#thank u bestie 💓 kiss kiss

[wavestrings]

top 5 gk characters and top 5 painters 🫶

top 5 gk characters

- tsurumi

- usami (they don't make freaks like him anymore im inconsolable)

- sugimoto & asirpa & shiraishi cause they are set

- EDOGAI - KYUNNNN

- yuusaku <3

(special mentions: sofia, ienaga, ushiyama, my king henmi)

top 5 painters (this is the hardest thing ever. obviously won't put takato and amano cause everyone and their mother knows i love them)

- nicola samori. his work intertwines the classical beauty that i love and grew up with haunting creatures, most of his subjects like they've been "skinned" alive. just amazing

- phil hale. ive discovered this painter like a year ago and ive been obsessed with his work ever since, it's so peculiar and curious. would really like to make some studies of his work

- masaaki sasamoto. invented gold and butterflies fr. his art inspires me every day, especially the way he draws hair and proportions.

- kinuko y. craft. her work is the epitome of beauty, the colors she uses are always so gentle to the eyes but most of all THE DETAILS, all the details she puts in every single work. her works makes me feel like im 14 again reading my fairytales book but her take is so original that makes them born anew.

- danny lai lai & de scevola. im cheating again but i had to put them both. im a BIG fan of huge brushstrokes and art that is fully of personality and danny especially is a master of it, especially with the color he uses. i looove the way de scevola draws hair, it looks so soft (i even did a study of this painting!)

some others that i love and want to mention just cause: roberto ferri, goya, john william godward, kaye donachie, aleksandra waliszewska, john everett millais, luis caballero, ron hicks, yuming li, etc etc

[gothluke]

@outofthewooodstv 🥹🥹🥹 stahpppp she’s everything and i’m just swan !!

[maplesyrupsainz]

˖⁺｡˚⋆˙under their wings | OB87˖⁺｡˚⋆˙

pairing: ollie bearman x fem y/n reader (she/her)

genre: social media au, established relationship

warnings: 2025 grid, teen reader (18)

summary: in which your taken under the wings of the other wags during your first half season as the youngest wag in the paddock 💓

a/n: loveeee this request omg had to write it straight away!! kind of short but think it fits :)

request!!!: smau fic set in 2025 in which ollie bearmans gf is quite young like 18/19 and people just react to how young the two of them are compared to the other drivers and wags?? like her hanging out with kika and alex and people just thinking it’s very cute they’re taking her under their wing ❤️

my masterlist

fc: agathe renou

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olliebearman 📍 melbourne

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olliebearman in the points for the first race of the season! 😎

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user1 omgggg i alr love the 2025 season

user2 same i love having ollie on the grid fr

user3 so cute is that his gf on the last slide

estebanocon a great first race!

olliebearman a true pleasure :)

charles_leclerc congratulations ollie ❤️

olliebearman thanks father🥹

alexandrasaintmleux 😂

user4 so obsessed with them

user5 the other drivers r all so sweet to ollie 🥺

oscarpiastri what a first race of the season!

olliebearman means too much 🤍

landonorris congrats!! keep pushing 👊

olliebearman 'preciate it 🔥

yourusername 🥹soso proud of u

olliebearman couldnt do it without you x

twitter ->

instagram ->

yourusername

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yourusername 🦒 we've been travelling!!

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user11 ppl who r new to ollie & y/n, welcome 😎

lilymhe your hair is everyyyyythingggg !!

yourusername im blushing soso badly

francisca.cgomes u little beauty <3

yourusername 🥹🥹

alexandrasaintmleux the cutest!!!

yourusername lyyy

user12 omg the wags r so sweet

user13 omg squealing at all the wags

user14 it's too cute omg

charles_leclerc is that toffee the giraffe?

yourusername yea omg lolll embarrassing much

charles_leclerc embarrassing?! do you know who you're talking to 🤔

olliebearman true

alexandrasaintmleux yup

user15 HAHAH this is so cute & funny

user16 toffee the giraffe omg im obsessed

olliebearman love my favs!!

yourusername kisses from me & toffee :))

user17 too adorable 😭

f1wagupdates

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f1wagupdates every time ollie bearman's girlfriend y/n y/l/n has been seen out in public with other f1 wags!

1. y/n out shopping with pierre gasly's girlfriend & model, kika gomes!

2. y/n seen for lunch with carlos sainz's wag & model, rebecca donaldson

3. y/n seen out in nyc with alex albon's girlfriend and golfer, lily muni he

4. y/n seen out again with kika gomes and alexandra saint mleux, charles leclerc's model & art enthusiast girlfriend ❤️

tagged: yourusername, francisca.cgomes, iamrebeccad, lilymhe, alexandrasaintmleux

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user18 omg i love themmmm

user19 this is jus the sweetest thing

user20 i love how they've taken her under their wing!!

user21 fr coz she must've been so nervous in the f1 paddock especially coz she's soo young

user22 fr i feel like there's barely any super young drivers on the grid atm for her & ollie to bond with

user23 literally omg it's so sweet of the wags <3

user24 how old is y/n?

user25 18 🥹

user26 oh to be y/n

user27 built in besties 😭

user28 i'd kill to be in the paddock with this wag lineup

user29 fr it's so iconic

user30 y/n & ollie being the grid babies and everyone adopting them is so personal to meeee

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yourusername posted a story

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alexandrasaintmleux aww our lil babies 🥹💓

yourusername 😂 you & charles are taking the parent thing very literal

alexandrasaintmleux it's a very important job!

olliebearman love you baby

yourusername i love uuu

user32 me when omg

user33 goals much

landonorris he's such a simp

yourusername dont be a meanie lando!!

landonorris my bad. it's my natural instinct

yourusername i know but dont u worry ur little head! ur getting better 😇

olliebearman

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olliebearman little life update

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user34 toffee!!!

user35 toffee & y/n appearances <33

user36 cant expect much else from an ollie post 😂

user37 true

arthur_leclerc catch up during summer break? 😎

olliebearman yes definitely ! 👍

francisca.cgomes the y/n pic did not disappoint!

olliebearman 😂 you guys are in love with my girl!

alexandrasaintmleux not true we can just appreciate true art :)

yourusername oh guys ur making me blush

olliebearman your beauty transcends language

yourusername ???

olliebearman nvm. charles told me to put that

alexandrasaintmleux 😂😂😂

user38 LOLLLL omg charles leclerc rizz

user39 i love these 2 😭

estebanocon what a season so far

olliebearman 🕺

user40 hahahaha love them

yourusername posted a story

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lilymhe i hear you girl 😴

yourusername need ollie to myself for once 😂

lilymhe literallyyyyy! f1 is exhausting!

alexandrasaintmleux same i can't go through border control again i might breakdown

yourusername yup. like ask me my reason for travelling one more time 👊

alexandrasaintmleux 😂😂😂

user41 so gorgeous

user42 ur glowinggg

liked by yourusername

user43 we'll miss u during break!!

olliebearman can't wait to spend summer with you my loveee 🥰

yourusername a well deserved rest baby 💓

yourusername 📍 hungary

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yourusername that's that done (for now) 🥰

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estebanocon so great having you in the garage this season!

yourusername thanks for making us feel so welcome estie 🥹

user44 too cute

user45 she's too stunning wow

lilymhe once again, your hair 😻

yourusername 🙈

charles_leclerc im sure we'll be seeing you both during the break

yourusername i imagine so 😇

carlossainz55 here's to summer break 🥂

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francisca.cgomes 😘 im sure me & pierre will find u in europe this summer

yourusername oh 100% 💓

user46 she's made so many friends it's adorable 🥹🥹🥹

user47 ily y/n i wish i was uuuu

user48 my fav wag fr

user49 same she's won my heart so fast

olliebearman will be a summer to remember im sure ❤️ love you so much

yourusername ☀️ i love you!!

THE END 🤍

[outerbankies]

“it’s late, come back to bed.”

PROMPT CELLY GO BRRRRRRRRR. thank u for requesting this one (forever ago) bestie!!!! 💓🤩👯‍♀️

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new light: space and time

rafe x reader, part of the 2k prompt celly for new light (masterlist if ur not up on NL). we’re back in the present!

A stubborn knot about the size of a fist had settled into place at the top of Rafe’s spine slowly over the last few weeks, right in between his often-taught shoulder blades.

He guesses it was during the late nights like these that it began to form, when he’s hunched over his sketching table in the garage lit only by the warm lightbulb in the work lamp over his head—drawing and erasing and scrapping to start over again and again. Or when he’s on his laptop tinkering with his website or any of the platforms he uses for invoicing and processing orders, easily his least favorite part of all of this, until his eyes are irritated and red.

Though it’s certainly not made better by the other half of his day, where he’s hunched over or crouching under his projects as he brings them to life, doubting himself the entire time, twisting himself into weird angles just to make sure everything holds and looks how he pictured it. But at least he likes that part.

A hand, holding a warmth that Rafe can feel through the cotton of his long-sleeve t-shirt, settles directly into place over that knot at the top of his spine, and he feels himself take a deep, steadying breath as he leans back into your touch.

“What’s this, baby, the built-ins?” you ask, your voice softer in these midnight hours.

“Yeah,” Rafe sighs, immediately rubbing his hands into his eyes, his knuckles turning his vision bleary momentarily. “For Beau’s friend.”

“Mmm,” you hum, slightly digging the heel of your palm into his back. Rafe lets out a groan. “There?”

“Right there,” he confirms, letting his head drop back gratefully, accepting a few sleepy kisses once he goes.

You place your other hand on his shoulder for some leverage, leaning over him to peer at his catastrophe of a workstation. “I thought you’d already gone over the sketches with them?”

“I did,” he says. “But they go in tomorrow.”

“Right,” you nod, scrutinizing them again, looking to see if they’d changed at all. “I remember.”

“So I’m just making sure—” Rafe stops momentarily, letting out a hiss. “Careful, baby.”

The pressure on his back eases immediately, and you take to rubbing your hand across the span of his shoulders instead. “Sorry. What were you saying?”

“I’m just making sure I have everything down,” he continues, leaning forward again. “I wanna know my stuff before I head in.”

“What if I quiz you? On measurements and colors and finishes and—”

“I appreciate the enthusiasm,” he interjects, his smile rivaling yours when you finally settle into his lap like he’d been angling for you to since he heard the garage door open and knew he’d be getting that reprieve from the mess inside his head. “But it doesn’t really work like that, sweetheart.”

You roll your eyes, snaking your arms around his neck anyway, the pads of your fingers rubbing circular motions into his trouble spot again. “Then how else can I get you to come back to bed?”

Guilt settles into Rafe’s stomach like a rock, the soreness in his back momentarily forgotten as he sees the plea in your eyes. “I swear I’ll be up soon.”

“Rafe, it’s late.”

“Coming from you,” he retorts, virtually no bite behind his words. Because as Rafe had left Beau’s company months ago and only since then become more entrenched in his new job, in starting his own business, you’d seamlessly settled in at your job at the publishing house, not overworking yourself nearly as much as the two of you used to argue about. Still more than Rafe would ever prefer, naturally, but he’s not sure he has room to talk anymore.

“We’re turning into perfect little Figure 8 capitalists right on schedule, aren’t we?” you say, wiggling around in his lap in a way he isn’t convinced isn’t a punishment for abandoning his side of the bed a few hours ago.

You lean forward, grabbing one of the pencils Rafe had discarded and tapping it on your chin while he checks his watch, feeling his eyes widen.

“God, I’m turning into my dad.”

“No you’re not,” you laugh, still leaning out of his reach as you seem to start writing something in one the margins. You pause, pointing the pencil at the long-cold cup of coffee next to his pencil cup. “Unless there’s secretly liquor in your decaf over there. You know decaf still has caffeine in it, right?”

At Rafe’s silence, you turn to him with your eyebrows raised, the pencil dropping out of your hand and clattering onto the table.

“Like… trace amounts, right?” he asks sheepishly.

“My sweet, sweet boy,” you sigh, running your fingers through the hair on top of Rafe’s head that’s really beginning to need a cut.

“Probably need it,” he shrugs. “I’ll only be up a little while longer though. Promise.”

“You’re really worried about this one, aren’t you?” you ask him softly, some of the mirth fading in your eyes as you trace a finger around the shell of his ear.

“It’s Beau’s friend, baby, I… these guys could have anyone working on their houses. And Beau was really good to me about quitting. I just wanna nail this one and be done with it,” Rafe admits.

He doesn’t tack on the bit about how this feels like one of his first big tests; his first custom, built-in piece period, outside of the ones he’s made for his most forgiving audience, his sisters and you. Because it’s one thing to make a piece for a friend of a friend of a friend, or even to sell one in a store where someone can see it and touch it and decide that they hate it before they have to commit. But it’s another to have someone counting on him to deliver exactly what they envision, let alone someone who could be Rafe’s foot in the door to a wealth of opportunities. He wants to be done with it at this point, sure, but he doesn’t want it to be the end of this road.

“Exactly,” you say, shrugging. “They could have anyone. And I love you, Rafe, but I mean literally anyone else. But your designs are good. Really good. And your craftsmanship is impeccable. They want you.”

He feels his cheeks heating up, and knows it’s showing based on the twinkle in your eye. “You’re an expert in furniture and carpentry now, are you?”

“I am, because I’ve now lived in two Pinterest-level apartments without ever having to hire a contractor. And I’m a picky bitch,” you say, laughing around the last bit.

“You are not,” Rafe laughs. “And half of that is your decorating. Maybe 70, 75%.”

“Your modestly will never not exhaust me,” you declare, smacking one last kiss onto his lips before standing up. “You’re gonna be fine tomorrow, alright? But you’ve got to get some sleep.”

“Ten minutes?” he pleads.

“I will generously give you ten seconds instead. It’s your lucky day,” you say, shuffling toward the doorway back into the house, where two curious dogs await your return.

“Thanks,” he answers sarcastically, before standing to check everything over one last time. These guys could have anyone, he tells himself. They chose him.

He’s gathering his pencils to deposit back into the cup, just about to reach over his head and turn off his work lamp for the night when he sees it, what you’d been scribbling into the margin on one of his designs: you got this RC. hurry home!

At just the same moment that he’s he’s tracing over your loopy “y” and the heart you’d finished your note off with, you call out his name from the doorway, his family waiting for him.

You give him a saccharine-sweet smile, your arms crossed over your chest. “I wasn’t asking.”

[carmenized-onions]

CHAPTER 9 LETS FUCKING GOOOO (get ready for a yapfest, where most of it will probably be uncomprehensible because language can’t begin to capture the emotions your writing makes me feel) also !! add me to the taglist please and thank you<3

It is t-minus three days, until the worst Friday of your life. - already nervous and the chapter just started but fuck it we ball

you figure it’s probably just the breakfast from yesterday at La Mattina settling in your stomach— the way you scare me but still make me laugh

He does not care this much, he doesn’t even have basic reading comprehension— RICHIE HELL YEAHHHHH (and he calls her cousin🥹)

also big shout out to you author for making it so clear which texts were sent by what person (so how her texts are cursive and richie’s texts are bold) bc some fics make it so hard to differentiate who’s talking/texting!!<3<3

daddy - POR QUE. i know he didn’t mean it like that but shshshdh

See u chip - this is the cutest nickname!! everyone in that poll can fight me idc idc

It’s time to eat a whole freezer cake and lay in your pyjamas all day and interact with not a single soul on this entire planet. - me celebrating doing the bare minimum!! (but it’s still huge to me so i understand chip well)

To the air, more accurately, but, y’know, same thing. - [cries in norwegian]

You’re gonna get dinner, with Richie, this Friday. - OMGGGG HINTS FOR FRIDAY👀👀

THE SWITCH OVER TO CARMEN HELL YEAHHHH - fuckn delicious freezer cake for you author!!

He really needs his sister. - 🫶🏼 i feel like this is layered (like the carmenized onion)

you’re gonna work as a bottle girl for the rest of your life - his worst nightmare fr, worse than the restaurant closing actually

he’s never gonna get his shit together so he’s never gonna get to call you his - SHUT UPPP HOW COULD YOU DROP THIS ON ME😭😭

He’s still gonna be him - BABYBOY THATS NOT A BAD THING😭 LET ME PROTECCCC

Sisyphean nightmare - YOUR WAY WITH WORDS I LOVEEEE IT

He smells your shampoo, in his hair, that helps. - the way your chapters always make me cry from either the fluff or the sad

he has to hide his smile with his hand - THEM

So good to him, too good to him. Too good to anyone - 😭💓🫶🏼😭🫶🏼😭💓

Carmen so, so fucking desperately wants to ask you to come to The Bear, right now. - BALEGDEH

he knows it’d be perfect cannon fodder to be teased into oblivion. - NO BC LIKE IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS *A LOT* WHAT WILL RICHIE THINK OF CARM AND CHIP. Like thinking of how he and mikey acted at christmas after seeing claire makes me wonder how he’d act when finding out about carm and chip (also carm is only able to date girls with c names apparently <even tho chippy is a nickname but hush>)

looks to his best friend - 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

he’s not you. - LMAO

he can’t find your repair expenses anywhere on here. - OOOP CHIPPY IS ABOUT TO GET CAUGHT

“I’m not fuckin’ high, cousin—” - ISBRIFBRIRKR

also bet carmen doesn’t have a problem with the two hours when it means TWO HOURS OF CHIP IN HIS RESTAURANT WHERE HE CAN SNEAK GLANCES AT HER

“What’s uh— Why d’you call Tony ‘Chip’?” - the way you’re nailing his voice!!

“S’ not dark, kinda, it’s just, y’know. Personal.” - WAY TO BUILD TENSION AUTHOR. it’s very clear you’re a(n amazing) screenwriter

Mikey got to do that first, too, eh? - STAPH

he's willing to admit it, for you. - RICHIE AND CHIP BESTIES YEEEHAWWWW

“You really wanna fuckin know, huh?” Richie tilts down his head, teasing. - i love this

“Oh, fuck, you fuckin’ like her, don’t’chu, cousin? You fuckin’ dog.” - SKJDIDJFKD

Y’have my blessing. - CUTE

“Didn’t ask for it.” - CUTER

“Don’t gimme no talk back, she was my boy first, a’right?” - CUTEST (ok carmy is cutest but im doing a thing here)

“Gone, cousin.” - it’s cute that you think that richie!! have a cookie!!

“Uh, one sec, I just need to finish this fuckin’—” He shakes his hand in the air, “Whatever the fuck this is.” - again nailing his character

If he had a… lapse in behaviour, and it got back to you, would that ruin him? - you forget how she met you carm, having a meltdown in the freezer

He needs to find your invoice. - he’s so cuteee

Maybe he should just ask you, instead. Let Nat thank you for the heating pad she’s been loving, properly. Have dinner, all together, in an actual family home, instead of just each other's apartments. That'd be nice. - that’s so sweet but i fear it won’t happen, at least not YET

He’ll make you something off menu, on Friday. - HES THE SWEETEST

You’re coming before the rush, anyways, he’ll have time to play, on Friday. - 👀👀👀

He’s gonna do right by you, this Friday - he owns my heart

But right now, it’s Thursday night, and you’ve finally finished Carmen’s piece for The Bear - OMG I FORGOT ABOUT THIS MASTERPIECE, THE CUTEST GIFT EVER

You know you told him if he didn’t like it, he didn’t have to put it up, but admittedly, if he doesn’t like it, you will be crushed. - mood

Each square a snippet, a photo transfer. The squares themselves are messy, sun damaged, bleach stained, light flared. All twinged blue and yellowish. But so perfectly cut and curated. - the way you make it so easy to picture it, ugh we stan!!

Mikey. The only transfer completely unbleached, unaltered, unruined. He’s holding two cut outs. One, Food & Wine and the other, a small section in the off off off pages of the New York Times. - SHUT UP THATS THE CUTEST THING EVER TO EXIST

So so proud, silently, just with you— Couldn't look soft. Carmen does not know this photo exists. - Im gonna cry

You can only imagine the stress you could’ve eased, during their fire safety test - chip is such a slay

*the piece* is magnificent and perfect in every way and you did that!!

You took inspiration from the way his brain works - AWWWWW:3

He’s awfully inspiring. - the love that they have for each other is just everything. they are everything

You’re excited, to show this to him tomorrow, on Friday. Hopefully all goes well, on Friday. - EVIL

You’re gonna do right, by Carmen, on Friday. - SOULMATES🫶🏼

I almost briefed over all of these past few chapters to be nothing more than snippets in a chapter - i really really REALLY appreciated that you did in fact not do that

if you made it through this whole ask, god fnkn bless, looking forward to the master’s thesis i’ll write in your askbox after the next chapter

I had no idea people could make asks this long; like i mean on a character count level-- Did anyone know you could do this fr-- ANYWAYS I WANNA YAP BACK BUT I'M GONNA PUT A KEEP READING BUT PLEASE DO OPEN THIS THERE'S GONNA BE A POLL I WANT YOU CUTIES TO ANSWER

First of all, of course I will add you to the taglist, thank you for the gift of an essay everytime, i love u <3

I am ALL about Fear and Laughter. If I ever make business cards, that'll probably be the tagline. We ball.

It did make me laugh that you went RICHIE HELL YEAH after 'he doesn't have reading comprehension. I buried the lead on who the he in question was on purpose, and i was wondering if everyone would clock at that line immediately oh, it's richie. I'm so mean.

As for texting, I did read another person's fic and saw they put like screennames and sending times and i was like ah fuck, shoulda done that, but continuity,,,, so i didn't switch it up. Plus I enjoy thematically that Tony is italics, Carmen is italic/bold, and Richie is bold. I feel like it just kinda makes sense, character wise, that Tony and Richie are on either end of the spectrum and Carmen is inbetween.

They've gotta get an HR if Richie says daddy to anyone's face besides Tony frfr,

And THIS is where the new poll comes in, because you all SAY YOU WANNA FUCKIN KISS MIKEY, SO

Personally I do like Chippy a lot, not to colour your opinions. You'll see why i like it, eventually. And I'm sure when that happens we'll talk about it ad fuckin nauseam (and I'll eat it up, I will)

I love doing Carmen's perspective, it's like free therapy, realizing the way he and I both think is fucking crazy and I need to relax. He really does need his sister, poor bug. I genuinely do wonder how that's gonna be handled, in season 3.

HIS LITTLE STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS PANIC YESSIRRR, Bottle Girl Tony = Hell, Never gonna actually date Tony = Mega Hell, He's Still Gonna Be Him = Super Awful Ultra Hell

So many (2) people enjoyed Sisyphean nightmare, I think I just have tumblr accent, honestly.

I'm so glad, that the shampoo thing happened honestly. I know that's crazy to say it like that, as the writer, as I planned it, but i didn't think I'd be able to call back to it all that much-- But I get to call back to it so fucking much, and it's always either heartbreaking or adorable, or both, and I lovveee both.

The idea that anyone has been thinking about a plot line that has yet to arise alot is like-- Like my brain melted. Like that's so. I'm a puddle. Puddle in your hands. BUT YES, I did have to think on that absolutely. It's a weird line to tow, right? Because Richie's gotten more respectful since then, and he's actual friends with Tony-- But like,,, bro is still a bro, at the end of the day.

CHIPPY IS ABOUT TO GET CAUUGGHTTTT, thank god someone laughed at the I'm not fuckin high line, I was worried.

“What’s uh— Why d’you call Tony ‘Chip’?” - the way you’re nailing his voice!! Did you see my ask saying i'm never sure about Carmen's dialogue and are now trying to reassure me? It's working, if you are.

WAY TO BUILD TENSION AUTHOR. it’s very clear you’re a(n amazing) screenwriter Daww, too nice to me, it IS really how I think Richie would navigate this Chip story, though, you'll see why there's,,,, pause about it, eventually.

“Gone, cousin.” - it’s cute that you think that richie!! have a cookie!! Listen, we don't KNOW how many times Tony's listened to Wannabe by the Spice Girls. Probably would need more than a single word though, Rich. A touch dramatic, cousin.

All Tony and Carmen wanna do this Friday is impress each other, and that's totally exactly what's gonna happen idk what y'all are buggin abouttttttt

I'm so glad folks like the piece, i was worried I explained it bad/it's just kinda stupid-- I just felt like, Carmen doesn't give abstract art vibes. I felt like photography worked a lot better for him. It also gave me the opportunity to slip in more Mikey, of which I think he is mentioned literally at least once every chapter. Bro is the phantom in the pages. i adore him.

I am also very glad that I didn't end up doing just snippets from the Consultation chapter to now. I was worried they'd give off filler vibes, when turned into full on chapters, but looking at them all now, i'm like it would've been an insane injustice to not give them all full breathing room. And now i think there's a lot more to sink into and give a fuck about!! Which is gonna make Friday hurt all the more <3

Anyways, thank you thank you for yapping, and i seriously need to go the fuck to sleep fuck i'm gonna be so groggy for work i'm gonna NAP ON THE BUS AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME!!!

[onsunnyside]

hey bestie bb 🫶 also v crossed here and hope u have the sluttiest most successful year ever *kith* 💓 since u teased us w ch 1 of fi i be thinkin bout reader and ari sharing a new years kiss

hi bestie bestie heheh me had so much fun tonight !! I love my friends and family !! I love Mac and cheese !! I love shots !! I love cookies !! thank you so much I hope you have the most amazing year ever bc you deserve it 😌

oooh new years kiss you say 👹 me thinks… sometime after midnight you and Ari end up alone and he asks if you’ve ever had a new years kiss. and ofc you haven’t !! So he offers to be your first, “I could be your first, take all that pressure off.” He says, lightly grasping your waist, “let me help you out, duck, I’m here to make your life easier.”

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

bestie i’m glad u r taking some time for urself, u deserve it and i hope u feel better and more energized soon <3333

sending u hugs and forehead kisses :))

- 🍪

you’re always such a sweetheart 🥹 and thank you angel💓💓💓

I have no plans today (like always) and it’s strange not writing 😭😭 I have all these docs open and I have to avoid the temptation of trying to get them finished lol

I have received the hugs and forehead kisses and now im sending some back, dispersing them amongst you all xx

[onlyjaeyun]

zadie love!!!! 💗💫 i know u said to not apologize for sending in late asks but i can’t help it im sorry🥲 i’ve been so busy on my girls trip this past weekend, and i got home super late last night so i’ve been exhausted trying to fix my sleep schedule yet again while also unpacking from my recent trips BUT while i was in new york i still made sure i got to read ur updates before bed!! i thought it would be better to send in a longer ask once i got home and had more time to type it out🫶🏻🫶🏻

ONTO THE RECENT CHAPS: i looooveeedd taro & yn’s convo like they really are just two besties with absolutely no filter and i enjoyed that chap sm😭 also taro basically calling out yn saying she can’t finish bc sunghoon isn’t the one fucking her is so real like our girl needs to accept and realize it soon😓 AND HOON BEING SO OPEN ABOUT WANTING TO FUCK HER AGAIN WAS NOTTT ON MY 2024 BINGO CARD BC I WOULD THINK HE HAS TOO MUCH PRIDE TO OPENLY ADMIT SOMETHING LIKE THAT. then again he’s still a dick for saying that he wants to fuck her but still doesn’t care about her…you’re writing CH!sunghoon so well like he genuinely makes my blood boil at times. i’m glad yn is getting laid tho but she needs to be fucked good soon and i’m sensing a smut chap w/ hoon in the near future??👀👀

i saw the recent asks some anon sent in saying CH is getting boring and i truly want to know where their thought process is at bc it’s literally getting better with each chapter!!!! some people are so rude, like i get constructive criticism, but that just wasn’t it. the way you’re writing this smau is everything and more zadie, don’t let those weirdos get to you!!!! i know it’s easier said than done but remember there’s more people who love your works (me being one of them), than people who are just bored and have nothing else better to do with their days. IM AN ONLYJAEYUN DEFENDER TILL THE END‼️‼️ you’re doing amazing baby, keep your head up💓💓

wanted to share w/ you a little bit about my girls trip to nyc too!! it was my friend’s 23rd birthday so our whole friend group surprised her w/ a weekend trip to new york as a bday present!! OMG a funny story that happened on our first night there, we all went to this club to celebrate and these group of guys kept being so pushy and gross towards me and my friends. one of them insisted on buying me a drink but he just made me so uncomfy that i didn’t want to even be near him. i tried to decline nicely but he was so persistent. what was funny was that he saw my lockscreen and it was a pic of jongseong in the gym and he immediately backed off bc he thought it was my bf so thank you jay bc he was able to get me out of that situation😭😭

i got carried away with writing this ask so i hope you enjoy this novel i wrote you LOL🤭🤞🏻💞 i hope you’re doing well my baby!! i missed chatting w/ you🥹🫶🏻 ilysm 🤍🧸🎀 !!

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MY ANGEL BABY IS BACK YALL WAKE UP!!!!🤭🤭🤭💗

bless your sweet soul, the fact you made time to read CH during your busy ass girls' trip means so much to me baby, i love and appreciate you with my whole heart 🥺💗

STOP YOULL ACTUALLY MAKE ME CRY NOT THE DEFENDER PART 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much baby, ngl the comment did hurt a little but i know most of you guys are loving it as much as i do and with amazing feedback from amazing people like you snd many more i would never let those get to me to that certain point again 🥺 i love you sm

OMG NOT THE JONGIE BOYFIE PIC SAVING YOU!!!!! he really is THAT boyfriend im afraid 🤭 im sorry you had to deal with m*n like that baby and am glad you're ssfe and having fun, you deserve it so much!🥺

sending you the biggest kiss and i really hope you can get a little rest soon bc nestie you've been booked and busy but we love to see it!!!!!💗

[ham-st4r]

GIVING U A BIG KISS ON UR FOREHEAD FOR POSTING ANOTHER AMAZING STORY. it was so worth the wait cant believe i finished reading i alr miss them 😞 ( i think this calls for another read ahahahahahah )

in love with how u wrote heeseung like he was adorable and his overthinking and rambling is so relatable 😭 and like seriously? he loves being called bunny? i could cry like das so cute ( but honestly i thought 'bun' meant like the food lolll but both cute )

didnt even feel like 19k+ words honestly i started reading last night but like i was so tired and fell asleep i woke up with my laptop still open and the story still up lolll and finished reading it. such a good read 💗

and alsoooo how are you <3 ( and i love the new theme hehe )

First of all not the laptop still being open 🤣😭 but thank you sm bestie it means the world to me 🥺 and heeseung’s character in this is just top tier I don’t think I’ll ever write something as good as this again and seriously even writing it didn’t feel like 19k I feel like there could be so much more to the story but I do like it where it ended

And same all I want rn is to call him my little bunny 😔💓

I’m doing good wbu?👀 also I’m glad you like the new theme 💕

[moonjxsung]

I stan too many girl groups 🤧 My ultimate girls are SNSD, I’ve been a sone since 2010 and they introduced me to kpop. Right now I’ve been loving Triple S, aespa (Winter is my type of girl through and through 🫠), NewJeans and Red Velvet.

Speaking of dream girls Miyeon from Idle and Eunha from Viviz are also 🥲🥲 so my dream girlfriends.

And I totally understand you, people always think I’m the straightest girl just because I dress “girly” and I’m quite feminine. Like feminine girls can’t be bi/lesbians 🤠

MANIFESTING A CUTE GIRLFRIEND FOR YOU STAR 🩷🌷 You deserve it, a cute girl who treats you right kisses you and makes love to you and takes you on dates and buys you SKZ merch and holds your hand and who you can read your writing to and who will compliment you (I’m sad I want a girlfriend now 😭)

~🌷~

I neeeed to get into more ggs! Taking this as my sign to start listening to them more 🫶🫶🫶🫶 also Winter is absolutely gorgeous oh my god she’s one of those people I can’t believe are real??

I KNOW I was super hyperfeminine in early high school when everyone thought I was super straight and then in junior year I stopped wearing makeup and I loved wearing just oversized clothing and holding hands with girls and everyone was like oh is this you coming out 😭 NO I just got tired of being so hyperfeminine all the time 😭☹️ now I’m like a mix between the two so people just concluded I’m bi (rightful assumption tbh)

THANK U BESTIE. EVERYONE COLLECTIVELY MANIFEST A GF FOR ME RN 😔😔😔😔🫶🫶🚶‍♀️🤲 manifesting a cute healthy relationship right back at you, tulip anon !! You deserve the whole worldddd 🫶🩷💕💓

[mebiselfandi]

MY PRECIOUS DIAMONDDDD

Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy birthdayyyyyyyyyy 💗💓💓💓💞💕💝💘💖💘💘💞💓💗💓💞💞💝💘💖💘💕💞💗💓💕💝💘💕💞💞💕💖💝💓💓💞 You are a pure blessing to us all and to the world. It's better because YOU are in it. Words can't describe how much you mean to me bestie. I indulge your h*rny posts with Yi through a breathing tube. I wish I could hug u in person bby I would never let u go.

Only a person as extraordinary as you deserves the yummiest cake. In fact, let me go and get Ney so he can sing happy birthday to you with his incredible singing voice 😍😍😍 I love you so much Ama u have no idea. I'm thinking of u all day today hoping u spend it the way you want to. Much love and kisses bestie 🫶🏼 happy birthday!!!!

^ u @ me

Omg VAL, I’M SCREAMING! HELP!??😭😭😭 not the Tyler meme plsss💀💀

No but seriously this is so so sweet. You’re so kind and you’re one of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. You make me feel 💕✨🥰🌸 inside whenever we interact. You’re so funny (^case in point) and so talented and scrolling through your blog is like free therapy! I hope you enjoyed your trip to Hawaii cause you’re such a darling sweetheart my beautiful rose and you only deserve happiness. Thank you so much for all this. It means the world to me🥹🥹I love you💖💖💖

P.S. yes I did spend it the way I wanted to🥰🥰

[sundrenched-smilez]

Brutal honesty I P AND N

I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.

This is small, but i'm p sure the last time i was jealous recently, was bc i don't have big enough tits to rlly fill out clothes and bras the way some ppl do, and that makes me rlly sad sometimes :~(( like it genuinely gets to me, i want nice, big titties that I can flaunt and show off and have things like underboob, or have them spill out of a bra, or bralette. it's frustrating, and like Maybe theyll grow eventually, but uggghghhgghgh i just want.... fat tits.... please. and a pushup bra........and lingerie. please and thank you.

P - What kind of music I like.

i like bouncy music that sounds fun and interesting!! i like songs i can jam out to and sing along with!!! i like!!! sad songs sometimes!!! i have like a sad girl oc playlist i'm working on and it's rlly fun, i think the fact that music has as wide an array of emotion as people do is fantastic, really special, and insane tbh!!!! ppl don't utilize that enough when they just make cash grabs. music should say something!!! even and especially if, that something is as simple as "get up and dance!!" or like "have fun!!" "I'm sad and needed to get this out!!" "it's okay to cry!!" "grrrr mad"!! music is so so so so special, and i adore listening to everyone's take on it, everyone's taste, and how they vibe n jam to it!!! listen to my #street beats tag if u wanna see some of my favs!! that r like, Unlisted songs and music that ppl just Make like out in the wild, or on the streets!!! (hence the name hehe) i rlly fuckin ADORE crunchy guitar strums, acoustic guitar, fun vocals, and just!!! i like to harmonize w the ppl singing, bc i'm very good at that c:

N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.

SO well. i love my friends SO so fucking much. like i cherish them everyday, and every night when i'm in bed, falling asleep, i wish each and every one of them a goodnight, until i fall asleep with so much love in my heart for them. my friends are my treasures, and I will always give my all to them, and let them know Just how much i love and appreciate them, how sweet or funny they are, and you KNOW i'm always there to hype them up <33333 some of my loved ones, i'm a lot closer with than others, like you!!! i don't just tell every friend i have that i want to be with them, and move in with them and share a life together!!!! so you're very special to me, and I can't wait to meet you so i can give you the BIGGEST hug and kiss your cheek and spend some hardcore quality time with my bestie <3333 💛💛💖💝💟💛💛❣💛💞💓💛💗💛💛💛i love youuuuu

[marymunchkiin]

Glad you are back bestie! Missed seeing you around!

Hii boo! Aww thank you, Missed y'all alot too 🥺😭😭💖 I feel a different kind of happy being here honestly. So glad to have met such amazing moots and followers, sending hugs n kisses to u all! 🥺💓😘

[pinkseas]

[parasocial bestie] GOOD MORNING ALY WHAT THE FUUCKKK K KK KKKKKK YOURE ON FIREEEEEEE RN IM SO PROUD OF YEW youre doing so great 💕💗💕💖💞💓💞💖💞💞💓💞💖💞💗💞💞💖💞💗💞💕💖💞💗💞💖💞💕💓💕💖💕💓💕💓💕💕💓💞💗💞💞💖💞💖💞 CHEERING U ON FOR THE REMAINING 5K ILYSM MASSAGING UR FINGIES FOR UR NEXT WWE BATTLE WITH GDOC HOLDS UR HANDS KISSES THEM UEUEUEUEUEUE 💪💪💪💪💪💪

HESHAEHSAHEHHEASHESAHEHSAHEHSAEHSAHEASHEASH GOOD MORNINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I HOPE YOURE HAVING A GOOD NIGHT AND THAT YOUR DAY WAS WONDERFUL BESTIE <3333333 THANK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💞💞💓💞💖💞💗💞💞💖💞💗💞💕💖💞💗💞💖💞💕💓💕💖💕💓💕💓💕💕💓💞💗💞💞💖💞💖 my hands r being Held and Kissed i am Blushing................. holding UR hands kissing ur cheeks THANK U THANK U THANK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

the scene i just finished was so sorely needed except i am NAWT very confident in the way i wrote a specific character bc i know So Little abt them i feel like but also i can hear everything in their voice so ???? maybe. Maybe. anyways first draft finished SOON and after that editing is soooooo easy and fun and by that i mean i Won't Actually Do Too Much Editing bc i struggle finding ways to fix my own bullshit and i refuse to ask anyone to beta a fuckifngnfg 40k+ fic so its just me and my severely limited ability to fix the multiple wrongs in this thing against the world 💪💪💪 it will be so flawed and yet So Loved and so COMPLETE fr i am going to finish this thing fucking asap and then i will REST. finally................... Finally I Will Rest.

[breadmp3]

AMIRA !!!!!!!!!!! happy birthday my love !!! I hope you have the best day today and that being 24 treats you kindly, you truly deserve it !!! I am sending you the biggest hug you can imagine and a lil forehead kiss too hehe I love you so so so much bestie 🫂💕💓💞💕💓💞

MY BELOVED ABI!!!!<333 thank you so mucchhh!!! im sending u millions of kisses and hugs & a slice of cake!!! i love youuuu so so so so much!!!! mwah mwah 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[parcoeurs]

happy birthday mar!!! 🫶🫶💞💖💕💓💕💖💘💘💝😽😽😽😽 hope you have the bestest day full of love and happiness, sending lots of kisses and smooches mwah 😽💋💋💋💋💋💋

annika thank u bestie!!!!!! ily i’m sending u kisses right back 😚😚😚🫶🏼🫶🏼💞💞💞