#still the same muse just a different url

[mthernatre]

mthernatre < naturesupe

[chaosmultiverse]

Right now I am unsure when I will return but I am considering something, two things actually:

Perhaps reducing the muselist a bit, probably not as much as one would expect since I don't force myself to use every single muse but still. Or perhaps find a different more effective way of sorting them?

Remaking, I would still have the same url and whatnot but I think for my muses I'd like to consider it a reboot and plot out the relationships and plots I have going on. I am considering this because right now the literal blog has some sad memories, friends who I fell out with, for one reason or another, along with cases where I was just flat out mistreated or otherwise unhappy, I don't want this all clinging to me forever and I don't want my writing to be stuck in this too.

If I do remake, and just in general I don't think I will be active on blog again until I have all my links done, it might take awhile since it's a lot of writing but I am also really tried of my blog always being a WIP.

[lulu2992]

Ask meme!

I was tagged by @glowwormsmith! Thank you :)

Rules: Spell out your URL using song titles that can describe your muse/OC/pairings, then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL!

My URL isn’t the best for this game because it simply consists of the same two letters twice (I didn’t take the numbers into account), but I still scoured my entire music library to find titles that worked! I chose my OC Taylor Rook, John Seed, and the couple they form in my heart because of course I did. There are four letters in my username so I’m tagging four people: @cassietrn, @laindtt, @simplegenius042, and @strafethesesinners (only if you feel like doing this, of course)!

(Not all the tracks I wanted have lyrics, so I did this a little differently than you did and wrote a little “story” instead):

In Hope County, Taylor really became a “Lurking Danger” [Yoko Shimomura - Final Fantasy XV] and had to walk along many “Unfamiliar Paths” [Cliff Martinez - Far Cry 4]. John kept telling her, “Let The Water Wash Away Your Sins” [Dan Romer - Far Cry 5], but she remained “Untouchable” [Niels Bye Nielsen - HITMAN 2]. As for the Baptist, deep down, he was just a “Lost Child” [Brian Tyler - Far Cry 3], but on the outside, the thing most people noticed and talked about was his “Unsettling Aura” [Yoko Shimomura - Final Fantasy XV]. I wish he had had time to “Learn To Let Go” [Kesha - Rainbow]*, but all he did in the game was try to be “Unstoppable” [Sia - This Is Acting]*. Their story didn’t end well, so in another world, one that only exists in my head, they decide to “Let It Go” [Demi Lovato - Frozen] and stop being “Under The Gun” [Motörhead - Kiss of Death] all the time because I just want them to sing “Love Me Forever” [Motörhead - 1916]* and “Underneath Your Clothes” [Shakira - Laundry Service]* to each other instead!

*actually for these the lyrics also work

[sunburnacoustic]

Muse performing Sunburn as part of a 3-song acoustic set also comprising Cave and Muscle Museum in HMV in Bristol in 1999 before their debut album tour for Showbiz supporting Skunk Anansie kicked off.

This was part of many in-store signing sessions the band did for Showbiz (it blows my mind what a dedicated fanbase they had built up just from touring the south of England playing live, and the few EPs that were out at the time). They were an extremely hard-working band when it came to touring: they played a stupid amount of gigs that year. I remember an interview from the summer of 2000 where an interviewer mentioned that they had played over 45 festival dates that year, "that's 30 gigs too many", the interviewer opined (cannot remember which interview this was). An insane amount of touring, which really solidified support for the band before Origin of Symmetry came out and Muse inevitably exploded over the mainland and UK. (British media were still lukewarm but that's a different story.)

The day they played this signing session in Bristol, they also crossed over into Wales to do a second session in an HMV in Cardiff. The same day. Absolute beasts and madmen of live playing, no wonder they became who they became: one of the finest live bands on earth. Unfortunately no one recorded the Cardiff set!

This performance just lives permanently in my brain (and in my iPod. Don't ask me what I got out of it on a 4 cm screen but I remember trying to work out Matt's playing on it. Unbelievable what we made do with back in the day!) hence the URL!

[cursedxartist]

the amount of people out there who refuse to respect explicitly clear boundaries have me so close to making a proper DNI, bc i swear. either these people dont actually read any of our rules, or their silly lil brains twist our words so they believe it somehow doesn't apply to them!

been seeing a lot of pr.o.sh.i.pp.ers who either are covert about being That Way, or will even outright lie about being against it, but openly condone and promote those who write se/xual/ized pr romanticized pe/do/ph/ili/a and shit. I've seen with my own two eyes people write in their rules that they don't condone it, yet when people warn them that they are interacting with people who actively produce such content, they throw a fit, calling it dr/a/ma. and somehow believe that just because they don't write such content personally, then they're not pr/os/shi/p, even tho they knowingly interact with and promote some of the worst ones out there.

So i want to be explicitly clear. do not follow me if you: - are p.ro/sh.i/p, - condone p/ro/shi/p.pers - support p/ros/hipper/s - will knowingly and deliberately put pr/o/s/hi/pper/s on my dash via your interactions with them - think being warned about p/ros/ipp/ers is d/ram/a, and will continue to interact with them even tho you KNOW the content they produce - think that just because YOU dont write pr/o/sh/ip content means you're not a p/ro/sh/i/pp/er even though you knowingly support them basically, if you are going to knowingly and deliberately put pr/osh/ipp/ers on my dash (excluding c/al/lou/ts), stay away from me. if you are unaware if someone is one, thats fine! but please be receptive to warnings so that way i don't have to see their shit on my dash.

i could blacklist urls, sure. but it makes me highly uncomfortable to interact with anyone who even condones this shit, even if they dont write it personally. thats still pr/os/hip.

i also want to clarify, this does NOT apply to those who write dark content, but who does not romanticize or se/xua.liz/e it. it also doesn't apply to those who have immoral, unreliable narrators for muses, but do not share the same thoughts. if your muse romanticizes something gross, but you as the mun do not? thats fine! i LOVE dissecting and analyzing unreliable narrators and characters! but if you, as the mun, produce content of illicit relationships in a way that's meant to be tantalizing and ar/ous/in/g to the audience? FUCK OFF.

you can still make it abundantly clear when an unreliable narrator finds this content alluring, but the audience isnt supposed to.

for example, the book Lo/li/ta. We are not supposed to believe in Hu/mbe/rt when he portrays D/olo/re/s to be this infatuating sed/uctr.ess. But in the moments where we see reality outside of his narration? We see a normal middle school girl. That is the key difference between pro/sh/ip.pers and writers who explore dark content for what it is. One is meant to s/ed/uc/e, and the other is meant to elicit horror from its readers.

And again, i repeat myself:

Even if you, personally, do not write this sort of content - if you knowingly SUPPORT or CONDONE this content, FUCK. OFF.

i dont want this content anywhere near my dash. so dont follow me if you interact with them! because, inevitably, they will end up on my feed!!

condoning or supporting pr/o/shi/pp/ers makes you one too. if you support these freaks, you are a freak. for the love of god, i am so fucking tired. if yall would just stay in your lane and didnt interact with those who are abundantly clear in who they dont want interacting with them then none of this would be an issue. it only becomes an issue when yall think you have some sort of special privilege and that boundaries don't apply to you.

tldr: people who dont know what boundaries are have me so close to making a dni, bc apparently thats what it takes to get these ppl to comprehend that they're not some special exception to the rules

[emystic-old]

Mobile Rules

There is a rule section on the blog as well, this is for all that page be inaccessible to on mobile.

Firstly, this is a hobby. My time will not always be on this blog, I don't stress over being here and I can be incredibly slow or quick about replies it just depends. Please remind me of threads and things I owe, as I may have forgotten just don't be mean or annoying about it.

Please state something is an issue privately when it first arises, this includes people I might associate with. I will not know something unless told and if I have an issue I will do the same. Communication is a key way to fix most misunderstandings. However, I cannot make promises if you have an issue with a person, but I will take what is said into account.

I do not write smut nor will I have it forced onto me, characters can be implied they had sex and speak suggestively. I just don't anyone to force me to write it. It's just not my thing

I do not like automatic romance and I don't want ships forced on me. Exes and FWBs are not romantic by nature but I don't like those on automatic either. Don't mind discussing it as an end game, but also please don't get upset if the discussion isn't always seen eye to eye.

All romantic ships need to be adult/adult and teen/teen. Age-changed and age-specific AU characters are tricky and I will judge by how the mun is general (if I feel like it's done for creepy reasons it's a no-go).

I don't care if muses are not specified, if you have one in mind that's great, and if not that's fine too! I'll try my best to pick one I think fits. However, if I do give a random one that doesn't work please DM and we can work out something different. Also, other multis that strictly want their muses specified I always respect that rule and abide by it.

I only wish to interact with people I am mutually following. Please only follow me if my blog actually interests you, I am not a meme source or someone to boast a follow count. If we barely interact it's okay activity isn't always constant on both ends, as long as I know there is still an interest. However, if I can't even get a word I will unfollow no hard feelings I rather put my vibes onto people who want to write with me.

Smaller things to be aware of:

You are accountable for reading information that was provided or is accessible, if you can't find it or simply just don't feel like looking come directly to me.

I cannot make anyone tag my url in their posts, but I strongly recommend tagging emystic so I can track things easier.

I am a freelance AI trainer so I already do a lot of typing and most of the other times I'm sleeping due to my health issues; unfortunately, I born with one of the worst bodies so if I'm not online all day or even for a few days I'm probably in bed.

[miraiq]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.

repost, do not reblog this

NAME: Prince/Jehr/PJ. PJ is just a combo of the two alias' first letters. Jehr was my original when I first started out using aliases ever, which was created for me by my best friend at the time. I slowly tried to make a new alias for other muses I wanted to write without having them be associated with me-- for some reason? Wanted to hide or start fresh or something I guess? Same friend also made me take a HomeStuck quiz to get my... uh... vibe? I don't recall what it was, but the answer was Prince of the Light and I used that as my personal url for years, so I actually took the newer alias from that.

PRONOUNS: He/Him

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: Discord is the fastest way to get responses from me, simply because the app is always logged in on my phone and pc, while tumblr is only logged in to my personal tumblr via my phone. Any mutuals that would like to add me on Discord: princem0n

NAME OF MUSE(s): For my sanity, google doc for full list. Otherwise, main/actively in use muses: Severa/Selena(FE), Caelus(HSR), Serval(HSR), Kyo(Fruits Basket)

BEST EXPERIENCE: To be perfectly honest shit-posting/memes are always a welcome relief and the best way to destress. I recall previously that myself and group of fellow hooligans would constantly make photoshop edits of stupid things that would go around on the dash. Example(s) of something(s) I made during that time:

But I also really enjoyed being able to deep dive into characters relations and how they worked against or with each other. Especially when it came to characters who didn't have their entire story brought to the forefront, like most videogame characters. You don't get to see the behind the scenes stuff with them, most the time, so it's fun to see how they could have gone about or reacted to different situations/after the fact/how it affected them.

RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS: Lack of communication. Sometimes I forget things, so I'll typically come ask for an answer or reconfirming that I didn't miss something or misinterpret anything. If there is an issue, I am begging, please just approach me. I often will do this if I have a problem, all I ask is the same in return. I can't stand constantly being left on read, especially when trying to discuss stuff plot related. We can't be on the same page if we don't have conversations going BOTH WAYS.

Other than that I'm pretty relaxed. I, as a slow writer, won't hound people practically ever for responses. We're adults, life happens, things come up, muses hide or aren't as strong as others. As long as you aren't actively ignoring me/our threads, there's no problem. If I don't see you posting at all then I know you just need a breather and that is A-OKAY. This is a hobby for fun. Why be fussy and cause problems due to impatience? I guess that is another pet peeve- impatience- lmao.

MUSE PREFERENCES: Bottoms. I notice myself writing of lot of "tsundere" types? Or redheads. I just love them. Misunderstood but fight against the world because they don't want anyone to know that they're broken.

PLOTS OR MEMES: Both. Both is good. Everything in balance. I used to meme a lot, and I've definitely toned it down. But I don't know, sometimes getting too serious or having too many think-hard-about threads can be tiring, and lil shitposting is a good breather to be able to let you get back on with it.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: Both are nice. I tend to overwrite, simply because my style will typically go into my muse's thought process(es), or if the thread is still being established, I try to set the scene or give background information. But, short replies are nice. Gives you a small thing to work on and take a rest between lengthier threads. That's also why I like random inbox prompts. Not all of them have to go anywhere- just gives you a space to do something else aside from your drafts.

BEST TIME TO WRITE: I am absolutely not a morning person. Night owl to the max. You will see me up still at 3am more often than not. I typically wake up around 10am-1pm, so I'm usually writing right around dinner.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): In some aspects, sure. Not entirely like one-for-one with any muse, but there's always at least a piece of myself in each muses. Helps write them better, in my opinion. Only exceptions typically being any "self-insert" like characters. (ie. Robin/Avatar from Fire Emblem: Awakening). Most of those characters still have a base personality to them though, so unless you completely customize them, they're still pretty "how do YOU respond" choices change how they are.

Tagged by: Stealing dis from Rath Tagging: Yo who wants to let me know their lore?

[ofrhysand]

𝐎𝐎𝐂; Finished HOFAS plus the bonus chapters yesterday and I have thoughts.... and emotions... But under cut for spoilers ( though wil try to not be super specific ), will just type down the ACOTAR ones ( and one ship that I think carried that book ).

So.... Bryce did annoy me, I will admit, but she got better later. Although I understood why she was like that perfectly and how I think it was in character for her to do so but still.... She annoyed me in Prythian. Wonder if things could've gone very different if she'd just... spoken a little more or cooperated.

Nesta seems to have grown a lot and I am all for that, and also big hint that she is a spoiling aunt to Nyx ok, she adores her nephew and how she called Feyre a 'perfect mother' in the bonus chapter, did things to my emotions. And also Az was perfect, no surprise there. The bonus chapter of them and how he liked the death metal music and dance was so fun to read ( would've been nice if it wasn't a bonus chapter because it added some bit of depth to the interaction ).

And was it me or there was a LOT of Elain language in the Avallen parts in the aftermath of the encounter when Bryce did the thing? I don't know, just reading it, my mind instantly went to 'Elain', not to mention that paired with the Prison events.... I think it's a big set up for her book.

Rhys... Yes, Rhys acted as was expected in the main book chapters but that bonus chapter of Ember and Randall... His Nesta treatment bugs me. Again, like Bryce, I understand completely why he is acting like that and it also makes sense for him, especially with Nesta, but I was glad when Ember intervened. And then it seems like he returned to being the same Rhys of always. But also Cassian was more pissed at her than even Rhys it seems? And Feyre defended her.

And ofc, RuhnLidia was gorgeous, it has always been a gorgeous ship development, and I've made no secret that I prefer them way better over Bryce and Hunt. They carried the romance in the book for me. And their bonus chapters was just lakdjflaksjdfklajsdfklajsdfaflkajdsf it was perfection. It definitely makes me wanna reread all their chapters and RP Ruhn.... for who i already have url and google doc set up woops.

Individually, when they took that antidote, their powers were very interesting... Yes, Ruhn of course will be a Rhys version I expect, but with more starlight it seems, plus healing... is that a dusk court thing I wonder? Or does the starlight allow for healing ( since it was a warm and bright light that came from his hand when healing )? Have to read up more on that. And when Ruhn did the THING to Autumn King... I cried there too, it was the muse of him that had me crying ok.

But Lidia lakjdsflkajsdlfkjaskldfjaskldf the whole flame language for her has always been a big clue to her being an Aelin descendant and I love it so much but also... THE KIDS, HER BBIES. The majority of times I had tears in my eyes were in all the Lidia and twins interactions.

But yes, I think that's it so far... Will post other stuff if more thoughts come to mind, I am still processing ok. Am all up for sharing thoughts and theories always!

[the-frozen-pheonix]

what does your URL mean, and why did you choose it? what genre do you primarily favour?

a mun ask.

a collection of asks for the muns behind the muses of the rpc.

1. what does your URL mean, and why did you choose it?

Mun is a multifaceted, enigmatic, and melodramatic gentleman that seeks to represent himself using generic and mundane as façade.

Rhetorically-

How simplistic is the blonde haired blue eyed white OC obsessed with edginess?

How basic is using the base tumblr theme?

How low effort/dense does the basic icons and occasional color change of my dialogue present itself?

What does it say of someone who attempts to copy-cat Mirrors his partners writing theme/style?

Yet-what efforts and standard do I meet in pursuit of greatness in writing?

Each a conscious choice.

My URL seeks the same

the-frozen-pheonix. Meh. Whatever.

But the history spans down private corridors I’ll only allude to vaguely.

the: I am not simply a frozen pheonix. I am THE frozen phoenix. One and only. The hidden history and levels this moniker mine alone.

frozen: Accepted by me is a fact of my nature and being-solitude-loneliness. Whatever you desire to call it.

In my early and mid youth, this manifested through the frozen in life. Ice. Stillness of time. Winter. Etc.

Now it stays merely as an homage to my original perception-as the inherent negativity of all above concepts are met more warmly by me in my late youth.

4. what genre do you primarily favour?

Action adventure spur me to action and adventure. Stagnation leads man to damnation, and there is very rarely any to be found in action and adventure.

Romance is akin to spicing on a good meat dish-or fries/chips to an entree. Infused or secondary to the main course will supplement nicely.

Smut and all, a simple by product of romance.

Angst, fluff, darkness, light hearted. All just different flavors of what I like.

Slice of life is always a good treat in moderation and a good way to help action and adventure from losing touch.

Anything unmentioned is outside of my main focus but does not necessarily mean it’s not a delight.

[advnterccs-archive]

Ooooh do mine do my URL next. Please please 🥺 🥹

SEND A URL AND I WILL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING || accepting

DO I FOLLOW THEM?: Yes, ofc !! I have been since the early days of when I started this blog !! which has been, what... 2-3 years now ? idk it's been a long while xD

WHY DID I FOLLOW THEM?: At the time I was still trying to get mutuals to write with and I think you followed me first after I made my first promo -- i thought Lynn was such an interesting character with lots of potential for shenanigans that Rick and Morty could involve her in !!  

DO WE ROLE PLAY?: Not as much as we used to but I guess that's bc life gets in the way fdhsjkfsd  

DO I WANT TO ROLE PLAY WITH THEM: yes i do !! always !! i've always enjoyed our interactions and even better just the random plots we've come up with ! tbh i really miss it and we should write together more soon, if we both ever find the time 🥺🥺 

AN AU IDEA FOR OUR MUSES: Not an AU bc fuck that i'm bad at coming up with them, but a plot idea where Rick and Lynn go to that same dimension where they first realized that they had feelings for each other. And you know how much i love angst, we could do a bit of a 'it's complicated' relationship arc >:D !!  

A SONG FOR OUR MUSES: Just One Yesterday by Fall Out Boy, for reasons xD  

DO I SHIP OUR MUSES?: yup yup !! i think Rick and Lynn have an interesting and comfortable relationship where they don't demand too much from each other. and well Morty has learned to trust Lynn. Now it's a completely different story with Riley xD Morty, for obvious reasons, doesn't like her and well, Rick tolerates her fdshjk  

WHAT I THINK ABOUT THE MUN: I think you're really cool. We don't talk as much as we used to but that's alright !! You're a really great RP partner and someone who's really fun to talk to !!  

OVERALL OPINION: You already know that i love your blog so much <3 <3 Lynn and Riley are very interesting muses and honestly, more people should follow you uwu  

BLOG RATE: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

[silvcrignis]

@manufactoredxbyxdesign ♛

@manufactoredxbyxdesign Punky’s out here throwing you to the WOLVES, they just made a lucky choice because I’m a favourite player lmfao.

{Meme}: [ ♛ ] send me your url and i'll tell you the following; {x}

My opinion on;

Character in general: It’s so sad that I have nar actually played a single Resident Evil Game (I used to watch my dad play them back when I was a smol) or touched a single DBD match but somehow still ended up hyper fixated on this character bc not only was he EVE R Y WHERE back when I was a kid he was my like favourite type of shitbag smarmy over confident character hdhghg I would probably write Albert Wesker if I had the confidence or the complete lore knowledge to hfhgh the perfect live action FC already exists for him thanks to Buffy 😭

How they play them: Hgdhgnh I’ve told them this personally but they’re soooo good, like I hear Albert’s voice when they post something??? Like I love him, a lot of people love uwuing softening villains & I’m like bro they’re fucking evil they may have tender moments or people they are softer with but that’s an EVIL hoe, stop pretending they didn’t do nothin’ wrong. He’s written so MEAN & I fucking adore that, it’s the same way I portray my Severus Snape bc that man has called his own spouse a fucking FOOL before & that’s. My. T y p e, Like I need them to understand I’m not just saying this bc they gave my shit stain gremlin girl a chance (okay maybe a little bc this place has burnt me many times b u t) I’m saying this because I genuinely don’t think they realise just how GOOD they portray this nasty snarky PHD wielding grifter man 😭

The mun: Hurt them & feel the sting of my blade, I swear to God, I will break into your home at 3:37 AM & slather cream cheese & onions on the inside of your pillowcases if I find out you ever legitimately hurt their feelings. Like I was so scared to follow them bc their writing was really on point & canon character blogs be acting stank as hell here especially to me bc Keira isn’t an easy™️ OC girl. & like idc if someone roasts me but I will r I d e for my squad, especially the ones who put up with my ridiculous spammy bullshit like they do hhhhh they deserve better than some of the absolutely manic posts I send them fr fr but I usually make up for my transgressions by sliding them the gud Albertcore.

Do I;

Follow them: I do, I followed their second blog @lxdyvenxm so fucking fast when I saw their post it gave me whiplash ghhgbhjn

RP with them: Of course I do, I have to stick all the pale haired tsunderes together in one spot though Al is a low-key yandere wearing the tsundere skin tbch but he’s deffo part of the club.

Want to RP with them: I… I need Keira to leave this man alone bc every time I get a new idea for Keira the DBD verse her first thought is “What would Albert think about it~🖤🖤🖤?” Yeah she’s a lil obsessio over him but I’M normal hfhgh I don’t want them to think I’m a weird stalker like I don’t want into Albert Wesker’s pants this CREATURE is the one who does!!!!

Ship their character with mine: The concept of them together is terrifying & I mean BOTH Keira & Albert & uhhh the other two shinies (YOU KNOW WHO grhfghf) like they would put the “Power” in the would power couple before some crazy shit starts going down in that Fog… So yeah I do, I want them holding hands while those hands are covered in blood… Because they’re making out while stabbing a person. While holding the same knife. Little known fact about me I fucking LOVE murder couples, especially where one’s a little more fucked up than the other but the other isn’t bothered by that instead they use their slightly calmer head to plan out some REALLY fucked up ideas for them to do together.

What is my;

Overall opinion: Send a long text get a long text ba- Oh wait wait that’s like summin different. Follow them. Love them. Ask about their headcanons bc their headcanons are really good & so fascinating??? Let Albert dismember & bully your muse, Keira wants to film him throwing around their body parts everywhere with the tentacles pls she said it’ll be super funny~~~~

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.

[evintide]

[ URL SONG CHALLENGE ]

( bonus points if you make them all relate to your muse in some way. )

tagged by » i stole this a loooong time ago @gerudosage​ but only just got around to finishing it. oops...

tagging » anyone who’s interested!

( putting mine under a read more because i want to be Extra™ and add small blurbs behind the meaning of each song. you are not required do the same! )

E  »   eyelids by pvris !!

if i could i’d only put pvris songs in this list. one of my favorite bands with raw lyrics and sound, and this one is just. HOOGH. clenches fist. it’s so tender but filled with a pain that just FEELS like Midna towards the people she cares about most. it’s like the night leading up towards the fight with Ganon, or the sun rising afterwards, just before she steps into the mirror for the last time. and then realizing, upon the next morning, that everything is different. it’s over.

V »   vide noir by lord huron !!

admittedly a good chunk of these songs i have under here are mostly midzel / zelink flavored instead of only Midna but. DAMN. there’s so many good songs ya’ll. the bass and total vibe of this track feels so slick and hypnotizing in a way i can only describe something befitting Midna, especially regarding Zelda or Link’s thoughts of her after the mirror has been shattered. trying to fill a void where there is no longer something just lurking in their shadows. a home that no longer feels the same after a long journey. all that’s left are her echoes in fading memories.

I »   in the shadows by amy stroup !!

a song that makes me think of Midna’s journey alongside Link. not so much as something that focuses on their relationship but rather the experiences they face together. the shadows in twilight princess serve as both home and enemy for the duo throughout their time together; Midna, as someone who has lived her life in the shadow of the light realm’s existence, and Link, whose world was turned on it’s head due to the shadow of Zant’s reign. there’s always something lurking there, friend and foe, a strength in a weakness, and no matter which it may be they have to face it.

N »   no light, no light by florence and the machine !!

thematic titles that match the character?? on this blog??? incredible.

another ship-adjacent song, though it’s less straight forward than the others. i personally always feel like it’s Midna to someone and then someone TO Midna after the shattering. like if only she’d given them the chance to speak to one another before hand. it feels like a betrayal after everything that’s happened, but the resolution to their problems, the one that makes the most sense in that point in time, is to sever that bond -- albeit the physical one. and it hurts all parties involved, but at the end of the day, if Midna had even hinted at what her plan had been, she wouldn’t have been able to find the right words to explain herself

T  »   think by kaleida !!

another song i think just vibes with Midna as a character, but there’s also the obvious ship material here. Midna thinking of those she loves, and those who think of her in the dark. because really, no matter how far apart they are, are you really alone with a little light in your heart?

I » i am not a woman, i’m a god by halsey !!

i think the title says it all, honestly.

D » the day of night by akira yamaoka !!

the twili realm but specifically during Zant’s reign. there is peace that can be found in the realm, not fully alien from it’s original state, but it is still not free danger. it is the breath between battles, the momentary calm amid the danger of whatever lurks around the next corner, where Midna can still see the familiar shapes of her home but not in it’s entirety.

E » evergreen by pvris !!

open and close with the same artist because i can.

a song that sort of encompasses Midna from her past to her future. i imagine that even as a child she had exceptional potential to ascend the throne even if it wasn’t promised to her. but it was also because of this innate talent she didn’t take her advantages seriously until it was a little too late. Zant saw to it that she got knocked down several pegs and her journey through the light realm solidified that further. of course, at her core Midna is still a very proud person, even if the adventure helped humble her some. she retains this new perspective after returning to the twili realm, but i’m sure some time along the way she gets... tired. frustrated with what she couldn’t change and eventually seeing the past repeat itself despite everything she and the light dwellers had done so long ago.

so instead of trying to mend what doesn’t want to be fixed, she leaves to do things her own way. because fuck the rules she’s Midna.

[neverwholelahey]

so i promised to write down why my ooc tag is outofmemories, and how i came to choose the url i currently have. Cause i have had the same url for nearly a decade now.

I have had this url since around the beginning of 2014. Which is a long time. This blog as a primary blog has been around since August 2013. But I was around before that too. But with a different url, which I also had on this blog for a while. Anyways, so my url is obviously NeverWholeLahey. Lahey is an obvious reason. It's Isaac's canon last name, since he is a canon muse from the Teen Wolf Fandom. The tv show from around 2010, not the movie from the 80's. Yes I'm old. The other two words, never and whole might not be as obvious.

However, we know in canon that Isaac was abused by his father, for quite a long time. And as I started to get to know my version of Isaac better, I realised that you never heal fully from that kind of trauma. Sure you learn to live with it and deal with it. But you never heal, hence the word never. And in the show you could see some mannerisms that spoke of his trauma, even if the writing of his character started to suck the longer he was in the show. But anyways.

The word whole, it comes from the fact that he lost so many people during the course of the two seasons he was on. I never shipped Allisaac and i never will, but that was a big loss (not for my version of isaac tho since i HATE allison on so many levels and for so many reasons) but he lost the majority of his pack. He lost his very best friend, Erica. He lost Boyd who he'd become friends with thanks to Erica, and the fact that Derek bit them and made them his betas. He lost Derek as his alpha, and he lost him as his protector, especially after he pulled a stunt Isaac's dad would do to push him away. Even if it was to try and keep him safe from the Alpha pack. Yet he was still hurt by the alpha pack. Like so much happened to him, and that's not something that you get over easily.

Hence, NeverWholeLahey.

Out Of Memories, which is my ooc tag and has been since around the same time I changed my url, is for an easy reason. Memories is instead of character. Because to me, Isaac's character has a lot of memories, good and bad. Which is why I consider in character being his memories as I write and he makes new memories. While when it's me, the mun, it's out of memories. Because it's not Isaac. It's just me, the mun, Joi. Who is slightly unhinged and also have memories, of trauma, albeit not as bad as Isaac's. It's probably why i relate to him, and why he's stuck around as my muse for as long as he has.

It was popular to have fancy written out ooc tags back then, which is why i thought of one to start with. Just needed to edit to add that in. I just didn't want to be fancy with a bunch of random symbols and stuff.

Now I'm just rambling. but, it felt nice to actually put this down in words. Something that I've been thinking for like a decade. anyways. ENJOY reading this word vomit.

[shdwtouch]

also thinking about going full multi, using one of my old URLs deathdelights and focusing on my muses that relate to death (kaey, shade, indi, myk) since I have the most muse for them at any given time. but idk if I should make a thematic multi or just a full multi tbh. I guess I could just keep additional muses available as side / guest muses ?

also still considering putting shade and kaey on their own blogs, tho I like this option considerably less than my other ideas. I like having everything in one place for easy access, it's just the theme, or lack of one, that is a struggle when it comes to making something cohesive ?

also sideblogs are wild and idk how people manage them in the rpc 😅 like I have mine it just feels impossible to do anything on them cuz I can't follow folks from them or send asks as them to make interaction easier.

idk. it's all a conundrum, same struggle different day. questioning what would be best and most feasible lmao

[kleinstar]

2 for ships, 2 for basics, 2 for tumblr!

Questions for the mun. (ACCEPTING)

*JUST PICKING TWO first ones bc im indecisive lmao, except with the tumblr bc idk any writing trends??????

What are you looking for in a ship?

LIKE... VIBES to put it simply but also like something of substance lol! I don't really give rats about character looks. With Eiden specifically there's the issue of how to latch him into muse in the way i feel i can write him to reciprocate toooo. im so picky fkfglgl Also how well I write with the other muse ofc and specifically shippingwise writing in this case loool at the end i really can't verbalize it well sobs

Do you tend to focus on shipping or do you not care at all?

It's liiiike nice but not my mainpoiiiiint, I want him to have rich relationships either way!

When did you first start writing?

Man I can't say I've written many whole stories I lack discipline full stop lmao but I did write stuff on this finnish .......forum....club ... thing for I think some sort of magazine that I wasn't even ordering lmao. That was like elementary school... And then junior high/orsmth i was in this club thing, even went to trips with them, it was pretty fun but then it ended bc lack of participants in a small municapility. I don't remember when I started rping but probably around the same time - I had done this collaborative writing story thing with a friend that sort of was rp ...idk if it was before or during the MSN rps i had with a random friend..s at different stages of life lol. But then MSN went bye.

In what language did you start writing?

Finnish!

What was your first blog / URL? +Do you still have your first blog / URL?

necessarycruelty aka Oberstein from LotGH.. which was uhhh a choice. I still don't know how I'd write casual conversation on that muse lmaoo uhh maybe -archive orrr -blog1 style archived but otherwise probably no.

[abandonededen]

timerevolt ;-; plz

Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it!

FUCK YEAH HERE WE GO

I'm splitting this in two because I want to rant about both my beloved Phantom and her amazing OC Lulu.

First off: Lulu. Oh my gods, Lulu. John and I were SO smitten SO fast on meeting her. She is a beautiful ball of sunshine with such a heartbreaking backstory 😭😭 it's amazing that she can still be so soft and full of light and love after everything she's been through, and the way that she just so easily got past a lifetime of defenses and became His Person just like that??? Honestly I'm SO emotional about them. I love the way that Lulu's past lives have influenced and informed her present, and I love seeing her different eras, and the ways in which her details change, but she remains Lulu at her core. She's such an epic character, and she has so much depth and development, and she's so fleshed out and three dimensional in a beautifully realistic way. She's not just a character, she's a PERSON. I love Lulu SO MUCH, and my muses do, too! So many of them are so excited to meet her, lmao! Ten says he's keeping her fjskhfks

And now, Phantom. Phantom, holy shit, where do I begin??? You inspire me to want to be better. You're self-aware and have a level of emotional maturity that I usually only find in other people who have been through the wringer of the inpatient mental health system. I am forever amazed at your resilience, and so fucking proud of you for hanging in there, and being open to trying/learning new things, and having the strength of character to reach out to others when you need support. That's so hard to do, and I want you to know that I see you, and I'm so proud of you. You've got this, darling, and I'm here with you as long as you'll have me. The fact that you're capable of staying level-headed and not getting involved in interpersonal conflicts is also so so admirable, and is a STRENGTH, not something to get complaints about. There honestly just aren't enough words for me to explain just how lovely you are, Phantom. You have such a big heart, and I'm honored to have a place in it 🥺🥺 you make my world, and the world at large, a brighter place for being in it. You are an amazing human with a beautiful heart. Please keep being unapologetically YOU, because the world wouldn't be the same without you.