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Baby fever

AN: I'm sure your shock has been imagined that I wrote this. I haven't even watched the video fully yet because I should be have been trying to work on my final assignments for the semester but, I've seen enough to prompt me to write this very impulsively. Apologies to all of the fics I was actively working on (glances at my 2Min drabble with apologetic eyes).

Synopsis: Seeing pictures and videos of your boyfriend with a baby inspires a stronger reaction from you than either of you could have anticipated.

Heads up: Hwang Hyunjin x Fem! Reader, established relationship, the plot is barely there if I'm being honest, dirty talk, usage of pet names, nipple play (f. receiving), oral sex (f. receiving), fingering (f. receiving), unprotected piv sex for the first time, both Reader and Hyunjin cry at points, one mention of Reader worrying she'll draw blood from Hyunjin but no actual blood and it isn't referenced beyond that, very apparent breeding kink and talks about breeding, Hyunjin says mommy once in reference to making Reader a mum, creampie and dacryphilia kink if you squint.

Word count: 3765

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You don't expect much when your phone buzzes with a notification from Felix. He always sends you messages throughout the day, even when he has a pretty packed schedule. Asking you how your day is, telling you about his and sending you short videos and funny pictures of the rest of the members that he manages to catch.

So when you open his message, you expect maybe a selfie with him and Chris or a video of Minho feigning annoyance at being recorded.

What you don't expect is to see Hyunjin. Well, that's not entirely true. Felix sends you pictures and videos of Hyunjin all of the time. What you don't expect is to see your boyfriend awkwardly and carefully holding an incredibly adorable, chubby baby.

He did mention a while ago now that he, Felix, and Jeongin were going to be on some variety show with children, but it had honestly slipped your mind. University has been eating you alive for the past month or so, so any space in your brain for anything that isn't response papers and projects has been minimal.

Now, as you as you sit at your desk with the Word document left untouched, all you can do is stare at the video of Hyunjin trying his best to soothe the baby. His hold on him is very clumsy and it makes you a little anxious but, it's all dwarfed by how softly your boyfriend looks at him and how his massive hands cradle the baby's tiny body to his. The smile on his face is positively radiant, and the little cooing sounds he makes do eventually draw a smile and giggle from the baby comfortably in his arms.

You don't think you've felt your heart constrict more in your chest ever in your entire life. Not even when he told you he loved you for the first time or when the two of you went on your first date or the first time you had sex. Sitting here, seeing him fumble his way through interacting with this baby and the unadulterated softness in his face, completely derails any other train of thought than wanting to have a baby of your own with him.

Which is absolute insanity.

Not only are the two of you nowhere near ready to be parents, your relationship is also not even a year old yet. You've spoken about children, and while you are on the same page, now is nowhere near the time.

Still, the more carnal part of your brain can't find it to care as you continue to scroll through the barage of pictures and videos Felix sent to you. An audible 'aw' leaving your lips when the baby's tiny hand wraps around your boyfriend's finger.

Yeah, there's no way you're getting any work done today.

You practically lunge at Hyunjin when he opens your front door. You swallow his noise of surprise greedily, wrapping your arms around his neck and pressing him to the door he just barely manages to close. Despite being caught thoroughly off-guard, he kisses you back. His hands coming to rest on your hips.

"Not that I'm complaining," he breathes out once he separates himself from your lips, "but, what brought this on?"

"Lix sent me pictures and videos of you with a baby," you mutter against his neck as you kiss along the sensitive skin there. Your blood turning into molten heat in your veins as he squirms and whimpers against you. You're sure you're wet enough already to take him. You've been wet for what feels like hours now.

"Okay?" He says, blinking at you in confusion through the lust induced haze he was momentarily in.

"You looked really cute and happy."

He still doesn't seem to quite understand what about that would cause you to react like this.

"Seeing you with a baby was really attractive," you finally spell out for him.

"Attractive?!" He squeaks out, and you'd usually find that endearing and cause to smush his cheeks between your hands, but you're too highstrung right now.

"Yes," you breathe, resuming your kisses along on his neck, on part of his jaw until you reach his ear, "it was really, really attractive. I couldn't even focus on my work because all I could think about was you cumming inside of me and, putting a baby in me."

You're sure Hyunjin would have crumpled to your floor if he wasn't leaning against your door. He was blushing so hard you could feel the heat radiating off of him. You don't think you've ever seen him get this red, especially so quickly, ever.

"Wh-what?" Is all he can respond with and, in all fairness, you did drop a nuclear bit of information on the poor man, so this reaction isn't exactly unexpected.

You take one of his hands and slip it into the waistband of your shorts and panties, moaning quietly when his fingers come into contact with your soaked slit. Hyunjin isn't unaffected either if the glaze in his eyes and bob of his adam's apple are anything to go by.

"I've been so wet for you all day, Jinnie," you whine, your eyes fluttering slightly and your walls clenching when his fingers run along your folds all on their own.

"Fuck," he grits, catching you by surprise this time around and slamming his mouth into yours. This kiss is more carnal than the last one. It's all teeth and tongue and spit and, all you can do is fist his shirt to steady yourself while his nimble fingers stroke you. You're barely aware that he's pushing you backwards until you find yourself hitting your couch. His mouth remains firmly on yours as you two tumble onto it.

A disappointed whine leaves you when his hand leaves your panties and shorts. Your walls throb borderline painfully, and you feel acutely empty. "I'm sorry. I promise I'll make it up to you," he has the audacity to laugh, albeit hoarsely.

"Jinnie, I'm ready. Please, I want you inside of me. I'm beyond ready," you whimper, clutching onto his biceps. Giving him your best puppy dog eyes and pout while he clenches his jaw at your words.

"You're trying to kill me," he groans, resting his forehead against your shoulder. From the pressure you feel on your thigh right now, you're sure your suggestion sounds tempting right now.

He kisses you more slowly this time. Savouring every brush and press of your lips against his own and, the two of you moan into each other as your tongues caress one another. You thought you'd won until you feel his hands impatiently tug your shirt up, exposing your breasts to the cool air of your apartment. His mouth descending down your neck, lavishing your throat with kisses and licks while you arch into him. Your hands tugging on his dark locks while he kisses down your body.

"Hyun-Hyunjin," you whimper, your hips jolting up into him when his breaths ghost over one of your hardened nipples.

"Are you sure you still want me to just fuck you?" Is all he says before you find your nipple enveloped by his mouth and your other breast in one of his hands.

You're sure you've soaked through your panties and are close to ruining your shorts from the way your wetness trickles out of you with every lick and suck of your boyfriend's sinful mouth. The vibrations from the groans he presses into you only make it all so much worse, along with the precise way his fingers tug and lightly pinch your other nipple.

Hyunjin would happily spend hours with his mouth and hands all over your breasts if history is any indication. However, as eyeroll and toe-curl inducing as this all feels, you're determined to get your way.

Your hands cup his face and pull him up to you. The frown on his thoroughly kissed lips almost makes you laugh, but you kiss him before the giggles get the better of you, and he complains about you ruining his time with your tits.

"Want you," you mutter against his lips, palming his erection through his jeans. The evidence of his want for you clear as day and heavy in your palm. You're tempted to just flip him over and sink down on him yourself.

"An-And I'm the one always being called impatient," he retorts with an affectionate roll of his eyes and kiss to the corner of your mouth.

"It's not my fault you looked so attractive," you respond with a shrug, biting back the complaint on the tip of the tongue when he peels away from you to tug off his shirt. God, you really must be the luckiest woman alive.

"I didn't think you'd be so into it," he says distractedly, impatiently tugging down his jeans and leaving him in nothing but his black boxers that cling in a horribly tempting way to his slender hips and, outline his hard cock.

You're not sure whether your mouth or pussy waters more.

Hyunjin flushes under your intense gaze, as if you haven't seen him naked more times than both of you could count. It still boggles your mind sometimes how your boyfriend can turn from confident, sexy and suave to an awkward, flustered mess in an instant. Well, that duality is among the multitude of reasons you're so irrevocably in love with him.

"You're staring," he mumbles, avoiding your gaze.

"It's not my fault you're so hot," you retort, delighting in the deepening blush on his cheeks. He's just too easy for his own good.

He just huffs in parts exasperation and embarrassment, choosing instead to focus on getting you naked. The playful atmosphere quickly dissipates as he hooks his thumbs into your shorts and panties, and you lift your hips to help him tug them off.

Once he's tossed them somewhere to join the heap of clothes littering your floor, Hyunjin settles himself between your thighs once more but, on his stomach this time. You really, really wish he'd just fuck you and before you're able to verbalise that thought, your boyfriend takes a slow, deliberate lick at you.

A strangled gasp flies from your lips and your hips jolt but, his large hands hold you firm. "Just let me do this for you, okay?" He asks, his stupid, pretty brown eyes boring into yours through his dark hair. His mouth hovers above you, as if waiting for some sort of response from you.

"Fuck, fine Jinnie, okay. Please, just do some-" your words are cut off by a choked sob when Hyunjin takes your words as a green light. His lips attached themselves to your poor clit, licking and sucking in ways that tighten the knots in your gut and causes your toes to curl. Your fingers weaving themselves into his hair and tugging, which prompts a whimper from your boyfriend. The vibrations making your eyes roll into the back of your skull.

A pitchy moans of his name fill the air of your apartment when his slender fingers toy with your entrance. Barely breaching your hole and you want to scream.

"Hyunjin," you whimper out, impatiently tugging on his hair.

"I'm sorry," he mutters against you with a smile and, pushes two of his fingers into you gradually.

They don't fill you nearly as much as you need but, they're better than nothing. That thought is particularly bolstered when he curls them inside of you, only needing a few moments before he finds the spot inside of you that makes your thighs quiver and your mind to go blank. Combined with his unrelenting ministrations on your poor, sensitive clit and how needy you've been for him all day, it all becomes too much so quickly.

"Hyun-Hyunjin, Jinnie. I- I'm-" You're not even sure what you're trying to articulate but, the jumbled mess of words seem to only motivate your boyfriend further. He curls his fingers harder and laps at your clit with renewed enthusiasm.

That's all it takes for everything to fracture.

You're sure the grip you have on Hyunjin's hair hurts but, you can't help it. Everything seizes and your walls spasm viciously, clamping down so harshly on Hyunjin's fingers he can barely keep curling them inside of you. Still, he tries. He's not as intense as he was moments ago but, still fingers you through your orgasm while his tongue gently laps up everything you give him.

You sag against your couch once your body relaxes. You're half certain you'd float up into the air if Hyunjin's grip on you wasn't still so strong. Speaking of your boyfriend, he does eventually unlatches himself from your hypersensitive clit. His hair is completely dishevelled, and you could already see a thin sheen of sweat on his flushed skin. His tongue pokes out to chase every bit of you he can on his bruised lips, his eyes dark.

You're sure he feels the way you clench around his fingers despite quite literally just cumming. He leans down to hungrily kiss you, tasting yourself on his tongue that he pushes into your eager mouth. As if your mind isn't muddled enough. You moan into him when he very slowly pulls his fingers out of you. Now you feel so empty that it physically hurts.

"Jinnie," you plead, your fingers reaching down to toy with the waistband of his boxers. The muscles of his abdomen jumping with every brush of your fingers against them. One of his hands comes down to cup your jaw, pressing a delicate kiss to your lips.

"Fine, fine," he says after pulling away from you and tugging his boxers down. His cock, flushed an appealing red, bobbing in the air between the two of you as he drops his boxers on your floor. Your heart hammers against your ribcage, and even more of your wetness leaks out of you, smearing your inner thighs.

Hyunjin gets up, and that kicks you out of the stupor you were in. Your hand shoots to grab his wrist, stopping him dead in his tracks.

"Where are you you going?"

"To uh...get condoms?" He asks, confusion evident in both his voice and handsome face.

"Why?"

"Wh-Why?"

"Yeah, why? I'm okay with not using them if you are. I wasn't kidding when I said I really want you to cum inside of me."

Hyunjin closes his eyes then. Gritting his teeth before responding, "What about...y'know? Not that I don't want to have children with you eventually but-"

"Jinnie, I'm on the pill. I have been since I was a teenager."

That stops Hyunjin. His big, brown eyes blinking at you as if he can't quite believe that this is real. That this is happening.

You soften then, slipping your hand downwards to intertwine your fingers with his longer one, "Hey, we don't have to if you don't want to. We can use condoms if that's what you're comfortable with."

That seems to only make your boyfriend flail harder, "No, no. It's not that I don't want to. Honestly, I've thought about it a lot," that makes you raise an eyebrow, "I've just never- I've just never done it without a condom before."

"Neither have I," you respond easily.

"Really?"

The look you give him is enough for Hyunjin to recognise what a dumb question that was, "Right, okay, sorry."

That seems to ease his anxieties significantly, he doesn't look nearly as tense as he did when you suggested the idea. You tug him down into another deep kiss, wrapping your arms around him as he resumes his place between your thighs. Gasps leaving both of you when his cock nudges at your very wet folds, the barely there pressure and searing heat causing your nails to dig into his shoulders.

"You're 100% sure about this right?" He asks once more, his eyes swirling with nervousness and desire.

While you appreciate how sweet he's being, you're seconds from pulling out your hair if he doesn't just fuck you right now. However, an idea comes to your mind to finally entice your boyfriend into fully letting go.

One of your hands reaches down until you reach the apex of your thighs, spreading your pussy for him to see just how sure you are.

"Yes, Jinnie. Fuck me, please."

Something in Hyunjin snaps then. His mouth swallowing your whimpers as he finally sinks into you. You can feel him practically vibrating with the effort to keep himself composed.

He's so hot inside of you. You're not sure sex has ever felt so intense. You've had him inside of you hundreds of times but, this...this is completely different. You swear you can feel everything. Every twitch and every throb and every vein as your walls melt around him. Before you know it, you're blinking away tears from how overwhelming it all is and pull him closer to you, wrapping your legs around him.

"Fuck, wait. Shit, don't do that. Don't move," he chokes out into the hollow of your throat, his own hold on your hips growing harsh and his cock twitching repeatedly inside of you.

"Jinnie, move," you whine into his ear, you can barely recognise yourself. You sound so foreign to your own ears but, from the way Hyunjin's hips slightly jolt and he mutters a string of curses against your skin, he might be into this new state of fucked out you've managed to achieve.

You thought it couldn't be even intense, but then Hyunjin moves, and you're pretty sure your visions goes black at the edges for a few seconds. There's no way to tell who moans louder but, you both press your noises into each other's skin all the same. Your nails drag down his back so hard that you're briefly worried that you might have drawn blood.

"Baby," Hyunjin whimpers out, thrusting into you slowly and shallowly, barely satisfying either of you, "Baby, I need you to relax. I-I won't last if you don't."

His words only instinctively make you tighten around him, made all the worse since he's so deeply nestled of you. Your walls massaging him and generously coating him in your slick.

"I want it, Jinnie. I don't care, please," you don't know what's possessed you but, the realisation that he very really could fill you with his cum hits you like a train. You pull him even closer to you, "Fuck me all you want. Cum inside of me all you want. Breed me all you want, Jinnie."

Something broken and feral slips from his lips, his teeth ghost over your throat as he fucks into you without abandon. The sounds of your skin colliding and your respective sounds of pleasure echoing all throughout your living room, and probably throughout your entire apartment.

"Yeah? Want me to fuck my baby into you?" He grits out possesively, "Want me to make you swollen with my ba-baby and make you a mommy?"

"Please, yes, Jinnie," you moan, holding onto him for dear life as he seems determined to make his words a reality. Both of you completely lost in each other and delirious.

"Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck," he moans against your shoulder in-between kisses that are more spit and tongue than anything else. "Fuck. Gonna cum. Gonna fill you up with my cum until it's leaking out of you for days. Gonna breed you so good," he slurs, his heavy pants joining the symphony of sounds currently playing through your living room. You're certain you'll have bruises on your hips in the morning but, you couldn't care less. You want it. You want it more than anything.

It's always easy to tell when Hyunjin is about to cum. Your boyfriend isn't exactly great at hiding his emotions, and from the increase in the frequency of curses and moans and the way he holds onto you, you know he's teetering on the edge. You are, too, if you're being honest, but you're more invested in him falling apart. A choked sob of your name is the only warning you receive before you feel his cock twitch inside of you incessantly and warmth flooding your awaiting pussy.

You're surprised to feel some wetness on your shoulder and, concern trumps any other emotion when you register that. Your hands reach to cup his face, a few stray tears streaking his flushed cheeks.

"Hey, Jinnie baby, is everything okay?"

It takes him a few moments to find the words to respond to you, and you rub your thumb soothing on his cheek while you wait for him patiently.

"I-I-I don't think I've e-ever cum so hard. It-It was really i-intense," he hiccups out, nuzzling into your grasp.

Oh.

Well, that puts the tears on his face into a very different light and, perhaps you've discovered another new thing about yourself today.

"I'm sorry. I got a little...out of control at the end there," he mutters, his face speeding from pink to red as he avoids your gaze studiously.

"Jinnie, you have nothing to apologise for," you tug him towards you and plant featherlight kisses on his cheek, "It was really fucking hot, if I'm being honest."

That only makes your boyfriend blush harder and seek refuge in your shoulder after groaning in embarrassment. The movement quickly reminds you that he's still very much inside of you right now and that his cum is slowly starting to trickle out of you but, you feel too boneless to even entertain the idea of getting up right now.

"I'm still surprised seeing me with a baby resulted in all of this," he says after his embarrassment subsides, his fingers tracing nonsensical patterns on your thigh.

"Wouldn't see me with a baby make you feel the same way?"

He seems to ponder on that for a little bit before replying, "Fair point. You know, when we do eventually have one of our own, I hope they have your eyes."

This stupid man and the way he makes your heart race.

"Well, I hope they have your eyes and your pouty lips and your dimples," you retort, feeling very, very shy all of a sudden as though this isn't happening because of you.

"We'll just have to have more than one then. You know, just to make sure they get all of the traits we want them to get," he has the nerve to grin at you.

"Hyunjin!" You cry, scandalised, warmth flooding your face. However, you can't deny that a bunch of children with his smile and kind eyes doesn't sound like the such a bad idea.

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[puppym3]

Hello! I love your writing! I was wondering if you could write something about perv chan as your roommate (only if you’re comfortable with it ofc) Thank you~

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perv!chan x roommate!reader

wc: 3.3k

warnings: MDNI! 18+, smut, both of them r kinda pervs tbh?, massage, dirty thoughts, fingering (f rec), unprotected piv, a little bit of spanking, chan needs to get his massage license revoked, (lmk if i missed any!)

a/n: thanks for the suggestion anon!! i actually wrote this later than usual so if there's any writing mistakes in there let me know... i haven't looked at it for a day and it hasn't been proof read :( i usually write a ton and don't look back.

let me know if you want to be added to the taglist and remember to not be too delulu!! love you guys

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As you arrive home from work, you drop your purse at the entrance of your shared apartment and let out a tired sigh. It was an exhausting day at work for you; all you really want to do now is relax.

You walk through the living room, passing by the TV playing some show and your roommate, Chan, who is watching the TV from the couch, gives a glance to you and a soft greeting in a casual tone.

You let out another sigh and walked over to the couch before just flopping down next to him.

"Ugh... it was such a long day at work today... I just want to relax now."

You stretch your arms above your head, letting out a soft moan as you do so.

Chan lets out a soft chuckle at your exhaustion before his eyes trail to the exposed part of your abdomen as your shirt rides up with your stretch.

"Yeah, you look like you need some rest, you had to work overtime again as usual today, huh?"

You just nodded to his question as you yawned, your shirt slowly lowering back down and covering your abdomen again. You lay back on the couch with a sigh, stretching your legs out over the other side of the couch and resting your head on a pillow that's on the armrest behind you.

"Yeah... boss was extra strict today, made me stay late while she went home early to take the day off... it sucked..."

You closed your eyes and rested them from the stressful day at work, feeling relaxed at the soft cushion under you.

Chan's gaze shifts to the pillow covering your face, blocking your view as your eyes remain closed, fueling his imagination of what he desires to do to you.

He has always had feelings for you ever since you first met. He never got the nerve to ask you out before, so he was always alone at home most of the time, usually having to take care of himself at night, and the thoughts he has now aren't any better.

"Uhm, maybe I can give you a massage? It may help you relax, you're always so tense..."

Chan suggested, looking away from you to hide the slight blush that had crept up on his cheeks, even though you couldn't see him due to the pillow blocking your view.

Your eyes slowly fluttered open and you just hum in consideration, thinking about what he just said.

"Yeah... that actually doesn't sound like a bad idea..." You mutter as you sit up straight, setting the pillow down on the couch next to you. "But you really don't have to, it's fine. You must be exhausted too."

You yawn and look at him.

"If anything I can give you one, but it's okay really..." You let out a soft smile and wave a hand, but Chan is adamant about giving you one.

"I can give you a massage. Just... relax, I got you..." He tells you, looking right at you with his intense eyes.

You raise a brow. "But what about you? It doesn't seem fair..." You mutter, but you don't mind the idea, really.

"Just relax..." He coaxed, standing up and looking down at you with a warm smile, the blush still on his cheeks. "Let me give you a massage..."

He guides you to lay down on your front, you lay your head down on the pillow again and let him do it, relaxing yourself to be calm as you close your eyes to enjoy it.

Chan slowly started to knead and squeeze at the soft skin of your hips. As you feel his hands touch you, your body becomes more sensitive than before to his touch. The soft sighs you let out every so often only seemed to make him touch you even more. His fingers dig deeper into your hips and massage your body in a more sensual way than he was originally going for, his eyes completely focused on your soft curves as you lay on the couch, your eyes closed in a relaxed manner and your legs slightly parted for him to have better access to you.

He starts to let his imagination wander even further, his hands roaming your sides and finding the edge of your shirt, his fingers slipping underneath your top to touch at the skin of your sides before going to the small of your back.

You let out another sigh, more sensual than before, and Chan is just getting more excited at this, wanting to do so much more than just a massage at this point. But he has to wait and take it slow...

He slowly massaged your hips again, getting closer and closer to your ass and you felt him squeezing more than you did before.

He looks at your face, noticing the relaxed expression, and he slowly slips a hand into the back of your skirt, making its way up to your ass. You slightly shudder as he makes contact, your soft moans only egging him on and giving him confidence, he's glad he doesn't have your full attention so you wouldn't be able to stop him from his actions.

As he squeezes at the softness of your ass, his imagination continues to run wild, and he can't help himself as he grabs at you more aggressively than he had intended to, squeezing your ass with both of his hands now, completely unable to contain his excitement as his imagination begins to overtake him completely.

Your moans grow louder, and you feel a rising heat as your body responds to his touch. His mind tells him to stop but his body has other ideas. His hands grip your ass and he starts to rub your thighs, the fabric of your skirt riding up higher and exposing the soft, smooth skin of your legs, and his breathing is getting more ragged.

Your moans are getting more frequent, your legs squirming from the sensation as you grip the pillow with both your hands and arch your back, pressing your ass further against his touch.

"Ah..." You whimper and let out a shaky breath. "Chan, what are you-"

You cut yourself off as he keeps groping you. His breathing is heavy now, his hands on the soft mounds of your ass squeezing and releasing and gripping and rubbing you in a way that has your mind reeling. Your thighs twitch slightly as his fingers make contact with your skin.

"I... I think we may have to stop, Chan... I think this is a little too much..." You try to speak up and put your foot down but your body isn't complying with you, you are just so relaxed and you enjoy what he's doing... you like how he's touching you.

You let out a loud moan as he continues to play with your ass and you bite down on your lower lip. You try to speak up again to stop him, but he just doesn't seem to listen to you as he's enjoying it as much as you are, if not even more so.

He wants more of you. He can't get enough of you.

He leans over your body as his hands work on your thighs, slowly working their way to the waistband of your skirt as he leans in close to your face, his breath hot against your ear and sending a shiver down your spine, his chest pressing up against your back and his hardness pressing up against your ass, causing you to let out another soft moan.

"Chan..." You whimper.

"Just relax... let me make you feel good..." Chan cooed softly. "Don't you want to feel good?"

You hesitate to answer, you're so confused but you do want to feel good. You've had your fair share of fantasies about your roommate as well, when he had just showered, or when you could hear him at night through the walls.

But...

"Yes... I do" you reply hesitantly, letting him guide you to lie down on your front. Your mind is conflicted, but you do want to feel good. And your body wants it, so why not?

Chan gets on top of you and his hands find their way to the soft flesh of your back. His fingers are soft, and gentle as they run across your skin, and he leans into the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply, and savoring your scent as he gently strokes the nape of your neck. His fingers slowly work their way down to your sides, and he feels you shudder, the fabric of your blouse stretching to accommodate his hands as they work their way further down to the hem of your skirt.

Your eyes widen in shock as his fingers come to rest against the damp cotton fabric of your underwear, his breath catching in his throat, as he realizes that your arousal is obvious, the fabric of your underwear sticking to you, a small patch of your arousal already having soaked through, his fingers touching at the warm dampness of you.

You gasp, feeling your underwear getting even damper as he runs a finger along your folds, before gently rubbing your clit through your underwear, a small moan escaping from your lips.

Your heart is racing as you feel his finger tracing along your panties, and his breath hot against the back of your neck. He groans softly, the sound causing shivers to run along your spine as his fingers gently probe you through the damp cotton of your underwear.

You can't help but whine as slips his finger past the damp fabric, and his breathing hitches in his throat, his finger gliding over your warm, wet pussy lips, causing you to shudder as he strokes along your folds.

His other hand moves up and down the soft curve of your back as he strokes your wetness, gently rubbing your clit in slow circles, the fabric of your underwear moving as he rubs against you, before he slides a finger along your pussy, feeling your wetness against his fingertips as he pushes his finger inside of you.

You shudder, your hands gripping the pillow and arching your back as you feel him slipping his finger inside you. Your hips jerk forward in surprise, a sharp gasp escaping from your lips as he slowly starts to finger fuck you, your pussy clenching around his finger as he begins to finger you harder, faster.

Your breathing is getting ragged and your skin feels hot against his as you press yourself against him. Your eyes close as you bite your lower lip, and your whole body trembles with anticipation. You feel him pulling his finger out of you, and his hand slides under the waistband of your skirt to gently stroke along your inner thigh.

He lifts the fabric higher and pushes his finger back inside you, gently massaging your inner thigh, feeling your muscles tense and your pussy clench around him as you bite your lower lip to muffle the moans escaping from your mouth. You can't stop yourself from moaning as he thrusts his finger back inside of you, slowly building up his pace as his hand slips under the waistband of your skirt to grope at the soft, warm flesh of your ass cheeks.

He kneads at the flesh as he works his fingers inside of you, stroking your wet, velvety inner walls, causing you to gasp out as you grip the pillow even tighter. The soft sounds of his fingers moving against you, stroking against the fabric of your skirt are filling the air. His breathing is getting faster as he slips another finger into you.

You let out another moan and clench your pussy around his fingers, causing him to let out a soft moan as well, as his fingers begin to rub against your inner walls, feeling you twitch around him as he slowly builds up the pace of his fingering, thrusting his fingers in and out of you.

His cock is hard and aching as it strains against his jeans, and he can't help himself as he presses it up against your ass. He starts grinding up against your ass, groaning softly as he thrusts his fingers inside of you.

Your heart is racing, and your breathing is ragged, the sound of him rubbing up against your ass is sending shivers down your spine. His breathing is getting more and more erratic, as he feels his cock getting even harder. Your pussy clenches around his fingers as he begins to finger fuck you harder, and faster.

You can feel yourself starting to come close to orgasm. You can't control your moans as you bite your lower lip and thrust your hips against him. You grip the pillow tight, trying to muffle your moans as you feel him pulling his finger out of you again. He pulls back slightly and takes the waistband of your skirt, yanking it up as he pulls his finger out, revealing your bare, wet pussy, before he grabs at the hem of your underwear, ripping them down to expose you completely.

He presses his fingers against your slick, warm pussy, and begins to slide them up and down your folds, spreading them out to get a good look at you, causing you to bite your lower lip to stifle a moan.

"Oh, fuck, you look so pretty..." He whispers as he grinds his cock up against your ass, feeling the fabric of his jeans rub up against your ass, sending shivers down your spine.

His hands are moving all over your body as he leans forward to kiss the back of your neck. He wraps his hands around your hips and grinds up against you.

Chan slowly works the button on his pants loose, and unzips himself, feeling the fabric of his jeans against your bare ass. His cock is rock hard as he pushes it up against your pussy, groaning as he slides it between your folds.

You can feel his precum oozing out onto the back of your thigh as he grinds up against you. He places his hands on your ass and gently squeezes, letting out a soft sigh as he feels your soft, warm flesh against his fingers, causing you to bite your lower lip to stifle another moan.

You feel his hard cock throb between your folds, and your eyes widen as he presses it against your pussy. You feel it begin to spread you apart, as he slowly thrusts up, spreading your pussy out even more. Your pussy tightens as the head of his cock stretches you. You bite your lower lip to stifle a moan as he pushes deeper, widening your entrance. He groans softly, feeling the warm wetness of your pussy envelop his hard cock.

Your breathing is heavy and your legs feel like jelly.

He grasps onto your hips and starts to thrust himself in and out of you, groaning as your pussy tightens around his hard cock, sending waves of pleasure throughout your body as you clench around him. You gasp out loudly as he moves his cock in and out of your wet pussy, his groans and your moans filling the room, echoing off the walls.

Chan's breathing is heavy and he moans out loudly as he pushes his cock deep inside your pussy, and you let out a whimper as you feel yourself being filled.

He places his hands on your ass cheeks and gently squeezes them, before he slaps your ass hard, sending shivers up your spine as your body jerks forward in surprise.

"Oh fuck..."

His breath is hot against the back of your neck as he slowly slides his cock back into your tight pussy, stretching you out and sending shivers of pleasure through you, causing you to clench around him and grip the pillow with your fingers.

You feel him press his chest against your back, and he starts to thrust his hips against you, moaning softly as you clench around his cock.

"Fuck... you feel so good... better than I could ever imagine."

You let out a shaky breath as he thrusts deep inside of you, hitting that sweet spot deep inside you. You clench around his cock again, and his hands grab your ass as he pounds deep into you, and you feel your body shudder, a jolt of pleasure rippling through your body as he pushes even deeper into you, filling you up completely.

Chan thrusts deeper into you, causing you to cry out in ecstasy, as your pussy clenches around him. He pounds into you, as you grip the pillow tighter and tighten your grip on him as he thrusts into you harder, and deeper, causing you to cry out loudly, as you feel yourself coming close to orgasm.

Chan's breathing becomes ragged, and his thrusts become more erratic.

He cries out, gripping your hips hard, his cock twitching inside of you as he cums inside of you, causing you to cry out in ecstasy as you reach your own orgasm.

Your body convulses, and your back arches as the waves of your orgasm ripple through you, causing uncontrollable moans to escape your mouth. Your hips jerk back and forth as you ride out your orgasm, and Chan wraps his arms around you as he buries his face into your shoulder, moaning and grunting as he pumps his cum deep inside your pussy.

"Fuck... oh fuck, that was amazing..." Chan moans and kisses the back of your neck softly. You gasp as he slowly pulls out of you, and he gives your ass a soft, loving pat. You hear him chuckle and he gently nuzzles you.

You relax on your front for a couple of minutes as your body comes down from your high. Your legs feel like jelly as Chan stands up and carries you to your room. You wrap your arms around his neck, your legs dangling limply, as he lays you on the bed.

You slowly open your eyes, feeling his hands rubbing your back soothingly as he sits down beside you.

"Sorry about that, should I massage you for real now?"

Your face flushes red, and you hide your face in the pillow. You're still kind of embarrassed about the whole thing. Chan chuckles as he notices you bury your face.

"We were just having a little bit of fun... we're both adults, it's nothing to be embarrassed about. Though, I will admit that I don't usually act that way..."

You peek your head out and look at him curiously, wondering what he means by that. Chan looks down, blushing slightly as he bites his lower lip.

"Well, you're kind of irresistible..."

Chan sighs, his blush getting even deeper. You raise an eyebrow as you look at him.

"Irresistible?" You question, curious about what he means. Chan lets out a soft laugh.

"I mean, well... some nights, I would... hear you, when you're... when you're, uh... I mean, I know I was just teasing you but..." He clears his throat.

Your face heats up even more and you look away. You feel slightly embarrassed by the situation, but a part of you feels proud, knowing that the noises you made unintentionally affected your roommate.

"It's okay, I could hear you too."

Chan looks up, a blush forming across his face as he realizes you heard him too.

"Y-You did? Oh god, that's so embarrassing..." You look back at him and notice he looks rather cute as his face is bright red and he covers his face in shame. You can't help but let out a soft laugh, finding the whole thing adorable.

"You really had it bad for me?"

You bite your lower lip as you try to stop yourself from laughing, but you can't help but giggle.

"Yes, I guess I did," Chan admits, his face still bright red.

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diving in | tbz eric sohn

“you said you wanted to surf with me. Let me show you something while I’m at it.”

pairing » the boyz eric sohn x fem!reader

trope/au » established relationship, non-idol au!

genre »​ smut 18+ (PLEASE MDNI!!) 🔞 (kinda) surfer eric, some fluff

word count; estimated reading time » 1970; ~8 mins

warnings (lmk if i missed anything!) » dom!eric, sub!reader, public sex (on a surfboard in the ocean, quite far away from the rest of the crowd), praising (reader receiving), dirty talk (not explicit), begging (reader to eric), pet name (baby girl, pretty girl), nickname (buff puppy; reader to eric), fingering (reader receiving), marking and kisses on skin (reader receiving), reader has medium-long hair, reader wears a bikini, eric is shirtless, eric and reader are the same height, eric implied to have a bigger build, orgasm denial (once), cum tasting (eric to reader)

navi/masterlist!! 🤍

happy birthday bubba @mosviqu 🥰 just a little something for you 🫂 thank you for proofreading and helping with warnings last minute @sanaxo-o 🥰

In between your chaotic university schedule and unhelpful teammates in your group work, came Eric's idea to take a day at the beach. You're more than enlightened at the idea, already sorting the day's wardrobe in your head.

Now, the toasted sand tickles between the crevices and around your bare feet, but you don't flinch, feeling your muscles relax instead. Your exposed stomach and back bask in the sun, delightful at the kiss from the sun. Eric walks beside you, his right hand protectively landing on your waist, pulling you closer to him; reminding the others around you to stop looking at your lower cheeks and upper chest which makes him scowl.

"You're looking hot but I hate how others can see you like this." Tucking his hand on the aide waistband on your bottoms and letting the material slap your skin.

You raise an eyebrow at him, your head dipping and rising at his exposed chest, "Speak for yourself, you buff puppy."

There and then comes Eric's light and golden smile that had you since day one, that only seemed all the more attractive with the limited skin contact that you share due to your light blue bikini and his pink swimmers. For Eric, it's the fact that the sight of you like this makes him want to take you right then and there, but he needed to stay civil in the public place.

You made your temporary post in the crowded space, spreading your beach towel and your belongings under the beach umbrella that you recently bought. Eric sticks his surfboard onto the sand next to where you would be sitting, creating more walls from the setting yet still scorching sun. You both settle in, popping off the cap of your sunscreen.

"Need help?" Knowing well enough that you will accept it.

A generous amount is applied to his palm and Eric guides you to sit between his spread legs as he begins applying the lotion starting from your shoulders and along your spine. You should've known that he was plotting something for even though you couldn't see the spreading grin on his face, his hands did all the talking. From the curve of your shoulder, coming to curve to your chest.

Slightly turning your head around, you shoot him a raised eyebrow but he feigns a straight face. His fingers go beneath the shoulder strap, following the line to your breasts. At least, you thought he would be groping you over the clothing but were proved wrong when your hardened buds were between his fingers that swiped and tugged making your back straighten.

"E-Eric---" Looking around at the oblivious children and parents. You couldn't help but squirm into him, the tip of his finger now circling your sensitive buds.

A hand flies to cover your mouth and Eric only shoots you a smile at the way your lips tremble in pleasure. "Good girl." Oh, he's crazy to call you that in public. "Looking all pretty for me."

"Oh..." His fingers tap teasingly towards your clothed mound, making your legs close instinctively. Eric clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth in disapproval, to which you shakily open your shaking legs once more to him. You know where this is going and you should probably keep some public dignity but how could you when the length of his fingers covers your slit, brushing you in an upwards motion, proud of the dampening fabric that he's created?

Your head falls back onto his shoulder, gasping for the air above. The whimpers that you let out are now clearer and closer to your boyfriend’s ears and once again, it takes Eric everything to not turn you around, tug both your underwear down and guide your surely pooling arousal around his hardening part.

But he’s got better ideas than what you both usually do behind closed doors. The fact that you’re gripping onto his forearm, gasping for air and his touch despite only having a minimal amount of coverage to the world around you makes the idea in his head all the more interesting to try. Without another word, Eric retracts his arm, scooting backwards before standing up.

Your furrowed eyebrows contrasted with the cute jut of your lower lip as your head turned, eyes following to see him retrieve his surfboard from the sand, tucking it below his arm. Eric winks at you and before you can protest your disappointment about the building orgasm, he crouches eye level with you, stealing a peck from your lips. 

“Come on,” he tilts his head towards the body of water, “you said you wanted to surf with me. Let me show you something while I’m at it.”

You couldn't see through that mischievous smirk and that annoyingly charming wink sent once again. Even though you rolled your eyes and heaved a heavy sigh, he knew that you would accept the hand that he has put out for you. Just like before, his fingers curve around the side of your waist, the surfboard from before under his arm as you both make your way to the crowded ocean.

At first, everything is civil. You both cupped your hands together to splash the salty liquid on each other’s faces, innocent and beaming in the summer. Eric would use the board as a barrier from your attacks and in turn, you would shout at how unfair he was being in the fight. The cooling water around you and the way the sand below you would most probably get between your feet when you walk back. The particles of sand would also be around your body, stuck between the gap between your bikini and your skin. But it’s fun and spending this time to just forget about your priorities is great, especially when you can do it with the love of your life. 

It’s true when people say time passes by fast when you have fun for with each passing splash to each other’s faces, the sun sets and the temperature drops even more, and Eric’s love and warmth for you becomes all the more evident. As you have fun together, you’ve reached a part of the area where it’s more secluded. The laughter of the families, squealing children and somewhat worried parents were quite a distance---it’s enough for you both to be moderately loud together; whatever those noises may be from. Eric pulls his body onto the floating board, legs straddling on each side, eyes forward towards the horizon and sunset. You gazed up at him with adoration, resting your arm onto the unoccupied part of the board as you gaze at the scene too. 

He admires the scenery in front of him, alternating between that and you next to him still in the water. You're left still in the water until he acknowledges you once more with a kiss, slotting his lips between yours. His thumb and index trap your chin, controlling the flow of the kiss. Eric smiles at the swipes of his tongue that would make your eyes slightly roll back. Your hands grip his thigh, slightly pushing him down in an attempt to dive into the kiss further. To the shaky movement, Eric tightens his hold on your chin, separating your wet lips with an innocent shake of his head.

“Don’t make me fall, baby girl,” He warns you softly. “Come here.” He pats on the board in front of him, instructing you to get on the board with minimal movement. 

Because of your lack of experience with the surfboard and everything about surfing, it was a little bit of a struggle to get on the rocky surface. The natural waves didn’t help you either. But Eric’s skilful balancing skills, tilting his upper body to the opposite side of the board of where you are to maintain his drying hair eventually made you both succeed in sitting together to watch the sunset in his arms. With his hands on your waist, he pulls you and himself closer, loving the feeling of your exposed back on his defined chest.

You exhale at the feeling, leaning and putting your weight onto him. To be honest, you could fall asleep to the sound of the waves, Eric’s humming and the way his thumb caress your skin. But Eric did not want you to fall asleep---he wanted the opposite of your snores and relaxed brain. His hands start to trail down, following the downward curve of your thigh, again towards your core that you couldn’t tell if it was your arousal or the sea. You gasp at how he didn’t bother to tease you from above your underwear, tugging cloth to one side, inserting one finger straight into your pooling hole.

“You can be louder,” he encourages the whiny moans that you started to voice, “They’re all away from us.” Referring to earlier when you were in a ‘more’ crowded place. 

Eric made use of his mouth, opened lips landing on the area between your neck and your shoulder. He makes his mark along the slide, sucking open-mouthed kisses while his fingers start to increase the pace, driving you to your wave. Your thighs start shaking, just like your ragged breaths and the slight thrashing of your head resting laid on his shoulder. Just like he wants, your voice becomes louder, not only because you’re right next to him but because you’re starting to not care about the setting you’re in.

“Keep still,” he reminds you of the uneven surface, “if you keep moving so harshly, you won’t be able to cum.” With this, his hand that has tugged your underwear away lets go and the elastic slaps to his retracting hand increase its pace and stretch your hole as he inserts another finger.

Your hands grip his wrists, hazy eyes gazing down to see the trembling of your thighs that have started to grip the blue board as you feel the increase of your release building up. Eric syncs your moans to the plunging of his fingers inside you. The tip of his fingers reaches your sweet spot, hitting that spot each time to leave you all the more breathless. Another finger is inserted and you can’t help but lean almost all your weight onto Eric now, losing your mind at how Eric constantly hits the spot that he knows all too well.

“Faster,” you beg to compensate for the orgasm he took away from you earlier. “Please don’t stop.” 

Eric complied with your request, turning his head towards the crook of your neck and littering soft small kisses to the back of your ear. Each time he pulls away from another peck comes another encouraging praise from all the “You’re taking me so well” to the “My pretty girl” to the dirtier words that encourage to finally coat his fingers with a layer of you. He didn’t stop at your orgasm, letting the surge of relief travel all over your body, only beginning to slow down when your breathing normalises. 

Eric’s gaze on your side profile is adoring, his hand coming back to cover your spent core. His face comes up to nudge and trace along your jawline and he lets out a soft chuckle. “You alright?”

You chuckle back, turning your head to nudge your nose against his, “Yeah. You?” He nods and kisses you still with a wide smile. “Amazing balance you have here, Mr Sohn.”

“I know,” he wiggles his eyebrows playfully, “I am amazing.”

You couldn’t argue with that statement. Eric Sohn is the love of your life after all.

“You know what else is amazing?” You raise an eyebrow at the question. Eric gives that mischievous smirk again, lifting the three fingers that made you gasp for air a few minutes ago, “Open up.” 

Diving in once more.

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[ BITE ME. ] : 1k words » LUCIFER MORNINGSTAR X FEM READER. — lucifer sees you reading dracula by bram stoker and apparently he thinks it’s one of the best things that came out of giving humans free will. so he indulges in it.

#tags. biting (obviously), vampire teeth, replication of the seductive nature of vampires, suggestive, blood sucking, blood, explicit consent

a/n. thank you so much for 100 followers! i was supposed to disclose what i wanted to do for 100 followers but i promise i pack a lot of punches! stay tuned for that post bc i will be doing a LOT of things for you personally!

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You were completely and utterly trapped in the jaws that belonged to Lucifer Morningstar as he lifted your chin. His eyes dropped to half-mast as your neck had been exposed to him, the clean skin glowed under the odd lighting of the hotel.

“What’s that you’re reading, honey?”

It’s an amazing thing, whatever it is he’s doing to you right now. Forget the heat rising to your cheeks. Forget that you’d complied to the fact that your neck is very vulnerable in the current state he held you in; your delightful book had still been sitting open and comfortable in your lap with your hand still holding onto either side so as not to lose where you left off. And Lucifer …

Well, he kneeled before you on the bed you shared with him, but he most certainly kept that small distance from your book instead of putting it away.

He leaned back a little, and you get a good view of his striped waistcoat and the way it curved around his … well endowed chest.

He grinned. “Dracula. I like that about you.”

“Dracula?” You couldn’t help but let out a breathy chuckle. “You like Dracula about me?”

“Oh but you must know that’s no laughing matter. Dracula … is one of the best things humans have ever done with their free will. Don’t even talk to me about vampires …”

Your breath hitched. His thumb froze where it hovered over your bottom lip.

“Vampires …” he repeated in a mutter, as if to think aloud.

You scrambled to hold up the book where you could see it, seeing as Lucifer still had your jaw held high and to the side. But the way you could barely keep the book from spilling from your hands had been more than enough to give you away. Fuck, in this pathetic state, you should have been the one kneeling.

Lucifer hovered just below your jaw. His lips parted, and you shut your eyes to embrace the sensory input of his touch completely; his breath fanned and spread across your skin like casting a thick fog over an abandoned island.

“Do you want to be bitten, my love?” His lips gave the faintest flicks against your skin as he spoke. “To be tasted?”

“Maybe,” you said, and it was nearly a sigh when the way he held you was a vice. Your blood vessels ached to be invaded, to be cut off course.

“Hmmm?” He dragged out the syllable like the tease he was. Then two ends like daggers poked you, threatening to tear through your surface.

They relented soon enough, gliding down instead of sinking into your skin. Your muscles blew ice cold at the lack of a threat.

“What about now?” Your name reverberated deep in his throat, the sound caressed your ear like the sweet thing you were in Lucifer’s hands.

You knew for a fact that this couldn’t have been real. Either that, or Lucifer had reformed his teeth just for this moment, in which case, the more you thought about it the more it didn’t seem all that surprising, the way he would do anything to get you flustered.

He pressed damp kisses along your jaw and down your neck.

“I could do this aaall day, my doll,” Lucifer hummed lightly. He finally let your chin fall to its natural position, only for your eyes to fall on him. His face.

His teeth.

Sure enough, they had turned a completely straight row from cheek to cheek except for the two pointed canines—they were the only teeth that shone in the light.

“Luci …” you sighed, releasing a breath like it was a prayer.

And Lucifer was listening.

He drew closer to you, his lips inches from your own.

“Your fantasies are mine to fulfill,” Lucifer soothed, his hypnotic voice slithering to your head and plucking every coherent thought you had left. “Anything is yours for the asking, you just name it.”

“Please, bite me,” you found yourself pleading softly. You bit your lip, averting your gaze. That was sudden, even for you; your tongue flicked faster than your brain could react. “I—I need you to bite me.”

“Good girl,” Lucifer beamed as his grin returned to him, and he wasted no time as he ducked down to your neck and planted chaste kisses in a concentrated spot where your jugular sat with anticipation.

You tilted your head to the side to allow him better access, and his hand instinctively supported the side you tilted on. You allowed yourself to rest in the warmth as your shoulders eased up.

“This is going to hurt, but only for a split second,” Lucifer warned in a deep voice. “Then, I will give you nothing but pleasure.”

You gritted your teeth as lightning struck your neck and your hand tightened on his wrist. He stroked his thumb up and down your cheek, and it did well in easing the pain before the dam of rigid pain gave in and pleasure took its place—took all the places.

His tongue lapped at the wound, teeth still anchored in your neck as you felt a bit of yourself, your cells, blood, muscle strength seep out of you steadily. Your head began to spin, but your limbs fell weak at the sensation that had you on the precipice of something you couldn’t name.

Then, his teeth slipped out of your flesh as his tongue took care of the rest—the forked edges covering more ground as if to seal the wound.

“How was that?” Lucifer pulled back immediately, a bright smile incorporated his face as thin trails of blood dripped down to his chin.

Your head had still been knocking against the edges of your skull, but you managed a smile and maybe a bit of a lightheaded chuckle nonetheless. When you readjusted your legs on the bed, trouble swiped cold between your thighs. Oh, well. What were you expecting?

“Kiss me,” you said.

“Sorry?” He asked. “Honey, there’s still blood on my HMMPH—”

You engulfed him in a kiss as you pulled him by the neck and fell back against the bed. He tried to stabilize himself but it didn’t even take another minute more before both of your clothes were as good as trash on the floor.

[trulyumai]

planting chaos

pairing: Stanford Pines / Reader (+Infatuated Bill Cipher)

synopsis: Bill cypher and Ford are buddies, right? And what kind of buddy wouldn’t enter inside their pals mind and kind, of maybe, well… fall in love with their special buddies significant other!? Ha!

warnings: none!

a/n: This was a request, thank you anonymous!

Chapter One: Oh Great Eye o’ Mine!

Gravity Falls was eerily quiet, save for the rustling of leaves and the distant sound of water flowing in the stream. In the shadows, a figure stood out—an odd triangular shape with a single eye, casually perched on a branch. Bill Cipher had found himself unusually fascinated with the mind of one Stanford Pines, the brilliant but guarded scientist. As he dug deeper into Ford’s psyche, he stumbled upon a hidden gem—a thought, a feeling, a name: you.

He had seen you around the Pines’ household, quiet and often retreating into the safety of your own thoughts. You were the type to fade into the background, unnoticed yet undeniably present. Bill couldn't resist the thrill of a challenge. With a grin, he dove into Ford's mind, the connection growing stronger as he navigated through memories and emotions.

—————————————

Your first real encounter with Bill came on a chilly evening. You were sitting alone on the porch, reading a book, when the air shimmered and twisted. Suddenly, Bill appeared before you, his form vibrant and unsettling.

"Well, well, what do we have here?" he said, tilting his head with a mischievous smile. "A shy little butterfly trapped in a web of words. How quaint!"

You jumped, nearly dropping your book. “What do you want?” Your voice was barely a whisper, laced with fear.

“Want? Oh, darling, I just wanted to meet the intriguing mind that’s been wandering around Ford’s thoughts!” His tone was playful, but there was an edge of something deeper—curiosity.

Days turned into weeks, and Bill began visiting you more often. At first, he was a chaotic force in your life, bringing an unpredictable energy that both frightened and fascinated you. He would often joke about your timid nature, but there was a softness in his gaze when he looked at you.

“Why do you hide in the shadows?” he asked one evening, floating beside you as you sat on the porch. “You’ve got such potential! So much to offer!”

You sighed, feeling exposed under his intense gaze. “It’s just… easier to blend in. No stresses, no expectations. People don’t see me and that’s okay.”

“But I see you,” he insisted, a genuine sincerity lacing his playful demeanor. “And I like what I see. You’ve got real spark, Kiddo!” He twirled a shadowed hand before continuing.

“So much untapped talent waiting to be broken into!”

You couldn’t help but blush at his words, a mixture of flattery and confusion swirling within you. As the days passed, you found yourself looking forward to his visits, despite the chaos he embodied.

——————————————————

As Bill became a constant presence in your life, you opened up to him in ways you hadn’t anticipated. You shared your dreams, your fears, and even your thoughts on Ford’s experiments. Bill, in return, revealed fragments of his own existence—his chaotic nature, his longing for connection, and, surprisingly, his loneliness.

“Even a demon needs a friend,” he said one night, his tone shifting from teasing to sincere. “And you, my dear, are the most fascinating being I’ve encountered.”

You could feel your heart race. “I’m just… me. Why would you want to be friends with someone like me?”

“Because you’re different. You see the world through a lens that’s uniquely your own. That’s rare and delightful,” he replied, floating closer, his eyes glinting with mischief yet softened by warmth.

As your connection deepened, Ford’s paranoia began to grow. He sensed something amiss with Bill’s presence around you and his mind. Late one night, Ford confronted Bill, accusing him of manipulating you.

“Stay away from her, Bill! She doesn’t understand the danger you pose!” Ford’s voice was sharp, filled with protective anger.

Bill simply laughed, unfazed. “Oh, Ford, you worry too much! She’s not just a pawn in my game. She’s special.” His eyes flickered toward you, who stood off to the side, uncertain.

Feeling cornered, Ford’s protective instincts kicked in, and he attempted to sever the connection Bill had forged with you. “You need to leave. Now.”

The tension reached a breaking point. Ford attempted to trap Bill, hoping to contain him once and for all. But in the chaos, Bill turned on Ford with a predatory grin.

“Did you really think you could control me?” he taunted, the air crackling with his energy. “You’re the one who’s been playing with fire!”

You watched in horror as Ford’s plan unraveled, but in the midst of the chaos, Bill’s gaze met yours. There was an intensity there, a desperation that tugged at your heart.

“Join me, won’t you?” he said, a wild glint in his eye. “Let’s make our own destiny! You could be my right-hand gal, and we’d be unstoppable!”

The words echoed in your mind as the battle raged on. Part of you was terrified by the implications, yet another part—one that had slowly grown fond of the chaos Bill represented—was intrigued.

“Bill, wait!” you shouted, stepping forward. “This isn’t what I wanted! You can’t just hurt him!”

Bill’s expression softened slightly, the chaos around him fading for a moment. “I don’t want to hurt you, my dear. I want to show you a world beyond the ordinary—a place where you can truly shine.”

But you were torn. Ford had been a protector, a lover… he had trusted you. “I… I can’t just abandon him,” you murmured, glancing back at Ford.

“Then you’ll always be stuck in the shadows,” Bill replied, frustration mingling with a hint of pleading in his voice. “You could be so much more with me! I can help you break free from your fears.”

In that moment, everything shifted. You took a deep breath, feeling the weight of your decision pressing down on you. “I won’t choose chaos over what’s right. I won’t let fear dictate my life anymore.”

Bill’s expression darkened, frustration boiling over. “You’re making a mistake! You could have everything!” His voice was laced with desperation, but you stood firm.

“I don’t want everything if it means hurting someone I care about,” you said, your heart pounding. “You may think chaos is freedom, but it’s not worth losing my humanity over.”

With that, you turned away from Bill, stepping closer to Ford. The atmosphere shifted, and you could sense the tension between the two powerful beings. Bill’s laughter echoed, but there was an edge of sorrow in it.

——-—————

The battle reached a climax, and Ford managed to contain Bill, pushing him back into the dimensional rift he had come from. As the rift closed, you felt a pang of regret. You had chosen loyalty over chaos, but the glimpse of what could have been lingered in your heart.

In the days that followed, you struggled with the aftermath. Ford recognized the toll it had taken on you. “You did well, standing up for what you believed in,” he said, his voice softened by understanding. “But it’s okay to feel conflicted about Bill.”

“I just wish he could have seen things differently,” you replied, looking up at the stars that twinkled above. “There was something in him that… wanted connection.”

Ford nodded, a thoughtful expression crossing his face. “He’s a complex being. But you chose wisely, and that’s what matters, sweetheart.

Though Bill was gone, you felt a lingering sense of connection, an echo of his chaotic spirit within you. You resolved to embrace your own uniqueness, finding strength in your individuality.

Days turned into weeks, and as the summer began to wane, you found a new purpose. Ford encouraged you to explore your own talents, and you began to step out of the shadows, slowly finding your voice.

But at night, as you lay in bed, you couldn’t shake the feeling that Bill was still watching. Perhaps he would always be a part of your story, a reminder of the chaos you had chosen to resist.

And somewhere in the depths of the multiverse, Bill Cipher smirked, knowing that even in defeat, he had planted a seed of chaos in your heart—one that would never truly fade away.

[smellysluna]

Could you write an Adrien x reader imagine where they’re forced to date by their parents to promote an upcoming fashion collaboration something, and then go from hating each other and being super fake to falling in love for real?

You know what? I postponed this ask waaaay to much. So what did I do? I sat down and took up your challenge. Go and enjoy the story you asked for but I never put the effort to make - until now e.e

warnings? no warnings apply :p

You always thought arranged dates were a relic of the past, something that only happened in old movies or distant cultures. Yet here you were, sitting across from Adrien Agreste, the face of the Agreste fashion empire.

Your parents have arranged this meeting to promote an upcoming collaboration between their brands, hoping the buzz around your "relationship" would skyrocket their sales.

Adrien looked perfect, as always—his blond hair artfully tousled, green eyes bright but distant. Always maintaining the perfect façade. Unlike you, painfully aware of every imperfection and every nervous gesture.

"Let's get one thing straight," Adrien said, breaking the silence. His voice was calm but firm. "We don’t have to like each other, but we do have to make this work."

You nodded, feeling a mix of relief and annoyance. "Agreed. Let's just get through this."

For the next hour, you both put on a show for the paparazzi lurking outside, sharing forced smiles and rehearsed lines. The whole encounter felt like a poorly scripted play, and you couldn't wait for it to end.

The next few weeks were a whirlwind of public appearances, photo shoots, and meticulously planned dates. Your parents had spared no expense in crafting the perfect narrative: two young heirs, brought together by fate and fashion. But behind the scenes, your interactions with Adrien were cold and apathetic.

One evening, after yet another tedious event, you found yourself walking alone in the Agreste mansion. The luxury of the place was suffocating, each room a reminder of the pressure you were under.

You wandered into the library, seeking solace among the rows of books.

"You like to read?" Adrien's voice startled you.

You turned to find him leaning against the doorway, a curious look on his face. "Yeah," you admitted. "It's one of the few ways I can escape."

He nodded, stepping into the room. "I get that. Sometimes I feel like my whole life is scripted. But I prefer watching anime to get some distraction." And patrolling as Chat Noir, though he wasn’t about to expose his best-kept secret to you.

For a moment, you saw a flicker of vulnerability in his eyes, and it struck a chord within. Maybe you weren't so different after all.

As the days passed, the cracks in your mutual disdain began to show. You still argued over trivial things and maintained a facade of disinterest, but there were moments—small, fleeting moments—when you glimpsed the real Adrien beneath his polished exterior.

One afternoon, you were both at a photoshoot for the collaboration campaign. The theme was a romantic picnic, complete with a vintage blanket and a basket of props. The director called for a break, and you and Adrien found yourselves alone in the park.

"Here," Adrien said, handing you a water bottle. "You look like you could use this."

"Thanks," you replied, surprised by the gesture. "I didn't expect you to be so… thoughtful."

He shrugged, a small smile playing on his lips. "There are a lot of things you don't know about me."

He hesitated, then said, "Like how terrible I am at cooking. I once set the kitchen on fire trying to make toast."

You laughed, picturing the usually composed Adrien in such a chaotic situation. "Seriously? Toast?"

He grinned, a little sheepishly. "Yeah, it was pretty bad. I had to call the fire department and everything. My father was not impressed."

You chuckled, the tension between you easing a bit. "Well, remind me never to let you near my kitchen."

He laughed along with you, the sound genuine and warm. "Deal. And maybe one day you can teach me how to make toast without causing a disaster."

One day, after a particularly exhausting photoshoot, Adrien and you found yourselves with a rare afternoon off. Deciding to make the most of it, you both ended up in the Agreste mansion's sprawling garden. The setting was beautiful and serene, a perfect escape from the public eye.

As you wandered through the lush greenery, admiring the flowers, you suddenly felt a cold splash of water on your neck. You turned around to see Adrien standing there, a mischievous grin on his face and a small water gun in his hand.

"Did you just...?" you began, but before you could finish, he squirted you again, laughing.

"Lighten up!" he teased. "It's just a bit of water."

You couldn't help but laugh, the unexpected prank breaking through the formality that often hung between you. "Oh, you're going to regret that!" you said, grabbing a nearby watering can and splashing him back.

What ensued was a playful water fight, with both of you dodging and splashing, laughing like carefree kids. It felt liberating to let go and just have fun, forgetting about the pressures and expectations that usually weighed you down.

Finally, drenched and out of breath, you both collapsed onto the grass, still giggling.

"Okay, I have to admit, that was pretty fun," you said, wiping water from your face.

Adrien smiled, his eyes sparkling with amusement. "See? I knew you had it in you."

"Just don't make a habit of it," you warned playfully. "Or I might have to come up with a prank of my own."

"I'd like to see you try," he challenged, his grin widening.

As you lay there, catching your breath, you realized that this was the first time you'd seen Adrien truly relax and let his guard down. It made it more obvious that he's not just a perfect, polished model, but a real person who wants to laugh and have fun.

As the collaboration launch approached, your relationship with Adrien grew deeper. You began to spend more time together, not just for the cameras, but because you genuinely enjoyed each other's company. You talked about everything—your favourite anime, your dreams, your fears, your hopes for the future.

One day, you were both at a charity event for Adrien's school, where he introduced you to his friends. Nino, Marinette, Alya—they were welcoming and kind, and you felt a pang of envy at the close-knit group they formed.

"You're lucky to have such great friends," you said to Adrien as you watched them from a distance.

"I know," he replied, a fond smile on his face. "They keep me grounded."

"Tell me more about them," you urged.

He did, and as he spoke, you saw a different side of him—one that was caring, loyal, and deeply connected to those he loved. It made you like him even more.

The night of the collaboration launch arrived, and the event was a resounding success. The venue was abuzz with excitement, filled with influential guests, dazzling lights, and the perfect blend of glamour and sophistication. Your parents were thrilled, the media couldn't get enough, and every detail had gone off without a hitch.

After a whirlwind of interviews, photos, and obligatory mingling, you and Adrien finally managed to slip away to a quiet balcony overlooking the city. The cool night air was a welcome respite from the heat and noise inside.

"We did it," you said, raising your glass to him. The city lights reflected in your eyes, adding a sparkle that matched your mood.

"Yeah, we did," he agreed, clinking his glass with yours. His smile was genuine, not just for the cameras this time. "But I want to tell you something."

You raised an eyebrow, heart beating, curiosity piqued. "Oh? What's that?"

He took a deep breath, looking out over the city before turning back to you. "I don't want this to end. This whole thing. I know it started as a publicity stunt, but somewhere along the way, it became real for me."

Your heart skipped a beat. "I...". The sincerity in his eyes was unmistakable. "I actually feel the same way," you admitted, feeling a rush of warmth on your face.

He laughed, a light, joyful sound that made your heart flutter. "Good. Because pretending to be in love with you was starting to feel way too easy."

You blushed, a mix of relief and happiness washing over you. "So, what now?"

Adrien stepped closer, cupping your face in his hands. "Let's stop pretending and see where this takes us. For real this time."

Adrien stepped closer, his hand gently brushing a strand of hair from your face. "Now," he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper, "we make this real."

Before you could respond, he leaned in, his lips capturing yours in a kiss that was both tender and passionate. The world around you faded away, leaving just the two of you in that perfect moment. You could feel the genuine emotion behind his kiss, a stark contrast to the rehearsed displays of affection you'd shown the world.

As the kiss deepened, you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. His hands found their way to your waist, holding you as if he never wanted to let go. The kiss was intoxicating, filled with all the feelings you'd both been holding back.

When you finally pulled away, breathless and smiling, Adrien rested his forehead against yours. "I've wanted to do that for so long," he confessed, his voice full of warmth.

"Me too," you replied, feeling a flutter of joy.

The pressures of your parents and the fashion world still loomed, but they felt more manageable with Adrien by your side.

[absurdthirst]

Kinktober 2023: October 1st

Day 1: Sex Toys/Strap-on, Mutual Masturbation, Muscle

Joel Miller x F!Reader

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: 1.2k

Warnings: Masturbation, filthy language, cum, cum eating

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Sex at the end of the world is a precarious thing. Rubbers aren’t worth even trying, they are nearly twenty years old and there is no way he would trust one not to break. The factories down in Atlanta aren’t making birth control, they make hydrocodone. Even though he’s fifty-six years old, his swimmers still work. He could still knock you up, and that’s the last fucking thing he wants to do. 

“Joel.” You whimper and bite your lip as your need for some friction is making you roll your hips down, trying to grind against the threadbare panties you are wearing, soaked through. “Please, fuck, I need you.” You beg.

He wants to. Fuck, he wants to rip of those panties and bury his cock deep in the no doubt perfect pussy you possess. To thrust deep and keep rocking until nothing but the pleasure of your moans and the aching anticipation of his own release all that matters. But he can’t. He won’t. He won’t plant a baby in your belly to fail you, to disappoint you. 

Joel closes his eyes, his own hand drifting down to palm his hard cock through his jeans, grunting at the pressure and he knows he is close to giving in. It’s been nearly two months since the thing between you has been building to the point where he would have taken you to bed. If this had been before the Outbreak, he would have fucked you by the second week. Now? He can’t risk it. Not when the two of you are in the middle of nowhere and having a kid out here is a death sentence. 

“Baby, we can’t.” He grumbles, seriously giving thought to trying to pull out, but he knows he would be too slow to do it. Unwilling to leave the hot velvet clutch once he’s buried deep. Fuck, he needs to find one of those doctors who are making the tea blends. 

“Joel.” “I said no.” He’s sharper than he means to be. HIs words are harsh and his frown even harsher as he resists the urge to bury himself inside you until he forgets to breathe. He can’t do that. He can’t risk what could happen. 

Your frown makes him feel guilty, the way your body stops moving, feeling chastised for wanting him. The rejection starts to bloom in your eyes, making him feel even worse than before. 

“Touch yourself.” He orders, his jaw tight and his own thumb pushes at the button of the old Levi’s he’s wearing. “Show me what you do when you think I’m asleep.” 

Embarrassment blooms on your face, eyes dropping down to the ground and he grunts when the zipper gives him relief as it’s dragged down. “Joel-”

“I bet you have the prettiest little clit.” He shifts, grunting as he wiggles on the ground, thankful for the ragged bedroll underneath the two of you. Your own pack had to be left behind so now you are sharing. Another tempting lure. 

His cock springs free when he takes his briefs down too. Making you moan as you get a glimpse of him for the first time. Curling up towards his belly and rock hard, Joel spits in his hand and wraps it around his length. “I can’t fuck you right now, but I can watch you make yourself cum.” He groans, twitching and already starting to slowly stroke himself as he watches you. Waiting for you to move. “You can watch me cum.” 

The way you bite your lip makes him want to take your lip between his own pearly white teeth and bite. Toying with the plump flesh and seeing what kind of sound he could pull out of you. But he won’t, because if he kisses you, he won’t just stop at that. Letting out a sigh when you nod and start to peel your panties down, exposing the glorious view of your cunt. 

Wet, you’re so fucking wet that he can see the creamy slick, making him grunt and twitch again. Squeezing himself harder as he throbs for you. Your hair isn’t overly grown, telling him that when you get the chance, you trim it up. “Fuck, look at that pretty cunt of yours. All nice and wet for me.” Joel groans. “Bet you are tighter than a glove.” 

Your whimper is like music to his ears and he watches as you start to slide your fingers through your folds to wet them. Brushing against your clit as your eyes close and then wrench back open so you can watch him as he fucks his hand. “Joel…” 

“That’s it, pretty girl.” He rasps out. “Tell me how you like to cum. Show me what you like to do, pretendin’ it’s me.” He can’t touch you, but he can make this good for you. You’ve already told him once how much you love his gravelly voice. “Fuck.” 

You’re even wetter than he imagined once your folds are peeled back and exposing the little nub that he would love to suck on. That fluttering little hole he desperately wants to plunge into and stretch around his thick cock. Feeling you squeezing him as you whimper and moan his name, writhing on his lap like you can’t get enough of him. “Look at you, pretty girl. All nice and wet for my cock. Slide your fingers into your tight little hole for me.” 

The fact that you so willingly obey him makes this even sexier. His hand pumping his cock, the slick sounds of it mixing with the sucking sounds your cunt is making as you plunge your fingers in and out of your needy little hole. Matching his rhythm as your breath starts to become more and more ragged. 

“Fuck.” Joel hisses, letting go of his cock and spitting into his hand again to give himself more lube. “Thought about you a lot. How pretty you would sound. How good you will feel.” He doesn’t want you to think he doesn’t want you, he does. Christ, does he. “Fucked my fist and came on the ground when I was keepin’ watch so many nights.” 

Your eyes are glazed over with lust and you moan so softly as your other hand massages your tits. Legs starting to tense and shift as you find the perfect angle for your fingers. 

“That’s it, girl.” Joel grunts. “Make those toes curl. Wanna see those pretty tits bounce as your body shakes for me.” 

Your gasp is just fuel for his own desires, absorbing it and grunting in response as his hand starts to grip his cock a little tighter. The movement of his hand aided by his rocking of his hip. He doesn’t know where to look. Your tits, your eyes, that pretty cunt. All of it a feast and Joel is gorging himself as he imagines fucking you. 

“Baby.” Your body is tense and he knows you are on the edge of cumming. 

“That’s it, pretty girl.” He croons, smirking at you with lust darkened eyes. “Go ahead and cum. It’s okay.” 

When you follow his order, when your soft cry rings out into the night, Joel hisses under his breath, taken by the sight of your face scrunched up in pleasure. Feeling his own body tense, the ache in his balls becoming sharper as they pull up against his body. 

The short, hard jerks on his cock stop, rolling his hips up as the first spurt of cum shoots out. Thick white ropes of cum spilling out over his hand and onto the ground between you as he groans out your name. Eyes fixed on yours as he slowly strokes himself through his orgasm as you come down from yours. 

Joel pants, letting go of his cock as he watches you pull your fingers out of your cunt, covered in your juices and he reaches out to take your hand. “Not gonna let that go to waste, pretty girl.” He grunts, pulling your hand towards his mouth so he can lick off every drop of your sweet nectar. Groaning as he cleans your fingers and watches you. 

“Joel.” Your body aches with the need to touch him, reaching down to touch his cock but he shakes his head, denying you. 

When he lets go, he rolls over for a second to grab a rag to clean up his cum. Grimacing slightly at the mess and then tossing it into the fire. “We should get some sleep.” He tells you before you can even speak. “Need to get the fuck to Jackson.” 

“Oh…” You sigh softly, knowing that this will probably be the last night this ever happens. You can see those walls going back up as he slides his jeans and underwear back up. 

“I’ve got to find some kind of fucking birthcontrol.” Joel groans. “I don’t mind watching you masturbate, but I’m gonna fuck you, pretty girl.” 

“Oh.”

Suddenly, getting to Jackson becomes your top priority. 

[cottonlemonade]

heyy! SO glad to see you're having another event!! The last piece with kags was so cute!!

For this event- i'd really like to order a large americano for here with iwaizumi!

So excited to see what you come up with!

Working From Home

word count: 656 || avg. reading time: 3 mins.

pairing: post-time skip husband!Iwaizumi x chubby!Reader

genre: fluffy smut

warnings: spoilers, mdni, nsfw (ironically)

Iwaizumi sighed and stretched his neck. While he enjoyed a little time away from the very energetic roster of the Japanese national team, he was proven time and time again that he was not cut out for office work. The only upside to those days working from home, when he felt chained to the computer, was when your home office days overlapped and he could enjoy the comfort of knowing you shared the same space. Since you worked remotely often, he had made sure to look for an apartment with an extra room with plenty of natural light that could be turned into an actual office. He made a little game out of knocking at your door and announcing himself like a secretary would, whenever he brought you something to eat.

Today however, it seemed like you had finished early and he could hear the quiet bustling of chores as he focused on drawing up a plan for a new training regimen he wanted to try out next week. He sat on the couch, laptop on a tray over his knees, reading over the timeline when a small plate came into view.

“Here, hon. To tie you over until dinner time.”

Iwaizumi looked up at the plate in your hands but was met with the sight of a completely different kind of snack.

A washed out tank top clung to your chubby body - something you often wore while you two did housework. It was an old, ratty thing that was a bit too tight here, too wide there, and had a frayed hem from having washed it too many times. But as if he cared when all of that was paired with his wife clearly not wearing a bra.

“Is it my birthday?”, he asked, very obviously staring at your breasts.

You looked down on yourself, a little puzzled at first, then grinned.

“This is your fantasy?”, you laughed.

“It for sure is the start of one.”

You put the plate on the coffee table and straightened again, highly amused that your husband was not even attempting to hide his stares.

“I thought I’d get a jump on things and do some laundry.”

Iwaizumi didn’t miss a beat. “Can I be laundry?”

You giggled when he put the laptop next to the plate of apple slice you had cut for him and pulled you into his lap - you allowed yourself a bit of shifting so you could comfortably straddle him, your arms around his neck, fingers playing with his hair.

Not wasting any time with pretense he brought both hands up to gently grab your breasts, squeezing them when you leaned in for a kiss. You felt like you were back in high school and ignoring homework to fool around.

You chuckled against his lips at his now rhythmic squeezing. “What are you doing?”

“Just relaxing my hands, darling.”, he met your eyes with a smirk, “You know how important it is to loosen your hands every once in a while when working at the computer for too long.”

You nodded along, putting on a serious expression. “Is that so?”

“Hm hm. Trust me, I’m a professional.” He began kissing your neck, giving your now hardened nipples a few brushes with his fingertips.

You let out a moan when his lips went over your shoulder down to your breasts, exposed from him pulling a little at the neckline of your top.

“I remember you said something about regular exercise while in home office as well.”

“You’re such a good listener, babe.”

He lifted you off his lap to lay down the couch, swiftly pulling your shirt over your head, flinging it somewhere behind him and taking your nipple into his mouth.

Large, calloused hands gripped your fleshy hips and he groaned when your plush thigh rubbed against the hard outline in his sweats.

“What about work?”, you teased

“They can live without me for an hour.”

a/n: thank you for your sweet words! Please enjoy ^^ 🌟

[zu8her]

✧･ﾟIndulged Sharing — anybody up for a good gangbang

✧･ﾟtags — gangbang, threesome, cum eating, bisexual volleyball players, cum swapping, they are wearing suits, penetrative sex, consent, shawty taking on the whole squad, Tsukishima, Akaashi, Bokuto, Kuroo.

✧･ﾟnotes — It's been awhile. I would like to thank loadshedding for making me write again. enjoy reading this. i really think this is not good but i want to put it out.

✧･ﾟ— word count: 1.8K

Staring aimlessly around the boys' apartment, she hesitated to glance into the kitchen. The place was clean, she notes. At her feet she fixates on the outline of the table that was previously on the soft carpet before it was moved in the corner of the living room.

The wait was agonising. Had she just kept this filthy desire locked in the depths of mind she would not be here. Instead she’s here folding one leg over the other slightly adjusting her dress to prevent her leg from bouncing uncontrollably, slightly adjusting her dress. Looking up, Bokuto flashes a smile. Not his usual energetic one but one to calm her. The exchange was fleeting. She returns the smile before turning to gaze into the kitchen.

The rest of his flatmates have gathered there to conversate about her imaginative mind. She wishes to be hear what they are taking about but only hears mumbles. Her anxiety spikes when they catch her and give her a smile similar to Bokuto or a gaze she has never gotten from them before. She lowers her head, twirling a loose thread around her finger.

She lifts her head for a moment as Kuroo walks over and settles next to her. "Hey." She sits awkwardly while he sinks into the couch cushions. He eyes her taking in her frame. “You sure you want to do this?" He questions earnestly.

She turns to meet his gaze. "If you don't want to-"

"Oh, we want to." He reassures, smirking as he rests his head against the couch.

Reflexively. she glances back into the kitchen, eyeing Tsukishima. “Your boyfriend also wants to.”

Feeling a light poke from Kuroo,  she turns to see him point up at Tsukishima. The blonde stands with his gaze stern but his voice gentle. "Can we talk for a sec?" He extends a hand to help her off the couch. In the dimly lit hallway he squeezes her hand looking down at her through his glasses. “I talked to them.”

“Thank you,”

“I want you to enjoy yourself.” He tucks  a loose braid behind her ear before raising her hand and planting a kiss.

She had always thought about. The thought of indulging with more than one person at a time, drew her in. All their attention on her. Watching her. What pleasure could she derive from that.

At first she hesitated telling him. Always shaking her head when he’d turn his head at the sound of her faint gasp, caused by her attempt to expose her desire. One evening Tsukishima corned her. A quiet evening of indulging each other’s sexual fantasies lead her to finally tell him. Straddle his lap while finally letting her thought become words.

“I just wonder what it would be like.” She excitedly uttered. His face was blank, thinking. He listened rubbing her side. The excitement was seemly not shared. As a result, the next morning she passed it off as a joke. It was not brought up again. Well, until a few weeks later anyway.

“You did what?”

“They said they would be… willing to.”

That's how she ended up here. In their surprisingly clean apartment intoxicated by the mixture of their colognes.

“The safe word is blueberry. If you can't say anything just tap somewhere three times.” She nods. Leaning down he caresses her cheek before kissing her.

Feeling his hands slip from her waist she eyes him as he props himself on a couch while she returns to her previous seat, Kuroo and Akaashi at either side of her.

Akaashi cautiously moves to cup her chin. "May I?" His eyes dart from her eyes to her lips. She nods closing her eyes as she melts into the kiss. They alternate between deep kisses and pecks. Taking mere moments to breathe and stare at each other before indulging once more. The kisses, desperate as his hand roam her body and she grips his tie to pull him closer. She spreads her legs to get him between them.

He moves down to gently kiss along her neck and shoulders. Her gaze fixed on her boyfriend as he sits back sipping a glass of red wine watching.

The man on the left quickly forces her attention to him. "Look at me." He orders before he leans in to kiss her.

Feeling hands wrap around her hips, she breaks the kiss to see Akaashi on his knees. He pulls her to the edge of the couch while Kuroo latches onto her once more. She shivers with every kiss Akaashi places along her inner thighs, spreading her legs open. She whimpers against Kuroo as Akaashi pulls down her underwear, discarding it elsewhere. She gasps gripping his hair, once he latched onto her clit. 

“Can I touch you here?” Kuroo requests. She moves his hands toward her tits. Her moans muffled as he kisses her. He purposefully grazes her nipples, smirking as they kissed as she arches her back. Her orgasm came quick.

She drew heavy breathes to gather herself. Akaashi emerged from underneath her dress, sliding away towards Tsukishima.

From the other side Bokuto approached with his signature smile, lustful as he loosened his tie. His bulge evident through his trousers. He replaces Akaashi , placing his knee on the couch and laying y/n on her back, her head on Kuroo's lap. She squirms under him her eyes alternating from him unzipping his trousers and Akaashi feeding Tsukishima her cum as leaned down to kiss him.

Bokuto had girth. She gasps, when he lined his thick cock against her before slowly pushing inside.

She was drowned in pleasure as he dived into her cunt. She stared down at  his cock ripped through her. Indulging in the pleasure she leaned back staring up at Kuroo. Met with a sly smirk, she gave back a drunken smile before snapping her head forward when Bokuto placed his thumb against her clit. Reflexively she reached out but was stopped by Kuroo who pinned her hands above her head. Her eyes fall on her boyfriend who is stroking Akaashi's cock, taking her over the edge, she cums on Bokuto’s cock.

She flinches when he pulled out. Palming his cock glistening with her cum before resting his tip on her clit.

***

On her knees, she settled between his legs, nuzzling into the soft carpet. Innocently, she looks up at Tsukishima tugging at his belt. With his cock out, she started slowly stroking. (Alliteration was unintended). She felt it throb as she stroked it.

The carpet under her slowly became damp as she listened to him whimper and groan with every on of her licks and strokes. She bobbed her head letting his cock hit the back of her throat as his flatmates watched palming their cocks at the sight. Tsukishima grunted gazing down at her through his glasses as she took  his cock, carefully pushes her braids behind her ear before gently gripping the base of her head. He bucks his hips into her mouth. “There you go baby.” He coos as she briefly shut her eyes. Stings of his cum spurt into her mouth.

***

All she could do is stare at Tsukishima while he palmed his cock and let her moans echo through the apartment alongside her gentlemen's grunts and whimpers. She was face down against the soft couch and ass up as Akaashi fucked her from the back. Her moans were erratic. She could not keep herself silent while Akaashi repeatedly fucked into her. His flatmates stroking their cocks to her getting fucked threw her over the edge.

She came desperately trying to close her legs but Akaashi continued to ram his cock into her. "Shit- where do I- ?" he groans. "Inside."

She moaned as he came. Her eyes hooded and drool sinking into the couch as he slowly thrusted his cum deeper.

She groaned when he pulled. Catching her breathe as they watched his cum slide down her legs.

***

Laid out on the soft carpet, Bokuto fucked his thick cock into her mouth. Reaching forward to rub her clit while Kuroo abused her cunt causing her to hum at the sensation. She came twice on Kuroo's cock. Her head on a pillow, as Bokuto thrusted into her mouth, his knees at either side of her head. "Do you like that y/n?" She hums before sucking his cock again.

A flash-light on her, Akaashi sat with her phone in hand recording as Bokuto's cum slid down her cheek near her eye. Bokuto moaned slowing humping the last spurts of cum into her mouth. "Did that taste good?" Tsukishima questions as he bends down. She nods, pulling him into a kiss.

Bokuto smiles while cleaning the cum off her face as Kuroo pulled yet another orgasm out of her. He continued to fuck her as she squirted on his pelvis. Pulling out, he covered her pussy with his cum. Bucking his hips he slides his cock between her pussy, coating his cock with cum.

Tsukishima leaned down to suck his cock. Kuroo gently tugged at his blonde strands, throwing his head back.

***

Hands against the wall, Tsukishima was ramming his cock into her, Kuroo was recording and Akaashi and Bokuto were making out next to them on the couch.

"Yes. Yes. Yes." She brainlessly chanted.

"Look at her," Kuroo instructed. "Cock drunk."

Tsukishima moaned burying his head into her neck his arm around her chest and the other rubbing her sensitive clit.

"Do you want him to cum for you, y/n?" Kuroo asked. She desperately nodded to the camera.

"I need you to cum with me baby. Can you do that for me baby?"

Her moans muffled by his fingers in her mouth, she came on his cock as he rubbed her clit. "Fuck," he chanted as he pumped her full of his cum before watching as it dripped down onto the tile floor.

***

This time it was Tsukishima with her phone stroking his cock at her getting fucked by his flatmates. y/n was sitting on Kuroo's cock as he fucked up into her. Akaashi guiding her mouth over his cock. Cum messily decorated her cunt and Kuroo's pulsating cock sliding in and out of her. The white liquid even dripping down onto the carpet.

Tsukishima watched as she swallowed Akaashi's cock. Her big tits bouncing with every thrust. Attentively, watching Akaashi pulling his cum covered cock out. Holding it as the base sliding it back into her mouth and repeating the movement until she was satisfied. His hair fallen across his face staring down at y/n with a smile caressing her face.

His eyes moved down. Kuroo had his hand around her waist fucking her deceptively slow before rolling her over onto the carpet, lifting her leg and fucking his cum into her from the side with her braids all over his face. When he pulled out, Tsukishima moved in on her face.

She gave him a fucked out smile. “Was that good, Baby?”

“mmhm” She grinned at the camera.

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credit for banners: @inklore @roseschoices

[cmdrfupa]

Furtive

Suguru x Reader

mdni

a/n: 6.5k words of a sugu fwb gone crumby lmao. Do enjoy and thank you for reading ✨✨

The conference room hummed with quiet conversations, the air thick with the clinking of mugs, pens clicking and shuffling of papers as instructors and auxiliary staff settled in for another routine meeting. Geto leaned back into the couch, fingers tapping idly against the couch's arm. His expression was as composed as ever, betraying none of the thoughts running beneath the surface.

Across the room, there you sat at the long table with your gaze focused on the agenda, brow furrowed in concentration. There was something in the way your fingers glided across the paper, making notes—something so ordinary, yet Suguru found it captivating. You were so close, yet so far, surrounded by the others who had no idea about the morning you two shared a few days prior.

You’d woken up early together in his bed. Legs lost under the sheets as he engulfed your whimpers and moans from you before the sun could even rise. “I love you.”

Your eyes shot open.

“You what..” the look in your eyes sends a feeling of worry through his body. “You love me?”

Suguru shifted slightly in his seat, his eyes flicking to you once more, lingering on the curve of your neck, the way you raked through your hair before resting your hand on your collarbone. There was a brief moment—just a second—where your eyes almost met, but you remained oblivious, still absorbed in the words Yaga spoke. He suppressed a sigh, feeling that familiar tug of longing pull at him. 

“I’m sorry. Not the right time.” Suguru stilled himself, his breathing slowing down as he pushed his loose hair from his face. 

You sat up on your elbows, hyper aware of your bare chest against his. “What do you mean you love me? Suguru… You said no feelings.”

“I..” Suguru slowly pulled away without another word, rolling out of bed and hastily walking to the bathroom.

The sound of someone clearing their throat brought him back, and he quickly tore his gaze away, straightening as Nanami spoke up. But the words floated past him, meaningless as his mind wandered back to you. He couldn’t help himself. His eyes found you again, tracing the outline of your lips as you quietly murmured something to Shoko who fell into a quiet laugh.

This time, he lingered too long.

“Geto?”

The deep voice snapped him back to reality, his heart skipping a beat. Suguru blinked, meeting the eyes of his boss at the head of the table, who was eyeing him expectantly. The room had gone quiet, all eyes turned towards him. 

“Did you have something to add?” Yaga asked, raising an eyebrow.

Suguru masked his surprise with a smooth chuckle, leaning forward as if nothing had happened. “No, I think everything that needed to be said has been,” he replied, his voice calm and unbothered, though his pulse raced beneath his cool exterior. “But I’d like to get a bit of help on the upcoming scouting trip.”

“We can make that happen. If anyone wants to volunteer, let me know so we can make sure you have the proper accommodations. For those of you who don’t know: it will likely be a 3-4 day trip to a neighboring village.” Yaga gave a nod of self approval before moving on.

Out of the corner of his eye, Suguru caught you looking at him this time, a faint look of apprehension at your lips. You knew. You always knew.

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The rhythmic hum of the train moving along the tracks filled the air, a steady background to the quiet chatter of passengers. Suguru sat across from Satoru, his elbow resting casually on the armrest, staring out the window at the blur of passing scenery. The mission ahead was routine enough, but the company for this trip made things anything but simple.

Satoru, leaning back with his arms crossed, a smirk tugging at his lips, eyed Suguru with amusement. His sunglasses sat perched on the tip of his nose, leaving his eyes exposed—too perceptive for Suguru’s liking today. 

Your detective of a mutual friend pieced together the little tryst Suguru and you had going on months ago. And rather than be his confidant, he knew what must be done.

“So,” Satoru started, drawing out the word like it was a question and an accusation all at once. “Are we gonna talk about it?”

Suguru frowned slightly, his gaze not shifting from the window. “Talk about what?”

“Oh, come on,” Satoru said, a chuckle slipping out. “The fact that you’re suddenly turning into a lovesick puppy. It’s cute, really.”

Suguru’s fingers tightened just slightly on the armrest, but his expression remained calm, betraying nothing. He finally turned to look at Satoru, raising an eyebrow. “You’re imagining things.”

“Am I?” Satoru leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, eyes glinting with mischief. “Because I’m pretty sure this whole ‘friends with benefits’ thing you have going isn’t cutting it anymore. And now, we’re headed to a mission where you get to stay in the same hotel. Convenient, isn’t it?”

Suguru’s jaw clenched, “You’re overthinking it.” he forced a small, dry smile. “And you and I are sharing a room.” 

Satoru shrugged, clearly enjoying himself. “Maybe. But you haven’t taken your eyes off her since we left the school and got on this train.”

At that, Suguru flicked his eyes towards your seat on the opposite side of the car, where you sat a few rows in front of them, laughing quietly with Shoko. Your voice drifted toward him in soft waves, and he hated how just the sound of it tugged at something deep inside him. He looked away quickly, but not quickly enough for Satoru.

“You’re in deep, aren’t you?” Satoru said, grinning wide now. “Suguru Geto, the man with no attachments, falling for his coworker. This is gold.”

“I’m not falling for anyone,” Suguru said quietly, a hint of frustration slipping into his tone. “It’s… complicated.”

Satoru raised an eyebrow, his smile softening just a bit, though the teasing didn’t leave his voice. “Complicated? No strings shouldn’t be complicated, baby boy. You just finally admitting to yourself that you’re in love.”

Suguru didn’t respond right away, his gaze distant for a moment. It had been easier when it was just the two of you, something secret and undefined, something he could walk away from whenever he wanted. A simple text letting him know you’d like a little company, a drunken night leading to the nastiest sex imagined back at his.

But now, when you laughed with him, or when your hand brushed his, it felt different. He felt different.

“I don’t expect you to understand,” Suguru finally stuttered, his voice low.

Satoru’s smirk faded into a more genuine expression of curiosity, and maybe even a bit of sympathy. “You know, if you want more, you should probably figure that out soon. Hotel rooms tend to complicate things too. I could always give you a few hours for company.”

Before Suguru could reply, Shoko’s voice drifted from behind them. “What are you two whispering about?”

Suguru stiffened as he heard the soft footsteps approaching, his eyes flicking to the aisle. He barely had time to compose himself.

Shoko grinned, leaning against the seat across from Suguru. “Are you guys conspiring over something?”

Satoru leaned back, flashing his usual wide grin. “Oh, nothing important. Just some friendly advice for Suguru here.”

Suguru shot Satoru a warning glance before looking up at her, forcing a casual smile. “Nothing you need to worry about.”

Shoko tilted her head, her eyes lingering on him for a moment, before she gave a small shrug and turned back toward her seat. There was something in her gaze, something that made Suguru feel like she saw more than she let on. As she walked back to her seat , Suguru exhaled, shifting uncomfortably in his seat.

Satoru let out a low whistle. “You’re in so much trouble, man.”

Suguru didn’t answer, staring after her with a mix of longing and uncertainty. The hotel was going to be complicated, indeed.

🪷

The streets were quiet, bathed in the glow of street lamps and passing cars as you and Suguru moved in sync down a narrow alleyway. Your mission was straightforward: investigate a series of strange occurrences in the city and keep tabs over the next few days. Satoru, of course, had gone off on his own after everyone checked into the hotel, giving some half-hearted excuse about covering more ground. But Suguru knew better—this was Satoru’s way of leaving him alone with you.

Now, with only the sound of footsteps filling the silence, Suguru felt the weight of everything he hadn’t said pressing down on him. He hadn’t planned on talking about it—not tonight, not in the middle of a mission—but the memory of your last time together clung to him, making his pulse quicken with every glance.

You stopped beside him, crouching near the entrance of a run-down building. You examined the faint remnants of cursed energy lingering in the air, focus sharp and steady. Suguru stood behind you, keeping watch, though his mind wasn’t entirely on the mission.

“There's definitely something here,” you spoke quietly, standing up and brushing off your hands. “We should check inside.”

Suguru nodded, but his response was delayed, distracted by the way your glossed lips caught the light, the way your presence filled the small space between them. He cleared his throat, trying to gather his thoughts. “Yeah, let’s go.”

You moved inside, the building creaking under the steps as you swept through the first floor, checking for any clues. Suguru could feel the tension building inside him.

He finally couldn’t take it anymore.

“A few days ago,” he started, his voice quiet but steady, catching her attention as they paused in the shadowed hallway. “Before work.”

You didn’t turn to face him. You instead continued to look ahead. “What about it?”

Suguru felt his heart race, though his face remained impassive. He’d replayed the moment over and over since it happened—when the heat of their bodies had cooled, and the words had slipped from his lips before he could stop them. He hadn’t meant to say it, not like that, not without thinking, but it had felt so real in the moment.

“I said something,” he continued, his gaze flicking away from her as his hands clenched and unclenched at his sides. “Something I didn’t plan on saying.”

You stared at him, eyes searching his face. “You mean when you said you loved me?”

The bluntness of your words hit him harder than he expected. He forced himself to meet your gaze, the weight of those three words hanging in the air. He nodded, swallowing thickly.

“Yeah,” he admitted softly, his voice losing some of its usual confidence. “I didn’t mean to say it like that. But I—” He hesitated, his pulse thundering in his ears. “It was in the moment but I meant it then.”

 Your composure slipping for a moment. You opened your mouth to respond, but nothing came out at first. It was rare for Suguru to falter like this, to drop the shield he so often carried, and you could feel the gravity of the moment.

“Why didn’t you say anything afterward?” You finally asked, voice barely above a whisper. “You just… rolled off the bed and went about the morning like nothing happened.”

Suguru exhaled slowly, the regret pooling in his chest. “I panicked. It felt too real, too fast. I wasn’t sure if I was ready for that, for what it would mean between us.”

Staring at him for a moment, the intensity of his confession made your pulse quicken. The mission, the scouting, everything around you faded into the background as you took a step closer, eyes never leaving his. 

“And now? How do you feel now. Do you love me?”

“I don’t know.”

You blinked, expression softening as the words settled between you. For a second, neither of you moved, the air lingering charged with emotion and uncertainty. He fucked up.

Before either of you could speak again, the faint hum of cursed energy rippled through the building, jolting you both back to reality. You tensed, turning your head toward the source of the disturbance, but the weight of Suguru’s confession lingered in the air like an unspoken promise.

Your hand briefly brushed his arm as you moved ahead, all your focus shifting back to the mission at hand.

Suguru watched you, his heart still pounding in his chest. He followed you closely, determined to face whatever lay ahead—both in the mission and relationship.

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The ride back to the hotel was far more unpleasant than you wanted it to be. Satoru sat between you and Suguru, buzzing and begging for answers that he truly didn’t want. 

You wasted no time getting out of the cab once you arrived back, leaving Satoru confused and Suguru helpless. 

“You didn’t talk did you? I left specifically so you could. You are hopeless my dear Geto.” Satoru wrapped his arm around Suguru slumped shoulders as they walked through the hotel's lobby and to their shared room. “Did you even try? I’m not understanding what else could’ve taken precedence over you talking.”

The look Suguru gave was riddled with wonder. “Well the curse we had to deal with. The very reason we’re here?” 

“Oh that was a 3 minute side quest. The talk! That was what you really needed to get through!”

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Suguru stood in front of the bathroom mirror, his reflection blurred by the steam rising from the hot water. He’d barely exchanged a word with Satoru after they returned from their scouting mission, slipping away with a muttered excuse about needing a shower. 

Satoru had already caught on to what had happened, but he didn’t need that right now, he couldn’t deal with the inevitable teasing or the knowing smirks. Not when his mind was already spinning.

He stripped off his clothes and stepped into the shower, letting the hot water pour over him. The heat eased some of the tension in his muscles, but it did nothing to calm the storm in his chest. He braced his hands against the wall, staring down as water ran over his face, and let out a slow breath.

How had he let it get this far?

It was supposed to be simple. A night of drunken sex led to the mutual agreement of no strings attached, no complications. He’s the one who even set the boundary. If either of you fell, the agreement was null and you walk away. Keep everything neat and easy. 

Situationships were safe—they gave him just enough to feel something without getting attached. But now,  it was different.

I’ve fallen in love with her.

The thought hit him like a punch to the gut, and he cursed under his breath, running a hand through his wet hair. He hadn’t meant for this to happen. He was careful, always careful. But somewhere between the stolen glances, the quiet conversations, and the nights they spent tangled together after sex, something had changed.

You had gotten under his skin.

Suguru squeezed his eyes shut, feeling the heaviness of it all pressing down on him. He had told himself it was just physical—that he could walk away any time. But every time he looked at you, every time you smiled at him or laughed, it was like gravity pulled him closer, and he didn’t know how to stop it.

“What am I doing?” he huffed, frustration gnawing at him. “I told them I loved them, and I didn’t even know if I meant it in the moment.”

But he knew now. He meant it. He meant every word, and that terrified him.

Suguru leaned his forehead against the tile wall, letting the water cascade down his back. He couldn’t keep pretending this was just another fling. You deserved more than that. You deserved the truth, no matter how much it scared him.

And he couldn’t keep running from it anymore.

“I have to talk to her.”

The decision settled over him with a strange sense of calm. No more avoiding it. No more hiding behind casual encounters or brushing off his feelings. He was going to tell you—everything. If it ended badly, then so be it. But at least he wouldn’t be trapped in this limbo anymore, stuck between wanting more and being too afraid to ask for it.

Suguru turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel and roughly drying off. His reflection stared back at him in the mirror, clearer now, more certain. He ran a hand through his damp hair, his mind set.

It was time to be honest.

He grabbed his phone from the vanity and sent a text to Shoko:

meet me out at the pavilion in 5. Need to talk

🪷

Suguru stood at the edge of the pavilion, hands stuffed into the pockets of his pants as the cool night air swirled around him. The soft glow of lanterns created serene lighting across the empty courtyard, his gaze fixed art and lanterns fixed around the courtyard waiting for Shoko to arrive.

He hadn’t been sure if texting her was a good idea. But after the shower, his thoughts had been too tangled, too heavy. He needed to talk to someone who knew the both of you well enough to give him some kind of perspective. Shoko was blunt—sometimes too blunt—but he trusted her judgment.

The sound of approaching footsteps made him turn. Shoko appeared, her posture relaxed as always, though her eyes narrowed with curiosity when she spotted him standing alone. She slipped her hands into her jacket and pulled out her cigarettes and lighter as she walked up to him, raising an eyebrow.

“You look like hell,” she said by way of greeting, though her tone wasn’t unkind. “What’s going on?”

Suguru exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck as he leaned against the pavilion railing. “I needed to talk to you. About… them.”

Shoko didn’t need clarification. “I figured,” she said, coming to stand beside him taking a deep drag of the fragrant cigarette. “So, what’s the deal? You’ve been acting weird all day, and they’ve been a little off too. Did something happen during your scouting?”

Suguru hesitated, the words catching in his throat. He wasn’t used to this—talking about feelings, exposing the parts of himself he usually kept buried. But if he wanted to fix things, he had to start somewhere.

“I told her I loved her,” he said, his voice quiet but steady.

Shoko blinked, clearly surprised. “You? Love? That’s new.”

He shot her a sideways look, but there was no malice behind it. She wasn’t mocking him, just stating the facts. She knew him better than most, and she knew how rare it was for him to get involved with anyone on a serious level.

“I didn’t mean to,” he admitted, looking down at his feet. “It just… slipped out. We were having sex a few days ago and I wasn’t even sure I meant it at first. But now I do. I really do.”

Shoko studied him for a long moment, her usual casual demeanor fading as she crossed her arms. “First. Didn’t need to know that. Second, does she know that?” she asked pointedly. “Because if you’re leading them on, Suguru, you need to fix that. She’s not the kind of person who you just toy with.”

Her words hit him with more force than expected, and Suguru clenched his jaw. “I’m not toying with her,” he said, his tone sharper than he intended. “I don’t… I don’t do relationships. You know that. But this is different. She’s different.”

Shoko raised an eyebrow, still not entirely convinced. “You’ve never been in a real relationship before. You’ve never let anyone get that close. So what makes this different, huh? How do you know you’re not just chasing after something because it feels new?”

Suguru’s gaze hardened as he met her eyes, his voice firm. “Because I’ve tried to keep it casual. I even went to that fucking club trying to find a one night stand but she was just in my head. I’ve tried to treat it like it’s nothing. But it’s not. She’s not some fling, Shoko. I care about her. More than I think I’ve ever cared about anyone.”

Shoko held his gaze, her expression unreadable for a moment before she sighed, her stance softening just a fraction. “You’re serious, aren’t you?”

“Yeah,” Suguru nodded, his voice low but resolute. “I am.”

Shoko studied him for a beat longer, then shook her head with a soft, dry laugh. “Well, shit. I never thought I’d see the day where Suguru Geto falls for someone.”

Suguru looked away, feeling a strange mix of relief and frustration. “Has she… talked to you about any of this? About me?”

Shoko’s gaze flickered with something close to sympathy. “She did mention not being sure about you and your little arrangement anymore. Just that something feels different between you and doesn’t know where she stands”

Suguru’s heart sank a little at that. He hadn’t realized how much uncertainty he had been causing you by holding back. “I need to talk to her. Clear things up.”

“Yeah, you do,” Shoko agreed, though her tone softened. “Look, Suguru, if you’re serious about this—and I mean really serious—then fine. I’ll stay out of it. But if you screw this up, if you hurt them because you can’t figure out what you want, then I’m stepping in. She’s my friend, and she deserves better than to be jerked around.”

“I’m not going to hurt her,” Suguru said quietly, the weight of his words settling in his chest. “I promise.”

Shoko gave him a long look, then finally nodded, a small smirk tugging at her lips as the cigarette hung from her lips. “Alright, lover boy. I guess you’ve got my blessing, for whatever that’s worth.”

Suguru let out a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding, a small wave of relief washing over him. He wasn’t sure if he was ready for what came next, but at least now he wasn’t walking into it completely blind. Shoko’s bluntness had a way of grounding him, and for that, he was grateful.

“Thanks, Shoko,” he said, his voice more sincere than usual.

She waved him off with a casual shrug. “Don’t thank me yet. Just make sure you don’t screw this up.”

“Is she still up?”

“Yeah. Just writing or something. But I’ll make myself scarce for awhile. Maybe grab dinner with Satoru. Take your time.”

Suguru gave Shoko a quick hug before walking back in. His heart was beating so hard he could hear it in his ears.

🪷

Suguru stood outside your hotel room door, the hallway eerily quiet around him. His hand hovered over the door for a moment, hesitant. The knot of nerves in his stomach tightened as he thought back to the last time he had been with you just a few hours ago. He hadn’t even let the words settle between them before leaving, and now he was here to face the consequences.

With a deep breath, he went to knock but as he did, you came out.

“Oh shit.”

There was a long pause as you looked up to see that who you bumped into was Suguru. Suguru to consider turning around and walking away. You stood there, eyes guarded, expression unreadable.

“Suguru,” you uttered, tone neutral, though he could feel the tension between you both. “Shoko is gone and I’m heading to get dinner.”

He swallowed hard, nodding. “I passed her on my way here. She said she’ll grab dinner since shes out.”

“I see.”

“Can I come in?”

For a moment, it looked like you were going to say no. You hesitated, glancing away, your fingers tightening on the door handle. Suguru’s chest ached at the sight of your uncertainty. He had caused that—made you doubt him, doubt them. He had to fix it.

Finally, you stepped aside, allowing him to enter. The door clicked shut behind you, but the silence remained heavy. Suguru stood awkwardly in the middle of the room, unsure of where to start. You didn’t sit, didn’t even move, just stood by the door with your arms crossed, waiting.

“I… I know I messed up,” Suguru began, his voice rough. “I shouldn’t have left like that after what I said.”

Your expression didn’t change, but there was a flicker of something—hurt, maybe—behind your eyes. “You said you loved me, Suguru,” you hesitated, your voice steady, but laced with emotion. “And then you left. What was I supposed to think?”

Suguru’s heart clenched. “I know,” he whispered, taking a step toward you, though you didn’t move. “I didn’t handle it right. I’m sorry.”

You shook your head, your arms tightening around yourself. “I don’t understand. You’ve always said we shouldn’t complicate things. And then not only do you say you love me. But you leave me to not only overthink, but then you couldn’t even say anything to me on campus. You avoided me for almost a week. That’s bullshit, Suguru.”

Suguru sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I know. I told myself the same thing—that it was better to keep things simple. I thought that was all I wanted. But somewhere along the way, I stopped being able to pretend that was enough.”

Your eyes softened, but the walls were still up. “Then why didn’t you stay? Why didn’t you talk to me?”

“Because I was scared,” Suguru admitted, his voice low, raw. “I’ve never been in a real relationship before. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know how to handle feeling something more, something real.”

The lump in your throat didn’t allow you to say anything, but your gaze locked on his, searching for the truth behind his words.

“I meant it,” Suguru said, his voice quieter now, but no less certain. “When I said I love you, I meant it.” He stepped closer, only a foot between you both as he spilled his emotions. “It wasn’t just something I said in the heat of the moment. It’s the truth. I’ve been falling for you for and it scares the hell out of me. But I can’t keep pretending like I don’t feel this way.”

Your walls started to crack, just a little, but there was still hesitation in your eyes. “And what if I let you in, Suguru?” you sputtered out, your waterline threatened to spill the tears you tried to hold back. “What happens when you get scared again?”

Suguru closed the distance between you, his hand reaching out to gently take yours. “I don’t want to run anymore,” his voice steady, filled with conviction. “I want to be with you. Really be with you. No more hiding, no more pretending to not need you in my life more permanently. I’m done with that. I’m all in, if you’ll have me.”

You stared at him for a long moment, your fingers trembling slightly in his hand. Suguru held his breath, waiting for your answer, his heart pounding in his chest.

Slowly, your walls crumbled, and you stepped closer to him, your gaze softening as your eyes met his deep looked up at him. “If you hurt me Suguru, I will quite literally never forgive you.” a barely audible whisper spilled from your lips. “Are you sure?”

“I’m sure,” he whispered back, his thumb brushing over the back of your hand. “I’m not going anywhere this time. I’ve never felt so sure about something in my life. I promise.”

A small, tentative smile tugging at your lips as you let the last of your defenses fall. “Okay,” you whispered “The first sign of you pulling away, you won’t be given another chance.”

Suguru pulled your into his arms, holding you close, his lips brushed gently against yours. “May lightning strike me down if I do something as heinous as that.”

The kiss felt real. Emotional. It struck your heart with bubbling intensity as he brought you close. ‘So never had a girlfriend huh? All that attention back in high school gone to waste.”

He chuckled and kissed your knuckles. “Wasn’t for nothing. I had my fair share of hot nights.” Suguru gazed into your eyes. “But I think first and only girlfriend is a great title to hold.”

He pulled you towards the nearby bed.

“This is Shoko’s bed, baby.”

“We’ll switch rooms,” He sat on the edge of the queen sized bed, spreading his legs and bringing you between them by the hips. “She’ll understand the urgency of our sudden change.”

He kissed right at your belly button, then between your breast. His cold lips made you shudder as his firm touch brought you back to the sense of sensual belonging you shared. “You have a lot of making up to do, Suguru Geto.”

His hands roam your body greedily, mapping out every curve and dip as he slowly removes your clothing piece by piece. He takes his time, savoring the reveal of each new expanse of skin, peppering kisses across your flesh as it's bared to him. “Then I need to get started as soon as fucking possible.”

He takes a moment to simply admire you, drinking in the sight of your naked form with hungry eyes "You're so beautiful. I don't deserve you." He breathes reverently, trailing a finger down your sternum to circle your navel before you switched positions. He sat you down, eyes never leaving yours before beginning to strip down for you.

Leaning down, he places open-mouthed kisses along your collarbone, teeth grazing the sensitive skin as he works his way lower. His tongue swirls around one dusky nipple before he sucks it into his mouth, lavishing the hardened peak with attention.

His free hand slides between your thighs, fingers delving into your slick heat as he groans in approval "So wet for me already, princess." He praises, working you with skilled fingers, tending to the flames that are burning hot within.

“Fuck,” you groan, spreading your thighs instinctively to let him in. “Yes, please, Sugu..”

His eyes darken with lust at your wanton display, a feral grin spreading across his face as he takes in your spread legs and glistening folds "Thank you, baby. Opening up for me, letting me taste this sweet cunt."

He settles between your thighs, nudging them further apart with his broad shoulders. Leaning in, he drags the flat of his tongue along your slit, groaning at the taste of your arousal. The feeling of his wide tongue sends electricity up your spine as you moan out his name in pleasure.

He seals his lips around your clit, suckling the sensitive bundle of nerves as he thrusts two fingers deep inside your tightness. His fingers pump in and out, curling to hit that special spot within you as his tongue continues its relentless assault on your clit.

He can feel your walls starting to flutter around his digits, knowing you're getting close. He doubles his efforts, alternating between flicking and sucking your clit, his fingers pistoning in and out at a rapid pace "Cum for me, baby. Soak my face with it. I wanna feel you fall apart on my tongue."

His words are muffled against your flesh, vibrating deliciously as he works you closer and closer to the edge, determined to send you flying over it with his mouth alone.

“Nngh fuck..” your mouth gaped as you felt your body tensing, your thighs beginning to tremble around his head as he drives you closer to the brink. He doubles his efforts, sucking hard on your clit as his fingers pound into your dripping cunt.

"That's it, baby. Cum for me. Let go and give it to me." He growls against your flesh, the vibrations sending shock waves through your core. With a final flick of his tongue, he sends you careening over the edge

"Fuck yes, just like that! Cum all over my face!" He groans as your release hits, your pussy clenching around his fingers as you gush your essence all over his chin and mouth. He laps it up greedily, continuing to rub your clit as he helps you ride out the intense waves of pleasure

When the last aftershocks subside, he releases your sensitive nub with a wet pop, crawling up your body to capture your lips in a deep kiss. You can taste yourself on his tongue as he plunders your mouth, unbuckling his pants with haste.

"Mmm, you always sound like heaven when you cum for me." He praises breathlessly, grinding his hard, clothed erection against your thigh "But I'm not done with you yet, princess. I'm going to fill you up until you're screaming my name."

Reaching down, freeing his rigid cock, he gripped himself at the base, he notches the swollen head at your entrance, rubbing it teasingly through your slick folds.

“Suguru please. Fuck me. I need all of you. Pretty please.” Your begging made his cock twitch and his eyes rolled back in bliss from your sweet pleas.

He notches the thick head of his erection against your fluttering entrance once more, teasing you with the promise of what's to come. With agonizing slowness, he sinks into your welcoming heat, inch by delicious inch until he's fully sheathed inside you.

He whimpers shamelessly, watching as your eyes widen from his welcome intrusion. “Look at you, beautiful. You’re so wet for me.”

He praises, giving you a moment to adjust to his size. When he feels your walls start to flutter around him, he pulls back slowly before snapping his hips forward, burying himself to the hilt in one smooth thrust.

He sets a steady rhythm, pulling out only to slam back in, his heavy balls slapping against your ass with each powerful thrust. The headboard creaks in protest as he fucks into you with wild abandon, the room filling with the obscene sounds of skin slapping against skin and your wanton moans. Every time you stuttered his name, only whimpers and unintelligible groans flew from your lips.

He groans, relishing the feeling of your silken walls gripping him like a vice. He gives you a moment to adjust one more time before pulling back slowly, only to snap his hips forward again, setting a hard, fast pace.

He notices your eyes fluttering closed and brings his face to yours. “You’re doing so good baby. Taking all of me,” Suguru presses a gentle kiss to your temple before pressing on to your lips while he angled his hips to that rigid sensitive spot in you. “I love you so much. I don’t want you to ever think for a second I don’t.”

He babbles, each thrust driving you further up the bed. His fingers dig into the flesh of your hips hard enough to bruise as he uses them for leverage.

He bottoms out, grinding against your clit with each stroke until you began to arch off the bed. “Right there, fuck fuck fuck..” words slurring and jaw slacked, He can feel you starting to tighten around him, signaling your impending orgasm.

He leans down to capture a nipple between his teeth, biting down just hard enough to send a jolt of pleasure-pain straight to your core "Cum with me, pretty. I wanna feel this greedy cunt milking my cock. Please cum for me, please give it to me.”

Suguru snarls in primal satisfaction as he feels your pussy clamp down around him like a vice, your body convulsing beneath him as your orgasm crashes over you. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, biting down on the sensitive skin as he pounds into you with reckless abandon

"Youre gonna milk me dry baby, fuck." He growls, his words punctuated by harsh grunts and groans as he fucks you through your climax, drawing out your pleasure. “so fucking tight. So fucking perfect, pussy made for just me..”

With a final, brutal thrust, he buries himself to the hilt inside you, his cock pulsing as he finds his own release. Thick, hot ropes of cum paint your inner walls as he empties himself inside you, grunting as he endured each drop went where it belonged.

He collapses on top of you, both of you gasping for breath as you come down from your high. He peppers your face with soft kisses, praising you between each one. “I love you so fucking much. You are my everything, My angel.”

After a few moments of basking in the afterglow, he carefully pulls out of you, rolling to the side and gathering you into his arms. He holds you close, one hand stroking soothing patterns on your back as he kept you close. “You still with me, pretty bird? Need anything?”

You smiled, still unsure of how to formulate many words without sounding like a lush “Water. And maybe food. Once I can move that is.”

Suguru smiled back, kissing you as if you were the most delicate artifact on the planet. “i’ll go get some ice so its cold. I’ll be right back.”

You kissed his chest before he rolled out of bed, pulling on his pants from off the floor and undershirt. “How do you feel about thai? I think Satoru mentioned going to someplace. I’ll have him grab something or we can go once we rest.”

“We can go in a bit. I want water and a nap with you first.”

Leaning down to kiss you again, he combed his fingers through your soft curls and caressed your cheek. “Then I’ll be quick.”

Sliding on his sandals, Suguru walked out of the hotel room and turned right until he heard someone clear their throat.

“Finally! I told Shoko you guys would finish eventually! I got enough food for us all!” Satoru cheesed as he sat up against the wall but popped up once Suguru noticed him. “

“Satoru.” Suguru pinched the bridge of his nose and grabbed his friends shoulder as his voice deepened. “Did you sit out here the entire time we were in there?”

Almost offended by the accusation, Satoru adjusted his glasses and smiled. “No idiot, I’m not some perv.” He wrapped his arm around Suguru’s shoulder as they walked to the ice machine. “Only towards the end. Where you were whimpering like a puppy.”

“Satoru..”

“You really are whipped!”

“Satoru. Gojo.” Suguru’s sternness almost stopped him, but there wasn’t any fun in that.

“Were you crying?” Satoru smirks as Suguru pushes him away, laughing as he caught up to him. “Come on! Its okay! We all cry from hot, wet-”

“Satoru!”

[scoonsalicious]

Unwanted: Chapter 9, Unselfish - Pt. 1

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Fem!Reader

Summary: When your FWB relationship with your best friend Bucky Barnes turns into something more, you couldn’t be happier. That is, however, until a new Avenger sets her sights on your super soldier and he inadvertently breaks your heart. You take on a mission you might not be prepared for to put some distance between the two of you and open yourself up to past traumas. Too bad the only one who can help you heal is the one person you can no longer trust.

Warnings: (For this part only; see Story Masterlist for general Warnings) Language, mentions of sex (nothing on page), fluff.

Word Count: 1.5k

Previously On...: Despite Jade's interference, you and Bucky spent a pleasant, intimate afternoon together. Secrets were revealed. Steve's in love with you-- who knew?! And Bucky's hella insecure about it, but you reassured him that he's the one you want. You share your phone passcodes (so cute, I could gag) and are in a good place, but Steve's asked Bucky to take point on Jade's training. What could possibly go wrong?

A/N: Let's call this part "The Calm Before the Storm," shall we? I think it's the final peaceful moment before shit begins hitting the fan with increasing severity. I am sorry for what is to come.

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The following morning, you and Bucky made your way out of the Tower to an adorable Midtown café you’d been coming to since you first began spending time together. The interior consisted of high windows, exposed brick walls, comfortable seating, and plants everywhere. You made your way up to the loft to commandeer one of the oversized plush armchairs for the two of you while Bucky placed your orders.

“Peanut butter coffee shake,” he said when he arrived, handing you your order as he snuggled down into the chair next to you. With the hand that wasn’t holding his large black coffee, he adjusted your legs until they were draped over his lap and he began running his fingers along the length of your thigh.

“Thank you,” you murmured, leaning over to press a quick kiss to his cheek. You'd told him you hadn’t minded waiting in line with him, or even going to get the drinks yourself while he got the seats, but he scoffed.

“What kind of boyfriend would I be if I let my girl wait in line when I’m perfectly capable of doing it, myself?” he retorted. So, you’d accepted his chivalry.

“So,” you began after a few moments of companionable silence and sips of your respective beverages, “we should talk about Steve’s request. You taking on Jade’s training.”

Bucky slung an arm over the backrest of the armchair. “Nothing to talk about, doll. I’m gonna tell him I won’t do it. I don’t want you feeling uncomfortable.”

You offered him a soft smile, grateful that he was taking your feelings, however ridiculous and unfounded they might have been, into consideration. You’d been giving the matter a lot of thought, however, and as far as you were concerned, there was only one course of action he could take.

“I really appreciate that, Buck,” you said, lifting a hand up to caress his jawline, “but I think you should do it.”

He gaped at you, surprise and confusion plainly evident across his face. “Is this one of those boyfriend tests Sam’s always making me watch videos of on that clock app?” he asked, looking around as though searching for a camera that might be recording him.

You chuckled, taking his hand and rubbing comforting circles into the mound above his thumb. “No, I promise it’s not. I’ve just been giving it a lot of thought, and I can’t justify asking you not to do it. I don’t love the idea, I won’t lie about that, but if Jade’s going to become the best Avenger she can possibly be, she’s going to need the best teacher. There’s no one else more suited to train her than you, and that’s just a fact. I don’t have to like it, but her ability to be a good teammate, to ensure that she knows what she’s doing and keep you and the others safe on missions? Well, that trumps my feelings on the matter.”

Bucky took your joined hands and raised them to his lips, pressing a kiss to the pulse point of your wrist. “Are you absolutely sure? If you have any doubts, I’ll tell Steve he can train her, himself.”

You shook your head. “It’s okay, baby, really. I may not trust her as far as I can throw her, but I trust you. That’s good enough for me.”

Bucky wrapped an arm around you and pulled you closer, kissing your temple. “You’ll tell me the second she does anything that makes you uncomfortable, alright, sweets?” he asked. “I won’t be able to live with myself if anything I’ve done inadvertently makes you unhappy. Promise me, okay?”

“I promise,” you said, smiling back at him as you rested your head into the crook of his shoulder. “I only ask that you be transparent with me, you know?” Bucky gave you a questioning look, silently asking you to elaborate. “Just, like, let me know if she says or does anything inappropriate, tell me if you’re going to spend any one-on-one time with her, that sort of thing. Is that cool?”

Bucky nodded as he ran his fingers up and down your upper arm. “Yeah, that’s easy enough,” he said. “But I really don’t think you gotta worry about it, doll. I mean, what’s a girl like her gonna see in a guy like me, anyway?”

You pulled your head back. “What’s that supposed to mean?” you asked, a note of defensiveness creeping into your voice. “What, you think she’s too good to be interested in you? Because if so, what does that mean you think about me?”

Bucky put his coffee cup down on the table in front of you and positioned himself so that he was looking you directly in the face. “No. Not at all, sweetheart. I mean, she doesn’t know me. Not like you do, not even close. All she knows is what she’s seen in the media. The Winter Soldier. The assassin, the killer. She doesn’t know Bucky Barnes. You know me. You know who I really am. You see me. She can’t.” He said the words as if it were so obvious, so apparent, that there was no way Jade could be truly interested in him simply because she didn’t know who he truly was, that it made you question why you were letting yourself get so worked up over it in the first place.

“Listen,” he said, reaching a hand up to cup the side of your face and brush back your hair, “I hate that you’re getting yourself so upset over this. You have absolutely nothing to worry about.”

“I just don’t trust her, Buck,” you murmured, leaning into his palm. “She’s manipulative, plays fast and loose with the truth, and she’s made it perfectly clear to me that she wants to sleep with you.”

Bucky pulled his head back slightly. “When did she say that?”

Shit. You hadn’t meant to divulge that nugget of truth. Might as well come clean; cat was out of the bag now. “When I was doing her Tower tour,” you told him with a sigh. “She was telling me that she was going to sleep with you, find out if your super soldier stamina could make her come for hours, and then let me know all about it.”

Bucky began laughing, and when you glared at him, he raised his hand in surrender. “I’m sorry, but it’s kinda pathetic of her, don’t you think? I mean, she’s acting like she’s hot shit, like she’s god’s gift to men, and she has no clue she’s talking to the only woman alive who's actually been on the receiving end of my ‘super soldier stamina’ . I sincerely hope you told her you weren’t in need of her offer, since you already knew for yourself. Every day, and usually more than once, I might add.”

You snorted. “I might have mentioned it, yeah,” you muttered, ducking your head to hide your embarrassment behind your hair.

Bucky leaned his head back. “That’s my girl,” he laughed heartily. He pulled you closer to him until you were sitting in his lap. “No wonder she’s been such a bitch to you. I bet she didn’t expect you to bring her down a peg. Serves her right.”

You put down your own coffee and wrapped your arms around him, snuggling your body as close to Bucky’s chest as you could get. “Thank you,” you said. “You always know what to say to make me feel better.”

“Hey,” he said, stroking your hair, “I’m only telling you the truth. "I love you, and only you. I don’t want you ever doubting that.”

“I don’t, and I won’t,” you assured him. “And I love you, too. So fucking much.”

“Too bad we’re not back at the Tower,” Bucky joked. “Stark’d be getting another dollar in his jar.”

“No worries there,” you said, holding up your wrist to show him the silver bangle you always wore. “In addition to keeping track of my location, vitals, and being a distress beacon, Tony also programed it to count every time I swear, so FRIDAY never misses a thing.”

Bucky’s eyes widened. “So, you’re saying that last week, when we were in the bathroom at that bar…”

“And I kept begging you to ‘fuck me harder’ against the sink?” you giggled. “Yup. Every single one of those counted.”

“God, how much money is in that jar by now?” he asked with a laugh.

“I honestly have no idea,” you told him. “A lot, I’d wager. It’s been almost a year and a half.”

Bucky leaned in to kiss you. “Told you I love that filthy mouth of yours,” he whispered into your lips. “What are you going to do with all of it?”

“Hmm,” you hummed. “Maybe you and I could take a long vacation, go somewhere, just the two of us.”

“Oh yeah?” he asked, a smile building across his beautiful face. “Where’d you have in mind?”

“I dunno,” you said, leaning in to kiss him again. “I’ve always heard Tahiti was a magical place.”

<- Previous Chapter / Next Part ->

[gingerteawrites]

Drabble: Summer dates

Where Nanami is the most attentive to you.

A/N: I’m so glad to bring you this new drabble. I’ve been thinking a lot of more characters to write about on the blog, but as always, Nanami comes out on top. I have not edited this very thoroughly, so, apologies if it’s a bit clunky.

Please feel free to suggest ideas you would like me to write about, as well as characters from various anime and games you would want to see. I truly love reading your thoughts more than anything.

Content: fluff, established relationship, Nanami X reader. Reader is described in a more feminine manner but no pronouns used.

You and Nanami did not go out together nearly as much as other couples. Between your jobs/studies, jujutsu, and the general fatigue that adulthood seemed to be tied with, most weekends were spent at home, where you shared soft touches and home-cooked meals.

This weekend, however, Nanami had decided that you deserved to get out of the house for things other than just work obligations. As you ate breakfast beside each other, he explained how he planned a day outside for you two.

“This spot has very good pastries. And I know you’ve been wanting to explore the new shopping district in Roppongi,” he said, his voice a smooth rumble, enveloping you in its warmth as you felt your heart squeeze in affection.

“You didn’t have to,” you said, your lips forming a light pout as you reached out to squeeze his hand. He smiled at you and pulled your chair closer to his in one swift motion to deliver a feather-light kiss to your lips “Of course I had to. You deserve everything, my love.” He whispered against your lips, and if you had not been sitting already, you would have crumpled to the floor with the way it made your knees go weak.

With the summer heat hitting Tokyo in insistent waves, you settled on wearing a light sundress that fit snugly at the top and sprawled out until your knees, which had caused you to almost not make it out of the house with the way that Kento had squeezed your waist and kissed your exposed neck, mumbling about how beautiful you looked.

Nanami had ditched his usual suit and tie for a pair of loose white slacks and a brown polo shirt. He locked the door behind the both of you and as you stepped into the sweltering heat, you squinted your eyes at the bright sun. But before you could even comment on its intensity, Nanami pulled out a parasol from the bag he carried, splaying it open above your heads.

His eyes met yours with a knowing look, and you smiled back in silent thanks.

Walking through the streets hand in hand made you feel all giddy. Nanami had never been one for PDA, feeling that Gojo invaded his personal space enough. But being with you had caused him to want to feel a part of your body at all times. Knowing you were in his hold put him at ease, like he could protect you if anything came up.

You finally made it to Roppongi, exiting the train station with the rush of other people out for the weekend. Lunch consisted of cold noodles and refreshing shaved ice, and you bought pastries to eat as a dessert for dinner later in the evening.

“I saw a new bread recipe online, I think it’s called focaccia?” You said as you exited the bakery “I’ll try my hand at it tomorrow.”

“I am sure it would be perfect. We can use it to make sandwiches.” He smiled at your enthusiasm, carrying the conversation toward what to include in the following week’s work bentos.

Your eyes wandered a bit, gasping in excitement when you noticed a new stationery shop in the square, which Nanami gladly led you two to, entering the store with the tune of a small bell’s jingle. You were browsing their sticker collection when Nanami’s phone buzzed in his pocket.

His eyebrows knit at the intrusion, and his finger immediately went to reject the call, wanting to focus all his attention on you. But you, noticing the caller ID insisted on him picking up the video call. He turned away from you and pressed the green button.

“Nanamiiiiiiiiiiiin” Yuji’s voice greeted loudly, with a wide grin pulling at his lips, causing Nanami to wince slightly at the boy’s energy. “Fushiguro you owe me, see? He actually picked up!” He snickered, flipping the camera towards a scowling Megumi.

Nobara peered from behind Yuji, gripping onto his shoulder and pulling at it roughly so she could see the screen better “Oh! Are you in Roppongi!?” she exclaimed, immediately recognizing the surroundings. Yuji’s own eyes went wide, as he brought the phone closer to his face “Oooooh, Nanami-san is enjoying himself without us!” the boy added.

Nanami grunted lightly, raising an eyebrow at his students’ shenanigans “If you all don’t have anything to say, I’m hanging up,” he announced.

You snickered lightly at the scenario unfolding before you, but accidentally dropped a roll of washi tape you had been examining. It rolled towards Nanami’s feet and before you could bend down to pick it up, your man beat you to it, causing you to inadvertently come into view on the video call.

“Is that Y/N-san??” Nobara asked, catching a glimpse of your face “You look so pretty today!” she said, and Yuji greeted you enthusiastically. “I told y’all not to call. See, they’re probably on a date.” Megumi scolded his mates, lips pressed together.

You waved at the group, Nanami moving aside so you took most of the screen. “Hi everyone, I hope you’ve all been enjoying your break,” you said, the melody of your voice prompting them to go on about their summer break activities.

You chuckled when they explained their antics, revealing that they had grown bored and bet on which one of their teachers would pick up the phone off-duty. Surprisingly, even the ever-available Ichiji had turned off his phone, causing the students to almost lose all hope.

Nanami watched your face as you effortlessly conversed with his students, his initial irritation easing, replaced by a fond look. You eventually waved your goodbyes, not wanting to neglect your date.

“Sorry for interrupting,” Megumi said sheepishly. “I’ll send you a picture of me trying on that shade!” Nobara added. “You should try the revolving sushi! Byeeee!” Yuji waved off, before cutting the call.

“They completely forgot I was even here,” Nanami commented, slipping his phone back into his pocket. You chuckled at his words, your hand finding his as you softly intertwined your fingers.

“Shall we get the kids some souvenirs?” You asked, tilting your head as you looked up at your lover. He melted under your gaze, a small smile gracing his features as he brought your hand to his lips. How could he ever say no to you? “Of course my love.” You did not realize just how weak this man was for you.

[dovesdreaming]

Minds entwined

Summary: Cassandra is able to read someone’s mind gently but she just chose not to usually, until you. She needed to know the truth about your feelings without hurting you.

Masterlist

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The room was dimly lit, the hum of soft machinery echoing through the space. Cassandra Nova leaned against the wall, her imposing figure cloaked in shadow, eyes gleaming with an unsettling intelligence. The Reader stood in the middle, feeling the weight of her gaze. The psychic tension was palpable, but Cassandra, for once, was holding back choosing not to pry. Yet. "You know” Cassandra said, her voice like silk, slipping between words with a dangerous ease, "I’ve never enjoyed reading a woman's mind. Something about it... unsettles me. But you” she continued, stepping forward, "You, my dear, are different”.

Your heart skipped a beat. The subtle implications behind Cassandra’s words were enough to leave anyone shaken, but it was the undertone, the invitation to explore further, that truly left you feeling exposed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about” you muttered, trying to avoid eye contact. You could feel Cassandra’s presence getting closer, her figure looming, a faint smile dancing on her lips. “Oh, I think you do”.

Cassandra lifted her hand, extending it toward you. It wasn’t the forceful invasion she'd used on others this time, her touch was soft, almost tender, resting just beside your temple. “Do you really think you can hide it from me? What you're feeling... towards me?”

Your breath hitched, but you remained silent, refusing to give in to the swirling thoughts Cassandra was on the verge of accessing. Cassandra’s fingertips danced along the side of your face, her other hand brushing against the back of your neck in a surprisingly gentle, comforting gesture. “I don’t need to dig deep” Cassandra purred, her tone lower now, soothing. “You’ve kept this hidden, haven't you? It must be exhausting. Let me help ease the burden..”

Cassandra’s powers slipped into your mind with a finesse rarely employed by the telepath. It wasn't the brutal extraction of thoughts she was known for, it was something delicate, warm even.

Her lips curled into a knowing smirk as she felt the truth stir within the your mind. The feelings, the quiet yearning, the unspoken attraction were all there. Gently, Cassandra let the thoughts rise to the surface, coaxing them without force, without pain. “You want me” she whispered, her lips dangerously close to your ear now, her voice almost intoxicating. “You’ve wanted me for a while. And I, darling, find that very... compelling”. You shuddered, fighting back the admission, but it was futile. Cassandra’s eyes sparkled with triumph as she probed deeper. Her hand trailed down your neck, her psychic touch drawing out the truth that you could no longer hide. “I knew it” Cassandra breathed out, her tone dripping with satisfaction. “You’re mine”.

Your heart raced, not out of fear but something far more dangerous, desire. Cassandra leaned in, her breath hot against your skin. “You could’ve just told me, you know” Cassandra teased, her hand gently tilting tour chin up. “But I have to admit, this, this is far more satisfying”. There was no cruelty in her voice this time. Only victory. And something else. Affection. The realization hit you harder than expected. Cassandra wasn't just toying with your emotions. She felt something too, didn’t she?

“You’re not going to let this go, are you?” You asked, almost breathless now, your minds still connected as Cassandra held your gaze. Cassandra smiled softly. “No, my dear. I’m not. Because I like you. More than I ever expected”. For the first time, there was a softness in Cassandra’s expression, a vulnerability only you could see, her mind still swirling with the undeniable truth they both now shared. This cat and mouse game was over. And you had both won.

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Thank you for reading!

[rainandandy]

I just finished reading all your rain fanfics and I need more😭🙏

could you write another one please? fem reader or gn whichever you prefer! established relationship.

reader is extremely clingy to rain, always wants to be in some physical contact, probably due to past traumas. she's just slightly shorter than rain.

I'm not really sure about what else I should request rn tbh😭 maybe I will come up with another idea later??? but rn I literally just finished your stories and want another one so I'm not thinking much on it BAHAHA THANK YOU FOR DOING SUCH A SERVICE TO THE RAIN / CAILEE FANDOM😭🫡

Thanks for reading! ❤️❤️

Living in Jackson’s Star wasn’t easy. You had grown up here, surrounded by the harsh, industrial environment, but it held ghosts. Every time you walked past the mines, you could still hear the echoes of that day, of the collapse. It was years ago, but the memory of the accident, the dust, the darkness, and the loss of your parents lingered like a scar you couldn’t hide.

Rain Carradine, your partner, was one of the few lights in your life. She had a way of seeing through the darkness, like she could part the clouds with just her presence. You had met her during one of your darker days, and since then, she had become your anchor. But that came with complications, ones you tried to hide.

Your trauma had made you clingy. Not in an obvious way—at least, you didn’t think so. But being near Rain, touching her, feeling her warmth or the reassuring brush of her hand, it kept the nightmares at bay. She was taller than you, just slightly, and when you were close, you could press your forehead against her shoulder, feel the security of her heartbeat against yours. It was grounding, and you needed it more than you wanted to admit.

Even now, as you sat in the small makeshift home you shared, your leg rested against hers while you both listened to her synthetic brother, Andy, ramble on about some old story from before he had malfunctioned. His voice was a bit glitchy, the software not perfect, but there was an innocence in him that Rain adored, and because she adored him, you did too.

Tyler and Kay had dropped by earlier, along with Bjorn and Navarro. They were good friends—solid, trustworthy—but sometimes their presence only heightened your need to be near Rain. You’d stand next to her while they talked, your arm brushing against hers. Sometimes, if you were really distracted, you’d wrap your pinky around hers or lean against her when no one was looking.

You knew you were being too clingy. You knew it wasn’t normal. But the fear, the gnawing, cold fear of being alone again, of losing someone again, wouldn’t leave you. The mine accident had stolen everything from you once, and you weren’t going to let it happen again.

“Hey, you okay?” Rain asked softly, pulling you out of your thoughts.

You blinked, realizing you had been staring at the wall, lost in your own head. “Yeah,” you mumbled, shifting slightly so you didn’t seem so attached to her. You moved to pull your leg away from hers, but she placed a hand on your thigh, keeping the contact.

“I know you better than that,” she said, her voice gentle, her gaze piercing. “You don’t have to hide how you feel around me.”

Your heart raced at her words, and a part of you felt exposed. “I’m not hiding anything,” you whispered, but it was a weak argument, and Rain knew it.

“Babe, I’ve known you long enough to see when you’re struggling.” She gave you a soft smile, leaning closer so her forehead touched yours. “You don’t have to pretend with me.”

Her touch was a balm to the ache inside you, and you sighed, leaning into her. The closeness of her, the scent of her hair, and the warmth of her skin calmed the storm that always seemed to loom over you. “It’s just…sometimes, it feels like if I’m not near you, I’ll lose you too.”

Rain didn’t flinch at your words, didn’t pull away or tell you that you were being too much. Instead, she wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you closer. “I’m not going anywhere. And even if you cling to me like a barnacle, I’m not going to complain. You know that, right?”

You chuckled softly, though it was shaky. “A barnacle?”

She grinned, that playful sparkle in her eye that you loved so much. “A very cute barnacle.”

Andy, who had been listening in his usual silent way, suddenly chimed in, his voice stuttering slightly as he spoke. “Barnacles… are essential to the ecosystem. Without them… the underwater structures would collapse.”

Rain and you both laughed at that, and she kissed the top of your head. “See? Even Andy gets it.”

Tyler and Kay returned with Bjorn and Navarro, and the evening grew livelier. But even then, with all the laughter and conversation swirling around the room, Rain kept a hand on your back, tracing gentle circles as if to remind you she was there, and you weren’t alone. You stayed close, resting your head against her shoulder, feeling the steady rise and fall of her chest as she laughed at one of Bjorn’s wild stories.

To the others, it might have looked like casual affection between two people in love. But to you, it was everything. It was the lifeline you needed to keep going, to fight back the fear that threatened to swallow you whole.

Later that night, after everyone had left, and it was just you and Rain again, she pulled you into her arms under the worn, patchy blankets. She didn’t ask any questions, didn’t press you for answers. Instead, she just held you, her breath soft against your skin as she whispered, “You’ll always be safe with me.”

And for the first time in a long time, you believed her.

[weirdkpopgirl]

To Love | Jaemin Imagine #9

Title: To Love

Genre: Fluff (?)

Warnings: a little suggestive, making out

Word Count: 715

Author's Note: I've never been in love before. But whenever Na Jaemin pops into my head (which is a regular occurrence), I associate him with love. He's so sweet, considerate, and sincere. The list goes on, but I'll stop my fangirling here. I hope you guys like this short story. Thank you for reading ^ ^

𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪

The gentle glow of the lights enhanced the serenity of the room. Seated on the bed, you traced delicate patterns on your boyfriend’s back with your fingertips. Few words were exchanged between the two of you, opting to appreciate the stillness of the moment.

The only discernible sounds were the gentle scratches against the canvas of his exposed back, and occasionally accompanied by sighs of relief from him.

“You’re so tense,” you murmured, as your nails glided over the knots beneath his muscles. Though you couldn’t see his face, the warmth of a small smile resonated in his voice. 

“Thankfully, I have you to take care of me,” he said, earning a chuckle from you.

Despite the lightheartedness in his tone, Jaemin meant what he said. Being a motherly figure in his group, he was accustomed to looking after others. However, only a select few in his life allowed him to be on the receiving end. And you happened to be one of those individuals.

On a day full of long dance practices and recording sessions, your touch was exactly what Jaemin needed. His eyes were closed, and he let out another content sigh, appreciating the luxury of being cared for. In that moment, he could feel the weight of his exhaustion and stress dissipate with each stroke. 

As your nails continued their gentle path along his back, Jaemin found himself swept away by the depth of his emotions for you. As someone who loved passionately, he realized that his fondness for you was immeasurable.

Unable to dwell in his thoughts any longer, Jaemin shifted his focus. You were caught off guard as his warm hand wrapped around your wrist and swiftly pulled you into his lap. His other hand cupped half of your face, and his eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that spoke volumes.

“I love you,” he whispered in a low, almost husky voice. 

While Jaemin told you those three words daily, tonight they carried a vulnerability that stirred the same swirl of emotions he was feeling within you. You didn’t even need to say it back, the look in your eyes was all he needed for reassurance. The next thing you knew, his lips were meeting yours in a slow, deliberate kiss. The connection between you two was like a magnetic force, drawing you closer to each other. 

Your hands found their way to Jaemin’s shoulders, grasping onto the fabric of his shirt. Simultaneously, he continued to cradle your face, gently lifting your chin at the perfect angle to deepen the kiss. As your lips pressed onto his, a tingling sensation spread through him, the softness of your touch leaving a warmth that permeated every nerve in his body. Emotions surfaced like waves crashing against the shore, adding to the intimacy of the moment.

Every kiss shared with Jaemin held a special place in your heart. Yet, you secretly loved how this particular one seemed to just go on and on. It almost felt as if time had momentarily froze just for the two of you.

If it weren’t for the necessity of breathing, you and Jaemin might never have pulled away. Reluctantly, you placed a hand on his chest, gently breaking the kiss. Both of you were teary-eyed, overwhelmed by the overflowing love you had for one another. The emotion was so intense that it bordered on pain. You hadn't known it was possible to feel this way for a person until now.

Jaemin’s eyes remained locked on yours intently, his thumb gently brushing over your cheek, sending a slight shiver down your spine. He couldn’t resist a playful grin as he joked, “Maybe we should just get married already.”

You would have laughed if you hadn’t caught the hint of sincerity beneath his humor. Moving your arms to wrap around his neck, and softly replied, “Maybe we should.”

Your response caused the smile on his face to widen. Jaemin tightened his embrace, holding you close, as if savoring the moment. Resting his forehead against yours, he pressed another lingering kiss to your lips. The air between you two crackled with a quiet understanding, and a promised future together felt closer than ever. If this is what it meant to love, you fully intended to treasure it forever.

𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚༝༚𓆩♡𓆪

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Wrapped Around Your Finger - Part 0.7

Series Masterlist | Original Fic

➪in which you receive praise from your instructor and want nothing more than to share the excitement with anakin, but he isn’t as happy as you thought he’d be, and he receives an earful from his bandmate about it later on.

PSA: strongly suggested to read the warnings before proceeding.

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The light tapping against your window was so quiet, you wouldn’t have been able to hear it if you weren’t right next to it. 

Your brows furrow a bit as you stand up from your bed and pull back the curtain, your mouth opening in shock as you meet the eyes of Anakin. He was wearing grey sweats, black converse and a black hoodie that had the name and mascot of your high school on it, which was a bull. 

Opening the window, you steady yourself against the frame as you call out to him, “What are you doing?” 

He drops the pebble he was holding with a grin. “I missed you,”

You laugh quietly, not wanting to wake up your parents since it was nearing one in the morning. “You just saw me at school, like, less than ten hours ago,”

Anakin shrugged. “That’s too long,” 

You shake your head again as he stares up at you, a mischievous look in his eyes. “What?” 

“Come with me,” he said and you laughed again. 

“And go where? It’s one in the morning on a Saturday, Ani, nothing is open,” 

He grinned, “I know one place that’s open,”

And that was how you found yourself on the deserted beach, sand seeping into your clothes as you sat next to Anakin. It was dark out and the rides along the boardwalk had been turned off for the night. The only sound that could be heard was the waves against the shore and the occasional cricket. 

It was kind of cold out, especially since you were by the water, but you wouldn’t dare ask to leave and go someplace warmer. No, not with the way he is looking at you as if you’re the prettiest thing he had ever seen. 

Without so much as a thought for your wellbeing, Anakin lifts his hand and tucks your hair behind your ear, exposing more of your face to him. You were almost positive that he could see your blush, even in the darkness. The moon reflecting off the water was really the only source of light, but it was somehow enough. “You’re really pretty,” he murmured, running his knuckles softly along the curve of your jaw. “You know that?”

You blush a bit more, turning away from him. “You’re really sweet,”

His lips turned up into a smirk as he shook his head, dragging his hand down a bit and tugging at your lower lip with his thumb. “No, I’m not sweet,” was all he said before he leaned in and pressed his lips to yours.

You kiss him back instantly, your hands reaching up and gripping the back of his neck. Out of the few kisses you’ve shared with him so far, you could easily say you are becoming addicted to them. And him. 

Because of your busy and very different schedules, Anakin has only been able to take you out on three dates, and the most recent one you had made it official. Rushed greetings and longing looks have been all you’ve shared during school, not that Anakin wouldn’t love to show you off, he is just constantly late for everything and would have to risk his attendance in his classes if he were to take you into his arms and kiss you in the way he wanted to. 

Though, if he had to admit it, he would not mind his attendance getting completely messed up if it meant he got to see you for more than three seconds before class everyday. 

He also knew you weren’t really ready for everyone to know that you are together yet, something about being nervous to receive all the death glares from the girls since you had made things official with the hottest guy in school and they no longer had a chance.

The kiss was getting messy, with both your lips now shining with each other’s saliva, and he pulled away as he asked, “Where is the one place in the world you want to go to the most?” 

His thumb and index finger gently massage your jaw as you take in his question, your head spinning a bit. “Um, France,” you answer as you run your fingers through the hair on the back of his neck. “Paris.”

Anakin grins at you and you can’t help but look at his mouth, and more specifically at his lip ring. “We’ll go there one day,” he offered and you were powerless to stop the way you immediately nod. He laughed at your response, further heating up your body at the sound. “Okay.”

“Okay,” you agree, bumping his nose with yours as you move closer to him. “Where do you want to go?” 

The rest of the world fell silent as you waited for his answer, your fingers beginning to tug at his hair now. Anakin looked you in the eyes as he remained quiet, his blue orbs saying what felt like a million things at once. 

His hand fell from your face and grabbed onto one of yours, his eyes glancing down when you laced your fingers together. 

You were expecting him to say New York or something like that, knowing his love for places that were full of life and opportunities, but what his answer was instead of that had your heart beating wildly. “Wherever you are,”

Neither of you knew how to say goodbye to each other later on when he brought you back home, dumb smiles on your cold faces when you held each other as if it would be the last time. In reality, you would be seeing each other the following Monday, but you both ignored that fact. 

After all, it was easy to fall into pretend worlds with each other.

-

Anakin woke up with a splitting headache, and he groaned rather loudly when he stood up from the couch of the bus. “Fuck,” he muttered as he gripped his head with one hand. 

He had gotten so drunk last night, he couldn’t even make it to his bunk before he passed out. How many drinks did he even have? The last time he felt this fucking awful was the night after the first tour ended, when you, Theo and Vinny all went out drinking in celebration. 

He was so happy that night, mainly because he had you tucked to his side the whole time with a permanent smile on your lips. Your achingly pretty smile.

You.

Anakin dropped his hand as he felt his pockets, turning around to look at the couch when he didn’t feel his phone. Reaching in between the cushions, he pulls it out and finds that it was nearly dead, but he still had enough battery to read your text. 

Princess: I hope you’re having fun, Ani. I’m sorry again. I love you. 

Guilt seeped into his body as he tried to blink away the blurriness in his eyes. Why didn’t he answer you? He clearly saw your text but didn’t bother answering it, like a fucking asshole. 

He sat back down on the couch when he felt a bit light headed, his fingers quickly typing out a response to you that was much too late in his opinion, but it was still better than nothing.

I love you more. I’m sorry I didn’t text you back last night, I don’t really remember much but I do know that I acted like a total dick to you. I’m sorry, princess. I miss you so much. 

He knew it wouldn’t make up for much, but it was all his foggy brain could come up with right now. 

Anakin swiped out of his messages and opened Instagram, where he was a bit mortified to see that Liz had somehow managed to secretly take a multitude of photos of him last night. He looked wasted in each one, with the last one being a selfie with her he didn’t remember taking. 

She had posted it to her photography account, despite the pictures clearly being taken by a phone and not a professional camera. The comments were flooded with people saying he looks so different, how they wanted to see this side of him more often, and how good he and Liz look together. 

He wanted to throw up as even more guilt took over his body. There were a few comments asking where you are, and he had to hold back on answering every single one of them with an overly proud response about how you’re in fucking London after getting accepted into an amazing program. 

When he clicked on his profile, he noticed that he was now following five people instead of four, and when he checked to see who that fifth person was, he was only half surprised to find that it was Liz. 

Wow, he really couldn’t remember a fucking thing he did last night. He assumed Liz asked him to follow her at some point, and clearly he agreed, he just wished he had some recollection of it. 

His phone died pretty quickly after that, with Anakin not receiving a reply from you before the screen went black and it shut off. With a huff, he stood up and plugged it in, tugging his shirt off on the way to the bathroom. 

He assumed Vinny and Clara were still sleeping, and he could hear Theo scrolling through some app on his phone in his bunk so he knew he was awake, but he decided against asking him about what exactly he did last night as he felt a bit embarrassed about the whole thing and didn’t know if he wanted to remember it or not. 

-

You had just finished packing up your books when Kenneth called your name and beckoned you over to him. You pause, giving Evan a confused look as you set your stuff back down and make your way over to your instructor. “Yes?” You asked when you reached his desk. He was holding your assignment, an unreadable expression on his face, and you were quickly beginning to feel nervous. “Did I do it wrong?”

“No,” he answered, putting some of your worries at ease as you glanced at Evan and gave him a thumbs up, giving him the okay to go ahead without you. “Quite the opposite.”

Your eyes widened at that. “Oh,”

“Yeah, it’s good,” Kenneth said, setting the papers aside as he looked up at you. “It’s really good. I didn’t know you were in this seemingly chaotic relationship with a guy in a band. That’s exciting stuff, Miss Y/l/n, and you portrayed it well in this piece.”

Your jaw dropped just a bit but you caught yourself just in time to stop the gasp from leaving your lips. “I did?”

He nodded, “You did. I’m looking forward to reading some more of your stuff,” he said as he stood up. “Have you begun your short story?” 

“I have,” you tell him and adjust your bag strap. “It’s having a bit of a slow start, but I promise I’m working on it.”

Kenneth smiled down at you. “Glad to hear it,” he gestured for you to walk and he followed you as you made your way to the door, where you could see Evan waiting for you in the hall. “Keep up the good work, Miss Y/l/n, and you may have a decent shot at getting your story published.”

Your face broke out into a grin, and though you were sure he hyped up every student like he just did with you, his words still gave you a tremendous amount of confidence. “I will,” you firmly say as he opens the door for you and you hold back a laugh as Evan quickly straightens up as he pretends like he wasn’t eavesdropping the whole time. “Thank you, Kenneth.”

The instructor smiles at you before closing the door and heading down the hall. 

You turn and throw your arms around Evan, who stumbled a bit as he hugged you back. “Did you hear that?” You excitedly ask and pull away after a second or two.

Evan nods and drops his arms to his sides after handing you your book and bag. “Told you I should just drop out,”

You roll your eyes as you begin walking with him to the exit. “He probably says things like that to all his students,”

“He hasn’t said anything like that to me,” Evan pointed out as he held the door open for you. “He’s barely even looked in my direction.” 

You bite back a laugh and give him a teasing smile. “Yet,” you say. “He hasn’t said anything like that to you yet. The program just started, there’s lots of time to impress him.” 

Evan gave you a pointed look and you quickly became uncomfortable and changed the subject, “We got a new reading assignment today, right? Want to work on it together?”

-

After scrolling through the photos Liz had taken of him last night, Anakin picked out a few of the ones he didn’t look completely plastered in and posted them to his Instagram. 

He still didn’t understand the hype of the app, but he also wanted to put in a decent effort, mainly for you since you had bugged him about making an account for years now. 

Anakin tossed his phone aside and twirled his pencil around his fingers as he stared down at the blank page of his notebook. He had been procrastinating for a while now, and the day was dragging on without him actually coming up with good enough lyrics to put in a song. 

Vinny and Theo had been working on a rhythm for a few days now, and all Anakin had to do was write the lyrics for it, but he couldn’t think of anything. He was growing frustrated since he used to be able to come up with great lyrics within seconds, but that was because he had you around to inspire him. Now he just felt like an idiot for not being able to do his part, all because he hadn’t seen his muse in a couple of weeks. 

With a groan, he pushes the notebook onto the floor of the bus and runs his hand down his face. Vinny was out with Clara and God knows where Theo spends his time nowadays, so Anakin was able to let out his frustration in peace. 

That peace was quickly interrupted by his phone ringing. Huffing, he grabs it again and sees that it’s you who is calling him. “Hi, pretty girl,” he answered as he used his free hand to rub at his eyes. 

“Hi, Ani,” your greeting had him feeling the smallest bit calmer, like usual, and he forced himself to drop his poor attitude as you really didn’t deserve to be rudely spoken to by him right now. “How was your day?” 

But now he was reminded of how shitty today had been for him. “Not great,” he answered shortly, hoping you would just leave it at that. 

“Why?” You quietly ask and he should’ve known you would press further. 

With a sigh, he leans back on the couch and rests his head against the top of the backrest. “The guys came up with a new beat for a song and are waiting for me to write the lyrics, but I can’t,” he mumbled. “I don’t know why I’m struggling so much to come up with decent fucking words, but here we are.”

His tone was harsh, but he was too annoyed to think about that right now. “I’m sorry, Ani,” you murmur. “You’re really good at writing lyrics, though. You’ll come up with something amazing soon.” 

It was easy for you to say that, and he was growing more agitated by the second, which never happened whenever he was talking to you. “Yeah, well, it would be a hell of a lot easier if I had you with me,” he rasped. “You know all the songs I’ve written are about you.”

You were quiet for a few seconds and now he felt even worse. “It’s hard for me, too,” you nearly whispered, and he felt like the worst boyfriend in the world. “I miss you all the time, Anakin, but it’s only a few months out of forever. Try to hold onto that.”

Anakin sighed and closed his eyes as he took in your words. Forever sounded amazing with you, and he knew that he would be with you for the rest of his life, so he tried to get over himself for your sake. “I know,” he said. “I know, baby, I’m sorry. I’m sorry about last night, too. Tell me about your day.”

“My instructor, Kenneth, really liked the piece I wrote about you,” while you sounded a bit happier now, Anakin was still able to tell that you were holding back. “He talked to me after class and told me he was looking forward to reading more from me.”

Anakin smiled at that, running his hand through his messy hair. “You wrote about me, princess?”

“Of course I wrote about you,” came your instant reply. “And he loved it. See, Ani? You’re my inspiration, too.” 

He didn’t know why, but that last sentence stuck with him all night, and he was still thinking about it once he got off stage and headed to his bunk for the night. 

You really are far too sweet and so out of his league, he couldn’t comprehend why you are still with him, especially after the shit he pulled last night. 

He felt bad that he had been so stubborn with you and complained that you weren’t here with him when you were literally trying to make a career for yourself, something he had been doing since he was fifteen years old and singing covers during the school’s talent shows. 

You had supported him for as long as you’ve known him, and he really needed to hold onto that fact before he disregarded your feelings again. 

-

“Everything okay?” Bailey asks as you toss your phone aside and lay back on your pillow. 

“Yeah,” you answer as you stare up at the ceiling. “Just boyfriend things.”

She laughed from her spot on her bed. “Boyfriend things? You poor thing,” she teased, moving to lay on her stomach to face you. “What did the rockstar do this time?”

You huffed, grabbing a pillow and wrapping your arms around it. “He basically said that he can’t write songs without me there and got really pissy with me,” you tell her. “He got better towards the end of the call, but I don’t know. It’s hard to be excited about my own accomplishments when I know he’s not happy right now.”

When you lifted your head and saw her near-blank expression, you dropped it back down onto your pillow. 

“I know, I know, girlfriend of rockstar problems,”

“I wasn’t thinking that,” Bailey said as she propped herself up on her own  pillow. “You told me that this is the first thing you’ve done for yourself since high school, right?”

You sit up and nod at her, “Yeah, pretty much,”

“And you’ve been supporting him and by his side since this whole band thing took off?” When you nod again she scoffs, “Babe, I’d be pissed. How unfair is it of him to be mad that he can’t write without you when he’s literally on tour and you’ve just started a really fucking good program? You’re a better person than me, because I would’ve broken up with him right then and there.”

You laugh and roll your eyes. “We’ve been together for five years,”

She shrugged, “I’ll be surprised if you guys make it to six after the way he’s been acting,” 

Playing with the pillowcase, you chew on your lip as you process her words. “Maybe it makes me weak,” you trail off, looking up at her with a tired expression. “But I don’t think Anakin could do anything that would make me leave him. Well, except for cheat, but he’d never do that.”

Bailey raised a brow, “Are you sure about that?”

You try not to take offense to her question, but you were actually quite appalled. “Of course I’m sure about it,” you answer. “We’ve been together for so long- he would never do that.” 

She raised her hands in defense. “Okay,” she said, standing up and walking over to her wardrobe. “Wanna do something tonight? I think there’s a party happening later on.” she offered and you kind of wanted to say yes, but you knew you needed to refine your assignment from earlier. Evan had already edited for you, but you still didn’t feel satisfied with it just yet. 

“No, I should get some more schoolwork done,” you say, dropping the pillow and reaching for your laptop from its place in your bag. “But thanks for offering.”

She shrugged, pulling out a crop top and jeans. “No worries. Next time,” she smiled at you before turning around and beginning to get dressed, leaving you to look down at your laptop and seriously think about her words.

Anakin would never cheat on you. Ever. He was an amazing guy and an even better boyfriend, he would never risk all you’ve gone through together for a one night stand. 

Yeah, maybe he came off a little selfish sounding earlier, but you understood for the most part. You just wished he realized that it was extremely hard to be away from him, too. 

-

With another location crossed off the list, the guys were left to wait on the bus until they arrived at their next destination. Vinny and Clara hadn’t left their room all night, leaving Anakin and Theo to sit in silence at the table together. 

It was a bit awkward since Theo didn’t really talk to either Anakin or Vinny anymore whenever they weren’t on stage together, and it made Anakin feel like a pathetic excuse of a friend, but he didn’t know what to say to get through to the bass player. 

He knew he was going through a tough time right now with his mom, and Anakin didn’t want to say the wrong thing, leading him to walk on eggshells around Theo. 

The silence dragged on for a few more minutes before Anakin decided he had to break it. “Y/n said she’s doing well in her class. It’s only been a week, but her instructor thinks she has potential,” it was the first thing he could think of, and he knew Theo would continue the conversation since he is your friend, too.

The black haired musician looked up from his phone, a small smile on his lips at the information. “That’s great,” he said, setting it aside. “We all knew she’d do amazing in that program.”

Anakin nodded in agreement, tracing your handwriting he had inked on his wrist. “Yeah, she told me she wrote a piece about me that her instructor really liked,” he continued, meeting Theo’s blue eyes. “Said I’m her inspiration.”

Theo laughed, looking at the passing scenery through the small window beside the table. “Tell me something that I don’t already know,” he joked. “You’re her inspiration, just like how she’s yours. Speaking of…”

He trailed off and Anakin’s small grin dropped, sensing where this was going and not wanting to talk about his inability to write at the moment. While he was happy Theo was actually talking to him, he didn’t want that to be the topic. 

“How are those lyrics coming?” 

He knew it.

Anakin huffed, slumping back in his chair. “Not great,” he replied, repeating the answer he gave you earlier when he was a total prick to you. “I can’t come up with fuckall without her here. I’ve discovered that.”

Theo gave him a weary look. “But you’re a great songwriter, Anakin, she doesn’t have to physically be here for that to still be true,” he tried to reassure him, but now Anakin felt on edge again. 

“Yeah, but it would help,” he muttered, looking out the window now. “I wish the program was a few months from now, not during the second part of our tour.”

He felt selfish again, but he couldn’t help it, and Theo understood to an extent. “I bet she wishes the same about the tour so you could be with her in London, instead of her being there all by herself,” that had Anakin’s expression softening tremendously. Theo was so aware sometimes and often thought about how others were feeling, much like you, and that was something Anakin admired about him. But before he could say anything, Theo continued, “I’m sorry I’ve been distant lately. I don’t mean to be, it’s just….”

Anakin looked over at him when he stopped talking, his brows furrowed in concern. “It’s just what?” 

Theo was quiet for a few seconds, his gaze conflicted as he tried to blink away tears. “My mom…Mary took her in for some scans or something,” he said, inhaling deeply as he met Anakin’s stare. “The results came back a few days ago and…they weren’t good.”

Anakin didn’t want to push him any further, but he could also tell that Theo needed an outlet right now, and he was more than happy to be that for his friend. “They weren’t good…how?”

Another moment of silence passes before Theo forces himself to say, “She has cancer,” 

Everything fell quiet at that and Anakin’s face dropped in dread. He brought one hand up to rub at his jaw as he tried to think of what to say, but he knew there was literally nothing he could tell Theo right now that would make the situation better. 

That was the worst outcome that could’ve happened, and Anakin felt awful. He couldn’t imagine what Theo was feeling right now, and how he had been keeping this news to himself for days now. 

Anakin felt like the definition of a scumbag at how selfish he’s been acting towards both his friends and to you. 

With a heavy sigh, he reaches over and wraps his hand around Theo’s wrist. He gives him a comforting squeeze, knowing that was the bare minimum amount of comfort he could provide his friend, but not knowing what else he could do to fix the mess he’s made of everything.