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[homehauntsyou]

sometimes i read a spn fic that is just. so close to getting it, but just doesn't quite make it there. i think t's especially common in post-s4/s5 fics where, for example, there is a discussion of the voicemail and acknowledgment of sam's emotions around it, but then it's easily swept away as something dean would never say when it was only believable in the first place because dean had basically said all of it before. they'll get so close to actual recognizing the concerning patterns in dean's behavior, then back away right at the last second. it's super interesting to see really and i find it very telling

[samdeancrimespree]

very small detail in mystery spot… but the very first tuesday sam goes to brush his teeth and there’s toothpaste like all over the tube and it’s mostly empty. and he looks at dean like “seriously?” and dean shrugs. then after dean dies, during the montage of sam living alone on his revenge mission, there’s a shot of him brushing his teeth and the toothpaste tube is clean. the trunk is organized, the photos on the wall are lined up, the guns are spotless, the bed is made. the toothpaste tube is clean. dean was always the one who made the motel room a home, made it messy, made it lived in. there’s no mess. there’s no dean. sam doesn’t know how to do that. he’s never needed to. maybe never even noticed that’s what dean was doing; he was too busy complaining about his dirty clothes being everywhere.

it is so extremely codependent how sam’s ocd behaviours spike when dean is gone. like dean is his emotional support animal. “we keep each other human” in a very non-supernatural way. sam can only function on a normal level if he knows dean is ok. no one and nothing can drag sam out of that spiral other than dean, because there’s no reason to get out of the spiral if dean isn’t there. sam calls dean selfish for making the deal not because sam wouldn’t do the same thing, but because the prospect of living without dean is hell to him.

[babybrothershaped-archived]

[transgendercastiel]

Guys hear me out (enochian psycho??)

[shadystranger]

the scene of sam single-handedly playing corrupt lawyer for dean and absolving him of everything wrong he did was CRAZY the man legit gaslighted everyone in the room including himself

[soupernatural]

mary took dean for his first drive in the impala. he was soooo small but she held him in her lap and let him wrap his little fingers around the wheel and kick at her legs instead of the gas pedal. he laughed and laughed. she thought “hey, maybe i can do this.”

[mxltifxnd0m]

dean winchester would fuck up a dave and busters (addtionally, he’d fuck up a buffalo wild wings)

[bisaster-energy]

i am...falling, yeah

vampire empire, big thief // castiel

just because i understand you doesn't mean i understand what you want from me

@butch--dean @thepondstogether hey guys! i made another thing rq

[thevioletcaptain]

I know the ask is about ships but could you make a non ship one with Dean and Carlos from the Winchesters? I can't think of an exact thing for Dean to say, but the first sentence can be what Dean would say for their first meeting. Thank you if you can (*^‿^*)

"I like your hair," Dean says, staring up from where he's clinging to the bottom of Mary's winter coat, and Carlos grins wide when he adds, with all the breathless gravity of a four year old eager to impress their opinions upon a new friend; "It's swooshy and it's pretty like Mommy's hair, and your-- your beads are pretty and shiny and shiny is my favorite color."

"Swooshy and pretty and shiny is exactly what I was going for, so thank you, little buddy."

Even with almost six years between now and the last time he'd seen Mary, Carlos is relieved to find that they still have a good sense of one-another -- can still communicate silently, swiftly, like they used to when it was life or death. He meets her eye, and her face softens, and understanding passes between them before he slides one of his lucky beaded bracelets -- the bloodstone one -- free.

Dean's eyes light up when he takes it.

When he smiles, he looks just like his mother.

[for this askbox game if anyone else wants to send me a prompt]

[quietwingsinthesky]

dean wouldn't shoot a monster baby in the face not because he's morally against it but because it would make him feel sort of bad since it looks like a human baby. he'll just wait until they're old enough to no longer remind him of a human baby and then it's just fine to murder them to death.

[sammygender]

i do very much think sam is bisexual but there’d be something hilariously funny about him being straight considering i just know that boy was getting homophobically microaggressed his entire childhood by his father and older brother

[angelsdean]

ppl who watched s1 while it was airing with the framework of sam being the main character...........i would like 2 study you bc i do not understand 

[acesammy]

huh. crazy how the secrets sam keeps arent about trauma right?

[disabled-dean]

Drastically close to a breakdown tn, saved by my ace roommate (who does not experience or perceive aesthetic attraction) sending me this picture of a kintsugi bowl and saying "I can see your gold."

Also this white one that "still needs some work" for how he sees himself

[youchangedmedestiel]

Today is that fatal day I don't want to talk about, so instead I'm just going to celebrate the life of an amazing character, my beloved DEAN WINCHESTER and tell you how much I love him.

After watching the first 3 episodes of Supernatural, my best friend asked me who I preferred between Sam and Dean and I answered: “Dean obviously.”

I identify so much to him. I just… I can’t tell how much I love him actually. I just care about him so damn much. Before Cas even arrived I knew he was just showing a façade and that he just needed to be loved and that all he was doing, he was doing it for his little brother, for love.

He is just so funny and nerdy and smart and a cutie that just needs to be loved. I’m glad he had Sam to show him that he was loved by a family member but I’m even more glad someone not related to him like Cas showed him that he deserved to be loved just as the way he is, unconditionally.

And if I keep writing about him I’m just going to make myself cry, so I will just stop and maybe continue another time.

Dean thinks he doesn’t deserve love but HE loves anyway. And that, THAT *sobs loudly*

[loregirlsam]

Ikr! Especially because he was not technically supposed to survive possession. He was supposed to die in the fight so who knows what kind of side effects he's gonna end up with. Maybe he's left with some of Lucifer's tricks. Like he snaps his fingers once and the person next to him is instantly vaporized. That would be very fun for me personally

that would also be very fun for me <3 i love when sam is in pain and i think accidentally vaporising/killing someone with his powers would cause so much guilt for him, but also fear that dean will once again see sam as something to be hunted like he told him in s4. @supamerchant left some interesting tags about his emotions affecting his powers, so the more upset he gets with himself the more his powers fuck things up, a never ending feedback loop overwhelming him to the point where he'd do anything just to make it stop. and maybe his desire to make it all stop is fuelled by hallucifer taunting him that its his own grace left inside sam that's causing all of this, and sam thought being lucifers vessel was bad but having his grace linger in him might be worse.

i promise i do like sam i just like causing him pain ♥