#suicde tw

[yesterdayshistory]

There are times when I wish I could get better. Where I wish everything was different. And then I go beyond that to a point where I only want to get worse. I want to give in and I want this illness to claim me.

[goainmyveins]

Für immer schlafen und nie mehr aufwachen,das wäre es jetzt.

[pain-neverends-blog]

My mind hurts from overthinking

My face hurts from crying

My body hurts from living

My heart hurts from betrayal

Everything fucking hurts

[artcinemas]

i personally think that watching sita basically commit suicide in a fucking animated movie at the age of ten changed my entire perspective on gender norms, motherhood, marriage equality and the patriarchal poison that is victim blaming even amongst your own family or is just me 😭

[stilltrails]

starting to thing that Thomas has unknowingly entered his suicidal era driven by guilt and a sense of unbelonging. Because he's playing with fire and he knows it.

he's not an idiot, and knows what will happen, yet he still does it anyway.

[havegunsforhands]

tired of pretending to be chill. i am insane.

[im-always-hurting]

If I don't break your heart i'll break mine so I'll leave you alone so I can't hurt you.

[strykingback]

HOLD UP. ARE YOU FUCKING FOR REAL CRWBY?!?! 

So i just decided to look at the episode and I just facepalmed so hard while being left in fucking shock. Basically after Ruby did the unaliving of ones self. Basically “ascending” as one calls it in  Ever-After. That Weiss, Yang,Blake, and Jaune arent affected by it and say it was Ruby’s choice instead of MOURNING THEIR LEADER WHO WENT THROUGH WITH SU!C!DE!?!?! AND THEN THEY COMFORT JAUNE?! BUT THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE VOLUME THEY DID NOT COMFORT FUCKING RUBY WHO WAS FALLING APART?!?!

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!  ARE YOU FOR REAL?!  ARE YOU TAKING THE FUCKING PISS RIGHT NOW?! 

FUCK YOU CRWBY!!!!! AS SOMEONE WHO HAS ALMOST DID THAT I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU GLORIFIED SU!C!DE AS A GOOD THING! 

I HOPE VOLUME TEN NEVER HAPPENS AND I HOPE RWBY GETS CANCELLED!!!!

[venom-and-vodka]

i made it years free of self harm for so long and now i can barely make it a month.

i’m tired of surviving.

[cigarettesandchill]

you don’t have to cry everyday to feel like you’re valid enough to get help.

you don’t have to starve yourself until you pass out to get help.

you don’t have to cut your whole arms and legs to get help.

you don’t have to have a suicide attempt to get help.

you don’t have to be sick enough to get help.

your pain is valid. you are valid. if you are struggling you can get help and should not feel like you’re not sick or traumatized enough.

feel hugged, i love y’all <3

[yesterdayshistory]

Don’t want to be asleep

Don’t want to be awake

Don’t want to BE

[goainmyveins]

Danke für Nichts

[pain-neverends-blog]

It’s worse than ever before and I don’t fucking know what to do

[fuckloveandallhisfriends]

I’m tired of finding coping mechanisms to deal with my suicidal ideation. I just want to stop fighting this war in my mind

[another-ordinary]

When you start a day and you feel that emptiness and unexplained pain you really wish you would never wake up

[404shcats]

My abusive bf is threatening to kys B)

Tw: vent

Wait until he finds out that I’m gonna break up with him tmrw. Honestly fuck him. I don’t care if he does at this point. He physically abused our boyfriend (we’re/we were polyam) and me, sexually harassed all of his partners, tried to isolate their friends and partners from the world, constantly guilt tripped all of us, and threatens to kys pretty often.

I’m also working on a doc to archive all the shit that they put me and my friends thru, I will give more updates later.