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A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant To Be [4] - Max Verstappen

written by alocon

Note: Name and Part One based on the song A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant To Be by Jess Benko

Summary: Things seem oh so familiar between you and Max when you cook together, and it makes you realise that you are so so screwed (as if every driver except Max can't already tell that you both have at least SOME remaining feelings)

Before you read: Part social media chapter, possible use of y/n (I've already forgotten if I do in this chapter but I do in a few parts of this series)

fc: Blanca Soler

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A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant To Be [Part Four] - MV¹

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youruser: A series of very very unfortunate events

tagged: mickschumacher, estebanocon, lance_stroll

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maxverstappen1: What the fuck happened?

youruser: "Let Mick cook in your house" they said. "It will be fun" they said.

maxverstappen1: Ft. my girl at the end (can I have my cats back yet please?)

youruser: Sure, hurry up and come get them maxverstappen1: On my way! danielricciardo: He's only ever uses !! or anything other than dry texting if it's autocorrects fault *liked by creator* youruser: real

user1: Mick, Esteban, Y/N and Lance was a group I didn't know I needed until now.

mickschumacher: Why those photos? And why was I targeted more here?

youruser: Your fault, you face the consequences mickschumacher: fair one

estebanocon: Does the house still smell of burning?

youruser: YES A BIT I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING TO GET RID OF IT!! youruser: I AM SUFFERING estebanocon: LMAO youruser: ESTIE THIS IS NOT FUNNY

user2: I love how dramatic she's being over how bad the smell of the burning food is

lance_stroll: She is not being dramatic. It was awful. youruser: REAL, IT WAS SO BAD, EVEN JIMMY AND SASSY RAN AWAY user2: Max's cats are over? Is he too??? 😏 youruser: Sleepover with my two besties

georgerussell63: Oh god what did he do

youruser: So so much. He ruined my favourite pan :(

lance_stroll: Today was fun

youruser: It was, we should do it again (over someone else's house next time) estebanocon: Over mine maybe?? mickschumacher: Yesss

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You got out your phone when you got a notification, chuckling as you realised that you never changed Max's contact name in your phone after the break up. Not that it mattered - most of your communication happened on Instagram or in person after your break up. You quickly removed the silly little heart emojis you had put there before reading the messages.

Maxie: Hey you, have you still got the same number?

You: Yessir I do indeed

Maxie: Great, how are my babies?

You: Great! Currently asleep together on my bed

You: Little angels

Maxie: Awwe. I'll be over in 15 to get them, thank you for the emergency babysitting

Max: So glad they're calm with someone 🙄🙄

You: Max, I'm always the favourite, know your place

You: Okay, I'm making dinner for tonight, come over whenever. Boys aren't here yet btw

Maxie: What are you making?

You: Lasagne

Maxie: Same recipe as always?

You: Ofc, ofc

Maxie: Awesome!!

You: Alright hurry up

Maxie: Yes ma'am

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"So," Max started as he made himself comfortable, having immediately started sitting on your kitchen counter once he entered your house. "They've not been too bad, no?"

You continued to chop the carrots as you shook your head. "They've been absolute treasures. As usual."

"Hm." He shrugged, sipping the drink you made him. "They're never treasures for me."

"Maybe I'm the favourite."

He chuckled sarcastically to that. "You wish."

You looked him straight in the eyes, smiling sweetly before dropping it to a monotone look. “Are you gonna make yourself useful or are you just going to continue to sit there looking pretty?”

“You think I’m pretty?”

You looked at him, watching the soft smile appear on his lips. You grinned, not missing a beat before replying, “The prettiest princess of them all.”

“Oh fuck you,” he responded, groaning and sipping more wine. He then placed his glass back on the counter before getting down. “What can I help with?”

“Can you start cooking the meat?” You asked, and he nodded, not even hesitating to question you, having seen you make this recipe many times before. You both began to cook together.

As you stood side by side in the kitchen, the familiarity of your movements was unmistakable. The way you  effortlessly passed each other ingredients, the unspoken communication as you both worked in sync - it was as if no time had passed since you and Max had last cooked together.

The clinking of pots and pans, the sizzle of ingredients hitting the hot pan, and the fragrant aroma of your ex’s favourite dish filled the air, evoking memories of the countless meals you had prepared together in the past. The only thing that was different was the fact that the soft music which used to be in the background to stop the silence was replaced with chatter and laughter from the other room.

As you chopped, stirred and seasoned, the pair of you found yourselves slipping into easy conversation, reminiscing about the times that they had spent in the kitchen together. Laughter and occasional shared jokes filled the space, creating an atmosphere of warmth and companionship which made it clear to both of you that your bond had not diminished with the end of your relationship. 

The fact that he remembered your culinary habits made it easy to fall back into the old rhythm, ensuring that you didn’t get into each other’s ways. He still acted the same whilst cooking too, placing his hand on the small of your back when he moved behind you to keep you from bumping into him, high fiving you when he remembered a step without you having to remind him, him double and triple checking that he set the timer. It all felt so… familiar.

Everyone loved your food, especially Lewis, who claimed you had just made him the best vegan lasagne he had ever tried. That cheered you up a lot. The evening was going great. You, Max, Charles, Lando, Lewis, George, and Daniel all ended the evening by playing some games, going between Mario Kart, Fifa, GTA and other video games, to board games. 

“Oh fuck you,” Max said as he landed on one of Daniel’s properties, Bond Street, which had a hotel on.

“Shh, you’ll wake the kids.”

Max looked at you weird when you said that until he noticed the two cats who had fallen asleep on your lap. “Sorry.”

It wasn’t long after that that you realised that, maybe monopoly was getting a little too heated, so you all retired to your respective bedrooms for the night, as they were all sleeping over. You were happy that these sleepover nights with the boys were becoming a more regular thing. You used to do it when you and Max were still together with you, Max, Daniel and Charles in the apartment you had together at the time. You would, obviously, both use your bedroom and Daniel and Charles would share. Times were very different now, though. 

You laid in bed for hours, attempting so desperately to sleep, but it didn’t work. No matter how hard you tried, you really couldn’t sleep. So you gave up. You sat reading for a bit before heading downstairs to grab a drink. Walking into the kitchen, you were surprised to see an oh-so-familiar man. He looked at you, noticing the look in your eyes and simply picking up the vodka he brought, pouring two glasses and sitting on the floor, tapping the space beside him. You joined him. 

He took a sip of his drink before speaking. “You look tired,” he observed. His Monegasque accent was a lot stronger when he was tired and not sober. He watched you lean your head back against the cabinet door after drinking some of the vodka in your glass. “Not sleeping well again?”

You shook your head, chuckling softly. “When do I ever?”

Charles took note of the slightly pained look on your face, stress evident in your eyes. He was silent for a few moments, before finally speaking again. “Is it about Max?”

You nodded, arms falling onto your lap as you felt a fluffy presence make himself very comfortable on your lap. “Hey little one,” you said, looking at Jimmy, who was clearly very comfortable. “Everything we do is reminding me. Everything. Every single time I look at him, every time he hugs me goodbye or smiles at me, or hell, even just looks at me. I feel like it’s killing me. It just... I don’t know. My therapist is on holiday for the next couple of weeks and I think the fact that I won’t be able to talk about this with them makes it worse and I can’t talk to anyone except you, because no-one except you knows and it’s just...” You tried to find the words to describe what you were thinking.

“Shit?” He suggested. 

“Shit.” You agreed, drinking more of your vodka, sniffling softly as you let go of your emotions. 

“Have you thought about telling him?”

You shrugged. “I want to, it’s just never a good time to get emotional. I feel weird being so open with him, you know? Like I know I need to tell him, I really do, but it’s so fucking difficult.”

You heard someone clear his throat in the doorway, head snapping around to see Lando. “Bad time? I can come back. Sorry, I just wanted to get some water quickly.”

“No no, we were finishing our conversation and Charles was about to head up to bed, right Charles?” You asked, noticing how hard he had been trying not to yawn.

“Yes.” He gave you a hug, leaning to your ear to whisper “try and get some sleep, we will continue this when you’re sober, alright?” You nodded, standing up as he left.

The kitchen was silent whilst Lando filled his cup with water. He turned, noticing your red eyes. His voice was soft when he finally spoke, comforting. “Have you been crying?”

You quickly ran your hand over your face, downing the rest of your vodka. “I’m fine, Lan. Don’t you worry about me.”

“Okay. I don’t believe you but I don’t want to make you uncomfortable by pushing it.” He leant in to give you a soft hug, before pulling away. “I hope you end up being able to tell this mystery guy whatever you need to tell him. I’m here if you ever need me.”

“Thank you, Lan,” you responded softly, placing a friendly kiss on his forehead before you left the room, returning to your bedroom and finally managing to get some sleep.

The morning came quickly and you were awoken by laughter downstairs. Sitting up, you took a moment to run your hand through your hair before getting up and going to shower, after which you headed downstairs.

“She lives,” Daniel sarcastically stated, grinning at you as you walked into the room.

“Good morning, Daniel. I'm going to get a drink,” you responded, walking straight past the group and into the kitchen, grabbing a monster from the fridge and opening it. 

“Only a few months with your new team and you're already being a traitor, I see.” 

You turned to look at Max, who was smiling softly as you stared at him, drinking the monster without breaking your eye contact. He chuckled, rolling his eyes dramatically at you. “Did you sleep alright?”

“Yeah, I slept great.” You were lying, of course, but he didn't need to know that. He would question it if you told the truth. “How about you?”

“I slept alright. Didn't fall asleep until like 3 hours after we went upstairs,” he replied, sipping his (shock horror) redbull.

You both continued to make friendly small talk for a little while. “Hey, Max. Do you think I could talk to you about something?” You asked, a little quieter than you had been speaking.

“Of course. You look serious, what is it?”

“Well,” you were quickly cut off by Daniel, who leaned his head around the doorway. 

“We're playing Fifa, are you two joining?”

You looked at Max. Max turned to Daniel. “Yeah just give us a moment and we'll be out, we're both quickly going to grab breakfast.” Daniel nodded before retreating. Max looked at you. “As you were saying?”

You shrugged. “It's nothing important. It can wait. Let's just get our food and go play fifa.”

He placed his hand on your upper arm, causing you to look into his eyes. He started speaking softly, lovingly, in Dutch. “Schat, if you want to, we can talk now. You look stressed and talking about how you feel is so much more important to me than Fifa.”

You felt your breath hitch, a spark of warmth where his finger laid on your arms. You looked at him, watching the way his eyes travelled your face, almost as if he was committing how you looked this close to memory. His eyes were dilated, and he had an expression on his face that you couldn't quite read. “Max.” Your voice was soft, almost breathless. “It's fine, seriously. It can wait.” You smiled, a genuine smile, causing him to nod, before smiling and retreating to the living room. Fuck.

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Hi All!! Another part done, hope you're all well and having a good day. I finished writing this at work this morning. As always, if you wish to be on the taglist let me know. I'm still trying to work out how to properly do a taglist as I am relatively new to using Tumblr but I'll work it out hahah. Have a lovely day xx Alocon

Taglist (pls work): @c-losur3 @itsjustkhaos @reidsworld

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Submitted Art

i just saw your reply and i am feeling v bashful upon being recognized-- and recognized via my button's name much less-- i recognize my hubris now lmao (since i, much like a child with object impertinence, assumed there was no way i would be recognized as my gaming side blog since the usernames and icons are so different-- completely forgetting i linked my side blog to my main and ousted myself)

idk how to say say thanks with words despite one of my majors being english so here's a wip of evil and grayson's wedding, ft. nick being a distraction during their wedding photos (i'm almost. done with my basketball wips but i have my bachelors classes starting up monday and i have company on sunday, so idk when i'll be able to finish all of these but hopefully soon), it's based off of the one ask+answer combo about nick's opinion of the ROs/Button ships making me CACKLE. i am incapable of seeing nick as anything less than a meme... a more brotherly loki... an agent of chaos

((this isn't bait to make you post this submission btw, i rarely post my wips unless asked.. because i really don't like to lmao, it feels like a half-assed finished product then, to me, rather than the full-assed half-finished product it actually is. i only post when asked to (cuz it's usually friends egging me on to anyway, and this is the only form of peer pressure i'll give into lmao) or when i wanna show appreciation immediately but i don't have anything more finished to show))

but, anyway, uhm, thank you so much for your attentive memory as to recognize my main blog as = my side blog and to call out my button by name when unprompted and not expected to. it made me feel really touched and got my hands sweaty and my face looked a lot like graysons expression in my flustered state. but it really was the absolute highlight of my day (which is saying something cuz my cat has been VERY cute and cuddly today and this sashimi bowl is god tier). i hope you and yours are well, that you're taking steps to ensure no burn out happens to you, and that you have a lovely day!! i'll be sure to tag you whenever i do finish my wips! thanks so much for making such a fantastically fun and creatively stimulating game!

"(Grayson's) Never gonna give her up. Never gonna let her down. Never gonna run around and desert her. Never gonna make her cry. Never gonna say goodbye. Never gonna tell a lie and hurt her" (--the really fucking funny joke caption i've been planning on using for 4 days lmao)

ps. it actually is a complete coincidence that i gave nick adjusted "never gonna give you up" lyrics and you fooled me with that well-placed rick roll today. i've been working on this on/off for 4 days (about 3 hrs total apparently according to my ipad) and today i've only been working on my nick+evie+grayson basketball wips and evies wedding dress (which fun fact: is heavily based off of the. "strawberry dress" meme except idk if i'll have the balls to actually let evie wear a wedding dress with strawberries printed all over, drawing patterns under folds is hard lmao rip)

pps. please don't judge my inevitable typos, i am v small and tired af + idk how to turn off my ipads semi-inconsistent, always-annoying autocorrect, rip

Author’s note: Uh, OBVIOUSLY I’m gonna post amazing WIP (if that’s not okay, let me know, and I’ll take it down!). I find it fascinating how unfinished art can look like geometry homework yet somehow also people? And still be so good? It’s alchemy.

I’ve been determined to rickroll any future spouse (should I ever get married) during our wedding vows since I was 20. Can you imagine the look on someone’s face when their bride solemnly starts reciting the lyrics to “Never Gonna Give You Up” instead of the heartfelt vows she claimed to write? It’ll be either instant divorce or they’ll laugh and I’ll know that I’ve found my soulmate.

Nick singing the song here makes me smile wide enough that my jaw aches.

[selfcareparker]

(lovely anon) ok so this may sound so dramatic but; let me paint you a picture: i’m responding to your latest message, sitting on the edge of the sofa. i type in “lovely anon” into the search and see this longgg post come up and i’m like uhhh... i scroll down and see the people you tagged and literally. when i saw @ lovely anon. i . cried . like full on tears. my brother goes “what are you doing” “she tagged meeeee” and he continued what he was doing and didn’t care LMAOO but i was so emotional? i love and appreciate you too and aAH IM CRYING!! you’re just really sweet and i didn’t expect it at all and it was really lovely to be a part of something :’)

the kermit pic sent meee but yes yes yes!! when you start uni let me know, lol i’m so excited for you!! let me know how it goes cuz i’m literally hype hahah & yes we will be in our sad corners of the world, missing england but you’re right it’ll be sooooo worth it in the end!!! and oH i’m glad you talk to them lol i truly thought you like haven’t seen them/haven’t spoken to them this whole time😭 that would’ve been awful!

also i totallyyy get what your saying about the english speaking thing. and idk why you’re insecure (well i *knowww* bc it’s not your first language and you’re studying it in college so yuh) but your english is great :)))

lol yeah that makes sense.. my mom took french in college and she remembers NOTHING HDJSHSJ (the fact that you wanna learn MORE languages i- ahh i so admire you.. you literally know so many languages🥺) yea i mean you know a bunch of languages bc you know the base of words lol, but i wonder if because you know latin it’ll be easier for you to learn french? oh- oh wait you said it’ll be easier HAHHAHA

THERES SO MUCH EXCITING STUFF TO TALK ABOUT HDGSJSJSL it’s so wild to me that you can’t watch chaos walking :( i’m a professional hacker tho so i’ll try and find a way for you LMAO (by professional hacker i mean i literally have gotten multiple free trials and i’m pretty sure the hulu police are after me bUT ITS THEIR FAULT BC WHY IS IT SO EXPENSIVE???) i mean the movie was good? and cute? and funny? but yea don’t think it’s gonna be the most fantastic thing haha AND THE DOGGO AWWW (i saw it again today- or my today lol, saturday, aND THESE OLD PEOPLE CAME AND SAT IN FRONT OF ME AND MY FRIEND LIKE ITS A LONG STORY LMK IF YOU WANNA HEAR IT)

SHARK FILMS?!?!! PLEASE READING THIS I HAD NO IDEA YOU WOULD LIKE SHARK MOVIES TOO FHSKSHSHDJDJGAJAYSJS ok so i haven’t seen any of the classics (i’m working on it) but i would probably watch jaws to laugh at it? not like that lmao but like comparing it. OKAY BUT HONESTLY I BARELY KNOW ANYONE WHO LIKES SHARK FILMS AHHH OKAY im adding “the shallows” to my watchlist bc it sounds super good AND SAME AHSJD ANY BODY OF WATER IN A MOVIE I JUST KNOW ITS COMING LMAO watch me not go in the water anymore after seeing that picture HHDJSJ

WHEN I READ THIS I JUST GOT DONE TALKING TO MY MOM ABOUT THE MEG AND THAT SCENE WHERE THE SHARKKK JUMPEDDDD AND ATE THE OTHER ONEEEE AND THEN JONAS HAD TO DO- bro i cannot (i think that one is my favorite because i love me a bit of romance and the subtle romance hAD ME) 47 meters down PHEW could you imagine?? i try not to think too hard about it i’m like “don’t be dumb catherine, don’t put yourself in a dumb situation” (not autocorrect having “dumb bitch” ready i am not lying) and i literally understand... there is no other way to explain 47 meters down

i CANNOT watch horror movies, can’t can’t can’t, i literally hate them i cannot do it!!! the thrill is tempting and it’s cool in the moment but i cant lmao. i don’t have nightmares about scary things (for the majority of the time) but going to sleep i’m like oooohhhhhh shit 🥲 literally what you explained

music !!!! music !!!! music !!!! (u ever write a word and now it looks weird lmao) MY BROTHER DOESNT LIKE MUSIC AND ITS SHIT IM LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU- anyway, my music taste is all over the place i mean......... it’s crazy. earlier today i was listening to meghan trainor’s album “title” oUT OF NOWHERE, but just a few minutes ago i was listening to fall in love with me by earth wind and fire soooo lol .. megan is *chefs kiss*, i’m not familiar with stormzy🙈, harry styles.... IM SORRY IM THAT PERSON but i don’t listen to his solo music EEK i only listen to adore you... and not that frequently... the music video freaked me out... i like niall’s solo music a lot more, which i listen to a lot more. now. one direction. favorite. please & thank you. i have a playlist called “boy bands” and it consists of one direction and the vamps (obsessed with cherry blossom btw) but as you can see my taste is all over the place!! fr fr if i sent you what apple music has as my “favorites” it went from ariana grande to carrie underwood to glee (OBSESSED DONT LET ME TALK ABOUT IT) i mean please if you let me i will nonstop (hamilton HDJSH) talk about music all day😩 & NOOO UR MUSIC IS GREAT HAHSK IM NOT A BIG RAP PERSON BUT DOJA CAT IS MY FAVORITE!!

okay good, i’m glad :) i was just nervous that you did feel that way <3 and GOT IT HAHAJ healthy pressure is always good :’) my friend got me these pens cuz i love stationary and school supplies lol and was like “now you have to write something” soooo yea i feel that! and i saw you posted the ficcccccc literally so proud of you 🥺🥺 i’m trying to decide if i read it tomorrow or tonight..... sleep or a literal beautiful creation made by the sweetest person and is v v nice smut and college!peter and 4.7k...... sleep aint really calling no more.

GIRL ALL OF MY SENTENCES ARE TOO LONG HAHAHAH IN FACT THIS IS TOO LONG SOOO (also why am i 3 days late..😑) anywho it’s 1 in the morning so <33 lovely anon

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oh my god the fact that you cried nearly made me cry too😭😭🥺🥺 (also, your brother LMAO), i wasn‘t even sure if you‘d see it but i immediately thought of you so of COURSE i included you <333

the hulu police lsjsjaiaik, girl i was ready to get a hulu membership when i wanted to watch big time adolescence and i couldn‘t find it anywhereee, and when i got to the payment it said i need a bank account that‘s based in the US or whatever. like bro i was about to pay you!! but i was forced to find it somewhere (and i did, on levidia,— not that i‘ve ever used it because it‘s illegal 😤 i would never!!! i‘d rather support billion dollar companies and spend my money on watching films that i can find for free 🥰🥰🥰 not

i‘ve found chaos walking online so i‘ll watch it som time this week!! also YES TELL ME THE STORY

okay so idk if you watched/are planning on watching falcon and winter soldier but i watched the first episode the other day and they were speaking french (just a few seconds) and I UNDERSTOOD SOME WORDS DLDJDJ and i was so proud of myself. i‘ve only ever learned french with duolingo lol (i only do like 5 mins a day and that‘s why i was so surprised that i understood some of it!!). and yeah apart from latin i feel like italian, german, french and english are all similar in a sense.. i mean obviously they‘re completely different languages but for example there are some grammatical constructions in french that i think i wouldn‘t understand if i only spoke english? so when i translate those things into english you can‘t directly translate them bc you say things differently, but when i translate them into german then it makes more sense to me. idk that‘s something i noticed so i feel like if you already know multiple languages it‘s easier to learn another language compared to if you only know one language and are trying to learn a second one. even if the languages aren‘t similar then i think you get the hang of it easier.

ikd slsjsjs also i don‘t want you to think that i‘m a linguistic genius or anything lmfao, like i‘m only fluent in english and german and i‘m just a wannabe (ew that word) polyglot sksj (yes i had to google polyglot— i do think learning ancient greek would be super cool tho? like imagine studying latin AND ancient greek, whew). and honestly i don‘t think i‘ll ever be fluent in another language bc i don‘t plan on living anywhere other than germany or possibly england and i‘m not dedicated enough to properly learn any other languages esp if i don‘t have anyone to speak the language with. but i still try my best and i just love language/languages as a whole so yeah i‘m happy & just learning as much as i can dkdjh🥰

(I guess language/linguistics are/is my passion (which sounds sooo lame lmaoooo) and the word passion comes from the latin word pati (i think💀) which means to suffer, and in german passion is called Leidenschaft which basically means suffering too, idk why i‘m telling you this maybe you know it already. but ok dumb fun fact, in german you can make compound words with as many words as you like, and the longest official german word is Rindfleischetikettierungsüberwachungsaufgabenübertragungsgesetz which is a law for the monitoring of labels on beef... this is such a dumb fact but i think about that word like once a day idk why dodjsjsj so... 👁👄👁)

but i‘ll stop boring you with my linguistics talk because truly i don‘t know much about languages but i am interested omg i‘m gonna shut up now.

now water + sharks. (so in non-covid times i always go to croatia with my dad during the summer, and even before ever watching a shark film i was always kind of scared in water.. but after watching so many shark films wldjdj HELP Like you know when you go deeper into the ocean and you can‘t see or feel the ground/floor? anymore.. then i just start imagining sharks. like i can‘t help it i just imagine a shark sneaking up on me or feeling something graze my foot ABD I JUST START FREAKING OUT SSKJSHSJ. idk. anyway kdkdh i do love the ocean/swimming though but the older i get the more i realise how fucking scary the ocean is ( even if we’re gonna disregard sharks)

your brother... what‘s wrong with him? HOw CAN YOU NOT LIKE MUSIC LIKE WHAT THE FAWK

OKAY BUT SAME ABOUT THE ADORE YOU MUSIC VIDEO DLDKDJSJSKSLSLKSKSJSHSH and yeah i have to say harry’s style (styles lol) as a solo artist isn‘t reaaally my cup of tea, and i only like the popular songs from his second album and the first album is only good when i‘m in the right mood (haven��t actually listened to it in a while though, but kiwi is one of my all time favourites along with only angel but i hate the start, like it takes 40 seconds to actually begin properly). i like mgk and because of him i watched the dirt which is a film about motley crue, and now one of my favourite songs ever is same ol situation and i‘m into rock now lol. +++ justin bieber. I had a justin bieber cardboard cutout thingy😭 i was the biggest Belieber on earth when i was 13-16, but i didn‘t like his last album and tbh he‘s become a bit weird lately, BUT OH MY GOD. i Listened to his new album yesterday and i‘m in LOVE with the song hold on

i really like niall‘s music toooo!!!! And doja cat 😌😌😌😌 And THE VAMPS OG MY GOD. i got to see them live bc they were the opening/support act for little mix and ajdsjskslslsjsjsj. (Also i love concerts, some of the best memories of my life are concerts, i‘ve seen nicki minaj live 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and justin twice and my heart fills every time i think about how excited i was, it was my first concert ever (16th of September 2016 😌) and i was the happiest person alive seeing justin drew fucking bieber (even if i‘m not tooo sure about justin nowadays)

i have a confession? Idk what hamilton is. I mean I‘ve heard about it and i keep googling it but i‘ve never watched it (is it even a film???? or like a proper musical? also pls tell me you grew up with high school musical. i have a few friends who didn‘t and it makes me so sad 😭😭😭 hsm is the best thing to happen to my childhood , the sooooongs— i still listen to some of them every week or month lool they make me so happy)

(Okay wait i was about to recommend some stormzy songs but you said you‘re not that into rap so i won‘t dksksjl)

What you said about my fic AHSLSLSJB (i wasn‘t sure if you sent an ask about it earlier? idk that might have been someone else, so if it was (and you‘ve read it already) i hope you liked it sksjsj i was...... unsure about it. and i have this reeaaallly long peter fic that i started writing in december and that‘s the only peter thing i currently want to write but also i can‘t because idk how to continue kddjj.) but I’m definitely getting back into writing i have a few blurbs that i want to write so 🥰🥰🥰

Oh and pls as soon as you read this let me know: violet or yellow? (it‘s just a tiny thing for my new theme slsksj)

[mego42]

I just wanted to pop in and tell you that I LIVE for your tags. Doesn't matter what you're posting, they always make me laugh (frequently it's more of a snort-cackle, which my cat seems to take means I'm having a seizure). So thank you for keeping things positive, funny, and spot on in the GG fandom.

Ahahahahaha thank you!!! I’m so very glad you’re entertained by them and I apologize for the truly horrific amount of typos. I always thought autocorrect was my nemesis but apparently, it’s actually me. 💖💖💖

[shookethbrooketh]

never have i ever: amazingphil edition

i don’t usually do these kinds of things, but since it’s content-related i thought it would be fun! thanks to @doseofhowell for tagging me :) 

Never have I ever…

1. Put a thumb in it:

i-i don’t know?? maybe?? 

2. Tasted breast milk:

when i was a baby yeah but not since 

3. Tried to discreetly pick a wedgie in public:

literally constantly that’s kinda just my miserable state of being

4. Had a sugar daddy:

no i am smol 

5. Eaten bugs:

well, not willingly

6. Dyed my bath water:

not in any sense, no 

7. Peed in a bottle:

nope. feel like i’d pee all over my hand, and i’d rather not 

8. Kissed someone married:

i haven’t kissed anyone at all let’s not kid ourselves here 

9. Locked someone in a room

i’ve locked someone OUT of a room. not completely sure whether or not i’ve locked someone IN 

10. Tried to watch tv upside down:

you haven’t lived until you’ve sat watching tv upside down until you get light headed 

11. Been chased by a cat:

maybe? possibly? i get terrified and get chased by dogs a lot but i don’t think i can remember a specific instance with a cat 

12. Broken something because I was angry:

not that i can remember, no 

13. Killed someone:

unless my mental state counts, that’s a solid no 

14. Pranked my parents:

omg yeah.... on april fools day when i was 12 i changed my dad’s autocorrect so that every time he typed a bunch of common words it would autocorrect to “antwon pifo” because that was a joke from one of my classes a few days earlier and i thought it was REALLY funny. i also changed all my mom’s contacts to harry potter names and she was Not pleased. i stayed as hermione in her phone for a solid couple of years. 

15. Not cleaned my teeth for 48 hours:

i don’t think so, no? i brush my teeth every night so probably not since i was reeeeeeeeeeeeeally really little, if ever 

16. Dyed my hair the wrong color:

never dyed my hair, so no

17. Been kicked out of a bar:

i have not Been to a bar except like a sports bar but i actually don’t think i’ve ever been kicked out of anywhere?? go me!

18. Hacked into someone’s computer:

unless you count logging into my family computer and changing the lockscreen to a creepy clown, no

19. Used an emoji while texting:

this one still cracks me up yes of course i have 

20. Ridden a motorcycle:

nope

21. Doubted my heterosexuality:

yeah that’s kinda how everyone ends up gay in this heteronormative society 

22. Been robbed:

i don’t think so, no. but one night my dad thought he heard someone outside our door and now we have an alarm in my house 

23. Tasted a toe:

ABSOLUTELY not. there was this one kid in my section in band a couple years back that promised that if we ever won an award he’d suck everyone’s toes, and he actually got one of the current seniors. he’s still traumatized. 

welllll this was fun! i’m not gonna tag anyone because i believe in free will, but if you want to do this, go nuts! :) 

[gimmeyoon]

Tag Game

tagged by: @ddaenggtan whom I love and is one half of two spider-man’s pointing at each other

:: nickname(s): B, BayB, Sherbert (Based on my real name this is risky), Bob (Because my phone autocorrects BB to Bob and so my best friend and I call each other that).

:: bias: In BTS, Namjoon, Yoongi, and Jungkook (Because I am a whore)

:: blood type: I genuinely do not know, I think A+ .....

:: favourite food: Tofu and rice from a very specific Chinese place near my undergrad school OR from Sticky Rice, Asparagus, Pasta of any type, Tofurky sandwich

:: birthday: March 11, 1997

:: zodiac: Pisces Sun, Aries Moon, Sagittarius Rising

:: pronouns: she/her

:: hair length: OKAY right now it is SO LONG I’ve had short hair since I started senior year of High School, and now, 6 years later, my hair is an inch or 2 past my shoulders (I think I should cut it)

:: height: i am 5′3″ and one time I said “tall people should always be afraid” as I stood on a stool because BEING THAT HIGH UP IS SCARY 

:: a crush: I have a new crush every room I walk into I am hopeless also what ever happened to Alex the regular that I blushed around why did he stop coming to my Starbucks Alex I miss you

:: what do you like about yourself: I like my style and my confidence. I took me a really long time to feel good about myself, but I feel like I’m finally as confident as everyone always thought I was. I like my creativity and how empathetic I am. 

:: left or right handed: I am right handed but live in fear that I was supposed to be left handed based on my mom’s haunted memory of taking the marker out of my left hand as a child and putting it into my right and immediately regretting it.

:: list of 3 favourite colours: CURRENTLY: pastel pink, neon green, and pastel purple

:: (right now) eating: nothing, but I have a Mediterranean grain bowl from Panera in front of me  for later so I could use their wifi

:: (right now) drinking: Starbucks venti iced coffee with soy, light ice, and 3 pumps of cinnamon dolce syrup.

:: i’m about to: start planning for Spring semester which starts tomorrow! 

:: listening to: my Korean music playlist, which is named 음악, because Google translate told me that’s how you write music in Korean, if it’s wrong please tell me I don’t want to be embarrassed. It’s my most listened to playlist and more specifically I am listening to Tell Me What To Do by SHINee

:: kids: Does my cat count? I call her my baby and her name is Mochi. Or is this like do I want to have them? Yes, I have wanted to be a mom since I was very little, but that’s also maybe because of child hood trauma that we do not have time to unpack, anyways I always pictured myself as a mom but like not as a wife? So kids even if I’m a single mom. 

:: get married: LMAO according to the above I am not like that invested in it, but also I am down to get married one day. I’m genuinely happy alone and I don’t actively seek out romantic relationships BUT ALSO I WANT TO BE LOVED DAMN IT. Idk one day but no time soon.

:: recent phone call: My mom because she face timed me and I could tell it was a butt dial and I was right. 

:: (have u ever) dated someone twice: No. I am the type of person that is done when I’m done and my mind isn’t going to be changed. Also I never liked anyone I dated that much OOP.

:: been cheated on: Probably, like they swore to the end that they didn’t, but he immediately started dating the girl (my best friend) that I swore he was cheating on me with SO LIKE EMOTIONALLY YES.

:: kissed someone and regretted it: Literally one of my boyfriends, and yet even after regretting the kiss I DATED HIM WHAT THE HELL

:: lost someone special: Yes. No way to make this entertaining or funny sorry.

:: been depressed: We are thicc into the effects of seasonal affective disorder SO YES (I’m sorry that effects my work on this blog and is proof that being depressed TM does not make you a better artist I CANT DO SHIT RIGHT NOW)

:: been drunk and thrown up: OKAY so yes, the first time was my freshman year of college and I WAS WASTED, and then not again until MY SENIOR YEAR where I would be LEGALLY ALLOWED TO DRINK. I learned the hard way that when I am out and my friend says WHO WANTS TO DO SHOTS if my immediate answer is yes, it should be no, because I never want to take a shot unless I am already too drunk. 

:: had glasses or contacts: I have both! I’ve had glasses since the first grade and I got contacts in the 7th grade, which I prefer because I like seeing in my peripheral.

:: had sex on the first date: well as a Virgin TM, no

:: broken someone’s heart: Yes, and I am not sorry OOP

:: turned someone down: Yes, and it is always awkward I hate it

:: cried when someone died: Yes, every time

:: fallen for a friend: Yes, refer back to I have a new crush every room I enter 

:: (in the last year have you) made a new friend: YES, I moved to a whole new state and made friends on this here website

:: laughed until u cried: Yes and its one of my favorite emotions

:: met someone who changed u: I think everyone we truly get to know and meet changes us in some way.

:: found out who your true friends were: Yes and that shit hurted

:: found out someone was talking about you: Probably, I am pretty oblivious to things like that, so I could genuinely never realize. 

:: lips or eyes: Eyes I guess. I’ve never thought about it but I guess I think more about eyes than lips when it comes to a person. 

:: hugs or kisses: Kisses are great but HUGS hit DIFFERENT. You can kiss random people and it means nothing except hey you’re hot, but THE THOUGHT of the person I love hugging me tight EUPHORIC

:: romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous romantic gestures

:: hookup or relationship: Relationship, even though like to think I’m a bad bitch that can’t be locked down, I also need to be comfortable with a person before I can be intimate.

:: first best friend: from birth until the beginning of high school, growing apart from her was worse than any break-up I’ve ever had and I still think about how my mom held me in the car while I cried about the end of our friendship. 

:: surgery: nope

:: sports i joined: I did Softball and basketball until high school, played JV volleyball for one year in the 8th grade, and then after that I was a Cheerleader.

:: do u believe in yourself: Sometimes. Recently when Fall semester ended I thought I did really poorly on my final papers, but when I presented in both classes people were really impressed. I had even started to wonder if trying to get my PhD was unrealistic. I think it was the reminder I needed that I am smart and strong and I can do most things if I set my mind to them, so I’m dedicated to believing in myself in 2020.

:: miracles: I don’t know. Maybe. I hate to take a strong stance and say no, but I’ve also never seen one. 

:: love at first sight: I believe in like at first sight, but not love. Love is a verb and requires work. Love is so much more than just seeing someone, it involves looking into their soul and saying I recognize the light in you and I love it. 

:: heaven: I was raised religious but idk man. It’s crazy because of how strongly I felt about this 6 years ago.

:: do u have any pets: My parents have a dog that I lived with until 6 months ago and I have a cat. I want another cat uwu.

:: do u want to change your name: No, I love my name. But my alias on here, I think about changing it all the time.

:: what did u do for your last birthday: I went out with my friends, and did really cute makeup, and was really feeling myself. 

:: what time did u wake up today: I got to sleep in since I had the day off, so 10:00 am.

:: what were u doing last night at midnight: Sleeping my dude, I passed out at like 10:00 pm

:: something i can’t wait for: my whole life I’ve been waiting to live the life I want to live, and I know this is a sad thing to say, but I still feel that way. It’s hard to change my mentality, but I’m very future focused. 

:: last time u saw your mum: AHHH recently! My parents came up last week and I got to see them for the first time since November, and my mom cried WHEN SHE WALKED INTO MY APARTMENT 

:: what is one thing u wish u could change about your life: I wish I could finally make a solid group of friends where I currently live, but I am very nervous about it and I don’t put myself out there ooof I also would like to stop procrastinating the things I want to do like my YouTube channel and I want to stop being depressed and I want to go to NYC more often

I’d like to tag…. @strawbxxymilk @honiboyyoon @helpitskpop @sketchguk 

[fantasticnewtimagines]

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

I was tagged by @itsmhayward ^_^

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Coffee with creamer 

2. Phone call: My mother

3. Text message: “JMO DON’T LIKE MY SCREEN” (followed by a screenshot of my Eddie Redmaybe phone lock scree photo)

4. Song you listened to: Powerful Magic | Once Upon A Time Musical Episode OST

5. Time you cried: I think last week? lol

6. Dated someone twice: Nuh, bro.

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: HECK YES

8. Been cheated on: No one is brave enough. I’ll catch em if they do...

9. Lost someone special: Yes :(

10. Been depressed: Yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Yes. I actually got drunk for my first time last Sept at my friend’s Bachelorette party and I lost count of my alcohol intake and the moment I stood up- fell to the ground and the rest of the evening my friend’s had to lug me around downtown while I threw up in a bag and cried while sharing my darkest secrets. The next day was not fun for me. But hey, now we no longer wonder what I’m like when I’m drunk! I’m a super sad mood killer LOL

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

12-14: Kelly green, pink, sea foam green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yeah!

16. Fallen out of love: No

17. Laughed until you cried: Every. Day.

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah. But like, I didn’t even care. Everything she said was invalid and made up. I just laughed.

19. Met someone who changed you: Yes! ^_^

20. Found out who your friends were: No. I know who my friend’s are <3

21. Kissed someone on your fb list: No

GENERAL:

22. How many of your fb friends do you know irl: Like all of them; minus like 10 people who I met over the internet! 

23. Do you have any pets: Yes! Two cats a dog! 

24. Do you want to change your name: I like my name! But I would change it to Rose if I had to

25. What did you do for your last birthday: I forgot. Omg... I don't remember! 

26. What time did you wake up: 9:10 AM

27: What were you doing at midnight last night: Talking to a friend 

28. Name something you can’t wait for: GOING TO DISNEYLAND IN 49 DAYS!!!!!!

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Yesterday

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I had been more confident growing up.

31. What are you listening to rn: Once Upon A Time Musical Episode OST

32. Have you talked to a person named Tom: No

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: This girl at work who constantly bothers me... 

34. Most viewed website: Tumblr! 

35. Mole/s: You mean angel kisses? ^_^

36. Mark/s: I have a scar on my knee from when I scraped my knee on a coral reef while snorkeling in Hawaii 

37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a Marine Biologist. That shut down pretty quickly when I learned math and science were involved lol

38. Hair colour: Brown with highlights 

39. Long or short hair: Medium

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Just actors lol No one in my life is like crus worthy right now lol

41. What do you like about yourself: I am funny! I make people laugh and I like that!

42. Piercings: Just my ears!

43. Bloodtype: BLOOOOOOD

44. Nickname: Jelly ^_^  The iPhone always autocorrects my name and so people call me Jelly now! That or Jelly Bean

45. Relationship status: SinGLeee But mentally dating like 10 people

46. Zodiac: Leo (DiCaprio)

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: ONCE UPON A TIMEEEEEEE!!!!!

49. Tattoos: Yes! It’s the NEDA symbol and the words “Stay Strong” below it ^_^

50. Right ot left hand: right

51. Surgery: Tonsils when I was like 4

52. Piercing: I don't want anymore

53. Sport: Hahahah no.

55. Vacation: England or anywhere tropical 

56. Pair of trainers: HUH?

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Right now? Nothing

58. Drinking: Coffee 

59. I’m about to: Dry my hair

61. Waiting for: True love

62. Want: Peace on Earth. Cheesy, but true.

63. Get married: Yes

64. Career: Artist is my dream career. I am currently a pastry chef!

WHICH IS BETTER ?

65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes

67. Shorter or taller: I don’t care

68. Older or younger: Older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: EW. WHO CARES.

71. Sensitive or loud: Both

72. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker ( to an extent )

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: Well, it was a first date with someone I met over a dating app.. Needless to say, I regretted it.

75. Drank hard liquor: Yeah. Didn’t like it much.

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: YES

77. Turned someone down: Yes

78. Sex on the fist date: NOPE.

79. Broken someones heart: I did. One of my best friend’s. I just didn’t see him in that way.

80. Had your heart broken: Gawd, yes.

81. Been arrested: Nope!

82. Cried when someone died: Yes :’(

83. Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: I have my days

85. Miracles: Yess

86. Love at first sight: Hahaha, only with Eddie Redmaybe & Colin O’Donoghue LOL

87. Santa Claus: WHAT?! o_0

88. Kiss on the first date: I usually avoid it

89. Angels: Well, I’m here, so.... lol But yes, yes I do

OTHER

90. Current best friends name: Sarah

91. Eyecolour: Green

92. Favourite movie: T I T A N I C 

Tagging: @drdanwrites @irlus @sinuhmyn-apple @ache-withme @another-wannabe-author

[introvertification]

ask meme !!!

tagged by: @alieninitiation the o.g. scientolofurry tom cruise who

name: anupama

nicknames: my tuition teacher still calls me anutma/apuna/anoot somehow (it’s okay he teaches maths not english) also white people call me anna

zodiac sign: virgo !!!! (it almost autocorrected to viagra n1ce)

height: 169 cm (lbr its more like 167.65 but i have tall dreams and aspirations ok matey :////)

orientation: according to numerous internet quizzes its bisexual and frankly….........….i agree

nationality: australia more like australiugh

favourite season: mid summer @sun burn me to death i love you

favourite book: i read this book called you don’t even know by sue lawson like three years ago and it emotionally scarred me i’m still shook by it today

favourite flower: frangipanis they’re so fun to look at and draw and say

favourite scent: taro !! really nice smelling n really tasty   y    u  m

favourite color: like…….a light turquoise or bright indigo. or black there’s always black ‘:))))

favourite animal: pugs and corgis are really fucking great. are you a pug/corgi? guess what? you’re really fucking great.

favourite music genre: idk man it goes from alternative to soundtracks to indie to eurovision

coffee, tea, or hot cocoa: ALL !!give me all the caffeine

average sleep hours: either 5 hours or 13 hours there’s no in between 

cat or dog person: Dear Lord don’t make me choose

favourite fictional character: either elizabeth bennet or hermione granger as you can see i’m an indecisive person

number of blankets you sleep with: one most of the time but now its three because of climate change & decreasing temperatures wake up people

dream trip: road trip w my buddies where we emerge different and our coming of age is exemplified thru our dumbass actions that probably gets us arrested

blog created: current blog dec 2016 but my old one was sometime during 2014? 2013? back in the days of the Old Tunglr Format with those funny lines n shit

tagging: @sanalaluna @aj-2187 @bengawansolopineappletarts and anyone from my follower list of about 3.2 blogs who feels like doing this aye ;)))))

[thelioninmybed]

Tagged by @gurthang, @edgeoflight, @avoliot, @emilyenrose and fuck it I’m consolidating so here’s more than anyone could ever want to know about me.

name: Megan

nicknames: Meg, Megatron, Sweet Megs

zodiac sign: Scorpio

height: 5′...4″? shortish. 

orientation: Bi but really lazy

ethnicity: white british - autocorrect wants to change that to ‘brutish’ which...not inaccurate. 

favourite fruit: Russet apples maybe? You know, the ones that look like potatoes and are impossible to get most of the year. 

favourite season: Autumn. It’s when all the good holidays are - Halloween, Bonfire Night, my birthday, my brother’s birthday (why do I care about that? Listen, when you’re six, cake and a party is cake and a party, idgaf whose cake it was). Also the leaves are lovely and my fav. fruit is available (see above). 

favourite flower: Forget-me-not

favourite scent: Something that was uniquely him/her. 

favourite colour: Maroon

favourite animal: Tawny Frogmouth

average sleep hours: 6-7? I’m trying to answer these questions all funny-like but this is not giving me much to work with. 

cat or dog person: I love both but cats suit my lazy lifestyle better. 

favourite fictional character: If you are on my blog reading this then you really don’t need me to tell you. 

the number of blankets you sleep with: Why do you want to know this? What could you possibly do with this information?

dream trip: I want to visit @imindhowwelayinjune‘s mysterious Elf Room, canopy bath and kitchen hot tub. Luckily my wish is gonna be fulfilled in like, five months.

blog created: When? 2014. Why? An uncomfortable need for internet validation. 

number of followers: ~400, get in on this guys, ground floor. 

Last Thing You Googled: “Why is Shoreditch High Street closed?” Turns out it’s because there is an unexploded German bomb like a street down from my office, ahahaha. 

Favourite music artist: Fuck, I dunno, I haven’t stopped liking the Decemberists since last time I did this. 

Song stuck in my head: Honestly there isn’t one and I’m trying not to think too hard about this lest my brain decide to remedy that. 

Last Movie you watched: I saw A Cure For Wellness on Saturday. Starts out pretentious, goes generic, and the last act is balls to the wall Resident Evil-esque insanity. My flatmate walked out of the cinema and went home half way through. Which is a shame cause she missed Dane Dehaan flipping off Wall Street and escaping on a bike with a bellyful of eels and an immortal incest Baroness with possible psychic eel control powers. 

What are you wearing right now: My jacket, while sitting at my desk, because someone left the window open over the weekend and it is freezing. 

What do you post: Shit. It is in my blog description. 

Why did you choose your URL: It’s catchy and a lil’ bit weird, and I liked Game of Thrones at the time. 

Do you have any other blogs: Nah.

What Did Your Past Relationship Teach You: Not to bother

Religious Or Spiritual: What’s the distinction? Not that it matters, I’m not either. 

Lucky Number: 22                

Dream Job:  An author so successful I can just blog about idiot shit all day and everyone’s like ‘Lion when the fuck are you gonna finish the Winds of Winter’ and I’m like ‘lol’

How old are you? 27

Current Job? It has ‘Manager’ in the title and I’m as surprised/horrified as everyone else. 

What are you talented at? I can touch my nose with my tongue. 

What is a big goal you are working towards (or have already achieved)? I’m just gonna steal from Em and say TWO FOOT SPIN (actually one foot spin according to our coach). This Wednesday, it’s happening

What’s your aesthetic? Hot people angsting and swordfighting and then suddenly sex happens. 

Do you collect anything? I just got a smartphone and thus Pokemon Go like 6 months after everyone else got bored of it. My office is a pokestop and I just found a voltorb in my PC! I’ve never been happier!

A topic you always talk about? I feel like this is another question that can be answered just by being on my blog. 

Pet peeve? I have mentioned this before, but people moving too slowly on public transport. Even when I’m not in a hurry it drives me mad. 

Good advice? Always read the manuals for your appliances cause I found out yesterday that I’ve been scrubbing my oven like a chump for a year and a half when it has a self-cleaning function. 

Recommend 3 songs

Bartholomew by the Silent Comedy. For those of you who’ve been reading Small Sacrifices, that’s the theme. 

We Both Go Down Together by the Decemberists (swap the genders and this is A Gleam of White in the Dim Land)

Wolf by First Aid Kit. I know everyone’s heard this but it is the song that was stuck in my head while I wrote Every Man Is A Wolf To Other Men

I’m not gonna tag anyone cause this is a hideous conflation of like, three separate memes and I think just about everyone has already done at least one of these. 

[crazybook18]

It’s 2:46 in the morning, and I just spent the last 15 minutes trying to save a mouse from my cats who decided they would swat out of the room only to disappear. I have to get up in 5 hours for work and my parents think that they’re going to wake me up AGAIN to catch the stupid ass mouse. Here’s a bunch of pictures I thought was funny at midnight and needed to come home to its rightful family-crazy ass Fandom lovers whose cats can probably caTCH A FUCKING MOUSE

[howlingbarnes]

40 Q's Tag

I was tagged by the lovely @purgatoan like forever ago

1. Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? I'm not really confused rn tbh

2. What were you doing at 11PM last night? I was on probably Tumblr or writing

3. How do you feel about school?

I'm a girl with a GED and a give 'em Hell attitude

4. I bet you kissed someone last night, right? Nah.

5. You can drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Tea

6. Do you like hickeys? Giving or receiving? I have such a love hate relationship with them. I like how they look and feel, but I don't like having them and I think they're an unnecessary form of PDA on others??

7. Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

Not really

8. Do you always answer your texts? Yeah, normally

9. Last time you talked to one of your best friends? Literally an hour ago

10. Are you a silent or talkative person? I’m a bit of both, depending on where I am and who I'm with

11. Is anyone else in the room with you? My cat

12. Do you cry easily? Sometimes 

13. What is your family like? My mom’s a really anxious person. Not to be rude but I think I get my "negative/realistic outlook on life from her. She's also very sentimental and hardworking. My dad is awesome. He's either super quiet or just the life of the party. He's not very affectionate but he clearly loves his kids. My older brother is a family man, plain and simple. My older sister is a super motivated person but she parties too much for my liking. My younger brother is basically a gaming/star wars nerd that doesn't leave his room. My little sisters are both quiet and hold a great deal of innocence.

14. What was your last text message? "Sure thing"

15. Most embarrassing moment? I'm a walking embarrassment tb

16. If you had to choose between your boyfriend and best friend in a matter of life and death, who would you save? I...don't know? I feel like she would choose her husband so I'll just choose my boyfriend

17. When’s the last time you fell? I genuinely don’t remember. Maybe the time I dislocated my kneecap

18. Tell me three things you hate to do the most. I hate when people stare at me for no reason, when people walk slow in front of me and people with fucked up views on human and/or animal rights

19. Do you regret waking up this morning? No, what kinda question is that

20. Do you curse around your parents? HAHAHA I swear very casually. They started it and I'm grown.

21. Are you happy with where you live? No, I want to move back to Indiana tbh

22. Words you can’t spell half of the time? I'm sure there are many but I have autocorrect so....

23. What were you doing last night at 12 AM. I was on Tumblr

24. Do you cook? Yes, but I prefer to bake even if I'm not the best

25. Name four things that you wish you had. A higher paying job, a laptop so I could get some real shit done, a bunch more books and a better understanding of the world

26. Ever meet anyone you met on tumblr? No, not yet

27. Name how many tumblr mates you’re closest to- do you want to meet them someday?

OMG there are so many and of course I'd like to meet them!

28. Think back to the last time you cried - is it now funny to you or still hurtful? Still hurts

29. Are you fake around your fake friends? Or are you nice to everyone? I don't have fake friends but I do it with coworkers because I want to keep my jobs

30. Your opinion about your life so far - is it good or bad? IT used to suck but it's starting to get pretty good

31. Do you sometimes compete with your bf/gf’s ex? LMFAOOO, never 

32. What’s the most thoughtful thing your tumblr mates have done for you?

One friend that wants to remain unnamed once secretly sent me a hoodie that i'd been dying for. Also, my bestie had offered to let me move in with her when things were getting hard at home

33. Are you the Regina George at your school? If not, which of the Mean Girl’s character are you? I was definitely a Gretchen

34. When’s the last time you got busted for lying? I don’t think I know 

35. Don’t answer this if you already know it- just move on. What 8-letter word has one letter in it? I don’t know, man

36. What do you do when your mom asks you to talk to a relative you don’t know? I make a small talk until I find an out

37. Your saddest moment? So many, dude

38. The last time you had a birthday party. Was it fun or just plain boring? It was pretty low-key. I got to see my mom and sisters for the first time in five years

39. Are these questions uncreative and crappy? Nah

40. Now you’re about to tag others, do you think they’ll do it?

i'm a rebel and I don't tag people