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quitethepirategal · 1 year ago

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Alrighty everyone! Tomorrow I’m going on vacation with the fam and my boyfriend ( pray for us lol ) to Colorado and thus will be totally silent here until about July 30th. I’m still reachable via ims as per usual and I love you all very much.

This is all of the stuff I owe for when I get back so my dumb ass doesn’t just dive headfirst into that damn lore page for three weeks again. Please let me know if I forgot something!

Starters: @x-knighthood ~ @marinarius ~ @pcisondapple ~ @finalslay Replies: @elxgantcaptain ~ @mxdam ~ @hookd Asks: @riidcr ~ @severedleft

Ok thats all for now! Love ya mateys! BYEEEE!

#tbh im.... super nervous #my bf is coming on the vacationand thats... a first for all parties involed #please PLEASE GOD just let it fucking go well #mom already thinks so little of me and thats fine just PLEASE let her be nice to him #x; OUT OF ROSES { ooc }#x; AND REMEMBER! { psa }

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nabaath-areng · 6 months ago

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Half assed screens, but some of the glamours I might will use for Ieeha throughout the journey of Dawntrail!

#its funny cause im actually super nervous #in a way thats really similar to how i felt when heavenward dropped #im as prepared as i possibly can be i think for the way ieeha will look with the new graphics #while trying to remind myself to cling onto the hope of being able to mod him #maybe ill be positively surprised of how he looks but tbh i kinda doubt it with his key features being changed #but ill try to stay positive as much as possible at least #im sad that burnout + lack of PC made me miss out on so much of endwalker #i think thats why i dont feel ready for dawntrail yet... because i dont feel done with endwalker #but ill just do all the things im behind on after!!!!!!#ieeha de verral #ieeha #my screenshot #ffxiv glamour #also someone once pointed out i use the maid tights a lot #and they were right. but its still nowhere near how much i use the midan horn of healing #im serious its been the key feature of ALL of ieehas healer glams since...... when did midas drop? early 2016? since then #the field commanders gloves are my second most glamoured item most likely #especially since is for all classes.......#i want to use other headpieces but they either clip or arent visible under ieehas bangs #or they just look off #who knows what will happen in DT... maybe he'll find a new hairstyle or smth. he's had the same since like 2018 #TIME SHALL TELL HEHE

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23meteorstreet · 2 years ago

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“i don’t know how you guys live with yourselves.” “one day at a time.” it’s always sunny in philadelphia - season 1

#iasip #my caps #always wanted to make one of those screencap/cinematography posts that makes it look like a serious show #but go for sth a little different from the horror vibe #bc the show also lends itself so well to a heist/crime movie vibe #i hope this is good #i feel like this is either super cool or completely stupid #or maybe im just nervous cause ive never tried anything like this #i know usually ppl make them full size but i kinda like being able to play with the organization tbh #might change it for later ones tho idk what im doing here!!!#but im having fun #also so many guides on making gifs but none on formatting ur captions nicely. how do people do colored letters and shit #not that this one needed it i just wanna know the secrets for later

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eonars · 8 months ago

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um. tfw your life is about to change massively very very soon and it still doesn't even feel real yet and still feels like somethings gonna pop up and it won't actually happen and also you're scared as fuck that you're too stupid to actually do it and it'll all be for nothing

#like what do you mean full time salaried w benefits and paid vacation just to do. school.#what made you so enthusiastically think i was the perfect one to do this #when the last approx 20something other guys were like ummmm no you cannot do it #tbf like all that other shit up there aside #this did actually come at the perfect time #i look back on who i was during my masters and i legit do not recognize that person #i barely even remember it i have to look at pictures to think back on who i was #in a strange roundabout way being forced home to stay for a while #kind of re centered me and gave me time to come back to myself in a big way. i was really lost before #and chaining something like this directly after my masters would have been disasters #even like this time last year i did not have this level of mental clarity #and i think thats why i didn't get any of the other positions i was just in a fog and i think people could tell #so as much as like im super scared and nervous about this big change and big exit from my comfort zone #and a little sad and mournful that im leaving my family and wont hear my native language all day every day anymore #im the most ready ive ever been #2019 me was NOT ready im scared of her tbh!! idk what wave i was on but it was weirdo shit!#im also proud that i essentially rawdogged and brute forced a lot of introspection and improvement #entirely on my own #like i really can only just describe it as clarity i feel like i matured 10 years in 4 and cleared all the fog #i feel so good about the way i handle things and react to things now vs then #im like 500x more unbothered and actually know how to put myself first now #anyway uh this prob could have been its own post in and of itself #but woteva innit im proud of how much internal repairs i did on myself over the last few years #became a stable genius as it were #whos a lot more clearly defined and present #but fuck man! i am still scared of being 2stupid

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learn-and-accept · 4 months ago

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The woman who is basically a second mom to my girlfriend doesn't think I'm real and it's absolutely fucking hysterical oh my god

#i have not stopped laughing about this shit all day #it's giving she goes to a different school you don't know her #although to be fair me and my girlfriend don't really take photos together and she hasn't met me so i get it #but holy fuck we've been dating for almost a year #like imagine pretending to date someone for that long #im gonna be meeting her next week though so at least she'll know my girlfriend didn't make me up #but tbh part of me would love to keep the bit going for as long as i can #but seriously i am excited to meet more people in my girlfriend's life #although i also understand why I haven't met her yet because 1 i get super nervous around new people and my girlfriend is very aware of that #and 2 she's the mom of my girlfriend's ex so uh yeah that's like 5 extra layers of awkwardness to deal with #shit is probably gonna be weird as fuck but from what ive heard she's very sweet #plus she did invited me on a ski trip that she was gonna completely pay for back in January so im sure everything will be fine #and we'll be at a concert so I can always just pretend like i can't hear anything because the music is too loud if things get too awkward #personal

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ccasey0 · 9 months ago

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AWA- HE IS SO SQUSHY LOOKING!!! I love the way you draw faces so round and soft- this one just OOZES contentment in a way that makes me feel just as content- UGH the expression is so good!!!

eee! say hi to keigo! you've given me an excuse to introduce him yay!!! I dont have a ref for him, but ive got photos!!

literally every single one of these is super old and i had to go through so many notecards and sketchbooks to find them. im pretty sure the last three are traced, but i cant remember where the original drawings are from. i know i got most of my bases from those Ship Dynamic tiktoks comps on youtube, so if you watch any of those and recognize these poses or styles, then that's where i got them from. and if you're wondering why keigo's wings are really tattered in the first one it's because that's a more recent one(like, four months ago) and it's dated after he got injured in an explosion that pretty much destroyed one of his wings. e cant fly anymore, but casey is working on an artificial cover to go over his wing that'll make it so that he can fly again. :)

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jamesbukkakebarnes · 2 years ago

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#i feel like my eyes are gonna leak outta my head im so tired #ive been editing and re editing my cover letters and resume all night before i send some more out #im so tired but also too nervous to sleep :/#im SO close man im so ready to fucking do something abt my shitty dumbass life #also i feel like ive aged ten years in the past week tbh #ignore me #OH im also super close to finishing my stevebucky pride art :D its so cute ngl #i have a finished pride bucky art thats very The Nanny inspired that hopefully i will post tmr? idk 🤷

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evanbibuckley · 2 years ago

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#my 6x18 thoughts are that i am SO NERVOUS #cus on one hand i think i /could/ enjoy it if they killed someone off #it'd be ballsy for og and that could be interesting #but also? i love the 118 and the family dynamic they have #and regardless who dies it'll forever change that dynamic. like regardless what happens going forward ill always consider a main dying #the beginning of the end.#not necessarily bad. but may make it to where im not as obsessed with the show as i currently am #okay so that being said? my theory for who could die? i think chimney's fine. story wise he has a lot going for him and in the stills-#-my bet is he gets roughed up in the ambulance and buck manages to save him. ill be gejuinely surprised if chim dies and NO HATE to the #actor but assume kenneth choi wanted to move on and go out with a bang. like i don't think chimney dying is a natural progression of the #plot (regardless of pics we've seen) bobby however? like im sorry but glancing through bts we dont see a lot of him and wat we do see is #before the worst of it. all weve really seen (to my memory) is a video taken from A FAN. of him falling. and my BIGGEST THEORY is that if #they were gonna kill a main (hell even a recurring side) permanently they would keep it close to chest. like we would NOT hear about it or #even be teased. that's just my thots tho and i won't be mad if im proven wrong. or even right! im just super excited about the finale tbh #txt #911 spoilers #kinda? all of this is based on bts (or my imagination)

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years ago

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#im at the sketchy laundromat and im the only one here except for the owner (i think)#the (i think) was because i think the woman is the owner but im not sure. its been awhile since ive been at this laundromat #and my washer keeps making weird noises #which makes me nervous especially because i think she's the owner #im so afraid of breaking laundry machines at laundromats. its in my top ten minor fears tbh #so i hope i dont break it #update: shes definitely the owner. shes taking the quarters from the machines. so either she's the owner or a thief i guess #im seeing my friend in a musical today!! im so excited #im not even super close with this friend. but my best friend and i have decided that we need to support their theatrical endeavors #so we saw them in a play in the fall and now their musical tonight #and i have so many fucking errands to do before then. i have to finish my laundry. turn in some paperwork #buy a part of my camp uniform #and then go to the musical. and THEN hang out with my best friend afterwards. hes gonna doend the night at my apartment #and then tomorrow we're going to estate sales #i dont have money to buy shit or space to keep it but its worth it #my washer is making weird noises again! fuck!#pray for me and my washer #im dressed up real cute for the musical btw #its addams family (i love addams family) so im eearing black cuffed jeans and a black shirt with torn shoulders #then a necklace with a black crystal on it. and earrings from hot topic that have a chain and cuff and little crystals at the bottom #you might be thinking 'austyn thats too much black'#but i only own black jeans. and most of ny shirts are also black. so my jewelry is primarily black #(although the earrings have glitter on them as well and the necklace has silver wire holding the crystal)#and really i only know how to match black. im really bad with other colors. plus addams family is dark so i have to match that #oh and im gonna wear some high heeled boots i have. can you guess what color the boots are?#but first i have to finish all of this adult shit and i really dont want to #shit i have to do a lot of driving too. to get to the musical. and ill have to drive back in the dark #this is a nightmare. but at least i got off of work today #holy shit i texted my best friend 'hey. address?' and he replied 'no im josh. some best friend you are. cant even remember my name'#that sounds a lot like another friend of mine but idk. either way i fuckin hate it /j

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thatjadedhotmess · 2 years ago

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#good morning guys i uhh lowkey forgot about this account ahah :nervous sweat:#life has been so crazy lately and i havent had time to post like anything unfortunately 🥲#national exam results came out and then new school selection only to realise i didnt get into my dream school smh-#butt im not too bumped since my bestie got into the same school as me #im so grateful though tbh even though like we arent really in the course but what we take are super similar #theres a chance we could end up in the same classes though its so wahhhhhhhh~~#and then i started to teach myself japanese too its a little tough bc im barely making progress but im quite happy:)#but also have another bestie thats gonna be leaving to study overseas im like so happy for her but at the same time-#- it means i cant meet her regularly and im sad snfnwkfnwkf #anyways thats all the life updates i have as of now thank you for listening to my podcast mwuahh <33 :)))#sage🍂 blurbs

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grlfriends · 2 years ago

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I'm tired so i won't elaborate but anyway made 2 mistakes when speaking out loud in class and then the place i went to sell my heavy ass books was closed so i was carrying this monstrous heavy and giant backpack all day so yeah. should i kill myself mutuals 😍

#im tiredddddd #g.txt #got nervous and said 여름 meant pretty instead of summer and the teacher gave me such a look 🤒 i know she was mad about class not asking #questions but yeah. ending it all #now ive washed my hair and I dont wanna style it tbh 😭 arms and back hurt from carrying all that weight #also I have work to do which im already super late on so. peace and love on planet earth #almost e begging tbh..... i need it so bad idk what im going to do if my books dont sell like i need them to

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oso-nan · 2 years ago

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i nee,d to play vtm more

#i shouldve done so over break LMAO but i eas super stressed nd upset all thru out winter i couldnt bring myself to rp tbh #idk im not very happy with the direction my characters r going in rn in thaf one server im in #narcisse wasnt supposed to be so . Nervous. and idfk what ill do with vice as much as i love him #his concept shouldve been more revolved around medical work #i wanna retire them both and jusr start over soooo bad bc i feel like i didnt do a good job with either of them they arent exactly portrayed #how i wnated them to b…..#also i dont have any reason to keep vice tbh bc the main goal for him was to start a blood bond #with my friends character #but they dont like the server hghfjgsjhfkbd #i hate how complicated this is for me #maybe ill try out other servers??? tbf most of the ones on disboard dont exactly appeal to me

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j-crow · 17 hours ago

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im getting therapy who cheered‼️‼️🎉🎉🎉

#jc’s cawing #yayyyyyy!!!!!!!!#i have no idea when my first appointment is since my sister was handling allat stuff #but im nervous and excited tbh #actually this is a crazy story because #my sister (other one not appointment booker) and i have the our yearly physicals on the same day #because its easier #and we obviously had to fill out paperwork #but the doctors came super quick for some reason so i had to continue filling out everything in the exam room #but then i had to go out of the room and left the papers there because im not gonna be filling out paperwork as i take urine sample #and i come back to see MY PAPERS ALREADY FILLED OUT?????#TURNS OUT MY SISTER DID MY PAPERS FOR ME????????#and obviously it matters because it had questions about mental health stuff #and since shes not me she doesnt know what the fuck happens in my head #so this bitch just filled out my paperwork with inaccurate information!!!!!!!!!!!#its even worse because she thinks im this like. super sad and quiet person when im literally not #i just dont wanna talk to her because shes a bitch #so the doctors like hey are you okay bro and i cant say shit because im nervous and doctors are scary #and shes like yeah so im gonna have you go to therapy (not exact words idk since it was in like. february)#and my moms lowkey freaking out since she like??? hates mentally ill ppl or something #shes says if i get therapy ppl will think im crazy or something which??? no????? thats not how it works 😭😭#like shes literally been prescribed antidepressants and she just. doesnt take them #shes the type of person to tell people to deal with it and grow up if they have mental issues #anyway i forget about that shi until today because some lady called my sister and said i was on a waitlist #and then i cried when i remembered all that shi and my sister confirmed the appointment and im gonna have a session soon #not sure when but i think its in the next week????#nervous because what if they execute me for being mentally ill /s #tbh im not even sure if i need it but always good to have i guess???? idk man 😭😭#anyways yap over

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urmumlikesmyjeans · 10 months ago

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I made myself pretty today just to have one conversation about a video project with my crush :(

#she’s so pretty and so smart and very sensible and I’m an academic wreck tbh #im the type if person who’s super touchy and childish with anyone i feel comfortable with but i can’t bring myself to be myself around her #but i also dont want her to think that i dont feel comfy with her #but like j wanna progress our friendship but my akward ass doesnt know how #like im the type of person who hugs all my friends but i get nervous about hugging her that i end up not doing it #but also sometimes id get touchy with her and its fun and comfy and my heart is BOOGSH BOOGSH BOOGSH and she’s like ahhhhh shoulderrr #i like guving bearhugs but im like a head shorter than her and like idk if i can survive a front hug with her #im also super lonely these days :(#but also travelling a lot :)#but also kind of not doing well in my academics:(

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slumbz · 1 year ago

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got like. a shitton of cool pens, highlighters and sharpies that are like the fancy ones when me and my dad went shopping for school supplies

heres some of my favorites

#i got em for traditional art #cant wait to not use this /hj why am i like this #im usually like. way more responsible w/ my money to the point where its strict #BUT LIKE THESE LOOK CUTE IDK WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME. THERES A FUCKING SALMON COLOR HIGHLIGHTER?? AND A MUTED GREEN HIGHLIGHTER HWO COULD I #NOT?? ALSO LIKE I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THEY SOLD THOSE PENS THAT CHANGES COLORS IN MORE COLORS LIKE ITS GREAT #im both excited and nervous abt school tbh #according to the online schedule i got i get to leave earlier and i have lunch and study hall back to back which is super fucking cool #im gonna go get my schedule picked up tomorrow bc the online ones werent finalized and whatnot #also yeah i had long ass nails. had to cut them off though cause one was like on the verge of snapping off but it was like into my skin and #another got chipped and whatnot #didnt want it to be like fucked up like that #anyway thats enough of me rambling im gonna shut up now 💪💪

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bbokicidal · 1 month ago

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Hiii! Could you pls do some hcs for like sex accidents (like funny) with inexperienced skz? Like idk I think felix would be prone to voice cracks and Han would giggle whenever something happened. Idk feel free to ignore duh! 🫶

Sure! I'll just do a small list quick since it's late for me and I'm tryna answer inbox stuff hahaha

Odd Sexual Moments w/ Inexperienced!SKZ

Chan - Cannot keep his hands to himself because he's just soooo happy to have someone to cherish and worship, which has led to him accidentally touching your bootyhole while grabbing ass. And it's HIM who makes it weird!! Usually you're just like, eh, it is what it is and honestly it's not that bad. But as soon as he realizes it he's like omg I'm so sorry and gets all red and shy like the cutie patootie he is

Minho - Gets quiet when focused and therefore makes little to no sound in bed when he's trying something new like a position or a toy or something. And then when you ask him about it his voice gets all shy and high pitched and he's like im so sorry I didn't realize I was so silent you thought I was dead beneath you my bad

Changbin - ACTUALLY choked you out with his arms once. was behind you, wrapped his arms under your neck cause he knows you like it, and then when your moans died down he was like OH NO and immediately cradled you in his lap until you were looking up at him in confusion. it took him a few hours to tell you what happened because he was embarrassed as shit but he did eventually spill the truth even if it blew his pride to dust

Hyunjin - The w o r s t kisser in the group tbh !!! even if he swears he isn't. Tries to be super suave and romantic with it but ends up nearly choking you w/ his tongue (not that you're complaining) (you can't anyway bc youre actually choking LOL) Please help him he doesn't seem to realize how much he needs to learn

Jisung - Does not know where to put his hands no matter how many times y'all have sex. The first time he legit would not touch you unless you moved his hands to your body, and even after that he was all shy and hesitant because he's A) too scared to outwardly ask and seem nervous, and B) what if he accidentally touches somewhere you don't want him to??? Super giggly about it once he gets comfortable though bc you never stop teasing him for it in bed. (he shuts you up by stuffing his fingers in your mouth but n e way)

Felix - the voice cracks !! He's heard from both you and his friends how much you seem to adore his voice and how large of a range he has so he tries reaaaally hard to use it in a sexy way in bed. but the first time he tries to make his voice lower, it cracks and he almost keels over dead when you comfort him in a fit of giggles. (there's also a time he broke out the baby voice without thinking while squeezing lube into his palm and going "that's enough~" before he booked it to the bathroom in embarrassment and took a two hour shower while trying to muster up the courage to look you in the eye again)

Seungmin - Man has NO idea what he's doing so any time you ask if he wants to have sex and he says yes, he just sits on the edge of the bed and waits expectantly for you to initiate it. Because he legit has no idea how to start anything off. Once you get going he's totally fine and p smooth with it but he cannot start it off to save his life.

Jeongin - the first few times he has sex with you he has to pause in the middle or before switching positions so he can question if this is something god would approve of. you think it's a joke at first when you ask what he's doing and he says "asking for forgiveness" but then realize hes serious. you end up waiting patiently any time he needs to stop and ponder, but eventually he quits giving a shit and says he'll repent for it later or something lol.

#skz imagine #skz x reader #stray kids x reader #skz smut #stray kids smut #bangchan x reader #felix x reader #hyunjin x reader #changbin x reader #leeknow x reader #Changbin x reader #seungmin x reader #IN x reader #han x reader #skz headcanons #stray kids headcanons

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