't wake you up, instead he lets you wake up on your own time whenever you want. He's nervous that you'll be upset if he wakes you. If it's getting really late though then he might nudge you a little bit, your name faintly falling from his lips as he tries to stir you awake. And when you don't wake up, he freaks out as he becomes unsure of what to do. Thoughts like 'Should I try again? Maybe they're really tired...' are running through his head

For breakfast, he likes to prepare a bowl of your favorite cereal, while also getting himself a serving though he sneaks many sweets into his own-

Idia likes to spend the morning talking to you about the games he played before going to sleep- often rambling off about the mechanics or moments he recalls playing. On more quiet mornings though, he likes to put on an anime to watch as you both eat breakfast and prepare for the day, often conversing whenever the protagonist does something stupid.

It's also pretty common for Ortho to stop by in the morning on some days. Nothing makes Idia happier than to see his two favorite people get along. His heart swells whenever you two interact

For the most part, he tends to stay close by your side in the morning. He's in his comfort zone whenever it's just him and his partner, enjoying the anime together while also getting ready for the day

" I-it's morning already? Ah- Ortho got me this new game, w-would you like me to tell you about it?"

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Malleus Draconia

Mornings with Malleus are soft and comforting. Waking up to see you in his arms is a moment that he wants to relive again and again, love and admiration reflecting off his eyes. No one has ever shown him this form of trust and love before and he cherishes the moment while it last.

It's very likely that he will wake up before you do. He likes to take a few minutes to watch you sleep, he finds it calming to see you so safe and peaceful in his arms- it reassures him that the person he cares most about is safe. Though unlike Idia, he has no shame in it. It's not uncommon to wake up with the sight of two emerald orbs gazing at you lovingly

On the occurrence that you awake before him, you'll find the fae snuggling deep within your shoulder, a rare side of his vulnerability that he trust you to see

Malleus likes to press a kiss to your temple as a way to wake you up while his fingers gently caress your face, his smile never ceasing as you slowly flutter your eyes open. For the first few minutes he stays in bed, leaning against your touch as you cuddle. As much as he wishes to linger in that spot longer, he's aware that Sebek will come looking for him sooner or later

He spoils you a lot and the morning is no different. While he is still growing accustomed to human gestures, he soon comes to learn of bringing breakfast to your lover in bed. Perplexed, he tries it and you were are met with an assorment of breakfast foods on tray resting on your lap one morning. Malleus comes to like the little romantic gesture and finds himself waking up early to prepare you a tray of your favorite treats.

Mornings mean a lot to Malleus. It's a time when he can be alone with you without needing to worry about anything else. He could forget about his responsibilities of being a prince, a student, a fae. It's also a moment where he can be alone with you from the prying eyes of his overprotective roommates. He adores those moments for he can be himself

Before you both leave for your respective tasks, Malleus peppers many kisses to the face, wishing to stay by your side for just a moment longer

" A final kiss before you depart, my treasure. Though is it selfish for me to admit that I want more?"

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[helpforihavefallen]

Not surprising but Aaron T stole my mf heart and left no crumbs, tho he shared it with the rest of the 4town. Damned be them anyway-

Random headcanons of T because i said so :)

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• Mamas boy. Let’s start with the strong one. He definitely is not the only child but is the oldest.

• He had to babysit a lot his younger siblings when they were growing up which kinda took away his freedom to goof around and actually bring his playful nature in the air.

• So now that he is with the group where he isn’t in charge anymore, he feels more free than ever before to do whatever he likes, try different hobbies and just nap whenever the hell he wants to.

• Dont get me wrong he loves his family but holy he’s happier now that he’s away from them to pursue his own life and goals.

• So T rarely gets serious. Like ever. Obviously it’s fun and all but he lacks the understanding of certain situations where he should stay quiet instead of cracking jokes which actually sometimes makes the things even worse between the guys.

• That being said he really gives full 100% from the moment his eyes open in the morning to the moment he goes to sleep.

• I’m just kidding he is a BEAST if you wake him up early in the morning on their day off.

• Likes to come up with nicknames for everyone which more or less for their liking, will be stuck with them until the day they die.

• He LOVES hugs, highfives, whatever physical touch there is. He loves being close to people and feeling like there’s some special bond between him and them so you can bet your heart that whenever he receives a first highfive, fistbump, hug (you get the idea) he will be grinning the rest of the day happily.

• Obviously he’s SO ENCOURAGING LIKE??? You passed the test? AMAZING. You survived the day? SUPERB. You just tried your best? HE IS SO PROUD OF YOU.

• Bit of a scatterbrain though let’s be honest.

• Has a dad sneeze. I know y’all know what i’m talking about. The whole house will shake under him when he sneezes.

• Plays videogames with Taeyoung whenever they are free. The thing is though, he is a sore loser and Taeyoung is unbeatable.

• He’s really good with kids! They looooove him and he loves playing with them.

• He absolutely dares the other members of 4town to do stupid crap with him or just in general.

• That being said he dared Taeyoung to zip himself inside a suitcase and he got stuck. Thats why Tae now refuses to go into small spaces.

• His hair is so soft oh my god-

• He also ALWAYS has a bed hair which looks????amazing????? Jesse is the most bitter about this as his bed hair looks horrid.

• Nothing makes him happier than seeing people smile and having fun. He’ll do anything to keep them smiling which sometimes can go a bit far but Robaire keeps him in the ground as he’s a bit more serious.

• He and Aaron Z has a secret handshake they do whenever they nail something and the others are extremely bitter about it since they want to learn it too.

• He rarely argues with anyone, but if arguments happen he will shut down. He hates it and can’t physically nor mentally handle it.

• But he also gets dared by Aaron Z and Taeyoung especially, which ended up him drinking a ketchup bottle (he was sick for the rest of the day)

• ”It was basically a smoothie bro.”

• Loses his things on daily basis.

• Oh also T cries very easily when watching a sad movie. He watched Lion King once and he hasn’t been the same since.

• He is your go to guy if you want to distract yourself from the problems as he isn’t that great at listening tbh. HE STILL TRIES HIS BEST OKAY.

• He is actually really smart even though he is a scatterbrain. He just chooses to do the dumb things as they seem to make people smile more.

• That being said...he is a bit insecure now that he’s known as the ”haha funny man” dude he feels like if he gets serious people might lose interest in him.

• Plays his insecurities off with jokes :)

• He has a bad habit of biting his nails which is most upsetting to Taeyoung as he can’t paint his nails now.

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I have so much more i want to write down but AAAAA

[michu-writes]

hello hello !! im the anon who requested the touch starved reader and istg the post gave me butterflies i love it !! thank you so much for it <33

if it isn't any trouble, i would like to request another camilo hc post with a fem!reader who is just not having a great time during her period? on mine rn and i have always suffered through awfully painful cramps during mine, no idea why :( i have gotten used to them due to my pain tolerance being high enough to continue daily tasks w em but they still hurt like a mf nonetheless aaaa T__T this month seems to be a bad one since the pain was enough to make my knees buckle and had to breathe /really/ lightly while laying down uncomfortably to not trigger more ouchies >n< just need a lil 'milo loving since all this w the additional work i have to force myself to do and just overall uncomfy-ness of it being too warm, too cold, too itchy, too everything just makes me wanna 🤸‍♀️🕳

sorry for the long req huhu T○T take your time w this tho !! totally understand if you're uncomfortable w the req or have not enough time hehe hope you remember to drink some water and to take care babes<33 mwa mwa !!

A/N: Omg ah hello again :3! That must've suck, I'm really sorry D: ! I hope you'll feel better, and I've had some really bad period cramps as well so I feel you HAHAHS /lh

You're officially my favorite anon, you're so cute and nice like !! /lh /hj

But I hope this lightens up your mood, and sorry for the wait !

Warnings/genre: Bad period cramps, blood, headcanons, fem!reader

Camilo x fem!reader with bad period cramps headcanons

• At first he'd notice how much pain you were in, and really started to get worried. He would ask what was wrong, and once you told him you had period cramps, he understood.

• He's never experienced it, considering being male, but whenever his mother or sister were on their period, he was always there to help. So he's basically ready to take care of you.

• He'd make you stay in bed, and will make you tea and bring you something warm and/or damp to put over your stomach !!

• He would also probably make a pillow fort for you, it's so comfortable I swear oh my god

• He'd cuddle with you too if you want! His cuddles are the best!!!

• Would bring you whatever you need and want. If you're craving food, he'd ask Julieta to make it for him.

• Will always crack some jokes and talk to you to distract you from the pain in an attempt.

• Would also whisper sweet things about you, and that the pain will go over soon.

• He'd go to Dolores or Pepa for some advice as well, since it'll be easier.

• If you got any blood stains on your bed sheets or anything, he'd clean it up for you right away, so you don't have to worry!

• Though, he might think it's gross, because it's fkn blood, but gets over it easily thinking it's normal for girls-

• He's really good at comforting verbally !!!

• Just like Mirabel said, he'll never leave until he makes you smile <3

• Even though he never gets to experience it, he knows how painful and annoying period cramps could get, so he tries his best to seize it and help.

• Once he notices you're in your period, he'll switch up immediately to the "sweet, caring, kind, nice boyfriend" mode ( not like he is already or anything )

• He loves you and cares about you a lot, so always keep that in mind :3

[masterjedilenawrites]

L & O for the Bad Batch and Delta Squad pls? 🫣💞 Glad to see you're back!! Hope you've been taking care of yourself 💞💞💞

Glad to be back! I've been trying to take care of things, making some progress slowly but surely. Thanks for the love, hope you enjoy these headcanons! 💖

L | Love Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

Hunter and Wrecker will be straightforward and honest, no games or drawn out pining for these guys. As soon as they know they like someone, they say so. As soon as they fall in love, they declare it. There's no need to wait or make a big show of it in their minds.

Tech and Scorch normally like to have a plan when it comes to these things, but they'll get to a point where they're so overwhelmed by their own emotions that their confession is blurted out in an unexpected, rambling mess. They will be giddy and excited, nervous and perplexed. It'll be a chaotic but sweet moment.

Crosshair and Boss won't actually confess, their relationship will have no real start date. Over time they'll simply open up more, spend more time together, progress the physical stuff bit by bit. It'll be slow and subtle, so when they do utter the words "I love you," they'll have already said it in so many other ways before.

Echo and Fixer are doing this the old-fashioned way, creating a moment separate from the hustle of daily life to ensure there's enough time and attention for what they want to say. Maybe they'll draft a speech or just wing it, but either way they're being very clear in their intentions and making it special.

Sev is just... an adorable disaster. He is so out of his element, so confused and unsure about what he feels, why he feels it, how to express it all... He's yearning. He's annoyed. He's scared. His crush would need to help him find his words, or just speak them for him.

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O | On Could Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

Hunter and Scorch are needy, especially on a physical level, so it's very apparent to anyone with eyes how they feel. They'll stand or sit closer, always look to hold a hand, constantly bring them in for hugs or kisses, etc. They can't help but want to be close and a part of their daily lives as often as possible.

Wrecker and Crosshair are busier the more they're in love. They no longer waste a single second sitting idle when they could be doing something for the person they care about. Whether it's taking off on an errand or participating in whatever their partner is doing. Sometimes it's obvious what they're up to, other times it's subtle but still appreciated.

Tech and Sev do not recognize their own feelings for a while, but it's very obvious for everyone else. They're generally more patient and caring, bringing the person up in conversations randomly, going out of their way to help them or make them smile. When they realize how they feel (with or without some prodding from some brothers), it's a huge revelation and they are shook.

Echo and Fixer become more talkative. There's so many opportunities now for good conversation, whether it's explaining plans and ideas, reliving memories, asking questions, or just shooting the breeze. This person becomes their go-to for sharing any thoughts that pop into their head. Including more intimate topics and sweet nothings, which they always save for more private moments.

Boss may not come across as any different in normal, day-to-day activities. He still keeps on his game face as a leader and treats everyone with equal care and respect. But privately, he'll have date nights on his calendar, and a new route home that passes by a flower shop... little things added into his "after-hours" life that give away where his heart truly lies.

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[genshinwritings]

Pregnancy Headcanons || Zhongli & Diluc

Thank you guys a lot for loving the other pregnancy headcanons ♥ I hope this satisfies your needs, haha~ 

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Zhongli

 Zhongli knew that there was something wrong with you. You were avoiding him almost strategically. Whenever you had to meet up with him you made sure that another person was around so you would not have to talk to him about private things. He often pretended that everything was fine in front of other people but deep inside he was longing to know what was wrong with you. Usually you would come around in the morning or in the evening to visit him but within the blink of an eye everything had changed. He didn’t see you daily anymore, whenever he came you left right away. He didn’t know what he had done or said to you that made you react like that but he surely knew that his heart shattered whenever a day passed where he did not talk to you.

 He had thought about the circumstances of your relationship and the possibility of anyone threatening you to stay away, yet he could not think about anyone who would profit from keeping you away from him. He felt devastated and he did not know what to do, he had handled a lot of situations with women before but never in his life had his partner avoided him without having an obvious reason to do so.

 It was late at night when you returned home, a small shock running down your spine as you felt another presence in your flat. You knew that it was him right away. You sighed defeated as you stepped into the living room, Zhongli neatly seated in the arm chair while sipping on a cup of earl grey. “Guess you’ve been expecting me..” You mumbled as you kicked off your shoes, an uneasy feeling tumbling in your stomach.  Zhongli’s eyes focused on yours as you nervously fumbled with your fingers, knowing that he was going to confront you now about the way you behaved the last couple days.

 “Would you mind sharing your knowledge with me as of why you are avoiding me?” He spoke low and calmly before blowing cold air to his tea, taking a sip while his eyes never left yours. You had been trying to avoid this conversation with him rather than you had tried to avoid him in general, yet you knew that you had to talk to him about what was going on. “I’m sorry when I hurt you with ignoring you.” You started to whisper, your gaze falling to the ground. “I did a mistake, a pretty big one and I did not want to bother you with it. I’m stupid and you’re going to hate me for it.”

Zhongli raised an eyebrow at your words, placing the cup of tea down on the wooden table in front of him before standing up. He had to admit that he was severely confused upon hearing your words, not being able to think about anything you could have done wrong.  Nevertheless, a mistake that would make him hate you. The thought of you being unfaithful crossed his mind, yet he knew that you would never do that, he trusted you too much. “Hey..” He whispered softly, firm hands placing on your shoulders as he leaned down to press a loving kiss to your forehead. “I can’t think of any reason that would possibly make me hate you and I’m sure whatever you have done is neither worse than the things I did in the past..” His voice was calm and soothing your nerves, a small relieved sigh slipping past your lips as your arms wrapped loosely around his middle, leaning your forehead against his chest.

“I’m pregnant..” You whispered into the fabric of his coat, your arms around him tightening as the fear of him pushing you away spread in your stomach. You could feel your heart clench as seconds of utter silence passed, almost feeling like an eternity. You had been more than afraid to see his reaction when you told him, after all he had been with several other partners before who did not let a mistake like that happen.

Zhongli was shocked by your words to say the least, never in his life had he expected this to be the reason why you had avoided him for days. He had prepared himself for the worst already but this was far from what he had expected.

 “First off..” He spoke calmly while his arms wrapped around your body to pull you close, one of his hands finding its way to the back of your head to reassuringly caress you hair. “The amount of love I carry in my heart for you makes it impossible for me to hate you. Whereas secondly, there’s always two people involved when it comes to this..” He leaned down to press a small kiss to the side of your head, his strong hand running over your back. He felt your body shivering and trembling in his arms, pulling slightly away from the hug before lifting up your chin between his thumb and index finger to look at you. He saw the sorrows in your eyes along with the fear of rejection, his heart craving for you to understand that he was not mad at all. “I love you, I really do. How could I ever thank you for a surprise as magnificent as this one?”

He smiled softly as he leaned in to catch your lips in a gentle but firm kiss. Even though he had never thought about becoming a father himself, the idea of it sounded more than tempting, especially with you as the mother. He could feel the warmth in his heart again as you relaxed into his touch, a small chuckle leaving your lips as you parted. “I know you’re far from being overly excited but- I love you too and I hope you know that I’m more than happy.” You hummed sweetly, pressing another kiss to his lips.

 Zhongli is going to spend all the free time he has to be by your side, always making sure that you’ve got everything you needed. Whenever he can’t come around or has to stay away from you for a while, he will tell the old people in the village to come and look after you. He does not trust a lot of people when it comes to knowing about your pregnancy, he does not want you or your unborn child to be exposed to unknown danger, trying to keep the possibility of anything happening to you as small as possible.

With time he will slowly get used to the thought of becoming a father, often talking to you about the things he’s going to do when your baby was finally born. He bought a lot of children’s books, telling you that he’s planning to read them a bedtime story every night so they might become as interested in books as he is. He will tell you how he’s going to teach them about the culture in Liyue and how he can’t wait to take them out, to show them the most beautiful places. Whenever he is talking about the future and about your baby, you can see a sparkle of happiness in his eyes and you can hear how proud he is from the way he speaks.

Diluc

 Everyone knew that Diluc was not the most sincere person when it came to talking, especially not when they were involved with the Knights of Favonius. With you it had always been a different thing, you had gotten to know him when you first arrived in Mondstadt, even before you had made up the thought of joining the Knights. It was a quiet evening when you sat at the bar of Mondstadt’s tavern, Diluc casually working while he was, of course, not the best partner for a conversation. He had told you about some of the people in the city and recommended who you could talk to and who you should avoid if possible. You noticed his disliking for the Knights of Favonius right away, yet you did not dare to ask him about it back then. You visited him frequently at the tavern, pretending to be there for personal reasons rather than only to talk to him. Even after you had joined the Knights, Diluc still treated you the same as before. He told you that he did not like your decision but he somehow found a liking to talk to you which was the reason why he would ignore that small fact about you. After meeting up in the tavern for weeks, he had invited you to go on a date with him or asked you whether you wanted to at least meet him somewhere more private.

 You had spent a lot of time with Diluc over the next few months, always making sure that you would stop by at the winery when you were around or him visiting you in town when you returned from a mission. You never needed words to describe your relationship, the both of you just knew that you belonged together. Whenever you were around Diluc was happy, outgoing and almost a man with a soft side. He made sure to never show this side of himself to anyone but you though, always making you laugh when he switched from being soft to being a meanie.

Diluc noticed it quickly when your behavior around him changed. You weren’t as outgoing anymore, often canceling your missions shortly before departing or asking someone else to go for you. It got to the point where even Kaeya asked him what had happened to you that you were often trying to avoid your responsibilities as a Knight. It was slowly getting to Diluc’s nerves, you suddenly changing this much and more than that, you not being around as much as you were before.

He had told his brother that he wanted to talk to you at the winery, for once finding it okay to ask Kaeya for a favor, something he would never usually do. You were surprised as the Cavalry Captain told you about his brothers message for you, a small shock running down your spine. You had tried to avoid to talk to Diluc for a while, yet you knew that he was far from being stupid and that he would see through your act right away.

Diluc was relieved to see you when you arrived at the winery in the evening, a soft smile planted on his lips as he welcomed you at the door before taking you up to his private apartment. You could feel your heart jump with joy upon seeing Diluc’s smile, the last few days had been unbearable as you had tried to stay away from him. Being able to look at him again, to feel his rough hand in yours as he led you through the building, it all made you feel utterly happy.

“I was almost afraid that I did something wrong that you weren’t visiting me anymore.” He spoke lowly before chuckling softly, squeezing your hand in his. “Would you like to drink anything?” He asked you as he let go of your hand, a small smile on your lips as you followed him through the apartment to the kitchen, your arms crossing in front of your chest. “I’ll be fine with grape juice.” You spoke as you leaned in the doorframe, Diluc stopping in his steps upon hearing your words. He looked at you confused and raised an eyebrow, tilting his head lightly to the side. “You sure you want no wine? It’s unsual for you to be satisfied with only juice..” He laughed shortly. Whenever you two met, wine was your usual go to drink but right now you didn’t think of it as properly and appropriate for your situation.

“Well, it’s not allowed to drink any alcohol when you’re pregnant, so I guess.. I have to go with grape juice.” You shrugged your shoulders playfully before taking the glass from his hand, his eyes growing big. He stood there dumbfounded, not knowing whether you were joking or not, stupidly both suited the situation. “Are you joking right now?” He almost whispered, his eyes focusing on yours as a bright smirk formed on your lips. Diluc could feel himself growing mad on the inside because you were playing with him but at the same time he felt a deep hope in his heart that you would tell him that you were not joking.

“I’m not joking, you’re going to be a father..” You mumbled, the smile never vanishing from your lips. You knew everything about Diluc’s complicated past but you also knew that he was going to be an excellent father no matter what. Adding to that he had often fantasized about becoming a father since your relationship had become more serious. He could feel his heart skip a beat as he listened to your words, placing down his glass before cupping your face in his hands, leaning in to quickly press a kiss to your lips. “I love you.” He whispered softly in between multiple small kisses, one of his arms wrapping around your hips to hold you close. “Thank you so much, my love. For everything. For coming into my life and changing everything to the better.”

 Diluc is going to be as caring as he always is when it comes to you. Always making sure that he was around when you woke up and when you fell asleep. During the day he was often occupied with his own work but whenever you felt bad or asked him to stay with you, he did as you wished. He was more than happy about your pregnancy, the proud feeling of soon becoming a father storming through his veins. Whenever someone asked him about your pregnancy there was always warm smile on his lips as he stayed silent about the circumstances. He had no problem with letting anyone know about it as long as it did not put you into danger somehow. 

[mammonswhore]

Heyo~ can I get some headcanons for when the brothers' take mc shopping but mc feels guilty or unworthy and think they don't deserve to get gifts or have nice things done for them 😣thank u for being so amazing btw,,

Of course you can! Thank you for the compliment,you are amazing too♥🥺

Brothers react to an MC who feels unworthy and guilty when shopping.

✒Lucifer

He is the type to spoil his lover in special occasions but he knows when is a good timing to take a break and pamper them for being there for him and loving him despite his flaws.

It goes without a saying he is taking you to a high standard mall for shopping.

He is not dumb so he notices right away you are uncomfortable,at first he thinks it us because of all the glares but then he realizes it can't be that.

So he confronts you about it in a very soft way trying not to startle you.

"MC dear,is there something bothering you?"

He hears you sigh and waits for an answer patiently.

"Lucifer you know I love you but I don't feel good having you taking me shopping. It makes me feel weird spending your money just like that and yeah I know I spend part of your money because I live in your house, eat the food that you buy and..."

"MC,be quiet for a few seconds."

He proceeds to hold your hands and look with his signature loving gaze that he saved for you and you only.

He couldn't believe such a beautiful human could be so thoughtful and precious. He pulls one of his hands out of his gloves and lifts it up to caress your face appreciating your beauty.

"You need to have this type of attention, after all you have been through with me and my rowdy brothers it's quite weird that you haven't asked for anything in exchange. You know that you can ask for anything and I will provide it,don't you?"

✒Mammon

Mammon is the type of "I'm spoiling you because I'm about to fuck things up/I fucked things up already" so you know how things go here.

But his way of spoiling is not taking you to a mall and shop you whatever you want,his way is more about "I heard that you wanted this so I bought it for you when you were clearly not looking."

And this time it was different,he was decided to spend part all of his grimm to spoil you and you were not about letting him do that.

"Honey... Do you really want to do this? I don't think spending this much money on clothes for me is that worthy and maybe you can use this money to pay part of your debt with..."

"Cut it,MC. If I say I'm going to spoil you then that's what I am going to do,don't worry about my debts and be cool."

But he couldn't avoid but to notice the look and your eyes when he used his card to pay for something he choose for you.

"MC I will get mad if you don't start enjoying this,it's not every day that the Great Mammon decides to spoil someone with his own money!" He said half jokingly half mad.

"I don't think I deserve this,Mammon."

Oh no,no no no no. He blushes almost immediately and starts mumbling things about how you changed him and that he is spoiling you because he knows you deserve to be treated differently once in a while since you did so many things for him and his brothers.

After all the mumbling you clearly heard he kisses your cheek and tells you to "cut the crap" and buys some ice cream.

✒Leviathan

Levi does not leave his room for more than one or two hours a day so leaving the house with him is a big deal.

You two were heading to the anime store he usually goes to and he decided that he will spend some of his money buying some things anime related that you will like.

When both of you get to the store he tells you to get some things he might like to make it more interesting even tho it's only a tramp. A cute tramp.

Levi is the type to really listen and acknowledge your words so it was not hard for him to pick things for you.

When both of you got to show each other the things you choose,he noticed the look on your face was not what he was expecting.

"Levi you don't have to buy things for me, spend your money on your own things and not on me please."

His face frowns and he is clearly confused about this attitude and asks you to please explain what you mean.

"Well you know... I don't feel like I deserve this type of gift from you."

"What? MC um... I-I love you a-and I do this because I know you w-will like it so don't start acting like a normie now."

Levi looks away from you when saying this and gets the things you choose for him the cashier along with the things he pick.

Sometimes will remember you that he thinks you are the best and that you deserve to get this type of attention once in a while.

✒Satan

He clearly loves to be spoiled,no one can tell me otherwise. He likes to be spoiled with material things that are small such as keychains,rings or bracelets (even if he doesn't wear them,he likes them because in his mind you said "what a cute thing,it reminds me of my boyfriend" and he loves it) and likes to spoil you with more homemade things likes some sort of baking,writing or reading for you.

Still once in a while he likes to spoil you with things that are not the homemade type. Such as this time,he was waiting for you to pick a piece of jewelry you like. He was quick to realize you were just staying there staring at the several pieces of gold and silver in front of you hesitantly.

"Darling,is something wrong with the jewelry?" He asked with a questioning tone, glancing at you with his green eyes.

"Well I don't quite feel comfortable spending your money like this" You said blushing.

He smiled and softened his expression,he placed a hand on the top of your head and patted softly.

"I can afford spoil you every time I want and you need to know that I would not do this if you didn't deserve it. You do more than what you give yourself credit for so quit this behavior and let me treat you like you deserve to be treated."

✒Asmodeus.

He likes both spoil and be spoiled. His favorite way of spoil you is to take you to shopping sprees while he likes to be spoiled with daily things likes cuddles,kisses and taking baths together.

But he always noticed that the shopping sprees were less than what he expected them to be. You always have been careful to not let it slip anytime that you were uncomfortable with being treated that way because you knew he loved to do that for the ones he loves. And this time was not an exception.

"Sweetheart,is something wrong?" He asked almost clueless.

"Well you see,Asmo... I'm not fully comfortable spending your money with things only I can use and enjoy"

Asmodeus chuckled a little and took his lovers hands with a soft smile.

"Darling every time I have the chance to buy something for you I get thrilled with the idea of you wearing something I choose for you and you only. Don't worry about my money. You deserve to be treated like the type of person you are and before you say something I mean that in a very good way."

He kissed both of his partners cheeks and pushed them to keep on shopping reassuring them once in a while that he is thrilled with this.

✒Beelzebub

It all started when he was thinking about all the times MC feed him without complaining, all the times they woke up to his stomach growling and the countless times they made something for him to eat before going to bed. He felt sad that he was not giving back enough so he decided to use part of his money and take them shopping.

MC thought that they were going to the buffet Beel mentioned two days before but they were wrong.

"Surprise! I thought you will like to have some time for yourself so I made a reservation for the spa today,Asmo said you might like it."

He was happy and so was his partner but there was something about then that didn't seem right.

"MC,is everything okay? You don't like it? If you don't like it we can go somewhere else I don't mind."

"Beel,I don't feel like spending your money like this."

Beel was confused about his lover's words. He could only think about making the wrong choice when following Asmo's advice and making things awkward.

"It's not your fault I just don't feel like spending your money like this on me,we can go somewhere else and..."

"MC,do you feel like you don't deserve this?" He asked suddenly realizing.

MC just sighed and looked away from him, they were feeling the guilt build up.

"From all the people I know I honestly think you are one of the few who deserves this type of attention and I'm happy I'm the one proving this to you."

Maybe it was his smile,the soft tone on his voice or his long fingers twitching to hold theirs but MC felt relieved and less uncomfortable going to the spa.

✒Belphegor.

For once he decided to not act like a brat and take MC shopping a few days before their birthday. He was going to make this shopping spree his birthday gift from his part and he was also going to give in to the constant protesting about not leaving the house.

It was a perfect plan,he even asked Lucifer for permission to do his chores later and spend some timw with MC.

But the plan was not perfect for his lover who seemed rather uncomfortable than happy.

"You can pick whatever you want,I will just enjoy and pay,okay?" Was what he said when they arrived to the mall.

"Belphie you know I love you but why don't we go back to the house and do something there?"

He was not having it. His first thought was that they were ashamed but he then realized that they couldn't be ashamed of being seen with him or to receive things from him because he already made gifts from them.

"MC,do you feel like you don't deserve this?"

The answer was shocking,the guilt on MC's eyes was clear as water and the sudden wave of guilt made Belphie look away from them.

"Listen I know I'm not the one for the sweet talk but you do deserve this and it's also a gift from me to you since it's your birthday in a few days so... Please shut up and go shopping."

Belphie was beyond flustered and so was MC. Both of them tried to calm down before going shopping.