#stop comparing my first few chapters with someone elses hundreths chapter
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2018
Stop feeling pain.
#me to me#i'm done with me fuckin myself up with my own dumb low self esteem thoughts#it hurts.#and no i'm not disgusting. just give me time my life didn't even start yet. bitch i didn't even finish school yet.#i won't stay like the way i am right now forever#but i need time and money to change and that's exactly two things i don't have right now#but that's okay bc i need to concentrate on school it's my last year after all#stop fucking me up#stop comparing my first few chapters with someone elses hundreths chapter#and stop comparing the stories#it doesnt fucking work like that#it's okay for me to be like this#i may not be the prettiest#or better: i'm not. i'm so not#but it's okay bc i willll get to the point where i'll be able to chanhe#so just stop fucking judging me on my current fucking appearance.#i know i'm not as pretty as some other people out there. i. know.#but that doesnt make time pass any faster?#so stop. it hurts. and you're talking about stuff i can't change right now. thinking about this badly everyday won't make things better#(okay i'm done scolding my mind now)#(lol sry i'm so weird.)#(but I kinda had to say this somewhere. u know)#(to entirely realise)#(bc even tho i know. for some reason it didnt klick up there yet#(i'm dumb sry)
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