#super depressed

[gwenpendragns]

every single lyric of the grudge matches morgana + one of her relationships and i'm shakING trying to figure out which lyric + which dynamic to gif

[tangled-affections]

I feel like I lost myself somewhere along the way. I am no longer allowed to be a funny or as dramatic person for laughs. I have to be clear in my responses (yes or no). I am no longer allowed to have interests, I am no longer allowed to take part in conversations with those that dont speak my language (even though I know they know it) unless I learn your families language because they refuse to speak in mine. Telling me simply learn your language but bitch later about how your family members need to learn my language so they'll stop relying on you to read, translate, and write. I am selfish for not wanting oral a 3 am. And mocking when I am trying to understand something. You drink you are meaner. But I am the one who weaponizes past conversations or past interactions. You make me feel like I don't matter outside of a thing. You call me an emotional abuser.

But that's okay because you think it's okay and that you love me.

[endlessfuckup]

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[blanc-ci]

Just got back from therapy where I was like “I think I’m in another manic phase bc despite all the dread I have about my Responsibilities, I just cannot stop thinking about these gay men from Star Trek”

And my therapist looked at me, debated, and then essentially was lik “… do these responsibilities need to get done right now? …No? Then obsess over those gay men!!!!”

[balimaria]

I just realized I can cross over my favorite characters and literally no one can stop me. This is way too much power.

(these captures are from gll99's GX fansub! you can find it free on their blog @/kaiowut99)

Part 2

[inkskinned]

today i love the red metal crane in her long neck arching her body over the boston skyline, which means i am okay for a moment. when i am unwell, everything is a little ugly. i always tell myself look for the beauty but when it is bad, i will look at birds and sunsets and little ducklings and feel absolutely nothing.

when my brother got his puppy, i was in a deep depression. what kind of monster isn't affected by a puppy. i was gentle and kind to her - i just didn't have an emotional reaction. she's five now and i feel like i spend all of our interactions apologizing to her - i don't know why. i just didn't feel anything. how embarrassing. i feel like if i admit that, i'll seem cruel and jaded. it comes in waves. like, two months ago when i went out into the world - it was like that. life behind a pane of stormglass. a firework could go off over your head - nothing. like dead skin, no reaction. not to ice cream or rainbows or baby chickens. life foggy and uninteresting.

i love goslings again. i love their little webbed feet splayed over grass. i love good food and live music and long walks. i like puppies. i feel like some kind of my soul has been starved - i keep staring at everything with wide eyes, trying to burrow the sensation into my stomach. it's real. beauty is real. when it's bad again, remember this. i stop and smell the flowers, feeling cliche in the moment. i like the white-to-red ombre of my neighbor's roses. i like colorcoding and yoga and cold drinks. i try to pass my hands over every moment, feeling like i'm squeezing joy out of every instant. remember this. for the love of god, it's real - just remember this.

[ayo-edebiri]

#Literally Friends (1994-2004)

[deathspeaker]

Tiny Victories

I successfully woke up before 1 am today!

Went to bed at 3am so that's not terrible! Only 9 hours!

[murasaki-cha]

Almost a year ago I made a stupid tiktok in less than 5 min about how gay this ORV webtoon cover was. It's now my most liked post.

Since than, you would not believe how many people have commented asking me "Wait this isn't gay?? This isn't a bl???"

Honoraray mentions:

[jiraisupportgroup]

₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊ Depression Dental Hygiene Tips ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊

♡ Brush your teeth when you feel up to it regardless of the time of day.

♡ Brush your teeth for shorter amounts of time. If you can do 30 seconds but not 2 minutes, just do the 30 seconds.

♡ Dry brush your teeth - take a dry toothbrush and just brush. You can do this anywhere, even in bed.

♡ Use kids' mouthwash or toothpaste. The flavour is usually sweet, and you can change flavours to keep things interesting.

♡ Use kids' floss picks. They're super cute and not so aggressively minty so they can be much easier to use.

♡ Use Wisps, they're like little disposable toothbrushes and you don't need water or toothpaste to use them.

♡ Wipe your teeth off with a wet paper towel or washcloth after eating.

♡ Use chewable toothpaste. Most are designed to be used with a toothbrush, but you can just pop it in your mouth, chew it up, swish some water in your mouth and swallow.

♡ Listerine strips can be used in a similar way and can be much easier than mouthwash especially if you're not near a sink.

[tangled-affections]

There is nothing more hurtful than being told you are talentless, by someone who you thought supported you. As passionate as I was in this world of writing. The flame that kept me warm in the darkness of my life, seems to have died out, and with the lack of interaction between people in the fandom, I feel like those words speak louder now than they had when my partner first said them.

[inkprovised]

Piggyback

[welcometogrouchland]

Disgustingly messy and crusty sketch dump but I couldn't get my own terrible theory out of my head and ended up making a bunch of sketches about it. Also at the end a bonus dickbats and Damian doodle bc I was reading an issue of their Batman and Robin run (IDs in Alt)

[undertalethingems]

Just out of curiosity what is sans doing right now when all the fighting and commotion is happening out side the house?

Sleeping, mostly. Any action he's noticed has just sounded like what happens when Papyrus and Undyne get into a heated round of sparring--nothing unusual.

Nothing worth getting up for.

[ananayellow]

Two birds on a wire etc etc

[artuurle]

because today has been a Bizzyboy kick for me i decided to sketch my hcs about the height and builds of these guys. who knows if i draw them like this again or iterate upon the designs though.

Also calling out how horribly I dressed Grujaja. theres a reason i did it but its still foul XC