#suicide training

[puppyeared]

Nick and Pearls

[sad-leon]

TW!! Suicide Attempt, Self Harm, Implied Eating Disorder

i forgor the colour behind the dialogue but im too tired to add it now

im so tired and theres no resolution because nothing i can make will make me feel better. i Know my friends love me and think my life is worth living, but when it gets bad it gets Bad and theres nothing to do but pick up the peices

[blueiight]

But you have to give up something to get something.

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

hate when people try to "eroticize" (aka fetishize) shit like depression and autism. sorry, im not the "cute NEET failgirl" who spends all day building gunpla in your room with you, im a suicidal half dead tranny who sleeps in til 1 pm and barely has the energy to do more than walk around

[briarpatch-kids]

If there's one thing I want able bodied people to understand, Its that sometimes you don't get to get your pain treated. Sometimes the emergency room will tell you that they can admit you if you're suicidal from the pain but they won't treat the pain that's making you that way.

[pacing-er]

How I'm choosing to interpret jjk264 until proven otherwise lol

(ft shitty work doodle)

[harbingersecho]

they get a vacation (debatable if they deserve it) and go to a club. nightmare blunt rotation btw

[mukuberry]

james somerton pretending to have killed himself for months is extremely disgusting and you can definitely hate him for it, but bragging about how you 'always knew he was lying' doesn't actually make it seem like you're good at spotting manipulation, it just makes you seem like a heartless dick. stop it

[lotus-pear]

okay guys I see what ur saying with the Dazai critiques, man’s insane. I personally enjoy that insanity but yk, fair game to hate

but I have to say that I at least don’t defend yk. bc it would be exponentially funnier if I did, but my heart wouldn’t be in it </3

this leads me to remembering one of my favorite comments ever on dazai opinion that I found on Twitter X once

actually hilarious to me to see ppl simplify the murder as mental health… it’s just… how

crazy stuff, fr

cuz dazai has hundreds of counts of murder and torture and manipulation… but he’s just sad uwu

im cackling at this rn hkyxkagrgea

bsdtt try to actually characterize anybody in bsd fucking correctly challenge (impossible) GO‼️‼️ imagine calling dazai a cruel and heartless individual when he literally wrests control of his entire fucking life at the mere age of eighteen DESPITE being suicidal and devoid of emotions and any will to live after the death of his dearest friend/parental figure. do they understand how mentally STRONG someone has to be in order to do that? do you guys fucking understand how EASY it would have been for dazai to let that be his breaking point and finally kill himself? every time i look back at oda's death scene i am stunned and miserable at how reluctantly dazai gets up. like he wants to die right there too. but he picks himself up and escapes the mafia. he carves a life out for himself despite being a fucking hollow shell of a human. a husk of the boy he could've been had oda not died. alienated from society with no skills outside of the mafia despite his analytical mind with the word "traitor" on his head and no one by his side. can you imagine doing all of that while being barely at the brink of adulthood? that was a CHILD.

[crimeronan]

hi i hope this is not weird to share but im truly not exaggerating when i say theres a line from the final chapter of "we never were good at doing what we're told" that has had a hand in saving my life a few separate times.

like. i think about hennessy saying "And now every time I want to hurl myself in front of a train, there’s going to be that little voice saying I’d miss the stars." and my brain goes YOUD MISS THE STARS TOO DUMBASS and i go god damn it i have to survive this, i'd miss the stars.

anyway yeah. thank you. i'm glad i'm still around. i'd miss the stars.

i'm sitting in the DMV right now & so i was like "well, i'm gonna be here for a few hours, might as well catch up on my tumblr activity" and now i'm gonna start bawling. in this hard plastic chair. surrounded by a bunch of people who are also at the DMV

thank you for this. i'm glad you're still here.

[greasegotahold]

The more i listen through the soundtrack tbh the more it does make sense that Dally dies the way he does in the musical--the train is a recurring symbol and literal, physical manifestation of the class divide-- "the train cut through the belly of the beast". "you're an eastbound train on a greased up track". the call to the police came the same time as the train to Windrixville--Dally dies by the separation he's been forced to live under, everywhere he's been

[justaz]

just reminded myself of the fact that percy (CANONICALLY) doesn’t know what annabeth sees in him and doesn’t understand why she likes him and i wanted to share that with the class

[pegasusdrawnchariots]

What. The Count of Monte Cristo is so good :0

[trains-boy]

Thinking about how akutagawa is and always will be a protector at heart. Thinking about how he held that frozen kid gently. Thinking about how in the universe where he was given a chance at being a good person, Gin thought of him as a selfish man.

[carefulfears]

thinking about how expectant of her own death scully always was, but how completely struck by shock she was in mulder’s, despite how clear it had always been that he would one day die for the cause. tragedy in the x-files as something you should have been prepared for, but never could be, in scully standing at a funeral, as her mother had stood at her father’s, and barely being able to speak. she should be able to do this? bred to be a war widow, attached to an endless line. but no matter how many times she saw him put that gun to himself, or run off in front of another, she really did believe that he would always come back. she really did believe that there would never be a day where he didn’t just appear in the doorway again.

[silverwhittlingknife]

antigone. jean anouilh.

quotations from antigone: a tragedy by jean anouilh. translated by lewis galantière.

comic panels in order are from: battle for the cowl 3 (x3), batman annual 25, batman and robin 5, batman and robin 6, battle for the cowl 3, batman 416, battle for the cowl 3, battle for the cowl 2, batman annual 25, batman and robin 6, under the red hood, battle for the cowl 3 (x2), batman 427, lost days 5.