i need to [remembers suicide jokes negatively impact my mental health & upset my loved ones] join a monastery
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ok my queue is behind. sorey guys fair warning i'm about to publish a batch
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outside of the obvious issues with fanfiction breaching containment, do people not feel shame and embarrassment these days?😭 like when i was younger and in other fandoms, i was mortified by the thought of my friends finding out what my interests were or that i read fanfics like there was no way i'd be shoving it in the faces of the actual people being wrote about
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The sad part about not being in contact with the ex-who-was-your-best-friend archetype of lesbian relationships is when shit happens that no one else would care about. The lesbian couple living upstairs with the same first name(!) got engaged. They changed the shape of the scones you like at the farmers market. I gave the cat a slice of peach and she rolled around on it in ecstasy.
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I always feel like I have to put out this obligatory post because I tend to worry people are like, "why is shi not following me over here? :^ (" whenever I'm on another blog and it's found. The answer is because I'm a weenie and I get anxious following people first / prefer people to follow me first as a result. Unless you're like the 10 people I've known for 34553535 yrs, chances are I will not follow you even if we've been interacting. A link is put up, and then I just let people decide from there. I always worry that I'm being followed back because people don't want to hurt my feelings or something (you won't). 😭
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angsty thoughts for the morning
911 constantly puts characters through the ringer and they still always come back to do the job that they love, the job that they're meant to do, born to do
and it makes sense that the main characters always come back, it's a procedural
but it would be interesting if a character just couldn't bounce back? maybe not with a main character but with a recurring one
like what is life like for a firefighter after they can no longer do the job that they dedicated their life to?
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you want to know how crazy i got during drexit i literally deleted my twitch account bc i for some reason decided that unfollowing wasnt enough so yeah now i use a new account and my sapnap channel points are so mournfully low it kills me. smile
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Mood: I feel like indulging in Mileven in a way that I think neither Bylers nor Milevens will understand/appreciate.
(I'm so past the point of having any doubt about Byler being endgame that I feel safe to enjoy some Mileven content in a non-canon ship way, since I've always been a multi-shipper at heart. Their past relationship had its moments and I wanna appreciate what they meant to each other even if they don't end up together.)
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thinking abt moving blogs..
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