#thanks for suppoting me so much

[truffle-draws-turtles]

Hey truffle! For not-mikeys-panties reasons, what's your favorite color?

Hi gornack! I'm taking this opportunity to tell you that I'm very honored that you follow me and your reblog tags are always among my absolute highlights! 🫵🫶

And now to your question:

[choicesfandomappreciation]

Choices Fandom Shout Out

Sorry 🥺 I wish I was more active on tumblr and not busy with stressful real life. I miss talking with you. Or even interacting. I haven't forgotten you...

@dutifullynuttywitch Lucifer's Angel Girlie, Mal's elf and Cal's fairy lady. My bestie!!! Sorry, I wish I was more active on tumblr and not busy with real life. I miss talking with you. Or even interacting. I haven't forgotten you. I'm glad we met when I found out you were new in the fandom, I immediately had to give tips, introduce myself and the fandom to you. You're so lovely.

@bri1234 My fairy wonderful who always supports me fairy much. And ahhh, we have the same taste in Choices Books, Aesthetics, Fantasy, Fairy and Love Interests. We are so alike.

@infactnoimmasitinthemiddle I miss you soooooo much, my Nik Ryder lover friend and biggest supporter. When will you return? Come back!!! Our favorite nighthunter needs us. Been writing fanfics and wondering how you might find them. You motivate me. I hope you're doing well. Take care, study hard, drink water <3

@artbyalz I miss you and your wonderful art. Aerin misses you too and will return soon in BOLAS 3 this year. I miss you. You're always so giving, so generous and I'm a huge fan of your art. So beautiful. I'm glad we met and became close friends, ma copine. When you were new, I introduced myself and welcomed you in the Fandom.

@pilitella My gorgeous, new friend. I know you're no longer active in Choices but I really like you. You're so sweet and it's so cute to chat with you. Damien Nazario <3

@lilyoffandoms my first huge supporter and first member in my fanfic tag list (I think). You support everyone in the fandom, make beautiful art and I enjoy your writing. When I met you new I was always shocked how much you write in a day and if that was possible. Keep going, fandom supporter.

@tessa-liam , your Royal Highness, Queen of Cordonia and new best friend of the Lady of Lamrian. I don't know how we met or how you find me, but I'm glad you did. Or did I found you?? Whatever. You're always the first reader in my fanfics and never muss them. Thanks for suppoting me.

@mikaelsrose I absolutely know that you are no longer in the Choices fandom except for Blades of Light & Shadows. May I say that I miss talking with you? But I'm pretty sure we'll talk more again, just give me time with Romance Club to catch up, okay? Haha. You're super talented, Vee. And funny, lol. Keep going. I admire you, vee vee

@secretaryunpaid The always supporter who always supports others and creates beautiful edits. Like gorgeous edits. Like wow... Thanks for the edits you gifted me so far and always reblogging my writing. I hope you enjoy. Thanks.

@embarrassingsmartphonegame I know we never met and never talked, but you're my number 1 Nightbound writer. Because of you and your Leah Mendoza, I started writing for our favorite book and loving Nik and the Nightbound book even more. If you ever come back, kniw that there are still readers like me who are waiting for your fanfics. If you ever return. Thanks for what you did before and your fanfics.

@hopelessromantic1352 You seriously didn't thought I would forget you, friend. Hah, I didn't. How are your horses doing? I miss you, your fanfics and your Lexie. When do I get to read more of Lexie & Nik?

@american-duchess Less active in the fandom? So what? Here, get a hug, hot chocolate and a lot appreciation. You deserve it and thanks for being just here. I like talking with you, friend. Drake too.

@peonierose Wasn't green your favorite color first? Well, who cares. We all love pink. Pink, Sparkle, Fairy, Glitter, Kittens, Unicorns, Rainbow... Aaaahh, so cute!! Summer and Bryce are your favorite words too. What's the next adventure of Bryce and Luna? And will Gretel and Hansel return?

@choiceschatter You're so lovely, kind and really support me. Thanks for recommending me RC and I hope we will talk more. Life is too busy. Have a hug.

@mozartholvdehwk Study hard, friend. I miss you. I hope you will return back in our small fandom and gush with me again

@harleybeaumont My Birthday Twin!!! How are you? I hope you and Maxwell Beaumont are doing squid-tastic. You deserve happiness and all good things in the world

@jerzwriter I love your blog style and Aesthetics sooo much. Like sooo pretty and very seasonal. You're so friendly and supportive to everyone. Thank you for you Services and events on cfwc

@liaromancewriter Thank you for being so friendly and lovely to me. I always wonder why people even interact with me, lol. And biggest thank for taking over the cfwc and keeping it alive with hard work.

@zoeywades-spouse I just heard your wife, Zoey Wade saying that she misses you very much and so do I, bestie. You're very pleasant and fun to talk with. And yes, it's always missing old Angel Dino time here.

@mxdanni My lovely friend and supporter whose very old Nightbound fanfics inspired me to write my own. I have build my own World because of the old, fellow Choices fandom members who I thank very much.

@cadybear420 Eeeekkk, hello. You're such a wonderful and nice person to talk with. Sorry, I wish we would have talked more but life gets busy. But still, you're awesome. And I miss High School Story Original too

@storyofmychoices , thank you for holding the fandom together, running the book club, using the choices community Blog and hosting Events. You make it a fun place

@cashweasel Thanks for your great art and spreading it all across the fandoms. I still like the art you created for me once. Pretty

@angelasscribbles You're wonderful and I'm thankful to have you in our little fandom. Such a lovely person you are. King Liam is so lucky to have you.

@jdstar88 In honor of Choices Fandom Appreciation may I shout out how awesome you and your @thedistantshoresproject is. Jamie, you're passionate of what you love and very friendly. Thanks for your Support. Can't wait for your DS Game and your own Nightbound×Heaven's Secret crossover

Thanking the mod of @bloodboundsiege for creating the game for us. I can't wait and am so excited. Also, love your fashion sense

@korgbelmont Thanks for supporting the fandom, being part of it and serving us with transparents. It's completely understandable. Do whatever you wish and enjoy. Besides... I don't know anyone who uses transparent of the newer books to create something. Old Choices Classics are the best. And I like your genre taste too

@rosesnink Thank you for interacting with me. You're such a lovely person. I don't know what interested you in me, but still... Thanks. And thanks for making me love Desire & Decorum love more. And I want more Ernest Sinclaire time. One of the best.

@musicallisto You may be no longer active in Choices fandom and that's understand. But it doesn't stop me either to shower everyone (Fandom member or not) with appreciation and love. Also, my Desire & Decorum Main Character has the same name like you, Clara. Clara & Ernest = Clarnest. I love still reading your old fics

@clansayeed Thank you for everything and your wonderful Bound by Obliv. Series. Srry

@stars-are-within-me Thanks for your wonderful art gift. I wish we had interacted more before you left the fandom

@thosehallowedhalls I miss you. Thanks for the wonderful time we had in the fandom

💛

[ep1-darkblue]

the other day someone asked me why i love the osemanverce so much and what makes it so special to me

i really didn't know how to explain my love for this in a way someone who didn't really knew it would undersad

but i've thought about it a lot and so i'll explain it to you all

first of all maybe it isn't this way for other people but the amound of openly queer people in heartstopper isn't really realistic compared to my school and the people i know irl but that's already one thing i love so much about it, heartstopper makes it look realistic and makes people believe that it one day can be like that, i believe all the alice oseman books and heartstopper help people trough their comming out progress and other hard times in their lives

also the cast of heartstopper and all of alice's books are so suppotive and the representation of so many diffrend kinds of people makes everyone feel so seen and understood

and the osemanverce ofcourse brings people all over the world together trough social media and heartstopper events, you meet new people and learn new things because of the osemanverce and all the heartstopper fans out there

it's also beautiful how kind and understanding the osemanverse characters are and i truly believe real osemanverse fans all strive to be as sweet and understanding as those characters, maybe it even makes us osemanverse fans better persons when we stop juging people so fast and stop commenting on peoples clotes and we start sieng the beauty in every human we see because we know osemanverce characters would do that as well, i think that's something i miss in my other friends that don't know or really like alice's work they still say that what people wear is "ugly" when it's something they wouldn't wear or something that doesn't fit the fasion standarts and they still judge people by thier looks, sexuality or gender somethimes

what brings us to another reason for me to love the osemanverce i just want the kind of friendship the osemanverce characters have, and it makes me happy to see that many people online all believe friendships like those from the paris squad still exist, friendships without judging or hating and all that stuff that is "normal" in nowdays friendships

also it's just written really beautiful and alice oseman and all the other people working on everything that has something to do with the osemanverce are beautiful human biengs

haha thank you if your still reading and i hope you understand what i mean, have a great day or night xx

[yaffyna-tries-doing-things]

Well, thank you all, I cane out as femme non-binary to my closest people, and they suppoted me (since nothing really changed except pronouns and the fact that I feel much better)

My christian boyfriend started reflecting on his gender too, so...

Thank you again for your support, people! It really felt like coming home

Im afab and all my life Ive been okay with my gender that was assigned. Ive always been a girl, I understand every ounce of being a woman in both gender and sex, but now that I think of it...

I always think of myself as just of a human being. I often got that feeling of how stupid gender is, and... just now, I thought how much more comfortable I would feel if I used, even just in my blogs on the internet, she/them pronounce. I work a full time job, I study at a university and got plenty of mental health problems, and so SO much trauma, so I dont really have time to reflect on my gender when I have to reflect on suicide thoughts, near-death expirience in a war, abuse and more...

But, I mean, changing pronouns wont hurt anybody?? Even exclusively on the internet??

I mean, I genuinely feel like this "social experiment" invalidates the struggles of real non-binary and genderfluid people, and trans people also, because as far as I know all of that is tied to dysphoria.

I cant say Im experiencing dysphoria. Im okay with being a girl. Ive been okay with it for my whole life.

But changing pronouns still doesnt hurt anybody, right? I need your thoughts guys. Please help me.

[rosieblogstuff]

i am 👀 at if patti made better plots AU from your wip list

This one is also for @mspresstuff, who asked about the same WIP. Thanks for the asks, both of you! (I started answering this earlier in the first ask and then saved it as a draft but that screwed up the blockquote and when I decided to start over to get the formatting right I somehow also lost the ask? That'll teach me to try to be fancy with formatting, I guess.)

ANYWAY THIS IS A LONG ANSWER to sit tight.

I like Patti and I don't like Nikki, so I'm perpetually disappointed that Patti, not Nikki, turns out to be the bad guy. If Patti is going to be the bad guy, I want her to get her revenge on the right people. In canon, she gets the team disavowed in The Netherlands, presumably because she blames them for catching her. And yet.. she has to know them well enough to know that they would want to catch the mole, have the skills to do it, and turn her in when they did--because that's who she hired and what she trained them all to do. They were never going to let her get away with it. Blaming them for catching her is like blaming herself for teaching them how, and I feel like she’s more logical than that. Besides, she worked closely with her team and seemed to actually care about them as people--getting disavowed isn't the worst thing she could try to do to them, but it's a pretty nasty thing to do to people she likes.

So disavowing the team is getting revenge on the wrong people. She's (apparently, according to Jack) disillusioned with the system. She should be trying to burn down the intelligence community as a whole, or maybe Phoenix specifically, as her revenge.

So that's where this one is going, but I've only written the very beginning of what might be a very long thing, and it starts with a flashback.

January, 2012

The two files lay open on the desk between them, a spread of photos and reports that Patricia Thornton refuses to let distract her. She knows what they say. She read both files forwards and backwards five times before she even agreed to her boss’s little plan to just drop by Afghanistan.

The most recent notes and photos are her own, evidence to suppot the recommendation detailed in her final report.

She’d gone reluctantly, convinced her final report would rule out the possibility Oversight had placed on the table. 

There had been an awful lot in the files that should have ruled it out. It hadn’t seemed possible that either the traumatized 20-year-old kid with the stubborn look in his bright blue eyes and a broken 36-year-old career soldier would turn into possible hires. She needed genius, yes, and experience, yes. But she needed them in packages she could mold into some of the best, most reliable covert agents in the world. 

Unstable, that’s what she saw in the reports. Both of them. A young man with too much hurt in his life who had already thrown away an opportunity almost anyone would grab. A burnt-out former spook intent on becoming a statistic.

And yet.

“What made you think these two men would work together?” she asked. 

The man across from her leaned back in his chair and smiled. “So I was right.”

My "security clearance" WIP could be backstory for this, although I started writing that one a while before I came up with this.

(from this WIP ask game)

[fabien-euskadi]

Exam, sorrow, tweed

Tweed ~ Does your clothing style follow an aesthetic?

I am not entirely sure if it does. It all depends on my mood and the context - my clothing style is not the same when I am in my farm or at the University.

However… I have to confess that during a certain period not so distant from the peak of my depression, I care so little about my clothes that I was approaching dangerously the homeless person aesthetic. But I guess those days are now gone - forever, I have reasons to believe.

Sorrow ~ What misconceptions do people often have about you?

The list is almost an encyclopedia. Some used to believe that I was a satanist - and, despite being untrue, that is the least absurd thing that I heard about me.

I have already heard rumors that I am from some different places, usually in the Algarve - Lagos and Montenegro (a subburb of Faro) are the ones that popped into my mind; but the fact is that I have already lived in the Algarve region (and I still live there part of the week, albeit neither in Lagos, nor the Montenegro).

Some already said that I am a cold person - the earth will be flat before that becomes true.

I was already acused of animal cruelty - that is as fair as acusing a Trump suppoter of being inteligent.

As many strangers in a stranger town, I was already mistaken for a junkie.

Some dare to suggest that I am a conservative (!!!!!!!!!!) and someone who hates changes (even more !!!!!!!!!!!!!).

Do you want me to carry on?

Exam ~ Ask me something you’ve wanted to know or make an assumption about me

I am not going to make assumptions (especially "in public"), but I honestly hope you are alright. And thank you very much for the asks.

[destage-arch]

this is a gentle reminder that you are an absolutely incredible human being, i love you so much and I just wanted to tell you once again that you mean the absolute most to me, you are such a kind spirit and bring such a big smile to my face anytime I see your message notification pop up!! things are certainly stressful rn but I want you to know that you matter so much! and that you got this, things will work out <3

the way you always know what i need. the way you are the kindest and best person on the planet. honestly thank you so much for being here for me and allowing the space for my brain to be just mush at the moment. you honestly hit me with this earlier and i had a cry because i am just so grateful for you and so blessed to have a friend who is just always there and always so suppotive. i love you so much angel <3 

[zmayadw]

AHHH!! MILESTONE PARTYYY!!!! 🥳🥳

Omg! This is so beautiful! 😍 You really deserve it, dear! It’s always a pleasure to talk and interact with you! You are always so wonderfully nice and always so suppotive!🥰💚

Your stories enrich the fandom so much and I love reading your fanfictions! Your oneshots are so dreamy!💜 Just wonderful! Thank you for being here and always so great! Without you something would really be missing!🥺💚 And you’re just as addicted to coffee as I am, that’s a big plus!😂☕

Thanks for everything, angel! And I’m looking forward to many more milestones! You deserve everything! 💕

Lots of love and hugs to you! 💚🎭🌹

Congratulations! Let's celebrate!🥳

Ahhhhh, yes, lest party!! 🥳🎉💚

Thank you so, soooooo much for your lovely words, dear, it really means incredibly much to me 🥺💚💞 And I can only give it back to you! 🥺💚  And this is exactly what I said, so much amazing people here in the fandom, and you are definitely and absolutely one of them! 💚 I love your fanfictions, and all other thing you do for this fandom, it's just amazing! 🥺💚💖 And ofc, being a coffee addict is just a cherry on top! 😉🤭☕

Thank you so much again, dear for this message, it really put a smile on my face 🥰💚💞

Now I raise my cup to you, for all the future milestones and lots of fun ahead of us! ☕

Much, much love and hugs to you, dear, have a wonderful night! 🥰💚💞

[legobatjoker]

u r my beloved :] /p here is a flower i found on a walk for u !!! 🌼 i love you so much, thank you for been here for me and for being such a wonderful suppotive friend !

wowo thank u for the flower !!!! i love you too so much so i got u this mouse from my walk 🐁 hold him

[cxlixtesims]

✧･ﾟ: * 300 FOLLOWERS GIFT *:･ﾟ✧

i still can’t believe i reached 300 followers… it may seem ridiculous bc it’s not that much compared to other simblrs but i never thought that that many people would ever agree to put up with my shitty posts… i’m so thankful for each and every one of you - yes, that porn bot too. thank you.

so here is my gift! recolours are the only CAS cc i can do for now and im sorry if it comes out as lazy but i just really wanted to try it out!

a recolour of @ridgeport‘s thrift top

it only has chandler bing’s face on it. in eight swatches. you’re welcome.

here’s a cheeky lil preview for y’all

bgc

unisex ; custom thumbnail is only female though i’m sorry :(((

you’ll need the mesh and you can find it right here!

feel free to contact me if there’s anything wrong!!

DON’T STEAL OR UPLOAD AS YOUR OWN!! but that’s pretty basic innit.

download (mf, no ads)

thanks again for your handless kindness and suppot! enjoy *:･ﾟ✧

[sugarcloak]

Announcement!

hello guys! it’s been a while isn’t it... long story short, I’m not really feeling safe posting on tumblr and more than that, the new (well not so new) policy really disapointed me and I kinda lost motivation regarding updates on this blog. Also, let’s be honest, I don’t draw South Park content as often as I used to, as I usually am quite polivalent when it comes to fandoms; of course I still love the show with all my heart lol it would be lying if I told you otherwise XD!! But well, I feel guilty for keeping you all waiting for some more SP content even though I’m gone for such a long time without providing any kind of news ;-;

SO

I decided to turn this blog into a fanart blog! It will be multifandom, so that I can stills hare art with you all and prove I’m not dead! 

I totally understand if some of you are leaving then, I won’t be mad at all; to be honest I would have left a long time ago if were one of you, but I just checked my followers account and it got like two times bigger than last time??????? and I’m ;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;;-; extremely flattered and confused and;;;;;; I just love you all so much!!!!!!

Thank you very much for the suppot until now anyways, I’m super grateful and I hope we will still have good times together even tho this is no longer a South Park exclusive art blog....

Love you all guys, see you soon :3!!!!

[truffle-draws-turtles]

@replicasey @thelaundrybitch

Yeah... well. Yeah...

This story lives rent-free in my head. And even though I don't get nearly as many reactions for the comics as I do for other stuff, I'm still going ahead with it. Because why not? LMAO!

(No, I have ADHD and am a slave to my dopamine addiction. That's the reason. Sorry, we all have to deal with it now)

Part one

Introduction

Masterpost

[solohux]

Shmi here, hugging you so tight!! Whenever should the new meds happen to have you feeling bad, Lottie, focus on imagining things going better and better in the near future! Also, there's little strategies for feeling calmer that, alongside the actual meds, can help you - carrying Hux and Kylo mini plushies with you, and you mentioned stones some time ago? Meds are important and so are these little things: all of it together, plus of course our love, will make you win!

Shmi 2: as for what your colleagues think, they think you're BRAVE!! But, just a little doubt about your symptoms being ascribed as PTSD, love. That horrible thing happened in 2017, but you were already fighting anxiety desorder: I am sure your doctor does her best, but isn't she sort of focusing on that specific accident, and not on YOU? I don't know how to express it, sorry! But I know that you are a warrior.Shmi 3: Please rebuke me if I am inadvertently coming across as nosy, but I am a bit worried when I think of you being sad in the past over your family not always understanding your struggle. I hope you are getting plenty of support from them now - they can't not see how brave you are!!  

Thank you so much for your message, darling. I just feel so empty right now, like this feeling isn’t ever going to go away and it’s only ever going to worse with the new dosage of meds. And I barely get time to take my actual breaks in work but now I’ve got to deal with feeling down too? But I don’t want it to get to the point where I’m so worried about work that I can’t go in. I’m in such a dilemma and I’m really struggling and I’m sorry to post it here but I don’t have any other outlet without burdening friends & family with my problems.

But I know what you mean about my doctor. That’s why I stopped going to my therapist too, because they all just wanted to talk about the Manchester Arena attack as though that was central to my mental health problems and it isn’t. I had anxiety in my teens but didn’t know it was that and then I was diagnosed officially when I got to university and my self-harm got worse. The Manchester attack is just the tip of the iceberg and, sure, it’s manifested in PSTD with flashbacks and nightmares but at the core, it’s still anxiety (mostly social) that plagues me and makes me like I am. And you, a person on the Internet, knows that more than my doctors or therapist.

You’re not being nosy at all, darling. Fortunately, my Mum has been very suppotive lately. My sister is away at university and my Dad works very long days so she’s the one I put on at home but she’s been understanding and lovely. And I don’t want to put on any of my friends because they all have their own problems that they talk to me about so I guess I want to be strong for them and not show my own problems.

Sorry, I rambled on. Thank you so much for your love, Shmi. It means a lot.

[cuddlefishcutie]

thanks for the support! i need that, you cant imagine how much! *hugs you* and im so gonna hit back with negative talk, dont mind me! idk i lost all hope. and my belief in all the things which are supposed to be good. im thinking so many bad things. if i tell anyone, i just spoil the mood or make them mad. i just want to be dead, and im scared of so much, but im happy bubbly childish most of the time, just trying to be happy and enjoy my life. mostly because im not allowed to die. what a life!

Of course anon! Always! I'm full of suppot for a homie homiez help homiez!!! Lol *hugs back* you let that negativity out c'mon let's hear it vent bitch whine moan I'm all ears for ya if you will feel a little better from it you let it flow hellz ye!!!!!! I totally understand I can relate to that a bit you ain't spoiling no moods you👏 have👏 emotions 👏 they👏 are👏 valid 👏 they need must and will be heard dammit! If anyone gets mad at you for it well then I'll kick their ass like what do they expect you to bottle that shit up that's like constipation it hurts it sucks you gotta let it out I'm always here to listen when needed no matter what the desire for death is understandable alot of people get that some even have a condition or disorder that causes it(yes depression and being suicidal and anxiety all that are common causes of it as well) though I hope you don't attempt to make it happen any sooner than it naturally should the world existence as a whole is very terrifying at times I don't even leave the house usually because of it sometimes I don't even move I'll lay there in bed completely still frozen fearful that's all we can do though is enjoy life as much as possible in what ways we have that's the point to life enjoy it to your fullest extent until the end...I'm always so focused on trying to do that myself yet also trying to make sure those around me do to it becomes stressful and exhausting it's difficult I won't lie...I will never stop though and I never want to stop there's nothing I crave more than to smile and make others smile... always remember it's okay to not be okay at times you don't have to be positive constantly we're humans we have a wide huge range of emotions and we are supposed to feel each and every last one of them through our lives never be afraid to ask for help your emotions matter and are just as valid as every damn other persons in any universe of all existences through all of every bit of history

[tipannies]

Hey! I don't know what you're going through but I suppose it's very tough for you to be crying. However, I have good news: as much as it's hard to believe, whatever you're feeling is only temporary. The sadness eventually goes away. So hang in there! Happiness is on its way! Lots of kisses!

not to be pessimist but la tristesse durera toujours :/ i don’t even know what i’m saying anymore i’m sorry laskjda but thank you for your suppot and sweet words. it’s just that everything is literally a mess in my life right now and i’m completely lost and nothing is making me feel better lately so idk for how long i can deal with these bad thoughts without having a breakdown like i did last saturday

[amnachil]

The High School Game Part 11

Sam DAY 86 Thursday LAST CHAPTER

The young lad skipped his class the whole day. He felt too depressed and ashamed to show himself in front of his schoolmate. Worst, he felt too pathetic to play at videogames or anything else. He just slouched onto his bed, eating some chips while reading the text Barbara sent again and again. So rude. F, ranked 30th over 32. You have to increase you effort as soon as possible. Our professors consider that you might repeat a year. They said your bonus from gymclass could help you, but not with those news conditions. It was the text she sent. So rude. Sam belched, bloated from the multitude of cans he drank today. He felt useless. Pointless. Raphaël probably hated him now, and the other as well. Gregory manipulated him. He was a fucking loser, and he will repeat a year. This was a fucking shame. His mother tried to force him to go at shcool, but he just sent her packing. Become fat and enjoy food instead of workout, fine. But repeat a year ? No way.

"Son ! Diner's ready ! Come downstairs please !"

No. Let me alone. His stomach gurgled, tempted by the idea of a diner, but Sam was too depressed. How could he face his mother now ? He always assured her his grades were fine.

"Son for god sakes ! We've a guest ! Come on !"

A guest ? Surprised, Sam stood up. He quickly dressed (sweatpants and a loose sweater) and went to the kitchen. Indeed, his mother was not alone : Shirley waited here, sat at the table. She merrily smiled.

"Hi Sam, how are ya ?"

Stunned, he asked :

"What the hell are you doing here ?"

"Please son !" his mother corrected him. "I prepared a diner, but I will go in town for a drink. Both of you, be nice. And Sam, please, be polite."

She left the home without any additionnal explanation. On the table, there was a gargantuan feast. Home-made pizzas (two big pizzas with enormous side dish), a whole chicken with some pasta and a plate of nachos. Plus, he smelt the delicious odor of chocolate mousse. What the fuck she did ? We can't eat everything only both of us.

"You we're absent the whole day, and I were worried." stated Shirley. "I decided to come see what was the matter."

Sam sat down, still astounded by the amount of food. His stomach gurgled loudly, and he blushed.

"The matter is my grades, which are too low. And I can't expect anything from soccer since I'm, well, you know."

She nodded.

"I can help you. Work with you. I'm sure you will be accepted in the 12th grade. But today, you have to take our mind off those worries. Let's eat."

He gladly approve. After all, he was starving. With a ravenous hunger, he took big slice of pizza, and started to eat. In no times, he have finished, and took a second. Shirley just watched him, smiling. Her presence was fortifying. Soon, he polished the whole pizza, and started to feel stuffed. Slowly, he slipped his free hand under his pull and rubbed his distended belly. This clothes were a good idea, after all.

"Are you stuffed ?" asked the blond girl.

He gazed at her a minute, then took the second pizza. She smiled, and he confidently started to eat. One slice. Two slice. He was not hungry anymore, but with his expertise, he misled his stomach in order to gobble more. Three slice. Four slice. Sam felt his bloated belly gurgle again, but in pain, this time. It was round and hard, packed with pizza. He stared at the last slice remaining, uncertain. Shirley eyes were shining, and her smile gave him the energy to finish. He swallowed, and then stood up straight. His belly was round, plump under his sweater. His sweatpant was a bit tight, and he belched loudly.

"Sorry." he whispered.

"Are you stuffed ?" she asked again, ignoring his burps.

He nodded, but the girl came closer and softly put a hand on his sweater. She started to make circle, slowly, tenderly.

"Are you sure ?"

Well... Sam knew he was stuffed. Those pizzas were enormous, for god sake. But while Shirley rubbed his tummy, he felt able to eat more. He stared at her and took the plate of nachos. She smiled. She had a beautiful smile. The young lad devoured the whole plate quickly. Faster than he expected.

"Seems like your stomach streched." Shirley said with a quiet voice. "Shall we try the chicken and pasta ?"

He nodded. This feeling, of being stuffed, was so good. He was aware of his dick, pushing harder against his trunks. I have a fucking erection. It was largely noticeable, because of the sweatpant. Anyway, aroused and encouraged by Shirley’s smile, he ate the last plate. It had an hard time finishing, but eventually, he succeeded. Now, his distented gut was squeezed by his sweater. His pants was overly snug. Jeezus, this is so good. His hardening cock remembered him he was not alone. But well, the girl was rubbing his belly after all.

"Time for dessert." she whispered. "I guess you still have some room ?"

Hell no. He was unable to speak.

"Don't worry. I will feed you this."

She brought the chocolate mousse. Despite being overstuffed, Sam desired it. The taste was mouth-watering, and he salivated in advance. Slowly, Shirley took a large spoon, and ordered :

"Open your mouth. Let me do the job."

He gladly obeyed. Humm... So sweet. God... His both hands rubbing his over-distented gut, he let the blond girl fed him the whole container without interruption, except for some belch from time to time. The flavor gave him enough motivation to eat, eat, eat. Plus, he was so aroused he did not know how he could hold this. His dick was pushing like hell, and when he finished, he was almost cumming. Shirley took off her shirt. Her tits were hard. She slowly undressed him too. She asked, while patting his hard belly.

"Can I call you honey once again ?" she begged.

"Well... burp... sorry. Yes... burp... I guess you can."

After all, today, he had to take his mind off.

Gregory DAY 88 Saturday

Today was the most important day ever in his life. His first day as a supporting striker for the team. The opportunity to erase the rumours against him. To get his popularity back. It was more important than is overall average (C+) and his rank (19th over 32). Right now, in the locker room, his teammates were changing, excited. Gregory took off his pullover when suddenly, he heard Raphaël cold voice in his ear.

"Don't screw up perv."

But the team captain was far away, talking with Liam. Holy shit... The young lad sighed. He knew this match was his best chance to get back into Raphaël's game. And then, I will beat him. He already planned everything. Jessy phase was currently in progess. Then came Shirley-Sam phase. Those two motherfucker were back together. And Sam insisted to bring Gregory at Mcdo on Friday (he was absent on Thursday). Anyway, I will humiliate them so much, they will move far far away. And then, he would be able to shift in Raphaël phase. The final phase. I can't wait...

"Okay guys, let's go." shouted the captain. "Don't forget our goal : the victory !"

They all rushed towards the field, and the match began. At start, Gregory did well. He managed to follow his captain, and they scored the first goal. However, at the 20th minute, the young lad caught a sigh of Shirley and Sam, sat next to Jessy in order to encourage the team. I need to impress the public... They will shut the fuck up. His three ennemies were here, smiling and laughing, greeting Liam their supports. Gregory sped up despite Raphaël being unmarked, and rushed the adverse goal. He dribbled around, and came close to the goal, overjoyed. I will score without you, cap'. Sadly, a defender tackled him, and he lost the ball. In no time, the adverse team perturbed his own defense, and they scored a goal. Fuck. Our defenders are so bad, for god sake. And Liam is here, watching the sky. Fuck him.

"Don't do that again." Raphaël whispered. "I was unmark. Dude, we don't give a fuck about who is scoring, we just need to score. Am I clear ?"

"Clear cap'."

Gregory went back to his place. Nevertheless, close to the half-time, he had a new opportunity. And Sam was laughing. This fat fucking cow is laughing at me. He thinks I'm worse than him. The supporting striker rushed the goal again, without an eyes on Raphaël position. He came closer, but once again, a defender tackled him. And once again, they scored. 2-1. Seriously ? What the fuck is doing Liam ? Masturbating while watching his stupid girlfriend ? The half-time came, and Gregory went on the locker-room, enraged. This situation was insane.

"The fuck are you doing ?" asked Raphaël. "What on earth have you in this fucking brain ?"

They were alone, but the dark-haired lad was too angry to let his captain complain.

"That's not my fucking fault !" he shouted. "Our defenders are so bad ! They can't even stop a fucking chicken ! And Liam is awful. Useless. Did he even know how to be a goalkeeper ?"

Raphaël face became inexpressive. Gregory glimpsed a scaring glint in his eyes.

"I'm not speaking about our defense." he stated with a cold (really, really cold) tone. "They did mistakes, as everybody, and I will talk to them after. But what the fuck did you think ? Why rush when I'm unmarked and waiting the ball ?"

"I had opportunities." retorted the brown boy. "And our defense failed so much... that's why we are losing."

His captain attitude was frightening. Standing here, face to face with him, Gregory shuddered, feeling uncomfortable.

"Listen carefully, dude." ordered Raphaël. "We still can draw level. You just need to understand we're in a soccer game : you will not be popular by losing. Be a good player, knowing his position, is the best way to be famous. You are a suppoting striker. A supporting one. Understood ?"

Gregory nodded. It was time to join the others.

After an hard second half, they eventually won the game. Sadly, thanks to Raphaël. The blond lad led the attack, and scored 3 goals, one after one. His presence on the field was impressive. Anyway, in order to celebrate the victory, they did a party. However, Tobias had left the town, so they went to Finn house. The ex-fatty (according to the monthly check-up, he managed to lost 4 kg-9 pounds over December.) was honored to recieve the whole 11th grade. And Gregory had some business to deal with. Phase one start now. He headed towards Jessy, which was luckily alone, and smiled.

"Hi girl. Having fun for our victory ?"

"Well, I don't know if it's your victory perv, but at least it's Liam's one."

He smiled cheerfully. Bitch. Fucking bitch.

"You're right. A drink to celebrate our goalkeeper ?"

She stared prudently at him, but eventually agreed. However, she did not realised he did a mixture with strong alcohol. And she doesn't need to know. The drak-haired girl drank the whole thing and smiled.

"I did not expect you being so nice. I thought you would hate me for my betrayal."

"Well, I still don't understand, but we don't need to talk about it anymore. Another drink ?"

She nodded, and he went to the buffet to prepare the mixture. Everything's fine. This girl is a dumbass. He smiled to Shirley, who just sat here while her ex-new-boyfriend ate. Then, he went back to Jessy, and offered her the glass. He repeated the act for a while, before being sure she was heavily drunk. Liam was far away, speaking with Raphaël and some others teammates. Good. Now, let's have my revenge. He brought her next to Finn, and whispered :

"Do you see how Finn is handsome ? He is good-looking, with this weight loss."

Gregory knew this plan was risky with a girl. But Jessy was not an ordinary girl. The was a gossip, and a very, very eager chick. She replied loudly :

"Yeah, he is so hot ! Woah, I'm hot too, by the way."

"That's probably mean something." Gregory mumbled.

"Yeah ! It means we have to... have to."

She did not finish. Slowly, not too well, Jessy headed towards Finn, and hugged him.

"We must have sex big boy !!"

This one turned towards her, surprised. Soooo good. Gregory was filming the whole thing, but it was useless, because everybody heard her. They all stared at her with amazement.

"Let's have sex Finn !!!"

The lad tried to reject her, but she was insistent. Right now, the whole 11th grade was aware of the situation. Nice. So nice. Liam came, his cheek red of embarassment. He took his girlfriend while people started to laugh.

"After the perv, there is the slut !" shouted someone.

Jessy phase : achieved. Let's move to Shirley and Sam phase.

Liam DAY 90 Monday

A ray of light passed through his door, but the young boy ignored it. He was laid under his duvet, in the warm.

"Brother, you need to wake up now !" shouted Chloe. "You'll be late, as always !"

"Mmh, one more sec..."

School began in one hour, but Liam was not a morning person. Slowly, his head appeared, and he opened his eyes to acclimatize to the light. I hate Monday. Weekend were better. More sleep, less work. Monday announced a week of labor, exam and social life. Too difficult for Liam : he pulled his quilt up and cursed Monday. May this day disappear.

"Seriously brother, you're a pain in my ass."

He felt someone tossed him around.

"Move your big ass brother !"

Chloe arose above him and slapped him (it was regular, no worries). Slowly, Liam stood up straight, and he rubbed his eyes. I hate Monday. He got on his feet and headed towards the dinning room (his sister already left the bedroom and reached the bathroom). Like a zombie, the lad served himself a glass of milk and some pancakes and jam (okay, six big pancakes, but he was a growing boy). He ate the whole thing, then went back to his room and watched his bed with longing. Unfortunatly, Chloe stared at him, so he just took his clothes and went to the bathroom. While showering, he rambled about his life. Since 27 days, he dated Jessy (YES he counted every day, so what ?). The dark-haired girl had a spontaneous personality, but they had good times together. He still thought she was too skinny but well, Shirley told him to be patient. Shirley. He never expected to be friend with Sam's girlfriend, especially knowing Raphaël disliked her but well... Things happens without any logic, sometimes. However, Liam had another concern regarding his girlfriend (yes, his shower was THE place for considerations. Who never transformed the world in his shower ?). During Saturday party, she humiliated herself by hitting on Finn. Luckily, the lad rejected her advances, but the goalkeeper felt ashamed while he brought her home.

"Brother !" shouted Chloe. "It's 7:45 ! I'm leaving the house, don't forget to lock the door."

Jeezus I know. She was 12 and he was 16 for god sake. Well, okay, he forget to lock the door several times, but that's not a reason. Liam got out of the shower and dressed with a jean and a big, loose pull-over. He still had to brush his teeth and take his bag. He heard Chloe come back and yell :

"Don't forget to take the trash out ! And you'll be late, as always !"

Thanks mum... She stormed out. Seriously, he was old enough to take care of himself (maybe not, but he had his pride.)

Liam went to the high school, an after a feeble excuse for his late, he finally could follow the lesson. Anyway, he was a good student, with an overall of B- (which means he was ranked 12th over 32 because yes, he was serious). The break came, and he followed Raphaël outside, but suddenly, Jessy grabbed him by the scruff of the neck and brought him apart. Once sure they were alone and away from prying eyes, she kissed him. Liam, surprised, let her do, shaking his hand without particular reason.

"I missed you my love." she whispered while fondling him. "One day far away is too much."

"Well, you too, you too, but are we gonna talk about Saturday night or ?"

Okay, time to be honest. During Raphaël's party on December, Jessy took Liam's virginity. He was just heavily drunk at this moment (because his captain made him drunk) and he barely remembered the whole night. Therefore, yes, he was still shy and completely prudish (okay, boys at his age were rarely prudish, but he was an exception, so what ?). Even the idea of Jessy entirely nude made him blush. By the way, he was blushing, now. Holy shit. She's supposed to be embarassed, but I'm. He seriously needed to calm down his brain (because who the hell think about his prudish desires in a schoolyard while asking his girlfriend if she intended to cheat on him ?).

"What happened Saturday ?" she asked.

Oh... well... Did he really wanted to tell her ? It was probably better if she did not know. A lie can't be bad... Well, a lie was a lie, but in some circumstances... STOP thinking Liam please. Oh yes, he was sometimes speaking to himself, but everyone was doing that, right ?

"Nothing important my love." he eventually stated. "Let's enjoy the rest of the break."

She smiled and pounced on him, happy. For god sake... She was light, but he could already imagine when she would be fatter. Not today, unfortunatly. Well, it was hard to be in a relationship...

Shirley DAY 92 Wednesday

After physics, the young girl and her boyfriend went to the library in order to study. They already tried to review at Sam's house, but they were too tempted by... other and more private matter. And at Shirley's home, with her sisters, that was not possible. So, they had decided to study at the library after the class, except when the girl went to gym. Today, the couple had to review history (Shirley's weakness). However, when they sat, Barbara headed towards them and said :

"Hi guys. Sorry to interrupt but I have a favor to ask you."

Shirley smiled. She still remembered the gloomy incident of Raphaël's party in December, when the class delegate helped Jessy to trap her... Nevertheless, it was safer to forgive Barbara for this and move on to something else.

"I heard from Jessy who heard from Liam you were studying together in order to improve yours grades, and I wondered if you could take Kilian with you."

She showed him out, sat alone reading his history lesson.

"He's trying hard, but he has difficulties and nobody to help him. I would do it myself but I have some matter to deal with, sadly."

Sam smiled innocently.

"Sure, tell him to come."

What ? Shirley was not convinced. Firstly "some matter to deal with" sounded like a pathetic excuse. Secondly, she agreed to help her boyfriend, but two boys with difficulties ?

"I'm not our head of the class, Barbara, I'm not sure I can handle this. And how much difficulties he had ?"

Her boyfriend gazed at her, surprised. Sorry Sam, I'm not as naive as you. There's something fishy going on. Kilian was more than discreet. He never came to the parties, never came to the soccer game and never came to gym class. During class, he never speak, and often, professor even forgot him while calling the roll. This guy was just nonexistent. Well, at least invisible. So why he suddenly needs help, uh ?

"Kilian had an overall average is F-, which means he's our last. And I asked Raphaël, our head of the class, to help him, but he politely declined, pretending having other matter to deal with."

Well of course the devil is too busy... Barbara did not seem to realize the irony. Anyway, Shirley could not decline with this pretext too, because she was helping Sam right now. She knew that... The class delegate was smarter than she thought.

"Fine, tell him to come. We'll study together." she eventually decided.

Kilian was a fuckin' freak. Okay Shirley, be nice. Kilian was an original teen. Firstly, he had a weird family name : De Beauchêne. French origins, she guessed (she quickly checked on her phone : it meant roughly From Handsome oak, which meant nothing). Afterwards, he was mute. Well, not mute mute, but he never spoke, except for greet them. Plus, he had a frightening black eye and a plaster on his forehead. He worn a pullover moth-eaten, with sweatpants and a too tigh black jacket with the hood rode up on his head, hiding his blond hair. His face, studded with freckles, and his blues eyes, where quite dreadful. Shirley felt uncomfortable, studying with him and Sam, who was unaware of her emotions. At least, his boyfriend was taller (Kilian was 179 cm or 5′10″) and more impressive (the scary boy was weighting 55 kg or 121 pounds, which was quite disturbing). I wonder what Ms Lovely think about him... To Shirley's opinion, the boy needed to be controled. Anyway, they worked two hours, before Sam, bored, wanted to stop. The girl, too hurried by her bad intuition, agreed to leave.

"See you tomorrow Kil'." gladly said her boyfriend.

Neither she or Kilian replied. The couple left the high school and headed towards her home. Like every evening, Sam escorted her, and they enjoyed this period of calm, far away the game, as Raphaël was saying. However, this time, Shirley was still frighten by their schoolmate. What if he is following us ? Did the devil sent us his most powerful minion ? After all, the captain have been letting them peaceful for a long time now.

"What are you thinking hon' ?" asked Sam while patting his gurgling belly (it gurgled every two hours anyway).

"What is your opinion about Kilian ? I found him rather frightening."

Her boyfriend laughed.

"Why ? He is a twig, without muscle at all. If he attacks you, just punch him in the face, and he will faint."

"Well... probably."

"Do not worry about him. If he is a dangerous psycho, I will protect you. Okay ?"

She smiled, vaguely calmed. I hope you're right... But if it's Raphaël's idea, a punch in the face will not be enough against the devil himself...

To be continued

Sorry for this long wait.... I honestly just forgot about posting the next part ‘-’. Anyway, this was the last Sam Chapter, because he eventually became what he wanted to be, and he’s back with Shirley !! (I know she’s happy about it). However, the game isn’t finish yet... And Gregory is planning some bad things !! And welcome to Liam, our new character !! I hope you’ll love him :3