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I want to kill myself I’m fucking sick of everything and everyone I want to kill myself

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I really would much rather be dead rn

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My anxiety has been horrible all day and it feels like it’s getting worse and worse as each second passes I can’t stand this feeling I hate it starting to feel like I can’t breathe I want to bang my head against the wall until I begin to bleed

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We spend almost a year literally every single day messaging each other to make sure we’re both okay spent basically almost every day of summer together I said fuck it to my pale skin I got an ugly nasty disgusting tan from the summer sun because I felt our friendship was more important than my love of me having pale skin to look somewhat like I’m a walking corpse… and yet you think you can get away with ignoring me deliberately straight up for 4 days ignoring me while I seen you online on messenger I purposely messaged when you were on to try to get any response from you every message I sent on there I also texted to you regular text message each day all 4 days multiple times each day multiple times when you were online for hours at a time you didn’t even read any of my messages so you can’t even pretend like you weren’t purposely ignoring me for literally no reason whatsofuckingever you just suddenly outta nowhere decided to ignore me for 4 days… you know it’s a little funny because 4 is my favorite number lol now my time attention and friendship is NOT 4 you lol… the universe keeps proving to me that I always am better off without friends that’s why I keep ending up without any I need to just keep with that no friends

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Now on top of everything happening I just spilled some of my weed…I want to rip my skin open don’t mind me while I cry myself to sleep tonight

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I’m not in a good place mentally and emotionally as of recently I’m tired of life

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I think I know now what I’m gonna do with my account here

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Tomorrow’s Halloween!!!!!!!!!!

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I can’t believe tomorrow is my daughters 3rd birthday time really just flew by it’s killing me she needs a younger sibling I have baby fever I miss when she was a baby baby hers was so little I regret not breastfeeding her longer

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My daughters birthday is in 6 days I’m excited… my ex had his girlfriend ask me last night if I was going to allow him to see my daughter on her birthday “or that stuff off the table” like seriously how can you ask something like that after I asked her to tell Donovan on the 2nd to stop texting me asking to see my daughter until he’s ready to pay child support and can pass a drug test especially since I have him blocked anyway… get a grip

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I want to sneak you in my class during my lunch break and fuck your mouth underneath my desk with your hands tied behind your back.

Interesting…

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My daughters birthday is the 22nd and then Halloween so many things to be excited about in October

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What do you prefer, circumcised or uncircumcised cock?

I prefer to not be asked things like this lol

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You are so strong for facing your challenges head on. Keep being brave!

THANK YOU!

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What are your thoughts on knot dildos?

Nope just nope

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I'm a literature professor, and I'd enjoy nothing more than to have you blow me in my office.

…welp…at least it was nice to get an ask I don’t get these often lol

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♡I went through my followers on Instagram this morning blocked whoever had been following me from FetLife except for like two people(one of them is a little I need more little friends so lol & the other person likes Hello Kitty we’ve never spoken anyway so I’ll let them stay following me♡