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azuree1733 · 5 months ago

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Zag😛

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re-whump · 8 months ago

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the other day @whumpsday had an ask about tiny kane au and mentioned kane hiding under a leaf after a failed attempt to return home

and I keep thinking about a tiny vampire hiding under a leaf all day, like? stranding yourself under this flimsy shield to avoid the most agonizing pain you know but also you’re still in hostile territory. imagine hearing someone stomping around, do you move and risk drawing attention to yourself? can you move without knocking that cover loose? And really, you don’t just have to worry about someone noticing you—getting crushed underfoot is going to have an ugly healing process, especially if the slightest breeze blows that leaf away while you’re an immobile mess of pulp… so uh, a small fanart of the poor guy

#i GIVE UP making light/color look better #there was more going on comp wise and I cut it off lol #my art #g/t #I NEED to do something w a tiny vampire tho #almost as badly as I need to stop starting new projects #rtl

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tleeaves · 5 days ago

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There are two wolves inside me. One wants to embrace a new hobby in dance so I can be active and feel elegant and graceful and strong. This wolf wants to try something new and exciting, finally indulging in something I've always had an interest in.

The other experiences such frustrating emotions on a near daily basis that I want to go back to boxing, which is arguably easier to break into since I've already done it before. This wolf doesn't think of elegance, she just wants to fuck shit up until her body's so overworked and warm it fogs up car windows without having to do anything but sit inside.

Which one do I fucking feed??

#t. lee woes #like. do you know how hard it is trying to start something new that you've never done at all ever before??#and you've got no mode of transport until december - and ONLY if things go well #and now you're contemplating ways to mkre regularly earn a bit of money to afford the classes since paying weekly means my income #would wind up like $9 a fortnight since $40 would be spent by the end of each fortnight #it wouldn't necessarily be stagnant but it's not a desirable position to be in #I still have stuff saved up in a jar but I'm always hesitant to dip into that stuff #originally it was going toward a violin and lessons for that but I'm putting it off in favour of something a bit easier to dedicate time to #boxing is easy. in fact I could get support from my fam for that cause they like it #they don't see the point in dancing but I really want to at least try it and I'm worried about affording each term if I do end up liking it #also I already have boxing gear from before #but I'm hesitant about boxing at the moment for a lot of reasons I can't quite articulate but weirdly might have something to do with #internalised misogyny and biases... which is WILD cause my dad supports women learning martial arts #I can't do karate though I tried that and the class drove me a little insane #and it doesn't push you the same way boxing does and I really like to be pushed #if I don't leave sweating and hot and lungs and muscles aching then what's the point?? I can do mediocre exercise at home #and find more intense martial arts classes that also teach other kinds of self-defense #it's like... ehhhh #anyway but also I want to do something that's for fun that isn't so Serious Fight Mode #hence dancing #but I can only afford one not both and basically I'm grumpy today cause I was gonna trial a dance class - got ready and everything - but #my ride was suddenly unavailable. and I still can't stomach public transport. nor am I good at navigating it #it feels so different here compared to where I used to live - and I knew trains better not buses

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shitouttabuck · 1 year ago

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wip wednesday

tagged by @rewritetheending @onward--upward and @alyxmastershipper 💓💓💓

i haven’t reeeeally started writing anything other than planning this out broadly because it’s very plot heavy but got a little lost thinkin about the intimacy of shaving the other day so this is from x files au in some shitty shared motel room while they’re cryptid hunting or chasing aliens idk we’ll figure it out

When he emerges, hair towelled dry and in clean clothes, Eddie frowns at him. “What?” he asks. “Promise I didn’t finish all the hot water.” “No, you just look—” Eddie gestures at Buck’s face, “—scruffier than usual.” “Oh,” Buck says, running a hand over his day-four stubble. “I forgot my razor.” “Oh,” Eddie’s face clears, “just use mine.” Buck swallows. “Um. Okay. Thanks.” Eddie nods at him and goes back to squinting at his phone, so Buck about-faces and re-enters the bathroom. It’s not a big deal, he tells himself as he foams up his face. It’s like—like sharing a hairbrush. Intimate, sure, not something you’d tend to do with people you don’t know well, but it’s not a big deal. He wets the razor and brings it to his throat, heart hammering there so violently it feels like his Adam’s apple is trying to get out. If his hand doesn’t stop trembling he’s going to nick himself, and God, he is being absolutely fucking ridiculous. Deep breath. The razor glides over the thin skin of his throat, muscle memory even as he stares at himself in the mirror. Doesn’t think about Eddie doing this every morning, using this very razor. Blade edge kissing his jaw the same way it kisses Eddie’s. Doesn’t think about Eddie doing this for him, hand holding his chin as he shaves Buck carefully, grip firm when he turns Buck’s face this way and that. Doesn’t think about Eddie kissing where the blade kissed him first. Doesn’t think about any of that when he rinses the razor clean and slots it back into the travel mug, where Buck’s toothbrush rests against Eddie’s with such easy familiarity it’s about to spark a whole new crisis.

tagging @try-set-me-on-fire @jeeyuns @housewifebuck @anxieteandbiscuits @forthewolves @zahlibeth @athenagranted @buckactuallys @transboybuckley @icecreampotluck @diazblunt if you have anything to share today or later!

#since starting t the last couple months i've had to start shaving my face and it's quite weird actually! gender is so [waves hand] like idk #but didn't have anyone to teach me. and was just thinking about how it wouldve been a pretty intimate thing if i had #also i think this fic will have switching pov which is very exciting to me #but also. it's a mammoth one even just planning it and i have so much real life shit i've been ignoring #and also writing a shorter silly thing that im having fun with rn so might put this on the backburner #but also x4 my foster puppy just got taken to his new home and im sad and miss him like a goddamn lung #so i need something to distract me every empty minute and eddie diaz as dana scully is going to be that i think #but ALSO there’s so much fic i want to catch up on READING #ain’t enough time in the day. and yet i never seem to do anything #sorry for these endless tags #tag game #wip #x files au

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kraang5 · 5 months ago

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So…I made a new au… an experiment au! And I’ve inspired this character on…Me! ^_^

My name isn’t Misu but my name does start with an M , the age is literally just one year younger ^_^ The experiment code name thingy is just random ;-;

OH BUT! There are these levels/classes! :

A - Least dangerous , non aggressive

B- 2nd Least dangerous, somewhat aggressive

C-Moderate (level of danger) , somewhat aggressive |Some C-classes pose no threat but are more aggressive|

D- Moderate (level of danger) , Aggressive |Some D-classes are less aggressive but more dangerous|

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If anyone wants to make their own character, go ahead! ^_^

( @ghosty-0w0 , @karmacomesaround , @c00kietin )

#oc art #my art #my art!#New au!?!?!?!?#yup #So…if you want to make an Oc. then you have to do what I did! Let the ocs name start with the first letter of your name #<- let the age be one year younger than the age you currently are.#<- and just make any code thingy for your oc! Any power or ability can be given to your oc too!#This info is only for if you wanna do it :3 No pressure #Might think of calling this au ‘Young subjects’ or something T-T #OH OH YOU CAN ALSO CHOOSE IF YOU ARE A SCIENTIST! :D #Young Subjects

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trentcrimminallybeautiful · 7 months ago

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i think the diamond dogs should play improv games just bc it would amuse me, an ex theater kid, specifically

#ted and beard ofc are reading each others minds #trent is shockingly good at it but only when he forgets to be self conscious #also see: he does both best and worst with ted (best when he's not being self conscious #worst when somehow the prompt gets too touchy or 'romantic' bc Crush Crush Crush Brain Panic)#(please the image of ted in character hugging him or something and trent just. red. brain crashed. no longer improving just frozen. barely #manages to recover and even then it was not subtle. unclear if ted is a) genuinely oblivious b) teasing him and thinks trent knows that #c) something else(??) )#roy is too stiff most of the time but if he gets really into it he gets REALLY into it.#best way to get this result is to involve phoebe or another child #higgins did community theater at some point and is the one teaching them all the games. beard also seems to have done intense research #but higgins is the one with EXPERIENCE #not that i think beard and ted couldn't have done an improv duo in college or something but in this scenario they did not #nate surprisingly is pretty good at it once he gets into it like it takes him a second but #then he's like. really getting into it and he's very quick on his feet #new way to go mad with power (affectionate): the rush you get when you make the perfect snap back comedic line/acting choice #also while trent is so good paired with so many of them i think he and nate would be a hilarious duo. they're SO funny.#they complement each other well and are both quick & clever #esp if it's about a mutual interest (although one of them taking the lead on something else like nate and music while the other plays off t #em is also good) but like #please i just had the iamge of them basically doing a bit where they're like. those mean old gay muppets in the theater?#like trent and nate improv duoing as some bitchy reviewers just going back and forth and it's so FAST and SO funny #beard records it and posts it somewhere and it goes viral.#god don't even get me started on the idea of some sort of official richmond social media/the gang posting random clips on social media #bc the ideas i have are so funny.#also largely trent centric but what do you want from me okay i'm just a little slut.

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months ago

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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh

#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh #AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game #(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random #townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can #browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around #and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho #Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly #i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol #I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T #Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things #But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense #That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length #text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres #visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol #Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered #boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world #and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY #more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL #Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool #idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh #the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope #''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months #learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have #a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that #and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY

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goblinunderabridge · 8 months ago

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I love size swaps 😥😥😥😥

#THE JOY OF: omg my giant friend I just started to trust is suddenly three inches tall #Oh no theyre scared of me #they think im gonna retaliate for our less than optimal first meeting #Yknow the jar thing #how the fuck do I be gentle when im this big #How tf r THEY gentle when theyre this big?#and then they get frustrated and accidentally use their newfound strength to like break something #Or hurt someone on accident #and they turn into what they were afraid of #and ofc the sensory overload for the new tiny guy #HURT/COMFORT OMG 😔😔😔#g/t idea #g/t art #g/t fearplay #gt community #g/t fluff #g/t writing

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itspileofgoodthings · 7 months ago

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I love the rhyming on ttpd. can only think of two examples currently but I know there’s more.

#the dancing phantoms on the terrace do they get second hand embarrassed #is e v e r y t h I n g #but also I can’t stop thinking about:#you. look. like. taylor swift. in this light—we’re lovin’ it #like just the flow. the cadence. not even just the rhyme but #her ease with language and playfulness with it and all the little pockets and corners of so many songs #even ones you think you don’t like. settle in with time!#like the thing about taylor is that she is VERY much a poet #in that some of her genius/way with words is innate #and the images and stuff she uses the turns of phrase can feel so garish and embarrassing on first listen #they JAR #but honestly I think it’s because she is truly …. new? she is doing something NEW #and the shock and outrage that always goes with new things is always present with a Taylor album #and I think she’s drawing on so much from the past to write but she is so deeply rooted in the present cultural moment #so it’s so easy to dismiss her writing on first glance as like. idk a college girl’s idea of poetry #as being too Stark or Melodramatic.#she loves OBVIOUS imagery and extremely dramatic ones too #but she isn’t actually just throwing stuff at the wall #because pretty much always. it starts to land and soften and settle #and the image she’s chosen has done its job of drawing you into a world #and/or communicating an emotion #and sometimes it’s so upsetting. like. get me out of the bedroom with Matty Healy taylor!!!!!!!!!! but. the art is art-ing!#I guess is what I’m saying. she’s good at this it isn’t just hype #but some of it really is that she’s taking us places we might not want to go or are so quick to pass judgment on #as being unworthy of a song or more importantly a poem. but present art HAS to do that #and does do it!!!!!! idk I am just. musing

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artist-heart83 · 17 days ago

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💜: Just gaining control from the account to said:

Apart of Alex having a crush with Emi. They are two other characters and they have a crush on each other, due to lore reasons I can’t said who they are