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[my-castles-crumbling]

Hey cas

Do you have any advice for a stressed little boy that may or may not be me? lol

It's like midnight as I'm typing this so it might not make sense in spots

I casually just broke into tears in the tech booth [this is less so because teching is what broke me but more so I feel comfortable around the techs and I just couldn't anymore] while we're trying to figure out rehearsal and I'm surprised I made it that long without crying that day

My day today was also just shit but a lot of this stress has been building up more and more since like a month ago and I don't know what to do about it because I don't have much time to take care of it because I don't leave school until late and then also I have rehearsals and I'm also sure that I have a lot a sleep debt but I also don't know how to try and fix that. Weekends are unfortunately not an option really for me to take time to chill because Im never home on the weekends

Science we're starting our biology unit and bio makes me so extremely uncomfortable and sick and then the show opens in 3 weeks and my script is practically empty [I'm calling cues for tracks] atm because I haven't had time to work on it because I get home from school late and I can't use my phone in class anymore cause fun little laws so I can't get some of it done in class and I don't get home till really late so I don't end up working on my script and it's effecting the team so that's really freaking me out also I'm failing 2 of my 3 classes this semester [I have a 10 in science, a 30 in social, and I think a 53 in English atm] OH AND WE'RE MOVING AGAIN SOON I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

Anyway I'm struggling and a different perspective. Of something I could possibly do about it would be great

Oh and I'm a new anon :3

Hi!!

Honestly it sounds like you’ve taken waaaayyyy too much on. I know it’s awful to think about but is there any way you can give yourself a break? You say you’re not home on the weekends. Can you take a break from what you’re doing and give yourself a day or two? The problem is if you bite off more than you can chew, you end up doing not your best on ten things, instead of really well on five things. It’s okay and imo really mature to take time for yourself because you need to get your commitments in order.

Naming you team anon!

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I have a vagina but I enjoy receiving anal sex. I go to a Christian therapist (not my choice; long story) and she says I'm surrendering to a life of "anal anguish" over "vaginal victory"

Ohhh that's not..

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LOHAR & TYLAND LANNISTER 2.08 "The Queen Who Ever Was"

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You’ve seen Pearl Jam twice???? See I knew you had good taste! Tickets were $200 each here and I refuse to spend more than $80 for a concert ticket, but I’d take a bullet for Eddie vedder (tag team anon)

Thanks 😄 Yeah, I was lucky enough to see them in Bogota (2015. Very cheap VIP tickets, almost $90) and then in Berlin (2022).

I hope they visit Germany again next year, I miss them 😭

And yeah, me too. I love Eddie and his stupid band (affectionate) so much 😭

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"i dont hate you"

how long could they argue without thinking they're hated by each other. how long until they can't take it anymore

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PLEASE POST THE ONE MILLION DOODLES YOU ARE SHY TO POST /pos 🙏

sure thang o7 here are some i made that i think are good enough to post. can you tell who my favorite merc to draw is

re: the last comic: i have way too many spy hcs. Way Too Many. anyway here’s (BLU) spy accidentally traumadumping on his teammates. is he Alright.

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"Bring back cunty F1" "Bring back F1 drivers who don't care about PR and just say what they think" "Bring back F1 where the drivers are actually allowed to be rivals"

You fools. You insolent buffoons. You can't handle the Ferrari drivers taking shots at each other in separate interviews. You can't handle Max saying what everyone else is thinking. You can't even handle Lando Norris existing. And you think you would survive watching Multi-21 happen in real time? Or, God forbid, classic F1? I'm laughing.

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Hopefully this doesn't come across as too weird, but I need to get femScout's Pa pregnant

im glad you enjoyed the dilf i created

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✨ pokémon AU! 🔴✨ clora is mainly fairy & psychic (bc shes sweet but also smart) whereas seb trends towards fire/dark (even tho i only ended up giving him 1 dark pokemon...shhh) i originally gave him a houndour, bc dark + guard dog was such a perfect combo for him, but arcanine ALSO suits him and is way cuter so i had to go with that 🥹 and i had to fit in a raven and a snake pokemon somewhere bc...cmon🥰 BAHAHA

TYSM to the anon who inspired this!! it was so much fun

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holy fuck

[my-castles-crumbling]

Hellos team anon here!

So I'm never home on the weekends because I'm off seeing my father.. and even if I've bitten off more than I can chew it shouldn't be more than I can chew

I'm too childish for a highschooler and I need to stop being a kid and I know it's just my trauma and developmental issues that's caused that but I need to grow up now and actually learn to be teenager if that makes sense?

I feel like I just need to figure out how to chew it rather than chew less

I kinda wish I didn't have to see my dad on the weekends because then I'd actually have time to do things and I also wish I actually had friends or just wish I didn't know myself super well because that kinda thing seems to scare people off

We had our first Saturday rehearsal recently though and I was super happy about that

This is a little messy but it's midnight and I should really go to sleep, the weekends are really starting to boost my phone usage and it's annoying me like a month ago my daily average was between 2 and 3 hours but the weekends have been slowly boosting it to 5 - 7 and on the weekends I'm on it all day

My mother currently believes I'm going to be one of those failure to launch people because to her I'm not doing enough but I also agree that I'm not doing enough

But I don't think I'd be a failure to launch because I'm not doing enough but because since I was born I was constantly in a traumatic situation until highschool so I don't know

I don't think I could ever manage being an adult

We don't have any money I don't have many friends and a lot of them aren't great friendships either

I want to leave the house and go outside because I like the outside but that's how they'll find me

So I can't do outside

I love too far from any friends that I kinda have

I'm a techie so I can't be friends with the actors by law almost and then my agoraphobia won't let me approach the few actors I think are really cool and want to talk to because they always have other actors around them

I've never done well in school and now I suddenly need to and I cant

I can't go to uni because it's too much money so I can't give myself another year

I'm younger than all my peers by a year and the schools wouldn't let my mother hold me back when I was struggling

Last time I did well in school was 3rd grade

This is now more so me complaining that anything

I'm not reading through this I'm just sending cause it's time to get ready for another week of no sleep and since rehearsal is now a thing guaranteed meal times unlike anytime else and also guaranteed social time because I'm a extrovert I just struggle sometimes because of situations I've been put through so I don't have to wait alone after school for hours anymore until the show is over but I'm looking at trying to take an ASM role next semester so I have more rehearsals I get to go to

Hopefully I can become friends with the one actor that I really want to become friends with [he has a lot of friends but I try] and maybe with some of the others too

This is a complete mess lol

Hi!

Honestly, it sounds like you're being super hard on yourself. Yes, you need to find strategies to succeed, but shitting on yourself isn't going to help anyone, you know? You clearly care, and that's a huge part of the problem for some people.

Have you tried reaching out to a teacher and seeing if they have suggestions for strategies? Honestly, it sucks so much that schools don't teach you HOW to school. Maybe a trusted teacher can help with that?

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Stephanie Brown

Is currently playing basket ball in my highschool au

She'd doing great

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Your throat is raw from screaming to a god who isn’t listening

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spare some spy hcs? 👀

OKAY. ok. so i have been putting off answering this ask because i’m admittedly very shy and very afraid of sharing my headcanons. and also because i have A LOT OF THEM.. but here we are!

here are my headcanon spies :) René works for RED and Jacques works for BLU!

where to start, where to start… i have a LOT of headcanons for them, i’ll be talking for FOREVER here. i’ll just start with story because why not! xP

René’s parents were also agents/spies, so he was always destined to be one as well. And he lives up to his parents’ legacies! He’s most notorious for destroying gangs and mobs and the like from the outside in. He was brought to America years ago to take out a dangerous mob boss, but unfortunately found himself infatuated (and involved) with the boss’ daughter. Luckily for him, the boss’ daughter wanted the guy dead, too.

René’s story is honestly a lot more fleshed out than Jacques’, but here goes anyway:

Jacques’ father was a very rich and powerful man in politics. Jacques himself was the result of an affair, and to keep it hush-hush, his father decided to raise him. Raise is a strong word, though— but he did help his father gain intelligence and blackmail on opposing political parties. Jacques proved to be a promising spy since childhood.

If anyone has any suggestions/ideas for Jacques’ story, let me know haha x) he didn’t have the greatest upbringing per se…

last thing on this section i wanna talk about is the Scouts. René is related to both of the Scouts; he’s RED Scout (Jeremy)’s biological father, and he’s BLU Scout (James)’ adoptive/step-father. Jacques has no relation to either scout, but acts as a guardian figure to BLU Scout.

anyway, this is the part where i continue talking about other miscellaneous headcanons! and these come with doodles :)

You couldn’t catch René DEAD without his mask, or his suit! He’d neeever take them off around other people (‘other people’ is mainly just Scout. For obvious reasons.) Meanwhile, Jacques is pretty lenient in letting his teammates see his face! Everyone on BLU’s seen his face at least once.

A big part of why René refuses to strip down is also due to the fact he has a LOT of tattoos. No doodle for this one because I’ve yet to decide on what tattoos to put on him (ideas are very welcome!!), but yeah! Most of the tattoos were ‘forced’ onto him/he had to get for jobs and ‘fitting in’ with bad crowds, but a good few of them were of his own accord, too.

Jacques doesn’t have tattoos, but he has a myriad of another thing: scars! Lots and lots of scars on this guy. Faded and old, sure, but they’re there. Most prominent ones are the one around his neck (from when the RED Medic beheaded him) and the ones on his forearms (those are from the LAST time he was imprisoned— looong story…)

René doesn’t cook very often for his team, but when he does, everyone’s always BLOWN AWAY by this guy’s cooking! René’s really bad at taking compliments, though— (“Cooking food that’s remotely edible isn’t a compliment, it’s basic survival.”) —but rest assured he’ll be thinking about it for the next month. Jacques, however… Do NOT let this guy into the kitchen. Ever. The BLU base has a special fire extinguisher “In Case Spy Decides To Turn On The Stove”

oooh, this one is an hc and a HALF to me. René much prefers working alone. It’s just in his nature, being isolated and whatnot. He likes to deal with things by himself– maybe he doesn’t want to burden others? On the contrary, Jacques NEVER works alone. It’s a trait he’s had even before being hired to BLU. You never know when things could go wrong, so it’s best to have someone else to fall back to… or someone else you can blame!

these hcs both have something to do with how René and Jacques show their trust in other people :) it’s a bit convoluted but it gets there:

René is, amusingly, very bad at remembering names. Almost laughably bad. There have been many-a-story of his days before RED where he’d get a target’s name wrong, even after he’d repeated it in his head dozens of times over. Names are difficult for him, so if he remembers yours, it means you mean a lot to him! He prefers using his teammates’ names rather than their titles. René is unaware of how charming this specifc trait is to his coworkers (they saw how much work and effort it took for him to memorize their names, they’re just happy with how far he’s come!)

Jacques has a… to put simply, very complicated relationship with food. But the one thing he’ll never turn down is sweets. His favorites especially being chocolate bonbons. Jacques has a hard time eating in front of others, let alone sharing his food! But if he genuinely likes and trusts you enough, he’d have half the mind to share with you. Admittedly, he hasn’t brought himself to share with most of the members of his team yet, except for a select few. Mostly BLU Medic and BLU Sniper.

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and of course, eventually, EVENTUALLY, these two also become friends! it took a little bit but believe me, they both respect each other’s skill in their job :)

AHHg i could go sooo much longer about them— from things like their physical traits (how much teeth they have? it’s a pressing question) or different periods of their life (why did rené have to leave his family? why was jacques imprisoned for the last time?) BUT this post is so… so, so long. My fingers hurt from typing

If you’ve managed to read through this Beast, THANK YOU RAAHH!!! thanks so much for asking this, too. i hope to spare more hcs someday. hehe ^_^