#thanku so much for drawing them

[bluedeedeedoop]

If you draw my silly barrissoka text post please show me 😄

it took a bit longer to get to it but i finally drew it! please i loved this idea sm and it was soooo fun to draw! thanku sm for the permission to draw it! (I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THIS IS CANON)

You can find the original post here btw!

[dinokiwii]

here’s my interpretation of jefferem….he’s basically my oc at this point I draw him and benry so much

edit: i have a tag for them now. #jefferem and benry if u wanna see more of my doodles of them..it makes me so happy that people like them bsbfbf thanku guys for the kind words n all

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

Quitting Weed Day 9 Status Report 📝

to start off , i'll say, i do indeed feel like Ass ! this post might get a tad emo. regretting my life choices to smoke for as long as i have 😕 But then again, maybe that's harsh, cus i was just doing the best i could with the circumstances i been dealt in the past.

i couldnt just quit cold turkey cus every time i try that its way too intense and i alwaus end up going back. So the past 9 days i've been hitting my (extremely weak) weed cart a couple times a night, only after 9pm, just to help me sleep. Before that i was smoking probly like. 5-8 bowls a day, followed by hitting the weed pen RELENTLESSLY all night until i passed out. So its still been a huge change lol. From tonight onwards tho i'm done w the weed pen and ready to try 0 thc 🙏

kind friend @palmceader sent me a CBD tincture made for sleep (thanku again 🥹) which im sure has a TINY percentage of thc, but nothing even close to how much im used to.

i cant even imagine how fried my dopamine receptors are, cus honestly, i feel Fucked. spaced out is an understatement. i cant focus on anything and its kinda driving me insane. it feels impossible to read or draw or do any of my hobbies.. my body feels heavy and depressed. No motivation. its kinda the opposite of what i was expecting. i can barely keep my eyes open during the day..

on a brighter note i havent been struggling too much with sleep or appetite. i think sleepy time tea + the tincture + magnesium is rly helping. my dreams recall is already improving so much, and the times i have nightmares arent as bad as its been previous times i tried to quit. i havent rly struggled with cravings at all either, which used to be a huge obstacle for me ! im just so over it now. i was starting to get chest pains and coughing a lot, which was taking any joy out of the act of smoking for me.

morbid to say but I often think of my father and how his rampant addictions directly lead him to such a painful and horrific early death. its a rare perspective of imagery so disturbing , i know i can't go on in such a manner. Like, what a fucking fool i would be! For others i can understand it but for me, no. it has haunted me for a long time to know i'm letting myself go down that path, even with all my insistent self-justification that his death is what brought me to this in the first place. deep down ive been knowing i need to break the cycle like i have the choice and the power, im still alive im still here ..

Sorry if thats depressing to bring up! i do feel depressed tho. i cant use weed to hide from my pain anymore.. i have to rewire my whole ass method of coping with stress at age 30. i know i can do it but its gonnnna be a long winded process full of ups n downs. Running away is no longer an option and thats a lot to face! a lot of old wounds i never rly dealt with, cus i kept my head in the 💨clouds💨 for so long.

i promise not to give up this time tho no matter how hard it gets 🙏 i want to set a good example too like indunno a lot of younger ppl follow me now i dont wanna feed into narratives that may influence them in bad directions. i have a responsible heart. i rly dont think weed is cool i havent since i was like 16. i was just dependent on it so i tried to romanticisze its role in my life. its silly.

im kinda laughing now cus im like god, i initially felt like the reason im quitting is so i can be more active in my dream world, but the more i think about it the more i notice MANY many more reasons to quit that go way deeper.

All in all the reason im talking about it is to maybe inspire other ppl who have been on the verge of quitting but too afraid to rly take the plunge-- Ur not alone, ur not weak for being addicted, if u need to reach out to me u are more than welcome.

Ppl rly downplay weed addiction cus the withdrawals arent life threatening like other substances, but that doesnt mean its a walk in the park. Most ppl i know who are stoners have never been able to quit for similar reasons as me. It takes a major psychological hold over u. if u ever need to vent about it or need advice, im here!

if u read all of this, pls dont worry abt me xD Even if it feels miserable rn i have faith things will improve, the heaviness and brainfog will lift, the emotions will be purged, i am excited for my future. One day at a time....Dont giving up 🙏

Signed, PMD9

[enden-k]

I just wanted to say i absolutely adore your Alhaitham x Nilou art. They are my favourite friend-ship (shipping but platonic if i dont make sense) and the content about them is so rare. Seeing you as one of my fave artist drawing them made my day and still makes it when i see it. Thank you so much!

i like them in whatever way but yes you make sense, i know what u mean

also auasbujkbckj 😭💙 thanku sm for enjoying, ill def draw them more some time

[magicratfingers]

hi!!! ive been putting off sending this ask bc idk how to phrase it in the best way but … ive been trying to work on my drawing lately even tho the Voice that wants to give up bc im not immediately good at things is VERY strong !!! & i love your work so much + ive been taking a lot of inspo bc its kinda scribbly and pared-down but still really expressive + differentiated (i.e. im just saying its something i feel like i can try match the vibe of rather than like, a very detailed and refined thing?!?! absolutely not my intention to sound rude at all!!!) .

anyway very rambly but the main thing is ive been struggling a lot w figure+perspective+silhouettes and honestly everything so i was just wondering what ur process was like??? particularly bc ur style is more pared back but everything is so cohesive and all the perspective n posing is perfect. i’m curious sketching/planning is involved before a typical work you’d upload? and idk like……. how much technical skill + consideration goes into a drawing especially re: posing & perspective. just bc i feel like Such a Noob and like my eyes r literally wrong and nothing looks Right. im such a type A planner it just feels like maybe idk am i supposed to be educating myself on figure drawing and shading perspective first??!?! or do i just draw until it’s good?!?!?

idk man i create in a lot of different mediums and i feel super comfortable letting my writing be terrible before it’s good but w drawing the self-critique is SO difficult to ignore. thanku for what turned out to be a vent lol. but i would appreciate any insight! also i love your art ok bye

Hi! yeah great ask. I've been there. Live there, even. Here're two of my comfort hacks

1. Scribbles = Bonsai It can be real hard to know when you're 'done' with an illustration (or anything really) if you don't have a job for it. My doodles are 'done' to me if they have Character, Rhythm, & Balance. I stole that from a youtube doc about Bonsai.

2. Figures / Perspectives / Shading = Planning The Chunks These are kind of all the same thing - 'how am I using volume to say something.' I've found formal perspective stuff to be stifling. I work around it by making little marshmallow toothpick people and putting them in a diorama.

I like the diorama method because all I have to do is make far things lighter and close things darker. That's a lot of depth for very little effort and I'm on a budget.

If this helps y'all I'd love to hear about it 🍀

[liauditore]

I feel like I can recognize your art by the way you do proportions, especially the face, neck and torso proportions. It's a very specific yet edible way you do them, they make me want to consume your art/pos

thanku anon!! proportions and anatomy is actually something ive been trying to work on recently so this means alot 🥺🥺

one thing i rlly like thinking about way too hard is body types in character design and how they influence how someone would look/act in a certain environment. i am def better at thinking abt it than drawing it but i like to think it reflects a bit 👍 (i am also a very very surface level mma fan also so there is also that. its cool how certain fighting arts will compliment certain body types more e.g. every karate practitioner in existence having long ass limbs)

^ quick lineup for fun while i was thinking abt this (im a blasphemous 'cleo is shorter than bdubs' believer)

it's also fun to think up headcanons about. ive always had this thing in my head about grian acting so unhinged/manipulative in 3L and so forth due to him being so much smaller and frailer than everyone else and thus having to be more crafty and cutthroat to survive.

ofc none of this is super relevant in an anime context where suspension of disbelief means tiny stick-thin girls can knock out dudes three times their size with one punch on a weekly basis (and i def have a soft-spot for stuff like that as well) but i like having physicality be a bit more relevant.

oops i rambled but uhh yeah bodies bodies bodies fun to think abt fun to draw i will work hard at improving 💪💪

[goodboytown]

coff coff I was browsing your ao3 stories and I noticed one deleted alternative ending >_> I hope this doesn't destroy the image but really thank you for the drawings and fics u share with us they're so much fun

wh-- aaaa... AAAAAAHH SHJSDBBZ WWWH .... 😳😳.. wrougghb... ah... AAAH.... !!! 🙇🙇 wah... wwwwwooooooooooooo 😱 i.... wrrueu... i just woke up.... and this is the AAAHH first thing i see. these emotions, they're coming in wavesAAAGGHHHH‼️‼️‼️‼️i cant control them

YOU DRAW THESE TWO SO WELL THANKU 😖 im... happy you noticed and appreciated the silly alt ending hehe i will cherish this

[coeluvr]

im replaying demo and im crying lol like actually crying .t eyes out i feelso sad?? ur writing made me feel like its so real when mc cries and lancelot is there and he asks them to eat and the choice they that dont feel like eating and when he hugs and comforts them its so painful sjhfjgj idk how u managed to write this and cant wait to like. get even more emotional reading ur story thanku for sharing it with us

Anon 😭 This is so sweet and I don't know if I should feel bad that you're crying or happy that I can draw out such emotions from you... 😭

Thank you so much! 💗 I hope I can continue providing you with more!

[green-lights-33]

Your Wolfstar art is my absolute favorite in the entire world.

Something so beautiful about the way you draw the two of them together, plus you make them so beautiful looking

Want you to know how appreciated you are, considering I live for Wolfstar

thanku! it means so much to me to hear these things ❤️❤️❤️

[poruvoron]

helloo !! ive love love loved ur art for a long time and ur my favourite artist !!

have u watched/played danganronpa ?? i think, if u have, my life would be complete should u ever draw art of the characters (although it is alr quite complete after seeing ur venti and hanako art ^^') thanku for oftentimes bringing joy to my days w ur art !!!!

aaa hello ;w; !! thank you so much !!

I have omg it's one of my fave games back then !!! I can't remember if I tagged them properly but I've posted some art here !

thank you for your kind words, I wish you well! sending hugs <3

[fetchen]

bLake being their ship name that's so funny 😭 will be learning more about love, victor so i can fully absorb this lore but i Love it when characters who have less than flattering first impressions of each other end up becoming besties and i LOVE your art. the way you draw their hair and face and everything is just. perfect wow. be cringe and free <3

yeah like i said i started thinking about them as a ship bc their names are similar so it just fit as a ship name 😭 i could come up with something else (probably combining their last names) but bLake is funnier so i won’t

i’m very glad at least someone enjoys my cringeposting it’s very nice. trust i have so much more to yap about if given the chance ^_^ feel free to ask more about them bc i’m so invested in them now

i also want to use this as an opportunity to say feel free to ask abt my ocs i have two main ones ^_^ i introduced blake already but i can talk about onix too bc trust i’ll yap my head off about both of them

anyway i’m now a bLake (blake jung x lake meriwether) truther!!!! they are so doopid!!!!!

btw blake is 5’9 and my hc for lake is around 5’3 so. height difference am i right

also Eheehee :3 thanku for the compliments about my art hehe

[kroosluvr]

Just wanna put out there that I love your style! It's so expressive, and I love how you draw characters' faces. Can't afford the adoptables as money's a bit tight at the moment, but best of luck with them! I hope they find good homes!

OMG THANK YOU SO SO MUCH YOU'RE TOO SWEET!!! ;o; <33333 thanku sooo much for your interest and sweet message though THISMADE ME SMILE LIKE AN IDIOT.... PLEASE TAKE CAREEEE AND THANK YOU AGAIN UWEHWEHUEWH<3333

[chaoticlicense]

psssst 21 on the prompt list with eddie munson (the ‘sweetheart’ is perfect for him) (thanku sarah ily lots hehe) xxxx

Did someone say Eddie Munson?? 👀 hehehe, here you go, Lilith! A little treat for you ❤️

Tags: NSFW, Minors DNI, Eddie Munson, Eddie x F!Reader, Fingering, Drabble, Smut, Smut Prompts, Not Proofread

Prompt 21 is "Doing so good for me, sweetheart."

I hope you enjoy your little ficlet ❤️ 

There’s a soft glow of red, green and faded yellow around Eddie’s head. It looks like a halo as he leans over you, a hand on one breast, the other between your legs. Calloused hands palm the soft flesh, teasing and pinching, drawing soft moans out of you. Your eyes can hardly stay open despite Eddie’s previous wish that you keep them on him at all times. 

He wants to look in those beautiful eyes of yours as he pleasures you, wants to watch as they glaze over with each slow drawn-out circle over your clit. He wants to watch you become even more fucked out each time he curls his fingers up inside of you, making your legs shake as you get closer and closer to sweet release. But god is it hard to keep them open, to keep your eyes on him as he smiles.

“You’re doing so good for me, sweetheart,” he says, “Just keep your eyes on me.”

With a shaky nod and a deep breath, you try to focus on him again. 

“Good girl.” He dips his head down to kiss you, pressing his cracked yet soft lips to yours. You can feel him smile, can feel the tug of his lips as he teases your mouth with his tongue. 

“Eddie,” you moan. “I want-I want to cum…please.”

Eddie pulls back and just shakes his head. He wears a stupid, smug grin on his face as he continues finger-fucking you into near-bliss. As much as you wanted to smack him for being such a smart-ass, you couldn’t deny that the slow intensity of it was oddly perfect for the night you were spending together.

Just the two of you, alone in Eddie’s trailer, with a plan to watch cheesy Christmas movies together. A plan that quickly flew out the window when the two of you could no longer keep your hands to yourselves. It wasn’t long before clothes were discarded carelessly and Eddie hoisted you up into his arms and carried you to his room. 

Now…well now he’s smiling down at you as he starts rubbing your clit in fast, hard circles that makes your whole body tense as he brings you to the edge. It’s not long before he brings you over that edge and you cry out his name. 

“Fuck, baby,” he groans, smiling. “You’re hot when you cum.”

You cross your arms over your face as you catch your breath, laughing.

“You say that every time, Eddie.”

“And I mean it every time. You are hot as hell, sweetheart.”

Eddie grabs hold of your arms and gently brings them away from your face so he can lean in and brush his nose over yours. You sigh contentedly and wrap your arms around his shoulders to pull him in for a kiss. 

[donnyanne]

inbox horde

bc do ppl get pinged if i answer something?? would they get mad bc it’s been so long??? idk but im insecure and paranoid!!!! so i’m gonna compile these here in screenshot form!

guys... i have a confession... i am secretly julien... (i’m obsessed w the sims... put too much of my OCs in it)

so glad u like!!!!! ;;;; and ofc!!! go on ahead!! i’ll still be crying bc aaa...

AAAA SMNIF SMNIFF SMNIFFFFF ;;;; IM SO SO SO GLAD U LIKE THANKU THANKU THANKUUUU SOBSBBS. HOPING TO FINISH UP CHAPS WHEN I GO ON POSTING SPLURGE ON DA 

thankuuu ;;;;  and i will not spoil... but ya TwT

the fact that i don’t remember what this was in reference to is perfect bc that’ll be the entirety of his story 

me going back on DA to discover I wasn’t the only one who stopped posting

i still appreciate the answers to my “do i have any attractive OCs” question. unfortunately for goat boi and ernest the dilf Gurion had them beat :(

put these together bc i remember these were after a similar question that i did answer!!! answer is the same as before, joking manner, but like... this is still so funny to me... 

still 5ever reworking their story, but generally!!! first meeting as kiddos went as one would expect... “omg a giant!!!” “omg a human!!!” both very :D and bouncy but careful 

and for their general meeting aka reunion Slate was expecting it! so he knew to be nice and gentle and careful. Lucy was naturally a bit more spooked and an anxious mess... but realized vry quickly he was a simp for her and did as lucy does. tries to out simp him. 

MMMMM tricky... Kyle is definitely crossed off the list, since he, to be blunt, still has more of a grip on reality. Carmen cares about him from when things WERENT a thing, Irene can be too caring for her own good, and then there’s the MESS that is Ernest and Heide. So while this is applicable to the rest, I’ll just use the last two as examples bc there’s more scenes abt it in story 

The reasons they��“care” for and “like” Jules are just.... not good??? Bc it’s all bc Jules has worn them down, preyed into the damage that HE DID, and essentially... brainwashed them!!!!!

so long answer short: yes, some of them like him. and that’s a Problem.

AAAA AASHFURKFKIFK RFFIK thanku thankuu THANKUUUU!!!! ;;;; again i’m trying to get back to writing/drawing the doll folk!!! so aaaa!!

[enden-k]

have you considered drawing all your babygirls together? the overwatch boys (I'm so sorry I don't know their names. I like them bc you drew them but I'm not into overwatch and names take a lot of time for me) and haikavetham? idk I'd just like to seem them together again. maybe haitham and the cool robot guy outfit swap as well? or concept swap?

if you feel like it of course.

(also I think youve done it before but I've been really into outfit swaps lately and haitham in kavehs shirt lives in my mind rent free)

rama and haitham outfit swap would be so hilarious bc rama lit walks w his ramathussy out. the haithussy would destroy all of sumeru if he walked out like that for sure, cyno would arrest his ass immediately

but yeas idk maybe ill draw more niran w kaveh bc last time i did, i enjoyed it too much AHHAHA (crack ship?) but yea if i draw them both i think i might draw symweaver kavetham together for fun, no promises, just like. if i would draw them, it would be those bc symweaver is literally the kavetham of overwatch (prettiest babygirl in the world busy with projects til morning and his autistic (ex)roommate/(ex)best friend whos the opposite of him and still, they make it work etc blabla)

yes i did it before (drawing kavetham outfit swap) haitham rlly looks nice in kavehs shirt............rlly nice......rlly nice nicecneini

btw sorry for lack of genshin art or smth idk if some miss it but unfortunately im really bored of genshin lately. dunno if its the game itself and the fact that im just way too attached to sumeru that i really lose interest the more we dont see/are there again as we move on (i rlly tried moving on but its so hard, rn im just very casual and do the barest minimum hhhhhhg bring me back to sumeru pls thanku)

anw obv i still love my babies too much and im always open and free to scream about them or share my thoughts and hcs or whatever. is just bc of the genshin boredom and me moving back to old fandoms (ow2) and other fandoms (hsr), im drawing other stuff from there i enjoy. i def wont leave the game/fandom tho and ill cook up some kvthm some time dw, im just waiting for the next time i have more days off work so i have enough time to brainstorm and rlly get into it again

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

I am constantly rotating both Safi and Dizzy in my mind, 360° and inside out

OHmy god I Love you ive been thinking about them So much lately!!! i guess because its getting to Be the time of year when i first drew saf, gosh i really need to get back into it >u< For some reason ever since pochita fell down the stairs its been hard for me to draw. not sure if the two things r correlated thats just the marked period i can think of where it bcame hard. but also since i started making music its been taking up a lot of the time/energy i used to put into drawing, & still new To me so i feel more eager towards it. im sure things will balance out w time ^^ Once im finished this zine i want to start drawing the fairies more again!! It wld b good practice. I also recently have been rotating a new character in my mind. Have not drawn her yet but i made her in phantasy star lol Shes a 54 yr old woman. :] thanku for your thoughts.... -PMD90LL