#suga is best boy

[oxandthorn]

him

[runayachi]

okay so you know when takeda manages to get ukai to come watch karasuno play for the first time and kagehina show off their freak quick and ukai is like "sensei how long have those two been paired together" and takeda is like "oh kageyama and hinata? they just met this year i've heard it was rocky at first but they're getting along well now" and ukai is like "what a shame". do you think he goes home and looks into them and finds out that kageyama's the lonely king and that his teammates abandoned him. do you think he looks and looks for hinata but can't find him until finally he stumbles across a no-name school that barely had a volleyball team and their only match lasted 31 minutes. do you think he wonders about how lonely they were. a coach can't replace teammates but do you think he decides to try and make sure that no one on his team feels lonely again.

[lemonadeslice]

sketches i made while playing the forest of drizzling rain remake. if you missed out on this one during the early 2010s horror rpg renaissance, i am insisting that you buy the new version on steam. you deserve a treat.

[yoon-topias]

Yoontopia | Chapter 3 {Dresses and touches}

⟡ Warnings: Strong language, depression, mental health issues, references to self harm, references to violence, references to sexual assault, manic episodes, smoking, risky behavior, jealousy, smut.

⟡ 18+ (minors DNI, some chapters have mature content)

⟡ Best friend's older brother x OC

⟡ Summary: When dress shopping turns into more than just shopping in a dress room where Yoongi pushes boundaries.

⟡5.9k words

Violet Pov:

Getting off work today Yoongi is taking me to go shopping for the dress. Shopping is a pain in the ass let alone being curvy. Everyone stares and nothing looks how it's meant to on my body. I pack my bag up, take off my heels, slide on my boots, a suit and boots yeah that totally looks okay, not. Yoongi has seen me at my worst anyways, there is always this comfortability with him. I don't have to act nor do I have to put up a front. Whatever I'm feeling is what I feel and he accepts it. As I'm about to leave, of course the goons have something to say.

"You going out with that guy again, violet you could do better don't you think?"

"I bet he is using you as a safe goat if he ever gets caught"

That's it they pissed me off, walking up to one of them and sticking my finger in his chest "you know what, Mark you're only saying that because you're friends with Jackson. So what if he makes me happy and actually fucking appreciates me huh? Someone who is a better man than Jackson ever was. So how about you fuck off and let me live, Yoongi brings out the best in me and makes me feel things that Jackson could never. I may be a little selfish, because I wanna keep him to myself but just a little longer and I'll set him free so for fucking once Mark leave me the fuck alone."

They are standing there in shock and slowly back off from me. Fixing my black coat and zipping it up since it can get cold with the wind riding, but what Vi didn't see was Min Yoongi standing there around the corner coming to get you. He wanted to help you hold your bag, make sure you didn't forget and worked late. He doesn't know what you think. You practically confessed your love for him to someone else, but why couldn't you do it to him, and set him free. What does that mean?

He turns around and goes around the hall so you don't see he heard it all, yeah play it cool Yoongi you can ask her later enjoy the time with her while you have it because it can all fall apart in seconds for all he knows. Fixing your coat, grabbing your bag and starting to walk down the hall and needing to say bye to the security guard you always make sure to bring him his banana milk. "Bye Kook, have a good shift." He is a closing shift guard so you get him as he wakes up for the day so at lunchtime you bring him banana milk he loves. "Bye violet, thanks for the drink again. How do I ever repay you?"

Turning to look at him and give him a smile "I don't need repayment Kook, everyone needs someone watching out for them" and you turn on your heels, walking out the door the sun is out shining bright you haven't seen sunlight all day been stuck on research for a case. It's going to be a nice day to be on the bike to get some sun and just feel alive. Smiling as you see Yoongi's bike parked, but no Yoongi now where could that man have gone. He can't go far lost in thought, your brows crease. He is around the corner planning to grab you, scare you always been an easy scare. As you pull out your phone to call him he jumps out and wraps his arms around you from behind.

"Vi, you ready to go try on dresses?" He goes to your ear like he's telling you a secret "I'm gonna need a fix though, because I won't be able to handle seeing you all dressed up. I  nearly died when you went to prom" turning your head to look at him your eyes go wide as you see the gummy smile he has on.

"Yoon do you mean that? Why didn't you say anything at prom?" blinking at him and you can see his throat do a gulp.  "Well you know you and Hans banned Ma, Pop, and me from saying anything how y'all looked also didn't wanna come off the wrong way to the others Violet'' he shrugs as he looks away from my face he has a slight tinge of red to his cheeks. Cute.

"Well thank you Yoon, but next time you better tell me because that night I felt so ugly even though I was dressed up, but standing next to Hans I knew I wouldn't compare and who had a date? Hans and I was the third wheel"

"You know Vi, I wanted to ask you as friends of course but being already graduated. Also your best friend's brother. I didn't wanna push boundaries. I wished I maned up and asked you cause to spend that night with would have been a fucking dream."

Humming in response not finding words to respond with after he just said turning to him and giving him a hug "Well looks like we'll have a do over Min Yoongi. Let's go shopping"

Pulling away looking at him in the eyes and I see a spark flash in them "I need my fix Vi." Reaching into my pocket and grabbing a lollipop, unwrapping, putting it in my mouth, and running down the stairs. "Looks like you're gonna have to steal it." Yelling as I go down the stairs.

"Vi I swear if you fall and hurt yourself there's no remorse coming from me, you clumsy ass!" he is starting to try and catch up to me getting to the bottom of the stairs before he does and I stare up at him as I take a seat on his bike and pull my lollipop out crossing my arms.

"What took you so long Yoon? Gotta get the dress shopping done so we can make it to the aquarium remember case is closed I won. " giving him a smirk popping the lollipop back in and he rolls his eyes at me.

Yoongi Pov:

This woman will be the death of me. She is in a suit and on my bike waiting for me and I wish I would just go between her legs, grab her face and finally kiss her. Min Yoongi you are just the best friends brother get your mind out of the gutter. "Oh yeah, Vi looks like we gotta find the perfect one for you, then we gotta tell Lewis you won so you can buy him all his lettuce huh?" She nods her head and smile with that fucking lollipop.

Sweet. Sweet. Pineapple.

Taking my backpack off to get her helmet out, my bag left mine on her seat. She is looking at me tapping her thighs god those thick thighs. Stop. Yoongi. Zipping my backpack, I intentionally put nothing else in it, grabbing her bag, shoving it into my backpack, setting it next to the bike. I walk up to her and tap her chin to look up at me. She blinks at me with that fucking lollipop.

"Vi you can't have a lollipop in your mouth you know that" she shrugs and blinks at me. "Looks like you'll have to steal it Yoon" I take a deep breath and take everything in me to not lose the control I have had for so long. I bend down to her ear and risk what I'm saying. "Looks like I'll just have to take it then from a bad girl, and bad girls don't get what they want huh?" She turns her head slightly, shakes her head no understanding and her lips part and I reach for the lollipop stick and pop it in my mouth.

Sweet. Sweet. Pineapple.

She looks at me like I just did something she never expected. "Violet, you know it's bad to leave your mouth open." Tapping her chin, she just slowly closes her mouth.  I put her helmet on her, buckle it for her making sure it's tight enough, the shield is open. I see her wide gray eyes staring at my every movement. God her eyes pull me in and take me to my utopia with those silk sheets over our bodies. She's not just laying next to me but she is on top of my lap and looking at me in my eyes. We could be talking, joking around, or fucking and those eyes will be my weakness. Two of those I can do on a regular occurrence but the other? No it'll never happen and that Vi will live in my utopia in the home she has built there. Her home, it's not mine anymore.

When I get done I bite down on the lollipop, take the stick out and toss it on the ground looking her in the eyes "I'ma need another one later Vi later, but time to go. It's time for my backpack to be behind me" Nodding her head and I push the face shield down, putting the backpack straps over her arms. She stands up. I swing my leg over, putting my arm out for her to grab onto. She swings her leg over, putting her feet on the pegs, scoots down and attaches herself to me. She wraps her arms around me and intertwines her fingers.

I start my bike and give her thigh a tight squeeze

"You ready, Vi. You're gonna look like a fucking goddess" kicking the stand and rev my bike and take off, turning the volume up already having her playlist playing since I was listening to it already. "Yoon you already have it playing. Look what I'm doing to you"

God does she know what she is doing to me.

We have a decently long ride to get to the mall, that just means I get to have her wrapped around me longer.

Violet Pov:

"Hey Yoon you think they'll have something for me" there is nothing ahead of us yet I find his hand making its way to my thigh, his thumb rubbing in circles those black leather gloves. I don't know why But they stir up those butterflies in my stomach. "Violet, sweets they will have the perfect dress for you that will fit all your curves and make you feel like a thousand words.''

Trying to remove your hand and he takes his hand away from your thigh, he  places his hand over your hands on his stomach.  "No. Violet safety."

"Okay, Yoon I just wanted to hold your hand"

"Oh so you admit it this time, well then here Vi."

He grabs your hand from on top and locks his hand on top so if he needs to use his hand he can quickly take it away. Feeling my cheeks turn red thank god for the helmet, looking at the cars passing by you wish you could see him again like when you would ride behind Hana. "You think Hana would be mad at us? You know being close?"

He squeezes my hand and releases it as he goes to tap my knee to turn left, bracing and leaning my body with him. "Ya know she always said, if she could have you a part of the family she would. Doesn't matter what way that happened."

"What do you mean Yoon, you wanna marry me now?"

"I mean I already know how you taste might as well make you family. Hold on Vi let's have some fun"

He down shifts and takes off on an open bridge, you tighten your thighs and arms and make a scream "I'm gonna get married"

"That you are Vi, one day" he laughs and continues to go as fast. At this moment it feels like it's just us on the road, no one else.  He squeezes my right thigh "hard right Vi" and as he follows through with the turn you hold on like never before. Maybe you could get used to this with him.

Hell do you even need a bike anymore?

Was that crush you made yourself push deep down worth it now?

Yoongi Pov:

Grabbing and squeezing her knee one more time as we pull into the mall to go shopping, she squeezes a little tighter today. This banter we have goin' on I can't read too much into it. I can't let myself fall and stumble I have came too far and even if that means loving her from a distance and just have some fun I will. We pull into a spot and kick the stand, putting my arm out for her to swing her leg over and get off. She comes and stands in front of me waiting for me to take her helmet off. I get off my bike, take my  helmet off and smooth out my hair. She comes and sits on my seat as I set my helmet on her spot.

Tapping her chin "Look up at me, Vi" she tilts her head up unbuckling her helmet, taking it off her head, and smoothing out her hair for her. "There you go pretty"

Her mouth parts and she looks at me like she is in shock I called her pretty. "Vi, you know you're gorgeous right? I have always thought that since the first time I laid my eyes on you." she shakes her head at me "You never said Yoon."

"But didn't my actions ever show you, silly?" She looks at me confused, her brows crease looking for an answer in her head.  Stepping forward as she sits on my seat putting myself in between her thighs as she bites her lip nervously. Fuck hold it together Yoongi. 

"Violet look at me right now" she locks eyes with me, those gray eyes staring back at me searching for answers she has never noticed. I'm going to lay them all out for her. 

"Violet Rose. Did you ever notice how I would literally stare at you anytime you were in our house. when you learned how to backpack, how I was insistent you ride with me because I didn't want no guy to think they could have you, how I literally called you princess all of middle school? Huh? You think it was just to bother you Violet? No it was because your beauty is otherworldly. You hear me Violet. I want you to say it back tell me. Tell me you're beautiful"

Grabbing her hips, pulling her off my bike, Putting my fingers under her chin to look at me. She is blinking at me in shock. I know I said too much may have gone too far, but I can't stand and watch her not love herself. "Y-you said my middle name you never use it Yoon"

"I'm waiting, Violet Rose."

"I- I'm b-beautiful."

"See, was that so hard, Vi?"

Nodding her head "Yeah, it was everyone besides you and Hans told me I was ugly Yoon."

Placing my hand on her cheek and rubbing up and down. "Well maybe that's cause' we're the only ones who matter. We see you for you. Now let's go get you that dress. I know that body of yours has changed and I'm ready to see it in all of its glory"

"You sure Yoon? Cause' I have done my own damage to my body"

"Vi what do you mean, huh?"

"I guess, You'll see Yoon."

"So help me god Violet, if it's what I think you're gonna see another side of me" she places her hand on top of the hand that's on her cheek and pulls it down. "Promise me, no pinky promise you won't see me different" she is holding out her other pinky waiting for me to kiss, accept it.

"Violet Rose I'll never see you differently you're still the same girl I met all those years, from my sister who never left me alone. I accepted it. I Accepted you the day I met you. You are in my life for a reason."

Holding out my pinky to her not knowing what I'm committing to, but with her I'll walk to hell and back on my knees. Locking our pinkies together looking her in the eyes and placing a kiss on my pinky as she does after me and stamping out thumbs together.

"Pinky"

"Swear"

"Time to go shopping, Vi. You ready?"

"As ready as I'll ever be Yoon"

I grab the backpack from her and place her Helmet inside. Choosing to leave mine on the bike if it's stolen I don't care as long as she has a helmet that's what matters. I hold my hand for her to walk into the mall. I see her chest rising up and down. Why would dress shopping be so nerve wracking I know it's hard for her to find sizing which is honestly fucking bullshit it's a body it shouldn't be ashamed, left out but that's another topic. She wraps her whole fist around my pointer finger.

Something about her being small makes me smile, yeah we are crossing some boundaries, but maybe it's time to do it. It's been over twelve years in the making. It's time I need to step up to the plate and take the risk. As we walk into the mall she is by my side and I see the nervous little girl who would walk into her homeroom class looking back at me like she was going into hell after I encouraged her each and every year to just take the first step into class if she wasn't with Hans. I'm going to make this the best shopping trip she has ever had.

"How about we go get a snack, Vi?" Looking down at her. She smiles and hums in response.

"Smoothies Yoon!"

"Yeah we can get smoothies bubs."

Violet Pov:

Walking into the store we both have smoothies. We both got orange, mango, and pineapple.  There are dresses lined everywhere. I start to look where my sizing is always the smallest section. Hopefully they have something either black or white since it's black and white theme. "Yoon, do you have your outfit?"

"Don't worry about me Kay? Today is for you" what you didn't know was that the night he came home he called Jin on his way home, told him about it and said he needed help and of course Jin called Hobi over  by the time he was home he was already there. They stayed up all night going through what Hobi brought and all the closets in the house to find the perfect outfit that is not a suit. He'll wear whatever, but a suit? No chance in hell unless vi asked it of him.

"Hey Yoon you go take a seat and I'll shop around okay?"

"Will that make you comfortable or are you saying that because you feel bad I'm here?"

Slowly holding out my hand with my index and middle finger out "Uh number two."

"Well then I'm staying."

Well that is Yoongi should've guessed it, stubborn as always.. I start looking at the dresses their is a small section and I see few dresses that would go with the theme already grabbing them off the rack without even checking what they look like since you know one of these you'll be stuck with, and as you grab the three dresses off the rack Yoongi's hand comes and take the hooks in your hand. "You will never carry your own stuff when you're with me Vi." your cheeks turn a light pink, you take a sip of your smoothie as he starts to walk to the dressing room area. He looks so comfortable doing this with you. How?

Going to an empty dressing room he walks in, hangs the dresses up for you. Looking at him as he comes to you. He is wearing something different than his normal all black. A pair of dark washed jeans, light  gray hoodie, a sweat shirt on top of it with some design on it and a black jacket. He always has to have his black jacket.  "Hey Yoon you can go look around at some other stores if you want"

He walks out the dressing room and look you dead in the eyes. "And what if I wanna be in this store you gonna kick me out, Vi?" He comes and gives you a hug.  You accept it yeah you backpack him a lot riding, but this feels different when he comes up to you to hug you,  wraps you up in his arms. He runs his hand through your hair and takes a deep breath, you can hear his heart beating fast. 

"Now I wanna see those dresses on you, Vi. Only if you let me." Nodding your head to him in his chest it feels nice to be close to him why? No, that stupid crush needs to be buried six feet under and never see light again.  "I'ma need a fix. You got another lollipop?"

Reluctantly unwrapping your arms around him reaching into your pocket, taking the lollipop and unwrapping it putting t it in your mouth. "I told you I'm a sugar addict Yoon."

Pineapple your favorite flavor.

He looks at you like you just stole his heart, his eyes flash, you see the glossy eyes he is staring at you with and he slowly steps forward. You back up with each step he takes, finding yourself against the wall. His hand finds its way to your hip. He looks down at you, yeah you have been close but like this? Never.  "Violet you know you can't take my lollipop" he slowly bends down to your ear "Do you wanna be forever on the back of my bike, because that can be arranged wife" lips parting looking at him and he takes the lollipop stick from you and pops it in his mouth.

Yoongi Pov:

Giving her hip a squeeze "Now go try on those dresses I'll be out here waiting. If there's one you don't want me to see then don't show me, but I know you'll look perfect in every one"

There is no chair so I squat and clasp my hands together waiting to see what she's gonna look like. I haven't seen her dressed up since prom and god did I go to heaven and back that night. "Ugh" I hear from the dressing room. "Vi, you good?" About to stand up to check on her but she speaks up as I'm about to "Just one will only work Yoon I should have looked at the sizes, but they were in the spot"

"That's okay Vi I'm sure it'll be perfect" I hear her sigh and I know it's tough on her, but if my only mission in life is to see her love her body I will. What Yoongi doesn't see in the dressing room is you're struggling with the zipper. You can't zip it up to the top, your arms are too short.

"Uh Yoon can you help with the z-zipper?"

Standing up to walk to the dressing room I hear the click of the door unlocking and as I open it she is standing there, hands covering her body as much as she can. God I can't even see the whole thing it's perfect. It hugs your waist, wrapping flawlessly around your body to show the road map that people will have to work for. That I need to work for. Pulling your arms down I need  a full view. Eyes searching and roaming all over your body, I want to picture you like this forever. Taking a few steps forward after I shut, lock the door behind me. How could anyone as beautiful as you could think you're a monstrosity you're fucking devine.

"Turn around, Vi please" she turns around as she does. I see her backside the way the dress hugs every point of her body,  just waiting for someone to learn the road map. "So beautiful" I whisper to myself. Stepping up to her she is staring at the corner to not look at herself in the mirror. I slide my fingers down her back and her skin gets goose bumps on her upper arms. Cute.

Grabbing a hold of the zipper and zipping it up to the top of her back.

"You're gorgeous, Vi"

"Stop, you're just saying it Yoon."

"I'm fucking serious Violet Rose" I pull her close to me and make her face the mirror,  run my hand down her arm. I see the blush to her cheeks, the pin prick goose bumps on her arms, the gaze trying to not look at herself. Trailing my eyes down her body, I see the slit and her hand trying to cover her thigh, pulling her hand away her soft skin is shown..I see something I never thought I'd see on her body scars.

What did she do...when...how long? Answers I need but right now I need to make feel like she is the most beautiful woman ever. We all fight our demons, I'm trying to fight hers and mine for both of us.

Putting my hand under her chin giving her a light tap, making her look at herself in the mirror. Our eyes lock in the mirror. I'm behind her in an intimate way, closer than I have been with her. Yeah she has been behind me but this right here is intimate before it was because we had to. I let go of her chin, eyes still locked, moving my other hand to her hip.

"Look at you, Violet.'' God she is gorgeous. Running my hand down her arms, brushing lightly down. Our hands meet, dancing with her fingers tapping. Breathe Yoongi dont show her you're freaking out slightly.

One. Two. Three. Four. Five.

She takes a breath and it brings me back a little bit.  I'm going to push this boundary to show her how gorgeous she is. Let her know I see now what she meant when she said to promise to not think of her differently. My finger skims from her fingertips to her hip, nudging my nose to her neck "Look how pretty you are, huh? I want you to say it." as my fingers get lower on her hip she sucks in as I get closer to the slit. "Yoon, you didn't see okay" looking at her in the eyes I can see the worry behind those wide gray eyes, but also a nervousness to them. If she was touching me in any way I'd be pushing it all down to hide what she is making me feel. My weaknesses aren't shown that easily, but I think she already has a gasp on being a weakness of mine.

"We'll talk about this later Violet, but right now I want you to see how beautiful you are" my fingers caress her thigh that is exposed rubbing circles on the scars that she did to herself. She is fighting some inner demons in front of me. I can see in those eyes the way her body is stiff.

"I- I'm beautiful" she left out a little laugh at the end not because it's funny but she can't believe she is saying it let alone have Yoongi behind her guiding her to love herself.

"That's it." giving her nod she did it. "Say it again, go on." She fixes her posture which only allows me to be closer to her.

"I'm beautiful" and at the end she makes a small smile looking at herself up and down. This is not how a friend nor a best friend's brother talks to someone, but right now I'm more than that. "Bout' time you see it, Vi."' Giving her thigh a squeeze is what she feels like when I give her a squeeze for a turn. I see the goose bumps spread to her forearms now. "Good job, Princess." Pressing a kiss to the back of her head "Did I make you uncomfortable, Vi? I never want to do that" she shakes her head no relief casts over both our bodies.

I'm playing with fire, and neither of us need to get burned. Well I can get burned, I'll accept my fate.

Giving her one last squeeze,  whispering in her ear. "It's the one Vi. Let's go get you a necklace to match" and as I'm about to step out I unzip the dress, unlock the door,  stepping out to the side shutting the door standing in front of it. I Rest my back on the door. My heart is beating out of my chest, catching up to me. What's wrong with me? I have always been good with girls. never panicked before. Taking a deep breath fuck I need a cig I'm getting an addicted. Knocking on the door "Vi I need a fix." I hear my heartbeat trying to take me out.  She hums in response, opening the door. She stands there with a dress in her arm,  a lollipop unwrapped waiting for me to take.

"I think You're getting addicted Yoon." 

"Oh you have no idea, Vi."

Taking the lollipop from her hand she bites her lip as I pop it in my mouth. I grab the dress from her arm turning on my heels to go pay for it,  she grabs my arm I turn around confused "You can't buy it Yoon. I make enough money."

"And what kind of second prom date would allow a queen to buy her dress? Huh?" Continuing to walk to the counter setting it down to pay she is in her pouting stage. I have seen it so much her bottom lip puckered out,  her brows crossed looking at me. After I pay, I take the bag off the counter. "Thank you, sir" nodding in response to the cashier. I don't have time to pay attention to anyone other than the girl behind me with her arms crossed like a child.

Violet Pov:

As we walk out the store I'm holding onto the straps of the bag he is too, these strings connecting us together like magnets. Yoongi is walking a little faster than me leading the way. I stop walking which in turn makes him stop turning back as we are both holding the bag.

"Hey what's up?"

"Did. Did you mean it Min Yoongi?" He steps up in front of me,  places his hand on my cheek as I look up to him. "Every single word, every single touch Violet Rose. Now let's go get you that jewelry"

He slowly lets go of my face and I see so much behind those eyes they tell a story I know he struggles,  just doesn't say. Walking into the store and looking at all the cases my finger skims over the glass like a child picking out a toy. Staring down at a pair of necklaces that have a little silver square on the end with two keys next to it. It looks like the couple type. It makes you push all those feelings down again, bury them six feet under, turn around and Yoongi is no longer standing behind you. Seeing him at the same case you were looking at with a sales lady.  "Can I just do some earrings Yoon?" he is talking to the sales lady, Just nods his head.

"Whatever you want, Vi." he smiles at me. Pointing to a pair of small silver hoops "These ones Yoon." he nods his head and tells the sales lady to ring them up.

"Now you go outside and wait."

"Why?"

"I know you'll die when you hear the price." of course you will even though you have a good salary you're still stuck on buying the cheapest things you can find or they have to be on sale to justify the purchase. Nodding your head, going out to the front sipping on the smoothie which is most gone, walking to the trash can taking the last few sips of it. "Did you forget about me?"

"Huh? No I just drank it all"

"Where's the bag? Were they too expensive, I knew it."

"No, Miss cheapskate, they are in my backpack. I didn't want anyone to try and steal the bag from my hand."

"Oh."

He takes hold of the strings on the bag again but this time locking our pinkies together holding the strong together. "Thank you, Yoon."

"Hey you have nothing to thank me for I'll always be here for you like I have always been since the day I met you."

The doors open to the exit of the mall and as we exit I shield my eyes from the sun. "Oh I can't wait to have my helmet on." Reaching into my pocket,  grabbing a lollipop, unwrapping it with one hand and popping it into my mouth. Okay I got an addiction, but at least it's not drugs.

Walking up to the bike I let his pinky go,  slow down and get behind him and start to unzip the Backpack but he stops me.

"I'll get it, Vi."

"Fine, don't let me help."

"Ya know its not that it's just don't want you to drop the jewelry bag miss clumsy."

FIne I give him that I'm so clumsy. He takes out my helmet, putting the backpack now on my shoulders since it's the only job he lets me do ever.  He takes the dress bag from my hand and places it very carefully into the bag and zips it up. "It's all good, now give me my fix." holding out his hand for me to give him a lollipop. I take out mine and hold it out for him, he doesn't reject it but leans in capturing in his mouth.

He taps my chin, placing the helmet on my head. I always find myself looking at him when he does it. His focus is on making sure it's right when I could easily do it myself, but he insists every time to do it for me. Once he is done I hear the crack of him biting down on the lollipop "I'm addicted to it, Vi."

"Huh?"

"To you. To pineapple" once he says that he shut the face shield and gives my head the shake to make sure it's on tight enough. He will be the end of me, but already I'm dead buried myself six feet under long ago.  He puts on his helmet,  gets on his bike holding  his arm out and I get on behind him. I get closer to him might as well push more boundaries, giving him a squeeze he hums in response to me "I think I may be addicted to the way you make me feel Min Yoongi"

"What?"

"Nothin' let's go tell Lewis momma made him money for his lettuce."

"Ya know I heard you, Vi."

"I'm sorry this helmet makes it hard to hear."

"You know damn well we have mics and speakers connected to each other, I'll let it pass this once."

He turns his bike,  gives me a squeeze, revs his bike and we're off to go to my happy place.

But my happy place is whenever I'm with him lately.

Thank you for reading. ₊˚⊹♡

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[syluss-slut]

No cause how and why did I go from calm matured greenflag to possessive clingy redflag😳

On one hand calm and collected shy and sweet yoongi is to fall head over heels for but at the same damn time possessive obsessed clingy will kill for you brahmsy is also to die for.

[urmingirl]

"Let's be happy" ♡

[bts-boys]

180830 BTS at Soribada Best K-Music Awards‬‬‬‬‬ © brillante mon do not edit, crop, or remove the watermark

[ser-house-of-stone]

I'm watching haikyuu for like the third time and

Tanaka and Suga.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa

They are so important and i love them! And they are such good boys!

Am i crying?!

Of course! But it's for a good reason!!!!!

[justdj]

Haikyuu!! - Chapter 16: Determination

[spookwyrdie]

going to the suga movie tonight while I’m PMSing, I’ve already warned my best friend that I will probably cry my fucking eyes out :)

[thegizka]

I am so proud of everything that Yoongi is doing.  I’ll always be rooting for him. 💜

[yoon-topias]

Yoontopia | Chapter 4 {Tunnel of Secrets}

⟡ Warnings: Strong language, depression, mental health issues, references to self harm, references to violence, references to sexual assault, manic episodes, smoking, risky behavior, jealousy, smut.

⟡ 18+ (minors DNI, some chapters have mature content)

⟡ Best friend's older brother x OC

⟡ Summary: When a normal aquarium trip becomes telling the deepest of secrets in a kids tunnel, in each other's arms.

⟡ 5.3k words

Yoongi Pov:

Walking into the aquarium I think maybe now is the time to ask her when and how. I want to make sure she is in a better place now. She has her pinky wrapped around mine, looking down at them connected, her little pinky wrapping around mine for dear life. She is guiding me where she wants to go. This has always been for her. Everything I do is for her, Going up the stairs making our way to the viewing area for the penguins. As soon as she sees them she lights up "Look! Yoon the babies hatched!" There is a momma and dad with their little baby along with multiple others. 

Maybe one day I'll be like that, but you need someone in your life to want that with you. Also for me someone willing to accept me and all that I come with. She lets go of me and runs up to the glass, her nose is touching it so she can get as close to them as possible. I come behind her and give her a hug. She doesn't tell me to move. It's nice to be close to her like this again, leaning down to her ear and whispering  "Hey wanna go in the tunnel?" 

She turns around in my arms and looks at me "You me in the kids tunnel?" 

Humming in response her eyes dance with a thousand sparkles and nods her head. "It's been so long let's go!" She goes to the end of the glass lined wall and there is the entrance on the ground to go to the tunnel where you can pop your head up and look into the exhibit. She bends down in her boots, suit she does not look like she should be crawling on the ground let alone me also, but fuck it. I'm gonna cherish this moment with her living freely. She starts  to crawl through, bend down and get in behind her. As I do she is already halfway to the peep hole to look up. I move my eyes to look at the side of the wall as I make way behind her to be respectful. It isn't mine to look at. Okay, okay I may peak sometimes.

The tunnel is lit with purple and blue lights. It is very calming, and reminds me of our starlight. No starlight, Yoongi. When she gets to the part to look up she sits down and her head is poking up through the top, but not fully waiting on me to sit with her. She is glowing the way the lights cascade on her face makes it feel like home, it's reminding me too much of my utopia when I see her in it. It all feels like a trance looking at her with the little smile she has on, reminds me of the little girl running through here too short to look in the peep hole and I had to sit down and lift her up to see. 

"Yoon come here" motioning with her hand, I sit down next to her. “Oh you don't need help looking anymore I see how it is.”  

She laughs “I haven’t needed help for years thank you.”

The face she has on speaks so many words she is happy this is so different then that shy girl looking at herself in the mirror earlier.  "I'm here, now how about you go up and take a look at em." She nods her head and smiles, getting on her knees she pokes her head up and I hear a small "woah" come her. I can't help but smile as this woman I have watched grow up. The shy not confident girl who always needed my sister to be the other half that kept her going to be that half of her that she wasn't and now she doesn't have her. Maybe I can be that for her.  I hear her talking and it takes me out of my thoughts "Yoon you gotta see them." 

"Okay, okay but you gotta get out so I can" she sits back down and I poke my head up. It's cute how close they are in the pocket of their parents keeping them safe from the unknown. It's fuzzy and small. "It's adorable, Vi." taking my head out, she is sitting there with her knees to her chest and in the corner of the tunnel "Hey Yoon, can we stay here for a little bit?" 

Sitting down next to her in the very back of the tunnel, Luckily it's a slow day and little to no kids are here. "Of course we can do anything you want." Looking at her under the lights, her wide eyes are pleading with me like she wants to tell me something. "Hey, Vi wanna tell me something?" She nods her head, but moves it to rest on my shoulder. 

"You may want a fix for this one" she sighs and reaches into her pocket and grabs out a lollipop, passes it in my direction. I take the lollipop if she is tellin' me I'm gonna need it, I'm gonna need it no doubt. As it hits my tongue the sweet bursts in my mouth shutting my eyes for a second taking in the sweetness in all of its glory. I go to my utopia for a second, unlock the door and step in. She's there waiting for me with a stupid fuzzy blanket and a smile. Like a ‘welcome home.’ Been gone too long that's for sure. 

Sweet. Sweet. Pineapple. 

Her sweet voice brings me out of my solace in my mind, I need to lock the door. No chain it up forever but I can't stop. Everyone needs something right? Mine just so happen to be my utopia that she has invaded. 

"C-can I hold your hand?" the  smallest of voices I have ever heard from her. 

"Oh yeah? You wanna hold my hand, You admit it? Of course VI it's always empty for you." taking her hand in my hand pulling it to my side. We're both sitting here with our knees up to our chests, her head is on my shoulder, her outer arm pulled to my side. Our hands connected, not just pinkies. 

"I'm gonna tell you, but pinky promises you won't get mad, hate, or look at me differently." 

I'll always promise her anything she needs even if it burns me from within. Thank god I took my meds is all I can think. I take a bite of the lollipop, chewing  on it, relishing the taste. 

Unclasping our hands, it suddenly feels cold without her, Putting the lollipop stick next to me on the floor. Closing my fingers besides my pinky I'm ready to kiss the fire and never look back. She takes a deep breath and clasps her pinky around mine, Slowly moving her face to kiss her thumb. "Then same for me, Vi" as she kisses her thumb. Once she does her seal I move forward pressing a kiss on mine. 

"Pinky" "Swear" 

Touching our thumbs together and looking each other in our eyes searching for answers on both sides. Her lips are part and she is looking at me like I have answers she needs. Those same eyes I have seen a thousand times since we were young. "Would you like me to tell you something first, would that make you feel better?" She grabs my hand, nods her head and lays it back down on my shoulder. I don't think I could have told her everything I'm going to if I was looking at her eyes. I’m a coward I know. 

Here goes nothing. I'm going to tell her my deepest inner battles I fight, that she didn't know about. Taking another deep breath, my free hand I'm doing a coping technique touching my thumb to all my other fingers slowly to ground myself.  

One. Two. Three. Four. Five. 

"Violet, I'm gonna tell you something that only Ma, Pop, Hans, and my roommate knows." She is listening intently and nodding her head on my shoulder. 

"From the time I was young I was a difficult kid you know that. My moods change rapidly, high energy, unstable concentration, and irritability. Well once I hit fourteen that's when the hallucinations started,  I tried to end it for the first time. You remember that camp they told you I went to that Summer?"

She hums in response, squeezing my hand as in reassurance. I take another deep breath. 

"Well then I was admitted and diagnosed with bipolar type one, little did I know I was in and out of manic episodes my entire childhood and when the hallucinations starts it got too much, Vi I wanted it all to stop. Yeah I have loving family, friends, and you but to me it wasn't worth living through those.  I felt foreign in my own body, with that I started to get help I refused at first and which is why I admitted on and off.  I bet you can think of all the times I was gone. That's where I was." 

She squeezes my hand and it feels clammy. I tense up and shut my eyes. Yes, ground yourself Yoongi, that's what you need. Breathe.

In and out. 

One. Two. Three. Four. Five.

 Opening my eyes. I'm with Violet and I'm safe with her, nothing is going to get me. Only I can. 

"I know you're probably mad at me for never telling you, but I'm doing my best. I didn't wanna tell you where you already had so much going on, Vi. I know it doesn't make any excuses. I have been stable for a while now. You can probably guess that, because when was the last time I went away for a while? Mhmm? About three years ago. I need consistency and Jin my roommate does that everyday at our apartment, honestly couldn't make it without him. He even stopped me mid-attempt three years ago." 

Hearing a little gasp she registered that it wasn't that long ago. "But don't worry I go to all my appointments, therapy weekly, and take all my meds. I'm on the right path Violet and you're the main reason I want to be strong enough for you. I have always liked you more than my friend Violet, more than just my sister's best friend. I know you fight your own demons so I hope you can accept mine"

I hear her take a deep breath, and she turns to me looking me in the eyes.. Hell no I couldn't have told her looking into those eyes, they are glossed over a tear threatening to fall and she blinks at me. She lets go of my hand, oh no did I go too far? Maybe I should have kept it in. She gets on her knees in front of me and taps on my knees, I crisscross them. She fucking climbs on top of me and sits in my lap. Nope we have never been this close but it's making me feel better.  She wraps her arms around me, looking at my chest nodding my head knowing what she is hinting at. She lays her head on my chest. "I'm sorry, I know I'm heavy" I lightly hit her back "Stop that Violet." she lets out a sigh. She isn’t fighting back about it and it's nice to know she automatically knows my thoughts about it. 

"I just want to tell you, I accept you and everything you come with Min Yoongi. I'm also sorry you didn't feel like you could tell me because of my own demons behind the scenes. I wish I could have been there for you, visit you, bring you snacks and a plushie to hold at night when you were away but there's nothing I can do about it now. Just know I'm here now and I will be. If you're ever struggling please tell me Yoon. Just please tell me." 

"Hey" backing away a little so I'm looking at her eyes and she is tearing up, I can't handle it if I make her cry. "You were there more than you know Violet. You remember you would text?" she slowly nods her head to me in response. 

"You know Hana would read those texts to me over the phone when she would call and check in. I remember this one time you got mad at me, because I wasn't answering about your trip to see Lewis and you sent a picture of you sticking your tongue out. Along with the photos you took that day. I had Hans tell me everything about the pictures in all detail down to your little rosy cheeks. You were consistent when I was in there without you knowing Violet. Also it was good to not be asked 'how is therapy' 'are you adjusting' 'how is the medication' it gave me a sense of normalcy" 

"Wait so I was there even though I didn't know, Min Yoongi you let me be mad at you for two weeks! Two weeks! Because I thought you didn't wanna talk to me and you hated Lewis." she is crossing her arms and pouting now at me. This is what I miss. Fuck she is the one for me after telling her all that she is still herself.  

Putting my hand over my chest and acting it up "Ahh I can't believe you would think I would hate Lewis he is my son after all." she squints her eyes at me and sticks her tongue out at me. 

"Since when was he your son?" 

"The moment I set my eyes on you, He was ours even if he wasn’t hatched yet.  Also don't stick your tongue out at me or I'm gonna have to show why you shouldn't"

"Huh and why shouldn't I?" 

"Vi, it isn't the time okay." 

She understands what I mean by this, and just gives me a hug. I take a deep breath. I did it with the one person who I wanted to tell for so long and she accepted me. Hell even made me feel normal, not worried how I can be or what I can be like towards her. Even though I never have been with her, always distancing myself when I got bad, and had an episode. 

"Can I tell you about what you saw Yoon?" 

"Of course Vi, I'm here to listen always." I rub her back, she nuzzles into me to get comfortable to tell I guess she can't look at me either while we're both cowards hiding during our most vulnerable times together.

Violet Pov:

Here I go something I never thought I'd be telling him, rather anyone take it to my grave.  I take a deep breath in and after what he just told me it's time to let him know everything that he didn't see for all these years. I didn't want him or Hana to worry about me. They were my escape from this life and I couldn't do it without them. So I just wanted to keep those parts of me separate for as long as I could, yes they know my story but they didn't know what was always happening in the moment.  

"You still pinky promise Yoon?"

"Of course I'll always keep a pinky promise, it's the most important promise Vi." 

I scoot on him a little more, thinking I weigh a ton. I'm probably squishing him, but at this moment I feel like I can let the boundaries slip just a little bit. Let my mind rest for a second. He has his arms around me and his cheek pressed against my head. 

"I don't want you to be mad at me that I didn't tell you or Hana okay?" He hums in response and gives me a squeeze like an "okay" when we're riding.  Taking one more deep breath preparing myself to tell him everything, at least we're in my safe place but I think it's turning into more because of him. 

"You know how after dad was sentenced the town excluded us and wrote us off like we died with him when he went in. We both were fighting a battle on the inside and outside. So that's when we moved out of the city and you too always found a way to come see me and you even picked up in the mornings to ride the bus with me so I could go to the same school as you both. I can't believe you did it. You must have woken up so early everyday for me." 

He gives me a squeeze and I feel a kiss on my head. "And I'll do it all over again Violet." This is a lot for me. He knows some of this already. I need to give all details without holes, but everything in me is telling me to run, he’ll react just like how any other person would. It takes me back to how everyone looked at mom and I after the fact.  I Even changed my last name so I didn't get looked down upon in court because of my father's case. 

"Once we were out of the town, yes I saw you and Hanna everyday but what you both didn't didn't see was mom struggling to keep a job because she kept being harassed that she still loved my dad because no one believes he was framed for the crime. Mom and I relationship distanced as she filled all her time with trying to find an out for him, trying to find stable jobs she turned to using any man who would fulfill the need she wanted whether it be money or filling the void. So when I would get home you both never came in. I wouldn't let you all make my excuses because there was always a different guy." 

"Violet, tell me right now no one ever touched you." he demands, his voice harsh. I know it's because he is protective. 

I don't say anything and continue with what I was telling him. 

"So that caused me to-"

"Violet rose." he pulls away from me and is looking into my eyes. "Tell me." I nod my head and give him the answer he is looking for. 

"Who the hell are they? Tell me right now. I'm gonna kill those bastards." 

"No use Yoon, it's too late and no idea where they are, hell they probably didn't even use their real name. They could be dead for all we know a lot of them are drug addicts." 

"Why? Why didn't you tell us?" 

"Well you know they always told me they were working on the stuff for dad so I didn't wanna stop any progress, but they weren't helping I was just naive.” 

"You weren't naive. You were a child for fucks sake. "

"It is what it is. I have accepted it, Yoon. So with that all happening when I wasn't in class with Hana the other kids would bully me and call me names fat, ugly, murders daughter, devil's spawn, and many others but I didn't tell you because you both didn't need more trouble from me. I fell into a hole of feeling worthless and it was spiraling. To feel anything I hurt myself anyway I could hide it because the only other time I felt was when I was with you or Hanna. So when I was home it was a cycle come home see who was there that day and hope I was lucky, if I wasn't lucky afterwards I was make sure I felt something to know I was still alive and not in a time loop that it felt like." 

A tear drops from my eye and it rolls down my cheek, he catches it with his thumb.  Wait I was looking at him the entire telling him and I didn't even notice fuck. I'm doing it again when I black out thinking about it. "Violet. Baby, why did you let yourself go through this alone. I would have been the first person to step in." 

"You both were my escape and I didn't wanna bring you down with me into this hole because that hole was never ending." 

He pulls me in and hugs me so tight that I feel the air being sucked from within me. It feels like forever since I've hugged this tight. When was the last time I had one this tight? When I got the last hug from dad. And he told me. "Run whatever you do whenever there is something after you, you run Violet don't wait for it to catch up to you" and that's what I have always done. 

"Well I'm never going anywhere you got that? I'm here for you and I wish I could have been there for you and even if I was dealing with my own stuff I would have been there in any form I could have been. I know Ma, Pop, and Hans would have also been there you know they see as their own" nodding my head yeah they have always been there for me but also they don't need another problem to deal with now that i know the behind the scenes stuff they were dealing with Yoongi. 

"After that point it was a repeating cycle and when I was in high school and you were no longer there, hell in college you even came and took me by bus to school told Hanna to get more sleep, you were the only consistent thing I had so why would I bring that into my hole and just get wrapped up in the loop I thought. When I moved out with Hana in senior year and we both got jobs and we finally got the okay to move out I didn't get to option honestly a month prior I was told I needed to be out so I had to get a grounding on my life and the loop I was in." 

"Wait you didn't move out because you and Hana both wanted out" shaking my head and giving him the answer. 

"I figured out I wanted to help people like dad, found the path I needed to take to get there even though I know I won't ever get him out. We have done too many trials and appeals. He doesn't want to try and gave up hope, you know that. So I got out of the loop with mom which was a start but then it spiraled to when I was alone the things they said during, ya know..would eat me alive and I needed to feel alive to make sure I was living." 

"Violet, look me in the eyes when was the last time." He places his hand on my cheek and looks at me with the softest eyes searching for answers. 

"The case that reminded me of dad." that wasn't long ago I just closed the case and won. It felt euphoric to win and prove his innocence. He got to hug his son not in shackles like I wished mine would have ended that way. I’ll live through that little boy.  That night I went home and needed to remind myself I was alive in the real world.  

"That was but only a few days ago, that's why they felt rough and bumpy, they are healing." he places his hand on my thigh and rubs it lightly over my pants.  

Giving him a nod and he looks at me like I’m as light as a feather about to fly away in the wind. "But it's okay before that it was months actually, being with you makes me feel alive Yoongi. I haven't needed to because anytime I would, you would be at my door, texting, or even taking me out. You saved me from myself without knowing, making me feel euphoria, grounding me to this earth." 

He grabs my hand and pulls it up and places a kiss on it and looks up at me "I'll always be here Violet, but promises me no more you'll call me. Text me. Hell wake me up and you know how much I like my sleep." 

Lifting up my pinky to show him I'll do it. He looks at me and I see they are teary, raising his pinky and clasping it with mine. 

"Pinky" "Swear" 

Sealing it with a kiss and pressing them together it's the closest I'll ever get to kissing him. He needs someone strong, someone to bring out the best in him all the time.  I'm not that for him I can't be when I'm fighting my own battles. I need to be better before I can be that for him.  You can only be that for someone when you're at your best.  

"I have one more thing to tell you." 

"What is it, Vi?" 

"So the company party is uh don't get mad at me.. um a goodbye for now party, because six months ago I was at all low and I felt like I needed to run away. I didn't know any of this would happen between us but I'm moving to another branch that's seven hours away and also got in touch with a counselor there to help me. I plan to come back in a year or so. I just wanted to get my footing and try to gain some control before it took over. You honestly have been saving me while waiting for the move" 

He is looking at me with no emotion. It looks like he shut them off, his eyes are black and his grip tightens on my thigh. I see the tears wanting to start but he's holding them in. I know I did something hard for the both of us but I ran the only thing I have ever known. "You mean you- You're gonna be gone for a year after all this? Violet I don't wanna grow apart, I wanna grow with you."

"Just think of it as my own summer camp" placing my hands on his cheeks and giving me a small smile. 

"Yeah your own summer camp, but this time I better get replies since I know you can answer me." 

Leaning in and wrapping my arms around him and giving his a tight squeeze "You better give me Lewis updates mister pineapple, I'll be waiting." 

He laughs a little bit and gives me a tighter squeeze. "How could I forget my son I gotta get him his lettuce if his momma isn't gonna be here." 

I pull away and wipe my own tears. I know I'm about to wanna run from what I'm gonna say but if now isn't the time then when is it? "Min Yoongi, you are my universe so please just wait a little bit while I'm working on myself. You know how fish migrate to high levels of water when theirs is too low. Just think when I no longer have any more water left in me I'll migrate back to you Yoon. After all, we're fish in another universe. I love you." 

He gives me a smile and pulls me in and places a kiss on my forehead "Yeah we're fish Vi. I love you more than life itself. Fuck it feels nice to say it finally." he sighs, places his forehead against mine and takes a deep breath. "Looks like I'm gonna have to make the second prom the best one yet huh? If my little fish is gonna be gone for a little bit." 

Humming in response this one time I'm gonna let myself enjoy it and be free no longer hiding and running. This time I'm gonna run into it at full force for the man in front of me. If he can make himself better than I can, it only took me years to get there.  

"And my big fish is gonna be okay? Right." 

"As long as I get my updates and how you're doing, I'll make it Vi. If it means some time away to  know you're doing better, getting to a better place. I'll be here always waiting. I'll be here waiting to give you the water you need. Now let's go tell Lewis momma finally accepted dad." Yoongi places his finger on his lips and makes a shhh sound "He's been waiting for years for momma to finally accept it." 

Hitting his chest and laughing with him "Min Yoongi have you and my son been plotting against me?" he gives me a shrug, his right side of his lip moves up smirking, rolling his eyes to look in another direction other than me. I grab his face in my hands and look at him "Violet, I don't know how much longer I can hold back, don't hold my face like that." 

"Then don't hold back Yoongi"

 Yoongi is fighting an inner battle with himself after she says it and thinks fuck it. I have waited this long. It's time I finally do it in the real world, not his utopia. 

I hear him mumble "fuck it" and he pulls my hands down to my sides  and his left hand grabs my cheek, his right grabbing my neck and he locks our lips. We both lose ourselves in the kiss. He pulls me closer to him and I feel like I'm in another universe. Yeah I'm in a different universe that has to be it and I pinch my thigh, nope we're here right now and I'm kissing my childhood crush. His teeth swipe over my bottom lip as he pulls away we're both breathing heavy, eyes locked on each other.  He is the first one to say something. "Fuck you don't know how long I have waited for this. Violet, you're the one I have always wanted." 

"You could have had me, but I don't know if I'm the one for you."

"Don't you dare fucking say that, you're the one who gets me up in the morning, take my meds, go to therapy, and eat.  God violet! You don't see it but everything I have done has been for you. I love you okay?! So just let me love you and accept it!" 

My lips part and I'm looking at him. I don't know what to think, like someone actually wants me? I give him a small nod. I have no words, no one has ever truly wanted me for me so right now I don't know how to react. He notices this and pulls me into a hug and rubs my back. "I'm sorry I raised my voice I- I didn't mean to. I just can't stand you not accepting something so good for the both of us. Clearly we both have been running from it so this time let's not run from it until you leave." 

"Okay, this once I won't run but in the end if I run it's my instinct." 

"You can run all you want after the party.  I'll forever be chasing after you." He kisses my head and lingers there for a minute before I feel his lips move on my forehead. "Now let's go, Vi it's almost closing time and we have to stop by Lewis again and bubbles" 

“Mhmm we can’t forget to say bye.”  getting off him, turning to crawl out of the tunnel and as I stand up I see him coming out looking the other direction to not be looking at my ass he really is the right one for me huh? Min Yoongi, my best friend's brother. 

He smiles as he stands up holding out my hand to wrap around his pointer finger and look up at him "let's go my big fish."

They say only a broken heart can understand a broken heart so maybe he is my other broken heart.

Thank you for reading. ₊˚⊹♡

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[adoringhaikyuu]

wait omg i love ur stuff, can u mayyybe do one of the “they think you’re pregnant” ones for terushima, iwa, suga and ukai ?? <3

THEY THINK YOU'RE PREGNANT | 4

characters: iwaizumi + sugawara + terushima + ukai + (gn!reader)

warnings: none, but all of the boys are -for- having babies in this!!

notes: this is probably the last one of these i'll do + this has literally taken me so long (3 years) to find inspiration for the last 3 scenarios ahh

 part one / part two / part three / part four

iwaizumi feels like you're hiding something from him. he doesn't know how to explain it, call it his intuition. but he feels like there's something you're not telling him, and for some reason––aka oikawa, he thinks you're pregnant.

"well if you ask me, iwa-chan, it sounds like y/n might be pregnant."

iwaizumi almost choked on air when his best friend uttered those words. was it true? was he really going to be a father? surely you would have told him, right? why wouldn't you? did you think he'd react badly? did you not want to raise a family with him?

oikawa went on, knowing his friend would get too caught up in his thoughts if they stayed in silence.

"took you long enough anyway, i've been waiting to be your kids' favorite uncle." he waved a hand playfully, "and yeah you'll be wonderful parents too, i'm sure."

that made iwaizumi's familiar oikawa-induced scowl return, earning the volleyball player a half-hearted smack on the back of the head.

iwaizumi's gait slows as he walks into your bedroom, noticing you snuggled in the covers, on your phone. when you notice him you quickly smile and greet him, opening your arms for him to give you a hug and he absentmindedly obliges, his body working on it's own through muscle memory. just the sight of you has him feeling tingly and warm.

you can tell he's not fully there when he pulls away, an almost distant look in his eyes that brings a bubble of concern to your stomach. "are you alright?"

you place a hand on his cheek and he leans into it, tilting his head, his eyes cast down as he sits next to you and wraps his arms around your waist.

his voice is small when he speaks up. "you know you can tell me anything, right?"

you frown, "of course. why?"

you tilt your head to catch his eye and he finally looks up, a hesitant and somewhat fearful look in his gaze. it's not that he was scared that you were pregnant, no. it's that he was worried you wanted to keep it from him.

his hand subconsciously drifted closer to your stomach. "are you pregnant?"

you froze and blinked once, your hand dropping from his face in shock. you don't know what you were expecting but it wasn't that. "wh––no? haji i would have told you if i was. where is this coming from?"

suddenly an embarrassed blush rose to his cheeks as his eyes widened. "uh i don't––" he sighed and let his head drop down, his voice stooping to a mumble. "shittykawa."

you raised a brow, letting out a breath of laughter that brought a smile to his lips. "trust me when i say i would tell you before oikawa if we were having a baby."

iwaizumi nodded, wanting nothing more than to hide his face. so he did, playfully tackling you, the smile on his face widening when you let out a surprised yelp mixed with a laugh as he buried his face in the crook of your neck, wrapping his arms around you to hold you close.

you quickly melted into him, wrapping yourself around him, tangling your legs together in the bed.

his voice was partly muffled as he spoke up, "guess i'll have to tell crappykawa he won't be an uncle as soon as he thought. poor guy was excited too."

you paused, your hand mindlessly playing with his hair. "...i mean...maybe he could be."

iwaizumi's breath hitched and he raised his head to look at the sheepish smile on your face. "yeah?"

you nodded. "yeah." you shrugged, "i'm ready if you are."

his heart started to beat faster, swelling with love as he leaned in to give you a sweet kiss. "i've been ready, doll."

sugawara has had an extra pep in his step all day. he woke up earlier than you to use the bathroom and when he slid back under the covers, you spoke up in your sleep, mumbling.

"mm need to tell...koshi...bout the baby."

his eyes widened, heart rate picking up as he stared at you. should he wake you up? should he call daichi? he was too excited he didn't know what to do.

he kissed you on the cheek and turned on his side to watch you with a smile on his face. he started thinking about what life was going to be like with a mini you with cute chubby cheeks.

he ended up not being able to fall back asleep, so he got an early start to his day. when you finally woke up later, he had already pretty much had a full day, prepping to be the best dad and partner during your pregnancy. he stocked up on all your favorite snacks and ingredients for your favorite meals, along with a bouquet with your favorite flowers. he was also wearing your favorite outfit on him, his softest hoodie for you to cuddle into.

he also made your favorite breakfast, you realized as you walked into the kitchen, a loving smile growing on your face. "kou what's all this for?" you immediately walked into his arms, nuzzling into the fabric of his hoodie. you looked up at him with hearts in your eyes.

"just wanted to remind you how special you are to me, and that i'll always take care of you."

"aw baby."

"so uh is there anything you wanna tell me?" he looked at you hopeful, a smile on his face.

you perked up and his smile widened. "oh, thank you baby, really. you're so sweet to me." you squeezed him tighter.

his smile faltered slightly. "anything else?"

you tilted your head. "um, i love you?"

"i love you too babe." he laughed awkwardly, scratching the back of his head. "nothing uh...nothing else?"

your brows furrowed, an unsure smile on your face. "i don't think so?"

"you know you can tell me anything, right? especially if it's about us?"

"yeah of course i do. but i don't know what you're talking about?"

"the...the baby?"

you blinked. "whose baby?"

he blinked back. "...ours?"

"we don't have a baby...?"

"i thought...i thought we were having one?"

"...why?"

"you said...in your sleep this morning you said you had to tell me about the baby." he smiled, embarrassed. "and now i'm realizing you were probably just mumbling nonsense." he laughed. "sorry babe."

"aw kou," you pouted, both at how cute he is and how thoughful he is to have done all this for you. "you seemed so excited."

he kissed your cheek, smiling "yeah, but i can wait."

you bit your lip. "hm, well maybe...you don't have to wait that long? if you're ready."

he beamed at you, eyes tearing up, heart swelling with love for you. "i've been ready, love."

terushima was seeing signs everywhere. he had a strong suspicion that you were pregnant, and he always trusted his gut.

you'd been moody, clingy sometimes and then absolutely disturbed by his presence within a split second. and then there's the food––

"yujiii"

he came tentatively into the room, slightly afraid. "yes, my love?"

"i'm really craving the sushi from that one place we tried last time."

"the place all the way across town?"

you started to pout, tears forming in your eyes.

"no no no, hey hey, it's okay! we can just order, yeah?"

smiling, you nodded and beckoned him over for a hug. "thank you baby."

he came into your arms, basically sighing in relief. nuzzling into your neck, he mumbled, "this baby's really putting me through the ringer, but i know it'll all be worth it."

you stiffened and he immediately tensed, holding his breath. he didn't mean to say that out loud.

he tried to keep you close but you managed to pull back and look at him. "baby?"

"well yeah..." he looked down to your stomach and back into your eyes.

your eyes narrowed, your left one starting to twitch. "i'm not pregnant."

slowly, he started to back up, eyes wide. "oh–i just..."

"i'm on my period, dumbass!"

he almost tripped on the rug behind him and ran for the door. "i'm gonna order your food baby okay! forget what i just said!"

ukai wasn't a superstitious man. but something about his dream last night was making him think you were pregnant. mainly because you were pregnant in the dream.

he walked into the living room and leaned against the wall as naturally as he could, though he felt more awkward than ever for some reason, glancing at you on the couch and looking away again and again. how should he ask this?

"have you ever thought about what it'd be like if we had one of those little shits running around the house?" he cringed internally, probably not like that.

your brows furrowed in confusion, "you mean a dog?"

a flash of irritation crossed his face, moreso at the fact that he phrased his question so poorly. what was he thinking?

"n-no not like a dog. like...a little minion, you know?"

you tilted your head, even more confused. "a minion?"

he sighed, exasperated "yeah, you know. like...like a kid. our kid."

your brows raised in surprise. "oh––well..." you paused for a moment. "i mean, of course i have."

"i think you're pregnant." he facepalmed in his mind.

"...what?" you looked around, not quite knowing what to think.

he simply nodded, convinced.

"are you saying i've gained weight?"

his eyes widened in panic and he crossed the room in two steps, coming to sit next to you on the couch. "no! no, of course not babe."

"well...then why do you think that?"

"i uh..." he scratched the back of his neck, looking around. "i had a dream."

"a dream?"

"yeah." he looked at you, curious. "have you had any dreams recently?"

"not that i remember..." you looked at him weirdly, slightly concerned by your boyfriend's strangeness. "what happened in your dream?"

"you were pregnant."

you blinked at him. "okay..."

he simply looked at you like you should understand where he was coming from.

"and how did dream you react?"

he placed his chin between his thumb and pointer finger, looking up as he tried to recall. a small smile appeared on his face, "well, i was pretty happy, pretty sure i almost had happy tears." he laughed, almost fondly.

you couldn't help but let a little smile slip at your ridiculous boyfriend. "kei, did you ever stop to think maybe your brain's trying to tell you that you want a baby?"

his lips parted in shock as he looked back to you, eyes blank, blinking as his brain recalibrated. "well...huh, maybe you're right babe."

your smile grew, "i'm always right."

he rolled his eyes playfully, a smirk on his face. "yeah, yeah."

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[hysteria-things]

NEEDY, ARE WE? (part one)

read part two here

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: soft dom!chris x reader

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: a movie night takes an unexpected turn with your best friend.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: SMUT, swearing, making out, dry humping

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 349

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: wrote this blurb in twenty minutes because i’m so horny right now

enjoy🥰

the movie is long forgotten and muted, the light illuminating on the empty soda bottles and bowls of popcorn.

you don’t know how you got in this position; straddling your best friend’s lap with your lips smacking together. the sound your guys’ tongues are making is something you thought was only heard in porn videos. you’re barely kissing back because of how pathetically turned on you are right now, the spit coating both of your mouths.

palms resting on chris’ chest, you can feel his lips swollen against yours, red and plump from kissing for what… fifteen minutes now?

his hands rest on your hips that are rutting against his hardening cock, and god can you feel how big it is. the fabric rubs the bulge at just the right spot over your clothed clit. while you’re whining repeatedly, chris pulls away and drapes his arms over the back of the couch, smiling smugly as you practically get off on his boner.

“need you so bad chris,” you whine, his lips ghosting yours. he chuckles, his breath causing part of your face to become hot for only a second from the warm air. “you do, do you?” he whispers, the grinding of your hips becoming faster to the point where you start to bounce slightly.

“please,” you beg, eyes watering from sexual frustration. you’re so horny that your brain feels foggy, your heart beating fast in your chest from the adrenaline. “please, chris. i need you to fuck me.”

“you have a dirty mouth.” he teases, a choked sob leaving your throat. he’s genuinely surprised, though. chris didn’t know such an innocent girl could have such a filthy mouth.

moaning a little too loudly, he catches your lips with his and swallows your beautiful sound. “you know we can’t right now, baby. i don’t think nick and matt want to wake up to that.” he says with a smirk, tilting his head to the two brunette boys fast asleep on the couch across from you, not having a clue that you’re about to cum on their brother’s covered dick.

𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭!

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