#tbh i did have a bit of an annoying day so it doesnt help
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someday I will have the life I desire
#sigh#i dknt know why i feel so off today considering that im gonna be going to my first job interview tomorrow in half a year#and ill possiblybhavw another one after that#but i stoll feel so sad for aome reason#tbh i did have a bit of an annoying day so it doesnt help#idk blehh im just rambling#bnuuyposting
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to help me sleep at night just random individual headcanons from various places of my brain (did it on my phone if typo ignore or u eill explode)
m!reader
if suguru is smoking and you come up to him:
option a: you smoke too, he lights your cigarette up w his lighter, cupping his hand over the flame to make sure it doesnt go out before your end is properly lit, OR he makes sure you have yours in your mouth, before leaning in towards you (his is in his mouth) and pressing the two ends together to make yours light off of his end, OR, he just insists on you two sharing the one hes already smoking, smirking as hes got infinite amount of indirect kisses lined up for him now
option b: you don't smoke, so he immediately stomps it out on the ground and blows the last hit he took into thr opposite direction of you so you dont ahve to smell it/smell like it.
satoru really loves embarassing you two in public, especially in his teen days. out of nowhere, really erotic noises would come from him - obviously unprompted and unprovoked - and he'd just start obnoxiously moaning your name...so fucking embarrassing. its like hes got the humor of a middle schooler. like youre in the arcade playing games w each other, he loses, and then he starts shaking the poor machine and jolting his hips back and forth AS IF hes getting railed when obviously hes FUCKING NOT and screaming "eugh!! uAgh!! HARDER [NAME]!! FUCK" and youre just trying very hard to get him to shut the fuck up
another satoru headcanon, loves gushing to u abt his lil nerd findings. when you were in highschool tgt, he would have you sit in front of him on his bed as he pointed to all the different mechanjcs his gundam figurine (bc he deffo collected them bye its ltr canon) has and going all nerdy by making silly noises like "pshhh! pfooo! baam!" as he makes them dance around in front of you. you just let him indulge you because hes honestly adorable whenever he does get rlly into it and not at all an annoying piece of shit, like he usually is. he might even rock ur bodies back and forth as hes doing all the sound effects too before setting the toy down and jus peppering kisses all over your face and neck. awww the little shit is being cute.
erm erm guys lemme cook w the one piece boys rq.
TRAFALGAR LAW...thats the headcanon.
ok obvs jk. but just imagine laws hands (gigglegiggle) and how theyre always in conract w u. mans cannottt keep his hands to himself. but nooo his hands needs to touch skin or else its not even worth it???? his fingers will slither beneath your shirt and grip onto your pelvis, or they'll go below your waistband and just run up and down your hipbone. if hes coming up from behind you his personal favorite is grabbing the back of your neck with his COLD ASS hands and watching you jump in genuine UNCOMFORTABLENESS and him jus laugh at u. then he kisses the spot he touched, covering the cold sensation w his warm lips. orrrr how about how he literally tugs you around w his hands. idk smth like pulling you inby yourbelt loops and forcing you to sit on his lap, no matter whos w u guys. or how hes always got his hand in yours so hes guiding you places/forcing you to stick near him
luffy gulp. luffy gulp gulp. the absolute sweetest sweetheart. probably loves kissing a lot. when u guys first started dating the only kisses hed accept were if u guys both looked like ducks and your lips were pursed to heaven and beyond. he thought it was rlly cute and liked how it felt. a very smiley teethy kisser if ykwim. 99.9% of ur kisses end up with him grinning ear to ear so youre basically kissing teeth stp but its ok hes babygirl it ok. luffy wants kissed for every single little thing. you gusy woke up? kiss. you guys r gonna eat breakfast? kiss. you guys r about to take a bath? kisses in the bath r fun!!!!! luffy is a kissing enthusiast. give him kisses wtfffff
tbh zoros a biter. like bro definitely bit kids when he was little. but MOVING ON FROM THAT. i mean: hes the type to bite as a form of affection. ABS IF U CANT SEE THE VISION IDC he definitely does. he sees your arms and thinks hmm i shd try eatin that in a very unserious way so he bites it when its in front of him and u genuinely look st him as if he has rabies. then he jus shrugs and ignores it??? which hello why is ur teeth imprinted in my skin rn ur jus gonna ignore it. if you guys r cuddling, he bites your bicep lightly to wake u up because hes too lazy to speak words. zoro rlly is "i no energy word bite yes" like dawg it does NOT work like that. bites your fingers sometimes when u hold hands....then licks it better when youre abiut to dcold him. the thing is this is all v nonchalantly done. like he rlly doesnt see how odd this is so he just does it and then cotninues on as if it isnt lowk v odd and abnormal. bites a lot. (he a freakazoid) dont let him rest his hesd between your legs for nap time he will definitely bite the inside of your thighs and that hurts like a bitch. next thing yk hes biting too close and taking off ur dick. do not risk it w this man.
#male reader#jjk headcanon#satoru headcanon#suguru headcanon#luffy headcanon#one piece headcanon#trafalgar law headcanons#satoru male reader#suguru male reader#trafalgar law male reader headcanons#luffy male reader#zoro headcanons#roronoa zoro x male reader#roronoa zoro headcanon#zoro male reader
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hii! i just found out about your blog! i wanted to request something but i also wanted to compliment your work! you have the writing style that pulls me in so that i really read the story word for word (most of the time i just skim through the entire fic to just get to the ending lol) so thank you for existing and writing these stories. they feel like a big hug! keep up the good work, i will definetly read your work in the future and catch up on your other work that i havent gotten to yet!
as for my request haha, i was wondering if you could write for jeno? im a sucker for soft jeno, but i cant really find anything that isnt wayyy too cringey. tbh soft jeno is very rare i feel like *sobs*
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like, jeno is a really cold boyfriend who doesnt really show his affection, and even when he does, he doesnt admit it. for example, when he prepares a gift for you, he puts it in a place where a lot of people can access, so that you dont know that its him. haha and then when you ask him abt it, he pretends he has no idea what ur talking abt.
the only time that jeno is soft and cuddly is when ur abt to sleep or when hes sleepy.
can u js write abt jeno being exceptionally cuddly one day in bed, and the reader is really surprised?
also maybe jeno confesses abt sweet things hes done for reader in the past?
if ur not interested, please ignore! i know i wrote a lot haha, sorry.
bye!
@dungiewungie you are the sweetest. im so flattered. thank you for reading my stories!!!! thank youuu!!! so much!!!!! ♡ ♡ ♡
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☆ genre. flufffff + no warnings
☆ pairings. jeno x gn!reader
{11:55 pm ~ ♡}
you and jeno didn’t live together, but somehow he always found a way back to your place. he loved staying with you. he loved the way that the pillows smelled of your shampoo and how your perfume lingered on the silky sheets…
side by side, you and jeno lied in your bed, heads sunken into your pillows.
“yn, why do you have so many pillows? we can barely fit on this bed.”
he was right, you did have way too many pillows, but you liked piling them up and burring yourself to feel cozy.
he tried to throw some off to the side of the bed but you wouldn’t let him. “noo. i need all of them.”
jeno rolled his eyes and pretended to act annoyed. he shuffled around a bit to get comfortable despite drowning in the fluffiness around him. the two of you lied in silence for a moment.
“talk to me.” he said.
“talk to you?” you answered.
“yeah. it helps me sleep.” his voice was quiet.
your lips stretched past your teeth as you thought of all the things you could talk to jeno about. you figured now would be the perfect time to confront him about something since he couldn’t really go anywhere...
“remember that time you got jealous when my secret admirer sent me flowers?”
“yeah… “ he said shyly. “also..i gave you those flowers.” he confessed, a bit hesitantly. “that was before we started dating so i was kind of embarrassed.” jeno rubbed the nape of his neck.
he avoided looking at you; he was just too flustered to.
hearing that made your cheeks light up. “jenooooooo!” you wanted to give him the biggest hug, but you knew he hated your cuteness aggression. so you just told him how adorable he was, and went back to drifting off to sleep…
“yn. come here.”
your head perked up as you gladly placed yourself the closest you could to jeno while still lying side-by-side.
“no” he said, “here.”
jeno put his arm around your back, and pulled your head to rest on top of his chest. “i meant here.”
you didn’t say anything, you just giggled to yourself as you thought about how funny it was that out of all the pillows you had to choose from, he was the softest one.
thank you thank youuu for requesting! i haven’t had much time to write so I’m sorry this took soooo long. i really hope you like it ♡
#jeno timestamps#markiemelon#nct blurbs#nct drabbles#nct imagines#nct scenarios#nct soft blurbs#nct soft hours#jeno soft blurbs#jeno soft hours#jeno drabbles#jeno scenarios#jeno fluff#jeno x reader#jeno imagines#lee jeno#nct dream timestamps#nct dream soft hours#nct dream blurbs#nct dream drabbles#nct dream fluff#nct dream imagines#nct dream#nct soft thoughts#nct soft scenarios#nct x gender neutral reader#jeno blurb#jeno lee#jeno x you#jeno x y/n
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(bit of uhhh systemphobia/ableism in this one. interalized. shadow isnt actually ableist hes just bad a grieving)
tbh at first i dont think shadow would know what a system is
like sure, he grew up in a medical environment... but that doctoring was focused pmuch exclusively on physical disabilities, not mental illnesses.
even if he did find a DSM-I or something, he wouldnt have heard anything abt DID. though there are reports of it going back literal hundreds of years, they only got the proper term for it in like 2013, and it was pmuch nowhere in the dsm until recently.
even then, so so so many people act like it doesnt exist. like it isnt legit. even now, and especially back then.
i think that would cause shadow a lotta frustration. he tries to race sonic, just to be hit w 'sonic' aaying smt like "im sorry, love, hes not at front today. i can relay the message, though!"
tbh i think shadow would get pissed. that IS sonic. its his face, his body, his voice - ignoring the completely different tone used, one shadows never heard him use, one that barely sounds like him at all - so why is who is clearly sonic acting like they aren't?
they badger tails about it later, who gives them a straight answer they refuse. they interrogate knuckles, who tells them the massive history of DID in his tribe, which shadow completely ignores. annoyed (confused) tired (desperate) they go to amy, who tells them that - well, when sonic was a kid, he wasnt safe, so his brain split and made new parts of him that could help make him safe. now that he is safe, though, his brain still makes new parts, for any reason it wants - or thinks it needs to.
despite how clear these answers were, shadow wouldnt accept a single one of them.
sonic the hedgehog is one person. one concept. one thing.
a guy who loves adventure.
he is not the villain of his own story. he is not so sickeningly sweet it surprises even his little sibling. he is not so cruel and antisocial that he leaves people behind for months, refusing to talk for any reason other than personal amusement.
he is annoying. he is bothersome. he is pushy, and loud, and deeply immature.
he is frozen in time.
when shadow met him, he was all of these things. he still is. he always will be. he doesn't change. he doesn't grow.
amy grew two feet taller and has a part-time job, tails grew three feet and looks like an entirely new person. knuckles adopts a new fashion style every month.
sonic doesn't change. he has new clothes, but they're the same style he's had them in since they first met. he has a new cane, but that's just an accessory, it's nothing unique, it doesn't mean anything.
he's a superhero wannabee, a one-trick pony, the same phrase repeated over and over and over again.
maria used to tell shadow she saw monsters. not just the regular ones under the bed or in the closet, but standing in the hallway and staring at her, whispering gibberish nonsense words until she ran away, trying not to cry.
sonic told him that it has schizophrenia, apparently. some kinda mental disorder 'categorized by hallucinations, delusions, disorganized thinkin' and behavior, and flat or inappropriate affect'.
he laughed. maybe a little maniacally.
'how's that for flat?'
shadow said it absolutely was inappropriate. sonic challenged him to a race. shadow told him only if you're prepared to lose, and the two fought for hours.
they did this constantly. at least once a week. 'enjoying' each other's presence, battling their way to the top.
this routine has been changed. shattered. because one day, sonic just wasn't home.
he could grow. he could change.
he could leave
but, half a week later, he comes back, running up from behind shadow as he takes a cruise on the dark rider, scaring the shit out of him by nearly running backwards into a building
it says it heard about that race he wanted. shadow tells him the offer's off. not taking no for an answer, it says it invites him to a race.
he accepts.
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic the guy#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#sth#sonic#system sonic the sonic system#dissociative identity disorder#system hc#schizophrenia hc#did hc#episode two headcanon bogaloo#you can tag this as sonadow just bc that'd be really funny#'the fact you got diagnosed while my dead sister couldnt makes it so that her murder was basically your fault'#'crazy. wamnna kiss'#'of course'#this is also abt how even though he knows sonic he doesnt. know sonic. at all#and he also fundamentally misunderstands systems lmao#episode ii headcanon bogaloo#episode 2 headcanon bogaloo
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Ermmm any curly and Angela interacting w Dallas hcs pls
u already KNOW🗣️🗣️🗣️
•curly hates dally bc he steals tims attention, duh already said it before, but angela doesnt rlly have a specific personal reason for hatin dally, normally she would write guys like him off but she thinks hes wayyyyyy too involved in her life for him to do that + shes sick of hearing about him from sylvia, they want him GAWN
•sometimes tim tells curly (and if its not too dangerous for her, angela) to do something for him for dally they will procrastinate the hell out of it purposely until tim basically yells at them to do it, even when doing it its begrudgingly
•idc whhaaattttt u think, under nooooo circumstance will dally hit on angela like EVER even if its to get back at tim for hitting on sylvia. but lets say it does happen, he would gave to be drunk off his mind and even then it doesnt last long. angelas never giving him the time of day and is whooping his ass, THEN curly and tim do it, and tim will always be livid over it
•pony jokes that curly just has a crush on dally he doesnt wanna admit, the whole “boys bully u cause they has a thing for u” idea, and curlys held himself back from shoving pony very roughly into a metal pole countless times, he just hopes dally never hears it cause dallys especially not gonna take him seriously then especially
•when tim was walking around looking for dally for messing up his tires, curly was actually w him trying to find him too!! just at a different part of the drive in so u didnt see him. he wanted to see dally get his shit rocked and tim did end up fighting him, curly was just the instigator 😭😭 he could not waittttt to tell angela
•dally got bit by curly during the shepards vs curtis rumble, that bite got a lil infected and for weeks dally wouldnt shut up about it to tim🙄🙄 angela and tim were proud of curly, a lil concerned, but proud overall❤️curly was just a menace that whole rumble tbh he put up a good fight
•angela helps to patch up tim after a fight and unnnfortunatellyyyyy dally is aware of this so when he gets beat up near the shepards house he goes to her to get patched up. after bribing her is ONLY when she helps him, does she go rough while doing it as her way of rebellion??? yep!!!! dally complains a lot but he knows to shut his mouth before she kicks him out, plus he wants to get in and out before the shepard parents come home
•they make dallys life a living hell, but i don’t think they would ever rat him out to a straight up ENEMY of his/police officers, against what ppl want u to believe they dont want him dead
•when dally was part of the shepard gang, he kept coming over to their house even though NOOOObody else from the gang rlly does and he loved messing w curly and angela, he was like that annoying order brother u GENUINELY didnt like, he forced himself into that role. im talking eating their food, busting into their room without knocking, leaving clothes around etc etc, just an aggravating freeloader
•dally would sleep on the floor and as revenge curly and angela would “accidentally” kick and step on him, dally would get annoyed enough to get the point and leave so he never stayed longer than 2 RARELY 3 days
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(⚠️spoilers for startlight boys finale!⚠️)
i somehow guessed 7/9 like two weeks ago (i say as if 5 weren't predictable)

the lineup is....alright. it seems that neither xingxing or daeul wanted to debut (xingxing kept saying no apparently and daeul kept making an X with his hands...?) so this is...interesting. im thrilled that zai made it in, i really wasn't expecting much but he was quite safe in the end. im a bit sad for daeul and xingxing but what can you do at this point...the most surprising part to me were the top 9 candidates actually (and hangyuls rank but im valiantly ignoring it). yoojun was definitely on the way up but i wasn't expecting rank 10...i wonder if hangyul fans tried to save him (and zai, maybe)? given the way this group was looking i think xilong wouldve fit well, but clearly he dropped quite a bit. i also haven't talked about congb, but i think he was kind of screwed over by the show being so short & all of the trainees who came in with large fanbases. i dont think he fits the top 9 but i wouldve been super happy to have him. anyways, ill do some brief member by member commentary:
shao ziheng: clear center from day 1, im glad he got it
junhyuk: my heart was beating so loudly when he wasnt called, i didnt realize he had so many rich fans since i never saw his name when galaxy donations were popping up. im proud that he's #2 but also still confused lmfao. im so happy that i didnt really have to worry about him on this show but the fear when 6 - 4 were called and he wasnt there kind of made up for that 😭
xu shihuan: i dont hate him but him being top 3 is annoying, sorry. i hope his family buys a lot of albums. also annoying that the ppl who do paid votes dont even start early to give the rest of us time to adjust to that person being in the top 9. like 37 to 3 just doesn't look good my guy
xinche: im a xinche supporter sorry. the problem that a lot of nugu groups run into is that they have a lot of talent and no stan attractors and well. that will not be a problem here. i almost expected them to be more of a variety group than a music group (unfortunately) and xinche's bond with hangyul, junhyuk, and zai especially will come in handy. plus, another rich fanbase. do i like his rank? no. is he ready to be a musician? no. but i think he'll be very popular and an asset to the team
pentor: there's not much to say about pentor. i love him, i think he's great, im glad he's debuting, that week where he dropped a bunch was scary, but all was corrected in the end. i think he'll be a great idol (again), i almost just wish he was on a better show actually. he seems to have a good bond with everyone so im not *expecting* issues, but i hope he doesnt run into an issues being the only thai member/only member without others who speak the same language. i know his mandarin is pretty good though so that's great. wow, more to say than i thought
hangyul: his rank bothers me but i suppose this proves that his fans are poor but dedicated. from to 2 to 6 does kind of make sense with the paid votes, i just had no idea that junhyuk's fans were richer 😭 tbh with his enduring popularity from the unit till now i think hangyul will still socially be treated like a top 3/5 member. plus he has a good shot at being the leader which will help his visibility
zai: my boy made it 😭 i wasnt scared about my main main picks bc i couldnt conceptualize them not making it but i was voting for zai like my life depended on it. i liked him ever since that pic of him in that hat dropped (i was having grandiose visions of an exo 2.0 and he was giving chanyeol) but then realizing just how close he was to hangyul and especially junhyuk made me a bit more desperate 😭 i almost bought firefly votes for him and the only reason i didnt is because iqiyi kept buffering lmfaoooo.
donghwa: so uhm. did the slb 9 pick make anyone realize that f4 isnt real or what 😭 anyways hes talented and im not mad at him debuting but i did stop voting for him in r1 because i was uncomfortable with his past. idk how that's gonna impact the team in the future. i think the prodction shouldve switched to highlighting han jeongwoo once calls not to vote for ydh started getting a lot of attention but by then "f4" was already locked in. we'll just have to see i guess. also lowkey, im not a hater but some of the things he does makes me side eye a little but that'll hopefully go away lmfao
lee daeul: kind of already said my piece but i feel sort of bad for him. at the same time, if he didn't wanna debut he should've dropped out instead of thinking that there wasn't a chance. to be blunt, and I've said this before: this was not the show for daeul. he needed to find a company (now we know that 143 is absolutely awful-boycott madein, support gaeun- but theoretically that shouldve been a good place for him if they hadnt dropped him, which didnt really make sense in the first place) and train for a bit before making a debut in a cuter group that gets to wear sweaters a lot. instead he is here. i think he would be more popular in a standard korean group so this probably wont do his career many favors. unfortunate
polarix as a whole: i like a lot about this lineup. this could go well or this could go poorly and it all depends on the company. if they dont get gen1e'd (activities in china only for the chinese members while the rest get nothing) and they dont get classy'd (trapped in a money laundering scheme) and they dont get loona'd (stuck in a contract where they cant profit) and they dont get uniq'd (where the market doesn't know where to put them and thus they dont get many group opportunities) and theyre not just straight up unpopular, it could be okay! i hope a company that wants a successful group takes them. money is super important but wanting your group to promote and do well is pretty much even more important and that's the true killer of so many groups. pls promote them well. whatever company they end up under 😭🙏
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hey, i'm back!! sorry if this is annoying, but i REALLY loved your headcanons for donnie from my last request and I was wondering if you could write even more! i think i’ve always liked donnie growing up, i think i really just need someone who can balance out my energy lmao. you don’t have to if you don't want to, i just really loved your headcanons 🫶
updated request if you want to write more:
she loves fighting, loves working out, loud asf, short-tempered, blunt, sarcastic, cursed with resting bitch face, all that jazz. but, once you get to know her, she’s actually really funny and sweet. NEVER afraid to speak her mind, so she may come across as rude or sassy at times, but she never really means to be. DEFINITELY has ADHD and is on the autism spectrum. ❤️
im so happy you enjoyed my last tmnt mm post!!!! donnie is my absolute fave so im really excited i got to do another rq about him (i love donnie sm tbh,, its unhealthy atp)
Donnie (mutant mayhem) x hyper fem! reader
tw: none
youre both autistic so it evens everything out
hes done alot of research on how he can help you release all your energy while also maintaining his personal boundaries
when youre especially loud he communicates that and if its something you cant control hell put on his headphones and text you so you know hes not ignoring you but also keeping himself from getting overstimulated
he has a little bit of a resting bitch face too so he gets that even if you look upset youre not most of the time
hes usually pretty chill and is blessed with patience when it comes to you so its harder for him to make you lose your temper, even if its short
he will train with you (he just wants you to be able to get the fight out of your system for the day usually, especially if it helps you keep your temper in check)
he also works out with you alot so youre both pretty compatible when you train as well
he loves that youre blunt because it makes it easier for him to understand what you mean when youre talking to him
he struggles a bit with sarcasm at times but hes pretty good about it because he has three brothers
even though you seem mean, he knows that youre actually super soft and sweet inside and loves to death because of it
also a little extra because youre so sweet when sending in requests
he uses tone tags while texting and sometimes says them out loud because he uses them so much
you: "hey donnie i miss you"
him: "nuh uh joking"
you: "did you just use a tone tag while talking to me in person"
him:
he loves to listen to midwest emo music unironically, specifically the band the front bottoms
i headcanon that he smells like a mix of vanilla and sage with a hint of lavender
hes not a huge fan of physical contact but he doesnt mind it when its coming from you
it takes alot to get him overstimulated because he grew up with three brothers so hes more accustomed to chaotic environments
#donnie tmnt#donnie x reader#donatello x reader#donnie mm x reader#sfw#fem reader#donnie x fem reader
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Diary entry #5 - 27/01/25
Okay tbh im writing this the day after bc i feel like it would b good to talk about it and honestly i wanna get this gross week off my chest rn, so then i can talk abt my cute weekend yaayy!
So firstly tbh i cant say much abt before school giggles. I caann say a little abt first which was history tho. Which is most just erm.. were kinda doing about a certain european country before n during WW2 (you can probably guess which one) and were learning about how Jewish people were persecuted and its really hard to listen to. Like im grateful we are bc i feel like everyone should know about it. Like our schools here have to learn about it and tbh im glad bc my god is it haunting. We did it for like 2 lessons and ive nearly cried in both of them bc wow. Also omg i need to rant abt something. It happened on thursday but tbh im not writing abt it so ill just say it here. One of the annoying boys (A) was ofc mumbling to himself as he always does bc he really thinks hes the main character - and he compared the thing were learning about to squid game. SQUID GAME. Another boy told him to stfu thank god bc im sorry he would not have left the room if i heard that. We were literally talking about how in a book about this book about it (graphic warning for text in red bc jesus), they used to make a group of the victims race and would end whoever came last. And he was so disgusting w so little empathy that he thought abt squid game. Thats actually so disgusting how can you have so little empathy for other people that you have the audacity to say that. Honestly i used to think the boy who told him to stfu was annoying bc hes really loud and has a sorta obsession w the world wars and i thought he was one of the weird ones, but hearing that made me kinda respect him more icl. Like he has honest values which erm. Are maybe sometimes a little rare in my school.
But uh.. yeah, anyways. I dont wanna linger on upsetting stuff honestly. Still tho, if ur school doesnt teach about it please please please just learn a little about it or listen to victim testimonies because even tho its horrible i think its something everyone should be a little haunted by.
Right. Uuh then we had english. Omg it feels so weird just mood pivoting like that its def whiplashy omg. Uh okay so we had our new homework set which tbh i dont think was bad honestly i dont really remember it. Also we have a new teaching thingy where like miss highlights n annotates stuff before lesson bc apparently we cant multitask which like. I think its kinda stupid. But anyways it makes it really hard to focus icel like were just sat there doing nothing and its so hard not to zone out. And one of my friends kinda falls asleep when hes just listening and miss saw him omg. She like sorta mini called him out then she sorta lectured the whole class abt zoning out. Like omg im sorry i would never be able to show my face there again omg i feel so baaddbd.
Okay anyways help. Tbh im gonna sorta skip over break bc its usually just us yapping and its a bit of a blur bc of it lol.
Uhm and then biology. So im gonna get the bad thing over first. Basically at the end of the lesson miss was cold calling and she called on me and i told her the answer and the girl (C bc i wrote the next entry before this and i gave her a nickname then so shsh) was like ‘she didnt even read the board..’ bc i think before she said sumet about just looking at the board bc the answers were up there and its like. Firsty i didnt have my glasses on so there was no point in ugly squinting at the board when i could not waste peoples time bc i knew the answer. Also the way she said she. Like.. i do have a name.. you can say it. Also bc before in the lesson i gave her my answers after miss asked me to bc she wasnt in for the lesson. And like she said thanks like.. the switch up. Also then when we were doing that when miss came up to check the answers they looked weird bc i wrote them different and ofc she copied mine and when miss asked she just said ‘thats what she gave me’ like.. yeah but you couldve been a little nicer im litro helping her. Also like. I need to kinda confess something. Sometimes i wonder if she doesnt ever look at me or say my name bc she feels guilty about what she did and part of me feels a little glad about it even tho i hate it. Like sure she prolly doesnt even remember but also. Idk. I dont wanna think it but part of me just does. I dont mean to be nasty about her but i dont think she really does just bc of how bitey she sounds. Idk girls i dont wanna think abt it too much. Anyways on a funner note in that lesson wed tested like the effects of antiseptics and stuff on bacteria and ours was really weird bc where the dettol killed the bacteria in ours something else grew and miss said shed never seen it before lol. I think maybe its like cold or sumet bc my friend was sick when we did it.. but also u think dettol would kill that?? Idk im putting the pic i took anyways bc im a nerd and i think its cool giggles.
Aadbdndn then maths. I gave in my hw bc ofc i wasnt in on friday and we just did translations of shapes n stuff. But also the kid next tome was eating sweets and ofc bc he annoys me sometimes i have to annoy him back so i joked abt how loud his sweets were (bc we cant eat in lesson) and he was just like ‘sshshsh’ and put one in my pocket. And honestly? I stfu bc i do in fact take bribes ty.
Thenennn lunch. Also a bit of a blur ive gotta be honest.. it was nice tho i love hanging out w my friends. Not to add anymore depressing into this but tbbbbhhh i gotta be more honest abt my feelings n shit w them.
Anyways! Uhh, okay not something good but my exam period. Firstly we had a sub which sucked bc i wanted to get something from my teacher to prep for the exam but it was oh well. Then the computer i used last lesson wouldnt turn on so i had to use a diff one. So idc about that but then i found out i accidentally saved my last draft to that computer. And it wouldnt turn on. So uh icel i cried for the first 10 mins of that lesson. Im really glad the kid that usually sits in the corner wasnt in bc he wouldve seen me silently ugly crying. And then to make it even better?? An annoying loud kid got sat next to my friend like a seat away from me. So i was sat there silently crying trying not to freak out as this kid made fart noises and annoyed my friend. And ive gotta be so real i was having VIOLENT thoughts about this kid i was so angry. I genuinely dont think ive ever been more pissed at anyone ever in my life. I am! Not proud of it!! But i gotta confess it somewhere tbh. Anyways i decided to just sort the end bit of the exam that i hadnt started and emailed my teacher abt it bc we create solutions here fr! Im having a moment bc she still hasnt replied but its fine im sure shes sorting it.
Anyways i was so glad when that lesson was over tbh. But the only thing was i decided to stay after school to do extra maths w my old teacher bc we dont do some of the higher paper stuff in my class. But hes in with the dts for half an hour afterschool so i had to wait. I was hanging by the bathrooms bc apparently my friend who i was going with went there. One of my friends stopped by to yap for a bit tho so it wasnt evil. But when he left i checked in the bathrooms and i saw the group of girls who dont like me and i just.. no. (Also im gonna drop the lore w them bc saying so many ppl ate me makes me sound evil icel. basically there were two girls who used to make fun of me and my friend, one of them was c. The other one i heard telling a girl to khs behind her back and i felt bad so i told her and the girl who said it found out and now DESPISES me. Which tbh is sorta my fault for saying it and im not gonna deny it. But ofc that made her friends hateee me and they still do even tho it was like 2 years ago. Ofc they dont need to forgive me but.. yk i wouldnt mind being left alone.. anyways! Yeah i do feel guilty abt the stuff that started it honestly but ive become a diff person and in a way ive come to terms w it a little) Okay anyways the second i got to sirs room my friend appeared bc she was acc in the same bathroom as those girls and i just left right before she got there giggle. But yeah bc sir wasnt there we sat in the library for a bit and js did some homework. Then we went up and couldnt find sir and another teacher needed to find him and it was a whole thing but im not even gonna go into it tbh. Basically we just stayed for an hour and went over stuff and i acc think i mostly get it. He also showed me a site that im gonna use to revise bc its really useful.
Okay and then it was hometimmeee yaay. Firstly when we were walking back before she got into her car her dad was like ‘oh do u want a ride’ and ofc my mum was on the way so i said no thanks but it was so sweet </3 Also i got myself a treat from tesco before my mum got there. It was litro perfect as well bc im trying to save but i was like ‘ok if i have more than 80p ill get it’ and i had exactly 13.80. It was just perfect tbh. And then i got to read for a bit w coffee even tho it was litro getting dark outside which.. oml. But anyways i started a new book bc i finished the last one (which BROKE MY HEART BTW.)!! Anyways honestly i mostly just bedrotted after that.
Actually okay i completelt blanked on this even tho i wrote this for it but i also hung out w my friends. They invited me first and i said no but then i was like actually i do wanna see them i love them so i scoffed my tea and acc legged it over which tbh made me feel like a kid again. But basically it was a joke powerpoint night talking about my friends ex giggle. Also i felt a bit out of place sometimes but i think it was the bad day talking. Also i got to curl up w one of my girlies so im very happy and was very comfy. And we spoke for ages. But by the end we were mostly just chilling watching tiktoks and stuff. Also we did a smash or pass and i feel the need to say one of the only unanimous smashes (including the one straight guy there and my lesbian arse) was moistcritikal. Which ofc everyone needs to know. Anyways giggling then i just went home at like half eight and instantly went to bed.
Soo yeah!! Honestly it wasnt the greatest start to the week but its okay bc ill turn it around one way or another. Love you all!!
Rue, signing out 𓂃۶ৎ

#rue’s diary#going thru and posting these old entries giggle#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#this is a girlblog#just girly things#girl blogger#girly thoughts#loser girl#girly stuff#bambi girl
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Dex relationship with other characters bc i love him and they make me emotional
Sophie: best friends, teases her abt her romantic taste, partners in crime, 'you wanna help commit arson' 'yea sure', makes her stuff (thats for like everyone his love language is gift giving)
Keefe: chaotic, prankster duo, Ro loves him, they hang out and keefe talks while Dex is doing his gadged things, keefe hypes up every invention he makes, they will hunt down anyone who is slightly mean to anyone in the friend group and torment them
Biana: they do their make up together and gossip, goes to her on fem days (genderfluid dex is real and cannon shut up/lh) to borrow her dresses and add extensions and shit, doesnt like shopping but will go with her anyway to keep her company, "i dont know i kinda like him but-" "pfff dump his ass" duo
Fitz: bit of a rocky start but he came around, still akward around each other a bit and theres some tension there, still gets annoyed by Fitz entitlement sometimes (i rlly should have more to say abt them but iddkkk 😭 i rlly like them idk djfdjjf)
Marella: gossip pals, definitely has tried getting him to built some sort of spying device, tries to matchmake him, hes aroace and annoyed by this, makes calming little trinket machines for her mom
Tam: thought dex looked nice and calm so was surprised to find out how unhinged he is, 'did you just blow that guy up-?' 'eh he'll be fine', like working together, working in silence,
Rayni: same as tam tbh, thinks hes kinda useless at first and then sees the gadgets and weapons and shit and is immediately proven wrong, theyre chill, dex sits next to her while the other are arguing abt the next mission or whatever 'if youre trying to get anything out of me or whatever youre wasting your time' 'lady i could not care less youre just the quietest one here'
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc dex#dex dizznee#keefe sencen#sophie foster#fitz vacker#biana vacker#marella redek#lihn song#tam song#kotlc stellarlune#kotlc unlocked#kotlc thoughts#kotlc keefe#kotlc fandom#kotlc sophie#kotlc fedex
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wait i love ilaw actuslly hes so little guycore. tell us more
EEEEE HIIII . im so glad u asked abt him cuz for the past week or so ive been frothing at the mouth thinking about him and his little gaggle of freaks . tho tbh he is Not really little guy and moreso shadow the hedgehog but in sky:cotl form. its hilarious and i hate him (affectionate)
however unfortunately im one of those people who if i dont know everything there is to know about the lore of a media im super into i just start making stuff up . and sky is one of those occasions . so bare with me
so starting off explaining some sky:cotl lore for those that know absolutely nothing about it . basically . in the lore, wayyy before you (the player) exist , the world of sky was prosperous and full of life and everything was running smoothly like silk butter
but eventually a corrupt fella came around and became a dictator and ruined everything for everyone, dark dragons began to show up and basically strip everyone of their light (which turns them to stone or just straight up kills you)
so (starting to make things up from here on out bcus im not sure if its true to canon or not), when the darkness started to fall, the wasteland elder was at the frontlines of the war that ended up happening, and got sealed away like all the other elders after the war was lost but not killed completely.
ilaw was a high ranking soldier under the wasteland elder and considered them one of his greatest friends (totally not in a gay way) , and it was hard to ever find them apart
ilaw tried to protect his elder (i use the name 'tsadi' for the wasteland elder even though thats confirmed not canon, i still like that its a thing thats in the wiki and its a nice name) tsadi, but ended up failing
tsadi gave light to ilaw so he could continue going on and fighting the war (well. moreso 'run away and save yourself',) but ilaw didint want to leave tsadi behind, and ended up falling right before tsadi did
fast forward to current day (like. hundreds or thousands of years in the future, im unsure how long of time had passed between the shattering and current day in sky), a colleague of ilaw that was revived finds him and offers him light so he isnt trapped anymore
cue ilaw having a massive identity crisis about the fact he fucked up and did not keep himself safe like tsadi wanted OR keep tsadi safe , and failed his duties to keep his people safe in general
so he ends up spending mostly ALL of his time in wasteland, brooding over the fact that pretty much everything is different now and everyone he used to know is either dead or missing
bcuz of this though , he ends up meeting a moth (what people call "new players") there, after saving them from a krill (dark dragon). this of course causes said moth to become attached at his heel and they never leave after that. accidental moth adoption
it helps him heal somewhat, because for awhile he was very closed off and secluded and would only really talk to his colleague, or others that he considered close friends (which. at the time after his revival, wasnt very many)
eventually, said moth heads back to wasteland after building up the courage and makes it through. though, when she returns, they tell ilaw that they saw tsadi there in the temple. it does make him go into shock for awhile and for a bit after that he doesnt head back into the wastelands due to immense terror. 💔 aand the healing process restarts
so. lots of war trauma and gay longing and tragedy . ive cried over these idiots a few times and i love them to death .
but i do have a couple more small facts about ilaw ! or other thoughts i had written down ect ..
he finds the skykids of current day a tad bit annoying right after he gets revived but eventually softens because the hustle and bustle is comforting . something something lots of background noise so he doesnt have to think about his own problems
i also often imagine him easily beating the shit out of the krill in wasteland . but he wouldnt attempt that in current day because i doubt he trusts himself not to get fucked up again plus hes too busy thinking about tsadi
just. sits utop the crumbled forts and grumbles to himself while imagining himself beating up krill . hes literally shadow the hedgehog but in sky form . if he knew what kinning was he would kin that guy
#hes such an assholeeeeee i love him❤️❤️❤️❤️#my friends who r into sky know how crazy i am abt them im nuts#ilaw and tsadi are so dumb i love them . i imagine tsadi can be very serious but is lighthearted in his heart#enjoys being around ilaw because he's basically a personal heater + a good sparring mate#tsadi is very oblivious (most of the time) to ilaw's crush on him . which makes alll of this tragedy even better#ilaw when he gets to be gay AND a dad. hoooooly shit#sorry im nuts. im nutso#im craaaazyyyy ughrj#long post btw . im so sorry lmao#long post#really long post#sky:cotl#letter deliveries#link's lectures#gay bird (ilaw)
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Of course we could consider that Belial's loyalty was programmed into him, but tbh that makes me sad, so let's not go with that. The thought that he was made to be ignored and used is just sad, because he can't help it. The thought that he did it to himself because this is a hell of his own choosing is slightly better, because that means one day he can maybe choose something else.
Besides, WMTSB as a whole is about free will and choices
I can accept that Lucilius added this proclivity to get attached and be incredibly loyal to Belial because it's one of Sahar's attributes that he put on the trash pile, but Belial still chose Lucilius to get attached to. That might be motivated by how he watched Lucifer get treated with favoritism and yearned for that himself, but that's neither here nor there.
But Belial being literally made to desperately love Lucilius is just cruel. And I wouldn't put it beyond Lucilius to essentially create a sentient sex toy who's yearning to be used, only to not use it, ever. But like I said, it's sad. And he seems so genuinely annoyed by it sometimes that I don't think he expected it to get quite so bad. Sure, it would be funny if he created Belial this way and then got upset at his creation doing what he made him to do, there's some irony in there, a bit of "hoist by his own petard".
But I choose to believe that, since we established Lucilius already put so much into Lucifer and Belial, like their evolution purposes, the Sahar stuff and them also needing to fill in for the wedges of light and dark and life and death... They're already serving quadruple duty, I don't think he thought to also add "Loves me desperately" to one of them. Least of all the one that wasn't his clone, y'know.
Yeah i agree honestly. I think with the themes of wmtsb and the irony of Belial saying he doesn't have a choice while he chose to live like that, it's important for Belial's obsession to be his own, not something he was programmed to be. Because it means he always had a way out, he just chose not to.
And it is also more realistic. Because yeah this type of neglect and abuse can lead to be, instead, clinging even more to the one who is making you suffer. Because people don't always cope well with what happens to them.
Especialy since he serves of contrast to Sandalphon and how Lucilius neglected him as well, but how Sandalphon instead worked to break free and find something for himself. They contrast each other in the way they were neglected and used by Lucilius. And it has more weight if they have the same level of free will in this decision.
I do think there is still this idea of the sides of Sahar Lucilius tried to get rid off, that ended up being directed at him. But maybe we can take it as more metaphoric or like, just something that Belial was naturally more susceptible to do because of other attributes, and that it is because Belial developed as his own person that he naturally reproduced this patern from Sahar, without it being literally programmed by Lucilius. Esp as you say, with how Belial could just compare how he was treated differently in order to really have everything alligning for an unhealthy devotion to form.
Also honestly Lucilius creati g a sex toy just in case only to disregard him because he realizes he has no use for him is. Not unlikely. After all, creating something just to make it just in case and discarding it when in faft there was no use to it, js what he did to Sandalphon. I doubt he freated Belial for that tho, but the idea of implemanting something like that in case before realizing he doesnt need it is possible. Thk i reallh do believe Belial's sex characteristics were more another thing that developped organically without much input from Lucilius other than just normal development from socilizjng with someone.
As for Sahar i do think it was something that was so vague to Lucilius thag, perhaps the separation of values was a bit subconscious, like, Lucilius didnt genuinely think of Sahar as a being and his qualities as solid things and stuff. If it makes sense.
But yeah i genuinely think it was more the circumstances of Belial's life and being starved for affection especially from seeing how loved his twin was, like a regular person, that shapped him to what he is today, rather than Lucilius programming all of that directly.
Giving Belial more agecncy so he can screw his own life up on his own terms.
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you know its these moments that make me wonder how actually mad Alastor was when he sent Mimzy away like why
sure she messed up the hotel a bit (but compared to like the average day in hell doesnt seem to bad tbh) but ultimately, given by Alastor's conversation with husk and Mimzy actions, what she did doesn't seem to out of line with their relationship.
husk makes notes of how often mimzy does this (going to Alastor to fix her problems) but Al despite not owning her soul or having really other self gaining ties to her doesnt seem to mind. Frankly I wouldn't be shocked if he somehow took pride in it like "thats right im so powerful of course she comes to me". And both of them seem to genuinely like each other to some degree I mean look at those smiles (and how they talk abt one another). Might not be the most balanced of all relationships but eh not the point of this rant. the point is if this is a common occurrence for them why would Alastor send Mimzy away. If he didn't want to help her he wouldn't and if she truly pissed him off I doubt he would've been so respectful in essentially telling her to fuck off. also given the gag that stupid wall is broken all the time and Alastor has already made note he doesn't really care about the hotel or its residents so WHY???
is it a nod towards him having to protect the hotel against his will, does he not want mimzy messed up with his deal so he sent her off, does she know abt his deal
idk maybe im lookin far to into this and he was just a little annoyed that day
guys we need to talk about alastor and mimzy.
i refuse to believe this isnt a genuine smile from alastor
LOOK at them
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monday 2 october 2023 // 10:38pm
sooooo the inevitable happened and rhys messaged me saying he doesnt he feels how he was feeling before and that he doesnt feel the romantic connection progressing.
i am annoyed that it took him a while to say that - however i acknowledge he is a busy individual i just wish i knew sooner so i wasnt fretting about. however im comparing a bit to when i felt the same towards max - i knew i wanted to tell him and be honest, but i wanted to do it when i actually had the time to think about what i wanted to say
i cant complain really - this is the dating game and this is how it works! you go on dates with people and see the vibe. people are allowed to change their mind, i have done it myself. i am just not used to being on the receiving end - in fact im pretty sure this is the first time this has ever happened to me so the feelings i am feeling right now feel weird and new
the message he sent me was actually nice. he mentioned he did genuinely have a lovely time with me and that i am a nice person, and said thank you for the mems. it is true - had a lovely time everytime i saw him, especially over pride. pride was wonderful and really good vibes. i got a bit carried away in my head about us because he made me realise that he has a lot of qualities i want in a person - especially things like someone who isnt shy, loves meeting people, and has a big heart to help people and someone who demonstrates selflessness
i figured it was when he first came over that i was a bit boring or something - but we then agreed to see each other again and he would tell me he misses me etc. then i went to his for a night in manchester - tbh i didnt have the best time just because the club was a bit boring. but dinner was nice and i enjoyed hanging with him and his friends. part of me is like uhhhhhh so when did it change. and also i acknowledge that we are in different cities - but in order to see if there is a romantic connection you have to put in some effort? which i dont really feel like i was getting after that manchester day. idk, my head is a bit spun over it. however he could have been feeling this whenever. there is 0 point in me trying to pinpoint when things changed and evaluate - im sure if i did something wrong he would have said. but he said he genuinely had a good time so its done now innit. i did really like him but i know i will get over it
if i was chatting to someone else in my position i would be like listen yeah, take the L, at least u know where u stand, and that there are over 8 billion people in this world - someone somewhere will literally love you for exactly who you are and you will find your person
SHOULD i even be looking for a relationship right now? see im conflicted on this - i totally do want a relationship, however, i am so so soooo busy with stuff and also i dont want to develop a relationship while im unsure as to where my life is going in terms of my career. i think this will become much more clearer once this job interview passes - i really hope i get it! gotta put in the work though!!!!!!!
once again, i want to be more loving to everyone, & in everything i do. 1 Corinthians 14:1 states to let love be your highest goal. how do i keep this attitude in everything i do? i don't want my mood to influence my actions and the way that i love and choose to love in certain moments. i really want to love wholeheartedly and selflessly in everything i do. i want to be kind. i know i am generally a kind person but i could be kinder and nicer. i love to make people feel good, loved, happy, encouraged. if they are feeling shit i want to make them better. people deserve happiness
on the flip-side i may be seeing lewie to chat through stuff as that kinda deaded off a bit but not in the way i intended. i do care about him, and he is owed my honesty
anyway im tired, but lets make love, fitness, and job interview the priorities these next couple weeks. i went on another run today and even did a couple pull-ups - boy do i feel so much better for it! it really helps my mental health
peace and love G
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big day
as for the rest of it, it was pretty much exactly what i expected i knew pretty much everything going in so he kinda spent most of the appointment complaining about red lining, which i dont mind like its good to know doctors are frustrated by it too. nearly exactly like the initial appointment i had with the gp except he spent a bit of extra time asking about my ethnicity bc its a bit funny in the ethnicity box i tend to just write vietnamese but bc i have an american accent its like oh thats not the full story is it
and no im actually only a quarter vietnamese, the rest is norwegian all of it is contained in america, and here i am in australia
as for top surgery, he was like the weights gonna be an issue. not bc it cant be done but bc none of the surgeons in this area are willing to do it if youre too overweight, apparently theres one on the gold coast that will. but im not annoyed at that part of the conversation bc he seemed to understand that the reason i might be overweight is bc i dont get enough exercise, and the reason i dont get enough exercise is nearly entirely because of dysphoria. so he said hes hopeful that T will help motivate me to get that workout routine down. it sounds very compelling so i hope thats what happens too.
and yeah like i said in the first part im doing gel, both doctors were very like "the butt shot fucking hurts you dont wanna do that" the first one was like gel is kinda weaksauce but this one was like no its goated actually just dont let your pets lick it or theyll die
and i think for me it was more a case of id rather be able to do it myself than have to go in and have someone do it for me regardless of how much more infrequent it is. i know thigh injections are also a thing, maybe well switch to that eventually idk. one selling point for me was that with the gel its a lot easier to change your mind and you can switch to the other methods at basically any time
so yeah i got the little script on orins phone and the dr was like id understand if you wanted to frame it bc thats your first ever T script after waiting to get it for so long and tbh i still havent really processed it
me and orin decided were gonna have a little celebration and have some drinks and stuff but idk, feels weird to be excited, doesnt really feel like anything quite yet
partly bc im fucking exhausted, like i said we did blood tests this morning at like 10 pm and then we had to fuck around until 2pm and the shopping centre was hot and i wore the worst underwear possible and my leg bones decided to eat shit and now ive got little blood blisters all over my ass and thighs
so yeah, big day
so uh im back from the doctor and i uh, i got my first T prescription today
we were talking about what kind i wanted to do and he sold me on the gel and then he wrote it up and was like oh yeah maybe dont start today because we need to check your levels and i was like yeah i literally just did a blood test today bc i figured id do it while i was out anyway
so probably still waiting til the 2nd to actually start bc thats when my OTHER doctor appointment is (where he planned to probably give me my first script) esp bc doctor i saw today apparently didnt get access to the results
so like im not starting immediately but... I GOT IT???????
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Hihihiiiii
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hru :D i hope ure healthy and well (unlike me/hj)
Uhhhh anyways! If possible, could I request a Toya, Akito, Rui, and Tsukasa (separate obv) with a gn reader who literally cannot sleep with 1) something in their arms, and 2) atleast something the reader can hear (whether itd be music, a normal conversation, a tv playing, anYTHING)
Also heres two little scenarios if you have a hard time trying to figure out what to do with this request: 1) them cuddling their s/o while either singing or just talking with the reader, or maybe just a song playing or a channel going off on the tv. 2) when they get home at like 10pm they just find the reader sleeping with a squishmallow and a spotify playlist going off from their phone. Or 3) after they finish talking to someone on the phone, they go to theirs' and s/o's shared room just to find them sleeping peacefully with a squishmallow (next thing they know its because they were talking to someone on the phone)
Uhh if your requests are closed, you can just ignore this (or delete it), and if you feel as if you cant do this, feel free to once again, ignore or delete
Alright I should uhh prolly go now it's 4:20am here and I'm supposed to be awake by 6:30am (not like im gonna sleep honestly)
Alrighty, uhhh, byebhe have a nice day/night
(also im sorry if it's a lil disorganized to you)
project sekai boys x gn!reader
summary: you tend to fall asleep when you're cuddling something, and if youre listening to something!
;; hcs style

@ toya aoyagi
• you were literally SO tired but toya was over and it was insane. so you just got your favorite plush and hugged it as he left the room for a bit
• but uhhh you wanted something to be listening to aswell
• so you just got out your phone, played the shared playlist that you and him have and just shut your eyes in a soft bliss
• after a few minutes, he walked into your room and had almost no reaction-
• i mean, he was pretty suprised that you fell asleep this quick.
• he kissed your cheek and ran his cold hands against your warm body lovingly
• he tried going near you without waking you up, and probably fell asleep too tbh
• cute.

@ akito shinonome
• he knew of your habits beforehand, and didn't seem to care
• so, he wasn't suprised when you asked him to call you in the middle of the night so you can sleep
• he pretended to be annoyed, but still agreed to it anyway.
• it was like 12 am and you asked if he could talk about his day, or tell stories
• he did, and honestly...
• best experience ever. may ask again!
• if you do end up falling asleep on call with him, he'll go on mute and admire you (NOT IN A WEIRD WAY)
• he'd fall asleep after you.
• he's so ahhhhhebsnka

@ rui kamishiro
• sort of like akito, you'd mostly call/face time him if he couldn't be with you at the moment
• if he notices you cant sleep, he'll ask if you'd want to call -- if you say yes, then he'll happily obliege.
• he'll talk about anything. literally anything
• mostly about his inventions, though
• he's one of the best people to go to for this, since his voice is so relaxing. like wtf??
• if he notices you're asleep, he'll either stay on call- or hang up and send you a sweet text message.
• he doesnt mind calling you whatsoever, and actually enjoys it, since he likes having someone to rant to.
• rly helpful! 5☆ ratingg

@ tsukasa tenma
• ok. here this boy goes
• he likes buying you plushies, and everytime you sleep with them, it reminds you of him
• you like sleeping over at his house, as he likes sleeping over at your house too.
• no matter whose house, he'll be really good at talking
• he can talk about ANYTHING. when i say anything, i mean ANYTHING
• be it his sister, his life, hell- he'll even talk about you!
• when he does talk to you, he has the calm voice that soothes you to sleep
• fallen asleep already? ah, too bad, i wasnt done yet, he says as he kisses your forehead and lays down beside you
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ello! may i request aether, albedo, and jean with reader who has two visions? (basically todoroki!reader)
Todoroki! reader x Aether, Albedo, Childe and Jean
Pronounce: She/him/they, no pronounce mentioned so i won't either!
Warning: Slight spoilers for Todoroki and Aether, Albedo and Childe, violence (a little bit, nothing concerning), implied family abuse
A/n: Moshi moshi~ dear anon, Yes ofc you may. I hope this is what you wanted!
Please check my rules before requesting!!
Aether
First time meeting:
You saved him from a cicin mage, he wasn't paying attention and he got sneaked up on.
When he saw both of your visions he was very intrigued! You just saved him, and you are also very attractive..wait not the time-.
He thanked you for saving him, but you just said that you didn't do it for him.
He was a little shocked by your cold voice, but you didn't mean it like that (you are just socially awkward)
Paimom called you rude, you just grabbed her lil’ legs and yeeted™ her.
Legend says people can still hear high-pitched screams in the distance, fly high(away) paimon 🕊
When you two get together:
Paimon would scream at the two of you to stop being so awkward.
It's kind of endearing, but like just hold hands already!?!??!?!?jehdfhisjb
In the beginning you are kind of unemotional but when the relationship progresses it changes a lot.
You try to understand his emotions but sometimes it's just hard, but he has a lot of patience so that's very nice!
He brings you a lot of flowers, and he is just a blushy mess when he gives them to you while you are more dense but when he explains it you are very grateful (you now bring him flowers as well)
If and when you tell him about your ‘daddy issues’ he will be there for you to talk it out and if you want hugs!
He will feel really sorry for you, but he will lovingly kiss your scars and support you very much (tbh you cried the first time he did that)
He would be really impressed and proud of you when you use the both of your visions, like shawty i see you *lip bite*
He would love to meet your siblings, and your siblings are very supportive over him since well he is amazing isn't he<33
The dates consist of getting soba! He also tries to buy you soba since you love it, whenever he can.
*Casually punches Paimon away from your soba*
He is probably your biggest simp, but as he should because your hot asf.
It's a very healthy relationship and I think it is very cute as well!
Albedo
First time meeting:
He was very curious of you and wanted to ‘study’ you, you didn't take that lightly and were about to leave.
He explained that he just wanted to study you because you have two visions and he never saw such a thing before.
You two had a staring contest right after that, both of your faces were basically : 😐 (it was kinda creepy ngl).
Sucrose was standing there awkwardly and questioning her life choices.
When you two get together:
A quiet but cute relationship, I think you would be very glad that it was a relaxed relationship.
He draws you a lot, like each day you have different paintings/drawings of you.
He finds a lot of inspiration when he is with you<3
He doesn't really know his feelings but that's fine bc you don't either, yuh 2 socially awkward babies. The both of you have a lot of patience with each other because the two of you understand each other.
Honestly i really love the dynamic. Sometimes it's kind of awkward and hard since you two struggle with feeling but it's okay everyone's love language is different!
I think your love language would be a gift, Klee helps you pick flowers for Albedo!
If you decide to tell him about your family and your past...he will be shocked he doesn't know what to say or do...but he will suggest making a poison- what no no no you don't want to kill your dad :).
Albedo be like : this is my 13th reason to destroy mondstadt.
But he supports whatever you choose!
He really really really wants to study you, and maybe just maybe you will let him. (because you are a simp)
When you use your vision, he gets even more curious about you :0 wow he is very impressed by your display of raw strength!
Again he will probably study or draw you<3
This is such a cute dynamic. I think it also fits very well because the both of you can take things on your own time in your relationship!
Jean
First time meeting:
She was very curious when the knights introduced you to her..
First of all, how do you have two visions?
Second of all, why do you have such a big scar on your face?
Third of all, why are you so hot...wait what-?
She was very curious and Flustered by your presence, she also thought you were quite...intimidating and aloof.
When you two get together:
Ah yes my wifey mwah mwah <3
She is a busy person so you make her less busy <3 /srs
You help her with her work, because my baby is overworked and Mondstadt doesnt do shit. (I love the city but not the people don't attack me pls)
She really gets flustered each time you give her a kiss on the cheek or just a hug, and you're just confused ??
The first time she met you she thought you were very intimidating but your just socially awkward.
The two of you are Mondstadt’s most beautiful couple <3
When you tell her about your ‘lovely’ dad, she honestly feels so sad for you,, how could he do that. She will ignore your dad and take care of you so much if you want to. (she even takes a day off just for you <3)
She is more careful around you now, she often asks if you're comfortable or if you need a break or anything like that.
“My love, are you alright with me holding you?”
You tell force her to take breaks, you then take her for picnics or just cuddling<3
You also like to take her for a cup of tea and a book!
When you use your visions, she is shook 😮. She will ask a lot of questions about it and why you have two visions.
She is also very proud of you, you not only take care of your siblings but you also take care of not only one but two visions!
She is so supportive of you, but she needs a hand too..so you will be the one to give a hand to help her!
Whenever you feel insecure about your scar, she will reassure you and love you. She will put loving kisses on your scar <3
Honestly such a healthy and cute relationship.
Childe
First time meeting:
You just wanted to steal your dad’s mora bruh 😔
But the annoying pest named Childe saw your scar and the two of your visions.
Being very curious of both, he approached you and (pestered) talked to you, you just blankly stared at him.
You literally walked away and he started walking after you, you started walking faster and so he started walking faster...creepy Childe very creepy :|
When you two get together:
I don't know how he got together with you...he probably gave you money/j
Anyways he probably flirts with you a lot but you are just confused, and he then coos at you for being so cute and you are literally like ???
He thinks your intimidating side is very attractive, and will remind you of it everyday.
But when you compliment him back he just becomes so stiff and flustered.
When you tell him about your family and why you got the scar, he will become very protective over you. He will also be confused why would someone like you get hurt by their own family? He himself has a family and he would never do anything to them to hurt them, he actually would do anything to protect them!
He is more protective over you now, and say goodbye to your dad💀
He would love to meet you siblings, i mean this guy has a few siblings himself so i think he would be quite good with yours as well! He will treat your siblings as his own now.
He will also be more careful around you now, trying not to awaken trauma, y'know.
Anyways, he will really want to fight you and he is even more impressed that you can wield two visions!
I think the opposites of personalities is actually very nice, and I think it's a great relationship.
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