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I still think about how soft Harry turned for his sunshine girl and I imagine all the random voice notes heād send her during the day when he canāt call her or maybe the voicemails heād leave and how sweet his little rants would beš©š„¹
Hiii babes!! I miss my little lovey dovey HWC Harry so Iām gonna give you some examples of his rant-ish voicemails and voice notes to his sunshine girl! I hope you enjoy!!š
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Summary: These are some voice notes and voicemails your lovely ex frat daddy boyfriend Harry sends you during the weekāØ

Mondayās Voice Note: āGood morning sunshine itāsā¦uhh shitā¦oh sorry donāt be madā¦ah okay itās seven fifteen in the morning and Iām about to go for a run and then come see you before you go to work. I hope you slept good? How did that weird sleepy tea taste? Did it work?ā¦mānot totally sure all those things are actually good for you but if they help then Iām all for it because my sunshine girl needs her full eight hours or sheās a bit pricklyā¦but I donāt mind when youāre a little grumpy..makes you more cuddly and we both know how I feel about cuddling so-oh bloody hell why is all my coffee gone? māgonna kill that Irish fuck-I mean I love you baby Iāll see you in a bitā¦I wonder if youāre dreaming about me right now? Hmmmā¦youāll have to tell me what you dreamt about when I see you. Love you!ā
Tuesdayās voicemail: āHey baby Iām just seeing if youāre free for dinner tonight? I forgot you had a meeting during lunch today so just call me back whenever you canā¦I miss youā¦oh and I love youā¦yeah okay thatās it. Love youā¦I already said that didnāt I? Oh well you can hear it againā¦I love youā¦bye sunshine.ā
Wednesdayās voicemail: āI am so sorry I couldnāt walk you to work this morning I forgot to set an alarm and when I woke up I saw all your missed calls andā¦god Iām-shit Iām so lateā¦Iām sorry sweetheart but I hope you have a good day and Iām going to come see you for lunch! Iāll bring your favoriteā¦I love you! Iāll see you soon! Make sure to save a few smiles for me okay? Donāt give them all awayā¦love you.ā
Thursdayās Voice Note: āGoodnight my sunshine girlā¦thank you for letting me pick the movie tonight even though itās technically your nightā¦I love you and I canāt wait until you finally stop telling me no when I ask you to move in because we both know you want to live with meā¦or maybe itās that we both know I really really hate not being able to wake up next to you everyday..two floors of separation is killing me baby and I know one day soonā¦youāll just stop fighting it and just accept the fact we are going to be together forever so might as well start forever as soon as we canā¦and before you say anything yes I stole parts of that from when Harry met Sally but itās the truthā¦remember when you said youād be okay with the wife thing after our first kiss? Well that was almost a year agoā¦but anywayā¦I love youā¦a lotā¦actually itās more than just a lot but thereās not a word to describe the amount soā¦a lot will just have to do for nowā¦I know youāre just now getting out of your bath and putting on all your lotions and potions that make you all soft and uhgā¦I miss youā¦fuck thisā¦ohh sorry babyā¦let me just grab my sweatshirt andāwhere are my socks? Oh okay here they areā¦Iāll be there in three minutes and forty five secondsā¦prepare for a sleepover because I miss you too much. I love you! Donāt fall asleep before I get there!ā
Fridayās Voice Note: āHey sweetheart did you know Niall has a key to your apartment? I didnāt until he walked in while I was in the living room and he scared the shi-crap out of meā¦when did he get a key? Did he steal it from you?ā¦oh and Iām making pizza for dinner does that sound good? I hope youāre having a good day at workā¦Miss you and love you like crazy.ā
Saturdayās Voicemail: āHey babyā¦māa little drunk but sāall Niallās fault and god I love you. Iām gonna marry you when you finally let me. But you know that yeah? Yeahā¦yeah you know thatā¦god hallways are so long andā¦and ugly? Why are the hallways so hideous? Māgonna come cuddle you is that okay? If itās not justā¦kick me off the bed okay? Yeah..yeah Iāll see you soon sunshineā¦my sunshine..you smell like flowers and sunshine because youāre my sunshine girlā¦that I love soā¦so much a lotā¦māgonna go now okay? Māat the door! Love you!ā
Sundayās Voice Note: āBaby where are you? You just left me in bed with a bottle of water and some aspirin with a note on my forehead sayingā¦brā¦feast? Thatāsā¦thatās not a real word?ā¦wait oh it saysā¦breakfastā¦did you go get breakfast? God Iām so lucky that youāre myā¦my everythingā¦youāre too good to me. Iām gonna go shower because I smell like the floor of a shitty barā¦but I love you and miss your cute face so hurry back? Please?ā
#HWC extras#harry styles fanfiction#harry styles fluff#harry styles fic#harry styles request#fratrry#harry styles x sunshine!reader#harry styles x fem!reader#harry styles x you#harry styles au#harry styles series#harry styles x y/n#harry styles x reader#harry styles imagine#harry styles x gf!reader#boyfriend!harry#my little lanky baby#harry styles#niall horan#my little irish marshmallow#one direction fanfiction
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I finished reading The Neon Void a while ago and itās honestly became its own hyperfixation to me now!
And Iāve finally found the confidence too ask a question! >:D
How much does Senior Hueso know about what happened? Does he even know Leo is alive yet and what would be his reaction too finding out? :3
I can just imagine the turtles walking into the place with Leo, and Hueso turning around too great them only too get jumped scared be thier presumed dead brother!
Also how would Leo do in more populated areas similar to Senior Huesoās place Run of the Mill? Would he be nervous or none the wiser about it?
(Sorry for the random questions! I offer very old fanart I really need too redraw, as a sacrifice to the void)
I LOVE HIM WHOA WHOA!!!! Thank you so much!!
And I have a lot of thoughts on Hueso!! I like to think that after the invasion attempt, and after Hueso learns what happened... He'll be dealing with his own grief too. After all, Leo was the guy who not only helped cleared his name and got him off the Hidden City's Most Wanted list, but he was also the guy who helped him reconnect with his estranged criminal brother AND helped him with local crime bosses who threatened the peace of his restaurant.
Whether intentional or not, and while it had been a lot of trouble at the time, Leo's actions had impacted Hueso's life drastically for the better. And when he hears what Leo did... Learns that he's gone... He'll be devastated. But more importantly, Leo's brothers were beyond hurt-- and they needed help more than ever before. Hueso knows how important Leo's brothers were to him, even if it had been a passing comment at the time of one of their adventures. After the invasion attempt, Hueso becomes one of the adult figures who turns his attention towards the children who saved the world... and needed the emotional support in the aftermath.
That being said, I purposefully made nods to Hueso at the ofrenda because I love to believe he helped the boys build it. Offering what little comfort he could in giving Mikey, Raph, Donnie, and everyone else, and a means of expressing grief. I sincerely believe that after the invasion attempt, the Hamatos were more than just customers to Hueso now. He'd always give them the care they deserved whenever they visited, though that was somewhat rare after the invasion. (I also like to think he'd catch Mikey at the ofrenda at times and send him home with special pizza pies.)
Though in Rise fashion it would be absolutely comical if Leo just. Showed up one day and scared the crap out of Hueso-- but I'd think that the boys would give Hueso a heads up prior to coming. (The emotional pain of Hueso being told but not believing until he sees Leo is far more delicious to me hehe)
As for how Leo would feel in a more populated place? well. hehe. ;3c
#love love LOVE how those neon colors pop like WHOA#WAAA THANK YOU FOR THE SWEET ART!!!#and thank you for the sweet ask!! it was very fun to answer :>#[winks in foreshadowing] ;3#you know now that i think about it#i have a LOT of feelings towards Hueso he was such a cool character#there's depth there like DAMN#also needless to say#but the boys will never have to pay for a meal at Run of the Mill ever again#Purgatory Paradise#TNV Ending Spoilers#TNV asks#TNV Final Chapters Spoilers#The Neon Void#The Neon Void TMNT#TNV TMNT#The Neon Void fanart#TNV fanart#fanfic fanart#rottmnt fanfiction#tmnt fanfiction#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#ROTTMNT#save ROTTMNT
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you got any Plural Taco (II) headcanons?
idk how to sign these asks but it is the same anon who'd previously voiced my concerns about One (BFDI:TPOT)
Hi there, uh, hmm. This is a tough one. Uh, you're going to be Onesy. One for your previous ask, and the -s to make it plural for this one. Welcome back, and thank you for sending in your request!! :]
Ask and you shall receive, plural Taco headcanons! Apologies if I misrepresent anything, get something wrong, etc. Please kindly let me know and I will correct it!
I tend to think, with plural Taco, Silly Taco tends to only front in low-stress, safe situations/environments, yeah? Serious Taco handles the rest. She fronted during the finale because it was high-stress, and with the stress and danger of being outcasted and living in the woods, she stays fronting. Silly Taco is dormant for some time. She'd probably come out more after the finale, but I'd see a possibility of her peeking out when Taco's with Mepad, actually. He's a safe person for her, and he helps her talk out a lot of her issues and feel better yeah? Might be a signal to Silly Taco that it's safe to come out.
Since Silly hasn't fronted in so long, she ends up having a lot to catch up on once she starts fronting more! She adores Mic. Absolutely loves her. Not only is she one of the most friendly to Silly, but she picks her up and carries her around!! She loves to be carried!!
Speaking of Mic, she'd probably be the first person Serious Taco ends up telling about the situation. I mean, they all think it was an act rather than an alter, yeah? And since Serious Taco feels safe with Mic, she'd probably be the first (again, other than Mepad, rip king you would have loved tpot 16) to be told the truth.
Silly gives everyone heart attacks on a near-daily basis, I think. They can't find her for hours? She went to go stock up on lemons. They can't find where a mysterious noise is coming from? You better bet Silly has made her way into the walls. She's vibing, lol. Shares the same skill for sneaking around as Serious, though uses it for fun purposes.
Pickle. Yeah, that's going to be a tough one. Silly is going to be very upset and not understand why he doesn't want to be around her whatsoever. I'm not sure if they'd pick things up where they'd left off, or if it would be too much for him. Things would certainly be even more tense for him and Serious, yeah?
#inanimate insanity#loomy's answers#ii taco#taco ii#inanimate insanity hc#mic ii#ii mic#mepad ii#ii mepad#pickle ii#ii pickle#plural taco
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CITY OF STARS UNIVERSE Q&A
ā Discover more about City of Stars F1 AU Universe! ā Join City of Stars' as beta reader ā Ask your questions about City of Stars Universe

Hi everyone! It's been two days since the beta reader form for my upcoming F1 AU Universe, City of Stars, was published, so I decided to answer here to the questions/messages you've sent me thought the form! āŗļø
Before we get started, let me tell you a bit about City of Stars: ā I've been working on this project in the shadows since March-April 2024, and after thinking about whether making this universe a reality once for all, I finally decided to move forward. I'm starting a new era in my life, and I think I needed a huge change when it comes to my writing as well, so I hope you like it as much as I do! ā City of Stars is an Alternative Universe starring the following Formula 1 drivers: Max Verstappen, Lando Norris, Mick Schumacher, Daniel Ricciardo, Oscar Piastri, Sebastian Vettel, Carlos Sainz, Charles Leclerc, Alex Albon, Yuki Tsunoda, Esteban Ocon, George Russell, Lewis Hamilton and Fernando Alonso (with the possibility of more of them joining). ā Fanfiction announcements, including plots, drivers and titles will be made on May 14th, 2025, and they'll start being released on July 31st, 2025, the day of my 23rd birthday. When City of Stars gets released, it will be my main focus of writing and, occasionally, I'll post individual one shots/fics. ā As for the beta reading process, I thought it might be nice for some of you who might be interested in reading my works (specially before anyone else does it). Important information you'll find on the beta reading form (if you wanna join): -> Tumblr username/contact information -> Drivers fanfictions you'd like to be beta reader of (you can choose as much as you want, there's no limit!) -> What version would you like to read? (Please, choose as many as wanted between Driver x Reader or Driver x OC) -> Any questions you'd like to ask me before the project (or anything related to writing)? I'd happily answer them!
š¬: QUESTION ASKED | š: MY ANSWER
š¬: do you plan on posting more danny ric fics? š: Yes, I do! As I said, this project is a way to get out of my comfort zone (which is, mostly, writing Sebastian Vettel/Oscar Piastri content most of the times), which means I'll be writing about people I didn't dare to write until now. I've been thinking about a Daniel story for quite a long time after even plotting them for some people, so it's finally the time for him to debut in my writing :)
š¬: Just one will all the beta reading be done through google docs? I use that app religiously for my own writing. š: Yes! I write on Google Docs and have all my writing on Google Drive, so it'll be quite easy for me to share the link with all of you beta readers :) Also, I'm planning on doing something else so we all can keep in touch (beta readers or not), but you'll see by May (I'll try my best to not to spoil it even I'm in need to).
š¬: love your work, so excited for COS š: Thank you so much! I'm so excited as well for you to read all of them since all plots (or, at least, the vast majority) will be interconnected to each other, so you'll see characters from almost all POVs and fanfictions :)
š¬: not a question but i genuinely love your writings, they bring a smile to my face every single time :)) you are literally my fav f1 writer out there HWHEJWHSDS keep it up! š: The moment I read this I starts crying, I'm not going to lie. I have nothing to say except a huge thanks and sending you virtual hugs (if you like them). I'm struggling a lot lately with my writings and, inevitably, comparing myself to other authors from here, so it's been quite a wild ride during these past weeks š«°š»
#city of stars universe#city of stars q&a#f1 x reader#formula 1 x reader#f1 x oc#formula 1 x oc#f1 fanfic#formula 1 fanfic#f1 fic#formula 1 fic#f1 au#formula 1 au#au#max verstappen fanfic#lando norris fanfic#mick schumacher fanfic#daniel ricciardo fanfic#Fernando alonso fanfic#carlos sainz fanfic#sebastian vettel fanfic#charles leclerc fanfic#alex albon fanfic#yuki tsunoda fanfic#esteban ocon fanfic#george russell fanfic#lewis hamilton fanfic#lando norris x reader#oscar piastri x reader#charles leclerc x reader#max verstappen x reader
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Tell me yer jag headcannons
Yeah! Of course! Thank you for asking! Iāve had these done for a few days but have been really busy with real life!
Spoilers for both Cattails and Wildwood Story and Jagās reasoning for coming for the Wildwood
-Part of their love for licorice is due to the fact that one of their parents would occasionally bring them one. It wasā¦ an acquired taste to say the least but eventually they grew to love it!
-Arthur would occasionally come and talk to Jag while they guarded. Arthur would try to tell them some grand tale about how they caught the biggest hare any cat had ever seen or something along those lines. Jag did appreciate the attempts to socialize, really, they did, but not while they are trying to protect Arthur and the rest of the Domain
-Arthur and Jag are also cousins but their conflicting personalities and schedules can occasionally result in arguments, typically from Jag
-Jagās tail is shorter in Wildwood Story due to Ursa, who was a major reason why Jag left the Mountain Domain. Jag snapped at them about how they were a tyrannical leader, leading to Ursa striking back at them. Most of Jagās injuries healed but their tail became infected so Luna had to remove part of it
-The above action was the last time Jag saw Luna or any other Mountain Domain cats as they quickly left to join the rest of the group leaving to the Wildwood
-Jag and Talon mutually respect one other for both being dedicated to their duties. This means that Krampy wanted to get to know Jag as well. Jag greatly respects the other catās ability to heal injuries but occasionally gets worried at the thought of their experiments causing harm to the colony or themself
-Jag doesnāt like Zephyr due to their flashy nature. Additionally, Jag doesnāt really understand why theyāre famous
-Whenever a new cat joins the colony, Jag interviews them to see if they are a security risk
Hope you like these! Have a good day and night! ^^
Also a few sketches
#Iāve been super busy with real life stuff but I wanted to get this stuff done before Valentineās Day!#thank you so much for sending me an ask it means a lot#jag actually gains relationship points if ignore zephyr during the zephyr event with all the cats around them#jags backstory with Ursa is based on dialogue in the game#I also based my comic on that dialogue so Iāll also try to get that posted before Valentineās Day too#Iāll probably come up with more later but this is all I can think of right now!#timmi rambling#timmi drawing time#jag cattails#cattails jag#jag#cattails#cattailsgame#cattails game#cattails wildwood story#headcanons#cat#feline#injury#infection#tw dismemberment#anon ask#sketches
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JIN HUGS JIN HUGS! for @jinstronaut ā”
cr. namuspromised, dwellingsouls, 0613data
#btsgif#dailybts#btsedit#seokjin#bts#bangtan#usersky#usersan#userkelli#usermaggie#raplineuser#usersevn#tuserandi#userpat#userines#*sj#*bangtan#*comp#*gifs#em I have no idea in which timezone you are so I'm just gonna let this post at midnight my time asdgh#HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!! I hope you'll have theeee bestest of days today my love you deserve it like no one else#I mean you've literally gifted us 500+ jin sets over the past 18 months -#this seems like the smallest thank you in return#you asked if someone could send you jinnie hugs so here I am!!!#if I could I'd fly to korea grab that man under his gigantic shoulders and bring him directly to your doorstep for the biggest bday hug#but for now this little set will have to do!#it gave me so much happiness just look at all the smiles with those big hugs :( and ofc I had to start and end it with jinkook <33#I love you lots emmeline thank you for being an amazing person all the time#you deserve so much appreciation and love and I hope you get showered with just that#not only today but all the time <3
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your art is absolutely amazing
i just went thru all of the poorly drawn mdzs and it was amazing seeing your art develop!
you just made my morning, thabkyou <3
Thank you so much for the kind words, and for cheering me on as I continue to learn!
#ask#non mdzs#digital art#I got this ask a while back during a time I was feeling down about my lack of art progress;#You inspired me to go back and actually *look* at how far I've come and it gave me a much needed boost to keep drawing B'*)#I saved this ask in my inbox so I could use it as a positive reminder that I *am* growing and changing!#But now... I have to send that appreciation back. Thank *YOU* for making my week!#I do not know much about puparia but I do think the character in your pfp is very stunning. I hope they have a happy ending!#(In general; if you've sent me a lovely message like this and i *haven't* replied; they all really do mean a lot to me!)#(I am slowly working my way through my entire ask box! I'll get it done!!! I Will!!!)
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who do you think would deal better with being isekai'd into omegaverse, marc or vale? alternatively which is more compelling
most beautiful ask. in the world. so funny. ummmm i think. vale is maybe more compelling because his issues with it would be. perhaps unsolvable and endlessly complex. guy who is a lil weird about gender, not terribly into the concept of marriage, and is pretty fundamentally adverse to being. shall we say emotionally legible/vulnerable. exposed. and omegaverse as a genre is all about exposure. its all. giving into the base instincts of your body and those same instincts giving you away to the object of your affections. its going into heat and the person youre in love with is the only one available to help you through it. its scenting someone and that being a crystal ball of their emotions and bodily state ESPECIALLY ie how much they want you specifically. its needing someone so bad you are literally insensate. its getting bonded 5ever and ever irrevocably, OFTEN in the heat of an instinctual moment without the relationship negotiation that happens irl. a genre centered around a betrayal of the body/heart to the mind, in many ways
now imagine you didnt actually grow UP in an omegaverse so you have no toolbox to DEAL with all that. sensory input off the SHITS. and. like suddenly and without WARNING now vale can feel in his CHEST exactly how distressed marc marquez is about every one of their interactions. and how much he wants his ass. like truly every part of his hind brain is like jesus christtttttt i should be inside him right tf now im a terrible alpha. and then the higher part of his brain is like what the fuck. what the fuck. i am not responsible for marc, what the fuck. and oh hey theres a bump on my penis i need to ask people about this right the hell now. thats vale. so i see this as a somewhat fraught comedy of sex errors where his ADHD ass is treading horny water trying to learn alpha manners and also. much more complexly. not fall into all of the traditional alpha expectations/roles. that little trap of gender. because at heart vale is a little trickster who loves to buck expectations!!! and maybe his journey here is realizing that he can just be himself comma sex freak. and that leaning into those "alpha" traits doesnt mean he is conforming lmao he can still have his own unique version of his family. learning the norms of a society and what makes sense to him and what still doesnt. sorting through the weeds of it. and that being vulnerable rules sometimes. and that marc loves him. because that last one is kind of hard to ignore now... again because of that emotional and physical vulnerability that comes with the genre... honestly him knowing all of that about marc without having to actually TALK about it may solve some of their problems tbh. like why work through all that verbally when you can sniff them and then fuck them. kind of the omegaverse fantasy in quite a few ways
marc. jeez louise. i think would HATE it more. at first. control freak 9000. maybe has to miss races for heats. suppressants arent legal. experiencing weird omega sexism if we want to go that route OR. my favorite. has been lying to the press about his status since he presented. tiniest 15 yr old youve ever seen: im an alpha ! :3 uh sure bud. sure. i bet. SO actually maybe he falls into a world where hes just been white-knuckling it for the last billion years during race weekends and most of the paddock kind of KNOW (scent blockers only go so far...) but are lowkey afraid to call him on it dlkjdfljldsfd... similar to vale in this scenario, he sort of has to learn how to omegaāĀ and when his heat hits during summer break and his ass start leaking in the middle of the spanish equivalent of walmart, he finds a psycho little ziploc bag of sweaty vale shirts under his bed and he genuinely is like girl what the hellllllllllll.... wiggin out. and his next heat he turns up to race with truly NO practice managing it all, so its way more obvious than normal and the farce is growing thinner and vale literally pulls him aside to be like hey are you GOOD ? but in that valentino not that i care about your ass kind of unspeakably divorced way and marc is like woag. bc a pheromone truck just ran him over. eyes glassy face flushed sweaty as hell mouth a little open.... and he opens his mouth to make an excuse and nothing comes... and then obviously they fuck like its the end of the WORLD
and like i DO think marc pulls out of it more cleanly than vale overall, bc something in HIS lizard brain would be deeply soothed by like. excelling at being an omega. getting an A + in being a bottom. doing that for vale, specifically in the context of pushing his body to the absolute LIMIT to do it.... hes locked in. its go time. and then theres the insane possibility of vale putting his mouth on his neck and them getting basically soulbonded forever where they have to have crazy sex every few months ? hes like ummmm okay. i could get used to this for a while lmao
#huge thanks to dante who worked some of this out with meeeeee#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#marc is also a noted smell diva. so i think he would really hate/enjoy all that...#meanwhile in another universe vale sniffing arounfd the paddock like. what smells like sexy gasoline. is anyone getting that ? just me ?#and uccio is sitting there like. you KNOW thats marc what the hell#vale as always much harder to solve in a given scenario. dont even know if it makes sense or i agree with it...#like its the new gendered expectation of a REALLY traditional family structure and i mean his family structure NOW isnt really that untrad#but i think coming into NEW gender/societal expectations would be weird ! especially concering the underpinnings of classic abo stories#and a lot of stories are about rebelling against those and i think it could work with vale ! is all im trying to say. badly.#idk send me some asks maybe im working through it
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In the least possibly pressury way, as in feel free to ignore this if it isnāt something you want to do, this is just purely bc i reread the hunger au and am hungering for more - do you have any updates on how the next chapter is going?
Also (this is the same anon who asked how Impulse confronted Grian a little while ago btw in case ur seeing a slightly pattern) would you feel like expanding on how the other hermits or non hermit lifers felt when they found out Grian made the life games? Or how they feel about the state heās ended up in? (tho i completely get that that is probably a thing ur going to explore anyway im just having thoughts)
Anyway this is such a good au, ur writings fantastic and im loving what ur doing. As a writer myself I may be taking some notes on how u r writing these characters because the way you make us feel exactly what they r feeling is incredible!
I wish i could give more updates on hunger au's progress but to be completely honest with you anon, my irl life kinda uh š
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just completely imploded right as i was getting back into the groove of things. I am making progress still, but its slower than i'd like-- by necessity ive had to emergency pivot my attention to more pressing matters going on rn šššš trust me when i say its probably frustrating me more than anyone else at this point
I appreciate the compliments a lot tho!!! All of yalls encouraging words mean the world to me and make getting through these difficult situations a little bit easierā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø i wish i could say more about how the hermits reacted, but thats actually MAJOR spoilers that im very excited to show you guys in-fic, so for now all i can really say is that you'll have to see :]]
#shouting speaks#asks#hunger au#im so sorry to the folks who have sent me asks lately; ive seen them and i want to respond i just have SEVERELY limited energy#pls dont feel like you cant send them!!! just be patient while i scrape together the energy to answerā¤ļøā¤ļø#its rough out here irl rn ššš#and i have. so much going on that i try not to talk abt bc all of it is very depressing#and also im just a rlly private guy abt that stuff sjdbwjdhsjdj#but again thank you for the compliments and continued interest :]] it means a lot#txt
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I want to hear about your fave recent scientific discoveries, Ana!!
what do i know abt science though LMAOFIODJF
#my own excitement is way too technical to explain in detail plus i wonāt wanna doxx myself by sharing too much#so like we figured out a new way to look at gene regulation in a new cell type thatās a lot more physiologically accurate than our previous#one and id been SAYING this to our PI/CEO and now weāre finally upgrading so im so happy about that#weāre about to get INSIGHTS into the immune system babyyyy#one thing on a general level that i find exciting bc my ex roommate has asthma is they figured out a new way to treat it!!#itās not an inhalation substance but an injectable (antibody š«¶š») and itās really cool bc 1) itās way more efficient than stuff thatās#currently used and 2) itās the first advancement on this field in my entire lifetime ! actually the first in 50 yrs#so im looking into that a little bit actually youāve reminded me i gotta send the article to her she loves science too#thanks for asking i hadnāt even realised id been excited about this until you asked š„²#oh by the way fun fact did you know if a medicineās name ends in -ab that means itās an antibody-based medicine#so like. cetuximab or trastuzumab or whatever else -ab -> itās an antibody! and thus probably super expensive too though š#howeverrrrr part of my job is to figure out ways to make ab production cheaper so š¤š¼
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how am I supposed to tell my friends "yeah my favorite artist is pooptoucher4000 on tumblr."
tell them I'm ur opp instead ...
#BUT seriously thank you so so so much! it means a lot to me!#i really appreciate you taking the time to send this ask ;_;#tuesdayistimed#ask
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Vibrating over that crossed out handler. Does Ortega remind him of his Farm handler or was his handler another person that was deeply important to him?
Cross-out? What cross-out? ;)
Haha, good spot! Referencing some easter eggs over here. And thank you for asking! <33
Again, got long. I simply cannot shut up about My Favourite Fucked Up Guy.
Yeahhhh, so. Josiah is very emotionally un-self-aware. Emotions, patterns of behaviour, cycles of abuse, he wasn't ever taught any of this. Even after he escaped, his priority was survival, his priority was not getting caught again; learning how to hide; learning how to function like a human being on a very 'make money, buy stuff, eat, make decisions, talk to people' level. And he's still very much stuck in this survival mode. This intense of a trauma will do that to you. Especially if he never talked about it to anybody, there never was anybody who would take him by the hand and say 'hey, what happened to you? that's not normal. that was fucked up and no one should have ever behaved towards you like that.' So to him, the Farm is the baseline Normal, and anything new he learns gets added on top of that. Even with his time as Sidestep, and then returning as a villain, foundations might have been shaken but not yet cracked.
With all this in mind, the patterns of life at the Farm are very much burned deeply into him. They are the earliest foundations of his reality, what he studied and replicated as he came into his own personhood. That includes patterns of relationships. Since he was a cuckoo, I don't think he was able to socialize much with other Regenes; especially adding the still-kind-of-uncertain Sidestep's special status there. Doubly so because of the cuckoo's education in blending in with human culture, I imagine that extra efforts would be extended that they do not internalize those lessons and try to replicate them in the Farm's social context. Isolating them more than others. Being trained by handlers and having to rely solely on them. Remember your place as only Tool, not Person.
And so that, that is Josiah's most formative relationship. In the psychodynamic branch of psychology, there is what's fancily called 'object relations theory' or more precisely, the theory of relationship to the Object. 'Object' specifically being the Mother, and how the relationship to one's mother (or any other primary caretaker) in the earliest days and years of life, and the type of attachment style developed towards her, will determine or at least heavily influence any future attachment styles to all other people in one's life. Whoof! That's a lot of fancy words to simply say that you replicate in your life what you've learned the earliest, and the earlier you learned something the harder it is to change later; because everything that you built atop it would have to be disrupted as well - and that, you know, is what builds up your entire identity as a person.
So. Josiah's earliest relationships, really the only relationships that he had, were with handlers. And that duology is what is very much burned into his brain. There is Person, and there is Tool. Master and slave. The one being provided for, and the one providing. Even after he escaped, all of his later relationships would follow this pattern to some extent, almost always with him falling back into the role of the Tool. Be useful, be needed, prove your worth, provide. If you're needed, you can't be rejected. If you provide, you will be rewarded (with affection, resources, safety). Not anything that would be in any way conscious, mind you. That was simply the only thing he knew. He latched onto the Rangers because that was the easiest group that he could offer something of himself to. He latched onto Ortega because he was the leader, and he dealt out assignments, and judged worth. So it was a priority to be judged by him, accepted by him. Even as they got closer as friends and then question-mark-something-more, Josiah was still very much stuck in the mode of providing, and unfortunately, that was also what held him back from commiting, from trying. Because he didn't believe that in that sort of a relationship, he would be able to provide much of anything at all. And Ortega would be disappointed, and grow bored with him, and their friendship would suffer from it too, and as such his position among the Rangers, and--
ā¦Yeahhh. In his role as the villain, this time, Josiah positions himself as the Person. As the Master. He's the one giving out orders and making decisions now. And it is so empowering, and so thrilling, and-- if he ever realized that he is becoming a handler himself, he would shut down. Just like he does when he realizes that he's hurt the Puppet same as Shroud had hurt her, that he hadn't left his learned Regene patterns at all.
Whoof. Yeah. A lot, a lot of learning still ahead of him. A lot of terrifying realizations, a lot of having to question the reality you took for granted and a restructuring of identity. I'm curious who he will be on the other side of that.
#fallen hero#kaist speaks#hey hi hello i am a psychology student#excuse the impromptu lecture lmao#i know some fancy words and some of them sometimes i know what they mean! very rarely tho el-oh-el#josiah has been my guinea pig for so many classes#i love prying apart his brain. there's such a mess in there oh dear#if that made you curious though google object relations theory + attachment theory + bowlby's four attachment patterns#though do keep in mind; psychology (at least as i was taught it) is very much in the middle of the road between science and philosophy#there are a lot of branches and theories that do not agree with each other at all#so nothing i say at any time is any sort of bible. theyre just useful patterns of analysis and on here especially im just havin fun!#also#a lot of what im talking about here i explore to even more depth in an AU that i have between the two of my sidesteps#where josiah does for a time come to be something of a handler to mina once they both get free#and fuck me it's Rough#i do need to write it eventually there is. A Lot. to it#and i love it so much i love putting my guys through the torment nexus <33#thank you so much once again for the ask !!!!! i love to ramble so damn much these were SO fun SO SO damn fun !!!#i will send u something as well as a thank you <3
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just here to say to say that ur works give me the best sadness ever like nose sore, tears welling up but in such a tender n nostalgic way that i wanna sit here n read ur pieces forever. i only found u cause i wanted some good olā poly stsg fluff n i was saur happy when i saw the sashisu piece as well!!! im currently on the quest to binge everything so im sorry about the spam likes n reblogs but ARGH! THE FEELS!!!! the way u write all the characters so tender n soft n it goes straight to my heart š«¶š«¶š«¶
in conclusion, heart is warm, tummy has butterflies, eyes r lowkey swollen, n thereās a smile on my face! thank u so much!!!!
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š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ HIIIIIII ALLY !!!!!!! i was just about to thank you for your tags on the sashisu fic and then i saw thisā¦.. youāre suchhhh an angel iām gonna WEEP
FIRST OF ALLL never apologize for spam liking or rbing !!!! it makes me so happy !!!!!! T_T knowing that anyone would binge my fics is like . genuinely the best feeling ever i appreciate you soso much.. iām so happy they could warm your heart!! š„ŗ sorry about the tears though . sending satoru and suguru to wipe them away asap !!!!! hang in there!!!!!!!!
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silently, tenderly, suguru treats the nosebleed. youāre pliant and defeated, too tired to resist, letting him hold your jaw like itās made out of porcelain, gently dab the cotton ball around your nose. as soon as heās pulling away, you fall back on the mattress behind you ā turning on your side so that you arenāt facing them.Ā
āfine,ā you hiss, so low they barely hear it. āfine.ā
quietly, you cradle a pillow to your chest. hiding away. sensing their heavy gazes, digging softly into your back; the weight of their insistent worry.
the two men share a look.
satoru is the first to act. moving closer, slow and tentative, leaning over the mattress to ruffle your hair. you just barely resist the urge to swat his hand away, still frustrated and ashamedā¦ but heās being a lot more gentle than usual. so you let his big palm run over the expanse of your head, almost delicately, without complaint. trying not to melt at the feeling.
then heās walking out of the room. nudging suguruās shoulder, in passing, shooting him a glance that he interprets perfectly ā
take care of them, okay?
ā¦ā¦. i just want them to coddle me šµāš«
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to be fair, even if there are a lot of "no"s or "never heard of it"s, this blog is also an amazing peer-reviewed watch-list
ever since I started following the blog back in october, there are 2 shows I could now vote for as "yes", simply because the enthusiasm of the fans in the notes made me curious
'really does wonders for someone who's anxious about getting invested in new stuff
anyways, lots of love to you for managing this blog, and lots of courage too! I think we all get it can be overwhelming, but hey, it's a fun little thing you do for people (including yourself) to be entertained and share their interests with others, not a full-time job, so allow yourself to relax about queue management or whatever! if some people ever get upset, which I hope nobody will, well, it's on them
aaahh anon you are so so so lovely :') <3
i genuinely mean it when i say that it makes me happy to see people actively engage with the polls and maybe try out the submitted shows, it's the main objective of this blog!
and i get you, i'm particulary picky when it comes to tv, way more than with movies, so the tags are certainly a useful tool to see if something in my watchlist is worth my time ahaha
hopefully you'll keep finding value in this blog, and find more new shows that fit your taste ^^
thank you again for this ask, you are so sweet, i hope you have an amazing day/night :)
#the fact that you took time out of your day to send me this.... thank you so much i really mean it#i've certainly Had A Day and this cheered me up a lot :)#ask#anon
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a mr tesseract thought: the tva has so many infinity stonesā¦ just sitting thereā¦ they might not notice a handful of paperweights go missing
Anon you've got my full attention šš
Absolutely living for all the renewed Mr. Tesseract theories and origin stores going around because he's just too perfect to continue the current story!?? I'd always pictured a Mobius variant eventually entering the picture, having succumbed to the power of the Tesseract after needing to save Loki in some way but never in a million years imagined before now that *our* Mobius could end up in that exact situation...
Plus tbh I almost feel Loki going about their self-sacrifice in such an isolated way, reliving all those centuries determined to find a solution without involving anyone else, had an obviously noble goal but a means in such a misguided way which has almost ensured Mobius will do something similar.
Mobius isn't okay. He's on a timeline that can never be his (partially to escape the memories of Loki by his side everywhere he looks in the TVA and hopefully so that back in the flow of time Loki can at least see him again as some form of company still), looking at a life I think he greatly admires but wouldn't personally want even given the choice, and seemingly the only one left directionless and without purpose with Loki being gone.
It wouldn't be a stretch to think loneliness would turn to frustration (because he's done nothing but repress *everything* in the past and deserves to finally burst and be angry and figure out how to express his emotions), confusion, and finally desperation at the thought he might be the only one who cares enough to burn things to the ground in an attempt to either find Loki again or bring him home. I've been headcanoning that similar to Loki in the last episode, Mobius will start putting himself more and more at risk searching for a solution and cut everyone at the TVA off while doing so to keep them from worrying about what he's getting involved in and stop him, which of course eventually leads right to the Tesseract as potentially one of the only methods left of traveling to what I assume is the end of time or somewhere similar.
Bonus points if Loki is watching every moment, unable to do a thing as the Mobius he knows slips further and further away while experimenting with the Tesseract until finally he can't see him on the timeline at all anymore, and as he mourns a crackle of blue energy opens nearby. Loki immediately realizes what's happened and calls desperately for Mobius, but when the figure who exits steps closer he's all cold, hard lines and an blank, electric blue stare. Temporary amnesia v4.0 let's go but make it even more angsty this time šš
Eventually the Power of Loveā¢ wins out of course but that's pretty much my dream arc for now!
#can you tell this is something that's been on my mind since like... the day after the finale asfjflksk#and don't get me wrong there's every chance the tva gang will reunite and work on a solution together to save the day which is great too lo#but i love angst mr. tesseract and exploring mobius' feelings so honestly feel like he deserves to live his worst life for a while#meaning give in to anything and everything he hasn't allowed himself to do or feel for a millennia or more#also owen clearly enjoys variety in his work and would be INCREDIBLE embodying someone more villainous for a while#thank you so much for this ask btw and letting me get this off my chest even though you absolutely wouldn't have expected such a long reply#well or maybe you did because it's me haha#but regardless tysm again and sending lots of love your way!! hope there's a great day ahead š#ask#loki spoilers#just to be safe even though it's mostly just me rambling as usual lol
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