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cringefail late valentine's day posting some rushed kiss studies bc I worked like 36 of the past 72 hours yippee
and I STILL can't draw kissimg this shit haaard how yall do it 😭😭
#and let me tell ya!! kids will not!! stop!! fuckin!! bein!! sick as FUUUCK!!!!!#like just BE HEALTHY for a LITTLE BIT you little shits (affectionate but exhausted)#posted this earlier after trying to type out tags for like 4 hours to get it out on time and.#it didnt matter i posted to the Wrong Fucking Blog anyway#ik it's practice. almost put a period after 'and i STILL cant draw' lmao but. that's not nice#tag time bc fuck it. if im gon post this shit#trigun#trimax flavored but who cares#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vash x wolfwood#vashwood#drawing#artists on tumblr#my art#fanart#ooooh using my skills for crimge bc it makes me happy ooooooh#yes i was too lazy to shade the arm. i'll do it later im fuckin tired#wip#i'll also say hey it's already leagues better than the last time i tried lol. prolly cause i used a ref#kudos to you if you recognize which reference pics i used. eat a chocolate for me if you do lol
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WIP ROUNDUP!!
i was tagged by @trashpocket (hey bae ;)) and since im lonely here on tumblr and have no one but the void to yell at, i won’t be tagging anyone :((
okay let’s start off with my published WIPS lol i have quite a collection and boy do i regret posting most of these, but anyway that’s here’s my hot girl shit
"i’ll figure it out with a little more time” - (if u knew me at my thai BL phase no u didn’t :)) anyways this was a supposed to be a pretty short fic that features an oblivious Sarawat not knowing how to navigate his feelings towards Tine and Tine being an equally giant dumbass. their school is hosting a school dance and Sarawat’s emotionally constipated ass doesn’t know how to SPEAK and just ASK Tine to go w/ him. i swear i might be the author of this story but i also get mad at these fuckers
“we’re boyfriends?” - ah yes another Thai BL fic, i will admit. i have NO idea where to take this story lmao. i still wanna finish it tho cuz i hate disappointing ppl. the fic starts with Ae and Pond making a dumb bet so Pond will stop jerking off in their shared room and promises that he won’t do that as long Ae dates someone random and based off of Pond’s choosing. sweet bby Pete wanders into their campus accidentally and gets picked. Ae does the deed and tells Pete they’re dating. Ae thinks that Pete and Pond are scheming to make his life a living hell but lo and behold Pete has actually fallen in love with him (heheheh)
“i wanna ruin our friendship” - hello lgbtq+ community :). we all know where this fuckin title is from don’t be sneaky. so here’s my KilluGon college fic. I initially wrote this like two years ago and uploaded it on wattpad lmaooo then i edited it and posted on ao3 and once again i have no idea where to take this (ive forgotten what my original idea for this was lol) so basically Killua and Gon are really close friends and Gon is sortof a player in this AU idk why khdkadha but anywayz all of Gon’s exes have left him bc they’re jealous of Killua but Gon would never pick his current S/O over him so HAAA. it all goes to shit tho when Retz decides to trick Gon to taking her back for the school dance and idk what path to go for T_T
AIGHT now for my UNPUBLISHED WIPS buckle up yall this is a LOT. all the titles are WIPS so that’s why theyre iffy lol
“pussy talented”- (don’t mind the title lmao i just wanted a cat pun in there somewhere) basically, Bokuto is a firefighter and Akaashi an editor. They work near each other and Bokuto often visits Kuroo, who works with Akaashi. Ofc Akaashi falls in love at first sight but then he overhears that he has a "Kenma" waiting for him at home. Akaashi assumes that he's probably Bo's boyfriend and then leaves him alone, making Bo confused as hell. Little that he knows that Kenma is actually a grumpy calico cat.
“killugon flower shop AU” - Wing owns a flower shop and Killua helps out with Zushi along with Alluka out of boredom and one day Alluka asks Killua to help out with her client then he meets Gon and is immediately smitten until Gon says that he's looking for something that he can give to a girlfriend (it was actually Ging's request lol), lots of misunderstanding, Killua being too shy to ask the handsome stranger out and Alluka and Zushi being done with his shit
“rice isn’t the only thing getting crushed here” - Osamu falls in love with one of his most loyal costumers—Akaashi and he thinks he might just have a shot at it until one day while Akaashi is ordering a bunch of riceballs, Bokuto Koutaro of Japan's National Volleyball team enters the restaurant and sweeps Akaashi of his feet, unexpected angst and a generous helping of unrequited pining :)) dw this fic can go two ways: Bokuto is just Akaashi's best friend who he hasn't seen in months or b. Bokuto is actually Akaashi's fiance maybe i’ll write both endings heehee
“killua is sad and gets lovebombed” - while staying in Whale Island, Killua thinks he that he doesn't deserve Gon and tries to leave him while he's asleep but his plan is stopped when Gon wakes up and they both end up revealing their true feelings for each other
“excuse to write charles getting fucked by two delicious men” - Erik and Charles have been in a relationship for years now and basically fell out of love so when Erik gets promoted and has to move, Charles agrees and so they break up. Charles turns to Logan (who harbors a giant crush on Charles) for companionship and sleep together once. Logan says it was an accident but Charles wants more and they establish a FWB situation of sorts since Charles isn't ready yet. But then Charles gets into an accident and can't remember what happened the past year and a half so he still thinks he's with Erik. Meanwhile, Erik is living a luxurious yet empty life and when he gets the call from Raven about Charles' situation, he immediately goes back running.
“killua in whale island” - KilluGon are like 20-ish and Killua visits Whale Island and Ging just happens to be there as well. Killua thinks about how even though Gon and Ging are near identical, Gon just looks so much more handsome. (probs just a oneshot)
“another horny cherik fic” - Charles is a demon who was accidentally summoned when Raven, Hank and Ororo uses Erik's blood to perform a demon summoning ritual (as a joke) they didn't know it would actually work so now Charles is stuck with Erik because the human absolutely refuses to sell his soul
“IwaOi overboard AU” - Oikawa is a rich pretty boy and Iwa a college dropout who works at his uncle's repair shop with his younger brother Tobio and cousin Kyoutani ( both 5 yrs old). One day he gets called over to fix one of Oikawa's cars and after a failed and disastrous encounter with a drunk Oikawa, Iwa leaves the mansion fuming. Later in the day, it's discovered that Oikawa got in a car crash that took away his memories and since Oikawa apparently lives alone, he has no one to get him. not until Iwa comes ofc and with a malicious and vengeful intent, he tells Oikawa that they're dating and live together in his crappy apartment
“dancer Akaashi” - Akaashi is a dancer, Osamu is a bartender at the bar he works at and has also been in love with Akaashi for the past two years. He doesn't confess since he knows Akaashi doesn't like romance but then enters a bright eyed cheery Bokuto who sweeps the unreachable Midnight Moon off of his feet, bokuaka but im leaning towards bokuosaaka since akaashi deserves two boyfriends
“watch me be poetically horny for Akaashi Keiji” - Akaashi is a vampire and Osamu, a skilled artist. Akaashi posing nude and delighted at how beautifully Osamu portrays him. Osamu says otherwise.
Cherik College AU - drift by great gable.... late teens cherik... Erik being a misanthropic horny bastard and Charles a snarky piece of shit.... they get paired up for 7 minutes in heaven... turns out Charles has been ogling him for a while now.. hmmmm,,,.,. ( i wrote this when i was drunk and my og draft is too long so take this instead lolz)
“ BokuAka (NSFW) ” - Bokuto pushing off a guy who tried to hit on Akaashi while they're at a club. Akaashi gets so turned on he immediately drags Bokuto to the bathroom where he gets his facefucked in one of the bathroom stalls or Akaashi getting his face fucked in a dirty alley at the back of a bar after Bokuto gets into a fistfight.
“KuroKen (NSFW) ” -Kenma does top during sex but but he's just really lazy to put in the effort
aight that’s it oh damn i just now realize how much i have T-T bruhhhhhhh and this isn’t even all of them damnnn
#wips#fanfic#fanfic wips#cherik#charles xavier#erik lensherr#xmen#haikyuu!!#hq!!#bokuaka#kuroken#osaaka#bokuosaaka#bokuto koutaro#akaashi keiji#miya osamu#hxh#hunter x hunter#killugon#killua zoldyck#gon freecs#thai bl#2gether the series#sarawat#tine#sarawatine#love by chance#aepete#iwaoi#Iwaizumi Hajime
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h.x.h.
back after a long hiatus of being too lazy to tag/edit this post...hxh eps 33-34
2 months have already passed! ok then!
gon is such a good boy
i just gotta say....i love zushi. hes so cute. also im pretty confident hes not gonna turn out to be secretly evil or anything. Hes Baby
ah, so many nen....words. seriously are we gonna b quizzed on this or st
oh god these rancid bitches again
‘this is why nobody likes you’ vhbakjdshfbajksf we can always rely on killua to roast fools
POOR ZUSHI LMAO dont worry its not your fault that gon and killua are Anime Protags who are speedrunning a training arc rn
OH FUCK NO LEAVE ZUSHI ALONE YOU CRUST MOTHERFUCKERS
oh thank god killua is here to fuck them up
wow im shocked killua is like, bargaining w/them, rather than just kicking their asses....i guess these guys probably know more nen stuff that killua but STILL, i feel like the crazy assassin shit killua can do would more than cover him
N O LEAVE GON OLONE
the guy w/the weird eyes looks like hes wearing bootleg kurta robes and its throwing me off
aww so killua is trying his v best not to murder people...i support you my boy. even tho seeing killua obliterate dumb adults is like, the best part of the show
killua out here wearing a gay ass hat
OH BOY. ZOLDYCK THEME AND SCARY EYES....killuas fuckin PISSED
killua is such a smart boi
ah, nen stuff
gon angy
hmmm is killua gonna do something?
OH HE SURE IS. SOMETHING WITH A KNIFE
HELL YEAH FUCK HIS SHIT UP KILLUAAAAA
oh he didnt actually stab him. how did that work. whatever still baller
i love angry scary assassin killua. epic 12 yr old murder moments
LOVE the anticlimax there
rancid guy #1: that gay kid was scary im gonna leave forever and you should too byeee
these guys are morons lmao they rlly just heard all that and were like weellllll whatever lets fuck it up anyways
YESSS KILLUA IS HERE TO FUCK THEM UP
maybe THIS time theyll listen to killua
im glad we’re not seeing a whole lot of their actual training, cause i feel like we’re still seeing plenty, and we’ve had a lot of nen info thrown at us lmao
THE FISHING ROD RETURNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy abt that omgggg i fuckgin love it. i wish that was gon’s Signature Weapon but from what i can tell he doesnt use it much later on :(
im sorry but all this talk of ‘the tops’ is still so funny help
i wish they put this tops guy’s VA on one of those spinny carousel things at a playground to record his lines, for maximum realism
NO WAY GON MISSED..my boy does NOT miss w/his fishing rod no sir
OH SHIT THERE HE GOOOOOES HELL YEAH
oh my god i love the absolute disregard for like, physics and shit LMAOOOO
gon has The Strongest Fishing Rod And Lure Of All Time
YEAHHHH FUCK HIM UP GONNNNN
oh shit blood
damnnnn gon is PISSED. in true shounen anime protag form - do NOT mess w/his friends
ok time for killua to fuck it up
HOW did this guy not Leave after experiencing a slight dose of The Killua previously. fool
love killuas epic flips
KILLUA LOOKS SO BORED BY ALL THIS HBJSDKFNSKF MY BOY
why is killua saying ‘sorry, but im not a normal person’ so funny to me vhbhvjkdfbjaskfd
hes talking about being gay but everybody thinks its cause of the whole assassin thing
killua: lame ass. ive been abused by my family to the point where this shit is laughable. lol byeeeeee
KILLUA IS SUCH A LITTLE BASTARD HBVHDSJKHFSD I LOVE HIM
killua pullin out the baaaaaka
gon and killua. dating
OH GOD. HISOKA
wheelchair guy Rlly came back to let gon kick his ass too? damn
GON STRONK BOY
gon: i will yeet the FUCKING FLOOR at you
oh god. hisoka leave. just go get arrested for being nasty or st
IS GON GONNA ELECTROCUTE THIS GUY JUST LIKE KILLUA DID LMAO
‘just kidding’ GON DO YOU KNOW, I LOVE YOU, MY SON MY BOY,
he blepped ;_;
boyfwends...
HISOKA FUCK OFF CHALLENGE
PLEASE just kill him gon. just do it. end him
eugh i feel like hisoka fixated on gon rather than killua partially bc he could tell that gon is too nice or w/e to just murder hisoka, unlike killua who probably would
ok looks like next ep starts the gon hisoka fight so ill stop this recap here. seems like the minibosses are out of the way, now gon has to fight the main boss...ive been looking forward to this fight for a loooong time now
til next time!
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Holy shit I just read your text post I'm so sorry! How are people so easily sold on bullshit??? What happened that lead up to all that?
Okay, strap yourself in. I’m only typing this mess up once more and then I’m never mentioning it again as long as I live. I’m not going to tag it with anything relevant either so once its posted, i’m letting it get lost in the sea of reblogs. Here we go, warning; this is gon be long.
In 2006 I went to college. From 2006 to 2009 I hung out with 5 friends and my bf at the time, Andre. It was in 2007 that we started to poke our heads into the 2C11 room (the clubspace room). Matt and his best friend Jogn Carlo started coming with us to Rocky Horror, a thing only myself and two of my 5 friends would do together, along with ppl they knew from their old highschool. By 2009, we had formed a big gang of friends from the clubspace, and we all started going to movies and sushi together. One of my friends organize panels for Otakuthon, where we’d all meet up.
But in 2009, two of the 5 ppl I hung out with had a falling out. They stopped being friends. One went to university, the other was around for one more year then she went to university in 2010. That’s when the old group began to change from a family to a clique: In 2010 new members joined the club, and became new staples in the old group–most importantly, a guy named Tin.
It used to feel like a big family, but when the new semester started in September 2010 and new members flooded the club, everything changed. Tin instantly gave me a strange feeling in my gut, like there was something off abt him I couldn’t articulate. Shannon was dating Alex, the then club president, who stepped down in disgrace after I and one of those 5 friends went to the student union to complain abt him being the Harvey Weinstein of the club,. He wanted to permanently ban her from the club bc that summer when he was making a shitty youtube movie, he asked her out and she said no. The only reason he stepped down is bc I helped her take it to the student union and took him down. So when 2010 came along, Tin swooped in and became Alex 2.0, and when I warned ppl abt him they didn’t listen.
Fast forward a year to 2011, and the shitstorm happens; My mom had bvee battling with cancer since 2009. She had a hysterectomy but it didn’t work, and the cancer came back with a vengance.
January 15th 2011: My mom comes into my room and tells me her doctor doesn’t give her 1 year left to live. A few minutes after she leaves my room, Tin talks to me on Steam. He starts trolling me, I exploded on him. I felt bad about it so I tried to apologise to him, and I wrote on my facebook wall a message: “Just found out my mom has a year left to live, not in my right head, plz stay away from me for a while�� so i wouldn’t explode on anyone else. I said I tried to apologise to Tin on steam, because him being an abujsive sociopath, instead of just accepting the apology or not like a normal person, instead he starts demanding that i admit to being a shitdisturber. I ignore him at that point, tell him im sorry, wish him good night and then sign off steam, and go to bed.
The following day, Shannon heads me off as I’m in the 2C11 hallway heading to the clubspace room; she warns me that Kelly is having a shit fit and screaming about how much of a horrible person I am, that apparently Kelly thinks my facebook post is me using my mom as an excuse to get away with being a bitch. I run to confront her, because excuse me, no it fucking wasn’t yknow? and whatever trauma she hasn;’t resolved yet doesn’t give her the right to twist my meanings and paint me as a monster. Thats when she goes into the Oliver’s caf so I follow her, and she screams at me calls me pathetic and heads back into the clubspace, and everyone followed her and left me in the caf crying with Shannon and Alex. :/
The situation was made ten times worse later that night by a certain person named Mathew, remember him? He was supposed to be my friend. Instead, he took the opportunity to write a huge post on fb tearing me down, on which everyone else joined in taking a public jab at me. Matt was seen as the community leader at the time. He could have used his power to calm the situation down, instead he made things worse. To this day, I suspect that troll Tin is the one who twisted my words to trigger Kelly and cause all of this, and that he also had Matt in the palm of his hand, but i digress; Matt’s post convinced most of them to ditch me. That devastated me in an already overwhelmed state, and I attempted suicide a few nights later.
That summer, I saw that my former friends were all having a big party, “What Killed the Dinosaurs? The Bad Movie Night.”, and I wasn’t invited. Shannon saw how much it hurt me, so she invited to her bf’s party instead, and that’s where I met Paul.
The following school year of 2011-2012 went by without much incident. The people who had ghosted me slowly added me back, Matt even apologized for his shit, and things seemed to be on the up and up. It looked like all this drama was behind us. I was wrong.
After I graduated, I decided to go visit the club in Fall 2012. Big mistake.
I saw someone I knew, Sarah, crying on someone’s lap, and asked her what was up. She told me she was in an abusive relationship with Tin. For giving her the advice to leave him, Tin came at me on steam again, and I told him that he was an abuser, that he would not intimidate me and to go fuck himself, and I blocked him. Suddenly, Matt was trying to extort 100$ from me for 2 locks I had broken the year before, which should’ve only cost 42$. Where did that come from? Well, Tin was the club’s Treasurer that year. He was trying to get back at me for standing up to him and helping his victim escape, and he was doing it through Matt, who was going apeshit on me on MSN for refusing to pay 100$. I insisted I should only have to pay what I owe, which was 42$. He kept freaking out on me, so finally I threatened to get a lawyer involved, and that’s when he backed down. I still paid the money I owed for the locks I had broken but I blocked Matt, having had enough of his bullshit, and that’s when suddenly a bunch of ppl from the group ghosted me for good.
Why was I ghosted when Matt was clearly the one in the wrong? Because Tin. They ghosted me bc Tin told them to. Tin and Matt told them all sorts of shitty things about me and they believed them. They don’t hold Tin or Matt to any of their shitty actions though bc they don’t want the same abuse that happened to me to happen to them. They turn a blind eye to every shitty thing Tin and Matt do. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to understand there’s an extremely toxic abuse dynamic at play in that group.
But the story doesn’t end there. Remember that party I went to with Shannon, and that guy I met named Paul? From november 2011 to march 2015 we were together. I was isolated from whoever was left, only hung out with him and his friends. In 2014, I became close friends with a girl name d Ariel, a member of that old groiup who ghosted me. But that was probably a manufactured relationship manipulated into existance by Paul, so he could jump to her when he was done with me.
Paul was extremely abusive when no one was around. The night he left, we had a huge fight. I tried to escape the situation by running upstairs. He chased me and when I ran into my TV room and closed the door behind me, he started pounding on it and trying to push his way in. When he did manage to get through the door, I panicked, picked up a glass bottle and threw it at him, and then slammed the door again when he backed out. The bottle broke, and cut his finger very deep. He used that cut to get everyone present during the situation on his side. Nevermind all the crazy abusive stuff he had just pulled in front of them, no, I was the bad guy, and once he had them convinced, he left to my then bff’s house, who later became his new gf.
He posted a picture of the wound on facebook, and because of that and previous drama from years ago that never really went away, most of the friends I had left from Dawson believed him, and ghosted me. I couldn’t tell them that a week earlier he had raped me, and that’s why I was scared enough to throw that glass bottle at him.I filed a police report, I warned everyone who would listen to me about him, and I warned her. I did all I could.
I was too scared to tell this story for such a long time, because if asking for understanding while my mom was dying was twisted into me using my mom as an excuse to get away with being a bitch, then asking for understanding for the outbursts I had after being raped would just be twisted into me using my rape as an excuse to get away with being a bitch. I couldn’t handle the idea of my rape being trivialized as just some excuse–and Mathew is in part responsible for it all, because of that fucking post he made publicly tearing me down. Had he not posted that, I would’ve never lost my support system, I would’ve never gone to that party with Shannon, and I would’ve never been raped.
So I spent the better parts of 2016-2018 telling those involved off for their part in my current situation and blocked them, and the rest rebuilding what I had back in 2009, with resounding success.
So, there you have it. That’s what happened. Fuuuuuuuucking insane isn’t it. Its over now, none of them can hurt me anymore and Ive once again surrounded myself with friends I can actually trust, so everything’s good now. I still have my low days bc this was yknow, a lot, but I’m doing much, muuuuch better now.
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write short descriptions of your favourite mutuals/friends and then tag them (but not next to their descriptions) and try to make them guess which one is theirs!
this has been sitting in my inbox n im finally gonna do it
@babygukk @otpvmin @btslesbian @btsgoth @mochisgrl @soohao @chanhaosbf @younhgyun @jjk1 @myungho
1. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the certified Light Of My Life i’d break all my limbs off for u ??????? u literally make me so happy n i love love messaging u n you listen to me babble on abt random bullshit n my intense never dying love for tae n im so very thankful for ur existence i can literally message u the most random shit n u’d still talk to me ikjeioekorekfref
2. you’re the reason i still question whether i like scorpios or not ://////// wiodjoerkfreforekfo k but rlly i adore u so much n ur love for jjk is HEALING ur actually a gay icon, all ur random text posts may not always make sense but i wldnt trade them for anything, ur humor ? is next level idk if jin can even understand it,,, dare i say ………. my partner in (gay) crime
3. LITERALLY ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVES ?? I STALK UR BLOG ????? iejdeiodkeorfkref you’re honestly So Relatable n i love our interactions between each others posts, ur rlly jimins gamer gf n hes rlly out there being ur sugar daddy … goals :/ ur text posts r ult faves n my dash wld be DEAD without you wowie wow i love u a whole bunch
4. we invented mlm/wlw solidarity : fact, god you’re another blog that i can just endlessly scroll through i adore everything you post/reblog n im always ready to eat up another one ur god tier opinions, i feel like we have mutual understandings n such on a lot of things n just ??? i rlly cherish our convos even if its just discussing how much of a baby jungkook is eidjeiorfjref mmm
5. my co president to the taes baby belly enthusiasts club 😛 , GOD ur so ? soft n nice n sweet n easy to talk to n whenever you speak about tae or jimin i truly feel the love ur radiating all the way here in my bedroom, if someone asked me whats the top ten most relatable things you’ve ever read, one of ur love posts or tags would be on that list :////// you’re just a cherished mutual n i love love lvoe having ur presence on my dash
6. we’ve been mutuals through idk how many of ur url n bias changes and i somehow manage to keep up with them and if thats not pure platonic love then idk what is, i question many of the things that come out of your mouth (like sucking toes) BUT i still love you and appreciate u putting up with me
7. mmmmmmmmmm u should change your url to softmutual bc thats rlly what you are !!!! your blog is so warm n cozy n all the spring time emojis you use are so endearing !!! the whole atmosphere you try to give off is so comforting and you truly care abt others its adorable :((( u deserve so many good things n i hope u get them someday (hand delivered by hoshi)
8. my fellow hand kink haver 👀 ur like my #1 popular mutual n im like DAMN how come they follow me :////////////// iejmieof u were like the first person i got considerably close to on here n i love all ur random messages i get in my inbox !!! u have been with me through all of my url changes n shit posts n the new biases i gain and im SHOCKED how ur still here wow
9. the fashion queen herself i fucking idolize you 🤕 , ur honestly ??? so cool and i love everything you do, every time we interact i have to resist from going into a self induced seizure cos im just like ‘ur gon fuck up’ ujedioefkrf you’re another one of those people where i just feel the love you give off in your tags n i rlly just ? love u my beautiful aqua pal
10. I MISS INTERACTING WITH U BUT DEAR GOD DO I EVER LOVE YOU, you n ur bestie ???? absolute goals id rlly break all the bones in my body for you, i love love love having another nb army around n i love it even more when u spam my notifs, i love your love for jk, for boys, and just ? i love seeing u happy im gonna give myself whiplash over it
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aaaaa i was tagged by @cucumberghosts thanks bud
Rules: copy this into a new text post and remove my answers and put in yours, when you are done, tag up to 10 people and also the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun!
A) age: nnnope B) biggest fears: people!! fuckin yellin at me!!!! raise ur voice and bam im fuckin cryin C) current time: 4:50pm D) drink I last had: uhhhh huckleberry lemonaid E) every day starts with: i get up super early for 0 period so i kinda just. lay in bed reading fic for a while and whisin i was dead tbh F) favorite song at the moment: literally anything off of yoongis agust d album i been listening to that for like. a week straight G) gayest moment I ever had: fuckkin uhhhhh every moment im alive H) hometown: idk but if this counts but i lived in the dalles until i was 3 yrs old I) in love with: not really in love w anybody rn but im Really Gay for min yoongi J) jealous of: people who can look nice in anything like. bitch i wear the same things every week bc those are the only things i can find that i look ok in K) killed someone: never. yet L) last time I cried: last week maybe???? i cry a lot M) middle name: lee N) number of siblings: none O) one wish: nnothing??? uhh idk i might com back and put one later P) person you last called/texted: my friend abt last night Q) question you’re always asked: they?????? whose they??? why did he/she call you they??? do you have multiple personalities????? R) reason to smile: your emo phase is probably over so thats a plus S) song last sung: stayin alive trap remix T) time you woke up: 10:00am i think?? W) worst habit: I SAY FUCK AROUND KIDS T O O M U C H I M S O R R Y X) x-ray i’ve had: ankle for when ive sprained it Y) your favourite food: uhhh i really like pho Z) zodiac sign: leo!!
i aint gon bother taggin anybody but if someone wants to do it just say that i tagged u i wont give a shit
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do you think cis muns can play trans/nb chars? i know this opinion varies but i remember coming across a post that said cis muns shouldn't and now i see a lot of that happening
boy, oh boy… this question …………………….. is like 110% up for debate ?? hell, im not 100% on where i personally stand bc there are legit SO MANY FACTORS ??? pls don’t read this thinking it’s gospel bc it’s truly not and ik this gon turn into some long ass semi-rant, so scroll for a tl;dr, but … [ cracks knuckles ] let’s gO !
i’ll be 100% real n say that i am always, always going to be uber picky when i come across cis muns playing trans/nb muses. i instinctively raise my hackles and put everything they do under the microscope, mainly bc they ( obviously ) don’t have first-hand experience of the pressures / prejudices / issues / feelings etc. that are exclusive to our community, so they have a tendency to fall into all the harmful tropes when it comes to trans characters—and, without that innate understanding of our struggles, they don’t see how these things can be damaging. there’s also the whole issue of the media perpetuating this bs, so really, while research can do wonders, it’s never gonna be a catch-all solution.
that’s not to say i don’t think that cis people can write solid, unproblematic trans characters. i have most definitely met people who are cis who’ve played wonderful trans and/or non binary charries, whom i adored and would educate themselves and readily listen to any tips that i or other trans people gave them. i actually haven’t met a cis person who has played a non binary muse in a way i have an issue with so far. ik that there’s a general issue in the rpc with people changing their charrie from cis to nb to fill a ratio, which is a Mess and a Half, and ofc the assumption that the character’s assigned sex at birth matches that of the face claim. but, other than that nasty business, the majority of cis ppl playing nb charries are #tight and willing to learn, at least as far as i’ve experienced.
when it comes to binary trans muses tho … lmfa o ….. where do i even begin ?? like idk what it is about cis ppl but a lot of them are just absolutely OBSESSED with what’s goin on in a trans person’s pants ?? i mentioned this in another ask, but bruh… if i had a pound for every time some1 has fuckcin offhandedly brought up / alluded to my charrie’s downstairs configuration when we’re plotting, i’d have enough money to buy this blue hellsite and shut it tf down like i goddamn want to, but anyway !! the reason i bring this up is bc i see so many ppl who have this approach with their own characters—i.e. fetishising them. i mean if ur trans, u do u man, sexualising ur charrie is ur prerogative ?? but fuc k n cis ppl doing this…………………….. mmm hooo my go dd … do u realise how disgusting and nasty this shit is ??????? i mean trans ppl have enough shit w/ ppl sexualising us irl ( esp. trans women !! they literally have it so fuckn rough w/ tht i cant even begin 2 describe ) so like, leave it out of rp thx ???
but nope !!! y’all can’t do that !!!!!!!! (((((((((: tbh in the rpc, most of the bs seems to affect trans male muses, as far as i’ve seen. i think it’s partly bc trans female muses are so few and far between, which is an issue in and of itself, but also bc a lot of the rpc is so fuckin guilty of the nasty obsession with m/m ships. it’s usually cishet girls who pull this shit and they pull it w/ all males tbh, like they legit use gay guys as a fuckn object like “OMG !!!! GAYSZ !!! SO CUT E I LOVE THEM !!! COME SHIP W/ ME I LOVE GAY BOYZ !!! :’)” lmfaooo miss me w/ this shit !!! u wanna chat about lesbians being fetishised by cishet men and yet u only give a fuck about mlm when they’re being a cutesy lil otps or banging it out so u can flick ur bean hmm ?? i see u. but yeah, it’s not exclusively cishet girls who do this shit… like, cis ppl in general are pretty shit at playing trans males, specifically. like you’re lucky to find a single starter that isn’t tagged as “indie smut rp” or “indie gay rp” or if their threads aren’t laced with sexualised scenarios or worse… the dreaded C-Word. like bruh if ur not a trans male u literally have no business using that word regarding ur muse. ever.
tbh 99% of the time they don’t even realise just how gross they’re being, bc, as i mentioned before, they don’t have any concept of what it’s like to be trans and how gross and intrusive ppl can be towards us. they think that it’s just the same as writing any character and that they can sexualise them if they want to, without realising that .. it’s very different when you’re outside that community. you’re not exploring an aspect of your identity, so much as reducing someone else’s to a very, very small sector of theirs and then using it for entertainment.
tl;dr: it’s literally a clusterfuck of nope tbh and, on a personal lvl, i’m almost at the point of thinking it would be better if cis ppl don’t play trans charries, bc the bad far outweighs the good in terms of how harmful it can be. that said, i do not think that telling cis ppl not to play trans characters is the right thing to do, bc of the following:
the people who do the disgusting things i’ve mentioned above or anything else that’s nasty don’t listen to us anyway, so it’s not gonna solve that problem.
it reinforces the “write what you know” mantra, which i think we can all agree is so old n outdated in 2k17.
sometimes writing characters is how people manage to learn new things about themselves. i’ve actually met people who, through their character research, have realised that they identify as non binary or trans. having an outlet for feelings they may be having really helps some ppl along.
lastly, and what i personally believe to be the crux of this issue, is that by trying to police something like this you are essentially forcing disclosure of ooc gender. not everyone is comfortable or ready to say they are trans or they may not be sure about their gender identity at all, so forcing them to make it known for the sake of playing a character is not okay. and, ofc, we have the obvious addition that ppl lie, so you’re relying on good faith to carry it out.
so yeah, that’s my v. long-winded two cents on the matter. i have a feeling i’ve missed some details, but it’s 3am and i need to be up by like 9:30 so that’s all for now !! feel free to drop me another question if i’ve fuckt anything up or u would like clarification on anything !
#rpt#rpc#anonymous#answered#rpq#trans#tagging w/ rpq ( rp questions ) bc they gettin lost on my blog
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my sweetest pumpkin baby honey girl @oanakenobi tagged me in one of these n WHY NOT
RULES: ANSWER THE QUESTIONS IN A NEW POST AND TAG 20 (well im gon tag like 3 cause im badass) BLOGS YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER
nickname: like none lmao
gender: female
height: 1,67 m / 5’6 (i only grew 1 fucking inch since i last did a tag like 384 years ago sigh)
time right now: 6:38 pm
last thing i googled: “keyboard cover macbook air 13”
favorite bands: bts, metallica, bigbang, kard, dire straits, gn’r. my music taste is pure garbage.
favorite solo artists: lady gaga,,, uhh idk i like too many but gaga is MY BIAS
song stuck in your head: block b - her
last movie watched: the beauty inside (2015)
last tv show watched: WEIGHTLIFTING FAIRY KIM BOK JOO my HEART !!
when did you create your blog: 2011 or 2010
what kind of stuff do you post: kpop, DOGS, really bad memes, aesthetic stuff, fashion, gucci shit bc im poor and i like to suffer, assassins creed whatever i find pretty, some rock/metal bands when i see them on my dash, marvel stuff, some rlly hot women etc
when did your blog reach its peak: ????????? probably never
do you have any other blogs: i have like 7843 but it’s just bc i save urls
do you get asks regularly: no !! sadly !!
why did you chose your url: bc bts are some dumb eggs
following: 1,388
hogwarts house: ravenclaw pokémon team: idk im not into pokemon
favorite colors: TURQUOISE (!!!!!!!), mint, lime green, pink, purple
lucky numbers: 14
favorite characters: uhh natasha romanoff, sasuke uchiha
what are you wearing right now: jeans n a white jumper
how many blankets do you sleep with: 1
dream job: make-up artist
dream trip: tokyo, seoul, west indies, florence
im gon tag my homies @pugseok, @tokyostar, @minsyoonji, @vmiiin idk WHO ELSE. ohhh andm y baby @tinyastrarium (+kate was supposed to be in this one as well but i think she changed her url??? im confused)
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Rules: Answer the 20 Questions in a new post and tag the 20 blogs that you would like to get to know better!
Tagged by @pundeserving, and @acearadiamegido (oops. thanks u fucks)
Nickname: uh....a lotta ppl just call me Mac, but also that means people sometimes do shit like call me Mac Attack, Mac-klemore, Mac-aroni and Cheese, and other such things. also things like nerd and fucker but like uk
Pronouns: literally anything but she/her, but like mainly just they/them or he/him. They them is the most neutral feeling, and while it’s a little startling to be referred to as he/him it’s......rly nice.
Star Sign: Gemini binches
Height: 5′ 5.5″ yes i could round up but...look how nice those three 5′s look....
Time right now: 11:04 am. Just woke up like half hour ago and im ready for bed
Last thing I googled: ‘petco activated charcoal’ uhm. My mom wants to make a terrarium but I read u shud put activated charcoal in in there and it said you could get it from pet stores??? so i was checking
Favorite solo artists: hhhhh i dunno...im not sure who IS solo andshit ....
Song stuck in my head: most recent one was King by Lauren Aquilina
Last movie I watched: ....shrek 2
Last TV Show I watched: bnha!! finally got caught up damn
When did you create your blog: well....my oldest post is 5 yrs old (26th of september of 2012 (it was a wednesday)) but I feel i may have made it a while before and just never posted anything heh
What kind of stuff do you post: memes, funny text posts, cute animals, funny videos/audio....pretty audio, a fuckton of mp100 at the mo god damn im in deep, sometimes art and writing of my own. Just. A mess of things
Do you have any other blogs: Nope. No sideblogs, we make a mess of our mains like men
Do you get asks regularly: like....sometimes? If i reblog enough of those ‘send me asks...’ posts i can get like. 1 or 2.
Why did you choose your URL: ok.....so waaay back when. There was a fosters home for imaginary friends online game. I was rly into cats, so when I made my imaginary friend on there i named her ‘flyiingkat’ (i think that’s how I spelled it). that was way back when i still used my moms email to do this shit pff. Anyways, then I went onto club penguin and variations of ‘flying cat’ were taken so I was like. Fuck it. And named my lil penguin ‘flyingtv’. and then when I wentto make my OWN email i was like....hah lets have it be the same. so I did. and then my url became ‘when tvs fly’ because...i dunno, i couldn’t come up with anything better and now its my Brand (i still cant come up w anything better and I don’t like change)
Following: 190
Posts: hoo boy...109,136
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff
Pokemon team: Mystic...rly should’ve been Instinct tho, hatching eggs is more my style and once someone told me I was literally Spark so...
Favorite colors: like...a lotta blues - light blue and teal and junk. and light green. Love me them blues n greens n sometimes yellow too
Average hours of sleep: uhmmm....7-9? because i stay up til fuckin 1-3 am and make myself wake up abt 10:30 so I dont miss out on friend time by sleeping away all morning and some afternoon. i do take a lotta naps so maybe its more like 8-12 hours of sleep w/ naps a day
Lucky number(s): i dunno but ive always loved the number 52....and i love 2 and 3. does 000 count cause i like that too.
Favorite manga characters: gosh...ive realy only read hxh and mp100 (ive...read like one (1) chapter of bnha but i....dont know the Names). Im love my main sons Killua and Shou, but also gon and shigeo and ritsu and teru and takenaka and tome and mezato and tsubomi and ....just so many ppl from mp100 are also my children. Also ik that basically all the kids from bnha will also be my children (except...that fuckin. perv kid hes not mine) but like...i havent.....read the manga yet........i was gonna do that after reading mp100..........i didnt anticipate getting hyperfixated before i could read it................
How many blankets do you sleep with: like......for naps - 1 or 2 (bc they small) and for actual night time sleep like. 2 or 3. A comforter or 2 for my main self and a lil blanket for my feet (if im at the dorms)
Dream job: one off them game devs. I wanna make video games. I should relly get on that.
Dream trip: fuckin...France looks nice and maybe I’d be able to actually use my 4 yrs of french for smth actually useful....but also a road trip with my friends to ...anywhere is also.......Nice
Who I tag: thinking abt tagging people is making me anxious! So just. If you wanna do it and u saw this u can say I tagged u.
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