#sunbun talks

[spoonless-sunflower]

I spent the last couple of days having an anxiety attack about clothes and like...I don't want to belittle my feelings but it feels silly to say it.

I think as a genderless blob, it can be hard when I start to make changes to my appearance or style. Recently I've been putting a lot if effort into growing out my curly hair. I usually have a pixie cut and my wardrobe is balanced gender wise around that haircut. Now that my hair is longer and fluffier, it feels harder to find my balance.

A lot of of clothes I bought for the summer leaned more masculine bc I thought that would help but then it felt too masculine and its missing that FLAIR I usually like to have but idk how to add it?? 😭

Shopping is so hard!!!! Why does gender have to exist!!!!

[leonenjoyer69]

New oc dropped: Mr. Lovell Roser, Medicinal Necrobotanist!

A quick summary!!! (His full character sheet and successful experiment will be under the cut :3)

New OC dropped, a Lodger this time!! This is my new guy Lovell Roser, a Medicinal Necrobotanist at the Society :33 his work consists of: general herbal healing of wounds and sickness, treatment of infection or bodily rot, and the slowing/reversal of death by integrating plants into a dying or passed life form!! Basically, he wants to make flower-zombies. Most of his experiments result in creatures suffering from a rabid state, but he mayyyy have succeeded on bringing one man back..

Otherwise!! He's a very paranoid, partially apathetic dude. Most of his empathy is saved for his plants and the people he likes, but he can still usually throw on a friendly or caring act. Sometimes however, he does tend to go more blank, quiet, and oddly jumpy. He doesn't tend to let himself express any negative emotions like anger, always trying to keep an upper hand on his weaknesses unless something reallyyyy gets to him.

So!! To express his emotions, he relies on flower language and gifting flowers and bouquets, feeling that they speak more words than he ever could. So, he's gifting flowers constantly, for good and bad. Otherwise, he's generally enjoyable-- or at least tolerable-- to be around. He also does journaling for a bunch of different things, mainly on plants and his fears.

I think at the Exhibition he'd show more of his healing stuff, kinda just... Skirting the whole "resuscitation via plants" thing under the rug for a bit. To be honest, he doesn't even really like the other lodgers knowing he experiments with that stuff, but most of them are at least surprisingly supportive. High society, however? Definitely not supportive. Anyways, yea, he'd show his little salves and powders and tinctures, also showing the stuff to fight infection and rot, probably explaining how wow!!! These everyday flowers and herbs have so many benefits!!!

And then yea, full character sheet and his "son" Proteus (made by @sunset-sunbun ) under the cut!!!

Name: Mr Lovell Leocadius Roser

Age:28

Pronouns: he/him

Science: Roser studies something he calls "Medicinal Necrobotany", which consists of; general Herbal healing of wounds and sickness, treatment of infection or bodily rot, and the slowing/reversal of death via integrating plants into a dying or passed life form. To the general public, his work only seems to consist of healing salves and powders and tinctures, which he's commonly visited for. However, his work certainly goes much deeper than that. He aims to bring back life, much like Frankenstein, but with the use of flora, seeing if once someone becomes one with nature, they can also be brought back with it. Most of his experimenting is on deceased animals, trying to intricately fuse roots and nerves and make the flora a part of the body, which brings it the energy to come back. Any "successes" so far have ended in an almost rabid, zombie-like state, leading to him having to constrain or put down the creature. However, he has experimented on a few human bodies, and one *may* be successful..

Personality: a paranoid, plant loving dude. Definitely has empathy issues towards people, unless he's closer to them. Most of his empathy is for his plants (and ofc the people he likes). He usually seems somewhat cheerful, fine to talk amongst people and feign empathy with people he's less close to, but sometimes he seems more blank and jumpy. It's usually best to just leave him be when he's like that, unless you're closer to him. Otherwise, he tries not to outwardly express many of his negative emotions, always trying to keep an upper hand on his weaknesses, so he never really shows his anger or annoyance unless something has *really* gotten to him. Somehow, this doesn't stop him from still being an asshole. (Some of the lodgers have also probably seen him cry at least once though, a damning combination of paranoia and sleepless nights tend to set him on edge and one good spook can have him tearing up.)

When he has trouble articulating his feelings, he tends to fall back on flower and bouquet meanings, since he feels they mean much more than words. He also uses this as an outlet for his negative emotions, gifting flowers that have negative symbolism. So, all in all, he's gifting people flowers *all the time*, whether for good or bad. He also has a fear of spirits, specifically malicious ones, so he tends to keep protective plants on him at all times (lavender, ferns, sage, and his 4-leaf clover necktie pin), and when experimenting he's insistent on having his full body covered.

All in all, he's *generally* enjoyable to be around, or at least tolerable, usually more of a listener unless a topic of plants or medicine crops up, then he tends to ramble. Most of his free time is spent tending to his plants, experimenting, wandering the society, or journaling. The journaling ranges from plant and flower information and meanings (which he has logged extensively), slave, medicine and tonic "recipes", experimental logs, paranoid ramblings, and suspicions/gossip on people.

Backstory: As a kid, he lived more in the country, somewhat separated from society. This lead to his initial interest and curiosity in plants, as he spent most of his time outside among nature. His father was a kindly working man, though a bit emotionally distant, and his mother was sickly and snappy, leading Roser to prefer being out of the house. He started reading books of crazy scientists and monsters, which began to cause paranoia, though his curiosity tended to override his fears.

He became fascinated with herbal healing, reading and learning of flora's many uses, and became specifically curious about bringing things back with nature when he first came across a deceased animal, partially reclaimed by nature. He noticed how the plants prospered around the decay, and began to off handedly wonder if that Bloom of life could bring someone back, like how Frankenstein made his creature, except without electricity. He eventually went to university for anatomy and surgery, but he eventually switched to botany and horticultural classes. He made herbal medicine as a sort of side job, mainly experimenting with things, and a few years after university he found the society.

Lodger relationships: he's closest with Tanis (despite his fear of spirits), Doddle, Flowers, Rachel, Bird, and Archer. He's quite neutral on most of the others, but he's a bit intimidated by Maijabi, Cantilupe, and Ito (despite occasionally supplying her with things.) The main exceptions to that neutrality lies in Helsby and Griffin, who have caught Roser in a prank one too many times (and disrespected his lovely plants.) Roser is usually regarded quite well, especially since he's the main person to go to for any medicinal or healing reasons when potions are either unnecessary or just distrusted. Additionally, he won't admit it, but Roser has occasionally used Griffin or Helsby as a sort of test subject for new concoctions. Additionally, he's very half and half on Jekyll, of course greatful for the home he's been able to make in the society, but not very close to the man. There's just something off about him, but Roser holds no ill intent towards him. Hyde, however? He quite dislikes. Hyde has bothered him and messed with him and disrespected his plants enough that Roser gets annoyed at the mere sight of him, surprisingly snappy towards the blond.

His "successful" experiment: he somewhat succeeded in bringing back one human body, old name unknown to him, but Roser's called him Proteus, after the Protea flower, which symbolizes transformation. He's very cautious with Proteus for a good while, but it eventually gets a bit better. Proteus can't talk, and he's partially held together with poppies and carnations, as well as a general mix of other flora and fungi. He's usually quite out of it, not always responding to sound stimuli, but he's also seemingly not aggressive or prone to lashing out. Proteus is Roser's pride and joy, and he makes sure to care for him the best he can, pushing aside any fears or paranoia. He treats Proteus like a son, in his own silly way, making sure he's fed and hydrated and not rotting, testing him to see how he responds to things and how well he can still function. (Proteus's character and design was also made by @sunset-sunbun so once again big thanks to Sunny for Roser's flower zombie son!!!!)

Extra stuff: he made the little strap that holds his lavender himself and put one on each waistcoat. Not only to protect him, but also to showcase to people that he's not the most trusting. He's also allergic to bees! So all of the pollinators in his room are mechanical ones (made by Flowers (or his boyfriendddd)). He has these frequent premonitions or gut feelings that something is going to go bad. If they're not strong enough, he tends to try and ignore them, chalking them up to mere paranoia, but if it's stronger he tends to give into it, warning those who will listen or who he feels is in danger. He's felt dreadfully drawn towards Jekyll for a while now, and despite feeling quite neutral about him, Lovell has been trying to slip him warnings and protections.

If you read all of that, tysm :33 proof again that I cannot leave my characters simple or partially developed, I go ALL the way

He also!!!! Has a boyfriendddd-- a fellow Lodger named Vasily (who's @arsieu s OC :D) I love them sm. Also art by Arsie ofc

[sunnys-aesthetic]

Sunbun, we have GOT to talk lambs when we get the chance

SHOOT MY DMS ANYTIME

[malicious-leporine]

HEY!!!!! IM MALHARE!!!!!

ERRR- TECHNICALLY, IM SUNBUN HERE, but since this is technically my main I have to clarify :,D if youre interested in seeing more from me,

PLEASE go to @malicious-leporine!!!!

I use he/it pronouns! I'm here to talk about FNAF and draw the silly guys too!!

I'm mostly just an artist, but I do some writing from time to time. I also make some cosplays and fursuits!

I've been in the fandom pretty much since FNAF first game out- its really my one and only special interest. If it has anything to do with FNAF, I'll probably lose my mind over it.

my FAVS are all the bunnies, but I specifically hold spring bonnie very close like a small critter <333

Pizza Party is my CHILD. It's pretty much just me doodling some slice of life stuff based in FNaF. The silly guys remain silly!!!!! There isn't much to do with the actual lore outside of relationships that people have to each other.

All updates can be found on this tumblr.

1987 is a podcast I host with @toki-woki-fnaf! We share all of our thoughts, theories, and ideas revolving around FNAF along with retrospectives on each of the games and all of the content that is based in FNAF. We really just stay silly with it there :] Feel free to check us out!

SUNSHINE, LOLLIPOPS AND RAINBOWS is my DCA fic! It's still a major WIP and will undergo a serious re-write before I publish it on AO3. For now though, here's the link to the Quotev version! It's very, VERY outdated though :[

More will be posted! I have a lot of fic ideas that'll be up here soon >:D

@sunbun-fnaf> My main!!! This is where all the Cool Shit happens >:] I don't post much outside of here unfortunately!

@thestaticfoxx > This is for my general art! While I don't post here too often, this is for all my stuff that doesn't really relate to FNAF.

@staticfox > This is my furry account! It's where I'll put all my furry art and fursuit wips.

@cypher05 > valorant art/silly shenanigans account @kani-cove > This is where all my silly animal jam content is! that. doesnt include fnaf. there will be overlap with aj fnaf content

Talking tags!! > #bunny buzz, #sunbun binky!!, #rambles :]

Art tags > #myart, #my art, #sunbuns scrap box

Ask tags > #ask, #anonask, #askreq

AU TAGS/WORK TAGS!! > #pizza party, #slr fnaf, #fnaf 1987

tbhs by @freddyfazbearsmegapizzaplex

[toki-woki-fnaf]

JOIN US YET AGAIN!!

On December 30th, at 4 PM PST/6 PM CST me and @sunbun-fnaf will be streaming Part 2 of our blind playthrough of Help Wanted 2 on YouTube. We run 1987, a YouTube podcast where we talk about our thoughts, opinions, and theories about FNAF and give (very late) news updates on big announcements! We streamed the first 6 hours over there, it was very fun to experience it with so many of you the first time! In the meantime, why don't you check us out? or catch up and watch Part 1 of our Help Wanted 2 playthrough? (ps. don't tell sunbun that i plagiarized the first join us post, ill be put back into the ar world where i will be forced to cook food for staff bots till next year)

[sunbun-fnaf]

I'M MALHARE! (he/it), this is a wip!

This is my account for like! everything, really? i have several fandom specific sideblogs, but most content i make there will be reblogged here. This is your one stop shop for all of my stuff!

i prommy this is a wip and everything will be sooo much fancier late on. please

SIDEBLOGS

@sunbun-fnaf > My main + where all of my fnaf content goes :] @thestaticfoxx > uhh idk what actually goes on here @staticfox > this is my furry / fursuit account! @cypher05 > this is my valorant based art/general fandom blog @kani-cove > animal jam shenanigans

TAGS

all fandom blogs will have their fandom tag yknow yknow #bunny buzz > this is my general talking tag

#bunny binky > anything im excited over!!

#my art > all of my art

#the scrapbox > any art wips!

[cypher05]

Greetings! I'm Cypher! er, or one of my many other identities! Static, Cy, and MalHare all work!!! (he/it)

[ART WILL GO HERE! EVENTUALLY!] This is the VALORANT sideblog of @malicious-leporine. I use this account for anything VALORANT related, but I mostly post art.

I'm also exclusively a Cypher main- I'm absolutely miserable if I don't get him.... :( when I'm forced to I use Gekko and Omen!

Whenever I (inevitably) write some fanfics, they'll appear at the bottom of this list! Most of this is dedicated to VALFURANT.

VALFURANT > The furry VALORANT AU! Most of the art I make is dedicated to VALFURANT. Every agent gets their assigned animal based on where they come from! Agents that don't have a country or location get extinct or fantasy animals- but their designs are subject to change if we ever get more information on them.

More VALFURANT art can also be found on @sova06-a dear friend of mine who I absolutely loathe. Any work he does tends to be agent specific, though- usually revolving around Sova/Cypher/KAY/O.

Also, relating to VALFURANT- I make fursuits! While I'd love to make other agent fursuits at some point in time, I'm currently working on my first (and personal) suit, Cyphare! Since he's still a work in progress, I post any WIP photos under #Cyphare Construction!

[EVENTUAL FANFIC PLACEHOLDER]

Alright, here's the boring part.

@malicious-leporine > my (unofficial) main account! used for art!

@sunbun-fnaf > my actual main account (and mostly fnaf content)

@thestaticfoxx > really just my reblog account now?

check out @malicious-leporine for some other, fandom specific blogs!

Talking tag > #bunny buzz

Art tag > #my art, #scrap box

Works tags > #valfurant, #cyphare construction

[ART WILL BE HERE TOO!!! AT SOME POINT!!]

[kid-az]

Cactiflower and Sunburn Double Date Hc’s,Cactiflower and Sunburn Double Dates Idea 1

Aubrey demands that they all go to the petting zoo one day, and while Kel complains due to wanting to go to the arcade, he begrudgingly agrees for Bas’s sake. Immediately when they enter, Aubrey takes Sunny’s hand and they go to the bunny exhibits to cuddle with cute bunnies and eachother, meanwhile Basil and Kel just. Randomly walk around, talking, UNTIL…

They see an llama exhibit, and Basil’s all like “Y’know Kel, llamas remind me of you, because their durable, strong willed, yet also soft and cuddly.” :) and while Kel blushes deeply unable to say anything, Aubrey only like hears a small part of the conversation and is all like “Hear that Sunkitty? Basil just compared his boyfriend to a llama hahaha!” while rubbing Sunny’s head, him smiling softly in response. Then he’s all like “Mmm hmm, and your an adorable bunny Cherry Blossom.“ and she just… dies on the spot, her face is completely red in response to that, and Kel and Basil proceed to laugh, much to her chagrin.

Anyways, as the four of them go to the alpaca exhibit and pet their soft fleece, Kel is growing a huge liking to the petting zoo, and is thinking of possibly owning an llama and alpaca farm with Basil, thinking those camelids are cool. Then Sunny silently states “Hmm, want to reconnect with your kind?” ;) and like after that they all chuckle, Kel included, and states “Yeah, you can thank my Little Leo for that!” And he then kisses Basil. Aubrey gets jealous about the nickname, and is all like ”EXCUSE ME!? I’m already calling my little Sunshine a cat!” and as she and Kel argue, their respective boyfriends walk off and go get ice cream for them as they get into a friendly argument, talking about species of cats as well as how cool their lover’s are.

After a nice ice cream session and going on a carriage ride together, Basil and Sunny feel tired due to the two not having the highest energy level, so… Kel and Aubrey look at eachother, the former stating “So… about our boyfriends being just like cats?” And after nodding, they pick their boyfriends up, (Aubrey bridal style with Sunny, while Basil gets a piggyback ride from Kel.) and completely content with this, Basil and Sunny rest. And then they go back to Basil’s house and have a sleepover, cuddling together in their sleep!

Also nickname Hc’s below! 👇

Basil to Kel

“My Dear Cactus/Saguaro.”

“My Wondrous Marigold”

“My Superstar”

Kel to Basil

“Bas”

“My Little Leo”

“My Precious Flower

Sunny to Aubrey

“Bunnygum”

“Cherry Blossom”

“Dear Aubergine”

Aubrey to Sunny

“Sunbun/ny”

“Sunkitty”

“Sunshine”

[spoonless-sunflower]

I spent my first jobless day catching up on some tests and doctor's appointments. It felt good to put on a nice outfit and go outside into the real world.

I've been stuck inside, exhausted, brain foggy, and lonely for a long time now. It felt good to talk to strangers and feel independent.

I had to take 3 busses to get to my appointment and the wait between the last 2 was an hour. I almost Ubered but when I got off the bus, there was a mall 👀

I got my eyebrows done, did some window shopping, got a snack, and called a friend. It was really refreshing. Though by the end I was running out of steam and things started going wrong. I wasn't sure if I was gonna make it to my apt.

But I kept going and really nice people helped me out at the hospital. And the person who did my intake was a nerd. We talked abt videogames and family and it was really pleasant. I'm wishing them and the other staff a lot of happiness for lifting my spirits ☺️

[highraccoon]

i wonder what it feels like to be loved

[toki-woki-fnaf]

do you think purple guy is hot

not personally sorry :( i'm sure hes a fine man and I don't think I ever will because 1 reason I have had to listen to @sunbun-fnaf talk about this man in a lot of ways, if I were to of had any potential to simp for him I would of been hit with it by now with how much I have heard and see sorry people :( men are hot but I do not simp for any particular characters :( only one has gotten a smidge close but when i mean a smidge i mean like A CRUMB not enough to eat

[spoonless-sunflower]

I finally got laid off today.

I'd be over the moon but one problem: I didn't get ANY severance. And since they broke the law by not notifying me 60 days prior, I'm really damn pissed.I don't care if the company doesn't have a penny to its name. They treated me like absolute shit these last few months, my health has declined so badly, and now they have laid me off VIA EMAIL in the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT with NO SEVERANCE?? The amount of disrespect is endless.

I sent them an email right away letting them know I'm aware of my rights and want to negotiate a severance. I worded it very kindly. But if they refuse, I'm taking it to a labor board. Even if they can't do anything this time, at least I'll have learned a lot about my rights and can avoid this kind of situation in the future.

I've never been so relieved and so enraged at the same time!!!

[highraccoon]

i hope she burns. i hope she suffers the fate she placed herself in the way of. i hope she learns what true, genuine suffering is and i hope it eats away at her until there's nothing left. i hope she learns what it's like to be truly alone. i hope she learns what real, lasting pain is.

i hope that lying manipulative gaslighting piece of shit feels everything she put me through and i hope it breaks her. i have no compassion for someone who manipulated and gaslighted me for (5)years only to say the most ableist shit and claim that she feels no guilt for what she did to me and that her shitty boyfriend is a harmless angel(yeah, tell that to the hole in the wall he punched). she can make herself look like a victim, she's a spectacular liar, but that won't ever change the truth.

what a sick, disgusting, cowardly, ignorant and immature bitch.

[spoonless-sunflower]

My supervisor snuck us the info that there will be another round of layoffs... tomorrow 🙃

I straight up told him and the whole team that I volunteer as tribute lol. I don't need to be here for another second. We are barely a company anymore. There won't be anyone left and I'm not doing the work of any more departments 🤷‍♂️. I already do 4. Just give me my severance and let me sleep.

But unfortunately we don't know who's getting the axe or what the criteria is. If you ask me, it'll be the people who make the most money. Probably my supervisor or team lead. And probably the one guy who they kept to teach us an axed dept's job.

I know some of my teammates really need to stay on this payroll rn so I dont want it to be our whole dept but it honestly might be. They've been training the offshore team to do our job for a while. It's pretty obvious.

Whatever happens next, I want to believe it's for my highest good.

[spoonless-sunflower]

A lot happened at once and suddenly I'm launching my small business tomorow.

I've been pushing myself, hitting PEM, I'm really tired. But I'm so excited. Things have been so slow up until now and finally things are moving forward.

Ofc I'm scared too. Scared it will go poorly, or fail. Scared that people won't think my social media content is amusing or my product is interesting.

But I'm just having so much fun.

Leo and I are going to an event tomorrow to advertise some of the products. We've come up with a whole shtick. I'm worried that I'll be too out of it from staying up working all night to prepare but still.

Still.

I'm so so excited.

And mostly, I'm just so proud of myself for not giving up on this no matter how long it took, or how little money we had. And I'm grateful for Leo for being pateint and supporting my dreams always.

I should go shut my eyes for a bit and then back to the grind.

Recovery after this is gonna be such a bitch lol.

[spoonless-sunflower]

Today was a little better. Still pretty lonely. None of my friends were free to talk on the phone today. No Zoom courses or anything to join. But at least I was recovering well from PEM and finally getting things done again. Even if I'm just back at "getting things done slowly" it's better than nothing at all.

Taking some time this evening to draw for fun too. A little treat for myself. If I have to be alone then I should at least enjoy the time.