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[katanaski-main]

Ngl..struggling , might open comissions or something soon because I want to get my kiddos the things they want.

[sunsetsimon]

any hc's you have about cuddling with simon? like is he big spoon or little spoon, is he even up for cuddling, etc..

(ur writing is the best, you should be so proud!!)

aa thank you so much <333 it definitely isn’t the best but i’m so glad you enjoy it!!! thats all that matters to me :)

☼ at first simon never initiates cuddling with you. he loves being physical with you, but for a while it never pops in his head to pull you closer or reach for your hand. as he gets more comfortable in the relationship he'll yearn for you more. being away gets harder, and all he can think about is being close to you.

☼ so as soon as he returns from his latest deployment he's on his way to your place. butterflies flutter in his stomach as he can see your front door, knowing you're waiting just as eagerly behind it. simon hasn't even fully made it up the stairs before the door swings open, a bright smile on your face that makes his knees weak, almost struggling on the last step. you step forward to hug him but you're taken by surprise as simon pulls you into his arms, squeezing you tightly into his chest. his heart pounds, thumping through to your yours in a race to explode. once he's showered and eaten he wants to spend the rest of the day on the couch, holding you while he drifts in and out of sleep.

☼ he prefers to be the big spoon, wrapping his body around yours and holding you tight against him. the feeling of you pressed against him brings so much comfort. he loves being able to run his hands along your body, lingering on your hips of course (he's obsessed). although he won't admit it out loud, he loves being little spoon. you're curled into his back, one arm draped over his side. it makes simon feel taken care of and protected when you hold him.

☼ but his favorite way to cuddle is when you lay on top of him in a plank position, resting your head on his chest. his fingers tickle your scalp, softly caressing as to not make it a mess. sliding his warm hands under your shirt, simon rubs your back, massaging lightly as he pushes the pads of his fingers into your skin. it lulls you to sleep quickly every time, not even able to realize your eyes are growing heavy until you're opening them an hour later. simon is passed out beneath you, snoring with his mouth half open. when you try to get up he jumps awake, his hands squeezing your shirt to keep you in place. his eyelids are heavy, struggling to stay up as he tries to watch what you’re doing.

you reach over and tap your phone screen, it’s nearly midnight, “let’s go to bed, si.”

simon sleepily nods, leaning into your small hand as you cup his cheek, a soft smile on your lips. heaving a deep sigh, he forces himself up to follow you to bed. plopping himself onto the mattress, falling asleep immediately as if he was never awake in the first place.

☼ he definitely comes to love cuddling, expecting a session with you every night, and don’t skip it or else he’ll be upset! he just wants to be close to you <3

[elizaleclerc]

Hi, could we please get something for Charles winning in monaco finally breaking the curse

this is perfect bc i was already working on this piece when the request came in so TY <333

the predestined ✤

charles leclerc x reader

summary: after many years as best friends, driver!reader is there for charles's first win in monaco

song: the chain by fleetwood mac

author's note: cried during charles's win obviously so ofc i'm gonna write about it! so happy for charles i'll literally remember that race forever. <333

word count: 2.1k

With a deep breath, Charles positioned himself behind the wheel of his car in the garage. A nervous energy pulsed through the air as everyone eagerly awaited the start of the prestigious Monaco Grand Prix. From your spot in the balcony with his family and friends, you could see the sea of faces in the grandstands. This was an annual tradition; ever since he had joined the ranks of Formula One racing, something seemed to go awry on this particular race day.

Four years ago in Monaco, it was your second season driving in Formula One alongside your best friend Charles. The roar of the engines filled the air as you pushed your scarlet car to its limits, weaving through the tight turns and tunnels of the famous street circuit. But then, a sudden jolt as you brushed the side of the wall, sending your car spinning out of control towards the barriers. Your heart raced as you fought for control, but it was too late. The impact with another car sent shards of metal flying and your body jolting violently within the cockpit.

Struggling to catch your breath, you tried to make sense of what had just happened. The world around you seemed to blur and spin as if you were caught in a whirlwind. The once clear sky now appeared hazy and distorted, making it difficult to focus on anything other than the pain coursing through your body.

Muffled calls from your team over the radio asking if you were alright echoed in your ear, but you didn’t have the ability to respond. Your senses were overloaded and all you could do was try to stay conscious as the world continued to spin.

Unbeknownst to you, flames had engulfed your car, licking at your helmet and suit. Red flags went waving, signaling danger on the track as fire marshals rushed to pull you out of the fiery wreckage. Their brave actions saved your life, freeing you from the burning prison that was once your beloved race car. Relief flooded through you as fresh air filled your lungs and cool asphalt crunched beneath your feet.

Your mind reeled as you processed what had just occurred. In an instant, everything could have been lost, but thanks to quick thinking and skilled rescuers, you were still standing. It was a stark reminder of the dangers of Formula One racing, but also a testament to the bravery and teamwork that binds drivers and their teams together.

The impact of the crash was so severe that it left you with injuries that would sideline you for multiple races that season. The ultimate decision to never race again weighed heavily on your mind, as the thought of even stepping back into a Formula One car filled you with terror. You often found yourself haunted by nightmares of the crash, each vivid dream bringing back the gut-wrenching fear and pain you experienced that day. The mere idea of getting behind the wheel again was enough to make your heart race and palms sweat uncontrollably. Even now, years later, the memory of the accident is still fresh in your mind, replaying itself over and over like a broken record.

The next year in Monaco, as Charles raced for Ferrari without you, he had a DNF. And another one the year after. It seemed that in the following years after your crash, Charles had nothing but bad luck in Monaco, and you partially blamed yourself for it.

You’ve been fiercely loyal to Charles, following him on his journey through the fast-paced world of racing. From the adrenaline-filled tracks of Monaco to the Formula One races across the globe, you were by his side every step of the way. As his best friend since childhood, he called you his good luck charm, and you took pride in knowing that your presence brought him comfort and confidence. The two of you used to spend afternoons zooming around karting, dreaming of the day when you would both be competing in Formula One and representing your home streets of Monaco. Memories flooded your mind, bringing back images of carefree days spent laughing and chasing each other around circuits, helmets bouncing with every turn.

From the first day you met, you and Charles were inseparable. Your bond was unbreakable, forged through countless shared experiences and deep conversations. You were always there for him, watching as he dated girls who only ended up breaking his heart. You felt his pain as if it were your own, but you couldn't bring yourself to express your true feelings for fear of ruining your friendship. You knew deep down that if Charles would just give you a chance, you could make him the happiest man on earth. But you guarded your heart, afraid of the consequences of revealing your love for him. Despite it all, your unwavering loyalty and devotion to each other remained constant, a shining beacon amidst the turbulent waters of young love and friendship.

So you stood in the garage anxiously as the five red lights went out and the race in Monaco began. Charles had earned pole, so everyone hoped he could stay first for the whole race. As the cars roared by, the tension in the air grew thicker. It was a difficult circuit for overtaking, and some spectators complained about the lack of action. But for Charles and his team, every second counted as they strategized and hoped he could maintain his lead until the end of the race. 

Even with the little action of the race, your body was riddled with nerves the whole time. You knew that Ferrari was not making any plans for a pit stop, as the two McLarens behind them were too close to Charles. You had faith that Charles could manage his tires well, but with 78 laps of racing, anything could happen.

As Charles completed his 50th lap, he expertly maneuvered around the track, his car gliding gracefully through the turns. With calculated precision, he would occasionally slow down, causing the pack of cars behind him to bunch up. You could feel the tension and intensity in the air as you watched from the sidelines. Having been in races yourself, you knew that at this point in the race, the tires were wearing severely and it was crucial to maintain control and avoid a mistake with the worn front tires. The smell of burning rubber permeated the atmosphere, adding to the adrenaline and excitement of the moment.

You clasped your hands, ignoring the cameras that would occasionally show your face on the big screen. Your crash and subsequent retirement from racing made massive media news, and your name was always brought up alongside Charles’s years later. 

It was lap 65, and Charles’s first win at Monaco was becoming more and more of a reality. You placed your head in your hands, refusing to believe that something that both of you had dreamed of for years might actually be real. At lap 70, a radio message from Charles popped up on the screen, “Tell Y/N that I’m bringing it home.” 

Tears streamed down your face, a mixture of overwhelming pride and joy. For years, you had witnessed firsthand the dedication and tireless efforts that your partner had put into his career in Formula One racing. The term "curse" had been thrown around by critics and skeptics, blaming your own past accident for his string of bad luck on the track. But in this moment, as he crossed the finish line with the checkered flag waving triumphantly above him, you knew that there was no curse to blame. It was his unwavering determination and relentless hard work that brought him to this victorious moment.

You could hear Charles's exuberant cries through the radio, his voice crackling with emotion and adrenaline. As someone who had experienced the thrill of winning an F1 race, you understood the magnitude of this achievement for him, far beyond what anyone else could comprehend. This win was pure euphoria, a testament to his unwavering passion and perseverance.

~

As you stood pressed against the cool metal barrier, your eyes were fixed on him standing tall and triumphant on the podium. The roar of the crowd was deafening, but all you could hear was the sound of your own heart beating in your chest as he caught your eye. A wide grin spread across his face, his eyes shining with excitement and pride. Despite the chaos around them, the two of you kept a steady gaze locked on each other throughout the celebration. And just before the three drivers uncorked their bottles of champagne and sprayed it everywhere, Charles blew you a kiss in admiration, making your heart skip a beat. It was a moment frozen in time, one that you would never forget as long as you lived.

You stayed in the paddock as Charles did post race interviews, just waiting until you could see him and give him the biggest embrace. You listened to his interviews, smiling to yourself over his sheer happiness and gratitude. While answering one question, your name was mentioned. “This win means more to me than any other win for sure, but it is not just mine. I have to share this win with Y/N, we’ve always dreamt of this moment for each other and this win is just as much hers as it is mine.” 

Tears of joy blurred your vision as you heard the endearing words spill from his mouth. As he finally returned to the paddock, you couldn't contain your excitement and ran up to him, throwing your arms around his broad neck. He lifted you up with ease, spinning you around in a blur of laughter and exhilaration. "We did it! We really did it!" His voice rang out triumphantly, echoing through the room.

"I'm so proud of you," you choked out, your voice trembling with emotion.

His hand cupped your face gently, his eyes never leaving yours. There was a momentary pause as he seemed to gather his thoughts before speaking again. "I couldn't have done it without you," he said earnestly. "And I want you to know...I love you.”

You couldn't help but let out a small laugh. The two of you had always been close best friends, and saying "I love you" was a common occurrence between the two of you. But this time, there was something different in the way he said it.

"I know you do, Charles," you replied, a small smile still on your lips.

Shaking his head, he spoke softly, for only the two of you to hear. "No," he said, his words filled with determination. "I mean it. I love you." Your smile slowly faded as his words sank in. This wasn't just a platonic declaration of affection - this was something more, something deeper.

"I told myself that if I won this race, I would finally tell you how I truly feel," he continued, his voice trembling slightly. "And I meant every word of it. I love you." Your heart swelled with emotions as his words washed over you, and your lips parted in shock. In that moment, surrounded by nothing but each other's presence and the sound of your beating hearts, everything changed between the two of you. And as his hand slipped into yours, you knew that this was only the beginning of something beautiful and true.

As a small smile spread across your face, you replied in a soft, breathless voice, “I love you too, I always have.” A surge of emotions flooded through you, almost overwhelming in their intensity. 

His grin seemed bigger than it was when he was on the podium, his eyes shining with pure joy. “Since I won, can I kiss you now?”

You eagerly nodded, feeling your heart race as his lips met yours. In this moment, all the stresses and worries of the past weeks seemed to melt away. It was just you and Charles, finally together after so many obstacles and challenges. The realization that he was now yours and you were his filled you with a sense of contentment and happiness like never before. You held onto him tightly, basking in the warmth and love that radiated from both of you.     

[moscnios]

Hello hello again!! I absolutely adore you work and your absolutely the kindest soul so I was hoping I could make a request for Kidd and Killer (or Corazon! Either blonde!) with a soft, fem! s/o? How would their personalities contradict?

✸  headcanons  %  with a soft fem s/o.

✸    characters! . . .  kid & killer.

✸    cw(s)! . . .  n/a. implied f!reader. no pronouns used. not proofread.

✸    notes! . . .  have never written for killer and never thought i would, kinda fell for him??? to be determined !! i feel like these are all over the place and long... but thank you for the love omg <333 MWAH , thank you so much for requesting !! <3333

with how loud and vicious kid can be most of the time sometimes, no one would have ever expected him to end up with someone as lovely and gentle as you

especially not when he struggled to ask you out and nearly embarrassed himself in front of the crew. he tries so hard to say “i like you” but it comes out as “you make me feel weird things”

he’s not... too well-versed in expressing himself through words yet. but the bright red blush on his cheeks was all you needed to know exactly what he meant

though he is definitely getting better at expressing himself

being with you, has made kid really open up and broaden his palate to new things he never thought he would be doing

evening walks on the beach in silence, you right by his side, holding hands

gazing up at the stars, forming your own constellations. you see cute things like hearts, while he sees a weapon of mass destruction...but he looks cute while pointing it out

staying in bed together cuddling. he LOVES cuddling. he’ll be big spoon yeah yeah...but he’s a little spoon at heart

any position where you can kiss his head is automatically one of his favorites

kid can be very crass and vicious most of the time. he will often rush into violence regards of the potential consequences

however since he started dating you, he has thought a bit more about conflicts that could lead to violence

more importantly, he thought more about conflicts that could lead to you getting hurt

at times, he will ask for your input. you’re like the angel on his shoulder

he can’t be as reckless anymore. he knows that you can take care of yourself, but the last thing he would want is him not being able to protect you

since you’re a gentle soul, he feels like he has to protect that bright light in you.

you are his firefly, he wants to see you continue to shine bright through the darkness of the night

while killer can be fairly arrogant, he is sweet to the core. killer absolutely adores you and has since the moment he first met you

your bright smile, your beautiful eyes full of hope, your kindness, your warm hugs that always made him blush underneath his helmet

he fell for you quickly, and he fell hard. he was in love damnit, you clouded his mother like no other

but he was reluctant to confess. he worried that he was a bit too rough around the edges for you, too on the wild side. in his eyes, you were too perfect for him, too gentle of a soul for his corrupted misunderstood one

he’s just a line without a hook

no matter how much it burns to keep it in, he’ll hide the truth

you will have to confess to him. even when you do, he’s quite shocked that you actually have feelings for him. he asks you if you’re serious quite a few times. it deeply saddens you that he doesn’t believe that you like him

“you like me? but i’m...” you don’t even let him finish his sentence, as you reassure him that he IS perfect just the way he is

since being with you, killer has grown more in touch with his gentle side and has been a bit more confident in himself

to the world he was known as the massacre soldier to the world. but to you, he was your doting boyfriend who was as sweet as candy

he comes to realize that you’re both not all that different, you just tend to emote differently

he is not huge on physical affection, but he often has an arm wrapped loosely around your waist, pulling you to his side

having you close by always soothes him

his go-to date spots are flower fields. much to your surprise, killer has an immense knowledge of flowers and their various meanings

you love listening to him talk about flowers, as he picks them and places them behind your ear or in your hair. while you stick flowers in the holes of his mask

lets you paint a snowdrop flower on the side of his helmet. when he is separate from you, he’ll take off his mask, allowing his fingers to graze over the flower and be reminded of who he is fighting for

[serickswrites]

hi omg!! i love your blog sm <333

would you be willing to write a part 2 to “right here right now?”

thank u sm!! u r awesome :D

Hello friend. I can definitely write this for you. Please enjoy!

Part 1

Warnings: blood, wounds, stabbing, bleeding out, unconsciousness, unclear character status

"HERO!" Sidekick shouted as they watched Hero collapse. They couldn't leave their position. Not until Villain was secured.

Villain smirked as they stared at Hero's body. "Guess one of us won't be walking away from this."

"Shut up," Superhero ordered, their eyes never leaving Villain. "Sidekick," Superhero said as they strode forward, "see to Hero. I'll handle Villain."

"What?" Sidekick turned and watched Superhero.

"I've got this, go help Hero."

Sidekick could see the worry and concern on Superhero's tight features. Sidekick could hear the fear in Superhero's voice. But they couldn't show it. "I can--"

"Go. Now." Superhero held their arm out towards Villain and the others. "If you even move so much as an inch, I will blow you all to kingdom come."

Sidekick hurried to Hero's side. "Hero! Say something!" Hero lay on their back, blood pooling around them. Their eyes were closed and their jaw was slack. And they didn't so much as move.

"Hero!" Sidekick dropped to their knees, their tights quickly soaked with Hero's blood. "Where are you--oh God!" Sidekick's mouth went dry as they saw the large, deep stab wound in Hero's side.

Sidekick rolled Hero onto their unwounded side. Hero flopped limply as Sidekick rolled them. Sidekick pressed two fingers to the pulse in Hero's throat. Hero's pulse was weak and thready. Sidekick pressed their hands on the wound, trying to stem the bleeding. "Oh God. Oh God. Oh God," they repeated as their hands were quickly coated with blood. "Please, Hero. Say something. Open your eyes. Hero!"

Hero didn't move. Didn't respond to the pressure. Didn't respond to Sidekick's words. They lay still, barely breathing, as Sidekick begged them to open their eyes.

"How bad?" Superhero called from where they stood in front of Villain.

"I can't stop the bleeding. I can't wake them up," Sidekick said, panic overlaying all their words.

"What did you do to them," Superhero hissed as they rounded on Villain.

Villain's smile deepened. "What needed to be done."

"Hero, please. Please. Wake up. Hero. Come on. We've won. You have to see. We've won. I need you. We need you. Please, open your eyes!" Sidekick sobbed, their tears dripping onto Hero's face.

Sidekick could hear Villain struggling behind them. Could hear the sounds of Superhero fighting. Could hear the screams and shouts of pain and anger. But they couldn't turn around. Couldn't move their hands. Couldn't do anything but press on the wound and beg Hero to wake. To stay.

"Please, stay with me, Hero. We need you. Right here. Right now. Please, Hero, stay," Sidekick sobbed as they heard Hero's shallow breaths stutter and Superhero curse loudly. Sidekick heard the sounds of Villain's retreating boot steps. But nothing was as loud as the silence that now emanated from Hero.

Tags: @crabofthewoods @kkaytspfan @itsjessiegirl1 @hopefullywritingahit @discordzero @silky-worm @st0rmm

[belit0]

Hello! I hope, you accept my request, although it sounds very strange. But can you maybe write about how Indra, Madara and Izuna react at seeing their lover crying in the bed after sex because they were too rough with them during sex and that they really hurt their lover? But their lover was too scared to tell them so they secretly cry. Can you maybe write how they will react to this and how they will try to make it up for their lover? I know it sounds very weird and it’s a pretty strange request, so you don’t have to do it. Love your blog btw!! It’s my favorite <333

Thank you so much for your beautiful words!! No request is weird or strange, this is a safe space for everyone to share their thoughts and ideas, so feel free to express yourself and ask for everything you want!

I'm a faithful believer about the Uchiha (all but Itachi) not having a fucking clue on how to communicate or talk things out in a grown-up way.

Some deal with it better (Madara), and others don't know what to do about it, consumed by their overwhelming feelings and unable to speak them aloud.

Indra

- What's wrong with her? It wasn't even that hard... was it? A little blood is normal... right? Yeah... it should be fine. If it turns him on it should turn her on too. Since when did (Y/N) become so weak? Should she not like his roughness and violence maybe she should have said so before, now Indra feels like an idiot and has no idea what to say about it. He won't sleep in bed with her tonight, but he'll stay thinking as long as it takes for the sun to rise over the horizon. It will take him days to touch her again, that will be his way of apologizing without genuinely saying it, but next time he will be softer about it.

- He will have no idea how to compensate her for it because he doesn't think it is necessary either. He understands the situation, but he feels insulted, and believes that if anyone should be compensated, it is him.

Madara

- Gasp. He first thinks he's hallucinating when hearing (Y/N)'s sobs, and struggles to find the source of the sound. When he realizes it's her, he forces her to look him in the eye and explain what's going on. It may not be easy to talk about it, but Madara needs to know, otherwise he won't be able to sleep. If she decides to explain, he will apologize profusely, and guiltily hug her while feeling bad for not noticing sooner. If she chooses not to talk, he will stay upset, thinking about what might have happened, trying to guess and getting grumpy in the process.

- He will leave flowers on her bedside table when she wakes up, and give her space throughout the day just in case, but he is ashamed to look her in the eyes after knowing he hurt her. The Uchiha can't bear to know he wounded those he loves.

Izuna

- Wow. I mean... what happened? Why the tears all of a sudden? If they had been fucking like this since they met... he thought she liked it? Of course Izuna feels guilty, but also deceived because (Y/N) never came clean about it. If she didn't like it, she should have told him so they could both find a middle ground, where they both enjoyed it on an equal basis. No need to put up with something she doesn't enjoy, or put him in the position of feeling guilty about it. The Uchiha will apologize, but he won't be able to talk about it because he doesn't know how to approach the subject. He will prefer to avoid contact in general, and if she does not decide to raise the issue, he will pretend nothing happened.

- He will not reward her, as he will ignore her until (Y/N) decides to confront him herself. Maybe it is selfish, but he feels like she has been lying to him, as though she was deceiving him since they met.

[glitch-karma]

HEYYYY! HOW ARE YOU??

Could you do smth about Ango, where his s/o picks him up out of his work chair, slings him over their shoulder (The s/o is pretty tall and physically strong) and takes him home. And when they take him home they feed him, bathe him and dress him in something comfy and just take him to bed and cuddle him. Just a motherly person tbh.

If you don’t like this or you don’t feel like doing this please feel free to disregard it. And if you do and up doing it I’ll probably be back! Anyways, have a good day/night!! <333

(I absolutely love your panty pfp btw)

✧One shot

✧Content/Cw's: Fluff, comforting the exhausted boy,

✧Includes: GN! Reader, Reader also works at the special ops, Reader is also taller than Ango(How?🤷) , Established relationship, Pet names, dirty jokes from reader

✧Notes: He really needs a hug man, took me awhile to do this cause I would get a burst of energy and ruin the sleepy vibes lmao

You released a sigh as you stretched out in your office chair. You'd stayed at the office for around an extra hour, but it was definitely time to go home. Coming in early and leaving late was a frequent reoccurrence, but today was super busy. Leaving everyone rightfully tired.

You released an exhausted sigh as you stood up and clicked the power button on your work computer. A yawn escaped your lips as you grabbed your work bag and flipped off the lights in your office. You walked a few doors down the hall, stopping at an opened office door that was familiar to you. "Angoo-"

You stopped as you peeked into his office. He'd already turned off all his lights, but he was vigorously typing in his computer still. A cup of coffee sitting right next to him that looked half empty.

You could faintly see the dark circles under his eyes as he typed quickly. He was definitely focused, but on the wrong things this late. A sigh escaped your lips as you set your bag down beside the door. "Ango." You mumbled, alerting him as he glanced up from his computer.

"Ah, dearest. I didn't think you'd be done with work so early." He said as he slouched back in his chair a tad. "Ango. It's 1 am." He looked surprised as he looked back down at his watch and sighed. "So it is.."

"It's time to go home, I'll pack your stuff." You say, reaching down and picking up his bag and putting stray papers and folders into it as he sat up. "Y/n, I really should finish this before-"

Before he could finish you already had both of your bags in your hands, walking over and sliding his desk chair back. He sat there blinking as you quickly saved and exited out every tab, then pressing the power button. "It's time to go home and eat a proper meal Sakaguchi." He stared at you in shock. "Well-"

Before he could get a thought out, he was scooped onto your shoulder. He struggled a bit out of shock as you positioned him better. "Let's go then." You spoke as you carried him out of the office. After a few seconds of walking, you could feel him ease up as he rested his head against your neck. You smiled in victory as you opened the glass door, walking towards the parking lot.

After securely placing him and your bags in the passenger seat, you hopped in the front and started making your way back home. "So, for dinner I was thinking I'd just make some rice and reheat that eel I made the other day. I know it's your favorite, not sure if it'll be as good reheated but eh, it's late." You smiled as you drove.

You couldn't see it, but Ango's face softened as he stared at you. It was funny how your voice and the way you talked could calm him so. Just a special skill of yours he guesses. "-and I swear I will cook again tomorrow. Feels like we've been having leftovers for days."

He chuckled as he rested back in the car seat. You chuckled as well as you pulled into the driveway. You yawned as you opened up your car door, Ango doing the same. You walked around, grabbing both bags again as you dug in your own for the keys. Before you could find them, Ango pulled out his own and unlocked the door himself.

You both walked in, you setting both bags in a separate room before slipping off Ango's jacket. "Go ahead and sit down. I bought some microwave rice so all I have to do is reheat the eel." You nodded at him as you headed to the kitchen. He watched as you walked away, a little awe struck. Even with your hair messy and your work clothes still on, you were gorgeous to him.

After a few minutes you walked back over and set down the two bowls next to him along with a small plate of cucumber strips. Sitting down and grabbing your own, you both began eating. It was quiet, only the sound of both of your chopsticks as you both enjoyed the meal together.

As both of your bowls emptied, you then stood up with a delightful sigh. "Alright. Now that our stomachs are full.." you spoke as you grabbed a piece of Ango's hair, which was slightly greasy. "We gotta do something about this."

Ango pushed up his glasses as you spoke, slightly embarrassed. You pulled back his chair, grabbing him under his arms and lifting him onto his feet. "Come on, bath time." You said as you grabbed his hand and led him to your bathroom.

He sat on the counter as you switched the tub on, closing the drain and watching it slowly fill. You grabbed a small bag of bath salts next to the tub along with a soap you knew he liked. Putting both in, you swished around the tub to mix it, before standing up and wiping your hand off as it filled.

"Alright, now strip." You said, looking over at Ango. His face exploded crimson as you spoke. You smirked down at him as you threw the towel to the counter. "It's not like I haven't seen it before y'know." You teased.

Ango looked away from you as he took off his glasses. "I know I know." He chuckled in embarrassment. You chuckled as well as you walked up to him. "Here, I'll help with your shirt. Just with the buttons." You said as you began un-buttoning each of the buttons on his shirt. He chuckled as he undid his tie right as you finished.

After, you put your attention back on the bath. It was almost full, but needed a few more bubbles. You walked over and put some more soap in as Ango finished undressing. You then stood up and turned the faucet off. "Alright, it's ready for ya An'"

You could see Ango melt as he got in the warm bath, his face softening. You smiled as you sat on your knees by the tub. You kissed his forehead as you leaned back, grabbing a scrub as you handed it to him. "Scrub all the work stress off your body. After your done I'll shampoo your hair. And condition it since it desperately needs it." You smiled at him as he took the scrub from you.

He laughed as you grabbed the shampoo and a cup. You waited a few minutes, making conversation as he washed the day off his body. After he finished you filled the cup up, dumping it over his head as he backed away from the water a bit. You smirked as you grabbed the shampoo, squirting it into the top of his head. Dipping your hands in the water first, you began scrubbing the shampoo into his scalp, which he seemed to be enjoying thoroughly.

After you finished his hair, you planted a few kisses around his face. Then standing up and begging to drain the tub. "Here, dry yourself off. I'll go get you some pj's," you smile as you hand him a towel. He smiles back as you leave the bathroom, walking into your shared bedroom.

As you walked back, you set the clothes onto the sink counter top. "Go ahead and get dressed, I'll change and meet you in bed." You said as you walked out of the bathroom.

When you walked back out to the bed, you saw Ango setting his glasses on the bed stand. You hopped onto the bed, releasing a sigh as you crawled under the covers. You then turned to the man beside you as he stared into your eyes. You smiled at him as you opened your arms. "C'me here."

He accepted the invitation as his head made contact with your chest. You chuckled lightly as your arms wrapped around him. You could feel his breath steady as it hit your neck. You slowly placed a line of kisses in his head as you stroked his back lightly. He sighed into you as he scoots closer.

"I love you my dear." He mumbled as you could hear the sleepiness in his voice. You kissed him once more as you pulled him even closer. "I love you too. Get some rest, alright? You need it." You said as your own eyes fell shut. The two of you enjoyed each other's arms that night.

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event | feb '23 blurb night

summary | steve dotes on you when your period's causing you pain.

pairing | bf!steve rogers x reader

warnings | reader's having period cramps, meds mention (ibuprofen), stevie is the cutest and i love him, tummy rubs hehe :'-), just soooo fluffy and cute and sweet <333

word count | 380

requested by anon | Have you done a period cramps hurt / comfort before? That would be so soft. Maybe Stucky comforting her? She always needs to be in one of their arms at all times. 🥺

an | this is such a cute idea, thanks for sending in sweet nonnie!!! hope it's okay i just went with stevie for this one, tbh i haven't been writing any seb liiike at all not even bucky so :^) here is sweet amazing wonderful perfect bf!stevie for you!!! with a guest appearance by bestie!sam hehe <333

Steve can't help but frown down at you in concern; you're clearly in pain as you writhe against him, struggling to find a position that's comfortable. "Here- let's use this, doll," he suggests as he reaches over and grabs a pillow to place beside him, easing your head down against it as he lays your midsection over his lap. Sighing at the small sense of relief the new arrangement brings, you wrap your arm around the man's own as he brings a gentle hand down to rub over your tummy. "There you go, good girl. Just relax."

Your gaze travels warily over to the generic white pill bottle sitting on the coffee table. Reading your mind, Steve asks, "Those kickin' in yet?"

"Not yet," you mumble, but you're not surprised. It was less than ten minutes ago that you took them- all you can do now is wait.

"You want me to grab you an ice pack? Or maybe warm you up something to drink?" the kind man offers as his gentle hand draws circles over your tender skin. Shaking your head, you turn a little to look at him better.

"Jus' wanna stay here with you, please," you request shyly. At your timid words, Steve's face softens with affection.

"Of course, doll. You don't even have to ask- gonna stay right here with you, darlin'. Wanna take care of my best girl." At the sight of you laying so unguarded in his lap, with your smaller arms wrapped around his, and big eyes blinking up at him so mildly, Steve can't cope with the thought of leaving you alone, not even for a moment. With his free hand, he reaches into his back pocket, pulling out his phone.

"What's up?" you ask with a raised brow.

"Just texting Sam, gonna have him run to the store for us. You need some chocolate, and something nice for a bath later. And- we're almost out of pain meds." Smiling at the man, you bring his hand up to your lips to kiss his fingers gently. Steve pauses to smile at you, rubbing your cheek lovingly. "Was gonna go myself, but there's no way I could leave you now. You're stayin' right here, young lady, 'til you're feelin' all better. Captain's orders."

[l8dyvenus]

PAC - What Do You Need To Let Go Of Before The Ending Of 2022?

NOTE: happy new moon & holidays! let your intuition guide you towards the right pile. but also know this is a general read, take what resonates, leave what doesn’t or just choose another pile. enjoy babies :)

-

PILE ONE

+ honesty & communication

reading:

(The Tower, 10 of Wands, 3 of Pentacles)

I think there’s a conversation to be had with yourself or someone else that you’ve been avoiding pile three. this will result in the ending of something that keeps you negatively attached. because you are not taking control of the situation and being real with yourself and others, you are blocking your blessings and that’s not something you want to end and start the year with. you are ultimately stressing yourself out for no reason, trying to hold on and make it work even though it has no plans to. you are being called to let go, be honest, speak your truth to get freed from the shackles that have a hold on you. do know that you are being divinely guided and led. there is nothing to be afraid of and you can fully surrender your concerns and worries. you don’t have to defend yourself, you spirit guides, gods, goddess, and ancestors are with you.

advice:

+ “don’t give up, you can do it!”

+ “get help if you need it”

+ “333”

PILE TWO

+ learning experience

reading:

(5 of Swords, The Magician, King Of Wands)

If you were stuck between pile one and two, you should read pile one as well because they have a few similarities. there’s a chapter that you seem failing to close out but you’re almost there. you have been facing challenges this past year, but they’ve been a real eye opening experience. there have been setbacks, tragedies, traumas, but you still managed to pull through. this isn’t happening to you, it’s happening for you. it’s shaping you to be more self evolved, pushing you to see what no longer serves you and what’s better aligned for you. despite all of that, you’re trying your best to stay positive and manifest all that you can. I’m hearing, you were tested this year to prepare you for your blessings next year. your confidence may be low, but you are doing anything in your power to overcome these struggles, so stand in that power, and take control. you are being asked to continue to do this. you are on the right path, don’t let any hurdles or distractions dim you away from it. you are the literal phoenix and alchemist. you are almost there, keep going!

advice:

+ “your luck is about to change!”

+ “there’s always set backs no matter what you do”

+ “take charge of whatever is going on in your life”

PILE THREE

+ opportunity & change

reading:

(The Moon, Ace of Cups, The High Priestess)

out with the old, in with the new. there are new changes on ahead on your horizon and they are coming in pretty fast, but you could be skeptical about how it may play out for you—or even happen at all. you are being called to surrender and let things fall into place itself. embrace in the unknown and don’t worry about what you can’t control. let go of your worries and fears because you know deep down things will be aligned in the right order for you. you already know what to let go of to not block your blessings. next year will bring great fortune to you, especially in terms of self and social love. It’s time to start thinking about what you want to change, what you can no longer settle for, and how you want things to be from now on. it’s your time to shine, so take advantage.

advice:

+ “humble yourself”

+ “pay attention”

+ “follow your calling”

PILE FOUR

+ surrender

reading:

(The Hanged Man, 10 of Swords, 2 of Swords)

there’s something you can’t shake. something you can’t get out of your head about which is causing you to withdraw and hold your station, but it’s no need. you could be stuck in the past or holding onto past hurt and traumas. you want to heal, you want to fully cut the cords but it’s hard to see past it. I’m thinking you need to do a cutting spell before the new year ends. pray for clarity and guidance and to be stripped from negative spirits. you can’t come into the new year still dwelling on the past when it needs your ultimate focus to help prepare you for the future. to release and relax. whenever you get the urge or that negative feeling of anxiety and worry, whenever you get those voices in your head speaking badly, say “clear cancel release.” it starts within your mind and they way you treat yourself. be compassionate towards yourself.

advice:

+ “expect the unexpected”

+ “silence is golden”

+ “if you want a fresh start, start fresh”

+ “doesn’t matter if you don’t like surprises, they are own their way”

[quailxcrossing]

4, 8 and 17 for RUNO...

and 24 for Goat because thinking of Runo makes me think of him inevitably.

HI NOA HIII thank you for the asks omg i am bouncing around so much <333

RUNO i am very excited to ramble about Runo!! one of my most special characters fr....

[4] How physically and emotionally affectionate they are? RUNO

(art by the asker, @/crystalcanis!! hi!!)

Ooo this is a good one. Physically, Runo is not very affectionate. He's pretty bad at telling when exactly is a good time to be physical- is this a time for a hug? does she want me to hold her hand here? is this weird? am i acting strange? is she embarrassed of me? are my kids? do they want me to hug them? He likes being physically affectionate just fine, but ohh the timing stresses him silly. he's gotten better at it over the years of being married (its been like 20 years at this point...) but still, he thinks that his brain just never installed that feature to know when touching is wanted. so! his family usually just meets him in the middle, and lets him know when they'd like his attention :3 they also ask him first if he's okay with it (sudden touch can make him jump) but Peony has learned his nonverbal tells for a good time to hug him, just after 20 years of marriage and all.

Emotionally affectionate, yes, always, all the time, this is a shorter answer because it's YES, he is constantly telling his loved ones he loves them so so soooo much, he never wants them to forget it, and he never wants to leave them alone without making sure the last thing he said was he loves them. :') . :''') . eee.

[8] How open they are about their true feelings, both positive and negative? RUNO

Runo has a pretty hard time shutting off his external emotional responses without completely shutting down his bodily functions, ie. shutdowns. He cries easily, gets overexcited easily, scared easily, and he shows it...so ! if there's something he doesn't want to show, he needs to physically remove himself and go calm down. usually it's not so bad, he wants to raise his kids knowing it's okay to be emotional; but if he gets TOO worked up, to the point he worries he's going to concern them, he goes away to cool down. he tries not to do this often. he is really really trying to build up a better mental fortitude!

all this this can be overridden if his kids are in danger, where his fear gets shoved aside for the sole desire to protect them, which is always stronger. just comes naturally when you're a good dad i guess

[17] What is their biggest struggle that no one around them is able to understand or believe? RUNO

ohhhh this is a good one......really been looking forward to this one. okay. the answer is simple. runo's incapability to maintain physical self-care. this is something that has gone all the way back to his childhood, and it was made worse by his upbringing, and then young adulthood, and the adulthood, to parenthood- it's been a problem his whole life. Runo has a really hard time taking care of himself in terms of hair maintenance, grooming, etc etc etc. he will stay in the same outfit for 4-5 days without noticing. he goes way too long without haircuts, and he's overrun with split ends and rat nests and he just can't deal with it. he can't cut his hair, even for a cleanup trim- but its state bothers him immensely. he just. can't. he doesn't know why.

he hates when people act like he just CAN- just take scissors to it! just remember to shave! just wake up and change your clothes- buy pajamas! he tries- he finds ways to work around things- i wouldn't say this is his BIGGEST struggle, but its 1000% the one that people never understand about him. all that stuff about your brother? oh that really sucks, oh man. your hair is a total mess? just wash it. lmao. if it was that easy, he would.

therapy. will help. but first. therapy. getting to therapy. oh god

annnnnnd SPEAKING of his BROTHER..............

[24] How hard it is for them to not allow their emotions to cloud their judgement? GOAT

near impossible. lol. Goat is completely ruled by his emotions, similarly to Runo, but unlike Runo, he has a hard time KNOWING when he's being clouded by his emotions. sometimes its good! when Goat is fiercely passionate, loyal, steadfast in his beliefs and sticks up for his friends no matter what- but he can also be reeeealllly selfish and difficult when seemingly "nothing" can make a mountain out of a molehill. he feels very intensely, and feelings cloud his judgment like he's a napkin in a hurricane. he's very fortunate to have friends who are willing to fish him out of the storm and set him right.

[prentissluvr]

OKAY SIBLING WINCHESTER THOUGHTS HAVE ARRIVED!!

like sam and dean with a younger sibling thats just a little bit closer to sam than dean??? like DONT GET ME WRONG PLEEK ☹️☹️🙏🏽🙏🏽 i love dean like so much but like sammy i feel like would be such a great big brother.

like younger sibling reader just always goes to sam first for comfort or advice or just to hang IDK but big brother!sammy 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

- alex💫

HEHE YAYYY

i mean... this is what i think about all the time because sam's my favorite! clearly lmao. i agree!!!! i think sam would be an amazing big brother. we see dean in that position a lot more (i'm talking in terms of side characters) because he has a very very natural older brother instinct because of sam. but if they have a younger sibling that they grew up with, then sam would have that naturally himself as well! he's also just quieter and more reserved so i think that plays into why we see dean acting as an older brother figure more to other characters as well. that, and they tend to be characters more aligned to dean in certain ways (like charlie and claire)

but! we also know that sam absolutely has that protective instinct, and he is a great great great older sibling (or parental) figure!! we totally see this with jack! sam's definitely better at trying to talk and figure out emotional things (not that he's great per se LOL) but he does try to help out jack, understand him, talk through things with him, and comfort him when he's having a hard time. especially when they first meet!

so i really really see a younger sibling who's closer to sam and goes to him more for advice because he's more willing to actually talk through things + gives good advice!! he's also comfortable being a comforter. he's always great at reassuring even random people when things are scary or difficult.

plus i can really imagine a youngest sibling who has interests and maybe a personality that's closer to sam! and they're likely closer in age, i imagine a two year difference! because that way, sam still wouldn't have memories of mary, along with reader, because people generally don't retain memories until about four. so that's definitely something that sam and reader would be closer over and they'd both feel that distance from john and dean. maybe reader tries to get out of the hunting life like sam did! and sam helps them <3

also!! i think a lot a lot about half-sibling!reader who by some circumstance has to stay with the boys after meeting later in their lives. and i think they'd end up closer to sam as well, once again, especially if their interests and personality align closer to sam's. generally, sam gives people a chance quicker than dean, so they wouldn't have as rocky a start. and sam would also be very aware that reader is likely struggling a lot to adjust with living with them and this life.

and this is assuming that reader grew up decently normal, so they're more likely to notice that dean sometimes does some really fucked up or not normal things (not that's sam's normal either LOL but.... sometimes dean does shit and i'm like.... huh. maybe don't.) anyways! i just think it would be easier for someone a little more normal to get closer to sam LMAO

and yeah i'm just super obsessed with older brother sam <333 i think he'd be the best!! dean's amazing, especially when reader needs an escape or the likes, but yeah! sammy <3333

TYSM FOR SENDING THIS IN MY LOVE <333 i really hope to write more winchester sibling fics soon <33 i have a few ideas brewing <3

[skayafair]

I need to confess how much I love g3 Twyla <333 In G1 I liked Lagoona the most, but G3 Twyla is so relatable. She's sweet and quiet but has inner strength, loves books, her struggles are familiar, and she's autistic. And her design is just the best, with my favourite colours, too! She's my comfort character now.

I think Twyla would love space. And long sleeves. RH Emi Vanda's clothes fits her surprisingly well!

I made her a quick temporary apron dress before an actual good one (because I hate tight skirts and don't want to damage her shorts by the sitting position). Also I think out of all my dolls she and Amelia (Emi) are the ones I restyle the most because they are so much fun!

She's my favourite now and took her place at the head of my bed to keep my dreams interesting <3

I also figured out that with the right hairstyle her earplugs stay firmly in place and was happy about it! I'd leave them there at all times if I could 'cause the room is often noisy 😅 but if her hair is down they won't stay there unfortunately.

Since Neon Frights come without a bracelet I'll try to make it myself.

Also Twyla is the first doll which made me understand why people buy different releases of the same character. I love this one, I truly do, but after I watched Twyla's clips from the series and her music videos (Out of the Shadows, it made me cry because of how relatable it was!) I can't help wanting the creepover one, too! They are so different and I like both so much :< If I ever have the chance, I think I'll get her, too.

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[bredforloyalty]

hey every time i log onto this website and read ur posts, i relate so heavily to your personal intertwinement with the story + characters and i absolutely understand your perception of R&M cuz? i always saw it as an encapsulation of the cycles of abuse especially through generations within family? and when i try to explain that to other people like irl or w/e while watching it theyre like wat .. so i UNDERSTAND where ur coming from and i FEEL bad that u get embarrassed or w/e (altho i deal with those feelings too?) basically just trying to tell you you are HELLA seen and far far from alone

🥺🥺🥺 THANK YOUUUU i appreciate that..... mayhaps a certain type of childhood or family life primes a certain understanding of rnm and an investment others don't always have. it's a factor that plays heavily into connecting with this series for sure.. many of us (fans. or whatever) are like this, like it is that deep for us but even to those people, i can scarcely relate. because most of them have this umm desire to see the wrongs righted and to be comforted by the show and then the writers notice that and then i don't feel that rick's change of character is gradual enough and involves enough sacrifices and struggle and lol you get the idea!! i like tragedies, i prefer to be hurt by my shows, that's the type of comfort i need. i digress.. but the point is, often i feel like a minority in here, thanks for taking the time to tell me you relate and you understand <333

also hmm i feel like within the group of fans that are dedicated and care about the future of this show, very few are in it for. comedy. or cool sci-fi moments? or maybe more like, all of the dedicated fans are dedicated to the story and the characters and definitely not to the old structure of rnm that allowed it to be an endless fun machine. at some point you have to make the stuff that happens count and affect the characters so people have something to come back for, so the episodic format could not have been maintained, not with the sudden widespread interest in the show. the new direction, the sincerity and drama and addressing canon and letting the characters grow Are for us, those who ended up caring! but i'm still embarrassed about caring, in my worse moments, i can't help it :P the writers even went out of their way to make fun of us for our investment in s4 and 5 and since it's popular, i see many casual viewers around who simply don't care that much. and are just here for a laff. that's weird to me!

and, the new direction puts me in a weird position because i did love it for the dysfunction and the angst, that's an integral part that needs to be featured predominantly in my opinion to make the hopeful moments really hit (and it's prominent in my family too HYDHBY so that would just feel more realistic for me and satisfy Me personally)

maybe i'm just concerned with what upcoming seasons are gonna do because if we have a long way to go until the end, i would have preferred if they took more time with the overarching storylines of seasons 1 through, idk, 3..... and just generally approached the previous seasons with very slow character development in mind, but character development for sure. if they were more deliberate about it and didn't have an "oh shit we have expectations to live up to now and loyal fans to satisfy. but we don't wannaaaa.. don't tell us what to do :'(" crisis in the middle of it lmao. i don't have a fundamental problem with betterment arcs, i'm just not sure this will be done right in the particular instance of rick and morty

i'm also just pondering the different subsets of viewers now and how conflicted the show has seemed (in the past. i wouldn't apply this to s6) about what it wants to be... and thinking about all the ways my affection for rnm could be misunderstood 😔 the worst "fans" have been the loudest, they didn't exactly give us a good name lol, but this is personal for me so i can't just stay away or keep silent (duh!) so i oughta consider the public perception. and perceptions are super varied! it's another one of those shows that isn't a show, it's popular enough and inconsistent enough to be a phenomenon. so inevitably i will be embarrassed, it means so many different things to different people and i care. i care very much

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