#sup rants

[supercom-pute-r]

La verdad es q yo re banco (y admirp) a las trolas. Hace un frio de re cagarse y ella salen con su microscopica pollera y su top del tamaño de un cordon y se la re bancan y estam re lindas aparte. Las guerreras más fuertes de Dios

[songmingisthighs]

So I was plagiarized 👁👄👁

as some of you may know, i posted a sub!jongho fic for FFF on... february ??? which apparently got plagiarized on april 24th (my time) and i found out when an anon sent me an ask letting me know that it seemed like a blog plagiarized my work

and so i checked and... well...

and my friend @flurrys-creativity was holmes enough to make

which is just so 👁👄👁 damn

AND SO I CONFRONTED THE AUTHOR WHO HAD THIS TO SAY

and ofc i said

long story short (like how they plagiarized my work), the author had this to say and then before i can get my petty virgo ass to pull a john wick....

i would've shown the entire conversation but tumblr has a 10 picture per post limit and I'm nursing the WORST headache I've ever had. this year. bc this has turned into a straight up debacle and it's so RIDICULOUS y'all i can't make this shit up

mind you this person is in a network (or networks ??) so you would think they would be careful because they represented that (those) network(s). I can't fault the network whatsoever for what happened and i don't, bc i know networks can be CRAZY hectic not to mention the admins and mods are human beings who have things to do or personal lives so i am in no way blaming the network, this is 100% the fault of the author who said "I NEVER LIKED WRITING ANYWAYS" and maybe that's why they plagiarized

i would've felt bad for running someone out of tumblr but after what happened, i feel nothing but anger because i didn't get the justice i should have had (and also the absolute need to pee bc this got my blood rushing and my friend said i have a hamster bladder). if only you guys can see the whole conversation. when i say there were NO REMORSE, i do mean it. and the absolute audacity of this person that showed no sense of humbleness after being confronted by the person they plagiarized from. their whole post sang praises about originality and each time they posted they told people they don't want their work to be plagiarized.

i'll be honest, i feel SO HONOURED that someone felt the need to copy my work. but then i got pissed when i found out it was because they were high. and they ran off before i get to take off my corporate glove and gone all crazy smt bc this just ain't it chief

ngl idk how to end this post but i want y'all to know while i do get flattered by plagiarism, i do NOT tolerate even just a smidge. I'm a firm believer of having an adult conversation when shit happens but even i have my limits.

and to the bitchass sup-dallyboy, i wanted you to know that nothing dramatic was going to happen to you, nothing that wasn't supposed to happen at least. but instead of doing what you told you were doing which is own up to your mistakes and take responsibilities, you threw your hands up and hauled ass like a fucking coward. you talk big about saying sorry and wanting to do the right thing yet when the bill came, you flee. absolute bitchassfuckery, i hope you're proud of yourself for letting me deal with YOUR MESS when 12 hours ago i was doing okay in life but then you and your fucking audacity came in. I tried to talk to you but all you did was make excuses and put up a front until you just decided you don't wanna deal with shit and deactivate. even your exit isn't creative, my god. I'm quite an understanding person, you can ask ANYONE, but i can tear you a new one when provoked and you did. you have officially gone to my bad side, congrats.

[pinkished]

first call of the day and i immediately got screamed at, this is gonna be great 🥲

[deathdxnces]

i am begging personal blogs to read the line in the fucking pinned post that says DO NOT REBLOG MY POSTS

[warmothered]

hc + 💌 for a romance-themed headcanon , i think you should tell me about tryndashe …

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— @windchaser

like i told you, ashe didn't marry tryndamere for love — she did it because it was convenient politically. she didn't want to take several husbands who'd fight for her favor much like the tribes threatened to fight for her to choose a husband from among one of them. so she picked someone with no political ambition and who could scare off any other possible suitor, and made the deal to take in his clan in exchange for that. it was practical; ashe often is. but that changed the more time they spent together.

i think ashe might've taken longer to fall for him than the other way around, not only because he seems more intense, but also because i don't think ashe would've made much of an effort to get really close to him beyond being friendly — not until realizing how her people treated his as outsiders. his clan is very different from the avarosans; they have their own god, they lived more isolated in the mountains, they're considered barbarians by the freljordians, and his own short story shows even the people who'd be considered something more akin to peasants in their society don't treat him with due respect when ashe isn't there, despite him being her husband and she their leader. and i think noticing that and wanting them to be included would be the first thing that'd lead her to genuinely open up and grow closer to him. not that it'd have taken a long time for her to notice, but i think ashe's strength and kindness would've made him infatuated before she developed feelings for him.

anyway. she's merciful generally speaking but she takes no shit and she doesn't take kindly to people treating him as lesser. more than anything, though, i feel she'd work to make him and his people really feel they have a home with the avarosans, and to make her people genuinely accepting of them, not only through enforcing that she won't stand for people treating them poorly, but also trying to establish that sense of community and how they belong as much as any of the others. eventually i think she'd be successful.

but talking about hcs for their relationship, i like to think of it as an arranged marriage slowburn sort of thing (? slow is in question w riot saying the cinematic wasn't long after they married) and just. the idea he, like many others, didn't believe what was said of her at first, but it was getting to know her that made him believe and be enamored with her (his bio supports that: "As he spent more time in Ashe’s company, he began to believe what others had whispered—that she was indeed the divine reincarnation of Avarosa herself. His rage found temperance in her thoughtful leadership, and a genuine affection grew between them.") and that over time ashe similarly saw more in him and that they just. fit really well together, not in an opposites attract sort of way but in a 'different strengths that complement each other' sort of way.

and i think it's more obvious tryndamere is devoted to her because, like i said, he seems a lot more intense (but also because? the bio does say he started to believe she's avarosa's reincarnation and although his clan doesn't worship the 3 sisters there's still the worship religious undertones there imo considering they praised "all the Freljord’s old gods, as well as the Cult of the Three", even if their tusklord god was more important). but i think it goes both ways and ashe would be just as devoted to him too; i just think because she isn't as openly obvious about it, people might underestimate how much she cares for him. until they get to see them together in any situation where it's obvious ashe loves him as much as he loves her.

[noxianwilled]

also like any good bisexual she struggles to sit right in any chair or couch or whatever

[redlegumes]

Micro labels frustrate me because on the one hand

I feel seen

Identifier that represents me = euphoria

Potential community to find/support

And on the other hand

Often no one knows what the hell I'm talking about

Not seeing rep or validation of identifier = dysphoria

Community tries to argue with label, give me alternative label, disagree that label itself is valid or worth incorporating in larger community identities

Meanwhile I'm just out here rawdogging life with my imposter syndrome and dysphoria and trying to gauge how and who I reveal these intrinsic parts of me to

[serpentembraced]

@windchaser: OO I AM CURIOUS WHY CASS WOULD PICK TALON ?

i'm answering here bc i'm using the opportunity to pretend i'm productive in this blog but! like i said in the post about katarina's fave sibling, i think cassiopeia ended up a little distant from the other two, both due to personality and because she was raised to follow in her mother's footsteps instead of her father's, but i do think she wasn't completely isolated from them.

kat and cass aren't that far apart in age, so from the moment they were aware and can remember, they had each other around, unlike talon, who was adopted at some point during their childhood. but funnily enough, i think it's really a matter of personality that would make talon cass' favorite. katarina is reckless, abrasive, too intense in good or bad; talon, albeit closed-off to the point of possible coldness, would be a better fit for cass than that, i think.

cassiopeia is too controlling, which even at a young age would've manifested in wanting things a certain way and being upset when they're not (and trying to ensure they'd be, whether that's crying about it or some other sort of childish manipulation). i just think when it comes to conflict situations, talon's dispassionate temperament, even if not conciliatory, would end up working better with her because. katarina would likely fight and argue and refuse to comply

and when they're older there's the fact tal remains family, and with how he's brought to shurima by the end of kat's comic, i assume he maintained contact with cass and sore to a level, even if distant. on her part, i think cassiopeia would've reached out to stay in touch with him (she has very few people who sincerely like her, even at the height of her popularity in the higher social circles; plus she genuinely misses her family).

that doesn't happen with katarina because katarina was disowned; unlike talon, cass cares for the public image of their family and her own (and she was like, 12 when that originally happened, so very prone to following her parents' guidance on such matters; if they say her sister disgraced their family to the point she's family no longer, she would believe they have reasons to do that - which in itself is also tied to the fact cass didn't have the same negative relationship with their parents katarina had, so she values their judgment, especially their mother's, much more). but basically, talon stayed in her life while katarina didn't, and katarina never bothered to reach out either — so even beyond personality, talon just ends up being a more significant presence in her life, no matter how limited that presence is.

and that's without entering the political situation of noxus and how the sisters are both fiercely aligned to opposite sides. on top of the disownment shenanigans, katarina aligned with swain. it's open knowledge she works with the grand general. and cassiopeia was being prepared to join the black rose since she was a teenager — the whole mission where she was turned into a half-snake was rushed because swain took over power and it made soreana desperate. cassiopeia sees him as an enemy; if katarina is allied with him, she's also an enemy. this impacts less kat's side of things because i feel even when she learns about cassiopeia and the black rose, she sees it as her sister being influenced by their mother and a change of heart still being possible.

but cassiopeia knows katarina's decisions are her own, she knows her own commitment to the rose (which, as of her most recent lore update like 5 years ago when she got her color story i think, has her come to terms with what she became and decide she's going to continue acting for them). she knows they're enemies, and i don't think she feels for that as much as her older sister does, because to her katarina turned her back on them (on her) a long time ago.

[soujjwalsays]

I think I have successfully unlocked some different avenue/level of boredom in my life.... or is it just my ADHD speaking?

Hmmm...

[ilostyou]

ok i can’t find the post but here’s my rant anyway

basically. at work i was basically given a new/added responsibility a week or two ago which i knew would be giving me more work but nothing too crazy or more than i could handle, which is likely exactly why it was designated to me and not anyone else on my team. i’m the fastest and i’m almost always the one closest to caught up completely on my own workload. and i knew i’d be getting this extra stuff come in and i expected it but!!!! i’m getting SO FRUSTRATED bc it seems like the work i’m getting and the people i’m getting it from are just. passing clients on and i’m basically doing their job for them. (in short they’re a referral agency which means their whole job is to link people with resources for what kind of help they’re looking for and my agency provides a good chunk of what people reach out for so now i’m the direct! contact point for my entire agency at their entire agency which would be totally fine if they were sending people to me to do MY job which is to help them start the process of starting with a specific thing (say. therapy for example) BUT!!!! but. large majority of the people i’ve spoken to who were sent by this other agency to me. i’ve had to send them elsewhere bc either they asked for something we don’t have available (so why were they sent.) or they don’t qualify for something we do have (so why were they sent.) and now i’m!!! doing the extra work this other agency is LITERALLY SUPPOSED TO DO all bc idk why. we (my team) will always link people with other resources if they can’t find what they’re looking for with us but THE WHOLE POINT of the other agency is to DO EXACTLY THAT. that’s not actually my job we’re just NICE but they are literally a referral agency that’s their entire JOB to find appropriate referrals!!! not to send them to other people to find them referrals!!!!!!!) and now i’m like. i know this agency had a big meeting with some of the big players i work with here but. no one from my team was at the meeting and we’re the ones who can actually speak for what they can refer to us for. i only met them as like a ? put a face to a name not to have an actual meeting. so i’m like ??? did no one tell them what we do???? or vaguely the BIG things that would make someone not qualify???????? i’m. FUMING. bc now this is just giving me more extra work for no good reason bc what. they’re just not doing their job???? like. passing on clients that are what too complicated??? for no reason???? that’s their entire fucking job and now!!!! i’m!!!!!! the one on my team getting the work bc yeah i AM fucking capable but yknow the fuck what it seems like i’m genuinely the only one on the planet who is

[phantomskeep]

Fuck it, I've started writing the fic

DC x DP prompt but it's just Danny acting like an ectoplasmic Venom with [insert DC character here]

Danny, after spotting a powerful hero having trouble: Oh no! I should help!

Jason "I've-Had-Too-Much-Of-This-Shit-Already" Todd: what the fuck why am I glowing

Danny, covering this helmeted fruit loop who was trying to fight tEN PEOPLE AT ONCE ARE YOU INSANE-: hi :D We're friends now :D

Jason: internal screaming

[supercom-pute-r]

Yo, con mis delirios y no reconocida fantasía de grandeza, tiendo a hacer publicaciones en ingles para ver si la pego, obviamente nunca lo logro, a excepción de alguna q otra, y es mas, las publicaciones q hago en español son las q mas atencion tienen —para mi 20 notas es signo de q soy un hitazo—. Creo q es momento de resignarme y hacer la mayoria de post en español (Informes q a NADIE le importan)

[songmingisthighs]

literally don't bring your personal family issues when addressing an issue bc if you do, don't get mad when the bitch who has to deal with the shit the thief did all by herself have something to say because hello ??? you brought it up first ???? and don't make the issue about you if you're not involved. it's not cute, it's just annoying, pathetic, borderline attention seeking and questionable. it's as easy as DON'T PLAGIARIZE but some people just don't get it do they ???

[inawickedlittletown]

You know that feeling when you were a kid and your parents left you with a bad babysitter or like the one family member you didn't vibe with?

Well due to reasons I'm working in a different department than my own at work for a few weeks and this week the supervisor had a family emergency while the manager is on vacation.

So for three days we had to suffer a supervisor (from my normal department) decide to boss everyone around and ignore context and just run power crazy in a department she doesn't even know when no manager assigned her this and where none of her peers demanded the same from us. This department is self-sufficient and the only time we need a sup or manager we call for one. But not even the sup or manager from the department ever micromanages.

Cut to today and the supervisor is back and I don't think she's ever received a more warm welcome. Like we had a group hug and laid out everything that went on. It was like mom coming home. It was amazing.

And a few people did go and talk to upper management about her and she was in a pissy mood today and refused to even talk to any of us unless necessary which makes us think she got told off

[deathdxnces]

i think about this interaction a lot

[warmothered]

hc + 🗡 for a weapon-themed headcanon , can we hear more about the bow ...

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— @windchaser

ashe's bow is said to have belonged to avarosa herself, once upon a time. it's impossible in universe to know for certain, though from a writer point of view that does seem to be the case. much like ashe doesn't believe she is avarosa reborn, she doesn't personally care if the bow belonged to the divine figure. she reveres the three sisters as much as anyone else in the freljord — it's the association of that divinity with herself she doesn't care for, though she's not above using it.

the bow ties into that because it's the greatest 'proof' and symbol of her connection to avarosa. in her short story, there's even a paragraph about it, and about how people make the association between her and avarosa because of the bow:

Inwardly, she grimaced. As so often, she wondered if it was her leadership that drew them all together, or the weapon she carried. It was the symbol of Avarosa, and many in the Freljord believed that, as its wielder, she was Avarosa reborn. Ashe slung the bow over her shoulder and shook the thought. Why they joined wasn’t as important as what they had become. She hopped off the stage and moved into the crowd as they dispersed to feast-laden tables.

so not only the bow is a weapon, it's a very important symbol, one that makes people believe her and her cause, even if they do so because they think she's connected to a divine being she doesn't feel connected to at all. but like i said, ashe is not above using it. if it's that belief that unites people, and if it's the bow that secures their beliefs, then so be it — she'll use it in a ceremony and let everyone see her wield it if it's what it takes for them to follow her.

unrelated but still about the bow: we see other weapons of true ice or containing true ice, like braum's shield being encrusted with true ice, olaf's axes being tempered with it, trundle's club and sejuani's weapons, but i think it's interesting ashe's bow is the only one entirely made of true ice, with no handle or parts that are made of more ordinary materials. i also think it makes it more difficult to wield, even for an iceborn — because although it's said only the iceborn can wield true ice, it's also suggested some preparation can be done and that it's painful nonetheless. in her short story, ashe says even after a long time with the bow it is still painful to use it (in the way holding anything made of ice for too long would be, i imagine), she just learned to deal with the feeling and let the cold clear her mind instead of being a hindrance. and i just think it'd make sense that the more true ice there is in a weapon, the harder it'll be to wield and withstand the cold.

basically i think it's powerful as a weapon and difficult to master as anything entirely made of true ice would be, but i also think its symbolic significance is very important, perhaps the most important reason why it's ashe's bow. of course, she wouldn't settle for a common one instead of a true ice one because the true ice weapon is just more powerful (it does conjure ice arrows from nothing, and the falcon spirit that grants her sight). but say there was some other true ice bow, this one is the one people believe belonged to avarosa, and it makes people listen and brings them to her cause and that's also part of why it's important to ashe.

there's the personal bond too, of course. she found it as a teenager, after losing her entire tribe, because her mother's desperate quest to find the throne of avarosa led her to the bow. it saved her life; it's what her mother and her fathers sacrificed themselves for her to get. it's just deeply tied to tragedy and legacy and purpose and solace at the same time. over the years, i'd say it became a source of comfort, too, and that she's usually ill at ease if her bow is too far, regardless of having other weapons.