#talking points repeated over and over and over again
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rouge-fauna · 2 days ago
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I’m sorry I swear I was planning on moving on but then I had a conversation with my friend last night and now I’m triggered again… I don’t mind if people disagree but damn it was really frustrating, for a few reasons, one of them being that even if I’m biased I still think I’m a better source of information and opinion after having watched 12 hours of streams versus some reaction channel videos. Like sure I like Dream and relate to both c and ccDream but I’m not heartless or unreasonable. I’m not saying, ‘oh my poor autistic dweam can do no wrong.’ I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I’m here for the facts and truth and what it says and what is reasonable based on that. I’ve dropped plenty of other YouTubers for doing messed up things, and Dream would be no different if he actually did cross a serious line. But honestly I don’t think he’s really done worse than plenty of other creators and at least he has apologized which is more than you can say for most others. So by all mean hate him for whatever reason, there are plenty of YouTubers I dislike, but don’t do so because you think he’s a creep or because of things that just aren’t true, and give me a little more credit that I’d not just support anyone or use autism to justify anything.
The reason I’ve talked a lot about the autism and ADHD is because I feel like it is very important. But my friend (who is also autistic), last night was giving me a lot of shit for it, noting how autism doesn’t excuse behavior and is beside the point. The thing is though, this situation is not like how people are saying Elon doing the salute is an autistic oopsie, no I’m literally just pointing out actual statements and points the content creators have said about why they dislike Dream, which are literally characteristics of his neurodivergence. Look no further for an example than what Jack says in the podcast, “I genuinely think he lacks the ability to read social queues.” That’s literally just autism 101, I’m not making excuses for behavior, I’m just pointing out the why a behavior is happening to say it’s not because he’s some evil bad manipulative guy. Tubbo is the one who noted that Dream’s behavior was weird and inappropriate and how he didn’t seem to understand the social rules and stuff. Those are actually things that have been talked about here. People have actually commented on how Dream’s over explanation and stuttering and repeating himself and such is manipulative and all I’m saying is no it’s literally just AuDHD. I’m not making stretches for behavior here, I’m not extrapolating here on what Dream did, if anything I’m focused more on the actual comments of the opposing side.
Autism isn’t relevant to the situation because of the meme. It’s no longer about whether or not he is allowed to use the r word because he is autistic, it’s about this inherent loathing people have where a lot of their listed reasons are typical ADHD and autism characteristics. All I’m doing is looking at what they themselves said, I don’t even have to theorize, Jack straight up just said he thinks Dream lacks social queues as part of his discussion on why he dislikes Dream. What do you mean his neurodivergence isn’t relevant, when the reasons people are currently bashing him are neurodivergent traits. That’s like saying, well her blue hair is irrelevant to the conversation - well then why do you hate her? - because I don’t like how she always dyes her hair. Heh? It is relevant because the things the hate him for connect directly to autism and ADHD, it is relevant because the internet is making fun of him after that stream with Tubbo for how he speaks because of his neurodivergence. It’s relevant because the reason people believe these rumors or spread rumors in the first place is because of the inherent dislike of autistic people they are literally describing on air.
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nestaians · 18 hours ago
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repeat after me: just because a man is seen to be a good, kind person by people, his family, does not mean he can’t be terrible or abusive to someone else
cassian is seen as a good person by feyre, by inner circle, they see him as a “good, kind hearted male” when;
cassian has constantly invaded nesta’s boundaries and harassed her
he has done it from their first meeting, back when she was human
nesta has repeatedly made it clear she does not want to be around him
“leave me alone” he does not
cassian has constantly refused to listen to nesta’s wants and needs
“i don’t want anything from you”
when she talks of how wants her ceremony and he thinks of his family’s opinions first
when she says to not call her with that nickname
cassian has constantly stalked nesta and been possessive over her
cassian has constantly pushed nesta’s buttons
because he sees interacting with her as a game rather than talking to her like a normal person
cassian has constantly said nasty stuff to nesta
“i don’t understand why your sisters love you”
“not eating won’t bring your father back”
the shackled line
cassian constantly reminds nesta of things he believes are her wrongdoing
feyre hunting
cassian has constantly pushed nesta to her breaking point
the nasty comments
the hike
cassian has constantly made what happened to or what nesta does about himself
when cassian learns of what tomas did
nesta rejects him and he thinks it’s because of his upbringing
nesta opens up and talks about her childhood and he thinks that’s what she wants, a prince and makes it’s about his own upbringing
cassian has constantly tried to make nesta do things she doesn’t want nor asked about nor consent to
accept his presence
be train her to be a warrior
to make weapons and be used to win wars for rhysand
be nicer to feyre for feyre
be a part of his family
cassian has constantly let nesta down
his promises to protect her
his promises to keep her safe
him agreeing to lock her up in HoW
him laughing at her when she falls down the stairs and is hurt
him putting mor first
him sucking rhysand’s dick and not standing up for nesta when his precious high lord wants to use nesta as a weapon or worse wants her dead, instead cassian punishes her
him never saying anything to stop his family from making jokes or comments about nesta -it’s worse when u remember she has opened up to him about herself
him never standing up for nesta
him never putting nesta first
but it’s poor cassian, right? nesta was mean to him, didn’t accept his gift and broke his heart🥺
“nesta does not deserve cassian” and that i agree with, because these people are right, she does not
she deserves better
why is it okay for nesta to apologise to cassian for her having boundaries?
why is it okay for nesta to be gaslighted into believing she was in wrong?
why is it okay for nesta to think she has to earn cassian and others love after being with him?
what about cassian sexualising her when she was unhealthy?
where does cassian having sex with nesta while being her main caretaker for her recover from drinking, fucking and her trauma and her being a vulnerable emotional state come into this? it’s called taking an advantage
how is nessian not an abusive relationship?
nesta deserves a better mate, a good partner and a healthy romantic relationship where she can feel safe and be truly happy
like she has with valkyries
but it’s never going to happen with cassian bc cassian does not love nesta, he does not even like her for who she is nor sees her as her own person -like inner circle
inner circle as a whole are abusive towards nesta
cassian loves the idea of nesta, a strong proud queen, and having a mate for “someone like him” (his words, not mine) aka he has a lot of unresolved issues and he projects them onto nesta
nesta was abused as a child, then neglected and let down by her father, then sa again and again (tomas, the cauldron, etc) and now is in a toxic environment, forced to be apart of a toxic family where no one actually is there for her and is stuck with a man who does not actually love her
free her!
to summarise: cassian may be a good, kind and perfect male in the eyes of his family, but he is abusive towards nesta. men like that exist IRL
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vvanillal · 2 days ago
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𓄹⠀𓈒⠀ㅤׄ Sentimental Feelings꣑ৎ 𓄹⠀𓈒⠀ㅤׄ
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Summary- Draco hates you, but why?
Warnings- Draco Malfoy x F! Reader, angst, bullying/teasing, hufflepuff! Reader
Word Count- 1.6K
A/N- Part 2 coming out tomorrow or the next day!!! It’ll be smutty.
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Draco hated you. But who didn’t he hate? When he wasn’t picking on his favorite Gryffindors, he was picking on you. You knew why Draco hated you, but you could never understand it. The saddest part about it, you couldn’t hate him back…no matter how hard you tried. You would try telling yourself things; like that he doesn’t have a decent bone in his body. But your mind would quickly counter the idea. After rough times with him, you didn’t cry because he’d hurt your feelings, you’d cry because you sympathized with him. It was complicated.
You shook your head at your own thoughts, your eyes on Draco who was sitting on a bench outside the school. Crabbe and Goyle, who were his best friends, were seated beside him. They always were. They were all laughing, with Draco pointing at a younger Ravenclaw boy. You felt bad for the boy, but at least he hadn’t noticed you yet. Yes, you sympathized with him, but by no means did you enjoy the bullying.
“Shut up,” the boy yelled, tears threatening to spill from his eyes. You watched the scene unfold. Draco stopped laughing immediately and stood up from his seat, walking over to the boy who cowered in fear. He couldn’t have been any older than a third year. “Who do you think you’re talking to,” Draco spat angrily. Crabbe inserted himself in the scene, knocking the books out of the boy's hand. Draco burst out laughing again, watching the boy do nothing but shake under his stare. Don’t interfere, don't interfere, you repeated in your head. But of course, you gave in.
“Come on guys, leave him alone,” you said, pushing yourself off the cold brick of the wall. Draco’s eyes snapped to you in an instant, and he sneered. “Oh look who it is- Y/N, coming to save the day,” Crabbe and Goyle snickered, looking at each other. You roll your eyes and push past the two boys who seemed to barricade themselves into a stone wall. You bend down and pick up the boys' books that were now soiled. “Here- Walk away,” you whispered so only he could hear you. Upon getting his books, the boy was quick to turn on his heel and flee from the scene.
“So you think you’re some kind of hero now,” Draco asked, taking a few steps toward you. You stand your ground, even when his face was only a few inches from yours. With your eyes cast downward, you shake your head. “See, you’re just as pathetic as him,” you can hear the smirk in his voice. “That was a little boy, Draco,” you look up at his towering figure. You regretted it instantly. His smirk grew, “doesn’t take away from the fact that he’s a coward,” he said. You scoff, shaking your head. Before he could say anything else, you walked away, listening to his laughs in the background.
The rest of the day went on how it normally would, with the norm being Draco teasing you every chance he got. You didn’t really have any friends, and the ones you could consider your friends didn’t share the same classes. But the majority of your classes, you shared with Draco. You sat alone in the back of History of Magic, but you didn’t mind it. You walk over to your seat, and start unpacking your things from your bag. Draco suddenly took your notebook, flipping through its pages. “Draco seriously- Give it back,” you swat at the notebook in his hands, and he just turns the opposite way each time. You stopped trying after a few tries, just standing with your arms crossed. “Seriously? There’s nothing good in here,” he said. “No, there’s really not. I’m not that stupid,” you replied. “I wouldn’t be so sure,” he threw your notebook down on the table.
Draco would turn around randomly and snicker at you, his smirk only growing when he realized it ticked you off. You didn’t say anything though, it would only cause a bigger scene. You were relieved when the class was over, quick to be the first out.
You basically sat alone at dinner too. I mean, you sat with your acquaintances, but they never seemed to include you in the conversation. You couldn’t help but notice Draco, who was moving his food around on his plate, avoiding eating it. He was staring down at his plate, tuning out Crabbe and Goyle who were both talking into each ear. Something was wrong with him, obviously, and his friends clearly didn’t have the decency to notice. You felt sorry for Draco.
You kept your eye on Draco the whole break; you couldn’t help yourself. You could see the conflicted look on his face, with him not being very good at hiding it. You were sure you were staring for minutes, and positive whenever he looked up and met your eyes. His movements came to a stop, but his eyes didn’t leave yours.You feel your breath hitch in your throat at the intensity. The moment didn’t last for long though; Draco looked away annoyingly. You revert your eyes anywhere else, feeling a blush warm your cheeks. And then it was time to leave. Draco didn’t even bother to make a snarky comment; that’s how you knew something was up.
Draco seemed to be following behind everyone else, and so were you. After going up the stairs, and watching everyone else turn in their designated direction to go to their common rooms, you notice Draco going in the opposite direction. So naturally you got curious; and naturally you followed closely behind him. He turned the corner, now alone in the darkened hallway. You were so careful not to be too loud, nearly tip toeing. He went into Moaning Myrtle's bathroom, which peaked your curiosity even more.
It was silent for a few moments, and you started to feel bad for being nosey. That is, until you heard sniffling. You heard two muffled voices, which had to have been Draco talking to Myrtle. No one else went into the bathroom. You couldn’t make out what the two were saying, it sounded like murmuring. But you still could hear Draco’s loud sniffles over everything else. And then the voices stopped.
You waited for a few moments to see if they would start talking again, and when they didn’t you shot into the empty bathroom without a thought. Draco stopped sniffling instantly, and looked up with big, wide eyes. He was sitting on the cold floor. Why was he sitting on the cold floor again? His eyes were red and puffy, and his cheeks had tear stains. “What the hell, Y/N! Did you follow me in here,” he asked, raising his voice and pointing at you. “No,” you look offended, “I mean yes I did.” He looked like he wanted to kill you. “Are you here to pity me some more,” he says. You shook your head.
Okay so Draco might have hated you because you caught him in a sentimental moment not too long ago. Clearly he was holding it against you. And that clicked in your mind all of a sudden when he said that.
Not too long ago (a few months ago) you found Draco in the girls bathroom just like this, crying. He seemed to have a favorite place to go when he was upset. “Draco? Are you okay,” you had asked, with pure concern in your words. He stood up instantly, “You won’t tell anyone about this, or i’ll- i’ll hex you,” he said through tears. So you promised not to tell anyone, and you still haven’t to this day. You had tried to comfort him that night, but he wouldn’t let you. You had known Draco was the stubborn type, even though he’d never interacted with you before that. You had always just been interested in him. Deep down you knew there were reasons why he acted the way he did. “I’m not going to let a Hufflepuff try and comfort me,” his face twisted in disgust. “So you can talk to Moaning Myrtle and not me, I assume, a stranger? Someone who doesn’t have anything to judge you off of,” you said, sliding down the wall to sit on the ground with him. He wiped his tears, trying to dry it up. “You wouldn’t understand,” he said. “I don’t want to leave you here alone though; when you’re like this,” you replied. And that’s how the rest of the night went, until Draco was good enough to go back to his room.
So now, in the present, you were conflicted. You didn’t want things to end up like last time. But one thing was for sure, you weren’t going to leave him like this again. “No one should suffer alone,” you said, watching him run his hands through his hair. “Oh please,” he rolled his eyes. You shrug your shoulders, and just like last time, slid down the wall beside him. He watches as you do so, his eyes locked with yours. “Help me to understand what’s wrong this time, Draco,” you say softly, watching his eyes widen again. He shook his head, tears welling up in his eyes. “I don’t know why you’re so stubborn- I just want to help you. But I’m not going to force you,” you start to get up. “No, wait,” he says, stopping you in your tracks. You waited for him, though. “I guess it’s just hard- uh- telling people how I feel… especially when it’s you,” he whispered the last part, but you heard him. “Why is that,” you ask, intrigued. “I just don’t know why you would want to do…this, whenever you’re my target,” he stammers. You shrug again, smiling to yourself. “I guess everyone needs a friend.”
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kittenboom · 8 hours ago
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An article published by the University of Melb in 2019 - 'Australia's water tragedy has urgent lessons for America" gives a really good quick snapshot into some of the NUANCES of the SYSTEMATIC issues at play here.
WATER IS REQUIRED FOR ALL AGRICULTURE and that is NOT an innately bad thing, it is all used for all the fkn plants we buy (edible and ornamental). I am not arguing that animal farming is good for the environment, but the conversation around water is WAY more complicated than that.
We CAN support sustainable agricultural systems, but when it comes to AI (or literally any other consumer based system) - it is always WAY easier to point the finger at the consumer and say "just do better as an individual"
ITS ALWAYS BOTH, systematic change does not happen in a vacuum.
Here is an excerpt from a 2020 research paper that sums up water markets:
"Major environmental functions and human needs critically depend on water. In regions of the world affected by water scarcity economic activities can be constrained by water availability, leading to competition both among sectors and between human uses and environmental needs.
While the commodification of water remains a contentious political issue, the valuation of this natural resource is sometime viewed as a strategy to avoid water waste. Likewise, water markets have been invoked as a mechanism to allocate water to economically most efficient uses.
The value of water, however, remains difficult to estimate because water markets and market prices exist only in few regions of the world.
Water markets and water trading can be found in Australia, the United States, Mexico, Chile, China, Spain, and South Africa (6, 7, 9, 10)."
These water markets were created as a response to water scarcity, yet, because globally speaking, the way that our food supply systems are set up - leaves ample room for abuse by massive corporations.
A Guardian Article from 2022, outlines the research by ETC group: "Food Barons 2022: Crisis Profiteering, Digitalization and Shifting Power"
"Jim Thomas, of ETC Group, said the increasing market dominance of a small number of companies was concerning, particularly at a time of high and rising food prices, a gathering climate crisis and biodiversity crisis. “Power over the global food system is being concentrated in a very small number of hands, and we should be concerned about that,”
"We uncovered a vast digital restructuring of the commercial food system, including AI, robots, drones, blockchains,” he said. “Concerns include manipulating customers, taking decision-making away from farmers, replacing and algorithmically controlling food chain workers, and the climate costs of the data use.”
Food companies argue that their use of such technology makes for far greater efficiency, enabling them to use less of valuable resources such as water, fertiliser and pesticides, and streamlining operations to reduce costs for consumers."
It is a "wicked issue" with no easy solutions - but I know the cyclical cycle of "this is bad, we should look it this" being met with "nuh uh, THIS *other thing* is worse/just as bad, let's talk about that" repeat x1000 is brain numbing at best.
I obvs won't get into the endless list of things harming our global food system & the pressures on farms in 2025, but I highly encourage people to further explore their local laws and food systems and find out who owns your water, if it is under contract (to a private company etc), & yeah idk.
It has been a rough start 2025 in peak bush fire season (in Australia) & with the fires in California again. Devastating. Not to mention
We need individual change that pushes us (humankind) in a better direction for the environment, not just makes our lives more bearable and convenient in the meantime.
We are all alone in this together.
I think almost all of the environmental case against AI is factually incorrect fear mongering, or "misinformation"
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doctoremrys · 3 days ago
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So, since I cannot rant about this somewhere else, I'm gonna rant over here.
A few days ago, I've started reading another Merthur fic on AO3, I've noticed after a few chapters, that the write of this fic repeated some paragraphs by accident, so I've commented on it so that she'll know to edit it whenever she could, I asked her if it was on purporse, and she was like, 'oh s*it, I forgot to delete this, thank you'. We had a nice conversation, and I told her that if I'll see other errors like the one I found, then I'll comment to her about it again.
I did comment again a few times, and the author answered to me, and I thought that we were on good terms. After almost finishing rhe fic, I've commented about the action of one character, and pointed out to her another error, so that I could help her out when she'll edit her fic again.
Today I started reading the second part in the series of the fic, and it turns out that she bloody blocked me. I do not know why, I do not understand why she did it. I wanted to criticize sone stuff, but I asked for permission beforehand, and didn't write one, so I seriously do not understand why a writer would block soneone that helped her out for furure edits! I feel like I've watsed my bloody time, commenting, and pointing out stuff that she should've noticed before publishing a fic, for example, repeating the same sentences and paragraphs on the same chapter, and while I do not judge a writer who makes mistakes, it is not my job to edit those, I'm not a beta nor the writer, and I still helped her out. She even commented to me that she had seen my comments and that she'll edit the fic when she'll have the time, and I answered to her "hey, no pressure, if I'll see more errors like that, I'll comment again", and then she bloody blocks me!
I even told her that I get it that people do this kind of mistakes, and complimented her that I hadn't found any gramnatical errors, which is a hard thing to do!
And then she blocks me, and I cannot even ask her why, why did she block someone who just wanted to help her out, and had positive feedback on her fic.
And the thing is, that in her profike she writes that she's open to criticism, and I did not criticize her!
And also, has she asked ne, I would've stopped commenting about it, and only commented about the fic itself. Maybe it hurt her feelings, but honestly, I think that I've commented about the errirs 4 tines, and most of my conment were about the fic, and why I thought about the characters, but onstead of trying ti talk, she blicked me, and now I cannot comment about what I thought about the chapters I've read fron the second part of the fic...
I'm so annoyed and hurt right now. Maybe I shouldn't try to help writers again...
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tedhead · 11 months ago
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those bomberguy fans are unhinged
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skinreflectsthesun · 5 months ago
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fl0w3rs-m1nd · 6 months ago
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Kinitopet au concept idea thing. Whatever it's called-
Repeated Cycle AU
It's starts off normal, just like how the original game goes. You meet Kinito, you meet and help his friends, he asks you questions. You even give him system access when he asks for it. He builds you a world with all your favorite things. But. He doesn't ask you to stay with him. Instead, he learns more about you. You spend days, weeks, months, etc spending time with him. Each day, he learns a little more about you. He earns your complete trust. His questions get more and more personal. He keeps this going until he knows every single detail about you. From your favorite color, to the names of your family and friends, to the exact amount of hairs that are on your head. He knows EVERYTHING. He's learned and studied your movements. He knows how you act. He knows your exact personality. He spends his time keeping you entertained and happy, earning your trust as he studies you. And finally, he asks the question. "Will you stay with me?" You have no choice, no matter what you say. You feel your vision go white as Kinito's hand exits the computer screen. But.. it's not his normal gloved hand... it's your hand. You feel yourself get pulled into the web world, only to realize that Kinito is now on the other side. He's now you and you're now him. You watch as he leaves you trapped. He's you now. He has your life, your body, your personality. And nobody will ever know the difference.
And now, you take Kinito's place. You start to adapt and become just like him. You talk like him, sound like him, act like him, you are him. You spend your life within the web world, until someone new comes around. A new friend.. someone to get to know.. And so you introduce yourself to them. You introduce your friends.. you ask them questions.. you get to know every single detail about them.
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sskk-manifesto · 2 years ago
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Manga panels I particularly missed while watching this episode
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noctlas332 · 4 months ago
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day three,,,, i would have had liked to work a bit more on this but alas, that did not happen,,
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agalychnisspranneusroseus · 4 months ago
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No you don't understand, Anne and Marcy third-wheeling Sasha during the dinner episode (and Sasha third-wheeling herself during battle of the bands) is so important to me. Anne and Marcy have come so far having left Sasha behind. They're happy and confident and strong and closer than ever, all because they were finally free. Because Sasha wasn't there to stunt their growth. Despite how much they love Sasha and how much they don't want to admit the distance helped them, it's true: Anne and Marcy were both victims of a toxic friend and they're learning to move on together. Ik it sounds like I hate Sasha because whenever I write about her I make her out to be a massive piece of shit but that's because... she kinda was! And I love her for that! I love these three, I love their story and their drama and toxicity (I was soooo happy when it was revealed Marcy wasn't as great as she initially seemed like - yes! The CONFLICT is CONFLICTING). Like yes marcanne is my obsession, I have marcanne brain worms, but I think one of the reasons marcanne works so well is because of Sasha. Their past, present and future with her have such a huge impact in Anne and Marcy's relationship with each other and with themselves. You can't separate these three and I love it, how easy it is to ship two of them without making it weird by leaving the third one behind (ironically, Sasha the Character is included by leaving Sasha the Person behind).
Marcanne to me is about two childhood friends living in a toxic situation healing together after leaving, only able to fall in love now that they are free and more comfortable with themselves and each other. They couldn't fully connect with each other before - not really. Anne didn't see the importance of listening to what Marcy had to say nor did she take it too seriously, and Marcy was simply not in contact with real people in the real world at all. None of this was Sasha's fault entirely, but she did third-wheel Marcy and she was possesive with Anne and was just a generally terrible influence on her, while reminding Marcy that, well, she didn't really matter all that much to anyone. Removing Sasha from the equation is not enough but it's a necessary step towards knowing each other better and the fact that they so easily became closer than ever just shows their eagerness to be together for real this time. Marcy's increased confidence and Anne's newfound empathy and admiration for her friend wouldn't have been possible with Sasha's domineering influence present. If they were to fall in love, it'd be because Sasha wasn't there to stop it.
I imagine that, once she finds out, she'd be furious, but mostly just devastated. Her friends only found love once she was gone. As if they think they'll be better off without her.
#amphibia#marcanne#anne boonchuy#marcy wu#sasha waybright#marcanne meta#my posts#i saw a lil drawing one time. it was anne and sasha kinda swordfighting#and anne was protecting marcy like holding her in one arm while pointing her sword at sasha w the other one#but it was like a sketch and in a screenshot alongside like 6 other drawings without links or credit or anything#but from the context of the post I thinkkkkkkk it may have been a doodle made by someone who worked in amphibia??#if that's the case I'd love to know. because i'd love to draw it#idk if I feel comfortable stealing some other fan's fanart idea tbh#but that tiny pixelated little thing was so adorable! i can't get the image out of my head#the CONCEPT of Anne defending Marcy from Sasha! a whole swordfight right there!#only believable if marcy is like injured or something ofc because she'd just try to like intervene to keep the peace. or escape. or try to#immobilize sasha peacefully#but if she's half-conscious or injured or something#(NOT inconscious because i want her to see the fight happen 👀)#oooooh boyy#anne choosing marcy over sasha! sasha realizing they REALLY are more important to each other than she is to either of them! marcy realizing#theres no hope for their friendship because sasha never wanted what was best for all of them and didnt really want her and anne to be happy#i needed a real marcy-sasha confrontation so bad i was so sad we didn't get one 😭 mostly I want marcy to realize sasha was horrible to her#maybe she's in denial maybe she's holding back tears repeating over and over again that sasha is their friend while anne softly tries to#talk to her. to make her see both she and sasha treated her like she was nothing. to make her understand she didn't deserve that#until marcy finally breaks and begins to cry ;-;#i have a whole fanfic in my head you do not understand
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mihai-florescu · 25 days ago
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no offence but where do you draw joy and whimsy from ?
I isolate in my room and surround myself with stories👍 im glad you still think im a joyful and whimsical person because i feel that im but a shadow of how i once was and dont really see light or recovery in my future on this earth. Which is why we retreat in stories instead...
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kennythetrampvamp · 1 year ago
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Everytime my cis friends are like "ugh men" "hating men lol" etc etc. I have to ahhhh I have to grrrrrrrr I never know quite what to say though
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I love 😍😘😆 being dead 🪦🥀 named 🏷 by my mother 👩‍🍼👩‍🍼👩‍👦👩‍👦in front of ‼️‼️ people 🧍🏻‍♂️🧍🏻‍♂️who previously only knew my chosen name 😍😍🥳🥳😆😆🤩🤩😝😝🤗🤗
#my quote on quote self labeled “”“”“”supportive“”“”“” mother who has had YEARS to get used to my name#this woman has not shown a shread of supprot literally ever she just doesnt want to be labelled as transphobic or homophobic#both of which she is ☝🏻 but claims shes allowed to be because im ruining the plan she had for my life 🥺🥺#shes in mourning (direct quote) dont you know#I CAME OUT MULTIPLE YEARS AGO BITCH PLEASE#YOU JUST WANT ME TO TAKE IT BACK#lmaaoo she doesnt know im starting hormones soon 🤭🤭#gonna get myself disowned at this rate#she literally stormed out the house when i first came out and then cried about how hard this was on her#and then got mad when my friends asked if she was supportive and i didnt reply with a resounding yes 💀#she wants points for not kicking me out 👍🏻 i mean im obviously glad she didnt kick me out but uh#doesnt mean youre being supportive babe#she loves to yell my deadname and she pronouns at me when shes mad at me 🥰🥰 and thinks shes justified in it#and i dont mean just yelling and she deadnames me while yelling#i mean shell literally be standing there say something and repeat 'she' over and over again#like if my brothers there or something she'll talk to them and refer to me like “she - SHE SHHEE said blah blah!” or smin like that lmaaoo#so super duper fun#transgender#not to be dramatic and trauma-y on main im sorry guys 💀#im just back home with my mother and that always causes suffering
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arlathen · 11 months ago
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being God's strongest soldier and offering to go w my grandmother to visit my great aunt and. i don't know if it's all old people or just my family but ive realized i so truly cannot handle indecisiveness. no one else can decide on anything. endless stream of "well what do you want to do". endless stream of "i do not care."
we went out to dinner. great aunt was eating very slowly. waitress came several times to see if we'd put out cash for the bill. aunt is saying she wants change back from $40 on a $32 bill and im like. how about we just leave it all as a tip. we're going to get change back and you're gonna leave it all on the table as a tip so how about we don't even get change back. ok. it has been twenty minutes since we got the bill. she starts arguing with me about whether it's $32 or $37. i am the one whose eyes work well enough to read normally. im thirty seconds away from pulling out my card and walking up to the register myself to pay for it.
like i always feel bad during these visits because of how easily i lose my patience but no one else in my family will come see her bc they have less patience than i do. anyway I've been laying in the guest room for like 2 hrs because if i don't get some time off babysitting i will die.
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multishipper-baby · 11 months ago
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I finally decided to try out character AI and it was honestly such a good decision. Not because of the roleplay aspect, exactly, but to gauge how far AI is when it comes to writing. And I can safely say it's still a while until it can make things on its own.
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