#thank you sm<333

[killingsboys]

okay i can't not expand on the 2017 tonys im so sorry

to ME the thing that i cannot forgive and i will never ever forget (it still hits me out of nowhere) is that in the DEH acceptance speech for best musical they had the aUDACITY!!!!!!! to make the statement that they were honored to win with the weirdest show on broadway (or something along those lines), that their show about suicide was soooOOOOoooo unique and strange and how could anybody ever understand or appreciate it wow thanks this is so biZAAARRREEE when THE ENTIRE CAST OF NATASHA PIERRE AND THE GREAT COMET OF 1812 IS SITTING RIGHT THERE!!!! AND DAVE MALLOY HAD TO LISTEN TO TWO MEN GO ON ABOUT THEIR MAINSTREAM MUSICAL (that yes, talks about important things, suicide is nothing to trifle with bUT) WHEN AN ADAPTATION OF WAR AND PEACE THAT HAS AN OPENING NUMBER EXPLAINING WHO EACH CHARACTER IS SO YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THE CONTEXT OF RUSSIAN LITERATURE IS WAS RIGHT THERE FOR THE MOTHERFUCKING TONY—

like okay. sure, take the best musical tony. that's fine. (it's not.) but at LEAST understand that yOU ARE NOTHING SPECIAL!!!! THEY DIDN'T COMPLETELY RENOVATE YOUR THEATER TO MAKE YOUR STAGE ACCESSIBLE FOR THE AUDIENCE TO SIT ON!!!! YOU DON'T SERVE PEROGIS TO YOUR PATRONS!!!! YOUR MAIN CHARACTER DOES NOT PLAY THE GODDAMN ACCORDION!!!!! YOUR SHOW IS SO BORING!!! MY GOD!!!

i'm sorry i don't know what came over me "you will be found" is a nice song

omg you guys are wayyyyyy stronger than me because i definitely would've thrown a little bitch fit like..... don't apologize bestie i really enjoyed this message i love when people have strong opinions about stuff!!!! thank you so much for telling me about this i feel sympathetic rage with you all <33

[nyehilismwriting]

Helloooo, first of all, I'd like to say that your story is amazing. I loveee the sci-fi kinda apocalyptic(?) vibe, and the characters are just so likeable. I love that our Mc can learn to be kind, and all that entails. Really, thank you for this amazing piece.

And I'd also like to ask: chosing to go and talk with Ki-Ha can lower our developing relationship with Rohan? Because I really love both scenes, and even though I'm interested in Rohan, I just love the relationship with Ki-Ha, it's gonna be hard to leave him aside and go for Rohan, since Ki-Ha's such a nice badass kinda grandpa :')

hi!

you don't lose points with anyone for going to talk to anyone else - obviously, you miss out on an opportunity to talk the other person, but none of that will be prohibitive to the romance, especially not in rohan's case :-)

[brawn-gp]

7, 48? ❤️

7:

forever in songs by adrianne lenker brainrot

48:

ah yes. my two genders

[jkvjimin]

the face card never declines series starring: kim seokjin for kayla 🌼 @cordiallyfuturedwight

cr. @jung-koook

[passionpeachy]

I watched ponyo recently and was thinking about your ponyo dogs...ฅU ´ᴥ` Uฅ♥

PUBBIES 🤍

[smileymoth]

why do you draw Joel like that. I have never been more attracted to a man in my life

bc i only draw hot people ever <3 ^_^

w.o text under cut <3

[triona-tribblescore]

*gives you a baby Mikey*

WHEN I SAY I AUDIBLY SOBBED. OH MY GOD YOUR STYLE IS SO CUTE- STOP. WAH- LITTLE BABY- OH MY GOD. HOLDING SO GENTLY

I gave him a pillow and fluffy lil baby jumper cause he looked a lil cold :')

[logan-the-artist]

Request (if you’d like to do it): anything intrulogical, I have intense intrulogical brain rot right now 😭

Logan isn’t a morning person.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Hi!! This is hopefully a fun question to ask! 💚 What are some of your favourite versions of suguru &/or satoru by your moots/non-moots that you’ve read in their fics ? For example your winter satosugu drabble has my favourite satoru 💅💅💅

🥺🥺🥺 ANONNNN first of all i’m so happy you like that satoru…… i’m really fond of him too!!! he’s very Husband + the implied mommy issues are tasty imo…

but wahhh… this is absolutely a fun question!!!! i doooo wanna preface this by saying that i legitimately love . all my moots’ versions of stsg. they’re all a little different so i go to different moots/other writers depending on what i’m looking for :3 i love love love the fact that fanfic births so many different takes and aus…. it’s one of my favorite parts of reading it!!!

i doooo have some versions of stsg that i’m partial to though!!!! gonna throw them under the cut, i decided to only go with my moots because i’m…… really scatterbrained. there are SO many other sugus and torus that i adore my brain just can’t pull them out at command </3 but i hope this’ll suffice!!

first of all…. my favorite gojos :333

niku’s gojo in general is one of my favorites ever ever ever but i’m specifically adding a link to bten because . bten lives in my brain <3 and i adore both bten!reader & bten!gojo more than anything….. ANYWAY . niku’s gojo is my favorite for many reasons but above all else he just…. feels so real to me . sometimes i have to remind myself that i’m reading a fic and not canon content bc her gojo just FEELS like gojo . it’s a little scary. i read bten and heard kaiji tang’s voice in my ear 😭 i think it’s sooo difficult to capture the balance that canon!gojo has, but niku does it so effortlessly!!! he’s so charming and guarded and annoying and kind beneath it all and i’m just….. in love with him . that’s all. i do want to strangle him just a tiny bit but mostly i want to kiss him.

sel’s col!gojo…. my baby my husband the loml. i adoreeeee sel’s take on gojo and the way he views/approaches love ….. and just like niku her gojo feels so real and so grounded!!!! sel has a way of rounding out her characters and making them feel so human, which i. adore. and it works so well with gojo. col!gojo is canon to me idc. he’s so relatable to me and following his story with col!reader was just so touching 🥹🥹 i . cried . every time he blushed or got flustered i fell to my knees . flustered gojo is really hard to get right i think??? bc it’s just….. such a rare mood from him. but it feels so perfect in her fics. col!gojo reminds me of a plant in the softest, most loving way and i just want him to grow and embrace the sun !!!!!!!! i want him to be happy….

another general pick; alexis’s gojo!!!!!! (link goes straight to my personal fav which is a very bold statement to make but i think abt this fic constantly)…. this is another gojo that just feels. so canon to me somehow???? every time i read her gojo fics i’m just like yeah…. that’s gojo satoru. that’s the gojo satoru that i love and adore. it always reminds me of WHY i love him sm and it’s just….. such a wonderful feeling yk??? alexis rlly captures what i perceive as the core of his character!!!!! i can’t tell you what it is exactly but i feel that so strongly!!!!! he’s my baby and i love him so so bad. he makes me so happy and he feels so human:((((( i just love him…. him and his self-destructive little habits….. also special shoutout to idol!gojo bc he’s just soo. yeah.

then we have io’s flower shop!satoru <333 the fic isn’t out as of rn, but i added a link to a snippet that i’m still swooning over….. i ADORE this concept and it’s so perfect for io’s gorgeous and flowery writing!!!! he was made for her fr…… i just really love the idea of a soft, gentle, smitten satoru 🥺 and him being a flower boy rlly scratches an itch in my brain because of his canon ties to flowers!!! the fact that he kind of views other people as flowers. or at least compared them to flowers in ch. 236….. i just feel like this concept is . genius. nature loves satoru and he loves it back . he’s a nurturing soul at his core imo and that’s not something i see people explore super often, but this au captures it perfectly <33

NOW. SUGU TIME.

moss’s knight!suguru…. my beloved. not a day goes by where i don’t think about him. there isn’t a single language on this earth that could properly convey the physical reaction i had when i read this drabble . this is . The most attractive suguru in the world. to me. he’s so sexy i’m sorry i need him so bad. we all know how i feel about knights and suguru individually so when you mash em together….. 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 yeah. my life was changed. the armour the blood the contrast between his polite exterior and gritty fighting … i’ll be so honest just the idea of knight!suguru fighting using his fists instead of his sword is enough to have me falling to the floor in agony like i NEED him. you don’t understand. you will never understand. it physically pains me to know that he will never beat ts out of me. BUT YEAH HE’S JUST SOOO???? he’s so hot and cool and Doomed and i desire him carnally

then we have mickey’s suguru :3 he’s just….. soooo fucking charming? it’s sickening . i can’t stand him. he’s perfect and i need him. mickey always writes him in a very wolfy way while also making him feel so soft and sweet and i just…. adore it. he’s a loverboy first and foremost and he makes me sooooooo happy it’s insane…… i’m linking my personal fav sugu fic of his but i truly adore them all!!!!!!!!! his suguru is just . theee most charming man alive and that’s all i can really say to properly convey my feelings. this particular fic genuinely wrecked me i got soooooo flustered just reading it 💔💔💔 save me sweaty!sugu…….. save me……….. he’s a wolf he’s a romantic he’s a cooer and most importantly he’s my Wife :33

kairo’s suguru is soooo lovely and so hot but i’m especially in love with black is the colour!suguru….. he’s just. so hot i’m sorry. not really though. tattoo artist sugu 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 with his piercings …. his honeyed voice…… his boundless devotion…… heavy breathing . he’s so mommy in this. but also so Father. that’s the best way i can explain it aaaaaaand i’m terribly weak to it……. he’s just so perfect there are SO many scenes in this fic that made my knees buckle 😔😔 he’s so sweet and doting and complex and just hhhhhhhhhhhHHH kairo if you see this you’ve ruined me for life…… specifically thinking about the scene where he worries he acts more like a dad than a boyfriend sometimes + where he calls reader his dove…… i need him in my life i need him to fix me

lily’s poseidon!suguru stole my heart very recently and i have ….. not stopped thinking of him since. i love any take on suguru as a god and lily’s version is just so genius . suguru being a god of the sea????? it’s perfect….. and the fact that he’s so gentle and coaxing and sweet 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 just the way he speaks in this drabble had me captivated he is truly the god of all time….. and his DESIGN . the concept in itself. i know for a fact that he’s the most stunning man you’ll ever see. he’s so almighty and powerful and he speaks so softly and gently but you hear every word crystal clear because he just has this Presence…… i rlly can’t stop thinking about him.

then we have rem’s suguru!!!! who is the acts of service king of All Time. and i’m obsessed with him. i love chatting with rem because i love her but also because we always agree on suguru and her thoughts always make me feel insane….. he NEEDS you to need him. he needs to take care of you. or he’ll literally explode. he’s such a caretaker and i can’t get enough of him….. that’s really the Core of suguru’s character imo!!!! his desperation to take care of others. he wants to take care of you more than he ever takes care of himself because doing that makes Him happy. and rem just captures that so, so perfectly, yknow?????? oughhhh her sugu is just so Mommy i need him to coddle me :(((((

aaaaand finally!!!!! last but not least!!!!!!!! rheya’s vamp!sashisu :33 i know you asked for stsg specifically but i’m throwing in shoko as a bonus bc they’re All characterized so well in this. they live rent free in my silly little brain . there’s not a single person on this planet that i trust to write poly sashisu more than rheya bc she just Gets them!!!!! and….. vamp!sashisu..,… lord save me…….. they could drain me like a capri sun idec. I LOVE THEM!!!!!! their preferred biting spots just feel soooo in character and the fact that they’re all so gentle makes me emotional 🥺🥺 generally speaking i’m not super into vamps but rheya entered my life and i was changed forever . i need them so bad

i wasn’t gonna tag anyone originally, but i want you guys to know how much i love you and think abt your silly little guys actually... thank u for letting me read abt them 🥹

@stellamancer @seiwas @kissxcore @neptuneblue

@mossmotif @dollsuguru @teddybeartoji

@storiesoflilies @hayakawalove @satoruxx

[dustykneed]

for context: star trek into darkness (specifically, my take on the implications of bones doing what he had to do and the emotional fallout of those missing scenes) (not that ive seen it!! but ive read enough fic to know the gist of it LMAO) (can you believe this started as an impulse draw to see if i could use pastels to convey heavy emotions and now im writing a very very long headcanon in my notes app.)

...

Leonard goes and he plays god, and injects Jim with that godforsaken blood, and then there is nothing left to do but wait.

He sinks into the chair at his desk, and steeples his fingers together. It occurs to him that these circumstances are the sort that would drive any religious man to bow his head and clasp his hands together, like so, and pray.

--but he is a doctor, and he has never been religious, and he has a duty to do, and he has broken his oath, and there is blood on his hands and flecking his shirt.

Leonard sits very still at his desk and weeps, and he does not pray.

...

sorry to all of y'all who had to find out i was an angst goblin this way <///3 but basically the hc/rough fic is an extension of the angst potential of that one scene where jim wakes up and fixates on spock (and his lack of response towards bones is never addressed afterwards i think? not sure but it's an interesting premise imo)

brief summary: bones never gets closure from jim after he wakes up because jim and spock get together immediately after and it just slips their minds, so bones is stuck in "oh god jim's dying" mode and feels absolutely terrible, but the bridge crew helps a bit by being there for him to hang out with, but still bones does overwork while trying to work through the sense of wrongness of not being able to have his emotional needs met after the whole jim dying fiasco and feeling like his best friend has forgotten him. he admittedly makes good progress (by which i mean he's able to take really big overwhelming feelings and put them away well enough in his daily life to function relatively normally) but the crushing grief is always in the background. about a month or so after spirk gets together, spock accidentally brushes bones' arm and is absolutely slammed by a wave of unexpected exhaustion and emotional pain and is like ??????!!!????????? long story short he drags bones to jim and bones cries for the first time since jim "died" and it is immensely cathartic and then jim blurts out a confession because he has horrible timing and asks bones to join him and spock and obviously bones cries harder and spock is about to smack jim upside the head lmao (bones says its way too much to process and he needs time but hes not exactly opposed, and they all start spending more time together, and then eventually bones is like fuck it and asks for a kiss and they finally get together !!!!!!)

as a treat for reading all of my mildly insane word vomit y'all get a soft bittersweet aos mcspirk scribble<33

gotta love aos jim's majestic eyebrows and aos spock's general sort of >:[ expression!! really growin on me tbh

[killingsboys]

17 19 and 28 for the fic ask thing please

thank you for asking!!💛

17. What’s something you’ve learned about while doing research for a fic?

oh i have learned all sorts of things during my research for deep end. i've learned that boxing matches don't just end when someone gets knocked out, louvre admission is free to students, the buses and trains in paris don't run all night (this is probably obvious to people who live in cities but i'm from a small town with zero public transportation so i've just assumed subways run all night), i have learned ALL sort of things about polyamory and polycules... the google rabbit holes i've gone down just in the last months are crazy. and don't get me started on the work i've done translating PDFs from the city of paris and the sorbonne from french to english pretty much exclusively with my duolingo knowledge just for throwaway one-liners <3

19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs.

i share a lot of deep end (and with good reason) but let's have something from a non deep-end fic!! this is from AITA au :)

“Grantaire,” he says, because every other word has failed him.  Grantaire sighs again. “Goodnight, Enjolras,” he says, and the line goes dead.

28. Have you ever tagged a fic “Dead Dove: Do Not Eat”?

i actually have not! i don't think anything i write is particularly intense in any tangible way if that makes sense?

fanfic writer asks!

[bungeepuppet]

silva suffers from stoic face like illumi (thats where illumi gets it from im sure) and hes way more lax than he looks, hes just a wall of muscle so he comes off as mean and intimidating I swear 😭😭😭

he plays silly games w illumi like "who can kill their target faster" and illumi just calls him like "hiiiii dad i won lol... omg 😳 did you kill my target??? Ohh, good hahaha. tell him to text me thnx. <3" like thats so casual

and milluki can just call him up and ask for a 3 billion advance so he can buy a video game and he'll give it to him!! Plus hes 19 and calls his dad "papa" with no chagrin from silva... thats his baby :)

And!! silva squishes a chimera ant for bothering his dad and then goes "huh? Oh should i not have?" after the bastards already dead whhwhw if not for his scary face he'd come off just like illu ok I SWEAR HEAR ME OUT

[basketobread]

SO I DID SAY YOU GOT ME OUT OF ARTBLOCK... This is my first time posting my art anywhere 😭 ever 😭 Butttttttt! I hope you like my Lunara doodles!

WHEN I TELL U THERE WERE TEARS IN MY EYES UPON OPENING THIS... OH MY GOODNESS THESE ARE JUST THE MOST ADORABLE AND BEAUTIFUL DRAWINGS EVER... YOUR ART IS TOO BEAUTIFUL NOT TO BE SHARED!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ❤❤❤❤

[jarondont]

dear anon who is writing the choose your own adventure story in my inbox about tele finding a wooden horse at his door,

please do continue 👀 i wanna know what happens next

[petricorah]

corah corah thank you for my entire and continued life with your beautiful art oh my god

ahhh thank you so much friend! i'm glad you like it :)

i passed on your boquet to sokka. he likes it too

[magnificentmicrowave]

shoutout to the fucking realest ever @cauldronfamiliar for making and sending this beast into the mortal realm for my bday this is the most insane shit of all time the world will never be the same

did i mention its my bday 🎂