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evillemons · 9 months ago
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TAEHYUNG’S IDEAL TYPE (V pt. 1)
~ a manifestation of his ideal girlfriend. Continuation into part 2 and part 3. Masterlist here.
Key words: Unique, artistic, opinionated, spontaneous, exotic, charismatic, sensual.
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Her personality:
• As a whole, Tae's ideal type is a liiiitle tricky because he is such a dynamic, multi-faceted, and unpredictable individual. This is my best guess regarding the type of person he might be drawn to.
• She definitely has a strong and defiant personality. She is extremely vocal about her opinions and is completely unafraid to be herself.
• Like Tae, she is one of a kind and often misunderstood.
• She would no doubt be creative in some way, and would very likely have a career in the arts. I could especially see her as a tango dancer, model, or actor.
• Definitely a crocheter/knitter/sewer/DIY hobbyist on the side.
• While she may have a hot temper at times, she would generally be kind and good-hearted. He would not be attracted to someone mean or condescending.
• Warm, bubbly, and outgoing in an almost childlike way.
• Generally energetic, with a sense of wonder and excitement for life.
• She would also need to be silly and adventurous enough to keep up with his antics (he wouldn’t want someone too rigid or who constantly turns down his spontaneous date ideas).
• I see her as not necessarily raunchy or outwardly sexual, but sensual in a subtle and teasing way.
• MBTI: ENFP or ESFP. Fun-loving, charismatic, expressive, and sympathetic.
• While I don’t see her as an intellectual in the traditional academic sense, she would have strong world views and be perceptive of people, cultures, and relationships. She would be “people smart” and sensitive to others’ emotions and heavy topics.
• She might be an advocate for social justice or animal rights.
• Tae can sometimes get pretty emotional (and maybe even a little illogical). Even though I see her as a “feeler” type, she would need to have the ability to ground him and remain calm and rational for the relationship to be healthy.
Her looks and sexuality:
• Although he wouldn’t get tooo caught up on looks, Tae would definitely be attracted to someone mixed or exotic. European (especially French), Middle Eastern, or Southeast Asian.
• Tae would probably be the most likely to try to learn his s/o's native language.
• She could be unique looking or have a strong defining feature, such as long curly hair, large round eyes, or an interestingly-placed mole.
• I don’t think he would necessarily be averse to any body type, but I could see him liking someone with a slim-hourglass figure; large breasts, small waist, and wide hips.
• She would not be particularly athletic, but not unhealthy either.
• He would think someone short is cute and would love to be taller than her (maybe 5’3-5’5 or 160-165 cm)(I know this is not that short, but he is pretty tall at 5’10/179 cm and any shorter would just be awkward).
• Similarly, I don’t see him preferring someone older than him, as he would like to feel protective and as if he can take care of her.
• I see her being straight, but very open to “experimentation” or a threesome with another woman.
• She’s very sexual and would not like someone who’s shy or nonchalant in bed.
• I actually don’t see her with many tattoos or piercings, if any (for more of a classic/vintage look). She might have one small tattoo in a promiscuous position such as her lower back or bikini line.
• The way she dresses and carries herself would have a big impact on him, much more so than her physical characteristics.
• He would love someone with a similar fashion sense to his - somewhat formal, but also colorful and artistic. Feminine (but not necessarily modest) with lots of prints, skirts, and items that drape over her curves in a flattering way.
• Her makeup style might be mostly minimal but with a statement focal point, such as a bold lip or a cat eye.
• Like Namjoon and Yoongi, even though Tae might have an ideal type or be drawn to certain types of people, personality and compatibility are much more important at the end of the day.
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trolagygirl2022 · 2 years ago
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hey, how are you? can you do taehyung ideal type? thank you!
Taehyung's Ideal type:
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Venus in Aquarius:
Someone social, outgoing etc. Not confirming to social norms, outspoken. Passionate about social issues. Talkative, smart, independent, non traditional. Good match would be Venus in Gemini, Aries and Sagittarius. Bad match would be Venus in Capricorn, Virgo, and Taurus
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lagoonalake · 10 months ago
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Can we get BTS ideal type? 👀💕
BTS IDEAL TYPE
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JIN
Personality: 6 of cups, the empress, 9 of wands
Someone very giving, compassionate, feminine, healing. A strong support. Very warm soothing presence. Very calming. More of a homebody. Fiercely protective of him and their privacy/home/family if they were to have one. He has a lot of love to give and wants to pamper his partner, so someone ready to receive affection and ready to settle. Physical touch is important. He also would most likely want children. Someone good with kids. Motherly. Nurturing. Sensual. cancer, taurus, leo
Appearance: 2 of wands, 9 of swords, the star
Someone who looks a little like him, who mirrors his features or matches him physically. Nice legs. A more mature, reassuring, soothing, motherly quality. More regular looking than sexy idol. Feminine but strong appearance. Can both look cuddly and fierce. "The typical mom". A more classic or casual style. He likes the teacher look, glasses, and it’s not the “sexy teacher” type, more like reassuring, warm teacher type. He finds someone being good with kids or cooking attractive.  cancer, leo, taurus
Turn offs: 4 of pentacles, knight of swords, 9 of wands
Someone clingy, possessive, jealous, aggressive. He likes a bit of fierceness, but too much defensiveness turns him off. Someone harsh with words, with no compassion, selfish. Someone who is never happy, always looking for a fight. aries, mars, scorpio
SUGA
Personality: 4 of swords, 9 of pentacles, 5 of pentacles
Honestly, I’m not sure he really is open for love. Companionship maybe, but deep emotional connection probably not. He basically would prefer someone who is not too stressful, gives him some company and appreciates all the abundance he has to offer. He doesn’t seem open to offer much else unfortunately right now. So his type could be someone who is in need of money, or who would really value the material aspect of the relationship. Sugar daddy vibes lol. earth signs, especially taurus
Appearance: the tower, 2 of cups, the moon
It’s more about the chemistry and the impression that this person gives rather than specific traits. Someone he would feel a deep intimate connection with. He tends to rarely fall for someone but when he does it’s head over heels and it comes out of the blue. Someone who makes a big impression on him. Could like a thicker, meatier body type. Someone a bit mysterious but with an intense aura. scorpio, pisces, aries, taurus, uranus
Turn offs: king of swords, the magician, the moon
Trickster, people who are trying to gaslight him, manipulate him especially with their words. Cold, detached, overly intellectual people who like to listen to the sound of their own voice. People pleasers who hide behind a mask, who are fake, hypocritical, two faced. negative air signs
J-HOPE
Personality: knight of wands, 10 of wands, the sun
Big personalities. Someone with a lot of energy, adventurous, confident, assertive, very fun and connected to their inner child. Someone who is creative, optimistic. Who wants to travel. Someone very active, never stopping, always in movement. Someone able to shoulder a lot of responsibilities. Someone with a lot of charisma and authority, with leadership skills. Inspiring, motivating. A self starter with great success that comes mainly from their own hard work and skills.  fire signs, capricorn
Appearance: 7 of wands, 2 of wands, 9 of cups
Someone athletic and fit, quite muscular especially the abs, someone who looks confident, expressive face, what you see is what you get type of face. Sexy and revealing outfits. Bright smile. Androgynous look. Short hair. Think baddie rapper style sort of vibe. Creative style, bright colors. Artsy street fashion. aries, pisces, sagittarius
Turn offs: 3 of swords, 8 of pentacles, page of swords
Backstabbers, cheaters, hiding things from him, lack of trust in the relationship, someone who plays mind games. Immaturity, people who are too fidgety, who never stick to anything, can never finish what they start. Someone who on the contrary is so slow moving that you never see the end of it. Someone always in a bad mood, grumpy. negative gemini, pisces, sagittarius, virgo
RM
Personality: the tower, 4 of swords, the emperor
Very strong explosive personalities. All or nothing. In your face. Very passionate and who would make a strong impression on him. Someone respectable, with a certain authority. Well established. Someone protective. Interestingly someone not too complicated intellectually, but who still is able to think by themselves, not easily influenced, but just not the type to overthink everything. A more simple type of mind, who maybe sees things in a more black and white sort of manner. Someone who would turn his life upside down, he likes the whole transformative process.  aries, scorpio, leo, uranus, sagittarius
Appearance: the lovers, wheel of fortune, 2 of wands
His type changes depending on who he fancies. He’s going to find attractive traits he thought nothing of before just because his current lover has those traits. So he is rather open to different looks. But the physical attraction needs to be present, whatever that person looks like, he’s not attracted just to the mind. It’s more about chemistry and the spark than aesthetics. 
Turn offs: the hierophant, queen of pentacles, page of wands
Narrow minded, overly traditional people who just think the way they do because that’s what they learned and they don’t look beyond that. People obsessed with money, possessions, the material life. On the other hand, people who have no stability, who are reckless, disconnected from reality and immature.  negative taurus, capricorn, sagittarius, aries
JIMIN
Personality: queen of wands, 9 of pentacles, the devil
Someone fun and with a lot of humor. Joyful, who appreciate life to the fullest. Confident, sexy, an extrovert. Creative and enterprising. Who likes to party. He probably meet a lot of his lovers at parties too. He tends to be involved in rather toxic relationships though, it doesn't happen all the time, but sometimes he lets himself be used by people interested in his fame and money, by the luxury he can offer, narcissistic people who want to further their career or show him off and dominate him in the relationship. He's not fooled by them but he lets them because he feels lonely. And he can be a bit clingy and needy, so he needs to be more picky with his partners. leo, taurus, gemini
Appearance: queen of swords, 10 of wands, 3 of pentacles
Haughty looking, a bit vain, but beautiful. Cold beauties who play hard to get. Very stylish, trendy. Not too revealing but sexy. Charming voice and smile. Colorful, artistic, original fashion style. Elaborate make up and hairdo. Someone who could look a bit mean or out of reach at first. But at times he would catch their cute sides. I’m hearing “a tease”. Someone from his environment.  capricorn, libra, scorpio, gemini, aquarius
Turn offs: 9 of wands, king of swords, the sun
Basically the same qualities he is attracted to but when it’s not fun anymore and it makes him feel powerless or disrespected, emasculated. Someone so on the defensive that all sense of attraction is lost. Someone so cold and detached, so inflexible there is no way to make them melt. Someone too domineering, who makes all the decisions and acts like the ultimate authority, hyper critical, all of which I feel must have happened a lot in his more toxic relationships. negative aries, leo, aquarius, capricorn
V
Personality: queen of wands, 10 of swords, the hermit
He could be attracted to people who went through a lot, but who present themselves in a very cheerful or confident manner, even though in private they may suffer quite a lot. Maybe he is attracted to wounded souls that he wants to save. Despite this, he is attracted first to someone successful. So if he’s going to pick this wounded soul, it will likely be amongst his own circle. Someone who would impress him. Passionate, independent. Someone who can manage on their own. Can be very fun and charismatic on the outside but is more of a loner and deeper than you’d think.  capricorn, virgo, sagittarius, saturn
Appearance: 4 of wands, 9 of pentacles, queen of pentacles
Marriage material, very beautiful, looks play a big part in who he's going to go for, personality isn't enough. Sensual, sophisticated, nothing too flashy. Rich, warm earthy colors. Brown, green, beige, gold…Radiant complexion. Someone who looks like him or mirrors his looks, is on par with him when it comes to beauty. A certain fullness to their features, full hips, full lips, slim, beautiful radiant smile. Calm, soothing, slow energy. Someone who smells good. taurus, virgo, capricorn, libra
Turn offs: king of wands, ace of wands, 7 of wands
People who are loud and invasive, domineering, who want to decide for everyone. Self centered people. People who disrespect him. Impulsive, aggressive, childish people lead by their ego. People who are too easy to read, too spontaneous. fire signs
JUNGKOOK
Personality: queen of swords, 4 of cups, the moon
People who are a bit cold, hard to get to know, who have strong boundaries. Intelligent, quiet, subtle. Could even seem a bit bored at first, uninterested. Calm, mature, reserved, independent, a bit remote. People who are a bit mysterious. It’s possible he is attracted to those shy private cold types and projects some kind of romantic depth onto them, he thinks there is something hidden behind the closed off exterior when there isn’t, sometimes they are just empty inside. Most of the times (more and more as he matures) he is right though, and those people really are warmer than they appear. pisces, capricorn, virgo, aquarius
Appearance: the star, 6 of pentacles, knight of cups
Soft, calm, mature and collected. Kind eyes. He would be attracted to someone who is kind with animals or is helpful to others, especially people in needs. Natural beauty, “like a light in the darkness” sort of beauty, a more simple style, doesn’t need much to stand out, effortless beauty. Soft, soothing gestures. Someone who looks "skilled" and "talented" at what they do. virgo, pisces, libra
Turn offs: 8 of wands, 8 of swords, 5 of cups
People who try to disrespect him out of envy or because of their own poor self esteem. Impulsive, loud, reckless people. Stupidity. People who play the victim and whine all the time, chronic complainers. People who are loud, talk too much, reveal too much about themselves, people who only have one topic of conversation: themselves and all their problems. XD cancer, gemini, pisces, leo, aries
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kpoptarotastrology009 · 6 months ago
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Hello can we get ideal type for taehyung too thank you
BTS'S Taehyung IDEAL TYPE
Personality: (ten of wands, five of buckets from ZIRKUS MÄGI TAROT ,  3 of swords )Taehyung's ideal type seems to be someone who is incredibly resilient and hardworking, often carrying a lot on their shoulders. This person takes on many responsibilities and perseveres through challenges with determination and strength. They're no stranger to emotional struggles either. The Five of Buckets suggests they might have experienced significant loss or heartbreak in their life, which has given them a deep, introspective understanding of emotions. They know what it’s like to go through tough times and come out stronger on the other side. The Three of Swords adds to this picture, indicating that this person has faced and overcome emotional pain, making them more empathetic and emotionally mature. They have a depth of character shaped by their experiences with sorrow and heartbreak, bringing a compassionate and understanding nature to their relationships. This blend of hard work, emotional resilience, and deep empathy creates a partner who can understand and support Taehyung in a meaningful way.( i don't know but while I'm doing this reading the fist thing that comes to my mine is Saturn in the 6th House i guess because of the 10 of wands that give off hard working and Saturn in the 6th house Indicates a hardworking, responsible individual or maybe people with prominent Saturn aspects in their natal chart or some Capricorn in the chart too)
appearance : (elemental of fire from the book shadows tarot , knight of wands ,nine of swords )Taehyung's ideal type likely has a striking and dynamic presence, radiating a sense of energy and charisma that’s hard to miss. The Elemental of Fire suggests that this person has a warm, glowing complexion with a natural vibrancy. Their hair might be a prominent feature—think rich, fiery tones like auburn, chestnut, or even a bold, unconventional color that reflects their spirited nature. They could have an athletic and well-toned physique, giving off an impression of strength and vitality. Their body language is expressive and confident, often moving with a sense of purpose and enthusiasm.( i heard fire ASC or MC idk but i felt a lot of fire sign energy in here ) The Knight of Wands adds to this image, suggesting someone with a passionate and adventurous aura. This person likely has sharp, well-defined features—a strong jawline, prominent cheekbones, and eyes that sparkle with excitement and curiosity. Their gaze is intense and captivating, often leaving a lasting impression on those they meet. The Nine of Swords brings a softer, more introspective aspect to their appearance. Despite their strong and energetic exterior, there’s a depth to their eyes that hints at emotional complexity. They might have a delicate or refined quality to their features, with expressions that sometimes reveal their contemplative side. Their look can shift from intense and fiery to thoughtful and introspective, reflecting a multifaceted personality.
Style/fashion sense: (4 of cups , 2 of pentecales and the lovers)
Taehyung’s ideal type has a fashion sense that is both effortless and refined. The Four of Cups suggests they lean towards a minimalist and understated style. They prefer clean lines, neutral colors, and classic pieces that exude a sense of calm and simplicity. This person’s wardrobe likely consists of timeless staples—think well-fitted jeans, simple tees, cozy sweaters, and elegant coats. They choose pieces that are comfortable and practical, yet sophisticated, reflecting their thoughtful and contemplative nature.
The Two of Pentacles adds a touch of versatility and balance to their fashion choices. This person enjoys mixing different elements to create a harmonious look. They might blend casual and formal pieces, such as pairing a tailored blazer with relaxed jeans or combining a chic dress with comfortable sneakers. Their style is adaptable, allowing them to effortlessly switch from a day at work to a night out with friends. They have a knack for balancing comfort with style, always looking put-together without trying too hard.
The Lovers card brings an element of romance and elegance to their fashion sense. This person is likely drawn to soft, flowing fabrics and well-coordinated outfits that highlight their natural charm and grace. They might favor outfits that enhance their best features and create a sense of harmony and beauty. Accessories are carefully chosen to complement their overall look, adding a touch of sophistication and allure. Their style radiates warmth and attractiveness, making them stand out in a subtle yet memorable way.
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This card has something to add in the reading for sure i don't really know what it is but I'm just gonna put it there ( two of pentacles from the steampunk tarot)
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delululand · 1 year ago
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txt ideal type (and what are they like in a relationship?)
don't take it too seriously, these are just my observations based on analysis of their words, interviews and behavior in general
p.s. i lived in Korea for a few months and it gave me some impressions too
soobin
he often said that he like cute type of beauty and he don’t like too sexy type like yeonjun hahaha
and even if it’s not 100% true, i think he really prefer more cute than sexy girl kind of innocent vibe, aegyo and all like that, but more sociable than he
he natural shy, introvert and doesn't look like someone who would be active in relationships? he himself said that he doesn’t like it when he has to choose or decide something, so I think he would like a sweet, but despite this, a girl who can be active and take initiative? oh guys i’m sorry I just immediately imagine that type of girls in Korea, they look veeery very cute, but they rule their boyfriends with an iron hand hahaha not like a bad way but their boys listen to them well
overall he seems like someone who is easy to get along with but not so easy to get close to? like yeah, he'll be nice, but you won't be best friends right away. so I really see him in the friends-lovers trope, maybe even after a few years
yeonjun
oh that guy it’s opposite
I think he would, on the contrary, like a very bright, noticeable, socially active girl with sexy vibe
he’s himself very sociable and sometimes he can be a natural flirt? like he doesn't do it intentionally, but he literally communicates this way so I think he would like a girl who could accept it? I was in such a relationship and I really see him in something similar, like he doesn’t have the goal of offending or hurting his girlfriend with his behavior, but this happens every time and there are only two options, he’ll date a girl who will don't be jealous or it will hurt them both
however, he is very gentle in relationships, very caring and I think he would really do a lot for his partner
I would say he is one of the most caring members, he is always worried about their health, even that situation in one of the to do episodes when Kai fell from laughing from his chair and while everyone was laughing, yeonjun was the only one who stood up and holding kay’s head helping him rise up from the floor with the words “hey your head, head, be careful. everything is fine?"
beomgyu
ohhh guys i know he often has a reputation as a clown, but behind this he actually hides a lot
firstly we know that he is an introvert and all the members said that he usually sits at home alone and is not very active outside of filming and even in last live he said how much he likes be home and hate go outside
secondly, if you pay attention to how he seriously talks about relationships, about love, about partnership it’s always 🥺😭 boy is sooo soft and gentle plus how he treats taehyung…
this may sound obvious, but I think he would like a gentle, caring girl who would not let him doubt himself and their relationship
for him, it’s quite difficult for me to single out a specific type of girl or something like that, he would like a fairly ordinary (???) girl like not too sexy, not too cute, just someone with whom he had a real understanding, whom he could trust and confide
I thought for a long time whether have i including nsfw things and how you can see it’s not there, but I CAN’T be silent how much he has dirty mind pervert gamer boyfriend vibe (and THAT photo with anitta….)
so I think one of the important things in a relationship for him would be sex and matching with his partner in this question? because I'm sure he would like to try a lot...
taehyun
this guy has two distinct sides
sometimes he is super sweet, cute, he lets beomgyu do literally everything to him and can show affection himself
and sometimes he's very serious and collected, like he keeps everything under control and all that. he has a very manly vibe at this moment like with what voice and face he usually says 아빠 왔다 (daddy came) and even this phrase itself…. (I also study psychology and we could go over mean this phrase, but today we won’t)
I think in real life the second side is more inherent to him, but with close people, including in relationships, he is more open, so the first side appears more often
he didn't talk much about his preferences in girls, but he talks pretty serious about relationships in general so I think he’s not type to like one-night stands. I think he's a very reliable guy in a relationship, he's responsible I think he's the kind of guy who seems pretty cold and reserved in public but super cute when you're only together
in one of the old videos, all the guys except him answered that they would ask to go out their crash, can showing affection and say "i love you”, but he said “i’m just a coward, not a loser” and yes, it’s all what you have to know hahaha
idk is this still relevant for him, but it may well be, so I think that he would also be comfortable with a relationship that would grow from friendship so that he doesn’t have to confess first and everything happens naturally
huening kai
i don’t know he’s just so cute, romantic and gentle
he has mentioned more than once that he likes girls with short hair and because of this I’m a little vague about the image of a girl he would like i don’t know why, for me his ideal type is pretty obvious in character, but not in appearance
he is literally the king of untouchable among all the group members, even soobin said that it was very difficult to make friends with him and he literally overpowered him for several months until kai let him closer to him
soobin also mentioned that from time to time he tried to introduce him to his friends and other people, but Kai did not make friends with any of them. we can’t know why exactly this is happening, perhaps they were not interesting to him, perhaps he is embarrassed to communicate with strangers, perhaps he has high standards for friendship and many other reasons, but we can draw one conclusion, it is really difficult to get close to him
I think he would have liked a girl who was a little more persistent? not intrusive, but one that can be okay with the fact that he won’t open quickly
It's also known that he has some issues with accepting his appearance and would benefit from someone who knows how to support, praise at the right time and generally be gentle with him, this guy is literally the softest marshmallow pls love him😭
p.s. I would also be very interested to hear your opinion on this matter, maybe you have something to add?
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7ndipity · 1 year ago
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Dating A Foreign Partner (request) 💜
Slapping/Grabbing Their Ass (request) 💜🗯
Things That Remind Them Of You (request) 💜
Finding Their S/o Reading Fanfic (request) 🗯💜
Their S/o Has a Lot of Tattoos/Piercings (request) 💜
How They Would Propose (request) 💜
Finding Your Fan Account (request) 💜🗯
Looking After Their Drunk S/o (request)💜🗯
MTLs:
Help you hide a body 🗯
Survive in a Horror Movie 🗯
Get Married in Vegas 🗯
Leave Hickeys(and where) (request) 🔥
Receiving Hickeys(and where) (request) 🔥
Have Period Sex (request)🔞
Use A Haunted House/Horror Movie As An Excuse To Hold Hands (request) 💜🗯
To Get Jealous Of Another Member Flirting With Their S/o (request) 💜
To Flirt With Another Member's S/o (request) 💜
To Have A Girl Best Friend (request)💜
To Be Clingy (request) 💜
Getting In Trouble w You/Getting You Out Of Trouble (request) 🗯
Sending Their S/o Surprise Gifts To Cheer Them Up (request) 💜
Corruption Kink/First Relationship (request)🔥💜
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zeroseuniverse · 3 months ago
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Not A Monster
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Jungkook X Reader Word Count: 1.6K Warnings: Segregation (Mutants), Nurse Jungkook X Doctor Reader, Cursing, Injuries.
The most common way people give up their power is by assuming they have none. That is the mindset, the ideals, the lifestyle that is needed to survive this world. The world is encouraging segregation and oppression of those who are different. Nobody knows where exactly the mutant gene came from, but what they did know? It was spreading like wildfire, new inventions coming out to suppress the new abilities presenting themselves left and right.  
“An inhibitor? What type?” she questioned as she moved through the mutant hospital, her feet keeping a fast pace to keep up with Jungkook, the nurse who was leading her to the latest critical case.
“It’s a muzzle of some kind, he was caught hiding in an abandoned warehouse, he’s undocumented, when officers found him, he tried to use what they believe was a supersonic scream to incapacitate them. They were bleeding from the ears,  so I checked with the normies wing, they’re all fine and expected to make a full recovery.” The tattooed man explained lifting his arm to push aside the curtain for the woman, her hands staying nestled in her pockets like they usually were. 
“No offense Jeon, but I don’t give a shit about the officers, they’re not any more important than my patient.” She said plainly, leaving the nurse slightly pouting from the dry response, he wished the doctor would praise his efforts every once in a while. The man huffed before spinning on his heel and heading back to the nurse's station to meet Jimin and Taehyung, the other nurses who seemed to be goofing off rather than working at the moment both men immediately sensed the added presence, the two looked up at the doe-eyed man with teasing grins.
“Did you strike out again, Jeon?” Taehyung teased, promptly throwing his hands up to cover his face as Jungkook threw a pen at him. 
“Watch the face!!!” Jimin yelped, also throwing his hands up to protect Tae, “It’s the only thing he’s got going for him.” 
“Yah!” Taehyung yelled in offense, smacking his hands on both of the giggling offenders.
“Don’t you three have anything better to do than goof around?” Jin wondered as he walked up to the nurse's station, passing a file over to Jimin to put away.
“Yes,” The three let out shamefully, sticking their tongue out at the man's back as soon as he turned around. 
“I saw that!” Y/N called as she strode past the nurses, not even looking up from her case file. Jungkook’s eyes honed onto her gloved hands, pouting when he realized they were still covered, he often wondered if that was the only reason he was so dead set on getting her to warm up to him, he was unbelievably curious about her quirk. 
He saw her lip lift just slightly into a smirk. He had never seen that much emotion on her face in a long time. He excitedly turned to his friends hoping that they both caught the motion too, the two were giggling at his excitement, both shooting him a thumbs up.  His day was made.
She wasn’t always that way, she used to be the sweetest person in school, and that’s what drew him in. When she was pulled out of school for a month, he was so worried, until she reappeared a completely different person; However, Jungkook wasn’t going to move on.  If she said jump, he’d ask how high, if she called, he’d come running. Maybe she knew that, maybe she was so aware that he could be the best person to help her in her time of need, maybe he was the only one she felt so strongly about that she stayed as far away as possible to keep him safe. She had watched him from afar for years, having shared so many classes in school, of course, she’d fall for him. The sweet boy who always considers everyone else, a silent protector, that’s what she knew him as. Especially when snacks began to appear in her locker, she caught him in the act a few times, giggling as he struggled with her lock while holding the snacks, his tongue rolling out and resting on his lips as he focused on the task.
Maybe it was these memories that led her to his apartment that night, the faith that he could help her and not repeat a word of it to anyone if she asked. She weakly pounded on the door, suddenly not feeling too confident as she stood vulnerable in front of his door, the creeping feeling of doubt climbed up her being, sending her to spin on her heel the longer she was left to wait. The door swung open, revealing the man pulling a grey shirt down his torso, he looked at her bewildered. He ran his doe eyes down her body, to confirm she was there. “Help,” She muttered in pain.
When his eyes caught on to the wounds and torn clothing that littered her body he gasped, a hand reaching out to pull her into his home, “What happened to you?” He asked, hands and feet immediately moving to grab his first aid kit to help tend to her wounds. 
“Sentinels. The bastards caught me going home from work and scanned me, they started beating me, I had to.” She explained, the last statement coming out so much quieter, almost unsure of it, “I had to.” She repeated, like a mantra hoping that she could begin believing it herself.
“Okay, Okay, you had to do what?” Jungkook questioned again, getting on his knees after sitting her on the couch and beginning to tend to her leg wounds. His hands were moving swiftly but with the gentle touch, you’d see someone use when caring for a porcelain doll.
“I had to, Jeon, I had to, I promise I’m not a monster, I never met to hurt anyone.” She sputtered, her eyes watering, a few tears falling as she began to panic thinking of her actions.
“Hey, I don’t think you’re a monster I could never. But can you give me a rundown? Or do you want to wait until I’m done fixing you up and we get you some food and water.” He offered, coming level with her face, searching her eyes trying to show her that he did in fact care. After she agreed to wait, he continued his work, moving up her body til he tended to the very last wound on her head, he nurtured every wound with the tenderest touch before leveling his eyes with her own once again. 
“You will never be a monster. You’re just trying to survive. We all are, this world isn’t safe for any of us, mutants or humans. Whatever you did, I’m sure you did it to survive.”
“They just kept going, I tried to hold off, but then they brought out the batons and… I was so scared, Jungkook, I thought I was going to die.” She explained, choking some words out here and there as tears once again welled up. “My ability…I’m not proud of it, I hid it as long as I could.”
“You’re undocumented?” Jungkook wondered, his hand moving to cup her cheek, thumb wiping away her tears as they rolled down. She sniffled as she nodded her head almost a small bit. “What’s your….” He trailed awkwardly not knowing if it was an appropriate question, or maybe for better terms a comfortable question.
“I…I absorb energy when I touch people, skin-to-skin contact, it’s why I wear gloves.” She explained, fidgeting slightly with her torn gloves.
“I’ve been touching your skin this whole time…” Jungkook stated, not doubting her but noting that maybe there was something more that she wasn’t seeing. Her brows came together in confusion before drifting her eyes to focus on his hand that was still resting on her cheek, zoning into her senses she did indeed feel energy sinking into her skin but he looked just as healthy, with no sign of discomfort that usually follows skin to skin contact. She was confused.
Jungkook brought his hand down grabbing her hand instead of touching where the exposed skin was, he didn’t feel anything but euphoric by being able to be this close to her, it was odd. 
“So you can’t touch anyone at all?” He wondered as he moved around the kitchen to cook up some food, he had been asking questions for about 20 minutes now, and this was about the 3rd time he’d asked this one.
“Well, I don’t know anymore considering you’re still standing.” She answered, “Why are you so focused on this specific question?”
“Because it means a lot of things.” He shrugged, moving the pan off of the burner before turning to face her, leaning forward to rest his elbow on the counter, a position that was all too enticing for her mental state.
“Have you ever held hands with someone? No gloves?” when he saw her shake her head, he maneuvered slightly closer,” Have you ever .... hugged someone?” she shook her head yet again, and he stood to his full height, walking around the counter to stand in front of him. Her heart was beating faster and faster every time he moved closer, his eyes were still locked on her own, never breaking contact. “Have you ever kissed someone.” it wasn’t a question, it was a challenge and as she shook her head, his eyes dropped looking at her lips he leaned in just a little further, his lips nearly brushing her own. “Can I try something?” He wondered, and for the first time in what felt like forever she nodded, and he wasted no time. Both of the two hungry after years of starvation, both feeling overpowered with the energy surging, she was almost high off of the energy he was radiating and he was feeling calm, like he was finally able to relax and rest his demons were at rest, and as her arms looped around his neck, he knew he was home.  For now. 
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k-tarotz · 1 year ago
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꒰͡ㅤlist of works ͡꒱
ི꒰͡ ໋.⠀ please take these as a grain of salt .. ˖ ᘝ ׄ ׅ
Enhypen;
Sunghoon’s FS
How sunghoon acts around his crush
Sunghoon's personality
Sunghoon red and green flags
Jake’s FS
Jake's current love status
Jake's personality reading
What is Jake like when angry
How the industry views Jake
Jungwon’s FS
How does the industry view jungwon
Heeseung 2024 career reading
Jay's ideal type
How Jay would act around his crush
Jay Love Life (240314)
Jay's [current] love status
How the members/industry view sunoo
Niki's future spouse
How niki would act around his crush
Mtl to date a fan
Enhypen's love languages
How enhypen would react to their s/o crying
Ateez;
San’s Ideal Type
Has San already met his FS? - 231107
Seonghwa's Personality
Hongjoong’s Ideal Type
Mtl to date a fan
What do the members think about the lack of support from knetz
Txt;
When will Soobin meet his FS?
Soobin's [current] personality reading
When will Yeonjun meet his FS?
Yeonjun current love status
Beomgyu's red and green flags
Beomgyu's ideal type
How beomgyu acts around his crush
Mtl to date someone younger
Mtl to be possessive
Mtl to date a fan
Riize;
Wonbin’s & Sohee’s view of each other
Mtl to date someone younger
Wonbin’s future spouse
NCT;
How people in the industry view Haechan
How people in the industry view Mark
Chenle's future spouse
Chenle's Personality reading
Chenle's ideal type
Chenle's current love status
Jisung's current love life
Jisung's Personality
Mark Lee current love life
Jaemin current love status
Jaemin's Personality
Mtl to date a fan
BTS;
Taehyung’s FS’ personality & his first impression
BoyNextDoor;
Taesan’s Ideal Type
Leehan's ideal type
Sungho's ideal type
Jaehyun’s ideal type
Boynextdoor dynamics
Seventeen:
Wonwoo ideal type
Mingyu's current love life
Joshua's current love life
Mtl to date a fan
Zb1;
Ricky's ideal type
Gunwook's ideal type
Gunwook as boyfriend
Stray kids;
Hyunjin's career & aesthetics
Hyunjin's current love status
Jisung's current love status
Jisung's ideal type
Minho's current love status
Minho's ideal type
Felix current love status
Changbin's ideal type
Seungmin's ideal type
Exo;
Xiumin Fs
The boyz;
Eric love life status
Lesserafim;
Lesserafim dynamics
Yunjin's current love status
New jeans;
What kpop idols think about minji [male version]
Ive;
How wonyoung is viewed
Wonyoung's ideal type
Somi about wonyoung
Itzy;
Ryujin current love life status
Mamamoo:
Moonbyul's current love status
Somi:
Somi's Personality reading
P1Harmony:
Theo Love Life (240314)
Theo's ideal type (personality)
Theo's ideal type (appearance)
Keeho's ideal type
Jongseob Love Life (240314)
Jiung Love Life (240314)
Jiung's ideal type (personality)
Members love languages
I’LLIT:
Will they become famous?
Monsta X:
Did I.M meet his FS yet?
I.M's mental health
Aespa:
Karina & Jaewook energy check
Astro:
Eunwoo's Love status
82major:
Yechan's ideal type
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sunnebeam · 1 year ago
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twin flame bruise. (03)
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PART 3.
pairing: jeon jeongguk x reader, jeon jungkook x reader (yes they're different people)
plot: the jeon twins have become nothing more than two strikingly similar looking guys who share a mere home address and a last name. but in their senior year of college, the estranged twins may have found one more thing they share in common – you.
warnings: jeon twins au, possible headache bc the use of Jeongguk (nicknamed Guk) and Jung Kook (nicknamed JK) is v confusing, implied sexual content (like it's barely even there lol)
series index. | masterlist + disclaimers.
note: ok ngl, i think i butchered this chapter 😵‍💫 but i'm still gonna post it anyway lmao. as always, feedback & reviews give me sustenance! (and they give me motivation to actually finish this shit AHA) enjoy reading <3
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Sweat drips down Jung Kook’s back as he slams his fist against the pillow.
It’s not the most ideal setup but when you’re in hiding, you can’t exactly bring a punching bag and full boxing gear with you. Unfortunately, he’d have to settle with an overstuffed pillow and his bare hands.
Unlike most people, he has never been the type to stay still and wait. Where most people would use this sudden downtime as an opportunity to relax a bit and reevaluate things, he takes this as an opportunity to keep his hands occupied and his body moving.
So for most of the morning, JK works up a sweat with his makeshift pillow-turned-punching-bag as a way to release some pent up frustration. When he’s finally cooling down, he hears Yoongi and Namjoon approach him, their footsteps tentative.
“You know,” Namjoon starts, “for a split second there, I actually thought you were Guk. Since when do you do boxing?”
“Since when do you know all about my brother?” JK fires back.
“Touché,” Namjoon chuckles. “Still, I don’t think you were ever into boxing for as long as I’ve known you. You always told me ‘that’s Guk’s thing.’”
“I’m just passing the time,” JK explains, wiping his sweat with a towel.
"How is he, by the way?” Yoongi asks. “Your brother?”
“He’s...” JK pauses, “...the same, I guess. I don’t know. You guys know we don’t really talk.”
It’s true. For a pair of identical twins who share almost everything, it’s been a fat minute since they last sat down and had a proper conversation. One that isn’t forced courtesy or out of familial obligation.
JK wonders how his brother is doing. Does he still hang out with Taehyung and Jimin? Does he still visit their parents every other month? Does he know about his twin brother’s disappearance?
“You should talk to him more,” Yoongi says thoughtfully. “When all this is over.”
“What would we even talk about?” JK grumbles.
“Well, for one, you can introduce him to Y/N,” Namjoon offers.
“No,” JK says, resolute. “Not yet.”
“Why not? It’s about time you told her about having a twin. I mean, even I know you have a twin. Me!”
“That’s because you saw him at the library, and you know damn well I wouldn’t be caught dead in one.”
“Why are you keeping it from her, anyway?” Yoongi asks.
“It’s not that I’m actively keeping it from her...” JK sighs. “Look, you guys don’t get it. You don’t know what it’s like to be a twin. Or more like, you don’t know what it’s like to be Guk’s twin.”
Because being Guk’s twin essentially means being the other twin. Being Guk’s twin means being the second twin. Being Guk’s twin means being the irrelevant twin.
“Guk is the better twin,” he admits. “He’s the perfect son, perfect student, perfect guy. And I’m just his understudy—”
“You’re not—”
“But I am. You see... Guk is always Guk. But I’m not even JK. No, I’m just Guk’s twin,” he explains. “But with Y/N, it’s different. With her, I’m not under anyone’s shadow. I’m just JK. I’m just her JK.”
He closes his eyes, adding a soft, “And I don’t wanna stop being her JK.”
Yoongi and Namjoon share a look before the former pats JK on the back gently.
“Get some rest, kid,” Yoongi says. “Things will be over soon.”
Namjoon offers a dimpled smile.
“Not much longer now,” he says.
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"How much longer?”
Jeongguk shakes his head, amused. This is the seventh time you asked him the question and yet, instead of feeling annoyed, he just feels endeared.
“Asking every few minutes isn’t gonna make us go faster,” he tells you cheekily.
You pout. “You’re no fun.”
You say it in jest but you feel the atmosphere in the car turn more somber. The rain outside only adds to the sudden gloomy mood.
“Or so I’ve been told,” Guk finally mumbles. “I’m the boring twin, after all.”
“I’m sorry,” you whisper, remorseful. “I never intended to make you feel bad.”
“No, no, I know you were just joking,” he waves your concerns away, exhaling a shaky laugh. “I’ve been known to take things a little too seriously. You don’t have to walk on eggshells around me.”
“Is that what they tell you, though?” you ask him, turning to face him. He has one hand on the steering wheel while the other rests on the gearshift. “You’re not boring, Guk. Far from it, actually.”
He just chuckles. “Thanks, but it doesn’t really matter. When you’re a twin, people are always gonna highlight all the things your twin is and all the things you aren’t.”
“That hardly seems fair.”
“It’s just the way it is.” He shrugs. “And I can’t complain much, anyway, since I know JK has it harder than me.”
You blink. “How so?”
“Well, take school, for one. Just because I do really well in class, people are quick to label him as this stupid troublemaker. When in reality, he gets decent grades and can get really passionate in things he's interested in."
"Is that why he never talks about his family?" you muse, "why he never told me about you?"
"Maybe. I can't be too sure. You'll have to ask him when he gets back."
The rain starts to get worse.
"If he gets back," you whisper.
Guk tightens his grip on the steering wheel.
"He will," he promises.
The sky starts to darken as the rain brews into a storm. A small motel comes into view and you both decide to stop there for a night. After a little mishap at the check-in counter, the two of you head to your shared room.
As luck would have it, only one room is available and...
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...there's only one bed.
You sigh. Whoever's writing the story of your life sure has a sick sense of humor.
"I can sleep on the floor," Guk, ever the gentleman, offers.
"Don't be silly," you tell him before heading over to the side of the bed closest to the window. "Dibs on this side."
He shakes his head in amusement before agreeing. You wash up first, doing your night routine before settling on the bed while he does his. When he finishes, he lays on his side of the bed and you both stare at the ceiling.
It's awkward.
You play with the edge of the blanket, wanting to say good night but you can't, wanting to lay still but you can't.
Guk notices your restlessness. He's about to ask you what's wrong when a particularly intense flash of lightning and grumbling of thunder makes you whimper and flinch.
"Not a fan of thunder?" he asks gently.
"I hate it," you respond.
He turns on his side to face you, eyeing the way your hands have a death grip on the blanket. Carefully, he reaches out his hand to hold one of yours, interlacing your fingers together as a sign of comfort.
"You can squeeze it if you get scared," he tells you.
You purse your lips. "It's not that I'm scared, per se," you explain, turning to face him. "It's just that... everything feels so ominous. Like bad things are about to happen."
Bad things like your parents leaving you in an orphanage during a storm. Bad things like you and JK screaming at each other during a storm.
And bad things like Guk's lips just centimeters from yours.
You gulp.
"Tell me stop," he says, inching closer.
You stay quiet.
Then you feel his lips pressing gently against yours, gently testing the waters. It's comforting, addicting.
He pulls away.
"You don't have to worry," he assures you, smiling. "I won't let bad things happen."
But that doesn't mean you won't.
So with stupid courage, you pull him by the neck and kiss him. Deeply, this time. You pull him in, closer and closer, until you don't have any room to think anymore.
No booming thunder, no scary lightning, no missing twin, no family problems. Just you, him, and the stormy night.
Much later, when the night passes and the storm finally ends, the bright moonlight shines on your bare, sated bodies.
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evillemons · 9 months ago
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MASTERLIST
Obligatory (but seemingly necessary) disclaimer: Obviously we have no idea what the boys’ personal lives are really like, this is just for fun and not intended to be taken seriously. But we can have fun imagining :,)
BTS ideal types and relationships
Each girlfriend is intended to be somewhat of an original character and part of a headcanon universe, but all sections can also be read on their own from the reader's perspective.
Namjoon
NAMJOON'S IDEAL TYPE (RM pt. 1)
WHAT A RELATIONSHIP WITH NAMJOON WOULD BE LIKE (RM pt. 2)
WHAT SEX WITH NAMJOON WOULD BE LIKE (RM pt. 3)
Yoongi
YOONGI'S IDEAL TYPE (SUGA pt. 1)
WHAT A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOONGI WOULD BE LIKE (SUGA pt. 2)
WHAT SEX WITH YOONGI WOULD BE LIKE (SUGA pt. 3)
Taehyung
TAEHYUNG'S IDEAL TYPE (V pt. 1)
WHAT A RELATIONSHIP WITH TAEHYUNG WOULD BE LIKE (V pt. 2)
WHAT SEX WITH TAEHYUNG WOULD BE LIKE (V pt. 3)
Hoseok
HOSEOK'S IDEAL TYPE (j-hope pt. 1)
WHAT A RELATIONSHIP WITH HOSEOK WOULD BE LIKE (j-hope pt. 2)
WHAT SEX WITH HOSEOK WOULD BE LIKE (j-hope pt. 3)
Jungkook
JUNGKOOK'S IDEAL TYPE (JK pt. 1)
WHAT A RELATIONSHIP WITH JUNGKOOK WOULD BE LIKE (JK pt. 2)
WHAT SEX WITH JUNGKOOK WOULD BE LIKE (JK pt. 3)
Jimin
JIMIN'S IDEAL TYPE (JM pt. 1)
WHAT A RELATIONSHIP WITH JIMIN WOULD BE LIKE (JM pt. 2)
WHAT SEX WITH JIMIN WOULD BE LIKE (JM pt. 3)
Seokjin
SEOKJIN'S IDEAL TYPE (Jin pt. 1)
WHAT A RELATIONSHIP WITH SEOKJIN WOULD BE LIKE (Jin pt. 2)
WHAT SEX WITH SEOKJIN WOULD BE LIKE (Jin pt. 3)
BTS most likely to’s, reactions, and other fun lists:
Which members would fall for the same woman
BTS MBTI types
MBTI types of BTS's girlfriends
Most likely to be the best at oral
How they would react to their girlfriend being a former escort or sexy content creator (request)
What BTS would smell like
Most likely to be experienced in relationships/sex
How they would react to another man trying to kiss you
How BTS would propose (request)
Most likely to cum prematurely/without being touched
How BTS would court someone (request)
Most likely to initiate makeup sex (request)
How the members would react to their partner faking an orgasm (request)
How BTS would feel about thigh riding
Age ranges the members would date (request)
Dick size from largest to smallest
Which members would last the longest in bed
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thesweetestdevotion · 2 months ago
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Kpop Readings
these are all the kpop readings I've done so far!:
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Updated as of: 11/11/2024
Enhypen:
Jay Enhypen as a Boyfriend
Jay Enhypen Personality
Jay Enhypen Ideal Type
Jay Future Spouse
Jay Enhypen as a Husband
Jay Around His Crush
Jake Enhypen as a Boyfriend/Husband
Enhypen Jake Thoughts on Dating/Relationships
Sunghoon Enhypen How he is as a bf/ when he has a crush
Sunghoon Enhypen Personality
Sunghoon Enhypen Ideal Type
Sunghoon Enhypen as a Bestfriend
Sunghoon as a Husband
Sunoo Enhypen as a Boyfriend
Sunoo Enhypen Ideal Type
Heeseung Enhypen around his Crush
Niki Enhypen as a Boyfriend
Niki Enhypen around his Crush
Enhypen FS Channeled Songs to Each Other
BTS:
BTS Jimin as a Boyfriend/Husband
Jimin around his Crush
BTS Jimin Future Spouse
BTS Taehyung Future Spouse
BTS Taehyung as a Boyfriend/Husband
BTS Namjoon Current Energy
BTS Namjoon around his Crush
BTS Namjoon as a Husband
BTS Jungkook Future Spouse
BTS Yoongi Future Spouse
Jin BTS Future Spouse
Jin Around His Crush
J-Hope Future Spouse
BTS FS Channeled Songs For Each Other
Ateez:
Yunho Ateez Dating Rumour
San Ateez around his Crush
San Ateez Ideal Type
San Ateez Future Spouse
Twice:
Twice Sana as a Girlfriend
Twice Sana Future Spouse
Twice Jeongyeon Future Spouse
Twice Jihyo as a Girlfriend
EXO:
EXO Chanyeol as a Boyfriend
D.O. And Youngji Reading
Kai as a Boyfriend
Riize:
Anton Riize as a Boyfriend
Anton Riize Ideal Type
Riize Wonbin Ideal Type
Blackpink:
Jennie Solo Reading
Solo:
Jackson Wang Future Spouse
Jackson Wang as a Boyfriend
P1Harmony:
P1Harmony Career Reading
Stray Kids:
Hyunjin as a Boyfriend/Husband
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divinesangel · 4 months ago
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k-pop tarot masterlist (pt. 1)
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— bts jungkook and his fs' energy jungkook's current energy what are bts' fs busy with right now? jungkook's envisioned vs. real future when will bts get married? how bts sees newjeans what will jungkook like about his fs physically? taehyung's ideal type jimin energy jungkook as a bf obstacles between jungkook and his fs taehyung's energy is jungkook the type to pop the question early in the relationship? will namjoon get his license? how does bts and blackpink see each other? is it likely for jungkook to get another dog? why was jungkook mixtape taking long? what makes jk decide to want to marry his fs would jungkook get a tattoo dedicated to his spouse? did yg or hybe plan the whole jennie and taehyung situation? what happened between jimin and jeongyeon? will lisa and taehyung work together in the future? what does lisa think of taehyung? jimin channeled message to his fs are rosé and jungkook friends? how did jungkook feel about the success of his debut song? jungkook's opinion on scooter braun? is jungkook dating someone? has jungkook thought of buying real estate in the US? does jungkook and his fs have anything in common? update on jennie and taehyung jennie and jungkook
— itzy i.n and yuna's connection the boyz' juyeon and ryujin yuna and felix will ryujin act in 2023? how does jyp view itzy, their music direction, and will he give them more age appropriate songs? itzy's health lia's current situation
— newjeans newjeans's current energy + guidance how do newjeans feel about min heejin and the scandal? how do blackpink and newjeans see each other? how newjeans and le sserafim see each other haerin as a friend minji and hanni dynamic newjeans feelings towards the hybe and ador situation
— twice twice's jeongyeon current energy what do twice members think of jihyo what happened between jimin and jeongyeon? sana's current and future energy jihyo solo debut nayeon and sana friendship twice's momo career jeongyeon career jihyo and daniel kang twice's health
— blackpink jennie's energy is jennie aware about her concert stages? jennie and rosé how do blackpink and new jeans see each other? will lisa have another solo album? rosé's energy what idols think of blackpink do the members see people shipping them with others? did lisa and rosé really fight? why? rosé as a girlfriend mtl to tell of haters in bp blackpink energy check up how does blackpink and bts see each other? did yg or hybe plan the whole jennie and taehyung situation? how does bp view teddy, bekuh boom and yg? jennie's energy will lisa and taehyung work together in the future? what does lisa think of taehyung? did the weeknd and jennie have a thing? are rosé and jungkook friends? is there any chance jennie will get back together with kai? jennie and lisa's friendship jisoo and ahn bohyun will blackpink stay as a group? what will jennie solo comeback be like? lisa and park bogum's relationship will rosé and jacob elordi meet again? friends? jennie and camila collab jungkook's and rosé connection update on jennie and taehyung jennie and g-dragon: were the rumors true? jennie and jungkook is jennie friends with the seventeen members? peso pluma's thoughts on blackpink update on lisa and frederic mingyu and lisa is rosé friends with the actor kim jae wook? are rosé and eunwoo dating? will bp do more activities besides online fanmeetings? reactions to lisa's rockstar jennie's upcoming solo release will a girl group ever surpass blackpink in the future?
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songbirdseung · 1 year ago
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songbirdseung's masterlist 1
this masterlist includes enhypen, bts and txt.
masterlist 2
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BTS
Jimin
let me know 
luckily, yours
Taehyung
disconnected
beautifully hurtful
Jungkook
wishes come true
typical love triangle 
echoes of liberation
love knows no distance 
my relief 
see u soon
Enhypen
sour album - all members
8th member 
airport
english
fallin for you
prada
talents
interrupting their live
waking up next to them
fanfiction
haunted house
fangirling over other idols
albums and photocards
Heeseung
not for sale 
never you
too soon
connected hearts
have to pay
my secret 
matchy matchy
sofa 
come as you are ft. beomgyu
Jay
whispers of the heart
the great swap-invasion 
the bracelet
whispers of stardust
staff only 
love, goodbye
little crush 
you again?
mr. green flag
angry angel
Jaeyun
bite me
my everything
border: carnival
whenthepartysover
can you see me here? ft. heeseung
on live together 
stuff toy 
for my pretty girl
uncharted melodies
Sunghoon
uncharted memories
forever not (part 1) (part two) 
worlds apart
pranker’s paradox
puppy nanny
chapter closing
Sunoo
off limits 
moments
Jungwon
miscommunicated love 
reunited and inseparable 
background
Ni-Ki
award show 
studio choom 
forgetful
young love 1 2 
not you
Enhypen Hyung Line
Arguments 
break up 
kisses
crying
pranks 
studying 
playlists
Enhypen Maknae Line
Jealous 
Sleeping
flowers
ideal type
hearing you sing and or dance for the first time
Tomorrow by Together
fans shipping you with them
downtime with them
Yeonjun
love at first sight 
dance live
PS5
Bad Boy, Gone Good
celestial reunion 
peek a boo
Soobin
boy is mine 
survival
goodbye, good boy 
carousel 
Beomgyu
airport crush 
younger
come as you are ft. heeseung
Taehyun
sin and suds 
Huening Kai
babies and exes
hotel room
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laughing-with-god · 9 months ago
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How would victor jungkook be ?
in terms of what? like yandere or his story?
well, my original plan was that Victor's revenge would be the sequel to Quarter Quell once JK won it and he'd join the other victors. However, I used Taehyung in QQ so it wouldn't make sense if he was also in VR lol. Ofc, i can prob do a rewrite and just replace taehyung in QQ, but idk.
either way, here are some random headcanons for how I picture jk as a Victor
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thinks some of the other victors only won on a technicality and doesn't mind making passive-aggressive comments about it
does NOT like being associated with Jin or Jimin's weak asses, thinks they're sneaky little shits who had to rely on tricks bc they would lose in a physical fight
he's very popular as a victor. tbh i think he's the only one who rivals jimin's popularity. the capitol love how bloodthirsty he is. while jimin mainly has female fans, jungkook has a good mix of both since men want to be like JK, and obvi women find him hot
I think he'd do a lot of tv shows and interviews. he knows people value his input for games so I can see him offering his insight on current tributes. remember the scoring system for how tributes would get rated? i can see him being asked to be on the team that assess those.
as a mentor, I think he'd be the type to pick a favorite and only really focus on that kid. he doesn't care if it's heartless, he's not wasting his time on a lost cause just to make them feel better.
I can see him looking at the other kid like "you might as well live it up while you can, you probably aren't gonna make it past the bloodbath."
if by some miracle that kid did survive and win, JK would be like ".....damn, guess I owe you a drink. my bad. welcome to victor's row tho :)"
as a mentor, he will tell his kids to just stick to the career alliance. if for some reason a kid from 2 wanted to align themselves with someone whose not a career, JK would just be like "ur on your own w that" bc ain't no way he's gonna attempt to talk to non career victors who prob hate him
I think he's another victor who splits his time pretty evenly between the capitol and his home district.
does not have to sell his body or anything because he is a capitol fav, but I do think he'll make shitty comments towards jimin
"Hi whore- I mean, Jimin"
yeah those two hate each other lol^^
doesn't really have any triggers or trauma from his games.
if anything he looks back at it with fond memories, which kinda freak the rest of the victors out
I don't think he has any victor friends
thinks jin and jimin are weak, namjoon is too clever for his own good, yoongi is annoying, hoseok is ungrateful and tae is just there...
I think yoongi is the only one who outright tried fighting jk once in a drugged up rage
jk prob made a comment about a tribute from 6.
"I bet if we put morphling in the cornucopia she would've actually survived the bloodbath. all kids from six are just addicts."
yeah yoongi tried punching him for that and Jk wiped the floor with him, namjoon had to get involved
I don't know how he'd spend his winnings tbh. I don't see him being really into anything other than weapons.
As a yandere, i think he'd try really hard to market you guys as the ideal victor couple
he'd def talk anout marrying you and having other victor babies in interviews n shit
"when it comes time for Yn and I to train our kids for the games-"
it's an open secret that the capitol just let JK have you lol
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bangtanficsforyou · 2 years ago
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Girl Of His Dreams (03)
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Pairing: Fuckboi! Jungkook x Reader
Au: Strangers to Lovers au
Genre: Angst, fluff, smut (eventually)
Rating: 18+
Word count: 9.5K
Summary: You think Jungkook is the utter definition of beauty. Jungkook thinks you’re cute but just not his type. Throw a magic ring into the equation, that makes you look like the girl of his dreams and you have the perfect recipe for heartbreak and tears.
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Series Masterlist | Main Masterlist
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The pinging sound of your phone distracts you from your assignment. You put your pen down and look at your mobile screen to notice an incoming text message from Jungkook.
Jungkook: hey
You: hello
Jungkook: free for a chat?
Technically, you aren't.
You have assignments to complete and modules that need to be studied. It only makes sense for you to tell him that you're busy but then there's a part of you that's curious as to what Jungkook might have to say. Plus, you doubt you'd be able to focus on your assignment now, even if you try to. Your mind will keep going back to Jungkook and you will keep wondering if what he had to say was something important.
It's better you quench your curiosity and then get back to work as that will be more productive.
You: yeah sure 
You: what's up?
Jungkook: nothing much
Jungkook: just wanted to talk to you :)
Jungkook: but firstly, i gotta ask, did you enjoy meeting Jimin and Taehyung today? 
You: ofc I did!
You didn't. 
It wasn't nice to be the unattractive one in a room full of attractive people. It wasn't nice to get judgemental looks from Jimin. It wasn't nice to watch Taehyung walk gracefully and realise how incompatible you're. But needless to say, you can't say all that to Jungkook.
Jungkook: well i'm glad 
Jungkook: i look forward to our next practice session
You: me too! 
A lie.
You chew on your lower lip as a thought occurs to you.
You: btw when is it?
Jungkook: I'm not sure 
Jungkook: but most likely next week
Relief courses through your veins, at that. You'd at least get the time to prepare yourself. 
You: works fine 
Jungkook: we could meet sometime before that if you'd like? 
You: for the competition?
You: like to discuss something about it?
Jungkook: nah
Jungkook: just to meet and get to know each other better ;)
Your stomach sinks at what he could possibly mean. But you try your best to not come to any conclusions, although the little wink at the end of his text makes it incredibly difficult for you to do so.
You: is this for anything in particular?
You: i'm asking because i'll have to check my schedule and make time accordingly
Jungkook: nothing in particular really
Jungkook: well we could maybe just go to a restaurant
Jungkook: eat and chat ;)
Uh oh. This definitely sounds like a date.
But you still refuse to come to a conclusion and decide to ask him directly.
You: tell me if I'm wrong but this is sounding like a date 🤔
Jungkook: well then maybe it is 😏
When you read the text that confirms your suspicions, you sigh.
You're aware that Jungkook thinks you're his dream partner. With that awareness comes the understanding that sooner or later he'd have asked you out on a date. Although to be fair, you didn't think it would be this soon. You thought you had more time before you had to face the consequences of your actions.
But then it's Jungkook. He does have this aura about him which gives off the impression that he just goes after what he wants, irrespective of the pace the rest of the world is accustomed to.
However, you don't feel excited at the thought of going on a date with him. If anything, it is making you feel guilty. 
One month. Just one month. It's not permanent. The moment you remove the ring, Jungkook will stop seeing you as his ideal partner. Everything will go back to normal.
You repeat the words in your head like a mantra until you feel some of the guilt subside.
You: well then
You: it's a date
Jungkook: great!
Jungkook: are you free tomorrow? After the classes get over?
You: yeah, I am
Jungkook: great I'll come to pick you up 
Jungkook: wear something nice for me 😉
Jungkook: oh also, what kind of food do you prefer?
Jungkook: Italian? Mexican? Chinese?
You: anything works for me 
Jungkook: well that answer won't do :(
You: umm well then Italian sounds great!
Jungkook: done 👍
Wow.
You stare at your screen blankly as the whole conversation sinks in. 
Looks like you are going on a date with Jungkook. That too tomorrow.
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"I don't understand who made him a professor," Brie grumbles, looking done with everything.
"Trust me everyone in the class has the same question," you murmur, feeling a mix of amusement, frustration and annoyance. 
The professor in question is Mr. Reymond, who writes whatever he has to, on board, while talking and explaining it to himself. Once done, he will ask the class if they have understood or not, but hey, he doesn't really care. Hence, he answers his own question and rubs the board before moving on to the next topic. 
"Man, his classes always make me feel sleepy," she yawns. "It's such a pain in the ass to pretend that you're listening to his shit."
"Eh, it's not like he cares," you shrug, noticing the number of people who are busy chatting away, some even occupied with their phones. 
Brie notices the same thing and wonders if she could get away with sleeping through the class. "Do you think he would care if we sleep?"
"Try it out, I guess."
"I should give it a try, it would be like a cool experiment," she nods, applauding herself for coming up with something this great. "Now, c'mon close your notebook and put your head down on the table."
You glance at her sideways. "I never said I'm gonna accompany you in your little sleep experiment."
"It's not like copying those notes blankly would do you any benefit." She rolls her eyes and takes the initiative to take your notebook away from you and closes it shut. "Now sleep."
You huff and contemplate. You won't lie, you are really sleepy. You woke up earlier than usual because you had to choose what to wear for today's date. It wasn't an easy decision to make as you had to settle on something that won't look too formal or fancy to attend classes in but at the same time won't look too casual to wear on a date. Ultimately, you squared down to a yellow dress. It's simple yet elegant, which makes it the perfect choice.
But the question in hand is should you give in to your sleepiness? You look at Brie who's looking at you with eyes full of expectations and sigh. A nap is worth it. Who knows maybe you'll wake up looking fresh.
Brie grins at you, satisfied and proud when you put your head down before she does the same. 
As it turns out, Mr. Reymond couldn't really care less about his students taking a nap in the middle of the class. Good for both of you, as when the bell rings, you two wake up feeling refreshed and energised. 
"Want to go to the nearby cafe?" Brie asks, as she packs her bag up.
"I can't, I have assignments to complete."
That's technically not a lie, you do have assignments that need to be done. However, it's not due to the assignments that you deny accompanying Brie to the cafe. You're supposed to go on your little date with Jungkook and it's only after the date that you'll be able to return to your college work. But you can't tell that to Brie and hence give her the half-truth.
She sighs and mumbles to herself, "I should have guessed that response."
You two head out of the class and you take your phone out with the intention of shooting Jungkook a text to let him know that your classes are done for the day. 
"Hey, isn't it that guy?" Brie elbows you and asks in a hushed whisper. "What's his name?"
You furrow your brows, interrupted mid texting and look at Brie in a questioning manner. She motions you to look in a particular direction and your eyes follow hers. 
Your mouth parts open in surprise and your steps halt when you realise who it is. "Jungkook."
"Jungkook! Jeon Jungkook! That's what his name is," Brie exclaims, finally feeling satisfied having put the puzzle of his name in place. 
You look back at the screen of your phone and delete the words you had typed. Fuck, when Jungkook had said he would be coming to pick you up, you didn't think he meant right in front of your classroom. 
"Isn't he a fashion designing student, though? What is he doing here in our building?" Brie asks out loud to no one in particular. 
"You know him?" Your ask, your interest suddenly piqued. 
"Well duh," she states with an expression as if that should be obvious. "Who doesn't know him? He's famous for being a fuckboy. Wonder what the girls see in him, though."
Well, that makes sense. After all, Jungkook has got quite a reputation for that. "I mean, he's attractive. I think that does it for him," you shrug. 
She scoffs in amusement and looks at you in disbelief. "Y/N, please. He's not attractive."
Now, it's you who's looking at her in disbelief. "Are you blind? He's literally one of the most handsome guys I have ever come across."
"Eh, I don't find anything attractive about being a jerk," Brie replies without missing a beat as she looks over to where Jungkook is with eyes full of judgement. 
Say whatever anyone wants, there's no changing Brie's mind about the opinion she holds of him. She had seen many girls cry over him and had formed a sense of dislike towards the guy from the very beginning. But it wasn't something personal until Jungkook broke Sana's heart. 
Sana, who's a very dear friend of Brie's, is also one of the sweetest and kindest people she has ever met. The audacity Jungkook had playing with Sana's heart had Brie fuming.
She had half the mind to go and punch Jungkook right in his face but somehow managed to hold back her anger. But it wasn't only Jungkook who was on the receiving end of her rage, it was Sana as well.
She simply couldn't understand why Sana would ever expect anything more from Jungkook, despite knowing the kind of reputation he has. Brie did not mean to be that person, but she couldn't help but think that people walking up to him and offering their hearts on a silver plate gave Jungkook the perfect excuse to not own up to the hurt he causes people and say 'they signed up for it'. 
However, according to Sana, she had genuinely believed that Jungkook cared for her and liked her enough to not let the relationship be just another casual fling. But of course, she was proved wrong.
Brie had several logical arguments why expecting something more from Jungkook was foolish. But the tears that streamed down Sana's face, had made Brie's heart soften. It made her realise that she did not need to make the points as Sana was most likely telling those things to herself anyway.
Things become messy when despite knowing, that you'll end up getting hurt, you go for it, thinking and believing that it's worth it. When the hurt and pain do catch up, who do you blame? The person who caused it or yourself?
If only Jungkook had a decent bone in his body and knew how to respect people's emotions. 
Nevertheless, since that incident, Brie has been holding this resentment towards the boy for making someone like Sana feel this way. She simply can't keep calm every time she thinks about the amount of hurt he causes people and gets away with. Just like that, without any consequences.
Imagine her surprise when she realises that Jungkook; the very same Jungkook she despises, is walking towards the both of you. 
The moment you have the same realisation, you look away from him and look down at your feet. You chew on your bottom lip and keep your gaze fixed on the ground, trying to avoid any weird looks you might be getting from the people around. 
Jungkook stops in front of you and grins at the way you refuse to look at him. He bends down so that your eyes and his, are at the same level and greets you. "Hey, Y/N."
"Umm hey," you greet back meekly. 
He assumes you're feeling shy and the thought makes him oddly satisfied. 
"Are you ready for our date?" He queries.
Brie chokes on thin air and starts coughing loudly. "What do you mean by date?"
You look up immediately to answer Brie before Jungkook can but your words get stuck in your throat when you notice the look on Brie's face. 
It's that of incredulity. 
Her eyes go back and forth between you and Jungkook and it immediately makes you feel the same way you did under Jimin's gaze. You assume that she is most likely thinking the same thing Jimin did; why is Jungkook going on a date with you?
But the fact that it's coming from Brie, makes you more defensive than you were when it came to Jimin. 
You almost feel betrayed?
"I think the word 'date' is pretty self-explanatory," you snap, without intending to.
Your sudden defensive stance and stiff body language catches Brie off guard. And before she can ask anything else, you leave the spot and start walking towards the main gate. 
Jungkook walks right behind you.
"Who was she?" Jungkook pries once the two of you are out. Although the interaction was short, he could feel how the question asked by the girl caused you visible discomfort. 
You take a deep exhale and feel immediate regret for the way you responded to Brie. You don't know why you reacted the way you did. Anyone would think the way Jimin did. Anyone would wonder why someone like Jungkook would take interest in someone like you. So what if Brie is your friend? That doesn't mean that she doesn't have a pair of eyes and common sense. Why did you even think that she would have a different reaction?
"She's Brie," you sigh softly. "She's my friend."
"I see," Jungkook nods, taking the hint that you do not wish to elaborate any further. "Should I call the car then?"
This has you blinking and stops your overthinking. "Car?"
Jungkook winks at you. "You didn't think I'd take you out in an uber, did you?"
Well to be fair, you didn't expect anything in particular. You were too busy stressing about how you should go about things to think about what Jungkook might have planned for the date. 
You watch silently as Jungkook types something on his phone and moments later a Mercedes pulls over. You're too much of a noob to guess what the model is but you can tell it's expensive (well, to be fair, all Mercedes cars are).
He quickly walks up to the car and opens the backseat door for you. "Come on, hop in," he urges you, looking excited. 
You thank him with a small, unsure smile and get in. Jungkook shuts the door before jogging over to the other side and getting in. 
He sits next to you and asks the chauffeur to start the car, having already told him where to go. 
However, you have no idea. You're in a car which has three people in it and it's only you who has no clue where you're headed. This doesn't sit right with you and causes your curiosity to spike. 
"Where are we going?" You query looking at Jungkook expectantly. 
"You will see when we reach there," he replies with a small curve of his lips. "That dress looks really cute on you, by the way. It suits you." 
You have never believed any of Jungkook's compliments. You know he only says that because he is viewing you through the rose-coloured glasses the ring has put on him. Hence, every time he gives you these little compliments, you just pretend to accept them with a smile. 
But for the first time, it occurs to you, how thoughtless it is of you to not compliment him in return. 
Hence your eyes go on a little mission to find something you could compliment him on, knowing full well that there's plenty you could acknowledge and sing praises of. 
However, your little mission is proven to be fatal when you get distracted by how ethereal Jungkook looks. 
For the first time, you take notice of the white shirt he's wearing. The plain simple piece of clothing makes him look like an angel but the top three buttons which are kept undone make him look like sin. 
With his right hand gripping the roof handle, his elbow rests on the window pane and the position somehow makes the veins in his arms bulge out. You find yourself feeling grateful for the rolled-up sleeves as it lets you have a clear view of his thick muscular arms that are inked with tattoos. 
Your eyes move from his arms to the expanse of chest that's visible and the sight has you gulping. Gosh, why does it make you want to run your hands over his chest? You shake that thought away and think that it's a wise decision for your eyes to move on to somewhere safer; where you won't be having these unholy thoughts. Your eyes trail up towards his neck and eventually to his face. 
His lips. They look so soft and plump and it makes you imagine how they'd feel against yours. The little mole under his lower lip adds to the beauty of his mouth and makes them look even more kissable. You don't even want to get started with the way his lips are curved upwa–
Wait. Why are they curved upwards?
Your eyes snap to his and shit. He's been watching you along. 
Your whole body heats up in embarrassment and you scold yourself for having these thoughts.
Jungkook is attractive but that doesn't mean that you should be going on thinking about how kissable his lips are. It was one thing when you were doing it earlier but it's a whole different thing, now. You don't want to imagine kissing him because you'd never let something like that happen.
Him kissing you under the influence of the ring would be the same thing as someone spiking a person's drink and taking advantage of them. You'd never be able to live with yourself, if you were to do that.
You know what you're doing right now is probably no better but as long as it's harmless flirting and silly dates. 
Only a month. Only a month. Only a month.
"Done checking me out?"
You look away, flustered and ashamed. "I wasn't."
He knows you're lying.
He also knows that you know that he knows, you're lying. Hence, he decides not to argue. Instead, he takes out his phone and connects it to the car's speaker.
Your brows knit together when you hear the melody that's now playing through the speakers.
"That's my favourite song," you inform Jungkook, your state of surprise turning into that of joy. Your mood lifts instantly as the light-hearted song greets your ears.
"I know," he responds, trying his level best to hold back the smile that's threatening to make an appearance.
Now, that has you looking at him weirdly. How on earth does he know that this is one of your favourite songs? 
"How do you know that this is my favourite song?"
"Let's just say I stumbled upon a post yesterday that happened to let me know of this fun fact." The smile that he was trying to hold back, finally breaks across his face and his eyes sparkle with mischief.
Your brows shoot up. Here, you were thinking that maybe it's just pure coincidence and that maybe he likes this song too. But, no. Boy knew exactly what he was doing. 
A fleeting thought appears in your mind as to what pictures he might have seen and whether you even looked presentable in them. But you find it easier to get rid of that thought by telling yourself that he's still here. If he had found those pictures ugly, he would have not gone on a date with you.
"So you were stalking me?" You squint your eyes at him in a scolding manner. "You just keep proving to me that you're a red flag."
Jungkook raises his hands in the air as if surrendering. What other option does he have anyway? He has nothing to say to defend himself. It's not like he wants to even. He isn't ashamed of his doings, at all. If anything, it was fun.
"Don't blame me. It's all your fault anyways," he retorts. "Your profile appeared on my for you page and how could I resist the urge to stare at that gorgeous face of yours?"
A red hue appears on your cheeks. You may not believe in his words but the way he looks at you every time while complimenting you, makes you want to hide from his intense gaze. 
"Well, my profile let you know of my favourite song," you state, trying to deflect the topic. "What else did you happen to learn from my socials?"
"Let's see. You have a family dog, he's an Australian Shepherd. His name is Jack," he mused while running a hand through his hair. "Your favourite subject is biology and maths. You have a thing for Tom Hiddleston. And chocolate-flavoured ice cream is your favourite."
Damn. They are all correct. You didn't even know someone could know so much about you just from your instagram page.
"You know almost everything about me," you almost stutter your words out.
"I hardly think it's much. I bet there's a lot I don't know about you," he comments.
There isn't. Nothing interesting, at least.
Clearing your throat, you once again, change the topic of conversation and make it about him. "Compared to what I know about you, you do seem to know a lot about me."
He hums, acknowledging your point. "Well, what would you like to know about me?"
You shake your head, refusing to make things easy. "Nah, nah, nah. I'm going to stalk your insta and deduce my facts."
He laughs with his head thrown back, putting his neck on display. "Sure, then. Go ahead. Do your research."
You huff as if to say, challenge accepted. Taking your phone out from your bag, you type his name on the search bar and click on his profile when it shows up. 
"Look at that, you haven't followed me yet," Jungkook whispers right next to your ears as he leans towards you to get clearer access to your mobile screen.
You yelp, not expecting him to be that close. Shuddering when his breath hits the skin of your neck, you pray to whatever god there is to give you strength to make it through the car ride.
You try to focus back on the screen and on the silly challenge you have taken. Scrolling through his insta, you realise there isn't really anything that gives away much about Jungkook. His account is full of pictures of his designs and some occasional photos with his friends and of him partying.
What's worse? All posts are captionless. 
Not wanting to accept defeat, you choose to scroll down even further. There must be a time when he put up pictures without giving them much thought. Maybe when he was in high school? Yes, that sounds about right. That's definitely the age when people find even a leaf on the ground worth posting on their social media.
However, your strong sense of determination dims when you reach his last post only to find that it's some quote. 
You huff and lock your phone screen, which makes Jungkook lean back, finally allowing you to breathe freely. 
"This is unfair," you complain with no real bite.
"It's not my fault, I'm just a private person," he defends himself with a wide bunny grin.
"But you know so much about me."
"I assure you, you'll get plenty of time to make things even," he winks, suggesting that this might be both of your first date but definitely not the last.
"You're under my observation," you inform him in a serious tone. "Just wait until I have got you all figured out."
"I will be patiently waiting," his eyes crinkle in the corner as he enjoys the playfulness of the conversation.
Before you can come up with a response, the car comes to a halt and you're reminded that this car ride isn't going to go on forever. You wish, it did though.
Maybe it's the ring that makes you feel confident enough to say what comes to your mind but somehow, you were comfortable like this with Jungkook. But now it feels like the small bubble you were in, has popped. You will have to step out and you are sure people will give you the same looks Jimin and Brie did.
Before you can mentally prepare yourself, a valet opens the door for you. You smile at him and step out.
Your mouth falls open when you realise where you are. It's one of the costliest Italian places in the city. 
"I knew you'd like it."
Jungkook feels content seeing the look of awe and surprise on your face. It tells him that you were not expecting to be here and perhaps that's exactly what he wanted.
"I-I do," you stutter trying to find the right words to describe how you're feeling. "It's just that I wish you had told me that we were coming here. I would have dressed accordingly."
"If you were to ask me, you are dressed just right." Jungkook comments. "And you don't need to worry about dressing right. Irrespective of what you wear, you are always the prettiest in the room."
You give Jungkook a small smile to let him know that you appreciate his words. However, his words don't have much of an effect in easing your nerves. 
How can it ease you when you know that everything Jungkook is saying is because of the ring? You know you aren't the prettiest. Something which is highlighted even more by Jungkook's presence next to you. 
Jungkook takes a hold of your hand— totally oblivious to your insecure thoughts— and with a wide excited grin guides you inside. 
"Good evening sir. Good evening ma'am," the receptionist greets the both of you with a warm welcoming smile. "May I please have the name the reservation was made under?"
"Jeon Jungkook," Jungkook replies. 
The receptionist nods and does a quick check on his computer before looking up. "Sam will guide you to your table. I hope you enjoy your time with us."
A waiter approaches both of you and upon reading his nametag you realise that it's Sam.
"Please follow me," he requests, politely.
You and Jungkook trail behind Sam until he leads you both to a more secluded area and ultimately stops near a two-seater round table. On your way, you keep your eyes fixed on the ground and try to make a curtain out of your hair so that people don't get a look at your face.
"Please take a seat. Your attendant will be with you shortly." Sam bows, before taking his leave.
Now that you feel a bit more comfortable with the area being secluded, you set your hair back in position and take notice of your surroundings. 
You look around in amazement and take in how quaint the place is and how peaceful it feels. Unlike the low murmur outside, there's a low soothing music in the air which greets your ears and makes you relax. The lights are dimmed and to make up for it, hangs a chandelier right above the table and a beautiful vase of bright red roses sits at the centre. Dare you say everything looks very romantic? 
The sound of chair scraping against the floor catches your attention. 
"Per favore prendi posto," Jungkook says with an Italian accent. Tries to. It comes out so adorably terrible that you end up laughing.
He frowns, confused. "Was that funny?"
You try your best to stop your laughter but the confused expression on his face doesn't help. A few moments later, as your laughter dials down to small chuckles, you finally manage to reply to his question. "It was unique. I have never heard that accent before."
Jungkook squints his eyes and extends his hand for you to take. "Why don't you teach me then?"
You put your hand in his and let him guide you to your seat. "I know for a fact that every time I try to do an accent, it comes out terrible. So, I'm not even going to try."
Once you are seated, Jungkook does the same. "Well, I should at least get points for trying. I listened to a few Italian phrases over and over again during our  entrepreneurship class."
"Well you do get points for your efforts," you smile cheekily and shrug.
"Well you're worth the effort," he flirts, not missing the opportunity.
Worth the effort. Something about those words makes your smile drop.
Mayhaps, it's because you have recently been questioning your worthiness and have been wondering exactly how much of the good things and experiences that you have always wished for, do you actually deserve. 
Going on a date with a handsome guy and having your heart flutter at the romantic gestures made by him, had always been something that you wanted to feel and experience.
Here you are. Having exactly that experience but feeling way different than you had imagined. 
Here's Jungkook, saying how you're worth the effort and all it does is remind you of the fact that it's all because of a ring. That you need a ring for someone to think that way. 
Ironically, it makes you feel worthless.
"Good evening, I'll be your attendant for today," a waitress arrives and introduces herself to the both of you with a smile. However—and you might be wrong—but the smile she shoots at you and the one she shoots Jungkook seem different. 
"Uhh right," Jungkook trails off awkwardly, realising that the two of you haven't taken a look at the menu at all. "We have not yet decided what to order."
The waitress smiles, putting her beautiful set of teeth on display. "That's not an issue, sir. Just let me know when you're ready and I'll take your order."
With that she bows and leaves.
"Take this," he hands you a menu book while he opens another copy of the same. "I have never been to this place before but I have heard that the food is good."
Your eyes scan the list of food items on the menu book and the prices next to them. Everything is overpriced but it does not surprise you. As long as the preparations are good, you think.
After much thinking, you choose to order lasagne while Jungkook orders risotto. 
When the waitress is done taking the orders, she asks if there's anything else the two of you would like. You can't help but notice how despite the question involving both of your choices, her question is directed at Jungkook. Her eyes remain fixed on his and she totally ignores your presence. 
It's only when Jungkook asks if you'd like some red wine that she is forced to acknowledge you. 
"Yeah, sure." You could really do with some wine now.
You exhale a sigh when the waitress leaves. To not overthink what her behaviour could possibly mean—although you already have some idea—you try to make a conversation with Jungkook. 
"This place is really nice," you look around, appreciating the little details that make this place such a calm and soothing one. "You have good taste."
"To be honest, I just googled the costliest Italian place near me and this came up."
You quirk a brow, finding his thought process to be somewhat funny. "So you just wanted to show off how rich you are?"
He finds your question amusing. What he finds even more entertaining is how directly you ask him about it. "Well, being rich is supposed to be attractive."
"I mean I guess everyone has their preferences," you nod, not giving his words much thought. 
However, your casual tone has Jungkook suddenly curious about whether you find it attractive or not. 
"What are your preferences? Do you find rich guys attractive?"
"I won't necessarily say so. I mean sure, it's ideal if a person is well off. But it's not like being rich is a character trait or something."
Jungkook finds himself feeling confused by your words as it doesn't make it clear to him. You said you don't really find it attractive but then you also mentioned how it's ideal if it's someone who's well off.  
You notice the look of confusion on his face and elaborate your point a little. "If you were to imagine the perfect case scenario, you'd obviously imagine there to be no lack. Why would you daydream and imagine a person having any sort of struggle, be it financial or of any other form?"
Jungkook kind of gets your point. Perfect case scenario; the person is well off. But it still doesn't satisfy him as not everyone can afford that lifestyle. "Not everyone's rich, though. There's only a small part of society that can be classified as rich and well-off. Does it not make the rich ones more attractive and more desirable?"
You hum, finding the conversation interesting. "Again, like I said it's about individual preference–"
"What do you prefer?" He cuts you off, reminding you how his initial query was about your preferences. He couldn't care less about other people's choices if he were, to be honest.
"For me, I don't think I have considered a person's bank balance before going out with them," you muse, thoughtfully. "So no, I don't think being rich makes someone attractive."
"How come?" He prods finding your response simply absurd. 
"For one, it's their parents'. No one becomes rich at the age we are unless you're in the entertainment industry or you own a startup that took off really well," you hum and pause for a moment or two, trying to figure out how to put your thoughts into words. 
"Second, money is never stable. You can be a billionaire one day, a millionaire the next and broke the day after. It could go vice versa as well, you could become a billionaire from being broke," you add, your words spilling out one after the other. "Wealth will come and go but if my attraction is based on that, then it's bound to be fickle." 
When you had initially said that a guy's wealth is not necessarily attractive to you, Jungkook presumed that you were lying. But as you speak he can sense the amount of thought you're giving into your words and realises that you were speaking the truth. 
"Being wealthy is advantageous though." 
"Never said it wasn't–" you agree, "–and trust me no one knows that better than the people who come from a humble background." 
"What is that supposed to mean?" He tilts his head, trying to understand where you're taking this conversation.
"Some like to assert their superiority by displaying the advantages they enjoy. They believe that others need to be reminded of the luxury the rich can afford. Which is kind of stupid because, people who aren't well off, are aware of it already." 
"Do you think I consider myself to be superior just because I'm rich?" A challenging look enters his gaze as he asks the question that comes to his mind immediately after hearing your words.
"We wouldn't be having this conversation if you didn't," you reply, not faltering under his gaze and perhaps for the first time, it's you who smirks in satisfaction.
Jungkook, who had been leaning forward and had one of his elbows on the table, now reclines such that his back touches the chair. He looks at you for a few moments and then suddenly breaks into a fit of chuckles. Something that causes you to giggle as well. 
Jungkook has never been shy about the wealth his family has acquired over the years. Be it in the way he throws luxurious parties every once in a while or be it in the way he chooses different cars to arrive at college, he always makes a statement about his wealth. It is also one of the many reasons why he has never had to put much effort into getting the girls he has been interested in. 
He does not know how many of them have found his habit of displaying his money attractive and how many have found it the opposite, but one thing's for sure; no one has ever called him out for it right on his face. And he just can't help but find amusement and humour in it. 
He doesn't even know how the conversation came to this, because to be honest, it's a very weird topic of discussion for a first date. But he won't lie, he enjoyed it nevertheless. It was refreshing.
The rest of the evening goes by just fine. Once the wine gets in your system, you loosen up and giggle at the smallest of things. The dishes, although overpriced, are delicious and are a great treat for both of your tastebuds. 
Perhaps, the only thing that makes you uncomfortable is the waitress. Every time she comes to your table, she somehow manages to intentionally ignore you without making it obvious. Her total disregard for you and the unnecessarily wide grins she gives Jungkook, makes you squirm in your seat.
However, you try your best to ignore it. You succeed at it even. But once you two are done with your food, she comes with the bill and what you have been trying to ignore, becomes unavoidable.
You take the bill, intending to split it in two when you notice that she has left a small note at the bottom. 
Call me when you get bored with her ;)
And right below it, is her number.
Your mood deflates dramatically when you read it. Is it that obvious to others, that you aren't exactly what someone would prefer? That sooner or later, someone would get bored of you?
Believing the answer to these questions to be yes, you pretend to not have noticed the little note and pass the bill to Jungkook. 
After one month, when you remove the ring and when Jungkook ultimately stops seeing you as his dream partner, who knows maybe he will end up using her number. Yes, you can totally see that happening. She's also his type. Unlike you.
Jungkook opens the menu book, inside which lies the bill and notices what the waitress has written for him. It makes him chuckle. "She left her number for me."
Your left eye twitches a little. "I know."
He shakes his head at the waitress's silly behaviour, not paying it any mind. 
You won't ever say it out loud but maybe you expected a little more reaction from Jungkook. Anything to defend you and recognize how disrespectful her words were.
But you try pushing those thoughts away. It's only for a month and Jungkook is most likely more than used to girls giving him their numbers. Moreover, it's not like Jungkook would be here sitting in front of you on a date, had it not been for the ring. Who are you to expect things from him when you're doing something so low? Beggars can't be choosers.
"I am gonna pay my share of the bill using card," you inform him, unzipping your purse.
Jungkook frowns at you. "You do realise that I'm the one who's paying right?"
"Nope, we are gonna split the bill in half," you vehemently disagree. 
He is baffled at your weird behaviour. He's the one who asked you out on a date, he's the one who chose this place and hence, shouldn't it be a given that he's the one who's going to pay? 
"There's no way I'm letting you pay," he states, leaving no room for argument.
Splitting the bill in two, is simply what has always seemed right to you. You have always been the kind of person who would offer and prefer to pay for their share. You believe that to be morally right.
But maybe, if it were someone else, you wouldn't be so hellbent on paying. You would have understood that it's only a first date and that they are more than comfortable paying. If it were someone else, you'd most likely accept their generosity and later take them out on a date to make things equal.  
But it's Jungkook. The same Jungkook who thinks lowly of the real you. If you were to let him pay, you doubt you'd be able to sleep peacefully at night. 
You see how determined he is to not let you pay but you refuse to back down. You gnaw on your lower lip as you come up with something that might just be a little childish and silly. 
Before Jungkook can comprehend a thing, you're getting up from your seat and quite literally start running. Jungkook sits there with his eyes wide in surprise as he fails to understand what just happened. It's only after a few moments that he realises that you're headed towards the reception, to pay. 
This makes him get up from his seat at the speed of light and he too starts sprinting like a man on a mission. 
However, and much to his dismay, when he approaches the reception, your card is in the process of being swiped. 
Jungkook heaves, not prepared to be running right after having a meal. "My goodness, you're something."
"For someone who looks this fit, you really shouldn't be running out of breath after sprinting a few steps," you tease playfully, trying to steer away the conversation from the topic of paying the bill.
He immediately tries to take deep slow breaths to give the impression that he isn't having a tough time getting air in his lungs. "I can breathe just fine. I was just caught off guard by you suddenly taking off."
"You left me with no other choice," you shrug as you collect your card back. 
Having finally accepted defeat, Jungkook swipes his card and proceeds with his payment.
When the both of you are done, you two head out after thanking the man at the reception for their services. Once out, you take a deep inhale of the fresh air, feeling glad that you're out of the restaurant and of the fact that you'll most likely never see that waitress again. You think you're finally done with all the uncomfortable situations for today and find yourself looking forward to returning to the dorms.
You're proven wrong when Jungkook asks a question you didn't even know had the potential of making you feel distressed. 
"Let's take a picture." 
He takes his phone out and opens the camera application. The moment he turns the camera towards you, you bring your palms up to cover your face. 
"Ah, no I look so tired. Don't click my pictures."
Jungkook frowns but complies and brings his phone down. At least, for the time being.
"You weren't this shy when we met the first time," he wonders out loud. You feeling uncomfortable modelling in front of Jimin and Taehyung was understandable, after all, you were meeting them for the first time and you don't have much experience with modelling. The fear of embarrassing yourself is natural. However, the more time he spends with you, the more he realises how shy and skittish you are. Not that it's a bad thing, it's just different from the first impression he had of you. 
Your eyes snap to him when you register his words. Your mind reminds you of the things you did before the ring and it immediately makes you cringe.
"Please don't remind me of that," you mumble in a small voice, suddenly finding your heels very interesting.
"Hey," he whispers upon realising that he might have said the wrong thing. He places his index finger below your chin and makes you look at him. "I meant it when I said that you're always the prettiest in the room." 
It's all because of the ring. You know Jungkook would never say this, otherwise. Despite that, the insecure voice in your head quietens downs a little.
"Even though your hair is a little messy," he adds light-heartedly and pats the top of your head to smooth out the frizziness. "You still look unearthly."
His eyes hold a certain warmth and gentleness to them, that you haven't seen from him before. It makes the rest of the world fade away and makes you whisper, "Thank you."
Had it been anyone else, Jungkook would be making his move and would be kissing them right now. But you're not just anyone else. You're, you. 
Jungkook has always had a certain formula for dates. Ask them out, book a table in an expensive hotel, take them to the destination in one of his luxurious cars, flirt around a little to make them feel flustered and once the date is coming to an end, kiss them. It's always been that simple.  
However, the date with you was different. Except for a few particular moments, he didn't feel like he had the upper hand at all. It was like going on a pre-planned journey but then you took over the driver seat and took him along with you on a ride. 
"Do you want to take a picture?" This time, he asks in a gentle tone, instead of just stating it like he did the previous time.
Although you still feel unsure, you nod.
Jungkook, happy that you finally agreed to take a picture, brings his phone up and positions it such that the both of you are in frame. He tilts his head so that it's touching yours and clicks the picture. 
He looks at the photo and grins, satisfied with the result. "Look at the picture, it is cute."
You fail to find anything cute about yourself but hum, nevertheless. 
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When you reach your dorms, it's around eight in the evening. Thanks to Jungkook who wanted to go around the city a little and took the long way back.
Nevertheless, you are glad to be back in the comfort of your dorms. Thankfully your roommate isn't here, which saves you from the grilling questions she would be throwing at you, otherwise. 
You complete your assignments, clean up your room and make yourself a packet of ramen before going to bed. 
With your cheek pressed against the pillow and your arms tightly hugging the plush toy you got recently, you recall the events from today's date. 
It was one of a kind, that's for sure.
At first, it didn't feel quite right. But gradually, you just went with the flow. 
The more you spend time with Jungkook, the more you get comfortable saying the things you usually would. Of course, it's not all rainbows and sunshine but it's still enough. If the Y/N from two weeks ago were to learn about the way you talk to him now, she would most likely never believe you.
Most importantly, you don't dread spending time with him as much.
Ignoring the waitress incident, you'd say that the date was enjoyable even. 
One moment, which stands out to you, however, is the little moment you shared with him towards the end of the date. You weren't surprised by the words he said but the seriousness with which he said them almost had you breathless.
A small smile appears involuntary on your lips as you recall the look in his eyes and it almost makes you feel….shy? 
But the moment you realise what you're doing, you shake away the feeling. It's all because of the ring, you remind yourself repeatedly until the little warmth that you were feeling is completely gone.
Pledging to not think about the date and Jungkook anymore, you tightly shut your eyes and wait for sleep to take over you.
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When your eyes open, you're in a whole different place.
You don't know where you are but it feels comfortable, familiar and safe. You look around a little in hopes that maybe you will recognise the place but you fail to find any clues.
After some time, you notice a bright light at the end of the tunnel.
But wait, is this a tunnel?
You don't know. It might as well be a cave. You can't tell, really. Whatever it might be, you don't feel the urge to figure out the exact answer as it feels so familiar. As if you have known this place forever.
However, the light has you curious. What is it? Where is it coming from? What lies out there? 
You hesitate for a split second if you should leave this place of comfort but in the end, curiosity gets the best of you.
You take tiny steps and head outside. The bright light makes you wince in discomfort. A look of irritation appears on your features as your pupils try to adjust to the brightness. You squint your eyes hard and try to look for the source of the light. However, you look away immediately, finding it impossible to stare at the object.
Giving up, you allow your pupils the time it needs to adapt. When you feel comfortable enough to look around, your eyes take in everything about the environment you currently find yourself in.
It's new, somewhere you have never been before which makes you feel nervous. Who knows what you're going to encounter here? What kind of people you'll meet? What experiences will you have? 
A sudden cheer coming from a distance catches your attention and without giving it a second thought, you start walking in that direction. Anything is better than being alone in an unknown place.
However, after a few steps, what you see, dissipates your fears.
You see swings, seesaws, slides and a variety of other rides that look incredibly fun. Birds chirp away, colourful butterflies fly from one flower to another and fishes swim in the pond. 
It's a playground, you realise.
You look down at your feet and only then do you happen to notice that you're barefoot and that you have been walking on soft grass all along. Excitement blooms in your chest when you see how beautiful everything around you is. You have never felt anything like this before. There's so much to do, so much to enjoy and so much to see. 
Deciding that it's the fishes you want to see first, you rush to the pond side and crouch down.
You stare in awe as you see a variety of fishes, varying vastly in size and colour, swim around in the water. Some occasionally come to the surface which causes small bubbles to come out of their mouths. Then, your eyes land on the water lilies and you gasp at how beautiful they are. You look at the water droplets that rest on the petals and you feel awe at how perfectly round they are; like little pearls. You dip your hand in the pond and the cold water brings contrast to the warmth you have been feeling on your skin since stepping out.
Warmth. Light. Too much light.
Suddenly something clicks in your mind and you realise that the source of light you were trying to figure out a few moments ago, was the Sun. 
You giggle at the thought that it took you so much time to realise that.
You're so silly.
Shrill excited screams greet your ears and your eyes snap in the direction the noise came from. Your smile widens even further when you realise it's a group of children playing together. They look so happy and ecstatic chasing each other that it immediately makes you want to join. 
You get up and run in their direction. "Can I join?" A bright grin plays on your lips as you look at them expectantly. 
The children stop playing and look at you. Their bright smiles fade slowly and something cruel, and menacing takes over their features. The sky turns grey, thunder roars and owls start to screech. 
You immediately know that there is something wrong. You turn around and start running with all that you have got.
But you only make it so far. 
A tall, dark, hooded figure appears in front of you and out of nowhere, you lose your mobility. You try your best to move your feet and run but to no avail. 
The mystery figure starts laughing loudly and you start feeling this crushing pain in your chest that's somehow both physical and emotional. You wail and cry for mercy but no one shows sympathy.
God, you should have just stayed where you were. Why did you choose to come out?
Your eyes snap open and the first thing you do is turn on the lights. Looking around you realise that you are in your dorm and that it was just a dream. 
However, that realisation doesn't soothe you. You find yourself still being in flight or fight mode and the crushing pain in your chest refuses to leave.
You get up and grab a glass of water. With a displeased scowl on your face, you replay the dream you just had. 
You have never had a dream like this before. You may have dreamt of monsters and magical places but never have you felt the emotions so vividly. And for some reason, the dream was scarier than any dream you have ever had. 
You go to the washroom and splash your face with water. Taking a few deep breaths, you place your hand on your chest and try to calm yourself down.
After five minutes or so, you feel a bit steady. You splash your face a few more times before looking into the mirror. 
It's only a dream, you tell yourself.
There's no point in trying to look into it or in trying to find some deeper meaning behind it. It may take a few minutes more for the remnant emotions to fade but there's no point in getting so worked up over it.
You sit on your bed and scroll through Instagram, hoping that it will act as a distraction and once again, find yourself waiting for sleep to take over.
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The next day, you go to class looking like a zombie because sleep wasn't your friend last night. After that dream, it just simply refused to visit and as a result of which you were forced to stare at the ceiling like a fool. 
You would have honestly preferred to miss the first few classes but then you refused to do so as you owe an apology to Brie. Talking to her and letting her know that you didn't mean to react that way comes way before getting an early morning nap. 
With a practised speech (because you can't risk letting anything about the ring out) that you hope conveys your emotions, you walk into your class and look if Brie's here already. When you notice that she isn't, you find an empty seat and put your bag on the seat next to you, to save a seat for Brie. 
You take out the storybook you started reading only a week ago and start reading it. However, after a few moments, you feel as if people are looking at you. You try to ignore it, thinking that it's just your mind playing games. But it soon becomes so uncomfortable that you are forced to look up from your book. 
As it turns out, it wasn't just your mind playing games. People really are looking at you and are murmuring among themselves. 
Before you can even come up with assumptions as to what this is about, someone taps on your shoulders, aggressively. 
And of course, it's Brie. 
"Explain this," she demands and shoves her phone at your face and looks at you, expecting an answer. 
"Geez, calm down," you say with a light awkward chuckle. 
"Sorry, can't," she clicks her tongue in annoyance and urges you to take a look at her phone.
You do so and look at the screen and you suddenly understand why people are looking at you weirdly. It's the same picture you and Jungkook clicked yesterday using his phone. The only difference is, it's now on Jungkook's instagram available for everyone to see.
"Shit," you whisper as your face pales. 
You didn't for once consider the possibility that he will upload the picture on his Instagram.
There's nothing you can do now, you realise. It's already out and by the looks of it, is a topic of discussion among your peers. 
Your eyes fall on the ring and a feeling of annoyance sparks within you. You thought this ring would make things easier for you. You just wanted one month of peace and happiness.
Why then, do you find yourself unable to feel those very emotions? 
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