#tbh I think I've gotten better
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Redesigned my human Bill design because I didn't like the first one. He has more of a 70's vibe going on here, mostly because I was looking up 70's fashion while drawing him, lol. He kinda gives off magician vibes too and I like it, especially with that hate and those white gloves, haha. He also looks more like the party animal he is, so slay. Anyway, here he is!
With lightings and shadows.
Without.
Also the old ones in case y'all were wondering.🥲
As you can see, I made his hair curly, cause yes. The ends are also on fire, the fire grows when he's mad and turns red too when furious. Also in my handyman AU/post Theraprism his hair is straight, because no real reason, he just looks more like a wet cat tbh lol. The difference is that before his hair was curly well kept and after his hair is straight and unkept (no powers to make it look nice and the depression says no. Fortunately Mabel is the queen of self-care :D).
#the funny this is that his first human design is only 1 or 2 months old#bro looked like a Hazbin Hotel character 😭😭😭#tbh I think I've gotten better#yippee!!!#I'm gonna be honest fam#I traced the hands from thr ibis paint models#i'm still learning#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#bill cipher human#human bill cipher fanart#art#artist#teen artist#fanart#i need to go to sleep#it's 2am#again#his arms look a bit too long though#oh well#fuck anatomy#it's bill anyway#he probably doesn't care about accurate human body anatomy tbh
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pressure animation i did for october that i thought was kind of silyl goofy so I'm uploading it here :)
sorry for the slow uploads btw I've been. so busy haha
#pressure#pressure painter#painter pressure#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#pressure fanart#pressure game#artists on tumblr#i've been practicing animation pretty regularly and i think i've gotten better at it :)#i'm kind of proud of this one tbh#i hope yall enjoy it too
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Anyone noticed that Surge is like... aesthetically derived from Scourge, but her damage and reasons for hating Sonic are way more similar to Fiona?
Kidnapped by a mad scientist (Starline/Robotnik), experimented on in a traumatic fashion (turned into a lightning-powered anti-Sonic/used for the Auto-Automaton prototype), blames Sonic for her situation happening at all (because he didn't kill the villains before they could hurt her/because he didn't come back to save her), and is angry at Sonic for not taking a stronger position against the villains (explicitly/implicitly).
And given how well-received Surge has been, there's a level of "Wow they could've done something like this a while ago if anyone at Archie had seen Fiona as a character rather than a love interest" but honestly I'm mostly just glad they finally did something with the concept of "Person who feels that Sonic is to blame for everything that went wrong in her life and wants to kick his teeth in about it."
#In all honesty I've never liked villain Fiona *because* they bolted her to Scourge and made her into Evil Sally 2#If she became a villain who could challenge Sonic herself and was driven by her desire for vengeance#(so basically Surge)#that would've been fine. A+ no notes#But instead her character becomes ''Scourge's girlfriend who annoys Sonic's girlfriend''#Even her slapping Tails feels less like a dramatic moment and more like an overdramatic ''Hate this character now'' sign#So yeah as much as I generally think IDW is a downgrade from Archie#and that Flynn had mostly a strong start and has gotten worse over time#I will give them both plenty of credit for Surge#I find her way less annoying than Scourge and also everything villain Fiona should've been#Sonic#Sonic the Hedgehog#IDW Sonic#Surge the Tenrec#Surge is probably the best part of IDW TBH#Not huge on the rest of it but even I- dedicated Flynn disliker since 2012 that I am- have to admit they went off with her#Not gonna tag Fiona since this post is basically ''Man Flynn's version sucked and none of the others gave a shit''#I like her and I wish she was better but Archie weren't up for that
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honestly yosuke's romance being removed is kinda funny to me cuz like. obviously it sucks. but also i feel like they removed it in like THE most low-effort way possible and it's hilarious to me, he still says some of the gayest shit imaginable i feel like they barely changed his dialogue honestly. and they keep making him say gay shit in the spin-offs too from what i've seen??? p4's relationship with gay stuff is so all over the place it's kind of funny even if the homophobia does obviously suck-
#rambearling#persona 4#p4#i think i got a little derailed at the end there. sorry brain mush 😔#p4 is the queerest and most homophobic piece of media i've seen. i don't know how#that's a lot of why i want a remake tbh i do think atlus has gotten better at that stuff. p4's beary much a product of its time#which is why i don't think portraying that stuff is bad i think it makes sense#the developers just also have some level of homophobia and stuff so it doesn't really work out-
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oof. it's been a long time since i felt this depressed this many days in a row.
#since i've gotten so much healthier i'm much better at coping on days when i wake up feeling bad#and usually am good at being gentle with myself#like it's perfectly fine to take a day to rot if you need one sometimes#but since my kitty cat passed...#the initial shock has worn off i think#and now i'm just... fucking depressed#she helped me regulate so much...#and i'm trying to stay calm but if you've been in a similar situation#you understand the urge to panic when you regress a little. idk#i just feel like absolute shit. irritable and touchy and sad and empty#i finally forced myself to shower yesterday which was good progress#but i still feel so fucked up#i cant believe this used to just be my life tbh 💀 damn#lush.talk
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✮ HI! HOLA! OI! ✮
I'm Danny! I'm a Mexican non-binary artist and I'm (publicly) opening commissions! Feel free to message me with any questions ₊˚⊹♡
danny's TOS
#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#artist#open commissions#commission info#art commissions#ttrpg art#ttrpg artist#character artist#danny dvnieldraws opening commissions in 2023? more likely than u think#i've actually never had them closed perse i just didnt talk abt them bc there wasnt much interest#i mean tbh theres not much interest rn but just in case! ive gotten better imo so 🫶🏼#artist support#ppl whove commissioned me before yes this prices are different and definitely less complicated ajdhsjsj#half body painted arent gonna be jus busts obv thats jus all i had for refs lol#dnd artist#dnd art
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started making this super creative and interactive birthday card for a friend and it turned into the biggest craft project i've undertaken in A While (so basically not particularly big) and it was fun and honestly kinda therapeutic and frankly i've outdone myself lol. very happy that i thought of this concept and then literally just. executed it <3
#i don't ever expect that from myself in any art or craft thing tbh#but i've done it and if anything it's turned out better than i had expected it to!!#5 months ago i would've hesitated to even Think of graphic design and now look#i made this adorable card on canva then printed it out and made it even cuter wth my craft thingies#i woulda posted it actually if it didn't THOROUGHLY dox my friend#(i've basically incorporated his name into the design)#more importantly tho it's a music themed card and he's a swiftie so it would've gotten me cancelled.#slash jay#*meows randomly*
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i love my neopets so much and am so proud of my stupid little joke safety hazard for getting into the second round of jn's costume contest 💜
#*new creative post tag here*#:3 i've just been super happy with my pets recently#which i'd better be happy with them considering i have spent a significant amount of irl money on neocash. lol.#i am OUT OF PETS TO CUSTOMIZE NOW THO.......#i was hoping i'd like the new bori colour enough to get one but. it's cute but not something i instantly have an idea for so...#oshav here is only 12 days old.... i essentially was motivated to make them by going “oh that'd be funny to enter that into the contest”#i had the customization sitting in my DTI outfits for SO long tho#i almost put their costume as “NSF/W” or “worker in a non-union workplace”#but i submitted them last minute and didn't want to risk getting rejected lol. i think the second would have gotten accepted tho tbh
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that vibe when the reading quizzes are 23% of your grade instead of the 10% you were thinking it was
#shit#i need to be doing better on those tbh#i've already gotten a 70 and a 60#just never again i think#there are many benefits to attending a catholic college
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sobbing
#its kinda dumb#but im so angry and heartbroken that katie got rid of all our LPS's#i always have been ig#she did it with a lot of shit that our smaller parts miss really bad#we used to wake up in the middle of the night with anxiety that she had gotten rid of something else we loved and then we'd go check#god i hate her#what the actual fuck#i also used to dread when winter would be over because i knew there would be a mandatory day i had to go through everything#and i wasnt allowed to Not#she's so fucking mean#just. that's a fucking child man#let them have their fucking things#im also angry because i can't replace these things to try and make us feel better or whatever#that's stuff that's just gone and not being produced anymore#im so sad#genuinely someone just was like. I want to die so theres some intense feelings in the brainspace rn#fascinating what stuff really hurts#i'm glad it's not everything anymore#but you'd assume the big stuff would still cause the most distress#granted there is some big stuff that is still heavily dissociated from anyone who fronts#most alters are internal only tbh#or emergency only#i've made a lot of progress but i think ive just realized that there's still a lot to go#and it's probably a lot of stuff that im embarrassed to call trauma#it's easier to call rape trauma than psychological/emotional abuse#even the more covert sex abuse is easier for me to accept
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i've read 3 ya romance-ish books in the past 7 days or something and now i feel so weird lmao
#they were: tell me three things. better than the movies and the duff (i know i'm sorry it was a reread which makes it even WORSE)#ok so my thoughts: i feel like i always want MORE and i keep expecting MORE from these books. honestly i loved tell me three things#it has some questionable dialogue about feminism and like.. it's not the best representation tbh. but i loved the relationship even though#I STILL wanted more. but i loved the protagonist and the love interest was cute enough... so then better than the movies#what the hell !! i feel like it was an ok book but it didn't feel that it got inspiration from movies at all. i guess the small quotes#at the beginning did something but it wasn't what i expected or wanted from it like. it needed to be MORE. the relationship was ok but the#main character just didn't get it... which seems absurd to me now but when i think about My Highschool Experience...#i guess i can kinda see why she wouldn't even be able to see that she liked someone else if that someone else was someone completely#unexpected . and then the duff.... yikes. but at the same time... not so bad?? idk . i feel like my brain's gotten smaller since i've read#all of these lmaoooo#but i'm still nOT satisfied like what the hell !!!! i want (no. I NEED) a good book to read that has an amazing love story that spans#several books or something idk i need to feel the love like it's real and breathing and alive. anyway#books i've read
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Honestly I think it’s really funny that we got a combination of the possible update-disaster
Yes the servers are fucking overloaded, yes it causes the game to crash for a lot of us
10/10 perfect
#This isn't a problem btw#I've seen some people on twitter and ig mald over it but like#Yeah ofc the game is fucking dying are you people Aware of what is being updated here#But ye it's fine o7 to the devs#Still Funny tho#I'm personally experiencing the loading screen crashes#But tbh I think it's just funny cause atleast I haven't even played at al#I'm mostly logging in to see if it's gotten better but I'm having fun with my other game
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theres this saying in my culture-- "I just have to do well on the final"
#i dont understand the new keynesian philips curve and its ruining my life#i have officially decided to downgrade my econ major to the minor which is sad but true#in business we make a distinction between capacity and capability;#i certainly have the capability to be good at high level econ but not with this level of capacity#if I got a B I'd be thrilled bc tbh I'll probably get a C. i've never gotten a C in anything before#but there's a first for everything I suppose#itll drag down my gpa but so it goes. by dropping the major I can stop taking so many credits and get better grades later#as always we must be solution and future oriented and ignore sunk costs.#tbh I'm glad that I'll have the space to focus more on my spanish and business majors i think thatll be cool to dive deeper into those
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what if asoiaf became My Thing™ now
#I still have beef with the ebu and I'm pretty sure it won't get any better until may (idk when it will tbh)#so that's at least another esc cycle I won't be able to enjoy#I have a coworker who's watching game of thrones for the first and loving it#(they never read the books and they're on season 4 so it hasn't gotten Stupid yet)#they were talking about it with another coworker who listens to a lot of audio books#so I was like#if it sounds interesting you should listen to the books you'll be entertained for many hours#so they've been listening to book 1 all week#and it's been so fun to hear their thoughts and their theories!!!#(they were immediately like ''there's something about jon's mom!!!'' and at the end ''so lyanna had a baby from rhaegar'')#(but they haven't connected the two yet)#I leafed through the final chapters of the first book just to situate myself in where they were at listening#and I got really emotional when they crowned robb as king in the north#like... those are good fucking books!!#and I don't think I've ever reread them properly
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i'm now feeling like a piece of shit first thing in the morning
#talking to myself#maybe i'm not cut out to have friends if i keep fucking up like this for no reason#i know it's not my fault and it's just the autistic traits showing but i still feel like an awful person#for how i keep doing shit like this and upsetting people. i've been like this my whole life and it has not gotten better#(for context this is about me getting defensive every time i'm proven wrong about anything)#(or any time anyone else is right about anything tbh)#i'll get over it i know but right now it's just. hitting that i'll never be able to think like a normal person
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Okay, but this makes so much sense with how I think about conversations tho. Like I try to envision conversation as like a game of catch. And you want to catch the ball! If you don't ever catch the ball then you're not really playing, you know (and I struggle a lot with telling when people are tossing the ball up so I fail a lot at catching).
But the thing is once you have the ball you Do Not want to be holding it for very long. Instead you wanna throw the ball up for another person to catch. And questions are, like, a big way to do this. You can also reference something you know about a conversation partner too, whatever. It's just about making sure to toss the ball back.
Btw I was talking to Kiddo about social rules because we're both autistic and it doesn't come naturally to either of us but I have 25 years experience on them so I have some useful tips
And as proof of that: in that conversation I realised what neurotypicals mean when they say we "make everything about us"
When they're talking and we interject "fun facts" or start talking about something related to what they're saying we mean:
"I am showing interest in you and your interests by engaging with them and showing I'm listening by adding information"
From their perspective we are stomping over their turn to talk and making it our turn and therefore making it about us
Conversation example:
NT: my favourite animal is sharks
Autistic person: with some sharks species the shark pup that hatches first hunts the others and eats them while being incubated inside the mother
Autistic person perspective: I have shown interest in you by giving you information about a topic you have shown interest in
NT person's perspective: wow they made my favourite animal a time for them to show off instead of letting me talk when it was my turn
It's doesn't matter if it's "on topic" or "relevant to the person" if it's when it's their turn to be the focus of the conversation
Like I know there is a bit more to it but this is the first time in 39 years I have understood the accusation "you're making this all about yourself"
#idk i just. i have a lot of weird thoughts about social interaction. especially in group settings#spent a lot of time actively trying to facilitate for friend groups in high school and i like to think I've gotten better at it since then?#tbh the hardest part for me is remember to think through what im doing in the moment#but im also v good at spotting when somebody's starting to feel left out and whenever that happens i just. engage the thinking brain lol
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