#tes: Jelani tag

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He's being actively hunted down by a deranged Imperial woman who wants to kill him in front of his dad for revenge.

He'll find out when she finally manages to track him down and tries to kill him. He'll survive but he'll get fucked up.

Also his dad isn't actually his dad but his older brother. He'll find that out some time later.

What do you know about your OC that they don’t know yet? When do they figure these things out?

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Okay, so the whole Jelani getting bit and then turning thing.

This was when he was 17-years-old and just starting out with the group. He was on his way home (little town I made up, I actually wanna talk about it later) from the direction of Markarth. He was gonna meet up with Trevor in Falkreath. On a crossroad a woman came running at him outta nowhere. She was smeared in blood, in rags and looked absolutely terrified. She grabbed onto Ayo's (Jelani's horse) saddle and begged and cried for help.

This caught Jelani off guard but he got her to calm down and she explained that a trio of vampires had kidnapped her and her sister, she managed to run away but her sister was still in the cave.

Jelani was confident in his abilities but he wasn't stupid. 3 on 1 were some pretty bad odds so he told her he could take her to Rorikstead and they could talk to the guards there. The woman broke out into hysterical crying saying that her sister would be killed before they could get help and bring it back. So against his better judgment he agreed to help the woman. He got off his horse, let her climb up and she led him to Broken Fang cave. He told her to wait and left Dagny on the saddle.

As soon as he walked into the cave he was jumped by two vampires, one was a fledgling and the other was a Blooded vampire. And who walks in? The woman that had asked him for help, another fledgling. He fought 'em off as best as he could and during the fight all three used a spell he'd never seen before, but the leader managed to land a blow to the back of Jelani's head that disoriented him long enough for the vampire to be able to pin him down and bite into his neck. After the Blooded vampire fed on him the woman that flagged him down fed on him and when the other one was gonna feed on him he managed to grab a rock and hit one on the head and kicked the other one off of him. He managed to run but one of them caught up to him and pushed him against the wall hard enough to get him woozy which wasn't that hard given the loss of blood.

The vampire got a better look at him and saw that he was young and she didn't feel right about killing him but the hunger was getting to her. She fed on him but not enough to kill him. He passed out from blood loss and when the other two were sleeping that same fledgling managed to get the bleeding to stop, helped him out of the cave and and onto his horse. He was really weak but he was okay enough to stay on the horse. He rode to Falkreath where Trevor was still waiting for him and managed to cover up his injury.

As the days passed he kept feeling worse and worse as well as weaker with each passing day. The sun bothered him, he felt really weak and he couldn't keep anything down. Whatever he ate he just threw it back up and he felt less and less hungry. He started to suspect it was the vampire attack and that made him nervous because it was around that time that the Vigilants of Stendarr were becoming a huge problem. He didn't tell Loke because he was afraid of what would happen.

Three days after the attack he was near Falkreath where he pretty much dropped on the spot and died. Sanguinare Vampiris had finally killed him. One of the guards found him and brought him over to the Hall of the Dead. However, that same night he came back and driven almost feral over the need to feed on blood he killed a guard, drained him and ran back home where he spent days hiding in his room until Loke managed to get him to open the door.

Loooot of crying later and Jelani finally told him what happened but the damage was done. Jelani actually thought Loke was gonna either kill him or throw him out but Loke was obviously not gonna do either of those two. So a lot of hugging, reassuring and more hugging later Loke confessed that he himself was a werewolf. Safe to say that if Loke was overprotective before Jelani was a vampire it was worse now, especially with the rumors of Dawnguard as well as Vigilants becoming more and more militant.

And that's what happened. He didn't become brooding or moody. After a few days he went back to being the overly sweet and happy little thing he was before the incident. He just had to learn to navigate around hiding in plain sight and an even more unhinged overprotective Loke.

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Tagged by precious @cixiglix  

list 10 songs you‘ve been listening to lately:

1.  Masego, Don Toliver - Mystery Lady

2.  Lianne La Havas - He Loves Me (Solo in Paris) 

3. Willow - Wait a Minute! 

4. Santino Le Saint - The Party

5.  Xavier Omar - Afraid 

6. Dua Lipa, Angèle - Fever

7.  Tsew The Kid - Plus d'amour à te donner

8. Squidji - Rose

9.  Jelani Blackman - Hello

10.  ROSALÍA - PIENSO EN TU MIRÁ (Cap.3: Celos)

I am tagging my lovely @victoriassolace and @hvertz

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Okay the read more is acting stupid. Hang on.

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Saw this post last night and I instantly remembered that ask I sent you a bit ago about Uth and the boys and I recall Uth's size kink and this post is exactly that.

Like, Jelani is so much smaller than Uthorim is so he'd easily overpower him and tower over his smaller frame. In every sense.

So when he puts his hard cock on his torso it's almost ridiculous and intimidating for Jelani especially since his pussy's pretty small. So when Uthorim does slide inside him he notices he's hitting the cervix before he's all the way in and the more he tries to push in the more Jelani whimpers and cries out. Uthorim cooing at him, telling Jelani he's doing so good for him.

Both of 'em can see how Uthorim's stretching him and causing a bulge on his lower stomach. He'd be really tight around Uthorim and instead of warm he's somewhat cool (he's undead after all).

Cock or pussy Jelani's the type to cum a lot, like freakishly a lot. So he's gonna be cumming and squirting all over Uthorim's cock while Uthorim fucks and breeds him.

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Thinkin' about these two again.

Just a high elf and his little bat.

I nuked the old art blog and wanted to have these two on here because I still really like how they turned out.

I miss that old robe mod ;.;

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Okay, I'm not too sure how accurate this would be (in regards to Uthorim) but once Jelani was getting a little more comfortable with his newly acquired vampire abilities and learned to change into bat form (smaller than average for a vampire bat) he had a hard time learning to fly.

He'd constantly crash into Loke, Uthorim, the walls or would just fall and would get a little frustrated. Uthorim would turn into this Daedric looking bat and helped him learn how to fly and soon both of them would go for a "stroll" almost every night while Loke watched them from the balcony.

Once Jelani was really comfortable with flying he liked to lie on Loke and Uthorim's heads and sometimes take a nap. He'd do the same with Angelus after he joined them.

During full moons or even when Lo goes into his werewolf form Jela will hang off one of his ears or lie on his snout. Tiny bat with his giant werewolf dad <3.

Even Uth isn't safe. In his Daddric form Jela likes to hang on his horns. He's so comfortable with him and trusts and loves him so much he'll often fall asleep while hanging on his horns. Giant Daedric Lord, imposing, fearsome and terrible with his tiny bat son.

He'll lie flat on Angelus's chest while he sits back and drinks wine while reading occasionally petting his boyfriend gently. Internally freaking out over how small and adorable he is for something as intimidating as a vampire lord.

I like to think Jelani's bat form is really fluffy and soft. Like mink kind of soft. And squeaky too <3.

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Jelani as a toddler going up to Loke with random animals he finds in the woods in his little hands and showing them to Loke a lá Lion King.

"Can I keep it, Dad? Pleeeeeeaaaaaase?"

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TranslucentTB and the Better Matchmaking mod are pissing me the fuck off so I'm gonna talk about cute things.

So when Loke reached Skyrim he barely left the house, he was a mess but above all scared and trying to juggle between processing everything that happened, the fact that he now has a 4 month old and that there are people after said 4 month old and he's injured.

I'll explain what happened in Hammerfell in another post.

For a year Loke didn't interact with anyone and despite his neighbors, a dark elf woman and her Argonian wife, trying to at least introduce themselves he kept them at arm's length. He was paranoid that anyone could be a sell sword working for Iain and trying to kill his baby sibling.

I'm being ambiguous about the gender 'cause Jela was born a girl and had a different name; don't wanna overpack this with semi unrelated stuff. He didn't start switching over to male until he was around 4 or 5. But regardless I'll still refer to him as Jelani even before he was 4.

So like I was saying, for a year Loke just barricaded himself in the house until one night one of the neighbors' kids came down with a bad case of Ataxia and had no potions.

Loke had studied under his mom and by the time he was a teenager he was assisting his mom and as an adult he was a healer working alongside his mother. She also taught him about poisons and venoms (this bit of lore is because of an accident in game on my part lmao). So both women went to Loke and asked for help for their kid and Loke obviously helped. As the kid recovered Loke and the dark elf and Argonian sat down to talk and that's when they learned that it wasn't just Loke living by himself. He got nervous and said that that was his daughter and from there fabricated this whole story about how he and his partner lived in Markarth and they'd died shortly after their daughter was born and Loke moved to start over. He felt shitty about lying but he did it to protect himself and his baby sibling but from then on Lo befriended the two women and they actually helped spread the word that Lo's a healer and given the location it was ideal since most people living in the area were far from towns and cities that had apothecaries making Loke the closest thing.

Several months later Loke is infected with lycanthropy and the day after his first full moon he met Trevor (a fellow werewolf and a Redguard. Ngl Trev made him feel homesick), and the most beautiful orc he'd ever seen. He was instantly smitten and kept coming back to the Lavender Lounge, not only because it was safe but because he befriended Trevor and he was teaching him all there was about being a werewolf and how to navigate life as one too. More importantly he'd get to see and talk to that beautiful orc that owned the lounge. For weeks Uthorim and Loke talked and Uth flirted with him but Loke can't tell when someone's flirting with him...hell, he doesn't even know how to flirt honestly speaking. It wasn't until Trevor outright told him what Uth was doing which caught him by surprise since he didn't think someone like Uthorim would be interested in some scruffy thing like him. Nevertheless some months pass and Loke is pretty much head over heels in love with him.

Here's the thing. Lo had mentioned he had a child and he kind of didn't know what to tell Uthorim, he wanted to tell him the truth but part of him wanted to keep up the lie to protect Jelani. He chose to trust Uth and told him the entire truth but asked him to keep up the lie which he did. At that point Jelani almost 8 months old and Loke had introduced him to Uthorim. Cue adorable shenanigans with Lo raising Jela and Uth helping out too. Also cue Loke losing his absolute shit when Jela said his first word at 8 months. The man turned into a puddle of tears.

So Uth is there to see Jelani's first few things and saw him get a little older and as a toddler (that age that babies just grab whatever's within reach) whenever Uth would carry him around he'd grab onto Uth's tusks and make squeaky sounds. He loved playing with Uthorim and whenever he was in Loke's arms he'd fall asleep while cuddling him.

There's onviously more as Jela gets older but I'll cover that later.

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Oh, gosh, this is beyond adorable! I love all these little interactions between baby Jelani and Uthorim. Not only just adorable and sweet but a lot of fun too 💞

Just thinking about little Jela filling Uths pockets with the cool rocks he found because "you're bigger, you can hold more rocks. LoLo says I can only take em home as long as I can put them in a place that won't bother anyone. And I know a few tiny rocks wouldn't bother someone like you!"

Uth proceeds to melt and ends up carrying half a quarry back home.

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Heyyy!!! I'm here to gift your inbox with a post work vibe post lol

What skyrim race comes to mind when I think about the boys! (Purely off vibes given i don't 100% know what they actually are)

So with Uthorim we all know he is orc but I also feel there's some redguard in there! Gives some speculation to his ever mysterious parents ;p

LoLo pops up in my head as Nord but with speckles of wood elf. Very strong, agile, and deadly! 💚

Jelani of course comes up as dark elf/redguard. Very mysterious, very stabby stabby, very loveable!

Angelus is high elf or more so snow elf! Big I'll end you and make it look beautiful vibes ✨️

You're the best as always! <3333÷

Lol love that Uth!

Honestly, you are very on point!

Loke and Jelani are both half Nord, half Redguard. Ingvarr is a Nord and Sanaa is a Redguard.

Now, Bethesda handled mixed children rather poorly. See, in Bethesda's terms both Loke and Jelani should have looked like Sanaa since the children will all look and be the race or species of the birth parent. I honestly hate that so it's one of those lore rules I break and throw away because it just does not make sense at all or work in the case of Jelani.

Jelani (in Oracle) is mixed, his dad is a white man and his mom is a black woman. I even designed both parents according to him since I made him first. He has Ingvarr's eye color and hair texture. He has Sanaa's nose, lips and her dark skin. Personality wise he's all Ingvarr lol.

As much as it pains him and he hates it Loke has a different birth mother and he has her red hair and very pale skin, eye color, as well as a bunch of inherited conditions. The freckles he got from Ingvarr.

Now, Loke is kind of a "problem" when it comes to the AUs because Loke is Sanaa's adopted son. Both treat each other and consider each other mother and son. Not once has he ever referred to that woman as his step-mother or Jelani as his step-brother. Sanaa is his mother and Jelani is his brother.

But the birth mother is not present in any of the AUs except for the FO76 AU. So going back to Skyrim, Fallout and any other AU where this is the case we just have to hand wave the fact that Loke looks nothing like his mother 😅🫣

Lol Loki wishes he was agile. That boy is all strength and tanking. Only times he's agile is when he's tossing and turning while asleep, when Jelani was a kid and wandering a little too far from town for his own liking and when he's making Uthorim bounce and jump on--

Actually, the parental thing comes into play in the story. Which I have a document neatly detailing Loke and Jelani's entire (TES) history. It's not finished yet.

As for Angelus...holy shit I don't know if you guessed or what but yes, he's half High Elf, half Snow Elf. His mom's a High Elf and his dad was a Snow Elf. Was, he was part of a tiny little group of Snow Elves that had survived all that time but ultimately all of them were killed. That would be thanks to Angelus's bitch of a grandmother. She's.....a very vile and horrible person, let's just leave it at that. When she found out her one and only daughter "ruined" the bloodline when mixing with a lowly race (to her everything not Altmer is low) she hired some people to hunt them down and kill them all. His mom died of a disease when he was 3 and he was raised by his grandmother. During those years she had no one opposing her teachings unfortunately so Angelus was well on his way to being just like her. Since he doesn't have that (god awful yellow, sorry not sorry, I really hate it) skin tone she told him and everyone else it was a rare defect.

So yeah, he was raised without knowing who his father really was, never knowing of his full heritage and being pro Aldmeri Dominion and just looking down on anyone being a High Elf.

So what happened? His grandmother was trying to get him to marry into a family she chose so he wouldn't do what his mother did. Problem was he didn't want to be forced to marry anyone, much less at 19, and he's gay. His grandmother chose a family with only daughters. So he took the inheritance his mother left him, changed his name to something not Altmer sounding (Angelus) and moved to Skyrim because he knew his grandmother wouldn't follow him there. He spent a few years there and his mentality slowly began to change and when he was 27 he met Jelani (18 at the time), Loke and Uthorim and over the course of a year living with them his attitude about everything drastically changed and it was during that year he slowly fell in love with what he calls "his little bat".

His attitude and mentality may have changed and he denounced everything his grandmother taught him but he's still a spoiled brat who likes to spoil his boyfriend and his two fathers-in-law.

In Skyrim he'll also get a chance to maybe discover and explore his Snow Elf side.

Also omfg you're the best and ilu! 💖

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Lovey Dovey OC Prompt Thingy!

(01) Is your OC in love? If so, with whom, and for how long?

♥ Oracle: Yes! Very much in love with Angelus. He's been in love with him for over 100 years and counting.

♥ Fallout: Yes, he is, he’s pretty much head over heels in love with Angelus. Several months now. Third time he met up with him he really fell hard for him.

♥ Skyrim: Yes! And if you guessed with Angelus you’d be correct. For him it was pretty much love at first sight tbh.

(02) Does another OC love your OC? If so, whom, and does your OC know?

♥ Oracle: I wouldn't say he's in love with him but Mason is crushing really hard on him. Like haaaaaaaaard! Yeah, Jelani knows he has a crush on him but he doesn't know just how bad it is.

♥ Fallout: No. He pretty much keeps to himself and doesn't interact much with other people.

♥ Skyrim: Not really, no.

(03) Are there any romantic gestures that your OC loves?

♥ Oracle: If they're apart for whatever reason be it due to work, visiting family or some type of chore they send each other links to songs so they can listen to them at the same time while they chat. During full moons Jelani accompanies Angelus and other werewolves but after successfully hunting both Jelani and Angelus just walk the wooded areas of Ashstone in their perspective shifted forms until dawn. Then both take human form again and go for some breakfast and coffee (iced coffee for Jelani ‘cause he doesn't like hot drinks) at a nearby diner.

♥ Fallout: A little into the wooded area of Egret there is a tent and a campfire and Jelani loves spending time there since it’s quiet, peaceful and it’s close enough to the river that he can listen to it but not too close to freak Angelus out. Angelus knows this is his favorite spot so he often times brings in a lot of snacks and takes Jelani there, especially when he’s having a bad day, and both spend some time out there just enjoying each other’s company.

♥ Skyrim: Angelus has pretty much turned his entire life to almost nocturnal because of Jelani so at sundown Angelus goes with Jela to feed and they spend some time in the woods wandering and taking in each other’s company.

(04) Are there any romantic gestures that your OC hates?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Honestly, no. Anything that is done out of love and care he appreciates a lot. Even if it’s something that isn’t to his taste he’ll still appreciate it because someone actually thought to do something nice to and for him and he appreciates every little gesture.

(05) What is the most romantic thing your OC has done for someone else?

♥ Oracle: So this was after the Chris situation. After Angelus recovered, physically, Jelani just dropped everything, took a month off and left with Angelus to a cabin in Nova Scotia because he knows Valp really loves it there. They spent a month up there just taking in nature and each other in complete peace and quiet.

♥ Fallout: Angelus has a wrist watch that belonged to the old merc he grew up with since he was a kid and it’s the only thing he has to remember him by but the battery on it died long ago and one of the gears was out of place. Jela took it to a guy he knew from when he worked as a guard for a caravan for a few weeks when he first got to Boston and had it fixed to the point where it looked brand new. He gave it to him and taught him how to tell the time correctly. He never takes it off.

♥ Skyrim: It took months of searching, bribes, and he spent about 75% of the gold he had saved up for emergencies but eventually Jelani found the thief that had stolen Angelus’s ring that belonged to his mother and on Angelus’s birthday he gave it to him. Needless to say, that elf cried all night long. That ring is the only thing he had to remember his mother by and when it was stolen he was devastated and didn’t think he’d ever see it again.

(06) What is the most romantic thing that has been done for your OC?

♥ Oracle: Uh…this is kind of ugly but before he got together with Angelus Jela had a boyfriend that was a pretty abusive piece of shit. Started small and escalated, he wore him down to the point where he could pretty much do anything to him and get away with it + this was during a time where something happened and he was pretty vulnerable and the guy took full advantage. The others found out and intervened so when Jela decided to break it off shit got violent…REALLY VIOLENT. He got obsessive and wouldn’t let Jela break up with him so he pretty much beat the shit out of him to the point of him breaking one of Jela’s arms and followed that up with other shit. He was completely unresponsive for two weeks. After that he told Loke what happened so Loke, Angelus and Trevor found the ex and let’s just say there was barely anything left to bury. Angelus stayed with Jela who pretty much secluded himself to the bed and didn’t leave except to shower. He just slept. He barely ate, didn’t get out of bed, was a crying mess and didn’t say anything though he didn’t have to. He and Angelus have a very good level of understanding and communication that both understand without the need to verbally communicate sometimes. Angelus dealt with everything while Jela was in that state, he wouldn’t let anyone except for Loke go near him. He was basically his own personal guard dog for weeks until he started talking again and then slowly moving. Jelani had long been in love with him but this just solidified his feelings for him and that was the same year Angelus confessed to Jelani that he was in love with him and the rest is history.

♥ Fallout: It was that day that he had that massive breakdown. Even after Jelani told Angelus everything that had been done to him and everything he went through and even after seeing all he did to himself he still stayed beside him. He remembers Angelus sitting him down at Power Noodles and getting some food for him, himself and for Dagny and sitting in silence. He was so thankful he didn’t ask about the cuts and scars all over his arms and even after everything he stayed over and even kept him company at night after he asked and didn’t try anything even though he was very well aware that Angelus wanted to. That’s pretty much the day he fell in love with him.

♥ Skyrim: Angelus fought off a horde of vampire hunters by himself after they had stopped to verify if Jelani was a vampire (there had been a growing number of checkpoints in the area). When out in public he usually uses a powerful enchanted necklace that conceals any and all visual signs of vampirism. He’s usually pretty chill when confronted but this time he was dealing with some very rowdy hunters and a fight broke out and the necklace was snatched from him and the illusion spell wore off. He tried fighting them back but they were carrying silver weapons and they almost killed him but Angelus intervened and managed to kill the group and brought him back home just in time. He spent every minute beside him until he recovered.

(07) How successful is your OC at flirting with others?

♥ Oracle: Pretty successful.

♥ Fallout: He used to be before that particular event happened.

♥ Skyrim: Not at all, he doesn’t actually even try to be honest.

(08) What is your OC’s dream marriage proposal?

♥ Oracle: I’m gonna be honest, he always thought/knew he was the one that would be doing the proposing which in fact is how it happened.

♥ Fallout, Skyrim: Something very intimate and private. He’s not one for attention and displays. As long as it’s honest and he can see that there was thought put into it he’s more than happy.

(09) What is your OC’s favorite small way to show their love?

♥ Oracle: Checking in on a loved one. Sometimes it’s the small things that mean way more than some grand gesture. Plus it opens up so that if someone needs to talk about something they can.

♥ Fallout: Hugs. For almost a year he hated the feeling of someone else touching him, even if the person meant no harm, he was automatically repulsed by the feeling of someone else touching him. To him it felt like being poked with hot needles over and over again and after he met Angelus and he respected his boundaries and asked if he could touch him he started to let his guard down around him, then eventually with other people. Angelus is constantly hugging him but he makes sure it’s okay to do so first so that really helped him get over his phobia of being touched.

♥ Skyrim: Little indirect touches. Like both him and Angelus are sitting close and their shoulders are touching, or both are lying in bed and one has a leg on the other’s leg, a momentary touch as they move around the manor or anywhere they’re at, somehow both ending up in each other’s arms in the middle of the night as they sleep.

(10) What is your OC’s favorite big way to show their love?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Honestly? Sex. Yes, it can be trivial but when it’s with someone he cares about it takes on an entirely different meaning especially when it involves a lot of complex emotions. The act of being completely exposed with someone he cares about in his most vulnerable state is pretty big. Not to mention there are a lot of acts he will only do/have done on/to him that take a lot of trust. The more out there practices that he allows someone else to do to him are because he 100% trusts that person and trusts them not to intentionally hurt him.

(11) What do others love most about your OC?

(I’m assuming it’s other characters ‘cause if it’s actual people I’m shit outta luck with this OC)

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: First of all, his loyalty to people. Even if you fucked him over he’ll help ‘cause it’s just the right thing to do and he can be a bit petty but not that petty. He’ll gladly put his own life on the line to help someone else, even if he barely knows the person or like I said fucked him over he will. He’s selfless to a fault. He’s always the first to volunteer to help out no matter how small or huge the problem is. He’s always clear and precise about his intentions and makes sure others are comfortable. I know I talk up a storm about how overprotective Loke is but the truth is Jelani is just as overprotective, maybe even more due to his inability to cope with people he cares about dying. If it’s a choice between him dying and someone else dying it’s a no brainer for him he’ll always pick the former. He’s like a walking cheerleader, he’ll always cheer you on and be 100% supportive of anything you wanna do or try out. He’ll put his own needs aside to help someone else with anything. He’ll be honest and offer any help you need but he’ll find that perfect balance between sugar-coating something and being truthful ‘cause honestly sometimes we need someone in our lives that’s straight with us without being an asshole about it and he’s that friend. He’d rather see the good in others before being full of pessimism but he isn’t a naive idiot either. He’s super chill to be around, if you wanna just sit in silence he’s totally up for that, if you wanna drive around listening to music he’s all for it, if you wanna be a total jackass he’s up for that too. When you’re feeling down in the dumps he will absolutely show up to your place, clean everything from top to bottom, make sure you drink water and will make you several meals so you can just focus on feeling better and will text every few hours to make sure you’re okay, eating and drinking water. Did I mention that he’s a teddy bear of a person that just loves to help and see others thrive and be happy already?

(12) What do you love most about your OC?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Dude, at the risk of sounding like a jackass…of all the OCs I’ve ever come up with he’s the one I’m most proud of, the one I’m most enamored with. And at the risk of making someone reading this cringe hard he’s equal parts me. All of my OCs have parts of me in ‘em but Jelani and Angelus are me in so many ways. They’re past versions of me, they’ve evolved and changed with me, they’re both better versions of me. Both of them are versions of myself I wish I had the strength and courage to be. I live vicariously through both of them. In every aspect. Jelani means the entire world to me, there’s a reason he’s the “mascot”, the default for every video game you can create a character in. I learned and corrected so many horrible writing and world building mistakes with and through him. This man lives in my head 24/7 and has helped me in ways I don’t even dare say outloud and I love everything about him.

(13) How does your OC show their love to those that are not their partner(s)?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: By helping as much as he can with anything he can. Even if he can’t do it himself he’ll find some way to make sure someone gets the help they need. Even if he’s going through shit he’ll find some way to set his own shit aside to help someone. He’ll try his hardest to be there for someone that needs it.

(14) Does your OC have any romantic traditions?

♥ Oracle: He makes sure to make some time so that he and Angelus can get away for a month. As much as he loves his friends and family he’s constantly surrounded by them and his place always has people over which makes it a little hard to have some privacy as a married couple. So every so often, depending on things, he’ll take his husband and both will just go away, just the two of them for a month. He makes sure to make time for his family, his friends, his job and you can be damn sure he’s gonna make time for his husband and gods help you if you disturb his time with his husband. Anniversaries are always planned out weeks or even months ahead and he kinda tends to go overboard with them but it’s fine ‘cause Angelus loves every second of it and they get to have a lovely day together.

♥ Fallout: He and Angelus have only been together for around four months so there isn’t really much time to develop traditions per say. However, before going to bed they like to go on the roof and watch the stars, if the weather permits, for a while.

♥ Skyrim: Angelus likes to take a nap during the day so that when Jelani wakes up at sundown he can go with him to feed. It started when vampire hunter patrols became almost a plague but Angelus has kept up with it.

(15) What is your OC’s favorite type of Valentine’s Day candy?

♥ Oracle: Those cute little milk chocolates in the shape of hearts. He just thinks they’re really cute.

♥ Fallout: There’s an older lady in the Murkwater settlement that bakes cakes in the shape of a cute heart. Jelani walked over and got two of them, gave one to Angelus and both ate their little cakes after dinner while watching the night sky and drinking Nuka-Starlight (mix of quantum and cherry).

♥ Skyrim: …he can’t eat candy anymore…HOWEVER, Angelus has bought several heart shaped bottles and fills them with blood infused with different sweet flavors like honey, sugar and others.

(16) What is your OC’s ideal first date?

♥ Oracle: Honestly? Like really, really honestly? Take him to a bookstore, let him just manifest himself and watch him spend an ungodly amount on books he’ll go through in less than four months and then take him out for sushi and he’s all yours.

♥ Fallout: He likes exploring ruins so take him to a ruin. The older the better.

♥ Skyrim: Take him out for a stroll near a meadow or a river or lake, hiking up a mountain, visit a grove or a clearing, a forest–anything involving nature.

(17) Could your OC fall in love with someone they’ve never met in person?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Sure, why not?

(18) Does your OC have a “type”?

♥ Oracle: Oh, yeah. Werewolves! And the more femme the better.

♥ Fallout, Skyrim: Honestly no.

(19) How highly does your OC value love (platonic, romantic, or otherwise)?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Love is very high up there. It's seriously important. It fuels so much and can even be the one thing to help you come back from even the worst and darkest of places. At least that's how he sees it.

(20) How does your OC feel about public displays of affection?

♥ Oracle: He's 100% up for it. The way he sees it, if the straights can feel safe doing it then so can he.

♥ Fallout: He's actually okay with it. He can be a little reserved but as time passes he relaxes more.

♥ Skyrim: He's a bit shy but he's fine with it.

(21) Does your OC believe in love at first sight?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Yes, he does.

(22) How often does your OC read romantic literature?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Never. It’s really not his thing.

(23) What is your OC’s favorite nice thing to do for themselves?

♥ Oracle: Stay at home, read a book while Angelus lies on him while they cuddle each other.

♥ Fallout: Going out to the camp around a warm fire, resting his head on Angelus’s lap as he scratches his head while he reads a book out loud so Angelus can hear it.

♥ Skyrim: Falling asleep on Angelus's arms.

(24) How does your OC determine that they’re attracted to someone?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: If he spends more than 10 to 15 minutes thinking about that person then he's already interested.

(25) Does your OC believe in soulmates?

♥ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Yes, he does! He absolutely does and he loves the entire idea of it. It’s so comforting to him to see it, feel it and experience it.

(26) Is your OC ever the first to say “I love you”?

♥ Oracle: Most of the time. Yeah. However, with Angelus it was different. It was actually Angelus who said it. He’d been dying to say it for well over 100 years but he didn't think he was interested in him so he never did.

♥ Fallout: Not usually. However, it was kinda different with Angelus. The first time they had sex he’d been having a lot of different feelings about him, plus he was feeling extremely vulnerable and sensitive. Mix that with the fact that he felt safe enough with him to have sex with him so in the heat of the moment he blurted it out. He got really flustered after he said it but as usual Angelus was very sweet and caring not to mention relieved ‘cause he’d been dying to say it but he didn't wanna pressure him.

♥ Skyrim: No, he’s a little too shy to be the first to say it.

(27) How does your OC typically spend their Valentine’s Day?

♥ Oracle: They do a little something different each year. Either something big and extravagant or something a little simple. Regardless of what they do, the point is to be together.

♥ Fallout: What I mentioned a few questions back. Jela gets the two little cakes, mixes some Nuka-Starlight and after dinner watch the stars as they eat the cakes, drink the soda and spend the night together.

♥ Skyrim: Angelus wakes him up with breakfast in bed. The cute bottles I mentioned before. They spend a few hours in bed. Then when the sun goes down they head down to a meadow where they have a little picnic by moonlight.

(28) What is something unconventional that your OC thinks is romantic?

♥ Oracle: Okay, so this is Jelani's most favorite thing. Ever! The apartment has three rooms: main, guest and a third they turned into the gaming room. All the consoles, obnoxiously giant tvs, pcs and such are in there. What else is in there? A corner reserved for Angelus's drawing stuff. His tablets, laptop, inks, pencils–everything he uses is there. There's also a big ol’ bean bag. Whenever the mood strikes him to draw he goes there so Jelani takes a book or two with him, pushes the bean bag next to him, sits and reads. Both of them are just doing their own thing without saying a single word to each other, somehow finding a way to touch one another and just being in each other's company.

♥ Fallout: Jela’s been teaching Angelus how to read and write as well as managing firearms. This lends itself for some bonding time that both of them really enjoy.

♥ Skyrim: So Loke has a garden where he grows some pretty rare herbs, roots and plants and in a corner of said garden he has some flowers that were his parents’s favorites as a way to keep their memory alive. But sometimes he’s so busy he barely has time to tend to the garden and a lot of those plants and herbs die. So Jelani has taken to bringing them back to life. What's the point of being a necromancer if you don't put it to good use? Angelus found out and has taken to helping Jelani in tending to the garden. It's kind of a thing they do and bond over while trying their best not to get caught.

(29) What is your OC’s favorite love song?

♥ Oracle: I don't know any love songs. I am being so serious right now, I really can't think of any. This ain't on the character, it's on me lol.

♥ Fallout: One More Tomorrow. It’s corny as shit and sappy and he knows it but after he had a massive break down and asked Angelus to sleep with him (as in keep him company, not as in fucking) the first song he heard the next morning was that one and for the first time he really listened to the lyrics and the first person he saw that morning was obviously Angelus and since then that song is like very soothing.

♥ Skyrim: N/A (there aren’t any songs outside of Ragnar the Red and The Dovahhkin Comes. How am I supposed to work with that??????)

(30) What is your OC’s favorite romantic movie?

♥ Oracle: Oh, no, no that’s not his thing but if I was to say something I guess you could say “The Fountain”.

♥ Fallout, Skyrim: N/A

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NSFW Ask Game

• What is your OCs sexual orientation? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Gay.

• What age did they realize that they were said orientation? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: This is a bit complicated. The first person he was ever romantically and then sexually involved with was a man. For like the first 50 years of his life he didn’t pick one or the other though he was far more attracted to men and masc people. He found women attractive but he never really pursued any, he was just going from one man to another to another to another and so on. Then I wanna say around the 1400ish he’d just say he was attracted to everybody but again he never pursued women. He wasn’t in denial or anything, he just didn’t, though he’d openly admit he preferred men and even joked around that he was probably actually gay (whatever term was used in ye olden times) and didn’t realize it yet. It wasn’t until sometime in the 1800s that he and Ginger got together but that lasted only a few short months as she’s bisexual but preferred women and he preferred men. Then from the 1920s he identified as pansexual, during the 50s he did hook up with some women but the most it lasted was a few weeks at the most. He continued to identify as pansexual until mid 60s when he realized that he just wasn’t attracted to women neither romantically or sexually and from then on identified as gay. To be fair, he came from a time and place where most people didn’t really think too much about it, you were attracted to whoever you were attracted to, end of story.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout, Skyrim: Since he was very young.

• Did they have an experience they consider their "sexual awakening?" ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: His first boyfriend. Both of them were fighting off some attackers and he saw him beat the living shit out of them, just brutalizing them with his bare hands, claws and fangs. He was taking them down, breaking bones and shattering their faces while snarling and doing that weird guttural bark like sound werewolves do when they’re in human form. That was also the start of his absolute lust for werewolves.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Sort of similar to the Oracle one minus the werewolf element. Inside a bar he saw some Khans getting into a scuffle with some NCR soldiers and one of them in particular, AJ, was just going ham on this soldier and beating the fuck out of him. Fight turned into a huge mess where everyone in the building got involved in some way or another and Jela and AJ just ended up fucking shit up until more NCR showed up and they ran off. Iirc he was about to turn 16. AJ turned out to be his first real boyfriend. He had a thing with a boy in DC but it was just that cute puppy love sorta thing.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: It was Trevor. That one was a mix between the Oracle and Fallout one. A fight, a werewolf, almost 16-years-old (before he got bit by a vampire btw), sudden realization that yeah, he gets hard for men. He actually had a crush on Trevor for a few years. Kinda safe to say he sorta still does.

• Do they tend to lean towards people with a vagina or one with a dick when seeking sexual partners? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: He doesn’t care–ugh, that sounds bad. Hang on, he cares about the person he’s with and sees and accepts every aspect of them. He just doesn’t actively look for anyone with specific genitals. To him it’s really weird to do that.

• How often do they masturbate? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: On average? I’d say probably once or twice a week depending on how busy he is. Look, this man can easily go months with one day off every other week while trying to avoid international disasters or end of the world catastrophes with very little time to enjoy a full night’s sleep before some asshat decides that a meeting at 3:29 in the morning is a good idea let alone have enough time to jerk off. On the upside he gets so pent up that Angelus ends up happily paying for it.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Before the assault? Yeah, plenty of times. He absolutely wanted AJ to fuck him till he forgot his whole freaking name but at the same time he was very well aware that he wasn’t ready yet so he resorted to masturbating. A hormonal teenager with a lot of pent up energy will do a lot of it. After the assault? Not really, no. He’s had the desire to but it usually takes him to an ugly place so he just doesn’t anymore. He is okay with doing it with Angelus though. Something about him being there kinda neutralizes the whole thing for him.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Before meeting Angelus? Often especially with the frustration of having a crush on Trevor but not really daring to say or do anything about it.

• Do they ever use toys while masturbating? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Sure, sometimes he does. Just depends on how much time and energy he wants to dedicate to his “me time”.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Check the previous question.

ʚ♡ɞSkyrim: He didn’t till after he met Angelus who has a habit of collecting a lot of toys and has gotten some for him as well.

• Do they ever use toys during sex? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Yeah. Like I mentioned on Angelus’s page they both use a double headed dildo they like to use to fuck themselves on at the sametime. Knows full well that it drives Angelus up the wall to have both his ass and pussy stuffed at the same time so he’ll use toys. They tend to get a bit creative when it comes to using toys.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: I guess some people may think of straps as toys. Angelus’s straps can sorta count as toys. He loves ‘em, he’ll go to town sucking and licking them since he knows Angelus likes to watch him do that as it gets him off.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Yeap, he’s found that getting both his ass and pussy stuffed at the same time feels amazing and toys can be really fun for all sorts of reasons.

• Do they prefer ass, tits, thighs, shoulders, or something else entirely as a characteristic they find attractive in others? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: The entire body. He’s very into exploring his partner(s) body and exploiting every sensation he can.

• How vocal are they during sex? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Very vocal, he’s not one to hold back at all much less when he knows Angelus gets off on hearing him moan and he tends to moan a lot by default anyway. Angelus also likes it when he talks in different languages. No, he may not understand him but it makes Angelus get off even more so he obliges. Trevor loves to hear him beg in Old Norse, mostly because to him it sounds “primal” and it tends to feel like he’s conquered this powerful being who’s now at his mercy. Not really a screaming though there’s been some moments where he just loses it and can’t control himself.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Not very. He’ll catch himself moaning and try to contain himself but as time passes and certain events take place he kind of learns to relax more and eventually he’ll realize that it’s actually okay to feel good while he has sex. Even then he’s not gonna be screaming and wailing. Sometimes he kind of loses himself much to Angelus’s absolute delight though he does get easily flustered and a bit embarrassed the louder he moans or talks. Angelus has asked him to talk to him in Norwegian which he found odd at first but he’s a pleaser.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: This version of him is pretty shy, gets flustered very easily and is pretty reserved so his vocalization mostly consists of moaning and groaning; not much of a talker unless Angelus forces him to. Volume depends on how “cock drunk” he gets.

• How well do they communicate with their sexual partners? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Very. Communication is so important and he drives that sentiment home with his partner(s) before, during and after. He wants everyone to feel safe and secure and wants to make sure everyone is 100,000% clear on what is and isn’t allowed or wanted. Communication is also very important because he’s very well aware he’s into some pretty hardcore stuff that could potentially end in some serious injuries and he’d rather avoid that. He also wants to make sure his partner(s) know they have every right to just stop whatever activity they’re currently doing and that they shouldn’t feel guilty or bad about stopping mid fuck because if they don’t feel like it anymore it’s completely okay. He prefers that his partner(s) feel safe and secure than to get off at their expense.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: This is…kinda messy. No matter how much Angelus communicates with him and how much he himself sets boundaries he’s unfortunately very afraid to articulate how he feels. Again this goes back to the assault. He knows he can trust Angelus and he does feel safe with him but at the same time he keeps going back to the assault and how he’s afraid to ask him to stop out of fear that he won’t or will hurt ‘im. He’s so aware that that is illogical and Angelus has proven over and over again that he cares about his well being and will never hurt him and has never shown anger towards him but in his mind he could and that’s what fuck him up, so to speak. A lot of times he initiates any sexual activity even if he doesn’t actually want to because he wants to satisfy him, not himself. He’s learned to fake it very well but Angelus isn’t dumb, he’s figured out when Jelani wants to stop without him actually communicating it outloud and since he knows Jelani won’t ask him to stop he asks instead. Angelus makes damn sure to let him know he’s not mad at him or frustrated at all. Their communication isn’t great by any means but they understand each other in a nonconventional way though as time passes it improves and eventually Jelani learns he doesn’t have to be afraid to ask Angelus anything.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Despite the fact that he’s shy when it comes to this sort of subject he does understand that it’s important to be open about it and communicate. Angelus has told him countless times he should be very open and honest about what he wants, doesn’t want and how he feels about anything and everything involving what they do. He’s shy about it but they communicate very well.

• Are they strictly monogamous or do they have a more open relationship? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Like I said on Angelus’s post this is hard to classify but the more I thought about it the more I lean on he and Angelus are monogamous but it’s not restrictive. At the end of the day it’s just Jelani and Angelus however they do constantly and I mean constantly involve Trevor in a lot of their sexual activities as a group. Sometimes it’s just Jelani and Trevor while other times it’s just Angelus and Trevor. Every single time this happens it’s talked about first and neither of them cross any boundaries or go behind each other’s backs. On top of that the “openness” is strictly sexual, they’re married to each other and are in love with each other and it’s not going to ever change. Neither of them want to add anyone else into their marriage. The only person they would ever make an exception for is aromantic and they respect him too much to even entertain the idea.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He’s poly but at the moment he’s not entertaining that part of him. He’s kind of starting over in a lot of ways and feels like taking on too much all at once would overwhelm him and set him back. Right now he’s with Angelus and he only wants to be with Angelus so for now he’s demipoly. If the right person comes around at the right time he’ll talk it over with Angelus.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as Oracle except they don’t have a constant third member.

• If they have an open/poly relationship, do they have any boundaries for people they, or their partner(s), want to be with? ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: For him the only thing he asks is that they understand he’s not always going to be easy to understand and that he has a lot of baggage that came as a result of the assault. For Angelus he really doesn’t care, he has no need for details but he does want Angelus to be open and honest with him. As long as the person(s) treat him right he’s happy.

ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Not applicable.

• Have they ever had sex with multiple people? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout: Yes.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: No. (I feel like this one is so redundant what with the next one being able to cover this one lol.)

• How many people/partners have they had sex with at once? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: The most was after a joint op, 7 including him were involved. It was messy but a lot of fun.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: The most have been two, Angelus and Radek. Not something he’d do again, at least not for the foreseeable future.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Not yet

• Would they ever want to have sex with multiple people at once? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout: Has done that already.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: He’d love to try it.

• Top 5 kinks ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: breeding, knife and pain play, somno, cnc, exhibitionism

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: breeding, heat/cold, light exhibitionism

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: breeding, exhibitionism, somno, knife play, heat/cold

• Weirdest place they've had sex? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: on top of an APC (armored personnel carrier) inside a CPD (controlled portal dimension).

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Inside a vault. Vault 75.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Castle Volkihar

• Preferred position? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Loves picking up that pup, pinning him against the wall and fucking him till he passes out in his arms. It drives him nuts when Angelus mounts him from behind. 

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He’s slowly getting comfortable with actually enjoying himself in different positions again. The one he has a lot of trouble with feeling relaxed in is him flat on his stomach while Angelus fucks, that’s gonna take some time. The one he really likes is cowgirl (him riding Angelus) since it lets Angelus get deeper inside.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Sitting on Angelus’s lap. The deeper he can get that elf inside him the better.

• Do they like to take charge in the bedroom? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Yes, he does! Hey, as much as he likes to sub and bottom he likes to dom and control. Hell, even when he bottoms he likes taking control sometimes.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: No. In every aspect of his life he’s tried to take absolute control and every so often it gets to him. At least in the bedroom he can just relax and let someone he completely trusts take control of and for him letting him just relax.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Not really, he doesn’t have much if any experience given Angelus is his first…everything so his confidence isn’t really up there to be taking charge. He’s enjoying the ride.

• How do they feel about oral? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Fuck does he ever love to give oral, yeah, sure he likes getting it but not as much as giving it. He really commits to it and really enjoys it. Shit that man can do with his mouth and tongue will turn a straight man gay.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: For obvious reasons he’s a little conflicted with oral. Like his Skyrim version he doesn’t have much experience sexually speaking and unfortunately he had a very rough start to it (understatement of the year). He’s not very comfortable receiving it though he lets Angeus do it for just a little bit but it’s not his favorite thing. He is starting to enjoy giving it.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Like his Oracle version he loves giving it and really likes being guided and yes, he loves getting it.

• Do they like to watch or be watched? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Watched? Definitely, he’s so up for it ESPECIALLY if he knows the person watching wants the person he’s currently fucking and/or wants him but he’s denying them. Loves to watch ‘em squirm. Watching? It depends. If it’s watching Angelus fuck himself and he’s not allowed to do anything to him then absolutely. It’ll just work him up to a sort of feral state. Watching other Trevor fuck Angelus or someone else fuck Angelus and he can’t do anything is a big no. He’s not sitting on the sidelines for that, he’s hands on.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Watched? Unbelievably enough yeah. Watching? Same as Oracle.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as Oracle.

• How shy are they with new sexual partners? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Not at all. He does have some slight insecurities but it's quickly stomped out the second things get moving.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He’s not a shy person but I do say he’s reserved, mostly because he’s constantly questioning the person’s intent. So, eh sorta.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Yeah, he is at first. He warms up rather quickly though.

• Do they like being restrained? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: He’s not crazy about it but he does enjoy it every so often.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Absolutely the fuck not. That’s an instant panic attack. You will literally trigger him into a panic attack.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Hasn’t done it yet but is very enthusiastic to try it.

• Do they enjoy double penetration of any kind? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Yes, he does! Both being DP’d by Angelus and Trevor and DPing Angelus with Trevor. 

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: No. His first experience with it was during the assault and it was incredibly painful so that activity is traumatizing to him. Would he try at a later time in his life? Maybe but right now absolutely not.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: He’s very willing and very enthusiastic to try it.

• How often are they unsure of what they want in the bedroom? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Sometimes. If he’s unsure of what he wants he just lets his partner(s) use him however they want.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: A lot more than the Oracle and Skyrim versions. He trusts Angelus enough to just let him use him however he sees fit.

• Do they like to be called degrading names (slut, whore, etc.) during sex? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Yes! He really does! Whore’s a personal favorite. Call him a whore and he’ll melt in your hands.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: No. 7 out of the 8 assailants were calling him all sorts of foul shit during the assault so any degrading names kinda take him back to that attack. Just don’t do it.

• Do they like to be called pet names during sex? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Yeah, he finds it really endearing and can make him really sentimental.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He really does. On top of that it’s super validating to be called cute pet names during sex because Angelus sounds so genuine and loving which is a pretty healing experience for him.

• Are they into body worship? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Fuck yes! He’s very into body exploration and worshiping his partner(s) body. All kinds of bodies–skinny, tall, short, fat, ripped, small–any and all. Somebody doing it to him? Mmmmmm…no, it makes him feel awkward. I’m not trying to say he feels insecure about his body! He just thinks that's reserved for like really hot people. At most he thinks he's average pretty…which lands him in hot water whenever he says he isn't hot like Angelus and Trevor say he is. Then he has two werewolves snarling at him and not in a playful way.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Same as Oracle.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as the other two plus he’s shy and it flusters him.

• Do they like to be praised? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: He can take it or leave it to be honest.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: It’s odd because he doesn’t really think about it but he does react positively to praise. If you directly ask him he’ll shrug and say “I donnu”.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Oh, he absolutely does! It just makes him all the more excited.

• How bratty are they? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: It’s not really his thing.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Not at all.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Very, he knows damn well that Angelus doesn’t like being challenged so he does it just to rile him up.

• What's the best way to get them aroused? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: He’s not hypersexual like Angelus is but goddamn he’s fucking easy to arouse. Honestly just touch/grab him in certain areas, rub yourself on him, licking along his neck will definitely get him going (again he’s into werewolves and everything they do and this is one of them), dry humping him, making out, getting fingers shoved in his mouth gets him going. Being bitten does it too. Angelus bites people he wants to fuck so he associates biting with sex so that tends to rile him up quickly.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: With time he’s gotten easier and easier to arouse. Making out, dry humping him and zeroing in on his neck by either licking, biting/nibbling, kissing will get him panting like a dog in heat.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as Oracle but without the werewolf hyperfixation.

• Are they into pain play? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Holy fuck, yes, he fucking is! The more it hurts the more he gets off and the harder he’ll cum. He’s equal parts sadist and masochist.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout, Skyrim: He’s okay with some light pain.

• Are they into breath or knife play? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Yes! Very into both of them! Will absolutely love being strangled to the point of passing out (and yes will absolutely be 100% okay with his partner(s) using him while he’s out). As for knife play, yes as well! Has been willing to let Angelus or Trevor carefully stab him (by stab I don’t mean plunge a 16 inch combat knife completely into his stomach, come on now…or maybe? lol) Mostly 1, 2, 3 or 4 inches into certain areas where there aren’t any organs or major veins.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Absolutely the fuck not to both of them!

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Like Oracle but not as extreme.

• What's the most adventurous thing they've tried during sex? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Definitely the stabbing. A few years ago he got really into pain and really wants to explore that and see what’s his limit. He’ll absolutely be up for getting shot too. For the longest time he’d been wanting Angelus and/or Trevor to fuck his brains out while they’re both in werewolf form. Not only is it taboo in so many circles and ways but it’s actually really dangerous to do. I can totally get into that if anyone is curious as to why.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He’d rather play it safe for now. Like I keep saying the assault was emotionally and mentally crippling for him and it stunted him sexually, on top of that he didn’t have any experience before Angelus so…yeah, he’s playing it safe for now. But for the sake of answering this, Angelus likes fucking him in public while trying really hard not to get caught.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Being fucked in his vampire lord form.

• Have they tried something adventurous that they ended up disliking? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: I actually don’t have an answer for this.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: See previous question for answer.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Being fucked in his vampire lord form. It just wasn’t for him. 

• Have they tried something adventurous that they ended up liking more than expected? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Yes. Getting fucked by Angelus while he’s in werewolf form. Yeah, he gets off on how taboo it is, and yeah, it IS dangerous but that’s what he wants, he absolutely enjoys how feral Angelus gets. This is one of his favorite things.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Getting fucked in public. He secretly really liked it.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Being fucked in public while trying not to get caught.

• Do they prefer the lights on or off? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Doesn’t have any preferences.

• Gentle sex or rough sex? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Both.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He’s slowly getting comfortable and more importantly wanting things to get a little rougher.

• Do they prefer quickies or long sessions? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout: He’s fine with both.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Long sessions.

• Do they enjoy having sex multiple times in one day? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Yes!

• Do they classify any particular type of sex as "love making"? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: No, he actually haaaaaaaaaates that term. It makes him cringe.

• Top 5 turn ons ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Breeding, exhibition, somno, being bitten, oral

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Oral (giving), spit, exhibition, frot, breeding

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as Oracle.

• Top 5 turn offs ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Scat, vomit, hitting others, extreme degradation, I can’t think of a fifth.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Pretty much the same as the other two but adding some key things. DP, being tied up, knives and guns, degradation, cnc. Also super important is to never mention or tell him how tight he is. That’s also a guaranteed panic attack.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as Oracle.

• Is there any particular place they like to have special attention paid to (nipples, clit, g-spot, etc.)? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Ass but if you wanna get him panting like a bitch in heat pay attention to the thighs, specifically inner thighs. However, if you wanna turn him into a drooling mess, do anything to his neck. Being bitten hard on the forearms.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Same as Oracle.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Ass, clit, neck, forearms, thighs.

• Do they ever need a certain kind of stimulation in order to get off? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout: Getting his neck/throat licked, bitten and/or his thighs bitten. Can absolutely get off by just getting eaten out. Doesn’t really require much attention on his cock either from someone else or himself. He can very easily cum hands free.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Neck, thighs, ass and clit.

• Have they faked an orgasm? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: No. He really just doesn’t have it in him to fake one. It’s kind of insulting to the other person(s).

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Oh, this is complicated. It’s…difficult for him to actually orgasm let alone ejaculate. He’s got a massive mental block because of the assault, he either just doesn’t orgasm/ejaculates or if he feels like he’s about to he stops himself, and no, not for the sake of edging. That was at the beginning of his relationship with Angelus. As time goes by he’s able to actually orgasm and feels safe enough to let go, so to speak. Further down the line he would be comfortable enough to actually ejaculate. So for the first 3 to 4 months of their relationship Jelani was faking orgasms because he was afraid.

• Do they prefer multiple orgasms or are they one and done? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: As many as he’s able to have.

• Do they like a certain kind of aftercare more than others? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: When it’s something a little more soft or “vanilla” he doesn’t need much but when he does he just likes cuddles and head scratches. That usually makes him fall asleep and honestly what’s better than cuddling and falling asleep in your husband’s arms? The more extreme stuff when he’s the recipient of it he tends to get really needy. Don’t get it wrong, he really loves the more extreme shit but it can be draining and not just physically so he, Angelus (and Trevor when he’s with them) enjoy mutual aftercare and are really tender about it. Like, not only is it important to let each other know that it was okay and that it’s just kink and there’s no ill will in any of it. They tend to take care of each other.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Same as Oracle but he really appreciates how Angelus constantly checks in on him after. making sure that he’s okay in every aspect, not just physically.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as Oracle. Except they aren’t married.

• How enthusiastic are they with their partners? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Extremely enthusiastic! He loves to put his all into what he’s doing or being done to. He’s really into hyping up the other person(s), again this goes back to his love of praising his partner(s). So yes, he’s very enthusiastic, shows a lot of energy and gives it his all.

• What do they consider foreplay? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Dick sucking, eating out, making out, heavy petting, grabbing.

• Do they consider foreplay essential? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim, Fallout: Yes! However, he’s very into just being grabbed out of nowhere, being thrown down and fucked without his partner(s) waiting for an answer. *Just careful with the Fallout version though, that one you do have to ask but he’s okay with going straight to being fucked with no foreplay.

• How much foreplay do they like to have? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: He doesn’t require much done to him tbh.

• Do they prefer to call it fucking, having sex, sleeping together, or something different? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Usually he just calls it fucking, if he wants to be less crude about it he calls it having sex, if there’s some emotions involved he’ll say sleeping together.

• Do they enjoy flings/hook-ups with no strings attached? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Sure.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: This is hard to answer. On the one hand the reassurance of no need to commit to anything is appealing given his traumas but he needs a type of commitment (whether he wants to admit it or not) as a reassurance that the person isn’t gonna be scummy about the whole thing.

• Have they ever had sex with a friend that caused the relationship to change? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Yeah, several but the most prominent one was Angelus. Long story short after he and Angelus fucked for the first time he kinda started to kinda feel something for him and no, at that time he wasn’t aware that Angelus was in love with him. Then the second time they fucked he was for sure in love with him but neither of them said anything because they just didn’t think the other would even like each other that way. Eventually it all worked out though, thanks to a completely wasted on Vodka Angelus accidentally blurting out that he’d been in love with him since he was around 14-years-old and now they’re happily married.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Radek. So the first person he willingly had sex with was Radek and it was to test if he would be able to be intimate with someone without having a panic attack. Didn't go over so well. He thought Radek hadn't seen him cry but he did and he tried going after him to see if Jelani was okay but he ran off. Unfortunately Radek was a good friend and occasional fuck buddy of Angelus's so seeing him again was really awkward. With time he and Radek became friends who he and Angelus had sex with. Radek knew something was wrong with him but he didn't know the details as Jelani isn't one to tell others what happened.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Nope. He's only ever had sex with Angelus and you can soooooorta say they started out as friends but eh, not really.

• Have they ever had sex with a friend and it didn't alter their relationship? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Most prevalent person I can think of is Trevor. When both started to fuck Ravencroft pretty much put it out there that he is aromantic and he has no need, want or desire to fall in love with anyone. Loving someone and being in love with someone are two very different things. He loves Jelani, Loke and Angelus completely but he is not in love with any of them. Their relationship has never changed honestly.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: No.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Not really applicable.

• How do they feel about dirty talk? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Oh, he loves that. Equal part doing it and hearing it. He gets a kick out of it especially in different languages. He loves the sound of Angelus's voice when he says some unhinged shit to him in Russian (Pup will later translate what he said). He knows full well Trevor loves to hear him beg in Old Norse but he does more than beg.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He's okay with it, believe it or not. He won't do it himself, he’s not there yet, but he gets pretty turned on hearing Angelus say the most unhinged shit and forcing him to say stuff, even if it's whispering it.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as Fallout.

• How likely are they to use dirty talk? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: Check previous answer.

• Are they easily aroused? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Honestly, all it takes is one glance, one touch or even one word and he’s already aroused.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Takes a little bit more but with time he's finding out that he's almost as needy as Angelus.

• What, if anything, do they fantasize about when they masturbate? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: His husband and Trevor for the most part. Sometimes other men but also a lot of scenarios, specifically either being passed around or anything involving pain.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He doesn’t exactly masturbate like I previously mentioned. He’ll do it if Angelus asks and watches or lightly helps with light touches. He tends to just focus on Angelus and the sensations, he doesn’t like thinking too much or else he risks remembering shit that’ll cause him to have a panic attack.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Angelus, reliving things they’ve done or imagining what it would be like to do certain things with him. Also being passed around.

• Do they ever fantasize or space out during sex, or are they more in the moment? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Fallout, Skyrim: To be very honest he focuses on what he’s doing at the moment. He wants to focus on what he’s doing or is being done to, his partner(s)--gaging how they respond to what he’s doing or what they’re doing to him. If there’s currently any pain or impact play he really wants to focus so he can really feel it. Takes a lot to get him to space out but when he does he’s gone.

• How comfortable are they talking about sex when outside the bedroom/in public? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Very comfortable. He has no qualms about it so long as the people involved are okay with it.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: If he trusts the person(s) then sure.

• Are they comfortable with discussing sex in general with strangers? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Yeah, he is.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: He can hear other people talk about it but he won’t actively participate in the conversation itself.

• How much PDA are they comfortable with? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Any and all forms of PDA.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: As time passes he grows more and more comfortable with it.

• Are they willing to try things they're indifferent to if it's something their partner wants to try? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle, Skyrim: Absolutely. Who knows? Maybe he’ll find something new to add to his ever growing list of kinks.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Story of his life tbfh. No but seriously, yeah, he’s willing to try especially since he knows he can trust Angelus to stop if he feels too uncomfortable.

• Do they have a "type" when it comes to sexual partners? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Werewolves! The man is an absolute unapologetic slut for werewolves. Shorter than him and he loves his men femme, the more femme they are the better.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Taller than him and no more than 10 years older than him.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Tall, he really likes ‘em tall. And has now developed a thing for elves.

• Do they have any anxiety around having sex with someone new? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Yeah. He is confident but he can and has felt anxious before especially if there are feelings involved.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: *gesturing to this entire questionnaire and posts about Jelani in fallout* Gee, I don’t know. All kidding aside, yes, he gets very anxious. He first has to feel safe with the person and that includes trusting him. Even then he gets extremely anxious. On top of that he barely has any experience so that kind of plays with his head too.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Very, he’s barely got any experience under his belt and he’s shy so it’s safe to say he gets very anxious.

• How attuned to their partner's needs are they? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Very. The first thing he does is take note of his partner(s) likes, dislikes, what works and what really works to get them off. He’s also very conscious about what his partner(s) is self-conscious about and how he should navigate the area so as to not make them feel awkward.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout:Okay, despite everything he’s very attentive just like his Oracle version. To him it’s even more important to know what his partner is not okay with and what parts, activities, areas and phrases to avoid. He’s well aware of Angelus’s increasing bottom dysphoria so he avoids words like “cunt”, “pussy” and even “clit”. He just uses “cock”, “dick” or “hole”. If Angelus uses those words himself that’s him but Jela will not use them unless he has the go ahead from Angelus himself and he has to be very clear about it. Again, boundaries, consent and comfort are extremely important to him. 

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Same as the other two versions honestly. But especially because he wants nothing more than to impress Angelus.

• Do they have anything that they once considered a squick but is now a turn on? ʚ♡ɞ Oracle: Watersports. He wasn’t into it at all but he’s a good sport he’ll try anything once (within reason) and saw how into it Angelus was so yeah, he wound up liking it. Another squick was being called daddy. That was so super weird for him but again Angelus was super into it and would just blurt it out but when Jela noticed how hard and wet Angelus would get when he called him that he just let him. It’s not a turn on for him by any means but he lets it slide because it’s him and he gets off on seeing Angelus get off.

ʚ♡ɞ Fallout: Exhibition. He was not about that at all for obvious reasons but one of the few times he and Angelus were with Radek he just sat back while he watched Angelus fuck Jela and jerked off. He was super uncomfortable at first (he didn’t say anything beforehand so no one is to blame) but found that he liked it. Another was getting sucked off, he was absolutely against it but as time went on and he grew comfortable with Angelus he let him do it and little by little he was okay with it. It's still not something he asks for but if Angelus does it he’s okay with it.

ʚ♡ɞ Skyrim: Biting. You’d think a goddamn vampire would be all about that but to him it’s just what he does to feed on others and is in no way sexual to him. However, he noticed Angelus was getting off more and more to it and even went a bit over the top when Jelani accidently drew blood. It’s still not a huge turn on but since he knows Angelus likes it he’s okay with doing it. It does tend to arouse him oddly enough.

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Tes:

Technically he has four. After their bio parents were murdered Loke adopted him and when his husband came into the picture he ended up with another dad.

FO:

Same as the TES au.

Canon:

While he's not a replacement parent Loke is 22 years older than him so Loke volunteered a lot to take care of his baby brother. They've been inseparable since forever so Loke was always by his side and as the older sibling he'd take care of him.

Which OC has more than 2 parents?

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Okay, I'm gonna compile TES info/lore a little easier.

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So we've covered a lot of Loke so let's shift focus for a little bit.

Loke's one and only focus was making sure his kid was happy, healthy and had everything he needed/wanted and he sure as shit did.

When Jelani was around 4 years old he went to his dad and told him he didn't feel right which prompted Loke to have 50 different kinds of heart attacks but after talking it over with him he realized that he meant that he didn't feel right whenever Loke referred to him as his daughter, called him a girl and such. He just didn't know how to express that he wasn't a girl so after talking Loke immediately started using the pronouns he wanted, changed his entire wardrobe and helped him pick a new name.

He didn't know what would fit so Loke suggested his current name. Sanaa was gonna name him that if he was a boy and Jela liked it enough so he agreed and from that moment Subira was now Jelani.

Now, 'member that I said that Loke's a helicopter type of dad? Yeah, so Jelani was a very curious kid and would kind of often be easily persuaded by the other kids. He'd often head off on his own with the other kids to play which made Lo nervous so he setup a parameter that he wasn't allowed to go past unless he was accompanied by either him or Uthorim. Yeah, sure, for the most part he obeyed but once in a while he sort of dared to follow the other kids out. They usually got back safe and sound until one time they ran into a couple of bandits that decided to ransom the kids. Long story short Loke found out where they were keeping the kids and went to get them back. By this time Loke was adept at his status as a werewolf and made short work of the bandits.

At this point Jelani was well aware that Loke is a werewolf and knows what that means but he'd never SEEN him in werewolf form much less seen what he could do. It was a little scary for him. Needless to say but yeah he got in trouble for that. All the kids did.

While grounded he wasn't allowed to go outside and play so he would wander the manor and even braved going down into the basement where he managed to find some books, notes and scrolls hidden away behind some clutter. They were all dedicated to necromancy. Now, he'd already shown interest in illusion and was using a lot of frost magic.

((Loke uses lightning while Jelani uses ice))

He spent those two weeks he was grounded reading all he could about necromancy. Whenever Loke and Uthorim were out he'd take that time to practice on his own on dead bugs at first. He slowly worked his way up to skeevers and other small animals. A year later (6 years old) he was home alone practicing and a small raven crashed through a window and Jela quickly grabbed it and tended to it but the wing looked mangled. He waited for Lo to come back home and when he did he helped fix the little bird's wing. Jela took care of her until she was able to fly. Once she was able to Jela, Lo and Uth tried to set her free but she flew back over to Jela and just wouldn't leave. After a few failed attempts Loke suggested he keep her as long as he was responsible for her and cared for her. Jelani was more than happy to keep her so he named her Dagny and that's how he and Dagny met.

A year later Loke, Uthorim and Trevor began to teach him how to use weapons and he found that he was pretty good at using bows lighter weapons. Shields were...a bit of a mess, he found then clunky. He also kept practicing his illusions, frost magic, necromancy, conjuration, a little bit of healing and sprinkled in a little bit of alteration.

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Random thought but (Skyrim) werewolves aren't immortal or conditionally immortal like vampires are.

So as the years pass by Loke is gonna see Jelani still looking like he did when he got bit at 17 but Jelani will see Loke get older and older and older until he won't get to see him anymore.

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More TES lore stuff. Focusing on Lo.

So as previously stated Loke was interested in healing magic and alchemy from a very young age. He took to it pretty fast and really enjoyed. Well...he mostly just enjoyed spending a lot of time with his mother but the studying was pretty fun too. When he wasn't busy following his mother around he was learning all he could about weapons from his father.

((in game Loke's my paladin build))

So when he wasn't learning how to treat wounds and the sick he was learning how to create the wounds. On top of that his mother also taught him all she knew about poisons.

((this was totally not part of the plan but I stuck to it mostly because of an accident. One of the many playthroughs I was in the cheat room and leveling up Sanaa's alchemy and I accidentally pressed on the branches dedicated to poisons. I was too lazy to make it legendary so it became part of the lore. Kind of like Jelani becoming a vampire lol. Most things in this AU are in game oopsies.))

So when he reached Skyrim he put what he learned from his mother to good use to help keep his kid as healthy as he could and as a way to earn gold for him and his kid. He's a pretty gifted healer and the basement was full of books, notes, notebooks, scrolls and tomes all dedicated to healing magic and alchemy and every so often he goes down there to refresh his studies even though Loke really hates reading. He haaaaates it with a burning passion.

((There's all sorts of things in that basement but we'll cover that later.))

Like I said in the other post Loke pretty much adopted his younger brother and raised him as his own. His kid's his entire world and to him everything revolves around him. He's kind of a helicopter type of dad, he needs to know where his kid is at all times, doesn't let him out of his sight for too long and is very protective of him.

((This Loke is pretty similar to canon Loke tbh. Only difference is this one is a lot more serious. He can have his fun moments though.))

He did the best he could raising Jelani. He spoiled him when he could, helped him with what he could, taught everything he needed to know in order to survive both among others and on his own, taught him basics, taught him some of the harder things, taught him some healing magic and alchemy though Jelani's interests lied elsewhere (we'll cover that later) but he does know some very basic stuff. Every choice Loke made was for his son. So when he'd been attacked by a couple of werewolves and was bitten and infected he saw it as an opportunity to better protect his son so he let the disease take over.

((I'm fully aware that I like to make these AUs bend to my will for the sake of story telling but I do look up lore and shit just to make it believable within whatever AU I'm sticking my fingers in. Having said that I do like to add things from my own headcanons and even things added in by mods that I like. I'm not too sure exactly how ELSE lycanthropy is spread in TES, I looked this up a few years ago but most of what I found was vague so I'm adding real world folk lore to that aspect.))

So why didn't Loke tell Jelani about his actual parents or what happened to them or why they were in Skyrim instead of Hammerfell?

Like I said in that other post, when Loke was starting to socially integrate himself into the town he lied and said Jela was his kid and that the birth parent had died shortly after he (at the time she) was born. So he moved out there from Markarth to start over. From there the lie kind of snowballed. It was done to protect Jelani in case Iain followed them to Skyrim. As a side note he wanted Jelani to grow up happy and without anything burdening him, he didn't want him to feel like an orphan or scared that some lunatic that was out to kill him would find him. Loke wanted Jelani to have a clean slate and go from there. So instead of mom and dad Sanaa and Ingvarr became grandma and grandpa to Jelani. Loke wasn't about to erase them from their lives completely.

Eventually Jelani finds out something and Loke confesses but we'll cover that in another post.