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abundance yanqing is very fun to think about but i’m kinda surprised i haven’t seen anyone bring up dan feng’s failed ritual as a potential creator here. like, as far as i remember, a draconic abomination was created as a result of dan feng fucking around to try to bring baiheng back as vidyadhara— with the help of an abundance emanator’s flesh that ended up turning blade into an abomination. idk. there’s other explanations to this, but it’s always made more sense to me that each ‘donor’ would have someone who dominantly resembled them— bailu appears similar to baiheng, dan heng to dan feng (obviously), and the unknown abundance emanator flesh?? thus, yanqing
#like idk it makes sense to me. baiheng&shuhu(?)&dan feng -> bailu. dan feng -> dan heng. baiheng&shuhu(?) -> yanqing(?)#the reason shuhu’s appearance hasn’t been revealed & why luocha & yanqing look similar is bc they all resemble each other#if yanqing dominantly looked like shuhu i think it’d also explain why jing yuan took him in#AND why the garden of recollection would get involved (six phased ice). idk.#this is also how vidyadhara yanqing would win LMAO dan feng accidentally made him so when trying to make baiheng vidyadhara#like if they made the draconic abomination as a result of abundance flesh & baiheng’s… blood presumably? why should she solely get a rebirth#yknow#& tbh i kinda think shuhu/luocha/yanqing r from a species not yet revealed or otherworldly or something#but i keep coming back to: what happened to the abundance emanator & their flesh?#honkai star rail#yanqing
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there r a lot of things about the myth of psyche and eros that makes me a little insane but one of them has always been the tasks from aphrodite and the unfairness of it. they're not intended to be possible. they're so obviously not meant to be possible, and psyche isn't fucking hercules, you know, she's not a demigod or whatever, she's mortal and these aren't mortal tasks!! it's why psyche has to be helped with each one, fucking by like ants and river gods and shit. and so like. idk. i know ppl see psyche and eros as like a story about love and shit which obviously it is but as a kid psyche and eros always felt like a story about being able to accept help
#in my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i'll never write i emphasize this theme#by changing psyche from a princess and youngest daughter to a poorer girl and eldest daughter who is very like. sophie hatter esque#also tbh when i first started thinking about my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i was reading hmc LMAO#also also ALSO. as a kid i always felt like the story was soooo deeply about regret and atonement and forgiveness#like YES the story is about love but not about easy love. love is difficult and requires work and sometimes u hurt each other !!!!!#it always struck me as a kid how psyche just. accepts the tasks.#i always read it as like. psyche KNOWS these tasks are unfair and i dont even think she expects to achieve them#but she accepts them anyways because she so deeply regrets what she did to eros and has no idea what else she can do.#am i verbalizing this well or have the worms eating my brain reached an irreversible point#also tbf im pretty sure the version i read as a kid didnt include the multiple times psyche tries to kill herself LMAO.#but we're ignoring that because i love the idea that shes just. so aimless and resigned to the tasks#ALSO on eros' side of things#i dont have like proper analysis about it but as a kid i saw eros hiding his face as like. fear?#like. fear that the person he loves will think he's a monster if he reveals his true self. or somethin. which also. i think is very queer#also very beauty and the beast. for obvious reasons since it was based on psyche and eros lmao#oh also. i already mentioned it but psyche and hercules r so similar.#did something unforgivable to a loved one --> given multiple impossible tasks to atone for it etc etc#i dont have any real analysis abt it i dont remember a lot abt hercules tbh but. yah#ALSO. okay i think retellings of hades and persephone where theyre totally in love and stuff r kinda tired.#BUT. in the theoretical adaptation i always imagined a scene where psyche does the last task where she goes to the underworld#and shes tired shes soso tired#and she goes to persephone and persephone is gentle and motherly which aphrodite has Not been to psyche#and i think if persephone is unkidnapped and truly in love w hades#then i think there could be a fun parallel between persephone and psyche in which like. theyre both in love w ppl#who are seen as monsters. and shit. or whatever#anyways. idk what made me think abt this again. ACTUALLY i do know i might write a twine for the neotwiny game jam#and it might be inspired by psyche and eros#anyways. lmao#jc.txt
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#lol i love seeing just straight up bullying on tiktok(/s)#someone(im guessing) went into a discord server for proshipping#and then posted their face reveals on tiktok!?!??!?!#basically saying: look how ugly and weird they look#like what the fuck#just bcs you dont agree with someones opinion ON SHIPPING#doesnt mean you should blast them on socmed?#they posted those pics in a trusted space :(#why are people so cruel and vindictive nowadays#people who make it their whole personalities to shit on pros OR antis are so embarrassing#just keep to yourself and keep your personal moral highground you know?#like they go low we go higher etc#cause on tiktok people will post very bait proshipper tiktoks#to the point where i honestly think they're 100% antis who just wanna sow discourse and disgust#like when i see those people im like just ignore them???#just dont engage man. you end up encouraging people to do worse and worse just to cause drama#but yeah antis in return will make all their posts 'correcting' these obv bait posts#like both of you get a life and just do things that make you happy. not things that obv upset you#idk it kinda sickens me how much time people devote to activities that clearly doesn't make them happy#even if youre pleased about dunking on people you morally disagree w +#wouldnt you feel happier engaging with content that yknow. fills you with genuine enjoyment?#not enjoyment fueled by disgust or morally superiority#idk some people feel like children so i shouldnt care too deeply. but the amnt of toxic behavior is so disturbing to me#the posting of faces got on my nerves badly. no matter if you disagree with someone#you shouldnt just straight up expose their face on your big acct BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCES IN SHIPPING OPINION#and the fact that the point is to imply they're all ugly. so fucking childish and disgusting#i reported but idk if that'd do anything. i wish i could have an honest dialog w people like that tbh#catie.rambling.txt
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It's been rolling around in my brain the last few days for some reason, but I still hate the family backstory reveals for Sophie and Eliot. I've seen some of the meta for it, but quite frankly, it still makes no sense. If it had been something actually thought of and intentional in the original, I think it could have been so fascinating. I mean, Sophie's willing abandonment of Astrid to contrast with Nate's loss of Sam or Eliot's adoption in contrast with Hardison's and Parker's? Could have been excellent! But they came out of nowhere in Redemption and don't work with these characters.
Sophie was still actively using the fucking alias that she met Astrid under! She met with someone from her past on the show! Like. Quite frankly, that one is unequivocally bullshit that they made up and threw in and pretended could fit with the established canon. (And I'm sorry, but the idea of Sophie abandoning Astrid and never telling Nate about her just... So much of Nate's trauma was rooted in the loss of Sam, and I think that introducing this element after he's gone and unable to respond to it taints Sophie and Nate's relationship in a way bc I'm not exactly sure how Nate would've responded to learning about this but I think that it's something he'd have needed to know. I don't know how to fully express my thoughts on that but yeah.)
As for Eliot, I don't like the adoption aspect literally at all. The way that he would interact with his family and the memory of his family would be different, and I think that it's flat out ridiculous to think that he'd have never mentioned it to the team in the original show, especially when dealing with the kid cases. (I also dislike the biracial adoption as its own element because if Eliot was actually raised by Black parents in the... idk what 80s/90s? That just. doesn't feel congruent with how they write Eliot interacting with PoC, not necessarily in a bad way, but babe, he's written like a white southern man raised in a specific kind of culture that does not jell with that. It also makes Eliot look... really bad that he was apparently raised with the knowledge of how fucked up the military was and his parents' history and made the choices that he did.) Like the show may not have explicitly stated it but the implication of that relationship was vastly fucking different throughout the original show.
Just. These were not backstories that were congruent with their depiction and characters in the original show, and they're also just moves that I don't particularly like or find interesting directions for those characters. There's also something to be said about how it was apparently unacceptable for a woman to not have kids or someone not reconciling with their biological family when that was something that the original show handled a lot better. Out of all the directions to take Sophie and Eliot's stories, that's just not really one that I think was a good idea.
#i'm not sure if i worded this v well tbh which concerns me#bc like. like i said i dont like the adoption plot anyways but part of my problem with that storyline IS that billy is black#bc i don't think that the way eliot is written makes sense if he was raised by a black couple during that decade#bc the way that he would have engaged with his family and community and the world around him would've been different#especially bc he was raised in the fucking south in the 80s#bc i dont think eliot was ever racist in the original show but i dont think that he really knew#how it was different for poc in certain ways that dont make sense if he was raised by a black couple#like the previous implications of his childhood and specifically his father were v much in the stereotypical v pro military be a man cultur#that culture is also v rooted in toxic masculinity and whiteness#God i hope that makes sense bc i feel like that sounds v bad#but i'd love more black characters on the show and i think that for pretty much any other mc that'd have been fine#it's specifically eliot with the space that he occupies that i feel like it's a problem with his backstory#which also is why i dont like that he's adopted at all bc that's an influential part in how you first view your place and family and all th#that i dont think makes sense with eliot's character. like literally nothing about that reveal really feels like it makes sense with eliot#and to move over to sophie for a second i feel like bringing up the abandoned stepdaughter would have been pretty damn important#when sophie was struggling with the idea of who she really was beneath the aliases and the grift#and especially when she's in a relationship with nate who WAS a father like#and that she used the charlotte alias to meet with someone from her past but there wasnt anything about the fallout#which still makes no fricking sense either way#also insert something about sophie being an older woman without kids#(i know there's the ot3 but they're not actually in a position as her kids bc theyre still equals in a sense)#and needing to actually go no no she was a mom! and then bailed and did all this and blah blah but she's always been a mom in her heart <3#and adding in this relationship as if an older woman cant be satisfied or complete without kids#and i know that ppl might bring up parker but like lbr parker is positioned in a v different space narratively than sophie#ofc parker doesn't have kids she's positioned in a space as the Odd one the kinda broken one#her defying the expectations narratively doesnt necessarily work the same bc of her place#idk i kinda hope these dont end up in the main tags bc idk how ppl will respond nor how well i actually got across my points#but i do wanna tag them for my blog so#leverage#sophie devereaux
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I like how occasionally toshiros fast and loose w his morals its fun
#dungeon meshi spoilers#The way he casually tossed out what if i killed u to laios when he was mad#used the western elves as a bludgeon against marcille#real revealing on how he views power and the ppl who hold them like an unstoppable force of nature#and also a tool to keep people in line rather than having any inherent merit#and he knows how to twist a knife. Fascinating character#The way hes so passive and non confrontational but then theres moments that r like o u are from a family of assassins and spies#Maizuru did indeed raise u huh. Side note interesting that the two ppl maizurus shown to have raised#are both extraordinary fighters and quick on their feet in battle but are super maladjusted interpersonally and cant form bonds w others#Kinda a tragedy tbh that maizuru whos so good at training ninjas had children randomly sprung on her and was asked to raise them when#thats genuinely outside the scope of her job. Like she did NOT know what to do she was raised to be an assassin#They both turned out to be sharp instruments instead of ppl in many ways haha. Tho maizuru in many ways is also like that
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idk why I’m doing this to myself but I started plotting an au centered around keir so I downloaded pdf versions of the last three books and used the search to pull up every mention of his name from MAF on. he was mentioned/named a total of 176 times (most of that in WAR and most of that was because of the darkbringers) and I think I’m coming out as a keir-sympathizer cause bro wtf were all of these scenes??? if I had to watch a couple fuck in front of me without control of my own body I would hate those people too
#aside from that bit with thanatos and his daughter keir could actually be read as a sympathetic character#but because our perception is colored by feyre’s unreliability as a narrator#and the fact it’s been revealed mor wasn’t entirely honest about what happened to her that brings the whole situation into a murky#kind of grey area now I don’t doubt the nail thing (kinda sorta it’s complicated tbh) but it does make me wonder how truthful she was about#life in the hewn city and how much of a mask the city puts on for rhysand that same way he does when he deigns to visit what is supposedly#his ancestral home (and how closely he and mor are related but that’s a separate rant)#idk there’s just a lot of unanswered questions I have around keir and his place in the night court and I don’t think him getting the#‘evil for evils sake all i want is power and idc how i get it’ brush is fair to him or an example of good or nuanced storytelling#(not that I ever expect that from sjm but the point still stands)#anti rhysand#anti night court#just for good measure this is really just supposed to be me talking to myself#gold talks.tag
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can we talk about how it honestly kinda sucks that leafpool’s “climatic main character death” happens in a book that has barely anything to do with her
#you would think that in a book where the main characters sister dies… the book would… idk…#be about the two sisters…?#be about their relationship and reconciling with what they did in po3 and how they exist in the clan now after its blown over#theres some emotional support on both sides but thats not what the book is about. the book is about bramblestar and squirrelflights argument#squilf isnt concerned about what happened in po3 and how all that affected her as a mom. she wants a new litter#and the three being her kits too is just alluded to a few times. otherwise its just abt sparkpelt#(and alderheart too but tbh hes barely in this. hes background noise. which i welcome but its kinda funny to me#the book features his mom…. youd think she’d have more to say or do with her son but hes so nothingburger)#ppl are like ‘’no leafpools death was respectful bc it was in a big super edition!’’#but i dont think that means much when her death was actually revealed in tbc#we all learned through a blurb#and the book she dies in is only kind of about her if you squint#its even more egregious with that prologue. which is effective at setting up the tragedy later but like. what sbt the in between?#cant you give the two sisters more heart to heart convos unrelated to bramble or motherhood?#sqh liveread
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dumbass deltarune oc/idea
Since there might be a trend of speech quirks throughout the bosses
Anjle's might be for a word at the end of it's sentence to be spelled backwards
Or
It's might be to refer to people in pronoun form as it and instead of saying gendered names like girl or boy.. It'll just use thing instead leading into it not believing in gender
Anyways, that's all for now.
#Deltarune oc#Secret boss oc#Are secret boss ocs gonna be like alicorn ocs? It might get like that#Worked for like 6 months to make a decent idea for a secret boss oc#Tryna learn the Disney style so I cam draw Anjle like that#Inspired by the baby angel things#100th time you probably saw a secret boss oc today tee hee#Why tf I have a dumbest idea for it to actually be like a dude in his 40's that's also fun sized to play as an lil angel girl or something#It's tbh law to have the secret boss to be smaller than Kris#If chapter 4 is the envy/church chapter then Anjle might fit#Might change name to angle since I see mfs my age misspell angel to that#Tryna bring the confidence to ask the person who made the chart of secret bosses if they can pretty please add mine#Working day and night on sprite#Thought 1st attempt at sprite was shitty#I was right#New one makes me feel better#My dumbest just realized when making the comments her dress thingy looks like noelle's#Ig a gag could be made on how it reminds them of noelle's dark world fit if she ain't there#Btw idea for if you beat in it the battle/reveal thingy. You can take out it's eyes to use as a boost thing for battles in future#Btwz kinda thinking it could be a fake angel like the shit with gaberiel in mandela catalogue#sonadow sucks#Otay bwye gwuys
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gege needs to retire his character death note and hand it off to asagiri i swear 😭
#my sister (misinformed) told me yuta died in the latest jjk ch and i was so nervous looking at leaks#bc its smthn gege /would/ do and i really like yuta#thankfully he’s fine he just made an appearance in the latest ch thats all#tell me why my first thought after was ‘man that was a thrill i wish new bsd chapters made me feel like this’ 😭#my biggest gripe w. bsd will forever be how all the characters always come out of battles completely unscathed#nevermind the 500 injuries they sustained#nobody ever dies or gets new battle scars or life changing wounds etc etc it kinda makes the stakes boring when you know the character will#be fine when alls said and done#and honestly this wouldn’t be problem for me if ! asagiri didnt deathbait so damn much !#he’s allergic to actually killing off a character and thats how i Know fyodor prob isnt dead#and neither is sigma bc fyodors ability is still a big mystery and we need them to reveal it for us#bc asagiri never killed anyone major off in the main manga before its hard to believe that he killed these two off 🤷♀️#and ig fukuchi but all those theories of him being the masked man at the s5 cliffhanger has me squinting suspiciously#tbh idc if its my fav character who dies if it’ll make the plot more interesting then send them to the gallows !!#(okay maybe not lucy but she barely gets any panel time shhh)#like i like fukuzawa but i also think itd be interesting to see what would’ve happened if he died in the battle vs fukuchi#bc the aftermath would be a change in status quo and it would’ve been interesting to see the change in dynamics in the ada and#how they deal w. his loss !!#on the other hand gege killing off his characters too frequently . . . doesnt rlly need an explanation#(jjk spoilers?) now w. yuta going up against sukuna . . . please keep him safe gege i beg 🥲#anyways. enough rambling now to go back to shoving bsd to the back of my mind lol#ayra croaks
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thinkinggg about. race in adventure time
#random thoughts#adventure time#okay so in the original show there were very few characters of color because humans are basically extinct#and ive seen some people discuss how at appropriates aave despite the mc being a white boy#and (more importantly in my opinion) most of the staff being white#and then in fionna and cake they decided to make marshall lee physically black#and you'd think his mom'd be white right? because marceline's whole thing is her being divided between two halves of herself#which could be sooo an allegory for growing up biracial#but like? they made his mom also black?#which i assume they did because they didn't want to make it a 'white parent is toxic towards their black child' storyline#buuuut since marceline's physical characteristics were tied to her demon bloodline and marshall obviously takes after his mom...?#like you could make the argument that they're implying SOMETHING there#and adding onto the theme of characters voiced by white actors being voiced by poc in the genderswap (marshall y cake)#DID YOU KNOW FLAME PRINCE IS VOICED BY HANNIBAL BURESS???#which like. i was thinking about how flame princess's role in the show seemed kinda like#okay so there's this video by harriyanna hook about the disposable black girlfriend trope in svtfoe specifically#and flame princess (from what i remember dude i gotta rewatch at) seemed to have been used by finn narratively to grow as a character?#and also there's the whole 'pb stealing a part of fp's culture for what she claims is the greater good' thing#and her dad's voiced by the president from rick and morty. and he's a strict dad who won't let his daughter date a white boy#(which is SUBVERTED when he reveals he keeps her contained for safety purposes or whatever but it's still there)#at is kind of fucked with parents in general tbh#god i need to rewatch it. analyze it
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#i just finished watching the atla live action#as an avatar fan#I thought it was a wonderful adaptation!#the original is still the best#but this live action was still great#(esp when compared to that... OTHER live action)#i only had two real complaints#1. i didn't like how Bumi's intro was handled#it would've been way better if they stuck to revealing him as Aang's friend AFTER the fight tbh#like they did in the original#they didn't take advantage of the foreshadowing#instead he was just kinda like “yep i'm your childhood friend Bumi btw you're an asshole” right off the bat#2. it was too short 😭#c'mon i binged that shit in two days#even though they were ~1hr long#8 episodes wasn't enough#bonus mini complaint: I needed more Momo and Appa#but all in all#i was very impressed with how much ground they were still able to cover in such a condensed format#the casting was A+++#the references were done very tastefully#the things they did change didn't detract from the show at all#and in some ways added to it#it made me just as emotional as the original#anyways... eagerly waiting for season 2#(it's happening... right??)#def excited to see my girl Toph#tragic clowning#avatar the last airbender#atla live action
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[𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚒'𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝟸 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗]
the first t2 interrogation is here! hopefully, it will help you understand their murders and backstories and what kind of people akio and aimi are better because.. this interrogation reveals a lot :)
as always, a reminder that you can send questions for interrogations and some of these questions were also sent by some of you, so thank you so much!
Q.001. What can you tell us about your parents?
Akio: They're very caring and patient with me. They deserve only the best for everything they have done for me.
Aimi: They're very nice, I love them a lot! They can be just a little bit.. What's the right word.. Basically, sometimes it felt like they didn't care about my feelings that much. But it was most likely just them being unintentionally insensitive.. I think.
Q.002. Did you hate your victim?
Akio: How many times I have to repeat it for you? I hated him. I hated him so much.
Aimi: Are we talking about the person that was killed only by me without any help? If so.. I think I started to hate him only a moment before I had murdered him. Saying that I hate him feels so weird, but I think it's time for me to finally be honest with myself.
Q.003. What is your biggest fear?
Akio: Not being good enough.
Aimi: Being left all alone.
Q.004. Would you commit the same crime again?
Akio: .. I don't know.
Aimi: I just couldn't let that person live. So yes, I think I'd still kill him even if I wasn't bullied.
Q.005. Tell us about your accomplice.
Akio: He was weird. But surprisingly charismatic. I think I got to know his true self only when I saw his reaction to seeing Chise's corpse.
Aimi: He was very kind and very caring, I loved spending time with him, he always tried to make every single day of my life as fun as possible! He was.. very overprotective though. That freak wouldn't let me live a normal life.
Q.006. Have you ever had a significant other?
Akio: Fine, if I say yes, will you finally leave me alone?
Aimi: Nope! I was always more interested in making friends, but I'd love to go on a date with someone.
Q.007. Is there anyone you hold in high esteem?
Akio: .. It used to be myself.
Aimi: I don't think so? Ah, I respect Akio-kun a lot, does that count?
Q.008. When do you wake up/go to bed?
Akio: Before Milgram, I woke up at 7 am and went to sleep at 1 or 2 am because of how much schoolwork I had. Now I can't fall asleep at all, so all of that doesn't matter anymore.
Aimi: I try to wake up as early as I can now, so that I can take care of Akio-kun. He barely gets any sleep now.. You will forgive him, right? And I usually go to bed at 10 or 11 pm.
Q.009. How do you feel about your classmates?
Akio: They were always anxious and stressed and under a lot of pressure because we all went to an elite school, so almost all my classmates were obsessed with their grades and being the best students in class. Arata and Chise were the only exceptions and maybe that's why my relationship with them was different from what I had with others.
Aimi: .. When I remember everything they said about me, I start feeling not so good, haha..
Q.010. What kind of person would you want your best friend to be?
Akio: Someone who can make me feel like a god even when I'm not doing well.
Aimi: Someone who never makes fun of me and never tries to take advantage of my weakness.
Q.011. Any complaints about being imprisoned?
Akio: .. Are you kidding me?
Aimi: I think you should do something about Maruyama-san. I don't feel safe with someone like her around.
Q.012. What do you hate the most?
Akio: Being underestimated.
Aimi: People who don't appreciate my kindness. I'm trying so hard to help you, so why do you keep pushing me away?
Q.013. Do you miss your family?
Akio: .. Yes.
Aimi: To be honest, I miss my dogs more, haha.. That's a bad thing to say, right? Like, I told you that I love all of them the last time we did this.
Q.014. What do you want from the guards?
Akio: Don't take Aimi away from me.
Aimi: Please take care of Akio-kun.
Q.015. How did you feel after you have committed your crime?
Akio: I ran away. I couldn't look my accomplice in the eyes after we were done.
Aimi: I felt like I've finally become free, even though I had to pay a high price for my freedom.
#HHHHHHH i can't wait to reveal more about akio and arata's relationship in s3 since akio's t3 mv is actually supposed to be more about that#also. yes akio calls everyone by their last names except people he likes or trusts like arata or aimi#but he still calls chise by his first name and guess what#it's not a mistake. he really is supposed to call him that and i've made it like that on purpose :)#aimi's backstory scares me. so much.#i'm not sure what kind of verdict she will get this time but tbh#i feel like s3 kinda guarantees her an innocent verdict? like she would most likely get voted guilty not bc of her crime-#but bc of her personality and behavior#aimi is against yurika innosweep 😔#also i got literal chills when i wrote their answers to the 14th question. they are so codependent maybe even more than 0104#✍️interrogations! ✍️#👑prisoner 001: miyagawa akio👑#🌸prisoner 002: hanasaki aimi🌸#milgram#milgram oc#milgram project#ocgram
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why this so dramatic tho
My username? (Or is it called a url? Idk)
hmm I guess it’s because I was very confused with myself as to why I was creating a tumblr account XD
also, I suppose I consider “why” the most useful question in my repertoire lol
I ask it a lot.
#My personality is definitely of the questioning variety tbh#Knowing why always brings me a lot of comfort and it’s kinda the default when I can’t think of a username XD#Ak if your question had a deeper meaning please reveal it to me#I just woke up and my brain is very very sleepy alas#The amazing ak
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Hello! Just read the newest alt reveals post and omg. ok, ok, ok, but like the first one with Sun just stayed with me so much, because the fact that in this version y/n isn't as close with both of them as they are in the main verse makes it so tense! Like sure their rivalry is important and they can be little bastards together XD and y/n likes Moon, but Sun isn't as playful and didn't get to be the sweet neighbor and Moon didn't appear as a approachable as a tenant and didn't get the playful banter. Like I wonder what Sun would do if he learned that Robin really did think he was aiming for their position and the whole dynamic now is taking them so much by surprise. Because now Sun can be sweet and not hold them at an arms length, but that kind of whiplash would be hard for y/n to get used to. Ironically enough, it seems it would be a bit harder for Sun in this scenario to get closer, because now they have a good reason for Moon to let himself be known, something y/n wanted, and they can start more of that playfulness, but I see Robin having a lot more trouble changing course with Sun, and dropping all the walls they made, because maybe deep down they wanted him to at least like them, but kept telling themself that wasn’t the case at all. Lots of frustration and feelings and trying not to let Sun see them working through them all. But he probably would anyways haha!
So first of all, I want to link to the now posted tidbits - because there's some relevant lines in there.
So Sun is VERY aware that he has an uphill battle to win here, but hey, that's fine, he's determined! And, frankly, he's been fighting that battle since he scared Robin out of that banterful rivalry and into a more serious, tense one. The fact that they're now also neighbors and he gets to show sides of him that aren't aligned with what he projects as secret agent actually makes it a less uphill battle. It may give Y/N mental whiplash at first, but he'll make sure they get used to it, and learn to trust that part if him (too).
He does try not to let it get to him that Y/N and Moon seem much much closer much sooner - even as rivals, Moon is still just a menace and gets that lighthearted bickering, rather than actual suspicion.
Moon may actually help him, just a bit - subtly. Brings up stories that are maybe embarrassing for Sun, things he wouldn't tell Y/N for his pride's sake - but Moon doesn't have that issue. "He insisted on buying the goodies for your gift basket himself. I was supposed to be in rest mode, instead I had to help him decide whether to get the chocolate cereal bars or the fruit ones." "... I got both." "Yeah." (in a very tired and resigned to his fate kind of tone). Anything that makes Y/N laugh, and maybe see their og rival in a slightly different light - he is kinda silly, he's just a really good agent, too, and that's what they've got to see until then
Certain stories may also make it click that his concern always was genuine - the little "You look tired, sweetheart"s undercover (they thought he was playing his role), the "I can hardly follow our person of interest into a café, I'm an animatronic. You go, and don't forget to order something to drink, to make it believable"s (they thought he insisted on telling them how to do their job), all those little moments that suddenly get a second meaning.
And then Sun does the neighborly thing (since Moon already set the precedent) and brings over food - like the tradition to gift salt and bread when someone moves! Completely backwards since Sun and Moon were the ones moving in and Y/N does point that out - but he just shrugs and goes "Well, what would we do with bread and salt?" and they can hardly argue
Y/N: Is this poisoned?
Sun: *offended gasp* I'm appalled, you'd think that of me?
Y/N: We are rivals. And neighbors. Seems kind of obvious.
Sun: That's why I'm offended, darling. You really think I'm that uncreative? You haven't been eating enough, anyway, and we have that high stakes mission next week, I want you in top form.
Y/N: You are so weird.
(But they do take the bread. It's good bread.) (Despite their accusation, they do see this for what it is - an attempt to mend a bridge in the clumsiest/ most obvious way, with his only saving grace being his projected confidence.)
And if they ever had that talk about their rivalry and Robin's expectations?
Robin: I just thought you were aiming for my spot. I worked hard to get where I am, I couldn't just let a rookie outdo my like that.
Dawn: My precious, precious little rival. I like my position, exactly where I am.
Y/N: Yeah? And where is that?
Dawn: Next to you.
And he is - now that they pay attention to it. He doesn't try to keep them in his shadow, and he also doesn't stay in theirs - he wants them, and he wants as much of them as he gets, without any "Oh no but we can't, they deserve better, I shouldn't -" No.
Both in canon and in reverse, Post-reveal Sun gets greedy. He has no issues about sharing with Moon, because that's what they've always done, but beyond that he's only giving towards some select few, and he "selected"/ chose Y/N. He had to accept the futility of his choice before, assuming the rules they work with prevent them from ever really getting anywhere, but when that argument becomes moot?
He doesn't care how long it'll take - he'll work to earn Y/N's trust (trust they want to give), and he'll gladly wait for them.
#answer let luce#chaotikanvas#accidentally undercover#AU AU AU#first of all I need to mention that when I say bread I never mean untoasted sad white bread with the wobbliest softest crust ever#live and let live but that shit ain't coming near me /lh#tbh not to give Dawn too much credit but.#both in canon and reverse he's probably a major factor in why they all get to keep their jobs#even after the higher ups find out that they 'shared' their identities#He's a cunning bastard and extremely charming about it#this is all mainly centered around the first alt reveal - since you mentioned that#with the second alt reveal it'd be a tad easier for him since Robin kinda realized that he really does care then#but okay yes this. this is already very long. have fun lmao
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i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that
#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back#sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with#idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that#community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize#bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought#he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive#i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better#so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH#my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body#believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how#as a woman#can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing?#you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids#when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me#when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison#in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again.#i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty#i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back.#i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing#but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth.#do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with#reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers#tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out.#what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like#i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming#you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in#i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement#singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now#there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart
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For some reason, I thought that Chongyue’s personality would be different? (I have no clue if he’s appeared in the story before or not) but even though his design is fairly elegant, and he really does come off as charming and thoughtful from the little that I’ve read thus far (I’m attempting to play through the story’s event even though I suck and will probably be tripped up early on and will not be able to progress), I just had a slight feeling that he was going to be a little bit more lighthearted and slightly silly lol. He just gave me those vibes for some reason. But um, he’s so cool, I hope I get him but with my luck…
#so he’s the oldest sibling… he kept mentioning something about a brother but I’ve only seen his sisters tbh#I like how he seems to care a lot about them and how they’ve chosen to live their lives/spend their time and doesn’t seem like the#judgmental type#also they kept going on about the ‘grandmaster’ and then when it was revealed that he was the guy I was kinda like 🫣… but I forgot he’s#probably thousands of years old or so idfk but whenever the term is brought up within any capacity my brain always wanders off to#immediately envisioning an old fellow or lady because I’m simple#well anyway#I’m trying#rambling
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