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Plot: If guilt had a name it would be Dean Winchester.
Pairing: Dean Winchester x sister!Reader
Warnings: mention of violence, mention of Demon!Dean, needles, blood, fluff in the end but only a bit
Everything happened so fast. So very fast.
The red lightning, which emerges from the lamps above you turns the bunker into a place you're unable to recognize. This whole situation has been feeling like a never-ending nightmare for a while and now it was also looking like one. Dean has always reassured you, that while the world around you was filled with ghosts and demons he would always look out for you. And you never questioned him. However, right now, you were hiding from him as if he turned into one of those monsters he swore to protect you from. You look up you can notice it in Sam's eyes. You're not the only one terrified of your oldest brother.
"Smart, Sam. Looking the place down. Doors won't open. I get it." His deep voice is echoing through the empty and cold hallways. "But here's the thing. I don't wanna leave. Not till I find you two."
Your relationship with Dean has always been different from the one you have with Sam. While the younger brother actually feels like a brother to you, Dean has always meant more to you. After all, he practically raised you since you were a little child. However, at this moment, while his hammer was destroying the door, you tried your best to still see him in all of this. He may be a demon, but underneath all of that hatred your brother had to remain⌠right? But it becomes much more difficult with every second that passes. You take a deep breath.
"Y/N.", Dean suddenly says and Sam instantly pushes you behind his bigger body. "Oh, come on.", you can see how a fake pout emerges on his face:" I just want to talk to my sweet little baby girl." For a moment he lowers his weapon as he stares you down through the shattered wood:" Don't think, that I won't also kill you. I can still sense my love for you, however, it is not enough for me to save you. But if you help me kill Sammy, I might make it quick for you." There's a ringing in your ears. "Don't listen to him.", Sam whispers but his voice is muffled and feels unbelievably far away.
Dean has never ever threatened you. Even when you were much younger and he had earned a beating from John, because of something that you did on his watch⌠he never ever threatened you before. It was something that seemed impossible to you. But now it had happened and it filled you with an unknown emotion.
"Come on.", Sam speaks and clutches your hand, bringing you back into reality. You two rush through the red hallways and after a minute or two you stop. Sam takes a deep breath and when he turns around to face you, his eyes widen in fear. You don't even have time to properly react before he pushes you to the cold ground. And when you look up, you make eye contact with Dean. His hammer sticking to the wall. It was hurled with such an immense force that it makes your jaw drop.
"Oh man, looks like I missed.", he says softly:" Can I try again?" There is a sincerity in his voice that makes your skin crawl. You nearly throw up. Meanwhile, Sam's knife is close to his throat. So close, it's almost making him bleed.
"Do it!", the oldest brother angrily hisses, his spit dripping down his chin. But Sam's arm just drops after a few seconds. You shut your eyes, not knowing what is about to happen next before you unexpectedly hear Castiel's voice. "It's over!"
You sit on the floor next to the door, your back is leaning against one of the shelves while you observe how Sam pushes yet another needle into your oldest brother's forearm. A weird emptiness has been filling you up for a while now, and while you should be happy that Dean is back at the bunker⌠you can't help but feel drained. "Are you okay, Y/N?", Castiel asks, and when you eventually tear your eyes off Dean's unconscious body you only nod.
Sam sighs:" He almost killed her." Castiel's eyes widen in shock, as his head snaps towards him. "He did what?" You want to defend Dean, but before you can answer someone groans. Castiel notices how you quickly get up from your spot, and softly nudges you to stand behind him. His grip on his knife tightens to the point where his knuckles are white. Meanwhile, Sam was slowly opening up the bottle with the holy water.
Dean lifts his head and when you notice his black eyes you can't help but feel sick. You quickly turn around and throw up into the corner. Sam and Castiel exchange a quick but worried look. The blackness quickly fades and when his normal eyes scan the room he takes one final deep breath. "You look worried, fellas.", he jokes, but no one laughs. You turn around at the sound of his voice, before wiping your mouth with the back of your hand.
Without waiting a second longer, you snatch the bottle out of Sam's hand and toss the liquid into Dean's face. A pleased sigh escapes your lips when you acknowledge that there is no smoke. "Welcome back, Dean!"
"How is he holding up?"
Sam, who is entering the room looks over at the angel. "Well, he is still a bit out of it, nevertheless, he is doing better." You look up from your book. "The whole thing really took a turn on him- he⌠he just feels really guilty." The last word leaves Castiels lips as a whisper as if he was hoping you wouldn't hear it. But you did.
A knock on the door catches Dean's attention and he shifts on his bed before sitting up straight:" Yeah?" He expected to see either his brother or Castiel, however when he makes eye contact with you his jaw clenches. "Hey.", you say and slowly walk into his room. You sit down on the edge of the bed. A soft but tired smile emerges on your lips and Dean mirrors it. "Hey."
"I just- I just wanted to check in with you.", you explain and your brother nods. A silence falls over the two of you and you clear your throat:" Remember- Remember when we were younger⌠you came back from a hunt and you were hurt and John was⌠god knows where. We didn't have anything in the fridge except for some eggs and cheese."
At that Dean laughs:" And you made me that god-awful omelet? Of course, how could I ever forget about that? My arm was broken and I had the worst stomach pains on top of that." Once again you both sit in silence before Dean runs a hand down his face:" I am so sorry, Y/N." The sound of his voice breaks your heart and you move closer to him:" It's okay, Dee." He just chuckles dry. You know that he won't ever believe you.
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I. Bobby's (Winchester x Younger Sibling)
Summary: Dean goes to check on his little sister at Bobby's before heading out for Sam. He didn't except her to ride a long.
I don't like writing Y/N so deal with an OC that I think adds an interesting twist. She will of course have her own kind of things going on but im going to try and be as true to the plot line as possible. but I hope you enjoy. Help me come up with a title after a few chapters maybe.
Word count: 1.7k and some change.
Jamie Winchester was not an ordinary girl in any sense of the word. She could take a car apart and put it back it together like she made it herself. She could cook something out of nothing every time and definitely take over the world if she tried.. She could also decapitate damn near anything that stood in her way and no matter how much she tried, she always knew what the people around her were feeling, and Dean was not feeling the best. He was anxious and stressed, maybe a little scared.Â
âI donât know Dean, Sam was pretty adament about not hunting anymore. I think heâll punch you if you even mention it to him.â She said in response to her brother as she reached for her wrench.
Dean sighed and picked it up, handing it to his little big sister. He couldnât help but get sentimental. Remebering the times she would sit on the edge of the car while Dad taught him how to fix them. She definentaly picked that up.
âYeahâŚbut we canât do it just me and you. You have school and he wonât want to be gone for more than a couple days.â
âActually, I graduated last summer. You would know if you made it and Sam has a girlfriend. They live together pretty sure.âÂ
âWait, you talked to Sam?â Dean asked with raised eyebrows as his kid sister turned to face him, taking a giant gulp of her lemonade. She passed it to Dean and he accepted.
âWell yeah, Heâs my brother and he is about to graduate. Bobby wonât let me drive his truck but he said if I fixed one of the cars up I could have it. You think Iâd be out here in the heat otherwise?â She said as she grabbed a rag and wiped the grase off her hands.
âRight.â
âDean, you never call and you sure as hell never pick up. Just like Dad, I swear.â She said rolling her eyes and walking away. Dean sighed and followed his sister into Bobbyâs. Him and Dad had dropped her off so she could finish her last year of school without any inturuptions.
âHey James Dean.â A joke Bobby had when he learned the kids names and just as siblings do, they greeting him at the same time unintentionally. Jamie rolled her eyes again.
âBobby, I have work in an hour. Could you dig up a new belt for me?â Jamie asked as she throughly washed her hands and face in the kitchen sink.
âyeah, i have some around here somewhere. How have you been Dean?â Bobby asked, grabbing two beers from the fridge and handing Jamie a rag. She thanked him and leaned on the counter.
âIâve been good Bobby, nothing too seerious. But Dadâs been on a hunting trip and hasnât been back in two weeks. Iâm getting worried.â Dean said.Â
There is was. What was nagging at her brotherâs brain.
âWhy didnât you start with that Dean? My answer would have been totally different!â She piped up before Bobby could respond.
âWell, because I didnât want you using your mumbo jumbo crap on me and trying to convicne me not to go looking for him!â
âHey, Iâve changed a lot in the past year! Iâve even been on my own hunts!â She said. immedietly regretting saying what she just said. She looked at Bobby who looked away. They had an agreement after all.Â
âWhat the hell did you just say?â Dean said, standing up. Like everytime before, everything was always a yelling match at some point.
âNothing, I have to get ready for work!â jamie said, running up the stairs and to her room. She locked the door and slid down.Â
âFuck. iâll never hear the end of it.â She muttered to herself. She couldnât even imagine what would happen if Dad found out, but she was almost 18. She wouldnât have to worry about that for a while, not till they found him at least. She sighed. She liked her job, at the local market just a general associate but it helped out, especially with her car.Â
She pulled out her phone. remembering when her dad gave it to her. Already opened and preprogramed with his, Dean, Sam, Bobbyâs, and even her Momâs last known phone number. She had added to the contact last since and a few charms on the end. She searched through her contacts for her boss and called him.Â
âJamie, how are you?â Her boss said.
âHey Carl. I know this is a really bad time but I have to quit.â She said. She felt really bad because Carl had ben really good to her. Giving her a job and any hours he could. âSome really important family issue came up.â
âWell, it is an hour before your shift. Iâll be a cool manager and cover since youâve been working so hard. Iâm gonna miss you Jamie. Youâll always have a shift here at the store. Best of luck with your family.âÂ
âThank you for being so understanding Carl, and I appriciate everything youâve done for me this past year. Bye.â She hung up and looked at her room. It used to belong to Bobbyâs daughters, but when Dad had asked him to house her for a while he couldnât say no. She knew that she made Bobby feel better just by being there. She felt bad for having to leave but he would understand.
Jamie stood up and quickly packed her things. Over the years she had gotten good at making it quick. Always laid things out in the order in case Dad rushed in and screamed at her to pack.Â
She could still hear Dean downstairs. He could feel his intentions of interrogating her build in his gut. She grabbed a towel and jumped into the shower. She contemplated the choice she was making. The Family Business. She always saw herself as a solo hunter in her adulthood. Worked part-time jobs as she guarded unsuspecting towns against what went bump in the night. Just like her family, just not with them. It was like the military sometimes. Always on the move, always ready to run at any second. She loved her family and they loved her as far as she could tell. None of them knew how to feel about her being a legit empath but she knew somewhere along the lines they accepted and came to see it as an asset.Â
Empathy. A curse in her eyes. Supposedly a powerful mental gift was passed down by her mother who was a psychic and wanted nothing to do with her. Only Sam related to her feeling different. they never spoke about it more than two or three times in their life, the most right before Sam left. Dad did his best to never treat her differently but he had no idea how to raise a kid with physcic abiltites, but he did his best. She always knew he did his best. Dean, he was always harder to read more blocked off with those emotions.
She finished her shower, put on some clothes and grabbed her duffle. Racing downstairs and back to the dining room where her brother and uncle still sat.Â
âHey, where are you going?â Bobby asked.
âWith my brother, to find my Dad.â She said as if it was the most normal thing in the world. She went to the fridge and grabbed a soda and a road beer for Dean.
âNo way, it will be way to dangerous,â Dean said standing up and confronting his little sister.
âand what about your job?â Bobby asked.Â
âI quit. I am a Winchester, not a clerk. We need to go get Sam and we need to find Dad.â She said, staring up at him, another thing she inherited. Her very own Winchester Stare.
On her way out the back door she gave Bobby a quick peck on the cheek. âBye Bobby. Iâll call you when we get Sam.â She said.
âoh uhm Okay. I guess? Teenagers.â He said with a sigh as he got up and grabbed another beer.
âBobby youâre just gonna let her go!?â Dean asked.
âHey you heard her. Plus, she has made some major improvments since you guys left her here. After she graduated she hit the lore hard. She wants to do everything she can to help you guys hunt that demon and find her mom. You canât blame her. She is youâre sister!â
âWe left her here so she could get away from this life! Not go out on her own!â
âI didnât even know she was till she called me covered in vamp blood. Iâve seen it, she is as ready as she will ever be.â
The conversation was broken up by the Impalaâs car alarm. Dean tried to keep talking but the horn began to blow. Jamie, always the one to pinch Deanâs nerves.
âThis isnât over Bobby,â he said as he made his way outside. He was missing how Bobby rolled his eyes. He could only chuckle at how much like their Dad they were.Â
âAlright enough!â Dean shouted. Turning off the alarm and getting into the driverâs seat. Jame had already made herself comfortable in the passenger.
âThis will be fun, I never get to ride shotgun.â She said, already combing through Dadâs cassettes for her mixtape.
âJamie.â Dean said as he watched his sister. He knew she knew what he was going to ask and that he didnât even need to.
Jamie sighed. âI know. I shouldnât be hunting. But Dean! Just after Sam left I thought you guys would finally take me seriously. Dad taught me the same stuff after all, but it didnât change one bit. âStay in the car Jamie in case we have to run. Shoot anything that moves.â and then you guys left me here after the vampire in Omaha i just. i donât want to be the only Winchester who canât do her job.â She rambled.Â
âDadâs gonna be pissed.â Dean said looking forward.
âWe can cross that bridge when we find him.â She said, popping open the beer she had grabbed for Dean and handing it to him and opening her cream soda. Dean chuckled.Â
âYou remembered?â Dean asked. Their tradition. A beer and a cream soda.Â
âOf course!â She said as Dean turned the engine over and cheered with his little sister. âJust wait till itâs a beer!â She said.Â
"Don't push it. You're still my little sister."
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broken, fine for tonight â sam & dean winchester
cw : gn!winchester!reader, hurt/comfort, some angst, reader's the youngest sibling, injury/pain, nicknames (kid, bud, sweetheart), 1.3K words. requested !
summary : you break your ankle but your older brother's are convinced it's just a sprain and leave to finish up a hunt.
dean sounds all gruff and almost annoyed when he says youâll have to stay in the motel while they take down this nest of vamps. âyouâll be no help with a jacked up ankle,â he grumbles, because itâd be easier with three than two. but his eyes are a little soft as they flick down to your injury and you know itâs just because heâs no good at dealing with being worried about you.
sam comes back from the bathroom, giving you a sympathetic smile as he sets another pair of pain pills on the bedside table next to your half empty plastic water bottle. âyouâre good to take these in half an hour,â he says, âand weâll grab you a proper brace on the way back, alright?â
you give him a tight smile, your breathing measured so it doesnât come across as labored. âsure,â you agree, still fighting against the pain in your foot in order to appear as composed as youâre expected to be. when you twisted it earlier today, sam and dean brushed it off as a sprain and havenât stopped to think otherwise since then.Â
dean had hauled you back up with strong hands and a comforting pat to your back. youâre alright, he insisted, âs just a little sprain, youâve dealt with worse. he wasnât trying to be dismissive, but youâve felt a sprain before, and youâre sure that this is worse.
it must be a pretty bad sprain, sam said with a soft frown when you let out a pained gasp after trying to put just the slightest bit of pressure on it. he looped your other arm around his shoulders, and the two of them practically carried you back to the motel room. they set you down on the bed, and you know that sam normally wouldâve checked your ankle with a bit more precision and care most days, but youâre all pretty sure that the vamps have caught on to you, which means the faster they get into the nest, the better. so he simply propped your foot up on all the spare pillows in the room with gentle hands, cringing each time the movement made you wince in pain. he wrapped it in an ace bandage, and you nearly cried out loud as he did. mind otherwise occupied, heâd just told you the pain would fade soon enough.
you think that somewhere in the back of their minds, both of your brothers know that youâre in enough pain to understand that this is worse than they want it to be. their concern is easy to read, but sometimes they hate the prospect of you being hurt so much that theyâll focus that energy onto a different problem until they have to face this one. so theyâre out the door before you know it.Â
hopefully theyâll give you a longer look when they get back. youâd very much like to go to the hospital to get checked out and hopefully return to the motel with a cast and pair of crutches.
the pain only gets worse and the minutes just drag. time flows so slowly that you start to worry, just like you do every time theyâre off on a hunt without you. if theyâve been gone this long, something mustâve gone wrong, right? you check the time and realize itâs been less than a full hour. the ibuprofen you took a bit ago does nothing to help.Â
your ankle hurts so badly that youâre teary and sniffly and even though no oneâs here to witness it, youâre embarrassed by it nonetheless. but you might as well get the tears out of the way before they come back.
youâre convinced that itâs broken, and by the time the headlights of the impala shine through the half-closed blinds of the motel, youâre in too much of a haze to notice the door unlocking and the boys tramping into the room.
samâs through the door first, and the second he lays eyes on you, he knows somethingâs not quite right. he says your name, soft of course, but still loud enough for you to hear. you donât look over, and he drops his bag on the floor to rush over. dean immediately picks up on the tone of samâs voice, following close behind.
samâs big hand on your forehead rouses you. âhey. you with us sweetheart?â he murmurs, voice quiet and clearly concerned. your eyes flutter open and the only thing you can think to do when you register the worry on his face is give him a rueful smile.
âi think itâs broken,â you mumble, voice quiet and tired. youâre somehow numb and still hurting so much at the same time. dean gives a little scoff, more so out of affection than frustration, and rounds the bed to look at your ankle. you wince when he moves it, this time not bothering to hide just how much it really hurts.
âyou think?â dean repeats back to you, âjesus, kid, why didnât you say something before?â
âyou didnât give me a chance,â you retort, frowning deeply but too tired to actually sound upset. âyou both said it was sprained.â before dean can make some comment about how itâs your ankle, not theirs so how would they know, sam intervenes.
âweâre sorry, bud,â he murmurs, âwe shouldâve paid you more attention.â you donât see the pointed look he gives dean not to argue with you right now, or the way dean puts his hands up in frustration, then softens when he looks back at you. he knows that samâs right, itâs not fair to get all snarky with you. heâs just fueled by worry and he forgets that his worry very easily turns to anger and irritability. deanâs not upset with you at all, but he is at himself for not noticing just how badly you were injured.
the way that he gently carries you to the back seat of the impala is his apology, plus the promise to find your favorite food after you get checked out from the hospital. sam sits in the back with you to keep you steady. steady and held. his hand holds your head softly, his other keeping your leg still as the car rumbles down along the road.
tonight, everything will be fine. your ankle will heal and once properly treated, itâs true that the pain will fade. sure, they wonât pay the medical bills with real credit cards and the doctor might be impressed or concerned, or both, by your pain tolerance. because this certainly isnât the first time youâve been cooped up in the back seat of the impala, hurting and maybe even a little scared while sam holds you and dean drives.
he always steals glances back at you through the rearview mirror, making eye contact with sam to be sure youâre awake and well. but he has to be the one driving because he feels like thatâs the only thing he has control of when youâre like this. he just absolutely horrified by the thought that there might be a dark night on empty roads after a hunt or a nearly world-ending event where his canât drive fast enough. what if, someday, you die in his car and your blood stains the leather, because how could he wipe your blood from the seats like that?
and samâs the one whoâll be holding you, staunching your blood with his jacket, whispering assurances that youâll be alright. heâs terrified by the thought that there might be a night where, in the backseat of this car, the place you all silently call home, youâll die in his arms.
those are the sorts of things they think about. they know that you think about your own nightmares of them dying too. but in this life, the only thing you can do is tuck those thoughts away, somewhere deep and hidden, because tonight, everything will be fine.
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sorry won't cut it â sam and dean winchester
pairing : sam and dean winchester x gn!sibling!reader â⢠genre : angst, hurt/comfort â⢠cw : set in season 8 LOL, sam and dean are kind of/definitely assholes to reader, swearing, arguments, crying, use of kid, kiddo, honey, and sweetheart to refer to reader, only light editing â⢠wc : 4K summary : you meet up with sam to discover that dean is back from purgatory, and both have been keeping secrets from you.
when sam answers your call, it comes as a relief. a surprise, but more than anything, a relief. itâs been two and a half months, almost on the dot, since heâs answered a call. usually itâs just one month. he has a single burner phone just for you, but itâs off half the time, and the other half he never answers.
youâve grown used to his distance, to an extent. it still stings when your phone rings till voicemail sometimes, but youâve just been too tired to argue with him, to ask him to comfort you, make him keep hashing through the pain of looking for dean and finding nothing but trouble.Â
you want him to have the normalcy, the girl who loves him and makes him feel alright. you want to have faith that heâll figure out how to factor you into it all eventually, but you still miss him, and youâre still lonely, so you keep calling, never getting angry or upset when he occasionally picks up. you just act like itâs normal, and you can tell he appreciates it, so you keep it up. in return, he asks you over sometimes, tells you each time how much amelia raves about you after you leave, hugs you tight before you go.
itâs been several months since heâs invited you over, and he doesnât really talk about her anymore. you figure something must have happened, but you never push anything anymore with him.
this call is different. one, because he finally picks up. two, because he tells you to meet up with him, no explanation or normal talk about what you should bring for dinner. three, he asks you to meet at a random address in kansas.
he sighs deep, âjust⌠get here as soon as you can. iâll send you the location.â then he hangs up and it feels like the hunting life all over again.
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itâs a seven hour drive, and youâre tired out of your mind, high-strung and worn out from leaving right after your shift at a diner full of sleezes who donât tip enough. even though this whole thing is strange for the new, hunting-free sam, thereâs relief coursing through you at the thought of seeing him, hoping heâll let your tired feet carry you right into his arms. you pull into a driveway of sorts, no obvious entrance to the unremarkable building in front of you, but your years of hunting and meeting up with your brothers at strange places during strange hours after strange calls help you find the door. it's a bunker, one you've never seen before.
you were always a little bit more like sam, disillusioned to the hunter life and the way your father raised you. you werenât a fighter like him, but you slipped away at eighteen to go to college and found somewhere near stanford so youâd be able to visit sam often. he loved that, always so glad that you got out too. but you were barely gone a year before dean came back to collect you and sam to look for your dad. you came easier than sam, less attached to your new place and always finding yourself missing dean.
thatâs what youâd been doing this past year. missing dean, and painfully. so when you knock on the door, calling out, âitâs me, sammy,â you freeze when it opens several beats later.
because the person behind the door isnât sam. but it is your older brother. just the one whoâs been stuck in purgatory for the last year or so, the one youâve endlessly searched for to no avail.
âdean?â your voice is small as his name slips from your mouth.
his eyes go soft, the way they rarely get, and the slight smile on his lips is half pained, half pure relief to see you after so long. âhey, kid.â
you launch yourself into his arms, and he catches you easy, right there in the doorway, and you have to fend off tears that you know wouldnât put up so much of a fight if you werenât so exhausted. but you were raised tough, and winchesters donât cry all that often, at least not where someone else can see. so you swallow hard and tough it out, letting dean pull away from you and lead you inside. he moves through the house with a sort of ease heâd only have if he felt comfortable and safe there. this raises questions, along with the fact that he's here at all.
youâre speechless, but not for a lack of anything to say. endless questions stream through your mind, each one pushing to be asked, even more desperate to be answered.
but the only thing you can figure out how to say is âhelloâ to sam when he greets you in the living room. he pulls you into a hug, letting you linger for a moment before you know you have to ask all of the hard questions. something in his face is unreadable to you, which is rare when it comes to your brothers. if you didnât know any better, youâd think it was a hint of guilt. that rings alarms in your mind, but you brush your nerves aside when dean takes a seat on the couch.
you relax a bit when you sink down next to him, curling into his side a little. it makes you feel a bit childish, but you need it after everything this past year. he doesnât hesitate to wrap his arm around your shoulders and pull you a little closer. sam sits down across from the two of you and you heave a sigh, wondering where to start.
opening your mouth and forcing words out is like a crack in a dam. everything comes out slow at first, but that lasts mere seconds before the flood.
âhow did you⌠dean, how did you get out? i mean, i triedâ i tried everything,â your voice breaks at that word, the weight of it meaning something only you understand. you look at him, brows taught and youâre confused by the surprise on his face, as if he didnât expect you to say such a thing.
âwhat do you mean, you tried everything?â he asks, voice suddenly gruff and severe. you recoil from his side to get a better look at him. you donât miss the look he shoots sam. this is already departing from what you expected, which is probably exactly what you should have expected. itâs just that, when dean hugged you back and he was solid and real and alive, when he sat on the couch instead of a chair so you could sit next to him, you thought that maybe, just maybe, youâd be able to stay tucked safe into his side as they told you what happened, as they asked you to stay with them.Â
âwhat do you mean?â you shoot back. âwhat, did you think iâd just kick back and call it someone elseâs problem?â
âthatâs what sam did. thatâs what sam said you did.â his voice is accusatory and when you whirl to look at sam, utter bewilderment evident on your face, you can see him physically grimace. which means deanâs telling the truth.
âsam did what?â the question sounds like itâs targeted for dean, but youâre staring the younger down.
âlisten, iâ no, you know what, iâm not going to explain myself on this again. what do you mean you did everything, you said you were going to school?â sam looks irked and defeated all at once.
âthat is completely beside the point, sam, you lied to me?â you ask incredulously, âbut youâre not going to explain to me why? why you lied to me or why you apparently didnât look for dean, i mean are you crazy?â deanâs hand on your shoulder prevents you from standing as your voice grows louder.
âlisten, kid, sam and i, weâve already hashed this out, okay? itâs uhâ itâs fine, alright?â with the way he says the word âfineâ, you know that it still bothers dean, so you canât understand why heâd say so. âweâve got things to discuss here,â dean tries to reason with you before sam can respond. heâs no peace maker, but a full blown fight between the two of you could have an ugly ending.
âthings to discuss?â you repeat, in disbelief of the audacity. knowing them, that means they need something from you, which begs the question of why sam asked you over in the first place. you donât even want to think about them having ulterior motives outside ofjust wanting to see you, so you brush it off angrily. âwell, iâm glad to hear that you two have hashed it out, but i havenât yet, so we can discuss whatever that is later.â you shrug off deanâs hand, trying to focus on the things youâre already angry about instead of asking the even bigger question nagging at you now. when the hell did dean get back that those two had time to hash out something that major? you turn your anger back to sam, thinking about what it was like when dean first disappeared. âyou told me you looked. you told me you did all that you could, that you tried everything in your power. now deanâs telling me that you did jack shit?â
sam sighs heavily. âyes, okay. listen, iâm sorry i lied to you, alright? but i just wanted you to try and live your life for once. i figured if i told you i did everything i could, that, i donât know, maybe youâd give up and try to move on? go to school, do something you love, have real friends, maybe find someone?â he throws his hands up in the air, a defeated gesture because he knows you donât agree, while he still thinks he did the right thing.
you scoff, because, god, he really has no idea. arms crossed and face the kind of calm that says run to anyone on the other end of your anger, you nod in false understanding. âyeah, what good that did,â you say, your tone so sarcastic and dry that sam just clenches his jaw and deanâs face turns from concerned to full-blown worried. he wonders if he should ask what that means, because whatever it does, itâs certainly not âgood.âÂ
but you pick up again after a moment of thick, dripping silence. âyou know, sam, you have absolutely no idea how this past year really was for me. iâm not saying it was easy for you, because i know it wasnât. though now i know you also skipped the trouble of looking for your stuck-in-purgatory-brother and really, actually lived that hunting-free life you wanted.â sam cringes at the venom in your voice. âall iâm saying is that just about nothing has been all, i donât know, rainbows and butterflies like you think,â your voice is practically scathing, a tone so rare to both of your brothers that neither knows what to say, âand you know what, sam? itâs looking to me like iâd be a lot better off if youâd just decided to tell me the goddamn truth.â
sam says your name, tentative like heâs testing hot waters, âi thought you said things were going well. you said you liked school, that you were making friends there? just explain to me what you mean so we can figure this out.â
âfigure it out,â you repeat under your breath, sticking your tongue against the inside of your cheek to keep from saying something too harsh. âsam, things were going well! they were!â now youâre feeling desperate to make him understand, âbut that night you told me there was nothing else we could do, nothing else to try and that i should just do my best to move on? i couldnât, sam, i couldnât do that. there had to be something more we could do, so i gave up on the things you said you did and i went further. i let you think i was fine, that i was doing what you wanted for me because you always sounded so tired. you always sounded like one more thing on your plate would make the sweet little life you built with a girl and a dog come crashing down, so i made sure you wouldnât have to worry about me.â
deanâs voice is uncharacteristically soft when he does his best to make his interruption gentle. he doesnât want to upset you more, but you can hear the tension in his voice when he asks, âkiddo? what do you mean by you âwent further?ââ
suddenly you shrink in on yourself, your lower lip caught between your teeth and your eyes shining with fresh tears. âdeanâ,â your voice breaks before you can even say anything else. his hand is on your back, meant to be comforting, but it only makes you feel worse about it all. you know how much dean would hate the lengths you went to to try and get him back. âi canâtââ you shake your head, âi canât right now, but maybe⌠maybe if youâd told me the truth, sam, if iâd just started by reading through all of bobbyâs books like you said you did, things would have worked out differently.â
âwell, maybe if you told me you were going to keep trying, i could have helped you!â sam fires back.
you let out a strangled, frustrated noise as you stand, unable to keep sitting down. âwould you? really? because i really donât think you wouldâve! you were so focused on moving on from losing dean that you distanced yourself from me, too! you barely picked up, never called, only talked about dean in three word sentences to tell me a lie about how you tried and failed to find anything to help! maybe if you paid any attention to me, gave any indication that you wanted to help or see me or be a major part of life like i wanted of you, i would have opened up to you!â it makes you even more angry when your voice turns teary, âand for once, i wanted to try to be the one to take care of you two. i kept my secrets, i never let on how fucking lonely i was, just so you wouldnât worry about me!â a stunned silence falls over you brothers, samâs guilt beginning to overrun his natural response of anger, and dean making up for that fading anger with his own. your chest heaves with laboured breath as you stare sam down.
deanâs tone is icy as he breaks the silence, âsam, is that really how you treated them while i was gone?âÂ
sam exhales hard, ignoring dean in favor of looking at you, âi was just doing what i thought was the best for both of us. i didnât know, okay, iâm sorry.â
âare you kidding me?â you exclaim, voice turning shrill and growing louder by the second, âpeople got hurt, on my account,â you have to force that part out through gritted teeth, âi got kicked out of school, and i spent three months running from hunters!â both sam and dean want to interrupt at that, but you keep going, your voice quieter now, but harsh and trembling, âbut you were doing what you thought was best for both of us? try what was best for you. dean was gone, and i needed you, sammy, i needed you and the second you said you needed to get away, alone, i knew i didnât have you.â
that shuts him up, has him deflating and his guilt taking over, and you can see it and you hate it. you almost wish heâd get angry instead because that means you can keep shouting at him to try and make him understand. but all you get are his clenched jaw, his sad eyes, and his guilty silence that tell you he knows he fucked up but he canât figure out a way to make it better since sorry sure as hell wonât cut it.
itâs dean who cuts into the heavy silence again. âsam.â his name hangs in the air, weighed down with unspoken words. âweâll talk about this later,â you guess is the message. you can feel how angry dean is without even looking at him. you know all he ever asked of sam if he was gone was to take care of you, and now dean knows he didnât. then his attention is back on you. he says your name, clear and careful. âiâm gonna need you to tell me what you did, okay?â
you wipe at your face angrily as you whirl to face dean. trying to keep the ever present tears at bay, you tap right back into your anger. but it's more tired this time, less convincing with your voice taut from unshed tears begging to be released.
âall that, and thatâs what you take away from this? really, dean? youâre gonna need to know what i did? i donât need you to tell me to know thatâ that it was wrong and i donât need you to make me feel any more shitty than i already do right now, okay?â
itâs his turn to wear a look of guilt on his face, but it only sits there for a flash before he keeps going. âkid, thatâs not what iâm trynaâ do here, alright? i just wanna understand so i can keep us safe, yeah?â he puts his hands out in a peaceful motion, but something else unresolved floats back up into your focus.
âno. dean, no! because thereâs something else here, something both of you have been avoiding this entire time!â thereâs a sudden change in the air, like both of them are holding their breath, silently begging you wonât ask the question. âdean, how long have you been back?â
his hesitancy to answer tells you everything. âkid, listen, thatâs not impââ
âdonât you dare say itâs not important! did you hear anything i just said, dean? anything about how shit my life has been since youâve been gone, how lonely iâve been?â
âyouâre right,â sam relents, forging on before dean can stop him, âheâs been back for three months now. itâs my fault we didnât tell you. itâs all my fault, and believe me, i am so sorry.â you collapse into a chair with your head in your hands as he continues, âi know that does nothing to fix things, but i am sorry, and i promise i will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you, kiddo. iâm all in now, and i did it all so this wouldnât have to be your life, but youâre here now and we want more than anything to have you around, okay?âÂ
you lift your head up to stare at him. âthree months.â your voice is dangerously quiet. âyou twoâŚâ your tired mind canât think of words strong enough, âdrive me insane, you know that? dean, you justâ you just went along with that and decided, let me guess, that it was best for me? because i was at school, living a normal life and away from the danger of this one? is that it? itâs best for me not to know my brotherâs alive? because, you know, that reminds me of something. hm, maybe the time sam hid from us that he was alive for a year because he didnât have his fucking soul? oh, yeah, it must be that.â you let out a short bark of laughter, but it and your voice are completely devoid of any humor. dean visibly recoils when you mention that. heâs thought of it, and still decided to keep you in the dark. âcome on, dean, you know how that feels and you go and do it to me again? really?â
youâve beat him too. âhoney,â he sighs, âiâm sorry. we were wrong to do that to you, okay?â
finally, you think you might be out of things to say, to be hurt about. your voice is quiet and fragile now, and the dam holding back your tears is fractured in a million places, more than ready to break. âi missed you so much. both of you,â you whisper. you meant to make a scathing comment about how âsorryâ and âwe were wrongâ donât even begin to cover it, but you find that youâre not in complete control of the things coming out of your mouth. youâre just too goddamn tired. dean is crouching in front of you in an instant.
âi missed you, too, sweetheart. so much. iâm so sorry.â he takes it as a good sign that you let him place his hand on your knee. you want to flick it away, maybe shove him away too.
âand i was so, so lonely. i was so scared,â you sob out, wishing you didnât have to cry when you got angry. âand iâm so mad that you two did this to me.â
âi know, kiddo, i know. iâm sorry.â gently, slowly, he tugs you towards him and into his arms and you slide onto the floor and cry into his chest, shaking and unable to say a thing. you want to tell him this doesnât make it right, but dean hushes you gently when you try. âshhh, itâs okay, just let it out, alright? i got you. i got you,â he comforts. itâs true that this doesnât make it right, but itâs almost all you need in that moment.
âsammy,â you choke out, still so angry with him, but wanting him near anyways, knowing that heâs too scared to come close to you after coming face to face with all of the things he did wrong. his hand is on your back a moment later, hesitant at first, then strong and soothing moments later when you blindly grab for the fabric of his flannel to keep him close.
âokay. okay, iâm here. iâm sorry. iâm here now, i promise,â he whispers, silently letting a few of his own guilty tears fall.
utterly exhausted, you stay slumped on the floor in dean's arms when your tears dry up. you can barely keep your eyes open and your breathing is soft and slow.Â
âletâs get you to bed,â dean whispers, hoisting you all the way into his arms and up as he stands. âsamâll grab you a glass of water.â you sigh an imperceptible sigh because you know that dean is still pissed at sam. rightfully so, youâre more than just pissed at both of them, but youâre too tired to care in this moment, and the last thing you want is for them to be angry at each other. thatâs your job for when you wake up hours from now.Â
dean sets you down in a foreign bed pulling the blankets over you, and sam is back moments later with the promised glass of water and tissues for your face. you curl up and tug at the covers slightly, eager to fall asleep.
âsee you in the morning,â you mumble, effectively dismissing them with your voice hoarse from crying. you close your eyes before either of them can say a thing, but your words are also a whisper of the beginning of forgiveness.Â
âgoodnight, kiddo,â dean says, his voice full of a familiar affection that he only uses for his little siblings as he presses a kiss to your hairline, before disappearing out the door.
you drowsily register the sound of sam setting the glass of water on the night stand by your head. âiâm right across the hallway if you need anything.â a moment, then, âgoodnight,â and a gentle hand on the side of your head before a kiss to your temple.
you fall asleep coming up with a list of petty ways youâll have them make things up to you. neither sam nor dean will be pleased to hear that youâre calling shotgun in the impala for the next three months, minimum. sam for obvious reasons, and dean because heâll know that means youâll be taking your job as youngest sibling to annoy the living hell out of him very seriously.
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Taking After Them | Winchester!Reader
Some headcanons on what it would be like if you were just like your big brothers!!
Taking after Dean:
Having the same taste in music, rocking out in Baby to Led Zeppelin, AC/DC, Bob Seger, etc.
Driving Sam crazy because there's basically two of Dean
On movie nights, you and Dean basically act out the scenes for Rocky, every Clint Eastwood film, Die Hard, so on, there's really no need to even play the movie (Sam is dying inside)
Arguing over the last slice of pie
Stealing his clothes, especially band t shirts
Always begging Dean to let you drive Baby
Loving slasher films & Halloween, always planning costumes with him (but rarely getting to actually dress up as hunting gets in the way)
Making pop culture references with Dean
Being obsessed with bacon
Calling each other Batman & Robin
Being pretty flirty as you get older, Dean giving you pick up lines & tips
Him teaching you to fight & defend yourself, being proud of how strong you are but also scared for you
Taking after Sam:
Always down for a library trip with Sam
Dean rolling his eyes at his "nerdy little siblings"
Arguing over the best fantasy books and films
Swapping & sharing books, talking about how you liked the book or what you didn't like
Eating your fair share of salads BUT you love pie almost as much as Dean does
Going through a break up and Sam playing Celine Dion at full volume while you cry
Talking about college when the time comes, Sam helping you with your admissions essays
Him helping you study by quizzing you, marking practice tests, etc.
Dean always complaining about how long you both take to wash your hair
Dragging Dean around museums, you & Sam having a great time & Dean losing his mind (he likes the gift shop though)
Sam teaching you Latin & lore, you helping him organise the Bunker's files & archives
Going for runs with him but complaining like 90% of the time
BUT overall I think you'd be a little bit like both of them while still being your own person. Growing up with little influence other than those two, it would impossible for you not to be like them.
graphics from @saradika-graphics <3
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WHO WOULD BE A BETTER DAD, SAM WINCHESTER OR DEAN WINCHESTER?
Personally for me it would be Dean. Dean is all about family and i think that could turn into a bad thing (overprotectiveness) but mostly, Dean would be a more present(although maybe emotionally distant) father.
Sam i think he'd be physically present. But mentally ehhhh not so much idk IDK
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Being the Winchestersâ little sister
Im imagining a more girly little sister for this so im super sorry if that doesnât apply to you:(
Headcanons for being the youngest Winchester
-for the sake of this weâll say your kinnda like Adam except you stay with John and not your mom
-the boys adore you from the second youâre brought home
-they arenât too on board when John explains the situation
-but the second Dean is holding you heâs in love
-and when Sam sees how happy Dean looks? Obviously he loves you too.
-you get dotted on by Dean as much as possible
-and once youâre a little older, Sam teaches you all sorts of stuff
-Dean keeps you street smart Sam keeps you book smart
-these boys are so good to you
-you donât go on your first hunt till youâre 13 at minimum
-Dean and John have screaming matches about it because John thinks youâre old enough and Dean genuinely never wants you to go on a hunt
-He much prefers you being safe in the motel
-But eventually heâs convinced
-You donât get more than a foot and half away from Dean for nearly the whole hunt
-you get hurt on that hunt, not bad, just a busted knee
-you donât go on another hunt for almost two months and Dean hardly lets you out of his sight that whole time
-bandages your knee like he thinks itâll go septic (the scrape barley got through the second layer of skin)
-anyways, back to the general stuff
-Dean calls you sweetheart, baby, baby girl and âmy girlâ
-Sam calls you sweetheart and baby girl
-Dean was the original one to start calling you nicknames and Sam picked up on it
-the first sentence Dean tells you when he picks you up as a baby is âitâs alright babygirl Iâve got you nowâ
-and the name just sticks
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No Doctors (Sam and Dean Winchester x sibling!reader)
Warnings: needles I guess
Parings: sam Winchester X sibling!reader, Dean Winchester x sibling!reader
Prompt: youâre a hunter scared of needles idk I went to urgent care the other day and I hate needles.
Word Count: 1,044
Sam, Dean, and you, their younger, nineteen year old half sibling have seen a lot, obviously. Hunters? You see vampires, werewolves, ghosts. But as a Winchester you see so much more. The three of you have saved the world quite a few times. It is safe to say not much phases the Winchesters.
But you, Y/N Winchester has one big fear, needles. When Sam injected Demon Dean with human blood, you could not watch. It wasnât because of your big brotherâs yells of pain, but because you cannot even look at a needle. So when Sam and Dean told you that you HAD to see a doctor, you put it off until it was too late. Now your legs were covered in red spots. The spots were not inflamed or itching. They looked like bleeding under the skin, which means its less like a rash. Google did not help ease Sam and Deanâs worries about you.
âY/N damn it, we have to rule out anything serious,â Dean told you.
âI am fine,â you insisted.
âGoogle says you have one week to live,â your older brother furrowed his eyebrows, showing you his google search on his smart phone.
âGoogle is not a doctor,â you rolled your eyes.
âThat is why we have to take you to a doctor. Right Sam?â
Sam nods in agreement.
âLook, if Cas was here, he could figure it out, but he isnât. We are going to urgent care,â Dean demanded. âNow get your ass to my car.â
You looked over to Sam and back to Dean, fear in your eyes. You knew what this meant, bloodwork. You could not do bloodwork. Just seeing a needle makes you sick to your stomach. The last time you had bloodwork done, you threw up. When you had to get your Covid vaccines, you took your brothers with you. It worked because they ended up getting theirs as well, but when it came to your turn, your brothers had to distract you so you didnt see the needle. You held Deanâs hands and almost broke his fingers as the needle went into your flesh.
âDean, doctors are scary. All they do is poke at you with needles,â you frowned at your older brother.
âSam and I will both be there by your side,â Dean insisted.
And so here you are now. The walking to the lab with your brothers at your side. You look for all possible exists to run out of here, but you know its no use. Dean would drag you back if he has to. The lab nurse sits you down in the chair and looks for a good vein. Shit. Itâs going to happen. Your eyes follow her hands as she pulls out all the tubes that will be soon filled with your blood. The things is youâre not grossed out by the idea of seeing your own blood, its kind of cool actually. But knowing how it gets in there is too much.
You see her take out the needle and your instincts kick in. You jump out of your seat before your brothers push you back. Dean holds you down on the chair and you look at him with tears in your eyes.
âDonât look at me like that kid,â Dean sighs, a guilty expression coming across his face. âI just want to make sure youâre okay.â
âI am fine! And when we find out that nothing is wrong youâre going to be sorry,â you spit.
Sam holds the hand of the arm that the nurse will draw blood from, not just to keep it steady, but to calm you down.
âYou are a fighter, you are strong, you got this,â Sam tells you. âJust donât look, and then you wonât feel it, okay?â You nod at Sam. âAttagirl. Now donât look at me, or else youâll see the needle too. Look at Dean.â
âYeah, look at me,â Dean cuts in. You look up at your eldest brother. âGood job.â
âIâm not a child,â you remind Dean.
âYeah, yeah. Youâre a kid compared to Sam and I,â Dean chuckles.
âWell yeah, Sam is old and youâre ancient,â you tease.
âAncient?â Dean fakes an offended expression.
âYeah. So ancient that when the Egyptians built the pyramids, they looked at you and said âWow that man is ancient.ââ
Sam laughs but plays it off as a cough when Dean shoots a look at him. You feel a cotton ball on your arm as the nurse wraps the bandage on your arm.
âAll done,â she smiles. âYou can go to the waiting room and as soon as we get your results, youâll be notified.â
Youâre surprised and relieved to find out its done and over with. And you didnât feel a thing.
âYou did it kid,â Dean smiles at you.
âWe are proud of you,â Sam ruffles your hair.
âIâm almost twenty donât talk to me like Iâm a child,â you get up and push past your brothers.
They follow you into the waiting room and sit by your side. Sam wraps an arm around you while youâre all pouty and embarrassed.
âWe arenât babying you or anything,â Sam sighs. âYou have a genuine fear, and you faced it. We know youâre an adult. You are capable of doing a lot, you are a badass hunter. A Winchester.â
You nod, not so confidently. You and your brothers watch the TV in the waiting room where some old cowboy movie is playing. Dean is loving it, but you just want to get your results and go back home. After twenty minutes, a doctor comes out with a clipboard.
âYou are fine, your blood came back clean. And over the counter rash cream should be able to help. You are free to go home,â she tells you.
Dean scoffs, and Sam looks confused. To be fair, you donât understand either, you know its not a rash, it doesnât look like a rash. But it canât be what Dean looked up either if the bloodwork came back clean so its clearly nothing serious. As the doctor walks away, you glare at your older brothers.
âSee, I knew bloodwork was a waste of time.â
Dean shrugs as Sam says, âBetter safe than sorry.â
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I recently started re watching supernatural and forgot how OBSESSED I was with this show. Anyways!
imagine Hunter Mc with the demon brothersâźď¸âźď¸ they are either Sam and dean older sibling or the middle child (I hate the younger sibling troop sorry)
Imagine they were on a hunt before Mc got teleported to the devildom. Obviously Mc will have the holy water, book, or the colt (I forgot half of the stuff that happens in the later seasons so donât come for me lol) ready in hand.
I just know everyoneâs reaction will be priceless when they realize they summoned a HUNTER as their exchange student.
#inuiiwonderlandđ¤#I forgot how much I love this show lol#meanwhile Sam and dean are freaking the fuck out#trying to look for their sibling#obey me x reader#obey me x gender neutral reader#obey me shall we date#obey me shitpost#obey me mc#obey me imagines#obey me fluff#obey me angst#obey me crack#obey me crossover#supernatural#sam and dean#sam winchester#dean winchester
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SUPERNATURAL LUCIFER X FEM!READER
(Reader is referred to as sister)
- You joke around with Lucifer and your brother, Dean, doesnât like it :)
fluff đ
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I walked into the room that my brothers were in, "Where's Clarence?"
"Not sure, said he had some angel business to deal with." Dean muttered as he continued to stare at his laptop screen. I sighed and fell down onto one of the chairs "I'm booorreedd." I whined and nobody said anything, "Ok I guess I'll go annnd.." I paused while I thought about what to do, "Find a case." Normally they would 'advise' not to because it could be dangerous on my own, but they didn't even look up. Maybe I should elaborate, "Actually you know what? I'm gonna go find a vamps nest." Ok they definitely wouldn't let me go alone. But I still got no answer.
"Ignore everything I just said, I can't be bothered. I think, I'm just gonna go talk to one of the angels." I hoped that would get their attention considering they dislike most of them. "Hey, I should go talk to the devil, I mean he's probably pretty lonely." Ok that must have gotten there attention. Nope, still nothing.
Alright well, "Lucifer. You know? Satan?" That caught their attention and Dean glared at me but I smiled innocently. Sam looked at me over his laptop, "What? Sorry, I'm just trying to figure this out and I feel like I haven't slept in years, did you say something about Lucifer? Has something happened?" I could tell I hit a bit of a nerve by mentioning his name but how else was I supposed to get their attention. "No, well yes I said I should go talk to him 'cause he's probably lonely." I smiled innocently at them again but they didn't look very happy.
"Don't even joke about that. I don't want you anywhere near him." I could tell Dean was serious but I didn't understand why. Well, I did, I knew why. He's killed people, he wanted Sam as a vessel, he tried to start the apocalypse and he is Satan. But I know a side to Lucifer that they don't, a side to him that's not all death and destruction.
I was about to speak but I felt the temperature drop. I saw the panic in Sams face and Dean reached for his gun by instinct. "You called, darling?" Oh joy, Lucifer is here.
"What a pleasant surprise." I turned to face him with the fakest, most cheesiest grin I could manage. "You were thinking off me so damn much that it basically came to me like a prayer, why were you thinking about me, Y/N?" He smirked as he walked closer to us and I rolled my eyes. "I was thinking about how much of an ass you are, my brothers here were agreeing." I smirked right back at him and he scoffed "I know you like me really and you enjoy my company more than anyone else's, you're not fooling anyone." He shrugged slightly like what he had just said was painfully obvious.
"Ok that's enough, I can't take it anymore. Lucifer what the hell are you doing here, really?" Dean looked pretty mad that I was joking around with the devil but who can blame me, he's quite funny when he's not trying to start world war three.
"You act like I'm about to try and start the apocalypse Deany, I mean c'mon, I'm totally over all that now." He smiled like he just told Dean he'd bought him some flowers and baked him a cake. "Right of course, I'm sorry for assuming the worst from the literal devil, you must've just popped in to give me chocolate and watch a movie with us." Dean spoke sarcastically and Lucifer pretended to be offended and shook his head. "Wow. I know you don't like me, but that was harsh. I mean, I really did come here to watch a movie. Not with you exactly, but that is the reason. I can't believe you think so lowly of me Deano." Lucifer matched Deans sarcastic tone and it just pissed my brothers off even more, meanwhile I found it to be good entertainment.
"First of all, stop adding letters onto my name. Secondly, if you mean that you came to watch a movie with my sister? You can forget it. I won't let you get anywhere near her." Aaaaaand protective brother mode is officially on. "I'm already near her." Lucifer scoffed as he walked closer to me and threw his arm around my shoulders. "Dude get your big ass arm off of me." I tried to shrug his arm off but he added another arm so he was giving me a really weird side hug, successfully trapping me in his arms.
However before I could complain anymore, a sudden gunshot echoes throughout the room and it makes me flinch. Lucifer let go of me with a grunt. "Ouch." He pouted like a child that didn't get his own way.
I turned to look at him and realised that Dean had shot him. "Was that really necessary, Dean? I can handle myself against big ole pouty satan over here." I felt him poke me at the insult so I looked back at him to see him still pouting and I giggled. "Yes. It was completely necessary. I told him that I wasn't gonna let him near you, Y/N. I don't like how close you two seem, all buddy-buddy and shit, it's not right. Has he got you under some sorta spell? Do you need help, Y/N? 'Cause I definitely do not have a problem with killing the devil himself." Dean looked between the two of us practically giggling like a pair of school girls.
"Yes Dean, he has me under a very powerful spell." He didn't look impressed with my sarcasm. "Whatever, but you hurt her and I swear I will find a way to end you." And with that promise he left the room. We both looked at Sam and it was pretty awkward for a second before he cleared his throat "Yeah, Well I- erm- I need to carry on with this, so.." He got up and walked out with his laptop.
"Wow. You know, you could be here to kill me and both of my brothers just left me to be murdered." I joked and turned around to face him.
"You know I'd never hurt you though, right? You are one of the very very few humans I can tolerate." His smirk was replaced with a genuine smile as he looked down at me. "I know." I nodded and it was quite for a moment as I looked at him, taking in his features. Damn, his eyes are so pretty and his hair looks so fluffy, I want to just run my hands through it so fucking bad.
"So," I cleared my throat like I was trying to get rid of the tension in the room. "What movie do you wanna watch, Luci?" My eyes widened slightly as I realised what I had called him, but it was too late, he had already heard it. "'Luci' huh?" I was about to start apologetically rambling before I noticed a grin spread across his face. "I like it, but only from you. I don't want some demon walking around calling me 'Luci ', it'll ruin my reputation." He chuckled, "Oh and I'm 99.9% sure that you forgot I can read your thoughts, your eyes are pretty too." His smirk was back as he cockily walked out of the room, leaving me stood on my own in embarrassment.
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Buzz cut season.
Prologue.
Summary: Sam looses his hair and his siblings can't help but make jokes about it.
Warnings: humor, siblings being siblings, mentions of violence later on)
Pairings: Sam and Dean Winchester x younger sister! reader, Castiel x Winchester!reader (platonic)
A/N: This fanfiction is based on THIS post made by @myfandomhell <3
It was a blood-curling scream, that woke Y/N up in the middle of the night. It sounded as if somebody was not only skinned alive but also thrown into the darkest and deepest pits of hell. She pauses and holds her breath while sitting up straight in her bed. Her left hand is moving underneath her pillow where she had placed her gun. Then she waits. And for a moment she almost believes that maybe she has simply imagined it, but when another scream pierces the silence the woman rapidly gets up.
A shiver runs down her spine, while she moves towards the hallway. It's dark and the tiles underneath her bare feet are cold. The youngest Winchester looks left and around, before moving towards her brother's room.
Maybe he heard it as well. "Dean?", she whispers, and peeks into his room only to discover that his bed is empty. She looks around and licks her lips:" Fuck."
A few moments later, she suddenly senses a hand on her shoulder. Y/N quickly spins around and lifts her gun, just to meet eyes with her brother. He holds up his hands:" Hey, easy. It's just me. Are you okay?", his deep voice is one loaded with concern, as his gaze scans her face for any bruises. However, once she nods his features soften almost immediately:" Good."
Y/N opens her mouth to say something in return, but before any words can leave her lips another scream fills the bunker. It echoes through the halls. "Sammy!", Dean shouts and rushes past his sister toward his youngest brother's room. He opens the wooden door and instantly raises his gun when he notices a tall man. He has his back turned to the two siblings, while he stands in the corner of the room. His hands are frantically rubbing over his short hair.
"Who are you and where is my brother?!"
Still, the stranger in Sam's room isn't moving. He seems as if he is staring at himself in the small mirror. "Answer me!" Y/N furrows her eyebrows before she pushes past Dean. "Y/N, what-? No!", he tries to stop her but she only shushes him. The y/h/ced woman moves closer⌠and closer⌠her hand slowly moves up to touch the man's shoulder. She turns him around and her eyes widen at the sight in front of her:" Oh my fucking god."
The whole room is silent while Dean and Y/n stare at their brother in pure shock. For a moment, Y/n nearly forgets how to breathe correctly and when she looks over at Dean she gasps:" Oh my god, that's- he's-... I'm...
"Why the fuck are you bald?", is all Dean can ask while he continues to stare at his younger brother. Sam swallows thickly, before once again examining himself in the mirror.
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"Will you stop staring at me like that?", Sam who is sitting at the table in the kitchen can feel his sibling's eyes on him.
"Well, I'm sorry, Sammy", Dean replies and walks over to him. He sits down in front of him and makes a few hand gesticulations:" I just have never seen you this...naked." Sam rolls his eyes at his brother's comment:" I still have hair." "Barely."
Y/N chuckles. However, when Sam gives her an aggravated look she clears her throat:" Sorry." "Can I touch it?" "No, Dean., Sam shuts his laptop and stands up:" You can't touch it. And by the way, could you two stop acting like this is some kind of joke and maybe help me find out why I lost my hair in the first place?"
His sister brings her coffee mug up to her mouth:" Well, perhaps you're just getting old." Sam blinks and tilts his head:" I'm 36." "Yeah, I know. But remember Bobby said that he began to lose his hair around the time he was 25.", She explains and out of the corner of his eye she notices that Dean is hiding his smirk behind his own mug. Sam simply shakes his head, before walking out of the room. Defeated:" Shut up."
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How do you think the Winchester dynamic would change if they had another sibling that was the youngest? Iâm particularly curious how you think Sam would treat them and stuff!
Thanks for the ask anon!
I'm the oldest with only one younger sibling, so I don't have much experience with three kids/middle child dynamic. The idea of Sam suffering from that "overlooked middle child" trope breaks my heart for him, but he seems to be the type who doesn't mind avoiding the spotlight, so I'm not sure he'd really mind. I think if they had a youngest sibling who was a different gender than them, he wouldn't suffer from that as much since he'd still be considered the youngest boy. But either way, I don't really think it would affect how Sam treats them.
I think both brothers would be very "no one's allowed to pick on my sibling but me" attitude, and both would be very protective over a younger sibling. There would be a lot of teasing, but also a lot of love, too. I think if their youngest sibling was very fem, they'd be even more protective since a lot of hunters (and the world at large) unfortunately can be a bit sexist and disrespectful, especially of fem hunters.
As far as how the dynamic between the two of them would change, I think Dean would obviously still be protective over Sam as well, but would have less of a "Sammy is baby" mentality and delegate some of the protect the youngest tasks to him. I feel like Dean would be aware of the forgotten middle child trope as well as do his best to make sure he never made Sam feel unimportant or left out, but would slip up from time to time. When that does happen, I think Sam would be more frustrated with Dean than anything else since he's empathetic enough to realize it wasn't the youngest's fault and would work really hard to not take it out on them. But if he ever did, he would do whatever it took to make it up to them while Sam and Dean worked out ways to make sure it didn't become a pattern.
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sorry won't cut it (rewrite) â sam and dean winchester
cw : gn!winchester!reader, angst, hurt/comfort, barely different from the original but slightly adjusted to fix some canon details i got wrong and adjust to my changed perspective of the whole purgatory situation, sam and dean did reader wrong, swearing, arguments, crying, nicknames (kid, kiddo, honey, sweetheart), 4.1K words.
summary : since dean disappeared, sam has been distant. when he calls you and you find out dean's back, you also find out that both of your older brother's have been lying to you.
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when sam answers your call, it comes as a relief. a surprise, but more than anything, a relief. itâs been two and a half months, almost on the dot, since heâs answered a call. usually itâs just one month. he has a single burner phone just for you, but itâs off half the time, and the other half he never answers.
youâve grown used to his distance, to an extent. it still stings when your phone rings till voicemail sometimes, but youâve just been too tired to argue with him, to ask him to comfort you, make him keep hashing through the pain of looking for dean and finding nothing but trouble.Â
you want him to have the normalcy, the girl who loves him and makes him feel alright. you want to have faith that heâll figure out how to factor you into it all eventually, but you still miss him, and youâre still lonely, so you keep calling, never getting angry or upset when he occasionally picks up. you just act like itâs normal, and you can tell he appreciates it, so you keep it up. in return, he asks you over sometimes, tells you each time how much amelia raves about you after you leave, and hugs you tight before you go.
itâs been several months since heâs invited you over, and he doesnât really talk about her anymore. you figure something must have happened, but you never push anything anymore with him.
this call is different. one, because he finally picks up. two, because he tells you to meet up with him, no explanation or normal talk about what you should bring for dinner. three, he asks you to meet at a random address in kansas.
he sighs deep, âjust⌠get here as soon as you can. iâll send you the location.â then he hangs up and it feels like the hunting life all over again.
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itâs a seven hour drive, and youâre tired out of your mind, high-strung and worn out from leaving right after your shift at a diner full of sleezes who donât tip enough. even though this whole thing is strange for the new, hunting-free sam, thereâs relief coursing through you at the thought of seeing him, hoping heâll let your tired feet carry you right into his arms. you pull into a driveway of sorts, no obvious entrance to the unremarkable building in front of you, but your years of hunting and meeting up with your brothers at strange places during strange hours after strange calls help you find the door. it's a bunker, one you've never seen before.
you were always a little bit more like sam, disillusioned to the hunter life and the way your father raised you. you werenât a fighter like him, but you slipped away at eighteen to go to college and found somewhere near stanford so youâd be able to visit sam often. he loved that, always so glad that you got out too. but you were barely gone a year before dean came back to collect you and sam to look for your dad. you came easier than sam, less attached to your new place and always finding yourself missing dean.
thatâs what youâd been doing this past year. missing dean, and painfully. so when you knock on the door, calling out, âitâs me, sammy,â you freeze when it opens several beats later.
because the person behind the door isnât sam. but it is your older brother. just the one whoâs been who knows where and presumed dead, for the last year or so. the one youâve endlessly searched for to no avail.
âdean?â your voice is small as his name slips from your mouth.
his eyes go soft, the way they rarely get, and the slight smile on his lips is half pained, half pure relief to see you after so long. âhey, kid.â
you launch yourself into his arms, and he catches you easily, right there in the doorway, and you have to fend off tears that you know wouldnât put up so much of a fight if you werenât so exhausted. but you were raised tough, and winchesters donât cry all that often, at least not where someone else can see. so you swallow hard and tough it out, letting dean pull away from you and lead you inside. he moves through the house with a sort of ease heâd only have if he felt comfortable and safe there. this raises questions, along with the fact that he's here at all.
youâre speechless, but not for a lack of anything to say. endless questions stream through your mind, each one pushing to be asked, even more desperate to be answered.
but the only thing you can figure out how to say is âhiâ to sam when he greets you in the living room. he pulls you into a hug, letting you linger for a moment before you know you have to ask all of the hard questions. something in his face is unreadable to you, which is rare when it comes to your brothers. if you didnât know any better, youâd think it was a hint of guilt. that rings alarms in your mind, but you brush your nerves aside when dean takes a seat on the couch.
you relax a bit when you sink down next to him, curling into his side a little. it makes you feel a bit childish, but you need it after everything this past year. he doesnât hesitate to wrap his arm around your shoulders and pull you a little closer. sam sits down across from the two of you and you heave a sigh, wondering where to start.
opening your mouth and forcing words out is like a crack in a dam. everything comes out slow at first, but that lasts mere seconds before the flood.
âwhere⌠dean, where were you? i mean, i triedâ i tried everything, i looked everywhere,â your voice breaks at that word, the weight of it meaning something only you understand. you look at him, brows taught and youâre confused by the surprise on his face, as if he didnât expect you to say such a thing.
âwhat do you mean, you tried everything?â he asks, voice suddenly gruff and severe. you recoil from his side to get a better look at him. you donât miss the look he shoots sam. this is already departing from what you expected, which is probably exactly what you should have expected, given your brothers. itâs just that, when dean hugged you back and he was solid and real and alive, when he sat on the couch instead of a chair so you could sit next to him, you thought that maybe, just maybe, youâd be able to stay tucked safe into his side as they told you what happened, as they asked you to stay with them.Â
âwhat do you mean?â you shoot back. âwhat, did you think iâd just kick back and call it someone elseâs problem?â
âthatâs what sam did. thatâs what sam said you did.â his voice is accusatory and when you whirl to look at sam, utter bewilderment evident on your face, you can see him physically grimace. which means deanâs telling the truth.
âsam did what?â the question sounds like itâs targeted for dean, but youâre staring the younger down.
âlisten, iâ iâll explain it to you later. what do you mean you did everything, you said you were going to school?â sam looks irked and defeated all at once.
âthat is completely beside the point, sam, you lied to me?â you ask, voice tired and bordering on distressed, âbut youâre not going to explain to me why? why you lied to me or why you apparently didnât look for dean, i mean whatâ whatâs up with that?â deanâs hand on your shoulder prevents you from standing as your voice grows strained.
âlisten, kid, sam and i, weâve already hashed this out, okay? itâs uhâ itâs fine, alright?â with the way he says the word âfineâ, you know that it still bothers dean, so you canât understand why heâd say so. âweâve got things to discuss here,â dean tries to reason with you before sam can respond. heâs no peace maker, but a full blown fight between the two of you could have an ugly ending.
âthings to discuss?â you repeat, in disbelief of the audacity. knowing them, that means they need something from you, which begs the question of why sam asked you over in the first place. you donât even want to think about them having ulterior motives outside ofjust wanting to see you, so you brush it off angrily.Â
âwell, iâm glad to hear that you two have hashed it out, but i havenât yet, so we can discuss whatever that is later.â you shrug off deanâs hand, trying to focus on the things youâre already angry about instead of asking the even bigger question nagging at you now. when the hell did dean get back that those two had time to hash out something that major? you turn your anger back to sam, thinking about what it was like when dean first disappeared. âyou told me you looked. you told me you did all that you could, that you tried everything in your power. now deanâs telling me that you did nothing?â
sam sighs heavily. âyes. okay, listen, iâm sorry i lied to you. but i just wanted you to try and live your life for once. i figured if i told you i did everything i could, that, i donât know, maybe youâd give up and try to move on? go to school, do something you love, have real friends, maybe find someone?â he throws his hands up in the air, a defeated gesture because he knows you donât agree, while he still thinks he did the right thing.
you scoff, because, god, he really has no idea. arms crossed and face the kind of calm that says run to anyone on the other end of your anger, you nod in false understanding. âyeah, what good that did,â you say, your tone so sarcastic and dry that sam just clenches his jaw and deanâs face turns from concerned to full-blown worried. he wonders if he should ask what that means, because whatever it does, itâs certainly not âgood.âÂ
but you pick up again after a moment of thick, dripping silence. âyou know, sam, you have absolutely no idea how this past year really was for me. iâm not saying it was easy for you, because i know it wasnât. though now i know you also skipped the trouble of looking for dean and really, actually lived that hunting-free life you wanted. andââ you pause a moment, purposefully not looking at dean. âand itâs notâ not bad that you got that, sam, all iâm saying is that just about nothing has been all, i donât know, rainbows and butterflies more like you think,â your voice takes a scathing edge, a tone so rare to both of your brothers that neither knows what to say, âand you know what, sam? itâs looking to me like iâd be a lot better off if youâd just decided to tell me the goddamn truth.â
sam says your name, tentative like heâs testing hot waters, âi thought you said things were going well. you said you liked school, that you were making friends there? just explain to me what you mean so we can figure this out.â
âfigure it out,â you repeat under your breath, sticking your tongue against the inside of your cheek to keep from saying something too harsh. âsam, things were going well! they were!â now youâre feeling desperate to make him understand, âbut that night you told me there was nothing else we could do, nothing else to try and that i should just do my best to move on? i couldnât, sam, i couldnât do that. there had to be something more we could do, so i gave up on the things you said you did and i went further. i let you think i was fine, that i was doing what you wanted for me because you always sounded so tired. you always sounded like one more thing on your plate would make the sweet little life you built come crashing down, so i made sure you wouldnât have to worry about me.â
deanâs does his best to make his interruption gentle, though heâs not the best at hiding his frustrations sometimes. he doesnât want to upset you more, but you can hear the tension in his voice when he asks, âkiddo? what do you mean by you âwent further?ââ
suddenly you shrink in on yourself, your lower lip caught between your teeth and your eyes shining with fresh tears. âdeanâ,â your voice breaks before you can even say anything else. his hand is on your back, meant to be comforting, but it only makes you feel worse about it all. you know how much dean would hate the lengths you went to to try and get him back. âi canâtââ you shake your head, ignoring your oldest brother, âi canât right now, but maybe⌠maybe if youâd told me the truth, sam, if iâd just started by reading through all of bobbyâs books like you said you did, things would have worked out differently.â
âwell, maybe if you told me you were going to keep trying, i could have helped you!â sam fires back.
you let out a strangled, frustrated noise as you stand, unable to keep sitting down. âwould you? really? because i really donât think you wouldâve! you were so focused on moving on from losing dean that you distanced yourself from me, too! you barely picked up, never called, only talked about dean in three word sentences to tell me a lie about how you tried and failed to find anything to help! maybe if you paid any attention to me, gave any indication that you wanted to help or see me or be a major part of life like i wanted of you, i would have opened up to you!â it makes you even more angry when your voice turns teary, âand for once, i wanted to try to be the one to take care of you two. i kept my secrets, i never let on how fucking lonely i was, just so you wouldnât worry about me!âÂ
a stunned silence falls over you brothers, samâs guilt beginning to overrun his natural response of anger, and dean making up for that fading anger with his own. your chest heaves with laboured breath as you stare sam down.
deanâs tone is icy as he breaks the silence, âsam, is that really how you treated them while i was gone?â
sam exhales hard, ignoring dean in favor of looking at you, âi was just doing what i thought was the best for both of us. i didnât know, okay, iâm sorry. i really am.â he looks sorry, and sad, like this is the opposite of what he wanted. under your anger, you know itâs true that he never wanted this. you know that sam thinks people are better off distant from him. but it hurts that he let you be one of those people.
âare you kidding me?â you exclaim, voice turning shrill as your composure slips further and further. âpeople got hurt, on my account,â you have to force that part out through gritted teeth, âi got kicked out of school, and i spent three months running from hunters!â both sam and dean want to interrupt at that. but you keep going, your voice quieter now, harsh and trembling, âbut you were doing what you thought was best for both of us? try what was best for you. dean was gone, and i needed you, sammy, i needed you and the second you said you needed to get away, alone, i knew i didnât have you.â
that shuts him up, has him deflating and his guilt taking over, and you can see it and you hate it. you almost wish heâd get angry instead because that means you can keep shouting at him to try and make him understand. but all you get are his clenched jaw, his sad eyes, and his guilty silence that tell you he knows he fucked up but he canât figure out a way to make it better since sorry sure as hell wonât cut it.
itâs dean who cuts into the heavy silence again. âsam.â his name hangs in the air, weighed down with unspoken words. weâll talk about this later, you guess is the message. you can feel how angry dean is without even looking at him. you know all he ever asked of sam if he was gone was to take care of you, and now dean knows he didnât. he tried, the way he thought was right, but he didnât. then his attention is back on you. he says your name, clear and careful. âiâm gonna need you to tell me what you did.â
you wipe at your face angrily as you whirl to face dean. trying to keep the ever present tears at bay, you tap right back into your anger. but it's more tired this time, less convincing with your voice taut from unshed tears begging to be released.
âall that, and thatâs what you take away from this? really, dean? youâre gonna need to know what i did? i donât need you to tell me to know thatâ that it was wrong and i donât need you to make me feel any more shitty than i already do right now, okay?â
itâs his turn to wear a look of guilt on his face, but it only sits there for a flash before he keeps going. âkid, thatâs not what iâm trynaâ do here, alright? i just wanna understand so i can keep us safe, yeah?â he puts his hands out in a peaceful motion, but something else unresolved floats back up into your focus.
âno. dean, no! because thereâs something else here, something both of you have been avoiding this entire time!â thereâs a sudden change in the air, like both of them are holding their breath, silently begging you wonât ask the question. âdean, how long have you been back?â
his hesitancy to answer tells you everything. âkid, listen, thatâs not impââ
âdonât you dare say itâs not important! did you hear anything i just said, dean? anything about how shit my life has been since youâve been gone, how lonely iâve been?â
âyouâre right,â sam relents, forging on before dean can stop him, âheâs been back for three months now. itâs my fault we didnât tell you. itâs all my fault, and believe me, i am so sorry.â you collapse into a chair with your head in your hands as he continues, âi know that does nothing to fix things, but i am sorry, and i swear iâm gonna spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you, kiddo. iâm all in now, and i did it all so this wouldnât have to be your life, but youâre here now and we want more than anything to have you around, okay?âÂ
you lift your head up to stare at him. âthree months.â your voice is dangerously quiet. âyou twoâŚâ your tired mind canât think of words strong enough, âdrive me insane, you know that? dean, you justâ you just went along with that and decided, let me guess, that it was best for me? because i was at school, living a normal life and away from the danger of this one? is that it? itâs best for me not to know my brotherâs alive? because, you know, that reminds me of something. hm, maybe the time sam hid from us that he was alive for a year because he didnât have his fucking soul? oh, yeah, it must be that.â you let out a short bark of laughter, but it and your voice are completely devoid of any humor. dean visibly recoils when you mention that. heâs thought of it, and still decided to keep you in the dark. âcome on, dean, you know how that feels and you go and do it to me again? really? you gonna tell me you came back from wherever the hell you were without a soul next? whereâ where even were you?â you ask shrilly.
youâve beat him too. âsweetheart,â he sighs, âiâm sorry. we were wrong to do that to you, okay? iâ i was in purgatory. i can explain the rest later.â
finally, you think you might be out of things to say, to be hurt about. your voice is quiet and fragile now, and the dam holding back your tears is fractured in a million places, more than ready to break. âi missed you so much. both of you,â you whisper. you meant to make a scathing comment about how âsorryâ and âwe were wrongâ donât even begin to cover it, but you find that youâre not in complete control of the things coming out of your mouth. youâre just too goddamn tired. dean is crouching in front of you in an instant.
âi missed you, too, sweetheart. so much. iâm sorry.â he takes it as a good sign that you let him place his hand on your knee. you want to flick it away, maybe shove him away too.
âand i was so, so lonely. i was so scared,â you cry out, wishing you didnât have to cry when you got angry. âand iâm so mad that you two did this to me. three monthsâŚâ
âi know, kiddo, i know. iâm sorry.â gently, slowly, he tugs you towards him and into his arms and you slide onto the floor and cry into his chest, shaking and unable to say a thing. you want to tell him this doesnât make it right, but dean hushes you gently when you try. âshhh, itâs okay. iâm here now,â he comforts. itâs true that this doesnât make it right, but itâs almost all you need in that moment.
âsammy,â you choke out, still so angry with him, but wanting him near anyways, knowing that heâs too scared to come close to you after coming face to face with all of the ways you were hurt. his hand is on your back a moment later, hesitant at first, then strong and soothing moments later when you blindly grab for the fabric of his flannel to keep him close.
âokay. okay, iâm here. iâm sorry. iâve got you, i promise,â he whispers, silently letting a few of his own guilty tears fall.
utterly exhausted, you stay slumped on the floor in dean's arms when your tears dry up. you can barely keep your eyes open and your breathing is soft and slow.Â
âletâs get you to bed,â dean whispers, hoisting you all the way up as he stands. âsamâll grab you a glass of water.â you sigh an imperceptible sigh because you know that dean is still pissed at sam. rightfully so, youâre more than just pissed at both of them, but youâre too tired to care in this moment, and the last thing you want is for them to be angry at each other. thatâs your job for when you wake up hours from now.Â
dean leads you to a foreign room and foreign bed, and you sink down onto the edge of it. sam is back moments later with the promised glass of water and tissues for your face. you cave to your exhaustion, climbing all the way into the bed. you curl up and tug at the covers slightly, eager to fall asleep.
âsee you in the morning,â you mumble, effectively dismissing them with your voice hoarse from crying. you close your eyes before either of them can say a thing, not wanting to look them or your remaining problems and anger in the face.but your words are also a whisper of the beginning of forgiveness.Â
âgoodnight, kiddo,â dean says, his voice full of a familiar affection that he only uses for his little siblings as he presses a kiss to your hairline. he lingers at the doorway before
you drowsily register the sound of sam setting the glass of water on the night stand by your head. âiâm right across the hallway if you need anything.â a moment, then, âgoodnight,â and a gentle hand on the side of your head before a kiss to your temple.
you fall asleep coming up with a list of petty ways youâll have them make things up to you. neither sam nor dean will be pleased to hear that youâre calling shotgun in the impala for the next three months, minimum. sam for obvious reasons, and dean because heâll know that means youâll be taking your job as youngest sibling to annoy the living hell out of him very seriously.
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dean and sibling!reader who gets turned into a monster <of any sort>.
<the angst of dean having to hunt the person he used to hunt with>
Ouh. Oh ok. Oh.
Dean Winchester x Sibling! Reader
ANGST! CHARACTER DEATH!
itâs ok to break a promise
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This was never supposed to happen. This was never ever supposed to happen. The monsters shouldâve stayed in your nightmares, he never shouldâve taught you how to hunt, he never shouldâve came and gotten you again.
âHey- hey kiddo cmon. Câmon you gotta come with meâ he urged you, going to reach for you. You jump back. âDean Iâm scaredâ You manage to choke out, something had slashed you up, and now you had tingling through your whole body âsomethings wrongâ you tell him, but he already knew that. He could see it in your eyes, much like you can now. As you stare at him, you can tell heâs tearing up. âDean you have to..â you whisper, gesturing to his gun. âAre you insane?!â He screams âIâm not killing you! Not- you arenât dying like this..â he was mad at first, but he just looks shattered. âDean, we probably only have a few minutes, please. Please kill me while Iâm still myself. Donât want to die as a monster. Please donât let me become a monsterâ and he knows he needs to listen. Heâs never been able to say no to you, now wasnât any different. The way your voice shook,it was all to familiar for him. âWhen you were little..â he starts âafter mom died. Youâd ask me all the time âDean are you gonna die to?ââ He lets out a small strained sob as he remembers your little face, full of all the fear, the same fear heâd promised himself to protect you from. The same fear on your face now. âAnd Iâd say no. I said youâd never see me die.. Y/N I didnât want to keep that promiseâ. You hated when he cried, even more when he was crying over you, you walk over and hug him. Tight. âWell I want you tooâ you whisper, tears streaming down your cheeks that heâs quick to wipe away, just for more to fall in their place. âI love you Deanâ you choke out. âI love you too. With my heart and soulâ you smile, and the gun sounds. He grabs you before you hit the floor, cradling your body the way he used to as a kid, when youâd fall asleep in the living room, only now you wouldnât wake up in your bed the next morning. He layed you down outside, carefully wrapping your body in a tarp, placing a kiss to your temple and wiping the hair from your forehead before he covered your face. He burned your body before the sun even set. He couldnât save you from the hunt, but heâd be damned if you came back as the hunted.
âI never wouldâve started hunting if it meant Iâd lose youâ he says, out loud, hoping and praying that youâre somewhere where you can hear him. âI just wanted to save you. I wanted you to never have to deal with this stuffâ he chokes out, tears slowly rippling down his cheeks. âYouâd want me to keep huntingâ he chuckles through his crying âIâll try kiddo. Iâll try. Just know that I love you. And.. have a good conversation with mom and dad. I want you three to get along.â I want you to know a real family stays unspoken. âAnd for the record, youâd never have just been a monster. Youâd still be the best thing on earth. You lived your life so well kid. Iâm proud of you.â And with that, he walked back to the car.
Something on the floorboard catches his eye, a cassette had fallen from the box.
âMama take this badge from meâ
Dean chuckles âRaised you right, didnât I kid?â
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okay so likeee hopefully someone gets my vision
but like can an spn fanfic writer write a fic about sam and dean and younger sibling thats based off of Lola Youngâs song, âMessyâ?
LIKE PLSSSS I NEED IT WOULD EAT SO HARDDD LIEKSNSKSBDHS
preferably an ambiguous ending but if you make it a fluffy ending that would be cool too
i just love when reader tells their dumbasses off LMAOOOAOAO
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