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Television Influence
Homicipher || Mr. Crawling + GN Reader
So... I have no idea how to use Tumblr to write fics But. Consider this my trial before it goes down :3
CONTENTS: (1) mentions & descriptions of murder, (2) kissing
Disclaimer: the part about MC being an assassin is just a hc I came up with. There are spoilers under the cut, though (at least I think I put the cut, idk tho)
So hear me out. Idk if anyone did this yet, but listen: after bringing your sweetheart (Mr. Crawling, obviously) to the real world, things went back to normal. Sort of. You were never really normal to begin with.
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You went back to your old job, hacking and killing, keeping the bills steady with commissions, yada yada. Corporate worker on weekdays, but at night and on weekends, you're a highly sought out eliminator.
This busy schedule didn't sit right for Mr. Crawling, though. Every time you came back, you noticed that he sat before the door, already waiting for you to twist the knob and push. You installed cameras to try to keep your eyes on what he did, only to find out that if his presence was caught on camera, the film would glitch and blur and static would pepper across your screen. Still, you were able to decipher what he did through the choppy feed.
He stood his ground in front of the door with that small, anticipating grin on his grey face. Your heart ached at the sight, cooing aloud right in front of your victim before you slammed your crowbar into their skull.
That's when you realised you didn't like leaving him for hours on end. You didn't want to make him wait like that.
An idea sparked in your head when you were getting ready for your morning job. Mr. Crawling was still lying on his spot next to yours on your shared bed. You couldn't tell if he was sleeping or spacing out. Did he even need sleep?
You shrugged that thought off and quietly tip-toed your way into your living room. You switched on the TVâwhich you never used until nowâand left the volume at a moderate level before leaving for work.
Truly enough, the sweetheart confusedly crawled over to sit at the front of the screen, watching the rom-com show that just got aired.
You smiled, leaving the monitoring app as you sipped from your favourite morning tea. You checked in on him around every five hours, and he never moved from his spot, not until you were already at your front door, though. The humanoid man seemed to hit a realization and crawled to the front door once again. It's like he already knew when you usually arrived.
He just sat there with that same thin smile on his face, waiting for your return. If he had a tail, it'd be swaying slowly. Patient and hopeful, like a dog.
You pushed the door open, and his chipper laughter rang through the air.
"You home! You home!"
He pushed a chuckle out of your lips, embracing you by the hips as you locked your front door with shaky hands due to his movement.
"Home, home," you nodded, sighing, yet you still smiled. "Hungry? Want eat?"
He giggled again, his smile practically cutting from ear to ear.
You served him his red soupâit wasn't tomatoes, but it was the chunks and blood of your victim last night.
"You enjoy?" You asked, leaning on your palm as you watched him eat. "Thing," you pointed at the TV in the nearby room. "Thing fun?"
Mr. Crawling wiped the leftover soup from his lips, pitch black tongue licking over where the blood was on his hand.
"Thing fun," he agreed. "You more fun. Many more."
You laughed. Thank goodness for all the language lessons you took on his dialect because these little gems that left his cold lips would've flown last your head.
Suddenly, Mr. Crawling paused.
"Want... try something."
"Try?" You tilted your head in confusion, and he mirrored your expression as you uttered a word in English. "More eat? Eat another?"
He giggled. "No!"
Your brows knitted together, and your lips pursed as you pondered. "Try what?"
Mr. Crawling crawled around the chabudai table, already hovering over your lap. His lips formed that same loveable (and slightly uncanny) smile. "You, me..." he gestured between you two with one hand. You nodded along, hoping to understand. "Me, you," you said.
He gestured again. "Not the same. Me, you, different. I saw otherâother like you," he pointed at the TV. "Saw many like you. They say love, but they not show. Why?"
"...?" You had to process that for a second. Lengthy sentences in his language were harder to decode. "Er... um," you sighed. "They not ready? Love big, but they know small."
He watched you expectantly, so you continued.
"Uh... love big. Yes. Many meaning. Few word, few say."
"You love me?"
This was a question you got daily. It didn't hurt to answer repetively, but now that you thought of it....
Your hesitation made Mr. Crawling shrink back, his smile slowly turning into pouting.
"No no," you quickly added. "Me love you. You kind. You rescue."
He perked up, his joy bouncing right back. "Me love you!" He chirped.
You sighed, but your breath of relief didn't last long. He took you by the chin, his cold and calloused hands as gentle as he always was, and he poked his lips against yours in a brief kiss.
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"You cute," he giggled, and you realised your face went red. "Cute, cute."
"Where did you learn to do that?" You blurted out, confusion and fluttering shyness grasping your stomach like a ruthless vine. "I meanâ" you snapped out of it, seeing his confusion. "âhow... how you know... do that?"
He pointed at the TV again. "Saw many like you. Say they love they, then they do!"
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.
.
He saw people kiss?
"Youâ"
He kissed you again. Did it even count as a kiss? It was more like tapping lips together than a kiss.
"Cute!" He chirped and kissed you again. It didn't take much for you to know that he was pleased with your reddened cheeks and wanted to see it over and over. You counted twenty times before you stopped him, which made him frown.
"I teach," you sighed, your shyness wearing off. He practically bounced at your words. "I teach you how. My language, I call 'kiss'."
He tilted his head.
You said it again. "Kiss."
"....Ck...ck..."
"Kiss." You nodded.
"Ki...iss?"
You patted his head in approval. "Kiss."
He giggled. "Kiss! Kiss! Me kiss you!"
You couldn't help but laugh. "I teach you how. Don't move."
He didn't.
When you leaned in for a kiss, he stiffened, but he didn't move away. You held his hands and brought them to your waist, and then you held the sides of his head, pressing on.
You didn't take it too far, noâhe wasn't really ready for English yet, let alone French if you know what I mean.
"....Me kiss you," you said.
It was almost as if steam was blowing out of his ears. The place around his cheeks darkened into a deeper grey, and you laughed. Before you could comment, however, he pounced at the chance to kiss you again before you changed your mind.
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Erm so this was kinda ass LMAO
It's just practice anyway đ didn't proofread either so I guess that'll be my bad when I wake up tomorrow to see a bajillion of mistakes
#homicipher#homicipher chapter one#homicipher x reader#mr crawling#mr. crawling#mr. crawling x reader#mr crawling x you
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It's all fun and games until...
[Commission for @dontheckinswear]
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#madam qin#jin guangyao#I hope your bookclub enjoys this one! Shout out to the bookclubbers. The readers.#Thank you again for the commission! This was a delightfully dark-but-funny prompt to work on.#The whole situation is twisted in every single direction...but also shout out to Madam Qin for dropping this bomb right before the wedding.#JGY also realizing that he can't cancel the wedding without putting Qin Su at risk for shame and condemnation.#The world is hard for women. Even harder for single mothers.#And sure there is the politics element but let me believe that in the moment his heart was on her safety and happiness.#This blog is a 'qin-su should be happy' zone. I still have that transmigration to SVSSS AU to draw out one day....#Or return to the Band Au. Why did I make so many AUs that I really want to keep continuing on?#If only I had limitless time and energy...If only.
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Every doodle commission I did in August!
Limited September slots will open on the 10th
#open commissions#artists on tumblr#buckleo#ko fi commissions#sketch commission#furry#furry art#sfw furry#furry commissions#thank you so much to everyone who commissioned one!#i was in a really bad financial spot and these helped me so so much#ngl I really wish I would get bigger commissions again#i enjoy working on pieces with meaning and depth but I can't afford it right now...
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A commission for @muzzleofnemesis :3 âcommission infoâ
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is there just something about serilly x arle puyo that prompts homophobic men to leave backhanded compliments on my posts or.
#like its one thing to just get regular homophobic comments. right#like i used to get those with eighthato all the time back in the day#but like theres been two or three separate instances where some dude just like#comments smth to the effect of 'this is so cute! i dont like gay people though'#like??? okay??? thanks for telling me???????#it just happened on twitter but the other instance that sticks out to me was this dude a couple years back#but the thing about it was This dude was a regular commission client back in the day#like i didnt have a job back then so he basically paid for most of my ipad costs bc he would give me like. big expensive 4-character comms#and then he just. Randomly comments that one day#like did you. did you think we were buddy-buddy enough to just say things like this now. like. excuse me#the funniest part was he came from 14crush too like. Did he know#i really dont think i was that subtle about eight and ahato but. like. did he know#the funniest part was that shortly after that happened i didnt even block him out of fear he'd try and chargeback his comms#but i quietly added smth to the effect of 'i will not work with homophobes/transphobes/etc' to the banner of my commission info#and then he just straight up never contacted me ever again.#insane#anyway hope you enjoyed this story of mine
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Commission for @itsafullmoon
A/N: thank you so much for commissioning again! It means the world. <3 This was so fun to write, everyone needs a friendly werewolf who takes care of you. I didn't include the bedroom part because i thought this would make more sense, hope yâall enjoy it!
Request: werewolf x fem!human Fem!reader is going through hard times and makes a habit of coming home from work to go cry in kitchen and continue upstairs to get ready for bed. Sheâs completely unaware that her neighbor has been closely watching her routine since she moved across the street 6 months ago, he desperately wants to know whatâs wrong, hurt who ever is hurting her!âŚ..decided, sheâs the perfect mate! I would like it mentioned in story that fem!human has long black hair.
Maybe Iâm a bit of a creep
Werewolf x fem!reader || oral sex, knotting || tw: stalker (lowkey)
After a long day at work, you arrive home like a soul in distress. You leave everything into a pile at the door and walk to the kitchen half zombie. Last couple weeks have been a complete nightmare and you just want to get home, drink some wine... and cry. So you are going to do exactly that.
You are a strong woman who can deal with all this shit and walk away after. But first: crying. Just a bit of crying and then you can keep going. You can do this. But your inner monologue itâs soon cut short by the first tear, followed by a thousand more. You stood there in the middle of your kitchen, face down as tears rolling down your face and falling to the floor. You donât even care you will probably have to clean that later.
You stood there, crying and sipping on some wine like every other day of the past days. You want to be stronger than that, but you just⌠Canât. Life is a mess and sometimes crying is the only way to make you feel a tiny fraction better. But apparently not even that can you do in peace.
Thereâs a knock on your back door. You look up at the clock and get a bit wary, grabbing your phone in case you need to speed dial the cops or something. âYes?â You donât dare opening without asking first.
âIâm your neighbor, can I borrow some salt?â His deep and grumpy voice⌠Your hot neighbor, the werewolf next door. Fuck.
You knock your head against the door and breathe deeply before answering. You frantically wipe the tears away. âI- sure.â You try to get yourself together as fast as possible, you probably look like a mess and heâs going to see you in all your misfortune. There they go all your opportunities to hit on him at some point. Fuck. Your luck is just the worst.
You open the door a bit and try to back down to get the salt, but before you can do that, heâs asking: âWhy are you crying?â
You try to be as subtle as possible as you try to wipe away a couple more tears that escaped your traitorous eyes. It doesnât work. âWhat? Iâm not.â It sounds fake even to your own ears, but you stay put, maybe you can gaslight him slightly to make him feel you are telling the truth.
That thought makes you feel like a shithead, but dang, you want to maintain some kind of dignity in this stupid situation. Why had to be him? Couldnât it be any other neighbor that is not hot as hell and you didnât want to bang since the first day he moved in next door? Ugh. Your luck is truly terrible.
He takes a deep breath and approaches you. âYou cry every night. Iâve seen you.â He wipes away some of your tears with his clawed, furry paw, and it takes you two more seconds to register what he just said.
You look at him like heâs crazy, because he truly is. Has he been spying on you? Is he a creep? âWhat? How? Dude are you a creep? Iâm going to call the cops.â You pull your phone from your pocket ready to do just that.
But he stops you âNo! No, donât do that. Iâm-â He stops mid sentence, thinking about it, and ends up saying: âwell, maybe Iâm a bit of a creep.â You want to cry and laugh at the same time, what is this situation? Is he really accepting being a creep? What the actual fuck. âItâs just that your kitchen window is right across my living room window and you cry here every night.â You look across your kitchen and true to his word, his living room is right across your kitchen window. Fuck.
Can you be more lame? Heâs been enjoying his dinner every night just to have you crying across the lawn like a pathetic woman. Lasts pieces of your self-respect feel like running away at that moment. Fuck. Your luck is truly and completely fucked up.
But to your surprise, and probably his, too, his next words make you both speechless: âLet me make you feel better.â You stare at him, mouth agape and your brain running so fast you canât even process what he just said. What the fuck does he mean by that?
âWhat?â You ask, finally, when your brain gains some kind of control back over your body. He stares at you, his ears twitching in the most werewolf way possible. You wonder if he can hear the rapid beat of your heart.
âLet. Me. Make. You. Feel. Better.â He enunciates each word as if you were stupid, and at that moment, you feel pretty stupid. Heâs so fucking handsome you canât control your own brain around him, or your reactions, or how fucking done with everything you are because you want to say yes to his innuendo so bad.
You try not to feel the anticipation about it, but you can feel your pussy getting excited about it. âHow are you going to do that?â You ask, you want to believe itâs an innuendo, but with your luck lately, you canât ignore that it might be just a stupid idea, and heâs just talking about making you soup or something.
He looks at you and smells the air, sniffing you. You donât know what you smell like, but he smirks and says: âIâm going to bend you down over the table and Iâm going to eat you out. And then⌠Iâm going to fuck you so hard you wonât be thinking about your problems anymore.â You feel your heartbeat accelerate even more, your pussy getting instantly wetter. Fuck.
âI-â You hesitate, even though your pussy is screaming at you to stop being stupid and take this opportunity, bet some werewolf dick would make you feel incredible.
He looks at you, his face impossibly tender. âSay yes.â His whisper is so soft and filled with emotion that you feel like crying again, but this time for very different reasons.
âYes,â you whisper back, feeling shy all of sudden.
âThank the goddess for that.â He drives right in, framing your face with his paws and kissing you until your brain is spinning. You break apart just for him to tear your clothes off your body, making you giggle at his eagerness. He manhandles you until you are face down on the table, bent down, and heâs kneeling behind you, his face right over your pussy. Thatâs hot. âBon appĂŠtit.â You are about to laugh at the absurdity of the moment and his words when you feel the first touch of his tongue against your pussy. God.
He gives you no heads up, he starts devouring your pussy like heâs a starved man and you are the last source of food in the whole world. He licks and kisses, and makes out with your cunt. Meanwhile, you donât know what to do with your hands, grabbing and pulling at your hair. You groan and cry out and feel like the universe is behind your eyes as he keeps eating you out desperately.
The orgasm catches you by surprise, arching your back and pushing your hips against his face as he grunts his approval. You grind your pussy back into his face as he makes the most erotic sounds of pleasure against your sensitive areas. When you come down from the high, heâs right there to catch you, his whole body covering your back as you feel the tip of his erection against your entrance.
âSay yes,â he repeats.
âYes.â This time is not shy or embarrassed, you are completely on board with it, you want to be fucked until you are a mess of heat and juices.
He grunts at your agreement and starts pushing in. You thought he would be wild and savage, entering you in one hard thrust like all those romance books you love. But he doesnât, he whispers sweet nothings to your ear, telling you how pretty you are, how he was wishing to ask you out since he moved in but didnât find the courage. He tells you about how perfect you are, how good of a mate youâd make for him. And you preen at his compliments, your insides getting warm and your heart accelerating to the point of worry.
But he keeps going, his dick so far inside you can feel him against the back of your throat. Fuck. âIs it fully inside?â You ask after heâs been still for a long moment.
âNot yet, just a bit more. Breathe slow for me, let me in.â You do exactly that and groan loud and deep when you feel the last of him enter you. Good goddess heâs so deep.
âYou are⌠so deep.â You let out, your breath caught in your throat. He stays put, not even moving a millimeter, and still whispering sweet nothings against your ear. Bit by bit you relax, and when the feeling inside of you is no longer overwhelming you groan out: âMove.â He waits no longer. He pulls back as much as he can and drives right in, a slow tempo that is driving you insane. âFaster. Harder,â you order, your brain already lost in pleasure. His dick is so big that he hits every single pleasure point at once.
âAre you sure?â He sounds uncertain and that makes you like him even more.
âYes!â You cry out as he complies, pulling out and back in fast and hard. You groan and moan and a chorus of ah ah ah joins the slap of skin against skin.
He keeps fucking you, the symphony of ecstasy getting louder and louder, but he keeps talking, âyour fucking black hair drives me insane.â He tells you, pulling at your hair hard and making you moan.
âWhat? Why?â His non-stopping pounding is driving you insane, thereâs no way you can focus enough to understand what heâs saying.
âI think about it constantly, what would you look with your hair tied back and on your knees? What would you look when I grab it and ride you? It drives me crazy, and now every time I see you in a ponytail I get a boner.â You giggle at his confession, but another hard thrust against your G-spot makes your eyes roll back. He keeps talking, âand you wear too many fucking ponytails.â He punctuates every word with a thrust that have you seeing the whole galaxy. His big balls are bouncing on your clit and you feel so close to the edge you think you are going to break into a million pieces.
He fucks two more orgasms out of you, your body lax and fucked out under him. You donât know if you could continue, but you have no strength to tell him anything about it. And it feels so good⌠Over-sensitivity making each thrust a new experience.
But when you think itâs close to ending, he asks, âare you ready to take my knot, mate?â You are startled at his words, but at that moment you wouldnât care even if a burglar broke in. You need him like you need air, you want to come around his fat knot next.
âYes!â You scream, a little part of your brain worrying someone could hear how loud you two are being, but not really caring.
His dick starts to expand inside of you, so big you cry out and thrash under him. He holds you down with his own body as he pushes inside fully. When his knot is fully settled, he starts to grind his hips against your ass, and you see starts, another orgasm being ripped off you. He groans when your pussy clenches around him, and you feel the first shoot of his cum deep inside. So much of it. He cums for what feels like hours.
He pulls out and you feel a gush of fluids dripping down your legs onto the floor. Gross. But fast as lightning, heâs there with a warm cloth, cleaning you out and telling you how pretty you look all fucked out. You donât move from your position, unable to, your legs feel like jelly.
A bit later, when you are on the sofa, your head on his chest and your ass on his lap, you ask him, âDid you mean it?â
He looks at you puzzled, confused like a puppy. âWhat?â
You breathe hard, trying not to overthink too much what you are about to say: âYou called me your mate.â
He stops, his face blank as he looks at you, deep in thought. But he doesnât make you wait long. âI- Yes. I mean it.â You feel your heart expand, like itâs being overfilled with joy and anticipation.
âWould you go out with me?â You finally ask, feeling your face blush as you hide it in his neck, softly biting the tendon there, making him moan.
He grabs your face in his big hands and makes you look at him. âIâd thought youâd never ask,â he says, a big feral grin showing all his teeth. You blush harder when he kisses you deeply.
Well, at least crying got you somewhere⌠To the lap of a hot werewolf.
#commission#monster#monster fucker#monster imagine#monster x human#teratophillia#monster x reader#terato#monster boyfriend#monster love#monster fuqqer#monster kink#monster lover#monster romance#monster x you#monsterfucker#monsterfucking nsft#werewolf#werewolf x you#werewolf x reader#werewolf x human#fem!reader
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The grand family tree of the Pines! A commission from Maxiluna!
×׊פ×× ×× ×× ×¨×§ ×תר×× ×׊×××× ×, ×× ××× ×××תר.
"Family is not just an important thing for us, it's everything and more."
I attribute the original English quote to @mymanyfandomramblings, on her take of her next-gen Pines family tree. It is subsequently translated into Hebrew by @thegoodduckfan.
So, this is my take on the family tree, which also includes many of the unseen family members such as the Pines parents (Sarah and David), Sherman and his wife, Wendy's Mom and the other Northwests. Perhaps I would have added Abigail Northwest (an ancestor who appeared in The Book of Bill), but that's a couple more generations I would need to pay more for.
In my next-gen series, Dipper married Pacifica and they have their adorkable triplets. Meanwhile, Mabel married Kevin Corduroy and both have a pair of redhead twins.
And now to the individual portraits.
Filbrick and Caryn
The Grunkles! And Mabel knitted for them a larger Hannukah sweater!
Shermie and his wife, Michelle Pines. I headcanon that Shermie is the elder of the Grunkles, and he had gone to the Vietnam War for a time, which explained his absence during the flashbacks of A Tale of Two Stans.
The Pines parents David and Sarah! For David, it's based on the Tumblr "stemboification" post, since Hirsch mentioned he works in IT. For Sarah, I headcanon she's a museum curator. At the point of this commission, I haven't considered the possibility they might be divorced, but still, I believed they have sorted out their marital issues when the twins were away during the summer.
The Northwests and their "better lifestyles than ours". Though there's a price to pay for carrying their legacy...
Auldman was mentioned in Journal 3 as Preston's father. I haven't thought much of Adeline, though she might be also from a family of equal status. I headcanon that Priscilla was an actress, or at least a child of one.
The Corduroys! There's nothing really definitive for Wendy's Mom, besides that she isn't "present in the series", although some speculated she could have died in service as a soldier. Shannon Corduroy, Dan's wife, has black hair, which is also a throwback to the design of Pilot Wendy.
And then to the newest generation of Pines-Corduroys! Or is it Corduroy-Pines? I have Mabel and Kevin married earlier than Dipper and Pacifica. I attribute the idea to the ship to J_COTW, who wrote his take on a dipcifica next-summer series A Return to the Falls. The ship also inspired me to write an April Fools fic introducing this pair of mischievous twins.
And Dipper, Pacifica and the adorkable triplets Nita, Nilam and Taka! As we can see, the dorkiness really runs in the family.
Hope you all enjoy this set of portraits. Once again, many thanks to Maxiluna for her hard work on this massive commission!
#gravity falls#gravity falls next generation#next generation#pines family#northwest family#corduroy family#filbrick pines#caryn pines#stanford pines#stanley pines#shermie pines#stan pines#ford pines#pines parents#dipper pines#mabel pines#preston northwest#priscilla northwest#pacifica northwest#wendy corduroy#dan corduroy#kevin corduroy#gus corduroy#marcus corduroy#pilot wendy#dipcifica
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Okay, now that the blog finally got unflagged, I can share this! Massive thanks to @benjimatorarts for accepting this commissionâ I'm delighted with how it turned out! It's nice to have a sort of "cover" for this AU, especially since it's been ruling my life for the past month.
For those who don't know, this AU is predicated on the theory that Niffty is actually a former overlord who Alastor somehow drove into insanity. The story is based around the question: "What if he did the same to Vox?" Developing this AU has been an ongoing collaborative effort between myself and several lovely frequent contributors, and I've really enjoyed what we've put together so far! We mostly focus on Vox's relationship with the Vees in the aftermath of the event and the psychological/emotional fallout thereof, as well as Alastor's reappearance seven years later, when he summons Vox to join him at the hotel. It's honestly been a ton of fun to work on and I think we've gotten some really good angst/black comedy out of it!
But yeah, enough pitchingâ thank you again to @benjimatorarts for the piece!
#hazbin hotel#alastor#vox#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#radiostatic#radiosilence#onewaybroadcast#the vees#hellaverse#vivziepop#other people's art#alastor (ram)#vox (ram)#randomly accessed memories
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ââŠâ§âË๨ LOA IS EXHAUSTING ŕ§ËââŠâ§â
Let's be honest.. We have been trying to force ourselves to affirm, visualise and it's been years that we are waiting for our manifestation. We can't even manifest in field we used to success, we try more and more techniques but fail again and again. We got depressed, exhausted, sad and we want to give up. We see success stories over success stories. We see tumblr Loa blogs coming and deactivating.
You want your Sp? You are chasing after them.
You want your job? You're distributing resumes everywhere waiting for an answer.
You want your ideal body? You are avoiding mirror.
You are affirming that you are that bad bitch that gets everything you want? You're crying and asking every Loa blog how to manifest this with many accounts or on anon.
The error is not the world. You are. Well.. Said like that is harsh but let me explain.
You are manifesting with ego.
You want to manifest with logic, reasons and known pattern. You are not using the subconscious mind but your ego. You want to convince your Rational ego that you have that body that you don't have, that your boyfriend is this guy who blocked you, or this job that you don't have. Let's put it like this :
đ§¸: I have my ideal body!
đ§ : No you don't look at the mirror you are the same.
đ§¸: I swear I have it!
đ§ : No you don't, you don't work out or diet.
đ§¸: but I have it.
đ§ : Why are you avoiding mirrors if you have your ideal body?
đ§¸: Because... I don't have it yet but it will come soon!
đ§ : Who told you you don't have it?
đ§¸: I see it in the mirror.
đ§ :So you don't have it, I was right.
đ§¸:Yeah you are right, I don't have my ideal body.
Why are you relying on a rational person to prove a miracle?
You are more stressing out and forcing yourself to visualise more than anything.
What you should do then?
Nothing.
đ When I mean nothing, it means relying on the miracle person to prove the miracle. Make it easy for yourself. You can speak to the subconscious mind, who doesn't have any limiting belief, agrees with you, prove you right, show you and tell you what you want and believe in you and will do anything for you.
đ Your subconscious mind is not your bitch, your whore or your slave. It's your best friend. You don't need to tell it everyday :
'' Make me breath ''
'' Make me walk ''
'' Make my heart beats ''
'' Digest my food ''
. It takes care of everything but you prefered to listen and talk to your ego instead.
Let's put it like that :
đ§¸: I have my ideal body.
đ: Yes you have and you are so beautiful.
đ§¸:no... I still have the same body.
đ: what? Of course not, in your 4d you have it!
đ§¸: Really ? But in the 3d -
đ: I've finished the painting in the 4d, let me start sketching here so you can see it too. It Will be beautiful, trust me.
đ§¸: But what if it doesn't come.
đ:You have to trust me, because I trust you when you tell me how's your life is going in the 3d. You're my eyes, remember?
đ§¸:Okay then, I trust you.
It's like someone ordered a commission for a cake. The person told how exactly they want their cake okay? With detailed. So now it's for the baker to catch up to do the exact replica of the cake. But if everytime the customer calls '' Is the cake is finished yet? '' or '' You won't make it in time '', the baker doesn't have time to bake so when the day will come, there will be nothing on the table.
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If the customer trust the baker, and let them cook, the baker will be more concentrated on the cake and will give a stunning result.
You need to trust the subconscious mind and let it work. Your only job is to know what you want and how would you feel if you already have it. If you want to send a reminder to the subconscious mind, send it the feeling of already having it.
đŠˇknow that your subconscious mind is your best friend, if you trust it and enjoying in advance because you know it will bring your the best results it will thanks you with your desires.
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Hi Hi! first time requesting like this and I just recently finished watching the latest episode of Kaiju number 8. I was wondering if your could write something for Vice Captain Hoshina.
I was thinking something along the lines of a reincarnation storyline? Maybe Reader is a renowned painter or something. And one day they come across a dream of Hoshina in their past life and they paint his face. And Hoshina is suddenly bombarded by a few officers/cadets a few days later about a sudden article blowing up online with a painting that had extremely similar structure to his face. And maybe they'd end up meeting because of it?
I love your writing. Particularly the one with the glasses reader that I read a few days back. You're free to change things as you see fit. And I'm sure whatever you come up with will be very nice. Sorry if my words are confusing. I don't speak english language that well. đđ Thank you if you decide to write for this ask.
notes: ok the way i am. actually obsessed with this i hope you enjoy!!
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soshiro hoshina x gn!reader no warnings, i think wc: 1768
in your dreams, you always see the same face. red eyes watching your face, purple hair framed over his face and the feeling of a callused hand on your hand, on your cheek. and every time he leans into kiss you, you find yourself pressing your face closer to his, as if desperate, and then you wake up.Â
and when you wake up, you always feel the telltale trickle of a tear down your face, the feeling of salt on your tongue.Â
thereâs no time to wonder what the dreams ever mean, what with your job as a painter. you lived commission to commissionâand while your customers were always high brow and paid generously, still meant that you couldnât be lost in daydreams forever.Â
and in your studio, with the pungent smell of turpentine and linseed oil, with your hands inevitably smeared with oil paints, it was easy to forget the stranger whose hands felt rough and weary, and yet held your face with measured gentleness. it was easy to forget himâup until you went back to bed, and youâd always be back in the same dream.Â
âi keep seeing you,â you murmur in your dream. âwho are you?âÂ
the man laughs.Â
he seems sad, for a second.Â
âa dear friend,â he responds. you see it on his face, the way his lips twist at his words, that itâs not quite true. and he leans in again, watching your face. âitâs okay if you donât remember me.âÂ
âbut i do,â you say in protest. you think you remember this face. âi want to.âÂ
you must remember this face, surelyâthis face that, upon your words, looks sadder. and then you wonder if heâs even realâor if this is simply your subconscious, saddened that you canât remember. saddened that your mind replays this moment, again and again, a repeated brushstroke pulling open the blank canvas underneath.Â
âwe all want things we canât have, sometimes,â the man says.Â
he leans into kiss you,Â
and you jolt up out of bed, awakening to a phone call from your manager.Â
âhelloâŚ?â you mumble into your phone, pressing it against your cheek as you rub the sleep out of your eyes. âitâs rare you call me randomly like thisâŚâÂ
âtis no random call,â your manager responds. âyouâve received a request to exhibit some of your works from a museum. will you do it? i hear the payâs pretty good.â
âmmm⌠any specific theme?â you ask.Â
ânot really. they said to let your imagination go wild.âÂ
âhm.âÂ
you touch your lips, and when you close your eyes, you see a hint of those crimson eyes again.Â
âalright. i think iâve got a pretty good muse this time,â you say.Â
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hoshina wasnât exactly someone who was very in the know about art. his job, for one, meant that itâs not like he would exactly be interested in art in general, and itâs not like he was even spending his days off on art museum trips or admiring the local art scene.Â
so why was it that everyone seemed all abuzz about art today?
and why did it seem like there were more eyes on him than before? not that he particularly abhorred attention or anything, but the eyes seemed to be looking at his face specifically.Â
his eyes flit to some of the new officer recruitsâiharu, reno, kafka⌠fuck, even haruichi and aoi? what the hell was going onâhuddled around a laptop. haruichiâs brow furrows as he stares at the illuminated screen, and then flits up to look at hoshina. when hoshina stares back, harder, haruichiâs gaze immediately ducks back to the laptop. Â
okay.Â
well, something was definitely up.Â
hoshina strolls over to the recruits, who immediately seem to start panickingâthe panic is written across kafkaâs face more obviously than the others, and reno elbows kafka in the side.Â
âwhatâs all this about? if youâve got time to huddle youâve got time to run lapsââ hoshina starts, leaning over at the screen beforeâ
âabout that, vice captain,â iharu says.Â
hoshinaâs in stunned silence staring at the screen, because⌠isnât thatâ
âholy shit,â hoshina says.Â
âholy shit indeed,â haruichi says grimly.Â
on haruichiâs laptop screen is a painting ofâ him. hoshinaâs damned face, brows gentle and a softened smile on his face. it was a beautiful painting, and yetâthere was something sad about the smile, the brows belying deep sorrow.Â
âthis painterâs pretty well-known, too, arenât they?â kafka asks. âfor like⌠the psychedelic stuff.âÂ
âno,â reno says. âtheyâre like our modern-day monet or something. impressionist paintings.âÂ
âimpressi-what? how do you know this much about art, reno?â iharu asks, wrapping his arm around renoâs neck in a headlock. reno coughs, slapping iharuâs arm.Â
âshut up,â reno chokes out, but even as the bickering picks up, hoshinaâs gaze is still transfixed on the painting.Â
itâs him. no doubt about it.Â
âiâve never talked to them before,â hoshina says after a moment. at once the arguments rattle to a halt, but in the empty relief of silence is the carved truthâthat the painting is definitely of him, and its painter was a person who heâd never talked to before in his life.Â
âthe artist is going to be doing a panel about their exhibition soon,â haruichi says, glancing up at hoshina. âi think they can get me a ticket if i ask.âÂ
â⌠just donât expect me to lighten your laps around the training course,â hoshina says with a chuckle.Â
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you hated speaking in front of an audience. cliche, of course, the introverted artist that squirrels away in in their studioâbut that was often your reality. you liked to say you wanted your work to âspeak for itselfâ, as it were, so you didnât often make public appearances.Â
but your most recent exhibition, featuring the painting of your mysterious dream visitor, created far more buzz than you could have asked for. suddenly everyone and anyone wanted an answer as for who your muse was, why he had a very striking resemblance to soshiro hoshina of the japan anti-kaiju defense forceâs third division, and had you gotten permission from hoshina to do it? did you have a specific message surrounding your work?
âjust stick to the script,â your manager says to you. âi talked it through with some of the reporters and i wrote some answers for you if youâre scared.â he hands you a slip of paper, and your eyes scan the page, and you swallow the lump in forming in your throat.Â
âi shouldnât have done the painting after all,â you say.
it was strange. in the days and weeks youâd worked on the painting, you hadnât seen your muse in your dreams at all. youâd been forced to rely on only the memory of the dreamâwhich only seemed to get fuzzier and fuzzier until it became barely a wisp. and now, in those ensuing weeks that the painting has been on exhibition, you almost felt embarrassed of the paintingâits vague subject matter might have been charming and a little kitsch, but charming and a little kitsch wasnât supposed to garner this much attention.
ânonsense,â your manager says. âitâs a wonderful painting.â he pushes you by the back, gently urging you forward. âtheyâre ready for you.â
you push past the door separating you from the reportersâand then are immediately flashbanged with cameras and lights, and jumbling, layered voices creating a discordant symphony that made you wince.
âum. thank you⌠forâŚâ you wince as your grip fumbles on your microphone, nearly dropping it, the feedback screeching across speakers. âum. sorry. iâm not exactly the best public speakerâmy repertoire of events⌠like this, isnât many. but thank you for attending this panel⌠surrounding my exhibition of my latest work. iâll answer⌠a few questions.â
the reporters looked like a jumbled blob for the most partâa thrumming organism of similar faces that melted together into one homogenous mess, a splotch of badly-mixed paint on the palette that youâd scrape away with a knife and discard.Â
reciting your managerâs written responses wasnât the hard part. as you continued to banter, your eyes swept across the crowd.
what were you even doing here?
you wanted to crawl back to your studio, already, and go back to painting. at least then the idea that youâd dreamed up some man who bore a striking resemblance to someone who already existed would fade away with time. and then your eyes found that telltale shade of crimson and purpleâfor just a moment. and you think his eyes meet yours, tooâcrimson eyes the exact shade as the one in your dreams.Â
his eyes widen.Â
â... as you were saying?â a reporterâs words float back to your ears, ephemeral, and you pause.
âcan we⌠no more questions.â you shake your head, finding your vision swimming, blurring, and you raise a hand wiping tears from your face. âsorry. something just⌠came upââ
and you push into the crowd, trying to find the face from your dreams.
that had to be him, right? his face? it was like as soon as you saw him, the underpainting of your memories flowed back to youâa heartaching loss pounding in your chest. something was wrong. something was missing, because youâd forgottenâand now that youâd remembered it, it hurt.Â
âiâm sorry,â you say.Â
âyouâve nothing to be sorry for,â the man says to you, and leans in to kiss you. âiâll find you again in the next life.â
âiâll remember you,â you say.Â
the man watches you, a somewhat sad look on his face.
you press your thumb to the corner of his lip.
âand when i do, iâll do something big. to capture your attention. and then your eyes will be on me forever.â
you finally manage to catch the man in the crowd, and you realize youâve seen him before. only once or twice, thoughâon a small poster or on television. soshiro hoshina, of the third division. you did know this manâbut just barely.
he lets out a surprised noise as soon as you collide with him, and you gasp breathlessly.Â
âiâm sorry,â you say, looking up at hoshina. âi just⌠have weâŚâ
âmet?â hoshina answers your question, cocking his head, blinking down at you.
âyes,â you say. âi think⌠i think so. maybe. we⌠you look familiar.â
hoshina blinks, and then smiles.
itâs so different than the way he smiled at you in your dream. the corners of his lips quirk up, his eyebrows relax almost as he watches you.Â
âi thought so too,â hoshina says, and you hear relief in his voice. âso⌠um. hi.â
âhi,â you respond, and he laughs.
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synopsis. You were a former hero commission hero but when you made a simple mistake in a mission the commission sent you on they deemed you unfit and fired you, hence made you out to be a villain to the public. A few years later you meet your old partner Hawks out on his nightly patrol then you guys make upâŚ.made out .. :3
â content warnings. sorta plot with smut, eating out, p to v, kissing, sex sex sex, not really coordinated well? i think? dom/sub hawks
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â authors note. This has been rotting in my drafts for like a year now but i thought i should post somethingâŚso..heres this!! Im rlly sorry if itâs formatted kinda weirdly, imo the smut is also written sorta weird but i think thats just me..overthinking it ANYWAYS enjoy reading <33 also Thank you FOR 100 FOLLOWERS?? i didnât expect my blog would reach that much so TYTY.
Hawks sighed heavily, leaning back in his office desk chair, elbows propping on the armrests. He rubbed his tired eyes, tilting his head back, attempting to avoid eye contact with the stack of paperwork that lay out before him.
Every muscle in his body ached with exhaustion. It felt like he had been sitting in this same spot for days, poring over reports and documents in an endless cycle of busy work. As the number-two hero, the public demanded nothing but his very best. They expected him to always be alert and swift in responding to any crisis, dealing with volatile situations and dangerous villains with calm precision.Â
But they didn't see this part. They didn't witness the countless late nights spent filling out forms, compiling statistics, and attending meetings after meetings. No cameras captured the headaches induced by mind-numbing bureaucracy or the frustration of dealing with petty politics. This was the hidden cost of his elevated rankâan incessant paper-pushing grindstone that wore him down more than any actual fight ever could.Â
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Slowly dragging his hands down his face, Hawks sighed again as the aches and knots of tension complained loudly in his neck and shoulders. For a brief moment, he considered using his feathers to shred just a few stray documents, to do less work.Â
He stretched his arms over his head and rolled his tense muscles, his wings fluttering restlessly behind him. All he wanted at that moment was to forget. To spread his wings and fly through open skies, feeling the wind ruffle through his feathers as he left his troubles far below.
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Tilting his chair back as far as it would go, he gave a long-suffering look at the piles of work that towered precariously around him, silently pleading with it all to spontaneously catch fire or simply vanish into thin air. With a resigned sigh, Hawks dropped all four chair legs back to the floor and reluctantly pulled the topmost file towards him once more, bracing himself for another grind of the ever-turning wheel.
Hawks rubbed his tired eyes once more, feeling his motivation drain away with each mundane paragraph he read. At this rate, he'd be here all night and well into the morning. With a groan, he tossed the file back onto the pile, temporarily defeated. Maybe a quick break was what he needed to recharge his focus.Â
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Pushing away from his desk, Hawks stood and stretched out his cramped body to its full height, his wings unfolding to their full span. A midnight flight around the city was just what he needed. The cool night air and darkened streets would do wonders for clearing his cluttered mind.Â
Stepping out onto his office balcony, Hawks took a few steps back, then launched himself into the sky with his wings. He flew high, circling up towards the crowning heights of the skyscrapers that shone below. Closing his eyes briefly, he took a deep breath of the fresher air, feeling tensions beginning to melt away already.Â
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As he glided back down towards street level, Hawks scanned the sidewalks lazily while lost in thought. He was mulling over the options when movement in his peripheral vision caught his attention.Â
Your shadow slipped between alleyways, scanning for any civilians in the area. Suddenly flashes of red nearing a rooftop drew your eyeâa familiar winged silhouette.
Going on a nearby rooftop, you spotted Hawks looking down, trying to find who or what he saw.Â
You and Hawks used to know each other pretty well in your teen years when you dreamed of being a great hero. So when you were selected by the Commission to become one, you were ecstatic. But from day one, Keigo Takami made things... complicated.
You two went way back to your training days, though you mostly kept your head down back then. Once in the pro scene though, Takami always found ways to rile you up during sessions, whether with sly taunts or risky stunts that pushed protocol to the limit.Â
Part of you wanted to throttle that arrogant asshole, but another part couldn't deny the thrill he made you feel.Â
Late nights spent training turned into more..private scenarios. For a time, it was nice to find solace in each other. But then came the rulingâyou'd been deemed "not hero material" after one mistake, ruining your future. That's when Takami tried to connect with you again, but the hero commission wouldn't even allow him to be close to you to not damage the reputation he already made with the public.Â
"You're up rather late for a hero," you whispered directly into his ear, barely suppressing a chuckle at his startled flinch. Golden eyes met yours warily, yet he made no move to escape our intimate embrace.Â
"I'm off duty," was his measured reply. "And you?" Smoke clung thick to the memories in his eyes.Â
Your fingers, carefully gloved, traced the proud arch of his wings, feeling tension bleed away slowly. "Care for some company, Keigo?"
He held your gaze steadily, considering. At last he nodded, extending a hand. âNot that I can shake you off anyway,â he replied, a faint smirk playing on his lips.
You sat together on the secluded rooftop, settling close against one another. As you caught up, you both couldn't help but feel deprived of each other's touch; it had been far too long since you'd seen one another face to face. Sure, he'd heard about you through others in the commission, but being here together was different somehow.Â
When your voices at last fell silent, a gentle touch turned your chin to meet Hawks' searching eyes. "Y/NâŚ" he murmured, leaning in so your faces were mere inches apart. One of his wings stretched out to block any view from the street below, enveloping you both in its feathery embrace.Â
Hawks closed the remaining distance between you, pressing his lips to yours in a soft yet insistent kiss.
One hand came up to cradle the back of your head, fingers threading into your hair, as the other wrapped around your waist to draw you flush against his body. You felt even better than he remembered.Â
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When your lips parted under him, Hawks held back a groan as he rested his forehead against yours as you both panted for air. Wisps of steam rose between the two of you in the chill night.Â
If he tasted you fully, it would undo his last shred of willpower.
âYou're going to be the end of me.." Hawks murmured thickly. Already, he ached to have more, but taking you here against the railing would be too brazen, even for his recklessness.Â
"Then take me somewhere more...private then," you shot back in a sinful whisper.Â
With a sly smile, Hawks swept you into his arms in a bridal carry, wings already prepared for launch. "Hold on tight.â
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Hawks kicked off from the roof of the building and took flight, relishing your tight grip around his shoulders. The thrill of having you in his arms sent adrenaline surging through his veins.Â
He landed lightly on the balcony of his high-rise apartment, still holding you securely against his chest. Your masked face was turned up to meet his gaze.
"I.. I really missed you," Hawks murmured, pressing you back against the wall with his body. He caged you in with outspread wings, feathers gently ghosting your skin.Â
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"Me too.." you replied. Your hands came up to roam his body just as eagerly.
Hawks captured your lips in a searing kiss, conveying all his pent-up needs and desires without restraint. This was wrong on so many levels, and yet he'd never felt more alive.Â
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Kicking open the balcony doors, he swept you inside and laid you down on his plush sofa. His hands worked busily to remove your mask, wanting nothing between you and him; clothing fell piece by piece until nothing was left.Â
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"Say you want this," Hawks pleaded roughly, desperate for your answer.Â
Your intoxicating laughter rang out as you pulled him against your body. "I want all of you, Keigo."Â
Hawks' hands roamed your body eagerly, relearning every curve as his lips traveled along your jawline. You sighed contentedly, arching into his touch while undoing the fastenings of his hero costume with practiced expertise.Â
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Slowly, methodically, he kissed his way down the delicate column of your throat. Hawks lingered there to suckle your rapid pulse, eliciting breathy moans. His name falling from your lips in such a manner sent fresh spikes of arousal through him.
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As you lay bare under him, Hawks paused to simply take in the sublime vision of your naked form, illuminated by the moonlight. "You're so..beautiful," he whispered in awe, tracing idle patterns upon your sensitized flesh.
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Your hands delved into the downy feathers at his wings' bases, eliciting a guttural groan. The way you caressed his most sensitive areas, teasing but not quite enough, tested Hawks' faltering control. He nipped lightly at the swell of your breast in retaliation.
Tracing a tortuous path down your torso with wet kisses and love bites, Hawks' fingers dipped between your thighs. He chuckled at discovering your slick arousal, already swollen and desperate for friction. Slowly, he circled your clit, gathering your arousal onto his fingers.
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"Please..." you begged wantonly, bucking your hips to chase more contact. But Hawks would loathe to grant your unspoken request so easily. He continued his maddening ministrations, coaxing you higher and higher with expert precision. Only when your keening cries bordered on anguish did he finally decide to sink two fingers deep inside.
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The powerful rhythm he set drove you swiftly towards the peak. Hawks swallowed your hoarse screams of completion, savoring your intimate essence on his tongue.
"I've missed this..," he murmured, pressing a tender kiss on your sensitive bundle of nerves.
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Then his tongue delved into your slick arousal with deft, practiced strokes. Your responsive sighs and the way you grabbed Takami's hair only spurred him onward in his devotions.Â
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He alternated between broad, flat licks and focused flicks directly over your clit. When Keigo very lightly grazed his teeth along your folds, you keened and bucked again into his ministrations wildly. He hummed his approval, sending vibrations through your core.
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It did not take long for you to climb once more towards the precipice, unraveling beautifully beneath his skilled mouth. Hawks drank deeply from your release, prolonging each aftershock with slow caresses of his tongue. Only when your quivering stopped did he withdraw, his eyes twinkling mischievously as he cleaned his glistening chin.Â
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As he swirled his tongue around his lips, savoring the last hints of you, you gazed up at him with heavy-lidded eyes. Your chest still heaved in languid aftershocks of pleasure, your limbs boneless and slack upon the plush cushions.
"Come here," you beckoned hoarsely, crooking a finger. Your body cried out to be filled after such thorough worship, muscles reflexively clenching around nothing inside.Â
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Hawks obeyed without hesitation, crawling up to drape himself over your welcoming form once more. You gripped his shoulders firmly, flipping your positions with a playful show of wiry strength, and smiled down at him wickedly.Â
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Grasping his aching length and rubbing the tip of his cock had him seeing stars. Hawks groaned unabashedly.
Slowly, you let him inside, savoring each velvet glide. Hawks bucked helplessly, claws scrabbling for purchase against the cushions as your sensual walls milked his length.
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The pleasure you drew from Hawks was exquisite torture. Each roll of your hips sent fresh shockwaves through his twitching member, shattering his composure. He was reduced to begging, his nails scratched weakly at your thighs as you rode him to the brink.Â
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"Please...I need to come," Hawks gasped, moving his hips upward in frantic little thrusts. His cock throbbed painfully with the desperate need for release.Â
You smiled down at him cruelly. "Beg for it." Your lips formed the words deliciously slowly, knowing their effect.
Hawks keened, wings fluttering uselessly. "Please let me cum p-please I wanna cum, I need..to please..âÂ
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Suddenly, you bore down on him, grinding your pelvis against his in brutal circles. The new angle sent Hawks reaching his high with a raw cry.Â
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You quickly let him pull out as his cock pulsed and thick ropes of seed spilled forth, splattering his taut stomach in pearly ribbons. Hawks shuddered through wave after wave; your continued help milking every last drop from him.Â
Breathless and spent, he could only lay pliantly as you leaned down to collect his essence on your fingers. Your wicked tongue flicked out to taste, making Hawks twitch anew in oversensitivity.
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You smiled softly, your expression gentling as you gazed upon Hawks' flushed, panting form. His chest still heaved mightily in the aftermath of his climax.
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Reverently, you traced light patterns on his ribs and pecs with delicate fingers, soothing away any last tremors. Hawks hummed appreciatively at your tender touch, grasping one of your hands to press a lingering kiss to the palm.Â
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"Come here, Birdie," you murmured, beckoning him into your open embrace. Hawks complied readily, nuzzling into the crook of your neck with a contented sigh. Your legs tangled together comfortably as his wings folded around you both like a feathery blanket.
No threats of capture or duty rules could penetrate the sanctity of that moment. There, held securely within your arms, Hawks felt at once protected yet freeâfreed from the shackles of self-doubt and expectation. He belonged, body and soul, to one who accepted him fully without judgment or demand.
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Drowsiness began to take hold as your rhythmic caresses through soft-down lulled Hawks towards slumber. "Stay?" he mumbled into your skin, his voice blurred by oncoming sleep yet filled with gentle hope.Â
You kissed his forehead, followed by a whisper, "Iâll stay, promise." was the sweetest assurance Hawks could wish for.
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synopsis: Having been awake from your centuries-long coma for quite a while, youâve become accustomed to many of Dottoreâs segments and their unique personalities, along with their love for you. However, there seems to be a segment thatâs rather elusive, and youâre going to get to the bottom of it.
includes: dottore (zeta segment) w/ gn! reader
notes: This is a commissioned work! I strongly recommend reading this, this, and this, in order to get a better grasp on this particular segment, Zeta (a sincere thank you to these anons!) Fragile reader tries their best in order to make a particular gloomy segment smile, the man who feels the failure of being unable to cure them for so long.
Il Dottore was a man of many faces, quite literally.
When you were a student with him at the Akademiya, he always wore one - that perpetually annoyed look that kept everyone else away from him, a perfect fit for him as he didnât want to be bothered. Though you did see his softer sides eventually, it was nothing compared to what you dealt with now. Ever since you woke up from your coma, you were literally looking at his numerous faces all the time.
From 01âs familiar grumpy face to 02âs wide grins, 04âs severe lack of a smile as well as 18âs relaxed nature, and the exuding confidence from 24. There was also your favorite one, the glowing and giddy face of 10 when the child clung to you. Not to mention, all the other segments of Dottore that were around you. It was a lot to see and get used to⌠but you grew to love them all dearly, so you eventually gave them names. Real names, instead of numbers.
However, there was one segment that was sort of an outlier. It was strange to single him out, considering how eccentric all of the segments were, but with his odd behavior, it didnât take long for him to catch your eye. 06, now called Zeta, was his name, and you found yourself struggling to understand him, partially because you barely ever saw him. That was probably one of the strangest things - being asleep for four hundred years made it so that all the other segments longed for your company and touch, stealing you away and hogging your attention whenever they had the chance.Â
But Zeta, he wasnât one of the bunch. He didnât initiate anything but instead watched from afar. You would catch him watching you give a kiss or hug to another segment, before looking away swiftly. You would find him staring at you whenever you laughed or smiled widely, seemingly taking in your expression, before retreating somewhere else. You were confused. Did he not like you or something? Was there a period in Dottoreâs life where he didnât like you anymore?! Alright, you knew that was a dumb question, but still. Zeta never completely ignored you or drove you away, but you wondered why he seemed to be so gloomy and distant around everyone.
Zeta also had a face that was obviously familiar yet unfamiliar to you at the same time. Zeta had that fluffy blue hair you adored, and it was slightly longer than Betaâs hair, but not as long or stylized in the way of the older segments. Sometimes youâd notice it would be unkempt for days, and youâd try to brush it for him, although he initially protested and tried to leave quietly. Still, you made him sit as you weaved the hair brush and your fingers through his locks, which you greatly enjoyed but you werenât sure if Zeta did as much.Â
The other segments usually spoke to you, even if it was just small talk when they were busy. But again, Zeta was an odd one. He was always quiet around you. Regardless, whenever you did something sweet for him, no matter how small, he would show some form of gratitude. That was another odd feature of his, the other segments werenât nearly as openly kind. Of course, they could say those nice words when it was something big, but Zeta seemed to make it a point. Was he really grateful for such tiny acts? You werenât sure.
Zeta had those gorgeous red eyes that you loved to peer into, but his eyes seemed different from the other segments, and Prime Dottore himself. The others donned a familiar glint that you loved to see, proof of their ambitions and goals and research regardless of what others thought. Zetaâs eyes, however, seemed rather empty and dull to you. Still beautiful of course, but still. And while Delta had a permanently stern expression, Zeta was also quite serious, but he just seemed⌠somber, in a way. He never smiled. You wondered why. You think heâd look even prettier with a smile, just like how your other lovers do.
Asking your beloved, Prime Dottore himself, didnât give you much answers. You should have expected that, but it was still disappointing.
âDottore, all the segments are from past stages of your life, right?â
âIndeed.â
âLike how Alpha is from when you were a student and Omega is you from not too long agoâŚâ
âThat is correct.â
âSo what stage of life is Zeta from?â Your question makes your lover pause for a mere moment, before moving his pen again like nothing happened.
âIt was when you were still in your coma,â was his simple response, much to your dismay.
âOkayâŚ? Almost all of your segments are from when I was sleeping! I mean, is there anything⌠specific that happened during that time? Anything particular?â You pressed, hoping to see why Zeta would be so drastically different from his other segments.
âNo, I simply attended to you and my Fatui duties as usual.â You had to stop yourself from groaning at the obvious lie. There had to be something that had happened to make Zeta so stony-faced and subdued, compared to Primeâs outward and self-assured nature. And despite the complications your illness brought, your determination remained and that only meant one thing.
You were going to understand and love Zeta, no matter how much work it took.
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Even though you knew where Zetaâs office and room were, whenever you went to find him, he was nowhere to be seen. You donât know how he manages to be so slippery, but luckily you have a plan. Because no one can be more persistent than you when it comes to pursuing Dottore! You knew that periodically each of the segments reported to Prime whatever they were researching, and that even included Zeta, who seemed to never have much to do with him or have any agents under his command either. (Did he work completely alone? You knew all the segments liked to work by themselves, but they still had agents that worked under them for menial tasks. Zeta didnât seem to speak to anyone else though.) Regardless, you were just going to lurk near your loverâs office and wait until Zeta finally popped up.
Thankfully, your experiment was a success.
When Zeta exited Primeâs office, you were right there, patiently waiting for him. His normal monotone expression was mildly surprised, probably not expecting you to be right there. Before the segment could speak, you leaned closer, your eyes staring directly into his, which had a permanent darkness underneath.
âZeta! Hi! Hello! How are you?â Your words came out a bit awkward because of how long youâve waited for this moment, but you didnât think it was much of a problem. A few moments passed, as he took in your form, the one that was alive and breathing right in front of him instead of the one that never responded to him. You tried to ignore his intense stare before you got flustered. Just what could he be thinking about? You felt you understood Dottore and all the others well, but Zeta⌠well, he was a mystery that youâd crack. Hopefully.
â... I am fine. And you?â He had already begun walking but had trouble doing so as you were practically circling him excitedly. The sight made his chest oddly warm, but his usual expression remained, giving away nothing to his true feelings.
âIâm good too! Besides all the other stuff of course,â you didnât see how his face tightened at the indirect mention of your illness, âBut anyway, I have a problem. A very serious problem that only you can help me with,â you declared.
âAnd that is?â Zeta watched as your cheerful demeanor turned more serious.
âYouâre the only segment Iâve barely spent any time with. That makes me quite sad. I want to get to know you some more, Zeta,â you said simply, having no interest in beating around the bush. âI know we havenât spoken a lot but⌠I would like to change that. I mean, I know you probably donât like to speak to people butâŚâ You fiddled with your sleeve a bit nervously now, âBut I would still like to try. I like you a lot, you know?â Zeta looked at you as you spoke, noticing every small detail that crossed your face, your eyes that blinked shyly as you bit your lip. Every movement of yours was mesmerizing for the man who once constantly stared at your unmoving face.
âSo⌠what do you say, Zeta?â Ah, thatâs right. You were waiting for an answer, now bearing a hopeful look. He should decline, the segment thinks. Heâs satisfied with watching you go about your day.
âIf thatâs truly what you want, then I suppose nothing I say will be able to deter you,â the opposite comes out of his mouth, a feeling thatâs buried deep within him, one that canât help but come out when youâre near. Before he can speak again, to say that being with him probably wonât be the experience youâre looking for, you joyfully celebrate by wrapping your arms around the segment. You fight the urge to kiss him on the cheek.
âOh, thank you, thank you, thank you! I promise it wonât be boring!â Your warmth envelopes Zetaâs body, an unfamiliar sensation that has him frozen. So this is the sweetness that Prime and the other segments indulge in every day? And yet in his mind and body, your coldness from long ago still permeates him. From when you werenât even able to respond to his words. Before you can notice something is wrong, he tentatively places his hand on your back, making sure his fingers do not twitch from how starved he is for you.
And then your days with Zeta officially began.
â
Rather quickly into your attempt to understand Zeta, the most important thing for you was to get to know him. Talk with him. Figure him out. You found that this task was difficult yet simple at the same thing. Zeta answered your question concisely as you expected him to, but⌠that was it. He was to the point and nothing else, not the conversationalist like his other segments. It left you with a lot of gaps to fill. Especially since you had no exact idea of what era of Dottoreâs life he was from.
But still, you enjoyed your time with Zeta.
You learned that his area of research was medicine, creating and modifying new types for the Fatuiâs use. But more importantly, he helped to create medicine for you. You didnât expect that - you thought only Prime would do such a thing, but Zeta was incredibly skilled. You learned that he did indeed work with no one else at all, having âno interest in dealing with them,â according to the segment.Â
You also learned that he was immensely attentive toward you, especially when your illness seemed to affect you the most. His eyes followed you when you thought he wasnât paying attention, examining your body language and expression. If you were dizzy, heâd force you to sit down. If you looked to be more tired than usual, heâd make you go to sleep. The most you had heard him speak so fluently without stopping was when you had the âaudacityâ to still visit him while you were running a slight fever.Â
Well, perhaps you should have expected that considering the others would react in a similar way, but you felt as though he was especially serious about it. While the other segments could entertain your excuses to an extent, he wouldnât. It made you wonder if his stronger feelings had someone to do with his personality. You felt bad for worrying him⌠perhaps you should try to cheer him up. Actually, making him smile too. Yes, that would do nicely. But how? You werenât sure if the tricks (more like a bombardment of affection) would work on Zeta. Still, there was no harm in trying.
I. plan a - attack with affection!
âZeta~ whatcha doing?â You had come up from behind him as he sat in his chair, nuzzling into the crook of his neck. Zeta instantly takes note of your warm breath on his neck, the rise and fall of your chest, but ignores his longing for more.
âReviewing the effects of the medicine on the others,â he replied, neglecting to mention who exactly was being tested on. You sighed, enjoying the fluff of his hair, but slightly disappointed at how he didnât seem to be fazed whenever you touched him.
âDonât you think you should take a little break? Youâre always working,â you advised as you kissed the stoic man on the cheek. Pretty much all of the segments were constantly working or engrossed with their research, but many found some time to slack off with you, even for a few minutes. Well, it was more like you forced them to do so, but that was beside the point.
âI do not have time to spare with such things,â is Zetaâs immediate answer. All this annoying Fatui work he has to do takes up so much of his time when he should be focusing on helping to cure you. Itâs extremely irritating for the segment, but of course, you donât know that. You whine a bit, nipping his cheek to get him to reconsider, but the consistent somber look remains.Â
âAt least let me keep you company,â you said. Before he could protest or accept, you had already pulled his chair out to make yourself comfortable on his lap. This technique always worked, tested multiple times by you. You had to fluster him at least a little bit! His deep red eyes bore into yours before he sighed.
âIf that is what you would like,â he said as he continued to work on analyzing the records in front of him. You were content with lying against him, head braced against his shoulders. At some point, you noticed his hand now rested on your thigh and then moved up your body, which you delighted in.
âYou are very warm,â Zeta finally commented after a while of silence.
âMe? Warm?â You were a bit surprised because you were used to being told that you were pretty cold, mostly due to your illness, but Zeta didnât seem to think so, considering how his arm was snaked around you firmly.
âYes. Quite warm.â At least compared to all those centuries ago, Zeta thought. You looked at him curiously.
âDo you like it?â
âI do. It helps with focusing.â You almost giggled at that. Here you were trying to distract him, but he said you were helping him focus.
âThen let me warm you up some more,â you whispered, hands slithering up to his shoulders as you pressed your lips against his neck, leaving long kisses down to his collarbone. You then kissed his cheek, trying to gauge his reaction. Still, he wasnât even blushing, as composed as always⌠well, a lot of the other segments were like this too, but you hoped youâd be able to see a similar expression as when you teased Alpha.
âCome on Zeta, donât I deserve some kisses too?â You teased, as your lips got dangerously close to his, nearly brushing each other. You felt him stiffen up at how close you were, his eyes struggling to stay focused on his papers.
âIs it ever possible for you to show restraint?â You smiled at the snarkiness - even though Zeta was more a lot subdued than the others, you still could be a victim of his sarcasm.
âOf course I can. Just not when it comes to you. Youâre just too cute,â you said before locking your lips with his, finally indulging in such pleasure. At first, Zetaâs lack of response made you worry that he didnât want it, but soon enough he kissed you back. It was gentle at first, a bit unnoticeable, but after a few moments, he kissed back harder, catching you off guard. You pulled away, trying to regain your breath, but he then kissed you again, not letting you escape from his grasp. The kiss was greedy, and the way his fingers dug into your arms was as if he felt you would slip away if he didnât hold onto you hard enough. Of course, you welcomed the feeling along with your beating heart, although you were speechless by the end of it, only staring at the segment with your mouth slightly ajar. Zeta had an amused glint, a refreshing look from his normally empty gaze.
âWhy so surprised? Is this not what you asked for?â
âI- Well, yes, it was. And I am not disappointed,â you quickly replied, hoping to seem not too bothered by that sudden assault. Looks like he flustered you instead of you flustering him⌠but you know what? It was still a win!
âYou know what this means, Zeta?â You looked at you silently, beckoning you to continue.
âMission accomplished! I got you to take a little break, didnât I?â You giggled at the success of your little plan, while Zetaâs eyes softened a tiny bit, the bags under his eyes looking a little less dark.
â... I guess you did.â
Plan A resulted in a semi-success and failure, but you think youâre a step closer to seeing a smile on Zetaâs face.
II. plan b - gift him something nice!
Gifts were always a good way to make someone smile. How could one not smile, after seeing someone else go out of their way to get something that was thoughtful? No one, thatâs right, well, except for Dottore. Some of his segments, to be more specific. You remember quite well when you used to gift Dottore things in the Akademiya, he would always be suspicious of your ulterior motives. Thankfully, heâs changed now, because it would be difficult to have your partner of four hundred years wary of your intentions.
However, you were unaware of what kind of gifts Zeta would like. All the segments had their own preferences that you took into consideration, but you had only gotten to know Zeta recently, so you werenât sure what heâd like yet. Should you cook for him? You could, but you had already given him a lot of tasty treats. You wanted to get something better for him. In the end, you simply decided to ask him.
âZeta, what do you like?â You questioned, as you idly observed what he was writing. You think it was something about selling stuff to another Harbinger.
âWhat do I like?â He repeated. It was an odd question because he thought youâd know such things by now, but he still humored you. âSuccessful experiments, for one.â You giggled.
âI know that. I mean⌠if you had to receive something right now, what would it be? A gift, you could say. I could even make something for you!â
âA gift? Thatâs right, you used to be quite skilled with your hands,â Zeta reminisced about your past creations from when you were a student, more to himself rather than you from his expression, as he ran his longer fingers over the palm of your hands absentmindedly. A good pen that didnât break would be nice, but he knew that was probably impossible.
âI do not require anything at this moment. There is no need to bother with it.â You hung your head in disappointment, which you should have expected, but you were unwilling to just give up like that.
For a while, you brainstormed. You thought for ages about what gift would be best for Zeta, and one day it hit you.
A picture frame.
Recently you had become knowledgeable about the âKameraâ, a device that took âpicturesâ, which were images that were captured permanently. It was fascinating to see yourself reflected back at you like that. Zeta liked to stare at you, his preferred method of communication to be honest. So would it not be a nice gift, a picture of you that he could look at whenever you werenât around? And you could decorate the picture frame cutely! It was perfect! You were excited.
You didnât bother asking another segment to take the picture for you, because you knew theyâd get jealous if they found out what you were preparing for Zeta. You rather not have to think of over a dozen poses to do for each of them right now. You settled on a simple smile for the picture, placed some stickers along the frame that definitely didnât match the vibe of Zetaâs office, and then put it there one day for him to come and see. You decided not to say anything, wanting to see his reaction.
As soon as he walked into his office, he immediately noticed you lying down, poorly pretending to be reading, and then his eyes wandered to the new addition on his desk. Zeta sighed at your determination, a trait he did admire about you even if you were annoying about it sometimes. Taking a seat, he then looked at the gift you had presented him with. The picture of you glowed back at him, a pretty smile that belonged on your face. It reminded him of the smiles you had back in the Akademiya. There were also the heart stickers that you plastered along the frame, that was simply so you. [Name].
âIt is good. You seem adept with a Kamera, which is not surprising.â Your heart stuttered at the praise.
âIt is fun to use. We should take some pictures together! I need to add them to my scrapbook.â
Zeta only hummed in response, his mood unusually better than usual, and glanced at the photo for a few more seconds. He then moved it to a better position and returned to his work. You held back a smile.
Plan B was definitely a success!
III. plan c - make him laugh!
Something that always made you laugh was when Dottore or the segments laughed. You always found it captivating to see how different their laughs were. Segments like Alpha and Delta rarely laughed, and when they did, it was more like a scoff. Omegaâs laugh, which was usually when he was amused, whether it was genuine or in a mocking way, always made your heart flutter. Betaâs laugh, where you joined in with his hee-hee-ho-hos. So naturally, you wondered how you would get Zeta to laugh. Yes, you knew that you hadnât even gotten the segment to smile yet, but maybe getting him to laugh could be a step in that direction.
Should you pull out some of your favorite terrible and corny jokes? Well, that probably wouldnât be very effective - those jokes only served to make you laugh at the segmentsâ disgusted and humorless expressions. Especially with a segment like Zeta, you think that for all of the loving looks he gave you, he might give you one that made you want to crawl into a hole.
Maybe he was ticklish? It was worth a try, actually - Zandy always ran away when you tried to tickle him, and when you tried to tickle Dottore back in the Akademiya, you think he nearly broke your arm. It didnât work on the older segments, but maybe it would on Zeta!
On the day you put your plan into action, you were in the perfect position on his lap, examining the best spots on his body that could possibly be ticklish. His ears and neck, or perhaps you should just go for his sides instead. Your hands curled into his shirt automatically, fingers moving up to his side when Zeta spoke.
âI would prefer if you pulled these tricks on the others rather than me, especially when Iâm working.â It took a few moments for you to process his words before you sat upright, trying to defend your innocence.
âHey! I wasnât going to do anything!â You said, pulling your hands away, but Zeta looked at you blankly.
âThere are times when I cannot figure you out, and there are times when you are a very obvious person. This time is the latter.â You pouted at the half compliment, half insult as you snuggled into his shoulder in embarrassment, but Zeta spoke again.
âHowever, I recommend going for the neck if you are still insistent,â he said, and you immediately regained your energy as your hands gripped his shoulders, wandering dangerously close to his neck. âThough, I believe using your lips would be more effective,â Zeta added on, and you paused as you thought about what he was implying.
â... Youâre just trying to get me to kiss you, arenât you?â
âI am simply giving the answer you seek.â
âYou know, youâre just lucky I like giving you kisses,â you mumbled, before giving in to his request. Well, that backfired, but this outcome wasnât at all bad!
Still, it seems like Plan C resulted in a failureâŚ
IV. plan d - try to discover the truth!
Youâve spent a while with Zeta by now, learning quite a bit about his likes and dislikes - how he didnât have a preference for being kissed, satisfied with your soft lips being anywhere, how he hated being bothered by any other agents even if it was only occasionally. How his favorite places to kiss you were your wrists and chest, along with the hollow of your neck, exactly where your heartbeat was, and how he quickly became agitated if you showed even the slightest sign of discomfort from your illness.
You loved Zeta and all his little quirks.
But you still had little information as to why he was so dour all the time. It hurts your head sometimes, after listening to Betaâs exuberant rants or Omegaâs effortless charisma or even Primeâs endless discussion of his latest research, to Zetaâs quietness that came with dull eyes staring at you. Sure, you had gotten him to open up a bit, but it was just too strange for you to let go of. Maybe you could just ask him, but you didnât want to be rude⌠but if you wanted to make him smile, you wanted to know why he was so serious yet so down all the timeâŚ
The next best solution was to investigate his stuff. Yes, it wasnât the nicest thing ever, but you needed answers. You had already glimpsed around Zetaâs office a bit, because you liked to help him wherever you could, and you didnât see anything that could be a clue. So the next best place was his room. Granted, all the segmentsâ rooms were pretty bland and empty, but it was still worth a shot.
After you woke up from your coma, the segments started leaving their personal rooms unlocked, because you loved to wander into them and take naps on their beds. Even though they hardly visited their own rooms, it was a nice surprise to come back to the sight of you sleeping peacefully, definitely falling asleep to the scent of their shirt. And it wasnât like anyone else could find the location of their quarters. Therefore, it wasnât hard to slip into Zetaâs room.
Of course, his room was practically a copy of all the other rooms. Regardless, your eyes swept through the room, landing on the desk with drawers (because for some reason, they still could work in their own rooms.) That would be a good place to look. Taking a seat at the desk, you found nothing but boring reports, talking about some Patient E43 or X12 or whatever, nothing you were interested in.Â
Pulling open the drawers, some more loose papers were scattered about, none catching your eye, until you came across a notebook stashed toward the back. It was oddly familiar to the one you remember reading from when you first woke up, that you found in Primeâs office. Curiously, you picked it up and began to skim through the writing, taking note of the date that was from around two hundred years ago.
âIt has been centuries since I last heard [Name]âs voice. I must keep replaying their annoying laugh and nagging tone in my head before I forget how they sound in this deafening silence.â
âPierro spoke to me today. He didnât say anything outright, but I knew what he meant. My research has slowed, but canât these other idiots can operate without me? I have important matters to attend to.â
The entries went on, and on, and on, all detailing numerous failures and unsuccessful attempts of Dottoreâs. Then, you got to the ones where the date got closer to the current time, a couple of decades ago.
âEven though my hands brush their skin every day, I seem to still be unaccustomed to the coldness of their body.â
âTheir pulse is always the same. A dreadful, slow, heartbeat, that is nearly nonexistent. I despise it. And yet no matter how many trials I run, it remains the same.â
You continued to flip through the notebook that detailed so much about what he did in your coma, unethical actions that bordered on desperation. Even if he didnât directly say his feelings, you could feel them flowing through you. Suddenly, Zetaâs nature made complete sense. It was due to the overwhelming failure he felt, even guilt, youâd say. Even you thought it was an uncharacteristic thing for him to feel - you rarely ever saw Prime display guilt unless it was a serious argument. But it was the only explanation, from these entries at least. Your heart suddenly began to hurt. You caused Zeta all this pain, in a wayâŚ
âAre you finished?â The voice now made your heart spike with surprise as you slammed the notebook shut, scrambling up from your seat to see none other than the segment, looking at you with an expression that seemed to say he wasnât really surprised.
Now, this was just the most classic, cliche thing that would happen in one of the romance novels that always made you mad, but now that it was happening to you, you felt immense embarrassment.
âI- um, well,â you sputtered, trying to find an explanation, but there was none. âIâm sorry, Zeta. Iâm sorry.â You avoided his gaze while he sighed.
âGo ahead. Ask what youâve wanted to ask since the beginning.â
âDid you write this?â Your voice was quiet, the sadness layering over it thickly, as you put the notebook back where it was. No need for it anymore when you had Zeta in front of you.
âYes and no. The more recent writing is from me. The earlier ones are from Prime himself, though I suppose you could consider it me as well since I am him from that stage of life,â he said as he began to walk toward you, until he was standing in front of you, taking note of your downcast look.
âZeta⌠all of this, I donâtâŚâ The vast emotion you felt from the writing made your head swing because you never thought Dottore could feel so⌠strongly, in that kind of way.
âThose fools from above tried to take you away from me⌠they tested me,â he breathed in your scent, finger tracing along your neck to feel your pulse. You tried to ignore how quickly you were heating up by the close proximity. âBut they failed. Of course they did.â The malice in his voice then dissipated as he stepped away, gritting his teeth, and you already missed his warmth.
âBut IâŚâ You quickly interrupted him, grabbing his hand and squeezing it tightly.
âYou did not fail me, Zeta. Donât say that,â you murmured as you brought his hand closer to your face, nuzzling it to your cheek. âIâm alive and breathing in front of you, arenât I? Thatâs proof enough of how hard you worked. You donât need to worry anymore,â you tried to comfort him.
âIt is not enough,â he snapped, leaving you silent, as he then realized he didnât mean to direct that tone toward you, stroking your cheek as a quiet apology. âI should have been able to wake you up sooner. I should have been able to cure you by now. If I was successful, things wouldnât be the way they are now.âÂ
Your heart couldnât help but ache at the segmentâs pain. You had no clue that he or Dottore himself felt this guilty when you were sleeping. The only thing you could do was hug Zeta, enveloping him in your arms. It was then you realized that even though you wished you could rid him of his sense of failure and guilt right now, you knew you couldnât. It was a key characteristic of his at this phase⌠so you could only promise him something.
âZeta⌠I canât change the past or how you felt back then⌠but I can promise that my heart will never stop beating for you ever again. My arms will be here when you need them, Iâll talk to you so much youâll miss the quiet, and Iâll make sure I keep you so warm youâll overheat. Iâll never keep you waiting ever again,â you said gently but firmly, fingers curling into his shirt, hoping your words would reassure him a little bit. Zeta remained motionless for a few moments, and you worried that you said something wrong, but he then wrapped his arms around you too, holding you tightly.
âI will hold you to that, [Name],â he said, his voice still tinged with his regrets but also held something a bit softer.
âOf course.â
âThere will be consequences if you go back on your word.â
âI know.â
âI mean it.â
âYes, darling. You need not worry again.â
âHmphâŚâ Despite his gruff words, the way he held you said it all.
Plan D seemed like a failure on the surface, but you think you were pretty successful.
V. plan e - get a smile on that face!
It had been a little while since your numerous encounters with Zeta, and it was from then that you found out how clingy he could be. Nuzzling into your soft body, holding onto you when you said you were leaving, not wanting to relinquish you to the others. Now that you knew what he went through, you easily understood why though. However, you didnât mention it at all unless you wanted to be ignored.Â
And now that you had gotten him to speak a bit more, you were blessed with the usual Dottore you knew and loved - more quips and banter filled the room, instead of the once-normal silence. Still, he liked the quiet between you two better, preferring to observe everything about you and take note of every change you went through, no matter how tiny it was. In a way, it made you more embarrassed than when the other segments would fluster you with words.
More importantly, you were able to become a bit more skilled in convincing Zeta to take breaks. You didnât want him to constantly work on either his Fatui duties or your medicine, even though he was made to do so. So now you had convinced him to take merely a ten-minute break on your bed after he had finished a nightly check-up. It was always interesting to see how his touch would be fluttering and unsure at first, and then become firmer as he continued to take your presence in. And right now, he was taking in how you were fiddling with his fingers and playing with them. A sure sign that you were thinking of something.
âIs something wrong?â The blue-haired man questioned, as he ran his hand through your messy hair. Zeta liked seeing you like this, even if you tried to shoo him away from how disheveled you looked. It was much more preferable than seeing your unsettlingly perfect appearance and unmoving body, even if you kicked him in your sleep sometimes.Â
You sighed as you then turned on your side to face him, squinting your eyes at him carefully. Out of nowhere, you then moved your hands to the sides of his face, squeezing his cheeks in an effort to pull up his lips. Of course, it was over as quickly as it started as Zeta quickly removed your hands, scowling at you.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â He said, not appreciative of the sudden tugging of his face. You only pouted as he held your hands hostage.
âIâve spent this much time with you, and I still have yet to see you smileâŚâ You buried your face into the soft pillows to lessen your disappointment.
âA smile?â The segment scoffed. âIs that what you were after the whole time? How meaningless.â
âItâs not dumb! Itâs very important to me,â you protested. âPlease, can I get a smile? A grin? Even an annoying smirk would do!â You pleaded with Zeta, seeing as it was your last resort, considering all your other plans didnât work. Unfortunately, it looked like it wasnât going to work on him in the slightest.
âNo.â
âWith sprinkles and cherries on- mhph!â
âGo to sleep,â he interrupted you as he pressed a finger to your lips, silencing your plea, before getting off the bed, already returning to his work. Sadly, your arms werenât long enough to drag him back in time.
âZeta,â you whined, wanting to indulge in his embrace some more although the blankets were already quite warm. âDonât go so quickly.â
âYour eyes are drooping. The medicine is kicking in, so go to sleep,â his dry response made you grumble, but you knew he was looking out for you in his own way.
âFine⌠good night, Zeta. Love you.â The segment had no response other than switching off the lights, and letting you get your rest.
You fell asleep thinking that hopefully, Plan F would finally get him to smile, not aware of the small smile that graced his lips.
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hi I had another idea for a request! dealerâs choice on the character(s) (but if youâre stuck for an idea maybe law?), but maybe the reader gets hurt in a fight and their (slightly in denial about being in love) future love interest nurses them back to health? can be fluff or smut or whatever you want Iâm not picky I just love seeing your words
thank you I still love your work please keep it up
This request is from @toadmakes, on anon since it's her sideblog! I thought this idea was so sweet, so I just made a really fluffy, self indulgent little piece. Also, I let Law be cool last time I wrote about him so of course I had to make him a flustered little nerd in this one. I hope you enjoy it!!
A Helping Hand
Pairing: Law x Reader
SFW
Summary: You get hurt protecting Law, and he's not pleased. Warnings: Fluff, Lots of Banter, Very Little Hurt/Lots of Comfort Word Count: 1.3k
You donât remember throwing yourself in front of Law, or being carried back to the Tang. You donât remember the screams of your friends, or the shaking hands that so carefully bandaged you back up. But thatâs alright, because they were all too eager to tell you how stupid you had been once you came to.
ââdisgustingly irresponsible! Not to mention unnecessary! What good reason could there possibly have been to do that?â Law is the most furious youâve ever heard him, and you fear it may be because heâs the most scared youâve ever heard him. You donât know how close of a call it was, but you know you hurt all over, and his eyes are shining with something someone who didnât know better might confuse with tears.
âI didnât want you to get hurt.â You try not to say it like an excuse or a plea. Itâs simply fact.
His eyes shoot away from yours. You swear you see a hint of red on his cheeks, but just as quickly as you notice it, itâs gone. He clicks his tongue with displeasure before continuing. âI wasnât going to get hurt. I could have very easily moved out of the way. Youââ he sighs. âDonât do anything like that again.â
âWell I donât think Iâll be doing it anytime soon.â You try to give him a wry grin, but it turns more into a grimace as you shift, pain shooting through you. Youâre covered head to toe in bandages, every part of you sore and bruised. Youâre surprised youâre upright and conscious right now, honestly. âCan I get some painkillers?â
âYouâre on enough to take down a horse.â
âBut it still hurts.â You pout, and he grits his teeth and looks away from you again.
âYeah. Almost dying tends to do that.â Even with the gruffness in his voice and face, his hands are gentle as they begin to fuss with your bandages, checking over every inch of you to ensure youâve been properly taken care of. You could swear he hesitates slightly at checking the bandages around your thighs and chest, but he perserveres, ever the professional. You wince a few times when his hands brush a particularly tender spot, yelping when he makes slight contact with your ribs. He fiddles with the IV in your arm, and you feel a flood of relaxation and relief hit you. Looks like he found a reason to give you more painkillers after all. âYouâre going to be out of commission for a long while, yâknow.â
âHow long?â
âAt least six weeks, but probably longer.â
âWhat?â
âThatâs nothing compared to what it could be. You have a couple broken ribs, not to mention all of the cuts and bruises. Youâre lucky your organs werenât crushed.â
âCanât you likeâŚshambles it away?â
âNo.â His voice is flat. You look at him with wide, pleading eyes, and he scoffs at you. âWell, more like I wonât.â
âWhy not?â
âIf I just fix it youâll run off and do it again, and next time you might not be so lucky.â
âOhâŚso youâre just worried about me?â You giggle, filled with warmth at the idea. And maybe the pain meds. âYou could just say so.â
âThatâs notââ he lets out a soft choked sound when he realizes thereâs no way to deny it without insisting he doesnât care about you. As grumpy as he can be sometimes, he would never say something so unkind. Not to you. âShut up.â
âHey Captain?â You feel your tongue loosening with things you would never say, but youâre too out of it to stop yourself.
âYes?â
âDo you like me?â
Thereâs definitely a flush to his cheeks now. âWhat?â
âI think you like me. A lot.â
âIâNo!â
âYou donât like me?â Your voice cracks a little, tears coming far too quickly. Whatever he gave you is powerful stuff.
âThatâs notâIâagh!â He roughly runs his fingers through his hair, desperately avoiding eye contact with you. âI like you. As a crewmate.â
You puff your cheeks out a bit with displeasure. âThatâs all?â
âThatâs all.âÂ
âIâll believe you if you look at me.â
âI am looking at you.â
âYouâre looking at the headboard over my shoulder, Captain.â
His eyes flick to yours, and he turns an even more brilliant shade of scarlet. âI liââ His shoulders tense and he suddenly shoots up and turns away from you. âI canât believe Iâm arguing with you about this. Youâre high off your ass. I bet you wonât even remember this when you wake up tomorrow.â You can see the tips of his ears burning as he gathers his things and prepares to leave.
âYouâre gonna abandon me?â
âI have work to do!â
âIâm a patient, I am work!â
His voice is rising with frustration. âYouâre already set up, what else is there to do?â
âI donât know, Captain, Iâm not the doctor here!â You try to raise your arm to reach out to him, only to let out a soft whine when you can barely move it.
âPlease stop trying to use your broken bones.â He comes closer to gently hold your arm down, concern clear.
âIt doesnât feel broken.â
âIt will soon.â
âYouâre gonna let me hurt? On purpose? Youâre so mean to me, Captain.â
He sighs. His thumb starts rubbing small circles onto your hand, though he doesnât seem conscious of the action. âIf I fix you up, do you promise not to do anything like that again?â
âNo.â
The affectionate movements stop. âWhat?â
âI canât promise that. I donât want you to get hurt.â
âIâm strong, I can take a little pain.â
âBut I donât want you to.â You know you sound petulant and childish, but you canât stop yourself. âI donât want you to hurt at all, I donât care if you can handle it. You shouldnât have to.â
âSo you should?â
âYes.â
âThatâs stupid.â
You huff. âYouâre stupid.â
He canât help but break into a rare laugh, a chuckle that rumbles through him and makes your heart skip a beat. He doesnât seem to realize heâs lost himself until he looks up to see you staring at him, eyes wide and cheeks red, mouth slightly agape. âWhat?â
âI really like you, Captain.â
He grows horribly flustered, but for once he doesnât pull away from you. He keeps looking you in the eye, even as every part of him screams to run and avoid his embarrassment. âYou do?â His tone is heart-wrenchingly hopeful.
âI do. So, so much. Youâre the most beautiful and wonderful person in the world.â You can feel your smile grow dopey and lovesick. âIâd take a million hits for you. A billion, even.â
âWhat if itâd make me happier if you didnât take any hits at all?â
âThen I would say you shouldnât have let me join your crew. Getting hit is part of the job. But thatâs okay. Youâre worth it.â You lean forward, begging him for a single touch, since you currently canât lift your arms. You can feel your eyes drooping, but you fight to keep them open long enough to receive what you want.
He sighs, but you can see the affectionate smile creeping onto his face. âYouâre insufferable,â he mutters, resting a hand against your cheek so tenderly you could weep. âGet some rest. Iâll fix you up in the morning.â
You hum as he uses his palm to gently push you back down, his other hand on your shoulders to recline you slightly. Youâre fading fast, finally losing your fight with sleep, but before you go, you swear you feel the ghost of his lips against your forehead.
Tag List: @pandora-writes-one-piece
#law x reader#trafalgar d law x reader#one piece x reader#law x you#law x y/n#trafalgar law#one piece
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Hi! Can you do a five hargreeves x reader where the readers quiet but really good at hand to hand combat? If you donât want to do it you donât even have to respond
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âžâźâ§â˝ summary: thoughts on five hargreeves with an s/o whoâs quiet but is killer at hand to hand combat.
âžâźâ§â˝ pairing: five hargreeves x gn!shy!reader
âžâźâ§â˝ type: head-cannons, not proofread
âžâźâ§â˝ warnings: fighting???
âžâźâ§â˝ a/n: love this request! Thank you so much!
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You spoke when spoken to, with the exceptions of conversation with Five Hargreeves, which were still very minimal
You two had only been âtogetherâ for a few months now and your brain was still getting used to forming full sentences while looking at him.
For awhile you and Five were only able to communicate through letters due to his work with the commission
After he stopped working for them, and started saving the world with his siblings though, things were different
You most of the time kept to yourself when you werenât helping the Hargreeves save the world
You would go out for smoothies with Viktor or help Allison with Claire occasionally.
And you could become quite chatty with them, but not Five
He hadnât meant to assume that since you didnât talk much, you were shy, and therefor timid in physical fighting situations
It just kind of clicked in his mind like that without him realizing.
So when you two were out one day at the doughnut shop getting him a black coffee and you whatever you normally get
You werenât expecting a surprise attack from the Commission
You had both been sitting across from each other in a booth by the window
Letting Five talk quietly about what his next plan was and nodding your head while smiling kindly
Enjoying the view of how he looked in the afternoon sun
Then, glass shattered, and in an instant you were up and headed towards the sound.
Five teleported across the shop as you landed a good punch across the agents face.
Exchanging punches and strikes, you took him down quite quickly.
Moving on to the next few, you took them out under ten seconds.
Five was so shocked he stood by, mouth agape.
Looking up at his surprised look, you stood with knocked out bodies around you, breathing heavily and looking at him.
âI didnât know you couldâŚ..â he trailed off
âYou never asked.â You responded
âTouchĂŠ.â
Needless to say, he never underestimated you again.
And actually felt himself develop a healthy fear of you.
Pretty AND deadlyâŚ...
He never needed to get on your bad side, heâd be screwed
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thank you so much for reading !!
remember to stay safe and hydrated !!
#five x reader#tuaâď¸#five hargreeves x reader#tua season 3#tua hc#tua netflix#tua x reader#five hargreeves#number five#number five x reader#five x y/n#five x you#five hargreeves x you
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ââ â ! â CHALKBOARD AND NAILS
tw. noncon, yandere, dumbification, objectification, daddy kink, some degradation, some praise, threats, brief mention of murder and blood, hair pulling, forced oral wordcount. 4.5k
a/n. ⥠commissioned by the amazing @totalleelee âĄâĄâĄ here you are my loVE!!! happy late birthday to your friend as well, and I really hope you guys enjoy it! I always like getting to write new characters and Nanami was definitely a fun one. I had to make the fic longer bc I wanted moreEeeeee but yea i just really really hope you enjoy it, and thank you again a miLLIOn for commIng me iM so sO HONOUREDDD
nanami kento x fem!reader
You should think about what youâre doing. Lying upside down off the couch with your eyes big and long, distracting lashes and your hair hanging; casting playful shadows on the floor when you move. His couch. Heâd like to believe youâre doing it on purpose -hell, most people would probably be inclined to- when youâve got that coy, little smile on your face and your shirt rides up to reveal a sliver of skin above your pants.
He would assume if you had ever dared to come onto him in any way. But you havenât, and so he canât, not when you remain the perfectly sweet, kind, respectful graduate they hired only a few years agoâ and it makes him too aware of you.
Nanamiâs not the prim and proper bootlicker Gojo jokes he looks like; so among the other sorcerers, it isnât even too illogical that you would cling to him a little. A kouhai dumped on his doorstep when the higher-ups decided to employ them fresh out of school. If it were anyone else, he wouldâve complained until the choice was overruled. But youâre not anyone else. He canât even lie about the fact that heâs grown quite the attachment to you.
Your bubbly, engaged energy and blueberry scented shampoo and cheap coffee in styrofoam cups that you always, always forget to throw away at the end of the day. Your chattering that rings through his brain before he goes to sleep and the way you talk and talk and talk when he wonât. Youâre the exact opposite of an enigma, because that would require that you left him with some mysteries, and you donât have the ability to keep your mouth shut. He hates how easy you wind him around your little finger, and he hates that he hates it.
Nanamiâs not a dependant guy- and it seems to be your goal to prove him so fucking wrong.
âWhy wouldnât that be possible? I mean, itâd be hard if suddenly a curse shows up and youâre called up in the middle of the night and have to rush to work, and our rates of serious injury are pretty high. But I think I could make it work! Yâknow, communication is key and all that.â Your pretty lips shine as you ramble on. You prop your head onto one arm, and turn over so your leg is basically straddling his furniture. âHave you ever dated a non-sorcerer while youâve been a grade one, Nanamin?â
He lets out a slow exhale, and shifts his gaze back from the lines of your throat to his book so you donât catch him looking. âNo.â
âNot once? In like twelve years?â You raise a brow like youâve suddenly discovered heâs some ancient fossil dug up from the canal.
âI prefer not to leave my partners for weeks on end with no explanation because the sorcerer world forbids itâ so no. And I didnât graduate twelve years ago, brat.â With the spine of the book he taps your nose, before getting up from the chair to join you on the couch. The few drinks have been abandoned as you finally let the blood back out of your head and wobble like a deer, blinking too slowly. Even now, youâre pretty. Prettier than he wants you to be, taking in the soft slope of your nose and the pillowy lips and your stupid flush on your face. Brat is right.
âI think Iâll do it,â you declare after a few seconds, and rest your head back into the couch with a pout. âI get lonely. And most sorcerers have giant egos.â Heâs not sure if it takes him aback -canât place the emotion that washes over him a few inches at a time- but he finds himself watching the side of your face a little too tightly. The cogs turn in his head and send some uncomfortable cold to gather in the pit of his stomach. Your lashes flutter and some wetness lines your waterline, and he can tell that you mean it. It isnât the alcohol, he knows you better than enough.
When you look up at him, your faces are only a few inches apartâ soft breaths filling the narrow space between. Has he ever told you he loves you? Heâs not a man of too many words, thatâs always been more your style than hisâ so probably not. But he does. So much it carves a gaping hole in his chest upon impact. He doesnât have to say anything to see the way your eyes flutter shyly with the near perfect closeness. As your silence hangs as the room disappears, his hand twitching on his thigh. Arenât you partly his like heâs yours? Thatâs how it should work. Itâs the only logical course of action, and so he canât help but lean in.
Youâre just too shy to say anything- right? You wouldnât hang out with him so much if you didnât, wouldnât trust and touch him, or confide in him so much if you didnât. His heart burns in his chest the closer you seem to get. But before he can finish up the gap, you giggle and back away. âWow! Hey, we almost kissed.â Your voice is a higher pitch than normal, but still rambly. Fuck. âI didnât expect you to be so close when I looked up,â your nose and cheeks are burning hot, âyou scared me, Nanamin~â
You stand from the couch instead, and lean towards him with that little smile that drives him crazy at night. âSenpai, itâs clearly time for me to go home. Iâm getting sloppy.â You are. And as much as he wants to use that as an excuse to grab you by your waist and pull you into his lap, it wouldnât do any good. Not when youâre too busy running your mouth to understand the consequences. He loves you, but youâre one infuriating little runt. You run your hand through his hair like itâs an intrusive thought, spilling loose locks onto his forehead, and then you smack your lips. âWill you see me to the door at least?â
For not the first time, he blames your loose lips for making it so hard for him.
+
Youâre entirely different outside the four walls of his apartment.
Itâs a coincidence that he finds himself across the street as he spots you walking under the streetlights with a little jump in your step. You look a different sort of formidableâ clinging to the arm of some plain fucking loser that is so very clearly drooling all over you. Itâs almost pathetic how easily swayed the guy is, as you bat your lashes and smile at him. And somewhere in the back of his mind, it rings a little familiar, but common sense and logic get pushed down a little under the feeling of anger that he feels bubbling up in him.
Not at youâ though he told you he didnât think it a good idea, youâve always been a bit dense. In need of protection. It isnât an option, and Nanamiâs responsible for you. He looks out for you. This fucking loser though, is oblivious about anything but the skin your dress is showing off. In the brief few moments he gets to spot you walking off towards your street, that much becomes clear. You love making it hard for him. Youâre basically magnetic, dragging him along from whatever chore he was doing to follow behind patiently, getting more and more agitated.
See, Nanami has thought quite often about what he is, and isnât. You forced him to think it over whenever he found his mind wandering back to you each time it had the chance, squeezing around his cock and whining out your dramatics into his mouth. In his imagination, heâs easy to wrap up into a neat bow. With a begrudgingly growing interest each time you landed on his couch, or trailed behind him like a puppy at work. Itâs because of all that introspection that he decided he isnât a good do-er. He does good, and he is perfectly adequate at doing it too. But he doesnât do it for the praise of it.
Nanami isnât a hero. He isnât a vigilante.
Heâs a simple guy with simple wants: you. So thereâs only one reason that crystalizes in his mind as he finds himself walking a good distance behind this fucking loser that youâre blinking stars up at. It isnât a noble one. Just that every fiber in him aches to grab the guy by the back of his neck and kick his head like a soccer ball. You wouldnât like that much, but he still wants to do it.
Youâre beaming and chattering along like you do at such a pace that you donât even notice that heâs started to follow behind. Hell, you barely even acknowledge a passerby to move out of the way. Youâre totally zoned in to your doe-eyed, little fantasiesâ even as the distance gets closer and closer, and heâs walking down the now familiar streets towards your apartment. And as much as he wants to blame you, he can't. Not really. Itâs not like he didnât know what a sweet little cheerleader you were when you were prancing around his office with the shortest skirts known to man and a coquettish blink of your long lashes. But itâs different when itâs some two-bit, middle aged non-sorcerer with a five oâclock shadow.
Itâs different when it isnât him. Even you must know that. You must feel it.
The skyâs darkening as your conversation goes from enthusiastic to clearly flirty, letting your giggle ring out down the laneâ as he makes up the last bit of distance. The guyâs probably musty breath reaching you as he swings his arm over your shoulder, as he pulls you close. As he fills your head with all kinds of promises that he definitely wonât actually meet as soon as he gets your pretty hands around his cock. He knows it, and he knows that even your innocent, sweet personality would take a hit if that happened. You wouldnât be able to perform well at work, and maybe even your relationship with Nanami would suffer if you got your heart broken.
Thereâs a very clear path before him that ends right where youâre walking up the steps towards your door, and those pretty lips form words he canât focus on. He walks up to the door, and only now do you glance behind you and your pretty eyes go curiously wide at him. âNanami?â Youâre so fucking cute. But that stupid fucking arm around your shoulders is in his way. It blocks you from view, and ruins the sight. Itâs a bother. Thereâs only the faintest hints of jealousy and rage left in his veins - when he gives you a quick nod, then turns towards the guy whoâs now got an awfully dumb expression on his face. It reminds him a little of a curse, blank and narrowed and disturbed. He feels eerily calm, really. Itâs a simple problem with a simple solution, isnât it.
âWhat are you doing here-â you start to say, before you stumble back.
Blood splatters all over, and with an awfully easy motion that stupid head rolls and drops to the floor. Itâs quick, and thereâs a few seconds where he waits for the resistance. The uncomfortable feeling of guilt. But it doesnât comeâ
Until your shaky hand clutches almost painfully onto his shirt, pinching him. âH- Nanamin. What the hell do you think youâre doing? What did you-â You gasp, breaking off into a choked cry when your eyes take in the sight before you, before squeezing your eyes shut entirely and starting to shake harder. âWhatâs- why?! What did you do? Why did you do that?! I canât- I canât even- what- why?!â
You shove him aside, and his foot lands in the mess as you fumble sticking the key into the lockâ too shaky to control your own extremities well. But your mouth still hasnât stopped running. âStay away! Go away! Youâre- I- hick- I donât wanna look!â You finally manage to get the key turned by the time the tears are making your cheeks entirely shiny, snot running and lip wobbly like a five year oldâ and sink down into a crouch to start sobbing it out into your arm. âYou just killed a-an-â You canât even make it halfway through without breaking out into another squeak. âF-for no reason. I invited him here- seriously, whatâs wrong with you?â
Your face doesnât come up again for breath until he grabs you by the arm to help you up, and you shove at him again, almost yelling this time. âNo, no, no no no! Leave me alone!â This little scene youâre making is gonna attract attention, you know. âLeave me alone, I want to go in!â Before the situation can get out of hand, he pushes your door open enough to toss you inside, and the body after you. Thereâs a muffled little whimper from you when it lands with a thump on your floor. But as soon as he closes the door, the surge of adrenaline calms.
He just has to explain it to you, give him a minute.
âI donât wanna- I donât-â
For some reason, the entire situation winded him, and his beating heart bangs loudly in his chest. He drops his weapon aside and kicks off his shoes, and goes to youâ where youâre cocooned in your own arms, knees to your chest. âHey, itâs-â
âLeave me alone!â you squeak, knocking his hands away from you, only briefly looking up. âGo. Hck- go away!â Youâre crying so much that your eyes are red and your cheeks puffy. But he still grabs you by your arms and hauls you up into his chest, ignoring the way you make yourself dead weight. Brat. He wants to say it, but heâs pretty sure you wouldnât be too happy to hear it at this very moment. Itâs not like he blames you. Heâs always tried to shield you from the more gruesome parts of the occupation as much as possible. Of course youâd be upset. âNanamin~â you whine.
âShhh, just calm down. Itâs all good now.â His heart still beats so loud. Maybe he was angrier than he first imagined. He carries you -much to your dismay, if your sniveling cries are anything to go off- out of the hall and into your bedroom. Where it smells of perfume and girly body lotion, and so overwhelmingly like you it takes him aback a little. Youâre still crying, and still talking- but he does his best to drown it out in favor of explaining. See, heâs always been such a sucker for you. Swallowing down the slight rasp in his voice, he allows you to drop back into your bed, and looks down at you. Youâre still pretty even with your eyes clenched closed, and crying like a baby. âThere, âs okay.â
He runs his thumb along your eyes, then settles down next to you on the plush mattress. âI didnât mean to scare you. Listen-â
âHow can I -hck- listen?!â Youâre quick to turn your face away from him, and wrap your arms around yourself a bit tighterâ probably unaware of the distracting way you push up your tits that way in that little implication of a dress. Really, Nanami swallows, you can obviously do much better than that loser thatâs probably staining your carpet at the entrance. Your lip wobbles again, before you suck it into your mouth. âI donât know what- or how- but that isnât okay, Nanamin. I just-â
So again, he tries to get your attention, this time by grabbing your arm. âJust listen. I did it for you- if this was anyone else I wouldnât have been so pressed.â Itâs true. No one is a priority like you are. âI had to.â
âWhat are you talking about? How- is killing someone- oh god, thereâs a dead guy in my house, Nanamin! I donât k- what am I gonna do? Why would you-â
âIâm trying to tell you something.â His voice is lower and sharper this time, and your eyes finally shoot open to look at him. But it isn't that adoring little look you normally have, and somehow that pisses him off too. You really need to have everything spelled out for you, huh. He loves you though, really, he genuinely, genuinely does. As more than just an equalâ if he could, heâd give you everything. He just doesnât know how to say it, staring back at the wobbly tears on your face. âI love you,â is what ends up coming out, and then a breath.
And heâd say more if you werenât such a talker.
Your face goes a little distant for a few seconds, before you shake your head. âWhat does that have to do with anything?â
âI will tell you, if you just-â
âI canât accept that, senpai! You canât just go around and kill-â
âI was protecting you!â
âFrom what?!â Before you even give him a chance, a real one, you start righting yourself on the bed and run a hand under your nose. And you stare at him with such disbelief and broken trust that it makes him feel a little dizzy. He doesnât know exactly how he imagined himself spilling his guts, but it wasnât like this. âYou need to leave. And I need to contact someone from the higher ups to- take care of- I donât even know,â you sob, âI donât know how any of this goes. Thatâs so messed up, Kento.â Thatâs the first time youâve ever addressed him by his first name. Scolding him for a choice he made purely for you. He did this for you. âYou need to-â
He canât let the first time end this way.
âStop talking.â
âStop talking?â You echo back to him, and glare, also getting up off the bed and farther away from himâ and he canât help but follow. âWhat did you think was gonna happen? That I wasnât going to say anything?â As he gets up with you, you walk back a step, and your eyes flick back and forth between him and the door a few times. But he chases, and you jump in surprise when your back meets the wall, effectively trapping you between the wall and him. âI- Nanami-â
âKento.â
You barely blink as you take a sharp intake of air, and then hold your hands up to his chest to keep some space between you two. âLook- just- we can talk about this, but I canât just ignore that thereâs a dead body in my house, Kento.â Heâs really sick of you talking. Youâre lucky he loves your voice so much, because if it was anyone else, he wouldnât stand for it. Whatever you see in his expression must have you worried, because that slight defiance that remains gets awfully feeble when he reaches for you this time. âYouâre scaring me. Please, just- hck- just back up. Let me process this, and then we can talk.â
âNo, all your talking just gets in the way.â Your eyes go wide and a wave of heat washes over your features, making you look even more attractive. If he canât tell you, heâll just show you. Youâve got it all fucking wrong. What he feels for you is true love. Before you can go on another mad ramble, he grabs you and drags you back to bed, as gently as he can while having his hand screwed tight around your wrist. He wouldnât ever actually hurt you. As you land on the bed, he holds you downâ watching as you open your mouth to talk. But you canât, because heâs already shoved two fingers between your lips and feels the way your hot, wet tongue squirms as he pushes them down your throat. âThere, thatâs better.â
Still youâre trying to talk, itâs almost funny. You whine around his fingers and gag when you canât, breathing his name into an uncomfortable moan that just turns him on. You try to pull your head away, but you canât. âYouâre a lot sweeter when youâre not running your mouth sometimes, baby.â He canât help it, it just comes out. He likes you so much, and you just look so cute gagging on his fingers and grabbing his sleeve like youâre not sure whether or not to pull or push. Tears start welling up along your waterline when he runs his fingertips over your soft, pink tongue. And his cock twitches in his pants.
Thatâs the good part, see. Even with all this fighting, you two still get along so well. You make him a better man when heâs around you. At least, in theory. Heâs not crazy, he knows that holding you down and making you choke on his fingers isnât really the best course of action -but you left him no choice- and heâs better off finishing what he started. âIf you shut up,â he draws his fingers out of your mouth to start unzipping his pants, âIâll let you breathe. If you donât, Iâll make sure you wonât want to talk again.â Itâs all up to you, pretty girl. Simple cause and effect. You take one sharp breath as you try to get out from under his weight, but thereâs really nowhere you can go.
So you do what you do best, and whine. âNanami~â Itâs a baby-ish little whimper that makes him name sound so fucking good. But still. He grabs your face to squish your cheeks, and stares down at you with such intensity that you keep your cries in.
âItâs Kento.â His voice is a low, soft rumble. He wonder if it gives away the way his body feels right now, standing above you while his cock strains against his pants. Theyâre getting too tight to be comfortable. âOr daddy- you like that better? Say it.â You shake your head into his grip -but your ears start glowing another color brighter, almost like heâs caught you in a lie. Of course you do. You and him are made to be together. You let out another little squeak before he lets go of you to start undoing his pants.Â
That apparently seems to be too much, because suddenly youâre trying to get up as you speak. âNo, no, Iâm not-â Youâre trapped when he forces you back down and now yanks your head back by your hair, making you cry again. âOw, please senpaiâ I like you, I really do- but I canât- I- hang on.â The heat crawls up his neck to his ears watching your eyes go big as the belt falls and his pants go down his thighs. You really do look good on your fucking knees.
âI told you to stop yapping, didnât I?â He asks in return, and finishes sliding his boxers down, kicking them aside. Then he pulls your face towards his cock and watches as you whine. âOpen up for daddy. Thereâs only one thing your mouthâs good for.â Youâre so easy to hold in place, and it sends unimaginable gratification through his body when your little tongue comes out for him. Youâre really such a brat, making everything so fucking hard for him.Â
You open your mouth enough for him to start pushing inside at just the slightest yank of your hair, making you whine and whimper as you shuffle around between his legs. Your hands come to rest on his thighs, but that doesnât hold him from sliding the hot head of his cock as far as he can into your mouth right away. You look amazing drooling all over his cock, choking when he starts to move with the most patient moves he can manage. Itâs not easy to do much of anything except rock himself on your soft tongue and feel your whining go down his shaft and balls. âThere, now youâre making yourself useful. Thatâs what you do best, hm, fucking brat?â
âAgh, fuck- thatâs- such a soft little mouth.â You make him feel heavenly, and by the way youâre shifting down there on the floor -trying and failing to get the friction you want- youâre also feeling it. He can tell by the way you blink up at him so slow, swallowing around him and letting that pretty voice out in the cutest, little moans. Just for him. Only ever for him. âYouâre so lucky youâre this fucking cute,â he ends up rasping out, before letting you finally pull back to breathe when you start jittering. âSay something smart again, brat.â
âAgh, daddy,â you sob, drool spilling down your chin, âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry. Iâm really sorry.â He can tell you are. Your big eyes glossy and cheeks hot, you try to get up from the floor, and he yanks you up to turn you over instead. Your little dress rides up too easily, giving the rest of the way when he shoves it up your back. Itâs almost embarrassing to see how wet you are, lacy panties soaked all the way through and peeled too easily aside to reveal that needy pussy. And you donât even deny it, just shiver when he runs his finger up and down your slicked up cunt. âPlease.â
Heâs such a sucker for you, fuck. Itâs almost like you know it. âMy little cock slut, look at that. Youâre dripping down your thighs, brat.â He spits on your center once before lining up and sliding in, and watching as your little pussy stretches around his cock with some effortâ as you let out a lewd, almost desperate whine. âFuck.â And Nanami hoists himself over you to start fucking into you, hips meeting your ass as he bottoms out, as you open your legs further to let him in. Your back half hangs pathetically over the end of the bed as he fucks into your tight, hot -so fucking hot and wet and beaming- pussy and his balls clap against you. You feel so good itâs hard to hear anything over his own heartbeat hammering wildly against his ribs.
âDaddy feel good inside?â
âMhm, agh-yea.â
You too, baby. Nothing in the world feels as good as letting your pussy swallow and suck him in deeper, like youâre trying to hold him in that impossibly hot, blissful clutch forever. He canât even hear much of your whining and moaning and pitiful struggle, but you probably havenât stopped. You donât even have the energy to close your mouth, trying to push back to meet his thrusts more even as he bumps against the end of your pussyâ and his one hand is squeezed around your neck. But you look pretty this way. You look useful.
âTell me how much you like me.ââSo~ much, so much, fuck. Iâm gonna cum, Kento. Daddy.â Your mouthâs still running when he snakes his hand underneath you to start rubbing at your puffy clit, and feels the way his own body starts to tighten when your walls clench wildly around him. âFuck, Iâm gonna cum. I want you to cum too, want to feel it- I wanna have you deep inside me forever, ah, ah. Oh, you feel so good, fuck.â Itâs almost ironic when he thinks about it. How much he likes you running your mouth like this, begging for more. Itâs poetic.
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why we ever [K.Bishop]
pairing: vampire!kate bishop x reader
summary: forgiveness comes in many different shapes. thankfully, you and kate find the one that works best for both of you.
warnings: SMUT -> MINORS DNI! [porn with a lot of feelings and some plot; blood and hot vampire fangs; fingersucking {with blood involved}; kate loves neck kisses; kate's a MASSIVE tease and cocky about it; dashes of praise and a smidge of degradation; cunnilingus {kate receiving}; fingering {kate receiving}; so much playful arguing; r gets left high and dry but shhhh]
wordcount: 3.9k
a/n: WOULD YOU BELIEVE IT? T'S FINALLY HERE! i'm not saying this the last part of this wonderful AU but...it might be. i absolutely fell in love with vampire!kate though AND this AU so maybe i'll do more with it later. for now, this is the end...until i decide to get over myself and post it as a full story on both wattpad and ao3. anyway, thank you for coming along with me on this special ride, i hope you enjoyed it as much as i did <3 [oh and friendly reminder that my commissions are open :) ]
part one | part two | part three |
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If you had a nickel for every time you had a heated make-out session with Kate Bishop while she was slightly injured, you would have two nickels. Itâs not a lot but youâre pretty sure the universe is plotting against you. Not to do anything particularly harmful to youâŚunless making out with a ridiculously hot and complicated vampire is harmful.
Although, considering your current situation, maybe it is harmful.
Youâre honestly starting to believe the archer is going to be the death of you. And not because sheâs a blood-sucker but because sheâs the best kisser youâve ever met.Â
With the softest wandering hands.Â
Hands that are currently gripping your waist so hard, youâre pretty sure thereâll be bruises there tomorrowâŚnot that youâd mind. It wouldnât be the worst reminder of her youâve ever had.
ây/nâŚâ Her voice startles you despite how soft it is.
You hum in response, pulling back just enough to be able to make eye contact with her. âYeah?â
âCome here.â Her tone leaves no room for argument and yet you canât resist the urge to get under her skin just a bit.
âSo you can bleed out all over my bed?â You question while doing your best to ignore the irony in your words. âIâm gonna pass.â
She stares at you with her eyes slightly narrowed and you wait for the annoyed remark thatâs sure to follow. Except it doesnât come and youâre suddenly reminded you donât know nearly enough about Kateâs weird vampire powers. All you really know is her fangs are hot as hell and sheâs surprisingly strong.
But sheâs apparently also freakishly fast because all you do is blink and suddenly sheâs laying you down on your bed and hovering over you with that same old smirk. âYou were saying?â
âYouâre insufferable.â Despite your words, you wrap your arms around her and pull her closer, savoring the warmth of her body against yours.
Itâs embarrassing to admit how much youâve missed this. How much youâve missed her. How despite all the anger and the snark, you instantly melt into her again. As if she didnât ruin your life without a care in the world.
You know itâs a lot more complicated than that and yet a part of you still holds on to that. To how quickly she would have let you go if you hadnât been accidentally bonded to each other.
âWhy are you thinking so much?â Sheâs clearly trying to tease you but thereâs a hint of concern in her voice thatâs hard to hide.
âOne of us has to and itâs clearly not going to be you.â
The pout that crosses her face is equal parts ridiculous and adorable. âYouâre so mean.â
âShut up and kiss me, idiot.â
Itâs unusual but Kate actually listens to you for once. Although maybe thatâs just because kissing you seems to be the only thing on her mind since she showed up outside your window looking as beautiful as ever.
Either way, you kiss her back eagerly, allowing your hands to travel up and tangle in her hair. The urge to tug on the silky locks rises up inside you all at once and before you know it, youâre pulling on her hair.Â
The noise she lets out at the sensation borders on sinful and itâs impossible to hide your satisfied smile. You pull a little harder, just enough to detach her from your lips and take in the way her eyes flutter closed.
Youâre about to tease her for her borderline desperate reactions when you notice how pale and shaky she is. The overwhelming wave of desire that had been building inside of you instantly dies down as concern takes over.
âKate,â you say. âYouâre shaking.â
She ignores your words in favor of kissing you again and even though you want to yell at her for being irresponsible, you canât resist kissing her back. You canât even begin to imagine how many times youâve thought about this very momentâŚexcept in your dreams, she wasnât shaking like a stubborn leaf clinging to a tree branch.
Despite her strength, itâs obvious sheâs having a hard time holding herself above you. She tries to distract you by pulling away from your lips and attaching herself to your neck. Itâs a pretty effective move yet all it does is remind you of the question youâve been meaning to ask since she mentioned she hadnât bitten anyone in a while.
You tilt your head back just enough to give her better access to your neck. You barely manage to hold back a whimper as her teeth graze your skin. âWhen, um, was the last time youâŚfed?â
Her silence is enough of an answer.
âUhâŚquite a while,â she murmurs, practically hiding her face in your neck. âI had a replacement for a while but I ran out a few days ago.â
Youâre not an expert in this field but your common sense is strong enough to tell you that canât be good. And suddenly the infection sheâs fighting off makes perfect sense.
âA few days? And then you decided to go get your ass kicked?â
âWrong,â she replies with a playful glare. âI didnât get my ass kicked, IâŚwas just a little slower than usual.â
âA little?â You raise an eyebrow.
âShut up,â she grumbles.
You chuckle in response before an idea hits you. It seems obvious and yet your heart skips a beat while you think it over. The memory of Kateâs fangs on your neck still lingers in your mindâŚalong with the intense flood of pleasure it brought.
âKate.â The shakiness of your voice is more than enough to get her attention. âYou couldâŚyou know, from me.â
Her eyes widen slightly but she canât quite hide the excited smile that starts to pull at her lips. âYou want me to bite you?â
You want to roll your eyes at her for using such a casual word for something thatâs anything but casual. You both know itâs a lot more than her simply âbitingâ you and maybe, deep down, a part of you hopes itâll be an unspoken promise that she wonât let you go again. That things have changed and this time, youâll actually get it right.
âSure, why not,â you respond, trying to act like your heart isnât racing in your chest. âItâs better than you passing out on top of me.â
The sound of her laugh helps to soothe the majority of your remaining nervousness. âThat was uncalled for.â
Your hands drift down to the base of her neck and you pull her down against you once more. She seems to understand your unspoken words because she presses a few feather-light kisses to your neck as one of her hands grips your waist.Â
âI think youâve gotten brattier since the last time I saw you,â she murmurs almost absent-mindedly.Â
âI wonder why.â The only reason youâre able to stop yourself from rolling your eyes is the flash of pleasure that shoots down your spine from the sensation of her fangs grazing your neck.
You donât have to be looking at her to know sheâs wearing that smug grin again, the one that says she knows exactly how to wind you up like youâre her favorite toy. âSounds like someone wants to be put in their placeâŚâ
Her words steal a whimper from you despite your attempts at staying somewhat stoic. Itâs an act that hasnât worked for you at all but youâre set on being just as stubborn as her until she admits to being an absolute idiot. It seems sheâd rather make you fall apart under her than allow herself to admit that right now, though.
Thankfully, you have a fool-proof strategy to get on her nerves and get what you want from her.
âStop stalling and just bite me, Katherine.â
Your heart nearly stops as you listen to the rumble that builds up in Kateâs throat. Itâs barely a growl but itâs close enough to one to leave you stunnedâŚand maybe more than a little aroused.
Or maybe more than just a little considering her response.
âOh, I see,â she says, her voice dropping in both volume and pitch. âYouâre not a brat at all. Youâre just a needy little thing, arenât you? You just canât help yourself.â
You want nothing more than to deny her claim but of course, she canât make it easy on you. Instead of letting you reply, she waits for you to open your mouth and then she strikes.Â
The soft grazing of her fangs against the side of your neck turns into a hard bite in an instant, leaving you breathless and holding onto her for dear life.Â
Even though you had been waiting for her to do it, the sharp, stinging sensation catches you completely off-guard. No amount of good memory could have helped you remember what it feels like to have a vampire feed from you.
Itâs a particular kind of pain that brings a rush to your system. Especially to the growing heat between your legs.
The seconds stretch out into endless, blissful, minutes of you holding onto Kate while she drains you dry. Or as dry as she can without making you pass out. Youâre not exactly sure how she knows when to stop, all you know is the room starts spinning and the strength in your arms starts disappearing when she pulls away from you.Â
You stare up at her with half-closed eyes, barely suppressing the gasp that threatens to escape you at the sight of her. Her messy hair frames her face perfectly enough to make the dark stains of blood that coat her mouth evident under the moonlight. Maybe you should find the whole thing terrifying but you canât. Not when sheâs smiling brighter than all the stars in the sky outside.
Itâs like you can visibly see the strength coming back to her. The dark circles under her eyes disappear in almost an instant and the color returns to her face, finally allowing her cheeks to take on a rosy hue. You want to call her out for obviously downplaying how badly she had been doing but you canât seem to put your thoughts into words.
Kate, despite her insistence that sheâs not a mind reader, reassures you before you can even freak out. âGive yourself a second, I umâŚmight have drank a lot.â
At least that explains your sudden yet overwhelming exhaustion.
You hum in response, the sound turning into a chuckle once you catch sight of the apologetic smile on her face. You canât stop yourself from finding it cute.
She lays back down but this time next to you, propping her head up with her elbow and keeping her free arm wrapped around your waist. Even though sheâs technically still holding you close to her, you instantly miss the feeling of having her on top of you.
Youâd rather not admit how many nights youâve fallen asleep to the thought of you and her intertwined like this.Â
âHey, princess.â Her soft words make you turn your head to the side so you can look at her. ââŚcan you say something so I know youâre okay?â
âIâm fine, Katie,â you mumble. Despite your attempt to reassure her, youâre a bit startled by how tired you soundâŚand how needy you still are.
Her hand mindlessly draws shapes on your stomach, her fingers âaccidentallyâ slipping under the hem of your shirt. âSorry about drinking so much, I guess I was hungrier than I thought.â
âI told you,â you reply with a playful glare. âItâs a miracle you didnât pass out."
She rolls her eyes but her fingers donât stop their careful exploring. âRight back at you. Not everyone can handle being drained like that.â
You know what she means and yet your mind drifts to other, much more pleasurable, contexts. Even though youâd only spent one night tangled up with her, feeling her muscles under your hands and hearing her whispers in your ear, youâve spent almost every night since then fantasizing about her.Â
No amount of frustration can take away your desire for her. Thatâs probably the only thing youâre certain of at this point.
Kate notices your wandering thoughts and allows her fingers to wander just as much. Her fingers trail up your stomach until they reach the edge of your bra. She pauses there, acting like she doesnât know exactly what sheâs doing.
The way sheâs looking at you does little to soothe your growing need but youâre too captivated to even try to look away. Youâve needed this, needed her, for far longer than youâve ever let yourself admit.Â
âEverything okay, baby?â Her tone makes it more than clear that sheâs toying with you.Â
âShut up.â Even though you do your best to sound annoyed by her teasing, your words end up coming out a tad too whiny to be effective.
She not so subtly moves her hand again until sheâs practically groping your chest. âYouâre such a brat.â
âAnd youâre not?âÂ
She grumbles in response, clearly unable to act like sheâs not a massive, stubborn, brat. Your victory is short lived, though, since her touches become firmer and your body reacts immediately.Â
You arch into her touch and earn a low chuckle from her. âAnd here I was thinking you were tired.â
âYouâre such a fucking tease.â
âWatch your mouth, princess.â She pinches your nipple over the thin fabric of your bra, a grin spreading across her face as she hears your gasp.
You want to push her buttons just to see her reaction but itâs slowly becoming clear to you that you need more than just her teasing touches. The blood that still stains her lips only serves to drive you further into desperation.Â
She catches you staring, the grin on her face turning into a smirk that borders on predatory. You half-expect her to kiss you and rub your curiosity about the taste of your own blood in your face but she takes a different approach.Â
Her hand leaves your body, much to your dismay, and she keeps her eyes locked on yours as she brings her fingers to the blood-stained corner of her mouth. You really shouldnât be finding it so arousing and yet here you are, walls clenching around nothing but pure air.
That damn smirk doesnât fade off her face for a second as she brings her fingers toward your mouth. Thereâs an unspoken question in the air that she doesnât get a chance to ask since your lips part instantly for her. You donât even have to think about it, you simply do it and your eyes practically roll into the back of your head from the feeling.
âThere you go, princess,â she whispers. âI think I like you better like this.â
All you can do is hum in response which only further fuels her sudden need for dominance over you. As much as you love arguing and pushing her, you canât deny how good it feels to have her like this again.Â
Completely in control but so oblivious to it.Â
She silently admires you while you suck her fingers, moving her fingers back and forth the slightest bit just to watch the pleasure that blooms across your features. It doesnât take a genius to figure out what sheâs thinking about and you canât deny how badly you hope sheâll make her thoughts a reality.
Her fingers slide out far too quickly for your liking but she doesn't give you a chance to complain. âYouâre sure youâre okay? We donât have to keep going, you know?â
âI know,â you reply, ignoring the way your heart skips a beat. âBut Iâm kicking you out if you leave me like this.â
âThatâs fair,â she says with a chuckle. âI think weâre still wearing too many clothes, though.â
âWe finally agree on something.âÂ
Your hands reach out for her before you can stop them and she thankfully understands your intentions. She climbs back on top of you in an instant, straddling your lap and allowing you to lift her shirt over her head.Â
It takes no time for you to get lost in the feeling of her muscles under your fingertips. Of the way her muscles tense up beneath your touch and her stomach clenches with every sharp intake of breath. Itâs far more addicting than you ever would have thought.
Nothing could ever distract you from the main event, though and you practically vibrate with excitement as Kate reaches back to unclasp her bra. If she notices your barely suppressed desperation to feel her against you, she doesnât point it out. Instead, she grabs your wrists and moves your hands onto her chest.
The visual of her throwing her head back while you eagerly play with her breasts is almost enough to send you tumbling into an orgasm but you barely manage to keep yourself at bay. You canât stop yourself from wondering why you ever let the brunette push you away when things feel so right with her.
âFuck,â Kate groans. âI missed this.â
âJust this?â you ask, lightly tugging on her hardened nipples just to watch her tremble.
âYou know what I mean.â You relish the breathy tone that coats her voice.
Your response doesnât come in words, mainly because you know talking back will only serve to distract both of you, and instead you drag your hands down her body again. Your fingers mess with the button on her jeans while you watch the way her chest rises up and down with each breath.Â
âCome on, Katie, youâve left me waiting long enough.â
She wastes no time jumping into action at your words. You merely lean back and watch while she shimmies out of her jeans and underwear, barely suppressing a teasing comment once you catch sight of the ruined garments.
âWas this what you wanted, baby?â She asks, her voice low and full that suggestive tint she loves so much.
"Shut up," you reply as your hands land on her strong thighs, rubbing random patterns onto her skin.
You expect her to complain about your "brattiness" but she's apparently far too worked up for that. Instead, she moves far faster than your eyes can even comprehend until she's hovering over your face.
Her sharp eyes stare down at you, her intentions more than clear as she waits for a reaction. You don't quite give her what she wants, though. Your reaction doesn't come in the form of words or even moans, it comes in you tilting your head back and gripping her thighs so hard that your nails leave little imprints on her skin.
The gasp she lets out is enough of a reward for you and you gently guide her down until your mouth finally meets her drenched cunt. You're not sure who moans louder when your tongue starts exploring her folds.
"Holy shit-"
There's a comment on the tip of your tongue that you don't get the chance to make since she grinds her hips down and effectively steals all your thoughts away. You keep one hand on her thigh while the other one moves to her mound, your fingers tracing a teasing path down her skin.
You allow your fingers to linger there, pulling in just the right way until her swollen clit gets revealed to your eager mouth. Your lips instantly wrap around it and the sound she makes borders so close to a whine that you can't help but feel incredibly proud of yourself.
She'd never admit it but you have her completely wrapped around your finger. Maybe that's why she loves arguing with you so much. It's a frankly juvenile habit that simply serves to hide the multitude of feelings she's spent so long running away from.
"I was wrong," she suddenly speaks up. "I like you much better like this. Such a good girl, letting me use your mouth like this."
Her words draw out a long moan from you. The vibration makes her hips shake in a borderline desperate way and you can't hold yourself back any longer. You need to make her fall apart for you. To see and feel the truth she tried to hide by pushing you away.
Your fingers wander once more and your eyes practically roll into the back of your head as you feel her walls greedily sucking them in. She's so wet that you're able to slip in two at the same time, feeling her clench around them every time you push in deeper.
"y/n!" One of her hands flies down to grip onto your head. She tries to push you further into her wetness but her movements are too sloppy to successfully move you.
It takes you less than a second to figure out what she wants, though, and you happily oblige.
Your tongue swirls around her clit as your fingers speed up, curling just enough every time you thrust them back inside her pussy. You're not sure what's more addicting, the sinful sounds she lets out with zero remorse, the fluttering of her walls around your fingers, or the constant bucking of her hips.
You're drowning in her and you've never been happier.
"Fuck, don't stop, princess. You're doing so good."
The soft praise is all the encouragement you need to double your efforts. It's almost impossible to tell who's more desperate for her orgasm but you seem to somehow meet in the middle.
You keep up your fast pace, your focus bouncing back and forth between the sound of her moans and the way your fingers easily slip in and out of her. All it takes is one particularly harsh suck for Kate to fall apart for you.
You're mesmerized as you watch, and feel, her orgasm rip through her body. You don't dare stop your motions even as her body trembles above you, her mouth falling open into a silent scream that leaves you breathless. The fluttering of her walls is addictive but you slip your fingers out of her entrance and quickly replace them with your tongue, eagerly drinking up every ounce of her pleasure.
You could easily spend hours lost in the essence of her and the addictive taste of her arousal. She quickly grows too sensitive and, even though you'd love nothing more than to keep going, gently tugs your hair until she's able to get you to detach yourself from her cunt.
You're sure you must look like a mess, your lips and chin wet and covered in her slick, but Kate doesn't care. She doesn't care about anything besides the fact that you're here. You're real. You're hers.
Despite her clear exhaustion, she manages to maneuver herself until she's lying on top of you, her face buried into the side of your neck.
"You're either hungry again or very sleepy," you say with a teasing grin the brunette doesn't see.
"The second one," she mutters.
You'd love nothing more than to complain and remind her you still haven't had a single orgasm but she looks far too adorable for you to do that. Plus, she's a creature of the night, you have no doubt she'll be waking you up in a few hours, telling you how badly she craves the taste of you.
Your arms wrap around her right as you feel her smirk against your skin. She places a few open-mouthed kisses there before speaking again. "Don't worry, I didn't forget about you."
You know her words are meant to be passionate, even arousing, but they strike a different chord within you. They end up being comforting.
Reassuring.
Both of you had messed up badly but here you were. Together despite everything.
Maybe, just maybe, you don't regret falling for Kate Bishop.
But you'd rather not tell her that.
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