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It suddenly struck me that St. Anthony is the patron saint of lost causes, the recovery of lost items (including people, things and intangible spiritual goods) and in Spain and Portugal (and some former Spanish and Portuguese colonies) he's also the patron saint of marriages and people looking for love. And knowing how Neil Gaiman operates I think that may not be a coincidence.
#St. Anthony#Catholicism#Good Omens#Neil Gaiman#Crowley#Anthony J. Crowley#still wondering about the J that is#just a J really
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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sorry to keep personal posting but my day fucking SUCKED and ended with me dropping one of my brand new earrings from a set that I just finished cleaning down the drain, took the sink apart and still couldn’t find it 🙃
if y’all feel like asking a leverage/misc question for thoughts or headcanons I’d love to answer them in the morning! or even if you just want to say something about your day- I just like hearing from you guys 💖
#or ask me abt my lockwood & co hyperfixation/chat w me about the show#and how I have been egged on my a moot to pursue my cot3 hunger games au (I have never finished a longfic)#(was bored at lunch break and wrote a portion of the berry scene 👀)#boss still owes me more than 2.5k and has been gaslighting me and continues to emotionally manipulate me and my coworkers#and cause serious shit that triggers clients in a THERAPY CLINIC#and has started second guessing my work by asking other employees if my input is ‘accurate’#which caused a flare up in my skin picking AND latent SI#ugh sorry for rambling yall I just need to write this out yk#I need a fucking sugar mommy or something 😭😭😭 I need to get out of this mentally/financially abusive job#not leverage#ask me things#jackie talks#about me#mine#this is the worst place I’ve worked which doesn’t necessarily say too much because I haven’t had many jobs#but one of my former bosses was a [redacted school shooting] denier when we were literally 20 min away from where it happened#which still boils my blood to this day LIKE WDYM YOU THIBK THE GOVERNMENT PAID OFF PARENTS AS A PART OF A CONSPIRACY TO INFLUENCE GUNCONTROL#she would tell a new hire ‘J doesn’t like conspiracy theories’#NO [redacted] I CAN DISCUSS THEM FOR FUN IN CONVERSATIONS BUT URS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS#EAT A DICK#hmmm I wonder if I still have anger about that lol#ANYWAYS I finally got my intake after waiting 8mo for the clinic I needed to get in and will be starting therapy in a few weeks#🫡🫡🫡
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Maybe I’ll finally Wanze post soon
#as in a more official lore post like holt awol and sonderbar got#ALSO IM SO SO SORRY I STILL AM GONNA ANSWER THOSE INBOX ASKS J SWEAR#Wanze is on the mind there is bugs in my brain!!! wow just like holt huh#their relationship is wild to me they go from barely knowing each other (occasional hallway acquaintances)#to Wanze essentially having the equivalent of a bag of bricks dropped onto her head#which needs a little or a lot of patching up and Holt does that for her#actually hmmm I wonder if I should more visibly leave some marks of The Oopsie on her face#apart from the permanently broken biores crystals#gotta think on that…#anyway I was especially Thinkin about how Wanze really does resent Holt for a while#it’s complicated it’s not completely Holt’s fault#like she can’t control what happened she can’t bring back her bioresonance she’s a medical eule not a miracle worker#she’ll never really understand what it felt like to be part of that mind link#and that leads to some insensitivity on Holt’s part bc she’s really trying to keep Wanze from decommission here#and Wanze! why are you moping you gotta act normal!! Come on Wanze!#neither of them really get each other bc they’re both not stopping and listening like they need to#but they eventually do#also fun Wanze fact but post head trauma fixup she still has to/wants to go to the kolibri library#for stabilization yknow (she’s a nerdddd <3)#however it’s weird and she hates it bc her fellow kolibris are there.#she does not sing the same song anymore and sticks out like a sore thumb when they’re together now :(#she goes at really weird hours when no one else is there to make sure she doesn’t have to see them#Holt sometimes is able to get ahold of books for her#consider them cuddling together reading#that is all#blorbo tag#wanze#holt#Kolibug
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Rewatching the labyrinth for the millionth time, and something that's always bothered me is that the time between Sarah's dad saying they're leaving and Sarah seeing that Lancelot is gone is like... less than 30 seconds
Unless he absolutely bolted down the stairs (and honestly that's being generous) there's no way he was already out of the house when Sarah runs out of her room yelling about how much she hates Toby. Well, her exact words are just "I hate you" so he could have thought he was saying it about him, but does this man really hear his daughter run out of her room, yelling that she hates him/her brother and just,,, still go on his date?
Not winning any dad of the year awards, buddy
#i mean j wouldn't know what to say to a teenager in that situation either but shes clearly partially upset about how often they're going out#and expecting her to babysit so maybe still going out after a big blow up like that is not the move? or at least staying a little longer to#actually talk to her before you leave??#i know he tried to but also he didn't really try (which Sarah comments on so)#starting to wonder if Toby is really better off with his parents#labyrinth#labyrinth 1986
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"You're pretty new at this whole relationship thing, huh?"
"... Yeah."
#outer range s2#outer range s2 spoilers#outer range 02x01#maria olivares#rhett abbott#isabel arraiza#lewis pullman#rhett x maria#um... idk i love them#but why would they do this to me? it's gonna sting so much when they break up#her teasing him is my favorite thing#but also her calling him ''wonderful''? my god the squeal i let out...#the smallest little smile and the way he looked at her before he said ''good'' after she said she likes how she feels when she's with him?!#now i'm rhett going ''don't do this'' but instead of with his truck it's with the show#my biggest gripe is that she doesn't help him that much with his broken arm... except maybe to help him shower? /hj#i get why he was the one to get the snacks... it was for the impact of the scene but still#it's great to see them laughing and smiling so much! love that!#i think she smiled at least once while her poor boyfriend was getting freaked out by cats#he could not keep a straight face for that long after saying ''what does that leave me?''#i wonder what he was gonna say before she said she liked how she feels when she's with him... was he giving her an out?#he has NOTHING pleasant to say about her not even a ''thank you'' after being called wonderful smh /j#tw: food?#my girl didn't even say ''bless you'' when he starting sneezing :(#i switched the last picture because i like the way they were smiling at each other when he got onto the bed#after maria laughs in the car after the buffalo run past them i think i can hear the lowest ''so are we-'' or ''sorry''?#and i think that may be because lew thought isa broke character?? but i'm not too sure... maybe it's rhett apologizing#but idk? maybe it's just rhett saying sorry because he felt self-conscious about maybe sounding stupid... or maybe i'm just hearing things#i think the way he even said ''okay'' after she took all the snacks was similar to the way she said it before she grabbed the snacks#look i understand not getting a shower scene but they truly robbed me of seeing rhett and maria with wet hair...#just another little nitpick but i think the ''i like who i am when i'm with you'' would hit harder if we saw maria in scenes without rhett
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I honestly feel a lot better about having posted anything at AO3, even things I won't finish, and there's something that warms my heart about posting fic for The Borgias in 2024.
I was actually deciding between two different WIPs to represent that "phase" between my undergrad years and grad school. The other one was the prologue to a Legend of Korra/Star Wars fusion in which Noatak/Amon is Korra's father and this is revealed in S1 (I think it was going to be Tarrlok who figures it out first, lol) and it actually affects the plot and it isn't just the LOK canon plot with minor adjustments—the fusion with SW was meant to be more than vague I-am-your-father inspiration. In any case, I only ever wrote the prologue about the Noatak/Senna quasi-romance that led to Korra's existence and never even got to the sheer comedy of Korra as Tarrlok's niece :(
But the Juan and Lucrezia as dysfunctional twins one-shot is closer to being a whole fic (in a side-story way) and I did like being able to add one more to my Borgias oeuvre—and getting at least some part of that AU on AO3 after all the time I spent on it!
#anghraine babbles#fic talk#i don't think senna actually ends up with tonraq in the au so there's no easy I Have A Real Dad option#and korra grows up knowing that her parents spent a genuinely wonderful year together before a ship he was in tragically sank#(this is not actually noatak's fault - he'd actually disembarked and chosen to disappear before the shipwreck happened#and just appreciated the convenience of it effectively covering his tracks after he'd made the 'mistake' of getting attached to senna#who fully believes he was in the shipwreck and is very dead)#so korra's heard all these (true!) stories of how cool the 22-y-o charismatic super waterbender noatak seemed to senna#meanwhile tarrlok discovers just who her father was and is like 'ok she's DEFINITELY getting the satomobile. but for different reasons')#the publishing au is actually incredibly involved (it's the bay area borgias fic as well!) but just focusing on juan and lucrezia#made it more possible to compress into a reasonably sized one-shot#in reality i wrote about the kids in school and how rodrigo bulldozed into their lives when their much older brother luis tragically died#vanozza is the second of his various ex-wives. also i included an adriana del milà expy even though it's very much borgias fic bc i love he#and yes she /is/ still the mother-in-law of the giulia expy :D#lucrezia ended up getting moved ahead a year from juan and joins cesare in befriending The New Kid#miguel aka micheletto - who thus is a high school friend of theirs and has complicated feelings about everything#but never forgot that teenage cesare and lucrezia stood by him when he was involuntarily outed in their school c. 2002.#lucrezia is the most obvious nepo baby of the company but actually fantastic at marketing while cesare is the creative one#but rodrigo has convinced himself that juan is the creative genius bc he(r) likes him(j) best and obviously has infallible judgment#but yeah it dovetails into the bay area au in which the alfonso d'aragona expy is lucrezia's boyfriend al from pleasanton#he doesn't like her living in the house her family owns outright in oakland for reasons he never manages to explain!)#political shenanigans and codependent siblings#avatar: the legend of korra
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extremely low quality and kindof bad needful things art i made today/yesterday
#alan looks so sad in the first image for a REASON but if i explain it would be massive spoilers#alsoo the leland gaunt fanart is cropped bc of the same reason#its so hard to talk about the book without reaching spoilers PLEASE.#anyways the text for the third drawing says “hes so silly (mass projecting my trans self on him)”#i dont hc ace as trans but. he could totally be if i wanted to strike him with the trans hc hammer#the trans hammer. if you will#but hmm maybe not because hes canonically like. a cishet guy whos 40 years old HELPPPPP#GET YOUR ASS TO THE RETIREMENT HOME 🤣🤣😨😨🤨🤨☹/J 40 is not THAT old but STILL#WHATEVER i already hc someone in needful things as trans. he is also canonically a 40 (?)y/o grown ass cishet man#pov me wondering why my fav characters act cishet (they were written to be cishet) (i hc them as lgbtq+)#(theyre literally living in the 1990s) (they live in a republican town)#closet rambles again on tumblr#closet art tag ^^#not tagging needful things i am TOO scared to
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A Storm of Swords - Arya I
A Storm of Swords - Jaime II
A Storm of Swords - Arya V
A Storm of Swords - Jaime III
#they are approaching the inn where they miss eachother#from opposite directions#but arya actually is near them thru the wolves#arya v also has everyone discussing jaimes potential whereabouts#and he is very emphasized the whole chapter#like idk the paralleling here is interesting to me#arya is tied to the same locations as jb constantly they keep missing eachother its so funny#ntm their connection to lsh and rw respectively#later i always found it so interesting how focused on sansa jb were even tho it is a pointless search bc the reader knows she is at the vale#yet they keep being connected to arya#always wondered whether this was building to something#ntm what i realized recently about what a significant motif the moon is in jaimes arc#also just all the rumors she hears about them r always so funny#if it doesnt mean anything it is still a fun detail though lol#the j/cat/b rumor is from arya v too 😭#arya stark#jaime lannister#brienne of tarth#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls#also did arya save jb from an earlier mummers encounter#oh shes so based
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Me seeing someone with a cool name: oooooo, what if
Another part of my brain: no. we spent enough time getting to Jonah. we’re not doing it again
#occasionally I get the urge to just hoard names#I think it would be neat#but also like how would I even tell people that#like here’s a list of random ass names that I think sound kind of cool don’t even know if I like them for myself yet#also sometimes it’s a name that’s typically a girls name and if I went hey I kind of like this name I feel like I would end up getting#misgendered and I don’t want to deal with that#it’s so funny because I’ve always wanted to change my name and I wonder how much of that was trans stuff and how much was I just like other#names#like honestly there are points where boneworms feels like more of my name than Jonah#whatever that says about me#I think I got off the point but whatever it’s almost two am#j rambles#coming back to this to rant more in the tags#so like the current names I’m rotating in my head are Silas (not my favorite of the three and I already have a character named this but#still it’s cool) also Sylvester specifically to be called the nickname syl#and nova which I know is a more feminine name but also presenting masculinly with a feminine name would be very gender#love having a weird gender but I feel like other people would be weird about it in a bad way#it’s not like a don’t like Jonah but I think I’ve gotten too used to it if that makes sense#like yeah it’s my name but it’s not as fun anymore#I’m back again#silver is also a cool name#I should really go to bed instead of just adding to the notes of this post#wait wait wait wait#sylver#okay I’m done now#probably
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AHH I just remembered that Imogen prayed to the Dawnfather when she was trying to find some way to save Laudna right…? And she denied the Matron’s invitation of the crow waiting for her?
What if Imogen sees Ayden having so much love for mortals and their world, being so protective and self-sacrificing, even when he’s still so young and hopeful and his whole heart is breaking. What if that inspires Imogen to reach out again. What if that piece of Ayden lives on within the Dawnfather still, and reaches back out to her—
#picking up Ayden and shaking him in a snow globe and putting him in my pocket I love him#I want to see that part of him still willing to reach back out#especially after the bad blood between his followers and part of the hells—#j wonder if see emhira and Ayden reassured imogen about the choice she made or if she wishes#she had reached out to the matron too—
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Bro i really played myself with my trans Solomon hc huh
No visual evidence to subtly include in my art. No top surgery scars no nothin. No one will know but me orz
Fool. Imbecile.
Unfortunately though i will change Nothing bc it makes sense To Me but I will still be sad about it xgmxgmxxfj
#obey me#obey me Solomon#obey me trans hc#obey me trans Solomon#headcanon rambling in the tags#at least i can draw kuroo still visibly transmasc#bc Solomon forgot to mention he knows how to teetus deletus with magic before they went and got human realm top surgery#the bastard /j#and silver lining if i ever get the chance to depict the vague offhand comments he makes about his own transition-#everyone that doesn't know my hc will get to experience them like everyone in-world would lmao#(well. Mostly everyone in-world. a couple are definitely aware like thirteen and barbatos at the absolute least. possibly asmo as well)#like#it is literally a running joke in this hc that Kuroo is constantly wondering#if the thing Solomon just said is Actually as trans as they think#or if they're just reading into it too far bc he's just. So vague and weird so often as it is--#(and kuroo does figure it out eventually but it takes A While bc he really just likes fucking with people.)#(like its 50/50 between him forgetting people don't know/forgetting he even is-- and him just deliberately fucking with them bc its funny)#alternatively i could give him Magic “scars” that glow under certain circumstances. for fun... idk I'll play around with that idea maybe#Unrelated to the topic but fun fact#(/s)#sorting tags is an absolute fucking niGhtmare on mobile oh my fucking god#i rarely use desktop tumblr but holy fuck man#i had to dig out my poor dead laptop just to make my tag rambling have Any sense of coherency#i was fighting mobile for literally half an hour. fucking hell. im going to beD i hope someone at least gets a Lil kick out of this hc rant#personal headcanon#Solomon#Kuroo
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Tfw the wind blows your hat away AGAIN and you gotta go find it in the middle of a blizzard atop a mountain by yourself
#pokepasta#snow on mt silver#fnf#friday night funkin#hypno's lullaby#fan art#my art#frozen red#sorry for the dumbass text AHAHAHJSBDFHJ i had to do it#chachalaco ramble incoming. you've been warned ->#trying to figure out this Red so he doesn't look like Glitchy lol#And I wondered. maybe hair looks a bit more disheveled??#since i already apply the hc of longer hair to Glitchy (but perhaps shorter ends idk)#so maybe frozen Red also has longer hair but not as much. maybe he needs a comb /j#im still giving that jacket to him btw why tf is he wearing no warm clothes up THERE!!!!#i was just thinkin about this guy for a bit... like. 3 years on a freezing mountain?? by yourself??#ik this is the pokepasta one so he just. Dies AJKNFDJKS#but idk man that utter isolation must had affected him in some way. Isn't he tired? Physically I mean. But i guess mentally too#as someone that went thru smth similar (isolation not. climbing a mountain and being there for 3 years(???). Such an experience changes you#For a very long time. sometimes even forever. it takes time to be social again and get used to people#(although in my case was 4 years not 3. not relevant tho AHAHAHJDS)#isn't that crazy too. you climb this mountain in johto and some 20 year old is already there--oh shit what the fuck the kanto champion#these thoughts can be applied to canon Red too i guess🤔 (excluding the uh. dying in mt silver part AHAHAHJDSBFHJ)#it's JUST!!! -shakes this man- for heaven's sake stop isolating yourself holy shit it's worrying#Also add the fact he's probably famous in some way right?? or at least Known. guy became Champion at a rather young age#I mean no wonder he barely talks when he's present in other games. I know its for the ''haha silent protagonist'' joke but. HMMMMMM#maybe I can self-project /lh. a silent guy that mostly communicates thru short sounds or gestures (like a nod or shaking his head)#and only actually talks when he's more comfortable with whoever is talking to him. mostly short sentence but he opens up a bit more#Oh god I went fucking. Thesis Mode on Red i'm so sorry AHAHJDSFHJDS
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ah to be able to cry over your blorbos, what a wonderful life
#i just watched this edit#and and it made me cry because ofc it did#it was about aziraphale and crowley if you were wondering#it is currently 4 in the morning here and i still have a ton of work to finish before i get to go to bed but like. oh my god#i'll link the edit in another post but for now this is it i'm sobbing#ok real tags#good omens#good omens edit#aziraphale#crowley#anthony j crowley#anthony janthony crowley#aziracrow#ineffable husbands
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i bought an ipad to play hypdream on and am trying to figure out expenses to buy a ps4 for the extra shadow animation as well i need…….. to stop having hobbies
#vee queued to fill the void#J………….JAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN *shakes fist*#WHY DID YOU HAVE TO VIBE WITH SONIC NAO WHERE WAS ALL THIS HYPE 30 YEARS AGO SONIC WAS A FLOP THERE UNTIL NOW LMAO#LIKE THAT STATUE IS SICK AS SHIT *EGGMAN VOICE* I CANT BELIEVE THIS#OUT HERE MAKING ME PAY GOOD MONEY IMPORTING GOODS WHEN I THOUGHT ALL I HAD TO WORRY ABOUT WAS HYPMIC BRO#if shadow gens comes out on ps4 i might opt for that tho 😭😭😭😭 like i don’t have a 4k tv but i do have a 1080p 60fps one#but i can’t imagine it’s any cheaper lol#tbh i’ve been wanting a steam deck but that’s even pricier lol no wonder i stopped playing video games *wheeze*#and i’m still planning on allocating as many funds as i can for the drb oh sweet destitution
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I was watching this Chinese variety show just to see Ricky and Zhang Hao but then I saw one of the hosts was Zhang Zhenyuan and now I want to cry… 😭💔
#He... Teens In Times deserve better you know?#I keep trying to accept that this is how China is and C-Pop doesn't need to do anything that K-Pop and J-Pop do but#The more I think about it the more unfair it seems... 😢#These Chinese idols train so much and when they debut they just don't get promoted#They don't releaze anything on YT and they just go to variety shows alone and this is it?#That's unfair! This is not why they trained for!#No wonder there are so many Chinese idols in K-Pop it's like “if you want to debut you have to learn Korean and live in SK”#Which is fine if they like SK but what if they don't want to leave China/Taiwan/Hong Kong?? 😭#Guys there's Chinese idols even in J-Pop nowadays!! They really said “I'd rather debut anywhere but China”!!#Again... not saying these idols don't like Japan. Just that they CAN'T CHOOSE whether they want to debut abroad or in their own country!#Even if C-Pop tries to do a little bit like K or J-Pop (ex.: BOY STORY BOYHOOD WayV and the now dead EXO-M)#Their companies DON'T PROMOTE THEM!!! They literally don't invest any money to promote their groups!!!#I'm still not over Asia Super Young and Loong9 in case you didn't notice... 🥺#But... Yeah... I just wish Teens In Times got more rep and that I could just turn my TV on and watch them TOGETHER#And that they had MVs and on YT and etc. (Basically everything I've seen J/K-Pop idols do)#But maybe that's just the K/J-Popper in me and I have to accept that China is China and they owe us nothing#Just because we're interested in East Asian culture doesn't mean they have to all do one thing like the others just to please us!#I will still (try to) stan TNT as much as I can (and as much as they allow me since I speak no Chinese)#Specially ChengXin 🥺 my darling#not kpop or jpop
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