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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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No jokes here. The Navy’s best pilot and the Navy’s best admiral. Between them, eight air-to-air combat kills and five stars. These were men who commanded respect with or without your approval. This was the picture of ruthless competence.
Debriefing (& Other Stories) • part 2 of Easier Done Than Said by @compacflt
#easier done than said by COMPACFLT#this is one of my alltime favourite fics rn#and probably for the rest of time too#its a topgun fic written by COMPACFLT and its insane and its so fucking good#its basically a canon rewrite of#top gun 1986#and#top gun maverick#and spans thirty years of Ice and Mavs relationship#theres just so much in this#so much emotion and characterization and everything#which has driven me insane that im having one hell of a dopamine comedown this week after having read it#i highly reccomended people go read it cause its just really that good#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#bradley rooster bradshaw#jake hangman seresin#i love how the commander wrote mav and ice in this. like theyre clearly military men#but theyre also SO much more#icemav#and theyve taken the canon 'whos the best pilot' and given its own twist#'hes the best pilot in the world'#my heart cant take it anymore#i know im making this sound like 100k words of just fluff but believe me its not#its 30 years of pain and internalised homophobia and time away and falling in love and raising a kid and not once talking about any of it#but the ending is so so so good and the additional parts from different povs literally left me wanting more#i cant do this someone help me go read this go read this go read this#and come cry with me how we cant ever read this for the first time ever again#also shoutout to the commander once again for the insane amount of preplanning and research into the navy theyve done to write this fic#im forver thankful. sorry im a stalker
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✧ — FAVORITE FEMALE CHARACTERS POLL.
TAGGED BY @fenharel, @happilyobsessing and @leviiackrman tyty sm!! <3
— RULES: make a poll of your favourite female characters (no limits - as many or as little as you want) and see which your followers like the most!
— TAGLIST (opt in/out via this post !!🥀💌):
@loriane-elmuerto, @pavus, @carrionsflower, @auricfog, @girliefailure
@sunsofdawn, @risingsh0t, @anotherbeingsworld, @statichvm, @full---ofstarlight
@grapecaseschoices, @tommyarashikage, @shadowsofrose, @shadowglens, @weisshaupts
@queennymeria, @deadrlngers, @d-esmond, @courtana, @gothimp
@wlwaerith, @unholymilf, @aezyrraeshh, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @shellibisshe
@florbelles, @celticwoman, @neonshrike, @cloudofbutterflies92, @adelaidedrubman
@carlosoliveiraa, @pinkfey, @raresvtm, @yharnams, @aceghosts
@confidentandgood, @theelderhazelnut and you!! 🥀💌
#only if you want to !!!!!! 🥀💌#as always if you’ve done this already please feel free to pass on doing this as well <33#leg.tagged#leg.polls#t: polls#brain fried egg so i will not be doing much tag rambling skjxxhhx 🥀🥴#but yea trying to break out using the tag list more as well hehee 🥀💌 <33#but yea cannot wait to cry and scream at a volume only heard by dogs when i see teia in d*atv !!!!!!#(and v*iago too but we aren’t talking about beloved rn (affectionate)) 🥀💌#and tyty to my x*men era in the midst of dragon game brainrot <3#choosing was oo howdy but this was the cutest thank you thank youu so much for tagging me !! 🥀💌!!!!!
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I'm living cute queer teenage experience vicariously through Heartstopper and you not allowed to judge me
#actually the first part of this season is hitting kinda close to home so fuck you for making me cry just on the SECOND episode how dare you#I want to feel queer joy for this fictional teenagers and I will#I didn't get to experience all this teenage bullshit thanks to depression and homophobia#so you have no idea how good this is to see something like this even just on the screen#I love everything about this season#like rn I think this is the best season so far#heartstopper season 3#charlie spring#nick nelson#nick and charlie#tao xu#elle argent#isaac henderson#tori spring#darcy olsson#tara jones#darcy and tara#heartstopper
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happy new year 😌🍾
#ts4 fanart#the sims 4 townies#ts4 townies#paolo rocca#knox greenburg#the sims 4#paolox#fanart#EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#i am so crazy abt them. please IM BARELY PLAYING THE GAME BC I WANT TO DRAW THEM 24H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#well rn im developing stuff ig. im having a blast playing the greenburg household but im gonna switch to partihaus soon#<- haven't played for 2 days bc i was drawing. this#i REALLY GOTTA STEP UP AND MESS A LIL W POSING SOON i can't be breaking my wrist over and over#i still haven't made them move together or something. they don't deserve a house for now (they'll trash it as soon as i'll give them keys)#my liddol guys..........................theyre a MESS#i lvoe my gymratboy and stinkyboy. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND§§§§§§§§§§§§§ FUCKKKKKKKK§§§§§#i initially downloaded this damn game to play w my ocs (like everyone) but tbh FARCK THEM it's all abt townies now.#also unrelated or idk but i was browsing knoxs tag n saw a little wedding w a sim. saur cutes#then op had paolo as the wedding dj I THINK IM GONNA PASS OUTTTTTTTT IM CRYING BLOOOOOOOOOOO#ok thats all thanks for reading. my tags are bigger than the post itself lmfao#ourf
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hellooo, I hope you're feeling well! I was wondering however if ouroboros was still being worked on or if it's on hiatus. Hope I wasn't rude in asking
I don't feel it's rude, after all, I have been keeping the development close to my chest. It is still being worked on, edited and transferred into renpy with graphics and soundbytes galore! However, right now, since about three weeks back, I left my partner of 8 years in the middle of the night with just a change of clothes, my dog, and a laptop. I'm struggling hard but putting on a brave face-- right now I'm coming up with a concept of something else to work on until I get a proper apartment and can get my stationary PC back so I can get back to work on ouro. I'll make a proper post about it tomorrow, so keep an eye on this space!
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#in all honesty i forgor the password to the louroth tumblr so ill just stick to my personal for now 💀#everything is up in the air. i cry all the time. and when im not crying im writing. LMAO#it'll all work out though it will just take some time to get back on my feet#the ouro book 1 is like 65% done and a demo is even closer. i just haven't found a reasonable stopping point+ some of the most intense edits#and rewrites are in the first chapters and I've been wanting to finish the latter parts first so i don't have to run myself in circles tryin#to line everything up properly. yk?#im so grateful for my patreons for being willing to support me because money is such an issue rn. if I can't make it monetarily on writing i#will have to put it all on complete hiatus and go back to work full time#which I dread bc doggy daycare is so damn expensive. alas! only time will tell what happens next. tomorrow is a big day when i find out#what exactly i will have to do.#thanks for the ask nony<3 i have several other asks i will try to get to during the week!!#please block the 'ouroboros-if' tag if you don't wish to see them dear mutuals<3
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alrighty, friends, i feel the need to be a little transparent because it's affecting things here. the short version of everything is: i'm not doing so hot in the mental health department. no one needs to be concerned -- i'm okay even if i'm having a hard time. but i just ask that everyone continues to be patient and understanding bc i promise that i'm excited to write and chat!! both new and old mutuals, i have so much admiration for you all!! the problem is that the discomfort and sensitivity i feel are making it increasingly difficult to be punctual and social.
so what does this mean? it means my activity may continue to be extra slow. i might procrastinate with messages or go completely silent. i might not log on some days just so i don't have to use my brain. but however my presence here fluctuates, i promise that in no way this is a reflection of my feelings towards you or our muses. i'm just going through it.
all that said, thank you for being here <3 thank you for filling my dash with things that make me smile, and thank you for being a space where i can relax. i care about all of you so much, and i encourage you to be kind to yourselves!! take breaks!! take your time!! your happiness and health matter first always.
#trying to resist the urge to erase everything bc i feel like i'm needlessly explaining myself#but it /is/ needed bc i see how my mental health is affecting me here and i'm frustrated by it and feel guilty#like today was a bad day tbh. i was angry for a good chunk of it bc of work and then there are personal things making it very hard#for me to not become instantly agitated when i get home#so even though i wanted to start messaging people i really almost have the urge to cry at the thought of doing so rn#bc it's just another thing to do when i really just want to /stop/ having to do things today#it's a similar feeling to wanting to see my friends bc i love them to bits but being so burned out that i also don't want to go anywhere#i hope that makes sense and i'm sorry to everyone waiting on me and i'm so thankful to everyone waiting on me#i'm gonna stop talking now though bc i feel like i'm definitely rambling atp ;v;#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw negative#i hope this post isn't as messy as it feels to me but i gotta stop rereading it or i'll go insane
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Update still losing it
#okami sequel#okami#okami 2#oh look she speaks#woke up and immediately rewatched the teaser#i can't stop smiling#I'm so fucking excited you have no idea#aaaaaaaa gonna keep playing today. hmm the save file with the water dragon i think#SEQUEL SEQUEL SEQUEL SEQUEL SEQUEL SEQUEL WE'RE GETTING A SEQUELLLLLLL#WE'RE FERRINF A SEWUEM WERE FETTING A SEQUEL WERE GETTINF A SEQUEL WERE FETTKMG A SEQUL WE'RE GETTING A SEQUEL WE'RE GETTING AN SEQUEL WE'RE#BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK#DIGGING. DIGGING UP TURNIPS RN. EMOTIONALLY.#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I COULD CRY I COULD CRY I COULD CRY YESSSSSSSSS YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!#THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU#IT'S ALL I'VE EVER WANTED#god the new style looks more beautiful the more i watch the trailer#obviously that may not be the final style bc it's early days in development yet but if it IS the final style i think I'm gonna love it#breathes. breathes. okay.#before anyone asks i WILL be losing it at least internally every day until the game comes out#in fact. no. until. at least 48 hours after I've beaten the game when it comes out#even if I'm not actively posting about it and you don't see it. just know. Just Know.#I'm Still Losing It. Always.#WE'RE SO FUCKING BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (the name of the song im listening to rn)(yes really)(its a vocaloid song)
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 engineer#tf2 scout#tf2 pyro#balloonicorn#im so sleepy rn#THAT FUCKING FOLIE A DEUX REDRAW TOK ME SO LONG#MY PENCIL KEPT DYING REMIND ME TO NEVER DO THAT AGAIN#aaaaaaaaaaaaa is so much better than i remember bro#SORROW IS OVERFLOWING OUT OF MY HEART AND IM ABOUT TO CRY#YOUR HAND IS COLDDDD 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️#tried a different style w the last scoot i hope it looks kool it was fun#also i hope everyone had a good thanksgiving !#im thankful for the BAG the GRIND the BITCHES AND THE HOES my GANG 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑#i hate drawing engie#who wants to draw engie! who wants to draw engie.#slash ref
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I got into a fight with my brother and I just don’t understand how testosterone makes you proud of the ability to make me cry.
#I also bit down on my braces and bent the fucking wire out of place#thanks Christian for making me feel like shit again when I was having an alright day#bro I need a hug from all my moots rn#how tf are you gonna get mad at me for trying to help your ex gf who is still my friend#and insult every single person in the house#and say you hate arguing with idiots when I’m the idiot in question#how tf are you gonna scream at my face that how I feel doesn’t matter#how if I want you to really be mad you will and you will insult me and make me cry#I already cry every time we fight#it’s not fucking hard#worlds greatest sibling#number one#great fucking job bud#taylor’s a yapper 🗣️
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Some of you guys left some of the kindest, most heartfelt replies on my Hankcon advent comic 😭😭😭🥹 Thank you so much💙💙 It makes me incredibly happy that so many people liked it enough to comment, especially @glass-noodle. Your comments are always so so thoughtful💙💙💙 I've read your tags a few times and they always make me happy🥹👉👈
#I'm not very good at putting my feelings into words so mostly I say 'thank you' but what I really mean is I AM CRYING RIGHT NOW.#I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ARTICULATE HOW MUCH YOUR COMMENTS MEAN TO ME AND I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ANYONE UNCOMFORTABLE BY GUSHING#BUT YOU ARE MAKING ME GUSH RN. I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS BUT I AM FEELING A LOTJFJWHSKHD#or something along those lines x''D
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Speedran this while eating lunch
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#tenka willow#my sona#art for me#OH MY GOD IJMJKTEGN MJ)(T)=(£=()£=())£%=)I)=£()==()()==()=()()==()%£=()%=()%£=()%=£()=%£()#IM GOING INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IM GONNA GO INSANE#I DID NOT. EXPECT THIS. AT ALL ????????????? OH MY GOD#THANK YOU SO MUCHJHHHHH AAAAAAAAAUGHGHJJHGHJGJHGHJ YOU DREW THEM SO WELL#IM GONNA CRY THANK YOU I WANT TO HUG YOU TO DEATH RN#ASDFGHJKLòàù#IM SO NORMAL........................IM SO FUCKING NORMAL IM SIO NORMAL#I LITERALLY STOPPED PLAYING RAIN WORLD AND I SEE THIS MASTERPIECE IM#AHAHJHTHTI£TTY(£)Y()T£Y()UT£)(£()()U THANK YOU????????????😭😭😭😭💖💖#IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME SERIPOUSLY THANK YOU I HAVE NO WORDS. I HAVE MNO WORDS#IM GOUNG TOEAT THIS AND STARE AT IT FOR THE NEXT 4 HOURS
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i loved you, best i could. x
#karaii art#our flag means death#spoilers#i have so many conflicting feelings. most i admit are not very kind rn#but i wanted to try and process this scene by entering izzy's mindpsace#so i drew this#i'm gonna be crying about him for years#so long and thanks for all the fish
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hello!! i was just wondering if you’d be okay with someone possibly making a small fan animatic of parts of a human? absolutely understand if not — new reader here who just fell very in love with it, thank you for writing such a fantastic story <3 TT
HELLO??? oh my god, yes, absolutely please feel free!!! im very honored!!! im very glad you enjoyed it ☺️
#lxm textposts#i would add a lot more yapping tags but im at work rn so#just AAAHH YES that would be so cool 🥺🥺🥺 im so flattered and it hasnt even been made yet#just the fact that people want to make art for my silly little fics makes me want to cry (joyful)#auguhhhhhdhdhhhh im so unwell ...#thank u very much anon i will absolutely look forward to it no matter how long it may take#i am. no stranger to long wait times 😔#see: time between chapter posts
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lonely sad and so so poorly so think I'm gonna work on requests until I get sleepy :)
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#ive had such a sore tummy all day :(((#and im a lil down bc i saw something i wish i hadn't but#im trying not to let it get to me too much#i don't rly have anyone to talk to though so that's a lil upsetting!#contacting a mental health service tho bc i don't want to spiral abt it#ive had a lil cry!! i managed to hold it together for a while but i started thinking too hard and had a lil weep#but im not crying rn and i just wanna be proactive abt it so i dont end up feeling worse#but yeah since i got no one to talk to rn i have some time to write so i thought i'd try and get through some requests!!#sorry ive been so sucky with them#i love u all very much and sorry im not as active these days#thank u all who still support me and reach out tho ily all a whooooooooole lot :3#i hope ur all having lovely days and nights mwah mwah
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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.
#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol#like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset#and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it#but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all#(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have#and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth#(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves#and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol#but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates#the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation#that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me
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