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So after the spoilers for Chap 257 dropped, I saw some tweets clarifying the meaning of the Kanji Sukuna used in the chapter when referring to his mother, and the overall reveals in the chapter got me thinking.
Iām making this post as a way of gathering my thoughts, personal speculations and where I think all of this connects to Sukunaās character and the information Gege has given us over the years. Nothing I say is by any means new information, but like I said, Iām just collecting my thoughts here. By the way, just a warning, this post contains SPOILERS for the JJK Manga! If you donāt like that, please donāt read this!
Something Iāve noticed is that the theme of āHungerā and symbolism of āCooking/Foodā is heavily referenced with Sukuna throughout the Manga. Gege in a previous Fanbook has disclosed Sukunaās favorite Hobby to be āEatingā.
This theme is again very much ingrained within Sukunaās cursed techniques and even his Domain Expansion, the āMalevolent Shrineā. With his two main techniques being āDismantleā and āCleaveā are cutting-type attacks. He is also able to use a Flame-Arrow, and Fire is essential for making Food. The Shrine in his Domain Expansion literally has mouths on all sides, looking eager to chew down anything in-front of them!
This symbolism also heavily influences Sukunaās own manner of speech, and the way he speaks to other characters in the series as well. With his post-fight chat with Jogo before his death, Sukuna mentions Jogo lacking the āHungerā to take control of his desires, preventing him from reaching the heights of Gojo Satoru. Before the Start of their fight in Shinjuku, Sukuna called Gojo a āNameless Fish on top of his cutting boardā, and that he was going to start by āPeeling off the scalesā(refering to Gojoās infinity). Thereās also further symbolism that supports this by analyzing the Kanji and meaning of Sukunaās āMalevolent Shrineā but Iām not very educated on that so I wonāt be opening that point here.
What all of this points to is that Eating and Foodā¦ā¦is extremely important to Sukuna, to the point that it literally affects him in manners innumerable.
Eating is an instinct, a necessity for the survival of every single living being.
And In the face of extreme Hunger and starvation, even those with the strongest will could lose their Humanity and revert to the basic animalistic side of their existence. (The Heian Period also had a Famine, although I believe the timing to be a bit off, but do with this info as you see fit)
In JJK Chapter 257, it is revealed to us that Sukuna and his Twin were most likely starving in the womb of their starving mother.
On the brink of starvation, Sukuna had to consume his āother selfā(his twin), so that he could survive.
Btw, this tweet and this thread gives additional characterisation to Sukuna:
Link to the original thread: Link.
More context (and reactions :P):
Link to original thread: Here
This reveals to us that indeed, Sukuna was born a twin. And as we all know, āTwinsā are seen with extreme scrutiny in Jujutsu Society, theyāre not well liked. This too in a period where Cursed Spirits and Jujutsu Sorcery was at its peak, it is not far-fetched to assume that his Mother may not have been treated very well by the people in her surroundings, especially as she bore twins.
When Kashimo asks if Sukuna was born the Strongest or if he made himself the Strongest, this is the response Sukuna gave to him:
When you think about it, how do you think the people around them would have reacted when the woman: who was supposed to birth two twins, gave birth to a single child instead? and that child had consumed his other twin in the womb itself?
No doubt people wouldāve been horrified, disgusted and even revulsed. With the woman and her newborn child.
This wouldāve led to their further ostracisation in the already very close-minded society. Unable to fend for herself and her newborn child, it mustāve been difficult for Sukunaās mother to survive. I feel like somewhere along the line, Sukuna was left alone to fend for himself at an extremely young age. To protect himself from both Curses and Society alike.
This is why I believe Sukuna knows what true starvation, weakness and hunger feels like. Both in the emotional and literal sense. He was left without another person caring about him or his well-being, in a cut-throat period where it was āFight or be killedā.
Powerful curses roamed all across Japan, nowhere was safe. Simply be strong, or you'll die. There's no room for weakness. And initially, a kid!Sukuna was weak, as anyone would be in the beginning when they're just starting out in this world. (and maybe, he didn't have much to eat, leading to long periods of starvation? :') )
I believe it is this debilitating hunger, and feeling of weakness that eventually led to Sukunaās current Hedonistic mindset.
Heās essentially traumatised by it, and believes that it was his own weakness that led him to experience this sheer starvation. That he deserved to feel this way because he was weak then. Perhaps, the people around him were right, that as long as they have the power and strength to overcome anything, theyāre free to do as they please; And there is nothing anyone else could do about it.
I feel like the irony here is that Sukuna himself, mustāve been a āweaklingā before eventually rising the ranks to become Historyās Strongest Sorcerer. This is also why he values Strength so much.
Ultimately, Sukuna has decided that there was nothing more important than being strong enough to fulfill your own desires. And āeatingā is one of his most important desires. Itās his favourite thing to do, the one he derives the most pleasure out of. And like an animal, whose main focus is to consume, consume and consume. He too, simply consumes.
Most morals likely have no meaning to him. He doesnāt care who he hurts, what he does, as long as heās able to get what he wants. And this isnāt limited to eating.
This is why people referring to Sukuna as a āNatural Disasterā is so befitting of him. Because Natural Disasters also donāt care about what or who theyāre destroying, they just come and go, wreaking havoc appropriate for their nature and magnitude.
I believe Sukuna himself has said lines similar in nature, when talking to Kashimo:
Now Iām not sure how Sukuna perceives or even experiences this āLoveā, because I think he has a rather very warped idea of it. I do think that this definition of love is similar to the one that Gojo also understands, but I donāt think he knows what āloveā truly is. Iām not sure how I could comment on this, but I do think that Sukunaās emotionally starved, whether he realises that or not.
Because, like Kashimo himself asked Sukuna āWhat is the point of dividing your soul into 20 different parts and then traversing across time if youāre satisfied with this?ā we do not know the answer to that yet.
But many people have speculated that āBlack Boxā panels in JJK manga represent a curse (either self-inflicted or put by someone) on the speaker. Like, take a look over here where Sukuna reiterates the same dialogue, except it looks like heās trying to reassure himself:
This once again shows that Sukuna has only ever strived for himself, in the same hedonistic fashion, to a very very extreme degree. It is possible that he's been lacking something, and he himself does not realise that heās lacking it. Maybe it was this subconscious feeling, that led to Sukuna agreeing to Kenjakuās plan of dividing his soul into 20 different parts, and to traverse across time as a Cursed Object.
Sukunaās an incredibly complex character, and Iām excited to see where this goes. Gege has put extra care in the way he characterizes and depicts Sukuna, and again, Iām really sad that a lot of that characterization gets lost in translation. Still, Iām going to try my best to understand and get the most accurate feel of his character as I possibly can.
If you made it this far, Thank you for reading! And if you would like, please do leave a comment in the tags or replies because I would love to read what other people think of this and just Sukuna in general. I do not see a lot of people doing critical analysis of him, and a lot of his actions are seemingly swept under the rug. I donāt like that, so hopefully this contributes to people focusing more on Sukuna and his character. (/^v^)/ <3
#ryomen sukuna#jjk sukuna#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#sukuna#king of curses#heian era#character analysis#manga#jjk manga#jjk 257#this is...so very long omg im sorry for my huge word vomit#like 1.4k works but i really did felt like i wanted to gather my scattered thoughts into one place and kind of make the connections#not sure if anyone is gonna read this but if they do#thanks for reading! be sure to let me know what u think!#i just love psycho-analysis of my fav characters and being able to really understand the essence of their characters#their emotions their motivations and to finally be able to do that with Sukuna and reading what everyone else have to say about it ahhh#im super excited! We're finally getting close to the Heian Backlore!! rejoice!!#my gut always did tell me he was a tragic character T_T and now we're finally getting the tid bits#also apologies for adding different panels#but i only added the translations i liked#i don't like J*hn W*rry's translation like yuck#so ima wait for Lightning's translation notes~ for further clarifications!
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tw // excessive self blame
Cage for a cage, day 7
#thank you to the one person who reminded me of this comic from a tag rt#I WAS LIKE āOHH YEAH OMG i need to repost thisā#philza#qsmp#caineart#qsmp philza#tbh i was hesitant on reposting this bc u could tell i had some pent up experience#im okay now. but yknow. its a bit embarrassing ya
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OMG THIS IS LOWKEY LATE BUT CHRISTMAS GIFT FOR @defensivelee !!!!
six lives shrewsbury is very fun to draw eeeksjfsfjid i had a great time making up the fit,, i hope u enjoy!!
#can u tell i dont know how to shade gold#I DIDNT MAKE THEM SUPER REFLECTIVE OF SURROUNDINGS ARHG NOOOOO#cant make logical shadow choices in general#OMG RENDERING THIS WAS SUCH A BIG PAIN#anyways. i rest#:3 thanks for the opportunityyyy#duke of shrewsbury#duke of shrewsbury (six lives won't make you happy)#six lives made me draw#my lil twink#boat of AUs#unanchored art#ship to history#captains guard#i hope everyone is having a great winter season :>
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naruto uzumaki w/ degration and dumbification??
hellooo??
food for thought ššš
pairings: naruto uzumaki x f! reader
warnings: degradation + dumbification + impacy play + breeding + creampies + overstimulation
š: love this ask sm omg
thinking about narutoās obsession with fucking you so well it makes your eyes cross and your mind break. doesnāt stop even when heās fucked you unconscious because he knows you wouldnāt want him to, knows you like waking up to the feeling of him dumping yet another load of cum deep inside your cunt.
you donāt know how long itās been since naruto first buried his cock inside your poor pussy, eyes fluttering and clit throbbing from the oversensitivity as he continued to abuse your hole. he slaps your cheek, the sting causing you to moan. āwake the fuck up, want you to watch my cock split you open again,ā naruto growls, ācan you feel that? feel how deep ām fuckinā you?ā you nod dumbly because of course you can. his cock stretches you open so well, allowing for his cum to splash in your womb over and over again, his sole mission being to fuck you stupid. wants to make you his dumb cumslut and train you to be his good little whore <3
#ā”.love letter#ā”.confectionary#thank u for includinf the kinks u wanted omg#also sorry i added my own lil kinks as well!!! i hope u still like it#but guys when u send an ask please tell me some kinks youād like as well!!!! its a lil hard to write smth you guys wld want when thereās no#specific rqās!!!!#naruto shippuden#naruto uzumaki#naruto x reader#naruto uzumaki x reader#naruto shippuden smut#naruto uzumaki smut#naruto smut#š.breeding#š.creampies#š.impact play#š.degradation#š.dumbification#š.overstimulation#š.mindbreak
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someone read this and tell me im shakespeare. its cowboys Btw if u couldnt tell from the Very obvious religious stuff. ok anyway
"The intimacy of being at his neck.
If he bites, now, he could kill, George thinks. If only he bit. If he bites, he could kill. Matthew could bite right through the jugular and chew the muscle and feast. He could feast on holy flesh and live only on the blessed glee he finds within the blood there. I would give him that power. I would trust in Matthew and let my life be given and held in calloused, gentle palms, a horrible difference of worker and work. I am Matthewās terrible work, the pain, the back-breaking, the work, I am his, and he lets me be his. If he bites, he could kill. If he bites, he could kill.
Matty wouldnāt dare bite.
Matty will live with his mouth hooked by the teeth onto Georgeās soft neck, but he will not ever bite. He will resist the urge to masticate on that gorgeous, gorgeous meat, and he will reserve himself and only suck, he will taste, but he will not hurt.
Itās vampiric, the way Matty is. Itās like the āvampirismā is the sin George has run from his whole life, and the sin that George is now realising is better than any Heaven, worth so much more than someā¦eternal love and life, because Matty is his God. Why would he need to fear and have faith, when the true heaven is right at his lips? He will fall to his knees for Him, for Matty, and he will pray at the hot space between his legs with a mouth blessed, and Matty will tell him he is good. Matty is his Lord and saviour whom he will let his life be taken by, and he will love like he has loved nothing else."
i cannot wait until shit starts happening...i promise it will stop being boring soon
#sorry i just like attention and this is how i get it because i like this set of paragraphs#my thraot still hutrs#okay anyway sorry for posting this because its sooo attention seeky but pleaes i like attntion Pls omg#ok anyway u don have to tell em im shakespeare u dont even have to react just i wanna post this SOMEWHERE so it's out of my system#its laready otu of my ssystem but it feels beter to get it PUblicallt out#please please please watch midnight mass#blah blah!#deus in absentia#im So happy with this thank u for reading this far#somebody tell me im amazing so i can be normal#do i tag this as the terrible word that ia hate because it is ugly#gatty#BLEGGGHHHHHH#anyway posting and forgetting that ive posted so i can sleep in peace Gootbye#my fic tag
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get up bitch yuta appeared in the anime so now you have to clock into the yuta x reader factory again chop chop xoxo
THIS WAS SENT OVER A YEAR AGO BUT AXOKAOZOAOZ IM UP!!! IM UP IM UP OMGG HAHA
itās so funny bcos for the past year Iāve just been seeing people scream over yuuta and in my petty brain I kept thinking DO U KNOW HOW LUCKY U GUYS R . U WERENT THERE IN THE TRENCHES ON TUMBLR WHEN WE WERE SCROUNGING FOR SCRAPS !!! WHEN THE ONLY SLIVER OF ANIMATED FULLCOLOUR YUUTA WAS FROM THE .35SECOND CLIP FROM THE OPENING!!1! n e ways i will forever ever everrrrr be grateful that u still come to me to tell me and think of me when u see yuuta eeEEEEEEEEEE
#urusai! baka#omg its embarrassing how long i spent clicking around looking for the tags section#the Tags Tab aka where i truly feel at home#in other news HAPPIEST NEEEEW YEAR#holy fuckeroo its 2025 and#in tiktoks terms they keep nonconning down my throatā#it has been HALF A DECAde#thats litch so terrifying bcos wdym??? its not been like 1.5yrs#wdym kids r cosplaying 2020 anitok teens yhis is HUHH#any ways any ways jjknation how r we feeling abt the ending#the truth is i clocked out about 1ish yrs ago but have been keeping up via leaks#and osmosisng from discord notifs screaming abt char deaths lol#which brw i actuallt dont know what happened at the end#so mayhaps i finish reading it (???) maybe#BUT NONNY I AM CLOCKING IN AT THE LOCKED IN FACTORY OF (reading) YUTA X RC FICS#n ill bounce ideas with u heh heh n screech#my 2025 resolution was to read more !!! so here i am 5 days late acting on it xoxoo#KISSES ON THE MOUTH#THANK U FOR REMEMBERING M E AOXOAOZOPA AND COMING TO TELL ME#IM SO HONOURED#ACTUALLY FACTUALLY SO HONOURED#<3333333
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SAGE u made it to tiktok omg !? š
ignore how these images crop ā¦ holy smokes this is hard to look at š
ohhh??? OHH?? hello?
i feel like the fourth wall was just broken. i do not know how to behave.
#š - mutuals#THANK U FOR TELLING ME MILA ILY š©·#THIS IS SO COOOOL#i feel so flattered omg wtf#sageās asks
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Fuck you season five episode nine genuinely some of the worst shit they clobbered together
#just thought abt ir again im suddenly overcome with a sense of hatred and disdain#evwrything about that episode feels so half assed. its just straight up poop from a butt#nick as a character is incredibly annoying and inconsistent. starts out as a tool for exposition(rick trainibg the crows and he tells morty-#how shitty he is. Gee Thanks we definitely couldnt have concluded that from seeing rick train the crows)#only for him to just switch to a huge asshole who wants everyone dead#like. ugh.hes just so surface level and boring and UNNECESSARY. i genuinely believe if he didnt exist the episode would be improved tenfold#because ill admit!!! i like(most of) the r&m scenes!!! their spats are well written!!! i think they should have been a bigger focus;!!!#and dont even get me started on that buzzwordy word salad annoying as fuck speech rick has before he leaves#its so. badly written. its so awkward and so out of character. it genuinely feels like the set up to a rug pull momeny#AND LISTEN!;;;;;!!!!! I DONT HATE THE CONCEPT OF A RICK AND MORTY SPLIT UP#but why do we not see any of it???? god. like we could and Should have had one(1) singular episode where they live their separate lives#show how theyre both doing worse or maybe BETTER without each other while still falling back into old toxic habits#like ok. u have a status quo and all that. but if u cant commit to your split up concept ... well maybe dont force it in as a plot point#that lasts maybe ten minutes in total.#FUUUUCCCCKKKK i hate this episode so much genuinely. i hate ricks speech so much.#ur telling me the worlds most emotionally constipated guy musters up the empathy to remove himself from the toxically codependent dynamic-#he created for his own comfort in one day. he learns all of that in twelve hours or less.#heres my impression of what rick's speech really would have looked like#āhey im gonna uh. spend some time with the crows. i think.ā#and scene#god and what about beth. rick never says anything to the rest of thw family and when he shows up again no one gafs#omg okay. tldr lol fuck this episodw i genuinely hate it so much and nothing will ever make me like it
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INOTAN NATION RISE
#TELL ME THIS IS NOT LOVE#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#tanjiro kamado#inosuke hashibira#inotan#demon slayer#INOSUKE WORRIED INOSUKE GOING ALL BUBBLY WHEN TANJIRO THANKS HIM OMG U LIL HOMO THING#this was not in the cinema tho
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i love u nekoma & karasuno i love you SO MUCH
#can you tell i just watched the dumpster battle movie#[deep breath] AHHHHHHGGGGHHFHFHFJJFJGKG#ALL THE INTERACTIONS WERE SO FUCKING CUTE šššš#baby kurooā¦ i forgot how much i adored kuroo oh my god. TEARS IN MY EYES#HES SO FUCKING LAME#he was an emotional wreck this movie. had me giggling#his ass wld NOT leave tsukki alone HELP#omg and bokuto yachi interaction <3#HINATA AND INUOKA I LOVE U SO MUCH#kenmaā¦. this truly was the kenhina movie nobody talk to me#and the mini scene of kuroo and daichi pointing at each other. I DIED!! I DIED!!!!#ourghhhhhh I LOVE THEM ALL SO DEARLY#also the detail of nishinoya moving out of the way when he saved the ball was great. loved that#SUGA šš HE WAS GOING INSANE LMAO I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY#okay tbh i didnt expect the match to end like that but itās fine. i was immediately distracted by the FEELS#ALSO OMG. GOSHIKI AND TENDOU WERE SO FUNNY LOL#AND AND NEKOMA THIRD YEARS ššš KUROO AND YAKU TEARING UP šš THEM HUGGING EACH OTHER#IM SOOOO ILL IM SO FUCKING ILL#also the kurodai hug and the kuroo thanking tsukki I FEAR I KEEP WINNING#did i mention the kuroken flashbacks. oh my god. they were so CUTE#BABY KUROO TALKING TO KENMAāS DAD AND HE WAS JUST SO SMALL AND ENTHUSIASTIC UGH š„¹š#wow. i need to die#wait also. giggles. the kenhina knife scene. 10/10 gayest shit in hq#ahhhh i LOVE THEM#NEKOMA SECOND YEARS TOO. FUKUNAGA U WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME#anyway u guys shouldve seen me. i was going insane. i was losing it every scene#OH AND THE CREDITS?? kuroshou I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE#āgotta take a pic to show mikaā this too is kuromikashou or whatever their ship name is#this was the kenhina movie first and the kuroo ship galore movie second /j#anyway i need to go lie down now goodbye
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super fun commission for @temporalreplicsimile of his character CuddleBot! theyre so cute i can hardly stand it šš»š
#my art#basic color#commission#temporalreplicsimile#other peoples ocs#i had so much fun w this one and talking out all the little details to add was so rewarding-- the stretch marks and freckles added SO much#and the diamond shaped pupils omg i love stuff like that#thank you so much to bane for commissioning this and thank u to kiore for trusting me w CB!!! i cant wait to do more art of them#and i wont have to wait very long teehee >:o)#u can tell i was rewatching princess tutu while i worked on this one bc look at those EYELASHES
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did u know kuroo is half indo
NO??M NONWKW NO NO NO NKOW NO I DID NOT KNOW THIS WHAT WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME WHAT WHY DOES IT MAKE SO MUCH SENSE I'M SCREAMING HE HAS SUCH A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART TOO
#WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME#THANK U REE FOR THIS KNOWLEDGE OMG#answers <3#ree's special tag reserved for her and her only <3
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She's a very professional senior manager and she was owning up to a mistake where she didn't attach the file that she said she was going to attach! So you're #valid for doing something similar in my opinion!
thank u,,,,,,,, tumblr,,, my therapy,,,,
#it's sooooo exhausting being surrounded by numbers technical skill logic and suduko ppl sometimes#i knew it wouldnt hit the same expressing my surprise on like any other site#tumblr is like. everyone loves to read here#we'd rather read over watching videos!#so this is my comfort and relaxation from all the statistics and stuff sometimes#like dont get me wrong. ppl who excel at the math side are amazing. wish that was me. fr !#but not everybody can be valedictorian excel at everything and sometimes our strong suits and our less paid attention to suits rlly show#in terms of contrast š#and it's so tiring sometimes being the outlining 'wtf did u say' of the group thinking#so thank u. i rlly Rlly do appreciate that validation#i love being known as the funny.little Creachure but.. sometimes.. funny little creachure want.. Love.. and. Understanding#respoct#life is fluctuance#im a leo so u know my lust for validation is none to be trifled with#i need ur boss to kill my boss pls#IM KIDDING#telling me her credentials is also such a comforting tidbit like omg. tysm fr#sometimes u have to say i am not a simple sponge !!!!!!#i love my anons so much and my mutuals#i love this sm .. like fr this means a lot#i appreciate this!#i am the ground squirrel and u are the flower i am hugging btw#ted tumbunity things#THE HAHA EMAIL INCIDENT OF 2024....
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#i love purple hazes design sm i wish araki dxdnt fuck it over with bad writing
there's actually a spinoff LN where fugo is the MC, idr for sure anymore but I think I heard it was good but yeah
šill have to check it out, i always did think it was kinda funny and also a bit lame how hes introduced and then immediately dropped, whcih im assuming is cuz araki just didnt know how to make him balanced in any stand fight
#thank u for telling me!!#i knew theeres been spinoff of jjba but never one with fugo#silverstundere#asks#when i first saw your ask i saw you use ''sm'' for ''so much'' and i didnt realize it you were quoting my tags#and i was like ''omg u type like me too??''
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.....wow
i mean... what else can i say. this chapter (the whole of choreo au, really) was beautifully written. like it really is just a character study under the guise of smut, and u pull it off so well every time. i love how much emotion is ingrained into everything, their words, their actions, their thoughts, even the narration
the strap bit was so good, i love the specific way you write yeji kind of gnc, especially in these parts. it's so fun (and also makes me look very bigly at succubus au for. reasons).
i also love the little bookending with the first line "ryujin thought she'd prepared herself for hwang yeji. she was wrong" and the last "nothing could have prepared ryujin for hwang yeji", i love when stories come full circle like that. i know we're getting an epilogue chapter but even without it this is still such a perfect place to end this story
on a completely different note. biting yeji's stomach........ im so glad we are all on the same page AGH. i will be normal. she. ohhh the yummy...
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i'm so glad you enjoyed the chapter/fic!!! š„° choreo is definitely as horny as it is... not LOL. it's obviously a smutty fic, but the smut is really there as another device to examine and progress the dynamic and the characters. i honestly didn't know what this fic would turn into when i started writing it tbh... i wanted it to be like kinda toxic kinda angsty sexy ryeji and then i ended up with this! and i'm very happy about it tbh!!
the strap bit was so important as a final scene tbh like it's kind of the definition of choreo. like it's smutty as hell but there's something much deeper (pun not intended) going on there and it hits as hard as it does bc of all the internal shit like... imo it wouldn't be half as hot without the 40k of emotional shit that lead up to it! (i love gnc/Not Cis yeji..... i am also looking bigly as succubus au like can ddeongies just write that already š
i'm addicted to bookending in fic. i try to do it in all of them (sometimes in more subtle ways than i did it here) i really really wanted this chapter to feel Final and Complete. like i'm super excited to write the epilogue and i've already got a lot of cute and hot ideas cooking for it :D, but i really didn't want to leave anything hanging after this monster of a chapter. like if i couldn't wrap it up in 20k then LOL
yeah the body worship scene was... a journey to write. like genuinely ask @lonewolflink she was getting so pissed at me bc i literally had just the yummy part to write for maybe like 2 weeks bc i just couldn't do it it was actually so hard it made me feel CRAZY (i have clearly decided to not be normal pls join me)
#thank youuuuu#and thanks for reading that long ass chapter omg#it was a fucking trip to write and edit ill tell you that#like don't ask me how many times i've read this chapter from the top LOL i feel a lil insane#THANK U FOR JOINING ME ON THE JOURNEY#MORE TO COME#asks#š¤ anon#choreo au
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#god i was so giddy today (or well i guess yesterday. its almost 2am JDJFJFJF)#i was waitin all day for him to finish work so i could message him n he messaged me in seconds... triple texted NDNDJDJDNDNDMDMDN#god hes so cute. im so !@@@@@ i like him so much. like ..... !!!!!!!!!!!!#he makes me so happy idk how to explain. i just !!!!!!@@ like him so !!!!@@ much !!!!#why do i deprive myself of him ššššš#but i mean we did talk for 2 hours straight in person a few weeks ago. not much you can like. converse about after that JDJDJDJDJDJDJ#:')))))))))#maybe i'll let myself be a lil hopeful.... š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ#personal#also omg i think i figured out why he was so combative??? when i saw him last#i think it was bc of our mutual friend...........#n e way HDNDNDNDNDN#so maybe thats why he was like that. bc with me.... sure we tease each other but hes not like....... out for the kill idk JDJDJDNDNNDNDND#hes so sweet.... like not in an obvious way but like NDNNDMDDMD IDK.#we'll put it this way....#when ppl ask him for help... he tells them to google it#meanwhile hes explaining stuff to me in detail; going up to the teacher n asking questions for me; getting up out of his seat n#looking for a plug for me JFJDJDJDD LIKE ?????#hes also so polite... thanks ppl... holds the door for ppl. god hes so......#if he's like....... the guy im gonna be with for the rest of my life... o i'll be so happy BDJZNZNNZNZNZNZNZ#THIS IS SO SAPPY GOD.#if u saw the messages you'd be like literally what are you giddy over HFJDJDJJDJDJDJD AND THATS OKAY#hes just some guy.... love that about him the most.....
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