#suiside

[suxvi]

i’m tired

[gravewwix]

[ahsluvr0]

[kuri-kushmia]

*Leans on car hood* "So, wanna see some angst?"

This's one of my headcanons, but gone wrong. Long story short, C.B. tried to kill himself in my AU/Headcanon. (Spoiler alert, Inkling found him and stopped him) But in this headcanon, Inkling found the captain too late, and, well, you can guess...

[iaminadream2]

I’m on an island. Screaming out in to the ocean for someone to see me. Nobody does. Nobody can see me.

[thecrystalroom]

Kill yourself proshipper, you're disgusting

[seraphs-torture]

To Think It's Been A Year

A Year Since I 1st Entered My Ocd Spiral, Almost Cut Off My Friends, Abandoned A Shitton Of My Personal Goals, Contemplating Suicide, All That Lovely Stuff. The Past Few Months Had Been Mostly Fine, Improved On Myself A Lot, Fixed My Mistakes, Generally Making Myself Healthier And Happier. But Now My Compulsions Are Back And I Immidietly Fell Back Into A Spiral And Want To Kill Myself Again :)

Ruined All My Healthy Coping Mechanisms And Everything

[w1ll0zfak3]

TW: sewer slide

Is it suicide awareness month?

No.

Even suicide awareness day?

No.

Just because it's not a special day, dosnt mean we can ignore it.

You are not alone in this fucked up hell world.

Is this my best art?

No.

I was rushing to get this out.

This is important.

[spicypepperooni]

Wanted to draw myself in persona 3 reload 🎉 how did i do?

[crow-made-of-onyx]

Snow

the snow covers my lifeless body

blood staining white

filanly i die

numb

and in a place i like

i die in the silence

the powder snow hugs me

like youll do when you find me

i dont know if youll remeber

or if ill go down in history

but for now ill let the cold consume me

till i no longer breath

[kris-talroses]

.Just keep your head up!

[coyot3walk3r]

What do yall do on a shitty day?

[lifee-iz-a-melodiee]

Gestern kam es zu SVV. Verbrennen und Schneiden. Aber es hat mir nicht gereicht. SVV bringt halt auch nur diese kurzfristige Befreiung.

Mich beschäftigen momentan die Gedanken mich jeden Tag aufs neue an mir selbst zu vergehen..Ich missbrauche meinen Körper indem ich ihm kaum Nahrung gebe, Abführmittel missbrauche, 1 bis 4 mal am Tag erbreche usw...

Mir tut das weh. Warum muss ich so grausam zu mir sein? Alles hat mit 14 das erste Mal solche massiven Ausmaße genommen wo ich angefangen hab mich ins lebensgefährliche Untergewicht zu treiben. Ich wäre fast daran gestorben.

Der Gedanke ist sehr quälend so mit sich umzugehen aber der Gedanke mich zu zerstören auch so reizend. Wtf is los mit meinem Kopf...?

Im Bad beim erbrechen konnte ich dann nicht mehr. Ich bin raus erste SV, wieder rein zweite SV.

Ich hab dann allerdings die Hilfe einer Betreuerin meiner WG angenommen und mir helfen lassen. Sie war sehr besorgt was mir dann unendlich leid tat.

Mir helfen in solchen Situationen Antisuizidverträge und das vertragliche versprechen jetzt keinen Mist mehr zu tun.

Trotzdem hab ich mich wieder mehrfach an mir selbst vergangen und das macht was mit mir...es macht mich unglaublich traurig und nachdenklich. Wie konnte es so weit kommen.

Früher hatte ich Angst zu sterben, Angst vor Verletzungen...und jetzt provoziere ich das absichtlich.

30.12.2023

@lifee-iz-a-melodiee

[ajahahahah]

Im gonna be 17 in four days i dont know if i should kill myself or not i have tried to find love for years but my mom was in the military and i dated did everything you should but once you move they are gone specially when you only know em for two years now i barely have any friends i just moved here because my mom wanted to be closer to family and i have no one i really wanna kill myself but i know if i do either i wont exist anymore i wont even comprehend existence i will go to hell cause i know im shitty person or the other ending where you exist but dont i hate myself i hate who ive become i hate what ive done i wanna die for it but no one know anything of what ive done how ive acted how i am who i am im just a husk a lier a non empathetic bastard i hate myself i hate everything i am id take pretty much anyone to date anyone to help me have a single reason not to die but that isnt happening because people who are easy to date quick to break even easier so im here alone in my room unable to sleep permanently thinking wanting to die unable to pick up the rope unable to pick up my knifes unable to change what i did in the past i wanna die because of that i dont know how long im gonna last maybe ill get past college realize my dream job was a sham work as a firewatch realize i cant be alone work as some stripper just for money realize im ugly fat a loser work my quote un quote dream job and wish i was dead everyday unable to find someone to love someone to care for someone who i can hug kiss anything and ill commit truly finally free from the stresses of life i wish i could do that now but i cant im unable to i cant risk it i have two more good years then im dead because after that ill be throw out like my brother hated silently people worried about but not caring enough to check until its too late i know I’m an idiot for writing this but im screaming into a relentless void which no one will ever see so i will use this to post pone my demise a day a year a decade who know next time i write one of these thats how you'll know after im privileged i got hit by two cars can walk im alive my mom is well off so i shouldnt be depressed why should on the surface i have great parents not many family members have died not many direct family have died either so why am i sad i dont know im unable to say when insay i wanna die i dont know why its a mixture my body my social life my hatred towards me not studying and playings game that help short term but long term no i hate that i waste my time doing this i hate my self because all im doing is screaming and accusing and being stupid and annoying angry all i do is complain while i should just accept my death or just keep going till i do

[s3mmyslife]

! Vent !

How are ya'll saying "just make it to Friday"

I gotta have a goal for myself every 2 hours because every second of my life is draining and makes me wanna go home and sleep. like I never thought I'd be this person but for the past 2 days I've went to bed at 9 pm because I hate being awake and then my stupid hallucinations wake me up at like 4 am and my parents won't let me get up before 7 am and I just lay there for like 3 hours. I'm already on melatonin to fall asleep but the doctor won't give me a higher dose or won't let me take one to fall asleep and one to sleep through the night at the same time so I lowkey wanna just take 2 tonight because tomorrow my mom is making me go out the whole day in public and go shopping.

Like today I had

"Just get ready for school" (7:00)

"Just go to school" (8:00)

"Just make it to break" (10:10)

"Just make it to lunch" (12:05)

"Just make it passed this test" (13:55)

"Just make it to the end of school"(15:40)

"Just go home and don't think about studying"(16:00)

"Just make this call with your best friend" (20:00)

"Just make it to bedtime" (22:00)

[iaminadream2]

Sometimes I wish I had died at 11 when I first started becoming depressed