#thanks for understanding 🤍

[sleepyhollands]

important

hi my loves. as many of you know, i’ve been sleepyhollands on tumblr since 2020. since then, i’ve written fanfiction about tom holland and co., peter parker, and harry styles. most recently (and i say this loosely because this was a year ago) i posted a demon!harry blurb that received a lot of attention, and i announced it would become a mini-series. however, after much deliberation, i’ve decided against moving forward with writing on tumblr altogether.

i didn’t come to this decision lightly, because i feel like i have so much left to create, and the fanfiction community i run in has been so lovely and supportive of me over the years. i also feel guilt over letting go of a project i promised to complete. but at the end of the day, i know this is the right choice for me.

there’s a few reasons. for starters, i feel as though my life is really fast-paced at the moment (and for the foreseeable future), and i don’t quite have time to write in day to day life. for a couple years now, every time i’ve sat down to start writing, it’s felt like a chore. for the demon!harry mini-series, i wrote (i kid you not) at least 20 drafts of the first chapter, which is why i kept promising the release “soon,” but it never came. it felt so forced each time i read it back, and once i realized i had fallen out of love with writing, i knew i would never end up finishing the series. so i figured it would be best to not start it at all for the sake of saving everyone from a story they would never know the end of.

additionally, i’ve lost interest in the people i’ve written about. that’s not to say i don’t love them as people/characters and won’t continue to support them in their careers, i just don’t feel motivated to create or consume content about them anymore. again, it feels more like something i have to do rather than something i want to do, and that’s no fun for anyone.

finally, and i truly hate to say this… i’ve honestly come to dislike what reading and writing fanfiction has come to. now, i’d like to make it very clear that i am not attacking any creators either on tumblr, wattpad, or ao3. i love all my mutuals and the writers i consume content from. that being said, this new culture of “social media alternate universes,” “text message alternate universes,” and my least favorite: capitalizing on fanfiction through patreon or other related sites has just made me less and less inclined to engage in the fanfiction community.

our generation is so phone/social media-oriented that it’s made its way into the content i’d prefer to just read. and if that’s your cup of tea, that’s totally fine! consume whatever content you enjoy, seriously. but i don’t get fulfillment from reading make-believe text threads or instagram posts, and i’m noticing it more and more, to the point where blocking tags such as “#smau” just isn’t cutting it anymore.

and the patreon thing…. listen, i get that we live in a world where people are just trying to make money in any way they can. i’m not judging in the slightest. it’s hard out here, i understand. that being said, the beauty and allure of fanfiction to me is that it’s free— it’s pure and accessible to everyone. and i’ve found that i’m simply not willing to spend money on a non-essential product i used to be able to consume free of cost. i mean that in the least petty way possible, truly. i’m not calling it immoral, or a scam, or unfair for creators to earn money for their work. i just miss when everything around me wasn’t subscription based, and now that even fanfiction can cost money, i’ve developed a bit of an aversion to it.

(as a quick, unrelated side note, i’d like to mention that the fanfiction circles i’m in are all hyper-fixating on tropes i’m really not into, such as heavy bdsm-centered content, major age gaps, dad’s best friend, best friend’s dad, etc., and this is making it hard to continue engaging with them and their content. while i will always love and support the writers on this site, i want to avoid coming across this content entirely.)

all of this to say, i’m not sure if i’ll keep this account. i’m not planning on leaving tumblr, but i’m heavily debating deleting this account and creating a new one for a fresh start. that, or i’ll leave this up and move to a new account. i’m not sure yet. in any case, i’ll try to make sure there’s a place you can go to access my writing if you choose to come back for a re-read.

i want to thank everyone for being so kind to me over the years, and i’m sorry if i’ve disappointed anyone with this information. i’ll be tagging people from my taglist, and those who mentioned they wanted to be tagged in the demon!harry mini-series below. much love. 🤍

@callsign-scully @lnmp89 @keepdrivingkisses @tenaciousperfectionunknown @landosangel @tom-hlover @voguesir @iadoresleep @lmaotshollandd @starkscosmos @st-ev-ie @axelinchen @pleasinghellfire @kimmi-kat @mopeymousey @coolhotsexygemini10 @harrys-cherrry @vamprry @sunflowervol18 @lillefroe @samanddeaninatrenchcoat @bbontenswhhore

[accio-victuuri]

POV: you are on a video call with yibo 😍😍😍

[silverselfshippingchaos]

Pairing: Ash (self-insert)/Seifer Almasy (Happy Late Birthday, Seifer!)

Word Count: ~1.8k words

Warnings: A bit of swearing, brief descriptions of past self-harm, vague FF8 spoilers. More of a character study than anything. Ash and Seifer were both child soldiers and are learning how to live again. Just some good ol' hurt/comfort

Synopsis: It had been a few years since it had all ended and peace was returned to the world. Ash, an elite mercenary once known as the Garden's Perfect Ten was now living alongside her rival-turned-lover, Seifer. But despite their new, peaceful life, scars from the past remain. For the first time in his life, Seifer doesn't have to face his trauma alone. He is loved.

Seifer never fully recovered from Edea's mind control. He is in control of himself and his actions, but what of his mind? Sometimes his head aches, thoughts that aren't his feel so real again. He's 18 again, grabbing at his head and wanting nothing more for it to just stop. Chills run down his body, and he can't do anything but sit there and take it. The whispers aren't as bad as they were when he was a teenager, but they're not gone. Maybe they never will be.

Seifer is more than aware that he has done awful things in the past. He was once a teenager in charge of an army, he awakened an evil god from her slumber, and he tortured a man he now calls a friend. Seifer is different now, that much is a fact, but he considers it his responsibility now to live with the weight.

Would things have been different had he done something else? What if he made SeeD? He'd sooner die than admit it to Squall, but Seifer knows that going through would Squall did would break him.

Seifer has spent a lot of nights on his own after it all happened, staying awake and staring at the ceiling, sometimes even crying. Always thinking too fucking hard. Life had never been easy for him, and the one time he felt like he had a purpose... He fucked it up. He tells himself he was true to his ideals until the very end, but in reality? He was nothing but a scared little kid.

Seifer sits up in bed, his body covered in a cold sweat. He buries his face in trembling hands, trying to get himself to calm down, trying to get the throbbing in his skull to just stop already. He had gotten accustomed to waiting these moments out, drinking some water, and rolling over and going to bed once more.

But the days where he spent his nights alone were long since past. Warm arms wrap around him, and it feels like a safe haven. Ash holds him and pulls him into her chest.

"Seifer..? Heard your breath shake."

Her voice is soft. Gentle, but comforting.

"I'm sorry."

It's a quiet whisper, something so unlike him. Seifer always took it upon himself to be bold and brash, always leaving an impression (whether it was positive or negative was something he simply did not care for). Ever since he was a child brought to the Garden for the first time, he had one lesson drilled into his head. Personal feelings didn't fucking matter so long as you yielded results. He took that to heart.

But with Ash, for the first time in his life, he doesn't mind talking about how he feels. He knows that she'll listen and he doesn't feel afraid. Being vulnerable wasn't scary, the one thing in his life he could never do. Seifer never felt weak whenever he talked to her about his feelings.

Still, the last thing he wanted was to disturb her sleep. They bickered and they bought, even tried to kill each other as teenagers, but he loved this woman more than anything the world had to offer. If she wanted her to kill, he'd do it. If she wanted to see it all burn, he'd bring the matches.

This woman was his life. When they were children, she'd giggle and read him picture books, little fingers following the words as she tried her best to sound them out. Now that they're adults, she still smiles at him the same way.

"No, no, baby... Don't apologize. Tell me what's wrong."

Ash's soft voice is like a beacon of light in the night that was the aching headache. Nights like these were especially awful, and his head felt almost exactly like it did the day it all went fucking wrong.

Seifer wraps his arms around Ash's waist and holds onto her tight, maybe even too tight. Ash doesn't complain. Seifer lets out a soft whimper, and he knows that he must seem fucking pathetic, some sorry excuse for a guard dog. Seifer knew he could be himself around her and that she would never judge, but he was still her knight. Her protector...

Not that she needed protecting, of course. He learned that lesson all too well when they were still enemies and she didn't hesitate a moment before pulling the trigger, shooting him in the shoulder. Still, he'd rather be the one taking blows than her. It's a lot fucking harder to kill him, after all.

"Is it another headache?"

"Yeah."

And Seifer's voice breaks, like some pathetic, scared little kid. Maybe that's what he was, what he never really stopped being. A mask of fake pride and false bravado could only last for so long. He could only build the walls around his heart so high before they all came crashing down.

"Oh, Seifer..."

One of Ash's hands finds its way to Seifer's hair, freshly washed and soft as ever without its usual gel, and starts to play with it. Light scratches across his scalp, running her fingers through his blond hair in an attempt to soothe him.

Taking care of each others' hair had always been important to the two of them. Seifer had put so much time in effort in learning how to properly take care of Ash's curls, and the feeling of his hands as he braided her hair always brought her comfort. She thinks to herself that perhaps she can make him feel the same.

"It's okay, Seifer. I'm right here... It's all over now."

Ash kisses the top of his head, and stays there for a moment. His hair smelled like her favorite shampoo. Ash knows that she's changed him, impacted him, and she can tell by the way he smiles when they're on dates that maybe this is what he had always needed. Even when they were students and they "hated" each other, Ash never thought he was a bad man. Misunderstood and misguided, sure, but never bad. Never evil.

It was far from Ash's first time comforting him through one of these moments. Sometimes it was so easy to get caught up in the past... So Ash always reminds him that the past is gone. Now it's just them together their bedroom and Seifer is absolutely safe. Matron had long since apologized to Seifer for everything. After all, she was being controlled too, but the impacts of everything couldn't be reversed. Seifer would heal, yes, but never would he be the same. That didn't mean he had to face the past alone though.

The longer Ash plays with his hair, kisses the top of head, whispers sweet little nothings about how it'll be alright, how nothing can hurt him anymore... The headache begins to fade. His body still feels generally uneasy, trying to fight something that isn't even there anymore, but he's getting better. His breath evens, and he just holds Ash closer, snuggling his face into her neck. He smells the remnants of her cologne, barely clinging to her skin after a long day's work. What a lovely smell.

"Ash..?"

"Yeah? You feel better?"

"Mhm. Thanks."

"Good."

He can hear Ash's smile, and he likes it. He wants to protect that smile, make sure she never gets hurt again. Seifer had felt powerless against so much, and the only real constant in her life has been this urge to protect and serve. Being a knight was his duty and his calling. But protect what? Serve what? And now, he has found it. This is why he lives.

"I love you, Ash."

"I love you too, honey. More than anything."

Seifer's head is still buried in Ash's chest, so his words are a little muffled.

"Love you so much it hurts. Y-you're really too good for a guy like me sometimes, y'know that?"

"Hmm," Ash giggles, "I don't think so. You're the only person in the world I'd ever want, Seifer."

"With you I feel... safe."

It's hard for Seifer to be vulnerable, Ash knows that. But she's proud nonetheless. Ash kisses the top of his head once more,

"Heh, guess in a way... I'm your knight then."

"My knight... Think I can get used to that."

Ash chuckles, and before she knows it, her Seifer is fast asleep, bare arms still wrapped around her. Even in the dim light of their nightlight and the moonlight fluttering in through the window, Seifer was so beautiful to Ash, sharp and strong features so relaxed, blond hair like gold falling into his face.

The scar across his face had begun to fade, but it was still there. Ash was glad it was healing, but she couldn't deny a certain affection for that scar, finding it both equal parts attractive and adorable.

Seifer told her that if she feels that way, she can go fucking ask Squall to give him another since he had no intentions of getting his face cut open again. The memory almost makes Ash burst out laughing. Her life had become so happy these past few years. It wasn't without its hardships, sure, but nothing worthwhile ever was.

"I love you, Seifer. With all I am."

For too long, Ash had been a weapon, a tool, a SeeD. No one really wanted to say it, but the words were all synonymous. Whenever Ash is with Seifer, she can experience the same joy she had back at the orphanage... The honor to just be herself.

She wasn't the Garden's Ten, she wasn't the wielder of Eight and Two. Sometimes she remembers her earliest days of gun training. There she was, a scared child sobbing in a pool of her own blood because she shot herself and it hurt. She was scolded and reprimanded when she woke up in the infirmary, but she didn't understand why. If she was to inflict this pain onto others, she wanted to feel it for herself. From that day onward, she devoted herself to her guns.

For too long, Ash was the gunslinger that was forced to grow up too quick, barely an adult rushing onto a battlefield (quite literally) guns blazing. Pulling a trigger was as natural as breathing to her... No. Not anymore.

With a smile on her face, Ash drifts off into dreamland too. Ash is excited to see what tomorrow holds. Not just for her, but for the man she has grown to love with every fiber of her being, Ash rests easy, knowing that she will get to wake up to the sight of his smile. What a lovely life she led.

[dreamingofep]

This kinda goes without saying but my fics are on hiatus for a bit. It just doesn’t feel like the right time to post anything. When I feel the time is right. I’ll post a few chapters. 🖤

[baekslight]

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[footballandshit]

people who defend the reposter really don't know how much work goes into recolouring the gifs

precisely!! we spend so much of time and energy into making gifs, and we do it not for money or fame, but for the shared enjoyment of the tumblr community. even if the reposter doesn't get as much or any notes from it, it still constitutes as stealing!

[bubbles-for-all-of-us]

My mental health is really going downhill at the moment and with so much to do the struggle is real. I'll probably be more absent till I get everything in check so bare with me. I promise to write as soon as my brain starts properly functioning again. 🫧

[growingwithem]

Eunhyuk donate 40,04 million won to support children and adolescents taking care of sick family member at an age when they need to be taken care of ❤️‍🩹

On April 4, the Green Umbrella Children's Foundation said "On Eunhyuk's birthday, the Super Junior member donated 40,040,000 won to support children and adolescents who care for relatives (children and adolescents who care for relatives or relatives who have difficulties such as disabilities, illnesses and mental illness).

The donation delivered by Eunhyuk is the amount raised by adding the proceeds from Eunhyuk's fan meeting held on March 30th & Eunhyuk's personal expenses. Eunhyuk said, "Since I was a child, seeing my father working at a child welfare center, I wanted to become a person who can help children when I grow up."

Choi Woon-jung, director of the Green Umbrella Children's Foundation's Seoul Regional Headquarters 2, said “I am grateful to Eunhyuk for taking an interest in children and adolescents taking care of their families, a blind spot in child welfare, and spreading a good influence."

Eunhyuk continues to do good deeds since 2021, such as donations to support children's housin.

[taexual]

I'm sure me and the other readers don't mind long chapters, i personally love, i mean REALLY LOVE monster fics, monster chapters like for real, it's lot of hard work and we're here for it honestly so don't worry !!!!

i hope you know how grateful i am for this 🤍🤍🤍 you're the absolute best, thank you so much for reading and for being patient with me 🥺🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[russellsppttemplates]

Ok, so from what I gather from all the drabbles: Charles gf is neurodivergent, pretty much grew up with Charles and Pierre, is very good friends with Pierre's gf ( they're met at work and she was the one to actually introduce them), and their families become very close, specially when the little ones arive,right?

It's so so cool that their stories entwine!

I don't know if we're meant to read the drabbles as isolated stories, but I'm here to confess I already created a whole "russellsppttemplates-universe" in my head!

How nice is this? It still baffles me how you create these scenarios on your heads too, or how you remember difference pieces and all of the characters, it warms up my heart, thank you ✨️🤍

Oh, I don't think I noticed this pattern until now but there are some of those I guess 😅

For the blurbs/drabbles/shorter pieces, I don't always go by the universe/story line (at least like I do for the bigger pieces where I try to make them all seem the same plot), although I must admit the whole trio of Pierre-Charles-reader as friends and then Charles falling in love with reader and Pierre watching it unfold makes me all gooey. And then, obviously, reader gets Pierre his own partner. And Leclercs and Gaslys have always been very close, so the next generations are naturally drawn to be like that.

For the neurodivergent!reader, I've written them for Charles because they were requested, and like I say in those pieces, I don't like to label anything to seem like it's different, but I do understand how it can be to read something and not relate, and since I am comfortable enough in writing about a neurodivergent!reader, I did so to make my pieces more varied and so more people can relate to them

Honestly, you can read them however you want, isolated or not, but I am a creature of habit and will, very very likely, have some type of connection between them (even if it's something minor that won't change the plot too much) ✨️

[enluv]

— check the tags!

ex-boyfriends describe their relationship with the same person w/ txt’s choi line!

choi yeonjun x fem!reader, choi soobin x fem!reader, choi beomgyu x fem!reader

warning(s): swearing, itty bitty angst, mostly fluff, mentions of past relationships

word count?! ooo ermmmmmm good question…it’s long…

coco's love note: this is based off a video made by glamor titled "3 ex-boyfriends describe their relationship with the same woman", I may make this a series so lmk which other idols you'd like to see (from who I currently write for)!

video preview starts: now!

[y/n sits comfortably in a chair as her interview begins]

Y/N: How would my exes, describe our relationship?

[the video cuts to a pink screen with the words that follow it below]

We brought in three of Y/N's exes:

Ex #1 – Choi Yeonjun [he is seen smirking at the camera]

Ex #2 – Choi Soobin [he smiles shyly at the camera in front of him]

Ex #3 – Choi Beomgyu [sits nonchalantly while "shooting" the camera]

And asked each about their experience dating her.

[y/n will ask all the questions presented in bold unless stated otherwise]

— So we met at?

Yeonjun: A dance studio near the area we both worked in.

Soobin: The bakery my aunt owns that I sometimes work at on the weekends.

Beomgyu: A pet store near my house.

— My type is?

Yeonjun: [he contemplates his answer before saying] Well me of course...just kidding she likes fun guys, the confident ones.

Soobin: The sentimental type maybe or the party guys.

Beomgyu: A guy who can hold their own but still love her.

— He was attracted to my?

Yeonjun: Her dancing of course. The energy along with it was always so captivating.

Soobin: Her smile was really pretty.

Beomgyu: Her energy, she was always smiling or laughing and I really liked that.

— And I was attracted to his?

Yeonjun: She always told me she loved the way I could "light up" a room just by walking in so I think the energy I gave and how I present myself.

Y/N: The way he presents himself to a room full of people he's never met will always leave an impact on me.

Soobin: My height and if she tells you otherwise it's a lie!

Y/N: His...caring nature? [she laughs as the producer calls her out for her blatant lie] okay okay! His height was crazy!

Beomgyu: My handsome face! [he gestures to his face and raises an eyebrow]

Y/N: His stupid jokes, as cocky as he seems the guy is funny as hell.

— Who made the first move?

Yeonjun: I did definitely.

Soobin: Surprisingly it was me, she would never.

Beomgyu: It was me she was too "nervous".

— Who made the first move? (cont.)

Yeonjun: It was during a performance we did together, all the emotions were super high so at the very end of the dance, I pulled her in and kissed her. Yeah best time of my life, the crowd went wild.

Soobin: She came in super late to the shop and asked for whatever croissants we had left but we didn't have any so I offered to make her some if she went out with me the next day

Beomgyu: We had been hanging out and I was bored so I just asked and surprisingly she agreed.

— His first impression of me?

Yeonjun: I thought she was going to be this cold partner that I wouldn't get along with, but obviously I was very wrong.

Soobin: She was a bit quiet but really sweet, then you get to know her and it's the complete opposite!

Beomgyu: I swear I thought she was crazy. I walked into the pet shop for some bird food and there she was fighting the clerk because he called her dog overweight. She is crazy but man I was scared.

— Our first date was?

Yeonjun: It happened right after that performance when I kissed her. We went out together and had burgers, then stayed up well past morning just messing around and talking at a playground near the venue.

Soobin: I took her to play mini golf. It didn't go too well since it has mini in the name and well...look at me. She laughed the entire time and instead of me helping her, she helped me.

Beomgyu: We went to an arcade and I beat her in every single game, then she pouted for the rest of the day till I promised to let her win next time we went back.

Y/N: no comment...

— Our first kiss was?

Yeonjun: Well you see...our first kiss kind of started it all.

Soobin: In her car after our, second or third date.

Beomgyu: Ha she was way too scared to kiss me so I did it when I walked her home after we hung out.

— We bonded most over?

Yeonjun: Our love for dancing and performing.

Soobin: We both had an affinity for baking?

Beomgyu: In the beginning our pets and then gradually just everything.

— I introduced him to?

Yeonjun: She introduced me to this entirely different view in life, it was just so uplifting.

Soobin: A new way of cooking, I dreaded it but turns out it can be fun if you do it right.

Beomgyu: A lot of new music came from her, my playlist if filled with it all still too.

— He introduced me to?

Yeonjun: A new outlook on dancing.

Soobin: So many places to eat and drink.

Beomgyu: To not worry what others think whatsoever.

— Did we say, "I love you?"

Yeonjun: [he leans forward and cups his hands around his mouth] We did but I said it first not her and if she lies then it's because she's a liar and hates me.

Soobin: She said she loved me after she met my family for the first time, and of course I said it back immediately.

Beomgyu: Yes, it was a phrase we often told to one another.

— In the morning I would?

Yeonjun: She wouldn't let me get out of bed to cook or shower or even pee. I mean not complaining too much but damn woman I had to pee.

Soobin: She would give me kiss then get up to cook.

Beomgyu: We didn't get up till like 11 if we were together we liked to just be with each other.

— In the morning he would?

Yeonjun: I always woke up first but never got up first since she would cling to me.

Soobin: Um hit snooze? Stay asleep.

Beomgyu: I would wake her up.

— He would call me?

Yeonjun: I didn't have one designated name for her but to get her mad I'd call her sugarplum or something really cheesy.

Soobin: Arm rest. [a smile finds its way on his faces as he's asked to elaborate] There isn't much to say she was my arm rest.

Beomgyu: Fiesty or crazy.

— I would call him?

Yeonjun: She was so mean she called me stupid head all the time.

Soobin: She always called me really nice things or something super mean like giant.

Beomgyu: She called me stupid head a lot and big baby.

— The best thing he did for me?

Yeonjun: I helped her open up a lot more I think.

Soobin: I always made sure she knew how special she was.

Beomgyu: No matter what I always spoken highly of her.

— And the best thing I did for him?

Yeonjun: She helped me with communicating. I get very upset very fast but she always made me feel better.

Soobin: She lessened a lot of my insecurities and that really boosted my confidence.

Beomgyu: Take care of me in a way no one before had ever done.

[the screen cuts back to a pink background with the words below appearing on it]

So who knows her best? (next segment)

— I'm really good at?

Yeonjun: Dancing.

Soobin: Making people feel comfortable/comforted.

Beomgyu: Getting her way? In a good way not bad I swear.

Y/N: Dancing definitely but also teaching others.

— I could be better at?

Yeonjun: Singing because she loved to dance but singing...wasn't her forte.

Soobin: Packing for trips. She overpacked a lot.

Beomgyu: Not fighting with the pet store guy.

Y/N: Being on time or toning down when appropriate.

— I loved to travel to?

Yeonjun: Any place with good food and people.

Soobin: Oh she liked going to sunny places.

Beomgyu: Where didn't she like to go.

Y/N: Places with good food or a nice sun.

— He knows I'm really proud of my?

Yeonjun: How far she's come with dance.

Soobin: She always took pride in how quickly she learned to be on her own.

Beomgyu: Just her life in general, she is doing what she wants and not many people get to do that.

Y/N: As much as I am proud of my dancing, I am so proud of how quickly I was able to go out and do things on my own.

— He knows I hate?

Yeonjun: When people criticize her but have absolutely no background knowledge on what she's doing and why.

Soobin: People who project or are just bullies.

Beomgyu: Not being able to be independent.

Y/N: Not having freedom to do things I know I should be able to do.

— My greatest skill?

Yeonjun: Her passion for wanting to do things.

Soobin: Dancing, I probably haven't mentioned it but she can dance really well.

Beomgyu: Her brain is huge and she uses it well.

Y/N: I know how to make people feel comfortable and I can cook really well.

— I've always wanted to buy?

Yeonjun: What kind of...man I don't know. Clothes? She had a lot of clothes.

Soobin: Shoes maybe, also like jewelry.

Beomgyu: One of those big extra dog houses for her dog.

Y/N: I want to buy my dog his own house.

— I have a talent for?

Yeonjun: Being herself and taking no crap from others.

Soobin: Making people comfortable.

Beomgyu: Tossing small candies in the air and catching them in her mouth.

Y/N: I can make people laugh I think.

— My biggest pet peeve is?

Yeonjun: People adding their opinions in situations that don't involve them.

Soobin: When she feels like she's being restricted from doing things she loves.

Beomgyu: People calling her dog fat of course!

Y/N: When people call my dog fat!! Why would they ever be so mean to him!

— Who takes longer to get ready?

Yeonjun: Definitely me…but only because I need to make sure my fit is good you know?

Y/N: Him always.

Soobin: Of course her! We never made our dates on time but honestly she was so pretty it didn’t matter.

Y/N: Me but only because he has such a nice style he puts his outfits together so quickly!

Beomgyu: Her, no questions asked.

Y/N: Bye it was so him, he is so indecisive!

— One word that best describes me is?

Yeonjun: Amazing.

Soobin: Kindhearted.

Beomgyu: Soulful.

Y/N: Unforgettable.

[screen behind y/n changes to a different color indicating a shift in the types of questions being asked]

— We dated for?

Yeonjun: Three years and two months.

Soobin: Eight months.

Beomgyu: Two years.

— We broke up because?

Yeonjun: Our paths were moving in different directions and we began to not really know one another in a sense.

Y/N: Our lives were moving in different directions and we started to argue a lot, so we decided to split.

Soobin: I think we realized that our relationship was more like friends than a couple.

Y/N: He’s like my best friend, and that was all we started seeing one another as.

Beomgyu: Our communication was really bad, and we had a hard time being honest with one another.

Y/N: We weren’t completely honest with our feelings and thoughts towards one another. It caused a lot of problems for us.

— My worst habit was?

Yeonjun: She didn’t believe in herself enough.

Soobin: She had a really busy schedule and prioritized work.

Beomgyu: Workaholic.

Y/N: Impostor syndrome was BIG.

— His worst habit was?

Yeonjun: Didn’t spend enough time with her.

Soobin: I wasn’t the easiest to communicate with.

Beomgyu: Prioritized my bird over her dog.

— He hated my?

Yeonjun: She could never sit still, always needed to be doing something, could never relax and take care of herself.

Soobin: I didn’t and still don’t hate anything about her, honestly.

Beomgyu: She was bad at communication and so was I so it was hard to get things out.

— And I hated his?

Yeonjun: Probably my friends, she said they liked me too much.

Soobin: How serious I was all the time.

Beomgyu: I couldn’t take anything seriously, we’d fight and I’d laugh it off.

— Were we in love?

Yeonjun: Definitely, always will be.

Soobin: I think at the beginning yes we definitely were.

Beomgyu: Yeah no doubt.

Y/N: Yeah I loved them all, I think Soobin was more of a friendly or brotherly love but Beomgyu and Yeonjun were love love.

— We always fought about?

Yeonjun: Never seeing one another.

Soobin: Being with each other too much.

Beomgyu: How we never communicated with one another.

— I got over the break-up after?

Yeonjun: I wish I could tell you.

Soobin: After we both realized we wanted to same ending.

Beomgyu: What kind of question is that? I don’t know.

— He got over the break-up after?

Yeonjun: Am I even over it? [he chuckles and looks away from the camera]

Soobin: It wasn’t too long, I think I’d accepted it long before it was over.

Beomgyu: Never.

— How did things end?

Yeonjun: Not the best, but we’re better now. We grew apart and it will take time to get back to a great place but right now it’s good.

Y/N: We hadn’t been a real couple in a long time so when it ended it was hard, it hurt both of us a lot but I think we’re getting better.

Soobin: It ended super well I think?

Y/N: It took a bit of space but we’re happier now.

Beomgyu: We argued so much, and that hurt our relationship a lot. I wouldn’t say it ended well.

Y/N: It sucked so bad at first, like I really loved him so much so the end not ending well hurt a lot.

[ending music switches on and the background behind y/n changes colors for one last time]

— Would we date again?

Yeonjun: I think if our schedules and paths aligned with one another, then yes we could.

Soobin: No! But I adore her always.

Beomgyu: Ummm well like assuming we’ve grown and gotten better at communicating with one another then yeah maybe? I don’t know? Yes?

Y/N: I don’t know, I guess only time can tell.

— Are we still on good terms?

Yeonjun: I think so? Could be better.

Soobin: Oh definitely. We have movie nights together.

Beomgyu: Could be better, but our animals have play dates so there’s that.

Y/N: Yes! I love them all, and like yeah some terms could be better but we’re working on it!

— We stayed friends because?

Yeonjun: I don’t think I could live a normal life without her.

Soobin: She’s like my best friend, of course we’d stay friends!

Beomgyu: I think I’d die if she wasn’t in my life, not to be dramatic or anything.

— He would say he misses my?

Yeonjun: Personality, she made me super happy and we had a great time together.

Soobin: I see her too much I have no answer for this!

Beomgyu: I miss her dog, but like I mean like living with him not just co-parenting him.

— I would say I miss his?

Yeonjun: Cuddles, I give the best ones.

Soobin: Can you really miss something of someone’s when you see them all the time?

Beomgyu: My jokes definitely, we laughed a lot.

— Best memory of our relationship was?

Yeonjun: One time we danced in the rain because she said it was on her bucket list of things and I wanted to do that for her.

Y/N: He helped me check off a lot of things I wanted to do in my lifetime and I appreciate that so much.

Soobin: When we made a giant, I’m talking four foot tall, gingerbread house for a contest and still lost but it was fun to do it.

Y/N: We have so many good ones don’t ask me to pick please!

Beomgyu: Walking in the park at night when it was peak golden hour and she looked so damn beautiful.

Y/N: Weekly walks around the park near his apartment.

— The best thing to come out of our relationship was?

Yeonjun: I think I gained a lot of knowledge from her and our relationship in general.

Soobin: Our friendship.

Beomgyu: I grew as a person definitely.

— He would tell my future boyfriends?

Yeonjun: Oh don’t even get me started, good luck is number one. Have fun.

Soobin: You’re very lucky, she’s amazing.

Beomgyu: [he adjusts in his chair and looks the camera dead in the eyes] I hate you. She’s mine. [he flashes a smile after]

[screen flashes back to y/n and all three exes sitting in our shot together]

Interviewer: Would you do this again?

Y/N: Possibly? I think it’s been fun to see their answers especially because they’re all such different people, special in their own ways definitely.

Interviewer: Okay Y/N, that’s a wrap! Thank you so much for coming and thank you boys for agreeing to participate in this video today.

All: Thank you!

[screen pans as the words “ENLUV” flash indicating the ending of the video and we watch y/n and her exes walk off screen]

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coco’s love note: HELLO TOOTS! this is my first “fic fic” back!! tbh idk if I like it, it took such a long time to write and I feel like it’s not my BEST but I’m warming back up to writing so I promise I’ll get better again soon 🫶🏼 thank you so much for reading and feedback is always welcomed/appreciated!! if you liked it please let me know!! (p.s: i was stuck between gyu & jun so 😮)

[enchantedvistas]

hey there 💛

abelia, mahonia, sage, chamomile, palm tree, nutmeg, papyrus 😊

abelia ⇢ do you have a particular piece of jewelry you always wear or can’t part with?

It’s still not a jewelry, but I will make it into necklace soon. I carry with me Raido rune that my friend made for me and I will never part with it.

mahonia ⇢ what place, thing, activity inspires you most and how do you express yourself when it does?

Im not easily inspired with places, things and activities, they just amaze me and leave me speechless in a good way. Kind souls and good people really inspire me and Im not expressing it in any way they just give me strength to keep going and keep trying.

sage ⇢ what ‘medium’ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?

Definitely music, more accurately lyrics, so we can say poetry also. Bcs I get to experience feelings of love and all that comes with it in a way that I never felt “in real life”… and I can rly feel every word and it makes me always very sad, but it also fulfills part of me that desires all of those things.

chamomile ⇢ what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts?

Anime stuff, runes, books, games hehehe. I hated receiving gifts for so long. But this year I got the best present for my birthday(i hated my birtday until this year). Friend told me “I’m grateful for this day, bcs you were born on it.” And im still speechless, no one ever told me something so nice.

palm tree ⇢ do you have a fictional villain you shouldn’t like but love regardless?

NO! I hate evil and I will never love anything thats evil idc if its fictional or real.

nutmeg ⇢ how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?

Curently its kinda gaming room vibes. All walls are dark gray with random neon blue stripes on walls and I have shelfs with bunch of figures from games and anime series. Looking to change all of that soon in a way like you wanna do your house one day.

papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?

Glimpse Of Us - Joji

It doesnt associate me with anything, bcs there is no -glimpse of us- in my life. But I love it, bcs of the lyrics. Give it a listen or at least read the lyrics, it’s beautiful.

[23victoria]

I LOOVEEEE YOUR WRITING

omgggg thank you so much anon!!!! this means so much to hear! thank you!! 🥹🤍

[httpiastri]

It’s fine your forget the bestie Paul one 🤍 just do it when you get time

🥺🥺 bestieeeee i am determined to to it tonight, but ive been so insanely unproductive recently that i just… i have barely even written on any fic in maybe two weeks even tho ive had some days with time for it……. but i will make it for you !!!!! ❤️❤️

[kochamludzihehe]

BBC MERLIN END.

people .today i finished serial " The Adventure of Merlin" last season 5 episode 13. Our King Arthur Pentagron died in hands him best friend his named Merlin which was the strongest and the biggest sorcerer in at all history and of all time. now at mine is 20:27 and i now writting thiswith feel satisfaction and greatful becuse i could watched all episodes. i were could watching green grass and tall mighty mountains.Fantastic but beautiful world at The same time. Legendary Castle Camelot and world in him and rules obligatory there and absurdly magic that was forbidden behind doors but important to all of us. what can i say? thank you.

[harrysfolklore]

what's a soft launch? - fc43

summary: fraco's girlfriend wants him to soft launch their relatioship but franco has no idea of what a soft launch is. based on this request

folkie radio: ANOTHER FRANCO SMAU !! i'm currently working on a long franco fic so consider this a little treat while i finish that one👀 i hope you enjoy!

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yourinstagram im the proudest girlfriend in the world because my boy is officially F1 DRIVER !! 🥹 go crush it my love 💙

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yourbff cuties 😍😍

username1 vamos franco !!

username2 ahhh congrats franco

username3 you’re officially a formula 1 WAG now how cool

username4 don’t forget me when you become the next alexandra saint mleux

username5 yaaayy for franco

username6 my favorite couple before you get viral

francolapinto te quiero hermosa 😍😍❤️

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francolapinto VAMOS! excited for my first race in monza this weekend 🇮🇹

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username1 YAAAS

username2 hello ???? he’s gorgeous

username3 UMMM i was sad about logan but look at THIS

alex_albon 👏👏👏 Welcome !

landonorris let’s have some funnn

username4 IS HE SINGLE????

↳ username1 from what i’ve gathered, he has posts with a girl from last year but nothing recent (the girl’s account is private)

↳ username2 HES SINGLE WE WON

williamsracing 💙

username5 I HAVE MY NEW GRID CRUSH

yourinstagram 😍😍🤤 my man

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yourinstagram cheering on my baby from home 🥺💙 VAMOS FRANCO !!

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yourbff YAYYY💘

username1 vamosss franco

username2 get your paddock passes girl

username3 gorgeous 😍

username4 we need your WAG debut

username5 🙌🙌🙌🙌

username6 i need that hoodie !!

francolapinto 😍😍😍

francolapinto i miss you so muchhh i love you

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francolapinto Que dia inolvidable… thank you so much for this opportunity 🇦🇷🤍💙🥹

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username1 KING

username2 franco colapinto consider me your fan

username3 HES SO DAMN HOT

williamsracing VAMOS 🙌

username4 LET ME BE YOUR WOMAN

username5 i can’t believe a man THIS hot is single

charles_leclerc Welcome 👌👌

username6 i bet he’s on raya and i’m not giving up until i find him

username7 both him and lando being single.. paris is my favorite city

username8 FOAMING AT THE MOUTH

username9 how long until he starts dating the journalist that kept flirting with him

yourinstagram 😍😍😍

yourinstagram mi amor ❤️

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francolapinto im only yourssss bonita, always

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yourinstagram a few days of rest and relaxation with mi amor 🥰

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username1 cutiesss

username2 my favorite anonymous WAG

yourbff my babies <33

username3 😍😍😍

username4 girl when are you going to the paddock?

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username5 i’m your biggest fan

username6 couple goals

francolapinto I love youuu😘😘😘

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f1gossip During Williams' latest podcast episode, Alex Albon joked that Franco Colapinto's superpower was "his ability to charm all the ladies everywhere", Franco said that no one is charming him because he has a girlfriend 👀

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username1 HUHHH

username2 franco is so strange

username3 i know his ass is lying

username4 WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ORIGINAL PLOT OF THE MOVIEEEEE

username5 sometimes i don't understand what's up with him

username6 watch him flirt with all the interviewers tomorrow tho

username7 NOO FRANCO YOU'RE SINGLE

username8 he's lying his ass offffff

username9 pics or didn't happen

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yourinstagram my first grand prix weeked. no biggie im ready

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username1 yayy about time girl!

yourbff HAVE FUN and don't forget to send me pics 💕

username2 my favorite WAG

lilymhe welcome to our silly world 💙

↳ yourinstagram love you already !

carmenmmundt So nice to meet you sweetie!

↳ yourinstagram likewise 🥺

username3 you're going to change us for your new wag friends

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lilyzneimer 🤩

francolapinto My girl and now everyone will know 😉

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williamsracing Love is in the air in Austin 💙

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username1 OMFG??

username2 NOT WILLIAMS EXPOSING HER INSTA

username3 WAIT i saw pics of franco tagging her BUT I DIDN'T THINK THEY WERE A COUPLE

username4 AHHH HER INSTA IS PRIVATE

lilymhe 💕💕💕

username5 franco colapinto is the coolest driver the grid had seen recently

username6 GET FRANCO A SEAT

username7 they said fuck a soft launch

username8 THAT SHOULD BE ME

francolapinto 😍😍

yourinstagram 🥺

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f1gossip "My girlfriend is over there, she said she wanted to do something called sub lunch, or what was it called? Soft launch, yeah that. No hablo ingles no se que es, I just brought her with me so everyone can see I'm happily taken" - Franco for Sky before the race 😭😭

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username1 FRANCO OMFG

username2 hes so unintentionally funny

username3 him saying that he doesn't know what a soft launch is bc he doesn't speak english was me ROLLING

username4 franco the man that you are

username5 I CANT DO THIS 😩😩😩

username6 i need him bibically

username7 HES SO MESSY

username8 i need this or nothing

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yourbff my favorite WAG

francolapinto hermosa 😍😍

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username1 feed the people put the instagram public

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yourinstagram he didn't understand the concept of a soft launch so we had to do this in the middle of the paddock 😅 love you so much mi amor @/francolapinto

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username1 AHHH

username2 HER INSTA IS PUBLIC NOW

username3 all the boyfriend content here im going insane

lilymhe cuties 💕

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username5 THIS SHOULD'VE BEEN ME

username6 franco colapinto being a simp in a long term relationship wasn't on my bingo card

username7 can we talk about how pretty she is tho?

username8 THANK YOU FOR LETTING US IN BESTIE

francisca.cgomes my new bestie actually!

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↳ username2 AHHH BEST WAGS

username9 scrolled all the way down and she has the cutest posts about franco i cant

username10 IM SO JEALOUS

username11 franco not knowing what a soft launch is PEAK COMEDY

francolapinto love you hermosa 😍

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francolapinto what's a soft launch?

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username1 FRANCOOOOO

username2 i love him so bad

username3 HOW TO MAKE A FORMULA 1 TEAM FOR FRANCO COLAPINTO FROM SCRATCH

username4 this man is so messy i cant help but love him

oscarpiastri I didn't know what that meant either, don't worry

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olliebearman 🙌

username5 FRANCO LET ME BE YOUR WOMAN 😩😩

username6 franco is really a SIMP and not a fuckboy like everyone thought WE WON

williamsracing We love to see it💙💙

username7 wiki how to have franco's gfs life

username8 CRYING

username9 franco don't you ever gatekeep her from us again we need her at every race

yourinstagram i'm the luckiest ever 💕

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↳ francolapinto love you forever hermosa