#teehee angst

[jadequarze]

I thought this is just going to be one big thing then, angst

Still art under cut

[dinxieyinxie]

Sometimes it's difficult to get through Snape when he's hurt or he has his mind already made up. This makes arguments trickier to defuse.

[nounaarts]

What's been broken so much, can still be fixed...right??

[wacky-nameless-inventor-24]

Top student.

[iamapoopmuffin]

I just looked up half-orc lifespans and realised how short Jacquimo's life is going to be compared to Astarion's even if we cure the vampirism like god damn my boy is gonna come into his life, treat him with so much love and respect and then rapidly age and die in a fraction of the time it takes an elf to be considered an adult. I have put him with my shortest life character.

Aged old man orc on his deathbed with his much younger looking but actually much older husband holding his hand as he slips away.

[valleynix]

What are the fruit flies cadou-induced nightmares like in tptm?

it depends!

Daniela’s are typically of her completely losing herself and harming those she cares for, only to “wake” after she’s harmed them beyond recognition. she has them most often, and it could be of maids she fancied, her family, and she’s even had them of Reader several times

Cassandra’s are typically of being unable to protect those she cares for. she’s left paralyzed as her family or someone else she cares for are torn apart in front of her, and she can’t do anything until the deed is done. sometimes it’s her fault, sometimes it just happens

Bela’s are… a mix of both? in a way? she also has nightmares of losing control and harming someone she loves, but hers never go all the way. she’s left trapped and unable to control her body as she tears into her loved one, but she doesn’t kill them. before she wakes, she’s often completely alone in her mind after her loved one leaves her in fear

(the cadou-induced nightmares are often just their fears come “reality”. they see everything as if it’s true and did happen, and it often leaves them disoriented upon waking)

[bunnieswithknives]

As much as I love angst I think it would be funny if he just didnt give af

[ohimsummer]

satoru would grow to be one of those old people who die of heartbreak after you pass away :< not even a full year after your death and he’s following you straight to the grave :<<<

the house is all empty and quiet, he doesn’t do much anymore (he wasn’t anyway with his older age, but even less so now that you’ve died). satoru wakes up in the morning and it takes him a minute to get up before he just sits, stiff and lonely on his side of the bed, staring at his feet and dreading the start of another day. he wishes he could do his morning routine with you again.

he gets something small to eat like cereal because usually you were the one making the pancakes and eggs and sausages (sometimes he would “help”. aka sneak tastes of breakfast until you chased him away with a wooden spoon). he is silent as he eats, staring at your empty chair across from him at the table.

satoru sits quietly in the living room trying to distract himself with movies and tv shows (that you used to watch together. some he will now have to finish without you) and he ends up wasting another day doing nothing but trying not to think of you. at night, he prepares for bed, wishing he could do his nightly routine with you again, too, and then he lays down in a cold bed with a heavy sigh. and satoru cries himself to sleep.

him visiting your grave

[sweeneydino]

Son and Dad.

And then raph comes in to give him a hug.

[nkogneatho]

they say that the curse king sukuna doesn't have empathy, cannot love, cannot feel the pain, but they're so wrong.

when you appeared in front of sukuna, he felt like he had used all his luck. a person he has loved for over a thousand years. the one that was taken away from him right in front of his eyes back then. you were responsible for the being he was today, for the rage, for the superiority he bears. for the first time, a event that so rare that it had never been documented in history, sukuna's eyes filled with tears. the raging eyes softened, the brows relaxed, and the lips quivered. he waited for you for so long. a shaman had cursed him when he was a human, saying his love would be killed in front of him, and that's what happened a thousand years ago. so for you to reborn after what felt like an eternity and stand in front of him clueless, he felt...happy. the real happiness. god how many years had it been since his heart warmed up, a heart that wasn't his but human boy's yet he could feel the beat fasten. sukuna wanted to hold you, to kiss you. he was going to tell you about all those years he waited for you. he was going to make up for not saving you. he was going to reunite—

*slash*

but history repeats itself. he let his guard down. shit. he let his guard down and now you're on the floor, beheaded by mahito. he felt the rage build up but he couldn't act on it. his grief was stronger than his anger. the instinct to hold you, to...to save you was stronger than killing someone.

"the king of curses, ha? but what is a king without a queen he loves. a man? just a man with no purpose? a living man that is already dead?" he whispered holding your body close. he didn't let those tears fall. couldn't let them. vulnerability is not what he was afraid of, it was loss that he scared. years after years it was the same thing.

"a shame isn't it? i have the power to kill anyone but i hold the curse of not saving you. i can end the world but what difference would it make? you went again without hearing what i had to say. back then...and now too." he hugged you closer. "i love you. i always have. i will love you for eternity, y/n"

[teanao]

Selfish Happiness

※Please do not edit or reupload without sourcing back to me※

[dinxieyinxie]

Severus and Yonal but its that one tiktok slideshow that goes "Do you think we're soulmates in another universe?" and "Are we not in this one?"

[catkettle]

a universe without you would be thoroughly mundane

[paramores]

just a sad englishman and his sad tiny teacup against the world

[biblicallyaccuratecrow]

isat thoughts: stupid rotten adults isn't talked about enough

y'all can we talk for a minute about stupid rotten adults event because dear god i have thoughts

[tw for talk of death and suicidal ideation]

[woe, spoilers be upon ye!]

it's honestly one of the more tragic party interactions in my opinion, purely because in this case... siffrin was trying to do the right thing, or at least what they thought was right. they tried to use touch to comfort them, something that they had heard would help, and had it rebuked. Which isn't bonnie's fault, really. they're a kid going through something that a kid should never have to go through. we don't acknowledge enough how fucked up it is for bonnie to be with the party on their journey, even if it leads to them bonding with the group. so it's not surprising that it could come out like this at an age when kids may not have the words or emotional intelligence to express how they're feeling (lord knows some adults never learn either)

but then.

they hit you with this:

and i remember just full stop going "holy fuck bonnie" when this happened. because holy shit, in the context of everything that siffirn is going through, especially if you already had the dagger interaction... they have. they have done that. over and over again, they've died. This isn't directed at isabeau, who was the one to bring it up in the first place, or mirabelle and odile who answer, it's directed to Siffrin, who lost their eye trying to save them, and who could have died for bonnie but didn't. Bonnie doesn't want to lose any of them, but they lash out because of the stress, and direct it at the person who they hold guilt over.

But from a Siffrin POV... it's similar to the time travel joke with isa. it's just another reminder of the ways in which they've failed, and another nail in the coffin of their misgivings regarding what the party thinks about them. All of the things bonnie says here- that siffrin should die, that nobody cares what happens to them, that they are hated- these are all things echoed in act 5 by siffrin.

so i just have to wonder... how much of this conversation stuck with Siffrin? they can resolve it by completing the quest and reassuring bonnie that nothing will happen, if you've done the king quest then you know... something already has happened. And maybe in a way siffrin sees bonnie's anger towards them as a sort of confirmation that it was their fault, and that Bonnie trusted them to keep them all safe, and he failed.

anyways im sick and this probably is rambling and disconnected im goin to take a nap

[whysowise]

felt a bit silly