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I thought about “man what if the tall altmer genes did get all the way through to Wren” and then thought about Tall Wren and the only way I could think about it was like the sims 3 toddler glitch where they become stretched out spaghetti monsters, and I think that sums up how disconcerting Tall Wren would be
#I can't think of him as taller just. stretched out...#he needs to be nerfed he has 10000 health IN GAME is really good at a lot of magic and alchemy stuff and knew how to remove and build a leg#thus he is under 5'5"#vena vents#not art#as I see it some of Vavani's kids who were half altmer probably also went to other altmer territories and hooked up with more altmer there#during cultural studies or something idk#so there's a strongish presence in the gene pool#But as time went on descendants meandered back to mostly just vvardenfell which generally involved just dating other dunmer#and eventually altmer traits sans perhaps height (which the llerdus might just aim for in partners anyway) stuck around for a bit but#tapered off as well#so by the time Wren was born you'd think they're 100% dunmer#and he ended up really short
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A/B/O Prompt List
In honour of Knot In My Name, the ‘Omegaverse is fucking up AI writing because they keep stealing fanfic’ fest, I made some A/B/O prompts, because fuck AI scrapers.
First heat
I know we’ve only just started dating but my heat arrived and I need you
Scent marking
I stole your sweater because it smells like you and it makes me feel safe
“Please, I want your knot.”
Why is it that I, the only beta in this OT3/4/5+, am the only one who knows what to do?
Pack dynamics
I’m trying to get things done but you smell so good
Heat caught them by surprise
Our Alpha pack member is having their rut and we’re doing rock-paper-scissors on who gets to help them out first
“You’re so cute when you’re needy.”
Knotting toys
The pack has one coveted article of clothing they all share
Courting
“I didn’t want to bother you at work so I kind of got started without you.”
Nesting
I didn’t know Omegas could have such big dicks and now I’m all flustered
“I want [Beta] to take care of me.”
Heat bond
We met via the Knottr app for a casual heat hookup and oh shit you’re my crush
Deciding to let someone new into the pack
Dystopian A/B/O AU
I love you, but your heats are so intense and I need back-up
Cute scent-based nicknames
Fuck all that, we are strong independent Omegas who don’t need an Alpha
Silly ways to pass the time while being tied together by a knot
Heat/Rut agency
“You get a little stupid when you have your rut, it’s cute.”
Reciprocal heat
I know we’re both Alphas but I still want to climb you like a tree.
I have a specific A/B/O prompt in mind I’m gonna send you instead
#omegaverse prompts#feel free to use it#a/b/o dynamics#fanfic prompts#ask me#julie and the phantoms#(also hello mpreg is a squick for me so I avoided that)#if you want a certain person to be a certain dynamic feel free to add that to your prompt#I have next week off but I'm also celebrating my birthday for a few days in the middle there so prompt fills might taper off for a few days#yes half of these are very fluffy because I love fluffy not-porn omegaverse as well
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rant in tags about perscription medication and withdrawals
continued here bc i reached tag limit and i'm still??
it's kinda scary tbh
like i was scared for years now of what would happen off my meds and
when i tried tapering off my antidepressants oof i was breaking down every day and now i /know/ i'm dependant on them and idk if that's better or worse
and with the antipsychotics it's like i thought they were helping my depression too bc when tapering off i was also so panicked and depressed (tho my situation is kinda stressful rn)
but idk i've been trying meds on and off for half my life now and most of the time i'm like 🤷
but the truth is
it's fucking scary how it messes with your body
it's fucking scary when you're dependant on a pill
OR ALSO
when pills fuck your body up to the point you can only eat one thing
bc that's the reason i'm going off the antipsychotics and guess what, i'm able to eat more again now
idk if it's just in combination with the hormon pill tbh i'm just going off both now and we'll see how my iron levels and migrains deal lmao
i feel like i can't think straight anymore
gonna have to get new docs anyway so we'll see what they say if(/when) i go anemic again or if going off the antipsychotics will actually fix the issue??
if so, then it'll be like how did this sneak up on me, i've been taking them for 2.5 years like
??
and now i've lost 20lbs despite trying everything to maintain or gain some the past year and a half and i'm at my lowest weight since i was like a preteen lol
and that's all bc of a med that didn't feel like it had an acute effect
or maybe i'm so removed from my body i didn't notice until i got the acute gastritis ??
i mean i can't even be sure its the meds or not until i'm off
and tapering the rest off is gonna be so fun fuck
i dont wanna
i wanna be able to eat more than bread i guess but at this point the thought just scares me and like i associate it with pain and nausea
which as long as i can manage it is fine
but i've only tapered off half, i still have to taper off the other half of the dosage 😭
and with the hormon pill gone again the worst menstrual pain will be back and idk how to manage that, i guess hopefully with the meds gone i won't go anemic again but who knows at this point??
also praying my migraines don't come back but uh... i am pessimistic. i don't have much hope
anyway
moral of the story.....
ALWAYS MAKE SURE TO TAPER OFF YOUR MEDS KIDS BC EVEN JUST TAPERING IS SCARY AND GOING COLD CHICKEN IS PROBABLY HELL
doctors can be annoying (and make things harder, like in my case bc i literally asked if it could be my current meds MONTHS ago, and everyone was like noooooo but guess who was RIGHT) sometimes BUUUUT you should listen to them avout certain things
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tapering off meds
#it's insane how strong meds can affect you#everyone was telling me “oh that's a strong one” and giving me concerned looks#and i was just like *shrugs*#bc i didn't notice a daily change whatsoever#beside the fact that i slept a bit better#less dreams#and like sleeping more than 5h on average#and well no debilitating migraines where i can't move#but like#no side effects#no making me feel numb or drowsy or anything#but tapering off of them???#the withdrawals???#OH MY FUCKING GOD#i feel like o'm crazy#and it stopped so abruptly#i'm like??? is it- was i sick? was it smth else?#it is the stress maybe#but no exacctly at the same time i now am back to not sleeping and the dreams are back#like those withdrawals#jfc#i felt basically bed ridden for a week#it's a wonder i only cried myself to sleep 1 singular time#tho that's probably the added stress#but like fucking hell#i was so sleepy and weak and couldn't even use my phone it was too much???#and suddenly like clock struck 12 yesterday and i've been alert evver since#my sleeping pattern from before the meds is back#i'm still weak bc i can't eat like normal but i am eating a bit more#ignore me
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A few little sketches of some possible school uniforms for mage schools/learning centers for magic/etc. :0c Though because Nanyevimi is so scattered and disconnected, it'd actually vary much more by region (like not everywhere would have a cultural concept of what a suit jacket or neck tie looks like lol), so it's probably unrealistic for so many of them to follow too many traditional Uniform Conventions from cultures in our world, etc. But, still, fun to mess around with designs, and think about which would be most fun to wear/what school you'd go to just based off the clothing lol~
#I haven't felt well enough to do anything actually productive lately GRRRR.. evil health issues....#but I can sometimes at least draw while I lay on the floor with a heating pad and etc. lol.. so...#goofy little sketches. Still dislike that the ipad thing someone gave me is either like.. maybe the settings are just off OR possibly the#screen is slightly broken in some regard - so the pressure sensitivity does not work at all. thus all lines are blunt looking#instead of having tapered edges. which I KNOW can be a stylistic thing. like I think it's fine mostly#but sometimes shading looks weird for all of the lines to be the exact same size/width with like no variation lol#though since it's just little sketches it doesnt matter lol but still... hrmm... ever working out my strategy for how to use the ipad for a#art things/if I can ever get used to it/etc.#AAANYWAY... still so uniform obsessed.. and have been since I was a child. Like way before going to middle school and meeting#the people who like anime and get into school uniforms of that variety. I mean like... age 7 before even having any friends#and having zero popular media interests or outside influences that would make uniforms Trendy. but I would see like a 'private school#uniform' on a new story on tv or something or in a book and was just like OUGH... I Should Dress That Way#I used to go to thrift stores and find multiple seperate pieces that could be combined together to look like a school uniform#I had like 4 or 5 different 'uniforms' that I made myself in that way. My first outfit that I was ever allowed#to pick out for myself as my big First Day Of Middle School outfit was literally like school uniform inspired#(maybe mixed with a little goth.. like it was a school uniform sort of look but black and white with fishnet armwarmers lol.. plaid +#stripes pattern mixing my beloved... )#I think it's just the same way that I love apartment buildings because I'm infinitely fascinated with like.. observing human nature and peo#le displaying their psersonalities in little ways and how you can give 10 people the same exact identical space but each one will decorate#it completely differently just depending on their own tastes and reasonnig and etc. I love the idea of everyone in some setting#having to be in one specific set outfit BUT you can tell something about them by the little ways they customize it or what type#of accessories they wear or if they choose to button their shirt fully or not or etc. etc. I like the constraints of 'okay everyone has to#be in exactly the same uniform - NOW. give them their own unique style somehow despite this' etc. etc. like#yaaaayyyy.. I love thinking of little obscure details that convey personality. they have a little pin hidden on the inside of their#hat. their shoes are just like everyone else's but more worn out. they have a necklace barely visible beneath their collar. their tie is#always a little more askew that everyone elses. or even. the uniform is EXACTLY on model entirely clean crisp pristine not a single element#customized or out of place - which STILL tells you something about them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.. yeahg.. struggling to get anything done these last few weeks so.. blam. poof. alakazaam. scratchy little sketches#of nothing very productive or relating to any other project in particular be upon ye
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Bowtie Charm! Inspired by @zarla-s‘ super cute rendition hehe 💕 (Patreon)
Bonus collar breakdowns:
Changes depending on the doodle!
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#And a couple other sonas! Haha#Very yays and thank yous again for the trade ♥ She's so cute hehe#She doesn't normally wear a bowtie but her collar can look a lot like it at times!#I decided to go all in to see just how she Would look with a bowtie and the answer is cute! I for one am shocked#My bowties tend to be quite poofy huh always very rounded - Charm's collar tapers kinda almond shaped#I'm still not entirely sure how the double-tapered look works.... It's scalloped >.> That's what I always say lol#Really she probably would and should have the Mandarin collar - possibly more scalloping >:3c - I just go outside the margins a lot haha#I've drawn her once or twice with the butterfly collar tho! Where her collar dips down into her spiderweb pattern at the top of her shirt!#It's a really cute shape ahhh it works best with my lineless stuff but even here I think it turned out nice! :D Cute! Pretty!#Butterfly in a spiderweb........wings something something much to think about#Butterfly were 100% my gateway into finding bugs and eventually spiders cool so there you go symbolism-wise lol#Still remember being too excited to sleep as a littley on the promise of going to a butterfly house the next day hehe <3 Love 'em!#Fullbody as well - the larger dot in the middle of her kneepad in Zarla's looks like a donut to me so I had to try that out too!#Smol's actually been talking about making a donut/eclaire-themed JD Resident lately I can't steal her thunder hehe ♪ Oh just this once#Donut kneepads probably would offer a good bit of support that cookie kneepads don't huh :0 Less pressure right on the kneecap#All the cutes! Though I did keep her double-scalloped thigh-high shoes I can't help it they're my favourite haha#And ending off with the other two Bowtie Sonas! Hall of Mirrors definitely deserves that moniker she was introduced with that as a feature#And their cane but pfsh details - the important part is the bowtie! And they have that!#Will's is just to break up his design a bit haha - I think Erase has the same style of bowtie now that I think of it??#White on white tucked into the jacket... Hm!#Always love a trio or duo or however ♪ The fun the fun ♫
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life with AuDHD and chronic pain is like a sisyphean nightmare
#also decided to go off antidepressants since I'm getting properly treated for adhd and they didn't do anything for me anymore.#but even tho I'm tapering I'm having bad withdrawls and also I still am not 100% consistent with any meds yet because well. adhd.#i read a thing that was like. don't go off anti-depressants if you are in a major life transition!!!#meanwhile I'm still looking for a second job#anyways I feel miserable today#personal
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well maybe i am inacpable of finishing a single youtube video did you ever think of that
#I NEED TO BE MEDICATEDDDDDDDDDD#genuinely going to be in tears bc of how incapable i am of focusing on Anything because it's so much worseee when stressed#and my stress levels have been higher than the normal high stress levels for the last like 3 months it's sooo bad#unable to do anything but the absolute bare minimum and i already thought that's where i was at before 3 months ago#jokes on me it can always get worse!#i just want to finish asingle fic........ pelase#i have gotten several thousand words into like 5 new fics in the last 3 months too in which they have simply tapered off#and i stare at them reread them all the time to try and jump in where i left off and. well#Well.
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also! i hate how ppl will be like you cant tell if you'll have chemistry through texting you have to meet up right away!!! do yall have no online friends?? or at least attempt to know ppl past a surface level who arent in your immediate vicinity??
#this is @reddit guys trying to give dating advice#you obviously have an online presence since ur on reddit#but ig thats as far as it goes??#i really dont get it#like maybe they just mean them and theyre projecting onto every single person in the whole world#cause ive been making long term friends through the internet since i was 13#it works so well for me too since it helps taper social interactions so i dont get overwhelmed#or so i can have a moment to get more thoughts out clearly#i literally ended up in my middle through high school friend group cause i started talking to one of my classmates on facebook#and started playing maplestory with her#so opinions like this really irk me#cause it just feels too black and white#im just ranting a bit#i like looking at random stuff online and seeing everyones opinions#so ill end up on here and start going off about random stuff with little context haha
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certainly this is not my paranoia and I'm totally right this time I'm sure I'm not delusional
#in other news trying to taper off my old antidepressant so i can start the new one is going well#and not making issues in my brain at all
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Usually when I do a long run I get a runners high somewhere around mile 10 and inside I’m like “man I could run a marathon rn for real” but it’s like way too early to make that call and then like 5 miles later I’ll get tired and just do whatever I prescribed but today that feeling hit me at mile 20 so a bitch fucking did it. Get rekt.
#motherfucking trail marathon too my ass went up and down a mountain for like idk 7 or 8 miles#also it rained on and off the entire which is honestly probably the reason it happened#rain makes my running insane idk how or why exactly but all my best runs happen in the rain#ANYWAY NOW I CAN TAKE A WELL DESERVED FUCKING BREAK#recovery time hell yeah#I didn’t even taper for this shit it was so impromptu#running#it was the absolute longest fucking final 10k of my life
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shinou help me I'm starting the next level of my medication taper tonight
#get ready for doth to be even MORE unstable for the next 3+ weeks!!!#well it's pretty much 3wks til the test that requires me to be off my meds#but then i have to taper back up. sigh#so it'll still be tough for a while but at least things will be going in a positive direction!!#doth oversharing hour#at least im in less pain than i was yesterday#i really think it was the combination of no neurotransmitters + having to do stressful things that also changed my schedule#even if i was in mental agony at work from stress + not sleeping. my physical pain level is more bearable today#well it's still enough to make my dread my pt exercises lol but there's better than yesterday when i could only do the reclined ones#I'm gonna try and do all of them tonight...i will try my best
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Did you write the whole thing before making the comic? I have some stories I wanted to make but I don't know if I should write an outline for everything until the end, or just write as it goes.
I mostly write as I go! I know how I want it to end, but I haven't scripted that far out. I try and keep the script 20-30 pages ahead of whatever comic I'm actually drawing for the week, to make edits/plot shifts easier
Ideally, I'd have at least a rough draft for the whole thing, but the story comes to me in chunks 🥲
Sometimes just seeing how it goes works really well, but a loose outline can help you with pacing and placement of scenes. Good luck with whatever you're working on, hope to see it published here soon!
#both ways can work out very well#for a while i had pages written up yo a year in advance but ive tapered off a little oops#blinday#comics
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ok before i get a shower and wrap up our nexus recording for the night: dude that sabira art just completely kickstarted my fixation again. one of the reasons why we enjoy pixl's content so much is that he just has very chill comforting vibes and that art perfectly encapsulates it!!! just!!! a!!! He!!!! that gave me SUCH a huge seratonin rush we almost never stim irl but ababaababababababa. dear lord i'm gonna be thinking about this for the rest of the evening (positive)
#ray's tag#pixlriffs#you thought the fixation was tapering off? Well guess what bitches you thought wrong.#Fuckin love this dude.
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has anyone else been a fairly heavy smoker and then stopped and then after about 3-4 days without smoking start coughing up some gross shit or.. just me 🌚 it happens every time and I’m assuming it’s just normal and my lungs cleaning themselves out finally but it’s weird and gross and so consistent lol. always after like 3-4 days and then it lasts a few days or a week.
in other news I finally decided to stop smoking at home 👍 sick of paying for it, sick of coughing and all the gross stuff that goes along w it, gonna be in grad dorms and don’t want to disrupt w that loud loud and/or ruin my opportunities bc I got in trouble for it or smth. Saving tons of money already it’s wild. I just want to go back to smoking socially and not in my house constantly 😞👍
#finally got to a point where it just didn’t feel healthy#i’ve never successfully tapered off before but i did it !!!!!#usually i just stop cold turkey and spend about a week feeling like utter shit#but it would be nice to just have time zone readjustment and not lowkey withdrawals as well lol ��#this is about mmj btw lol 🤧#i have an addictive personality and low self control so this is a big win#i just hope that i can keep staying at home for the next few months without getting weak …..#let’s hope for the best 👍#this is already smth ive basically never done on my own so i’m proud of this step if no other#shoutout to high cbd low thc blends for helping this process 👍#idk if i’ll get my card again when i go back… maybe i don’t need the temptation?#but i do sort of want the option in case i get a horrible cycle of pain coming om…#peach posts
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#i am very much struggling to be a human lately but im getting there#still tapering off the weed and its going well so far
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@absolut--kurant!
#*gently places one of those on your window feeder*#a seasonal guest! 🐦🍁🍂 happy monday my dear!!!#the trees are dropping their leaves at an accelerated rate at the moment and the cherry tree out front is a beautiful red#i wish i could show it to you))#do you still get visitors to the feeder? ours have tapered off quite a bit but they feed for a long time when they come#they want to fatten up for the winter i think. usually pigeons corvids and sparrows as per usual#well keep warm and have a good day today my love! 💖💖💖💖💖#birds#cute
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