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artthoufruity · 9 months ago
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Why are the core four all wearing blue and beige/yellow... Somethings going on. Where are their own individual colours? Where's Lucas's red and Dustin's green? Actually why are they on Will? Something something he's the soul of the group, he keeps them together
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03junkie · 2 months ago
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I will never get over the fact that jeremy knox sunshine personified has to bleach his hair. that man is the poster boy for hair damage. you best bet that his hair follicles are begging to be put out of their misery
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spinostarz · 6 months ago
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has anyone else made the connection between stars being sailors' guide and whenever javert talks about stars it's symbolic of the law for him. because it's what guides him and to him it is consistent and concrete. am i late to this realization or .
like in the brick before he kills himself when he looks into the seine he doesn't see the stars. he realized the law isn't actually as dependable as he thought, the thing he relied on his whole life was pulled out from under him
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all-thestories-aretrue · 8 months ago
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I have been thinking about Nara for TWO WEEKS NOW and I still don't think I have any clue what she's up to. Don't fucking trust her though. And I feel like none of my speculations hold any water. I am clawing at the walls.
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donaviolet · 1 year ago
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emmyrosee · 5 months ago
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His foot taps anxiously against the floor of the flower shop, eyes glazing over the beautiful bouquets and vibrant colors that splash under the fluorescent lights that crackle above his head. The smell of so many flowers is getting into his head, powdery and sweet, but the nausea brewing inside of him is not budging.
He messed up. He knows that.
He also knows he relies on the bet that you’ll accept flowers every time he messes up, which while seldom, happens more than he still would like.
You deserve the utmost love and respect. And he can’t stand that sometimes, he feels like he can’t give it to you and has to hope flowers will be enough for your trust again, like a bandaid on a scraped knee.
After this, he’ll run to the bakery for a pastry, wrapped in a little box, waiting for you to enjoy it-
What is he thinking, countless gifts won’t make up for it, for all he’s done. You’ll never forgive him, each bouquet and each slice of cake when he messes up surely is only driving you away, and he cards a hand through his blonde hair as he has a small, teeny freak out in front of the display.
He looks to the old man next to him who easily picks out a bouquet of assorted flowers with a predominantly purple color story. The old man sniffs them, and smiles, before sighing happily. He turns to Atsumu with small nod, “think she’ll like ‘em?”
Atsumu tenses up before offering the old man a small chuckle, “sure is one of the prettiest bouquets in here,” he encourages, and the man hums as he looks around the boquete for any imperfections in the petals. “She’ll be lucky to have them from ya, yessir.”
The man smiles, “no, son; I’m lucky to have her.” He sighs dreamily, “there isn’t enough bouquets in the world to show her how much she means to me.”
Atsumu freezes. For some reason, unbeknownst to him, a lump forms into his throat at the man’s words. He tries to swallow it thickly, keep his emotions at bay before he wails to this strange man about all the ways he’s hurt you over the years and how always, he’s never been able to fully forgive himself despite you assuring that you do.
This argument would be no different.
Atsumu nods his head in understanding, “I think you might be in the same boat as me,” he says, wondering if this man too, is making up for a mistake he made. If this man is trying to repent, and the first way to do it is to bring her flowers, a symbol of a love he’s determined to keep blooming, keep alive, keep beautiful.
But maybe, just maybe, he’s not relying on the fact that flowers are an apology, perhaps they’re being purchased just because, just to make you smile.
Perhaps Atsumu should start doing that for you. Just something nice.
Something to look forward to.
The man chuckles once more; it’s raspy, like perchance he’s one to indulge in a cigarette when the craving arises, but it’s comforting, and for the first time in hours, Atsumu feels a little more at ease.
“At least we’re in the boat, my friend,” the man says. Atsumu swallows thickly once more, but he flashes the man a comforted smile.
“You’re right. We sure are, sir.”
The man bows at the blonde, “you take care of yourself,” he says simply, before coolly turning to make his way to the registers. Atsumu looks back at the boquetes and grabs one that reminds him of you; bright and pristine, like bubbles on a warm day, a warm blanket at night. Like the movie you can repeat by heart by now, but he’ll still watch with you like it’s the first time.
He smiles, sniffles and blinks the sting in his waterline, thrilled to be in the boat with you.
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xichilie · 25 days ago
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Dude, I got Brant today and I geniunely wasn't expecting to laugh out loud upon hearing his voice line for his troubles.
Just being a dismayed "Ain't got no money :("
like... let me take you out bbygirl....
Perchance.... if you would be willing.... would you be willing to write such a scenario for us brant enjoyers to feast upon.....?
The Reader taking Brant out on their own dime, to be exact, not picky with how you deliver! :3
Congratulations on getting brant 🤍 and you're so right we need to spoil him.
Brant x (fem) reader
Taking him out
The streets of Ragunna were alive with the gentle hum of evening life as Y/N led Brant through the cobbled pathways, her hand lightly tugging his as he trailed behind with an exaggerated sigh.
“Y/N, my dear, my dearest, my only solace in this cruel world,” Brant lamented, pressing a dramatic hand to his chest. “You wound my pride by insisting on paying for me. How shall I ever recover from this devastating blow?”
Y/N rolled her eyes, but her lips twitched in amusement. “By enjoying a good meal and not making a scene, perhaps?”
Brant gasped, appalled. “Me? Make a scene? You wound me further!”
She shook her head, pulling him through the doors of Trattoria Margherita. The warm, rich aroma of baked bread, sizzling meats, and fragrant herbs instantly wrapped around them, and Brant audibly sighed in delight. The restaurant bustled with life, patrons laughing over their meals while Margherita herself worked behind the counter, barking out orders to her staff with a commanding presence.
They were led to a cozy corner table, candlelight flickering between them. Brant leaned forward on his elbows, resting his chin on his hands, studying Y/N with that familiar mischievous glint in his pink eyes.
“So,” he mused, “you lured me here with promises of food, but tell me, my sweet, sweet Y/N—what is the real reason for this indulgence?”
She arched a brow. “Do I need a reason to treat you?”
Brant smirked. “Not at all. I simply enjoy hearing you say it.
Their conversation was briefly interrupted by the arrival of their drinks—Ragunna Espresso for Y/N and a glass of Nectarwine for Brant. He took a sip, eyes fluttering shut in pleasure. “Ah, nectar of the gods. You truly know how to spoil me.”
She laughed, watching as he examined the menu with great interest.
“I think I’ll have the Steak Margherita,” he announced. “A fine choice for a fine man.”
“And I’ll have the Nuvola Pasta,” Y/N added before turning to Brant. “Do you want to share a Margherita Pizza?”
Brant gasped, reaching across the table to clutch her hands. “My love, my star, my generous patron, you truly know the way to my heart!”
The warmth of his hands against hers sent a pleasant shiver up Y/N’s spine, but she masked it with a chuckle. “Brant, it’s just a pizza.”
“Ah, but it is a symbol of your affection, and that makes it divine.”
Dinner was a blend of romantic indulgence and Brant’s usual antics. He moaned dramatically over each bite, exclaiming poetic praises about the food, much to Y/N’s amusement. The Margherita Pizza was shared in small bites between laughter, and he made a grand show of offering her the last piece, declaring it a token of his eternal gratitude.
When dessert arrived—a decadent Triple-Scoop Ice Cream—Brant held up his spoon like a duelist about to enter battle. “My dear, I propose a game. The one who steals the most bites wins.”
“You do realize I paid for this, right?” Y/N teased.
“Precisely why I must even the score,” Brant said with a wink.
The game ended in playful swats of spoons and shared laughter, until only melted remnants remained in the dish. Brant sat back with a satisfied sigh, watching Y/N with a softer expression now, the candlelight reflecting warmly in his gaze.
“You’ve done something dangerous, Y/N,” he murmured, his voice losing its teasing edge.
She tilted her head. “Oh? And what’s that?”
He reached for her hand again, his fingers tracing slow patterns against her palm. “You’ve shown me kindness I never thought I deserved.” His voice dropped to a whisper, almost reverent. “And now I fear I’ll never be able to let you go.”
Y/N felt her heart stutter, warmth blooming in her chest. The usual theatrics were gone, replaced by something sincere and achingly tender. She squeezed his hand in return, offering him a small, knowing smile. “Then don’t.”
Brant inhaled sharply before his lips curled into something softer than a smirk but more mischievous than a smile. He lifted her hand and pressed a lingering kiss to her knuckles.
“As you wish, Stella Mia.”
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dontevenpmodarlin · 12 days ago
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Montresor analysis post.
I am going to talk a lot about episode 87 and then a bit about other episodes.
I watched a guy talk funny on YouTube and here is it roughly translated;
“Ego produces most of our thoughts. We think that when we interact with the world, talk to people, that those things generate thoughts inside us. But no. What enters us are raw materials, materials from which the ego composes thoughts. But what thoughts it creates depends on what you have experienced, what traumas you have, how you were raised. What you have understood to what extent and how certain things, what conclusions you have drawn based on a certain understanding you had. What decisions based on these conclusions you have started to make and what patterns have been created based on making certain decisions. What you have seen, smelled, experienced.”
So the stuff that are being said here are very impressive to me and I adore it.
And it reminded me of Montresor.
Montresor is raised in a very religious community. In it, for reasons unknown to us yet, he is seen from birth as a sinner.
“You’ve had the devil inside you since the day you were born” - Monty’s mom.
If it’s by his mother, or by the whole community, we don’t know. We know that at the end he seems to be the scapegoat of them all, (if the robed figures do indeed symbolize his old community, idk they may symbolize just other people over all.) but let’s assume that ig? Going by that thinking Montresor is raised in a place where everyone blames him for stuff.
Let’s quickly go over the facts we get from the flashback:
We’re in a church.
There’s dirties cloaked figures, faceless, that are wearing white robes. The robes themselves are dirtied, suggesting that those people are themselves not ‘clean’ ‘pure’ or free of ‘sin’
Montresor asks them who they are and what do they want.
A figure reaches out from under the cloak- let’s also point out that everyone in this flashback is cloaked. As if the robe itself is a protection from the dirt? Perchance? (You can’t just say perchance☝️🤓)
The robes can suggest that they’re hiding themselves under the pretense of something pure/righteous and do not let the dirt stain them.
They may hide who they really are or their intentions.
The person who touches him on the chest -Duke and Annabel railing scene style- stays quiet for a moment “…” before saying that “You’re wicked.”
And THAT burns. That handprint burns.
The cloaked figures hand itself turns black, and the DIRT from the cloaked figures robe, atoms dissolves itself and burns Montresor leaving a mark.
Here’s the visual for the first time it happens and later on we get a whole panel of how the line infront of him is dirtied and the whole line after passing by him is cleansed.
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Okay so we pretty clearly get the meaning of this, but let’s go over this panel by panel.
Montresor bends over holding onto his chest and making the ouch-sounds, and bro doesn’t get a break because the next hand is already reaching out for him, as the now cleaned ‘Mr.Yee Wicked’ goes away.
Montresors notices and says ‘WH- hold on’
But the next figure already is saying “You are selfish.”
And it’s dirt leaves its robe, creating a burn on Montresor’s back.
The figures keep coming with comments like “Gluttonous.” “Stupid.” “Depraved.” to which all Montresor objects, getting more and more agitated.
As I said, the whole line infront of him is dirtied, waiting for their turn to get rid of their dirt-sins-wrong doings, by blaming it on him, or projecting or whatever.
I’ve wanted to write down list over where which blame is placed but it doesn’t show past these three’s, and I don’t want to assume too that it was meant symbolically, but it would’ve been cool if it was.
Heart? - Wicked.
Upper back - Selfish.
Left Shoulder - Depraved? Or Wretched?
Either way the Wretched comment is where he breaks with a “Please.”
Now for everyone that is as English as me, id like to just quickly summarize that the word Wretched means being in a miserable, unfortunate, or deserving of pity state.
(If I’m wrong, do so correct me.)
Either way it suggest in religious context being removed from the God. Which well, is the source of life and everything overall.
Also let’s quickly say that the handprints leaving burns means them having a lasting effect on Montresor. They burn him. The accusations and judgments, handprints symbolizing different vices, condemning him, have long lasting effects on him.
Montresor is in the next panel curled up nearly, he hugs himself with his long hair covering his face, (in shame?) and his right eye being visible in emotion of like I’d say conflict? He is hurt by so many people here, he asks them to “Just leave me be.” I think that panel describes a lot of his childhood. He doesn’t understand what’s happening or why they’re doing this to him.
Him hugging himself with his hands holding his shoulders tightly amidst the burning handprints dooo create a visual. Are his hands atp holding him together or are they part of the blame, but now self inflicted? Does he believe all of that? Maybe he knows it’s not real but still it does force the thoughts and bad beliefs.
He must feel it to be wrong, OR he believes it, but he must’ve noticed as he grew up that others weren’t holier than him.
When a hand reaches to his forehead to say “You are worthless.” He SNAPS.
He does NOT let that touch him. He fights against it all then, with
“So what if I am.” He replies looking up. (Idk if the way the sentence is multiplied and lowered on opacity suggests it being said before, or a ringing effect.)
It continues with:
“Does it make you feel holy?!” “Like yer better than me!?” “Like y’all ain’t sinners yerselves?!”
Which hi? Okay so he may accept all those things, and believe them deep inside? Negative stuff being repeated to us as we grow up DO fuck up our brain, and worm inside it. They create beliefs because even IF we are so lucky to understand on an intellectual level that something may not be completely true, the wound itself was created on a deep emotional level.
If you’re told as a child that you’re an pathetic little crusty Cheeto thief-goblin then that may trigger an insane emotional reaction. You trust adults, if the ones that are your guardians say shit, you believe them ofc. They are keeping you alive, you need their love and approval to survive and grow.
So words like pathetic, Cheeto, and thief fx can leave marks on us, make us feel ashamed so insane degrees. And fear and shame are two main sources of a lot of feelings, that may be masking them.
So even understanding that you’re not a Cheeto might’ve left such an emotional scar on you that until you feel those feelings that were stopped back then and turned into a trauma, you won’t be left free of it and will be haunted. And for the emotions to flow, you also need a new logical understanding of what happened and why you’re not a Cheeto or why being a Cheeto is not wrong. You need to see on both levels that it’s a misunderstanding or not a wrong doing.
Anyway that Worthless comment ENRAGES Montresor. All the other comments lead him to feel anger, shame? Sadness? But that one triggers him more that the T-word (🚂)
“Worthless, y’say?” “Worthless!?” Monty screams looking around, he is circled by the purified freaks, “YOU.” “NEED.” “ME.”
Which fuck yeah, okay so he understands that everyone around him is a ‘sinner’ as well, and that they’re using him as a scapegoat to feel better about themselves. This is and understandable source of insane anger.
Now the fuck ass bitch of the mf year comes in, aka his Mother who I’ll call Samantha because I don’t want to type Monty’s mom 24/7.
Samantha- I’m kidding, his mother shushes him, calms him down as she reaches for him, and holds him- or rather has him in her clutches! As she doesn’t HUG him ladies and gentlemen, she holds her hands clasped around him.
Let’s add to this that his mother’s robe is colored RED. And her right hand has a golden cross ring.
Which HI OKAY. Okay. Funny thing, this might be a reach BUT, overall wearing a cross necklace is supposed to mean bearing your own cross, as in bearing your own hardships and suffering and pain etc, not rejecting it.
In literature such as Dostoyevsky the cross necklace is used often in ways as to show one taking the consequences of their actions and bearing them. Or as in exchanging them to show brotherhood.
Either way, I may be looking too much into stuff yk? But she’s wearing it on her middle finger which lol, but she’s wearing it on her hand, not around her neck, and she puts her hands around in a pseudo hug which is actually a cage next to the other burns on his body.
Is it meant to symbolize her trapping him by using religion? Or Samantha putting her own wrongs and blames on him as well? Her burdens? We’ll get back to that later.
Monty is huffing and puffing bcus he just had a rage attack, and his mother asks him “Are you picking fights again, my treasure?”
I’m shitting myself full live ultra HD because this implies that him trying to fight for himself and rejecting himself being worthless is declined.
He is not allowed to do so.
Why doesn’t his mother allow it? Because feelings as shame and guilt can be used to trap people. That’s what narcissists does usually taking facts mixing up words and phrases to make the other person seem guilty and in blame.
Holy Samantha is calling this ‘picking a fight.’ And the ‘again’ suggest that she’s been bending perceptions to her like and presenting the reality in her fancy.
And her fancy is keeping control over Montresor.
“My treasure.”
So this is a whole thing, which I suspect most of us already know of but let’s go over it for the sake of clarity.
His mother calling him ‘Montresor’ which can be directly translates to ‘My treasure’, and now it’s cute when it’s in the style of ‘My pumpkin’ pie’ but it’s rather giving ‘MY PRECIOUS.’ As in Gollum.
He belongs to HER. His autonomy is hers. He is not to misbehave- but actually he IS to misbehave, because that’s what keeps him trapped! If he sins, he needs HER to atone. How else is he to be forgiven? (Samantha is flashing us her Colgate smile my loves, she is NOT against this situation.)
His mother traps him in a cycle where he will always misbehave, and everything he does will be shown in that light, he’s either hopeless or selfish, and she DOES want him in that cycle, for him to endlessly try to not misbehave and always fail, and always have to depend on her for atoning for failing.
The next scenes will explain this better,
Montresor looks down at the arms wrapped around him and says “Mother.” In shock on his face. But not ‘Mother?’ But as in a statement.
Also back up, she is wearing a red robe. It’s not stained. She does not feel at fault or blame. And maybe it’s because her son is her main outlet. The white can symbolize righteousness, or devotion. Red may symbolize power or sin? Probably power, since she’s in power of him.
Anyhoo, she says
“Holler all you want. They’ll never hear you.”
Aka you’re helpless, no matter what to do they will never hear you = understand you = accept what you say. This can be a shaping belief to have, it’s no use to defend yourself because the crowd is deaf.
This is critically damaging because it’s partly truth in this situation. The cloaked figures won’t listen to what he has to say, he’s the worst of them all, all he says is bound to be bad.
This also dismisses the idea of trying for change or reaching for justice by peaceful means. They won’t listen anyways. You have to act in other ways.
“How don’t you understand yet?”
She’s insinuating he’s behind on something and it’s he who doesn’t understand, it’s all an illusion in his head. She’s planting doubt atp in his head too. Like darling? Why tf are you so behind, throwing a fit in a public server. Be ashamed- if you want ig.
“You are not one of us.”
Isollllation. Isolation is DEATHLY. Detaching him from all of them again would force him to think that she is like nearly a god for being there for him or loving him.
Making him dependent on her. He is to feel worse by overall, and it all comes at the end of the day of if she’ll be pitiful enough- or god forbid ah if she is forced to love him because he’s her child and it’s not even her choice to pity him! It’s forced! - and will grant him ‘acceptance’ or a form of it.
She won’t leave him. And her abandoning him should scare him. (Maybe this is a reach, I’d like to say that I’m theorizing real hard rn) but Samantha not wanting Montresor to leave her could indeed be swapped around into a way in which he feels her fear instead, so she gains more control. Typical narcissist behavior ig.
I feel ashamed? Nahhh, it’s all you G. I am angry? No it’s YOU who is raising your voice at ME. I’m the poor victim. LMAO IG?
I don’t want to be left alone? (Again?) (or to bear all the shame alone?)
Well, let’s switch it around and make YOU scared of me leaving so that I’ll be ensured you won’t leave me.
Ok next is just Monty looking at the big ass cross on the wall hit up by light and shit, as his mother holds him and keeps talking.
Btw id like to point out the effect of the windows. They have those diamond bars patterns. They’re ALL over Samantha’s smexy red H&M robe. They’re like prison bars, and it can ofc suggest her trapping him, or them both being trapped. I mean she herself is trapped in her own emotions and who she is, and she’s doing it to him too bcus that’s what she is doing to herself, unconsciously or not. The patters seem to do that to us.
“We walk with the lord, always.”
“Never question his plans.”
The statement of him not being one of them and then these being said suggest that he doesn’t walk with the lord and that he questions his plans- by questioning stuff? By questioning how he is treated? Very extreme show of how religion can be corrupted and bent for one’s own use. You could take overall a lot of wisdoms or Facebook quotes and do tf u want with them, and Montresor’s mother is quite a person.
“And He smiles upon us for our devotion.”
“But when He tests you, you get angry. You think you know better.”
Well what a way to spin and tamper with his emotions. His anger is not rightful. What he feels is wrong. People around him judging or abusing him is right or a test or whatever, and if Monty was devoted he wouldn’t feel like this.
Which is insane for as many reasons as you can think of. Anger to unjust is the right emotion, lmao it’s even mentioned in Bible, so she’s bending the words to her will.
Then, she reaches out for his hair in this very motherly manner of tucking it behind his ear, saying “You are faithless, my son.” “You have earned your misery.”
Okay so also to say, her tucking his hair behind his ear like this is crazy brainwashing. The physical touch and motion shows love and affection. While the words she speaks are of the opposite. We can see her mouth through most panels and she is show smiling, she is calm, she is content saying all of this.
Also the fact that she uh like takes the hair away for his ear to be out in the clear like dawgs on the beach, maybe in a way so he listens.
Montresor objects again.
“I’m not. I didn’t.”
Woah gender reveal ahh colors. He objects to being faithless, which may mean that he believes in god but thinks himself too wicked, and that’s why God does nothing for him? I’m unsure, as in episode 81 we get this golden stuff:
“Say, love Will? D’you wanna know a secret?”
“God’s never saved anybody. ‘Specially not the faithful.”
We could assume he means himself. I at first thought he meant himself when he was a believer but then if he went being non believer he wouldn’t say that God doesn’t save ppl because God wouldn’t exist I guess. So God chills but he’s mean in Monty’s opinion?
“Even in the good book, they always end up worse off. At the end of the day, all you can rely on is yourself. So maybe try growin’ a backbone, yeah?”
Okay so crazy good, because we can see where his belief of only relying on yourself comes from. It’s from the fact that he probably had to save himself from the situation he was in when he was younger. No magic hocus pocus apparated him out of the church, no Voldemort giving him a gun in the forest. He was all on his own, and he probably strongly believes he always will be.
Also in Wills gray ass shattered like pieces of glass flashbacks (William you’re so incredibly talented in being mentally unwell I feel better abt myself) we can see Monty’s comments to Will.
“Stop them you useless piece a shit!”
“Well? What’ll it be pal? Hightail it like a wimp, or die standing up?”
“Yer a damned fool, Will.”
“What a bootlicker” - “s’pose you’d know.”
“Hell, Will! S’the matter with you!?”
“I love you so much we should move out and live on a farm and see who kills who first.”
And by all those comments we get yet another glimpse into Montresor’s world.
William in Monty’s eyes is someone weak and helpless. Who has read FP ifykyk, I would love to write abt that, it’s another important part to Montresor’s character but idk if I should do so here, as idk how tf to spoiler anything.
Okay, and what is his reaction to weakness or helplessness? It’s a reaction of protection!
As in, rejecting portraying weakness or feeling helplessness or any act of it, and defying it, is a form of saving himself from the pain that those things brought him, as he associated being that with being trapped, used, manipulated. He can’t afford himself to have such weak spots, he has to be the opposite.
There’s a delicious other side to this but ig if I’ll get bored in a month or so I’ll write abt the current fp.
Next panel after Montresor objecting is his Mother smiling and telling him “The prove it.”
“Pray.”
And she pushes him down to kneel, looming over him. Also to mention, her brighter blonde hair is insane because he has dirty blonde hair. Hi?
His hands shake as she forms them into the praying hands, and he tells her “B-But I can’t.”
“And why not?”
“I’ve forgotten the words. Could you remind me how it starts? I need your help, Mother.”
(Also is she leading the church or what? Why is she ‘Mother’ and not ‘mother.’ So she has a superior lore in the church as a nun or smth idk?)
Montresor here is ready to pray and ask for forgiveness, but he doesn’t know the words any longer, and he is vulnerable in asking for help, he literally says out loud the ‘I need your help, Mother.” Which is crazy work for a guy like him. Sadly it’s the wrong person to ask for such, but it’s the only person perhaps he believes he can ask for that. She didn’t seem to leave him even if he’s born as this massive sinner from the beginning.
Then she lifts his chin up and tells him that
“I know.” “But there’s no helping you, my treasure.”
And her face seems ‘solemn’ now. As if she’s telling him the sad truth. This is her just further trapping him up in the cycle of being in control of him. There’s no helping him really, but he should be always asking for it. It’s using the stuff from Bible about people being born in sin and never being able to really get rid of it, but yet still are encouraged to ask for it.
As well, without the overall corruption it just means to accept one’s flaws and how stuff like generational trauma already passes upon us, and that such complicated stuff are impossible to fully fix. Since under one illusion lies another and so on, and you’d really need to be a God to fully just heal and be pure of all the ‘sin’ but asking for forgiveness even if you do stuff wrong bcus u don’t have control over every mean thing you do, I’d just admitting that you aren’t strong enough but want to change, and you keep that intention.
You don’t really have to believe in God or be religious to see that intentions are like really powerful stuff too, and they make our brain orient us on the goals we set for ourselves, and if the intention is indeed, Im sorry for doing this thing that I know is not good, and id like to ask for help and change, - Is literally gonna lead u good places either way.
Samantha is taking that away from Montresor. The belief that he can change, can ask for help, and then adds at the end that he is her treasure.
He is stuck with her. Who else will love him than her in this pov she’s forcing onto him? She takes away the possibility of being free by that, locking him in the delusional beliefs she keeps feeding him.
He has worth only when he’s with her. He snaps at being judged to be worthless, and his mother is the only one around to see him in any worth.
He’s literally her treasure.
Like no wonder bro compensates so bad, look at the cellar arc again in how he had a broken leg but stand up. Lenore comments:
“Their loyalty might be more fragile than it looks. Maybe he’s worried if he shows weakness, he’d lose control over them.”
Be weak = lose control over ppl or himself or over anything over all.
Back to Montresor and Samsung.
Samantha says “You’ve had the devil inside you since the day you were born.” Right after the there no helping you my treasure.
And yeah you can’t be helped fr bro, you was born with the devil inside you, no much to do with you other than keep under control for the rest of your life.
He gets angry then again and his eyes change to demon like.
Then he pukes the demon out- or well it leaves him?
The fuck ass hellish goat is birthed and stands on the symbol of Belial - Belial in Hebrew Bible originally meant “Worthlessness” or “Lawlessness” or “Wickedness.” The word itself means Without Worth, or usefulness.
So this demon in Montresor is created because of all of this. Before he even pukes it out and is forced to look up at his mother we can see the symbol itself being on the floor, not lightened up. As it can either mean it already being prepared by her or just the view that when you stand before God (since it’s where the cross was up on the wall) you put yourself in the state of being worthless.
Which woah again is insane, as the message in the Bible over all is the opposite in every way overall. But that’s then again the corruption.
The circle symbol thing lightens up in red, and Montresor is shaking on the floor. This a beautiful visual of what stuff like these can do to us, as we in fact do have something that can be described as a ‘demon’ in us. Aka the wounds and the ways we try to save ourselves and protect ourselves.
Also that doesn’t excuse our actions and doesn’t make Montresor not a villain in any way, it just explain him. This is NOT and apologist thing, I’ll jump before I’ll become that. But then when someone doesn’t hate on something bad every three seconds they must dislike waffles since they are taking about pancakes or smth.
“God have mercy.” Above the goat thing, is said by the figures we can guess from the font of the text.
The candles form around the circle and idk if that means shit since they’ve been floating around before or if it’s just decorative.
Then we get the visual of the figures praying out loud and saying the words Montresor has forgotten, as the demon attacks them.
Montresor gets blood on his face and looks up shocked and laughs at it. Because they’ve gotten what they deserved in his mind now.
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Now idk what to say abt this panel, im totally missing out on the probably double meaning of it but it’s 3 am.
Then we switch pov to what’s actually happening and it’s Montresor choking his best friend on the floor. Parallel to the demon choking a cloaked figure shadow.
Lenore then says all kind of stuff to him, mocking him as “you, the devil you are.” “Ain’t scared of nutthin’ and no-body.” And he just agrees. And then she clocks him in with the “You’re always scared. Aren’t you?”
And he totally is.
Annabel then saying that if he wants help he’ll have to ask them for it is insane too, because we just saw what his beliefs/experiences are on asking for help.
Not to mention his overall power status going down if he does so.
“All he needs to do is ask for our help. But if his pride is more important to him than his life, who am I to argue?”
And that’s funny because for Montresor it’s not just pride, it ends up being it of course, but him thinking that he is worse than everyone around him is making him compensate in acting as if he’s better than everyone ig or trying/believing that he actually is and trying to reject how he was treated, and both thinking you’re better than everyone around you as well as thinking you’re the worst of the worst is being prideful, since in both you let yourself believe that you know better.
Which is tricky. Bro is defo stuck. His mother may not be around but he carries the cross on his neck. Idk what that symbolizes for him, if it’s a sign of his fate, of his mother still holding power over him, or something entirely else, or all at once.
Montresor’s first words after fairing and being awakened to be “I’m not,” and “I didn’t!” Are creepy as heck and sad.
And the fact that after saying those same words he has to ask for help again. A stranger. And Annabel replying the same way his mother did? “I’m quite certain you’re beyond help, Montresor.”
Montresor 💀 My treasure. Bye.
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Also now I’m conflicted if him asking her why she hates him sm is like him getting a chance to ask his mother why she hated him sm?
Idk maybe it’s a reach. But we see that Montresor respects Annabel and that makes sense.
Then in episode 115 we see that when Eulalie ignores Montresor, which can make him feel un important or unworthy of attention, instantly maddens him.
Then he pretty much just shifts the words around like a professional and manipulates Will’s understanding of the situation into what he wants him to see/what he sees.
Then in the latest free chapter we see that Montresor did NOT in fact leave Will alone. Which says a LOT. It gives him a whole new side making him even more humane in his actions. Not to mention the fact that he SHIELDS Will with his own Body. And compliments him in the minimum way.
He treats Will the way his mother treated him in many ways, but there’s the MAIN big difference.
Okay but now we can finally get a conclusion to this thing.
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Those two pages from a book I was reading are giving Monty I think. (hi Willspero nation)
We don’t know why Montresor is deemed to be born with the devil inside of him. Is it because of who his father might be? Or because he was meowed under no wedding circumstance? Did his father leave?
The shame of that would be left on his mother I guess? His mother is referred to as Mother rather than just mother, so she might be a nun or smth of high status and those usually make vows of not holding hands with guys.
Samantha could’ve lied or done something who knows, either way the father seems not to be around I think, and him leaving her would be a ‘good cause’ for her manipulating Montresor to never leave her.
We don’t know her story but if she got some abandonment issues or some shit she is definitely taking it out on him in the most malicious way possible. She might’ve been shamed for having a child and put that shame on Montresor too.
She mocks him for his anger, the way in earlier post I’ve talked about how Annabel mocks Ada for throwing a tantrum. Annabel does it to get out of a situation where she is held captive, Monty’s mother does it to keep someone captive. Ig?
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“You’re either born a gambler or yer not.” You’re born this way or that way. Therems no change in life, you’re either this or that. He can’t change, he is born worthless is what is his core belief, and its in war against the new extreme of being better than anyone else. I think?
He has earned his misery, he deserves it, that’s his core belief that his mother gave him, and now he built a sub personality to contradict that, because he hates how it makes him feel, be seen, and treated.
He can’t accept healthy shame and tries to be more than a human. He strongly identifies with being strong, he disowns the trait of being weak, and “every disowned part has an opposite energy with which your protector/controller is identified with.”
So you don’t have to be religious to have healthy fundamentals, but she ruins the idea of any healthy principles for him by using the one that are shown in Christian religion and using them to control, so now no matter where he’d find good basic morals, he’d connect them to this, and reject them.
The devil that crawls out of him is part of his biggest fear of what she saying being the truth, that he’s at fault and not strong and powerful, but then he finds reassurance in it, he -I think- finds some peace in accepting that lie of being wrong, because it stops the war inside of him, but also contradicts itself by letting him feel strong as the cursed one. That they all fear him.
At last panel in the flashback chapter he just holds himself and laughs because I think we all can imagine how weird of a relief it must be to accept the lies but find strength in them and making them your own, even if they still are the ones that control you, you find some place of power and less helplessness in them. If u cant escape, at least u can do that.
Annabel manipulating Ada’s self worth - ‘lose him = loosing her self worth’ - Monty beliefs that people only will care for him when he is strong are being affirmed and reinforced
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So going back to the orange text I started with, I’d like to show how everything that happens around Monty is just happening, but how he understands the world and which traumas he has had and what conclusion he has drawn, based on the certain understandings he has had at whatever age it happened all to him or kept happening, and then the decision he made on those flawed conclusions, and what patterns were created upon making those decisions.
Every character does that, so far I think? Ada has understood something to a specific extent about and concluded that true love is the priority in life. She started making decisions on this understanding and it created those patterns of swiping right on the wrong guys.
We don’t know what created that understanding, but we know that her self worth is connected to external forces.
Either way, Montresor accepting the fact that he’s the devil in a way, is a way of him taking control back in a deluded way. He turns around the judgements placed upon him and they grant him the illusion of power and strength.
And just for insurance I guess, he is the villain, this is not excusing him, he goes around acting all bleh and ew and he will deserve the consequences for that and he deserves the ones he gets now. He is not a good guy, and he doesn’t need to be.
He is not changing/wanting to change, because that would go against his whole thing. Does that mean I wouldn’t like to see him change? No. I would love to. But people like that hardly does ig since they’re so trapped. Montresor was trapped for how long we don’t know by his mother and even when he’s left and lives his life we see how deeply that wounded him.
He is still trapped, but maybe for him, being like this was what let him escape his community and his mother. Idk life is complex and his character story is too.
His spectre does have golden chains around him and his power is making deals and such. Would make sense.
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fountain-of-oceanus · 3 months ago
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OK! WE ARE BACK WITH MORE TPOT SPECULATIONS!!
spoilers for TPOT 15 specifically!!
post-credits, there is a clip of the victims one has taken traveling this.., blue field of yellow flowers
i first want to prove that this is most likely “one’s territory,” similar to how four and two have the EXIT and elimination place respectively.
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i mean, it has this space-related obelisk, for crying out loud. but WAIT there’s more!
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the kidnapped contestants find The Door. the design of this door will be important later, but for now i want to focus on where it leads!
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it leads to the equation playground. now, where else have we seen mysterious doors relating to an algebralien leading to the equation playground before?
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in the EXIT!
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which further makes me want to believe that if four has a door (haha. that rhymed) to the equation playground, then what are the odds that one ALSO has one?
but that raised another question as i was typing this out.., why DO the doors lead there?
because the equation playground is on this math planet (which is what i’ll be calling it for now) so the equation playground couldn’t be like. another universe of sorts
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and its clear that’s where the algebraliens live because in tpot 15, nine showed up to host instead of two.
i cant really figure out this one, as not much has been revealed about the math planet— or the algebraliens —to even know how these doors just magically lead there.
but TL;DR, the flower field in the post-credits scene has got to be related to one in some way, maybe an extension of her little deal-making room!
secondly, i now want to talk about The Door. take note of these diamond symbols on it
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now, it could all just be coincidence, but it’s weird that this isn’t the first time we’ve seen diamonds related to algebraliens..,
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these diamond symbols also appear around one and two’s little camera-powers!
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there is also a diamond-shaped magnet holding up four’s fridge photo here. at first i assumed it was just because it has four sides and four angles, like four, but im starting to kinda doubt myself
i feel like these might represent some kind of power??? perchance??? they wouldn’t have just made these diamond symbols so prevalent for nothing.
this is less of a theory and more of an assumption, but I believe the diamond symbols are connected to algebralien powers in some way.
anyway thats all for now . this a really stupid tangent i needed to go on but i think it’s going somewhere!!!
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looking at Malleus outfit without the cape... I just realised how his whole outfit is a body suit(?) without the cape and gloves akjdja (this is not really confirmed yet so im patiently* waiting for the official design notes for glomas).
Although i think the puffy sleeves belongs to the main outfit as well--
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His horns looks so tall without the hat now😆
NO BUT UH... Thinking of this being an entire one piece of clothing makes me ILL-- Because you know what the back side of this outfit is⁉️⁉️⁉️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️✨✨✨
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ITS LITERALLY THIS, YOU ONLY NEED TO TIE THE LACING ON THE BACK TO BE PUT ON‼️‼️‼️
Why is he lowkey implied to enjoy wearing clothes that has only one way to be wore on akdjkss
Its like the same occurence on his Dorm Groovy, he isnt wearing anything in exception of the coat and like his outfit on Glorious Masquerade,,,, his dorm uniform literally has only one way to undress from which is the zipper on the left side...✨✨✨🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️
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so if perchance PERCHANCE we get into the situation where we might want to undress him... then its just in one swift process yk🧎‍♀️✨✨🛐
he is BEATING the allegations of victorian men wears multiple layers and thus difficult to undress--- He truly is the twst character that symbolizes 'Lust'🧎‍♀️💕💖
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ssspork · 3 months ago
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Some Fanart for https://archiveofourown.org/works/61679998 (which is so awesome sauce go read it) @kenshin1340 (not to sure how to tag people tbh but idk how else u would find this😭)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/61679998
There’s some symbolism which I will explain down below, and perchance a rant about how I adore how Lux is written and the idea of freedom that this fic is exploring
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Also the speed paint with the song
ANYWAYS, symbolism time!!
this piece was inspired by Eleanor Rigby, so the “church” Lux is buried in is the lecture room, bc this is Luxs place of sanctuary. Her freedom, though “nobody came” bc she feels so isolated from others, following things she doesn’t particularly like bc she knows she’ll never get that in the future. We see this in the party scene where she wins, but her smile doesn’t reach her eyes. She feels alone.
Than herself, she’s yellow, a color of happiness and freedom and light, like her name itself, but ironically, she is trapped, as is why her dress is so tight. She lays under a spotlight, the same way her family always has its eyes in her. And a incomplete halo of sorts of blood, she is so close to being free, but she can’t nor will be. The blood comes from what I had assumed to be a blunt force trauma injury, but I’m starting to believe it was a contraption and not a injury that left the scar.
Silco is the priest, alone as well, like Lux, he appears to be some sort of parallel (he was what she is) he sees her injury, as is shown with the red eye, and (most likely) sees it in himself(This is a prediction). He is difficult to see, blending into the background as unable to help. As for Lux to be free, she must figure out who will be free first, and allow herself TO be free (see rant).
Than Luxs name is wiped away, and Luxanna written in top. This is because “Lux” is the free version of “Luxanna” and Lux will die if she goes back, as with Pascal, who is also being wiped away. (Pascal would have worked better with the metaphor, however, having a variation of her name being wiped away and her full name ontop works better thematically)
And than Jinx’s signature at the bottom left, a reference to when she drew Lux in the first place. She’s drawing this because, like her father, she is observant (the both of them noticed her scar). Also, this was an accident, but to make a metaphor of it, her name is written like Roman numerals, similar to how VI’s name is. Which could be used as a sorta parallel between Garen and Vi (in some way?? I feel like Vi and Garen are going to be foils or parallels in some capacity)
Anyways, rant time:
The way this fic has handled the idea of freedom is AMAZING. Usually in Lux fics, Lux can’t be free due to external forces, which sometimes have become internal, and to fix the internal, she must fix the external. But here, the external forces are gone, she’s the one who controls her freedom. And despite having freedom, she truly, has none. Because freedom with a end is not freedom.
So to make up for the fact she will no longer have freedom, she does stuff to try to make up for it: for example, the tree fairy costume I don’t remember exactly what it was called (also like drinking and smoking weed). Stuff she knows she won’t be able to do later. But the thing is, she doesn’t like this stuff, in trying to be free, she’s trapped herself. And now she’s trapped in 2 ways, of her attempts to be free, and what’s been instilled inside her.
We see she never truly lets her guard drop (other than 1 time, but that was when she was with Jinx), she always has a set smile for everything, everything is planned out. Just as how she sees her life. Because of this, she can’t let herself be free, because she doesn’t even really know who SHE is. There’s Luxanna, her parents child. There’s Pascal, the free, but her name ISNT Pascal, it’s Lux(Luxanna as well). Pascal is free, but she isn’t really Pascal. She’s Lux, and Lux needs to be free. But who IS Lux?
And WOULDNT YOU KNOW IT?? that’s what Silcos speech WAS ABOUT. It was about how his class with allow his students to find themselves. AUGH ITS SO GOOD. And the fact that Luxs guard WENT DOWN when around Jinx, if just for a second, if just for a accident, and Jinx CAN AND DOES SEE IT. Oh my golly gee I love it when you can see the arc, this is so good,
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pennyellee · 2 years ago
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LACRIMOSA | MYG MAFIA YANDERE AU
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pairings: mafia leader!yoongi x f!reader genre: mafia!au, yandere au, historical au
summary: Their interlocking gaze served as a butterfly effect on his heart, stirring it to the core. She, in turn, only dreams to find a way to escape. But perchance, over time she might forcefully learn to love the man who has taken so much from her.
Thus unfolds a twisted tale of love and loss, of hope and despair, of life and death. The music reverberated through the dimly-lit streets. Tears of sorrow, weeping symphony - reflects the hurt, the scars that linger deep within and the wounds that never healed. Lacrimosa.
warnings: minors dni 18+ | mafia au, dark!yoongi, mafia!yoongi, smut, forced marriage, forced pregnancy, yandere, threatening, kidnapping, partial religious behaviour, graphic violence, graphic depictions of torture, manipulation, possessive/obsessive behaviour, angst, implied non-con, minor character death, spanking, blood, gaslighting (more to be added)
word count: 655
author’s note: yaaaaaay!! can't believe I actually made it to post a fanfic I desperately wanted to write for two whole years now. I am very much excited to share this preview from one of the chapters ♥ I'm rising from the dead when it comes to writing fics, so excuse any ridiculous mistake I make, I'll always try to look into it backwards. Lastly a big thank you goes to Bex @chaoticpuff17 who not only inspired me to write but constantly showed me love and support, therefore I would love to express my unending gratitude and admiration, love you baby ♥ lots of love, 𝖕𝖊𝖓𝖓𝖞𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖊
m.list CHAPTER I
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“You crave the throne don’t you?” she asked cocking her head and chin defiantly, her narrowed eyes fixed on him. “I want you too.” She chuckled at his response. “I'm merely a convenient excuse, am I not?” Y/N smiled too sweetly. “You’ll kill m—” he rose from his chair, not even letting her finish. Grabbing her by her shoulders in steel grip with a penetrating gaze.
The fragile cup slipped from her trembling hands and shattered on the floor, a nearby maid prepared to clean up the shattered shards. “Leave us!” he barked at the startled girl, his voice filled with anger. Y/N's eyes widened. He was even more aggressive and intimidating than before.
“I could—” his voice seething with fury, “— I could gather man and slaughter your entire clan keeping you as a trophy, a symbol of my power.” The threat hung in the air, and she could feel the tears welling up in her eyes. Fear was coursing through her, yet she resisted letting it control her.
“Matter of fact—” he continued, his grip tightening on her shoulders, eliciting a whimper of pain from her, “—you will be a symbol of the magnitude my power has, no matter if your father and family remain alive. So it’s on you. The fate of your kin rests in your hands. Their survival hinges on your decisions and how well you’ll cooperate.” He tightened his grip again, eliciting another whimper of pain from her.
“But I will never dispose of you.” he growled through gritted teeth, his tone a mixture of possessiveness and frustration. Gathering her courage, she managed to speak again, her voice trembling but filled with resolve.
“You cannot manipulate me like this. You think I’ll fall for this fucked up scheme? I have spent my entire life under the orders of others, forbidden from making choices for myself! And you have the audacity to use my innocence thinking I will willingly crawl into your bed and love you like a devoted lover.” Venom in her voice and the desperate tone made fall for her even more.
“I've only recently met you, so spare me your attempts to deceive me that you’re being my saviour.” Y/N has enough fire to still conquer and fight him back. “I refuse to be a passive participant in this game.” She shall not take it lying down.
“I'm giving you a choice—” he asserted, his voice laced with a dangerous undertone “—either you’ll walk down the aisle to me or there will be a bloodshed. I won’t send you back to your father nor will I relinquish you easily.” His eyes locked onto hers, and she could see the darkness consuming his pupils when anger consumed him.
“Call it love, obsession, or whatever you please, but no matter what imbecile attempts you make to fight or flee, we will inevitably end up together nonetheless," he declared with conviction. Was this the fate God had laid out for her? Her faith wavered, and if he didn't provide assistance soon she shall forbid him altogether.
“You just want to fuck m—” he cut her off abruptly, his voice low and seductive.
“I can either fuck you hard or I can make love to you,” said he, whilst setting her left arm free and sliding his to her thigh, caressing it sweetly.
Breathing started to become harder for Y/N. Unfamiliar sensations welled up in her lower belly whilst his touch was sending shivers through her body. Was this attraction? Excitement? Mother told her this is how love is supposed to feel like. Butterflies in her stomach. But she certainly wasn't in love with her captor.
He sensed her confusion and distress. Leaving her fall back to the chair. Finally letting her breathe freely. Yoongi sat back to his chair, collecting himself and his three peace suit he wears today.
“Loss of words, innit?” He chuckled.
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coming soon CHAPTER I
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©pennyellee. please do not repost
disclaimer: this story is purely fictional, it does not depict real-life events or involve any actual members of BTS. This story will contain depictions of violence, blood shed, death, mentions of abuse, smoking, alcohol drinking, illegal activities, old social norms and traditions, which we do not condone.
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the-impulse-to-love · 1 month ago
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misc initial thoughts/ramblings on the blood moon photos
ok messy thoughts because i have a lot of thoughts right now but i'm gonna try and be coherent. this may be a bit more Rambly than i'd like but. holy shit vessel.
so. the qr codes and emblems... let's see what we got here
in general/both
okay so bits and pieces of the symbols have cracks in them (the frames and axes, notably.) could this be representing a crack in the stability of whatever is happening? is this why there is a divide to behold?
as for the axes, some of the tmbte creatures (chokehold/drowned lord, granite) had them as well. however, neither of them have a labrys/double sided axe. (the apparition has a sledgehammer or something, though.) also, the labrys had some relevance in certain ancient greek cultures. quick wiki dive found that the word had relation to the word "labyrinth," with some believing that the word could mean "house of the double axe." house... like the two houses, perchance?
also, both images are rather detailed in texture compared to the emblems for both houses. this probably doesn't mean anything but. yahoo!!!
blood
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uses the same hexagonal template as the houses but the radial pattern surrounding the axe is new
the roses/flowers!! we JUST saw these earlier w the new teaser -> could be a reference to"putting down the roses, picking up the sword" - aqua regia
there's a little star right where the flower stems almost meet too...
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two axes! two stars!
the spears on both sides/top/bottom remind me of the tmbte creatures (the summoning/the reaver, aqua regia) as they had similar looking ones...
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THE FLAMINGOS AT THE BOTTOM!! vhilip strikes again
the pattern at the bottom kinda resembles vessel's mask with the three "eyes" on each side... (please god it would be so cool if he had a new costume w influences from this)
i feel like you can connect these plants to the vines growing on the various columns/railings in the teasers we've gotten as they kinda offshoot off of the center compared to the roses which are a reference to the various flowers
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neither of the parts have direct imagery from the houses, that is the feather and the crossed sword
hmm... the two Complete Each Other....
given that each part was from a different house, i wonder if this is some kinda Unified Symbol of sorts? perhaps a symbol for when the houses were one, as it's implied that feathered host is going against veridian's status quo which is presumably "the cycle"?
that, or maybe it's an end goal... maybe the two houses will unite (over the course of god knows how many songs) and then. bam you get this. but, the colors are just house veridian's, so maybe veridian will be triumphant in the end?
it's also interesting because you can argue that the image for "blood" can stand alone. like, it looks complete, sort of like a seal or icon. but with "moon," it's clearly missing something right at the core.
"emergence" (vague graphic novel spoilers)
ok now this is a word that was also teased from a cipher w/ both images. (i've heard there's leaks, i will Not be discussing any of those please keep them away from me as much as possibly thank you.)
so anyways, in the graphic novel, we learn that there's a lunar anomaly and the word "emergence" is used directly in reference to this. the first journal energy from the director states "15 days since emergence of the lunar anomaly" which causes the biology on earth to change drastically. this lunar anomaly is also referenced on the tmbte cover as tentacles emerge from the moon. the word "emerge" is also used to refer to "emergent biology" and "phenomena." a lot of flora in the book was also pink/reddish, similar to the plant life in the content from smhtdf. (this is me really hoping ToG lore somehow influences this drop...)
also, the stars are cool too. could just be a neat symbol but it is sleep token so. probably not... perhaps there's some association between that and
and with all of this coming out on the blood moon, i wonder if tmbte will have a clear influence on this album/song, because the setup sure is There for that...
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pngblog · 3 months ago
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The creepypasta proxy symbol perchance please and thank you!!
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our-trans-youth-experience · 4 months ago
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for the zine perchance!? this is my transgender cat vent oc :3 it represents the the um uh symbolism of molding your body to what's true to you yourself
oooh i love it! Your style is really unique :) /pos, gen
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intermittentstitcher · 11 months ago
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Bernadette Banner - Historical recreation YouTube channel
Sewstine - a historical recreation YouTuber that specialises in machine embroidery
Danielle Clough - A South African embroidery artist who produces beautiful pieces with bright colours. I have linked her Instagram.
Quilter’s Paradise - free online quilting calculators
ImageColorPicker - allows you to pick colours from photos
Loose Ends Project - This allows crafters to sign up to finish the craft projects of those who have passed away or have become disabled.
DMC - A well known embroidery supply brand. They produce high quality stranded cotton as well as a litany of kits and free patterns.
The DMC Youtube channel- has lots of tutorials and information. 
Sylko thread colour inventory list - for those who have inherited their grandmother’s thread stash
Omni calculator - allows you to convert various lengths
Thread colour palette generator - allows you to generate colour palettes to use in your projects
Stitchpoint - allows you to write phrases in 7 different cross stitch fonts
FlossCross - a free online cross stitch pattern maker
Hours Tracker - the app I use to keep track of the hours I spend stitching
r/Embroidery - the embroidery subreddit is a really good source of information, encouragement and inspiration
r/CrossStitch - the cross stitch subreddit is a really good source of information, encouragement and inspiration
Code Crafters Quilt Generator - allows you to generate a random quilt design
Freebloss - a Amazon store that produces kits for many crafts including embroidery and they are affordable and high quality
prettycolors - a Tumblr blog that posts random colours along with the hex code and this can be a helpful resource for fibrecrafters when they are trying to pick a colour for their project(s).
colour-palettes - a blog that posts user submitted colour palettes and I think that this blog can also be used as inspiration for fibrecrafters when selecting colours to use in their project(s).
Swatches - this app allows you to swatch colours from photos as well as being able to swatch colours in real time.
John James Needle Guide - a guide to different types of needle and their uses.
Cable Patterns - allows you to make your own cable patterns for knitting
RSN collection and archive- photographs of objects in the Royal School of needle work collection. The first 100 objects have just been digitised and put online.
Hand exercises for knitters- these can also be used by other crafters in general
Things that I suggest you buy
I have not received anything in exchange for recommending these products
A colour wheel - this will enable you to choose the best colours for your projects
Multicoloured cases - this box filled with multicoloured cases will help you to organise your threads ant to easily take them on the go.
Plastic embroidery hoops- I find that plastic hoops are able to maintain tension and keep your projects drum tight.
Embroidery Floss Organisers- these help you to keep all of the various colours that you are using in your projects in one convenient place.
Pellon Stick-N-Washaway Embroidery Stabilizer - allows you to trace or print out your design and stick it onto your fabric, stitch over it and then wash it off once you’re done.
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