#suicideprovention

[carribear31]

Good advice #afk #alwayskeepfighting #suicideprovention #itgetsbetterwithtime #justbreathe

[hiphopperiod]

@dani_devastation ・・・ 🕊 ...... 🎶 : #barbiedreams #didyouknow !!! More teenagers and young adults die from suicide than from cancer, heart disease, AIDS, birth defects, stroke, pneumonia, influenza, and chronic lung disease, COMBINED.Each day in our nation, there are an average of over 3,041 attempts by young people grades 9-12.  If these percentages are additionally applied to grades 7 & 8, the numbers would be higher.Four out of Five teens who attempt suicide have given clear warning signs.... #suicide #suicideprovention #youneverknow #hiphop #queen @gayleking #history #talk #purpose #light #staystring #God #help #believe #in #your #self #saddened #gotbadnews #push @joe.aquila #GodBless #HipHopPeriod #AWayOfLife #ThisIsOurCultureInc #estJamaicaQueens2009 #MC #DJ JOIN US TO HELP CHANGE THE WORLD Support Indie Artist (at New York, New York)

[trevor-9god]

TRUE SPIT..... SHE IS BEYOND HER TIME ... IM GOING TO LET THIS BANG IN YOU'LL HEADS #GETINFECTED from @dani_devastation - 🕊 ...... 🎶 : #barbiedreams #didyouknow !!! More teenagers and young adults die from suicide than from cancer, heart disease, AIDS, birth defects, stroke, pneumonia, influenza, and chronic lung disease, COMBINED.Each day in our nation, there are an average of over 3,041 attempts by young people grades 9-12.  If these percentages are additionally applied to grades 7 & 8, the numbers would be higher.Four out of Five teens who attempt suicide have given clear warning signs.... #suicide #suicideprovention #youneverknow #hiphop #queen @gayleking #history #talk #purpose #light #staystring #God #help #believe #in #your #self #saddened #gotbadnews #push @JOE.AQUILA @K_I_N_G_TREVOR -

[breeiish]

🎗https://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=1439707 <— (to donate) STOP.LISTEN.REACT 🎗 Suicide is heartbreaking for anyone who has lost someone to this sickness or someone who has had thoughts of harming themselves. Depression can eat you alive and leave you struggling with insecurities and a lot of pain. Don’t ignore the signs!! If you are reading this, for anyone who has gone through those really hard times, and feels lost, just remember you are not alone! Talk to someone, don’t keep it all in because it will only continue to break you. Be strong for yourself and the people who love you! You are here for a reading and we are here for you, we love you ❤️🙌🏼‼️ Please support the cause and donate today!! #donatetoday #suicideprovention #youarenotalone #weloveyou #depressionsucks #suicideawareness #beafriend #helpafriend #support #outofthedarkness #loveyourself !

[greyeyesblackheart-blog]

The Monster

     “You only take a shower at night when there’s a problem.”

     I followed up with, “I’m sad. It’s fine” and a sad/happy/sigh/smile emoji.

     At 11:44pm on December 31st, I decided I would spend the last moments of 2016 alone with my heartache in the hot water and steam of the shower. The too-hot water ran over my reddened knee caps and down my legs to the hard acrylic of the bathtub where my back rested. The burning pain in my heart grew as I thought back on the precious 365 days. I was filled with bittersweet memories of a fresh love and relationship that blossomed before the burdens of life and addiction tore it apart. The vice grip around my lungs tightened as images of my post-surgery father flashed; pictures that were as fresh as the day those doctors removed the tumors. What a way to celebrate my mom’s birthday. By this point my skin developed a tolerance to the water. I sat up to increase the temperature once more. With the touch of my fingertips to the stainless steel faucet, I became aware of the tingling in my hands. This familiar feelings turned my thoughts to the hazy July day when I used those same heavy, tingling fingers to compose and deliver a message of disappointment and shame to my family. My breaths grew shorter and more shallow. It was at this moment, with fireworks ringing in the new year, that my 2016 came to the most fitting close of all. My year ended with a panic attack accompanied by the words of “loved ones” sounding in my head.

“You are a psycho.” “Stop being such a manipulative, annoying, soul sucking individual and get out” “I assumed you would prefer the manly shirt” “You’re a bad example for my kids to be in a tank top talking about your mission” “Everyone is afraid of you and the next mean thing you’ll throw in their face” “She said I was a good person for being friends with you. Heather is doing it because she’s a better person than me. It’s so difficult” “You’re just not worth it”

       “Everyone hates you”

                                 “She doesn’t love you” 

                                                           “I don’t want to be your friend, Alexa”

     And now, a little over 24 hours later, I lay here with my purple hair brushing my bare shoulders, my face resting on my tattooed arm. All these things reminding mayor the disappointment I am to my parents. 

   All is silent except the rain pattering on the window pane. I’m obsessively refreshing all the apps on my phone with the desperate hopes that any of my outgoing messages will be answered so that I’ll have more than my insomnia to keep me company. In this lonely hour, I’m experiencing a profoundly full void. The gaping hole in my heart is filled with hopelessness, fear, loneliness. It’s filled with the pain of it all and somehow, the pain makes me feel so much yet simultaneously feel nothing. 

     in these moments, when my mind is tormented by all the wrong I’ve done and all the hurtful, hateful things that have been hurled at me... I just want it to quit. All of it. When I’m in the bottom of my pit with only darkness around me -both inside and out- my natural reaction is to think of where I’d like to be outside of the deep hole. My mind starts flipping through options. Scanning for possibilities for relief. 

                                   My infected mind comes up blank.

     The illness that rules my life reaches it’s nasty claws to grab the words and hurt of the past with one hand; with the other it seizes my hopelessness and fears. With brute strength and utter ruthlessness, the monster smashes all these things together to tell me that the best place for me is in the grave. He screams at me, as I’m shaking in panic, that everyone will be happier and better off without me. I fight him with all my power to tell myself that his words are lies.

     I’m scared that one day I won’t be strong enough to fight him away any more. I’m scared that I’ll be too weak to mend the wounds of his wretched grasp.

                     I’m scared that this ugly monster will finally win. 

                                          -Alexa Sturdevant

*Don’t let the monster win. He is a liar. Your depression does not have to rule you. Please. If you or someone you know is dealing with suicidal thoughts, please seek help. The monster can be defeated with help.*             NATIONAL SUICIDE PROVENTION HOTLINE:                                        1-800-273-8255

[pgoughy]

In Australia this week, it is #MentalHealthWeek & I have coloured my hair to raise money for research in to treatment & raise awareness. I'd love it if you could donate (any amount you choose) direct to the organisation: www.bit.ly/mhw2019 to help support this wonderful & important cause. Any amount helps, but dig deep if you can afford it! #mentalhealth #anxiety #depression #bipolar #bipolardisorder #schizophrenia #reducethestigma #mentalhealthstigma #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthsupport #depressionhelp #depressionandanxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdawareness #positivity #fundraising #goodcause #goodcauses #neura #suicideprovention #postnataldepression #postnataldepressionawareness #goodmentalhealth #fightdepression #philanthropy #charity (at Melbourne, Victoria, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3bhVYnHtpt/?igshid=rs0vikzavafc

[pandazombie69]

VERY VERY SAD DAY. We lost a voice that could go from a roar to a melody. A good man took his own life. All because of deppression. Please remeber guys YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Talk to a friend, family member, teacher, or even 1800-273-8255 or text CONNECT to 741741. Remember to ALWAYS KEEP FIGHTING. The only thing that comes from suicide is more pain. I AM ALSO HERE. #Breakingthehabit ......... #suicideprovention #rip #chesterbennington #yana #alwayskeepfighting #help

[intothemindofdragon]

#suicide #suicideprovention #semicolonproject #mentalillness #mentalhealth #endthestigma #intothemindofdragon

[dickstickss]

anything worth dying for, is certainly worth living for

Joseph Heller

[thedesolatesoul]

Someone is always listening; asking for help is not a sign of weakness, it is a sign of strength.

National Suicide Provention Hottline

1-800-273-8255

[coffeeandcomposure]

honestly hope that everyone and anyone contemplating taking their own life sees the light at the end of the tunnel. it is there, sometimes the darkness is just too strong for a while

[casssydnee]

Suicide Provention Day

Today is why you shouldn't kill yourself day. Here is why in my opinion. 

1. If you think about how unlikely it is that a group of cells could use oxygen as a fuel source, develop into a critter, evolve into a land based monkey, land finally turn into a homo sapien, then you were pushed out of some woman's vagina then grew into you its fucking mind blowing. 

2. Life is fucking mysterious. Everything is growing and developing so fast if you blink you miss it. 

3. Someone out there fucking loves the hell out of you for you. 

4. Life gets better always. If you work to change your situation it generally happens. 

So for all you out there who think, oh no one loves me i’m going to off myself. I’m here to tell you NO. There are other options. Yeah, sometimes shit blows but that wont last forever. The bullying, or depression, or high school, or whatever shitty situation will not last forever. But you know what will, being dead.

So if you do feel that you are out of options REACH OUT AND TELL SOMEONE!! A friend, family member, Help lines, writing a tumblr post. Then make a dream. Something you can thing about constantly until you get there. Cant think of one, how about traveling the world, or graduating collage, or getting into a dream school, or becoming the next Rhonda Rousey. Anything that gives you the courage to keep fighting. Just never give up because you are worth it. 

[rusty-boi]

Today is my last day as a teenager so I figured id post this #sadteens #sad #teens #teenager #sadness #happyfaces #birthday #gettingolder #growingup #older #youngadult #suicideprovention #suicideawareness #suicide #prevention

[staffdill]

One of my best friends is going on tour with Papertowns for his spoken word project "Hands & Feet" I am so excited for him. 

Spread the anti-suicide message homie. 

Check out his band camp, where you can hear his first single here: 

http://handsandfeet777.bandcamp.com/track/matthew-dalton

[becurstt]

Suicidal

Id rather be dead than live another day on this earth

[greenqueen-1994]

My ex lover, best friend and so much more to me committed suicide last month. This is for him. I wish he was still here. I want everyone to know that suicide isn't the only choice and you CAN get help. Talk to someone. Please. I got this sugar skull to honor who he was. & so I can talk about it when someone asks what it is. Maybe it'll save a life.