#suni rambles

[mizinthropy]

prev's tags bc lyn i wanna kiss your forehead. thank you you said it better than i could

you gotta be able to say "die"

you gotta be able to say "suicide"

you gotta be able to talk about "sex"

they're uncomfortable topics, YEAH for SURE

because LIFE is uncomfortable. Death and suicide and sex and pain are straight up going to happen. not having words for the way it discomforts you doesn't make it more comfortable, it just makes you less able to reach out about it.

even more vital, you gotta be able to say words like "rape", "abuse", "queer" or "racist". cause we fought fucking hard to name those experiences. to identify "rape" as distinct from "sex" and "racism" as distinct from "acceptable behaviour" and "queer" as distinct from "invert"

like the function of communication is not to minimise immediate discomfort. we gotta be able to talk about stuff that's hard or sucks or causes difficult conversations.

[nihilitix]

hello ivlk nation good morning

guess what

they're pending for approval wwww COMING SOON !!!

also if anyone wanna be admin too, hmu :]

[mizinthropy]

guys... what if... i made a luka shimeji........

the hyperfixation got too out of hand, he lives in my head and sketchbooks now he needs to live in my computer

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

bruh stop yapping on tumblr and get to writing

Hey hon! We're not gonna do all this okay?

Im happy you like my fic and want more, but you need to rationalize that I have a life outside of writing and that its MUCH easier to ocassionally post on Tumblr then to format a 10k chapter that fits my standards.

Now I know its been a while, but this is the exact reason I don't have an upload schedule. And even then most of my updates fluctuate between 20 to even 40 days between updates. This is my normal.

That being said, from my perspective this came off as pretty rude. If it was not intended that way, then I ask you please take this response as a correction to NOT do this in the future.

It serves as more discouraging than ENCOURAGING especially since as a fanfic writer this is my hobby- I would write with or without the small community i've cultivated, though y'all definently give me tons of lovely ideas and motivation!

Assuming this was a comment made out of misplaced frustration or untinteded distaste let me say this. In the future I suggest asks like "Cant wait for the update"! or "Please sir can I have some more"

Both of those responses are MILES more acceptable than this, I am self aware to recognize I don't write/upload nearly as much or as quickly as I could. But at a cost the quality would fall.

Thank you for the ask regardless, and I hope you have a better day dear <333

[yelenadelova]

Watching the little girls sitting on their gym floor watching the gymnasts compete with such wide hopeful eyes and cheering like crazy makes me so emotional I’m going to cry

[lukehughes43]

LET’S FUCKING GO.

USA WOMEN’S AND MEN’S GYMNASTICS IS BACK BABY.

USA. USA. USA.

[sadgirlautumn]

I’m so behind on the Olympics but man everyone was falling on the beam finals :/

[thebigqueer]

hot girls are dispapointments to their fathers

[mimikrow]

Its the way Ramsa wasnt taken and killed or even held anywhere before or after the execution. He was entirely helpless to what was going on.

He never even made an attempt to escape without them, without Rin. He was seemingly allowed to freely move around and probably could’ve left unnoticed but he didn’t.

The bodies were left were they were executed and just left alone which is a whole other thing I could talk about, but I wonder if Ramsa ever went up to them. Or whether he just watched it happen and couldn’t bring himself to go up to them.

btw suni baji and ramsa thought they’d be leaving the republic and starting a new chapter of their life hours before they were killed

[p21blackandgold]

sorry still going on my Mykayla Skinner ramble… in the past 24 hours, Suni, Hezly, Jade and Simone have all unfollowed her 😚

edit: oop and Josc. and Jordan never followed to begin with

[nihilitix]

thank you !!!

so sorry i haven't posted in a while, things have been A Lot(tm) lately, been going through some heavy stuff,,

but i am so so so grateful for the support and love my little charlotte drawing got !!

here, have some wips as a treat <3 thank u all for the support again, it makes me really happy

on a side note, how do i fix the quality of the drawings,,,

[my-random-fandoms]

I think this is a problem with a lot of successful elite gymnasts and I think so much of it stems from the fucked up way they were raised. Gyms are lonely places for a child who needs proper socialization. She didn't have a ton of peer interaction growing up. She needed to be good at one thing (gymnastics) to get positive feedback in her life. She never learned about self care or being introspective or how to even see when others don't have her best interests at heart. And she's trying to learn all that now, but she's doing it on social media which is the WORST place to learn about socialization and proper peer relationships. She is for sure not the only gymnast I have these concerns about.

I'm sorry for her that she had a rough time at Auburn, but I can't help wonder if some of her problems were self-imposed? Like, she genuinely did not know how to be a teammate. Because she was surrounded by former level tens, who are more likely to have had a peer support group. Not only because they were less likely to be homeschooled, but also because their gyms had more level 9s and 10s with the same schedules.

Anyway, I think it's not worth it for gym parents to be so quick to pull their kids from regular school and homeschool them. It's absolutely necessary to make sure your kid has an identity other than 'gymnast' because then they literally will grow up and not know how to be anything else and their mental health and self esteem will suffer for it. And no amount of gold medals can fix that.

we can tell

[mizinthropy]

ngl your posts are making me want to play persona 5,

i assume the answer is yes but would you recommend it??

!!! OF COURSE, ALWAYS, it's such a good game with interesting dynamics and lots of symbolism... i love some good symbolism ghghh

i gotta say it's a pretty long game though, like 120~ hrs?

there are two versions, the vanilla and royal; royal comes with extended story and one more semester to play, so i would reccomend that one !!

hope i didn't reblog too many spoilers 🙏🙏 you should definitely try it, not only for the shuake but the characters there are REALLY lovely too !!! and. well yes the shuake kdjfjd one of the best ships ever istg

and if you have some questions or wanna talk about it, don't hesitate to come here !! mwah /p

[tmnt-reticent]

SUNITA JUMPSCARE!!! (And also Jennika cameo, her hair is a little shorter because she’s around 14-15 here, so it’s about 4-5 years pre-Ret!!! Girl is currently in that awkward stage of hair growth where she’s going from super short hair to hair around her chin which is gonna take her a good while dbwjgdjwhd)

BUT THIS POST ISNT ABOUT JENNY ITS ABOUT SUNI!!! After losing the turtles and Splinter, his first successful experiments in years, Draxum tried to recreate the mutigen as best as he could. But as he kept failing over and over again, especially after a certain someone (Jenny) started screwing with his experiments, he got desperate and just threw a bunch of crap together to see what happened, and what happened was Suni. He knew he probably should’ve gotten rid of her as soon as he laid eyes on her, but it was his fault she exists in the first place, he has to take responsibility for his mistakes. And anyway, after Baxter’s niece found out about her and got attached, he knew he wouldn’t have the strength to get rid of Sunita. So he kept her alive, despite it being difficult to take care of her as she needed constant care in order to ensure she could sustain her form.

Suni is a bit no thoughts head empty HDKSBJDBDJD BUT SHES A SILLY LITTLE GAL!!! She likes pink, bows and when Jenny tries to shape her goo into different hairstyles whilst rambling about her life before she started working in the lab with her uncle, telling Suni that one day they’ll escape and she’ll show her all of it. Suni knows she can’t leave the lab but she believes her anyway. It’s nice to imagine that one day she could meet all of Jennika’s friends and do all the normal stuff she used to. It’s comforting, even if it can never happen.

(This was the incentive for the @tmnt-iteration-compeition btw!!! Also @awzominator Big Mama’s design has already been posted and I think Draxum’s has too but I’m thinking about redesigning him so he could’ve been taken down at some point)

Also PS there was actually a couple of ideas when it came to Sunita! A while back whilst I was still trying to decide what I was gonna do with her, someone asked over on insta if there were any other important characters like Irma that went to April’s school and I considered making Sunita another member of the journalism club who notices in Season 3 when April starts getting a bit paranoid and is sneaking around and stuff and always seems exhausted. She vows to find out what’s going on with her, but only because she’s worried though! If the scoop happens to be juicy though… She was kinda a smaller villain of sorts like she was nowhere near as much of a threat as Shredder or Draxum or Big Mama but she was still there. I scraped that though because I came up with an idea that would benefit Draxum’s character arc and I went with it 😈😈😈💥💥💥‼️

[yelenadelova]

Manifesting podium for Suni Lee 🙏🏻

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