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🛒🍦🤲? <3 (hi beloved ilyyyyy)
HI GRACE ILYYYYYY
🛒 what are some common things you incorporate in your fics? themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.
okay so there's like the basic things like tourette's, tomatoes, references to very specific things... but o think also like... i think i reference specific body movements a lot bc i'm very conscious of how my own body moves bc tourette's, so that's something i unintentionally focus on a lot when writing. like, not like movement like walking and stuff, but the specific way their fingers curl into a fist or how they scrunch their nose... the way their muscles clench... little things like that! i think i also reference not feeling good enough and the magic of friendship a lot lol
🍦 what's the sweetest fic you've created so far?
oh god umm well, sweetest as in physically sweetest, then i was a child and she was a child lol but that's just bc of the ice cream lol ummmm other than that... probably painting you a thousand kisses which is my julerose fic poiugytfgyhujikfs
🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?
trying to think of a snippet you haven't heard yet bc i usually share my favorites ummmmm forgive me if i already shared this with you lol but this is from my kunikida & death wip
Kunikida is twenty-two when he dies again. He kills himself this time, and lies dead with the bodies of his co-workers until the butterflies return and breathe life back into their lungs. Dazai isn’t there, and a part of Kunikida is glad he isn’t. Sometimes, he worries that if Dazai got a true taste for dying, he’ll actually go through with it.
#grace tag#corey rambles:)#haiiiiii#ilyyyyyy#thank you for indulging me MWAH#anyways hope you're sleeping well babes lol sorry for the kuni angst tehe???#i feel like that isn't even the most concerning part of that fic lol#n e ways#ilyyy goodnight!
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hi mil 🫶🏻 for your ask game, 4 and 19 !!
hi rose <33
4. Movie of the year?
the movie i saw most recently and also saw twice in theaters was the ballad of songbirds and snakes, so probably that one! i had a hunger games renaissance this year, so that checks out
19. What're you excited about for next year?
maybe graduating from the masters program? idk it feels like i've been studying for so long, something new might be nice, but then again, the prospect of not being at school/uni scares me a little so it's mixed!
end of the year asks
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[Image description: a digital drawing of sklonda and pok gukgak from fantasy high, two goblins with shoulder length straight hair and short curly hair, respectively. they're touching foreheads and embracing, both of sklonda's hands in pok's hair, while one of pok's hands is moving sklonda's bangs off her foreheads and the other is clutching at her waist. we only see sklonda's face and the look of silent grief on it. in the background on pok's half is a stylized dragon's mouth with teeth digging into his shoulder, and on sklonda's side are sheets of paper. over the background on the left is text that reads, it's okay, and then on the right side in brackets it says, (it'll be ok). End image description]
#sklonda gukgak#pok gukgak#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#eyestrain tw#just in case#sklonpok#fhsy#a huge thank u to other artists on my dash who also indulge in making art that is truly for all of 5 people#and most of all for themselves#it reminds me i can just draw whatever i want and my own enjoyment is merit enough#mwah mwah#also hi. i don't know what to caption this so it'll stay captionless#there was a version of this drawing where sklonda was crying but this 'silent grief' is just. more potent#that kind of like. sadness but also acceptance#i miss you but i wont forever clutch onto you. ugh#i like the little space between them because. is one of them pulling away? both? we need to let go for now (i will keep holding on)#(how can i ever fully let go. do i have to?)#its 2 am and i need to sleep but man. grief is a Beast
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Idk if you’re into omega verse but omg I just thought of it being applied to Yujiro and poor omega reader goddamn 😭 (I think I may have gone a little bit too far on this one ngl, also I’m half asleep so sorry for any issues..)
Nasty nasty Alpha Yujiro who takes advantage of poor little you. Who would have thought he’d ever encounter such a rare beauty? Omegas were practically extinct in the baki universe, the world full of hardened alphas made no room for the sweet soft omegas. And yet here you were against all odds.
From the moment he met you, he’d made the promise that he would never spread his seed through out the world.
Nay, he was going to hammer in his children into your fertile womb as you cried out in overstimulation. You would carry all of his offspring for the rest of your life. That was a promise.
While many of his past devoted lovers would have been flattered by his devotion, you were anything but.
Sure Yujiro would disappear on some days but no longer than a week.
But on the days he were in your house. It’d be a constant running away and fighting off the lustful touches of Yujiro.
The dreadful “Honey~ I’m home!~” had you cringing so hard as thick muscular arms surrounded your waist.
Having to take showers with the Ogre that always ended with you pressed up against the glass mirror as Yujiro crowded you against it.
Having your favorite clothes torn to shreds as he tried to make “love to you”.
Waking up in the middle of the night to see the humongous man deep in your guts as he ruthlessly pounded into you.
And when you went in heat…oh boy.
You’re horny 24/7 and you won’t fight back at all? Just lil ol you whimpering about how much it hurts and that you need something inside? You’d let the older man kiss you and cling onto him needily. His poor little omega!
Yeah, Yujiro loves your heats.
This man keeps a track record of when your heats are around the corner. It doesn’t matter if he’s in another country or across the globe the globe away from you. If he sees you have started your heat, he’s running like a madman with the nastiest smirk that has people running away screaming. They all thought he was out to murder someone (ya ur lil meow meow)
Out of spite you decide to hook up with some random beta when your heat starts up. Which immediately back fires when Yujiro has said man tied up as he watches you get plowed down by your real alpha.
“My little omega, have I neglected you so much that you seeked out some limp dick beta to satisfy you? I guess I’ll have to you more attention to keep you satisfied, huh?”
You know Yujiro is going to show you off. I mean, who wouldn’t?
He’s pulling up to the tournaments with you sitting on his shoulder clad in a thin bikini. Your looking away from the many lustful looks directed at you, all while Yujiro basks in the jealous looks he receives.
They all look so angry at him, but yet…too intimidated to muster the courage to say anything to him. Yes this was a fine idea.
He’s got you wearing a pretty diamond collar with the letters “Property of Ogre.”
Every time you both return from such fights, it didn’t matter if he came back angry or happy both were valid reasons to fuck you in the entrance your home. After that he would ravage you on any surface in the house.
He was going to get so many babies out of you.
Me reading this ask loool
You must have read my mind anon, I was just musing the other day on how I want to some day take a stab at writing an ABO fic and the Bakiverse would be perfect fodder for it. 😌
But God... Yujiro would be the worst fucking Alpha. That man could track you down from miles away, knowing where you are at all times should he need you. And he has such intricate knowledge on basically every aspect of you and your life that it goes beyond concerning, it's downright invasive. It takes no time at all for him to claim fuck you, giving you no time to really sus him out or get to know him before you've become irrevocably his. He's now your bonded partner, and you are not at all thrilled with that.
When yujiro comes to claim you he attacks you with such a bestial, feral intensity that you are afraid one day your body won't be able to take the abuse he inflicts on it, giving you serious concerns over whether you will survive the mating process. You got lucky the first time, but what about in the future? How many pups does he plan to pump inside of you? The thought keeps you up at night. You don't even want to parent his offspring, let alone be demoted to his breeding stock to be fucked full again and again and again. You would have chosen ANY alpha other than Yujiro, but now this was your lot in life-forced to not only be his mate, but bear his children, creating new versions of this monster to roam the planet. Would they grow up to be like their father, or would you have any hope of raising them to be decent, loving people?
Also, I feel like your body will just constantly be marked up everywhere. His mating bites don't stop at the scent glands, and you usually end up looking like you just left a 12 round boxing match on the losing side instead of a mating session with your alpha. :(
And when you are in heat its the absolute fucking worst. Lusting after Yurjiro, your entire body aching for him to desecrate and destroy you, your insides burning white hot for his touch. Only your alpha can cure you of this all consuming sickness that plagues you, and you turn into a whiny blubbery mess when Yujiro is around, pleading and begging for him to claim you. It's absolutely dreadful how much you yearn for such a barbaric man, and each and every time you are disgusted with how easily you give in to him. You just roll over and become his docile little fuck mate, turned into a wanton, lusting mess from just catching his scent alone. You loath him as much as you need him, and words cannot describe the amount of hate you hold in your heart for the man that turned you into this pathetic shell of who you once were.
#this is some of that good shit#thank you for indulging me anon love you mwah#abo verse#abo baki#yujiro hanma x reader#yujiro x reader#yujiro hanma x y/n#mothresponse#alpha yujiro
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whiteboard tomfoolery with me beloved @awkwardalphajay <3 aka we roleplayed monarch/jester with our sonas for like. Four Hours
aka we made an octopus board
the octopus in question:
#THIS IS SO FUCKING LONG HELP#anyway so. yeah i cant really explain what happened#we were talking as we do and just kinda#naturally Slid into our monarch/jester personas. we were Possessed!#MY LIEGE IF YOU'RE READING THIS!!! MY BELLS JINGLE MOST MERRILY FOR THEE!#i swear to gather better jesterly material for thine enjoyment <3#scribble salad#i was born to be a jester#ive been referring to myself as a court jester for Years#i was born in the wrong era... i wouldve killed it in the throne room#jaime. jaime. thank you for indulging me this was Everything#you've had me straight Wheezing two nights in a row now <3#mwah. mwah mwah mwah mwah <3#🩷🍈🩷🍈🩷🍈🩷🍈🩷🍈🩷🍈🩷
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AUTUMN! hiiiiiii :3 give me your. top five Situations to put Eminath in.
HI ISA!!! :3 ✨ I hope you’re doing well after the hurricanes 🥺
top five situations to put eminath in ON THE BOARD:
1) fake domesticity! is it better to indulge in the fantasy of being married or keep that to yourself, Nathalie? (after talking with @/coffeebanana one day where she painted a lovely little picture of this idea, I started a fic where emilie asks gabriel to leave nathalie at home for a business trip weekend and. they pretend to be married. things occur.)
2) galas/brand parties! emilie is flitting about, being charming, enjoying the energy (she’s obviously where Adrien gets his enneagram 8 tendencies, where he desires Experiences) and when Nathalie can glimpse her, she’s on Gabriel’s arm. when, then, can the two of them be alone?
3) TIBET TIBET TIBET NO NOTES!!!!!! THIS IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND!
4) pregnant emilie being taken care of by nathalie. 🙏 source 1, source 2
5) emilie dying and the months leading up to this 🥰 no notes 🥰
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Hey guys I'm curious
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not sure if i actually ship bartylily but i am very intrigued by them….would definitely read if u ever wrote anything for them 👀👀
how do u think them and jeg would interact?? i feel like the existence of bartylily would throw james & reg off so much lmaooo
CASS I ADORE U AND I’M KISSING U SO HARD FOR THIS it’s such an honour to hear that you’d read them if i ever write anything for them <3 (which i definitely will, they’re in my mind too often)
OOOOOOH I JUST GIGGLED OUT LOUD i think their reactions would be . very fun and wildly different. like reg would be surprised at first and i don’t think he’d get it. like barty, he has this specific view of lily in his mind and he doesn’t understand how barty could’ve fallen for her in the first place and viceversa. they don’t make sense to him but he isn’t . mean or judgemental about it, i feel like none of barty’s friends would be (they’d tease him and take the piss out of him all the time tho, bc that man is Down Bad). after he actually Sees them together a couple of times he starts to get it. they shouldn’t make any sense but they do and they work surprisingly well together so . he stops questioning it at some point and is just supportive
james however. is Appalled. Baffled. Disgusted even. this might just be one of the worst things that’s ever happened to him. it’s not even about jealousy, he’s with reg (sorry it’s the jeggy obsession) and only sees lily as a friend but barty is his Least Favourite Person in existence. he already has to spend too much time around him bc he’s reg’s best friend and now??? now he’s with lily??? bc not only they get along but they’re also dating??? yeah no Fuck That
don’t get me wrong i feel like almost all of lily’s friends wouldn’t take kindly to the news at first (obviously this depends on how u portray both friend groups and their opinions of each other but to me . they never truly get along u know) but i think that they’d grow to accept it at some point. even if begrudgingly. marlene and mary at least. the jury is still out about sirius + remus + peter
but james??? oh he Hates it. and Hates it forever. he’s happy to see lily happy, yeah, but that’s about it. he’s the man who gets up in the middle of the wedding to try and oppose even if he knows there’s no stopping them (reg is incredibly embarrassed and hating his life choices and trying to get him to sit back down) (barty finds it absolutely hilarious and is delighted to know he’s causing james this much turmoil even after so many years) (lily is very much Done and this is exactly why she didn’t want to invite james) (but barty needed reg there and everyone knows that reg and james are a package deal) (anyway i digress)
#god this ended up being so long I’M SORRY#hope you at least found this entertaining cass MWAH#also i actually don’t think barty and lily would get married but i was trying to make a point and it got out of hand#and i loveeee weddings so they deserve one too even if just hypothetically#anyways i just think bartylily work incredibly well#doesn’t matter if platonic or romantic#they just fit#and it’s unexpected and it doesn’t seem to make any sense except !! it does#that’s their charm#thank u sm for indulging me <333#asks#bartylily#cass tag <3
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MMM LETS TALK ABOUT SELFSHIPSSS !!!
Outta toji and sukuna, who comes on to you first?
what’s the first date !! who brings in the other person !! what are sleeping arrangements like !! do you have pet names for those two knuckleheads !!
I just wanna know moreee !!!
OMGGG LUNNIEEEEE HIII LUNNIEEEEE:3333333
mijikuna.... woww..... okay so. kuna definitely makes the first move i am a toji gets flustered very easily when he has a crush truther so i do think it's hard for him to do it. but kuna has no problem with it lmao but hmmmmmm i kinda wanna build mijikuna up from the miji universe. so toji is my neighbor and kuna is his bff:333333 and i'm not actually a big dates person or like.. not at first. that sounds silly but i am just such a slowburn type of person lmao i can only go on a date if we're already dating i think otherwise it just feels a little.. like too much pressure that's really stupid actually but oh well
so our first 'date' is just hanging out together!!!!!! that's how it all starts!!!! we did a lot of movie nights bc they are both big lazy cats lmao they love lazing on my couch!!!!!! and then they just started coming over more and more and more and then one night it just escalated🙈🙈🙈���
OK BUTTT AS FOR SLEEPING ARRANGEMENTS!!!!! oh my god it's hell. they both run so fucking hot???!?!?!???? and they're so big??????!?!?!??? we all barely fit on the damn bed lmao it's so funny. but me and kuna always sleep ON toji. he is our beloved teddy bear<33333333 omfg but me and kuna also just take up so much space... toji sleeps like a fucking log while me and kuna are like two big starfish on top of him😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 aa poor guy..... this is how we show that we love him ok????!?!???? we're so obsessed with him>:33333333
AND HMMMMMMM honestly i'm kinda lame with my nicknames i usually just go for the basic 'Baby' yk? but i just think it's so funny to call these big buff burly men baby lmao and i do love calling toji tojibear>:333333 which kuna finds hilarious. but then i call him kitty and he just goes 🤨🤨🤨 hsheiwvfjsvwhqvdv and then toji gets to tease him back they're so fucking funny lunnie i love them so bad
#THIS IS SOO CUTEE LUNNIEEEE I LOVE U SOOSO MUCHH🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#THE KNUCKLEHEADS HEJRHSGFHJWHDJS#THAT'S SUCH A GOOD WORD FOR THEM LMAO#WAHHHHH MY FAVOURITE BIG LAZY CATS<33333333#I NEED TO KISS THEMMM#NOWWWW!!!!!!!!!#HEHEHEHEHEE#THANK YOU SM FOR INDULGING ME MY LOVE!!!!!#MWAH MWAH MWAHHH!!!!!!#lunar <3#friends!!#mijikuna
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omg wait. alternatively, i offer you: 🩸🦷
fanfic drabble emoji game
It's a temporary spell, being a vampire. Or so he hopes, as he still hasn't quite yet find the culprit. Stephen doesn't think he could tell anyone, though.
He's been surviving out of sickly lukewarm blood bags instead of fresh from its source; the only other person who knows aside from Wong is Christine, who had provided them for him. If anything, he's been drinking them in secret, but he's sick of drinking out of a bag and of the situation in general, so he sneaks down to the kitchen when Tony's asleep to pour it into a glass.
He was in the process of drinking it when Tony walks into the doorway.
Stephen freezes.
"It's not what it looks like."
Tony raises a brow. "Wine? In the middle of the day?" He smirks. "I think I married the right person, actually."
Stephen blinks. His secret is safe, it seems.
#thank you for indulging me#mwah mwah#stephen strange#tony stark#ironstrange#drabble#fanfic#my writing#fanfic drabble emoji game#ask#strxngetimes
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Thinking about 'the ending where you finally find your way home'. Thinking about Jamie living with Sam and Dani. Thinking about Big Ben and Jude. Thinking about how 23 year old Jamie being smuggled home by Sam and Dani, handed a cat, and them telling him that the cat is his, actually.
Thinking about this bristly kid with the world on his shoulders and his hands stuffed in his pockets to hide the shaking, and a cat twining around his ankles purring up a storm. And a dog with a big square head and a wagging tale who's happy to see him.
Thinking about the way he shrivels under the hopeful attention of Sam and Dani. The way he cautiously holds his hand out to let Jude sniff it.
Thinking about this painfully younger Jamie muttering, "Wasn't allowed to have any pets growing up."
Thinking about the way Dani and Sam's faces fall, because they already know that. And they know why.
They were so excited to offer him everything he loves, everything that's his to love, that they'd forgotten how once upon a time he wasn't allowed to love at all.
(and then Dani has to make up a lie about how no, actually, the dog is technically his (incorrect; everyone is everyone's, but baby steps) but no Jude always sleeps with Jamie and so does the cat. Yep.)
yes. yes! YES!!!!! YEESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think about this all thee time as WELL.
Jamie lingered on the last porch step while Sam unlocked the front door, hands twisted into the hem of his shirt, grateful that Dani was ahead of him in case he needed to run. He could be fast, he knew he could. Neither of them’d be able to catch up. He’d run, and run, and run until his skeleton fled its body and there was nothing left to go back to.
But the door swung open, and something—something within him, some bone-deep instinct, stopped him from bolting. Maybe it was the way the flowers in the window boxes were blooming, full-petaled and bright. Maybe it was the way there was already light spilling out onto the pavement from inside the house, like it had been waiting for them. Maybe it was the way Sam and Dani were looking at him, all soft and stupid, as if they couldn’t imagine spending their night doing anything except this.
And then Jamie didn’t have a chance to decide what it was, ’cause there was a sudden flurry of movement and a massive dog was leaping into Dani’s arms and licking him all over the face. His heart skipped a quick beat before settling, certain for a moment that the shadow he’d glimpsed had been someone else’s, and his fingers loosened around his shirt.
“Jude!” Dani was scolding, even as he laughed and puddled into the porch with a lapful of slobbering dog. “You’re not supposed to run out like that, mi amigo. Very dangerous.”
“We’ve tried to explain it to him via a Powerpoint presentation,” said Sam to—to Jamie, which was strange. “It didn’t take, for some reason.”
Jamie scoffed. “Yeah, no shit, mate.” He flinched immediately, remembering again that this wasn’t his Sam, that this was another Sam who was older and taller and could most certainly take him to the ground if he wanted to. He imagined the impact of flesh on flesh; the crimson flash of pain; his body scattered on the floor and the door to the house shut and the light vanishing as fast as it had arrived.
But Sam only lifted one shoulder in a shrug and said, “It was your idea.”
“It was!” Dani said cheerfully, though he looked a bit sad at the edges. His fingers ran along the dog’s—Jude’s—ears in nervous, frenetic motion. “We could show it to you, if you want.”
“I—” Jamie swallowed. I need to call me da. It was what he wanted to say, yet couldn’t. He already knew how they would respond. And until he figured out what the fuck was going on and how he could get everything to go back to normal, he’d just have to keep his mouth shut and his head down. He wouldn’t do anything that would make them upset. He’d gotten lucky thus far, but it wouldn’t last. The anger always came, eventually. “Sure. Yeah, I s’pose we could.”
“Excellent,” said Dani. He seemed to mean it, though Jamie couldn’t trust that he really was. “Until then, this is Jude. Jude, this is Jamie. You remember Jamie?”
’Course Jude wouldn’t fucking remember Jamie. He tensed as the dog’s head swiveled towards him, those big brown eyes wide and limpid in the late light. His body prepared itself for the low growl, the biting snap.
Except Jude’s tail began to wag, fiercer than before, and he crawled from Dani’s lap and loped in Jamie’s direction. His big boxy head bobbed in time with his strides, and then it bumped into Jamie’s knuckles, hidden still by the fabric of his shirt.
Jamie’s breath caught. His fingers crept out, and Jude’s nose nudged them, damp and cold. “Hi,” he whispered, shamefully aware of Dani and Sam watching them. “Hi, Jude. Nice to meet you. You’re a good boy, eh?”
“He is,” said Sam, quietly. “And he loves you very much, Jamie.”
“Mm,” said Jamie. He dared to scratch behind one of Jude’s floppy ears and was rewarded with an enthusiastic full-body wiggle. “I ain’t ever had a pet before.”
The glance that Sam and Dani exchanged was fleeting, but Jamie caught it all the same. His cheeks went high with heat, hating the fact that they knew so much about him while he knew next to nothing about them. He was exposed, vulnerable. His heart had been pried out of its chest and now lay on the table, ready to be dissected, unable to be put back where it belonged. He rubbed Jude beneath the chin to scrub the sensation away.
“It’s all right,” Dani said, at last. There was a gentle quality to his voice that inclined Jamie to believe him, although he didn’t want to. “You have two, now.”
Hang on.
“I have what—”
#ask#readwing#as usual THANK YOU for indulging me MWAH <3#i LOVE TALKING ABOUT THIS IS THE THING#also i know i didn’t get to big ben :(#but that’s a whole giant special scene i prommy#sid speaks#fic: the ending where you finally find your way home
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hello corey!! what about hmm 🥺 🎢 & ✨?
🥺 is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?
ough ummm when one of them is like "sorry i talk a lot" and the other is like "it's okay i like to listen" whether it be said through words or actions, it makes me want to bash my head against a wall repeatedly and break down into a puddle <333
🎢 which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?
... is it fair to say how to (legally?) obtain a tractor in one week bc man that was a WILD ride what is that fic and how is it almost 7k words ijuhygtfgyhujiuhg but like that's silly fun wild ride, if we're talking Emotional then... prolly you never quite say (but i hear) bc i wrote it in one day bc i was ✨depressed✨
✨ give you and your writing a compliment. go on now. you know you deserve it.
ummm i like to think i'm really good at hitting/writing specific body movements that most people don't pay attention to. like, having tourette's makes me super aware of my body and how it moves a lot, so i always unconsciously put it in my writing, too whether it be for a character i diagnosed with ts or someone who's just vibing
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✏ WIP Wednesday ✏
thank you for the tag @darkfire1177 💖💕
oh ya'knowwww here's a lil shot of what I was workin on last night but I'm probably gonna be messing with it for a good while until I'm satisfied. love love loooove making my baby look so sad and wet and pathetic <3
open tag to anyone who wants to jump in!
#I'm doing the thing I'm FINALLY doing it#the one fucking thing I've wanted to draw since LAST YEAR#no I am not behaving or being normal about it but also thank you to my couple of friends who cheer me on and indulge in my silly lil ideas#I love y'all sm#mwah mwah mwah#my art#faith and max
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“He was right,” said Laurent. “When I fell in love, I did hand it over.”
“He was wrong,” said Damen. “It’s not something you can give, not to anyone.”
Laurent shrugged with one shoulder. “It’s not something you would accept. That’s not the same.”
“No,” said Damen, a little helplessly.
“I want,” Laurent had to take a breath to swallow the bitter humiliation of being forced to say it, “to give this to you.”
“I’d never ask it of you,” said Damen. “Never.”
“That’s —” Another breath. The rising hot pressure behind his eyes.
Unexpectedly: “I know,” said Damen. Now he looked contrite, his gaze pleading. “That’s not the point. I know. I’m sorry.”
Thank you for writing in!! 💕 This section was so vital to the selkie fic because it was the first real revelation, I think, of what Laurent and Damen were conflicted about, and where exactly they were disagreeing. To Laurent, the sacrifice of giving up his skin is an act of love, but to Damen accepting it could only be selfish; his act of love is refusing the sacrifice. I love conflicts like this, where both parties are genuinely trying to help or enrich each other, but get tripped up by their differing beliefs of how to go about it.
Meanwhile Laurent is struggling with having to express this at all! In his ideal version of this scenario (as he might imagine it at this time) Damen just takes the skin and hides it away and they never talk about it ever. Having to vocalise your desires can be so personal, and someone as intensely closed-up as Laurent would find it super challenging. Even just saying 'i want you to take it' is unbearably intimate, for him -- having that refused is salt in the wound.
And I think Damen understands that well enough to apologise for it: for making Laurent say it, and for having to turn him down. Contemplating the final line of that snippet is making me think about how I could have turned this into a full-on Misunderstandings Fight, but I never really considered that! We know that Damen knows & can read Laurent extremely accurately, that he has his own principles which he lives by, and that he's very straightforward and honest about what he thinks -- and, maybe most importantly, that in the context of the fic they've been together and committed to each other for a while, so this felt like a natural step for him. And it's because he's this gentle that Laurent's hackles go down, and they can try (however awkwardly) to move forward together <3
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what are your favorite japanese animated television shows?
love the way this is worded. hello otacon.
my fave of all time is a movie called liz to aoi tori. my fave anime show is yurikuma arashi but i also think nobody should watch yurikuma arashi its weird and confusing. my fave popular anime is madoka magica. my feel good anime is love live (og and sunshine i havent watched past sunshine). my fave currently airing anime is sousou no frieren. my current obsession and love/hate relationship is with naruto tho ive only seen about 4 anime episodes, i just read the manga.
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16 and 22!!
hi claude!!
16. One of your favorite classical songs
The main song of howl’s moving castle would be consider as classical? lakssjdh if so:
tbh I listen to classical music to get in a certain mood so i don’t remember the name of half of them, sorry 😭
22. A song that moves you forward
This songs gives me such vibes, that the future is going to be okay and I can do it, not really what the lyrics says but what the music feels, most like
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