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Good news! Milton has downgraded to a category 3!! There will still be damage, and my home is still in an evacuation zone (because it is in a flood zone), but this is certainly better than a cat 5.
#so relieved#still worried for my mom’s house#but hopefully#any damage shouldn’t be so hard to recover from#thank you Jesus 🙌#:’’)#milkymurmurs
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i need whatever they put into kendall knight injected into my veins. especially big time audition kendall, he was 1 step away from beating the crap out of gustavo (lmao) that's not to say that i don't absolutely love the softer kendall we get almost literally from episode 2 and onwards, he's a sillier, softer-edged version of himself, just like bad boy kendall is his existing personality cranked up by like 20% and we do get moments later on where his bta edge comes forward, just not as strong.
i just. have a lot of feelings about him as a character
#btr#big time rush#kendall schmidt#kendall knight#i love that his fake last name is “knight” it fits him and the whole family so well#i never know if i should tag both or just his “character” name because rn i am indeed talking about his version IN the show#hc that the reason he's softer after they move to LA is because he's no longer got this latent need to fill the man-of-the-house role#he's still a leader and finds ways to take care of his family and friends but his mom doesn't have a need for extra work#(notice how he was the only one with a job back in Minnesota)#school is paid for both himself and katie because of the palmwoods child-star policy and thanks to their success as a boy band#like. my boy got a weight off of his shoulders#he can be silly and have fun now (he still worries some though) he's a good boy with...a bit of an authority issue#this was in my drafts. have some 2am thoughts#yipyip
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we were denied heating assistance because of rampant anti-immigration policies and ended up having the information my family gave them (birth certificates, social security, etc.) deemed illegitimate. what is happening anymore
#my mom was pissed#she scared the hell out of me storming into the house rambling about needing to find some other forms of verification#and desperately asking me for one of my pay stubs to prove we live here#my mind went to the worst place imaginable that she had ran into an ice agent and they have been targeting native americans#and she's visibly colored#then remembered they definitely would not have let her go#I'm scared this will only get worse once they start going to smaller places#the native community I'm from live right next to the border. I've already had family members jailed before by border patrol#who thought they were mexicans#like I'm scared eventually they'll tear apart what little community mi'kmaq here have left#trump administration#mass deportations#immigration#us politics#a concern for me is worrying that they might've judged from where we used to live to#yknow. on mi'kmaw housing#we may not have enrollment but it's still pretty obvious where we come from
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i want ice cream. do i get ice cream.
#pros: yayyy ice cream :D will make me happy. its nondairy so i dont have to worry about that#cons: despite being almost an entire legal adult (with a history of Eating Issues) my parents still heavily control what im allowed to eat#therefore i am not allowed to eat ice cream. and my mom will probably hear me in the kitchen and freezer and Know.#and even if she doesnt say anything to me she will Know.#also idk maybe the sugar will keep me up#boycritter et al#anyways it was always insane to me when people casually mention having ice cream#like??? you guys have ICE CREAM??? in your HOUSE???? that you are allowed to eat WHENEVER YOU WANT????#the ONLY reason we have it is bc i was sick
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#medical in tags#so it's been. a day.#avoided an ER trip <3#bp was 117/91 resting. so a bit high on the diastolic (120/80 is the standard). also narrow pulse pressure.#(not enough space in between the numbers)#which on its own? whatever. usual POTS weirdness. I'm always a bit narrow (but usually much lower).#but ALSO my heart rate was resting at about 90 and I was shaky and having nosebleeds#which. kind of elevates the situation a bit. lol.#I got better after a beta blocker and intense hydrating but I had to call my mom once the nosebleed hit.#I get them randomly all the time but in conjunction with the other symptoms it was worrying.#and I got better- or at least my symptoms subsided after a beta blocker- but it's Not Good when your EMT mother is worried!#she has seen All The Things. she knows when something's an emergency and when it's just otc meds worthy.#so to hear her giving me clear orders of what to do in her EMT voice over the phone was... not good :)#anyways. doing better now but still kind of spooked.#i've been watching too much house md. i need to stop for a bit lol it makes my own medical anxiety so much worse#BUT IT'S INTERESTINGGGGGGG. on s3. i need tritter dead.
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starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal
#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept#i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them#if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens#i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it#i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut#it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair#my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking#if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back#if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off#ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal#but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends#i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens#and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too#since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out#i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now#now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that#i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly.#if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill#in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it#my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes#sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know???#but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested#i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore#i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world
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#havent ranted in the tags in a while#my moms bday is coming up.#it always fucks me up a little#i did a little internet sleuthing and found out that since my childhood home was condemned in 2020 due to her hoarding#they lived with my grandparents for a little bit pretending nothing was wrong#then did a fucking van life “roadschooling” thing for two years#and last year they moved to a little cute house in a 1500 person rural beach town#which i am sure my mother has already hoarded#i am really worried for my sisters.#theyre 9 and 14 and have been homeschooled their whole lives#and my mother ritualistically hobbles her children physically and emotionally so they depend on her their entire life#i mean shit when my middle sister was nine my mother insisted on wiping her ass for her. thats the kind of shit I'm talking about.#my sisters are isolated. and ive tried to reach out to them multiple times. and i know she is neglecting and abusing them#in the same or worse ways that she neglected and abused me#at least i had fucking SCHOOL to go to. they dont. they only have Mom. and our mom is a psychopath.#my poor sisters have no one outside of the family and my mom manipulates everyone around her into silence.#I know there is no one who will help them in a way that matters and i despair over it.#she reads my blog sometimes so hi mom. i still hate your guts. when i tell my friends stories about you they're horrified and furious.#oh and stop telling anyone who will listen that im a junkie. you know thats a damn lie to make people think im crazy when i tell the truth.#plus if i were a junkie it'd be your fucking fault <3
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mother mothering on mother’s day 💐💖
#SHE™#I was too busy phasing into another dimension to get much footage#but what I do have!! needed to be giffed IMMEDIATELY asap rn#potato quality bc my phone is ancient as hell#ethel cain#she's singing a house in nebraska and sun bleached flies here#<-and yes I'm dead in the ground still tysm for asking#I'm bein eaten by worms and growin roots thru my stomach cavity AS WE SPEAK!!!!! girl!!!!!!#shoutout 2 the beautiful person in the faux fur coat w/the acrylics. I'm obsessed w/u bestie go off dhsjhfsdjhjfds#this show was everything 2 me.....................I need 2 see this angel live again v v soon#<333#don't worry y'all we'll be back to the regularly scheduled programming of mountain dew sweat n debauchery very soon. but.........MOM
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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I feel like I'm gonna fucking die
#my mom made me feel guilty about the music I listen to bc I got my sister into Paramore and our mom REALLY disapproves of Pmore#I accidentally dropped a small item down the toilet mid-flush and now I'm sick worrying what's gonna happen#i have to go to worship practice tonight and deal with an extremely difficult sound technician#youth group has been horribly stressful#i need to do a ton of work still tonight#I just found out I massively screwed up on a job app a couple weeks ago#and I just want to like. disappear for a while#just like. poof. no more Lu for a bit#I feel like Anything I do is gonna be Wrong somehow#I can't listen to music to chill bc i feel guilty ABOUT LISTENING TO MUSIC#I don't think I have the mental space to read rn bc I'm reading fricking house of leaves#if I tried to write I would probably hate what comes out#but idk that seems the most promising at this point that's the only thing I can honestly say I want to do#Lu rambles#sorry for the language I just needed to vent
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I know the chances are slim cause he's such a picky cat I highly doubt he'd eat something weird but since my mom's dog ate all those fckn plums and got the pits stuck in his tummy this summer I'm panicking that that's what's happened to Felix.........
#I mean I'm pretty type a anyway my house is.... pretty clean. at all times. there isn't much for him to ACTUALLY eat#I don't think he'd eat anything that wasn't food... so like I doubt he found something like a hair tie and ate it? but I keep all that stuf#in the bathroom cabinets anyway so like...#idk I know it's very unlikely but I'm so scared cause that's what happened to my mom's dog and he had to have the emergency surgery#felix ate dinner tho. and drank some water. he's using the lil stairs to get up to his spots to hang out with me 💜#but he's still walking weird and he seems like he's having trouble finding comfy ways to lie down#I'm kinda thinking he may have injured himself with the little christmas tree we have#my brother said it was knocked over the other day when he got home from work. like thursday? idk man I'm just worried ☹️#I hope they have an appt available soon for him 🤞🤞🤞🤞#erin explains it all
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every now and then I have a dream that makes me stop and think wait am I attracted to women?? and it’s like?? idk man
#it was a series of weird dreams#first I was with my family just like…. traveling#and then my dad and brother disappeared#and my mom and I went to a ‘dollar store’ that looked more like a shabby sam’s club or hunting store or something#and got ripped off on a bag of cheese#and then I’m at some university or school and it’s#it’s like the plot of a bad tik tok romance novel#it’s got vampires and werewolves and fucked up things happening#and then I’m in a big confusing but fun house#and I’m trying to turn off the light to not disturb sabrina carpenter#(who was also the author of the book I was in?? and we’re still in kinda the book???)#and she’s like don’t worry I got it and then we fall asleep together#and then sometime later she sitting in my lap and we’re like still trying to sleep I think#but I put my hand on her waist (bare waist) (for some reason)#and then I pretend to fall asleep for real that my hand goes limp and therefore touches her more#and I remember my heartbeat getting fast in the dream#and it’s like????#am I attracted to women or am I genuinely that fucking touched starved#because that wasn’t even anything????#that was just like sharing a space and having skin contact#anyway#my brain thankfully skipped over the fucked up parts of the dream this time#instead it was skipped over and narrated/summarized to me by sabrina#so overall I’d say it was a good/interesting/fun dreaming experience#oh also the werewolves all wore green and the vampires wore red and black#and they were having like?? choreographed dance battles in the hallways??#but before that it was like more serious.#there was a vampire queen we woke up (bc at the time we were also vampires)#(idk who ‘we’ was??? it was some guy that got turned into sabrina I think)#and we woke up the vampire queen bc I was a newly turned vampire??
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brooo i hate having Dreams That Piss You Off i woke up all pissed off at NOTHIIINNNNNGGGGG
#dreamt that my ex (platonic we were toxic besties) fucking CASED MY HOUSE#i saw him through the fucking WINDOW taking PICTURES of my FUCKING BEDROOM#shoved my hand through the blinds to flip him off and he took off running#i ripped down the blinds and slammed open the window and yelled HOW DID YOU FIND MY HOUSE#he said something like What and i yelled louder HOW DID YOU FIND MY FUCKING HOUSE. MOM FUCKING MIKE IS HERE#she came up to the window and pointed at him and said I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS#and i climbed out the window and he was like OH MY GOD BITCH CALM DOWN and i yelled HOW DID YOU FIND MY HOUSE#and his backup (of course he had backup) was like oh dude shes pissed and misty (WHY WAS MISTY THERE??) was like PET OMG CALM DOWN#and mike said WELL I HAD TO SNEAK! YOU ALWAYS FUCKING DO THIS YOU JUST VANISH! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW WORRYING THAT IS?!#and i yelled HOW THE FUCK DID YOU FIND MY FUCKING HOUSE!!!!!!!! YOU PIGFUCKING BASTARD!!!!!!!!! ANSWER ME#and he yelled I WENT TO THE ARMY!! I DIDNT KNOW WHERE YOU WERE BUT I KNOW YOUR LAST NAAME BITCH and i bluescreened#and he went NO ONE KNEW WHERE YOU WENT!! YOU JUST WENT CRAZY AND LEFT#and i said DON'T FUCKING BLAME THIS (GESTURING BETWEEN US) ON ME YOU FUCKING DUMPED ME#and after some more argument we wound up inside. in like. a dorm common room. me & mike sitting in separate chairs not looking at each other#and he asked how have you been. and i said Fine. How's your mom. (i have known she died for years)#and he went into how she died of cancer that he should have had her check out but he didnt bc he thought it was just her being funny again#and then into how his latest best friend died of alcohol poisoning after mike started a co-binge. and i said im so fucking sorry dude#thats so awful. and he snapped at me Why the fuck are you talking about ME thats all you ever talk about!! youre obsessed!!#and i said What the fuck are you on about and his backup was like Oh please he told us how you're obsessed with him and youre still doing it#and i looked at the backup. and i looked at mike. and i stood up and said Thats all i needed to know. fuck you both. and walked off#turned to misty and said Good to see you again. if you wanna hang out sometime I'm down. WITHOUT (pointing at mike) him.#it was. ph my fucking god. aaauhhjgh FUCK. i hope shared dreams are real i hope he heard the contempt in my voice as i told him to fuck off#and also WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT
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My mother confuses the fuck out of me
#i guess she's getting severance checks from her old job?#i mean fuck that's the least they could do after she worked there for 40 years#she only gets 900 a month from my dad's SSI survivor benefits#she went from saying we're struggling financially to suddenly offering to pay for shit i need#that kinda scares me because i think that means she's impulsively spending her savings. which could mean she thinks she's gonna die soon#she's 64 and my dad died at almost 63#like she helped my sister buy my niece a car. it's a 24 year old vehicle and only costed 4k and she paid 2k but 2k is a LOT to us#she said she's been saving my rent money to fix my car for the past couple of months on top of me saving for it#which means we definitely have the money to fix everything by now#but that's not happening all my tires still need to be replaced my ac doesn't work it's making clinking sounds#it stalled while i was driving the other day but turning it off and restarting it fixes it#anyway. the thing is I'm always sus about my mom offering shit.#she likes to hold shit over your head.#I'm very worried that she's gonna fix my car and then use that to control me in some way. because that's how it is every time.#but like.....it's better than not having the help. fuck.#i feel so privileged despite how broke and disabled i am. bc most disabled people dont have this to fall back on#the craziest thing is that the only reason we have this house is bc of my grandparents' inheritance#and neither of them went to college my grandpa was in the army#and my grandma only temporarily worked for jc penney as a bookkeeper#side note my 80 year old grandma was better with computers than most elderly people are today#just from that job? from what i know#when she died my family sold the family house and that's how we put the down payment on this house#which btw only costed 64k in 2012 apparently it's worth 175k now according to zillow#but like. how. i feel like my family being white and christian is the only reason we have all this privilege#i have a headache bye#.bdo
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i know ive been complaining so much but can i catch one break like just one break im begging im pleading
#c shut up#my throat is still shot today super achey and talking is difficult#im having some aches in my incisions#also!! ever since i got out of surgery i've had a tapping/popping noise in my chest and its not followed by any pain in my chest but it#could mean anything from just gas trapped there from surgery to a partially collapsed lung#and i know googling things is not always the best but i needed to know what this popping noise was#because it just didnt feel right#it only happens when i switch from like laying down to sitting up or sitting up to standing#idk but my mom is taking me to the drs for my throat today bc shes worried it would impact my surgery recovery#im just really sad :(#and oh even better the house inspection didnt go well meaning its basically 5050 on if we even get this house#that we've put the past 2 months and some money into#and as im typing this our mortgage lender whos turned into an asshole is down our throats like when u closing when u closing#im in agony#can something go right can one thing go right#im so tired
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1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!
#aritalks#i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use#not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before#and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk#but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day!#the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow#also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years#(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years#and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk)#was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!!#i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight#so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday#my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work#my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all#over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins)#but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered#(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting#when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so#just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my#mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19)#so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her#and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too#i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure#out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still#dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not#the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one#if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it#but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help#and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks#just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️
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