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I'm so mad I'm just trying to get in the shower after my exercise and my brain won't let me.
I love the water. I love being clean. I like the splish splash. Water is soooo great.
But.... My dumb species dysphoria keeps getting in the way because Ew My Human Body Feels So Gross Right Now.
Ough...... This is The Worst.
#my mom made me this thing though to cover me up so i don't hafta see myself when i shower#it's super nice but...#it can be kinda hard to wash around sometimes.#super nice of my mom to do for me and i do love it#she even did it before i told her about my non human identity#thanks Mom you're the best#nonhuman#nonhuman things#nonhuman community#nonhumanity#non human#eldritchbean speaks
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#this is pride to me#flockintogether#art#chart#yesterday we threw a pride celebration for our lil rural yeehaw city#bout half a thousand showed up for the queer fun downtown :)#we had some mom and dad volunteers who were there to be. idk. proud moms and dads basically lol (and to block protesters if any showed up)#the kinda moms/pops that go to college campuses with cheers and hugs for stressed students#i get a lil misty eyed thinkin about the grown ass dudes who use their Good Old Boy status to be affirming and supportive (and protective)#of other ppl in the community#so whatever part of the community u r in. or if you're just a Real Good Ally or w/e#if you are showing up for your people - thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. 1000 thank u's#one of the best parts abt bein on this planet is when we get to enjoy one another's company and lift each other up
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A Batfam AU where instead of going to get Dick to be Robin again Tim uses necromancy to bring Jason back from the dead. He just leaves Jason on the Wayne doorstep with a 'do better this time' sticky note. Batman can't find out who did it and Tim stays his little latchkey self with semi ok but distant parents (cus canonical they weren't really abusive just not there which isn't good but they could be worse). His parents bring him along on trips but again they love him but they just leave him to do as he pleases. so in Paris he ends up still getting trained by Lady Shiva. This keeps going and Tim just keeps reviving batfam members, if they fake their deaths and Tim tracks them down to check on them. They still have no idea who their shadow is, they can't find him, Tim likes it this way. Bruce goes MIA and Red Robin happens just minus Tim actually being Red Robin. The JLA doorstep gets a passed-out Batman with a 'I can't believe I have to keep doing this shit' sticky note on his head.
#now you're probably going Batcaves i see those fics all the time? and my retort is those are babyified Tim Drake fics. he then gets adoped#the batfam and has a coffee addiction. i want a Tim Drake that treats the batfam like how wildlife rehab centers treat animals. they make#themselves knowable of the subject. they're striving to improve their quality of care. establish safe working habits. share skills. put car#of the subject over personal gain. be professional and humane. protect welfare of the subject. release the subject as soon as appropriate.#it's just his subject is batvigilantes not a racoon that was on the side of the road.#tim drake#batman#robin#dc comics#dc universe#detective comics#batman comics#batman and robin#batman au#and i think Jack and Janet being abusive is getting boring. have them be ok parents. they give tim a long leash but fail to see hes using i#for his own fun. they never told him he CANT learn necromancy and revive bat vigilantes how was HE supposed to know it's a bad thing??#maybe they should have looked at what he was doing while they were off. (like Phineus and Ferb. He asked if he could learn self-defense.#he learned from Lady Shiva not at the YMCA. He asked if he could read a book on necromancy! you didn't tell him he's not aloud to use what#he learned! he asked if he could go to the cemetery to see Jason! you didn't say he couldn't revive him! and so on)#Tim: mom can I learn self-defense while in Paris?#Janet: that's a good idea there are so many pickpockets here a little training would be nice for you. do you know a place?#Tim: Yes! her name is Sandra#Janet: cool. if you think she's the best choice. here some money.#Tim: Thanks Mom!#janet drake#jack drake#fanfic idea#fic idea#fanfic ideas#batfam
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#helluva boss#impsona#hazbin hotel#diabloku#thank you#you're the best#sempai#shugar mom#size is important#ugly happy face#vivziepop#tiny imp bigger bark
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My tiny little kantrio besties to keep me company in my journey! Made by the amazing @okiroash 🥹🫶
#gue baru bangun tidur ashar -> ngecheck tracking jne -> flew down the stairs and acted normal in front of my mom as i picked up shao's packa#with bed hair and sweat and all because I COULDN'T WAIT TO UNBOX IT and RAHHH they're way above my expectations!!!! just LOOK at my sillies#YEAHHHHHH they're so adorable 😭😭😭💖💖💖 proud to be 🇮🇩 because the artists are all so damn talented and shao is among them!!! 🥹🫶🥳🥂#you will catch me fiddling with the gremlins because they're now hanging from my phone lanyard... they'll be with me wherever i go hehe 🥺🤲#maaf norak but there really isn't that many pokemon fahmerch floating around indo so it really DOES make me happy when i get to purchase on#and i love shao's art and have been following them from my priv too so that's like the cherry on top for me 🥳🥂 live is worth living yallll#i loooove the designs... such cuties compressed into itty bitty sizes 🥺🤏💖 perfect to hang from wherever tbh which is a winnn! 🥳#catch me sharing selfies with them in it when i dump my august photos here hehe 🥺🫶 photobombed by kantrio... hell yeah 💖#once again THANK YOU SHAOOOO you're totally the best! 😭😭😭💗💗💗 bintang 5 isn't enough i need to give you all the stars in the galaxy ⭐️#kantrio#pokemon#kanto#rival blue#trainer red#trainer leaf#personal
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Made cake at 11pm today to celebrate my engagement because my parents refused to be happy about it.There is perhaps a small amount of bitterness in me. Cake was good though. Even if it's kind of gray for some reason.
#my mom could not emphasize enough now disappointed she was with my lifestyle choice but that she wanted me to be happy#and like girl#okay thank you for trying but also#she was patting herself on the back so hard for being such a good ally and accepting of it#and like no#you're at best tolerent which I know is better than a lot of lgbtq people get#but god fucking damn it it hurts so much that I'm engaged was met with I'm so disappointed and became a long discussion about religion#like I know if my partner has been a man they would have at least said congratulations instead of how they're disappointed#I tried to show my mom the engagement ring and she gave me such a look of reluctant disgust before changing the subject#so she didn't have to actually see it#and I'm just#yeah#there's some disappointment and devestation#anyways#happy engagement chem 🥂wish you were here#id feed you my suspiciously gray cake so we could get food poisoning together#me as person
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#if you're wondering why is sarah beth posting so much this week!!!#it's because my mom is in the hospital and fourth of july is in 2 weeks and I am not in my best headspace#and I just really like to distract myself over here with all my little thoughts#thank you all for being my friends
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I need to know does the fish ever get identified as a different breed or mix and what's the weirdest or funniest one you've gotten
Oh man all the time! Even if people know what a rat terrier is, they have a little piebald miniature in mind and pigroast is...neither of those.
She is most commonly mis-identified as a miniature pinscher (I get it), a basenji (until they see the nub), and a doberman puppy (???).
My favourite was kelpie mix though <3
Funniest dog pike has mis-identified? A German pinscher. She was 100% convinced it was a rat terrier.
#my absolute fav was walking maverick and someone shouting 'nice beagle!'#I've had a lot of younger people apologize profusely about wrong guesses and it's like??? my dude??? you are making the best guess#and you're not that far off??#I am gearing up for our handful of trials this year by mentally bracing myself for Interactions#I am easily overwhelmed and unfortunately that has made me abrupt and I have been too dismissive in the past#there are so many not nice dog people I don't want to be one of them 😭#I need to solidify a party trick so pencilcase can interact without necessarily having to be pet#I am having flashbacks to the little kid and her mom who so clearly wanted some more dog info and I bailed bc I hadn't had pig with kids yet#idk where any of this is going but thanks for the ask!#pig in her heart is a little lap dog#this is just hard to convey in brief stranger interactions where pickeral wants to do her own thing (valid)#ask#turnpike
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how did you first get into Jeremy Jordan
good question—and one i very recently asked myself when the inevitable "how did i become this person" reflection happened 🫣.
i think there were many different factors (most of them not that good) that caused me to dive into obsessive mode so hard (and so quickly)—and it's definitely a "i see it now, but i couldn't back then" kind of situation. however, i'll spare you from those details XD.
the simple story is that, similar to you, i watched tangled the series and instantly fell in love with varian.
i love him
funnily enough, varian was the reason i started watching the show to begin with (coupled with the fact that i love tangled, and rapunzel, and eugene, and pascal, and max, and- 😆). i actually listened to the tts songs before watching the show 🫣 because my sister had gotten hooked on it years before. however, i only listened to the songs with mandy moore and zachary levi 🫣🫣 (cause i was like "who are these other random people, i want rapunzel and eugene"). then one day i listened to "through it all," in which varian has one line (plus an "eh" which i love now, but couldn't tell was him when i first listened XD)—and i was instantly just like: who's that.
have i listened to this one line on loop? you bet.
so i started watching the show—and loved varian from episode one—so naturally, i decide to look up the voice actor. it was jeremy....surprise. except...i didn't actually become obsessed right then. if anything, i was a little weirded out that this tiny boy was voiced by a 30-something year old man 😂 (but it's voice acting, so i was just like: wow, he did a great job 🤩...i'm going to go resume loving varian).
okay and then he sang. i knew he was good from his one line in "through it all", but wOW. adfasjkjaskfjd, on repeat forever and ever.
yes he was
that's not when i became (jeremy) obsessed either XD.
okay...and then a bunch of life stuff/circumstances kind of collided, and let's just say that i was feeling extremely lonely while also struggling with grief. i think there was about a two week period of this before i started actually bouncing back, and i had just reached the end of s1. now tts was doing a good job with bringing much needed happiness in my life, but...s2 had a very noticeable varian-shaped hole in it 😒.
that's when i turned to jeremy jordan youtube. it started off (the first hour) pretty mild—just some of his disney medleys, or the greatest showman video, or just the ones with millions of views—but it very quickly turned into a full out jeremy jordan youtube spiral™️ XD.
i must put this in your face again
i think in part, i latched on so quickly because jeremy and i are actually very similar people in general. i think at the point of extreme change that i was in at the time, it was just nice to "know" someone who was like me—and it definitely helped that there was easy access to extensive jj content. on a slightly different note, this is absolutely the reasoning behind the fact that if i had a chance to see jeremy live, i would choose one of his concerts over, say, gatsby—i am obsessed with jeremy jordan as jeremy jordan XD (hello akp).
literally me (i grew up in california by the way XD)
anyways, fast forward ~3 months, and i joined tumblr 😆...and we all know what happened after that. honestly, not a bad decision in my mind (at least so far), despite being very anti-social media my whole life. i've gotten to chat and obsessively geek out with so many great people, and i'm just so grateful for that 💕.
i've still only watched s1 of supergirl...and many youtube clips
#okay...woah i did not expect this post to get sooo long#i'm adding a read more line 🫣#help i blinked and there was an essay again#this is probably not what you were looking for#i'm just....passionate...?#and i left out...a lot of major plot points 💀#basically#jeremy jordan: the best coping mechanism#he is less of a coping mechanism now though...and more of just *a problem*#but the best problem#there is absolutely saga continuation potential here#that was like day number one#we didn't talk about how i came home to visit and sneak attacked my sister into watching newsies with me for the first time#or the blessed day i discovered the concert recordings#or the day my mom texted me to say that she knew who he was#but this certainly got too long so we shall halt here XD#just to be clear: jeremy and i are very different in many ways as well#i like to say that if you combine jeremy and laura osnes that's like 70% me#and then add a good dose of violet parr and you're like 90% there 💀#okay i'm done with my#tag ramble#again#jeremy jordan#a lot of him#alchemicalwerewolf#thanks for the ask!
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I think what’s interesting about writing ocs that are entwined is you are able to see two narrative stories. Naoto, who I try very hard to define is an asshole but circumstance, the governing of the Zen’in Clan, generational trauma, along with emotional neglect is a product of all that has transpired. Does it give him an excuse? No, he’s still awful but not to the extent one thinks solely based on his surname. As he is one that argued if Maki crawls back to her friends, she is wasting her potential, this is a comment made by Naoya many overlook in terms of misogyny (if I can find the panel I’ll insert it). When in reality, there was a genuine concern, the surname still holds, her position still holds, it is a genuine question, one that Naoto, while disgruntled about the lack of cursed energy, did try to say; you can find another way. He’s also prone to trying with utmost might to break the cycle with his own son, who appears timid, shy, even frightened of the boy as if he’ll break the child or harm him.
The marriage he was forced into was not joyous, it is not happiness, but he cares for his wife enough to assure she will escape one day && live happily with someone she loves. His death was to signify a man with nothing dies with nothing, Isamu being the one to solely cremate him while leaving the rest of the clan hinders on Isamu’s kindness && vengeance. They were friends since their teens, ostracized from their aristocratic families, one just chose to be the protector && infinite source of love for them both. While Naoto is portrayed as the wolf in exile, Isamu is the loyal dog, it’s not degrading but more in the sense Isamu would tear the throat of every Zen’in open solely for his friend. He is no better in this term, he wishes for everyone to desperately believe so, but he can be just as violent.
#// currently cooking + blowing up the kitchen#// tbf reading some theories while working on ocs more in depth and I just was noticing the foil#// isamu is fun cause he'll tell you nah I'm not a good man - but he's the best man he cares deeply#// naoto will laugh and bluntly say what's a good man???#// these two are my roman empire thanks#headcanons: naoto zenin.#// me: cereza no you can't make dual ocs#// also at me: YOU'RE NOT MY MOM
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......... who's gonna tell him ... .. ill do it @markiplier
#IM KIDDING ALKJNFGADFBG IM SORRY MARK BUT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO NAMED THIS PLAYLISTTTTTT#actually you know what on the slim to none chance i submit this at Just the right time and it gets a bunch of notes#and he somehow does actually see this post#(hi sappy/backstory tm incoming feel free to continue scrolling lmao>>)#mark you helped my mom so much#she was sick for 5 years and in that time as she got weaker and more tired what she had an abundance of was Time#and as someone who since losing her has now also become extremely depressed i underrstand Even More how horrible that kind of Time can be#to have and go through and be frustrated and devastated and bored out of your mind#but some of my friends started me in watching your videos#and she was my best friend#i shared everything with her#so of course i shared your videos too#and we would watch a lot of them together but you also have so many on your channel from so far back in addition to the new ones#that she had plenty to go back through and watch on her own while i was at school#we always felt like your humor and mentality fit right in with the rest of the household like you were a longtime friend#or neighbor from just down the road who we spoke with regularly or smth idk it was just so easy for your videos to be engaging and upliftin#she could have a playlist on to fall asleep to and be distracted from everything coming up...and that means more#than i could ever begin to thank you for#i think fnaf had been one of the things id been introduced to you through..and then tiny box tim we loved tiny box tim#back when you were first getting into making shorts and improving equipment/editing quality i always thought it would be so cool#if we somehow ran into one another on the street somewhere and i could offer to help#because i was watching those videos too! i want to make them as cool as possible and im going to school for it i know tips and tricks#and by now im sure youve probably surpassed what i know haha the INSANELY awesome and frankly gorgeous cinematography and impressive#but anyway... i know she had those videos to fill the Time when i was at school#and sometimes when i wasnt but when i was too exhausted#and i know you made her laugh and smile through it all#and that means everythingto me#ok well thhat got sappy fast sorry everyone christ#ive thought so many times over the years about trying to write something in the comments on a video or send an email or something and like#i feel bad same time cos i know soooo many people have similar stories or treat youtubers/celebrities like theyre actual saviors and angels
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happy holidays, friends! whether you're celebrating or not, i hope you have days full of peace, contentment, love and time with the people you care about the most. if this is a difficult time of year for you, please be gentle with yourself and give yourself all the time and space you need to get through it safely - don't let anyone make you feel bad or guilty for struggling during what's meant to be a "happy" time. life is hard, and it's okay to need a bit of extra support and grace.
#ily all and hope for nothing but good things for you now and in the coming year#this is a really good year for me tbh... probably the best in a very long time and i just want that for everyone#it's... incredible how much recovery has changed my feelings about the holidays smh#i can just? enjoy everyone's company? and not have to hide not eating?#amazing tbh#if you're rolling your eyes at this just scroll on by thanks#anyways back to the annual watching of the lotr trilogy bc it's my mom's favorite thing in the world and i would do anything for her
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Thanks to my mom for listening to me talk about art 24/7 😅
#like she never seems to be bored to listen to me ramble about it lol#and I talk A LOT#thanks mom you're the best!!
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really not sure why i felt the need to redact information from that ask. most of you know by now. i talk about the hell that was that fandom often and many of the fics were still on my ao3 up till like two years ago. but listen it's the illusion of having secrets. of having a past.
#tam.exe#you can ask me p much anything and i would talk about it tbh like i'm not ashamed or anything bnkjgnfdknb#should we be writing rpf? nah i would say not. but i was young and all my friends were doing it. what can i say.#wrote a lot of things for that fandom. uhhhh the serial killer au. the everyone died tragically and haunts a hospital au.#the graveyard caretaker au. the fallen angel thing.#the criminals in abusive relationships au.#you know when you're a teen and you watch a lot of cri/min/al mi/nds with your mom#and so you have a kind of warped perception of what makes a good story#and you decide to combine your two interests. boybands and crime procedural dramas.#i forget sometimes that this is like. ancient tb lore. almost no one here was around for that time in my life. which. probably for the best#OH AND THE ONE WHERE ONE OF THEM WAS A ROBOT#i don't have any anonymous ao3 fics. but boy i sure do have some orphaned ones!#jnknkgnkjgn thanks for coming along on this trip down memory lane if you read this far you get a cookie.
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#i feel like venting and not a lot of people follow me here so i figured this is the best place to do it#i'm just so tired all the damn time#depression has been kicking my ass#and i've been trying for so long to get a handle on it#and nothing seems to work#going to possibly be starting a new med in a few weeks but idk#i just want to feel normal but i feel like i'll never get to that point#and then there's the fact that i don't really have any friends#the only person i do stuff with is my mom which is kinda sad#but idk how to meet people#ugh i'm just so done with everything#like work has also sucked recently#i had to leave after like half an hour on wednesday and took the rest of the week off#and my boss has been super understanding which is great but again i just want to feel normal and be able to do my work#i feel like such a failure in every aspect of my life#i'm 25 and what have i accomplished?#i know everyone goes at their own pace but god i feel like i'll never catch up#okay i think i'm done now#i doubt anyone read this but if you did uhhhh thank you and i hope you're doing well xo#jace talks#delete later?
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speaking of catholicism and being weird about it. i remember when i was 8-10 i scammed a catholic studies club for two years, because if you joined it you'd get a box full of gifts at the end of each year and it was full of stuff we couldn't afford at the time, ranging from toys to stuff i needed for school and even household items, so what i did was i went to that club twice a year (once for each semester) so they couldn't kick me out because i DID participate, i never did my homework and every time the club leader (teacher) asked me a question the best answer you'd get from me was "huh?"
P.S. the teacher didn't like me obviously but like, no one liked her either, even her son i think. he moved from our small village in eastern europe to US and the speed of his instagram changing from being unused to being full of pictures of hot women and alcohol is almost so impressive that i didn't believe it was a guy who used to be called an egg because of the way his mom stiled his hair and clothes in school.
well damn that sounds like a great and effective plan. i should've been doing that as a kid instead of learning bible stories unironically and raising my hand for every question during our church's version of sunday school. i didn't even get toys for it
#or even validation really either :/ nobody ever told me good job for knowing that stuff#nobody told me i was a good catholic... that's why i had to leave. the other stuff is negligible#no fr though cause the way people in religious environments will snap Immediately once given the freedom#idk if the guy you're talking about was like. devout. but very expected for someone who grew up in a strict religious household#and hated it and got Freedom once he was out from under his mom's roof#if he was devout... i mean we've seen what 'men of god' do when left unwatched.#if he was posting on his insta though i assume it's the first dfjksgh#fr though bitches HATE bible studies leaders!#the woman who lead my confirmation classes was widely disliked and mocked by all of the high schoolers she was supposed to be teaching#my best friend's small group used her name in a 'thanks obama' joke throughout the whole two year process#she also stood up Next To Me during a retreat when a speaker asked people to stand if they thought being gay was Wrong. so.#hateable even before that#ask
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