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hi i love your blog! could you write poly!marauders where james is away on a business trip and everyone is moping because they miss him
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modern au
poly!marauders x fem!reader ⥠863 words
You feel a bit guilty resting your head on Sirius' shoulder while longing for another. But you reason that itâs not so bad if the one youâre longing for is Siriusâ boyfriend, too. And you like to think that if it were Jamesâ warm, cushiony shoulder you were leaning against, youâd be missing Sirius instead.Â
âHow was everyoneâs day?â you ask.Â
Remus turns to give you a peculiar look. âIt was fine. We talked about this already, didnât we?âÂ
âYeah,â you sigh. âI just feel like weâre not usually so quiet during the commercial breaks.âÂ
âWell, our yapperâs gone,â Sirius says sulkily.Â
âJames does usually start the conversation,â admits Remus. âBut we donât need him to talk, yeah?âÂ
âRight.â You nod, sitting up with what you hope looks like conviction. âSirius, you can yap just as well as James can.âÂ
âYeah, but I need him to get me going.â Your boyfriend sighs heavily. âHeâd probably ask something like âIf we were all in a circus, what would our roles be?â and I canât come up with shit like that.â
âNo, thatâs great!â You try to sound peppy. âUm, okay. Sirius would probably be a trapeze artist, right?âÂ
Remus nods. âAnd I could see you being a tightrope walker.âÂ
You both look to Sirius for his analysis, but he looks unimpressed. Still, he plays along. âRem would be one of those blokes who eat fire, likely.âÂ
âYeah,â you laugh.Â
See, you can have fun! This is fun, right? But then your film comes back on, and you all lapse into silence again.Â
âJames wouldâve never let us watch this,â you say after a few minutes. âHeâd have made us pick a comedy or something.âÂ
âAnd he wouldâve been right,â Sirius agrees. âThis is fucking bleak.âÂ
âItâs not so bad,â Remus says, making you and Sirius exchange a look. For as much as James loves Remus, heâs most often the victim of his film vetoes. Remusâ taste is bleak.Â
Itâs another few minutes before an actress on-screen says a line, and Remus clears his throat awkwardly.Â
âThatâs what she said.âÂ
You and Sirius look at him with a mixture of befuddlement and alarm.Â
âWhat?â He shifts in his seat. âIâm trying to fill a gap.âÂ
Sirius appears scandalized. âJamesâ jokes are far more advanced than that.âÂ
âHe said âthatâs what she saidâ just last week.âÂ
âYes, but in a completely different context!âÂ
âWe could call him,â you point out.Â
Remusâ expression creases longingly. âNo, heâs been in meetings all day. Iâm sure heâll want to rest.âÂ
But Sirius clicks the speaker button on his phone, letting the dial tone play aloud. Remus looks almost relieved.Â
James picks up on the third ring. âHello?âÂ
âHi,â you all say loudly, voices each trying to be heard over the others.Â
âWe need you to come home,â Sirius whines.Â
âWhat?â James sounds closer to the speaker now, like heâs holding the phone tight to his face. âIs everything okay?âÂ
âDonât say that,â Remus hisses at Sirius. âEverythingâs fine, Jamie.âÂ
âWe just miss you,â you clarify.Â
âOh.â The relief is obvious in your boyfriendâs voice, and you notice your other two boyfriends smiling fondly at the sound of it. You think your own expression probably looks just about as humiliatingly smitten. âAwe. I miss you guys, too. Like crazy, you have no idea.âÂ
âI think we have some.â Sirius raises a brow at the phone. âRem just tried to make a âthatâs what she saidâ joke.âÂ
A sharp cough crackles through the speaker. âDid he? How did it go?âÂ
âPoorly.âÂ
âAh, well.â You can practically feel the warmth of Jamesâ smile from hundreds of miles away. âDonât worry, love. Weâll work on it when I get back.âÂ
âIâd rather not do it again, actually,â Remus grumbles.Â
âHow was your day?â You lean on Siriusâ shoulder again, getting close to the phone like James is contained within it.Â
âBoring,â he says emphatically. âI got told off by some old woman for tapping my pen on my pad too loudly while someone was giving a presentation. The hotel theyâve put us up in isnât bad, though. Free breakfast in the morning to get us energized for another day or torment.âÂ
âOoh, could you see if they have those little blueberry muffins?â Sirius asks. âAnd if they do, wrap me up a few to bring home with you.â
âSirius,â Remus chides.Â
âIâll check,â James agrees easily. âRem, do you want some chocolate ones if they have those?âÂ
If James could see the way your boyfriend flushes pink, heâd be grinning ear to ear. âYes, please,â Remus replies.Â
âBrilliant. And for you, lovie?âÂ
âIâll just mooch off of Siriusâ blueberry ones.â You snicker when Sirius gasps, sneaking a hand around your waist to pinch at your middle.Â
âOh, perfect,â says James. âIâll make sure to grab a few less, then, so you can really fight over them.â
âPrick,â Sirius accuses.Â
âLove you, too. So, how was everyone elseâs day?âÂ
You catch yourself smiling a second before seeing a similarly contented expression reflected on Siriusâ face. Remus moves from his armchair to the couch, and you all lean into the phone as you tell him.Â
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Hello! Im the anon who asked for a fic with rivaly at college đ OMG! I love what this turned in to. You are an incredible writer!! I hope you know that. You have me hooked. You write dialog amazingly. It feels so real. Never stop writing!!
Can you write something about when she get jealous? Maybe when he is in the NBA?
Hope you have a great day!
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HIII omg itâs such a good premise!! i remember being in love with it the second i read your ask đââïž thank you so much đ iâm so touched that people like the au and want more of it đ„č
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rafe can get wildly, intensely jealous. and while they often joke about how similar they are, thatâs one trait she doesnât share with him. until he gets signed and moves away.
he doesnât have as much time for texts and calls. heâs training with his new team, working up to the season. she gets it. or at least, she tries to.
she already had unwelcome thoughts swimming in her head when he had been signed to a team states away about him getting lost in the fame and potentially being unfaithful. she never worried about him cheating before. and she hates that sheâs doing it now.
but she tries to keep it in. things between them are already tense. accusing him of something just because sheâs insecure isnât fair and will likely just push him away.
then, she visits him. they share their first i love youâs. theyâre in a good place.
but when the season starts, thatâs another story. itâs surreal seeing her boyfriend play on tv on such a massive scale, thousands of seats surrounding the court filled. sheâs so happy for him and whenever the camera focuses on him, she can tell heâs nervous and she loves that sheâs the only one in the world who knows it.
but then between periods, she catches glimpses of his teamâs cheerleaders before the cuts to commercial. and she canât lie to herself that these girls are beautiful. and she wonders if maybe he already lived out the college fantasy. maybe now that heâs a professional player, heâll have his eyes on professional cheerleaders. or really, any girl, because sheâs sure he could get any girl he wants.
as the season goes on, because she likes to keep up with the nba on social media, specifically him and his team, her tiktok automatically shows her videos and edits of her boyfriend, some comments from fans about how heâs the next best thing, but most from girls going crazy over how hot he is.
it puts her into a funk. he sees gorgeous cheerleaders at every game. he gets comments on his instagram from beautiful girls. the internet is losing their mind over him. how can she possibly compare?
so, the next night sheâs on facetime with him, she canât hold it back any longer. after they talk about their days, she starts to pick at a string on her shirt, looking down.
âsoâŠâ she says. âdo you ever get a chance to talk to the cheerleaders?â
rafe looks at her with knitted brows. sheâs been off since she picked up the phone, seemingly mad at him. itâs not like them to not be direct.
âbaby, whatâs wrong?â he asks.
ânothing,â she lies. âjust wondering if you ever talk to them. theyâre good dancers.â
he hates the way her lips are turned into a frown, her eyes off the screen.
âi only wanna talk to one cheerleader and sheâs pretending sheâs not mad at me right now,â he says.
this earns a smirk from her.
âtheyâre all so pretty,â she says. âiâm not blind. and youâre not, either. thereâs no way you havenât noticed them.â
âi moved here to play,â rafe tells her.
âand you know girls online are going crazy for you,â she continues. âdonât act like you havenât seen all the comments on your instagram.â
rafe studies her image on the screen.
âyou know you have nothing to be jealous of, right?â he says. he hates to admit it, but itâs kind of flattering, especially because she isnât usually the intensely jealous type. it shows him she still wants him.
she sighs. of course he sees right through her. not like sheâs being subtle anyway.
âi do, though,â she says. âand maybe itâs stupid to talk about because iâm annoying you and making you feel like i donât trust-â
âyouâre not annoying me,â he interrupts. âyouâre being really cute, actually.â
âcute,â she scoffs, her eyes still low.
âlook at yourself on your phone,â he says. she rolls her eyes and obliges, gazing at her reflection on the screen.
ânow what?â she mumbles.
âif you canât see how beautiful you are, maybe you are blind,â he says.
âstop,â she laughs softly. âitâs not that i donât trust you. itâs just that⊠it has to feel like a waste to be getting all this attention and ignoring it all because of some girl back home, doesnât it?â
âsome girl,â he echoes. âyou think youâre just some girl?â
she shrugs. his chest aches.
âyouâre my best friend,â he says. âi wouldnât fuck this up for anything or anyone in the world. youâre it for me.â
her vision blurs with tears. she flattens her lips together and finally nods.
âsorry,â she says weakly.
âfor what?â
âfor being so jealous.â
âi already told you itâs cute,â he says. she smiles again.
âi love you, okay?â she mumbles.
âi love you, too, okay?â he teases.
they talk for another hour, then she tells him she needs to go to sleep so sheâs not totally exhausted for her morning lecture. he has the day off the next day, so he stays up a bit longer on his phone after they hang up.
when she wakes up, she sees hundreds of instagram notifications on her phone. rafe posted a photo of them from the last time she visited, tagging her with the caption: All I need.
before she even gets out of bed, sheâs crying. because of how good he is to her. because heâs telling the world he belongs to someone already. because sheâs sure that he loves her just as much as she loves him.
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dudeeee ik ur reqs are open so why not give this a shot and see what u think abt it! since the new agatha trailer came out I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABT HERRRJDID!! so this is abt her! (plus love ur agatha content!! ive read all of em ALL OF EM)
so.. what abt a AU where agatha is the reader's manager and the reader is a famous actor? this could lead to a dark fic or just a wholesome light one! whichever u prefer ill leave it up to u!
~p.s i hope ur feeling better!! have a nice day and feel free to ignore this if u want to^^
a/n: first off, i love ur energy so much omg, and also SAME! the trailer goes through my mind 24/7 and iâm not mad about it! ooooo i love this idea!! definitely have to take creative liberties bc iâve sadly never been famousđ word count: 2.6k warning(s): fun fact: i am making all of these things up, if you're secretly an actor keep everything i did wrong in this fic to yourself - slight jealous!Agatha - friends to coworkers to lovers - agatha definitely knows how to communicate - all movies and characters mentioned in this are worlds/stories i have written- kinda rushed ending but then again i feel like everything is rushed - i really hope you like this! thank you so much for the ask and i am feeling a bit better đ«¶đ» - i really can't write kissing my apologies
i was the saint, you used to adore me
You remember when you first hired Agatha.
You were just beginning to dip your toes into the pool of acting, cautiously testing the waters by sending out your less than perfect resume to anyone who would accept. Agatha was the first, and only, acting manager to respond. She too was new to her field, so far only representing people who specialized in car commercials and medicine ads. She wanted a change of pace and your lack luster resume spoke to her. Some part of you still wanders why she picked to represent you, even though in the end everything worked out incredibly well, you wanted to know why she wanted to work with you.
Because now it seemed like she wanted nothing to do with you.
At the beginning, it was like the two of you couldn't be seperated. Outside of work hours, many movie nights happened, sometimes an excuse for Agatha to show you her favorite directing and acting techniques, sometimes an excuse for you to binge watch Sandra Bullock's entire cinematography. You would fill her inbox with emails of dream roles, she would fill yours with links to acting classes if the number of emails in her inbox from you exceeded 1,000.
She was your best friend.
You missed her.
If you had to pinpoint the time when she started drifting away, it was right after you landed your breakout role of Aerin Fey in the movie Pillars, which became a boxoffice hit, making nearly three times the production cost in theaters. Soon, your portrayal of the multiversal anti hero was on billboards, had sequels and contracts signed, had custom dolls on toy store shelves. It was everything you wanted, seeing little girls inspired by you as you either walked down a red carpet or passed them in the grocery store. You loved signing autographs in the signature Agatha and you spent nights perfecting. You loved taking pictures with fans, almost equally as excited as they were, after all your dream was coming true.
All you wanted was to share these moments with your closest friend but soon Agatha started only filling the manager role in your life. No longer did she appear at your door bearing tubs of ice cream to celebrate a role you had been offered, no longer did she let you cry when you lost a role you had been desperate for. Your texts and emails became dry, only notifying you of roles she had sent your portfolio in for or sending you calender invites for interviews and late night show appearances.
All this was swirling in your head as you scrolled through your old texts with Agatha, your eyes becoming watery as you went further into the messages. You sat in your living room on your large couch, a purchase Agatha practically had to force you to confirm. You still didn't understand why you needed such a large couch or house for that matter, as you were the only one living in the space. It was damn comfortable though. You let yourself sink into the cushions, your mind running wild with theories as to why Agatha suddenly cut your friendship off. Sure, you two would keep a professional appearance when seen together on the carpet but you were absolutely certain people noticed the tense atmosphere between you.
"Bitch if you don't answer this door right now I'm going to assume you're dead and call every TMZ reporter here!"
The voice of your co-star turned friend Wanda Maximoff interupted your self pity episode, making you realize that the pounding you had subconsciously been hearing wasn't a sad theme song your mind created for you. No, it was the furious knocking of the red head. You reluctantly got out of your comfy spot, slightly taking Wanda's threat seriously. You opened your door, revealing your friend holding a folder with Pillar's studio name printed on the side and a bottle of champagne. You nodded to the bottle.
"Where's the rest?"
Wanda laughed, nudging her way into your home, bumping your shoulder with hers.
"Oh so it's that kind of day."
Wanda took her place on your couch, setting the bottle on the coffee table and crossing her legs with the folder in her lap. She patted the spot next to her on your couch, a smile wide on her face.
"Now come on, we have to make sure we know the answers to questions and what not to answer!"
You groaned at the reminder of your TV appearance tomorrow. Which also meant enduring the new cold demeanor of your be-manager. Wanda seemed to read your face as you made your way to sit back on the couch. She patted your knee once you were sat, her face a mix of pity and a bit of anger for your sadness.
"Is Agatha still acting weird?"
You nodded while staying silent, not wanting to cry in front of one of your only real friends. Not yet at least.
"God that's so stupid honestly. The least she could do is tell you what's going on instead of acting like a fourth grader who's favorite swing is being used during recess. I know you love her Y/N, I'm sorry."
You both laughed and choked at Wanda's words.
She was right, you loved Agatha. You've loved her since the first time you met her and your feelings only grew and intensified as your partnership continued throughout the years.
But you'd never say it outloud. That would make it real. And if it was real, that meant the woman you loved hated you and you had no idea why.
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Agatha was leaning against the wall of your dressing room, her eyes glued to her phone as she typed furiously. You watched her in the mirror as your hair stylist put the finishing touches on the style that was supposed to look effortless. Almost as if she could feel your stare, Agatha looked up from her phone to meet your eyes in the mirror. You felt heat rise up to your cheeks as your own eyes widened, standing up a little to quickly. Realizing once you were up that you didn't have a reason for such a reaction.
Wanda burst into the dressing room, her red dress sparkling in the light.
"They want us to walk on stage together, shall we?"
Wanda held out her elbow for you to hold on to, winking in an exaggerated way. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed Agatha's intense glare at Wanda but decided that you weren't going to let your manager's weird behavior affect this interview. You hooked your arm through Wanda's, playing along.
"We shall!"
Agatha followed behind the two of you, her stare burning into the back of your neck as the two of you walked onto the stage, cuing the raging applause and cheers from the audience. Agatha stayed off-stage, watching with crossed arms and an expression that could take down the toughest of tough.
The lights were burning and bright as you and Wanda took a seat next to each other across from the interviewer. You immediately regretting your choice in seat as Agatha stood across from you in the wings, her stare like ice as it stuck to your skin. Taking a deep breath, you plastered on a wide smile as you were introduced. Purposefully ignoring Agatha, you focused on how the interviewer angeled her body towards Wanda, indictating who she would be asking a question to first.
"Ok, I got to say," Darcy Lewis, the host of this show, threw her hands in the air as if she was giving a confession, "I can't ask any questions about the movie until I get confirmation about something that's happened in your life recently, Wanda."
Wanda smirked, obviously understanding where Darcy was going, You, however, were confused, your eyes flickering between Darcy, Wanda, Agatha, and the audience, hating the feeling. Your smile stayed plastered on, not wanting to reveal your confusion. Wanda met your eyes and reached over to cover your hand with hers, her left hand on top almost purposefully. You looked down to see a beautiful ring with a braided band of gold set with a sparkling diamond of reasonable size.
"Oh my god!" You gasped out, grasping Wanda's hand and bringing it embarassingly close to your face. Wanda and Darcy laughed, the latter clapping as her vague question was answered in a hilarious way.
"I can't believe it's taken you this long to notice!" Wanda laughed out, tugging her hand back to marvel at her ring herself, "I've only been parading it around for a week!"
You flushed with embarassment, a real smile painting your lips as you covered your face with your hands. After the crowd calmed down, Wanda confirmed outloud what the ring symbolized.
"A little over a week ago, my long time partner, who I met on this set by the way, proposed to me in the park we had our first date. Oh, he was so nervous but I couldn't let him finish his speach I was so excited! Obviously I said yes."
You wanted to give your friend a giant hug but decided against climbing over the arms of the chairs, choosing to keep your dignity as you didn't want your dress to ride up too much.
Darcy continued with the interview, the air of the stage light and friendly as you and Wanda evaded questions and made jokes about being trapped in these roles until you're 90. You realized once the interview was almost over that you couldn't feel Agatha's stare on you anymore. Since you had been actively avoiding the spot she was standing in the whole time, you hadn't notice her slip away. A spark of anger lit in your chest as memories floated around your mind. What had you done that she deemed worthy enough to sever your relationship?
You were surprisingly thankful when the interview was over, everything becoming a blur as you made it back home. Wanda had a date with her fiance, Vision but told you that she wanted to get coffee the next morning. You already knew you would be needing that coffee, as you had a few pages of script to begin memorizing for a cameo scene you were doing for a spin-off show of Pillars.
You wanted to just curl up on your couch and binge watch old Disney movies but you forced yourself to walk in circles around your living room, script in hand as you acted out your scenes. A few hours in, you were getting frustrated. Your mind just wouldn't grasp the script, each line entering your mind quickly but leaving even quicker. You were about to learn how to use your fireplace just to burn the papers when your door shook with someone knocking. It was rapid, almost desperate and it sent a sense of urgency pooling in your gut. You practically ran to your door, afraid of what you would see on the other side. Did someone die? Oh god, hopefully Wanda and Vision didn't break up that would be awful-
The door swung open.
It was Agatha.
Her eyes were ablaze with an emotion you couldn't pin point, her hair was a mess but it only added to her beauty, and she was gripping her phone so hard in her hand that her knuckles were white.
You were frozen in the doorway, your eyes wide and your jaw slack. Agatha just stared back at you, her chest heaving as if she had ran all the way to your home. Blinking, you broke yourself from your trance, and against the voices in your head that sounded suspiciously like a specific redhead, stepped to the side to let Agatha in. She barged in, going to stand in front of the couch, arms crossed as she continued to stare at you. Wringing your hands, you decided you wanted to mend what was broken.
"I'm just practicing for the shoot in a week, would you help me? I can't seem to get-"
"Were you ever with Wanda?"
Her sudden question made you choke on your words and you were back to being frozen, the script falling dramatically from your hands. Agatha came to stand in front of you, her face inches from yours. Your tongue was heavy with shock and all you could do was shake your head in denial.
Why was Agatha asking this? Did she like Wanda? That would explain why she wouldn't be happy with you, as you had grown closer to the redhead throughout the years and Agatha didn't.
Something clicked in your mind, reversing your sinking stomach into nervous butterflies.
But if she liked Wanda, why would she be glaring at her? Unless, the person Agatha liked wasn't the now engaged redhead and was-
"Y/N, please, I need you to answer me."
Agatha voice contradicted her body language, her words broken and shaky, as if she was afraid of a potential answer. Her hands flexed in the postition of her crossed arms, as if she wanted to reach towards you. You took a deep breath, preparing your answer.
"Is this why you started avoiding me? Because you thought I was with Wanda? I've only ever been her friend, Agatha and we only grew as close as we are because you stopped talking to me! God, I thought you hated me!"
Agatha's eyes lost their iciness and filled with panic instead. Her hands shot out and grasped your arms.
"Hate? No, I love you! I though the giant annoucment at the interview would be that you were in a relationship with Wanda! I didn't want to ruin your relationship with her because of my feelings!."
You shrugged Agatha's hands off your arms and took a step back.
"So you ruined ours? All because you thought your feelings were unreciprocated?" Agatha's eyes lit up with hope at your words, "Wanda's been with Vision for years, all you had to do was open Google!" You had started to raise your voice towards the end, all your frustration being let out at once. Agatha shrugged sheepishly as she slowly stepped to once again be close to you.
"I didn't want to be right."
Agatha smiled nervously as she brushed a hair from your face.
"I didn't know what to do and I'm terribly sorry for how I acted. God, Y/N, it hurt seeing you with someone who wasn't me. I thought you just wanted to be friends. "
Her whispered apology melted away the ice that had been hardening your heart for protection and you reached up to cup her face in your hands. Agatha leaned into your touch, her eyes closing for a second before opening and almost blinding you with how much hope was shining towards you.
"I loved being your friend and it really hurt me when you took that away but," you smiled at Agatha, shifting to be even closer to your manager, "I would love to be even more."
Agatha smiled softly, her eyes saying everything her words couldn't. Her smile melted into a smirk as she leaned in, your hands falling from her face so your arms could wrap around her neck.
"I would really love to make up for lost time."
You barely had finished nodding before Agatha's lips crashed into yours, consuming you. Her hands now cradled your face as you kissed, her tongue battling with yours. She started walking, directing you towards the stairs, where the door to your bedroom taunted you with it being far. As the two of you stumbled up the stairs, laughter breaking the kiss, you felt Agatha tugging on your dress, the one you still hadn't changed out of. Soon, there was a trail of clothes leading to your bedroom and once you hit your bed, from the look in Agatha's eyes, you wouldn't be leaving it anytime soon.
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a/n: please tell me u liked this bc i loved writing it :) i love this AU idea and would love to expand on it in the future! i wanted this to be a one shot but the potential in this pairing could lead to a series đ thank you so much for reading!! hopefully my writing slump hasn't affected my writing too much but i'm going to keep practicing to get better!!
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đđđąđ«đąđ§đ : basketball player!Soonyoung x college dj reader
đđđ§đ«đ: fluff, angst, 90s au
đđđđąđ§đ : PG-13
đđđ«đ§đąđ§đ đŹ: cursing, talks of tough family dynamics, bit of heavy angst, kissing
đđšđ«đđŹ: 8.8k
đđźđŠđŠđđ«đČ: You could easily name 10 things that you hate about him. But when you bond over music and families, you realize there's more to him than meets the surface.
đđ: This was not an easy fic. It took me way longer than I planned to write, and the story I had mapped out went in a different direction. I still feel proud of this one, my longest fic yet, and I hope that you will enjoy it too đ„č This is a part of my very own Now That's 90's collab hosted by me and @mingsolo. Thank you to @wooahaeproductions for reading this over and @hobeemin for making a banner for me at the last minute đ
âThank you for calling into C.A.R.A.T radio! Whatâs your song of the week?â âBittersweet Symphony by The Verve!â âYou got it! Thanks for calling into C.A.R.A.T radio at 526 AM.â Hitting play on the record, the orchestra's melody hits your ears, sending you into an out-of-body experience, your soul floating to cloud nine. The hairs on the back of your neck stand every time the song is played, and you imagine yourself playing the violin, getting lost in the beautiful and complicated sinfonia. Working at the college radio station was your life. Itâs the only place to lose yourself to TLC, Nirvana, and Weezer for hours without judgment. You are in your 3rd year of college, getting your bachelorâs in music theory so you can be one of the most prominent songwriters in the world. While everyone in high school didnât know what they would be doing with their life, you always imagined yourself getting a Grammy for Song of the Year on stage. That is your real passion: creating musical poetry for the masses.
You slowly take the headphones off and set them down, looking at the big clock plastered on the wall. You let out a heavy sigh, sad that your time at the station is ending. You are allotted two hours a day on Saturday as a part of credit for your program. If you had it your way, you would be here daily, listening to your favorite records and writing songs between commercial breaks.
âHey,â your professor Kim calls out from her office. âCome in here before you leave.â
You gather your things to leave, looking at the station one last time before entering the smaller space. This isnât her regular office, but it has everything you think you would need: a desk, a comfortable chair, and bookshelves full of books and ornaments for decoration. You have spent a lot of time in here, pitching new ideas for the station and getting turned down every single time.
âWhat's up?â You sit in the chair opposite of her.
âSo we will be introducing a new segment to the radio where callers can call in and ask for advice about anything, and then you can recommend a song based on what they are calling in about.:â She pauses to take a sip of water. âI want you to be a part of it.â
You donât answer right away. You are peeved that Professor Kim wants you to head any segment. You have never shown any initiative to want to talk to anyone who calls in besides listening to music. Itâs just not your thing. You are a loner at heart, and thatâs how you plan to stay.
âWhy me?â You finally speak up. âThere are other people who are better at this than I am. Hell, ask Emily. She has been foaming at the mouth to talk about anything other than music.â
âBecause you are who I want,â she shrugs. âI see how you look when you talk about your favorite releases. You go deep with the lyrics and how you can relate that to any part of your life. You are more than the person behind the voice, and itâs time other people see that.â âWell, I am not trying to be the next Oprah or Ricki Lake,â you scoff. I just want to play music, write my songs, and do whatever I need to do for the class.â
âNo one said you would be the next talk show anything,â Professor Kim retorted. âThis will be considered a project, and itâs worth 20% of your grade. Plus, when you are in the industry and have sessions with the artists about the song's lyrics, donât you need to talk to them about their life and what they need? Think about that.â You nod, feeling defeated because you know you canât talk your way out of this. You know she is right, but you will never admit it. âPlus, itâll be a good idea to get out of your shell and work on those social skills,â she says. âWe will start in a couple of weeks, so get your mind ready because before you know it, you will be there.â You nod and leave the office, your stomach grumbling loudly as you put your headphones on and listen to the latest Backstreet Boys release. Itâs a quarter past seven, and dusk officially sets in the sky as you walk across campus. Working at the radio station is the highlight of your week, as you canât play music loud at your dorm without others complaining. Fortunately, your dorm is set where you have your own space, but the walls are thin, and you can hear everything. You considered buying noise-canceling foam to cover your door but were told it was âagainstâ the rules. Whatever. Your stomach rumbles again, and you are determined to get a burger and fries in your stomach and drink an Oreo milkshake. You cross the street, open your bag, and grab your wallet before being met with a screeching halt from a car in front of you, its headlights blaring in your eyes. âWhat the fuck?â You mouth at the driver. The driver pokes his head out the window, and you instantly recognize him as Soonyoung, the star point guard of the basketball team. His black Jeep is crowded, full of guys and girls, with Usher blasting through the speakers. âIâm sorry, I wasnât paying attention,â he waves. âYeah, no shit,â you retort, walking to the end before the car pulls off. Jeers and boos could be heard, but you could care less. People like that always get in your way no matter what. You avoid people like that as much as people, as you donât want to be mixed in with that crowd. Soonyoung will eventually go pro and live the NBA life, whereas you will be on the stage accepting awards, with millions of people cheering your name.
The segment started as planned, and you sat and listened to every caller asking for advice. Most of them wanted advice on how to ask someone out for a date, makeup, and things you didnât care about. The only thing that made it worth it was you got to pick the music to go with the advice, which allowed you to show off your taste in music, from Britney Spears to Mandy Moore, Usher, Sugar Ray, etc. It made the time go by faster as well. You look through the glass, and Professor Kim gives you a thumbs up to take the last call. Letting out a sigh of relief, you let the call ring a few times before you answer. âWelcome to C.A.R.A.T radio. You are lucky caller number 17. Whatâs on your mind?â âH-hello?â a tenured male voice booms through the speakers. You groan, fighting the urge to roll your eyes. âYouâve reached C.A.R.A.T radio! Whatâs on your mind?â
âHey. You can use this line to ask for advice, right?â
âYep,â you say, a bit annoyed. âWhatcha got?â
There is a lengthy pause, your fingers tapping dramatically on the soundboard. You raise an eyebrow at the professor, who shrugs and walks out of your view. You hear shuffling in the background, followed by what sounds like something being sipped from a cup.
âS-sorry, I am a bit nervous,â he apologizes. âItâs my first time calling in.â
âItâs alright,â you reassure him. âI know how it is. How can I help?â
âSo I already have this path carved out for me by my family and everyone who cares about me. Sports is all I have known all my life, and I have worked very hard to get here.â He stops for a brief second. âEveryone expects me to act like this all-star college boy, and no one ever talks to me about anything else than sports, and I am starting to hate it.â
âDo you mind telling me what kind of sports youâre in?â
âI play ball.â
âOkay, that's good. Well, what is it that you want?â
âIâm tired of being what everyone wants me to be: this golden retriever everyone loves. I just want to be me.â You understood how he felt. Maybe not in sports, but people pushing you to be something youâre not. You come from a family of doctors and lawyers who expected you to be the same. âGet good grades so you can get into an Ivy League schoolâ is all you heard growing up. When you were seven, you expressed interest in music, sitting in front of the family piano on Christmas and playing Jingle Bells, which you learned on your own. Your parents cared for a while, putting you in piano lessons and taking you all over the state for recitals. They figured if you kept this up until high school, it would look good on college applications, but nothing that they took you seriously for. It wasnât until you learned how to play the guitar in secret that you fell in love with how the strings strummed against your fingers that you realized that your passion is music. Thanks to your choir teacher, you had a good voice and kept it in tune while practicing writing music. You soon sang in front of the school, getting high praise from people all over for your voice and how you would âmake it big one day.â Your parents insisted that it was just a phase and that eventually you would become a doctor and make a ârealâ living. You were determined to prove them wrong by applying to one of the best music schools and getting in on a full ride. You did that, but it came with a cost: being cut off by everyone in your family but your grandparents. They believed in you from the beginning and made sure you were okay. You will pay them back in tenfold one day. âHello?â the deep voice cut through your thoughts. âY-yeah, sorry,â you snap back into focus. âDo you want my advice?â âYeah, I do,â you hear him clear your throat. âI think you should be who you want to be. It may feel a little different at first, but eventually, you will be happier being yourself.â âI meanâŠâ he pauses for another second. âHow do I go about that? How do I show people the real me?â âHmm,â you think out loud. âWhy donât you try easing into it? Start a random conversation about something you are interested in that no one knows about. Gauge their reactions, and if they treat you weirdly, then start making new friends. It might be a little harder with your family, but they will come around. But either way, itâs exhausting having to hide yourself at the time. Itâs the 90s and a new era!â âYeah,â he says slowly. Iâll try that.Thanks.â âNo problem!â You say. âCheck out this song thatâll hopefully speak to your heart. This is me signing off on CARAT Radio, 800am.â You played âYou Gotta Beâ by Desâree, a personal favorite, closing out the end of your segment. Admittedly, it wasn't as bad as you thought it would be. Sure, some questions were annoying, but it allowed you to pass on music to people and help them get over whatever. You canât call that a total loss. You push the mic to the side and leave the room, checking in with your professor before leaving. âGreat job,â she leaned back into her seat. âYou were well-spoken and composed, and the music selections were excellent. Have you thought about being a radio DJ?â âNO,â you snort. âI want to be more behind the scenes, writing songs and getting Grammys.â âOkay, okay,â Professor Kim chuckles. âBut donât rule it out. You are a natural at it.â You nod and head out the door with a small smile. Getting complimented about your work feels good, but you rule out being a radio DJ. You deal with people if you have to, but you prefer to have time for yourself a lot of times. Youâre just introverted like that. However, that last call was in the back of your mind. You just want to live and succeed at your dream job. It was nice knowing someone out there felt the same way you did.Â
Before you knew it, a few weeks had passed, and you had secretly liked doing the segment every Saturday, talking to people from different backgrounds and listening to their troubles. You had a song for every call, and you bragged to your professor at the end of your shift that you had impeccable taste. The analytics showed that more people were tuning in during your segment than at any other time on the radio. Not gonna lie; it stroked your ego quite a bit.
The mystery guy called in on Saturdays, ironically being caller #17 every time. He would call and ask for advice about getting his grades up, coming out of his comfort zone, trying new things, etc. You got to know him a little, see how he solves problems, and see his sense of humor. You have no idea what he looked like, but you imagined he was just your type, like a Keanu Reeves, Theo Mizuhara, or Merlin Santana. Is it crazy that you sometimes daydream about a man you never met?
Today was the last day of the advice segment, and everyone called in with their usual advice and well wishes. Like clockwork, the mystery guy was caller #17. His breathing was labored when you answered, followed by a clunk of metal hitting the floor. âWelcome to C.A.R.A.T radio. You are lucky caller number 17. Whatâs your damage?â
âH-hey.â You know it was him; the sound of his voice was familiar to you. You shift in your seat, sitting straight and placing your elbows on the desk. You try to keep a poker face, your professor watching you with curious eyes. âHey there,â you clear your throat. âHow can I help?â âI heard today is the last day to ask for advice,â he says. âI canât say I wonât miss calling and hearing your voice every Saturday.â âOh yeah?â you chuckle. â Thatâs good to know. Well, what is the last piece of advice that I can give you?â âSo, there is this girl,â he starts. âI really like her. Sheâs cute, a bit of a hard ass, and I really like her mind. Sheâs not like anyone that Iâve met. How do I ask her out?â âDoes she know you exist?â âYeah. I almost ran into her once, but we talked a lot.â âAh. Do you think she might like you?â âI-Iâm not sure,â he stutters. âWe get along and everything and we have some things in common. I just donât know if she would be into me.â âOkay, well, it wouldnât hurt to ask her out? The worst that can happen is that she says no; at least youâd know.â âYeah,â he sighs. âIâm nervous as hell, thatâs all. Have you dated anyone before?â You are taken aback, your professor raising her eyebrows through the glass. You nod, licking your lips before responding. âIâve dated here and there,â you say slyly. âIt wasn't anything serious. What about you?â âUm, yeah, I have,â he snorts.
âWell, there you go then, tiger.â Youâre clearly entertained by this conversation. âRemember how you felt when you asked the other girls out, and apply that same confidence to this girl. You never know. She might say yes.â âOkay, I will take your word for it. Thank you.â âNot a problem!â You beam. âHere is the last song I leave you with: â 4-page letterâ by Aaliyah. Have a good night, yaâll.â
You play the final track of the night, setting down the headphones while Professor Kim claps her hands in applause. You roll your eyes playfully, pushing your chair onto the desk and exiting the booth. You feel light as a feather, dopamine taking over your body as you meet your professor in her office. âGreat job,â she smiles. âThat wasnât so bad, was it?â âMaybe,â you plop down on a chair. âIt was fun giving out music suggestions.â âMhmm,â she nods. âWell, get out there and enjoy your Saturday. I will see you in class on Friday.â You grab your things and leave the station, your stomach rumbling and your mouth parched. Itâs after 8, and the nearest thing open is the local pizza joint with the best pepperoni pizza with the cheesiest cheese youâve ever had. You go there often, and the owners, Dante and Gabriella, get your order ready before you sit down. âThe usual?â they always ask, knowing that you are a creature of habit. Aside from your grandparents, they were the closest thing to family to you, always making sure your pizza was hot and crispy with a tall cup of Coke to go with it. They asked about your studies, and Gabriella always asked when youâd get a boyfriend.Â
âAh, stop it, amore mio,â Dante jokingly shushes her. âShe has all her life to find the love of her life.â
More people started coming in, and they left you to your food and your walkman. You gleefully put Parmesan cheese over your pizza, taking the first bite and feeling instant gratification. A slice of heaven, literally. You take your headphones on, listening to Kurt Cobain croon on Nirvanaâs Something In The Way. The âNevermindâ album got you through some tough times, especially when your family cut off communication with you. It hurt you and made you feel isolated and misunderstood. On the outside, your mom and dad put on this persona of being open-minded and willing to do anything for the family. Why were you the exception? You feel the tears well up, and you get yourself together before people start to notice, eating the rest of your pizza before you call it a night. You look around, seeing people on dates or hanging out with their friends, and you miss that. You had friends back home, but you all split up before you went to college. Who knows what their lives are like now. Itâs not like you are visiting home anyway. You clean up your mess and walk into the bathroom, relieving yourself and washing your hands before returning to your dorm. You looked at yourself in the mirror: your jean jacket covered your black button-up shirt, shorts, and stockings underneath. Your eyes were slightly red, a contrast from your fresh face. Stifling a yawn, you leave and wave goodbye to Dante, opening the side door and bumping into someone in the process. You look up, facing Soonyoung, his cheerful eyes meeting yours. âWe gotta stop meeting like this,â you mutter, backing up and adjusting your jacket. âYeah, we shouldnât,â he responds, opening the door to let you out. Your head snaps up, half expecting him to not hear you. You rake your fingers through your hair, walking out of the restaurant. Heâs a handsome guy, you can admit that, with his fresh, faded haircut and trendy clothes. You get why he is popular with everyone. âIâm sorry for almost hitting you with my car the other day,â he calls out. âItâs alright,â you turn around. âJust donât make it a habit.â âAlright.â He chuckles and goes inside, and you speed walk to your dorm. Did I just flirt with him? You think to yourself. What the fuck was that? You arenât even interested in Soonyoung in that way. You two are the two opposites of each other. Youâre clearly losing your mind.
The cool air calms you down, and the slight breeze underneath the moonlight keeps you at bay until you get to your building. Itâs Saturday night, and everyoneâs out; the only sound being heard is your boots hitting the tiled floor as you walk down the hallway to your dorm. Unlocking your door, you notice an envelope tucked underneath it. You sit on the bed, open it, and pull out a letter. I know this isn't a four-page letter, but I like you. Youâre funny, have good jams, and are down to earth. Did I say that youâre cute? I like talking to you every Saturday and donât want it to stop.Â
 I want to take you out to a concert on Friday. Iâll pick you up at 4 at your dorm. I know you've said yes if youâre there when I arrive. âCaller #17
âWhat do you think of this?â Your former roommate and good friend, Nikki Prince, holds up a black leather jacket in your size. You asked her to go shopping with you for an outfit for tomorrow's impending date, and you needed another set of eyes. She majors in architecture and design but models on the side thanks to her striking looks. A tall, tanned skin and green-eyed beauty, she now lives with her much older chef boyfriend, Caelan, but whenever you need her, sheâs always there. Sheâs French, stylish, and brutally honest. You loved that about her. âI dig that,â you take it from her and try it on. It fits you just right. It would be chilly, so you bought new boots, a white shirt, and black jean shorts to wear with black stockings underneath. You wanted to be comfortable as you would be on your feet all night.Â
âAre you sure about this date?â Nikkiâs foreign accent comes through. âHow do you know this guy isnât some serial killer? Weâve all seen Scream.â âGee, thanks, mom,â you roll your eyes. âIf he tries anything with me, Iâll just show him the moves I learned from the YMCA.âÂ
âIâm serious. This is risque for you, no?â You shrug, slowly taking off the jacket and heading to the cashier. âI get your point, and if anything happens, I can defend myself. But I have a feeling that it wonât happen.â You greet the cashier and pay for the jacket. âIâll call you before I leave and tell you about it the next day. Deal?â Nikki nods, and you both walk out of the store, satisfied with what you bought. The mall is busy for a Thursday night, with young adults frolicking at stores like Rave and Wet Seal, looking for the latest fashion trends. The mall isnât really your scene, as you prefer to thrift shop for your clothes. You have been lucky to find some hidden gems there, especially since you are on a limited budget. Nikki, however, said it was a special occasion, and you quote, âYou are not going on a date in someone elseâs vĂȘtements.â
You stop at Auntie Anneâs, buying a massive pretzel with cheese on the side, while Nikki opts for a small lemonade. You offer her a piece, which she declines, saying her boyfriend, Caelan, will make her dinner later. âHow is that going, by the way?â You sit down at a table. âItâs going good,â she enthuses, raking her fingers through her long black tresses. âHeâs so mature and sophisticated. Imagine not having to cook and clean after a man and have good sex.â âWell, yeah, heâs about six years older,â you remark. He better know a thing or two if he wants to keep his model.â Nikki gloats as you finish your pretzel, talking about the elaborate French dishes her boyfriend makes for her and how he worships the ground she walks on. Since youâve known her, she has always been opinionated and refused to associate with people within your age group. Whenever you see her in the hallways, she always talks with teachers or ignores the lustful looks of college boys. You two got on well because you were roommates, and both were Scorpio risings. You understood each other. âOh shoot, I better head back to the flat,â Nikki says, looking at her watch. Caelan is going to be home soon, and he is making steak frites tonight.âÂ
âYeah, I gotta head to the dorm anyway. Early class tomorrow.â
You walk out of the mall into the chilly night air. She offers you a ride home, and you decline at first, saying that you will walk as it's pretty close. But a slight wind blows, bringing chills down your spine.
âWait,â you shout after her. âIâll take that ride.â
The ride was short and quiet, your mind occupied with your date with this mystery stranger. Nikki was right, you donât know him, and he could be this crazy guy. But youâre also excited; the butterflies havenât left your stomach since Saturday. You feel like you know him, and you donât even know his name. He is just caller #17.
She pulls up to your building, and you hug her, preparing to run inside and shower. You know Nikki is still worried and means well, even if she sometimes acts like an overbearing old sister.
âCome over tomorrow at two if you can,â you announce. âYou can help me get ready and meet my date in case anything goes crazy.â
âAlright,â Nikki seems relieved. âIâll be there.â
You shut the door and shout your goodbyes before sprinting inside.
âLove you!â
âYeah, yeah!â
The next day went fast, like a blur. You slept past your alarm and woke up after twelve, making you two hours late.
âFuck, fuck, FUCK,â you shout as you scrambled out of bed and tripped over a blanket. You throw on a pair of jeans and an oversized sweater from the University, your hair in a wild ponytail as you brush your teeth and high-tailed it out the door. You ran to class, forming an apology along the way, your heart beating out of your chest. You are met, however, with a closed door and a white paper plastered on the door:
NO CLASS TODAY. ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND.
âReally?â You huffed, leaning against the wall. Itâs not like you are late for class; your alarm was
set despite you being up late last night. But whatever, fuck it. You arenât about to let this ruin your day.
The leaves flow softly with the wind as you walk back to your dorm, the sun playing hide and seek in the clouds. All you can think about is tonight and what concert you are going to. Maybe itâs a huge concert, and thatâs why he is picking you up early⊠or perhaps itâs a local indie band at a bar. Your mind runs with endless possibilities, excitement pumping through your veins. You arenât a hopeless romantic or a love-at-first-sight kind of person, but something about this person makes you feel good⊠like you finally have someone who can relate to you on some level. Granted, you have only talked with him on the phone, but you have a gut feeling and are rarely wrong about these things. You finally return to your dorm and take a well-needed shower, washing and detangling your hair with much-needed privacy. Your dorm has shared showers; you usually take them when everyone is asleep at night. Fortunately, there were only a few people, allowing you to have time for yourself. You allow yourself to think of the water running down your body as him, his hands caressing your body, his lips maybe touching yoursâ âIs anyone in here?â You snap out of your daydream quickly, and the water turns cold right on queue. âY-yeah?â âI am here to clean the showers,â a womanâs voice calls from the door. âO-okay, give me a second.â Cursing silently, you quickly step out and dry yourself, throwing on your robe and grabbing your shower caddy before exiting the bathroom. You are met by an older woman wearing a shirt representing your college and sweats, with cleaning supplies in tow. âYou were in there for a while,â she remarks as she sets out the wet floor sign. Do you have a hot date tonight?â âSomething like that,â you shrug. You walk back to your room, and to your surprise, Nikki is outside your door. âYouâre early,â you remark, unlocking the door. âYes, I know,â she said. âBut we will need more than two hours to get yourself right.â âYou act like I canât dress myself,â you scoff. âI just wanted your company, thatâs all.â
âOh yeah? Mon ami, when was the last time you changed your makeup?â You open your mouth to rebuttal but close it immediately. You hate to say it, but Nikkiâs right. Itâs not like you are going anywhere besides school, the music store, and the pizzeria. âExactly,â Nikki says, setting her stuff down on her bed. âI went and got you makeup close to your teint, just in case.â She pulls out brand-new makeup from Revlon from mascaras, concealers, powders, and assortments of lipsticks of my choosing. She also bought nail polishes, saying it was time to add some color to your life. As much as you want to roll your eyes at her, she is right. As harsh as Nikki seems sometimes, she has a big heart and always looks out for you when you least expect it. You know a thing or two about style, but she takes it to a whole different level and isnât shy about giving advice on it. You appreciate her so much. Being honest with yourself, you are nervous as hell. You have had crushes before, but you have never been pursued like this, where someone likes you enough to ask you out formerly, even if it was via a note. This person cares about your mind or seems to. You arenât sure how to feel; you want to be excited and have a good time, but you have a wall up for a reason. You donât want to be disappointed again like your family has. You figured if the people you love the most can abandon you like that, there is no hope for you out there. You lived with that hard truth for a long time, and you were content with that. But god, this guy has you curious. âWhatâs on your mind?â Nikki finishes with your makeup and hair, gazing at you through the mirror. âButterflies in my stomach are killing me,â you grimace. âI canât believe I am even doing this.â âOh, relax,â she blows a raspberry. âYou always do this thing where you talk yourself out of things you deserve. Stop that. D'accord? âYes, mother,â you tease. She sucks her teeth, and you get dressed, putting on the new clothes you bought and your black leather boots. Checking out your appearance, you are satisfied with your look, and Nikki gives you a thumbs up while she cleans up. Knock, Knock! You look at the door, the butterflies fluttering deeper in your stomach. You look in the mirror one last time as Nikki opens the door, a brief silence followed by a heart chuckle. âMon ami, your date is here.â
You see him, and you're stunned. It dawns on you why heâs here, and you feel your heart drop all the way to your ass. This has to be some kind of joke. âSoonyoung? What are you doing here?â He walks more into your view, wearing a grey jean jacket with matching pants. His right hand is in his pocket, and he has a small bouquet of irises in his other hand. âIâm here to take you to the concert?â Nikki is behind him, trying to keep her composure and mask her giggles. Of all the people you thought would show up, Soonyoung was the LAST person on your mind. This is the person who was calling in every Friday and wanting to talk to you? Yeah fucking right. âWhat happened?â you accost him. âDid you lose some bet, and you had to ask me out? Or do you feel bad for almost hitting me with your car?â âNo?!â he scoffs, clearly offended. âI mean, yes, I feel bad about almost hitting, but no one dared me to do anything. Do you think I am that kind of person?â âWell, yes.â You wish you could take back what you said, but it was too late. You knew you hurt his feelings, the crestfallen look on his face saying it all. âThis was a mistake,â he sighs dejectedly. âSorry, I wasted your time.â He handed Nikki the flowers and walked away, the air feeling thick and awkward. You couldnât even look at her in the eyes. You knew you fucked up. âWell, that was awkward,â you huff. âAnd shitty.â You raise an eyebrow at her, and she stares you down. You donât want to feel worse than you already do, and Nikki isnât helping. âHonestly, I think the guy was telling the truth,â Nikki surmises. âHe looked like a sad puppy.â You think about this caller #17 guy who would call in every week and share his thoughts with you about everything, with you having to do very little. You think about how scared he felt about being his true, authentic self and how much courage it probably took to ask you out. You know you are a tough cookie to crack and understand better than anyone how it feels to go against the grain and be who you are. âI fucked up Nik,â you slump on your bed. âYeah, you did.â God, you hate her bluntness sometimes, but sheâs right. You need to go find him and make this right. âDo you think heâs still here?â you ask, sitting up and grabbing your purse. âHe couldnât have left that fast.â âOnly way to find out is to get off your ass and find him,â she says, pulling your arm. âGo find your guy.â You both rush out of your dorm, jogging down the hallway and out of the building, looking for a silhouette of him. You were scared you missed him and felt defeated, not seeing any sight of him anywhere. Surveying the area one last time, you noticed a black Jeep peeling out of the parking lot. It stops at the stop sign, the second to last car to go. This is your only chance. âWAIT!â
You sprint towards the car, barely meeting him as he is about to turn.
âSTOP,â you exhale, relieved that you caught him. âDonât go.â Soonyoung steps out as you rest your hands on the hood of his car, trying to catch your breath. He touches your arm, his hands soft as silk, sending shocks throughout your body.
âAre you okay?â He asks, taking a good look at you.
âAside from me about to pass out, Iâm good.â You take a deep breath. âListen. Iâm sorry. I was a jerk and an asshole andââ
âMOVING YOUR FUCKING CAR!â
A middle-aged woman leans out of the window and gives you the bird, followed by a slew of car horns beeping in annoyance behind you and Soonyoung.
âFuck,â Soonyoung curses, realizing the amount of cars behind him. âGet in the car.â
You both get in the car and drive off from the angry drivers, pulling into the nearest gas station. You sit with your hands in your lap, this weight of regret sitting on your chest and guilt eating you from the inside. You look at him, and he seems surprisingly relaxed as if you didnât reject him
not even thirty minutes ago.
âIâm going to get some gas,â he announces. âWait here.âÂ
You watch him walk inside to pay and let out the deepest, most agonizing sigh. He should be calling you every name in the book, and rightfully so, as you insulted him. Why is he being so nice? Does he really like you that much?
He returns a few minutes later, shoving his pockets with change left over, and you both lock eyes with each other. In another situation, you wouldâve been able to appreciate his good looks, trendy clothes, and tiger-like appearance. But instead, you feel sick to your stomach, disappointed in how you acted. You look down, twiddling your thumbs until he finishes pumping his gas and returning to the car. This is not like you at all. âHey,â he says. âHi,â you stammer. âIâm sorry again. I feel like a terrible person, and I shouldnât have bit your head off like that.â âI know you were intense, but Jesus Christ,â he exhaled. âWhy do you think I wouldnât be interested in you? You made it seem like I lost a bet to ask you out. You made me feel like crap.â Every word felt like a punch in the gut, and you deserved it. Despite your parents' many flaws, they always taught you not to judge a book by its cover, and thatâs precisely what you did. You were pretentious and stuck up about him. In some ways, you arenât any different from them. âI guessâŠâ your voice trails off. âI just saw you as the athlete that everyone is in love with. Your friends, I know the type, and weâve never really crossed paths with each other unless I was bumping into you or almost getting hit by your car.â âSo⊠you saw me as the very thing I told you I didnât want to be seen as.â You didnât have to answer back. You both knew the answer, and it was eating you up inside. âIâm sorry, I am just gonna go.â Before he could stop you, you exited the Jeep and started walking back toward your dorm. You are embarrassed and can never face him again. This is why you donât donât talk to anyone. This is awkward; it feels weird. You lose yourself in your thoughts until you reach the street light, waiting for your turn to go. The air is slightly chilly than usual, the smell of the ocean taking over your senses that you would enjoy any other time. Yeah, a walk to the beach sounds nice, you say to yourself just as the street signal turns green. You feel someoneâs hand pulling you away, and you twirl around, facing Soonyoungâs back as he takes you back to his car.
âYouâre dramatic as hell, you know that, right?â He shouts over his shoulder. âYou didnât even let me respond; you just hopped out like you were on the run.âÂ
You stayed silent. What more could you say? He was right. He opens the passenger side, letting you slide in and shutting the door behind you. A few seconds later, he is on your other side, turning on the ignition.Â
âYou not a terrible person,â he breathes. âA terrible person wouldnât come sprinting out of their doom in boots and a nice outfit trying to apologize. You said youâre sorry, and itâs fine.â âIs it?âÂ
âI mean, Iâll get over it,â he shrugs. âI wouldnât have pulled you back here if I didnât want to be around you. Now, do you still want to go back and forth about this, or do you want to make it up to me by going to this concert?â Itâs a brief moment of silence as you seriously consider your options. You can tell Soonyoung is still bothered by what you did, but his small smile clarifies your decision. âLead the way, tiger.â
He chuckles as he pulls out of the lot, pulling into a line of cars headed in the same direction. The sun starts to set, the golden hour hitting the horizon at the sea. You fold your arms, confused as to why he is being so nice to you, despite you being a bitch to him earlier. You havenât felt forgiveness in a long time, which feels foreign. Uncomfortable. You hope this feeling will go away as the night goes on.
You mainly rode in silence aside from the music on the radio, and the hour trip to the venue seemed to be double that. You pull up to Bayfront Amphitheater, packed to the brim with people screaming their hearts out to the band onstage. Your heart skips in excitement, realizing what concert Soonyoung took you to.Â
âThe Foo Fighters?â you grin, unbuckling your seatbelt. âIâve been wanting to see them forever.: âYeah, I remember you were talking about it on the radio, so I figured why not,â his voice trails off.Â
Your heart feels like it is going to burst at the seams. This is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you, and you had the nerve to be a bitch to him earlier.Â
âHey,â you clear your throat. âIâm sorry again. I feel really shitty about it.â
âI know,â he says. âLook, letâs just enjoy this concert, and Iâll forget about it, okay?â You nod, walking towards the loud music. The rhythm of the drums and guitar blended together, hyping the crowd. You let Soonyoung lead the way, checking your tickets and guiding you to your seats. The crowd is thick, with the smell of cigarettes and alcohol flowing freely, and everyone is caught in their own zone. You wouldnât say you are claustrophobic, but being packed like sardines isnât your definition of a good time. Soonyoung notices your discomfort and grabs your hand, holding tight until he finds your assigned seats. You felt safe with him, a tiny spark in you that made you swoon.Â
âAre you okay?â He shouts over the noise. âDo you want a beer or anything?â âNah, Iâm good,â you shake your head.Â
The opening act finishes their set, the crowd politely cheering as the members walk off the stage. There is a small intermission, with people disbursing from their seats to grab drinks or making quick trips to the bathroom. You can feel Soonyoung looking at you, his eyes burning into the left side of your face. You lick your lips and pull strands of your hair to the back of your ear, a blatant attempt at flirting.Â
âAre you gonna stare at me all night?â You feel bold, turning your body towards him. âI might,â he purrs. âI have a beautiful, mysterious girl sitting beside me.â
âIâm not that mysterious. Weâve been talking for weeks.â âYeah, in front of thousands of people on the radio. Now I have you all to myself, and I want to get to know the real you.â
âUh huh,â you nod. âWell, Iâm always the same on and off air. Youâll see.â âI hope so.â He smiles at you, and gotta admit the man can flirt. Soonyoung is devastatingly handsome, and heâs quick with his words. It excites you. You like being around people you can banter with and not take shit personally. It takes a load off your shoulders, not having to hold yourself back every time. You just want to be you and be free. It feels like Soonyoung is chasing the same thing.Â
âI wouldnât have predicted youâd be into rock bands like the Foo Fighters. What made you want to go to their concert aside from me?â
âWell, you might be surprised to hear this, but I actually like the band,â he laughs. âIâve been following them since their debut.â
âReally?â you say. âThatâs cool.â âWhat?â Soonyoung leans closer, your shoulder barely touching his. âDo I not seem like the Foo Fighters type?â âAht aht,â you playfully wave your finger at him. âIâm not getting tripped up on that question.â You fell into a rhythm of laughter that felt natural as if you had been doing this all your life. Despite your fuck up, he makes you feel cozy and open. The sun makes one final appearance, shining its glorious light on his beautiful, tanned skin. You can fully admit to yourself that heâs handsome as fuck, taking him all in before the sun dips below the horizon. âNo, but seriously, I donât seem like the type to be into them?â You pause before responding, being careful with your answer. âOn the surface, no. But I am learning that there is more to a person than meets the eye.â There is a comfortable silence between you two, the sweet-smelling breeze keeping you at bay as you sit and enjoy each otherâs company. You have so much you want to say but donât simultaneously. You savor this tiny bit of peace with him. âI think I am gonna grab a drink,â Soonyoung gets up suddenly. âDo you want anything?â âYeah, like a juice or something.â You watch him leave, checking out his ass as he stands in the concessions line. Nice and firm, definitely a football playerâs ass. You look away before being caught, watching the crew prepare for the next act. You feel like a young girl who just realized you have a crush on a boy. Youâre giddy inside, hypersensitive to everything around you and how you look. You hope he finds you as attractive as he says he does, or if not, keep up the lie a little longer. Youâve been dealt many disappointments in your life, and you canât let this be one of them.Â
âHere. I got you a lemonade.â
You gaze up at Soonyoung, carefully grabbing the cup from his hand. He has a cup of beer in the other, sipping before making a face. You laugh in your cup, tasting your sweet drink with some tart. You feel refreshed and a little bit alive, thanks to him. âLadies and gentlemen, whoâs ready for the FOO FIGHTERS?â
The crowd erupts into a roar as the band joins the stage, getting their placements to perform. Jolts of electric excitement course throughout your body, screaming your heart out before the first string is played on the guitar. Youâve always wanted to see them in concert, being a huge fan of Nirvana and following Dave Grohl after. Despite everything, he seems like a rad guy, and
if you ever had the opportunity, you would want to pick his brain and jam out with him. âARE YOU MUTHAFUCKERS READY?â Dave Grohl shouts into the mic.Â
 You both scream as the first song is played, the drums scratching the excellent part of your brain while the guitars take you to another level. You look at Soonyoung, his attention on the band with his arms folded, in awe of the performance being given. He looks adorable, and all you can do is smile, satisfied that you are in this space and can experience this moment. The band keeps playing hit after hit, the energy around you making you want to levitate in the clouds. You havenât been this happy in a long time. You reach the last song of the night, and the key changes, the guitars riffing into a song you know all too well. âI want everyone to sing this song with usâ this is for the regular heroes out there.âÂ
You feel the emotion and intensity in Dave Grohlâs voice, making you emotional. The song is about the ordinary person and their potential; you wish your family saw your potential. You wish you could share your music with them and see you thrive in the elements youâre most comfortable in. But instead, youâve been cast out, and as much as you worked hard to get over it, it hurts you deeply. âAre you okay?â Soonyoung looks at you wide-eyed; youâre unaware of the tears trickling down your face. All you want to do is be held and told everything will be okay. As if he read your mind, he holds your hand, his thumb rubbing your palm softly, keeping you anchored in your emotional storm. Nothing else needed to be said between you two; the song lyrics moved your spirit. Kudos, my hero
Leavin' all the mess
You know my hero
The one that's on
There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary
âThank you for taking me to the concert. I had a really good time.â
You sit with Soonyoung in his car, sitting outside of your dorm. You talked about music all the
way back home, singling your hearts out to whatever is on the radio. Soonyoung is surprisingly a good singer, hitting some notes even better than you can. You wonder if he had any training. âIâm glad I was able to make it up to you,â he grins. âOh, please,â you wave him off. Iâm the one who started us on the wrong foot.â âTrue. But I think you more than made up for it tonight.â âYeah, yeah,â you roll your eyes playfully. âCan I ask you something?â âSure.âÂ
âWhy were you crying during the concert?â You knew this question would come eventually, but you still felt unprepared. You hadnât really talked about your family life with anyone besides Nikki, but you were determined to keep it to yourself. But he makes you want to open up. âThe song really hits me,â you point at your chest. âI feel every word and every percussion note as it plays. It reminds me of my mom and dad, and I wish they saw me as a normal person with their own aspirations rather than the person they want me to be. It was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. Soonyoung nodded his head, understanding what you were saying.Â
âMy parents wanted me to be a doctor or a lawyer, and I just donât see myself doing that. I fell in love with music and singing, and when I shared that I wanted to do songwriting full-time, they made me feel so low. Like I am stupid and naive for wanting a career, I would actually be happy.â You huff, wiping fresh tears off of your face. âI just wanted them to support me, but they couldnât even do that. Aside from my grandparents, they cut me off completely.â âThatâs not cool,â Soonyoung scoffs. âSo they just went cold turkey and quit talking to you?â You nod, bitterly reliving the last conversation you had with them before you made no contact. âWhy canât our parents just let us live the lives we want? Itâs like they want to live vicariously through us.â âRight?!â You exclaim. âSee, you get it!â
âUnfortunately, yeah,â he mumbled. You turn your body to look at him, studying his face and the possible thoughts he is having. You may see more eye to eye than you realize. âSo, whatâs your damage?â You poke at him. âItâs the same as yours,â he revealed. âThey just want me to keep playing basketball so I can go into the big leagues and take care of everyone. I am essentially everyoneâs meal ticket.â âWell, you donât have to be,â you say. âYou could just say fuck âem and live for yourself.â âEasier said than done,â he sighs. âIâm the first person in my family to attend college, and I actually like playing basketball. I believe in it, bleed it, all that⊠but whenever I am around my folks or friends, thatâs all they want me to be about it. Itâs like Iâm not real. I am a person with complex interests and feelings, too.âÂ
âI know exactly what you mean, tiger.âÂ
You smile reassuringly; you understand that last sentence all too well. Your family would rather consider you the family fuck up, the black sheep, instead of understanding that you wanted different things. Why is that so fucking complicated? You stifle a yawn, looking at your watch and seeing how late it was.
âI really like talking to you and being around you,â Soonyoung confesses. I hope we can do it more.â âYeah,â you gaze into his eyes. â I would love that.â He walks you to your dorm, opens the doors, and holds your waist as you walk up the steps. His hands bring jitters and butterflies in your stomach that you hope you can experience more. You know you have a hard, cold exterior on the outside, but deep down, you want to feel love and adoration from someone. You hope Soonyoung can bring that.Â
You never want this feeling to go away.
âThank you for walking me in,â you say, unlocking the keys to your room. âI know I was being a bitch early, but thank you for showing me a good time anyway.âÂ
âIt was worth it, seeing a smile on your face.âÂ
âWas it?âÂ
âYeah,â he leans in closer. âI want to see it more.â
His lips touch yours, your chest bursting like fireworks as he deepens the kiss. Your arms rest on his shoulders, feeling natural and comfortable like a glove. He is gentle and kind, not doing too much but making you feel safe and like you can depend on him. It's crazy how one kiss can have you seeing your future.Â
âWe should do that more often,â you joke, leaving one last peck. He chuckles, pulling you into a hug. âWe will. Iâll make sure to do it more often.âÂ
âOkay,â you say, walking into your dorm. âIâll hold you to it.â
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More Twst x Stardew things
The Royal Sword Corporation opened one of their stores in town years ago. Crowley hates it. He hates the manger, Ambrose, who wants him to sell the community center so they can open another Royal Sword Business in town.
Che'nya works at Royal Sword Mart. Neige actually got his big break from Royal Sword. He got cast in a commercial for it, and it did so well that he's the face of a whole ad campaign now. Vil is angry and jealous because he also auditioned for that role and Neige got picked over him.
Vil still acts and models, but it's on a much smaller scale compared to Neige. Like he gets hired a lot to do ads and commercials for businesses in town, and in all the neighboring towns, to the point he's kind of a local celebrity in the area. He keeps visiting the city to audition for theater, but so far nothing. He ideally would like to move to the city to pursue bigger roles, but it's just not in the cards now.
The witch that turns your eggs into void eggs at night is Malleus grandma. He gets embarrassed, and has tried convincing her to get a different hobby, to no avail.
Fellow and Giddel are event characters. They get hired to work at the county fair during the fall, and sometimes stop by on the Night Market. There's a quest where you can befriend them so they can move into town, and Giddel can join the other kids on their lessons.
Leonas family is very well off. After his father passed while Leona was still a minor, Falena took custody of him, and he still lives with Falena and his wife, Asha. The Kingscholars were successful in their careers and had plenty of money. Like the farmer, they wanted a change of pace from city life and bought a nice inn just outside of town. Falena runs the actual business while Asha still works as a lawyer. Leona is taking online courses while working at the inn. Ruggie also works there and often has to keep Leona on track.
Ace is a carpenter, and was like Robin, the first person in town to greet you and show you to Ramshackle Farm. And like Robin, he also called your grandpa's house crusty. He also has beef with your cat, Grim. Everytime he comes by to work on something, they have a stare off.
Jade is still interested in foraging, and often gives helpful tips, like what is in season and where to find it. His favorite gifts are any mushrooms.
The mermaid who does a show at the Night Market is Rielle.
Ortho, Najma, and Cheka are like the Jas and Vincent in town. They're the local kids you always see running around, along with everyone else's little siblings, like Jack's brother and sister.
Since there's more than two kids in town in this au, there is an actual school house in the area. It's right next to or is connected to the library, and Clara is the local teacher. Trein helps her out by doing the history lessons. Clara will give the older kids their lessons in the morning before doing their more independent study time and class work in the afternoon while she teaches the little ones. Trein usually keeps an eye on the older kids while they work in the library. It's hard though, Lucius keeps demanding their attention when they're supposed to be doing homework.
Ramshackle is still haunted. There's ghost all over the property, and they mostly show up at night. But they will sometime show up indoors, like in the house, sheds, and greenhouse.
If you marry Leona, he will nap in the greenhouse.
If you marry Deuce, he will work on his bike outside.
If you marry Vil, his post marriage heart event is him going away to work after taking a bigger role. Kinda like Elliot going on his book tour.
If you marry Cater, he will post about living on a farm. He will absolutely make vlog type videos going "My day in the life of a stay at home farm husband."
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Did I write an AU based on a McDonald's commercial? Somehow, yes. I...I don't even know, y'all. But here's a hopefully fun, fluffy thing.
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Ava watches Beatrice walk into the McDonaldâs, pristine gray and yellow polo tucked into ironed black pants, and thinks for about the thousandth time that nobody should be able to make a fast-food uniform look that fucking good.
âYo, Silva,â a pen hits her helmet and falls to the concrete next to her. She doesnât look but stretches her arm out behind her and flips the bird in the general direction of the voice. âFuck off, JC.â
âRude. Stop staring at your girlfriend and get back over here.â
âSheâs not my girlfriend.â The response is rote at this point, because he makes some comment every fucking time they hang out here (and, yeah, sure, thatâs because every fucking time they hang out here Ava stares at Beatrice or talks about Beatrice or daydreams about Beatrice but whatever) but she still winces at herself because she sounds like sheâs five and also because she would rather not have to say Beatrice isnât her girlfriend.
Reaching down to retrieve the pen, which is one heâd stolen from her earlier anyway, the dickhead, she turns back to him and says, âGo home, JC. Iâm done for the day.â
âAw, Ava, câmon. We just got here.â Itâs whiny and Avaâs the smallest bit endeared, as always, because heâs charming and guileless and really actually wants to spend time with her, even after she dumped him pretty unceremoniously when her interest in him flamed out about three weeks into their sort-of relationship. Heâs giving her puppy-dog eyes and she rolls her own because heâs absolutely ridiculous. âWeâve been here for two hours, JC. You have study group with Zori soon anyway.â
He looks like heâs going to protest, but Chanel steps in. âLetâs go, doofus.â She wraps an arm around his shoulders and pulls and Ava smiles at her gratefully until she says, smirking, âAva has to go make pathetic heart eyes at the pretty girl over an ice cream cone she doesnât want.â âHey, I always want ice cream.â ItâsâŠnot a great comeback, and she knows it, sighs when Chanel laughs loudly and turns to walk away with JC, a totally rude, âYeah right,â serving as her goodbye. Avaâs undoing the strap of her helmet when Chanel nearly yells, still walking toward the bus stop, âAsk her out, you idiot!â Ava flinches and looks toward the entrance of the store, but nobody is there to hear the call-out.
Also, though, sheâs totally going to do it. Sheâs going to ask Beatrice out. Today. Right now. Because she wants to and has wanted to for like six fucking weeks and because on Friday some girl, some stupidly hot girl, had been leaning over the counter and touching her and Beatrice had blushed and Ava had squeezed a ketchup packet so hard sheâd ruined JCâs white tee and damaged her own dignity pretty badly in front of Mary and Lilith, who is terrifying and who had looked at her like a fucking Orca who had found a bunch of baby seals to snack on. Literally the only thing that had made the night okay was Camila, an absolute saint, texting Ava later to tell her Beatrice wasnât going out with the girl even though sheâd really tried but âAva get it together already because sheâs not going to wait forever and she shouldnât! Sheâs great!â She is. Camâs right. So. Yeah. Itâs time.
Ava runs a hand through her hair and trades her helmet for her favorite cap, putting it on backward and clipping her helmet to her messenger. She takes stock. Sheâs wearing denim shorts and a black crop-top underneath one of her favorite button-downs, black and covered in colorful shapes. Her right knee is scabbed over from a fall last week and thereâs a hole forming at the big toe of one of her black-and-white checked Vans. She wiggles her toe and sees the threads move, the tip of her lime green sock poking through. She looks like herself. She looks good.
She pushes her shoulders back and walks out of the park and into the parking lot, board in hand. Itâs a Monday afternoon and school hasnât let out yet, so when Ava walks in, dropping her board into the little stand by the door, hardly anyone is there. She sees a very stressed woman with three small children by the indoor playground and a dude messing with his phone and eating fries in the corner and thatâs it. Itâs great, because it means Ava wonât feel bad about trying to keep Beatrice talking to her for as long as possible (she really, really has it bad) but itâs shit because it means she has no buffer time.
And yep, sheâs almost immediately greeted with an amused, âHello, Ava.â Leaning against the drink station and looking like sheâs about to have a really good time is Mary. Ava sighs and smiles, waves a little and fortifies herself for the shit sheâs about to take. At least Lilith isnât on today.
For reasons she isnât totally clear on but thinks boil down to âqueer fam helps queer fam get jobs,â this McDonaldâs is staffed by like half of her History of Medieval Spain seminar. Sheâd felt like she was in a very realistic and mundane dream two weeks into the semester when sheâd walked in from the new skate park to get an ice cream cone and been served by the hottie with color-coordinated notes who sat next to her on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 9:30 to 11am while the also hot but absolutely terrifying woman who sat across from her glaring at everyone filled fry containers and the smoke show who sat next to her manned the drive-in. (How her History of Medieval Spain seminar came to be fucking stacked with hot queer women is less of a mysteryâProfessor Suzanne âstep on my throatâ Superion draws a very particular kind of student and Ava couldnât be happier to fall into that category.)
Mary makes a tv-gameshow-style motion at the soda machine behind her, as if offering a prize. âThirsty?â Sheâs so fucking smug, and sheâs also depressingly right, which makes it way worse. Ava looks at the children now snacking at the table with their keeper and resists the urge to flip Mary off, sticking her tongue out instead because sheâs very mature.
Before Mary can respond, theyâre interrupted. âHello, Ava.â Ava smiles automatically, turns in the direction of the voice so fast sheâs at risk of whiplash and blurts, loudly, âHi Bea!â She bounds over to the counter and leans against it, palms pressed flat and body tilting forward. Itâs a genuinely innocent act; she just wants to be closer to Beatrice, whoâs standing behind the register. But she watches Beaâs eyes drift down and then guiltily snap back up and she knows that the position combined with her top also does great things for her tits. She preens a little, self-confidence growing, and says, âHowâs my favorite ice-cream-magician-slash-Religious Studies-major today?â
Itâs a lot, but whateverâsheâs way past pretending sheâs anything other than a lot and anyone who has an issue can go find less. And anyway, it gets exactly the reaction she wants: Beatriceâs cheeks tinge pink at her enthusiasm, a small, pleased smile appearing on her face like it does nearly every time Ava says something even remotely complimentary. Itâs a little weird, because in class Beatrice is like, model student who knows it. She always pays attention and makes points so good that Superion writes them on the board and operates with a general level of confidence that does embarrassing things to Ava. Outside of class, though, Beatrice kind of folds into herself. It seems almost like she isnât used to people seeing her, remembering her, being glad sheâs there, and Ava thinks thatâs fucking wild and absolutely wrong.
Beatrice deserves someone who will be loud about her. She thinks of the girl from Friday, with her beautiful cheekbones and her wandering hands, and of Beatriceâs blush, the one Ava did not appreciate seeing directed at someone else even if she was, in the better parts of herself, very glad to see Beatrice getting the attention she deserves. And, yes, totally, Beatrice deserves all of the attention but she wants to be the one who gets Beatriceâs attention. And she wants to be the one who gets to be loud about Beatrice in a respectfully possessive way. If Beatrice is down, of course. The girl in question is still smiling at her, and Avaâs body leans even further forward on instinct, drawn to the stupidly perfect human in front of her. Her palms catch her weight, her feet lifting slightly from the ground. Beatriceâs eyes donât wander again, sadly, but her head tilts in this way that Ava thinks indicates affection, and sheâll take that, for sure.
Beaâs voice is teasing as she asks, âDo you know a lot of Religious Studies majors?â
Ava grins at her, grins bigger when Beatrice angles just slightly closer, which Ava might think was an unconscious move if Beatrice werenât maybe the most intentional person on the planet (there are at least four colors in her highlighter system and Avaâs 95% sure she irons her t-shirts). âNope. But I donât need to to know that youâre my favorite and the best.â
Mary says, loudly, âIâm going on break.â She passes by them and adds, enjoying herself way too much, âBeatrice, I was just asking Ava here about a drink. Iâm sure you can also see sheâs incredibly thirsty. Must be the skateboarding.â
Ava glances at the kids, still working through a pile of french fries, and puts her feet back on the ground, angling her body against the register so that she can flip Mary off and keep it shielded from tiny human eyes and from Beatrice. She wants to tell her to lick rust. She says, instead, âThanks so much for your concern.â Mary keeps her shit-eating grin and saunters outside.
When she turns back to the counter, Beatrice is looking over the register at Avaâs hand in amusement and okay so Ava apparently hadnât hidden her finger as well as sheâd thought but at least Bea seems to think itâs funny instead of off-putting. She had once admonished Ava, totally unironically, when Ava had let fly an admittedly impressive string of curses after realizing she left her coffee sitting on a table in the student union. The tone of that âLanguage, Avaâ had made Avaâs stomach drop in a very unexpected and pleasant way.
âThe usual?â Her eyes are really fucking pretty.
âYep. Yeah. Please.â As Beatrice turns to grab a cone Ava gets her shit together. Right. Yes. Go. âActually, Bea.â She turns back holding a cone and smiles, eyebrow raised in question as she waits, and Ava wants to kiss her. âWould you want to go out with me sometime? In, like, a date way?â
Her smile is gone then and sheâs blinking slowly and oh shit, did Ava mess up? Was Bea not interested? Was Bea not gay? Thereâs no way Beatrice hadnât noticed her flirting because she had literally never been subtle and also Bea had just been staring at her boobs and talked to Ava and smiled at Ava and blushed at Ava more than anyone else? Or anyone else Ava had ever seen. And Cam said! And Mary wasnât mean enough to let her make an ass of herself, right? Not like this. Lilith, maybe, butâŠ
Ava has become distracted, staring at the kidâs meal toy display to Beaâs right as she spirals, and when she looks back, Beatriceâs mouth is twitching and her eyes are bright with amusement, and oh, shit. âUm,â she tries to run a hand through her hair and hits her hat. Smooth. âSo, exactly how much of that did I say out loud?â
âI apologize for so obviously staring at your chest earlier.â Her tone is at least half genuinely apologetic but the rest of it is amused? Delighted? Something in that range and definitely at Avaâs expense and thatâs fair given the gay panic monologue sheâd apparently just spouted at her crush in her place of work.
âJesus Christ,â she mumbles as she tilts her head back and rolls her eyes to the ceiling. After a breath she forces herself to look at Beatrice, who is fully smiling now. She throws the cone away and steps toward Ava again and then her hand is on Avaâs forearm, which she had crossed with the other over her chest in what was a totally ineffective attempt at self-preservation. Hard when the attack is coming from your own fucking mouth. Beatriceâs hand is warm and her fingers are calloused and Ava short circuits (whatever fucking circuits are left) at the contact, staring in disbelief until Beatrice says softly, still amused, âI would love to go out with you sometime.â
âYeah?â Itâs the most she can manage. The fingers over her arm squeeze just slightly and Ava knows if Bea pushed even a little bit sheâd fall right fucking over. âYes.â Warm brown eyes meet hers as she takes her hand back. Ava misses the contact immediately.
âCool. Um, maybe Thursday? Dinner?â Bea doesnât usually work Thursdays and Avaâs shift at the gym near campus ends at 3pm so sheâll have time to go home and shower and lose it a bit over what to wear but not so much time that sheâll be able to talk herself into a full panic.
âThursday works perfectly.â Ava pulls her messenger around and rummages for her phone, pulling it out and handing it to Bea. Based on what she knows from class and a lot of longing stares, Beatrice keeps all her stuff as neat and tidy as she keeps her uniform. So, sheâs pretty sure her own phone is something out of Beaâs nightmares. One corner of the screen is shattered and scratches dot the rest while the back, an ice blue color Ava really likes, is covered in spidery lines from way too many drops and impacts suffered in Avaâs pocket at the park. Still, she canât be fucked to get a case because itâs pretty and sleek and smooth(ish, at this point). Beatriceâs lips purse slightly but she says nothing, taking it, entering her number, and calling herself before handing it back. She removes her own phone, in its pristine black case, and immediately creates a new contact.
A group of teenagers comes through the door, loudly, followed closely by Mary, and Ava watches as Beatrice sets her shoulders. Itâs very cute. Ava is going to date her. Incredible. âIâll text you.â
Her smile breaks and her face is suddenly concerned. Avaâs nervous until: âYour ice cream. I completely forgot.â
Ava grins and waves her phone, nearly drops it and is stupidly charmed by the little flinch from Beatrice at the fumble. âGot something way sweeter.â
Beatrice shakes her head and half hides a smile, cheeks pink. Avaâs feeling very proud when she hears a loud groan from Mary, whoâs stepping behind the counter again. âAbsolutely not, Silva. Get out of here with that.â
Ava smiles at Beatrice one last time before basically skipping out, grabbing her board. She almost eats it three separate times because sheâs so distracted on the way home, but sheâs not even a little mad about it.
Itâs both awesome and kind of torture to see Bea the next morning in class. They sit next to each other, like always, and Ava manages to keep it mostly together, flirting only slightly more than usual and letting her knee press into Beaâs below the table for most of class, the barely-there red under her freckles the only sign sheâs even aware of the contact. She works an extra shift on Wednesday because she wants that date money and JC could give a shit about giving it up, only works because his parents make him even though they give him a shit-ton of spending money anyway.
Itâs a bummer not to see Bea but sheâs also texting her kind of non-stop. She started Tuesday night when she got home:
Whatâs Draculaâs favorite ice cream?
She didnât expect a fast response, imagined Bea was busy with the flood of students and families who came in after work and school, so she was a little surprised to see Beaâs name pop up twenty minutes later: Blood orange?
Have you had blood orange ice cream?
No, but I am sure it exists. Not the answer then?
A good guess but no. ItâsâŠ
Vein-illa
Three eye roll emojis. And then a truly terrible joke about snails. It had gone on from there, intermittent jokes and also little snippets of actual conversation. Itâs still happening Wednesday night as Ava gets ready for bed. She settles and then nearly hurls herself out of bed in excitement when she reads Beaâs latest text: Goodnight, Ava. Iâm really looking forward to tomorrow. From most people, it wouldn't be much, might even be discouraging. Ava knows Beatrice well enough at this point to know that from her, it might as well be fifteen firework emojis and twenty-seven exclamation points. She doesnât bother to play it cool, as fucking if she would do anything other than encourage way more of that, and sends back immediately: Night, Bea. Me too. Really really. Along with three mutlicolored hearts.
She knows something is wrong the next morning when she gets to class because Beatrice is waiting outside of the classroom staring at her shoes and gripping the straps of her backpack (both over her shoulders, tightened evenly) as if theyâve personally offended her. When Ava gets close, Bea looks up and smiles unevenly and says, âIâm so sorry, Ava. I canât go tonight. Lilith got the flu and I have to cover her shift.â
It sucks, of course, but Beaâs looking at her like sheâs done something unforgivable, like sheâs waiting for Ava to tell her off. Not for the first time, Ava wonders where exactly Bea comes from and what kind of shitheads sheâs used to. She walks closer, slowly, smiles as gently as she can and takes a risk, reaching forward to tuck an escaped strand of Beaâs hair behind her ear and letting her hand skim Beaâs jaw as she pulls back. Beaâs eyes are big and her face is more relaxed, even if she does look a little confused and her hands are still white-knuckling the straps of her bag.
She keeps it simple, pretty sure Beatrice needs it. âWanna try for this weekend instead?â
A few people file past them into the room and Ava knows they need to go sit or incur the wrath of Superion, whose anger is hotter in theory than in practice. She takes another chance, reaches up to tug at Beaâs left hand and laces their fingers. When Beatrice allows it, flexes her fingers lightly between Avaâs, Ava pulls them into the classroom, smiling a little at Beaâs still-wide eyes. She appears to have come back to herself by the time they reach their seats, squeezing Avaâs hand in an intentional way before taking off her backpack and settling in. As Superion gathers her notes, Beatrice leans closer, pressing her knee into Avaâs as she says quietly, âHow does Saturday night work for you?â Ava beams.
Saturday morning she ends up, surprise surprise, at the skate park with JC, riding a little aimlessly and doing some reading for her Russian Lit class while he dicks around in the bowl. When he dips after a few hours, elbowing her just a little too hard as he tells her to have fun with Beatrice that night, Ava smiles like an idiot while he laughs.
Her stomach rumbles around noon and as she eyes the empty drive-thru, she makes a plan. Yeah, okay, so sheâs gonna see Beatrice tonight but she wants to see her now and sheâs right there and also, Avaâs legit hungry and itâs not even busy. So. Sheâs gonna get a fucking cheeseburger.
When she pays, Camila grins and Ava shrugs one shoulder as she says, âCute, Ava.â When she rolls up to the window, Beatrice blinks in surprise and then shakes her head a little and the edges of her mouth tick up. âWeâre not supposed to let you order on foot you know.â
Ava takes the burger and pops her board conspicuously. âFour wheels, baby. Totally counts as a vehicle.â
âPathetic, Silva!â Mary calls over Beaâs shoulder and Ava shrugs again, winking at Bea before she rides off.
It takes her no time to finish the burger, and there are still no cars in the line, so she finds herself ordering fries, smiling at Camila as she laughs and bracing her arms on the window as Beatrice gets her order, her cheeks a shade darker this time around. Ava tips her helmet at Bea and says, as she takes her snack, âI only have fries for you.â
âGet out of here immediately with that.â Maryâs closer this time, swats at Ava from around Beaâs back, but the look on Beaâs face is open and affectionate and sheâs so fucking handsome and Ava wants more of it. A lot more of it.
It takes slightly longer to finish the fries but luck is on her side because itâs still slow when she does, so she rolls through yet again. When Beatrice hands her the coffee, both eyebrows raised but still blushing, Ava says, easy, âI got thirsty.â
âYouâve been thirsty, Silva. Go away.â Thereâs no bite to it, and Mary doesnât swat at her this time, just turns and walks toward the fryers shaking her head. Turning her attention back to Bea, Ava fidgets a little as she asks, âSee you soon?â Bea bites her bottom lip and nods and Ava thanks bisexual Jesus that she only nearly face plants on her way down the drive.
It gets busy, of course, so Ava parks it outside and finishes her coffee and reads. Sheâs getting ready to go change for her date date date when she hears, âMaâam. Your ice cream.â Avaâs up in a second, delighted as Beatrice holds the cone out to her and ducks her head. Ava canât help but stare as she takes it, feels some drip down onto her hand. Beatriceâs hair is down, over one shoulder, and the sun is setting and wow .
âYour cone is going to melt.â Beatrice is looking at her now, a little flustered. âI might, too, if you keep looking at me like that.â Ava takes her hand, carefully but with more confidence than she had earlier that week, and offers, âWalk you to the bus stop? I know itâs traditional to walk someone home after a date but like, I can do before, too, right?â Beatrice brings their bodies slightly closer together as they start toward the sidewalk. âIâd like that."
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bbybluemochi's F.A.Q. â§ïœ„ïŸ
Hi! Arun here! I thought that instead of answering your submissions one by one Iâd gather all the frequently asked questions and answer them in a single post (this is a mix of art/OC/commissions related q's)!
Please note that I do read all your messages and Iâm so grateful for every one of them!!!! I keep all your words really close to my heart, thank you for liking my art and loving my Ocs as much as I do, it means the world to me <3
Whatâs the name of your OCs?
Theyâre called Cotton (the blonde one) and Puppy (the dark haired one). The original idea for them was to make some silly wolf/bunny OCs (thatâs why Cotton is called like that, it was supposed to be a joke about her tailâŠ) but somewhere along the way they took over and became something completely different!
Is there a webcomic for your OCs?
Not currently! I donât have the time or the skills (for now) but Iâd love to give it a try in the future!Â
I was wondering if you mind people using your OC art as character art/inspiration for DnD?Just games with friends that are for fun, nothing for commercial.
Go ahead! I find that really flattering.
Just out of curiosity, are any of your OCs bisexual?
Both Cotton and Puppy are lesbians. Thatâs what I feel comfortable drawing since Iâm a lesbian myself. If I ever do draw a bisexual OC Iâll make sure to mention it! <3
I think you said Cotton was a dominatrix in a previous ask, but is Puppy on the opposite side of the spectrum or is she just glad to be there whichever way?
Puppy is very much a sub. They both switch (Puppy as a service top and bottom and Cotton as a top and power bottom), but the dom/sub dynamic never changes. Also I wanted to mention that these dynamics do not transcend outside of the bedroom that much, thereâs more to them than their kinks but I do love to draw them deep in their submissive/dominant headspaces.Â
Are one of the lesbian fairytale characters trans?
I didnât design either of them with that in mind, but Iâm super OK with people headcanoning them as trans!
May I use your art as a header/icon?
Of course! Remember to credit me tho~
Do you allow people to use your art freely?
I donât allow reposts of my work (not that it matters that much, since almost all my art has been already reposted a million times ))): but Iâd really appreciate it if you just shared my posts instead of reposting my art). As for phone backgrounds/wallpapers or stuff like that, yeah!
Do you have an instagram account or other social media, I would love to follow you there.
My main platform is twitter (same @), I post all my drawings there and Iâm usually more active over there. Tumblr is kind of like an archive. I really like the community here but I find it easier to reply/interact with people on twitter! As for instagram, I do have an old art account (same @, again) but I havenât posted in so long. I may start posting there soon if a certain rich guy decides to keep destroying the bird app tho.Â
Iâve always thought about this⊠how do you think itâd look if the aesthetics/styles [of your OCs] were reversed?
Iâll have to explore that in a future drawing, I havenât thought much about it!Â
Do you write fics for your characters or has anyone else written fics about them?
Not yet! A couple of my friends have offered, tho! I usually like to stick to drawing because thatâs what I do best, I donât wanna subject anyone to my writing (itâs not very good,,,,). When I share some of my Ocs stories, I think it will be in comic format.Â
What's the story behind your OCs?Â
There are several, actually!! I like to put my OCs in different universes. As for now, thereâs the Fairytale AU, the modern setting AU (this is the original one), and now the Werewolf/Vampire AU. I also did a drawing of them as spiderwoman and black cat but I donât think that AU is gonna make a comeback for a while. Iâm also planning a scifi AU but Iâm not sure Iâd be able to pull off that aesthetic with my current art style so Iâm still working on it.Â
The Fairytale AU is the one Iâm working on most of the time. I wanna release a small artbook with their story + illustrations. That was my main goal for 2023 but life got in the way, so maybe,,, 2024??? *crosses fingers*Â
Is your shop down? Itâs saying that itâs not available.
I open my shop for 1-2 weeks every now and then, thatâs why itâs closed most of the time! My plan is to open the store again in september, if i manage to finish all the merch in time! Iâll announce it on my twitter and tumblr account when I do.Â
Would you ever share a tutorial on how you make your art?
Yes, of course! Iâm not very good at explaining my drawing process but If it helps anyone Iâd love to! Just let me know what part of the drawing process youâd like me to focus on, because If i try to make a full illustration tutorial itâs gonna be too long/difficult to follow.Â
May I ask what brush do you use for your lineart?
I use a different brush almost every time I start an illustration, Iâm not very consistent when it comes to that (I think itâs mainly because I havenât found the perfect brush yet!). But let me know what illustration youâre curious about and Iâll try to remember which one I used!
Do you come up with poses off the top of your head or do you use some type of reference? I always struggle with them.
It depends on what Iâm drawing! Some of my drawings are reinterpretations of paintings (Iâm obsessed with pre-raphaelite painters and arthurian legend paintings in general), so in those cases I try to adapt the poses to my art style. Even If Iâm trying to recreate an already existing painting I end up changing the poses/proportions a lot along the way to fit my personal taste/art style.Â
Other times, I just sketch from imagination (this is more entertaining, I think, since looking at references can make the drawing process a bit tedious). If I find it hard to draw a certain pose/part of the body I will look up references on printerest, no shame in using pictures! If I still canât find the pose I need Iâll just take a picture of myself (this is like, a last resort for me. Iâm too lazy for this).Â
My personal advice would be to use references for the pose and then tweaking the pose and trying to make it more personalÂ
I love the way the armor was designed and rendered! Can you share some tips on designing armor?Â
Drawing armor is something I still struggle with most of the time. I think Iâve learned a lot in the past year (please donât look at my armor drawings from 2022,,,,, sigh) but I still struggle to draw certain poses/angles. My advice is: donât hesitate to draw non-functional armor!!! Thereâs always gonna be someone like âactually, that armour makes no sense :)â well !!!! it looks cool as hell so who caresssss !!!!!Â
I think itâs more important for you to get comfortable drawing armor before you start beating yourself up for not drawing accurate ones. It takes a lot of practice (Iâm still learning!!!), especially if youâre trying to draw historically accurate ones, so start by having fun, and then work your way up from there.
Most of the tips I can think about are really hard to explain without a visual example, so let me know if thatâd be a tutorial you would be interested in and Iâll try to make one (Iâm cringing a little just saying this bc I swear, my armor skills are so bad compared to some amazing artists out thereâŠâŠâŠ..).
Do you allow cosplays your OCs?
YESâŠ. YES PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM BEGGING YOUUU ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER !!!!!! *rattles my cage*Â
Do you allow fanart of your OCs?
Again,,, PLEASEEEEEEEEE !!! Just tag me so I donât miss it and remember to give me credits if you do !!!!!!!!!!! :D
I was wondering if you use procreate , clip studio, or similar apps?
A mix of both. I used to draw on procreate only until I got a tablet and now Iâm a clip studio user (csp sponsor me please), and now thatâs all I use. Iâm so used to drawing on PC now that I donât think Iâd be able to go back to procreate, but I still like that app a lot! All my drawings (even the ones I do on csp) always get retouched on procreate because I like some of the effects (*dreamy sigh* chromatic aberration filter,,, love u).Â
I wanted to know if the marks Cotton has on her waist are tattoos or like a scar?Â
Those are tats! Puppy is a tattoo artist ~~~ (Iâm actually not sure if iâll keep the waist tats on Cotton or if Iâll end up redesigning them,,,)
I was wondering if you take commissions?
Not right now. I also donât have any plans of opening commissions any time soon! When I do, Iâll post a google forms on twitter and here on tumblr with the prices and type of comms I do. But thereâs nothing scheduled.Â
Even tho I'm not doing commissions atm, Iâm currently looking for illustration jobs (specially book covers), so donât hesitate to email me at [email protected]
That's all for now, thank you for reading!! I think I covered most of the questions, I'll make another q&a post in the future! Bye~~
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I saw your tags, you have challenged me!
Scary Show AU (cw for cannibalism and murder)
Ghost is a very well-known yet still semi-anonymous Voice Actor for spooky shit. There's a huge following for him because, regardless of what role he's playing, he does a phenomenal job. He's only listed in the cast list as "S.R.Ghost"
Typically he plays the role of the creatures in this super popular show called "Cryptid Season" which follows a gang of college kids desperate for extra credit in their Biology class so they hunt cryptids as evidence/to study for their papers. He does the voice over and some of the motion capture (he's a big dude) for the monsters and such, his most famous one being "Goatman" (from the demonic Goatman's bridge in I think Texas?)
Meanwhile Soap is this animator who's starting to become really popular, and he announces a new show in the work: "Consume", where he voices one of the two lead roles. It's presented as a show about a normal, if not very lonely man, being tormented by a demonic presence in his home.
Plot twist: dude's actually a cannibalistic serial killer and ends up quickly befriending the demon. The demon helps make the man harder to track by police forces in exchange for the bones and souls of his victims.
Cast:
Soap as the killer
Ghost as the demonic entity
Gaz as a detective who's new to the case but also best friends with Soap's character
Price voices the seasoned detective who's been working this case "too damn long"
Ghost and Soap ABSOLUTELY fall in love while recording scenes together. The banter, the flirting, the sexy scenario of cutting up a corpse together; it's too much not to fall in love irl
(actually such a big brain idea but I don't know how you'd write it tbh lmao. Maybe the show itself, where the boys keep their names? Idk the original idea turned into something much greater)
took a minute to figure something out i'm ngl but i did. something (in any case i would love to see your proper takes(s) if you'd be up to it, seeing as it's your idea!! i feel like i couldnât do it justice)
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Just like any other actor, Ghost had to audition for the role.
His agent books it for him without consultation, knowing the project would be right up his alleyâhorror, monsters, no face requiredâand Ghost makes no argument in sending in his tape. He recognizes this process and takes no issue with it, and once out of his hands, he waits patiently for a congratulatory offer or a gentle rejection.
Just like any other movie, or show, or what have you. Consume is no different.
Supposedly. At first.
John "Soap" MacTavish is... many things. He's charming, according to most. Talented. A joy to be around. A man who wears more than several hats of a project, which certainly tells of someone trying to worm their way into the commercial industry.
He has the spirit and creativity, Ghost will allow him that. But he also doesn't know when to stop talking as soon as the important work is done.
Is Soap professional? Sure. Does Soap make sure all jobs are done with efficiency and done well? Yes, he does. Does it make him any less of a nuisance to Ghost? Absolutely not.
But Ghost would be damned if the project doesnât find its way into his soft spots, despite its nature. Heâd be damned if he doesnât fall in love with Soapâs animations and the hard work and craft he puts into them.
Then he blinks, and the pilot is premiering. It does well (again, considering its content), and Consume is properly green-lit.
Which is when Soap proposes the idea of recording their lines in the same room. Together. Facing one another. Because banter, and chemistry, and whatever other reasons he insists upon.
Personally, Ghost wants to decline. Heâs always felt somewhat awkward when recording as such with anyone, but professionally? He couldnât really say no, could he?
And it is awkward, at first. Thereâs more takes than usual, and Ghost can sense Soapâs frustration, though the man never expresses it. He just plasters on a tight smile, calls for a break, and pulls Ghost aside.
Surely, surely this is where Ghost gets fired. This is where Ghost is told heâs going to be replaced, where heâs told to say goodbye to Gaz and Price and wish them luck, and move onto his next gig. This is whereâ
âHave I done something wrong?â
Soapâs face is so earnest. So painfully sincere.
Ghost clenches his jaw. Shakes his head.
âNo, Iââ He sighs. âJust have to get used to the⊠face-to-face. LetâsâIâll try again.â
Soap smiles wider, now, as he nods, something kind and warm and brilliant.
The second try goes much smoother. Ghost takes a deep breath and eases himself into scripted dialogue, into witty banter and subtle flirts like itâs any other project.
They continue to record lines as such, just the two of them, each episode at a time. At some point, Ghost worries, the line between script and show and reality gets blurred. At some point, he fears, that flirting becomes genuine.
And what would he knowâthe reviews only get better as that line becomes less and less clear. Natural, real-feeling dialogue, critics say. The relationship is authentic, claim viewers.
The love is actually heartfelt.
And fuck, if that doesnât make Ghost realize a few things about himself.
About Soap.
Consume is no different, his ass. He might have to have a stern talk with his agent in the near future.
(Or not.)
#ask#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghost mw2#soap mw2#ghost x soap#ghoap#soapghost#ghostsoap#writing#alternate universe
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Benefactor Adam au
That's- That's it You know that parody "Hell is not forever"? Well blame that
And you may say "Isn't this the same as your swap au?" and I will say "No girl (non gendered)"
The Swap is very much following the same story as canon with tweaks This is an au where Adam didn't came up with the idea of exterminations but Sera, and he only does it because Sera told him too, he doesn't enjoy it, he's indifferent And so are the exorcists! They don't enjoy it, but it's their job, they are more refined on who they kill, kids are out of the list and they try to target powerful and dangerous demons (Not only overlords) So Vaggie never falls
That's the biggest change, Charlie had to do this all by herself, she got Angel and the staff but no supportive girlfriend until her meeting with Adam, so there's no new commercial until Vaggie joins and forces them
Adam does agree with the idea of redeeming sinners, so he interrups Charlie, she believes he's going to reject her idea but the man just started to sing about how much he supports it, even confessing they were planning to move up the next extermination to six months because a sinner killed an angel but now they won't So there's no actual threat as the extermination's date stays the same, they don't plan to purge all of hell and now Charlie has on her side the first man and his loyal lieutenant spreading the word on heaven, PLUS Adam decided send one of his best girls to help her, who would later become her girlfriend
Dude plays his guitar so fucking hard it pushes Charlie out of the meeting room
"You better not disappoint us babe!"
Now Charlie is... Confused, but happy!
Thing is, even with Vaggie being there as a proof that exterminators are on their side, the residents don't really believe Adam just agreed to all of this, hell, they don't believe in redemption, why would they? Why would the ones that come down to kill them believe on it?
6 months pass and Charlie decided to invite her dad to the hotel because everyone has been making actual progress and wants to show it to him, since she still asks him to go, he takes it as canon and goes
Hell's greatest dad starts playing with Alastor and Lucifer, but instead of Mimzy interrupting is Adam, he was just standing there since the the song started but wanted to see where they were going, and then came to sing as well, Charlie explains that Adam is also there to help her which just makes Lucifer more upset and confused
The rivalry between Adam, Alastor and Lucifer istg
Funnily enough, Adam is the only one out of the three that believes on Charlie legitimally, so he has that going for him Mimzy still appears, Alastor still eats the sharks and Lucifer and Charlie do have a heart to heart song
Lucifer and Adam arrange the meeting with heaven together for Charlie but Lucifer is not allowed to go, so he TRIES to trust Adam to keep her safe from Sera
And I still need to write the rest
Carmilla still killed an angel to protect her daughters, and that still will play a very important role on this au
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel au#Hazbin hotel Adam#Hazbin hotel Charlie#Hazbin hotel Vaggie#Hazbin hotel Lucifer#charlie morningstar#lucifer morningstar#Chaggie#charlie x vaggie#Benefactor Adam au
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after hours (part 7)
â pairing: toji fushiguro x afab!reader, satoru gojo x afab!reader â summary: time to face the music, even if you're hungover. and by music...it's the missed calls and texts and from toji. what could he possibly want? â tags: modern au, academia au, babysitting au â warnings: mentions of alcohol, food poisoning, sexting, slight dubcon, dirty talking â a/n: another longie (7.8k+ words SORRY) but i hope you guys enjoy the foreplay. y/n is about to be dicked down every day like good for her!! but also!! wish that were me! đ€ next one will be filled with smut so dw u horndogs!! also i'm unsure when then 3sum will come but i'm thinking in like SOON in like...10ish parts (i hope not more). i want to slow burn lead up to it and hint it more before actually writing about it LOL (also ik it sounds like a taco bell commercial in the end its not ok i just love taco bell!!!) đ€đ€ series masterlist đ€đ€
the soft morning light shines through curtains you forgot to close last night, and the harshness of the sun causes you to stir in your sleep, waking you harshly.
your heart beats fast and you open your eyes and are unable to move a single limb on your body. panic sets in, only to dissipate seconds later as you find a rather tall lump of a manâs leg trapping you in the corner of your sofa.
ugh, how did i get here? why is it so bright? why does every inch of my body hurt? oh god, iâm about hurl.
you barely hold back dry heaving in your laid down position. your head is pounding and you donât like how empty your stomach is right now. why do my legs hurt? i feel like i canât feel them anymore. oh, right.
the large shape of a man whoâs body is halfway strewn across yours, satoru, is now constricting the blood flow to your legs, and you know you have to do the daunting task of waking him up.
âpsst, satoru. wake up.â you lightly pat his unruly head of white hair, but with no success. you start hitting his head harder, as you quickly start to lose more feeling in your legs, until you practically are shouting his name, swatting his head and kicking his torso. satoru abruptly wakes and turns around the small sofa, which actually has no room for turning, so he actually ends up taking a small dive into the hardwood floors of your living room.
satoru lets a groggy yet painful groan. âwhat the literal fuck, y/n?!â his words are almost incoherent with sleep laced between them as he rubs his arms that took the brunt of the fall. âas if my head isnât aleady fuckinâ killinâ me.â
you groan out in pain. âmy legs were being suffocated by your large body!â
none of you answer, and continue to lay still in your respective positions for what feels like hours, until your headache becomes almost too unbearable to withstand.
âsatoru~â you whine out. âmâheadâŠit hurts so much, i feel like iâm gonna dieâŠâ you turn your body as slow as you can to the edge of the couch to see satoruâs face. his eyes are still closed, but scrunched, and his hand is resting on his forehead.
âitâs called a hangover. get in line, stupid.â
âdonât call me stupid right now, satoru. iâm in pain!â you cry out, your fingers doing their best to sooth your pain by rubbing harsh circles on your temples.
satoru slowly sits up without looking at you, grabs a decorative pillow from the chaise of your couch, and immediately face plants on to it on the floor, effectively falling asleep once more. you think thatâs not a bad idea, now that you have more space, and close your eyes and force your mind to concentrate on anything but your throbbing head.
okay, so we got back from the barcade. me and satoruâŠweâŠkissed. we definitely kissed. i remember that. and then? did we have sex? no, that doesnât like us - neither of us are keen on having sex drunk for a variety of reasons besides the obvious ones.
your thoughts slowly drown out as you find yourself falling into a second deep slumber.
the second time you and satoru wake for the day is the most disconcerting: a loud, high pitched scream.
you wake up with your heart pounding so hard, you think youâre dying from cardiac arrest. satoru thinks he threw up in his mouth from how fast he stood up with a headache. both of your eyes look at the direction of the scream and see a horrified and bewildered shoko staring wide eyes and slack jawed at you. wait, why isnât she looking at my eyes? sheâs looking at myâŠoh my god!
you look down and see your bralette lightly torn up and your titties completely exposed and you immediately turn to look at satoru (whoâs alternating between staring at your eyes and your tits). and then back at shoko.
oh? oh. OH. OH! it fucking hits you like a ton of bricks and your hungover brain immediately goes into panic mode, shoving all signals of hunger, pain, and soreness aside.
âsh-shoko, itâs obviously not like that. this is actually so funny, you knowâŠâ you do a failed attempt at a lighthearted chuckle and fumble around for a decorative pillow until satoru hands you the one he was sleeping on.
âyeah, itâs not at all what you think it is. i didnâtâŠi didnât even know she had boobs until likeâŠright now. i swear, itâs not-â satoru bumbles, also going into damage control.
âsave it. i donât care. not right now, when iâm too hungover,â shoko says, closing her eyes and raising a hand up as she bolts to her room and closes the door.
you figure you do the same and hastily get up and grab satoruâs hands. the two of you stumble your way into your bedroom and lock the door and catch your breaths.
âohmygod this is so embarrassing,â you say whisper, not wanting shoko to overhear your conversation. you start rubbing your temples again as satoru face plants, again, on to your bed. he doesnât respond to you so you join him and push him to his back and try to get his attention. his eyes are still scrunched closed and he lets out a groan.
âsatoru, do you even know what happened? shoko probably thinks we hadâŠugh i canât even say it!â
this makes him open one eye to look at you and cock an eyebrow. he lets out a laugh, which makes you let out laugh (against your will). you playfully hit his chest but he intercepts your wrists with ease and pulls you on top of him so that your sitting up on his torso while heâs laying down.
this feels nice butâŠyou know deep down you two should probably address the elephant in the room. you uncomfortably clear your throat and he opens his eyes. âmaybe we should talk about last nightâŠâ you say with a sigh.
âwhatâs there to say? thereâs nothing wrong with two friends kissing,â satoru says cheekily, his voice still slightly deep and groggy. kinda hot.
his response puts you at ease, and your fingers start toying with the buttons on his shirt (not in a sexual way, but in a âthis feels nice to fidget with so i donât have anxietyâ kinda way).
âyeah, but maybe we shouldâŠi dunnoâŠtalk about it?â you question, avoiding eye contact with him.
âlike?â
âlike, i dunnoâŠâ you start to chicken out before forcing yourself to say what you really want to say. âi dunnoâŠare we only gonna kiss each other from now on? because i kinda stillâŠwanna kiss tojiâŠâ your voice becomes barely audible near the end.
satoru stays quiet for longer than you anticipated, and youâre about to step off him to throw up in the bathroom before he finally responds with a resounding hum.
âyeah, i donât mind. if iâm being honestâŠwith us having school and work and allâŠit might be hard to make this an exclusive thing. and alsoâŠi know mia was a bitch to literally everyone butâŠgodâŠâ satoru sighs deeply. âher ass was insane, iâm sorry!â
you laugh wholeheartedly and grab a nearby pillow and hit his head softly in jest. you shouldâve known someone like satoru, someone as horny as satoru, would not want to be tied down during grad school just yet. a sense of relief washes over you as you feel grateful that satoru has always matched your wavelength since high school. you start to think of the second elephant in the room. what will we tell shoko? and suguru? and utahime and literally all of our friends? thereâs no telling shoko hasnât already told utahimeâŠ
âalsoâŠmaybe we should keep this between usâŠfor now. especially afterâŠâ you trail off, deep in thought about the prospect of your friends finding out.Â
âyeah, that sounds like a good ideaâŠâ satoru says, smirking slowly. âdefinitely because of our friends but alsoâŠitâs always fun to have a sexy secret with someone.â
âshut up!â you give him a smack across the chest, before thinking. i mean, itâs not like you hated kissing him. and you didnât hate it when he played with your titties. âmaybeâŠi meanâŠmaybe we can still, you know, fool around still?â you say shyly.
âmaybe we can fuck too if thatâs something youâre down for?â satoru says unabashedly.
you lean your body down, pressing against him, and bring your lips inches from his lips, before saying youâd like that a lot. he closes the gap and starts kissing you deeply, just like the night before. satoruâs hands move up and down your hips, leaving no part of your torso untouched. your hips buckle into his and starts grinding against his already hard member. your skirt from last night has already risen up, so the cool metals of his belt are grinding up and down your clothed core, making you squirm and moan into his mouth.
satoru breaks the kiss and you whine at the loss of contact. your lips immediately latch on to his neck, leaving small wet spots all over.
satoru groans. âfuck, need this off.â he puts his fingers around the waistband of your skirt and shimmies it off of you, leaving you exposed in your thong and have ripped bralette.
your hands immediately get to work and unbuckles his belt. your hands fumble as you unzip his pants and slide them halfway down, his erect clothed member coming into view. satoru lets out a throaty breath as you start palming his hard member and leaving kisses from his neck down to his happy trail. before youâre able to start kissing below the belt, satoru pulls your head up via bunching up your hair into a makeshift ponytail and starts to kiss you as he sits up.Â
âmaybe we should take this into the showerâŠâ he mumbles in between kisses. you nod and break off the kiss.Â
âwhat time is it?â you say, as you look around for your phone. you find it only to see that the battery is completely dead. frowning, you get up to charge it before continuing your activities with satoru.Â
âjesus, itâs 11 in the morninââ satoru says, sounding slightly flustered. âfuck! iâm gonna be late for a lab meeting!â he says, as he starts to put his belt back on.
you frown. âso no shower sex?â
âi promise you, i want nothing more than to fuck your brains out in that shower.â satoru scrunches his eyes, and you wonder if heâs in genuine pain over the fact that he canât. âbut i unfortunately told nanami iâd personally talk to professor masamichi about his referral.â
âsince when do you care about holding up your end of the bargain like that?â you say, cocking an eyebrow. youâve known satoru for years, and you donât think heâs ever showed up to a professional meeting on time, nor did he ever care to follow through with requests given to him by his peers.
âyeahhh, i know but nanami said heâs gonna send a deep web hitman for me after tricking him into my party and forcing him to be on my pool teamâŠsooâŠâ
âyouâre so insane.â
âi think iâm going insane forfeiting pussy to go to a lab meeting, alright?â
you laugh softly. perhaps itâs probably a good time to let satoru go so you can begin your day. you have a laundry list of things to get done that thinking about it is enough for you to feel sick (showering, studying, talking to shoko without satoru there, and more things you know youâre forgetting). âwell, thanks for offering anyway,â you say.Â
âcâmere,â satoru says, holding out his arms to you. you melt into the hug he gives you and look up.Â
âstill seeinâ you for study group later?â you ask him, recalling you, nanami, and haibara were planning to do some studying for your final at the university library later this evening.Â
âoh shit, yeah. gotta clean up the aftermath of last night at my place and then iâll be there,â he assures you, before grabbing his phone. you quickly put on a pair of pajama shorts and replace your torn up bralette with an old sleeping oversized tee and lead satoru to the doorway of your apartment. you wave goodbye to him, and prepare yourself to have a potentially awkward conversation with shoko after what she saw this morning.Â
you scurry to shokoâs bedroom and knock twice on the door, and shoko immediately opens it and lets you in. you give her a pouty look, internally apologizing for the sight in the morning. itâs not necessarily that she saw you topless (you guys are roommates and nip slips happen), itâs more so that you were topless with satoru.Â
âglad to see you finally wearing clothes, you slut,â shoko says tiredly. you can detect a slight joking tone in her voice and it relaxes you immediately. you sigh softly.Â
âlisten, shoko.â you start but hesitate. you want to tell shoko what really happened last night, but you remember youâre the one who didnât want to tell your mutual friends about you and satoru. shoko and you have been best friends for so long and you canât bear to lie to her or keep something from her. no literally, you tried to in the past but she saw through you within minutes and you ended up divulging everything to her. you figure now is no different, and you also trust her not to tell suguru or anyone else.Â
shoko snaps her fingers at you. âhello, y/n? whereâd ya go?â
âi hooked up with satoru last night.â you say quickly, praying she doesnât ask you to say it again.Â
shoko is silent and you cannot read her face for the life of you. âokay, it wasnât even a hook up, i dunno why i said that. we just made out and like sortofmadeittosecondbasebutitâsnotthatserious-â
your rambling is interrupted by shokoâs laughter howling across the room. shoko tries to calm down and collect herself. âwow, i mean, i sort of clocked it because of how you were this morning but oh my god? like it finally happened?â
you plop down on her bed next to her and shake her to make her stop laughing. âshokoo~ stop it! i was really horny last night, okay!â youâre scrambling to defend yourself from this blunder.Â
âyeah, but him? kindaâŠembarrassing, no? i mean i know heâs hot, like even i can attest to that but gojo is likeâŠhot and insufferableâŠlike iâm happy for you but at what cost to you?â shoko explains as she wipes away tears from her eyes from laughing too hard.Â
âi know, it is embarrassing and i dunno what i see in him butâŠwhen i see himâŠshoko,â you start rubbing your temples as you feel your headache coming on again. âi just wanna fuckinâ jump his bones, dude.â you think you hear shoko mumble something about how she cannot stand straight people. she has a point.Â
âso what now?â shoko asks, getting up from her bed and grabbing her scrubs from her closet, slowly getting ready for her shift at the hospital.Â
âwell, for starters, you cannot tell anyone because we said we would keep it secret so you gotta pretend you dunno about this.â you go on to tell shoko about how you guys would continue to fool around casually. âitâs because we have so much going on and you knowâŠi still wanna kiss toji.â wait, toji. tojiâs text? did he respond. how could you have forgotten something you were obsessing over the whole night yesterday?! it finally hits you that satoru finally took your mind off of toji for a while, and that he couldâve finally messaged you back this morning.Â
shoko mulls this information over for a bit, and you already know what her next question is. âcan i tell utahime? pleeeaaassseeee!â she whines.Â
âif you tell utahime she might actually kill me in my sleep.â you say exhasperatedly.Â
âno, no she wonât. she might want to take you for a psych eval or something but thatâs it. she might throw up too, i guess. and she might cry for you. and she-â
âokay, iâve heard enough.â you stop shoko, getting up from her bed and heading back to your room. before exiting shokoâs bedroom, you quickly give her permission to tell utahime but no one else. itâs quite pathetic how fast you run to your desk where your phone lay charging. your practically jumps out of your chest as you see 5 missed text messages from toji:Â
toji: Holy fuck, pumpkin đ„” your titties are so fuckin insane. im so fuckin hard right now.
toji: Wyd tn?Â
toji: Youâve made me so hard right now n someoneâs gotta help me fix this mess. Im bout to beat myself off to this pic fuck
toji: [1 Photo]Â
toji: [1 Video]
you open the photo he sent and gasp. itâs a photo of him in front of his mirror, shirtless, and him holding his clearly erect member, except itâs barely peeking through the granite counter tops of his bathroom. you open the video and see itâs a video of himâŠoh my god, itâs a video of him touching himself? youâre appalled and turned on because he looks so good in it and you wish it was you getting him off instead. you check the timestamp, and youâre embarrassed to realize he sent this around the time you were having your heavy makeout session with satoru or around the time you passed out shortly after.
the video continues to play as you strip yourself completely, creep to the bathroom, and turn on the shower. as you wait for it to get to the temperature you like, you continue to watch the video of toji stroking himself, and your hand automatically guides itself to your already wet and throbbing core. just knowing toji recorded this for your viewing pleasure (and it was indeed an immense pleasure viewing it) turned you on so much that you felt near your climax already. you start rubbing harsher circles on your delicate bundle of nerves, until youâre unable to hold back any longer. the sound of the shower blocks out your throaty moans, and you end up coming undone around the same time as toji does in the video. you breath heavily as you see white streaks painting tojiâs shower, not dissimilar from your location.Â
through heavy breaths, you quickly send a picture of your fingers resting and covering the bare âvâ on your body. this time, you immediately get a response.Â
toji: Fuck pumpkin, you left me all alone last night and now you do this?
immediately you respond back, biting back a smile.Â
y/n: youâre the one who left me hanging all day :( i had to cum all by myself just right now looking at your video daddy
you hit send and itâs been only 10 seconds before you see that toji is ringing you. you let it ring a little bit longer, not wanting to sound desperate for him, even though you totally are. âhii toji~â you say sultrily.Â
âpumpkin, you better come over tonight.â tojiâs husky voice sends shivers through your spine, and you have to physically stop yourself from rolling your eyes in pleasure. god, this is just what his voice does to you? you want him bad.Â
âhmm, why should i? iâm hurt after you ignored me all day, toji.â you try to sound strict and upset over the phone but itâs hard when your body is already ready for another orgasm.Â
âaww donât gimme that,â toji coos. âiâll take care of your pretty little puss- oh whoops, megumi is here, but you know what i mean.â you can hear him smirking on the other line and you almost get second-hand embarrassment from him almost saying a bad word in front of megumi.Â
âhow can you take care of me when you donât even respond to my texts?â you whine. âgo fuck the other girl you were fucking last night instead of me.â oh wow. you donât know where that came from, but the hangover you have right now is making you feel brattier than usual. and you actually do want to know what he was doing (or who) all day yesterday, even if it makes you a hypocrite since you were with satoru last night (and this morning).Â
you hear toji roar with laughter, a little too much in your opinion, and you pout. where does he get off laughing about how he ghosted me last night? âokay, if you must knowâŠmegumi got himself some classic food poisoning from the parent-teacher conference.â though the parent-teacher conference feels decades away, your heart drops for poor megumi and you gasp. âcalm down pumpkin, heâs fine now so donât worry. his friends just made him eat somethinâ weird on the playground, i think.â
âoh my god, toji!â you say horrified. âokay, iâm coming over tonight with some soup. and not for you okay, for megumi.â who are you kidding? youâre also partially going so toji could fuck your brains out but youâre not about to give him that satisfaction.Â
âwhatever you say, pumpkin. see you at 6:30? iâll make dinner.â ugh, he always knows what to say to sound so romantic and you fall for it all the time. plus, seeing a domestic toji in the kitchenâŠgod you canât even think about it because you might end up screaming at how horny you might get.
âsee ya, daddy.â you say jokingly. toji and you say goodbye and hang up. you quickly shoot a text to your study group quickly making up an excuse as to why you can no longer come. while nanami and haibara respond in the group with thumbs ups, satoru messages you privately.Â
satoru: wtf i didnât know fucking you this evening was still on the table?
 you furrow your eyebrows in confusion. what the hell is he on about?
y/n: what r u talkin about u weirdo
satoru doesnât respond, and youâve been wasting so much water already having an entire phone conversation with toji and, admittedly touching yourself that you might as well get in. the hot shower envelops your sore body, and before youâre able to fully wet yourself, you hear the ding of your phone. you really shouldnâtâŠbut you were never good at controlling yourself. you quickly open the shower and bring your phone in, shielding it from the water.Â
satoru: u obvi cancelled to see toji im not stupid
y/n: no commentÂ
satoru: cancel on him i promise u baby i will fuck u better and harder tn
your eyes widen at the offer. you recall a couple nights ago refusing a similar offer he texted you, but this time felt more serious. you want to see toji, but you also want to see satoru. youâre about to mull over the options before an image of a sick megumi pops into your forehead, and you immediately know you have to go to toji to at the very least see megumi and maybe read him a couple bedtime stories and help him with some missed homework.Â
y/n: tojiâs kid got food poisoning :( i feel like i should go see him butâŠletâs link tomorrow?
satoru: heâs using his kid to get pussy that is insane. but yes ok fine cya -_-
you chuck your phone outside the shower, and close your eyes. you try to think of things that donât involve sexy moments with satoru or tojiâŠor satoru and toji and instead think of how much extra studying you have to get done tonight since youâre opting to go to see toji. as always, you fail to think of anything else.
the timer for the soup youâre making for megumi beeps and you turn it off hastily, determined to finish up one last problem set before going to the kitchen. through some miraculous intervention (and advil), you were able to hunker down and solve through the problem sets you were supposed to solve with your study group and prepare a simple chicken soup for megumi. after five minutes, you check your work hastily, before deciding itâs enough for you to get full marks and sprint to the kitchen, which now smells like chicken stock and veggies and you hum. youâre excited for megumi to try the soup your mom had made for you whenever you had food poisoning.Â
you go back to your room and finish packing your bags and picking your outfit for the night. since youâre just staying indoors with toji, and the weather says itâll be a pretty warm evening, you opt for your comfiest pair of fleece shorts and a well loved collegiate sweatshirt. youâve perfected the art of a âno makeupâ makeup look throughout the years, so youâre able to get by with just throwing your hair in a messy bun and calling it day. you quickly grab a large to-go soup container for the soup and pack your bags to head to tojiâs place.Â
you hate feeling like a child but just merely thinking of seeing toji after him being so distant with you yesterday has your heart doing cartwheels like youâre in fifth grade with a crush. youâre also excited to see a domestic toji in action in his fancy kitchen. maybe a bit too excited, you think, as you feel the wetness pool around your core. god, snap out of it already! the night hasnât even started yet.Â
you drive into tojiâs 4-car driveway, only to see tojiâs garage door open. huh, thatâs weird. you normally park in his driveway (heâs asked you to so youâre not left walking to your car during the late nights when you babysit) so you pull up anyway, despite the confusion. you see tojiâs head peek through the garage door inside and he looksâŠoh, he looks kinda upset. youâre about to get out of the car and meet toji but he starts to walk towards you, his face only softening a tiny bit, which is unusual. oh, something mustâve really annoyed him.Â
you open your car door and get out halfway to talk to toji. âhey toji, you okay? whatâs wrong?â your voice is laced with concern. once toji gets within arms length of you, you reach up and start rubbing his chest in an effort to sooth him.Â
toji grunts, and quickly leans down to peck your lips. âsorry pumpkin, megumi just told me he signed up to bring brownies for his soccer potluck early tomorrow morning. nâ they gotta be homemade.â
you furrow your brows even more in confusion. you know about the monthly potlucks megumi has with his soccer team on the weekends, but thereâs usually some silly theme to them (last monthâs was barbie themed so everyone had to bring in something pink). you guess this time around the theme is homemade meals and treats. âwhatâs the issue? thereâs still plenty of time to grab something from the storeâŠâ
âthe issue is i wanted to use that time to cook something nice for my sonâs insanely hot babysitter, y/n.â toji replies bluntly.Â
âohh~â it came out of you by accident, and youâre a little embarrassed as you feel the heat rising to your cheeks. âth-thatâs fine toji. you donât need to-â
âi wanted toâŠand then i wanted to eat her pussy for dessert.â his eyes darken and he smirks coyly. toji pulls your body closer to his and leans down to give you your first proper kiss of the night. your arms wrap around his neck, which he uses as a signal to deepen the kiss by inserting his tongue into your mouth. you allow him and his tongue wastes no time exploring every inch of your mouth. you find yourself moaning into the kiss softly and tugging on his hair, until you hear megumi yell for toji from the garage. you both immediately snap back into a respectful distance apart.Â
âdaddy, iâm ready to go.â megumi says, his voice slightly tired. you grab your bag and soup container from your car and walk inside the garage to greet megumi, whoâs eyes beam when they see you. he runs to you for a hug, which you gladly return with one hand.Â
âhey there, kiddo. heard you were sick last night,â you say pityingly.Â
âyeah i âfrew up because yuji and nobara dared me to eat some weird smelling cheese from the cafeteria.â
you make a disgusted face. âmegumiii, you have to stop doing stuff because you think itâll make you look cool. itâs just gross.â you stand up and turn to toji. âi made him some chicken soup, itâs still warm so be careful but i think it might help him out.âÂ
toji thanks you and takes the soup and your bag from you. he tells you to wait out here with megumi while he quickly puts it inside the fridge. you turn to megumi sympathetically again. âhow are you feelinâ now, bud?â
âiâm totally fine now!!!â he says very energetically, doing various dramatic stretches to supposedly âproveâ that he was all good. âbutâŠdaddyâs mad because now he has to make brownies instead of dinner for us.â
âdaddy will get over it, donât worry.â you wink to megumi. âiâll put in a good word for you. maybe iâll even help you bake some brownies, kay?â
megumiâs eyes light up at the sound of baking a sweet treat with you, and it melts your heart. âreally?! you mean it?!â you nod in response and give his cheeks a friendly pinch, causing him to laugh.Â
âwhatâs going on, you guys talking shit about me?â toji walks into the garage, and you finally get a proper glimpse of what heâs wearing: loose slim fitted grey sweats and a skin tight compression shirt (that perfectly shows off his toned chest), which heâs currently covering up (to your dismay) with a black fitted quarter zip. it almost makes you forget about how he swore in front of megumi. almost.Â
âtoji! donât say that word in front of your son, oh my god.â you playfully chastise him as you pretend to cover megumiâs ears.Â
âfuck, my bad. megumi, donât say what i say.â toji says without a care in the world.Â
âshit!â megumi says out loud, and heâs about to say another word but you give him a disappointed glare, which makes him immediately stop saying more alleged swear words. âto be fair, i learn most bad words from nobara. she knows soo manyâŠâ okay, you need to dissect that later with him.Â
you notice toji reaching for his car keys and you start protesting. âwait, toji, i can drive us. my car is already open and in your driveway anywayâŠâ youâve never driven toji anywhere, and itâs kind of exciting to potentially have that opportunity now. toji seems to hesitate for a bit, purely out of ego of letting the girl heâs sleeping with drive him somewhere, but acquiesces. you give him a bright smile before taking megumiâs hands and heading to your car. you get him seated in the backseat of your mini cooper, and megumi marvels at being inside your car for the first time.Â
âwoah! this car is so small and tiny and fun sized!â he says while laughing, and you ruffle his hair. finally, the first person to ever say something nice about the size of your car!Â
you shut the door and see toji already on the passenger side furrowing his brows while looking at your car. you know this look. youâve seen this look on satoru and suguru, and any guy whoâs over 6 feet tall and is riding in your car for the first time.Â
âpumpkin, i am not gonna fit inside here. letâs just take my car.âÂ
âdonât be dramatic, youâll fit. everyone fits inside this car. now get in.â you huff, already getting settled inside and putting on your seatbelt. toji get into the passenger seat, and the sheer weight of his build causes the car to shake. he adjusts his seat and tries to get as comfortable as he can. you see his legs are bent in uncomfortable angles as he puts his seatbelt on.Â
âthis is the last time iâm getting in your tiny ass car, y/n. i feel like iâm about to die.â oh he called you by your name. heâs definitely hating this butâŠhe did ignore you the whole day yesterday. sure, megumi was sick but it wouldâve taken 10 seconds max to say that through text.Â
you start to back out of his driveway and drive to the nearby target. âyouâll get over it. also, i was thinkingâŠâ you make eye contact with megumi from the backseat and give him a wink and he returns one as well. âmaybe i can help megumi with baking brownies, too. and maybe we can just order takeout instead? spend the rest of time helping megs get his rest for tomorrow?â
you bite your lip and turn to face toji during a red light. you hate to sound cocky, but you know he canât resist you when youâre looking at him like this, and youâre right. toji obliges, but swears heâs going to pay for dinner regardless, and you donât object.Â
megumi fills the car ride with random tidbits and stories from school and his sick day yesterday while you and toji entertain him. throughout the ride, toji alternates between holding your free hand and rubbing circles on your thighs while you drive, which you make a mental note of telling him not to do because it definitely distracts you from the road.Â
at target, the three of you grab ingredients for the brownies pretty quickly, before getting in a moderately long line. while waiting, your eyes wander and see the cutest black lace bralette (pretty similar to the one satoru destroyed last night). you really want to check it out, so you quickly tell toji and get closer to inspect it. the beautiful lace designs are just so your style, and the price range is perfect, too. you make another mental note to come back and make satoru buy it for you.Â
âlike what you see?â tojiâs voice startles you and you turn around quickly, and feel the heat rise to your cheeks. âi think youâd look sexy in it, for what itâs worth.â
âth-thanks, toji. i might get it laterâŠâ
âyou should get it now. iâll buy it for you. after all, your bralette got ripped last night, right?â what. the. fuck?
the color drains from your face and if you werenât feeling hot before, you sure are burning up right now. your throat feels dry and you start stuttering. âwha-what are you talkinâ abou-â
âthe one thatâŠgod what was his name? satoru? yeah, the one that satoru ripped, right?â toji is fully smirking amusedly now, and you look like a deer caught in his headlights at his mercy.Â
âh-how do you know th-that?â you say, your eyes widening at your (slutty) night out being caught by toji.Â
âoh, sorry, i thought you knew. i called you last night, pumpkin, remember?â toji inches closer to you and his pupils dilate. your breathing gets more erratic and heavy. what? no he didnât. or did he? oh my god. it hits you that you answered his call via your body movements with satoru and you didnât know. and you didnât bother checking your call logs this morning because there was no missed call from toji since you technically answered it. oh my god.Â
âyou made me so fuckinâ hard with that pic of your tits, y/n. i had to call you to help me get off, but it seems like you were too busy getting off too.â tojiâs lips are inches from your ears, and you can feel his breath as he whispers in your ear, and it makes your eyes roll far back in your head. âi canât lie, pumpkin, your moans while he was playing with youâŠâ toji groans and you dare to look down his hips to see a tent forming in his gray sweats, making your breath hitch. âit made me so fuckinâ turned on that i just had to touch myself to it. but donât worry, you didnât miss much. i sent you a full video of it, too.âÂ
you have to bite your lip hard to prevent yourself from moaning in the middle of the womenâs section of target out of all fucking places, but you let out the tiniest whimper that only toji can hear.Â
âdonât worry, pumpkin. iâm not mad you were with someone else. youâre such a needy slut who needs to be taken care of, and when daddy canât help, you have to find your own way, isnât that right?â he grabs your jaw roughly and forces you to make eye contact with him. âanswer me, pumpkin.â he says more forcefully.Â
oh, you are so finished. you are done for. your panties are a complete mess and you wish you had brought a second pair with you because they are just ruined. you swallow before answering toji with a shaky âyes daddy.â
toji releases your jaw, but not before giving your lips a quick peck that leaves you wanting more. way more. he squeezes your ass, which you donât expect and let out an unfortunate and embarrassing squeak, causing a handful of people nearby you guys to turn around and wonder about the noise for half a second. toji grabs the bralette and heads back to the line where he made megumi wait with the cart. you take a moment to yourself to process the information toji revealed and get your breathing under control before heading back. you feel like maybe you should be upset about this, butâŠitâs just turning you on? those forbidden feelings youâve been having about satoru and toji taking you at the same time are bubbling to the surface with tojiâs confession, and you force them down unsuccessfully. tojiâs a fuckinâ freak but that just turns you on even more.Â
in the car, youâre still unable to properly hold a conversation with megumi and toji properly because of how flustered you are. you crack a window open, and you bite your lips so hard that youâre sure you bruised them when toji places his hand on your thigh again. a mangled moan gets stuck in your throat and you cough quickly to cover up any suspicion.Â
âs-so, what are we gonna do for dinner? t-takeout? where?â you stutter, quickly trying to regain your composure.Â
âi want taco bell!â megumi yells excitedly from the backseat.
âmegumi, y/n is our guest here. we canât just take her to taco bell. think of a nicer place than that. what about panda express?â toji turns around to chastise megumi, but his hands are still firmly gripping your thigh.Â
you cough again and wish you had a bottle of water to help your dry throat. âi love taco bell! letâs go, itâs okay, toji.â you press to start the car ignition, and ride to taco bell is anything but silent, with megumi talking about the countless items he wanted to get from taco bell, and toji dissuading him from doing so.Â
âeven if youâre feeling better, why in the world would you want to eat a chicken crispanada? who even told you about that?â toji asks exasperatedly.Â
itâs probably yuji, heâs always eating something weird.
âyuji told me about it.â megumi says without missing a beat, causing you to smile. by the time you pull up to the taco bell drive-thru, toji has talked down megumi to reduce his never ending list of taco bell items, but not by a lot (âheâs a growing boy!â you told toji).Â
toji does the honors of remembering everyoneâs orders and responding to the cashier when he asks what the order is. âyeah, uh, hi, can we get 5 crunchy tacos, 1 mexican pizza, 1 chicken crispinadaâŠâ
âCINNABON DELIGHTS!â megumi interrupts from the backseat.Â
âyeah, uh, the 12 pack cinnabon delightsâŠâ toji looks over at you to get your order. you whisper to him you want a crunchwrap supreme and he frowns when thatâs the only thing you want. âyou gotta have something else, pumpkinâŠâ he encourages. you know you probably should, but thereâs no way you can eat as much as him and megumi, which makes you hesitate.Â
âi just donât think i can finish another thing by myselfâŠâ you say quickly, knowing the cashier might be getting annoyed at how long itâs taking for you guys to order, but toji doesnât seem to care.Â
âwe can split some nachos, yeah?â toji squeezes your thigh reassuringly, and you smile and nod.Â
âyeah, and maybe a nacho bell grande? thatâs all for us.â the cashier sounds bored and he tells you guys the total and asks you to pull to the front. in the front window, the bored cashierâs expression immediately changes when he looks at youâŠwait. not you.Â
the cashier immediately straightens up and adjusts his shirt. he looks almost nervous as he reads out loud the order you guys have, but stutters every time he looks up and makes eye contact withâŠtoji. he stutters out the total, and toji smirks at him while he takes out his wallet and pulls out his card, passing it to you to pass to the cashier. the cashier hesitates to run his card, and it looks like heâs deep in thought before he starts to speak, this time more confidently.Â
âum, actually, sir, weâre having a new promotion if youâre interestedâŠâ
toji hums in response. âand whatâs that?â he asks it so sensually that you have to do a flabbergasted double take between the two of them. is this what you think it is?
âyou see, the mealâs on the houseâŠin exchange for your number.â the cashier coyly returns a smile to toji, not breaking eye contact with him, and as a result, totally ignoring you and megumi in the car. you sneak a glance behind you at megumi and youâre surprised to see him looking completely bored and unamused by whatâs happening.Â
âgimme a pen and the receipt and you got it, sugar.â tojiâs response is a bit too quick for your liking, but youâre still in shock as a quickly jots down his digits before handing the receipt back to the cashier and pocketing his card. the cashier winks at him as you drive up to the second window for your food and toji looks completely unphased by what just transpired. you turn to look at him incredulously, with wide confused eyes and your dropped.Â
âwhatâŠwas that?!â
âjealous? donât worry about it, pumpkin. not the first time someoneâs asked me my number for a free meal.â he chuckles, still nonplussed about the entire interaction.Â
you shake your head, baffled. âw-what? so youâre telling me multiple are just? into you like this? also iâm not jealous!â
toji shrugs and grins. âguess so. i mostly care about the free meal, and currently, my eyes are for you.â he assures you by squeezing your hands quickly and giving you a quick kiss on the cheek.Â
you laugh at how absurd it is. no way heâs flirting with cashiers for a free meal. you make a mental note to tell shoko about it later, even though you know it will just fan the âtoji doesnât have a jobâ flames even more. âoh my god, youâre a slut! you, like, just give it up real easy, huh?â you tease, but you make sure to mouth the word âslutâ so megumi canât hear the foul language.Â
âyouâre one to talk,â toji says, and you both laugh as you get your food and drive home quickly before the food gets cold.Â
at tojiâs place, toji helps set the dinner table for megumi, while you offer to start on the brownies since you werenât as hungry. toji sits at the dinner table with megumi, and you both entertain him and his jokes and stories as he eats his dinner hungrily. after a particularly disgusting story about yuji eating a worm on the playground (âthis is why youâre getting food poisoning so much, megs!â toji says while you chastise him once again about the dangers of peer pressure), you can feel megumiâs voice get lower as he gets more tired. it makes sense â he had a rough day yesterday, and so heâs more tired today.Â
âsomeoneâs sleepyyyyâ you sing and lightly tease megumi, as you fill up a cup of water for him.Â
âiâm not! iâm very awake and i can watch-â megumi is interrupted by his own yawn which he fails to hide from either of you. âi can watch some tv. i need to watch more euphoriaâŠâ he pleads.Â
âwhat is this show youâre watching?â toji questions, looking at megumi quizzically as he starts throwing away trash from megumiâs dinner. your eyes widen and before megumi answers, toji cuts him off. âdoesn't matter. no tv for you because your body needs to recover and you need to sleep early tonight.â
megumi pouts so hard that tears begin to brim his eyes. âbut this isnât fair,â he whines.Â
toji picks him up with one arm with ease (did his biceps get even bigger?). âtell you what, you go to sleep early, and let me and y/n bake your brownies for you. and i promise you iâll let you have a brownie for breakfast tomorrow morning.â
you shoot toji a frown. you always try to prep some overnight oats or pancakes or something more balanced for megumi to have in the mornings after you leave, but you know toji has to lose some battles to win some to avoid a crying temper tantrum tonight. toji shrugs as he looks at you and throws the remaining trash away, as megumi immediately cheers up hearing about his impending brownie breakfast.Â
toji turns to you. âgonna put him to bed, be right back, pumpkin.â he gives you a quick wink which sets your heart ablaze, thinking about what the rest of the night will hold. your dinner is probably cold but you donât care as youâre back in the target clothing section, tojiâs words sending a chill across your spine and drying your throat. you both havenât gotten alone time since then, and, as much as you hate to admit it, you feel yourself getting wet through your panties.Â
you take a seat after setting out the ingredients for the brownies on the granite counter, and have to cross your legs to prevent your thoughts from getting too dirty too fastâŠ
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SBI Spiderverse AU
This Au has been bouncing in my head for a while and its unlikely Iâll ever write it so I thought I might as well share it with the world. I came up with this fic after reading the fantastic fic Feelings Out on Paper (for those who havenât read it, I would recommend it, itâs got an Ours Poetica kind of vibe to it) and thought âYeah but what if this was a vigilante fic?â and then I saw the commercials for the new Spiderverse movie and thus this AU was born. I hope you guys like it.
 Without further ado, hereâs the AU:
Tommy is the adopted son of Phil Watson alongside twins Technoblade and Wilbur
Unfortunately, Tommyâs relationship with his family is very strained
They used to be really close when they were younger, but when Wilbur grew older, he thought it was embarrassing to hang out with his baby brother so he pushed him away and called him annoying so heâd leave him alone
Techno was kind of the same way, becoming more introverted as he grew older, he just kept his distance from everyone and preferred being alone. But Tommy being young didnât understand this and thought that when Techno avoided him, it was because he was annoying like Wilbur said and not because Techno was like that with almost everyone
When Tommy was 10, the twins left for university and decided to go out on their own after graduating. In the 6 years theyâve been gone, they havenât contacted Tommy once despite making time to call Phil once a week.
Shortly after the twins left for college, Phil got a promotion at his job that required him to be in the office more often, which meant Tommy was alone most of the time
The thing is, Tommyâs neglect is kind of unintentional. Phil is really busy but he makes sure to check in on Tommy every once in a while, and every time he asks how heâs doing, Tommy always says heâs fine. And why would Tommy lie about that? Phil also doesnât know about the twins not talking to Tommy. If he knew, heâd be pissed.Â
The twins also have their reasons, but theyâre not good reasons and they definitely donât justify the 6 years of silence
So Tommyâs neglect isnât out of malice. Even though itâs unintentional, itâs still neglect and itâs no excuse for their actions. Still, they all care about Tommy even if they donât show it. Tommy understandably doesnât see it this way
Tommy thinks heâs ignored because heâs too annoying and loud and heâs not as smart/talented as the others, which is why Phil makes time to call the twins but doesnât spend time with Tommy
Over the years, Tommy grows bitter towards his family, thinking that heâll never be worthy of Philâs love/attention like the twins are. It also doesnât help how he constantly hears about how successful his brothers are, leaving Tommy to believe he will always live in his brothersâ shadows and that theyâre happier now that Tommy isnât in their lives
Yay miscommunication!
Anyways, one day during a high school field trip, Tommy is separated from his group, stumbles into a room heâs not supposed to be in, and gets bit by a spider. You know how the rest goes
So Tommy develops powers and being the reckless teenager he is decides to test them out. During the test run he stumbles upon a mugging and using his newfound powers decides to step in. A week later, the vigilante Spiderman was born.
At first, Tommy did it for the thrill of using his new powers, but now he genuinely wants to protect the city and enjoys the feeling of helping people (itâs also definitely not an excuse to get out of the empty and quiet house that reminds Tommy of just how alone he is)
Itâs been 6 months since Tommy became Spiderman and heâs become a prominent figure in the city. Not everybody appreciates his efforts (especially the cops), but for the most part Spiderman is respected and liked by the people
One day, Tommy comes home to see Phil looking excited. When Tommy asks whatâs going on, Phil explains that the twins are coming back to visit during Spring Break
Needless to say, Tommy is not pleased. They ignored him, called him annoying, and then went off to college and cut off all contact with Tommy for years, and NOW theyâre coming back just like that? Heâs having none of it.
Tommy decides to go on patrol after dinner to blow off some steam. During his patrol, he sees a villain (havenât decided who yet) messing around with some dangerous and illegal looking technology. Tommy breaks the technology so it doesnât work anymore, but that causes the device to explode, zapping Tommy with some weird energy, causing him to pass out and for the building to collapse
He wakes up to find that the villain and the remains of the technology are gone. Whatever the machine zapped him with didnât really hurt/affect him in any obvious way so Tommy heads home
A few days later, the twins come home and things are a bit tense.Â
Wilbur is acting as though nothing changed in their years apart, expecting Tommy to be the same kid who adored Wilbur and followed him everywhere when they were younger. He wants to spend time with him âlike the good old daysâ, forgetting how cruel he was to Tommy before leaving and cutting contact for 6 years. Heâs genuinely surprised and hurt when Tommy acts cold and indifferent towards him.Â
Unlike Wilbur, Techno figures out why Tommy is being distant but doesnât realize just how badly his actions damaged their relationship so he gives Tommy space expecting him to come around eventually
Meanwhile, Phil knows things are awkward between his sons but heâs under the delusion that the twins kept in contact with Tommy so he thinks his family is still close and that the awkwardness will soon go away. Heâs also around the house more and actually being a somewhat-attentive parent despite his busy schedule now that the twins are back (this doesnât make Tommy bitter at all)
Tommy wants nothing to do with any of them and decides he needs to get out of the house, so Tommy goes patrolling like he always does when he needs to ignore his personal life
So Tommy is patrolling like normal when all of a sudden, not one but three people show up with similar spider-themed suits and using the same abilities Tommy has
Before Tommy can fully process this, one of them ask if Tommyâs the Spiderman of this reality
The strangers tell Tommy that each of them are a Spiderman from a different reality and were suddenly sucked through a portal and brought here. They were hoping to talk to the Spiderman of this reality to figure out whatâs going on
The four of them decide to go somewhere private to talk to figure out what happened and how to get each of them back to their own reality
As theyâre discussing theories, Tommy remembers about being blasted by the weird energy from the villainâs device and how it seemingly unaffected him.Â
The four of them theorize that the device was built to bring people from alternate realities into this one, and upon hitting Tommy, the technology decided to bring in people with similar DNA, AKA, other Spider-people
The four of them decide it would be best to reveal their identities for convenience and since theyâre from different realities secret identities donât matter so much
So they all unmask and Tommy finds out that the other Spidermen are Phil, Wilbur, and Techno
Tommy kind of freaks out for a bit, and so do the rest of the Spider SBI (they are especially concerned and surprised about Tommy being Spiderman)
They all share their backstories and find out that the four of them are a family in every universe, the main thing thatâs different is which member of their family got bit. Another thing thatâs different is the timeline with Tommy getting his powers only half a year ago while the rest of the Spider SBI has had their powers for a few years. (The Spider SBI are concerned about how young Tommy is but are glad he didnât become a vigilante at 13-14)
Fun Fact: All members of the Spider SBI were bit by different spiders. All of them have the standard powers (which includes biological webbing because letâs face it, none of the SBI are smart enough to make web-shooters) but each of them also has one unique ability. Tommy can create bio-electricity like Miles Morales, but he canât turn invisible, that power is belongs to Wilbur. Techno has stingers coming out of his wrists that can paralyze people and Philâs healing factor is so advanced he can regenerate and is practically immortal (think Deadpool or Wolverine)
After doing more planning/investigation on how to get them back to their realities, Tommy says he has to go home but will meet back with them in a while
The next day, this realityâs Wilbur wants to hang out with Tommy, being very pushy about it. Tommy rejects him and lies, saying how he already had plans with friends and leaves to reunite with Spider SBI to help them out.
At first Wilbur was ok with it, thinking that there would always be another chance, but then Tommy rejects Wilburâs advances the next day and then the next day. Every time Wilbur feels more and more hurt and confused, not knowing why Tommy is treating him so coldly. He also thinks Tommyâs hiding something and desperately wants to know what it is but is told by Techno not be nosey and go snooping through Tommyâs things.
Meanwhile, Tommy is spending time with Spider SBI trying to get them back home.Â
While theyâre investigating, the Spider SBI want to get to know Tommy and ask him things like what his hobbies are, if he has friends, if heâs happy. In that time Tommy also gets to know his fellow spiders, about the ways that theyâre similar and different from his own family
The Spider SBI are kind to him, they laugh at his jokes and tell him they donât think heâs annoying. They are supportive, bandaging him up when he gets hurt, understanding his needs as a meta human, and helping him with some tricks they learned from their experiences as Spiderman
Tommy feels more love and care in a few days from the Spider SBI than he has felt from his actual family in 6+ years
One day, Spider Techno asks if his family is ok with him spending so much time away from the house, surely they must be worried about him, right? And all of a sudden itâs like a damn burst. Tommy tells them everything, about the twins being cruel and ignoring him before leaving for college and cutting contact for 6 years, about Phil barely being around during that time, about how the twins show up out of nowhere and how everyone expects things to back to the way things were.
To say the Spider SBI are pissed is putting it mildly, they are furious about how poorly their counterparts have treated Tommy over the years. They reassure Tommy that he did nothing wrong, that its his familyâs fault and they donât deserve him.
Tommy leaves the Spider SBI feeling lighter, reassured, and feeling a lot better about himself. But all of that comes crashing down when Tommy sneaks into his room only to find Wilbur standing there, holding one of Tommyâs spare spider suits
Being impatient and nosey, Wilbur had ignored Technoâs advice of not invading Tommyâs privacy and decided he needed to know what Tommy was hiding and he needed to know now, convinced that whatever he was hiding was the reason Tommy was being so distant.Â
Wilbur hadnât expected finding out that his younger brother was a freaking vigilante with superpowers
Wilbur then waits in Tommyâs room for his brother to return, and when he does, Wilbur confronts him about being Spiderman. He starts scolding Tommy about being reckless and stupid and about how dangerous his little hobby is.
He then asks Tommy if he even cares about how worried they all were, about how being Spiderman was clearly driving a wedge between their family and making him distant with everyone (because surely that was the only explanation for why Tommy didnât want to be with his family)
Tommy. Fucking. Snaps.
Tommy screams at Wilbur that he has no right to say heâs been worried about him after being a shitty brother and never bothering to call once in the years heâs been gone. He keeps going and says how even before he left he wanted nothing to do with Tommy because he was âtoo annoyingâ
The commotion causes Phil and Techno to see whatâs going on and they see Wilbur holding Tommyâs spider suit. Wilbur helpfully fills them in on his recent discovery that Tommy was Spiderman
Phil feels hurt, asking why Tommy never told to him, to which Tommy replies âWhy would I? Youâre never here.â
Tommy then goes on a well-deserved rant about how alone and abandoned heâs felt and how it is unfair for Phil, Wilbur and Techno to shut Tommy out of their lives for years only to now all of a sudden want to be a part of his own life. They didnât care about him before, so why should they start caring about him now
Techno tells Tommy heâs being unfair, that theyâve always cared about him and have a right to worry about him because theyâre family. Tommy just says he hasnât felt like a part of the family in years before jumping out the window and running away
The next morning, Spider SBI find Tommy and ask him whatâs wrong, to which Tommy tells them about what happened the night before and that his family found out his identity
Spider SBI are FURIOUS. Spider Wilbur is especially angry about how his counterpart acted
The Spider SBI tell Tommy he should go on patrol and beat up some bad guys to make himself feel better while they hold down the fort and make progress on how to get back to their dimensions
Tommy agrees and goes out, and as soon as heâs gone the Spider SBI start to plan
 So the Spider SBI go hunting and find their counterparts (who are all kicking themselves and wallowing in self-pity over what theyâd done to Tommy, feeling horribly guilty and ashamed) and then proceed to kidnap them and bring them back to their base
Once there, the Spider SBI reveal their identities and then start tearing into this dimensionâs versions of Phil, Wilbur and Techno, going on and on about just how shitty they were and that they donât deserve Tommy
This is when Tommy walks in, back from patrol a little earlier than expected. He sees his family all tied up and being yelled out by the Spider versions of themselves and naturally is confused and concerned
When Tommy says that this treatment is a little much, the Spider SBI disagree, especially Spider Wilbur.Â
He goes on about they need to hear this, that they need to realize just how badly they messed up and how much theyâve taken Tommy for granted and just how lucky they are to have him
Spider Wilbur then says he would do anything to have Tommy back in his life again
And of course, Tommy asks Spider Wilbur what exactly he means by then
As it turns out, Spider SBI all have something in common: shortly after gaining their powers, their version of Tommy died to a criminal, and his death inspired them to help others
In other words, Tommy is their Uncle Benâ
This is why Spider SBI reacted so strangely when they found out Tommy was this universeâs Spiderman and why they were so angry about their counterpartsâ treatment of Tommy. Because in their universe, Tommyâs been dead for years and this universeâs SBI donât realize just how lucky they are to have him in their lives
I havenât figured out the exact details of the rest of the plot but I do know the ending
Spider SBI with the help of Tommy (and possibly regular SBI) manage to go back home to their own dimensions after defeating the villain. They all have an emotional and tearful goodbye, with Spider SBI telling Tommy that theyâll miss him and Tommy telling them that heâs sure their Tommyâs would be so proud of them
After that the Phil, Wilbur, and Techno of this dimension all apologize to Tommy for how they treated him and resolve to be better after finding out how much Tommy suffered and getting a wake up call from their Spider selves
Slowly, they become more involved in Tommyâs life, supporting and helping him out with being Spiderman when they can while also being there for him in his normal life
It takes a very long time with probably a lot of therapy, but very slowly the four of them heal and become a real family again
Wow that was a lot of writing. If youâre reading this it means youâve made it this far and Iâm really thankful you took the time to read my ramblings. I really hope you enjoyed this silly little AU, until next time!
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So I was playing around with an expanded version of this wlw vamp!Eddie snippet (tentatively titled heard you like magic) for Monsterfucker May because, well, 1) itâs pretty good incentive to write something Iâd been thinking about anyway 2) I am procrastinating on a fuckton of work right now.
Anyway, I started jotting down some thoughts that wound up being practically a whole-ass essay, and the expanded fic definitely isnât going to be posted before tomorrow, soâŠI thought I might as well post this. Itâs not very exciting; it's about 1300 words of me ruminating on the worldbuilding/character decisions Iâve been making about adapting Steveâs gender.Â
The heard you like magic fic is really just me sort of iterating on the loose sketch of cisgirl!Steve I started noodling around with in feel how you fit around me. Obviously itâs not the same timeline at all; I hadnât really thought through this AU very much, since it was spontaneously birthed from skimming the lyrics to âRed Wine Supernovaâ and getting inappropriately stuck on âher canine teeth in the side of my neckâ but Iâm using it to play with similar ideas.Â
I do think a very similar story to canon could have been created with cisgirl!Steve. (If female!Steve is trans, the timelines get a little complicated and thereâs literally no way she could have socially transitioned and achieved an unquestioned popularity in the 80s. It could be a good and interesting story, but it would have fundamentally different beats.) Canon!Steveâs initial thematic/narrative function as the hot, popular boyfriend who embodies normality and social acceptance (at a cost) within the context of high-school-drama-turned-supernatural-horror could absolutely have worked with some of the genders shuffled; admittedly, it would likely have been received by audiences very differently. But from a purely thematic/structural perspective, yeah, I think the same story could have been told.Â
So the specific question Iâm poking at here is: what does that Steve look like, if his largely unquestioned shifting relationship to masculinity becomes a largely unquestioned shifting relationship to femininity? Part of what makes him such an interesting character is how he navigates taking on a babysitter/caretaker role within the group, because that runs counter to his gendered expectations about who he is and what heâs good at. For a teenage girl, though, âbabysitter/caretakerâ is a pretty conventional role.Â
Iâve thought a lot about approaching this as âWhat would have to change to make female!Steve commercially viable?â Honestly, I do think the production machine would probably have killed her off as planned; sheâd be too unlikeable. Sheâs hot and bitchy in a way that is simply unforgiveable in an 80s-inflected horror narrative.Â
But what if they didnât, though? Whatâs the minimum amount of change needed to make Stephanie Harrington work in the story and world of Stranger Things?
If weâre cleaving as closely as possible to canonâs themes and structure, Nancy has to be male. Their relationship needs to represent convention and safety, because Nancyâs journey is partly about her inability to let things lie. For better and for worse, sheâs not the kind of person who can pretend that everythingâs okay when itâs not, and Steve exists to be the temptingly normative option.Â
Jonathan Byers is basically already Ally Sheedy in the Breakfast Club, so thatâs straightforward enough: heâs a trope of the artsy âunsafeâ alternative, the one Nancyâs parents wouldnât approve of, but the one who understands and enables her rejection of easy answers. If weâre not concerning ourselves with marketing decisions, he could still be male and fit the same thematic role in M!Nancyâs arc, but that would change Steveâs journey pretty significantly.Â
I think it could still be a good story! Thereâs a lot of potential there. But if we want to keep Steveâs confrontation with Jonathan as a turning point for his character, it just works much better if Jonathanâs a conventional rival. The dynamics also play out pretty differently if M!Jonathan gets in a physical fight with F!Steveâitâs hard to imagine any version of Nancy being super chill about that. F!Steve is also slightly less likely to default to that kind of physical confrontation as socially acceptable/expected, although I could definitely see it similarly escalating to physical violence with F!Jonathan.Â
The Stobin dynamic more or less works with the genders exchanged. This is pre-Will and Grace; the concept of a âfag hagâ existed but was not nearly as mainstream as it would become in a decade or two, so there wouldn't necessarily be a lot of expectations or models of what their relationship should look like. One minor shift: the public imagination had a much more specific concept of what gay men looked and acted like than it did for lesbians, so Steve would probably be a little more resistant and/or take a little longer to get it.Â
The Party can still keep their canon genders; I donât think that would affect the older teens too much. It might shift the dynamic of Dustin seeing Steve as a role model, but I think thatâs a sufficiently indirect/unstated part of their relationship that it could translate reasonably well. I do think Dustin might get a highly embarrassing and often-denied crush on female!Steve, but he absolutely would not admit it.Â
Max would probably be a little closer to F!Steve, since sheâd have a bit less older-brother baggage, and less drawn to M!Nancy. Mike would hate F!Steve exactly the same amount, and neither Lucas nor Will seem to be that invested in canon!Steve anyway.Â
More generally, though, I donât see F!Steve as taking refuge in âat least Iâm a good babysitter,â because to some extent that would be expected. F!Steve probably didnât babysit for spending money as a younger teen, but it wouldnât be out of the question. I really cannot stress enough how much growing up in small-town midwest USA pre-Y2K was oriented towards training young girls for motherhood. They got explicit and implicit instructions that young boys simply did not.
Iâm not completely convinced that F!Steve would be as inclined towards a big family as canon!Steve, either. For Steve, whose familial model is an almost wholly absent father, a big family is part of the fantasy of belonging. While I do tend to read him as having honest intentions about pulling his weight, he doesnât have a very practical understanding of what childrearing is like, and anything he does above the bare minimum is going to be praised. F!Steve would be more keenly aware of the scrutiny sheâd be under as a mother, as well as the sheer scale of labor involved. Also, sheâd be much less likely to want to pop out six kiddos from her own uterus. The calculations are different.
I grew up in a very conservative area with girls whose primary worldly ambition was genuinely to become mothers. When we talked about âcareers,â it was with the explicit understanding that it would be a side gig to help support their main role as a mother. Some of them do now literally have six children.
Steve does not strike me as that kind of person on a fundamental level. He has certain normative ideas about what family and relationships look likeâhis arc really is all about disrupting and complicating those ideas. In the context of F!Steve, though, I donât think that thread of clinging to hegemonic norms would manifest in wanting a big family; it seems more likely to me that sheâd have some vague ideas about two or three kids and a wealthy, attentive husband.Â
I also donât necessarily see her being quite as keen to lean into a tank role. The âwoman warriorâ trope was gearing up for the cresting wave of girl-power third-wave feminism in the 90s, but it wasnât quite there yetâcertainly not for someone whose narrative category is âthe conventional one.â I actually think that could be a good angle for F!Steveâs development; while canon!Steve has his established/normative role as the tank to counter the subversive dynamics of his role as caretaker, F!Steve could potentially flip those: itâs not weird or unexpected for her to babysit, although she might be surprised by how well she does with Dustin, but translating her athletic ability to combat could propel her towards accepting that she might not be 100% conventional after all.
Anyway, I really need to stop thinking about this and get back to the core of this story, which is âwhat if vampire!Eddie wildly underestimated how much of a monsterfucker Stevie is, and also what if they were both girlsâ
#virtually none of this will ever make its way into the text#it's just a fun little one-shot about a vampire who is also a girlfailure#and yet I insist on overcomplicating everything as usual!#also....yeah I haven't been around a whole lot#sorry! I'll probably start posting again around july when my most intense work stuff is wrapped up#I've also recently realized that I used to do a lot of writing on the tube/train...and now I drive everywhere. thanks USA.#stranger things meta
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For "Being Known" (Helena writer, Myka actress): 2 and 3, 6 and/or 7 (whichever you like better, or both), and 9!
Ah, thank you! My longest Bering and Wells fic to date :D
Moodboard & header for the fic, and Here's the ask meme
2. How did you come up with the idea?
It was part of a gift exchange, and my giftee had asked for a pop culture AU, with some fusion prompts for fandoms I didn't know very well - so instead of trying to find out enough about eg Buffy the Vampire Slayer to write a fic in that world, I asked whether a celebrity AU would work, and here we are!
3. Did the idea change at all by the time the fic was complete?
I expanded my initial idea a lot - adding Steve, Leena, Artie, Caturanga, Jane and Amanda, I'm pretty sure initially it was just supposed to be HG and Myka with side characters Claudia and Pete. I don't remember exactly what the plan was and what came later, apart from having the idea of Helena's conflict about wanting to remain anonymous while being passionate about something that could bring her a lot of fame early on...I'll have to see whether I still have my initial draft somewhere and I can add it at the end of the post, I tend to write in messages on telegram and copy paste them to an ao3 draft or word doc once I start editing, so the messages should still be the original first draft.
I think I was unsure whether or not I should add an AU-ified Christina related backstory and work that into part of the reason for Helena's reluctance over fame, I had several ideas about her own childhood, her knowing a child something happened to, or actually writing Christina into her backstory... I went back and forth between Christina being a child star and Helena herself being one, I think in the end I just made Helena one because it worked better for the story though I would have liked to have more Christina backstory, but oh well, kill your darlings.
6. How did you decide what tense and POV(s)to use? / 7. How did you decide what character(s) would narrate the fic?
Honestly, I rarely decide that kind of thing consciously - I guess if you want to write something commercially there are lots of things to consider, but I write for fun and I'll write wherever my ideas bring me. Sometimes I'll notice a scene works better from a different POV and I change it, but usually it just happens one way and then it's fine to leave it as is
In this case I think I immediately knew it would mainly be Helena's POV because it's really her story I wanted to tell.
9. Did you get stuck at any point? How did you get past that?
Claudia! Hah, I mean I didn't get stuck on her, but that I used her to get past difficult scenes, giving Helena a much needed push! Especially near the end, when it comes to Helena accepting the possibility of a relationship between her and Myka.
Thank you so much for the ask! This was fun to talk about :)
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This is my draft for the fic, the way it was written (in a messenger chat with just myself in it, as I start most fics) in one go, before making any edits at all!
You'll notice a lot of 'xx' markers - because there aren't really any words with that, it's easy to search a text for that later on, so whenever I know I still need to fix something - add a sentence, translate a word, edit bullet points into paragraph, add entire scenes - I write XX to mark it for later.
wip bering and wells author actress AU for anandabrat
Working title The Perfect Warrior
HG (former child actor turned?) writer under pseudonym hiding from fame (bc burned out from kid fame?), slowly getting back into acting, does improv for fun
Myka either star there to help 'learning' amateur actors for xxkomparsen? Or she's a newcomer and HG is back on film?
Claudia's HG's friend, Pete Myka's
ohhh what about Helena's book being verfilmt & Myka main role, HG making sure she won't be overwhelmed..
xxx
xxflashback seven months prior
"H.G., I'm coming in!"
Helena covers her head with a pillow when she hears Claudia Donovan's shouting from the backyard before a well-aimed kick against the old garden door has it fling open.
"Breaking and entering, really?" Helena's muffled voice lets Claudia know where she is. "I would have thought that petty crime is belowxx you."
"Come oooon," Claudia pulls the pillow from her face and Helena is left squinting at the sudden light. "We're going out! A friend of mine has a gallery opening, and there's bound to be a crowd of interesting people there!"
"I can't," Helena grouches. "I have to write, I still haven't finished either of those silly sequels my agents want me to work on."
"Riiight," Claudia nods, juggling the pillow between her hands. "Because that's what you were doing right now. Writing."
"Oh, cut the sarcasm." Helena growls. She is in a bad enough mood without Claudia butting in and making it worse.
"Alright then." Instead of backing down, Claudia throws the pillow onto the bed and, hands on her hips, stares Helena down. "I'll speak xxklartext. You're wasting away here, H.G.! You hate the books you're supposed to write, you refuse to write anything else either, you haven't seen any of our friends in months and now you're getting your groceries delivered so you don't even have to leave the house? That's the final straw!"
"Who snitched on me," Helena xx Leena?sbcanonordontmention
"It'll be good for you," Claudia insists. "You can dazzle everyone with your Wikipedia brain, and maybe you'll meet a xxverleger who wants to publish one of your weirder novellas. Come on, get up. get up, if not for yourself then do it for me because there's no way I'll go schmooze with the rich and famous all on my own!"
"I still cannot believe you managed to talk me into this," Helena sighs, looking at the xx and bustle around her.
"I'm up, I'm up," Helena sighs and avoidsxxausweichen Claudia's attempt to pull her from the bed by sitting up. "Alright, what exactly is this opening we're going to?"
...
Laughing, herxxfriend Claudia bumps their elbows together. "You better believe it, there's no getting out of it now! And this will be good for you! xx I'm happy for you, H.G., this is a dream come true!" She twirls around without missing a step, taking it all in.
"The fact that it makes you xxgoodposition takes no part in it, I'm sure." Helena deflects. She doesn't want to admit that Claudia is right and she is thrilled to have her characters coming to life for the big screen - nor does she want it known that, despite all the negotiations and concessions on side of the production studio, she is still afraid that she won't recognise the world she created once the movie is done. Will they do justice to the worlds of trees and cogwheels, to the unseeing creator and the warrior with the unruly hair? Will they listen to Helena when she has suggestions, will the stick to the details from the book, will it even be possible to transfer it to the new medium?
This and more goes through Helena's mind as she lets Claudia drag her along over the big parking lot and storage area, past trucks with equipment and the xxvans for cast and crew towards the xxhall.
first time sees Myka - the perfect xxcharactername warrior.
xx looks after her xx her hair xx in the wind, a sharp edge to her big brown eyes that negates anything childish about their shape, xx stepping out of the camper
xx C hey, we're not here to flirt! Can't believe I need to say that to you, you're like, the least likely person xx xx pretty girl
xx not what - I mean yes beautiful, but not what that wasabout -
xx oh /beauuutiful
xx shut up Donovan
xx later sees Myka in makeup all *sideeye* what did you do to my xxcharactername
argument - need makeup! Looks silly on camera without, different than irl!
HG: well if so, just makeup that makes it look decent with the lights and closeups, NOT that kind of obvious eye makeup, and who had the idea that a warrior in a cyberpunk dystopia would need a bold red lip? Or shaved pits?
xx Myka uncomfortable, thinks she has done something wrong, especially when sent back out in the middle of the scene, doesn't notice the argument
co-star Pete tries to comfort her
xxMyka thinks maybe this was bad idea, should quit
xx HG will Not lose my warrior!
(xx Myka in trouble
xx HG kann wen zusammenscheiĂen, makes sure Myka's fine)
xx from then on Helena trying to keep an eye on Myka, asks how she's dealing with the pressure, what her plans are for if she'll be famous after this project, whether she has a good agent to protect her interests, etc... (eg where u live? city apartment...
H:security? M:none?? H:myself, nature away from most people M: wish could affort...)
Myka: know you're just doing this because you think I'm a good fit for the character and you don't want it to be ruined by me quitting, but I still really appreciate
HG: what?? No, am doing this - well, would for everyone! Know how it is, when I was a kid... nevermind. But, care about you too
Myka finds out why HG is so wary about fame
go to premiere together - "don't have to hold a speech, don't even have to tell anyone who you are, but at least go as my date?"
As usual, I had a first scene instantly in my head, then started thinking quicker than I could write and had to note down bullet points so I wouldn't forget anything xD
Again, thanks for the ask :)
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got a request for a Jason todd x reader and this turned into a behemoth. if you want a part two to this let me know. it was super fun to write!! this is an au where all the bad things that are canon didnât happen and we can have fun and everyoneâs famous!Â
to the anon who requested: I hope this is what you were looking for and thank you for the request!!Â
Everything came to a head by the time you turned twenty one. At 18 you were already doing commercials and advertisements but when you turned 21 you finally got offered something. And you didn't know exactly what until you were sat in a room with a few executives, your manager and your agent.
A book cover deal. They wanted you to be the face of an author's character. Or, well, the author had seen your face and liked you so much that they wanted you to be the face claim of their character in the rom-com novel.
For you the answer was easy, it was yes. You signed on to do the photoshoot alongside a partner for almost double your rent. Gotham hadn't squandered all of your dreams yet.
Soon enough your face was on the book, and that book was almost everywhere. National, international, online, etc. It was a great opportunity for you to branch out and do the things you wanted and maybe do things you could've never dreamed of.
Like now.
Right now you're sat in a room with your agent outside talking over some finer details about a contract. And sat across from you is the one and only Jason Todd. You'd be a fool to not know him. He can do practically anything. It's why he, out of all the other Waynes, has more followers online.
He does poetry from time to time when he's not modeling or being the camera himself. He dances and he owns a chain of car shops. The man can do it all. Except maybe not everything. That's why you're here.
Jason Todd wants to venture into acting. It's something that his other siblings (namely Dick and Duke) have a handle on already. He wants to be like them, you guess.
The silence in the room is cut short.
"I think your agent wants to you close the deal, but I can't get a read on you." he says.
You can't understand it. You can't understand a lot of things in Gotham but this right here, Jason Todd sitting across from you and asking for you to star side by side with him in a feature film is one of them.
"I just don't understand, why me? I haven't even acted before. I could totally tank your movie and get you, and myself, blackballed from everywhere." you answer.
He chuckles, "I don't think that's true."
"You don't know me."
"But I want to, is that so bad? and at the very least you could get something from this too."
"oh what, a kiss from you?" you joke.
Jason crosses his arms against his chest. You can't help to think the shirt he's wearing is way too tight for him. But you can't focus on that right now. You cannot focus on the strong arms underneath the black tee. You can't.
âYou still with me?â he asks.
You clear your throat, as if something suddenly got stuck in it. Not like you were checking him out. No definitely not. You are a professional. This is work. This is just work.Â
As youâre about to reply with something witty that will make him lose that damn smirk of his, your agent and his step back into the room. Your agent looks over at you and with a simple nod they agree to the deal.
You're gonna star opposite Jason Todd in a feature film.
JASON TODD AND HOLLYWOOD NEW COMER SET TO STAR IN UPCOMING ROM-COM DIRECTED BY HARVEY DENT!
WHO IS JASON TODDâS NEW LOVEÂ INTEREST?
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Sitting across from Jason a couple of months ago was different. There was less tension then. Or there was a good amount of tension and a door clearly marked exit. Now you were sitting next to him in hair and makeup getting ready to film a scene.
Delores, ever the great artist, is doing her best to make Jason fit the role of âMr.Corporate perfectionistâ. Which includes a lot of concealer and a bit of mascara, which apparently Jason isnât used to.
âDonât they apply mascara when you model sometimes?â you ask.
You were annoyed at how long it was taking to coat his lashes. And it wasnât even Deloresâ fault. He wonât stop fidgeting in his seat whenever the wand comes even an inch near his eye.
He lets out a huff, âNot really. Iâm usually good with eyeliner though.âÂ
âBusiness CEOâs donât wear eyeliner in this movie, sorry Mr.Todd.â Delores speaks.
You canât help the laugh that bubbles in your throat. And you donât miss the snide eye that Jason spares you in the mirror.Â
âYou know I can met you on set right?â he asks you.
You turn to him fully. Heâs sitting down normally, two pairs of clips hold back his hair from his face. Purple and pink. It would be adorable if he hadnât become such a thorn in your side these past few days. Who knew?
âOh but I'm gonna tell this story to UsWeekly, get a big payout and everything.â you remark.
Jason holds up the middle finger to you, playfully, and you return it back. Delores smacks his hand down and tries the wand again and this time he seems to let it happen. You watch as she coats his lashes once, twice and then three times.
âDone! Okay get out of here! Both of you!â Delores shouts.
You are the first to get out of your chair. Then Jason is hightailing it behind you. You hold open the door for him, he mumbles something of a thank you but itâs so low and quick.
When you two are walking to set in silence, under black Canada goose jackets Jason brings your hood up over your head. Almost destroying Deloresâ hard work on your hair. You almost yelp at the action.
âDude!â you shout.
âPaps.â he says simply.
And you follow his eyesight to a gaggle of photographers about twenty feet away to your left. You werenât used to the sight yet. It freaked you out honestly. You were used to coming and going as you pleased. Maybe someone recognized you from close up. But not from a far. And not like this.
âJust make sure youâre walking with someone when youâre going somewhereâ Jason says.
His words almost make you stumble. But you catch yourself in time. Thankfully you wonât look like an idiot to media royalty today. You look over at him, âWait-why? is something gonna happen?âÂ
âNo,â he looks at you for a second, âitâs just safety in numbers and all that.âÂ
âOh. Got it. Thanks.âÂ
âNo problem.
About a few steps away from set you realize something and look over at Jason.
âWhy didnât you put your hood up?â you ask.
He smiles, âGotta give them the goods.âÂ
You groan and walk away from him then. Yeah, heâs gonna be more of a pain in the ass than you thought during filming. And then youâre gonna do promotion for the movie for the premiere with him. The pain was just beginning.
GETTING CLOSE? CO-STARS ON SET OF DENTâSÂ âLOVE IN PEICESâ CAPTURED ON SET!
JASON TODD AND CO-STAR FLIRTING ON SET? SEE PICS BELOW!!
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Night shoots are impossible. They drain you and drain you and youâre still required to bring an award winning performance every time. Both you and Jason have struggled so much tonight that the director decided to call it a night and send everyone home.
Yet here you were, laying face down on the coach in your trailer crying. Yes sometimes challenges are fun. But most times they are exhausting. And you have to come back tomorrow and do the same thing all over again. Your chest and your head feel hot from embarrassment and nerves.
A series of knocks arrive on the door to your trailer. Your lights are on so whoever is looking for you must know youâre here, or that you donât care about electricity and harm tot he environment.Â
âHey, are you decent in there?âÂ
It was Jason.
You picked yourself up and wiped the tears from your cheeks. But as you did you could see yourself in the mirror directly in front of you. Red cheeks, red eyes. Puffy eyes. Hair in complete disarray.Â
âNo..â you answer.
Somehow, the door opens anyways. You sigh and shut your eyes. Of course. You can hear Jason let himself in and walk your way. At this point you donât know what to expect of him. Somedays on set heâs a bit standoffish, and others he can joke around and make it al feel normal.
You wonder what youâre about to get.
âHave you been crying?â he asks.
âNo.â you like.
He scoffs. Thatâs when you feel a plop right beside you. You open your eyes and look over at him. Heâs out of costume already. With the signature look of a brown leather jacket, a black tee and black jeans.Â
âToday was hard for me too.â he speaks softly.
As if he were afraid to say it. Out loud. To you. You canât believe he said it either. Itâs not like him to admit defeat. Not in the time youâve known him. He attacks everything with such passion and never gives up.Â
âMaybe we just need to relax. Not be so in our heads so much for a couple of hours.â Jason offers.
You canât help the smile that forms, âAre you-do you want to hang out with me outside of work hours-â
He holds out his hands in front of you.
âAlright donât make it a thing and declare your love for me just yet. Letâs just see what happens.â he says.
Itâs funny. You laugh a bit and he eases up and begins to laugh too. Itâs the first time you see the crinkles around his eyes appear. Like in some of the photos that were taken by his brother, Tim, those seem authentic. Like him.
Youâd like to get to know the real Jason.
SPOTTED: JASON TODD AND CO-STAR OUT FOR DRINKS!
COUPLE ALERT?! SEE PICS OF THE STARTS OFÂ âLOVE IN PIECESâ NOW!
CHEMISTRY READ: WHAT WE KNOW ABOUT JASON TODD AND HIS CO-STAR!
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Itâs the last day of shooting and everyone is doing fine. Well almost everyone. Not you. You are an absolute mess. Youâve managed to befriend a lot of people on set and you donât wanna have to say goodbye to them after spending months with them.Â
Especially Delores.Â
Which is why you brought her a bouquet of flowers. Or, you had them ordered and you picked them up at the front gate of the lot so you could deliver it to her by hand.Â
As you round the corner to the makeup trailer you come upon Jason. Heâs got a bouquet of flowers in his hand as well. They look equally as good as yours. Probably better because heâs rich and knows what to spend money on.
When he sees you he looks like a deer caught in headlights. The sight is equal parts cute and hilarious.Â
âTodd you canât be trying to upstage me right now.â you joke.
It takes a moment for him to walk up to the door as you do. When he does he smiles at your bouquet which would have been nice if you knew he wasnât trying to subtly make fun of your flowers over his.
He laughs, âWeâre not even competing, hun. Iâm gonna win every time.âÂ
You gasp and at your state of shock he opens the door first. You lunge after him and get inside. Thereâs Delores setting up some stuff for later today. When she sees the both of you she lets out a delightful noise, her hands clap together.
âOh you both shouldnât have!â she says.
You nudge Jason out of the way and embrace her. The flowers still in your hand.Â
âWe probably could have brought a whole flower shop and it still wouldnât have been enough to thank you for all that you did.â you say.
She rubs your back, comforting you. And thatâs when your can feel the water start to cloud your eyes. You pull away with a sad smile. She cradles your face in her hands.
âYouâre gonna do great things, I just know it.â she whispers.
You nod and thank her again, offering her the bouquet. She takes it and then you move out of the way for Jason to give over his. You donât notice how he seems to eye you a bit before he does. Youâre too busy sipping the tears away.
âWhenever I do one of these or I need a stylist Iâm calling you personally.â he chides.
Delores yelps at how he hugs her. He basically lifts her off the floor. You knew she was a small lady but Jason made it same like she was even smaller than that. You laugh at the way her legs dangle in the air for a moment before he puts her back down.
âJason!â she laughs.
He offers her the bouquet. She takes it as well.Â
âIâm gonna miss you two.â she says.
SPOTTED: JASON TODD WITH A BOQUET OF FLOWERS! GIRLFRIEND?
CHECK OUT INSTA FOR TOUCHY LAST DAY SET PICS FROM CAST AND CREW OF âLOVE IN PIECESâ!
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Doing interviews back to back is slowly rotting you from the inside out. Including the fact that you were expecting an important call from your agent who was out scouting for you.Â
And maybe it was the outfit you were wearing too. Not that it was uncomfortable, you had the guts to say when things didnât feel right on you. But this contraption you were in was about ten degrees too hot for a hotel in California. Even the air conditioning couldnât help you.
Yeah, maybe it was the outfit making you sweat.
âI think we get a break after this one.â Jason says from your side.
You hear the tail end of his sentence, too busy in your own head worrying about other things. You turn to face him.
âHuh?âÂ
He lightly chuckles and places a hand on your knee. You hadn't realized you were bouncing it. Now youâre wondering if you were doing that the whole time. If you were, did you look like an asshole? Or just a nervous rookie?
âI said weâre getting a lunch break after this.â he repeats.
You nod your head, âthanks Jay.â
âOh by the way, we settled on Thai.â he adds.
Since the press tour was majorly compromised of you, Jason, three other actors and the director you all wanted to go out to lunch today. Catch up on things, spend some time together.
You had told everyone before you didnât mind what you ate, you werenât picky when you got hungry. Any food would do.
âIs it close or are we getting a car?â you ask.
Jason arranges himself in his seat and it all kind of clicks in your head. You have been looking at him differently for a while now. Ever since that night he found you in your trailer crying and hung out with you. At first you thought it was just a friend thing, but now youâre realizing itâs not.
Definitely not when he looks good with the clothes his stylist picked out for him and his thighs-
âYouâre doing that thing again.â he says.
You shake your head, âwhat thing?â
âThe thing where you get in your head. Something I can help with?â he asks.
And in your dirty mind the answer is yes. But you donât say that. You keep that thought and all the other ones you had before to yourself and you smile lightly at him.
âJust waiting on a call.â you answer.
Jason hums a noise. Before either of you can say anything the next interview steps into the room. And just like that both of your smiles are turned back on and you're greeting and waving, shaking hands and introducing, the works.
JASON TODD BEING A SIMP FOR FIVE MINUTES AND TWENTY SECONDS!
DENT TALKS CHEMISTRY BETWEEN CO-STARS!
SEE CO-STARS FORÂ âLOVE IN PIECESâ SHARE SOME FLIRTY BANTER!
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Well itâs not like you werenât expecting to run in to him at the literal carpet premiere of the movie you filmed together. Okay, who are you kidding? You checked his socials and the cast group chat and heard that he might be working on another project and might not make the event.
And you were able to breathe a little. After not seeing him for a couple more weeks you were able to talk yourself out of the whole âmaybe I don't think of him as a friend I think of him as moreâ thing that was going on in your head.
It was good.Â
Until it wasnât. Until you were standing in front of a swarm of cameras about to bolt because your outfit felt a bit tight even though it fit you perfectly when you put it in hours ago, and your heart is beating out of your chest and reporters and photographers are calling your name and shouting directions.
Then the funniest thing happened. You heard it.
âJason over here!âÂ
Youâre pretty sure that if someone had recorded you, the video wouldâve shown how wide your eyes got. And how quickly your head turned.Â
Heâs here.
Your eyes meet his from a few feet away. Heâs already looking at you. In fact heâs not really looking at anyone else, or paying attention to the cameras for that matter. No heâs staring at you dead on.
Now heâs walking over to you. You try to keep it together. Know that with him so close the cameras will be back on you like they never left. Youâve seen the articles, the pictures that were taken out of contexts, the videos.Â
You let out a shaky break and smile once more as he nears you.
âAnd to think I almost missed this.â he says.
You hum, âthankfully you didnât. Iâm kinda struggling here.â
âLet me help, sweetheart.â
Later in the night is when you realize he called you sweetheart. Your way too busy right now trying not to do something embarrassing in front of all the cameras.
He wraps an arm around your waist and faces the cameras. Which was not what you had in mind when he said help, but sure. You look over at him once, and that's all it takes for the photographers to shout at you to keep that pose.Â
You bite your tongue from saying something foul. But before you can even swallow the words down in your mind Jason is in front of you. Standing right in front of you. None of the cameras can see you clearly.
âYou hanginâ in there?â he asks
Nodding your head you try to take a breather. But then Jason Todd is leaning closer to you, his face next to yours as the breath from his mouth hits the side of your face and your ear.
âWe can walk into the theatre if you want. You donât owe them anything.â he says.
He pulls away and looks for your answer, as if it were in your eyes. And you knew right then and there that as hard as you tried to tell yourself that your feelings for him were totally platonic, they werenât. You were an idiot for even trying.
âI thought youâd be too busy to be here tonight.â you answer.
âAnd miss this?â he repeats.
The way he says it send a shiver down your spine in the most infectious way. Because heâs not looking at anyone else, or anything else, but you. And you canât help the way your lips spread into a smile at the thought. Or how much you like it when Jason smiles back at you.
You were so done for.
JASON TODD AND CO-STAR CARPET PHOTOS!Â
HARVEY DENT AND BRUCE WAYNE REUNITE AFTER FIVE YEARS!
AFTER PARTY FORÂ âLOVE IN PIECESâ PREMIERE SHOWS CO-STARS CLOSE AND PERSONAL!
SEQUEL TOÂ âLOVE IN PEICESâ ? DENT SAYS ITâS POSSIBLE.
#dc imagine#dc fic#dc x reader#Jason todd imagine#Jason todd fic#Jason todd x reader#dc#Jason todd#famous dc!au
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âïœĄâ§ËÊâĄÉËâ§ïœĄâenough's enough: connie springer x reader
yesterday's poll was a tie between actor au yuuji and an aot situationship fic (brainrotting so hard for both au's) so here's a Connie fic!
plot: where you're really done with Connie
wc: 899 - no warnings
additional stuff: Sasha calls reader a 'bitch', writing's extremely rusty T-T, media au mention of Miche
here's more situationship connie, and more by @happybird16
âThank you, baby.â
She read last nightâs text from Connie. And in every word she read in all the manuscripts given to her, all of them seemed the same. Coffee shop menus and online restaurant menus were all a âThank youâ or âbabyâ. It was all her brain wanted her to see now.
Then she looked at the actors in the documentary they were shooting. No. Even her brain didnât allow her to see anything beyond Connieâs honey eyes and the girlâs tired smile. Then to the commercial boards with endorsementsâ no, it became a combination of both.
Connie was stupid. That she knew. His cruel mind was smart enough to accidentally send her the message and the pictureâ still, a stupid move. Maybe she was the first of the many people he slept around with (it was her delusion trying to comfort her), she was the first in his contacts that he didnât think twice to *accidentally* send it to another person.
Did he leave the girl wondering about when heâll commit to her, too? Sashaâs hand found the top of (Y/nâ)s, knees bent to look at her eyes, âHey,â her mouth moved. Spouting out sentences about the shoot beginning in fifteen mionutes, the people loving her script, and something with the actorâs catering services.
Somehow, Jean, the production assistant, joined them. âYou look pale.â
"Stayed up late,â pointing to her rolled up copy of the script, âfor this.â
âYay, third coverage.â Yawned Sasha.
Third shoot or coverage of whatever the hell put her in the hills between Shiganshina and Ragako, Connie was quick to replace her. How disposable am I?
Following Sasha and Jean in admiring the set, (Y/n) crossed her arms to keep herself standing. Those lights. It added more pain to her headâ even brought a watery screen to her eyes, painting a blurry picture of Connie and that girl.
An actor came in, excitedly yelling about how pretty the ânew bloodâ made the set. Her voice, shrill. Words coming out one after another, though all muffled. As if teasing (Y/n)âs crying heart,
âThank you, babyâ
Words that were enough to push her off balance.
â(Y/n)!â
To hell with looking like he threw whatever he clean clothes he foundâ it was true. As if he looked any better, Reiner wasnât shy to point out how, âyou look like the definition of a scumbag,â when Connie opened the car door.
With a roll of his eyes, one fist clenching his annoyance, and the other careful not to crush the brownies, âJust drive, will you?â
Worry occupied the empty space in his head, only her name echoed in the space between his ears. Sheâs not the one to pass out so easily. Nor the one to get sick and still wake up to work. Right? Unless Sasha and Jean caught whiff of their âarrangementâ decided to exaggerate a minor accident on set.
Though Jeanâs picture of her in the groupchat wasnât an exaggeration. âPassed out, hospital.â It only read.
Briefly passing by the hospitalâs many windows, he agreed with Reiner when he caught a glimpse of his reflection. Black sweatpants and a jacket he now zipped up to look more presentable.
Of course her brownieâs from Micheâs bakery.
Carefully opening the curtain, he poked his head in to see Jean and Sasha leaning against each other in deep sleep. A pile of their bags pushed to the corner. â(Y/n)!â He called to her, seeing that her eyes adjusted to the light.
Nearly crying from weakness, (Y/n)âs face hardened in anger when she found him already standing at the foot of her bed. It could never be with Connie, he was still in bed with his girl, it couldnât be himi just standing by her bedside now.
âHey, what . . . happened?â He even asked in a careful tone that made her stomach churn in anger. âSasha told me you passed out. Actually, everyoneâs worried about you.â
âJust . . .â moving away from the hand that wouldâve played with her hair now, âgo home, Connieâ
He heard her clear. âHmm?â
âGo home.â No, she must be saying that because of how sick she felt.
His finger tried to lift her chin up, âI was worried, so I cameââ
âAs if itâll make me better.â
âHavenât made youââ
âSo, go home, Connie.â
His lips tugged up to almost a smirk, her knew how she joked around. âSure?â
Like he wanted, (Y/n) lifted her gaze up to him. Showing his playful smile her hardened jaw, âConnie, I donât like you.â
âWha . . .â
âEnoughâs enough.â
âH-hey, did I do . . .something?â
âI donât wanna do anything with you. Just . . . please,â she sighed, âleave me alone.â
Behind him, Sasha still deep in sleep mumbled, âDudeâ man, sheâs not really joking around. Bitchâs sick. Go.â
âYeah . . .â agreed Jean, stretching his legs. âSheâs got a fever, you donât wanna get that.â
âYour brownies are . . .â holding her hardened stare in his confused eyes, Connie slowly backed away. âRest well alright?â
Outside, waiting for Reiner, Connieâs mind lost in the whathe had said, pulled his phone out. Thumb rapidly checking all of the messaging apps they talked in.
When, âFuckâ.
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