#stormfated

[aeternxm]

@stormfated asked: “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”  for eito ( prompted | accepting! )

but it has to be him, doesn't it? if it wasn't eito carrying the weight of the world, then who would? people deserved to live their lives without fear or worry ; to live a life filled only with joy and love, that was the end goal, right? but it wasn't feasible, not really. eito couldn't save everyone, he was no miracle worker - but all he'd done from the time he was little was take on everyone else's problems. back then, it had been unwilling but he hadn't known any better. his mother, despite her best efforts, was still grieving the loss of his father - she grieved for him even now. eito had been made to grow up far too quickly, to be that strong support for his mother when no one else had been able to.

he'd only ever tried to do his best ; but his presence alone was enough to set his mother off sometimes. eito looked too much like his father, parts of his personality shone through that reminded his mom too much of takeshi. eito had struggled with that his entire life and fought harder than ever to support his mom wherever he could in the hopes that she'd look past the parts of him that reminded her of her late husband and instead see eito.

her son.

but, like everyone else in the world, his upbringing had molded him into what he was today. those feelings of helplessness as a child had translated into this desperate need to fix everything, to carry people's pain in the hopes that it would somehow make everything better.

the fact that rayne is able to see through him so easily, to see that side of him that he'd thought he'd so meticulously kept hidden is a surprise, an uncomfortable one at that.

she's getting too close now - eito knows it too. it's best for everyone if he leaves, he thinks. eito cannot afford to let someone get so close to him, he can't afford to have someone worry about him like this. that was his role, wasn't it? to care for others? it didn't matter if he was suffering or in pain. so long as those he cared about were okay, he would take on that pain a million times over.

such was in his nature.

❝ i appreciate your concern, really. but it's okay. i'm okay. you don't need to worry about me, rayne. ❞ please don't push further, please don't try and look under this mask of mine. i'd hate to lose you too.

[pavlovianpanic]

“  you don’t have to carry it all.  humans aren’t made to be solitary creatures.  i want to help.  all you have to do is ask.  ”  for nate

deeper sentence starters • accepting • @stormfated

❝ ... see, that's where you're wrong. i do. i'm not a person, i'm a legacy. my sister hates legacies. she left because of him. she left me. ❞

it hurts. he's been ignoring kris lately. she's emailing him when she can, trying to reach out, encourage him to do better, and to stand up for himself. but i can't say no. i don't even know what that word means. and that's become a problem for nathan. not knowing how to say no has made him unable to understand the concept of being told no.

he is a solitary creature — made of echoing whale cries, black & white photos, and bruised knuckles. harsh words lash off a once tender tongue, all biting teeth, and snarling jaws. don't fuck with me.

is she fucking with him? or does she fuck with him? because that's important to nathan. we suck for each other. he sucks for everyone. he's no good at this. what even is this? — goddammit.

❝ no one wants to help me. not for real. everyone just wants something from me. ❞

but that happens, right? he's made himself the guy to get what his peers need; what they really want to ask him for without even having to ask. cash. now. and they give it up, he tosses the baggie, and it's done. they need a loan? come to prescott. he's got it. but i'm charging you fuckin' interest, bitch.

❝ ... so just ... tell me what you want, okay? you want to focus better at work? need to take the edge off? want to fuck? i'm your guy. but i don't need your help. ❞ i do! please!! don't give up on me! i'm just so mad all the time. i'm so fucking mad. ❝ ... because you don't want to help me. you just want to figure out what's wrong with me. you wanna know? i gotta whole fuckin' file. you know what it says? nathan prescott kills nosy bitches. ❞

he's laughing, but his eyes are welling up, and he's laughing so loud, but fuck, fuck, he's crying. sobbing now, he crumples against the tabletop that separates them.

❝ ... i just want this to stop. ❞ he's heaving into his arms, now folded to cradle his head. ❝ i don't want to do this anymore. i don't want to hurt anyone. i don't want to be like this. please, please ... make it stop. just make it stop. i don't want him to hurt me anymore. i don't want to hurt anymore. ❞ i just want to be a normal guy.

[preyrage]

Akira has decided he will kill for her. Ask him to kill for you, girlie pop. Hey. Hey. :))))) This sounds like a joke but if anyone does try to fuck around and find out, yes she could definitely take care of it herself but he is already charging.

[maudlxne]

@stormfated said | 😭 lil kagome?? Send 😭 to meet my muse as a lost child

She's lost - she doesn't know where she is. Nor does she really remember how she got there. Just that she couldn't see her mother, grandfather, or her newborn baby brother anymore. The world suddenly felt so . . . big. Especially for a little girl all on her own. Blue-gray eyes looked around with tears brewing in the corners. Shoulder-length hair brushed just above her shoulders as she tried in vain to catch a glimpse of anybody she knew.

❝ Mama . . . grandpa ? ❞

She called - tiny feet drawing her a few steps forward. Panic in her chest before she lifted her head up at the strangers who passed by before reaching out to gently tug on the back of one of the passersby's shirts. She knew she wasn't supposed to talk to strangers but this lady looked nice - maybe she could help?

❝ Excuse me miss! Have you seen my mama? ❞

[pavlovianpanic]

@stormfated

Hala Alyan, Salt Houses

[quietlyblooms]

are you chiyo's type? | @stormfated got so many bingo's!!

" you're not annoying! " she's quick to dismiss the suggestion, waving her hands in dismissal. " that's more like... y'know, when someone just gets under your skin? they pick at you a lot? that kind of annoying. but you certainly aren't like that. " chiyo reaches forward and taps rayne's nose with a grin. " you're too sweet. "

[gravesung]

@stormfated.

yuji sc.

❝ SOOO GOOOOOD! ❞ AFTER THE WEEK it's been, a sweet treat is more than well-deserved in his eyes. yuji's not used to having a whole day off like this, so he plans to make the most of it — even if it's dreary as hell outside.

what better place to wait out the gloom than a cozy little bakery?

he's a couple minutes into stuffing his face with some kind of unknown sweet roll when he realizes he's the only one in here. he'd guess it's because it's a weekday and everyone else is at work or school. normal people things, yeah. it's quiet, only the faint music drifting out from an unseen speaker, and yuji's always been the type to fill the silence rather than just sitting in it. he approaches the counter, wide-eyed, and takes a seat close to the bar. ❝ excuse me, miss, are you the baker? these are delicious. ❞

[tsukinoiri]

how open are they, or how do they feel about sexual experimentation? does kai feel comfortable asking for things he wants? + dankai

kai had never once thought of such things outside of reading material, but ever since actually being in a relationship, such thoughts & wants have been . . . eye-opening.

he's pretty open to experimentation, mostly because he's curious by nature & now he has someone he'd actually want to try things with. there are some things he's more willing to try than others, but is willing to try almost everything at least once ( that he knows of ). there are definitely things he finds out about & is more concerned about how it'd even work than wanting to try it.

whenever he does want something, to experiment or just because he wants, however, he feels very comfortable asking dan heng. always asks if it's something dan heng would want to try too because there's no point in even attempting if his partner doesn't want to.

kai trusts dan heng. trusts him enough to go to him with something so intimately, trusts dan heng to tell him no if he doesn't want to, trusts him to want him in return.

( some experiments have definitely made kai pause & question & realize things about himself )

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ@stormfated + se.xuality hc

[aeternxm]

@stormfated asked: “ being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain. ” for takeshi ( more prompts for your feels | accepting! )

no.

no no no no no no no no no no NO--

she's wrong, she has to be wrong otherwise what the fuck was the point to any of this? what was the point of everything he'd ever fuckin' done in his life ; the suffering, the pain, the abuse --

hands clench into fists at his side, the usual bubbly self that he seems to so effortlessly keep in place cracks for just barely a moment. it's the sharp intake of breath, the way his eyes dart to the nearest exit like he's planning some escape route. takeshi had always been strong - not because he wanted to, but because he had to. his strength had kept a roof over his and takeo's head for all those years, he'd gotten takeo through school - taking on jobs that paid better ( that put him at serious risk ) just so that he could get through medical school without any fuckin' loans.

takeshi had been beaten, battered, and bruised ; and he'd done it all without a single complaint, he'd done it on his own. not for himself, but for takeo. that was strength to him. he'd sacrificed his life, his future - everything he'd fuckin' had to make sure that takeo could have everything that he'd wanted and more because he fuckin' deserved it. takeo was the smarter one, the one with the potential - their father had said it more times than takeshi cared to remember. it had been drilled into his mind that takeo was better at everything, he'd make something of himself and takeshi? well, he'd just get by, wouldn't he? it's why he'd made such an effort to make sure that takeo had every fuckin' shot in the world to make something of himself.

when takeshi came home to their dingy shared mattress on the floor, their room with no heating, with mold growing on damn near every surface and barely a blanket to share between them it had been takeshi that froze. when they'd been on the street begging before seunghyun had found them it was takeshi that would stay awake, that would freeze those winter nights to make sure that takeo was well rested for school the next day.

he was strong because he had to be. he was strong because takeo needed him to be. his twin would never know, would never truly know just how much takeshi suffered - and he would never have to. that was strength to takeshi ; taking on all the suffering so that at least one of them might have a shot at a normal fuckin' life.

but rayne's words hit him where it hurts. he supposes he's never really had someone take a look just that little bit further, yanno? everyone loves the life of the party ; happy and willing to make himself look a fool purely for someone else's entertainment. who could possibly want to dig beneath the surface when all they'd find is this fuckin' mess of a person. his strength was little more than a facade, chipped and cracked and just barely holding on by a thread. takeshi couldn't afford to show who he really was, otherwise who would want to be around him? he was fucked up and broken and disgusting and ugly and everything that seunghyun ever said to him.

a waste of space. waste of space. a waste of fuckin' space--

he shakes his head, tries to shake those thoughts away before he gets lost in them. rayne didn't need to see that side of him, otherwise she'd leave him too, wouldn't she? what good was takeshi to anyone if he was broken?

so he shrugs, puts on that smile that rayne has no doubt come to expect of takeshi and oh, it's like the comments just brush right off 'em now! nothin' could get takeshi down - just a regular ol' ray of sunshine, he is!

❝ man! tha' came outta fuckin' nowhere - yer funny, yanno that? say th' weirdest shit sometimes! ❞

[pavlovianpanic]

"I REALLY LIKE(D) COMING HERE."

a little aesthetic for @stormfated feat. nate & rayne!

[okkanai]

" you can't go until i say you can go, & i say you can go when you're dead ! " / @stormfated.

[maudlxne]

❝ Question . . . how much do you know about spiritual power? ❞

The inquisitive teen mused, hand-drawn to her chin idly. Her search for a way to remove the Kotodama no Nenju kept coming up empty-handed. The hope of finding a way to remove them was dwindling by the days. Part of her wondered if they even could be removed - the original maker of them certainly seemed intent on using them to ensure he stayed out of trouble.

It left a bitter taste in her mouth. That the so-called gift of Kikyo was one she ended up using instead. Sure - at first the beads saved her life countless times. It also allowed her and InuYasha to grow closer in a weird way - but it felt wrong to keep him bound to them. Even if there was this nagging fear that as soon as he was off-leashed he would run away. Yet that should be his choice.

To remove them or keep them - in the end this time she would let him choose. She didn't wish to be like Kikyo and keep him contained against his will.

❝ I'm trying to find a way to remove something but I'm coming up empty-handed every time I look. ❞

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[m0ggers]

use this generator to create headcanons for your muse. post 5 to 10 results you agree with !

Turbo Granny sucks at saying tongue twisters.

Turbo Granny has a mary sue oc.

If Turbo Granny was presented with an intergalactic portal, they would enter it without question.

Turbo Granny makes your mom jokes.

Turbo Granny can kill you in an instant, but wont.

It would not take much for Turbo Granny to turn evil.

Turbo Granny enjoys doing taxes.

If Turbo Granny likes someone, they will give them a pretty rock.

Turbo Granny is unemployed.

Turbo Granny is awful with kids.

and because arguably like 2-3 are just canon facts here's some bonus ones:

Turbo Granny has been to prison.

Turbo Granny reads wattpad.

Turbo Granny is tumblr famous.

tagged by @eatsgod tagging @cowboynanami @drippingheart (whichever you're more interested in doing!) @erobret (ichigo!) @b1oodburned @stormfated @trattcria (for conan!) @tsukiigami (nobara!)

[fearsgod]

Use this generator to create headcanons for your muse. post 5 to 10 results you agree with !

Marcie cracks their knuckles very loudly.

Marcie is very good at walking in platform heels.

Marcie is great with kids.

Marcie can't make the voices go away.

Marcie is a cat person.

Marcie forgets to eat sometimes.

Marcie has punched a hole in their wall.

Marcie could easily survive The Hunger Games.

Marcie likes being alone.

Marcie desperately needs a hug but doesn't know it and refuses to ask for one.

TAGGED BY: @stormfated - thank you, boo <3 TAGGING: YOU !!

[cataschism]

DEMEANOR & MANNERISMS GUIDE.           /            yor.

EYES. avoids eye contact when nervous, maintains eye contact when agitated, avoids eye contact due to being neurodivergent, enjoys eye contact as a means to read and convey emotion, looks down when emotional, looks up when emotional, cries openly, wipes tears quickly, suppresses tears, wandering gaze when lost in thought, holds gaze while thinking, seeks out eye contact for reassurance, seeks out eye contact to gauge enthusiasm during conversations, eyes constantly move during conversation, expressive eyes, emotions only evident through eyes, uses eye contact to intimidate, looks up while thinking, looks down while thinking.

HANDS. clasps behind back,  rest in lap,  fidgets with clothes,  twiddles thumbs,  chews at nails,  pushes back cuticles,  draws patterns on table/counter surfaces, makes animated gestures while speaking,  only gestures to emphasize,  utilizes sign language,  speaks only through sign,   callouses,  scars,  smooth,  wrinkled,  worn,  soft,  delicate,  boney,  slender,  thick,  veiny,  touches others while speaking,  reaches out while laughing,  reaches out to comfort others,  reaches out to seek comfort,  places face in hands when exasperated , places palms over eyes to hide when overwhelmed,  rests chin in hands,  taps fingers when impatient,  taps fingers when nervous,  taps fingers while thinking,  scratches scalp,  strokes chin,  rubs back of head,  toys with objects around them,  runs fingers over surfaces while walking by.

MOUTH. chews lip,  chews at inside of cheek,  licks lips,  bites tongue,  chews on straws,  resting frown,  resting smile,  neutral resting expression,  resting pout,  grinds teeth,  flexes jaw,  covers mouth when laughing,  covers mouth when shocked,  covers mouth when concerned,  hands to lips while thinking,  covers mouth when chewing,  chews with mouth closed,  chews with mouth open,  smirks,  grins,  subtle smiles,  wide smiles,  sad smiles,  intimidating smiles,  menacing grins ,  openly smiles,  tries to suppress smiles,  bares teeth when angry,  lips quiver when emotional,  stutters,  speaks quickly,  speaks slowly,  good pronunciation,  poor pronunciation,  moderate pronunciation,  purses lips,  sucks in lips,  holds mouth open when shocked or confused.

LEGS. bounces leg when nervous,  draws knees to chest when sitting,  draws knees to chest as a means of comfort,  sits on knees,  sits with legs criss-crossed,  sits with legs spread open in chairs,  crosses legs when sitting in chairs,  sits with one leg folded under the other,  places feet on furniture,  never places feet on furniture,  sits on counters,  sits on desks,  sits on tables,  sits on edge of seat,  sits hunched over with forearms on knees,  arches one knee up,  sits on the arm of chairs/couches,  feet on dashboard,  swings legs back and forth when sitting somewhere elevated,  wiggles toes when nervous,  wiggles toes as a general tick,  shuffles feet,  kicks foot into ground,  stomps feet,  loud footsteps,  quiet footsteps,  silent footsteps.

HAIR. runs fingers through hair,  tugs at hair,  picks at scalp,  chews on hair,  twists locks of hair while thinking or nervous,  smooths out locks of hair while thinking or nervous,  prefers hair out of face,  prefers long hair,  prefers short hair,  wears hair back,  keeps hair down,  smooths back hair,  plays with other’s hair while talking,  plays with own hair while talking,  strokes hair to comfort others,  likes having hair stroked for their own comfort,  braids others’ hair while talking,  braids own hair while talking,  flips hair out of face,  pushes hair out of face,  leaves hair alone even when falling into face.

tagged by: my very good friend @altarfates ily ven tagging: @ichigokurosaki (or pete), @pavlovianpanic (for sean or nate), @shinanai (for isaac), @okkanai (for doha), @stormfated and youUUUU

[tewwor]

general interaction call ( accepting ) — @stormfated

"Nuh-uh, no way! Banning you from using any of those knives. They're so dull! You could hurt yourself!"